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… 100> … … OnmZr Jmïo >r bmOaro … amÌ Pmbr. nU bmOarMm {dMma Ë`mÀ`m _ZmVyZ OmBZ© m. H$w R>o Agob bmOar, H$m` H$aV Agbo Vr? EH$ Zm AZoH$ àíZ Vmo _Zmbm {dMmaV hmVo m. MmX§ Ê`m amÌr EH$m nS>Š`m XodimMm Ë`mZo Amgam KVo bm. àdmgmZo Vmo X_bm hmoVm. A§J Q>oH$VmM Ë`mbm JmT> Pmno bmJbr. ^ë`m nhmQ>o Vmo CR>bm. Pè`mda hmVnm` Ywdm`bm Jbo m. naV XodimOdi `Do $Z nmhVmo Va H$m`? Xdo imÀ`m nm`arda bmOar ~gbr hmoVr. hm`o , Ë`mMr bmOarM hmVo r Vr! nU ho H$m`? Amnë`m XmoÝhr hmVmV Amnbm Moham PmH$y Z, _mZ Imbr KmbZy Vr _gw _wgV aS>V hmoVr. Q>m_o moS>mQ>mbm {VÀ`m Odi nmohmoMbm. Ë`mMo hmV Amnë`m hmVmV KVo Vr åhUmbr. \"\"_r Våw hmbm AmVm _wirM gmoS>Uma Zmhr.'' Q>mo_mSo >mQ>mZo {Vbm Amnë`m KmSo >çmda ~gdbo. AmVm Ë`mbm H$emMrM ndm© dmQ>V ZìhVr. AJXr H$V©ì`mMmhr {dga nS>bm hmVo m Ë`mbm. gn§ yU© àdmg^a XmoKho r hgV hmoV.o EH$_Ho $m§H$S>o nmhmV hmoVo. {Vbm Amnë`m åhmVmè`m AmB©d{S>bmM§ r H$miOr dmQ>V ZìhVr Am{U Q>m_o moS>mQ>mbm S>|Jmo amOmMm {Zamon XÊo `mMo ^mZ Cabo ZìhV.o XmKo o \\$ŠV EH$_oH$m§Mm {dMma H$arV hmVo .o AIao rg Vo EH$m AZmoiIr ehamV nmohmMo b.o Amnë`mH$S>rb {ha-o _mUH$o {dHy$Z Q>mo_mSo >mQ>mZo EH$ ^ì` _hmb {dH$V KoVbm. bmOarÀ`m _Zmà_mUo gOdbm. XmKo o hr Ë`mV gIw mg_mYmZmZo amhÿ bmJb.o XmoKho r à_o mV AJXr ÝhmD$Z {ZKmbo. VrZ df} gwImV H$er Jbo r VMo Ë`mZ§ m H$ibo Zmhr. VrZ dfmVª rb àË`Ho $ {Xdg gIw mMr ~agmV H$aV CJdbm hmVo m Am{U g_mYmZmZo _mdiV hmVo m. EH$ {Xdg Q>m_o mSo >mQ>m Am{U bmOar _hmbmVrb ~mJVo {\\$aV hmVo o. XmKo Oo U nUy © MЧ mH$S>o nmhmV ^{dî`mMr gmZo ao r ñdßZo aJ§ dV hmoVr. nU BVŠ`mV bmOarbm W§S>r dmOy bmJbr. {VMo eara WaWa H$mny bmJb.o \"\"{à`o Vbw m ~ao dmQ>V Zmhr H$m? Mb KamV OmD$.'' Ë`mZo {Vbm XmÝo hr hmVmV CMbZy KVo åhQ>bo. {Vbm KDo $Z Vmo KamV {ZKmbm. BVŠ`mV {VZo _mRo >çmZo qH$Mmir _mabr. Ë`mÀ`m N>mVrda _mZ Q>mH$V Vr åhUmbr, \"\"_r AmVm _aUma.'' \"\"bmOar! _bm gmSo >yZ OmD$ ZH$mgo .'' Q>mo_moS>mQ>m Q>mhmo \\$mSo >V åhUmbm. \"\"PmS>... bmOmiMy o PmS> AmR>dV`o Vbw m? Vo _mPo PmS> VmSo >yZ Q>mH$V AmhVo ... _r AmVm OJUma Zmhr. _r _aUma... _r... AMmZH$ bmOar Ë`mÀ`m hmVmVZy nm`mer nS>br. Q>mo_moS>mQ>mZo nm{hb.§ Va {VMo

… OnmZr Jmïo >r AmB©Mm Amagm … … 101> … aeo _r H$nS>o Am{U {VÀ`m bmb Mnbm nS>bëo `m {Xgë`m. ~mH$s bmOarMm EH$hr Adeof {VWo am{hbm ZìhVm. Q>mo_mSo >mQ>m X…þ ImZo dSo >m Pmbm. Ë`mZo g§Ý`mg KVo bm. nm`r VrW`© mÌm H$aV ^Q>H$y bmJbm. Aer nwîH$i df©o CbQ>br. EH$ {Xdg Vmo EH$m {ZO©Z àXoemV ^Q>H$V ^Q>H$V nmohmMo bm. EH$m Q>oH$S>rda Ë`mZo _mSo >H$s Pmno S>r nm{hbr. H$mUo rVar {ZX©`nUo Vr VmSo y>Z Q>mH$bbo r hmVo r. bmOmiyÀ`m ImoS>mH$S>o Vmo EH$Q>H$ nmhÿ bmJbm. Ë`mbm bmOarMr AmR>dU Ambr. {VÀ`m gJ§ VrV Kmbdbbo o EH$ EH$ jU Ë`mbm AmR>dy bmJbm. hiMy Vmo H${dVm nQw nQw y> bmJbm. bmOmiy bmOar bmOVo H$m?... Q>m_o mSo >mQ>mbm AmVm aSy> \\$w Q>bo. Vmo AmH«$meo H$ê$ bmJbm. eodQ>r Vmo aS>Vm aS>Vm Wm§~bm Am{U ñdV…erM åhUmbm. na_ío dam j_m H$a _bm. bmOarÀ`m AmËå`mbm emV§ r bm^y Xo Xdo m.'' Q>mo_moS>mQ>m bmOarÀ`m PmS>mOdi JwS>Ko Q>oHy$Z ~gbm. Amnë`m YraJ^§ ra AmdmOmV bmOarÀ`m AmËå`mbm emV§ r bm^mdr åhUZy _̧ CÀMmê$ bmJbm.  14 AmBM© m Amagm \\$ma \\$ma dfmªnydu... OnmZ_Yrb EH$m ISo >oJmdmV EH$ N>moQ>r _wbJr d {VMo AmB©~m~m amhmV hmVo o. Amnë`m N>mQo >çmem KamV Vo gIw mZo OJV hmoV.o Iny n¡go {_idmd,o Iny lr_V§ ìhmdo Ago Ë`mZ§ m dmQ>V Zgo. Oo Ë`m§À`mOdi hmoVo Ë`mV Vo gIw r hmoVo. g_mYmZr hmVo o. EH$Xm _bw rMo ~m~m H$m_m{Z{_Îm ehamV {ZKmb,o nU eha hmVo o bm~§ . nY§ am- drg {XdgmM§ m àdmg BVŠ`m bm§~ Om`M§ åhUOo Iny {Xdg AmYrnmgZy V`mar H$amdr bmJ.o AmBb© m _wbrMo ~m~m Xaÿ OmUma åhUyZ H$miOr dmQ>V hmoVr. Jar~ _mUgmZ§ m nm`r àdmg H$amdm bmJ.o ~m~mZ§ r _bw rÀ`m AmBM© r g_OVy H$mT>br. \"\"Vy _mPr H$miOr H$mhrEH$ H$ê$ ZH$mog. gmdY amhm. ~~o rH$S>o bj Xo. ehamVyZ `oVmZm Vbw m EH$ gXw§ a dñVy KDo $Z `oB©Z.''

… 102> … … OnmZr Jmoï>r AmB©Mm Amagm … AIao àdmgmMm {Xdg COmS>bm. _wbrMo ~m~m _bw rbm Am{U {VÀ`m AmBb© m gmSo >yZ ehamV Job.o _bw Jr, AmB© Ë`mM§ r dmQ> nmhmV IoS>çmV {Xdg H$mT>y bmJbo. BH$S>o ehamV ~m~m nmho moMb.o VWo rb CM§ B_maVr, amOdmS>m, _mRo >o añVo, XþH$mZ,o {d{dY ~mJm, hOmamo ñÌr-néw f Ë`mM§ o nho amd nmhZÿ Vo AmíM`M© [H$V Pmb.o XþH$mZmVrb H$mMMo r ^mS§ >r, {MÌ{d{MÌ H$nS>,o Iio Ur nmhmV Vo H$m` Ý`md§ `mMm {dMma H$ê$ bmJb.o ehamVZy ~m~m `Uo ma Ë`m {Xder AmBZ© o _bw rbm {Zim $\\$« m°H$ KmVbm Am{U ñdV…hr {Zim {Zim nmfo mI KmVbm. H$maU {VÀ`m ~m~m§Zm hm aJ§ \\$maM AmdS>m`Mm. Xêþ $Z `Uo mar ~m~mM§ r AmH¥$Vr {Xgbr. XmKo tZm Iny AmZ§X Pmbm. _bw Jr AmZX§ mZo ZmMy bmJbr. ~m~mZ§ r {Vbm Iny Iio Ur AmUbr hmVo r. Vr Iio Ê`m§er Iio y bmJbr. Iio Vm Iio Vm Pmno r Jbo r. _wbrMo ~m~m ~m`H$mbo m ehamVrb J_VrO_Vr gm§Jy bmJb.o hgV hgV Ë`mZ§ r EH$ N>mQo >r bmH$S>r nQo >r {VÀ`m hmVmV XVo åhQ>b.o \"\"bmS>H$o ! ho ~K, _r VÂw `mH$aVm {H$Vr g§Xw a dñVy AmUbr Amh.o `mbm Amagm åhUVmV.'' {VZo hiyM nQo >r CKS>br. AmVm EH$ N>mQo >mgm YmVMy m nmVi nÌm hmoVm. g^mdo Vr N>moQ>çm àmÊ`mÀ§ `m AmH$¥ Ë`m Am{U \\w$bo H$mao bbo r, Jiw Jiw rV, MH$MH$sV, {~bmao r AmaemV {VZ§ nm[hb§ Am{U {Vbm hgy Amb§. H$maU AmaemV {VÀ`mH$S>o EH$ gX§w a VéUr hgV nmhmV hmoVr. \"\"Vy H$m` nm{hbog, bmS>H$o ?'' {VÀ`m AmZX§ mZo Iyf hmVo Ë`mZo ~m`H$mbo m {dMmabo. \"\"EH$ Iny gX§w a VéUr nmhVo` _bm hgV hgV `m AmaemVZy . {VMo AmRo > hbV AmhVo _mÂ`mer OUy ~mbo Ê`mgmR>r. Vr hgV`o {H$Vr N>mZ! Am{U {VZo _mÂ`m gma»`mM {Zim nmeo mI KmVbm`. nhm Zm.'' \"\"dSo >r J dSo >r. AJ§ AmaemV Oo Vy nmhVog. Vr VMy Amhog. VPw § à{Vq~~ Amho V.o ehamV àË`Ho $mH$S>o Agm Amagm AgVmo Am{U XaamOo Vo AmaemV nmhmV AgVmV. Amnë`m ISo >Jo mdmV H$mUo mH$S>Mo Zmhr Amagm. \\$ŠV Amnë`mH$S>oM Amho.'' Ë`mÀ`m ~m`H$mobm Iny AmZ§X Pmbm. géw dmVrbm amoO Vr KaH$m_ H$aVm H$aVm AmaemV ñdV…bm hgV nmhm`Mr. {Vbm Iny J§_V dmQ>m`Mr. ZV§ a _mÌ {Vbm dio Iny dm`m OmVmo åhUZy AmaemMm H$§ Q>mim Ambm. hm Amagm A_yë` Amho. Vìo hm `mMm dmna Z H$aVm hm OnZy R>do m`bm hdm Agm {dMma H$ê$Z {VZo EH$m H$mnS>mV Amagm JSw§ >miZy R>do Zy {Xbm. AerM H$mhr df} Jbo r. N>mQo >r _wbJr AmVm _moR>r Pmbr hmVo r. Vr h~þ ho y~

… OnmZr Jmïo >r AmB©Mm Amagm … … 103> … Amnë`m AmBg© maIr {Xgy bmJbr. Vr KamVM Zìho Va JmdmVrb gdmMª r AmdS>Vr hmVo r. JmdmVrb àË`Ho $ OU {VMo H$mV¡ wH$ H$ar. {VMo gX§w a ê$n nmhÿZ {VÀ`m AmBb© m dmQ>o H$s {Vbm Amagm XmIdmdm åhUOo nU Vr {H$Vr gX§w a Amho ho {Vbm H$ibo . Xgþ am {dMma {VÀ`m _ZmV `oB© H$s ZH$mMo XmIdm`bm {Vbm Amagm. Vr gmaIr AmaemV nmhrb. dio \\$w H$Q> Kmbdrb. hihy iy AmaemMr Jmoï> AmB© {dgê$Z Jbo r. gmao H$w Q>w§~ AmZ§XmV OrdZ H$§ R>V hmoV.o nU gIw m_mJo Xþ…I `oVoM. EH$ {Xdg _bw rMr AmB© Iyn AmOmar nS>br {Xdg{| Xdg Vr AeŠV hmoD$ bmJbr. AJXr C^o amhÊ`mMr eŠVrhr {VÀ`mV am{hbr Zmhr. Am[U AmVm \\$ma {Xdg OJUma Zmhr ho {VZo Amio Ib.o Vr \\$ma X…þ Ir Pmbr. Amnë`m _bw rZo gmè`me§ r ZrQ> dmJmdo. bmHo $m§Mr H$m_o H$amdr, _`mX© oZo dmJmdo ho H$go

… 104> … … OnmZr Jmoï>r AmB©Mm Amagm … gmJ§ Uma, H$Yr CnXeo H$aUma? AW§ éUmV nS>ë`m nS>ë`m Vr {dMma H$ê$ bmJbr... Am{U [Vbm EH$ Mm§Jbr H$ënZm gwMbr. H$mnS>mV JS§w >mibobr AmaemMr noQ>r _wbrÀ`m hmVmV XVo AmB© {Vbm åhUmbr, \"\"_bw r! _r AmVm WmSo >çm {XdgmM§ r gm~o Vr Amh.o _r Joë`mda Vy MmJ§ br dmJ. gmè`mZ§ m AmZ§XmV R>do Am{U _bm dMZ Xo amOo CR>ë`mda d amÌr Pmno VmZm Vy `m AmaemV nmhmV Om. `m AmaemV _r {XgZo . VÂw `mda bj R>do oZ. Ë`m_iw o Vwbm Yra `Bo b© . OJm`bm hþê$n `Bo b© , VÂw `mda `m VwÂ`m AmBM© o bj gVV Agbo .'' _bw rZo AmB©bm dMZ {Xbo Am{U Xþgè`mM {Xder {VMr AmB© dmabr. _bw rbm aSy> AmdaZo m. nU AmBZ© o gm§{JVbbo o {Vbm AmR>db.o {VZo Mohè`mda hgy AmUV. AmaemV nm{hb,o H$maU AmnU X…þ Ir AmhmVo ho AmB©bm H$iy Z`o åhUyZ. H$m` AmíM`©! {Vbm {VMr AmB© AmaemV JmoS> hgVmZm {Xgbr. nydu Oer AmB© gXw§ a hmVo r AJXr Ver. _bw rZo Amagm ~X§ Ho$bm. {Vbm Yra Ambm. gmao X…þ I {dgê$Z Vr OrdZmbm gm_mao r Jbo r. Zì`m Omo_mZo H$m_mbm bmJbr. amoOMm {Xdg CJdV hmoVm. amOo gH$mir Am{U amÌr Vr AmBe© r ~mobV hmoVr. g~§ §Y {XdgmV H$m` Ho$bo ho gmJ§ VmZm {Vbm AmZX§ ìhm`Mm. AmBM© m Moham hgm`Mm. {Vbm Iyn ~ao dmQ>m`Mo. Amnë`m hmVyZ KS>boë`m dmB©Q> Jmïo >r gm§JVmZm AmBM© m Moham nU X…þ Ir {Xgm`Mm. _bw rÀ`m ~m~mÀ§ `m bjmV Ambo H$s, _bw Jr amOo gH$mir amÌr AmaemV H$m` nmhV?o Vr ñdV…bm Ý`mhmiV Zmhr ho Ë`mZ§ m R>mD$H$ hmVo ?§ Ë`mZ§ r _wbrbm {dMmabo. \"\"~mi, amoO H$m` AmaemV nmhVog?'' Ë`mda _bw Jr åhUmbr, \"\"~m~m! _r _mÂ`m AmB©bm AmaemV nmhV.o {VÀ`mer ~mbo V.o ~m~mZ§ m AmíM`© dmQ>b.o _J _bw rZo gd© hH$sJV ~m~mZ§ m gm§{JVbr. AmBZ© o AmOmar AgVmZm Amagm XÊo `mnmgyZ Vo Ë`mÀ`m Cn`moJmn`Vª gd© gm§{JVb.o ~m~mM§ o S>mio o nmÊ`mZo ^abo. Amnë`m _bw rÀ`m ào_mMm, AmkmYmaH$VMo m Ë`mZ§ m A{^_mZ dmQ>bm. Ë`m§Zr _bw rbm AmaemMm AW© gm{§ JVbm Zmhr. H$mhr dfmZª V§ a _bw rbm AmaemMm AW© H$ibm. {Vbm J_§ V dmQ>br. Vr hgV åhUmbr. \"\"_mPr AmB© gVV _mÂ`mOdi hmVo r åhUZy _r {VMm Mho am gmaIm nmhmV ZìhV.o Oa _r Zgw Vm Amagm nmhmV ~gbo AgV.o Va {VÀ`m n«_o mbm _Hw $bo AgV.o Amagm åhUOo _mÂ`m AV§ aJ§ mMo à{Vq~~M hmVo o.'' 

… OnmZr Jmïo >r … 105> … 15 CX§ ra ^Vy \\$ma \\$ma dfmªnydu OnmZ_Yë`m EH$m ISo >oJmdmV EH$ eoVH$ar Amnë`m ~m`H$mo Am{U nwîH$i _bw m§gh amhmV hmoVm. KaMr J[a~r Agë`mZo Vmo Ë`mZ§ m ZrQ> ImD${nD$ Kmby eH$V ZìhVm. _mRo >m _bw Jm d[S>bmZ§ m eoVH$m_mV _XV H$am`Mm. nU gdmVª YmH$Q>m hmVo m AeŠV. Vmo Amnë`m d[S>bmZ§ m H$m_mV _XV H$am`Mm Zmhr. Ë`mM§ Amnb§ D$R>gRy > {MÌo aJ§ dU§ hmM EH$_do N>X§ . Vgm Vmo heþ ma hmVo m. Ë`mÀ`m heþ marbm nmhZÿ bmHo $ åhUV. hm AeŠV _bw Jm heþ ma Amh.o nU AeŠV \\$ma. hm H$YrM geŠV hmUo ma Zmhr. Amnë`m YmH$Q>çm _bw mM§ H$g§ hmUo ma, `m H$miOrZo eVo H$ar Am{U Ë`mMr ~m`H$mo Xþ…Ir hmoV. _mRo >onUr `mM§ H$g§ hmUo ma? Ë`m§Zm H$iZo m. edo Q>r Ë`mZ§ r R>adb§ H$s JmdmVë`m Xdo imVë`m ~mÕ¡ {^jybm ^Qo >m`M.§ _bw mbm Ym{_©H$ _̧ {eH$m`bm d ~m¡Õ {^jy H$am`bm gmJ§ m`M.§ CM§ C§M nm`è`m MT>yZ eVo H$ar XodimV nmohmMo bm. gmo~V AWm©VM YmH$Q>m hmVo mM. ~mÕ¡ {^jZy o eVo H$è`mM§ åhUU§ EHo $y Z KVo b.§ YmH$Q>çmbm H$R>rU H$R>rU àíZ {dMmabo, nU Ë`mZo gd© àíZmM§ r N>mZ CÎmao {Xbr. YmH$Q>çmÀ`m hþemarZo {^jy Ify Pmbm. Ë`mZo YmH$Q>çmbm gd© {dÚm {eH$dÊ`mMo R>adb.o eoVH$ar AmZX§ m Kar naVbm. hm... hm åhUVm {Xdg OmD$ bmJbo. YmH$Q>çmZo Amnë`m {^jy Jwê$H$Sy>Z ^am^a {dÚm {eH$y Z KVo br. gd© _§Ì Ë`mbm VmS| >nmR> Pmb.o gJi§ H$mhr ì`dpñWV Mmbb§ hmoV.§ nU YmH$Q>çmV EH$ Xmof hmVo m. Aä`mg H$aVmZm _YZy M Vmo _mO§ amMr {MÌo H$mT>m`Mm. AJXr Hw$R>ho r H$mT>m`Mm. Oam _moH$ir q^V {Xgbr, OmJm {Xgbr H$s H$mT>brM g_Om _mO§ amMr {MÌ.o nwñVH$mV, nmÏo `m_Ü`o, q^Vrda, Im~§ mda {OWo {VWo _m§OamMr {MÌMo {MÌ!o ~mÕ¡ {^jy amJmdbo. g_OmdZy gm{§ JVbo nU YmH$Q>çmMr gd` H$mhr OmB©Zm. Ia§ Vmo {^jy hmÊo `mnojm CÎm_ {MÌH$ma hmoD$ eH$bm AgVm. nU d[S>bmZ§ r Va nmR>db§ hmVo § Ë`mbm {^jy ìhm`bm. EH$ {Xdg YmH$Q>çmZo Xdo imÀ`m nmT§ >è`m e^w « q^Vrda _m§OamMr \\$maM gXw§ a {MÌo H$mT>br. nU gmar q^V Iam~ Pmbr. Jéw Or Iny Iyn amJmdbo Ë`mÀ`mda. Ë`mbm Odi KVo Vo åhUmbo. \"\"YmH$Q>çm! Vy AmVmÀ`m AmVm BWZy MmbVm hm.o Vy H$YrM {^jy hmDo $ eH$Uma Zmhrg.

… 106> … … OnmZr Jmïo >r C§Xra ^Vy … H$Xm{MV {MÌH$ma hmoerb. OmÊ`mndy u EH$ gëbm XVo mo Vbw m. ZrQ> bjmV R>do . H$w R>ho r Jbo mg Var amÌrÀ`mdio r _moR>çm OmJVo amhÿ ZH$mgo . bhmZ OmJVo M amhm.'' YmH$Q>çmbm Jéw OtÀ`m gëë`mMm AW~© mYo hmoBZ© m. Ë`mZo Amnbo JmR>mSo >o ~mY§ bo. Ë`m gëë`mMm AW© JwéOtZm {dMmamdm Ag§ Ë`mbm Iny dmQ>V hmoV.§ nU Jéw Or amJmdVrb åhUyZ Vmo Jßn ~gbm. Jéw OtZm Z_ñH$ma H$ê$Z Xdo im~mhao nS>bm. nm`è`m CVaVmZm bhmZ hmoV OmUmè`m Ë`mÀ§ `m nmR>_mèo `m AmH¥$VrH$S>o nmhmV Jéw OtZr Ë`mbm _Zmo_Z AmerdmX© {Xbm. YmH$Q>m nÝw hm nÝw hm Xdo imH$S>o diZy diyZ nmhmV hmVo m. AmnU AmVm H$w R>o Om`M?o Kar Jbo mo Va dS>rb _maVrb. {ejm H$aVrb. åhUZy Kar OmÊ`mMm {dMma Ë`mZo gmSo y>Z {Xbm. {dMma H$aVm H$aVm Ë`mbm AmR>dbo H$r, ~mam _b¡ mda Iyn _mRo >o XDo $i Amh.o VoWrb {^j§Zy m {dZV§ r H$am`Mr H$s, _bm ~m¡Õ {^jy H$ê$Z ¿`m. Pmb!§ _ZmMm {ZíM` Pmë`m~amo~a YmH$Q>m ^am^a nm` CMbV Ë`m JmdmV nmohmMo bm. Ë`mdio r amÌ Pmbbo r.. Ë`m _mRo >çm XodimMo XadmOo Ho$ìhmM ~§X Pmbob.o Ë`m Xdo imV EH$ ^`H§ $a ^Vy amhmV hmVo o. Ë`m_wio ~mÕ¡ {^jy niZy Jbo o hmVo .o Iny YmS>gr bmHo $mZ§ r amÌrÀ`m doir Ë`m XodimV amhÊ`mMm à`ËZ H$ê$Z nm{hbm hmoVm. nU ^wVmZo Ë`mZ§ m _mê$Z Q>mH$bo hmVo o. AWm©VM YmH$Q>çmbm hr Jmïo >r _mhrV ZìhVr. Amnë`mbm ~m¡Õ {^jy Aml` XVo rb. `m {dMmamZo Vmo Ë`m JmdmV nmohmoMbm hmoVm. amÌ dmT>V hmVo r. gd©OU Amnmnë`m Kar em§V Pmno bo hmoVo. añË`mda _mUygM H$m` nU {MQ>nmIê$hr {XgV ZìhV.o gJirH$S>o emV§ Vm ngabbo r. amV{H$S>çmÀ`m {H$aa© AmdmOmZo dmVmdaUmV ^`mUVm Ambbo r. _moR>çm Q>oH$S>rdaÀ`m Xodimg_moa YmH$Q>m nmho mMo bm. XDo $i ~§X hmVo .o nU \\$Q>rVZy AmVrb àH$me {XgV hmVo m. Ë`m Xdo imVbo ^Vy amOo {Xdm bmdV Ago Am{U Zd»`m àdmem§Zm {VWo OmÊ`mMm _moh hmVo Ago. YmH$Q>çmZo hmH$m _maë`m. nU H$moUrhr Amo XBo Z© m. _J Ë`mZo Xdo imMm XadmOm R>moR>mdbm. nU XodimVyZ H$gbmM AmdmO Ambm Zmhr H$s H$gbrhr Mmhbÿ . Ë`mZo nÝw hm XadmOm R>mRo >mdbm. nU H$moUrhr XadmOm CKS>Ê`mg Ambo Zmhr. edo Q>r Ë`mZo hiyM XadmOm T>H$bbm. AaÀo Mm! XadmOm CKS>mM hmVo m. Vmo ^rV ^rV AmV Jbo m. AmV EH$ {Xdm OiV hmVo m. nU EH$hr ~m¡Õ {^jy {VWo ZìhVm. Vmo H$w UrVar `Bo b© `mMr dmQ> nmhÿ bmJbm. Xdo imV gdÌ© Yyi ngabr hmoVr. H$mùo `mÀ§ `m Omù`m Pmë`m hmËo `m ho nmhÿZ YmH$Q>çmbm AmZX§ Pmbm. H$maU ho gd© gm\\$ H$am`bm ~m¡Õ {^jZ§y m {eî`mMr JaO

… OnmZr Jmoï>r C§Xra ^yV … … 107> … bmJUma. Amnë`mbm BWo R>do Zy KoUma `m H$ënZZo o Ë`mbm AmZX§ dmQ>bm. Xdo imÀ`m q^Vr {MÌm{dZm hmoË`m. AJXr H$mèo `m hmoË`m. {MÌo H$mT>m`bm CÎm_. Ë`mbm EH$X_ {MÌo. H$mT>m`Mr ñ\\y$Vu Ambr. Ë`mZo Amnë`m JmR>moS>çmVyZ a§JmMr noQ>r Am{U emB©À`m ~mQ>ë`m H$mT>ë`m. Vmo q^Vrda _m§OamMr _mRo >_moR>r {MÌo H$mT>y bmJbm. a§Jdy bmJbm. {MÌo H$mTy>Z Vmo X_bm. WmoS>çmM dio mV S>mùo `mda Pmno Vaiy bmJbr. AmVm EdT>çm _mRo >çm Xdo imV Pmonmdo H$w R>o? Agm àíZ Ë`mbm nS>bm. Amnë`m Jéw OtMm gëbm Ë`mbm AmR>dbm. \"\"Hw$R>ohr Jbo mg Var amÌrÀ`m dio r _mRo >çm OmJoV amhÿ ZH$mog. bhmZ OmJVo amhm.'' Jéw OtMm gëbm _mZmdm åhUZy Vmo XodimVrb bhmZ OmJm emYo y bmJbm. BVŠ`mV Ë`mbm EH$ bhmZ Imbo r {Xgbr. Ë`mZo Vr N>moQ>r Imobr CKS>br. ImobrV Jëo `mda Ë`mZo XadmOm KÅ> ~§X H$ê$Z KVo bm Am{U emV§ Pmonr Jobm.

… 108> … … OnmZr Jmoï>r `wamo{e_m … _Ü`amÌrZV§ a Ë`mbm ^`§H$a qH$H$mù`m EHo $y Amë`m. Pmno oVZy Vmo XMH$y Z CR>bm. Iny Km~abm, H$m` H$amdo Ë`mbm H$mhrM gMw oZm, ~mhao H$m` Mmbbo` ho Ë`mbm H$ioZm. ídmgmda {Z`§ÌU R>odZy Vmo nS>yZ am{hbm. Xdo imVbm {Xdm H$o ìhmM {dPbm hmVo m. ^`mZH$ AmdmOmZo XDo $i hmXaV hmVo o. nhmQ>no `Vª AmdmO `Vo hmVo o. Z§Va _mÌ AmdmO ~X§ Pmbo. gH$mi Pmbr. \\$Q>rVZy g`y ©àH$me nmPê$ bmJVmM Vmo gmdYnUo CR>bm. XadmOm CKSy>Z hiMy ~mhao Ambm. g~§ Y§ XoD$i^a O{_Zrda bmb bmb aŠVM aŠV gmS§ >bbo o hmoV.o _J Ë`mMo bj Xdo imÀ`m _Ü`^mJr Jbo .o nmhVmo Va H$m` {VWo ^bm _moR>m ~b¡ mEdT>m H$mim amjgr CX§ ra åhUOoM ^Vy _ê$Z nS>bobo. ^Vw mbm H$mUo r _mabo Agmdo `mMm {dMma Vmo H$ê$ bmJbm Am{U EH$X_ Ë`mMr ZOa {^§Vrda H$mT>bëo `m _m§OamÀ`m {MÌmH$S>o Jbo r. _mO§ amMr Vm|S>o aŠVmZo bmb bmb Pmbr hmVo r. _J gmam àH$ma Ë`mÀ`m bjmV Ambm H$s, AmnU H$mT>bëo `m _mO§ amZ§ rM CX§ ra ^wVmbm R>ma H$o b.o Ë`mMdio r Ë`mbm Amnë`m Jéw OtMm gëbm AmR>dbm.'' H$w R>ho r Jbo mg Va amÌrÀ`mdio r _mRo >çm OmJVo amhÿ ZH$mgo , bhmZ OmJVo amhm.'' Jéw OtMm gëbm AmnU _mZbm åhUZy AmnU dmMbm.o `mMm Ë`mbm AmZ§X Pmbm. Ë`mZo _ZmV Jéw OtMo Am^ma _mZbo. nTw >o H$mhr dfmZª r YmH$Q>m Iny _mRo >m {MÌH$ma Pmbm. Ë`mZo H$mT>bbo r _mO§ amM§ r {MÌo AmOhr OnmZ_Ü`o nmhm`bm {_iVmV.  16 `aw m{e_m \\$ma \\$ma dfmªndy uMr Jmïo > Amho hr... OnmZ Xeo m_Ü`o EH$ VéU amhmV hmoVm. ñd^mdmZo JmSo > Am{U X`miy _ZmMm hm VéU Ë`mMM§ Zmd `aw m{e_m. `aw m{e_m amOo g_Ðw mda OmD$Z _mgo nH$S>m`Mm. Vo {dH$y Z Vmo Amnbo Am{U Amnë`m AmBd© [S>bmM§ m M[aVmW© MmbdV Ago. EH$m gm`H§ $mir `wam{e_m _mgo nH$S>yZ Kar naVV hmVo m. {H$Zmè`mda H$mhr _bw mZ§ m Ë`mZ§ Iio VmZm nm{hb.§ Vr _bw § Omao Omao mV hgV hmoVr. {IXiV hmoVr. Am{U... EH$_Ho $mÀ§ `m AJ§ mda H$mhrVar \\$o H$V hmVo r. \\$o H$Vm \\$o H$Vm Pbo V hmVo r. Ë`mM~am~o a Vr ZmMV hmVo r Am{U _mRo >_moR>çmZ§ JmV gÕw m hmoVr.

… OnmZr Jmïo >r `wamo{e_m … … 109> … \"\"\\o$H$m a@o @ \\o$H$m... C§M \\o$H$m.'' \"\"\\$o H$m ao@@ \\$o H$m... hiyM \\$o H$m.'' \"\"H$m` ~a§ H$aV AmhVo hr _bw ?§ '' EdT>çm Omao Omao mZ§ H$embm Amao S>m Mmbbm`. Ë`mM§ m?'' `aw m{e_m {dMma H$ê$ bmJbm. {dMmamÀ`m VЧ rV `aw m{e_m ^am^a nmdb§ CMbrV _bw mH§ $S>o Ambm Am{U _bw § H$m` H$aVmV ho nmhÿZ AdmH$² Pmbm. Ë`m _bw mZ§ r MŠH$ EH$ H$mgd nH$S>b§ hmVo § Am{U Ë`m§À`m ^mdo Vr EH$ VmagÕw m ~m§Ybr hmVo r. EdT>M§ ZmhrVa EH$m _mRo >çm H$mR>rZ§ Ë`m H$mgdmbm _bw § _marV hmoVr. {~ÀMma§ H$mgd AJXrM Km~ab§ hmVo §. JmY| iyZM Jbo § hmVo § åhUmZm! Ë`mVZy gÕw m Vo niZy OmÊ`mMm à`ËZ H$arV hmoV§. \"\"Aao H$mQ>çmªZmo!'' `aw m{e_m AmoaS>bm. \"\"Aao Vo H$mgd _aob AemZ!§ H$m åhUZy _maVm AmhmV Ë`mbm? gmSo >m. gmSo >m åhUVm`o Zm! gmSo >m Ë`mbm _mHo $i.§ '' `aw m{e_m amJmZo Ë`m _bw md§ a AmoaS>bm. \"\"Amåhr \\$ŠV Iio Vm`o Ë`mÀ`mer.'' _bw § {\\$Xr{\\$Xr hgV åhUmbr. \"\"Iny Iny _ÁOm Ambr.'' EH$ dmÌQ> nmao J§ {IXiV åhUmb.§ \"\"Våw hmbm _ÁOm dmQ>Vo. Aao nU Ë`m Jar~ {~Mmè`m H$mgdmÀ`m Ord OmVm`o Zm!'' `aw m{e_m AJXr H$idiyZ åhUV hmoVm. Ë`mbm H$mgdmMr Iny X`m Ambr. \"\"E nmoam§Zm!o ho n¡go ¿`m AZ² Vo H$mgd Úm ~Ky _bm...!'' \"\"H$m` H$aUma Amhgo `m H$mgdmM?§ '' EH$ VaVarV _bw Jm YrQ>nUo åhUmbm. \"\"_r Ë`mbm nÝw hm g_wÐmV gmoS>Uma Amho.'' `aw m{e_mZ§ Amnbm {ZU©` gm{§ JVbm. _bw mZ§ r Vo H$mgd `wam{e_mbm {Xb§. n¡go {_imë`m_iw § ^bVrM Iyf Pmbr _bw §! AmZX§ mZ§ Q>mù`m dmOdV Vr Jobr. `aw m{e_mZ§ H$mgdmÀ`m Jù`m ^modVrMr Vma hiyM H$mT>br Am{U åhUmbm. \"\"Jar~ {~ÀMma§! Vbw m Zmhr H$w Ur nH$S>Uma h§ nwÝhm!'' Am{U _J `aw m{e_mZ§ Vo H$mgd hiMy g_Ðw mV gmSo >b.§ H$mgdmZ§ Ë`mÀ`mH$S>o nm{hb§ Am{U Vo hiyhiy nmÊ`mV nmohÿ bmJb§. Ë`mbm nmÊ`mV Xÿa OmBn© `Vª `aw m{e_m nmhmV am{hbm. AY§ ma XmQ>yZ Ambobm... AmVm `wam{e_mbm KaMr... AmBd© [S>bmM§ r AmR>dU Ambr... KamÀ`m AmTo >rZ§ Vmo ^am^a MmbV {XgoZmgm Pmbm. AgMo ^am^am {Xdg Mmbbo hmVo o. `aw m{e_m amOo M _mgo nH$S>m`bm g_Ðw mda OmVM hmoVm. H$mhr {XdgmZ§ §VaMr Jmïo >.

… 110> … … OnmZr Jmoï>r `wamo{e_m … EH$ {Xdg ^ë`m nhmQ>oM `wamo{e_m _mgo nH$S>m`bm g_Ðw mda Jbo m. AOZy H$mimoI hmVo m. g_wÐmV {Z…eãX em§VVm hmVo r. AmdmO hmoVm \\$ŠV$ bmQ>mM§ m.\"\"Ii@@ Ii@@ Ii@@'' g_Ðw mÀ`m bmQ>m VmbmV ZmXmV JmV hmËo `m. `aw m{e_mÀ`m hmSo >rbm bS>rdminUo hidw ma YS>H$V hmoË`m. \"\"H$m` N>mZ {Xdg Amho AmOMm!'' Vmo {dMma H$arV hmVo m. \"\"g_Ðw emV§ Amho AJXr... AmH$memV T>J nU ZmhrV... AmO ^anya _mgo nH$S>UmaM _r! AMmZH$... `aw m{e_mbm H$gbm Var AmdmO Ambm. Ë`mZ§ H$mZmgo m KVo bm. H$w UrVar Ë`mbm hmH$m _maV hmVo .§ \"\"EdT>çm nhmQ>o H$moU ~a§ _bm hmH$m _maV`§ ?'' Vmo AmíM`mZ© § ñdV…erM nQw >nQw >bm. Ë`mZ§ g^modVr nm{hb§. nU... hmSo >r{edm` Hw$Ur {XgoZmgÕw m! Vmo nÝw hm nmhÿ bmJbm. nmÊ`m_Ü`o H$mhrVar hbV hmoV§. `aw m{e_m Km~abm... AJXr ni H$mT>Ê`mÀ`m V`marV hmVo m Vmo... AMmZH$ EH$ H$mgd Ë`mÀ`m hmoS>rOdi Amb§... Ë`mZ§ Amnb§ VmS| > nmÊ`m~mhao H$mT>b§ Am{U åhUmb§. \"\"gwà^mV... `aw m{e_m gàw ^mV.'' `aw m{e_mZ§ Ë`m H$mgdmbm AmoiIb.§ VoM Vo H$mgd Ë`mZ§ nmÊ`mV gmoS>bob.§ \"\"Ahmhm! Vbw m nmhZÿ Iny AmZX§ Pmbm.'' Vmo AmZX§ mZ§ {MËH$mabm. \"\"Var _r åhUVm`o H$s H$mUo _bm hmH$m _maV`§ ~a§!'' \"\"Vwbm Km~adë`m~Ôb j_m H$a _bm. `aw m{e_m.'' H$mgd {Xb{Jar ì`ŠV$ H$aV åhUmb.§ \"\"_r VwPm Iyn Iny Am^mar Amh.o .. _bm Ë`m dmB©Q> _bw mÀ§ `m VmdS>rVyZ gmSo >dë`m~Ôb.'' \"\"Vwbm `m~Ôb ~jrg XUo ma Amho.'' \"\"H$gb§ ~jrg!'' `wam{e_m åhUmbm.'' \"\"~jrg åhUO.o .. _r Ambmo` Vwbm ZÊo `mgmR>r.'' \"\"Hw$R>?§ '' \"\"S´>J° ZÀ`m _hmbmV.'' \"\"S´>°JZÀ`m _hmbmV... Am{U _bm! `aw m{e_m AmZ§XmZo ZmMV åhUmbm. \"\"nU Vmo H$w R>o Amh?o '' \"\"g_Ðw mÀ`m Imbo Imbo Vimer Amho Vmo _hmb... VoWrb gX§w a amOH$Ý`m VPw r dmQ> nmhVo`.'' \"\"_r? S>´°JZÀ`m _hmbmV OmUma!'' `aw m{e_mbm IynM AmZX§ Pmbm hmVo m.

… OnmZr Jmïo >r `wamo{e_m … … 111> … \"\"hm`o ... hm`o .'' H$mgdmZ§ CÎma {Xb.§ \"\"nU nmÊ`mImbr _r ídmg KUo ma H$gm?'' `aw m{e_mZ§ Amnbr eH§ $m H$mgdmnTw >o ì`ŠV H$o br. Km~ê$ ZH$mog.'' H$mgd {Xbmgm XVo åhUmbm. \"\"amOH$Ý`Ào `m OmXBþ © eŠVr_wi§ Vy ídmg KDo $ eH$erb.'' Mb ~g ~Ky _mÂ`m nmR>rda.'' H$mgd§ KmB© H$aV åhUmb§. `aw m{e_m AmZ§XmZ§ Qw>UH$Z CS>r _mê$Z H$mgdmÀ`m nmR>rda ~gbm.

\\$m°_© Z§.6 … 112> … … OnmZr Jmoï>r `wamo{e_m … `wam{e_mbm nmR>rda KoD$Z H$mgdmZ§ nmÊ`mV giw H$m§S>r _mabr... ^am^a dJo mZ§ H$mgd Ë`mbm KDo $Z g_wÐVimer Pno mdy bmJb§. `aw m{e_m AJXr WŠH$M Pmbm. EH$ g§Xw a OJ Ë`mÀ`mg_mao gmH$ma Pmb§ hmVo .§ g§Xw a, _Z_mho H$ aJ§ r~oaJ§ r _mgo AdIinUo g_Ðw Vimer nmohV hmoVo. Amnë`m M_H$Xma eonQ>çm bn@H$ bn@H$ hbdrV EH$_oH$m§er nH$mS>mnH$S>r IoiV hmVo o. `aw m{e_mer _§Oiw AmdmOmV ~mbo V hmVo .o .. Ë`mM§ ñdmJV H$arV hmVo .o g_Ðw Vi ZmZm{dY eI§ qenë`mZr gew m{o ^V hmVo m... àdmi aËZmÀ`m {Xì` VOo mZ§ gmam Vi PJ_JV hmoVm. Vo gmX¢ `© nmhZÿ `aw m{e_m Xho ^mZ {dgabm. g_Ðw \\w$bm§Mo VmQ>do ^am^a _mJo _mJo gaH$V hmoVo. g_wÐVi AJXr Odi Odi `Vo hmVo m... g_Ðw Vi AJXr Odi Odi `Vo Mmbbbo m Vo nmhZÿ `wam{e_mbm dmQ>b§ H$s ho ñdßZ Va Zìh!o \"\"hm Ambm S>´J° ZMm _hmb... CVa ~a§ BW.§ '' H$mgd g_Ðw Vimer Amnbo {M_Hw $bo nm` Q>oH$dV åhUmb.§ `aw m{e_m H$mgdmÀ`m nmR>rdê$Z CVabm. nmhVmo Vmo H$m`! EH$ _moR>m ZjrXma XadmOm... Vmo hiyM CKS>bm... gXw§ a XmgtZr Ë`mM§ ñdmJV Ho$b§. AmVm _hmbmMm _»w ` XadmOm CKS>bm. EH$ gXw§ a _bw Jr hidw ma nmdb§ Q>mH$sV Ë`mÀ`m g_mao `oV hmoVr. `wam{o e_m {VÀ`m gmX¢ `m©H$S>o Q>H$ bmdyZ nmhÿ bmJbm. Ë`m gXw§ a _wbrZ§ Ë`mbm A{^dmXZ Ho$b§. \"\"_r øm S>´J° Z _hmbmMr amOH$Ý`m... VwP§ S>´J° Z _hmbmV ñdmJV Agm.o .. _mÂ`m `m N>mQo >çm H$mgd {_Ìmbm dmMdë`m~Ôb Am^mar Amho _r Vw_Mr.'' Vr ZmOHy $ AmdmOmV {H$U{H$Ubr. \"\"_bm BW§ AmUë`m~Ôb _rM V_w Mo Am^ma _mZm`bm hdoV.'' `wam{e_m {VÀ`mH$S>o nmhmV åhUmbm. \"\"H$m` ^ì` _hmb Amho hmo V_w Mm!'' `wam{e_m AmíM`©M[H$V hmVo _hmbmM§ {ZarjU H$aV hmVo m. _hmbmM§ N>V M§Xao r qenë`mM§ hmoV§ Am{U ZjrXma Im~§ Jbw m~r eI§ mZ§ r gwem{o ^V H$o bobo. amOH$Ý`oZo `wam{e_mMm hmV Amnë`m ZmOyH$ hmVmV KVo bm. Ë`mbm AJË`mZ§ _mËo `mZ§ {dUbëo `m AmgZmda ~gdb.§ XmgtZr VËnaVZo § dJo dJo ù`m àH$maMr nM§ nŠdmÞ§ AmUyZ Ë`mÀ`m nTw >o R>do br Am{U g_mao gXw§ a Obnè`mZ§ r Z¥Ë` Jm`Z gêw $ Ho$b§. _moR>o _OoV {Xdg Mmbbo hmoV.o `wam{e_mM.o _ñV nŠdmÞ§ Im`Mr... gX§w a dñÌ

\\$m_° © Z§.8 … OnmZr Jmoï>r `wamo{e_m … … 113> … Kmbm`Mr. Z¥Ë`Jm`ZmMm AmñdmX ¿`m`Mm... amOH$Ý`o~am~o a hmñ`{dZmXo H$am`Mm... CM§ r e`ZJ¥hmV Amam_Xm`r {~N>mÝ`mda gwImZo {dlmV§ r ¿`m`Mr. Zm H$m_ Zm YX§ m... Zm _mgo gmnS>Vrb Z gmnS>Vrb `mM§ r qMVm! H$mhr {XdgmZ§ r Ambm nmdgmim. amOH$Ý`Zo § `aw m{e_mbm S>´J° Z _hmbmÀ`m emhr ~mJVo Zbo .o ~mJoV {Za{Zamio njr gwñda JmV hmVo .o a§JrV \\$w bnmIao bmb {ndù`m PmS>m^mdo Vr ZmMV hmVo r. JmV hmoVr...ZmMV hmoVr. Vo Anyd© Ñí` nmhÿZ `wam{e_m ^bVmM Ify Pmbm. Ë`mZV§ a Ambm {hdmim. Jbw m~r WS§ >rMm {hdmim... g_Ðw mMm Vi ~\\$m©Z§ gmam AmÀN>m{XV Pmbm hmVo m. gmam Vi MЧ mÀ`m àH$memgmaIm ew^« Ydb dmQ>V hmVo m... C~Xma WS§ >rMm AmñdmX KoV `aw m{e_m {VWoM a_bm. Am{U dgV§ F$VyM§ AmJ_Z Pmb§... nm_ Am{U Mao rMr PmS>§ Jwbm~r, nmT§ >è`m \\$w bmZ§ r S>dabr... Ë`mImbr _mao mZ§ r {ngmam \\w$bdyZ ZmM gêw $ H$o bm. gJirH$S>o AmëhmXXm`H$ dmVmdaU ngabo hmVo .§ .. `wam{e_m {ZgJmÀ© `m gm{ÞÜ`mV ñdV…bm {dgê$ bmJbm. hm hm åhUVm EH$ df© gn§ b§.... AmVm `aw m{e_m H§$Q>mibm... X…þ Ir Pmbm. Ë`mbm AmB©d[S>bm§Mr.... {_ÌmM§ r AmR>dU `Do $ bmJbr. Ë`mÀ`m ZOaog_mao Ë`mMr bhmZer PmonS>r {Xgy bmJbr. H$miOrZ§ Xþ…Ir Pmbbo o ào_i AmB©dS>rb {Xgy bmJbo... Ë`mÀ`m gJ§ Vr{dZm IÅz> Pmbbo o {_Ì Ë`mbm AmRdy bmJb.o .. Vmo {Z…eãX g_Ðw {H$Zmam... nmÊ`mda hobH$dUmar Vmo N>mQo >r hmSo >r... Vo _mgo nH$S>Ê`mM§ Omi.§ .. Amnb§ Jmd... ~mOma... gma§ gma§ H$mhr Ë`mbm AmR>dy bmJbo. Amnë`m AmB©d[S>bmZ§ m, {_Ìm§Zm ^oQ>md§ Ag§ Ë`mbm Vrd«VZo § dmQ>y bmJb§. `aw m{e_m VS>H$ amOH$Ý`Ho $S>o Jbo m. {VÀ`mg_mao hmV OmSo >yZ åhUmbm. \"\"Vw_À`m AmXa[VÏ`m~Ôb _r Iny Iny Am^mar Amho V_w Mm!'' _mPm dio BWo N>mZ Jbo m. Iyn _Om Ambr... nU... nU _bm AmVm naV Kar Omd§g§ dmQ>V§`.'' `aw m{e_mMm {ZYma© EHo y$Z amOH$Ý`m Xþ…Ir Pmbr. Vr Ë`mbm AOyZ H$mhr {Xdg amhÊ`mMm AmJh« H$ê$ bmJbr. nU `aw m{e_mZ§ {VM§ H$mhr EoH$b§ Zmhr. \"\"_J R>rH$ Amh.o .. _r Vbw m {Zamno XVo .o '' amOH$Ý`m X…þ ImZo åhUmbr. ~mobVm ~mbo Vm {VZo EH$ gaw B© Ë`mÀ`m hmVmda R>do br. \"\"_r Vbw m hr OmXÿMr gaw B© XVo o`. nU H$moUË`mhr n[apñWVrV Vr CKS>y ZH$mgo .'' O.Jmo./8

… 114> … … OnmZr Jmïo >r `wamo{e_m … \"\"VwÂ`m X`miny Um~Ôb Am^mar Amho _r VPw m.'' `wam{e_m Am^ma _mZV åhUmbm. \"\"_r VwPr gyMZm bjmV R>do rZ.'' Ë`mZ§ _mZ Imbr PHw $dZy amOH$Ý`bo m A{^dmXZ H$o b§ Am{U Vmo H$mgdmÀ`m nmR>rda ~gbm. X…þ IrV AV§ …H$aUmZo amOH$Ý`Zo § {Zamno mgmR>r hmV hbdbm. {VÀ`mH$S>o nmhmV Amnbm hmV hbdV `aw m{e_mZ§ {VÀ`mH$S>o S>mio o ^ê$Z nm{hb§... H$mgdmZo `wam{e_mbm nmR>rda KDo $Z naVrMm àdmg gwê$ H$o bm... g_Ðw VimM§ gm¢X`.© .. qenb.o .. _mVo r, àdmi aËZ.o ... M_M_Umao _mgo `m H$emH$S>ohr `aw m{e_mM§ bj ZìhV§... Ë`mbm H$Yr EH$Xm Amnë`m Jmdr nmho mMo Vmo Ag§ Pmbob§. AIao rg H$mgdmZ§ `aw m{e_mbm g_Ðw {H$Zmè`mda AmUZy gmoS>b.§ Amio IrMm g_Ðw {H$Zmam doJimM ^mgV hmVo m. H$mgdmZo `aw m{e_mMm {Zamno KVo bm Am{U Vo nÝw hm g_Ðw mV {ZKyZ Jbo .§ EH$XmM§ Amnë`m Jmdr Ambm,o `m {dMmamZ§ Vmo AmZ§Xbm Iam... nU Ë`mMm AmZX§ OmñV dio {Q>H$bm Zmhr. nU ho H$m`! gJim Jmd AZmio Ir dJo imM dmQ>V hmVo m. {H$Zmè`mdaMr PmS>o Zmhrer Pmbr hmVo r... ZdZdrZ Kao VWo o ~mY§ br hmVo r... Amio IrMm IUw m gmè`m ngw ë`m Joë`m hmËo `m. {H$Zmè`mda H$mhr _bw § IoiV hmVo r... Vmo Ë`mÀ§ `mH$S>o Jbo m... nU Ë`mVrb EH$hr Ë`mÀ`m Amio IrMm ZìhVm... Ë`mZo Amnë`m {_Ìm§Zm emoYÊ`mMm à`ËZ Ho$bm nU Ë`mbm EH$hr {_Ì ^oQ>bm Zmhr... EdT>§M Zmhr Va Ë`mbm ñdV…M§ KaM§ gmnS>Zo m. JmdmMr, ~mOmamMr aMZm ~Xbbobr... _mUg§ gmar AZmio Ir. ^bVmM MH«$mdbm. `wam{e_m. edo Q>r EH$m _ÀN>r_mambm Ë`mZ§ {dMmab§. \"\"_bm `aw m{e_mM§ Ka XmIdVm H$m?'' \"\"_bm _mhrV Zmhr H$mUo hm `aw m{e_m?'' _ÀN>r_ma AmíM`M© [H$V hmVo åhUmbm. \"\"hm... AmVm AmR>db§! _mÂ`m AmOmo~m§Zr `aw m{e_mMr Jmïo > gm{§ JVbr hmoVr. VrZeo dfmªndy u Vmo `wam{e_m `m JmdmVyZ hadbm hmVo m.'' \"\"VrZeo df!o© '' `aw m{e_m qH$Mmibm. \"\"_bm dmQ>V§ _r Jbo oë`m KQ>Zbo m O_o V_o df© Pmb§ Agob.'' Ë`mbm AmíM`mM© m YŠH$mM ~gbm hmoVm.

… OnmZr Jmoï>r X`miy _mAmo … … 115> … AmVm _r H$m` H$ê$? BVŠ`m dfmªZV§ a AmB,© ~m~m Am{U {_Ìm§Zm H$w R>o emYo y?'' {dMma H$ê$Z `aw m{e_m Iyn Xþ…Ir Pmbm. Iny dio Vmo g_Ðw {H$Zmè`mda ^Q>H$V am{hbm. dSo >çmgmaIm... Ë`mbm H$m` H$amd?§ H$w R>§ Omd§ H$mhrM H$ioZm... edo Q>r IynM d¡VmJbm. dmiyV \\$VH$b _mê$Z ~gbm. AMmZH$ Ë`mbm S>´J° Z _hmbmVrb amOH$Ý`Mo r {Xbëo `m gaw BM© r AmR>dU Pmbr. hr gaw B© H$Yrhr CKSy> ZH$mog Ag§ amOH$Ý`Zo § ~Omdb`§ Ia.§ nU _r Oa AmVm hr CKS>br Va H$Xm{MV _bm Vr H$mhrVar _XV H$arb. `aw m{e_mZ§ {ZíM` H$o bm gaw B© CKS>Ê`mMm. WaWaË`m hmVmZ§ Ë`mZ§ gaw Bb© m ~gdbbo § PmH$U Xaÿ Ho$b§. H$m` AmíM`©! \\$g@ \\$g@ H$arV nm§T>ame^w « XmQ> Yaw mMm bmQo > gaw BV© yZ ~mhao Ambm... Yay M Yay . Ë`m YwamZ§ Ë`mbm nwaV§ dTo >yZ Q>mH$b.§ Am{U Vr AK[Q>V KQ>Zm KS>br. \\$ma Cera Pmbm hmVo m. `aw m{o e_mMo gJio H$o g nm§T>ao Pmbo hmVo .o Vmo O»I åhmVmam Pmbbo m. Mohè`mda gaw H$Ë`mM§ § Omi.§ .. eŠVrhrZ hmVnm`... `wam{e_m naw Vm åhmVmam Pmbm.  17 X`miy _mAmo \\$ma nydu OnmZ_Ü`o EH$ VéU amhmV hmVo m. Ë`mM§ Zmd _mAmo. OnmZÀ`m {H$Zmè`mbJV EH$m ~oQ>mda Ë`m§Mr N>mQo >rer Pmno S>r hmVo r. Ë`mÀ`m JmdmVrb gmao bmHo $ _mgo_marMm ì`dgm` H$aV, Ë`mgmR>r amOo Vo Imbo da g_Ðw mV OmV. _mAmo ñd^mdmZo Iny MmJ§ bm Am{U X`miy hmoVm. Vmo gmè`mer à_o mZo dmJV Ago. VargÕw m JmdH$ar Ë`mbm _yI© g_OZy Ë`mMr Mïo >m H$aV AgV. \"\"_mAmo, Vy H$YrM _mgo nH$S>y eH$Uma Zmhrg.'' JmdH$ar Ag§ Ë`mbm {MS>dV. \"\"_mgm nH$S>m`bm Omerb Va VmoM Vbw m g_Ðw mV Imbo Imbr IMo Zy ZoBb© Am{U H$arb VwPm MÅ>m_Å>m!'' Ag§ åhUV Vo {IXiV... {~Mmam _mAmo ho gd© EHo $y Z Iny Xþ…Ir hmBo .©

… 116> … … OnmZr Jmïo >r X`miy _mAmo … EHo$ {Xder EH$m X`miy H$° ßQ>ZZo _mAmbo m Amnë`m OhmOmda H$m_mbm KVo bo. Vr EH$ _mgo_mar H$aUmar ~mQo > hmoVr. _mAmobm H$m_ {Xb§ AmMmè`mM§... OhmOmdarb gdmªgmR>r Odo U ~ZdÊ`mM§. _mAmobm ZmHo $ar {_imë`mMm Iyn AmZ§X Pmbm. _mAmMo § AmMmè`mM§ H$m_ Iny M H$R>rU hmVo §. H$maU Ooìhm g_Ðw Idibbo m Ago Voìhm ~moQ> nmÊ`mda daImbr hobH$mdo ImB.© _mAmobm ñd`n§ mH$ H$aVm H$aVm dV¡ mJ `oB©. amOo ~mQo >rdarb Ibmem§gmR>r Iny ^mÁ`m Am{U gyn H$amì`m bmJV. ^mV {eOdmdm bmJ.o {edm` _mgo Mm§Jbm ^anya _gmbm ^ê$Z Vimdo bmJV Vo dJo iMo ! IbmemM§ r OodU§ AmQ>mno ë`mZV§ a ^mS§ >r KmgUo Am{U ñd`n§ mH$Ka ñdÀN> H$aU§ AmKo mZ§ AmbM§ . ~mQo >rda _mAmo EH$_do Agm _mUgy hmVo m H$s Á`mbm bdH$a CR>md§ bmJo Am{U gJù`mV eodQ>r Pmno md§ bmJ.o Iyn Iny H$ï> H$amdo bmJV hmVo o. _mAmbo m! VargÕw m Vmo AmZX§ r Ag.o _mAmo ñd`§nmH$ MmJ§ bm H$aÊ`mMm _ZmnmgyZ à`ËZ H$ar. nU Ibmer Ë`mÀ`mda Amao S>V \"\"_mAm,o AmOgÕw m ^mV ZrQ> {eObm ZìhVm _wIm.© .. OodU gJi§ ~Mo d Ho$bg§ bHo $m... nŠH$m dY| im AmhoV V!y '' \"\"Ahmo... hm {dga^moim... ^mOrV _rR> Kmbm`MM§ {dgabm hmVo m. Ooìhm _r AmR>dU H$ê$Z {Xbr Zm. Voìhm XmZo Xm _rR> KmVb§ `m ~hmÔamZ!§ '' H$w Ur EImXm _ÀN>r_ma AmJrV Vob AmoVV åhU.o .. Va Xgþ am EH$Xm åhUo. \"\"Vmo H$YrM Mm§Jbm ñd`n§ mH$ H$ê$ eH$Uma Zmhr. nU _mAmo Zho _r AmídmgZ XVo åhUm`Mm, \"\"_bm _m\\$ H$am... CÚm ZŠH$s _r MmJ§ bm ñd`n§ mH$ H$arZ. {~Mmam _mAm!o Vmo Iny à`ËZ H$aV Ago MmJ§ bm ñd`§nmH$ H$aÊ`mMm... nU {Xdg{| Xdg Odo U ~Mo d hmVo M hmVo .o amoO Ë`mbm Ibmer Am{U _ÀN>r_mamM§ r ~mbo Ur Imdr bmJV hmoVr. _mAmo H$Yrhr AÞ dm`m OmD$ XVo Zgo. gdO© U OoD$Z Amnmnë`m AW§ éUmV Pmno bo H$s, _mAmo ñd`n§ mH$Ka ñdÀN> H$ar. am{hbob§ AÞ EH$m ~mXbrV ^ê$Z Vmo S>Ho $da OmB.© \"\"ho MmJ§ b§ AÞ dm`m KmbdÊ`mMm _bm A{YH$ma Zmhr. ho _memZ§ m ImD$ KmbU§ H$o ìhmhr MmJ§ bM§ .'' Ag§ Vmo _Zmer åhUm`Mm. \"\"ho _mgo Amnë`mbm ng¡ o {_idyZ XVo mV. Ë`mZ§ m ImD$ KmbU§ Amnb§ H$Vì© `mM§ Amh.o ''

… OnmZr Jmïo >r X`miy _mAmo … … 117> … _mAmo S>Ho $dê$Z ~mXbrVrb AÞ hiMy g_wÐmV Q>mH$V Ago Am{U Q>mH$Vm Q>mH$Vm åhUV Ag.o `m `m _moR>çm ìhobmZmo N>moQ>çm N>moQ>çm _mí`m§Zmo OodU `oD$Z H$am Zm Vw_À`mgmR>r AmUbm _odm Im edo `m, _Q>U Am{U adm `m `m _moR>çm emH$mªZm|

… 118> … … OnmZr Jmïo >r X`miy _mAmo … N>moQ>çm gw§Xa _mgmoù`m§Zmo EoH$m _mPr hmH$. EoH$m _mPr hmH$. _mAmMo r hr hmH$ EHo $br H$s bhmZ_mRo >o _mgo, _hmH$m` ìhbo , emH$© Am{U Bdë`mem _mgmùo `m ~mQo >r^mdo Vr O_m hmoV... _mAmoZo {Xbbo o AÞ AmZX§ mZo ImV. Oìo hm Oìo hm ~mQo >rdarb Ibmer _mAmMo § JmU§ EoH$V. Vo WÅ>Zo § åhUV. \"\"~Km Vmo _Iy © nÝw hm AmO JmU§ JmVmo Amho _memg§ mR>r!'' Vo hgV, {IXiV Am{U Ë`mMr ^anay Mïo >m H$aV. nU _mAmo {VH$S>o Xbþ ©j H$ar. àË`oH$ amÌr Ë`mMm à_o i AmdmO g_Ðw mÀ`m bmQ>mda hidw ma ZmMV ZmMV _mí`mn§ `Vª OmB© Am{U _J Ë`mMo gmao {_Ì ~moQ>rdarb O_V. AerM Iny df} Jbo r. _mAmo åhmVmam Pmbm. VargÕw m Vmo ~mQo >rda ñd`n§ mH$mM§ H$m_ H$arV hmVo m. _mí`mZ§ m ào_mZo AÞ ^a^ê$Z XVo hmVo m. Ë`mV H$Yrhr IS§ > nS>bm ZìhVm. EH$Xm Ë`mM§ r ~moQ> Iny {Xdgmg§ mR>r Imbo g_wÐmV _mg_o margmR>r Jbo r hmVo r. _ÀN>r_mamZ§ r Iny _mgo nH$S>bo Am{U Vo naVrÀ`m _mJmd© a hmVo o. Vr EH$ emV§ amÌ hmVo r. AmH$memV nm{¡ U_© Mo m nUy © MЧ {eVi àH$memZo VinV hmVo m. g_Ðw MЧ nH« $memZo Zgw Vm ÝhmD$Z {ZKmbbo m... COiZy {ZKmbbo m. MЧ bmQ>mg§ _dVo da Imbr hbo H$mdV hmVo m. ~moQ> hihy iy bmQ>m§dê$Z nTw >o nTw >o gaH$V hmVo r. gd© _ÀN>r_ma, Ibmer JmT> Pmno bo hmVo .o nU _mAmo EH$Q>mM OmJm hmVo m. ñd`n§ mH$KamV H$m_ H$aV hmVo m. Ë`mZ§ gmè`m {S>e gm\\$ H$o ë`m. ñd`n§ mH$Ka ñdÀN> H$o b§. Xgþ è`m {XderÀ`m ñd`n§ mH$mMr gJir V`mar Ë`mZ§ H$ê$Z R>odbr. H$m_ gn§ ë`mda Zho _rà_mUo Cabbo § AÞ ~mXbrV ^ê$Z Vmo S>Ho $da Jbo m Am{U Amnë`m JmSo > AmdmOmV JmU§ åhUV _mí`mZ§ m ~mobdy bmJbm. `m `m _moR>çm ìhobmZmo N>moQ>çm N>moQ>çm _mí`m§Zmo OodU `Do $Z H$am Zm Vw_À`mgmR>r AmUbm _odm Im eod`m, _Q>U Am{U adm `m `m _moR>çm emH$mªZm| N>moQ>çm gw§Xa _mgmoù`m§Zmo EoH$m _mPr hmH$. EoH$m _mPr hmH$.

… OnmZr Jmïo >r X`miy _mAmo … … 119> … _mí`m§Zm AÞ {Xë`mZV§ a _mAmo Pmno m`bm Jobm. Vmo A§WéUmda nmR> Q>Ho $Uma... BVŠ`mV Ë`mbm OmUdb§ H$s ~moQ> hbV Zmhr`.'' AmíM`M© Amh!o _bm ~{KVb§M nm{hOo H$m` Vo.'' Ag§ åhUV AJ§ mV eQ>© KmbV _mAmo S>Ho $da Jobm... g^modVr nmhVmo Va H$m`? ~mQo > nmÊ`mV ZìhVrM. ~mQo >r^mdo Vr dmiMy dmiy ngabr hmoVr. {ndiga dmi.y .. M§ÐàH$memV M_M_ H$aUmar dmi.y \"\"Aao Xdo m!'' Vmo {dMma H$ê$ bmJbm. \"\"~mQo > dmiVy AmbrM H$er? g_Ðw AmQ>yZ Jbo m H$s H$m`? _r nmhVm`o Vo gË` Amho H$s ñdßZ!§ '' ^rVrZo _mAmZo o S>moio Mmio b.o \"\"^`§H$a! gJù`mZ§ m CR>db§ nm{hO.o nU Vo H$m` åhUVrb? _mÂ`mda {dídmg R>odVrb H$m`? CbQ> _bmM _yI© R>adVrb Am{U hgVrb gÕw m!'' _mAmZo o _J {eS>r AmUbr. ~mQo >rÀ`m EH$m ~mOybm bmdbr Am{U hiMy Vmo ~mQo >rVZy dmidy a CVabm. \"\"IaM§ dmiyM§ Amho hr!'' Vmo AmíM`m©Z§ Amao S>bm. dmiVy Ë`mMr nmdb§ ^gm^g Imbo OmV hmVo r. Ë`mZ§ _Ry >^a dmiy KVo br. ~mQo >mÀ§ `m \\$Q>rVZy Vr giw H$Z Imbr gmSo >br. \"\"IbmemZ§ r _mÂ`mda {dídmg R>do Ê`mgmR>r _r H$m` H$ê$ eH$Vm.o _r XmIdZy XoBZ© . Ë`m§Zm _r ImQo >§ ~mbo V Zmhr H$s ñdßZ nm{hb§ Zmhr. EH$ ~mXbr ^ê$Z dmiy ZDo $Z ~mQo >rda R>do y. åhUOMo ZŠH$s Vo {dídmg R>do Vrb _mÂ`mda.'' _mAmo nÝw hm S>Ho $da Ambm. ~mXbr KDo $Z nwÝhm dmidy a CVabm. ~mXbr^a dmiy AmUZy Ë`mZo Vr ñd`n§ mH$KamV bndZy R>do br. ~mQo >rdarb gmaOo U JmT> Pmno Vo hmVo .o N>mZnH¡ $s Kmao V hmVo .o hiMy _mAmno U Pmno y Jbo m. Xgþ è`m {Xder _mAmo gJù`mV AmYr CR>bm. AMmZH$ Ë`mbm amÌrÀ`m KQ>ZMo r AmR>dU Pmbr. \"\"gdmªZm gm{§ JVbrM nm{hO.o amÌrMr J§_V.'' Vmo {dMma H$arV hmVo m. AMmZH$ Ë`mbm OmUdb§ H$s ~moQ> Va hbVo Amho. Vmo ^a^a S>Ho $da Jbo m. nmhVmo Va H$m`? ~mQo >r^mdo Vr g_Ðw mMo {Zio nmUrM nmUr. bmQ>m IimiyZ ~mQo >rda YS>H$V hmoË`m. bmQ>mÀ§ `m Vmbmda ~mQo > daImbr hbVo Amho. dmiy Va Hw$R>oM Zmhr. O{_ZrMm Va nÎmmM ZìhVm.

… 120> … … OnmZr Jmïo >r X`miy _mAmo … _mAmoÀ`m S>mùo `mda {dídmgM ~goZm. Ë`mZo _ÀN>r_ma Am{U Ibmem§Zm amÌrMm àgJ§ gm{§ JVbm. \"\"EoH$m _mP.§ {dídmg R>do m _mÂ`mda. amÌr g_Ðw ZìhVm BW.§ IaM§ ! Zgw Vr dmiyM dmiy hmVo r. ~mQo >r^mdo Vr... Ia§ gmJ§ Vm`o _r! Vmo H$idiyZ gmJ§ V hmVo m. \"\"hm@@ hm@@ hm@@!'' _ÀN>r_ma IXIXÿZ hgy bmJb.o \"\"Vy ñdßZ nm{hb§ Agerb _mAmo. AmVmhr ñdßZmV Amhgo V.y Om Vm|S>mda nmUr _mê$Z `o Om.'' \"\"Zmhr... Zmhr.'' _mAmo aS>dobm hmVo åhUmbm. \"\"_r _Iy © Amho Ag§ dmQ>V`§ H$m Våw hmbm? Vwåhmbm dmQ>V§` _r ñdßZ nm{hb§ Agob. nU _r _mÂ`m S>mùo `mZ§ nm{hb`§ . _r ñdV… {eS>rZo Imbr CVabmo hmVo m.o .. dmiy dê$Z Mmbbmo` _r.'' AmVm _mÌ _ÀN>r_mamM§ r hgZy hgyZ nmQo > XþIÊ`mMr doi Ambr. AMmZH$ _mAmbo m ñd`n§ mH$KamV R>do bëo `m ~mXbrVrb dmiMy r AmR>dU Pmbr. \"\"_r ImQo >§ ~mbo Vmo Amho Ag§ dmQ>V§` Zm Vwåhmb§ m... `m Am{U ~Km dmi.y .. _r amÌr AmUbr hmVo r `m ~mXbrV.'' ñd`§nmH$KamH$S>o Vmo nimbm Am{U Ë`mÀ`m nmR>mno mR> gmao _ÀN>r_ma gÕw m Ymdbo. \"\"Am@° !'' _mAmZo o AmíM`m©Zo Am dmgbm. ~mXbrH$S>o nmhZÿ Ë`mbm eãX \\$w Q>Zo m. _ÀN>r_magwÕm ~mXbrH$S>o nmhZÿ AdmH$² Pmb.o ~mXbrV dmiy Zmhr Va gmZo o hmVo o gmZo o! M_M_Ë`m gmÝo `mZ§ ~mXbr H$mR>moH$mR> ^abr hmoVr. gd© _ÀN>r_ma IOrb Pmbo. Vo AmnmngmV ~moby bmJb.o EH$_Ho $mÀ§ `m H$mZmV Hw$O~Ow y bmJb.o gdmÀª `m AYmer ZOam nÝw hm nÝw hm ~mXbrVrb gmÝo `mH$S>o diV hmoË`m. Oo _ÀN>r_ma _mAmbo m _yI© R>adZy WÅ>m H$aV hmVo .o VoM AmVm EH$_Ho $m§À`m AJ§ mda YmdyZ OmD$ bmJb.o gmZo o bwQ>Ê`mgmR>r Ë`mÀ`mV Jm|Yi gêw $ Pmbm. \"\"_mPm dmQ>m... _mPm dmQ>m... Ag§ åhUV Vo EH$_Ho $mZ§ m T>H$bV hmoVo. nm`r VSw >dV hmVo .o .. _mÌ _mAmo emV§ nUo nmhmV C^m hmVo m. ~mQo >rdaMm JmY| i EoH$y Z H$° ßQ>Z YmdV Ambm. _mAmMo r Jmïo > H$iVmM Vmo _ÀN>r_mam§da Amao S>bm. \"\"ho gd© gmoZo _mAmMo § Amho. Iny dfmnª mgyZ Vmo Amnë`mmgmR>r H$ï> H$aVm`o . Amnë`m ~mQo >rdarb gmè`m§Mr H$miOr KVo m`o . amoO Vmo _mí`m§Zm ImD$ KmbVmo... Våw hmbm OodU XVo m.o .. nU Våw hr Ë`mMr Q>a CS>dbrV, Moï>m Ho$brV, Ë`mMo Xmof XmIdboV, nU _mAmo H$Yrhr V_w À`mer amJmdZy ~mbo bm Zmhr... H$s Ë`mZo H$w Umbmhr CbQ> CÎma H$o bo Zmhr!''

… OnmZr Jmïo >r amOH$Ý`m VmZm~mQ>m … … 121> … _mAmHo $S>o diV H°$ßQ>Z åhUmbm. \"\"g_wÐXodVoZo Ë`mbm ho gmZo § {Xb§`... H$maU Vmo X`miy Amh.o .. _mAmo gmoZ§ VPw § Amh.o \\$ŠV VPw mM Ë`mda A{YH$ma Amho.'' H$° ßQ>ZMo ~mobUo EHo $VmM _ÀN>r_ma em§V Pmb.o Ë`m§Zr _mAmbo m A{^dmXZ H$o bo Am{U Ë`mMr j_m _m{JVbr. _mAmo Vo gmZo § KoD$Z Amnë`m ~Qo >mda Ambm Am{U gwImZo OJbm.  18 amOH$Ý`m VmZm~mQ>m EH$m H$mim»o `m dmXir amÌr... Xaÿ AmH$memV amOH$Ý`m VmZm~mQ>mMm OÝ_ Pmbm. {VMo ~mbnU gab.o .. Am{U Vr gmio m dfmMª r gX§w a `dw Vr Pmbr. gd© Vmè`mÀ§ `m _bw t_Ü`o Vr Iny M gXw§ a {Xgy bmJbr. {VÀ`m nmUrXma S>moù`mM§ r, aoe_r bm§~gS>H$ H$o gmMr Am{U JmSo > hgÊ`mMr Omo Vmo Vmam H$mV¡ wH$ H$ê$ bmJbm. EH$ {Xdg VmZm~mQ>mZo AmH$memVyZ Imbr n¥ÏdrH$S>o nm{hb.o Voìhm X{jU OnmZ_Yrb EH$ gX§w a ~oQ> {VÀ`m ZOago nS>b.o KZXmQ> {hadH§ $g OJ§ b... Ë`mVyZ ZmJ_mSo >r diU `oV OmUmar nS>br ZXrZo {Vbm dSo > bmdbo. Vr Ë`m ~Qo >mÀ`m à_o mVM nS>br. {VZo nÏ¥ drdarb Ë`m ~Qo >mda OmÊ`mMm {ZíM` Ho$bm. KmB©KmBZ© o {VZo Amnbm OmXMÿ m {ZVi nmeo mI KmVbm Am{U ñZmZmgmR>r Vr nÏ¥ drH$S>o CS>V CS>V Imbr Ambr. Ë`m ~Qo >mdarb OJ§ bmV H$m{o Oamo ZmdmM VéU {eH$mar {eH$ma H$aÊ`mgmR>r ^Q>H$V hmoVm. BH$S>o amOH$Ý`m VmZm~mQ>m ~Qo >mda CVabr. gmam {hadm Amg_§ V Vr CËgHw $ S>mùo `mZ§ r nmhÿ bmJbr. EH$m emV§ gamodamOdi Vr Ambr. {VZo Amnbm nmoemI PmS>rV bndbm Am{U Vr W§S>Jma nmÊ`mV nmho ÿ bmJbr. VéU {eH$mar H$m{o OamoZo {VMm OmXÿMm nmeo mIhr nm{hbm. ZXrV S>w~§ Umar amOH$Ý`m Ë`mbm IynM AmdS>y bmJbr. Ë`mZ§ hiMy VmZm~mQ>mMm OmXBþ © nmoemI Mmao bm Am{U Amnë`m OH° o$Q>_Ü`o bndbm. ñZmZ AmQ>mno yZ VmZm~mQ>m gamdo am~mhoa Ambr. nmhVo Vmo {VMm OmXBþ © nmeo mI Jm`~! nmoemI gmnS>oZm åhUyZ Vr Iny Km~abr. {VÀ`m S>mùo `mVZy Pa Pa Aly dmhÿ bmJb.o {VVŠ`mV {VÀ`m ZOago H$m{o Oamo {Xgbm. {VZo Ë`mbm OmXÀÿ `m nmeo mIm{df`r {dMmab§. nU H$m{o OamZo o H$mZmda gm\\$ hmV R>do b.o AmnU H$gbm Vmo nmoemI nm[hbmM Zmhr Ag§ Vmo åhUmbm.

… 122> … … OnmZr Jmoï>r amOH$Ý`m VmZm~mQ>m … H$m{o Oambo m VmZm~mQ>m IynM AmdS>br hmVo r. {VZo nÝw hm AmH$memV OmD$ Z`o Ag§ Ë`mbm dmQ>b.§ Vmo {Vbm åhUmbm. \"\"Vy _mÂ`mer b¾ H$a... _r Vbw m Xgþ am N>mZ nmeo mI KoBZ© . amOH$Ý`m VmZm~mQ>mnTw >§ Xgþ am n`m©`M ZìhVm. H$maU OmXÿÀ`m nmeo mIm{edm` {Vbm nwÝhm AmH$memV OmVm `oV ZìhVo... {Vbm H$mo{Oamo AmdS>bm. {VZo Amnbo Aly nwgb.o .. H$mo{OamZo o {Xbobm nmeo mI KmVbm... bdH$aM EH$m ew^ {Xder Ë`mZ§ r b¾ H$o bo. hm hm åhUVm gmV df©o {ZKZy Jbo r. H$m{o Oamo Am{U VmZm~mQ>m gIw r g_mYmZmZo OJV hmoV.o Ë`mZ§ m Mma dfmªMm _bw Jm hmVo m. Ë`m§Mo Zmd H$mQo >ê$... H$moQ>ê$ ^bVmM Iio H$a hmVo m. Ë`mÀ`m ~mbbrbm nmhmV VmZm~mQ>m AmZX§ r hmVo Ag.o EH$ {Xdg H$mo{Oamo {eH$margmR>r OJ§ bmV {ZKmbm. H$mQo >ê$Zo Ë`mbm {M_wH$bm hmV hbdZy {Zamno {Xbm. H$m{o Oamo Jëo `mda H$mQo >ê$ PmonS>r~mhao Iio y bmJbm... AmV VmZm~mQ>m {dUH$m_ H$aV ~gbr hmoVr. AmO {Vbm AmB-© d{S>bmM§ r, AmH$memVrb {_Ì_{¡ ÌUtMr Iny Iny AmR>dU `oV hmoVr. Ë`m gmè`mZ§ m H$Yr EH$Xm nmhrZ Ag§ {Vbm Pmbo hmoVo. \"\"AmB©... AmB.© ... ho ~K _bm ~m~§ Ày `m nmHo $i ZirV H$m` gmnS>b§ V!o '' VmZm~mQ>mZo nm{hbo Va Vmo {VMm OmXMÿ m nmeo mI hmVo m. Omo H$mo{OamZo o bndZy R>odbm hmVo m. Amnbm OmXMÿ m nmeo mI nmhZÿ {Vbm AmZ§XmM§ ^aVM§ Amb.§ {VZo Vmo OmXÿMm nmoemI n[aYmZ Ho$bm. AmH$memV OmÊ`mMr V`mar gêw $ Ho$br. Q>~o bmda EH$ nÌ {VÀ`m àmU{à` H$m{o Oamgo mR>r R>do b.§ H$m{o Oamobm gmoS>yZ OmÊ`mM§ {Vbm X…þ I hmoV hmVo .§ nU AmBd© {S>bmZ§ m ^oQ>Ê`mMr Vrd« BÀN>m {Vbm Pmbr hmVo r. OS> A§V…H$aUmZo {VZo Pmno S>rMo Xma ~§X Ho$b.o .. Am{U H$moQ>ê$bm KDo $Z AmH$memH$S>.o .. Xaÿ VmamJ§ UmH$S>o Pno KoVbr. gܧ `mH$mir H$m{o Oamo {eH$marhÿZ naVbm. KamV VmZm~mQ>m Am{U H$moQ>ê$ ZmhrV ho nmhZÿ Vmo Km~abm. Ë`mZ§ m emYo y bmJbm. Ë`mbm Q>~o bmda H$mhr {~`m Am{U Ë`mÀ`m Zmdo R>do bobo VmZm~mQ>mMo nÌ {_imb.o WaWaË`m hmVmZo Ë`mZo nÌ CKS>b.o .. Vmo nÌ dmMy bmJbm. \"\"{à`,o ... H$m{o Oam.o .. _r _mÂ`m Kar VmamJ§ UmV H$mQo >ê$bm KoD$Z OmV Amh.o BWo R>odboë`m {~`m AJ§ UmV bmd. Ë`mbm amoO Z MwH$Vm nmUr Kmb. dbo ^am^a dmT>ob. WQo > AmH$membm {^S>bo . Voìhm dbo rda MT>yZ _bm ^Qo >m`bm Oê$a `o. VwPr VmZm~mQ>m''

… OnmZr Jmïo >r amOH$Ý`m VmZm~mQ>m … … 123> …

… 124> … … OnmZr Jmoï>r amOH$Ý`m VmZm~mQ>m … Xþ…Ir H$mo{OamoZo VmZm~mQ>mZo {b{hë`mà_mUo gmao H$mhr H$o b.o dbo dmT>bm. AmH$membm {^S>bm. Ë`m dobmda gaga MT>yZ H$m{o Oamo ñdJm©Vrb VmamJ§ UmV nmho moMbm. ñdJmÀ© `m Xmamer EH$ nmT§ >am ^bm _mRo >m H$w Ìm hmVo m. Ë`mZo H$m{o Oamobm ñdJmH© $S>o `Vo mZm nm{hb.o Vmo _mRo >_mRo >çmZo gmV {Xdg d gmV amÌ ^H§w $V am{hbm. Vmo H$m{o Oambo m ñdJmV© `Do $ XVo ZìhVm; naV§ w VmZm~mQ>m XYþ mÀ`m añË`mnbrH$S>rb Amnë`m MX§ ao r _hmbmV JmT> Pmonbr hmoVr. H$mo{Oamo dV¡ mJbm... dbo mÀ`m edo Q>À`m Q>mHo $mda C^m am{hbm. VmZm~mQ>m OmJr Pmbr. {VZo H$m{o Oambo m H$w Í`mMr eonyQ> Yê$Z ñdJmV© `oÊ`mg gm{§ JVbo. H$m{o OamZo o H$w Í`mMr eonyQ> Yabr AZ² Vmo AbJX ñdJmV© Ambm. Amnë`m àmU{à` VmZm~mQ>m Am{U H$mQo >ê$bm ^oQ>bm. gdO© U AmZ[§ XV Pmb.o VmZm~mQ>mZo H$m{o Oamobm ñdJmV© M H$m`_ñdê$nr amhÊ`mg gm§{JVbo. naV§ w VmZm~mQ>mMr AmB© VmamamUr {MS>br. {Vbm H$m{o OamMo o ñdJmV© rb `oUo _iw rM AmdS>bo Zmhr. Vr H$m{o Oamobm åhUmbr. \"\"H$m{o Oamo, ñdJmV© amhÊ`mgmR>r Vbw m Am_À`m gmaIm EH$ Vmam ìhmd§ bmJbo . _r Vbw m VrZ Jmïo >r H$am`bm gm§JUma Amho. Oa Vy Ë`m `m½o ` àH$mao H$ê$ eH$bmg VaM Vy Am_À`m~am~o a BW§ amhÿ eH$erb.'' n{hë`m {Xdem VmamamUrZo H$mo{Oambo m OJ§ bmVrb gd© PmS>o d JdV EH$m {XdgmV H$mnm`bm gm§{JVbo. H$mo{Oamo OJ§ bmV nmohmMo bm Vo KZXmQ> PmS>mZ§ r ^aKmgo JdVm§Zr XmQ>bobo OJ§ b nmhÿZ Ë`mbm àíZM nS>bm. EH$m {XdgmV Vo gmao H$mnUo Ho$di AeŠ`M hmoVo. VmZm~mQ>mZo Ë`mbm EH$ OmXMÿ m nI§ m {Xbm Am{U gm{§ JVb.§ \"\"\\$ŠV CKS> d hbd.'' H$mo{OamoZo n§Im hbdbm, nU H$m` AmíM`©! Ë`m n§»`mVyZ ~mam nm§T>ao C§Xra Q>U @@ Q>U @@ CS>çm _marV ~mhao nS>bo. Amnë`m AUwH$w MrXma XmVm§Zr Ë`mZ§ r jUmYmV© gd© PmS>o d JdV H$mnyZ Q>mH$b.o Xgþ è`m {Xder VmamamUrZo VmSo >bbo r gd© PmS>o d JdV gܧ `mH$min`Vª Omim`bm gm{§ JVbr. `mhr dio r VmZm~mQ>mZo H$mo{Oambo m _XV Ho$br. {VZo Amnë`m Pmno boë`m gmè`m N>mQo >çm VmaH$m§Zm ~mbo mdb.o Ë`m N>mQo >çm VmaH$mZ§ r H$mhr jUmVM gd© PmS>o d JdV OmiyZ Q>mH$bo. {Vgè`m {Xder VmamamUr H$m{o Oambo m åhUmbr, \"\"AmVm edo Q>M§ H$m_ H$am`M§ AmhVo V.y ZrQ> bj XDo $Z EHo $. eVo mV XmZo àH$maÀ`m H$mH$S>rMo dob AmhVo . EH$ g`y © H$mH$S>r AZ² Xwgar ObH$mH$S>r. AmO {Xdg^a Vy H$mH$S>rÀ`m dbo mda ~gUmar

… OnmZr Jmoï>r amOH$Ý`m VmZm~mQ>m … … 125> … nmIa,o {M_Ê`m hmH$bV ~gm`M§. ho H$m_ nUy © H$aerb VaM Vy Am_À`mà_mUo EH$ Vmam hmeo rb. _JM Vwbm VmZm~mQ>m Am{U H$mQo >ê$gh ñdJmV© amhVm `oBb© .'' {Xdg^a eoVmV nmIa,o {M_Ê`m hmH$byZ H$m{o Oamo X_bm hmVo m. ^Hw $o Zo H$mgmdrg Pmbm hmVo m. VhmZoZo ì`mHy$i Pmbm hmoVm. H$mH$S>r ImÊ`mMm Ë`mbm _mho Pmbm. BVŠ`mV {VWo VmZm~mQ>m Ambr Am{U AmnU `m H$m_mV _XV H$aÊ`mg Ag_W© AmhmVo Ago {VZo gm§{JVb.o nU {VZo H$m{o Oambo m gmdY H$arV åhQ>b.§ \"\"H$mo{Oamo... H$mhr Pmb§ Var `m eoVmVrb EH$hr H$mH$S>r, {H$Vrhr ^Hy $, VhmZ bmJbr Var ImD$ ZH$mgo . g`y © H$mH$S>r Imëbrg Va Vy OiZy Omerb Am{U Ob H$mH$S>r VmSo >brg Va Ë`mVyZ {ZKUmè`m ZXrVZy dmhZÿ nÏ¥ drda Omerb.'' H$m{o Oamo VmZm~mQ>mMm Bemam AmR>dV {Xdg^a nmIao hmH$bV ~gbm. Xnþ ma hmDo $Z Jbo r. H$mo{OamÀo `m nmQo >mV H$mdio Amao S>y bmJb.o VhmZZo o Kgm gHw $bm. eodQ>r edo Q>r Ë`mbm ^Hy $ VhmZ ghZ hmoB©Zm. Vìo hm Ë`mZo {dMma Ho$bm. EdT>çmem H$mH$S>rV H$w R>br Ambr` eŠVr! AmnU Ob H$mH$S>r Imdr åhUOo ^Hy $hr ^mJbo Am{U VhmZhr. Ob H$mH$S>rVZy åhUo ZXr `Bo b© . EdT>çmem H$mH$S>rVZy ZXr H$er `Bo ©b ~a§! H$mo{OamZo o EH$ ObH$mH$S>r ImÊ`mgmR>r _mSo >br _mÌ YS>m_YSy >! _mSo >bëo `m H$mH$S>rVZy nmÊ`mMm àMS§ > doJmZo bmT| >m dmhV Ambm. H$m{o Oamo Ë`mVyZ dmhZÿ OmD$ bmJbm. VmZm~mQ>mZo nm{hbo H$s {VMm H$m{o Oamo Ë`mVZy dmhÿZ Mmbbm Amho. Vr N>mQo >çm nú`mà_mUo nmÊ`mÀ`mda Ë`mÀ`m gmo~V CSy> bmJbr. H$mo{Oamobm hmH$m _mê$ bmJbr. \"\"H$m{o Oamo! H$m{o Oamo! Wm~§ _mÂ`mgmR>r _mPr dmQ> nhm. gmVì`m _{hÝ`mVrb gmVì`m {Xder _r `Bo Z© . Vbw m ^Qo >m`bm. dmQ> nhm _mPr.'' {~ÀMmam H$mo{Oamo XYþ mÀ`m añË`mnbrH$S>o dmhV Jbo m. Oa Våw hr {Za^« AmH$memV amÌr nm{hb§ Va Vwåhmbm H$m{o Oamo VmZm~mQ>mMr dmQ> nmhVmZm {Xgbo . OnmZ_Ü`o Xadfu 7 Obw b¡ m VmZm~mQ>mMm gU gmOam H$aVmV. ~m~§ Ày `m Q>mHo $mbm Va§JË`m MmX§ Ê`m OnmZr bmHo $ AS>H$dVmV. nmT§ >è`m H$mJXmMo njr àË`Ho $mÀ`m KamÀ`m Xmamda {MQ>H$dbbo o AgVmV. OnmZr bmoH$mM§ r lÕm Amho H$s Oa 7 Obw À¡ `m amÌr nmD$g nS>bm Zmhr Va nm§T>ao njr Amnë`m nI§ mZo XYþ mÀ`m _mJmd© a nbrH$S>o OmÊ`mgmR>r nby V`ma H$aVrb. dfmV© yZ EH$Xm 7 Owbb¡ m gXw§ a Vmè`mM§ r amOH$Ý`m VmZm~mQ>m H$mQo >ê$gh Amnë`m Zdè`mbm H$m{o Oamobm ^Qo >m`bm ZŠH$s `oBb© . 

… 126> … … OnmZr Jmïo >r 19 OnmZr {M_Ê`m OnmZ XoemV EH$ ì`mnmar amhmV hmVo m. EH$Xm Ë`mbm ghm OnmZr {M_Ê`m {_imë`m. ì`mnmè`mZo {dMma H$o bm. \"\"dm@@ {M_Ê`m N>mZ AmhVo . _hmamOmZ§ m XÊo `mgmR>r {H$Vr N>mZ ^Qo > Amho hr!'' ì`mnmè`mbm _mhrV hmVo o H$s, Amnbo _hmamO nmaM A§YlÕmiy AmhVo . Ë`mM§ m eHw$Z-AneH$w Zmda ^bVmM {dídmg Amh.o Ë`mbm dmQ>bo \"ghm' hm AmH$S>m Amnë`m _hmamOm§Zm AmdS>Uma Zmhr. \"gmV' hm AmH$S>m ^m½`embr AgVm.o _J ì`mnmè`mZo EH$ {MZr {M_Ur nH$S>yZ Ë`m OnmZr {M_Ê`m§À`m qnOè`mV R>do Zy {Xbr. AmVm qnOè`mV EH$y U gmV {M_Ê`m Pmë`m.

… OnmZr Jmoï>r dmT>{XdgmgmR>r ^oQ> … … 127> … EH$ {Xdg ì`mnmè`mZo _hmamOmZ§ m Vmo g~w H$ qnOam ^Qo > åhUyZ {Xbm. Agm A{ÛVr` ZOamUm nmhÿZ _hmamO Iyf Pmb.o Ë`mZo {M_Ê`m§Mo H$mV¡ Hw $ H$o bo Am{U àË`Ho $ nú`mMo H$miOrnydH© $ {ZarjU H$am`bm gwédmV H$o br. OnmZr {M_Ê`m Ë`mZo ~amo~a AmoiIë`m nU {MZr {M_Ur Ë`mbm Z_o H$s H$w R>br Amho ho Ë`mbm H$ioZm. \"\"hr Oam {d{MÌM {XgV`o {M_Ur. `mVbr EH$ {M_Ur {MZr dmQ>V`o . ì`mnmar Km~abm. Ë`mbm AmVm H$m` CÎma Úmdo VMo gwMZo m... Ë`mZo Km~ê$Z Imbr _mZ KmVbr. AmVm nwT>o H$m` AZW© KS>Uma Am{U Ë`mMm n[aUm_ H$m` hmUo ma `mMr qMVm Ë`m ì`mnmè`mbm dmQ>y bmJbr. nU H$m` AmíM`!© AMmZH$ EH$ OnmZr {M_UrZo Amnbr MmMo CKS>br Am{U Vr åhUmbr. \"\"_hmamO'' hr {M_Ur Am_Mr X^þ mfr Zìho H$m!''  20 dmT>{XdgmgmR>r ^Qo > OnmZ_Ü`o EH$ _wbJm amhmV hmVo m. Ë`mMm gmVdm dmT>{Xdg Odi Ambm hmVo m. Ë`mMo dS>rb CÎm_ {eH$mar hmVo o. Amnë`m _bw mÀ`m dmT>{Xdgm{Z{_Îm EH$ _mRo >r {eH$ma H$am`Mr Ag§ Ë`m§Zr R>adb.o {eH$mar d{S>bmZ§ r {eH$marbm OmÊ`mMr Oæ`V V`mar Ho$br. q^Vrda Q>mJ§ bbo r ~X§ ÿH$ H$mT>VmZm Vr {ZgQ>br Am{U ImbÀ`m CIirda AmnQ>br. XþXd©¡ Ë`m {eH$mè`mM§. ~X§ Hþ $sMr Zir dmH$S>r Pmbr hmoVr. _bw Jm Vo Ñí` nmhÿZ JmY| ibm. Vmo Amnë`m d{S>bm§H$S>o nmhmV Amao S>bm. \"\"~m~m... ~m~m... AneH$w Z Pmbm. AmO Våw hr _wirM {eH$marbm OmD$ ZH$m.'' nU dS>rb g_O§ g hmoV.o Ë`mZ§ r Amnë`m _bw mbm g_OmdV åhQ>b§. \"\"dSo >m Hw$R>Mm! Aao hm Va MmJ§ bm eHw$Z Amho. ~X§ Hÿ $ CIirda AmnQ>br åhUOo {eH$ma H$aVmZm AMyH$ Z_o bmJUma gmdOmbm...'' _bw mMr g_OyV H$mT>yZ {eH$mar Kam~mhoa nS>bm... gH$miÀ`m n{hë`m àhar Vmo S>mJ| amÀ`m Vù`mnmer nmho mMo bm. {eH$mar nmhVmo Va H$m`? Vù`mH$mR>r amZ~XH§$

… 128> … … OnmZr Jmïo >r dmT>{XdgmgmR>r ^oQ> …

… OnmZr Jmoï>r dmT>{XdgmgmR>r ^oQ> … … 129> … hmoVr. H$mhr Vù`mV nmho V hmVo r. EH$ H$m XmoZ MmJ§ br Voam amZ~XH$§ hmVo r. EH$y U ~mam ~XH$§ nmÊ`m_Ü`o _OVo nmohV hmoVr. EH$ _mÌ {H$Zmè`mdaM Ë`m IS>H$mer {ZdmV§ ~gb§ hmoV§. {eH$mè`mbm nma AmZ§X Pmbm. Vmo _Zmer nwQ>nQw >bm. \"\"H$m` nU AmO Zer~ Omao mda Amh!o '' {eH$mè`mZo dmH$S>çm ZirÀ`m ~§XHþ $sZo EH$m ~XH$mda Zo_ Yabm. \"\"R>mo @ @!'' ~X§ Hþ $sMm Omao Xma AmdmO Pmbm. H$m` AmíM`!© ~§XHþ $sMr Jmio r gy @@ gy @@ H$arV dmH$S>r {VH$S>r gwQ>br Am{U ~mamhr ~XH$mZ§ m bmJyZ IS>H$mda AmXibr.. Am{U VoWZy naV {\\$aVmZm {VZo IS>H$mnmer {ZdmV§ ~gboë`m ~XH$mbmhr OI_r Ho$b.o {eH$mè`mZo nm{hb§ H$s, OI_r ~XH$ nmÊ`mV nS>bo Amho Am{U Ë`mÀ`m nI§ mMr Vo \\$S>\\$S> H$aV Amh.o {eH$mar Ë`mbm nH$S>m`bm nmÊ`mV {eabm. H$g§ ~g§ _moR>çm H$ï>mZo Vmo ~XH$mn`Vª nmho mMo bm... Ë`mMr H$mnS>r {dOma \\$maM T>Jmi hmVo r... Ë`mZo nm`mZ§ m dmiH$o JdV ~m§Yb§ hmoV.§ {eH$mè`mZo ~XH$mn`Vª nmohmMo VmM ~XH$mMr _mZ Amnë`m _wR>rV nH$S>br. {OdmÀ`m AmH$m§VmZo Amao S>V ~XH$mZo AIao Mr \\$S>\\$S> H$o br. Vo nmÊ`mV nS>b§ Vìo hm M~w wH$ @@ Agm AmdmO Ambm. nmÊ`mVyZ H$mhrVar giw H$Z CS>r _mê$Z Jbo §. {H$Zmè`mdaÀ`m PSw w>nmV OmD$Z XS>yZ ~gb.§ .. {eH$mè`mZo nm{hb§ H$s da CS>r _mê$Z Jbo bo § H$m` Amho Vo... Vmo EH$ ^bm _mRo >m MdXma _mgm hmoVm... Ë`mZo AmOda EdT>m _mRo >m _mgm nm{hbm ZìhVm. \"\"AmVm hm _mgm _bm Yam`bmM hdm,'' Ag§ åhUV Ë`mZo nmÊ`mVZy ~mhoa nS>Ê`mgmR>r PmS>mMr _wio KÅ> Yabr. nU Vr PmS>mMr _wio ZìhVrM Va Vo hmoVo EH$m gemMo _mJMo nm`... MmJ§ bm Jw~Jw~rV ggm hmVo m Vmo. {eH$mè`mÀ`m nH$S>rVyZ gQw >Ê`mgmR>r gemZo OrdmÀ`m AmH$m§VmZo nwT>rb nm` PmS>m`bm gwédmV H$o br. Ë`m_iw o Pmb§ H$m` Va gemZo Amnë`m nTw >À`m n§OmZo O{_ZrImbrb agaerV MmJ§ bo n§Mdrg H$§ X CH$ê$Z H$mT>b.o {eH$mar nmÊ`m~mhoa Ambm. _membm nH$S>Ê`mgmR>r Vmo PSw >wnmH$S>o Jobm. _mgm EH$m nú`mÀ`m KaQ>çmOdi nS>bobm hmVo m. _memÀ`m VS>m»`mZo nú`mMr _mZ _moS>yZ Vmo _ê$Z nS>bm hmoVm. {eH$mè`mZo _mgm nH$S>bm Am{U njrhr CMbbm. njr CMbVmM nú`mÀ`m KaQ>çmV nú`mZo KmVbobr Vao m AS§ >r Ë`mbm {Xgbr. Am{U AmíM`© åhUO,o EH$hr A§S>o O.Jmo./9

… 130> … … OnmZr Jmoï>r ho Ia Agy eH$V Zmhr> … \\$w Q>bo ZìhVo. gmar AS§ >r em~Vy hmVo r. AS§ >r KÊo `mgmR>r {eH$mè`mZo Vr hbdbr Va Ë`mImbr bnbbo r Ag»§ ` Ai~§ r Ë`mbm {Xgbr. EHy$U H$m`! AmO Iny M bm^ Pmbm hmVo m. ggm Am{U njr COì`m ImÚ§ mda {eH$mè`mZo Q>mH$bm. _mgm Am{U H§$X S>mì`m Im§Úmda bQ>H$dbm. gJir ~XH$ H$_a^o modVr, gXè`mÀ`m {IemV AS§ >r AZ² N>mQo >çmem {nedrV Ai~§ r Aem WmQ>mM Amnbr bmH$S>r ~X§ Hÿ $ KoD$Z {eH$mar KamH$S>o Ambm. Kar Amë`m Amë`m {eH$mè`mZo Amnbr Amobr Pmbobr {dOma Am{U nm`mbm ~m§Ybobo JdV H$mT>bo Am{U H$m` AmíM`©! JdVmVZy Ag§»` qPJo ~mhao nS>bo. Amëo `m T>Ji {dOmarVZy Vho Vrg {Od§V _mgmùo `m \\$S>\\$S> H$aV Ka^a ngaë`m. {eH$mè`mÀ`m _bw mÀ`m gmVì`m dmT>{Xdgm{Z{_Îm _J H$m` _mRo >rM _Oo dmZr Pmbr. Ë`mZo gmè`m dñVrbm OodUmM§ Am_§ÌU {Xb.§ gJù`mZ§ r ^anQo > Odo U Ho$b§. _bw mbm Iny gmè`m dmT>{XdgmÀ`m e^w Ào N>m {_imë`m. Amnë`m gmVì`m dmT{XdgmM>r Vr _Oo dmZrMr ^Qo > Vmo _bw Jm Am`îw `mV {dgabm Zmhr.  21 ho Ia§ Agy eH$V Zmhr OnmZ_Ü`o EH$ {d{MÌ _mUgy amhmV hmVo m. Ë`mbm EH$M N>X§ hmVo m Vmo åhUOo Ë`mÀ`m KamOdiZy OmUmè`m àË`Ho $ _mUgmbm Wm§~dZy Vmo Jmïo > gm§JÊ`mgmR>r {dZV§ r H$aV Ago; na§Vw Vr Jmïo > Vmo _ZmnmgZy EHo o$... Jmïo > gn§ br ao g§nbr H$s CX²Jma H$mT>r. \"\"N>.o .. N>.o ... Ag§ AgyM eH$V Zmhr!'' Ë`m _mUgmÀ`m Aem {Q>nÊUr_iw o bmoH$mZ§ m Ë`mbm Jmoï> gmJ§ Uo AmdS>V Zgo. Ë`mM JmdmV {H$Q>Mm°_ ZmdmMm EH$ heþ ma Am{U à{gÕ _mUgy amhmV hmVo m. EH$ {Xdg {H$Q>Mm_° bm Jmïo > gmJ§ Ê`mMm AmJh« Ë`m _mUgmZo H$o bm. {H$Q>Mm_° bm Ë`m _mUgmMr Vo CX²Jma H$mT>Ê`mMr ImSo > _mhrV hmoVr. Vo Ë`m _mUgmbm åhUmbo, \"\"Jmïo > gmJ§ m`bm _mPr A{O~mV Zm Zmhr; naV§ w AmYr Vo Ia§ AgyM eH$V Zmhr! Ag§ Z åhUÊ`mM§ dMZ Vwåhr Úm`bm hd§ _bm.'' Ë`mda Vmo _mUyg MQ>H$Z åhUmbm,

… OnmZr Jmoï>r ho Ia Agy eH$V Zmhr> … … 131> … \"\"ZŠH$s, _r Vg§ dMZ XVo mo Våw hmbm.'' \"\"nU Oa H$m Vwåhr Vg§ åhUmbmV Va... Va _r V_w À`m JmoXm_mVZy EH$ Vm§XimM§ nmVo § KoB©Z.'' {H$Q>Mm_° Ë`m _mUgmbm åhUmbm. \"\"R>rH$ Amh.o .. Mmbbo _bm.'' \"\"R>ab§ Va _J.'' {H$Q>Mm_° Zo Amnbr _mJUr KÅ> H$aÊ`mgmR>r hmHo $ma KoVbm. \"\"R>rH$, R>rH$ Amho. Jmoï> gm§Jm`bm Va géw dmV H$am.'' Vmo _mUyg A{YaVZo § {H$Q>Mm_° bm åhUmbm. Am{U _J {H$Q>Mm_° Zo Jmïo > gmJ§ Ê`mg géw dmV H$o br. \"\"EH$Xm EH$ lr_§V gaXma nmbIrVZy Xaÿ àdmgmbm {ZKmbm hmVo m. Vmo S>m|JamÀ`m {I§S>rnmer `Do $Z nmohmMo bm, Va BVŠ`mV EH$ Kma AmH$memV Hw$R>yZer Ambr... nmbIrda Jmbo Jmob {JaŠ`m KoV Vr Amao S>br.

… 132> … … OnmZr Jmïo >r ho Ia Agy eH$V Zmhr> … \"\"{nn... {nn... @@ {nn!'' ZŠH$s H$m` àH$ma Mmbbm Amho ho OmUZy KÊo `mgmR>r gaXmaZo S>mHo $§ nmbIr~mhao H$mT>yZ AmH$memH$S>o nm{hb.§ Va KmarZo Ë`mÀ`m AJ§ a»`mda KmU H$o br hmVo r. nU gaXma {~Mmam MmJ§ bm hmoVm. Ë`mZ§ Ë`m KmUrM§ EdT>§ H$mhr _Zmbm bmdyZ KVo b§ Zmhr. Ë`mZo Amnë`m _mUgmZ§ m ZdrZ H$nS>o AmUm`bm gm{§ JVb.§ .. godH$mZo H$nS>o AmUyZ XVo mM Ë`mZ§ Vo ~Xbbo Am{U àdmg nwT>o Mmby Ho$bm. AmH$memV KmarÀ`m {KaQ>çm gêw $M hmoË`m Am{U Ë`mÀ`m nmbIrda gmaIm AmdmO `Vo M hmVo m. \"\"{nn.. {nn.. {nn.. {àa @@ [nn!'' gaXmamZo nÝw hm H$m` Pmb§ ho nmhÊ`mgmR>r ~mhao S>mHo o$ H$mT>b.o AmVm Ë`mMr Vbdma KmUrZo ~a~Q>br hmVo r. nU Varhr gaXma amJdbm Zmhr. Vmo Amnë`m gdo H$m§Zm åhUmbm, \"\"_bm ZdrZ Vbdma AmUZy Úm.'' gdo H$mZo Amkm Ho$ë`m~am~o a ZdrZ Vbdma gaXmabm AmUZy {Xbr. ZdrZ Vbdma H$_abo m ~m§YZy gaXmamZo nTw >Mm àdmg gêw $ Ho$bm. WmSo >çmdio mZo Kma nwÝhm nmbIrda {KaQ>çm Kmby bmJbr. Amnë`m H$H$© e AmdmOmV Vr nwÝhm Amao S>V hmVo r. \"\"{nn.. {nn.. {nn.. {àa @@ [nn!'' gaXmamZo nÝw hm ~mhao S>mHo $mdb§... Am{U `mdio r KmU gaXmamÀ`m WQo > S>mŠo `mdaM nS>br hmVo r; na§Vw Varhr gaXma ZmamO Pmbm Zmhr. Vmo Amnë`m gdo H$mbm åhUmbm, \"\"_bm Zd§ S>mHo $§ AmUyZ Úm.'' godH$mZo EH$ ZdrZ S>mHo $§ gaXmambm AmUZy {Xb.§ gaXmamZo Amnb§ S>moH§$ H$mnZy Zd§ S>mHo $§ ~gdb§... Am{U gaXmamZo AmZX§ mZo Amnbm àdmg Mmby R>odbm. Ë`mda Vmo _mUgy Omao mV Amao S>bm. \"\"ho Ia§ AgMy eH$V Zmhr!'' \"\"Vy n¡O habm Amhgo . Vy Vg§ Z åhUÊ`mM§ H$~by H$o b§ hmVo g§ . AmVm _r VÂw `m JmoXm_mVrb EH$ VmX§ imM§ nmoV§ KDo $Z OmV Amh.o '' {H$Q>Mm_° Zo Ë`m _mUgmÀ`m JmoXm_mVrb EH$ nmVo § Amnë`m nmR>rda KVo b§ Am{U Amnë`m KaMm añVm nH$S>bm. 

… OnmZr Jmoï>r … 133> … 22 {dVibbo o eãX EH$Xm CÎmaoH$S>Mm EH$ àdmgr Ë`mÀ`m Xeo mV {H$Vr H$S>mŠ`mMr WS§ >r AgVo Vo _moR>çm \\w$emaH$sZo gmè`mZ§ m gmJ§ V hmoVm. \"\"{hdmù`mÀ`m _Ü`mV BVH$s WS§ >r AgVo H$s Amåhr Oodhy r eH$V Zmhr... H$maU Q>o~bmbm OodUmÀ`m H$mS>çm {MQ>H$y Z ~gVmV. Ë`m JmRo >yZ OmVmV.'' \"\"Am @@, Ia§ H$s H$m`!'' EH$OU AmíM`m©Zo åhUmbm. \"\"Am{U bmHo $ H$m` ~mbo VmV Vo Va _iw r EHo $m`bm `Vo M Zmhr. H$maU CÀMmabobo eãX H$mZmn`Vª nmohmMo Ê`mAmYrM Vo JmRo >yZ q^Vrbm AS>H$VmV.''

… 134> … … OnmZr Jmoï>r {dMmar _wbJm … Ë`mda EH$ MmUmj _mUgy Ë`m àdmembm åhUmbm. \"\"AÀN>m - AÀN>m! åhUOo _J dgV§ F$VyV V_w À`mH$S>o Zgw Vm Jm|JmQ>M JmJ| mQ> AgUma, H$maU gJio eãX {dViV AgUma.'' Ë`mda CÎmaHo $S>Mm àdmgr Jßn ~gbm.  23 {dMmar _bw Jm N>mQo >m Vmamo emiVo yZ Kar Ambm Am{U d[S>bmZ§ m åhUmbm, \"\"~m~m - ~m~m, _bm J{UVmV AmO e§^a Q>ŠH$o _mH$© {_imbo Va Vwåhr H$m` H$amb?'' \"\"H$m`? n¡H$sÀ`m nH¡ $s? _bm MŠH$a `Bo ©b.'' dS>rb Vmamobm åhUmbo. Ë`mda _bw Jm d[S>bmZ§ m åhUmbm.

… OnmZr Jmoï>r {VKmM§ aS>U§ … … 135> … \"\"Ia§ Zm, _J Våw hmbm MŠH$a `mdr Ag§ _bm dmQ>V Zmhr... Ë`m_iw § nÞmgnojm OmñV JUw {_i{dÊ`mnmgZy _r ñdV…bm amIo b§, ~m~m.'' Am{U ~m~m§Zm IamoIa MŠH$a Ambr.  24 {VKmM§ aS>U§ OnmZ_Yrb EH$m ISo >Jo mdmV EH$ åhmVmar amhmV hmVo r. EH$Xm {Vbm {VÀ`m _bw mMo nÌ Ambo. åhmVmarMm _bw Jm Xaÿ Xeo r amhmV hmVo m. åhmVmarbm dmMVm `oV ZìhVo. H$mUo rVar `Bo b© Am{U Amnë`m _wbmMo nÌ dmMyZ XmIdob åhUZy Vr Amnë`m KamÀ`m Xmamer dmQ> nmhmV Wm§~br. WmSo >çmM dio mV EH$ g{¡ ZH$ Kamg_moê$Z OmV Agbobm åhmVmarbm {Xgbm. {VZo Ë`mbm hmH$ _mê$Z Odi ~mobmdbo Am{U Ë`mbm nÌ dmMZy XmI[dÊ`mMr {dZV§ r H$o br. g{¡ ZH$mZo Vo nÌ nm{hb.o S>moù`mg_mao Yabo Am{U Ë`mMo S>moio ^ê$Z Amb.o Vmo _mRo >_mRo >çmZo aS>y bmJbm. åhmVmar Km~abr. \"\"_mÂ`m _wbmM§ H$mhr ~ad§ mBQ© > Va Pmb§ Zmhr Zm?'' nU CÎma XoÊ`mEdo Or g{¡ ZH$ _moR>_mRo >çmZo aS>y bmJbm. åhmVmarMr ImÌr Pmbr H$s ZŠH$sM Amnë`m _wbmda g§H$Q> Amb§ AgUma.... AmVm VrgÕw m _mRo >_mRo >çmZo aS>y bmJbr. H$mhr dio mV EH$ \\$o ardmbm {dH$«o Vm {VWo Ambm. XmoKm§Zm aS>VmZm nmhÿZ Vmho r Ë`mÀ§ `mV gm_rb Pmbm. \\o$ardmbmhr _mRo >_mRo >çmZo aS>y bmJbm. Ë`mZ§Va Ambëo `m EH$m ehmÊ`m _mUgmZo Ë`m {VKmZ§ m aS>Ê`mMo H$maU {dMmab.o \\$o ardmbm Amnbo nmÊ`mZo ^abbo o S>mio o ngw V åhUmbm. \"\"H$mhr dfmnª ydu _r H$mhr _mVrMr ^m§S>r {dH$m`bm EH$m JmdmV Jbo mo hmoVm.o nU EH$m YŠŠ`mZo _mÂ`m gmè`m [H$_Vr dñVy \\$w Q>ë`m. _bm Ia§ Va Vìo hmM Iny aS>m`M§ hmVo .§ nU ZHw $gmZ^anmB© H$aÊ`mgmR>r _bm XþßnQ> H$m_ H$amdo bmJb.o _bm aS>m`bm dio M {_imbm ZìhVm. _r _mP§ aS>U§ nTw >§ T>H$bb§ hmVo .§ BW§ _r `m XmKo m§Zm aS>VmZm nm{hb§ Am{U aS>yZ ¿`m`M§ _r R>adb§ åhUZy _r aS>Vmo`.'' Ë`mZV§ a åhmVmar aS>Ê`mM§ H$maU gmJ§ y bmJbr.

… 136> … … OnmZr Jmïo >r {VKmM§ aS>U§ … \"\"_bm _mÂ`m _wbmM§ nÌ Ambo Amh.o _r `m g{¡ ZH$mbm dmMm`bm {Xb§, Va Vmo aSy> bmJbm. nÌmV H$mhrVar X…þ IX ~mV_r AgUma åhUZy _r aS>Vo`.'' edo Q>r g¡{ZH$mZo Amnbo Vm|S> CKS>b.o \"\"Ia§ Va _mÂ`m VéUnUr _r BVH§$ H$_r dmMb`§ H$s _bm nÌ dmMU§ eŠ` Zmhr. _bm ñdV…Mr bmO dmQ>Vo åhUZy _r aS>Vm`o .'' `mda Vmo ehmUm _mUgy Ë`mÀ§ `m _Iy ©nUmbm hgbm. 

… OnmZr Jmoï>r … 137> … 25 OmXMÿ r H$ir \\$ma \\$ma dfmnª dy uMr Jmïo > Amho hr. ZmoQ>mo ZmdmMo EH$ ZJa hmVo o. Ë`m amÁ`mMm amOm _mAmo A{Ve` X`miy hmoVm. Ë`mbm Amnë`m àOMo r gVV H$miOr dmQ>V Ag.o Ë`mÀ`m Xmar Ambëo `m àË`Ho $ JaOby m Vmo _ZmnmgZy _XV H$am`Mm. Amnë`m àOdo a H$mUo r AÝ`m` H$ê$ Z`o `mMr Vmo XjVm ¿`m`Mm. àË`Ho $mbm H$m` hd§ ZH$mo `mMr Vmo Mm¡H$er H$am`Mm. Aem X`miy amOmda Xd¡ mZo _mÌ AÝ`m` H$o bm hmoVm. amOmbm _yb ZìhV.o ~è`mM dfmªnmgZy _by hmVo Zgë`mZo amOmamUr A{Ve` X…þ IrH$ï>r hmoVo. Amnë`m Xd¡ mVM _by Zmhr. Ë`mbm Xdo Var H$m` H$aUma, Aer _Zmer g_OVy H$mT>V XmKo o OrdZ H$§ R>V hmVo .o Vo Amnë`m àObo mM _yb _mZZy Ë`mV AmZX§ _mZV hmoV.o amUrbm AmnU {Zn{w ÌH$ AmhmoV `mMo ^mar X…þ I dmQ>m`M.o Vr H$mUo Ë`mhr AmZX§ gmho ù`mV ^mJ ¿`m`Mr Zmhr. Xgþ è`m§Mr _bw o nm{hbr H$s {VMo H$mirO AmVë`m AmV VwQ>V Ago. Vr Zho _r Xdo mMr nyOmAMm© H$am`Mr. XodmOdi Vr EH$M _mJUo Zoh_r _mJm`Mr. \"\"Xdo m, na_ío dam, _mÂ`m nmQo >r EH$ ~mi X.o amÁ`mbm dmag Xo. _bm ~mH$s H$mhrEH$ ZH$mo Xdo m. EdT>§ _mJU§ naw § H$a Xodm.'' nU amUrMr àmWZ© m Xdo mZo H$YrM EHo $br Zmhr. amUrZo Amnbm {ZË`H$« _ gmSo >bm Zmhr. Vr amOo Xdo mbm {dZdV hmVo r. amUrZo _by ìhmdo åhUZy gmè`m Xdo mZ§ m Zdg H$o b.o CnmgVmnmg H$o b.o VrW`© mÌm H$o ë`m. gmY,y ~a¡ mJr, ~mÕ¡ {^j,y \\$H$sa `mÀ§ `m gdo m H$o ë`m. Jmao J[a~mZ§ m _do m{_R>mB© dmQ>ë`m. JS§ >m-Xmao ,o V̧ Am{U _̧ hr H$ê$Z nm{hb.o nU gmao ì`W© hmVo .o amUrbm H$mhr H$o ë`m _by hmBo Z© m. amOm MЧ gZo {Xdg^a Xa~ma Am{U amÁ`mMm H$ma^ma `mV ì`ñV Ag.o Ë`m_iw o Ë`mbm _by Zgë`mMo X…þ I EdT>o OmUdV Zg.o nU amUr _mÌ amÌ{§ Xdg _by hmÊo `mgmR>r Vi_iV hmVo r. AgMo H$mhr {Xdg Jbo .o EH$ {Xdg M_ËH$ma Pmbm. ^Jì`m dñÌmVrb EH$ O»IS> åhmVmam {^jy amOmH$S>o Ambm. amOmZo {^jMy o ñdmJV Ho$bo. Ë`mbm CÀMmgZmda ~gdb.o Ë`mMo nm` Yabo. {^jZy o amOmbm da CMbV åhQ>b.o \"\"amOm Vy \\$ma X…þ Ir Amhgo ho _bm _mhrV Amh.o Ë`m X…þ ImMo H$maUhr _bm _mhrV Amh.o ''

… 138> … … OnmZr Jmïo >r OmXÿMr H$ir … amOmbm {^jyMo Amnbo X…þ I AmoiIbo `mMo AmíM`© dmQ>bo. \"\"_hmamO, _bm _yb hmoBb© Zm?'' \"\"Ë`mgmR>r Ambmo Amho _r _bm amUrbm ^Qo >m`Mo Amho.'' {^jZy o amUrbm ^Qo >Ê`mMr BÀN>m ì`ŠV H$aVmM amOmZo {enm`mH§ $adr {^jybm amUrÀ`m _hmbmV nmR>db.o amUr Zho _rà_mUo XodmÀ`m nOy Vo _¾ hmVo r. {^jZy o amUrbm JmSo > AmdmOmV hmH$ _mabr. \"\"_mB.© '' {^jMy m _X¥ ÿ _bw m`_ AmdmO amUrbm N>moQ>çm _bw mgmaIm dmQ>bm. {VZo diZy nm{hbo Va d`mod¥Õ {^jy {VÀ`mg_mao C^m hmVo m. {^jZy o _mB© åhQ>ë`mda amUrMo nÌw à_o OmJV¥ Pmb.§ Vr Xþ…ImZo {^jybm åhUmbr, ~a¡ mJr _hmamO, _bm _mB© åhUZy _mÂ`m X…þ Imda H$m ~a§ S>mJÊ`m XoV AmhmV. _bm _mB© qH$dm AmB© åhUUma§ H$mUo r Zmhr.'' amUrMo X…þ ImMo ~mbo Uo EoH$y Z {^jy _§XnUo JmbmV hgbm. \"\"amUrgmh~o , {Zame hmDo $ ZH$m. Våw hmb§ m _yb hmUo ma Amho.'' \"\"H$m` _bm _yb hmUo ma? Vw_À`m Vm|S>mV gmIa nS>mo.'' \"\"amUrgmh~o _mÂ`mH$S>o EH$ AX^² Vw ~r Amh.o Vo _r Våw hmbm XoUma Amho.'' \"\"Ë`m ~rMo H$m` H$am`Mo _hmamO?'' \"\"VMo Va gmJ§ Vmo`. Ü`mZ XDo $Z EHo $m. _r XoV Agbbo o ~r ~mJVo bmdm. {VMr H$miOr ¿`m. ~rnmgZy EH$ amno Q>o CJdob. Ë`mdoir Vwåhmbm EH$ nwÌ hmBo b© .'' amUrbm AmZX§ Pmbm. \"\"\\$ŠV ~r bmdm`M.o _J _bm _yb hmoUma?'' \"\"hmo..... hmo..... _by hmUo ma. nU amno Q>çmMr H$miOr ¿`m`Mr. H$mhr {XdgmZo amno Q>çmbm EH$ H$ir `Bo ©b. Vr ISw >m`Mr Am{U Vr Xìo hmè`mV R>odZy Ë`mMr nOy m H$am`Mr.'' \"\"{H$Vr {Xdg _hmamO?'' \"\"amUrgmh~o ..... Vw_Mm _bw Jm nmM dfmMª m hmBo b© Voìhm Ë`mÀ`mda EH$ gH§ $Q> `oUma Amh.o Vo {ZdmaU H$aÊ`mgmR>r Ë`m H$irMm Cn`moJ hmUo ma Amho. Vmon`Vª Vr H$ir Xìo hmè`mV nOy m. {VMr H$miOr ¿`m.'' \"\"nU Vr H$ir gHw $Uma Va Zmhr Zm?'' \"\"Zmhr. Vr H$ir gwH$Uma Zmhr. Vr OmXMÿ r H$ir Agob. Vr gX¡d Q>dQ>drV amhrb.''

… OnmZr Jmoï>r OmXÿMr H$ir … … 139> … {MÌ amUrZo AmXamZo {^jMy o nm` Yab.o {^jZy o Amnë`mH$S>rb ~r amUrÀ`m hmVmV R>odbr. VmS| >^ê$Z AmerdmX© {Xbm Am{U Vmo MQ>H$Z [ZKZy Jbo mgÕw m. amUrbm Ë`mMm AmXa gËH$ma H$am`bm WmoS>mXoIrb dio {_imbm Zmhr. amUrZo Amnë`m hmVmVrb \"~r' H$S>o à_o mZo nm{hbo. Á`m nwÌàmßVrgmR>r {VZo EdT>çm IñVm Imëë`m hmoË`m. Vr Jmïo > AmVm \\$img `Uo ma hmoVr. {VZo ^{ŠV^mdmZo ~r Amnë`m H$nmimg bmdb.o amUrZo hr e^w dmVm© amOmbm gm§{JVbr. amOmbmgwÕm Iny AmZX§ Pmbm. amUrZo ~mJVo rb EH$m CÎm_ OmJMo r ~r bmdÊ`mgmR>r {ZdS> H$o br. EH$m e^w _hw Vw m©da amUrZo Vr ~r ñdV…À`m hmVmZo O{_ZrV bmdbr. JwamZ§ r amon ImD$ Z`o åhUyZ Ë`mÀ`m ^mdo Vr H§$w nU KmVb.o amoO amUr Ë`m \"~r'bm nmUr KmbV hmVo r d H$miOr KVo hmVo r. hihy iy Vo ~r O{_ZrV éOb.§ Ë`mbm AH§ $w a \\w$Q>bm Am{U amUrbm {Xdg Jobo. AmVm amUrbm ~mi hmoUma hmVo .o amOmamUr AmZX§ mZo ~ho mfo Pmb.o AH§ $w amMo amno Q>çmV ê$nmV§ a Pmb.o hihy iy amno Q>o dmTy> bmJb.o Am{U EH$ {Xdg amUrbm EH$ JmS| >g, XIo Um _bw Jm Pmbm. amOmamUr AmZ§Xb.o gmao ZmQo >mo ZJa Am{U àOm AmZX§ Zÿ Jbo r. gdmZª m gmIa dmQ>Ê`mV Ambr.

… 140> … … OnmZr Jmïo >r OmXÿMr H$ir … gdÌ© T>mbo -Vme,o ZJmao dmOy bmJbo. gdÌ© AmZ§XrAmZX§ gmOam hmDo $ bmJbm. gmè`m ZJamV AJXr {Xdmir gmOar Pmbr. {^jy _hmamOmÀ§ `m AmerdmX© m_wio Amnë`mbm _bw Jm Pmbm. Ë`m {^jMy m Am^ma _mZm`bm hd.o Ë`mgmR>r amOmamUrZo Ë`mMm Iny emYo KVo bm. nU Ë`mMm H$w R>Mo emoY bmJbm Zmhr. _mAmo amOmZo Amnë`m _bw mMo Zmd _mho Zmo R>do b.o _mohZmo Iny M XoIUm Am{U JmSo > _bw Jm hmVo m. Ë`mÀ`m ImSo >çm§Zr amOmamUr gIw mdyZ OmV. Ë`mÀ`m ~mbbrbm§Zr dSo >o Pmbo hmVo o. Ë`mMm àË`Ho $ hÅ> naw dÊ`mgmR>r dmÅ>bo Vo H$aV. amUr Oar _mohZmÀo `m gJ§ mno ZmV _¾ Pmbr hmoVr. Var ~rÀ`m amno Q>çmbm {dgabr ZìhVr. Vr amOo OmVrZo amno Q>çmMr H$miOr KVo hmVo r. {Xdg{| Xdg _mho Zmo dmT>V hmVo m. VgMo amno Q>ho r CM§ hmoV hmoVo. EH$ {Xdg amUr Zho _rà_mUo amno Q>çmbm nmUr KmbÊ`mgmR>r ~mJVo Jbo r. nmhVo Va H$m`? amonQ>çmbm EH$ ZmOHy $ H$ir Ambr hmVo r. H$ir nmhVmM amUrbm {^jyMo ~mbo AmR>db.o \"\"amUr, H$ir Amë`mda Vr IS>yZ Xìo hmè`mV R>do . VwPm _bw Jm nmM dfmMª m Pmë`mda Ë`mda Ambbo o gH§ $Q> Vr H$ir Xaÿ H$abo .'' {^jMy o ~mob AmR>dyZ amUrbm _mho Zmodarb g§H$Q>mMr OmUrd Pmbr. AmVm _mho Zmo AS>rM dfmªMm Pmbm hmVo m. åhUOo AOZy AS>rM dfm©Zo Ë`mÀ`mda gH§ $Q> `Uo ma hmoV.o Ë`m g§H$Q>mVyZ Vr ZmOHy $ H$ir Ë`mMo ajU H$aUma hmoVr. amUrZo Vr H$ir AbJXnUo ISw >br. {Vbm H$nmimbm bmdZy {Vbm Z_ñH$ma H$o bm. amUrZo ^[ŠV^mdmZo H$ir Xìo hmè`mV R>do br. Am{U amUr amOo Ë`m H$irMr _Zm^o mdo nyOm H$ê$ bmJbr. Vr Ë`m H$irbm hmV OmSo >r Am{U _ZmV åhUo. \"\"ho H$ir, VMy _mÂ`m ~mimMr ajUH$Vu. _mÂ`m ~mimM§ ajU H$a.'' amOmamUrÀ`m A{VbmS>m_wio _mohZmo IynM hÅ>r Pmbm hmoVm. Ë`mbm Oo hd§ Vo hd§ Agm`M§. EImXr Jmïo > Ë`mZo _m{JVbr Va Vr Ë`mbm hdr åhUOo hdrM. Vr {_im`bm WmSo >m Oar Cera Pmbm Va Vmo aS>yZ JmY| i Kmbm`Mm. EH$Xm amUr Xoìhmè`mV OmXÀÿ `m H$irMr nyOm H$aV hmVo r. Xìo hmè`mVrb Q>dQ>drV H$ir nmhZÿ _mho Zmo Vr hdr Amho Agm hÅ> Yê$Z amUrZo Vr Xdo mMr H$ir Amho. Ë`mbm hmV bmdm`Mm ZgVmo Ago namno arZo g_Omdb.§ nU _mho Zmo Ë`mMm hÅ>

… OnmZr Jmïo >r OmXÿMr H$ir … … 141> … gmSo >m`bm V`ma ZìhVm. amOmZo Ë`mbm VemM {XgUmè`m {T>J^a H$ù`m AmUyZ {Xë`m VoìhmM Vmo Jßn Pmbm. amUrbm H$miOr dmQy> bmJbr. AmnU ZgVmZm _mho ZmZo o OmXÿMr H$ir Ioim`bm Zobr. Am{U Vr hadbr Va _moR>o gH§ $Q>M `Bo b© . Vìo hmnmgZy amUrZo Xdo Kambm H$w bny M KmVb.o _mho Zmo AmVm nmM dfmªMm Pmbm hmoVm. Ë`mbm Jmïo >r gm§JÊ`mgmR>r amOmZo EH$m Jmïo >r gmJ§ Umè`m {dXfÿ H$mMr Z_o UHy $ H$o br. {dXÿfH$ _mohZmbo m ZmZm VèhÀo `m Jmïo >r gmJ§ Zy H$a_UHy $ H$am`Mm. EH$Xm {dXfÿ H$mZo _mho Zmbo m OmXÀÿ `m XJS>mMr åhUOMo n[agmMr Jmïo > gm§{JVbr. \"\"EH$m ZJamV EH$ Jar~ eVo H$ar amhmV AgVmo. Vmo Xdo mMr Iyn nOy m H$aVm.o Xdo Ë`mbm S>mJ| amV EH$m PmS>mImbr R>do bobm narg AmUm`bm gm§JVm.o Jar~ _mUgy narg emYo m`bm OJ§ bmV OmVmo. Iny ^Q>H$Vm.o AIao rg Ë`mbm qnnimÀ`m PmS>mImbr narg gmnS>Vm.o Jar~ eVo H$è`mÀ`m hmVmV bmIo S§ >r Hw$èhmS> Ago. eVo H$ar H$w èhmS>rbm narg bmdVm.o Ë`mMr H$w èhmS> gmÝo `mMr hmoV.o _J eVo H$ar EH$m ~b¡ JmS>rVZy Jmdr `Vo mo. JmS>rMr MmH$o bmIo S§ >r AgVmV. eVo H$ar Vrhr gmÝo `mMr H$aVm.o Kar Amë`mda àË`Ho $ YmVMy r Jmïo > n[agm_iw o gmÝo `mMr hmoV.o \"\"hmV bmdrb VWo o gmZo 'o ' Aer JV Ë`m eoVH$è`mMr hmVo o. Vmo Iny lr_V§ hmVo mo.'' _mho ZmZo o hr Jmoï> EHo $br _mÌ. Am{U Ë`mbm dmQy> bmJbo H$s Vmo OmXMÿ m XJS> åhUOMo narg Amnë`mH$S>o hdm Amh.o Pmb§. _mho ZmZo o Vmo narg hdm åhUZy hÅ> Yabm. amOmamUrZo Ë`mbm ~amM doi g_OmdZy gm{§ JVb§. Ë`mbm _m¡ë`dmZ XJS> Iio m`bm {Xb.o nU _mho ZmMo o H$mhr H$o ë`m g_mYmZ hmoB©Zm. Ë`mZo EH$M hÅ> Yabm. \"\"_bm narg hdm. hdm åhUOo hdmM.'' amOmamUr Ë`mbm g_OmdyZ WH$bo. Agbm narg IamIo a `m OJmV Zmhr. Vmo \\$ŠV Jmïo >rVM AgV;o naV§ w _mho Zmo Amnbm hÅ> gmSo >m`bm V`ma ZìhVm. amOmamUrbm dmQ>bo H$s, _mho Zmo EH$-XmZo {Xdg Yabo hÅ>. Ë`mMo _Z Xgþ è`m Iio mV a_bo . _J Vmo narg {dgaob. nU `mdio Mr Jmïo > WmoS>r {ZamirV hmoVr. EH$-XmZo {XdgM Zìho Va MmJ§ bm AmR>dS>m gn§ bm Var _mho ZmoMm n[agmMm hÅ> MmbMy hmVo m. Ë`mZo Oodm`bm ZH$ma {Xbm. Ë`mbm {H$Vr {H$Vr g_Omdb.§ AJXr à_o mZ§ Y_H$mdb§ Var _mohZmo Amnbm hÅ> gmSo >m`bm V`ma hmBo Z© m. amOmamUrZo Ë`mÀ`m `m _bw ImdJo ù`m hÅ>mnTw >o AJXr hmV Q>Ho $bo.

… 142> … … OnmZr Jmoï>r OmXÿMr H$ir … _mho Zmbo m Oir, ñWir, nmfmUr Vmo narg {Xgy bmJbm. amÌ{§ Xdg Ë`mZo n[agmMm Ü`mg KVo bm. amÌrMr Pmno `Bo Z© m H$s {Xdgm {dlmV§ r ¿`mdrer dmQ>Zo mer Pmbr. amOmamUr AJXr hV~b Pmbo. EH$m _Ü`amÌr _mohZmo Amnë`m {~NmÝ`mVyZ hiyM CR>bm. narg {_idÊ`mgmR>r H$m` H$amdo bmJob `mMm {ZíM` Ë`mZo _ZmV nŠH$m H$o bm hmVo m. H$mUo mbmhr H$gbrM Mmhbÿ bmJy Z XVo m Vmo hiMy amOdmS>çm~mhao nS>bm. nhmaHo $è`mM§ m S>moim MwH$dyZ bnV-N>nV Vmo amOYmZr~mhoa Ambm. AmVm Amnbm hÅ> nyU© H$aÊ`mnmgZy H$moUr Amnë`mbm AmS>dy eH$V Zmhr `mMr Ë`mbm ImÌr Pmbr. Ë`mZo WQo > O§JbmMm añVm Yabm. _mohZmo nmM dfmMª m AJXr bhmZ _wbJm hmVo m. Am`wî`mV n{hë`mX§ mM Vmo Agm Kam~mhoa Vmohr EH$Q>m ~mhao nS>bm hmVo m. g_mao ^bo _moR>o OJ§ b ngabo hmoVo. gd© H$mim[_Å> H$mimIo ngabm hmoVm. amZ{H$S>çmM§ r {H$a{H$a, H$moëøm§Mr H$w B© H$w B© Va H$Yr H$Yr dmKmMr S>aH$mir EHo y$ `Vo hmoVr. nU AmnU H$mhr H$o ë`m Vmo narg {_idm`Mm Agm {ZíM` Ho$bbo m _mho Zmo Z Km~aVm nTw >o nwT>o OmV am{hbm. Ë`mbm \\$ŠV Vmo OmXÿMm narg {XgV hmoVm. Ë`mgmR>r H$moUË`mhr gH§ $Q>mMr Ë`mbm ndm© ZìhVr. OJ§ bmV {H$Vr gH§ $Q>o dmT>yZ R>do brV `mMr Ë`mbm {~bHy$b H$ënZm ZìhVr. _mho Zmo MmbZy MmbZy X_bm. {dai OJ§ b _mJo nS>bo hmoVo. AmVm AJXr KZXmQ> OJ§ bmbm géw dmV Pmbr hmVo r. nU Z S>J_JVm _mho Zmo nTw >o OmV hmoVm. añË`mV AZoH$ ImMIiJo hmoVo. CM§ dQ>o hmVo .o qdM,y H$mQ>o hmoVo. nmÊ`mMo àdmh hmVo o. Vo gmao nma H$aV N>moQ>çmem _mohZmMo r _yVu nwT>o nTw >o Mmbbr hmVo r. _Ü`amÌ gê$Z nhmQ> hmoD$ bmJbr hmVo r. _mho Zmo ^bVmM X_bm hmVo m. EH$m PmS>mImbr Ë`mZo {dlm§Vr H$aÊ`mMm {dMma H$o bm. AJ§ mMo _Qw >H$w io H$ê$Z _mho Zmo PmS>mImbr Pmno bm. WS§ > nhmQ>dmè`mZo Ë`mbm AJXr JmT> Pmno bmJbr. gH$mi Pmbr. gy`© S>m|JamAmS>yZ da Ambm. Ë`mÀ`m àH$memZo OJ§ b OmJo Pmb.o njr {H$b{~b H$aV Amnë`mbm KaQ>çm~mhoa Amb.o gH$miÀ`m WS§ > dmè`mZo gmao dmVmdaU AmëhmXXm`H$ Pmbo hmoV.o _mho ZmoÀ`m S>mŠo `mda H$moUmMm Var ñne© Pmbm. Ë`mZo MQ>H$Z S>mio o CKS>b.o nmhVmo Va H$m`? EH$ åhmVmam Ë`mbm Pmno oVZy CR>dV hmoVm. \"\"~mim, H$mUo Amhgo V?y BH$S>o H$embm Ambm Amhgo ?''

… OnmZr Jmïo >r OmXÿMr H$ir … … 143> … \"\"_r _mho Zmo Amho. _bm OmXMÿ m narg hdm Amho åhUyZ _r BH$S>o Ambmo Amh.o '' _mho ZmZo o YrQ>nUo CÎma {Xb.o åhmVmam _mUgy JyT>nUo hgbm. \"\"Aao ~mim, Ë`mgmR>r {H$Vr bm~§ Ambm Amhgo ho _mhrV Var Amho H$m Vbw m?'' \"\"Ë`mMr _bm Amdí`H$Vm Amho. H$mRo >o {_ibo Vmo narg?'' åhmVmè`mZo ZXrÀ`m {XeHo $S>o ~moQ> XmIdb.o \"\"Ë`m ZXr{H$Zmar AZHo $ XJS> AmhVo . Ë`mV narg Amh.o narg emYo Am{U KDo $Z Om.'' Ag§ åhUV åhmVmam H$mR>r Q>Ho $V Q>Ho $V Xaÿ da {ZKZy Jbo m. _mho Zmbo m Iny AmZ§X Pmbm. Vmo VmS>H$Z CR>bm. Ë`mZo Omao mZo AmimIo -o {nimoIo {Xbo Am{U Vmo ZXr{H$Zmè`mH$S>o {ZKmbm. Ë`m OJ§ bmV doS>rdmH$S>o diUo KoV EH$ _mRo >r ZXr dmhmV hmoVr. {VÀ`m [H$Zmè`mda XmQ> PmS>r hmVo r. {H$Zmè`mda AZHo $ àH$maMo XJS> JmQo >o nS>bo hmVo .o ~mna!o EdT>çm gmè`mVyZ AmnU narg H$gm AmoiIm`Mm? Agm _mho Zmobm àíZ nS>bm. _J Ë`mbm {dXfÿ H$mZo gm{§ JVboë`m Jmoï>rVrb eVo H$è`mZo narg Amio Im`bm H$m` H$o bo hmoVo Vo AmR>db.o ZXr{H$Zmè`mda nS>bbo m àË`Ho $ XJS> _mho Zmo CMbV hmVo m Am{U Amnë`m hmVmVrb H$S>çmbm bmdV hmVo m. nU hmVmVrb H$S>o H$mhr gmÝo `mMo hmVo ZìhVo. dV¡ mJZÿ _mohZmo XJS> ZXrV \\$o H$y bmJbm. Xnþ ma Pmbr. D$Z dmT>b§ hmVo .§ _mho Zmo Km_mZo {ZWibm hmoVm. nmQo >mV ^Hy $ bmJbr hmVo r. nU narg emYo m`Mm åhUOo emYo m`Mm Agm Ë`mZo {ZíM` H$o bm hmVo m Am{U EH$ XJS> Ë`mZo hmVmV KVo bm. H$S>çmbm bmdbm. H$m` AmíM`.© Ë`mÀ`m hmVmVrb H$S>o gmÝo `mMo Pmb.o _mohZmo [OH§ $bm hmVo m. Ë`mZo narg emYo bm hmoVm. Ë`mZo narg Amnë`m hmVmV KVo bm. Ë`mbm d§XZ H$aÊ`mgmR>r Ë`mZo Ë`mda Amnbo H$nmi Q>Ho $dbo Am{U EH$ _mRo >m AmdmO Pmbm. gd©Ì Yay ngabm Am{U amOnwÌ _mohZmo VS>\\$Sy>Z VWo Mo _aU nmdbm. BH$S>o amOdmS>çmV C{eam amUr OmJr Pmbr. nmhVo Va H$m` _mohZmo Amnë`m {~N>mÝ`mV Zmhr. amUrZo amOmbm CR>db.§ _mho Zmo hadë`mMo H$iVmM amOmZo Amnbo {enmB© Ë`mbm emoYm`bm Mmar {XemZ§ m nmR>dbo. amOdmS>çm~mhoa _mho ZmMo r N>moQ>r nmdbo C_Q>br hmVo r. Ë`mMm _mJ H$mT>V H$mT>V {enmB© OJ§ bmV {eab.o WmSo >çmM dio mV Vo ZXr{H$Zmar nmho moMb.o nU nmhVmV Va H$m`? Ë`mM§ m amOnÌw _mho Zmo

… 144> … … OnmZr Jmoï>r gmoZoar _mgm … _ê$Z nS>bbo m. Ë`m§Zm _mRo >m YŠH$mM ~gbm. Ë`mZ§ m Iyn X…þ I Pmb.§ AmVm amOmamUrbm Vm|S> H$go XmIdmdo `mMm Ë`mZ§ m {dMma nS>bm. _ZmMr g_OyV H$mT>V Ë`mZ§ m amOnÌw mbm KmSo >çmda KoD$Z Ë`mZ§ r amOdmS>m JmR>bm. Amnbm ~mi _mho Zmo _bo bo m nmhVmM amOmamUr Xþ…ImZo doS>o Pmbo. amOmMo AdgmZ Jimbo. amUr ~eo Õw Pmbr. WmoS>çmdoimZo amOm ^mZmda Ambm. Ë`mbm AmR>db§ H$s Amnbr amUr amoO Xìo hmè`mV H$irMr nOy m H$aV.o Ë`mbm {^jMy o eãXhr AmR>db.o amOm YmdV YmdV Xdo KamV Jbo m. Ë`mZo Xoìhmè`mVrb Vr OmXMÿ r H$ir hmVmV KoVbr. nU H$ir AmVm H$ir am{hbr ZìhVr. {VMo nyU© \\$w bmV ê$nmV§ a Pmbo hmoVo. AmVm `m \\$w bmM§ H$m` H$am`M§ Agm {dMma H$arV amOm \\$y b KoD$Z _obëo `m _mohZmOo di Ambm. AMmZH$ Ë`m \\$w bmÀ`m nmH$ù`m Jiy bmJë`m. Ë`m hihy iy _mho ZmÀo `m AJ§ mdê$Z {\\$ê$ bmJë`m Am{U H$m` AmíM`!© amOnwÌ _mho ZmoZo S>mio o CKS>b,o Vmo {OdV§ Pmbm. amOmbm Iny AmZX§ Pmbm. Ë`mZo amUrbm hmH$m _mê$Z eÕw rda AmUb.o Amnbm _mho Zmo {Od§V Pmbm Amho ho nmhVmM amUrbm \\$ma AmZ§X Pmbm. {VZo _mho Zmbo m CMbZy Ë`mMo nmno KVo b.o Ë`m Jimbëo `m nmH$ù`m Jmio m H$o ë`m. Ë`mZ§ m Z_ñH$ma H$o bm. Ë`m {^jMy o ñ_aU Ë`mMo CnH$ma _mZbo. amOnwÌ {OdV§ Pmë`mMr ~mV_r ngaVmM ZmQo >mo ZJamV AmZX§ mËo gd gmOam Pmbm. OmXÿÀ`m H$ir_iw o Amnë`m ~mimMo àmU dmMbo åhUZy amUrZo Ë`m nmH$ù`m Amnë`m Xìo hmè`mV nOy go mR>r H$m`_À`m R>odë`m.  26 gmZo ao r _mgm \\$ma \\$ma dfmªndy uMr Jmïo > Amh.o EH$m g_Ðw mÀ`m {H$Zmè`mOdi EH$ åhmVmam H$mio r amhmV hmVo m. Ë`mM§ Zmd hmVo § Amgo mH$m. AmogmH$mM§ d` nÞmgÀ`m Amgnmg hmoV.§ Ë`mÀ`m ~m`H$mMo § Zmd hmVo § VmZmer. Amgo mH$mM§ d` Oar nÞmgÀ`m Amgnmg hmoV.§ nU Xm[aÐç Am{U H$miOr `m_iw o Ë`mÀ`m Mho è`mda åhmVmanU A{YH$ OmUdV Ag.o _by ~mi Zgë`m_iw o Amgo mH$m Am{U VmZmer Ago XmKo Mo Pmno S>rV amhmV hmVo o. Ë`m§Mr PmonS>r g_Ðw mÀ`m AJXr OdiM hmoVr.

… OnmZr Jmoï>r gmoZoar _mgm … … 145> … Amgo mH$m amOo nhmQ>o bdH$a PmonVo yZ OmJo ìhm`Mm. Amnbo Omio KDo $Z g_wÐmda Om`Mm. {Xdg^a Jmio bmdyZ ~gm`Mm. Omù`mV WmSo >o\\$ma _mgo gmnS>m`Mo Vo {dH$y Z Ë`mVZy Vmo KamV bmJUmao gm_mZ AmUm`Mm. VmZmer H$_r ne¡ mV H$go~go Ka Mmbdm`M.o Amnë`mbm Oo H$mhr {_iVo Amh,o Ë`mV AmogmH$m g§Vïw > Agm`Mm. Amnë`mbm Xod XmZo dio m Odo m`bm XoVmo. ho H$m` H$_r Amho H$m? Ago {dMma Vmo H$am`Mm. nU VmZmer _mÌ IynM AgV§ ïw > d bm^o r àdÎ¥ mrMr hmVo r. Amgo mH$mZo {H$Vrhr _mgo nH$S>bo Var Vr åhUm`Mr. \"\"~ñg. EdT>Mo _mgo gmnS>bo? `mVZy Ka Mmbdm`M§ H$g§ _r?'' EH$ {Xdg Amgo mH$mbm _mgo {_imbo ZmhrV. VmZmerÀ`m amJmMm nmam Iyn MT>bm. Amgo mH$mbm Vr Zmhr Zmhr Vo ~mbo y bmJbr. \"\"AmVmÀ`m AmVm nÝw hm g_Ðw mda Om Am{U OmñV _mgo nH$S>yZ AmUm. ZmhrVa AmO ñd`§nmH$M H$aUma Zmhr.'' nÝw hm g_Ðw mda Om`Mo åhmVmè`m Amgo mH$mÀ`m AJXr Ordmda Ambo hmVo .o nU ~m`H$mZo o Ë`mbm KamV ~gUo AJXr ZH$mo ZH$mo H$o bo hmoV.o åhmVmè`m Amgo mH$mZo ~m`H$mobm g_OmdÊ`mMm Iyn à`ËZ Ho$bm. \"\"VmZmer AJ§ _r XmZo dio m g_Ðw mda OmD$Z Ambm`o . Oo H$mhr {_imb`§ Vo Amnë`m XmKo mZ§ m naw go § Amho. AJ§ XmZo Xm OmD$Zhr EH$hr _mgm Omù`mV gmnS>bm Zmhr. _J AmVm {Vgè`mX§ m H$embm OmD$?'' \"\"Vo H$mhr Zmhr. _mgo nH$S>yZ AmUë`m{edm` _r ñd`§nmH$ H$aUma Zmhr åhUOo Zmhr. bjmV R>odm.'' ~m`H$mÀo `m H$Q>H$Q>rbm ÌmgZy nwÝhm Amgo mH$m _mg_o margmR>r g_Ðw mda Jbo m. g_wÐmda OmD$Z Amgo mH$mZo A{ZÀN>Zo o nÝw hm EH$dma g_Ðw mV Omio R>mH$bo. ~amM dio Omio Q>mHy$Zhr Omù`mV EH$hr _mgm `Bo ©Zm. AmO Amnbo Zer~ H$mhr Omoamda Zmhr Ago Ë`mbm dmQ>b.o Omio KDo $Z gai Kar Omdo Ago Ë`mbm dmQ>y bmJbo. nU ~m`H$mMo m amJmZo {MS>bbo m Moham Am{U ñd`n§ mH$ Z H$aÊ`mMr Y_H$s AmR>dVmM Ë`mZo _mgo _maë`m{edm` Kar Z OmÊ`mMm {ZU`© KVo bm. hm hm åhUVm {Xdg gn§ V Ambm. g§Ü`mH$mi Pmbr. A§Yma nS>y bmJbm. Ë`mZo Omio da AmTo >m`bm gwédmV H$o br. H$m` AmíM`!© Omio OS> bmJV hmVo o. \"_mgo gmnS>bo dmQ>V§ Omù`mV' `m {dMmamZo Ë`mbm AmZX§ Pmbm. Ë`mZo Omao bmdZy Omio da AmoT>bo. O.Jmo./10

… 146> … … OnmZr Jmoï>r gmoZoar _mgm …

… OnmZr Jmïo >r gmoZoar _mgm … … 147> … Omio da Amë`mda nmhVmo Va H$m? Omù`mV EH$ gmoZao r _mgm AS>H$bm hmoVm. Ë`mZo Ë`m Omù`mVZy Ë`m _membm AbJX ~mhao H$mT>bo. Ë`mÀ`m nmR>rda AbJX hmV {\\$adbm. A§Yma nS>bbo m AgZy hr _memMo AJ§ gmÝo `mà_mUo M_M_V hmVo .o VmMo Ë`mÀ`m H$mZmda AmdmO Ambm. \"\"AmogmH$m, _bm gmoSy>Z Xo Zm! _r g_wÐmVrb _memM§ m amOm Amho. Vy _bm gmoS>yZ {Xbgo Va _r VwPr H$moUVrhr BÀN>m nyU© H$arZ.'' Amgo mH$mbm Ë`m _memMo gmÝo `mgmaIo eara nmhÿZ ImÌrM nQ>br H$s, hm _mgm gmYmgwYm Zmhr Vmo IamoIaM _memM§ m amOm AgUma. \"\"nU Vy Ia§ H$emdê$Z ~mobVmgo ? Vy Oa _bm \\$gdbg§ Va'' Amgo mH$mZo ImÌr H$aÊ`mgmR>r _membm {dMmab.o \"\"_r g_wÐXodmMr enW KVo m.o VwPr H$m` BÀN>m Agbo Vr nUy © H$arZ.'' _memZo Amgo mH$mbm AmídmgZ {Xbo. Amgo mH$mMm _memÀ`m ~mbo Ê`mda {dídmg ~gbm. Ë`mZo gmZo ao r _membm hidy manUo g_wÐmV gmSo >yZ {Xbo. [aH$m_o Omio KoD$Z Amgo mH$m Amnë`m Kar Ambm. [aH$m_r Q>mno br nmhZÿ VmZmem Amgo mH$mda Iny {MS>br. \"\"AmO Våw hmbm amÌr Odo UM {_iUma Zmhr. _mgo ZmhrVa Va Odo U Zmhr.'' \"\"AJ§ EHo $ Va AmO H$m` J_§ V Pmbr.'' \"\"_bm H$gbr J_§ V {~_V§ EHo $m`Mr Zmhr.'' \"\"AJ§ EHo $ Va. Ag§ åhUV Amgo mH$mZo g_Ðw mda Joë`mnmgyZ Omù`mV gmZo ao r _mgm AS>H$bm `mMr hH$sH$V {Vbm gm{§ JVbr. Vmo EHo $ë`mda Vr Amgo mH$mÀ`m _Iy n© Umda g§Vmnbr. \"\"EdT>o H$go Våw hr _Iy !© Ë`m gmoZao r _membm g_Ðw mV gmSo >Ê`mndy u Ë`mÀ`mH$S>yZ H$mhr _mJZy H$m KVo b§ Zmhr? Om..... AmÎmmÀ`m AmÎmm naV g_Ðw mda Om.. Am{U _memH$S>yZ Oodm`bm H$mhrVar KDo $Z `m. ZmhrVa AmO _r Odo U XUo ma Zmhr Våw hmb§ m.'' {~Mmè`m Amgo mH$mbm nÝw hm Kam~mhao nS>mdMo bmJb.o g_wÐmda Jëo `mda Amgo mH$mZo _mgmbm Omao mZo hmH$m _maë`m. \"\"gmZo ao r _mem. _memÀ§ `m amOm. `m BH$S>.o EoH$m {dZV§ r _mPr. _mPr EH$ BÀN>m nUy © H$am.'' Am{U H$m` AmíM`©? g_Ðw mÀ`m bmQ>m Omao Xma Cgir _mê$ bmJë`m Am{U Ë`mVZy gmZo ao r _mgm PnmPn nmUr H$mnV Amgo mH$mOdi Ambm.

… 148> … … OnmZr Jmïo >r gmoZoar _mgm … Ë`m gmZo oar _membm Z_ñH$ma H$ê$Z Amgo mH$m åhUmbm. \"\"_Ëñ`amO… _bm j_m H$am. nU _mÂ`m ~m`H$mZo o _bm Iny ha¡ mU H$o b`§ hmo. Våw hmb§ m WmSo >m Ìmg XVo mo`. AmO Kar Im`bm H$mhrhr Zmhr hm.o ImÊ`m{nÊ`mMr H$YrM H$_r nS>Uma Zmhr Agm H$mhrVar M_ËH$ma H$o bm Va ~ao hmoBb© .'' \"\"EdT>Mo Zm? Om Kar. Vbw m H$Yr Cnmer amhÊ`mMr doi H$YrM `oUma Zmhr. VÂw `m Kar YZYmÝ`. ^mOrnmbm gVV `Vo amhrb. Vbw m H$mhrhr {dH$V AmUÊ`mMr JaO Zmhr.'' _memZo Ë`mbm CÎma {Xbo. \"\"Iny Iny CnH$ma Pmbo ~m~m VwPo.'' Ago åhUV Amgo mH$mZo _membm hmV OmSo >b.o Amgo mH$m Kar Ambm. nmhVmo Va H$m` KamV YmÝ`mMr nmVo r nS>br hmoVr. ^mÁ`mÀ§ `m Q>monë`m ^abëo `m. VobmMo S>~,o _gmë`m§À`m ~aÊ`m gJi§ H$mhr {eJmo{eJ ^abbo § hmVo .§ VmZmer EdT>§ gJi§ gm_mZ nmhZÿ Iny Ify Pmbr. nU VargwÕm g_mYmZ Pmb§ Zmhr. Vr égZy ~gbr. \"\"AmVm H$m` Pmb§ égm`bm? ~K AmVm `m _memZo Amnë`mbm {H$Vr YZYmÝ` {Xb`§ . AmVm Amnë`mbm Odo UmMr H$YrM H$_r nS>Uma Zmhr.'' Våw hmbm Xdo mZo S>mHo $o M {Xbbo o Zmhr. Agbm H$gbm _hm_Iy © Zdam _bm {_imbm. _mPo Zer~M \\w$Q>H$o ! Ahm,o H$o di YmÝ` Am{U ^mÁ`m Im`bm {_imbo åhUyZ H$m` Pmb?o Zgo m`bm MmJ§ bo H$nS>o ZH$mVo H$m? XmJXm{JZo ZH$mVo ? Zgw Vo YmÝ` H$m` _m{JVb?o da AbH§ $mahr _mJm`M.o . V_w À`mgmaIm ~mdiQ> Zdam ~{KVbm Zmhr _r!'' AmogmH$mZo AJXr H$idiyZ ~m`H$mbo m åhQ>b.o \"\"AJ,§ EdT>çm dñVy Vbw m {_imë`mV. AmVm nÝw hm H$mhr Ë`mÀ`mOdi _mJU§ ~a§ {XgUma Zmhr. hd§ Va CÚm OmD$Z XmJXm{JZo _mJrZ nU AmO Zmhr.'' nU VmZmer H$mhr H$o ë`m EoH$m`bmM V`ma hmoBZ© m. \"\"Zmhr....... Zmhr......... AmVmÀ`m AmVm Om Am{U Iny XmJXm{JZo _mJm. CÚm Oa Vmo _mgm Xaÿ {ZKZy Jobm åhUOo _J H$m` {_iUma?'' ZmBb© mOmZo AmogmH$m nÝw hm g_Ðw mda Ambm. Ë`mZo nÝw hm gmZo ao r _membm hmH$m _maë`m. \"\"gmZo ao r _memÀ§ `m amOm. Oa `oVm H$m BH$S>?o '' \"\"_mPr {dZ§Vr EoH$m _Ëñ`amO.''

… OnmZr Jmoï>r gmoZoar _mgm … … 149> … g_Ðw mÀ`m bmQ>m C§M Cgië`m nmUr AJXr da CS>mbo Am{U gmZo ao r _mgm nwÝhm Amgo mH$m g_mao hOa Pmbm. Amgo mH$mZo Ë`mbm Z_n« Uo Z_ñH$ma H$o bm. \"\"_bm _m\\$ H$a _Ëñ`amO, nU _mP§ ~m`H$mno wT>o H$mhrM MmbV Zmhr. Vy YZYmÝ` {Xbgo Ë`m~Ôb Am^ma. nU _mÂ`m ~m`H$moM§ Vdo T>çmZ§ g_mYmZ Pmb§ Zmhr.'' \"\"_J H$m` hd§` {Vbm? gmZo oar _memZo {dMmab.o \"\"{Vbm gmoÝ`m, _mËo `mM,o {hè`mMo XmJXm{JZo hdo AmhVo . {VMr Vdo T>r BÀN>m nUy © H$o br Va Iyn ~ao hmBo b© _Ëñ`amO.'' \"\"R>rH$ Amh.o Vy AmVm Kar Om. VwPr BÀN>m nyU© hmBo b© .'' Ag§ åhUZy Vmo gmZo ao r _mgm nÝw hm Imbo da nmÊ`mV {XgZo mgm Pmbm. AmogmH$m Kar `Do $Z nmhVmo Va H$m`? Ë`mMr ~m`H$mo VmZmer XmJXm{JÝ`mZ§ r ZI{eImV§ ZQ>br hmoVr. Oer H$m` Zdr ZdarM. AmogmH$mZo {Vbm {dMmab§. \"\"Pmb§ Zm VÂw `m _ZmgmaI?§ '' \"\"h.§ ..... Xm{JZo N>mZ AmhVo . _bm AmdS>b.o nU Ahm.o EdT>o N>mZ _më¡ `dmZ Xm{JZo KmbyZ _r H$m` `m gmÜ`m Pmno S>rV amhÿ H$m`? Amnë`mbm amhm`bm EH$ _mRo >m amO_hmb hdm Amho. Om AmUm _mJZy Ë`m _memH$S>yZ.'' \"\"AJ,§ AmO ZH$m,o AmVmM Va Xm{JZo _m{JVb.o H$m` åhUbo Vm.o CÚm OmVm.o '' VmZmer _ZmV {ha_gw br nU ~ioM hgZy åhUmbr, \"\"R>rH$ Amh.o nU CÚm ZŠH$s _hmb _mJm... hr Pmno S>r AmVm _bm AJXr ZH$meo r dmQ>V`o .'' Xgþ è`m {Xder Amgo mH$mbm VmZmerZo hbdV OmJo Ho$bo. \"\"Ahmo, CR>m H$s! {H$Vr Pmno Vm`? CR>m bdH$a Am{U Om Ë`m gmoZao r _memH$S>o _hmb _mJZy ¿`m MQ>H$Z, Mbm CR>m.'' \"\"AJ§ _bm Amdê$ X.o Ý`mhar Var H$ê$ X.o '' AmimIo o-[nimIo o XVo AmogmH$m åhUmbm. \"\"Vo H$mhr Zmhr. Ý`mhar ZV§ a H$am. AmYr _hmb _mJm`bm Om. bdH$a.'' VmZmerMo Ago ~mobUo EHo $ë`mda ZmIwfrZo Amgo mH$m nwÝhm g_Ðw mda Jbo m. Ë`mZo gmoZoar _membm hmH$ _mabr. \"\"gmoZao r _mem, _memÀ§ `m amOm. `o Zm bdH$a BH$S>o Oam. _mPr EH$ {dZV§ r Amh.o EdT>r BÀN>m nUy © H$am.''