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Texeni ncvipot EcTb MHOPO /ipyrux rOposloB KpacuBeri B npegropbax BbICOKHX. Hy 4To xe, Hy 4TO Ke. poserMueTekesu, ropoy JHO6UMbIM, Vi Muorux lopoxe. r'€Hemasio €cTb MECT, TIOJbMaHbI LBETYT, Vi commu He 2K/fyT 10 yTpaM, CIOBHO MHJIOCTb, HO MMeHHOTYT, HOHMMAeTE, HMEHHO TYT AL BbIPOC, 4 BbIPOC. Mue ropog JuOOMMbIM OT Cepflja BCeTO Jlapun Kpacoty CBOMXx ropHbrx 7KyHrapun, JIA HETO — Bey A JIA HETO, HOHMMAETE, A CBori MapeHb, CBOM MapeHb. KOHe4YHO Ke, CBET MOBH {aI A HE BECb. V3 MHOxKeCTBa rOp MH )KyHrapCKHe OOJIbILe 3HAKOMBI. Ho HMEHHO 3/1€Cb, IOHMMaeTe, AMCHHO 3/{eCb A — OMa, # OMa. Mb! B pa3HbIxX M€CTaX Ha TWIaHeTe %KHBEM, Tlopoto B3rpyCTHeM, lIpH3HaeMCA M10 YeCTH, Ho Texeum, ropof, posHOH, BCIIOMAHeEM, Vi cuosa MbI — BMecre! Ilycrb Hac OKpy2KaioT C TO6OH MHOrya Jipyrue Mecta, He3HaKOMBIe JIMIa, Ho MpbI 6yj{€M MOMHMTd BeE3e H BCerya, UTO MbI — TeKeHMbI! 173 @

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Texeni icoipet Tye paylom ropupie xpe6ret, Te Hemoroypl dacro 3ATCA, Tye O4e€Hb YaACTO CHUUIbCA THI, Mecta poyHbIe YaCTO CHATCA. Tye CHHTCA MYJIbIM Cep/Ly JOM, Tye Bce pogHoe YacTo CHHTCA. Va rummy Te6e nHCbMO Y rOpHOoH peykH Ha rpaHHie... BOEHHOH PA3BEAKE B napaytHOH (pOpMe MBI ObIBaeM PeEKO... HeesTloporo H HEOCTIaB, He OTA0XHYB HM KHUT HE JOUNTAB, Bcex 67M3KHX HaM JOeM He MOBHaB, YxojuM BCe Briepes, He 3arayaB... Tak Hajo. Befb Ha TO MBI HM pa3BeyKa. tOr. Comnuyue. Mat. o6eya. loemmtTanb B TEUTy. Mbt, tallaHbl, K COujaTaM PaHeHbIM IpHxXOAuM. Y Hac CaMux elle HE CbITHO-TO B OMY, Ho Mbt TOCTHHIIbI STHM PaHCHbIM HaXOJMM. BHO,MU, Tak yoK Hac CBesa Cyqb6a Cama, Tak, BHHO, HaM [pyr jpyra He xBaTaso, A75. @

Texeni a1cbipot UTO He KOrO-TO OH IPHMETHIIL, a MCHA, Tor reHepau, a4 IpuMeTH reHepasa. BblJI BeECb B OHHTAX OH, B OJ[MHOUECTBE CTOHAII, Taye Ha BC€ BOKpyr MedaJIbHO Hi ycrasio, Pykoli 3}0pOBOM C1aGObIM KECTOM TOO3BaII, VU, uyTb poGes, nogomen A K reHepaly. 6bVW CO MHOM HEMHOFOCOBeH TreHepa, BbITb MOX€T, PaHbl TOBOPHTb EMy MEIIAJIN. «Hy410, Malian, OTL, TeMepb OTBOEBAII?> «Orel noru6» — merry. «BOT H MOH Mporasin... Tol, 6pat, MPOCTH, HO A BEf[b STOTO HE 3H». YTO A Ha STO MOF OTBETHTb reHepally? M3 riia3 MOHX KaTHJIMCb CII€3bI, A MOJIM aI. YMOJIK HW reHepal, H BCe BOKpyr MOJIGAJIH. MeHa pyKOH 3,0POBOH KpenmKO OOHHMaII. AX, KaK MHE PyK TOr{a OTIOBCKMX HE XBaTAIIO... He or TaHxKeNOM paHbl Waka renepa, VU roppko miakali 4, IIpHKABIIMCb K reHepaly. Tlo6eya! TpyyqHo Crpouky HOBYIO BIMCaTb B are.Mue JIETOMHCh 06 STOM CABHOH Ho xu 110Ka 4 Oyy, Gyly BEYHO BCIIOMMHAaTb Bac O6pbIM CJIOBOM, PoyMHbI CouyaTat! 9 176

Texeni oicoipot APY3bAM MOPAKAM ( Kpericep «Anexcanap CyAopo») BoutHa HakaTHCTO 6bET B «<CKysIbI> KOPAGIA, Viagem MbI CHOBa KyPCOM BCTPe€4HBIM yparaHy, Bor 3a KOPMOHM HCYE3IIA MEJVICHHO 3€MIA, OnsaTb 6ONbIIOM MOXOJ, MbI CHOBA B OK€aHe. Tpesorn 2jlyT Hac M COEHbIC BeTpa, OnaTb TPOMNMYECKOE COJIHI€ MPOKAaIIMT Hac. OnaTb CTOATh GECCMEHHO BaXxTbI J10 yTpa, B HOUb JONTO BIIAAbIBATHCA, HE CMbIKas 1143. UyKue CrpaHbl GyfyT CHOBA JICHb 3a [HEM Hac yAMBIATh CBOeM Kpacoli U HeOOM CHHUM... A MBI... IIPOCTBIe TECH pyCCKHe OEM V BHOBb rpycTHM O Hamer Pogue Poccun... Cpe 6e36pexHbIX BOI TPyCTHM MBI O BOE PogHOro pOsHUKa Wb PCYKH UHCTOM, 3BOHKON, TpycruM 0 TOM, moKa JjaIEKOH CTOPOHeE, Tye *lyT pOAHbIe HAC HM BEPHbIe JCBYOHKH. PoeJa, 3TO \"papa, YTO y Hac, y MOpAKOB, Pa3slyKH — OJIbIIe, (pyCTb TO — CHJIbHCE. 3aTO HEKHEE M HaexKHEE JOGOB, VU apyx6a Hata GECKOpbICTHEH HU BEpHEe. TlofiqéM B MOXO/, K POMHbIM BepHEMCsH GeperaM, OrcutyKMM «CpOdHy10», HO BOT Ha Cylle — CTpaHHo — MbI 3arpycTHM Tellepb 110 HallidM KOpa6J1AM Vi 6yJ{eM MBI BCIO 2KH3Hb 'pyCTHTb M10 OKeaHy. 177 @

Texeni xcvipot Hy, a 10Ka Hac MCIIbITaHH MHOLO HET, VnéM 8B 60ubUIOM MOXOJ, MbI CHOBA B OKEaHe, BoywiHa HakaTbIBaeT, BETep CHACTH pBET... YrpaMO MbI HEM HaBCTpeyy yparaHao.... Cruxu muy, Kak o6emas Bam, He 43 KOpbICTH TaM, KaKOM, He 13-3a MOYECTEM MJIb CaBBI, Het, 10 mpwauue M0 Apyrou. 41 Ha CTMXM CBOM He 2KayeH, TImury 3HaKOMBIM H /[py3baM, corIlycrb MOM Mpoct, NOpor HecKIajIeH, Ho oT AyuM muy 4 BaM. BbITb MOXET, TYTO B 2KH3HH CTaHET, Beyia KOCHETCH, MOXKET, Bac, Tora NyCTb B MaMATH BOCIIpAHeT Bcé, 4TO BbI BCTpeTHIN Ceruac: Zloporn, peKH, JIM, ropbl... IlycTb N€CHM CHOBAa 3a3BCHAT... Kocrpbl, laylaTKH, pa3rOBOpbI, (Bo3MOxXxHO, JiaKe H MCHA). He Bce MPHNOMHUIIb, BEPOATHO, Koryia He J@Hb, HE TO, MpOKUT... TIpH3Hai0cb, 6buIO 6bI IpHATHO Y3HaTb, YTO KEM-TO HE 3a6bIT, 9g 178

Texeni ncoipot UTO NeCcHH, cneTHIe TO6OIN, B 6eg€ XOTb MaJIOCTb NOMOTIN, Uro pa3sorHasiv PpyCTb C TOCKOIO AK Ha J[PyrOM KOHI€ 3eMIIM... CrapoBO3MOXHO, JOGpoH Cka3KOH Bes oropueHHit *XH3Hb IpOHseT, He sa6pipalite, KaK IpeKpaceH TypucrckMn 6bul MpocTon Hapoy. 2Ku3Hb — HENerKa, CaM STO 3Hal0, Ho na cygpoy « He pony, C apy3baMMH B Opbl BHOBb Hlaralo, MHI...51 MM T1010, CTHXH JKM3Hb — HE TOJIbKO COMI... MH HEHACTbE Yacro 3acraBiineT Hac Cru6aTbca... Trapyoe — Bcé BbIepoKaTb, He CaTBCA, UH, corHyBUIMCcb, CHOBa BbITIPAMIATHCA.

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Texeni o#coipot CH@KHHKM BCIO/y Kpy2KeBaMH B cayjax MOBUCJIM Ha BETBAX, opJlermM uy}eCHbIMM KOBpaMH Ha cKuIOHaX H Ha MOuAX. Tlopomy Berep C KpbitH rOHuT, B OKOMIKO CraBHAMH CTYYHT, 3a xaTOM THXO rfe-TO CTOHET, B rpy6e Hajl KpbImle10 ryAHT. HT'eac3eatcmapoBxUoXxPkeeMmyB/C{OyIJeInbHFTO. POTH, To BApyr yAapuTcs NOs, HOTH, Yam Hay YXOM IIpOCBHCTHT. To mepe3BOHaMH 3aJIbeTCA B3a KOJIOKObHEH TOPOACKON, To THXO TCaeHpHflOe! OTSOBETCA Kakoii-To TOCKOM. Tlog PookeCTBO B MOPO3HbIH BeYEp, Koryja HauHeTCA TIepe3BOH, MB Wone€upKteBcAaX JaMMaj{bl, CBCUH, 3a2KTyT HKOH. 6yflyT y cepa,Vi sByku CTpomHoro HareBa UXHarponulocpuroHayaCuTniapaacCyuBlTAoTecasrHpaAioTJeRBOapLa. Vis auKu aHresioB TO, CBOOM CorigyT c HeG6eC Ha TOP%KECTBO EIlrpooccBnaaTsouerpPTooxcneCocyTaBOc. HapoxoM, g 182

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Texeni scolpot AETO B He6e Ta10T OOJIaKa, Vi myaucraa OT 3HOA, THXO KaTHTCA pekKa, CHIOBHO 3€pKasiO CTaIbHOe. ac OT Yacy Kap CHIbHeH, TMeHc bbeynueurioamK u1xecnaMomJe{nyOpaBHbIM, Beer 3anaXOM MEjJ{OBbIM. UyaHpili eup! TIporyyt Beka — Tak xe 6yAyT B BEYHOM CTpOe nonTeHb; 1 HCKpHTbCsA peka, V1 AbIMNIATb OT 3HOA. BE3bIMAHHOMY COAAATY BesbiMaHHbili repon! Tye yiaui Tht Ha 3€MJIO KOra-TO, He necTpeiorT UBeTHI, He Jaa. HatmMcaHbl MMs H Hay OTUM3HO! WIaMa B3MeTHyJ1OCb JO CaMoro He6a, Vi ce6a pajyiv 2KH3HM TbI OKET B STOM IWIaMEHH FHeBa. ByATO COJHEYHBIM JIy4, Yracaioujuii B MOpe 3aKaTHOM, IlOTOHy/I TbI BO ThMe, 3aTepAJICA B ItyTH HEBO3BPaTHOM. 9 184

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