KAASH.

- the heart was made to broken.

Kaash… KAASH. Kaash woh sirf mera hota, ya kabhi mila hi na hota. Kaash… KAASH. Kaash mai uski duniya hoti aur woh meri, bas humari ek choti si duniya hoti jahan har muskuraahat ka kaaran humare beech ka pyaar hota. Kaash… KAASH. Kaash tum ek pal ke liye mere paas hote, Mai uss ek lamhe me poori duniya basa leti.

Kaash… KAASH. Kaash mai uski duniya hoti, par mai toh bas uske dil ka ek chota sa sheher ban kar reh gayi, jahan woh kabhi jaana hi nahi chahta. Kaash… KAASH. Kaash iss aasmaan me ek aashiyaana humara hota, jahan mai tumhari aur tum mere hote. Kaash… KAASH. Kaash woh pal wahin tham jaaye, jab ek din woh mera ho jaaye.

Kaash… KAASH. Kaash mai uski roshni aur woh mera sitara ban jaaye, phir kuch issi tarah hum ek doosre ke ho jaaye. Kaash… KAASH. Kaash kabhi usse bhi fursat mein khayal aaye ki koi yaad karta hai unhe apni poori zindagi samajh kar. Kaash… KAASH. Kaash jo din guzre the uske saath, kaash zindagi utni hi hoti.

Kaash… KAASH. Kaash yeh kambaqt mohabbat bhi ek khwaab hota, aankhein kholi aur bas baat khatam. Kaash… KAASH. Kaash usse chahne ki khwaaish na hoti, uske pyaar mein khud ko na khoyi hoti. Kaash… KAASH. Kaash usse bhi farak padhta mere hone se, mere rone se, mere na hone se.

Kaash… KAASH. Kaash woh bhi apni yaadon ki tarah ban jaata, kisi bhi waqt bas chala aata. Kaash… KAASH. Kaash inn aansuon ke saath saari yaadein bhi beh jaati, toh ek din dil ko todha sukoon haasil hota. Kaash… KAASH. Kaash woh mujhe itni aasaani se na bhulata, pyaar nahi magar ek saccha dost toh kehlata.

Kaash… KAASH. Kaash uss bewafa ko pyaar ki keemat pata hoti, tabhi na jaane kab uska ishq dhokhe me badal gaya, aur meri muskaan aansuon mein. Kaash… KAASH. Kaash woh  hume khud ki tarah beparwah banna sikhaade, hum thak gaye hain unki khud se bhi zyada parwah karte karte. Kaash… KAASH. Kaash woh meri maut hota, ek na ek din mil hi jaata.

Kaash… KAASH. Kaash tujhe bhi meri zarurat hoti- meri tarah, aur mai bhi kadar na karti- teri tarah. Kaash… KAASH. Kaash tum mujhse beintehaan mohabbat karte, toh shayad hum apne ishq pe shaq na karte. Kaash… KAASH. Kaash tum mere khwaabon se zyada hakikat mein mere saath hote.

Kaash… KAASH. Kaash aisa bhi hota, tum mere hote, mai tumhari hoti, toh yeh gam bhi na hote. Kaash… KAASH. Kaash tum meri zindagi me aaye hi na hote, toh shayad aaj tumhari kami bhi mahsoos nahi hoti. Sirf mile the tum, kaash mil bhi gaye hote.

Kaash… KAASH. Kaash hum ek ho paate, kaash hum kabhi ek hi na hue hote. Kaash… KAASH. Kaash tum mujhe samajh paate, toh iss tarah door na jaate. Kaash… KAASH. Kaash tum laut aate, Iss besabri ki kadar karte, Yuhi sab thik kardete.

Kaash… KAASH. Kaash tum meri dil ki baat yuhi samajh jaate, toh mujhe yu likh kar bayaan na karna hota. Kaash… KAASH. Kaash tum mere hote, toh aaj yeh “kaash” hi na hota.

KKAaaAsShH…. Kaash humari dil ki awaaz me itna asar ho jaye, Jisse yaad kare usse khabar ho jaye.

SHE WAS FULL OF BROKEN LOVE- THE MOST WASTED, SHREDDED, ♡P U R E S T K I N D O F LOVE.

A LITTLE ♡heart to heart a damaged soul, a broken heart and one messed up mind. Everything becomes poetry when your heart is in flames. I gave you a love you couldn't understand, I gave you something you never had, But why is it when you didn't accept it. I was the one that became broken. \"always and forever\" \"always better together\" \"till death parts us\" wasn't our forever supposed to be longer? or maybe we just found our \"forever\" at the wrong time, and someday time will pull us back together again. So stop chasing everything that resembles forever. And pursue yourself instead.

Broken hearts and tears build you into a stronger person. The world breaks everyone, and afterward, many are strong at broken places. Keep taking time for yourself until you're you again. Because the day you find yourself, will be the most beautiful day- because after that, you will never accept less than what you deserve. You carry so much love in your heart, give some - to yourself. Become the love you are searching for. Love yourself instead of loving the idea of other people loving you. What's yours will find you, and until then, GO FIND YOURSELF :) ♥- Luvina



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