typo., Issue 2 - Charlatans

About the Cover Are you happy? Do you know it? Everyday we are faced with the pur- suit of figuring out what we are ac- tually feeling, and who we really are, when in reality, we’re all just kidding ourselves; we don’t know yet. Everyone’s faking it. We have to; we’re all still growing. Words by Maria Sophia Andrea E. Rosello Cover by Audrey B. Diaz i

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The ‘19-’20 CRESCIT Editorial Board bids you, Greetings of Peace! What if I were to tell you that everything and everyone you have ever believed in, in your entire life, necessarily was never true? Even this, what you’re readingright now, could all be just com- posed of false ideas and a bunch of beautifully written words tied together in a paragraph all for your joyous reading of comprehen- sion -If you even understand it. Charlatans and Charlatanism is the revolving topic of this issue of typo. It will talk about phonies, fakes, frauds, acts, and everything in between. We will test your capability of finding out which really is true, and which is just a charlatan. It can be observed that people could never be 100% true to our- selves, and that’s a fact. As the youth of today, we are still growing, going through life as a process while we still figure everything out. Now, other people may play it off and act as if they have got it all together, their lives I mean, but riddle me this: are you 100% true to yourself and to whoever you may become in the next year, month, day, hour, or minute? Now that we’ve got you thinking. Let the good times roll. Words by Maria Sophia Andrea E. Rosello on behalf of the typo. Higher Ups

typo. Enjoy Reading 51-T5NH2aoorPHtroSiooctoCpsTkfuESelcwtaisAxcohdsetpipseaenCeecsCsSarshuilaroeoldpmangww:sr.ec1n2e:-p1s4gs. pgs. 3-4 30-40 pgs. pgs. 53-56 Perspectives Features 29 Grandmaster’s Decisions Literary 17-18 WYohuaGt eYtou See Is What 57 Death and Butterfiies 58 Social Outcasts: The Star of 15 The Marionette the Show 25-26 Paper Mirror 59 Who is She 5 Primo, if you’re reading this, please come home 60 Upchuck 2 7-28 sReeteilntothReeBaal:taMgoasviAerSeeat! Pieces 46 A Contortionist’s Memories 61 Hanging on Steel Bars 1-2 The Cult of Condonation 6 Call Out 62 Defiance 7-8 Faking It 16 Of Liars and Fools 62 A Song of Scorching Fire 9-11 DLSL House of Horrors: 45 Damnation at No. 10 62 Return Uncovering Spooky Places in 63 Clowns the Campus 43-44 Debunking Your Childhood Entertainment Entertainment 22 Wheel of Fortune 66 Higher Beasts 41-42 Ca oCnlotewmnpeoryraWryoCrlldowns in 19-21 What kind of ride are you? 67-68 The House of Cards 47-48 Where Should I Eat? 69 VEtiertrunoasloL’soMopinodf a 23-24 Char! Moments 49-50 Spot the Difference iv

The Cult of Condonation Words by Daniel Joash S. Cerrado People are a capricious Graphics by Audrey B. Diaz lot; forgiving yet unrelent- ing. While many wo- be a lawyer by profession, but was a divine, god-like architect. With his allies, he flaunted his powers of cre- uld fiercely hold grud- ation by designing the 1969-1970 Balance of Payments Crisis and the drastic economic collapse that ensued, ges or fight to the bitter the 1971 Suspension of the Writ of Habeas Corpus, the 1972 Declaration of Martial Law and the subsequent end to spite or salvage decade of death and despair, the 1983 Assassination of Aquino Jr., and his own downfall through provoking some fleeting romance, the People Power Revolution after the rigging of the 1986 elections. His greatest work, however, was a he- many fail to harbour ro’s burial. any semblance of resent- ment to wayward (or in this case, downright villainous) public officials, who in retrospect, inflict far greater injuries than the worst-kept scarlet liaison. In 2015, the Supreme Court struck down the infamous condonation doctrine, wherein politicians indicted of Meanwhile, the Marcos matriarch, administrative cases can extinguish such liabilities if they are elected into office again. Such is anchored Imelda, is deservingly stylised as a on the fallacious logic that victory in the polls trans- lates to forgiveness from the electorate. With the goddess of graft, corruption, plunder, jurisprudence overturned, this is now a coup to the bureaucracy, with re-elected officials thereby unable and all other high crimes involving to invoke the condonation doctrine to flee the pursuit of vindictive justice. the wanton debauchery and bastardisation of public funds. Legendary indeed are her occult powers to siphon wealth and escape ac- countability that she is revered in the circles of insti- tutional dark arts. She has patronage and worshippers Alas, politics here is only a grand circus; it is over all branches of government and her holy name is hideously lavish, baroque, and repulsive. While the invoked to safeguard against prosecution and convic- doctrine has long been hearsed in the courtrooms, tion in court or from arrest and detention. it remains immortal outside. Amusingly—if you are Then there are the spawn. not their constituent—politicians appear to be in a The daughter, Imee, is the saint of perpetual competition, each attempting to outdo the the forgery and pretentiousness; other in crimes convicted for, in both frequency and her non-existent graduation imag- severity, while retaining their popularity and power es from Diliman and Princeton are placed amongst the masses. However, one political brand is on the walls of diploma mills, particularly those that unparalleled in this grotesque art; despite their dis- line Recto Avenue, as a charm to ward government in- gusting rape of the nation’s coffers and the brutal vestigators and to attract clients seeking their services. slaughter of its people, they have resurrected over a The son, Bongbong, is the saint of revisionism, other span of two decades, elected into office by the condo- wise known as Mr. I-am-the-Vice-President- nation of cultish supporters. Here’s Marcos’ five-point even-if-I-really-lost, has connived with the plan for one of the most contemptible cabal in exis- National Turncoat, the skeleton Enrile, to tence: advance alterations to the narrative of Mar- tial Law. His intercession is implored to bol- One would only require a swift perusal of the ster the effects of brain-washing and history books (which Mr. Dictator Jr. now intends to revise to conceal his family’s abuses) to establish that propaganda efforts. the Marcoses were and are unadulterated evil. In sa- Disturbingly, the conjugal dictatorship of ter- tirical circles, the Marcoses are collectively known as ror and greed has robbed the Filipinos of USD 10 bil- the Four Horsemen of Catastrophe. Suppressions, lion and yet here they are, in power once more. Indeed, nepotism, corruption, cronyism, deficits, and poverty they have orchestrated their rehabilitation via a repug- were the very elements of their regime. The patriarch nant cult of condonation comprised of lunatic apolo- of the conjugal dictatorship, Ferdinand Marcos, may gists with unswervingly fealty to deception, falsehood, and fraudulence. 1

If a crime of the past is worthy of grave and unrelenting damnation, heavier the castigation must be to those who enabled its reprieve. The premise being said, these apologists warrant another ring of hell: the tenth circle below the Marcoses’ ninth. Their enthusiastic devotion and blinded fanaticism to that wretched dynasty per- mitted and enforced the vast delusion that the Marcos years were a golden age—that claim is an affront to each Filipino who perished and agonised under their totalitarian rule—if it was a golden era, it was for record-breaking bankruptcy, deterioration, and misery veiled behind a rotten edifice built on the insufferable ignorance of their followers (count yourself amongst them if you do so much as concur with their lies). The iniquity of condonation exceeds the severity of treason; it is no longer an offence made to outrage the State—it is a crime to mock all princi- ples of humanity. An apologist is an accomplice who enjoys 3,257 blood-chilling slaughters. An apologist is another cultist who revels in 35,000 insensate tortures. The Marcoses freely traverse the same Manila which, in a now forgotten time, rose to revolution against them. These brazen felons have the gall to step on the soil of the nation they have licentiously molested; they remorselessly walk on the ground that remains blood- crimson with their guilt. Thirty-four years ago, the thought of their return would have been dismissed with a derisive scoff; now, who jests? Who are the genuine clowns and the actual laughingstocks, dearest bystander? To condone or to condemn; this is not a question—it is an ultimatum.

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Special Thanks to the following: S11-06’s Jericho Luis M. Umali, A11-02’s David Zuriel A. Libao, A11-04’s Ralph Emmanuel C. Gabo, S11-11’s Mark Joenell Ordillano, A11-05’s Aeron John Morales, H11-02’s Peter Rubis, S11-13’s Denzel Kurt M. Angeles, S11-15’s MJ Lebrilla, A11-06’s Joaquin Jilgo I. De Guzman, S11-16’s Irijah Subade, S11-08’s John Anthony De Silva, A11-07’s Kylle Trillanes, S12-02’s Raymund Matthew S. Policarpio, H12-01’s Genrev Rufino, H12-04’s Von Victor Villaruel, S12-08’s Michael Bitong, S12-07’s Jhun Alfred A. Valent, H12-02’s Augustine M. Limon, S12-12’s Joshua Jareño, THE TsheIecgsteuioecnshssoansonedtnthashetloluwjdaccletonkhwtsesnyosafbrarterihegreehbpctareldaensslaysef!ncttoeinmrgealttlho..e. ibreS12-11’s Bryan Mata, & S12-13’s Mark Wilfred Rodriguez CCLLOAWSSNSPhotosby OF 2 02 0JoshuaL.DelaRueda& Quincee Beatrice A. 4 Dalangin

<PERSPECTIVES> Primo, If You’re Reading This, Please Come Home by Charmaine C. Estabas Substream It has been 56 days—at least to my brother’s counting. Since the outbreak, Primo has been religiously marking the calendar: a black slash for a day that normally passed and a red circle for a day that saw a peer’s passing. There are four red circles so far, and a new one may be marked any time now. Press articles said the virus Due to the lack of cure still, the outbreak and began in Majayjay, with the sudden death of an deaths eventually became normal for the state in eight year old thought to have just caught a cold, and two weeks’ time. Meanwhile, with districts under spread north to Luisiana and Magdalena within the lockdown and residents restricted from leaving their next two days. It wasn’t supposed to hit Cavinti but homes, the government ensures survival of its citizens a fleeing family paid the boundary guards quite a through house delivery of stocks: goods, necessities, good sum. Moreover, it seems that the virus is spread and what else. However, there is a delay in restocks. by airborne transmission—I now condemn whoever Just as we are running out of food, our father is decided humans have to breath air to live. running out of his maintenance drug. “Kamote?” Like the ones we used to buy from “You’re crazy,” it’s probably my tenth time telling Aling Linda every after Sunday mass. I pull down my Primo that today. “You’re really crazy”—eleventh. respirator mask to bite on a piece… and I think I may “We have no choice,” he insists. He zips up the have put too much sugar. jacket and puts the hood on. I shake my head in But Primo doesn’t budge even when I’m already disagreement over his choice of clothes. He will be at my third fritter. He still stood by the window, exposed to the virus no matter what he wears nor peeking through the curtains. Curious, I suck clean how thick his hoodie is. the sugar off my fingers and walked towards him. “Kuya,” I move to block the door from him. His tall frame had me on my tiptoes to get a view of “Pwede bang pag-isipan natin ‘to? I’m sure there whatever sight he’s so absorbed in. are other ways. I’m pretty sure supplies will come Right across our house lives the Cruz family. tomorrow. Na-delay lang siguro.” Primo and I used to play siato with the two young “Under complete isolation na ang San Pablo. Cruzes until they called me an airport for having Sinukuan na tayo ng gobyerno, Maki!” a wide forehead. The older Cruzes though were Our conversation proceeded like always, that tolerable. However, what seems to be the bigger unlike them, he won’t give up. My brother is a fool issue now is the truck outside their house. Jesus, it’s for trying. We both know the consequences of his the god damn medic truck. decision. He may get infected and die while our Medics come for a house-to-house checking father deteriorates to death. But what if he is able to every two weeks, and our district had its turn just last bring the drugs home safely? Then, I am a fool for not Monday. I cannot think of any reason why they’re here trying? Ah, tangina, this shit is stressing me out. again in the Cruz’ unless… the latter’s been infected. Despite my efforts to convince him, Primo’s mind “They’ve been there for an hour already,” Primo is already set. I covered myself in the blankets when said. I heard the front door of our house shut and my “Who could it be?” mother’s frantic cries. “Baka si Max,” he whispered, “Mahina katawan It has been 84 days—at least to my counting. no’n.” Since Primo left, I have been religiously marking the I recalled how Max, growing up, was a frequent calendar: a black cross for a day that normally passed visitor of emergency rooms and how, one time, he and a red circle for a day that saw a peer’s passing. celebrated his birthday with the other kids in the There are nineteen red circles so far, and a new one children’s ward. may be marked any time now. Then, men in white protective suits and masks Press articles said a cure is yet to be made to emerge from the house. The first one hurriedly opens battle the virus. Nevertheless, the government the truck while the next men bring out a body out on has resumed its support to towns under complete a lift. When they’re done, one of them sprays a huge isolation, including us. So far, delivery of restocks are red cross on the door of the house. The sign meant a always prompt, and my father is far from running out house under quarantine, but truthfully, it meant the of medicine again. On the other hand, my brother, Cruzes, who had direct contact with a carrier, shall Primo, is the biggest fool born into existence. never be seen again. After finishing my merienda (our favorite Primo closes the curtain and proceeds to circle kamote), I washed the dishes and morbidly scrub the today’s date on the calendar while I offer him kamote burnt skillet clean. Then, I proceed to circle on the again. calendar the date Primo left our house. 5

<PERSPECTIVES> Call Out by John Clarenze C. Macalintal The call out culture Issues for public consumption More often than not, concerns But the narrative must not remain twisted, accountability must be practiced In a world where freedom is absolute, one has perpetua. the freedom to speak, act, and think. However, not all those who can speak, act, and think can speak, act, Because all it and think correctly; hence, problematic individuals always surface from time to time. To address this, simply takes is a society unintentionally creates a new form of justice founded from the premises of democracy—social friend or a mutual to Pagbabalangkas justice. civilly and purposively discourse on the Social justice is a new construct of justice in which said problematic society decides how a problematic individual can be dealt with accordingly. However, in the modern world, issue. Ganging up the form of social justice primarily exists on social media platforms. Social justice in the context of social on someone would media platforms are always regarded as one-sided principles such that the stance of a netizen can never simply do more good than harm, as it be neutral. The choice is either to stan, or to cancel. also risks development Generally, a person would be stanned if they exhibit a likable façade, talent, or aesthetic as the must approach the incident with an intent to trend algorithm usually favors the remarkable, and the remarkable remains favored until they become understand, and to scrutinize the reason as to why a proprietor of scandalous and problematic behavior. For in the society of Generation Z, those who are the scandal was done. When the reason as to why it thought of highly must not only be remarkable, but also be politically correct. Otherwise, if a said was done is found out, critics must influencer or celebrity shows problematic behavior, they will be cancelled. Douse the attention In the event of cancellation, said influencer or Would fundamentally close the gap, must offer celebrity will be called out by people publicly on retribution the social media platform. The scandal done will be stated by a whistleblower, including the specifics refines its due process of the date, the venue, and the manner. Normally, before cancelling said influencer, netizens will ask who for receipts—proof that said scandal occurred—and when proven guilty, the influencer’s name will be There is a fine line between calling out and bullying, dragged down, together with the brands that the influencer advertises, and that imprint lasts forever. drags himself down with the trend and there is fundamentally little to no difference In such cases, it is important to note that there is a between the called out, and the fine line between calling out and downright bullying. When the plot thickens in the process of calling out, to justice drags, the fine line blurs, and both acts intertwine. Those who bully without the intent to correct or to prompt After all, true wisdom boils down not on to being accountability are merely charlatan warfreaks who correct in all circumstances, even if said circumstance surf the hate wave because they can bully, and so proves inhumane. Rather, true wisdom is defined by they may feel better about themselves. In such case, the ability to become kind and to believe in goodness. the called out problematic, and the critics become Calling out, must not fundamentally the same. But when will Filipinos be brave enough to hear The narrative must not twist, and accountability the truth without must be practiced. However, it is time that society also refines the social justice process into a more When can Filipinos accept the truth as it is? constructive and humane tone. Society must not Handa na ba ang Pilipinong pakinggan ang regress into a savage witch hunt and must not katotohanan nang hindi napipikon? pointlessly pick upon the wrongdoing of said problematic person. At least, for the mistakes forgivable, and damages reversible, the extent at which a person is cancelled must not mean reclusion 6

Sometimes, when we are stranded be of use and of danger to its bearer. Like this and perplexed because of our inability girl who faked her way out of the depths of sor- to way fare along this long road we call row flooded by tears of disapproval for her true the journey of life. We are forced to fake passion and dreams, until she could come out our way through it. Wherein the best and accept what they want her to be—impuis- option we’ve got is to profess that we’re sant and powerless. fine and getting along—smoothly and ... nicely—even if we are close to being lost, It was a family dinner and my aunts and un- stumbling and falling. At certain points, cles were there. My mom suddenly told me, it just happens where we have to do it for “Go ahead and tell them what you’re plan- the fact that time will never stop count- ning pursue in the future.” It was such a small, ing and the best thing that we can do to simple question, but it was enough to freeze make the most out of it is to keep mov- me in place. “What did I want to be?” ing forward and looking beyond; may it be true or fake. “Fake it till you make it” —simple “I want to be a psychologist, mommy!” yet deep, a phrase that probably has kept My eyes glazed over when I heard those us wondering about its true essence and particular words. Not only was I familiar with implied us with different approaches re- the sentence, I was also familiar with who said lying on the way we read and perceive it. My eyes flitted around the room, scanning through it, and that is what it is—an ad- for whoever might have said it. Then finally, I age that may mean a lot of things, that met gazes with her—the little girl, tugging at we may play on our hands so we can my mother’s skirt. Recognition washed over travel towards the end of our goal, so we me in waves. can keep moving forward, and so our fate “Don’t be silly, sweetheart. That dream will could speak a lasting success in the end. never get you anywhere.” My mother did not speak, but her voice But alongside its supreme influences, it echoed loudly in my ears. And that was when may also pose peril if played by an obliv- ious hand—just as how a blade could 7

it all became clear. What I was seeing was not reality, but a mere memory of the first time my dreams have been stomped on and crushed by the person I thought will mostly support me. So, knowing where it was going to inevitably lead, I sighed and gave a defeated simper. “I’m going to be a nurse—like you want me to be, mom.” and with this one lie, came a string of many more. So much that it had become a web—a web of lies that I started but got caught up in, in the end. Now, I have to go on about life faking it; my passion, my ambition, and my real self. Because, let’s be honest here—where am I going to make it if I don’t? ... “Faking” can truly aid us to get out of a complicated situation or to conform with the people around us. However, there are certain times that we do it not the right way—more so, not for our benefit and sometimes it becomes a fueling factor that drives us to remorse and distress. In such cases, how do we fake it the right way? Seek for your own happiness first. Being stranded in this place could really be tiring and depressing not knowing which way to go and being left with life-defining choices where in both ways will come the need of faking to get through. However, the only thing that should matter in this case, is yourself. If you have no choice but to fake upon two choices, at least be sure to choose whatever that makes you truly happy and makes you feel your life worth living—not driven by force but by true passion. Afterall it is your life to live and your journey to travel—so never wish for it to be a decision you’ll regret. Fake but Profiting Steps. Though you are troubled by fear of shame and disapproval; fake your way to voice out and make them hear you—more so, listen to you. Fear can make us do terrible things, terrible decisions that can mark the identity of the future that lies ahead. So, trick yourself like you are confident enough to enlighten them about the true passion that you want to spend the rest of your life with. If you have the choice to fake it, use it as a step towards something that will truly benefit you. Fake Purposefully and Sensibly. Do it for a good purpose—where you consider your- self without violating others nor hurting them. Faking can only do you further benefit if you assure yourself that no one around you is hurt. Be certain that your choice of actions aids you to better understanding rather than misunderstanding. “Fake it till you make it”— an influential and prevailing maxim; so powerful that it can boost our way to the peak of our goals and dreams or wherever we want to be. But on the contrary, it may as well drive us to regrets and misery—so better yet, fake wisely... Words by Leigh Patrick M. Mamisay Graphics by Audrey B. Diaz 8

DLSL House of Horrors: Uncovering Spooky Places in the Campus less Brother standing on the stairs. Fearful, she Are you ready to get scared? screamed her life and hurriedly went downstairs. But wait. There’s more. Be ready as you go through because the The main building for Grade for Grade moment you opened the door, there’s no School students, commonly called as the Br. Be- turning back. nilde Building, has its own experiences about the terrifying spirit of a child. Bloody. That is the per- Br. Miguel Building. The most remark- fect word for that incident. Based from the testi- able story that haunted every single person mony of an employee, splats of blood were seen in the school is the one that is told by a cler- on her filing cabinet. Taking a closer look, she saw ical assistant. On her way upstairs to bring a handprint of the child on the side. The color of some documents, she came to meet a head- the handprint? 9

Bloody red. The same incident happened again but the difference is that chalk powder is used to make a handprint on her table. Later on, she then found out that a Balete Tree, which is said to be occupied by a child and a wom- an was cut down during the renovation of the building. Now, where do you think would the two live if the tree’s location was now her of- fice? Elevators in MB. One of the most gut-level disturbing things was the girl standing on the right side of the elevator caught in the picture. Some teachers shared how terrifying it is to walk the stairs alone when the sun’s down because it feels like someone’s follow- ing them. Now, Lipasallians are deeply won- dering... why do ghosts usually wear white? MB 408. On this specific room, tales about spirits of children playing around the radio booth are greatly believed until now. For some instances, CCTV footages will some- MB Elevator times show that the lights are still open and so the security guards will check them. What’s chilling on this part? The room is filled with darkness when they arrived. Oops. Not so fast. Now, take a deep breath before proceeding to the next destination. Diokno. Spooky stories about this building are widely circulating around the campus. It described the character as the man, dressed completely in black, furiously looking with its red, bloody eyes. An employee dispersed that on the second floor of the area, a shadow in the shape of the man passed by him while he was peeing in the male’s comfort room. What’s creepier is that he was 100% sure that he was alone that time. However, more stories about the building’s top floor are about to be revealed. One early morning, a scared maintenance staff played loud music on his phone while setting up chairs for an event in the old auditorium. Clueless, he didn’t have any idea that his action will disturb the spirit lingering on the room. After seeing a shadow walk- ing, a chair suddenly fell over. Shrugging it off, he finished arranging the chairs. Minutes af- Diokno L RCter, each chairs laid to the floor like dominoes. Furthermore, as told by an employee from the Resource Sustainability and Generation Office (ReSGO), a childlike figure walking slowly inside the AVR 2 can also be en- countered at the building. Wanna play with them? If you made it this far, then congratulations! You are now close to the exit. And for the last station, #MostHauntedPlace. LS Build- ing is labeled as the creepiest area inside the campus for its famous ‘Lady in black’ that is said to be wandering around 10

the hallway which unintentionally give the guards on shift, faculty members, and students an eerie feeling. In addition to that, the sound of a woman crying inside the cubicle can be heard in the girl’s comfort room at the end of the building. Washrooms might be the most favorite place of ghosts. Sounds cliche tho, but it still sent chills to the bones. “Sumalangit nawa.” Statements from the janitors gave birth to the existence of ‘The Nun’ that can be seen staring at the window of the door and the little boy playing with their mops, ut- tering these words to the helpers who comes inside the BB basement, one of the oldest facilities in the school. They both have different stories but one thing for sure is common: the same creepy whispers. Isn’t it strange? Almost every school has its own creepy stories. Before walking out to the door, bear in mind that most ghosts just want to make their presence known. If you ever feel afraid while roaming in- side the campus, just pray. Remember, ghosts can’t hurt you. Or… can they? L S Building Words by Hannah Beatrice A. Morada Photos by Audrey B. Diaz 11

not of the same: Identical twins are not a foreign concept, however, as with everything in this world there are and always wi- ll be misconceptions. In this segment, typo. has had the privilege to feature three of the many twins present in the Senior High School population of De La Salle Lipa. Interviews with the twins have been conducted to allow us to have a glimpse into their lives - hopefully debunking common myths about the people who are literally siblings with their \"doppelganger\" along the way. 12Pictures by Joshua L. Dela Rueda and Quincee Beatrice A. Dalangin

not of In Photo: Marc Kelvin & Mary Kathleen P. Recto CRESCIT: Do people mistake you for siblings rather than twins? How do you CRESCIT: What are the differences feel about it? between the two of you when it Kathleen: Tama lang. Wala. Kasi hindi comes to physical appearance? kasi kami magkamukha kaya hindi Joshua: I’m this fatter. Physical inaakala ng lahat na magkambal kami. differences? They come from the Same lang kami sa eyes. accidents that happens to us. CRESCIT: Though there are similarities Differences in appearance for us is between the two of you, what are the mostly just for things we've done difference between your lifestyle and in our life. Accidents who ruin stuff, interest? hours like that. Kathleen: Pagdating sa subjects, favorite CRESCIT: How about when it comes ko math. Hate niya math. Favorite niya to lifestyle and interest? science then hate ko science. Tapos Joshua: Well I would say I am more... pagdating sa mga genres sa movies, I have somewhat more I've done. I favorite niya yung sci-fi. Ako, ayoko kasi tried to do as much things that I can talaga parang ‘di siya realistic. or try to approach more people and Kelvin: Tapos siya, romance mga ganon. also, Kathleen: Saka mga thrilling. Joseph: I try to relax more with CRESCIT: What about hobbies? anything and it’s both more Kelvin: Ako dancing. Siya ano… comfortable option if I do like ---- nagtitiktok lang. with myself. CRESCIT: How does it feel to have a twin CRESCIT: How about interests? that goes to the same school as you do? Joseph: Most of the time, we like the What are the perks and downsides of it? same things when it comes to... he Kathleen: Last year, since diba like playing games a lot like League magkabatch nga kami? Parang of Legends, mess around for stuff like halimbawa… like exam or something, parang naaano na niya agad kung ano yung coverage. Downs? Minsan kapag sobrang stress siya sa dancing, pagkakauwi niya, minsan ako yung nagawa. Pero minsan lang naman. Kelvin: Tapos ang perks din, parang ang positive ano… dati kasi magkapareho kami nung ‘di pa magkahiwalay yung STEM tapos dito ako sa ABM. Parang ang perks ay yun nga yung sinabi niya na nagtutulungan. 13

CRESCIT: As twins, what are the differences between the two of In Photo: Geraldine Jur & Geraldine Lex T. Macatangay you when it comes to physical appearances? Jur: Siguro po yung body mass... twin |ˈtwin| yung shape po ng face? noun Lex: Yung height po, pero kont- ing-konti lang yung difference 1 : either of two ng height. CRESCIT: How about your life- offspring produced in styles and interests? the same pregnancy. Jur: Umm… we’re fond of Taek- wondo and Swimming. And… Joseph: It’s like having a bestfriend. It’s in Leadership, we are both part like you’re born with a bestfriend. Like of the Student Council since e- you don’t really need to look for too lementary. many. Lex: Tapos in terms of interests CRESCIT: Are there downsides of being —interests po—mahilig… pare- together in the school like competition has kaming mahilig sumayaw. or whatever? Mahilig kaming mag-act toget- Joshua: It’s a bit about identity. When her. And naging part kami ng twins go to the same class or the same performing arts nung… nung school, it’s like this: Everyone has their ano po, Junior High and Grade own identity, like you are good with School. music. When it comes to twins, you CRESCIT: Meron bang part dun are the twins. That’s hard to announce na nagkakaiba kayo? Like, you it. That’s why we’re never in the same would much prefer this kind classroom. Or that forces the school to of lifestyle or interest rather than hers? have us in different classrooms so we Jur: Siguro po dun po sa Taekwondo and Swimming. Ako po ay... feel more individual, so we become our mas gusto ko po ang Taekwondo dahil naniniwala ako na mas own people. nag-e-excel ako sa Taekwondo. Joseph: It’s hard to be yourself when Lex: Ako naman po ay swimming kasi naniniwala rin po ako every time someone looks at you they na mas...mas...ito po yung…dito po ako mas magaling kaysa sa think, “Oh yah, they’re twins.” That’s the Taekwondo. first impression. CRESCIT: Do people mistake one of you for being the other one? Both: Yes. In Photo: Joshua Allen & Joseph Allen P. Tan Jur: Always. CRESCIT: Anong nararamdaman nyo pag nangyayari to?” Jur: Ako po natatawa lang ako kasi po tatawagin nila akong Lex, tas pag napatingin ako, “Ah! Si Jur pala to.” Lex: Kapag po nagkakamali sila, tumatawa sila kasi “ala! nagkamali sila”— nahihiya sila—pero nakikitawa na lang din po ako. that. other. That’s really it. That’s not much Joshua: Growing up in the same house, of a difference. really gave us the same interest or Joshua: Having a twin at school? Well things we like, like music, although it’s kinda weird sometimes because instruments different. when you’re around the people you CRESCIT: What do you feel when this don’t know but your brother knows, it happens? looks like they expect a greeting when Joseph: For me… for some pure you look at them. Lots of awkward attention to a game, when everyday looks all the time. And I would say, it’s they look at me the instinct…. But in pretty normal. Not too different aside the end we just take it as a joke. In the from those times. end we just take it like, ‘Oh yeah. We’re CRESCIT: What do you think are the twins.’ perks of having a twin brother on the Joshua: I don’t mind anymore. We’ve same school? become so used to it. It’s normal na. Joshua: Always have someone to CRESCIT: How does it feel to have a twin go to if something goes wrong. You that goes to the same school as you do? always know because twins are most Joseph: The thing is when you have of the time, at the same place so you the same sibling… it’s just like having a always have someone to go to when sibling in the same school. That’s really there is an emergency or anything, it because we’re in different classes all someone to contact. So you don’t the time so it’s just like, you see yourself really going at school. And then you see him feel like you’re alone all the time. around, it’s just like… you know each he same:

<PERSPECTIVES> The Marionette by Francesca Victoria B. De Chavez Cheesecake Come one, come all! Step right up and get your tickets for a front row seat to see the tragedy that is—my life. “Seeing so, that is obviously subject to the usual bureaucratic methods,” my mother argued indistinctly as she took another bite of her salmon. I looked around the table and observed my other family members as they nodded in agreement, fixing my eyes on my grandfather as he looked at my mother in awe; obviously, proud of himself for having raised a daughter of such proficiency. I sneered. granted my family was priceless, it was the spur of the Ah, politics. It was the usual context moment for me; but unlike them—I wasn’t smiling. of our family dinners. I had them for breakfast, Because for so long… for so, so long I wanted to do— sometimes for lunch but always, always for dinner. Sadly, to be a part of this family is to endure the Art. burden. One would think that being here amongst I didn’t want to waste my life on something I intellectuals was such a privilege, but most of my life I didn’t want—though, the coward in me led me here have thought of this as nothing but a curse. and I couldn’t turn back time. No, I didn’t want to I looked up when I felt the grievous stares of my waste my whole life in Law! I— relatives, expecting me to join their discussion. Like I wanted to paint. I’ve always wanted to paint— most nights, good thing I came prepared. I heaved a and make a living out of it, if I may say. I could easily sigh as I quickly glanced at the tiny handwriting on remember having held a paintbrush as a kid for the my left pulse, ones I wrote just minutes before this first time in my life and feeling like I was on top of the dinner, just in case; even if I had memorized what I world. I would spend hours and hours in front of a was going to say the night before. blank canvas and I would let my hand fire away and I spoke about the congress with all confidence do as it wants; my mind, always a medley of emotions even if I had not understood a word I was saying. I wanted to express. Pathetic, I thought to myself. My grandfather then Growing up, I always found inspiration from that praised me as he bragged about me having to follow of Monet, Van Gogh, Michelangelo, Picasso and Da in his footsteps when I get older. I faked a smile. Vinci for every blank canvas—for every stroke of my You see, this was a family of lawyers and paint brush. I wanted to be one for the books. apparently—I was to be one too. It was plain and I could easily remember 6-year-old me, holding a simple; for I knew that in this circus show, I was nothing crummy family portrait I painted, and running up to more than a puppet—with invisible strings that are my dad in all excitement. I remembered telling him constantly being pulled on by the ventriloquists I call I wanted to be a painter someday. I remembered his my family. soft chuckle. In the morning, I was off to school. Another “Now grandpa wouldn’t want that, would he?” headache, if you ask me. And not because of the His exact words. heavy workload or having to sit in class and listen to And from then on, I understood. my professors go on and on; that was never a problem That this was a family of ventriloquist dolls that for me as I have always fancied the idea of learning. had been in my place once before, but had graduated It was because here, I had to pretend I knew what I into becoming the puppeteers themselves and I— was doing—where my life was going—in front of my I was the brand new marionette they were friends; when in reality, I did not. preparing to debut in this puppet show of charlatans. Lawyer, this. Lawyer, that. This was a family of lawyers—my family of lawyers— I was sick of it but I was also terrified of being and with that came the inevitable and inescapable shunned. I didn’t want to lose my family—their reality that I just had to become one too. approval, their validation—their trust. I didn’t want to It was just plain and simple. Plain and simple. lose face. I knew what I was going to do from the very 15 start and I wasn’t going astray anytime soon. Because that’s how you put on a good puppet show. So, there I was... graduating law school, getting that degree my family—for so long—wanted me to have; and not long so did I pass the board. After years and years, I could finally write that title in front of my name. I was finally an attorney. The happiness I

<PERSPECTIVES> Of Liars and Fools by Kirsten Chloe D. Hernandez \"Master, do you consider yourself a liar?\" The figure seated across the table perks up at my inquiry, deft hands shuffling a deck of tarot cards now frozen. My master's sly gaze meets my own curious one as a small smile forms on her lips. \"Why do you ask, dear apprentice?\" She replies, apprentice.\" She picks out Knightingale hands resuming their shuffling despite still looking a second card, placing at me. Her question makes me think, my eyes subconsciously observing my surroundings as if I'll it beside the first. \"And find my answer there. frankly, I could care less. Master's fortune telling booth is an intimate space, just big enough to fit three to four people. What makes you think they Thick velvet curtains cover the entrance to make sure that its always dark inside no matter the time of day. won't leave and find another Only a few candles serve as the light source aside from the glowing crystal ball placed at the center of 'fortune teller' who's going to appease their need for her table - the same table that's in front of me right now. It disorients me at times, the still brightness – or validation?\" lack thereof – in the booth that renders me clueless about the passage of time outside this place. A soft breeze enters the booth, making the I take a breath before answering, \"What you tell candle flames sway. The orange hues dance around your clients,\" I pause, choosing my words. \"All of it can't possibly be true, if any of it even is to begin Master's features as I remain in a duel with my own with.\" reasoning. I hear Master hum to herself silently. Satisfied with the random order of the cards in her hands, she It takes me a while to reply and she waits for begins arranging them face down on the table. me patiently. \"You could be helping them instead, With bated breath I wait for her reply and our gazes meet once more. This time, her eyes shine Master. Present them with the facts of their situation with mischief as she regards my statement with her own. \"I tell them what they want to hear, that doesn't instead of giving them false hope.\" make me a liar.\" \"That's not what they're paying for, dear.\" She My brows scrunch together at her answer, \"But… Master, that is lying.\" stops picking from the cards and gently taps the She chuckles, one of her hands hovering over crystal ball with her finger. \"I don’t offer solutions; I the line of cards on the table before plucking one out of the line-up. \"Human beings believe what they offer coping mechanisms and my clients know this want to believe, my student-\" - consciously or not. The form is fully up to you – pick \"Even so! Wouldn't it be better to just tell them the truth?\" I reply, a bit too fast and a bit too sternly your poison, if you would.\" She gestures to the table for my taste. between us before continuing. \"A glimpse into the Master raises one eyebrow at me, her composure still calm and soothing, \"You realize that the reason all-seeing crystal ball, or a message from the cards.\" they come to me - of all people - is because they don’t want to hear the truth, right?\" I blink, trying to I don’t believe what she's saying - I don't want to understand her words. From the corner of my vision I could see her lips quirk upwards ever so slightly. believe what she's saying. If anything, my brows furrow even more. \"So, you'd sacrifice your integrity just for that?\" As if sensing my confusion, she continues speaking, \"What good of a fortune teller would I be Her expression turns passive at my response. if my customers leave unsatisfied with my answers?\" \"They'll better realize the truth, that's what She sighs, shaking her head softly at me like I'm matters.\" I huff, resisting the urge to cross my arms. \"But I know nothing of their lives, dear some sort of stubborn child. \"Quite the idealist, aren't you?\" Picking her third card, she stares back at me. \"My integrity's better than all of my clients' are.\" \"How come?\" I ask, challenging her statement. She waves her hand over the cards – channelling the arcane energy – as she likes to call it. All rehearsed movements that she does whenever a customer asks for a tarot reading. \"They use me to deny what they can't accept. Revere my services like an easy way out of their problems. They use me to trick themselves into believing there really is a higher power taking control of their lives because they've lost control of their own… Remember this, dear apprentice.\" Her gaze keeps me captive, demanding that I listen. \"Denial is dangerous - and when you mix it with desperation, the only person that can help you is yourself.\" 16

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WisHnA’t TwhYaOt yUouSgEetE I have always believed that you can read a per- Our room wasn’t enlisted as those “for-borrow- son with the first 7 seconds of your interaction. It ing” for the other classes, so we just had it to our- is a popular saying that first impression counts, selves most of the time. That’s when the guitars and I am surely counting it; people are just mere are out, my friends then sing, and the others all seconds of someone’s daily routine fitted into just bond over the latest K-pop trend whether the 24 hours we receive. it’d be over feeling special or like a psycho (psy- cho), this became a real ritual for us in my class I observe with high comprehension; I check all since this was finally where we became all so edges, curves, and hinges of the person to ful- unfiltered. Oddly, there was something new ly get a grasp of what they are and what they today, my classmates went home early. I found say, mostly through their body language. This is myself all alone between the four walls sur- helpful in a way that I may understand how they rounding me. There were no soft chuckling by bring themselves. Additionally, how they treat the blackboard, no beats of music coming from another person, especially myself. the middle of the room, there wasn’t even lowly shrieks from my co-students watching another Months pass and I encounter dozens of people Netflix horror movie. What is even happening on the daily through my endeavors, and they all anymore? seem to get my attention. I could even tell you my day-to-day travels and exactly who I can After a few hours of staying at school, I pro- come across on those specific days as if I mem- ceed to walk home but then halt to a stop as orized all of them, because it seems like I already my phone dings signaling a notification, it was have: from Lloyd. That was odd, we almost-always converse at a later time, I checked it anyway out My daily starts with a “Good Morning”- message of curiosity of the sudden routine break. Oh. He from someone, let’s call him Lloyd, I met him wants to call it off. He says he’s grown tired of rather in an odd state, in a contest, or should I me; I’ve became like a job to him he says, he say, contests, we both won and lost over each didn’t want me tiring him down anymore. Ah. other, though there was a sense of competition He says he’s found someone better--I stop read- when we first met, we immediately hit it off, but ing as I feel my knees weakening as I reach the after a few months I’ve noticed how routine ev- top of the stairs near my dorm room. I open the erything has been, I just couldn’t shake it off. We door and not see my dormmate in her usual both knew it; we just would rather not acknowl- spot at her desk with a salt lamp lit on in our edge it to seem like lesser of the bad people we common room, today, all I saw was a dark abyss already know we are. It’s pitiful but that’s mod- as I opened the door. I turn the lights on quickly ern-day romance for you. I quickly reply back and head to my bathroom where I stood think- then hop into the shower and fetch my clothes, I ing of how every minute of my every day was go on about my daily self-care and hygiene rou- starting to change and how I could have no tine as I head out of my dorm room and bid a grasp in placing it all back to where it should good day to my medical-student-dormmate as be, no, supposed to be, no, was. she waves me off, she means well, before closing the door, I caught a glance at her. Here she goes I looked up to see my own reflection. I have fig- again, her eyebrows are always pursed together ured out every purse, flinch, move, and corner as I leave because of her readings that she just of each and every person I meet but never in couldn’t understand. I can’t blame her, we both my whole life have I gotten to know what came know that in her heart what she should’ve been behind the person I stare into each day as I look studying was not how blood trickled down our into the mirror. I come to the realization that veins but the shade of garnet red it had and how though I know so many things about others, it would look extravagant on a canvas as a wom- I know amount-zero about myself... I looked an’s shade of lip in one of her many artworks; beyond other people, but never did the same well that’s what I’ve gotten from her stack of within, I never even took one second out of the sketchbooks and paint palettes next to her dusty 86400 life offers to see, well, me. binders but weirdly, today, she seemed calm, it was off-putting. It’s never what you see is what you get. You never definitely see what is that you get As I reach class it became a custom that my school day starts and ends as average as it al- until you finally look at what you are. ways does: my class and I meet at least 2 teach- ers a day, share the same laughs within the class- So, what do you see? room, whilst trying to understand the lessons being discussed. It’s all so mundane of course until dismissal. 18

what kind of Ride Are you?WordsbyJeannetteR.Ong Graphics by Kirsten Chloe D. Hernandez Based on your personality, are you the one that makes people scream or the one that just keeps them calm? A trip to the carnival will never be complete if you would not experience the center of attraction of these funfairs—the amusement rides. Definitely, no one would ever want to miss these rides that keep you at the edge of your seats! There are different kinds of amusement rides that can be found in a carnival. You can find slow and steady rides which are usually for the young ones and for those who are young at heart. On the other hand, you can also spot extreme rides that move at swooping speeds and will keep you screaming at the top of your lungs. Either way, we all enjoy these. Find out which amusement ride matches your personality by answering the quiz below! On the scale of 1-10, rate yourself based on the following statements: 1. I say “YES!” to everything! Nevermind the 4. If unexpected and unfortunate things things that could happen after it, all I know happen, I always rise up to the occasion. I is just to go for the moment! was born and raised to be a fighter! 2. I always decide for myself in the decisions 5. There’s nothing better than being able that I make. I do not usually ask for advice to conquer the tests that life has given me. I am able to become a better person through from other people. My life, my rules! these. 3. I take risks all the time as it makes living 6. I am that kind of person who is always up more exciting and adventurous. Who needs to any challenge. Throw me anything and I’ll do it! to spend hours deciding? Not me!

7. I always work on the things that I want to 10. I am unstoppable! Once I set my mind reach. Whatever may happen and whatever into doing something, I do everything in may come, nothing would stop me from getting it! order to finish it. 8. Planning and organizing things aren’t 11. I do not like being told what to do. As really my thing. It may be a little messy, but an individual, I should have freedom in the I can manage to go through the mess— things that I do. though still a little messy! 12. Going slowly and steady is a big no 9. I am grateful for the failures which have from me! I prefer going and grabbing any become part of me since they molded me opportunity that is set out for me. into the person that I am now. If not for them, I wouldn’t have the experiences and wisdom I have now. Add the points that you got and if you round up… …a score of 103-120 points, The ROLLER COASTER matches the adventurous and daring risk-taker that you are! As it is famous for its tight turns, steep slopes, and inversions flying at high speeds, you have a brave heart as you handle all of these courageously. You never stop taking the next steps even though you know it can be a faint of the heart. This is the reason why there are downs at times, but you never stop going; which is why you also rise up eventually. You find these obstacles the most exciting part of your adventure as these make you a stronger and wiser individual. Truly, risk is your middle name! Never stop astonishing the crowd with your wit and skills in maneuvering through the daredevil tracks of life! 20

…a total of 85-102 points, You are in control of your own BUMPER CAR, Mx. Driver! You certainly are an independent person and you do not like taking orders from others. You always follow what your heart wants despite what others would say about you. Also, you are ready to crash anyone who is blocking your way. Determined as you are, you do everything and anything that you can in order to reach your point of destination. You know how to handle and maximize the things that you have to stand out in the fleet. You really know what you want and you really know how to get it! Uphold the competitive and strong- willed personality that you have and put the pedal to the metal. Nobody should ever stop you! …a sum of 67-84 points, You never stop reaching the top just like how the DROP TOWER plops. You always go slow and steady upon working your way towards the peak of your dreams. Though unfortunately, life as it is, there are instances that bring you down, but these do not stop you. You are enthusiastic and persistent which drives you to continue going on in your journey and to strive harder to reach your goals. Failures happen and these make you more determined to triumph. These moments prove you can overcome anything as long as you put yourself into it. Giving up was, is, and will never be a part of your vocabulary! Rise up and make it to the top for you are the warrior that conquers it all. …a result of 49-66 points, As the FERRIS WHEEL goes up and down slowly, so are you. Like how the gigantic rotating wheel moves round and round, there are times when you are above it all, and there are also times when you are stuck under your burdens. But as the wheel goes, you are always able to eventually get through it all. The strong and courageous personality that you have is what keeps you withstanding everything. For you, going down and below means working to rise up and dominate again. You also rarely take risks in your decision making since you prefer to go around things steadily and carefully. As the old saying goes, you always get there slowly, but surely. Inch by inch, never stop making progress and making it to the top! …a mark of 31-48 points, Risks are a no-no for you, which is why the CAROUSEL mirrors your prudent and vigilant personality. You do not want to stray away from your usual routines. You do not want change. Similar to how the horses rotates around with the platform, you always go with the things which are already familiar to you. Also, you are systematic and organized with your day-to-day lifestyle and activities as you want the future to be guaranteed for you. You always plan ahead of everything and take thorough measures to avoid unexpected outcomes. Definitely, assurance and security are the things that keep your heart at peace! Always keep your feet at the ground as you go on and plot your plans! …a tally of 12-30 points, You are still not ready to take the wheel as you are still riding on a TRAIN EXPRESS. Like how the train has its own driver, you need someone to lead you. You are dependent on the people around you and do really use guidance and advice from them. You might still be scared of being in charge of your own life as it holds a lot of risks and uncertainties that could bring some unfortunate events. Of course, being an adult would never be an easy task but it is something that we all should start working on. One day, you will get to that stage and will need to handle whatever may happen in the future. Start deciding for your own, may it be just a small decision to make! Small steps are still a progress! 21

Gather round everyone and take a pencil (or a pen) as you test you luck in the wheel of fortune. Place the pencil in the middle of the wheel and spin it as good as you can. The tip of the pen would point towards the luck that you would receive this year. But be warned, not everything in the wheel is considered as good as there are fortunes that would curse you in your academic life this year. Take a chance, but be wary, your year depends on this. ecahia Wordsheel of FobyrJohntZedrickunH.Ma Wheel of FoGraphicsbyrtKirstenuChloeD.Her nandez ne W Speak up! This year, you will encounter a Congratulations! The thing you've been challenge where you need to stand up for working so hard for? You might just get it yourself, do that and you'll win! this year! Tough luck. One of your toxic traits will Oops! Looks like you've been focusing cause you problems this year, better fix it too much on fun and not enough on your before that happens! academics. Better lower your expectations for your grades this year. Surprise! Your year will have a lot of surprises! What are those, you ask? You'll Check youself! If you've been stress eating, have to find out yourself! try to keep it down a notch - stopping your unhealthy habits will benefit you greatly this You'll be bitten this year, ouch! Toxic year! friends will be a cause of pain for you, be prepared to cut them off. Better change your lifestyle or you’d regret it! Chances are, something bad will happen to you this year - you better prepare yourself! 22

char!moments Pumasok ako sa room namin na- Habang naglalakad kami namin, rason kung bakit hin- gsisigaw ako ng “NASAN NA YU- ng kaibigan ko sa may sc, igit ako ni friend na kasama NG BAG KO!?” tapos nakita ko yu- mayroong lalaking nakat- ko sa SC at tumakbo pababa ng kaklase ko sa labas na nagsisi- itig sa akin at nakangisi, ng ramp patungo room nila. gn na parang wag maingay tapos mind you we’re going the Pero ang nangyari habang pagtingin ko sa room hindi ko pala opposite direction. So sy- hila niya ako, nagkamali ako mga kaklase mga nandon tapos empre, after being single ng tapak at nadulas ako, na- may teacher pa, buti na lang mab- dapa at gumulong mula taas ait teacher di ako namura then tu- for almost a month or t- ng ramp hanggang tapat ng matawa na mga tao don, nakaka- wo, nginitian ko rin siya! room nila sa first floor ng JRF. hiya! yes, kire 101! so noong nagkatapat It was recess that time so for Nung grade 4 ako, tinuro ng kaklase na kami inilagay niya kamay niya sure, madaming nakakita sa ko ung naninilaw na kili-kili part ng sa balikat ko and sinabi niya: “Pre, akin. Di ko na chineck at du- blouse ko at tinanong baka makawala birdie mo, bukas meretso nalang ako ng room “ano yan, cheese flavor?” zipper mo.” Simula noon, hindi na ko pagtapos. ako bumili sa SC HAHA! As we all know every 5pm pinapaalis na ng guard ang Nakita ko yung So, my friend and I, galing kami ng mga student sa classrooms. crush ko na paaky- SC (student center) kasi sinamahan One time, sobrang busy at sa MB stairs habang pababa ako ko siya bumili ng pagkain.... Kaka- namin sa room dahil sa mga tapos akala ko di ko sya makakasa- inin daw niya habang nagkaklase.. unfinished task. Pumasok lubong kaya sinigaw ko pangalan Nung pabalik na kami sa room niya, yung guard sa room at sabi nya ng malakas YUN PALA SA KAT- (magkaiba kami ng section) tumigil nya “Okay guys 5pm na la- ABI NAMING ROOM SYA PUPUN- muna kami sa may ramp kasi may bas na kayo” so dahil ako TA TAPOS NAKITA NYA AKO KAYA nakasalubong kami na isa pa nam- at mga kasama ko intriga 23NAPA CHAR NALANG AKO! ing kaibigan. Nagusap kami and na din dun sa guard. Niloko may sinabi sa amin yung kaibigan

So ayon umorder ako kay ate gurl sa chez tas akala ko akin na yung binigay niya kaya bi- nawasan ko na agad. Ang hin- di ko alam kay kuya pala yon sa harap ko tas bigla ko naala- la na hindi pa pala ako nakaka- pagbayad. Sorry na kyah NUNG GR.10 nakita namin si thatsbella na naglalakad sa sidegate so nagjoke ako. Sabi ko “thisbella, thosebella, thats- bella.” Tas nung ituturo ko sana siya, biglang nawala na?! Ayun, nasa likod ko na pala. namin yung guard pag labas nya CRESCIT is here to uhaw ako sa CBEAM, tapos un- sabi namin “Iyan labas na daw say, Char! In this available ang fountain sa floor tayo! Lagot kayo!” sabay tawa. So issue of typo., I now ko so bumaba ako, nung naki- kami dahil nga medj busy nag- introduce to you our ta ko naman na available, nA- patuloy sa ginagawa sa laptop newest section entit- EXCITE AKO! BUMABA AGAD tapos Pumasok ulit si ate guard led,Char! Moments wh- AKO...kahit nasa 4th step sabi na nya this time “Diba sabi ere the Lipasallian community lumabas a na kayo! Hirap nyo kau- may feel free to share those mo- palang ako. Ayon ba- sap ahh” so sabi namin “ate wait ments where you just go “Char!” gsak, may dumaan lang po 5mins nagpapasa lang pa. Nagkunyari n- po” sbai nya “lumabas na kayo at To start us all of, here’s mine: alang akong na- 5pm na! Ano ipapa Do ko kayo” so kasi naman, may katext ako gdadasal sa git- ayun wala kami ng choice kundi na ng lumabas ng masama ang loob nung pa-Diokno ako, magaaral haha pero admit it trabaho nila kasi kami ng friend ko for our af- hallway. yun. Akong si Tanga! Nagbiro Pu- ternoon exams (char 1/2) tAPOS masok ulit sa loob kasi nakita ko nagalarm bigla phone ko nang Naglalakad kami classma- yung mga classmates ko nasa apaka lakas! ...edi, sinagot ko te ko, chika chika ganern, I loob pa sabi ko papasok “OHH na lang kunyari may tumawag. stopped to tie my shoes. After diba sabi ko lumabas na kayo ha” that hinabol ko sya, sabay ak- tapos nagulat ako na Don pala Sophia Rosello bay pa ganern and then nare- si ate guard sa loob so sabi nya alize kong hindi pala sya yon. pag labas nya “sinong nanggaga- Managing Editor My dumbass mouth was like ya dyan ha? Tara sa DO!” ayun, “Char! di pala ikaw”. DO BAGSAK KO.. Pagpunta ko sa li natin hehez. Respect natin mga Then tawang tawa yung totoo DO medyo kabado sempre pero Guards kasi pag dating sa huli they kong friend na nalampasan ko dapat inaamin natin pagkakama- are just doing their work! pala! Nung Gr. 10 pumasok ako sa Yung char moment ko was when room ng kaibigan ko tss bigla nadulas ako sa maling tao, CHOUR! ko siyang brinaid. PAGKATA- Este hagdan ng dati kong school ta- POS NON NIYAPOS KO PA. DI pos sobrang daming nakakita. Na- KO NAMAN KAKILALA HAHA- kakahiya talaga and ang ginawa ko HAHA na lang ay tumayo ulit hahaha! (From a DLSL SHS Teacher!) My class chose me for an inter-class May gc ang mga vice president. So singing contest. Two days before habang nakain ako ng hot- the event, I still didn’t have a song dog, nag-aabang ako ng to perform. I just chose one the announcement kung wal- day itself... Visitors, parents, fami- ang pasok. Nung wala ng pasok ang ly were there and the next thing namessage ko ay “Miss neth, nagan- I remember is a memory of me nounce po na wala ng hotdog.” saying “I’m not intending to win, but to entertain you” in the midd- le of performance beca- use I just sang like a duck. I slept after the perfor- mance and never wanted to wake up saying “o god please take me, i’m ready.” 24

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We defend ourselves from the mistakes we cannot accept. We protect ourselves from the regrets and the chances we didn’t take. We secure ourselves from the gravity of facing our failures. We guard ourselves from the thought of our flaws. We shield ourselves from the insecurities that we have. We lie to ourselves, to feel good about ourselves. Of course lying might not be what we want but it’s what the society demands. Cognitive distortions’ another one to be in lined in surviving life. Because what you feel, isn’t always with self-deception: real. Polarized thinking, when we think Self-deception deprives us to use our real superlatively, exaggerated. potential to our very best. It takes away from being Emotional reasoning, concluding that what we feel authentic and seeing what is essential in life. It exactly defines the reality. destroys what we really are and how great we can Overgeneralization, taking one event as an infinite be by being ourselves. Let us remind ourselves of number of happenings. Aesop’s words, “Self-deception can lead to self These things affect our thoughts and how we act. destruction.” When we lie to ourselves, everything By these, we can say that deceiving one-self else becomes false: our career, the reasons for our is tiring. No matter what we tell ourselves, what we choices, the friends we have and other important make ourselves to be, what we believe, will never matters.But when we’re real, we attract genuine change the fact that it is not the real thing outside things and real happiness and solitude. our mind. Self-deception can make us hypocrites, making our image worse when society starts Just be real. noticing. Honesty is the best policy. But why do we have this self-deception if Do whatever you want, you’ll still be judged in it’s no good? Sigmund Freud’s concept of the id -- The urge of instant gratification no matter what. both ways anyway. Because it enhances oneself. It makes a person feel When we decide to stop being paper like, better about his/herself. But feeling good alone or we reject what’s society tend to write on us. So stop feeling greater than others alone doesn’t contribute using the paper mirror in all the rooms, remove the paper. Why? It’s only the packaging. 26

From Reel Photos from Crescit, ABS CBN Films, Prep.ph, Movie Set Pieces, SET Ala Eh Blogspot, Viva Films, and Artikulo Uno Productions. Words by Yna Melarie A. Bobadilla Starring Alessandra de Rossi The past decade has been a transformative era for Filipino and Empoy Marquez, Kita films as it flourished and achieved milestones one after another. In Kita is a Philippine romantic 2019, the 100th year anniversary of Philippine cinema, the movie Hello, comedy movie that follows Love, Goodbye was screened and hit a record breaking total box-office the lives of Lea (De Rossi), of P880.6 million [Ichimura, 2019]. These beautifully crafted movies a visually impaired Filipino tourist guide, and a fellow Established in 1988, Marian This landscape can be easily If you want to get a taste of Filipino Tonyo (Marquez) in Orchard is situated at Brgy. compared to the movie authentic Philippine History, present-day Japan. The story Malabanan, Balete and is a well- Heneral Luna produced in 2015 Lipa offers the preserved Luz- revolves on how meeting known Catholic pilgrimage site as it depicted the life of the Katigbak Ancestral House, each other filled the voids in for its beautifully landscaped famous General Antonio Luna famously known as Casa de their wounded hearts caused fields and astonishing sceneries. as he led his fellow Filipinos Segunda. This was the home by mischiefs that happened It offers a wide, serene place to the battlefield during the of Segunda Solis Katigbak, in their pasts. Due to favorable to rest, reflect and enlighten Philippine-American War from Jose Rizal’s first love, before she responses from the public, one’s self in his/her own spiritual 1899 to 1902. Starred by John went to Manila to study. The it has been regarded as a journey. This breathtaking Arcilla as Heneral Luna, the story ancestral home kept Spanish sleeper hit during its release. sanctuary encompasses a chapel, narrated the patriotic attempts architecture alive, from the In any case, if you want life-size stations of the cross and of the strategist commander diamond-tiled floor, the to relive Lea and Tonyo’s rosary and European-inspired to lay out a highly visual and wooden windows, the painted heart-warming moments gardens where one can engross political map to coordinate ceiling, and the variation of in the famous Zerubu Hill in him/herself in prayer and connect with the battalion. In the patterns on the furniture. Hokkaido where they shared with God. Aside from being a movie, Spanish architecture, Although it would seem that their “Open the basket” scene, pilgrim site, it is also a picturesque similar to the structure of Casa everything was preserved and might as well visit the Marian location to strike some poses de Segunda, was still highly kept, the home actually has Orchard in Balete, Batangas. and take aesthetically pleasing prominent due to 333 years of undergone renovation due to photos. As of the moment, Marian being under their influence. Lipa being subjected as one Orchard is still being developed This was clearly seen not in the of the most heavily destroyed and anticipate its improvement battlefields, but in the common cities during World War II in once it is finished. homes and meeting places of 1942. Check out typo. issue 1 the leaders of the battalion. for Casa De Sagunda's full article! 27

to Real: in the Batangas Area! and Corinne V. Gonzales proved that Filipinos have significantly excelled in local filmmaking. Also known as Mount Palay- Although some Filipino films were based overseas, be that as it may, Palay, Mount Pico de Loro is local attractions can easily mimic the setting of several famous Filipino one of the scenic remnants movies. Some famous movie set-pieces can be compared to different of the ancient Bataan arc. It landmarks in the province of Batangas included in the list below. is famous for its peak Pico de Loro, which is named after Released last September 2016, Commonly known as the Lipa Lastly, Love You to the Stars a protruding rock that looks Barcelona: A Love Untold Cathedral, the Metropolitan and Back (2017), starring like a parrot’s beak. Having is a Philippine romance Cathedral of Saint Sebastian Julia Barretto and Joshua friendly trails, this mountain is drama film starring Kathryn is one of the most famous and Garcia, is a Philippine ideal for beginner and expert Bernardo and Daniel Padilla. important churches in the city romantic comedy movie that climbers and when hiked, it The story begins in Barcelona of Lipa, Batangas. It was named portrays the adventures of offers a breathtaking view of where Ely (Padilla), a man who according to a legend that an the awkward, eccentric girl Cavite, Batangas, Laguna ang can’t move on from his past image of its patron saint, Saint Mika (Barretto) and cheerful Manila Bay and the historic love, meets Celine (Bernardo), Sebastian, was once missing Caloy (Garcia). While Mika’s Corregidor. Aside from the a girl who uprooted herself until it was found in a lipa goal is to look for aliens with spectacular scenery, trekking from her comfortable life in tree. Since 1779, the Cathedral Caloy accompanying her, Pico de Loro will grant the the Philippines to start anew underwent various renovations they experienced the most hikers an easy yet rewarding in Spain. Together, the two in a Romanesque tradition until memorable romance and climb and will surely awaken contrasting individuals aim to today. Aside from its remarkable discovered an important lesson their love for the mountains. discover the answers to their giant walls, paintings, big in their adventures that will deep-rooted issues, such as circular domes, balconies forever be etched in their lives. proving their worth, facing and a bell tower, there are In the movie, Mika was known their past and finding their way other remarkable landscapes for her incantation “Ashira to self-compassion. Talking outside the church. A garden- grevinda mama ajaarum” to about forgiveness, one major like passageway called Paseo summon aliens at a mountain location that was emphasized de San Sebastian divides the peak. With or without an and given symbolism in the administrative offices and the intention to call out the aliens, movie was the Basilica de la Cathedral itself. Aside from one can experience Mika and Sagrada Familia, this church’s that, a figure of the Virgin Mary Caloy’s fun-filled adventures in closest counterpart in the surrounded by decorative plants hiking the famous Pico de Loro province of Batangas is the stands at the far end of the Peak in Nasugbu, Batangas. famous Cathedral in Lipa City. church. 28

<PERSPECTIVES> Grandmaster’s Decisions by Maria Sophia Andrea E. Rosello The curtains are closing. I feel them engulfing me as it shuts out the applause and cheers from the audience, it’s cathartic to them and solace to myself; it means a job well done —we’ve fooled them once again. Immediately after the show reaches an end, I hear of hers she could Maria Klaro an assembly of steps racing towards the backstage change at any day. and the dressing room, and so it starts: wigs and fake I commend her for hair are ripped off, fat suits disassemble, I hear iron her patience and stilts collapsing to the floor, the revelation of acts abundance of stock begin. in glue. What people fail to notice when it comes to how Another is my fire-breathing, smoke belcher, Beau I introduce my colleagues into the show is that I call Gus. The lungs on that bohemoth can air out fresh laundry, them acts of fools; it’s like the zoo cage theory, people but of course with ashes. Even my crippled-”rubber man,” rarely figure out which side of the cage they are on. Shane Ambrose is there, they’re all laughing now in the Are they the act? Definitely not, the acts are provided breakroom as we speak, rolling in the aisles in celebration by my colleagues, my chosen actors. But the fools? of their success of fooling fools into fooling for fools, if you Well, have a whack out of guessing which is which, I’ll what I'm trying to paint a portrait of. tell you that. I mean, It’s not a bad thing... And I, as their greatest Grandmaster, skip off to my You have to understand: to be the smartest abode, I can't help but smirk as I rethink the idea of this person in the room, you must dumb down everybody all; the foolery, and clownery of it all,I wander out cackling else. as I lose my composure since I surely know that I can gracefully end my day with nothing but prosperity. You must be wondering what in hell am I going on about. You see every show is a manipulation of You know what they say, a world taken all the fools out, something others ought to believe is true. It's all on wouldn’t be any fun to live in at all, the master of it all to play out the flow of it all. They don't call me grandmaster for just any reason, you or profit of. know? I open the main break room door, where I am greeted by laughter and smile all around by my favorite dunces, this break room has come and beknown itself as the resting hole for my main acts, my key components in my showcase of unorthodox talents. Being the Grandmaster, I surely have spent much time choosing them all one by one, my own band of misfits if you may call them that: Philip Onysius, my strong man. I came across him back when I was still working in Mechanical Engineering. He was one scrawny little boy, bullied often for his physique, but then one night as I came into his office for a quick report, I saw his built —I mean, what he built. You could say that the rest was history. With his rough exterior and how he greatly proved his strength of both in brain and brawn, his character had quite the ensemble. The same stories go for my bald-”bearded lady,” Fallon Kelly, my queen who dragged me so much everywhere. Her beauty was enticing, those locks 29

Sideshow Spectacular SS INTRO Last issue, we gave you the Multiple Intelligences theory by Howard Gardner as part of our ‘synonyms’ theme. This issue, we’ll show you what type of show, aka our greatest show, which CRESCIT has been pulling off since it kicked off its school year! The Senior High School Lipasallian community’s very own: Sideshow Spectacular! Where CRESCIT has chosen some of the best in their fields! To the campus’ stars, intellectuals, icons, tal- ents, we’ve got them all! Welcome to our version of a world full of famous performing beauties. Built to amaze. Built to astonish. It’s showtime! In photo: Ella Reshiel Caringal Photos by: Audrey B. Diaz Words by: Maria Sophia Andrea E. Rosello 30

CLOWN the great pretenderCRESCIT: How did you find your calling for acting at a very young age? JANNA: Actually nagstart ‘yon nung ini-en- roll ako ng Mom ko sa acting workshop. Sobra lang akong napilitan noon, sa totoo lang, kasi super mahiyain ako then wala talaga akong alam sa pag-aacting and wala talaga akong experience kasi nung bata ako, hindi ko naman talaga pinang- arap maging actress. Nung tumagal akong mag-acting workshop, narealize ko na kaya ko naman pala. Na may skills pala ako. Then nawala na nang konting-konti yung MAGICIANSpagkahiya ko. C: What acting workshops or accomplish- ments have you attended before? J: Acting workshops? Sa Star Magic, Kay Ogie Diaz. Then accomplishments… una sa academic, Best Actress sa group namin at- saka National Festival of Talents, First Place kami (doon). C: Will you still be willing to pursue acting in the future and why? J: Yeah, kasi magagamit ko naman siya para makapag-inspire ako sa ibang tao. In photo: Janna Chua 31

CRESCIT: What is the major advocacy that you are promoting throughout this project? the wizards of Team Vixta:: Yung motto po capstone namin na, ‘From your wastes, we make life.’ Yung magician nga na idea na we make use of something out of nothing. Parang yung project namin na kahit waste siya, magag- amit natin siya for another. It’s like a circular in economy na pwede nating paikut-ikutin. Kahit yung simpleng dahon na yan, pwede nating gawan ‘yan ng inauguration. Yung simpleng basura dyan sa plastic na ‘yan, pwede siyang maging hollow blocks. So ‘yon yung nature advocacy namin na kahit siya’y basura na, we can make use of those things efficiently and effective- ly na makakatulong din hindi lang sa tao, hindi lang for our benefit but for the benefit of our environment as well. C: How did your team come up with the said product? How was the pro- cess? TV: Ang goal (kasi) talaga namin is in- ternational and global sustainability. After needs assessment, nalaman na may plast- ics. Tapos inalam din y- ungmga available reso- urcessa lugar na ‘yon. Dito po sa Pilipinas, di- ba agricultural country tayo? So we made use of agricultural resources. Yung mga wastes like cornusks, banana fibers, rice straws… lahat ‘yon mga basura, lahat ‘yon gali- CLOWNng sa agriculture. Tas yung mga seeds naman: tomato, squash, hot pepper saka cucumber. Lahat ‘yon discarded wastes na ng agriculture. After alam- in yung problema, alamin mo yung potential solution tapos -make something out of nothing. From your waste, we make life. In photo: Representatives of Team Vixta 32

CRESCIT: What or who inspired you to pursue the field of dancing or ballet? BEA: Siguro yung ballet teacher ko talaga. Yung first ballet teacher ko. Sobrang…kasi parang 70 na siya ngayon tapos nagtuturo- pa rin siya, may successful ballet school siya. Hinahanggan ko talaga ‘yon, yung passion niya ang laki. C: Since you have been very consistent with your passion, how did it help you become a better version of yourself? B: Kasi ballet taught me to be more dedicated sa lahat ng gagawin ko and pinapakita niya sa akin na hindi ko agad makukuha lahat. Kailangan talaga pagtatrabahuhan ko. Kailangan pag-aaralan ko. Sobrang haba ng patience. And alam mo yung kahit may isang taong magsha- shine above you, okay lang ‘yon kasi it’s the learning process. the dancing enchantress In photo: Bea Mindanao 33

BEALRADDEYD In photo: Alfonso Reyes CRESCIT: When did you first the lady realize your true identity? in red ALFONSO: Ever since I was little naman, I always knew (cont) C: What words of en- I was different. Not abnor- couragement would you like to mal, but I was different fro- give among other members of m all my peers, especially be- LGBTQ+ Community out there? cause I was surrounded… yung A: So kung meron akong advic- life ko nung bata ako was very cis- gender nominated so wala akong e, it is to always take your time naging representation is to what to explore kung ano ka, kung the SOGIE is, yung Sexual Orie- sino ka because at the end of ntation and Gender Identity E- xpression. And ayon, though the day, it’s your life. It’s your I was being surrounde d by cis- own opinion.It’s your own gender heterosexual people, I remarks that matter.” always knew I was different an- d I was trans. Nung una akala ko 34 it was gay. But then nung nag- karoon na ako ng proper know- ledge about the SOGIE, I realized that I am trans and I’m not a gay man. I am a transwoman. C: What words of encouragement would you like to give among othe- r members of LGBTQ+ Community out there? A: Kung meron akong iaadvise sa mga other members ng LGBTQIA+, is that to always take their time, to not rush things because sila lang yung makakapagprove ng kanila- ng identity. And syempre coming from a society na hindi masyado- ng nakakaintindi at hindi masya- dong tumatanggap sa mga peo- ple from the LGBTQIA+ Commu- nity, mahirap iexpect sa kanila na i-accept tayo from our very core.

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CRESCIT: How do you multi-task all of your akastay sa isang position with- extra-curricular activities from your academ- out doing anything. Gusto ko tala- ic life? ga yung mga tasks, yung mga works.” PRINCESS: Kapag nagmumulti-task ako, C: From all of your achievements, siguro sineset ko muna yung mga tasks ko ano yung pinakaproud ka or pinaka- whether it is kailangang-kailangan na or hin- malapit sa puso mo na achievement? di pa kailangan. So nakaano siya kung siya’y important or not important. Kung urgent na P: Siguro yung pagiging part ng Chief ba siya or di pa naman siya ganong ka-urge- Girl Scout Medalist kasi siya yung hig- nt. Tapos I also have to do list na kung saan hest and most prestigious award that sineset ko talaga dun yung mga gagawinko can be given to a Girl Scout. I really re- sa ganitong araw, sa ganitong oras, mga ip- apasa ko sa ganitong oras at ganitong araw. ally worked hard for it. Yun talaga yung ta- And then, sa pagmumulti-task? Siguro… I lagang pinagfocusan ko sa halip na nag- love multi-tasking kasi talaga so the reason acads ako. Parang sa halip na yung focus why I can do b oth yung… I can do the ba- is nasa acads, dun ako nagfocus in which lance is sigur o dahil inborn na maraming orgs akong medyo nag lay low. mahilig talag a sa multi-taski- ng. Yung para ng hindi ako m- the balancing act KNIFE THROWER In photo: Princess Plotado 37

CRESCIT: What is the farthest destination that you have reached while competing? YSABEL: New York City, USA. It’s the Future KNIFEWe Want MUN in New York City where we talked and negotiate in a debate on topics like plastic in innovative eco-solutions for the environment and mostly on the SDGs. C: How did your experiences make you a better version of yourself? Y: For me, Model UN is more than a simula- THROWERtion and a hobby. Model UN hold me to be the better version of myself. It opened my eyes on different global issues and learned how to negotiate and collaborate with dif- In photo: Ysabel So Garcia ferent nationalities. I was able to be out of my comfort zone and I found my passion: and that is to be the voice for the margin- alized and the oppressed. It also taught me how im- portant it is to have consc- ience. I believe that in ord- er for the youth to bu- ild their JUGGLER nations, not only that we need national conscio- usness but also national conscience. 38

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CRESCIT: What is your proudest achievement? lenging… masaya. Yung saying na ‘yon para sakin, IYENG: Siguro sa larangan ng pagli-lead ngayon, compliment siya. Pero at some point, nakaka-sad din para sakin ang pinakagreatest achievement ko ay siguro kasi maalam ka nga sa lahat pero ‘di mo pa rin yung pagiging member or staffer ng Youth Lead naiidentify kung saan ka pinakamagaling.” Philippines sa Bohol. Para sakin yun nga, kasi bihira CRESCIT: How do you venture out of your comfort zone rin naman yung mga taong napupunta doon kapag into trying things you’ve never tried before? nag-apply. So ‘yon, para sakin ayon yung pinakama- I: Ang nasa isip ko lang, why not i-try yung ibang bagay saya at achievement ko talaga.” kasi nakakasawa rin kapag paulit-ulit na lang ‘yon. Pa- CRESCIT: What is your opinion with regards to the rang ang konti lang ng kaya mong gawin. Syempre as saying, ‘If you’re good at everything, you are best at a person, kailangan nating maging flexible. As a lead- nothing.’ or ‘Jack of all trades, master of none.’? er din, syempre kung saan ka ibato, dapat kaya mo. I: Ang mga bagay, natututunan naman. Sang-ayon Kasi dun ka titingnan ng mga tao. Na parang pwede ako sa saying na ‘yon, kasi syempre kung magaling kang i-judge na, “Bakit kaya ito yung role model natin, ka sa isang bagay, sa isang bagay lang, ano pang di naman niya kayang gumanito?” Sa sarili mo, aware unique sayo? Yung mga skills naman, talents para ka rin dapat sa iisipin ng ibang tao. You have to know, sakin is natututunan. Syempre kapag natututo ka, hindi naman everything, pero atleast may maipakita nadadagdagan kaalaman mo. Siguro ayon yung ka sa kanila as talagang role model na maituturing maganda dun. Mas naexplore mo yung self mot as kasi marami na ring mga nanjajudge na hindi ka kara- narerealize mo kung anong para sayo. Tapos chal- pat-dapat sa posisyon na ‘yon. welcome to the show 40

CLOWNERY 101 Words by Jhustin Gabriel B. Dipasupil Illustration by Kirsten Chloe D. Hernandez It is certainly undeniable that most Exercising one of the most striking millenials often associate actions adhering expressions to emerge in the realm of online irrationality or even idiocy in its simplest political commentary lately, people depict form, with this particular comic performer occasions of dishonor that at some other who entertains by jokes, antics, and tricks point ever, to any individual of poise, would in a circus. This signifies that their minds are be viewed as endlessly detestable or inept— bombarded with dark humor that could only so over the top that they should be a joke. be answered during the instance of proper Those members of the generation eventually realization of the consequences of their normalized this particular petty parallelism, respective yet distinctive characteristics or accepting a world where meaninglessness actions. is the norm. Just a downright fool, he or she is Laughing yet learning. identified as an individual who has no other Cackling whilst word for other than “clown”. Their mere comprehending. actions are considered entertainment or amusement by a certain target audience, Possibly, immaturity at its finest, since his or her own decisions rely mostly describes the fatuous actions which might on inadequate mindset. They may act out have been one small step for man but unwittingly at their own expense, describing it was one giant leap for mankind. The their foolish acts for no given reason. term “clownery” rapped and pounded the mentality of the close-minded, thumping Is it funny? Yes. Is it relevant? No. against their recklessness. As a result, firmly establishing the necessary awareness within This term is coined by pessimists each person concerning various societal within the extent of those in Generation Z, issues and personal matters at present. efficiently describing the modern world and how it goes from a tranquil stream to But its reach is the product of a simple, troubled waters. Upon seeing the futile work philosophically devastating message. done by notable personalities worldwide, the Directly differentiating reality from fantasy, people told them that anything worth doing, facing your responsibilities, and owning up is worth doing well in a pointless manner. to your actions are some of the stepping Utilized in the scope of expressing events in stones in removing a boulder from your the news that would be otherwise seen as shoulder. This means not speaking of big illogical or even ridiculous actions, clownery- collerated circumstances are already on its edge. 41

things, but starting to understand the One way or another, smallest of things. maturity starts when You can take a clown out of clownery, clownery ends. but you cannot take the clownery out of a clown. Reimaging people residing in a kind of bizzaro-land definitely paves the way towards answering the aforementioned paradox. This significantly encapsulates the underlying factors interrelated with this particular concept; can a clown not become a clown? Eventually, these jesters may eventually get tired of themselves too; too tired of laughing they could not even grin or smile. The stern demeanour in every angle he or she faces, his or her eyebrows met as his gaze became firm towards you. For this reason, immediately grasping prominent acknowledgement towards the concept of seriousness in every applicable circumstance of late. Thus, the youth must develop a sense of level headedness, no matter how difficult the current situation is or even the upcoming problems to be faced. Fostering a sense of logical and critical thinking, while declining even the simplest form of sarcasm and mockery allows these people to foresee the world with a different perspective.

]dCehiblduhonokd iEnntger[taYiOnUmRent Words by John Zedrick H. Macahia Graphics by Audrey B Diaz When we were kids, we would usually believe then get him mad for some reason. He’d throw a that different magic tricks would be unexplainable tantrum in the beginning before he’d rip a single by science and those magicians who practice it have page from the newspaper and start tearing some sort of gift. Our little selves would always be in it into pieces, horizontally. Then he’d awe as we watch the magician make our furry friends start to rip it unto smaller pieces, that disappear, never to be seen again. At the end of every would leave the clown with a bunch of trick, there would usually be a resounding “oohs” and newspaper strips. When the strips “wows” followed by a huge round of applause. The are small enough, he’d crumple performance would end, and we’d usually be amazed on it into a small ball in his right what just happened, never questioning how it occurred hand and ask an audience and accepting the fact that these magicians are far member to blow unto it. different from us. As he clasps his hand together and shake it, However, as adults, watching the magician the newspaper page perform decades-old trick makes us realize that our reforms and the once childish beliefs were mere fantasies; there would always torn page is put back be some sort of explanation behind those performances together in one we would repeatedly see the magicians perform. These piece. magic tricks are nothing but a mere showcase of one’s ability in sleight-of-hand that which we could all learn. The secret. It’s The Signed Card Trick quite easy to One of the most common magic tricks which understand everyone would’ve probably seen if they were in a child’s why the torn seventh birthday party. In this trick, the magician asks page is back a hand from the audience as he shuffles the deck he in one piece. prepared. The lucky kid would have the chance to pick The presented a random card from the deck and then sign it (hence newspaper page the name). Afterwards, the magician would tear the is a completely card that was signed into pieces, destroying the card. different page However, the magician would be able to magically yet completely restore it afterwards, leaving the children in awe. identical with the torn one The secret. There exists an extra card hidden in to begin with. their deck in which they switch the signed card with. The newspaper This extra card is the same card on the one at the top page, which of the deck yet written there is a completely different hasn’t been signature. They turn it face up on the top of the deck ruined yet, is while the audience signs their card. After returning the crumpled and ‘signed’ card, it would return to the deck face up and will hidden on the be turned face down together with the fake one. The left hand while the magician would then fold the top card (which is now ripped and crumpled the fake card) and rip it with it’s face turned back so one was hidden on the that the audience would not see that the card they were right hand (they can ripping is a fraud. They tear apart a fake card and keep interchange too). The the signed one perfectly safe on the top of the deck. magician clasps his hand in order to transfer the other The Torn Newspaper Page page to the hand he used so The skit goes like this: the party clown would when he unfolds it, the newspaper read some kind of news from a newspaper which would is still complete in one piece. 43

The Coloring Book his other hand. Children would be amazed how such Looking back, it’s quite funny how nobody questioned object disappear so quickly. And when they thought that the images appearing in one magician’s coloring book it’s gone for good, the magician brings it back again, is literally the same as the other. Nobody ever wonders how like nothing has ever happened. Afterwards, a round of there is only one set of coloring book that exists for all magician applause would be heard and the magician would then which contains the same contents as the others. In this trick perform his next trick leaving no room for the kids to the illusionist reveals a coloring book which he opens at first, figure out where it has gone. revealing nothing but blank pages. He asks the audience to write something in the cover and he opens the book once The secret. A thumb slip. There is this specially more, revealing drawings that came out of nowhere. The designed material which looks exactly like a thumb magician once more asks the audience to repeat what they that the magicians use while performing this trick. The thumb slip is usually on the right thumb of the did; as the illusionist opens the book for the last time, magician and is being kept hidden while showing the the drawn images would already have color. handkerchief. During this magic trick the magician encloses his left hand and removes the thumb slip. The secret. The book is a nothing but This action gives way for the illusionist to inserts the a prepared apparatus beforehand. The hankie on the thumb slip as the enclosed left hand pre-drawn images and colored hides it. When the handkerchief is all on the thumb versions had already been slip, the magician then uses his thumb to wear the slip there even before the magic and opens his left hand, revealing nothing. Afterwards, happens. The reason why it the magician would remove the thumb slip once more seems to be magic lies upon in order to take out the handkerchief and before you how the magician opens know it, the handkerchief is in sight once more. the pages. By using bottom edge of the The Bunny in a Box book in riffling the Making objects disappear out of sight is one pages, it would thing but having the ability to make a living animal reveal the blank disappear is completely different and scary. During this and wider trick the magician opens both the top and the front pages of the part of a box, revealing nothing but a completely empty book. Then space. The front part of the box is closed as the illusionist the magician takes out the living bunny before the audience. When would use he’s sure to have grabbed your attention, the magician the upper inserts the bunny unto the box and closes the top part edge of the of the box. After waving his wand and saying some book to kind of magic word, he opens the front part of the box reveal the again, revealing nothing. However, when the front part narrower is enclosed once more, the magician would be able to pages take out the bunny casually like nothing happened. which contains the The secret. If you watched the movie “Now You drawn images. See Me,” the explanation there is enough to understand Lastly, the why there is a disappearing bunny. The trick uses the magicians basic principles in Physics, particularly in reflection. would riffle Within the box is a mirror placed diagonally so that it the book would reflect the bottom design of the box. This mirror using the divides the box into two, the front part and the back middle part. The front part is what everyone sees, empty, section in leading unto the assumption that there is nothing order to inside the box. The magician puts the bunny on the reveal the back part of the box, wherein it is kept hidden on the colored pages naked eye. Though you do not see it, the bunny exists within the box. The Disappearing Handkerchief In the end, all these tricks are nothing but mere No matter illusions (there goes our childhood memories of having how many times one fun and enjoying the magic show). The ‘magicians’ as has seen it, nobody what we’ve coined them are mere performers of their ever realizes where sleight-of-hand. Everything ‘magical’ has some sort the handkerchief goes of explanation and you’re just paying to watch these to. It just ‘magically’ magicians fool you. With all that being said, everyone disappears on the could be a magician as all you need is the ability of palms of the illusionist as misdirecting people’s line of sight and the ability of he tucks it in carefully on entertaining people. 44

<PERSPECTIVES> Damnation at No.10 by Daniel Joash S. Cerrado A familiar, battered sign hung ominously below the cavern roof; with its rusty hinges screeching as it swings in mid-air, its charred surface read: abandon all hope, all ye who enter here. Alone in this cynical fantasy, I invoked Dante and his guide Virgil, as I plunge into whatever perdition the godforsaken depths of politics brings to me. With only a torch for light, I continued to descend The subsequent Sixth Joash Your Hands until I reached the Styx, a howling, grey river which demarcates hell. Crossing the ghoulish waters Ring had a humid and heavy ' towards the banks of the first ring, no fires nor scenes atmosphere, with hooded of suffering greeted me. Instead, it was the vast unmoving darkness that hung over the muted and figures braving the volcanic barren realm. The souls damned here, however, are restless; fluid in the movement of the unforgiving fumes and heavy ash. Two breeze, they are unable to change course at their will and are forever suspended in the gusts. hideous giant arms, rooted on the The First Ring punishes Caprice. Those cave wall, operated the stone altar, which stood on who willingly dispose of their principles at their convenience are chained to the fleeting, erratic winds. the elevated centre. With the left hand grabbing one Descending further, the Second Ring was a cursed soul, the right hand stabs it with a ceremonial cavern filled with dazzling crystals. Harsh rays of light bounced across the polished gemstones, refracting blade and they set fire to the altar. and amplifying as they passed through. The beams eventually concentrated on one of the chained The Sixth Ring condemns Fanaticism. Those souls, a short man in a barong, searing his flesh with focused radiance. who pledge unswerving and often absurd loyalty The Second Ring dooms Conceit. Those who don to politicians instead of the country are fittingly the burden of public service to aggrandise their fame are damned to burn by their desired lustre. sacrificed here like disgusting, deranged swine. Exiting the illustrious cave, I entered the Third Ring, The Seventh Ring held a morbidly fascinating a dim labyrinth with beasts within, prowling in search of prey. Souls wander without rest nor shelter under scenery. The area was circumscribed by the edges of the perpetual threat to be devoured. Particularly, two female figures, their once-fashionable clothes now a cauldron, with punished souls trapped in it. Shortly torn and rent, crouch together as a wolf stalks them. thereafter, a storm broke across the circle with molten The Third Ring curses Indifference. Those who disregard the sufferings of others, blinded by privilege gold raining furiously; I could see the image of a thin, and arrogance, are hurled from their pedestals and left for the dogs. bald man vainly shielding himself with his arms from Departing the maze of the Third Ring, I found the fiery metal; an old lady, dressed in flamboyant myself in the Fourth Ring, complete with devilish conflagration and massive brimstone. A huge garbs, succumbs to the unrelenting blaze. swarm of citizens were atop the acropolis; on closer inspection, they appeared to be voting with stones, This circle damns Avarice. Those who siphon akin to the ancient Greeks. The centre of the forum was occupied by a colossal vermillion drake which, wealth through their power are left to satiate their judging by its movements, wills the fires. greed through a rainfall of smouldering gold. The Fourth Ring damns Condonation. Those who embrace abuse by refusing to administer justice are Continuing the plunge below, the Eight Ring condemned to forever vote for the architects of their agony. was heralded with a sandstorm, bombarding the The Fifth Ring was far more gruesome than its accursed souls with mercurial gusts. It eventually precedent. Birds of prey flew overhead, with the tilled soil bedecked with the bodies of the damned, brutally settled down, now replaced with mirages and mutilated. Meanwhile, cumbersome cardboard placards served as their tombstones in this open, conjured images—that of water, palm trees, shade, mass grave; the centrepiece was particularly horrid. An enlarged petrified figure of a stout, bald man, with and civilisation. When souls approach the visions, cracks that ooze clotted blood, irrigates the ditches with shed gore. they morph into foul creatures of the sand: giant The middle ring of hell denounces Bloodlust. scorpions, serpents, and locust. A woman trapped Those who wantonly slaughter the innocent are between pincers is gnawed upon; a frail, old man 45 deservingly culled in the furrows of these fields. collapses in the dunes, after a month of no food. The Eight Ring punishes Deceit. Those who purvey falsehood and propaganda are fated to be driven to madness by the delusions they’ve manufactured. The Ninth Circle of Hell is—empty. A haphazard sign left its forwarding address: either the residence near Mendiola Street, Manila or Beijing, China, at the discretion of the visitor. The penultimate ring of hell castigates Treachery—need I say more? Finally, the deepest ring; perhaps I thought I had returned to the surface. The vision of a tired suburb, its hushed tones, old buildings, and weary trees greeted my return, although at arches of the poblacion’s entrance, A familiar, battered sign hung ominously below; with its rusty hinges screeching as it swings in mid-air, its charred surface read: “abandon all hope, all ye who enter here.” The Tenth Ring of hell is reserved for us. The inferno is the surface.