The Optimistic Seafarer            Kenzo Elle M. Tolentino
Hugo opened the letter and it  said, „POSITIVE.‟ His hazel brown  eyes started to become watery and  as he looked at his beautiful wife  from afar, he burst into tears and  put all his might to regain his  presence of mind.
Even he had an idea how this came  about, still he didn‟t know the exact  action or gesture that made him get  infected with COVID 19 knowing  that all people he had close contact  with were healthy-looking.
While questions of “hows” and  “whys” went on banging in his  confused mind, the medical  personnel in their PPE suits led him  in the ambulance car. He simply  looked at his wife and said, “I‟m  sorry.”
Hugo Persan is a father of  three. He and his beautiful wife,  Denice Persan, are blessed with two  girls and one boy. Their eldest is  Helena, aged 9, second is Henry,  aged 6, and Hea, aged 1. They are a  picture of a perfect family.
Hugo is a seafarer for almost a  decade now. He has been to different  European countries. The company  where he works in provides its  employees with the necessary benefits  the employees deserve that makes him  render a kind of service at its finest.
Hugo has a good learning attitude  that‟s why even his co-employees  respect him and has maintained  rapport and harmonious working  relationship with his superiors. His  strength is his kindness that makes  him loved by all.
Yet, his weakness is also his  kindness that makes it hard for him  to say „no‟ to whatever they ask of  him. He wants to please everyone  around him.
Denice, the wife of Hugo, is a  simple homemaker. She used to be a  private school teacher. The couple both  agreed for Denice to stop working when  God gave them their very first angel,  Helena. From then on, she has become a  happy and satisfied mother and wife.
Helena and Henry are both sent  to a private school. Their school life  has been so happy for they love  learning. They are always excited to  come to school to learn new things  and enjoy the company of their  teachers, friends, and classmates.
Even they are only average pupils,  they see to it that they still do well  in their studies for they want their  mom and dad to feel proud since  they are provided with everything  they need- from food to school  supplies.
The Persan Family lives a very  comfortable life. They couldn‟t ask for  more. They feel lucky that God has  showered them with graces. They are  grateful to God that‟s why even if they  have everything they need, they never  fail to acknowledge Him as their Divine  Providence.
Everything that is going on in  their lives seems to be in perfect  harmony until the pandemic broke.  It was in March when everyone was  in shock and couldn‟t believe and  comprehend what is happening  around the globe.
Even the people seemed confused,  they embraced the trend what they  term as the „New Normal.‟ Just like  the Persan Family, each member has  been cooperative in adopting the  changes in everyday life.
The kids stopped from going to  school, they simply stayed at home.  The mom has been so careful in  going out to buy food supplies and  other needs. Hugo was refrained  from going home to enjoy his  vacation with his family.
He was supposed to be home by  April. He had no choice but to stay  long being away from his family. It  was heart-breaking but they  accepted it.
The Persan Family was so  careful in following the safety  protocols. They made sure they  wash their hands properly and  always. They ate fruits and  vegetables. The kids stayed at home  and continued reading their books.
Mommy Denice saw to it that she  wore her face mask, face shield, and  brought her alcohol with her every  time she went out. She also  observed physical distancing when  she was in the market and grocery  store.
Daddy Hugo did the same while  he was in the ship. It was difficult  for everyone to overcome  everything that went on but they  had no choice but to survive even  the loneliness they felt being away  from the head of the family.
They continued reminding one  another to stay strong every time  they talked over the phone and  through video calls. Such situation  went on for months.
July! The much awaited date  for the Persan Family! Hugo was  able to go home but still needed to  complete his fourteen-day  quarantine in a hotel. The family  didn‟t mind those days for they  knew he was just a few miles away.
The family couldn‟t contain  their happiness. They marked their  calendar to count the days. Each day  was an exciting day for them to look  forward to. They prayed as well  that their dad will get a negative  result in his swab test.
Everything went on smoothly.  Finally, the Persan Family were  reunited. The quarantine period was  over and Hugo got a negative result.  They truly felt that God has been  with them every moment of their  lives.
They were able to get through it all.  Every member of the family was  healthy. Hugo planned to make the  most out of his two-month vacation.  And he did! He played with his kids.  He read them stories, too.
He even prepared his family  sumptuous food to eat. He helped  his wife in the chores. They enjoyed  every minute of being together with  his beautiful family even in doing  only simple things at home.
Helena said, “Dad and Mom, you‟re  the best.” Hugo replied, “Thank you,  our angel. This is because we all love  you. ”Those lines painted sweet  smiles on all their faces.
Then, one day in August, he  received a call from his close friend,  Steven, a seafarer, too, and invited  him on his birthday. Hugo had a  second thought of accepting the  invite because he knew that it was  not safe to go to any gathering.
But Steven insisted because he had  only a week of vacation. Hugo‟s  weakness was his kindness, too. It  was hard for him to disappoint  anyone close to him. So, even he was  not sure he already said „yes‟ to  Steven.
He just promised his wife that he  would be careful and observe safety  protocols strictly.          The birthday celebration of  Steven begun and Hugo came as well  as their other friends.
The birthday celebrant was so  happy when he saw his close friend  Hugo whom he greeted from a  distance. The celebration went on  updating one another. Their bonding  lasted for three hours.
Since Hugo came home, he  started isolating himself. Even if he  knew that he was careful still, he  didn‟t want to put his family at risk.  He slept in another room. His kids  were asking why so they explained  everything to them.
They were thankful that even  days had passed Hugo was feeling  strong and healthy.          Then, an unexpected news came.  His close friend underwent a swab  test because it was mandatory for  anyone who will go back to work.
Unfortunately, he had tested  positive. He was asymptomatic. Hugo  was one of his close contact. His  name was included in the local  government list to undergo swab  test as well as his wife and kids.
When Hugo knew about this, he  didn‟t know what to do as if his  world went upside down. He wasn‟t  only worried about himself but he  was more frightened about his  family‟s sake.
The Persan Family got tested  and was put to quarantine in their  own home while waiting for the  results. Day and night, Hugo was  crying. He remembered how they  were cautious with the safety  measures.
But now, he regretted because he  put everything in vain. Luckily, his  wife and kids didn‟t blame him at all.  Two days after, their results came.          Hugo opened the letter and it  said, „POSITIVE.‟
His hazel brown eyes started to  become watery and as he looked at  his beautiful wife from afar, he  burst into tears and put all his  might to regain his presence of  mind.
Even he had an idea how this came  about, still he didn‟t know the exact  action or gesture that made him get  infected with COVID 19 knowing  that all people he had close contact  with were healthy-looking.
While questions of “hows” and  “whys” went on banging in his  confused mind, the medical  personnel in their PPE suits led him  in the ambulance car. He simply  looked at his wife with tears flowing  and said, “I‟m sorry.”
Good thing the results of his  family were all NEGATIVE! That  was a great relief on the part of  Hugo.
Hugo was brought in a  quarantine facility for he remained  asymptomatic just like Steven and  their other friends who went to the  party. Staying alone in his room  knowing that he was infected with  the virus made him feel depressed.
Four days had passed still, he  couldn‟t forgive himself for what he  had done. But he wasn‟t blaming his  close friend at all because he knew  he was the person responsible for  his actions and decisions.
A week after, Hugo heard his  wife‟s and kids‟ voices over the  phone. “Dad, be strong. We love  you,” his son Henry said. Hea began  talking, “Da, da, da.” Helena said,  “Dad, we miss you and we pray for  you always.”
Hugo couldn‟t help but to burst into  tears. His wife begged him to help  himself in recovering. That instead  of feeling lonely and weak, he should  start taking care of himself again  like the way he used to do.
That‟s when he uttered, “I promise  you, we will see each other again. I  love you and I miss all of you.”          The moment his phone hanged  up, he got his rosary and began  talking to God.
He poured his heart out even his  fears for himself and family. That‟s  when he felt relieved. He had hope.  He pulled himself back together.
Then, the next day he began  exercising, eating right, filling his  mind a lot of happy thoughts like  the great moments he had with his  family, sleeping on time, and  deepening his relationship with God.
He continued his day-to-day healthy  routine with positive thinking. He  was full of hope. He even shared his  optimistic views and opinions to his  friends whom he had communication  with through phone.
He focused on his goal of returning to  his beautiful family happy and healthy.  He was doing his routine full of  positivity.          Then, came the result of his first  swab test in the quarantine facility, it  was negative.
He was so grateful to God for such  grace. Another swab test was made.  He continued to feel hopeful and  optimistic. The negative result was  obtained. His heart was full of joy.
                                
                                
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