Talking to myself!

TALKING TO MYSELF! REALITY!

It pains my heart to say this at last, I am blinded by love, & bondage of friendship, Bondage is what I think it is, Brotherhood is what I thought it is. It pains my heart to say this at last, Learning ways of life is tough, Some are innocent, some are bright, Some are sane, some are lame.

It pains my heart to say this at last, I am growing old, but not too old, To turn a blind eye, & to go deaf at times, I hear you; I see you. It pains my heart to say this at last, I made a mistake in knowing you, I made a mistake in learning about you, I heard you, I saw you.

It pains my heart to say this at last, I was wrong in indulging with you, Be it as what it may seem fit or right, I stopped caring and thinking about it. It is not too late is what I told myself, It is not too bad to look back at times, But before I look back, I met some people, Who welcomed me, and took me in.