Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 243 Jacob had told me about imprinting before — it’s hard to 1 resist that level of commitment and adoration. 2 3 Kim was nodding off now against Jared’s chest, his arms 4 around her. I imagined she would be very warm there. 5 6 “It’s getting late,” I murmured to Jacob. 7 “Don’t start that yet,” Jacob whispered back — though 8 certainly half the group here had hearing sensitive enough 9 to hear us anyway. “The best part is coming.” 10 “What’s the best part? You swallowing an entire cow 11 whole?” 12 Jacob chuckled his low, throaty laugh. “No. That’s the 13 finale. We didn’t meet just to eat through a week’s worth 14 of food. This is technically a council meeting. It’s Quil’s 15 first time, and he hasn’t heard the stories yet. Well, he’s 16 heard them, but this will be the first time he knows they’re 17 true. That tends to make a guy pay closer attention. Kim 18 and Seth and Leah are all first-timers, too.” 19 “Stories?” 20 Jacob scooted back beside me, where I rested against a 21 low ridge of rock. He put his arm over my shoulder and 22 spoke even lower into my ear. 23 “The histories we always thought were legends,” he 24 said. “The stories of how we came to be. The first is the 25 story of the spirit warriors.” 26 It was almost as if Jacob’s soft whisper was the intro- 27 duction. The atmosphere changed abruptly around the low- 28 burning fire. Paul and Embry sat up straighter. Jared 29 sh nudged Kim and then pulled her gently upright. 30 reg Emily produced a spiral-bound notebook and a pen, looking exactly like a student set for an important lecture. 243 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 244 1 Sam twisted just slightly beside her — so that he was fac- 2 ing the same direction as Old Quil, who was on his other 3 side — and suddenly I realized that the elders of the coun- 4 cil here were not three, but four in number. 5 6 Leah Clearwater, her face still a beautiful and emotion- 7 less mask, closed her eyes — not like she was tired, but as 8 if to help her concentration. Her brother leaned in toward 9 the elders eagerly. 10 11 The fire crackled, sending another explosion of sparks 12 glittering up against the night. 13 14 Billy cleared his throat, and, with no more introduc- 15 tion than his son’s whisper, began telling the story in his 16 rich, deep voice. The words poured out with precision, as 17 if he knew them by heart, but also with feeling and a sub- 18 tle rhythm. Like poetry performed by its author. 19 20 “The Quileutes have been a small people from the be- 21 ginning,” Billy said. “And we are a small people still, but 22 we have never disappeared. This is because there has al- 23 ways been magic in our blood. It wasn’t always the magic 24 of shape-shifting — that came later. First, we were spirit 25 warriors.” 26 27 Never before had I recognized the ring of majesty that 28 was in Billy Black’s voice, though I realized now that this sh 29 authority had always been there. reg 30 Emily’s pen sprinted across the sheets of paper as she tried to keep up with him. “In the beginning, the tribe settled in this harbor and became skilled ship builders and fishermen. But the tribe was small, and the harbor was rich in fish. There were 244 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 245 others who coveted our land, and we were too small to 1 hold it. A larger tribe moved against us, and we took to 2 our ships to escape them. 3 4 “Kaheleha was not the first spirit warrior, but we do 5 not remember the stories that came before his. We do not 6 remember who was the first to discover this power, or how 7 it had been used before this crisis. Kaheleha was the first 8 great Spirit Chief in our history. In this emergency, Ka- 9 heleha used the magic to defend our land. 10 11 “He and all his warriors left the ship — not their bod- 12 ies, but their spirits. Their women watched over the bod- 13 ies and the waves, and the men took their spirits back to 14 our harbor. 15 16 “They could not physically touch the enemy tribe, but 17 they had other ways. The stories tell us that they could 18 blow fierce winds into their enemy’s camps; they could 19 make a great screaming in the wind that terrified their 20 foes. The stories also tell us that the animals could see the 21 spirit warriors and understand them; the animals would 22 do their bidding. 23 24 “Kaheleha took his spirit army and wreaked havoc on 25 the intruders. This invading tribe had packs of big, thick- 26 furred dogs that they used to pull their sleds in the frozen 27 north. The spirit warriors turned the dogs against their 28 masters and then brought a mighty infestation of bats up 29 sh from the cliff caverns. They used the screaming wind to 30 reg aid the dogs in confusing the men. The dogs and bats won. The survivors scattered, calling our harbor a cursed place. The dogs ran wild when the spirit warriors released 245 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 246 1 them. The Quileutes returned to their bodies and their 2 wives, victorious. 3 4 “The other nearby tribes, the Hohs and the Makahs, 5 made treaties with the Quileutes. They wanted nothing to 6 do with our magic. We lived in peace with them. When 7 an enemy came against us, the spirit warriors would drive 8 them off. 9 10 “Generations passed. Then came the last great Spirit 11 Chief, Taha Aki. He was known for his wisdom, and for 12 being a man of peace. The people lived well and content in 13 his care. 14 15 “But there was one man, Utlapa, who was not content.” 16 A low hiss ran around the fire. I was too slow to see 17 where it came from. Billy ignored it and went on with the 18 legend. 19 “Utlapa was one of Chief Taha Aki’s strongest spirit 20 warriors — a powerful man, but a grasping man, too. He 21 thought the people should use their magic to expand their 22 lands, to enslave the Hohs and the Makahs and build an 23 empire. 24 “Now, when the warriors were their spirit selves, they 25 knew each other’s thoughts. Taha Aki saw what Utlapa 26 dreamed, and was angry with Utlapa. Utlapa was com- 27 manded to leave the people, and never use his spirit self 28 again. Utlapa was a strong man, but the chief’s warriors sh 29 outnumbered him. He had no choice but to leave. The fu- reg 30 rious outcast hid in the forest nearby, waiting for a chance to get revenge against the chief. “Even in times of peace, the Spirit Chief was vigilant in protecting his people. Often, he would go to a sacred, 246 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 247 secret place in the mountains. He would leave his body be- 1 hind and sweep down through the forests and along the 2 coast, making sure no threat approached. 3 4 “One day when Taha Aki left to perform this duty, Ut- 5 lapa followed. At first, Utlapa simply planned to kill the 6 chief, but this plan had its drawbacks. Surely the spirit 7 warriors would seek to destroy him, and they could follow 8 faster than he could escape. As he hid in the rocks and 9 watched the chief prepare to leave his body, another plan 10 occurred to him. 11 12 “Taha Aki left his body in the secret place and flew with 13 the winds to keep watch over his people. Utlapa waited 14 until he was sure the chief had traveled some distance with 15 his spirit self. 16 17 “Taha Aki knew it the instant that Utlapa had joined 18 him in the spirit world, and he also knew Utlapa’s mur- 19 derous plan. He raced back to his secret place, but even 20 the winds weren’t fast enough to save him. When he re- 21 turned, his body was already gone. Utlapa’s body lay aban- 22 doned, but Utlapa had not left Taha Aki with an escape — 23 he had cut his own body’s throat with Taha Aki’s hands. 24 25 “Taha Aki followed his body down the mountain. He 26 screamed at Utlapa, but Utlapa ignored him as if he were 27 mere wind. 28 29 sh “Taha Aki watched with despair as Utlapa took his 30 reg place as chief of the Quileutes. For a few weeks, Utlapa did nothing but make sure that everyone believed he was Taha Aki. Then the changes began — Utlapa’s first edict was to forbid any warrior to enter the spirit world. He claimed that he’d had a vision of danger, but really he was afraid. 247 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 248 1 He knew that Taha Aki would be waiting for the chance to 2 tell his story. Utlapa was also afraid to enter the spirit 3 world himself, knowing Taha Aki would quickly claim his 4 body. So his dreams of conquest with a spirit warrior army 5 were impossible, and he sought to content himself with 6 ruling over the tribe. He became a burden — seeking 7 privileges that Taha Aki had never requested, refusing to 8 work alongside his warriors, taking a young second wife 9 and then a third, though Taha Aki’s wife lived on — 10 something unheard of in the tribe. Taha Aki watched in 11 helpless fury. 12 13 “Eventually, Taha Aki tried to kill his body to save the 14 tribe from Utlapa’s excesses. He brought a fierce wolf 15 down from the mountains, but Utlapa hid behind his war- 16 riors. When the wolf killed a young man who was protect- 17 ing the false chief, Taha Aki felt horrible grief. He ordered 18 the wolf away. 19 20 “All the stories tell us that it was no easy thing to be a 21 spirit warrior. It was more frightening than exhilarating 22 to be freed from one’s body. This is why they only used 23 their magic in times of need. The chief’s solitary journeys 24 to keep watch were a burden and a sacrifice. Being bodiless 25 was disorienting, uncomfortable, horrifying. Taha Aki had 26 been away from his body for so long at this point that he 27 was in agony. He felt he was doomed — never to cross 28 over to the final land where his ancestors waited, stuck in sh 29 this torturous nothingness forever. reg 30 “The great wolf followed Taha Aki’s spirit as he twisted and writhed in agony through the woods. The wolf was 248 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 249 very large for its kind, and beautiful. Taha Aki was sud- 1 denly jealous of the dumb animal. At least it had a body. 2 At least it had a life. Even life as an animal would be bet- 3 ter than this horrible empty consciousness. 4 5 “And then Taha Aki had the idea that changed us all. 6 He asked the great wolf to make room for him, to share. 7 The wolf complied. Taka Aki entered the wolf’s body with 8 relief and gratitude. It was not his human body, but it was 9 better than the void of the spirit world. 10 11 “As one, the man and the wolf returned to the village 12 on the harbor. The people ran in fear, shouting for the war- 13 riors to come. The warriors ran to meet the wolf with their 14 spears. Utlapa, of course, stayed safely hidden. 15 16 “Taha Aki did not attack his warriors. He retreated 17 slowly from them, speaking with his eyes and trying to 18 yelp the songs of his people. The warriors began to realize 19 that the wolf was no ordinary animal, that there was a 20 spirit influencing it. One older warrior, a man name Yut, 21 decided to disobey the false chief’s order and try to com- 22 municate with the wolf. 23 24 “As soon as Yut crossed to the spirit world, Taha Aki 25 left the wolf — the animal waited tamely for his return — 26 to speak to him. Yut gathered the truth in an instant, and 27 welcomed his true chief home. 28 29 sh “At this time, Utlapa came to see if the wolf had been 30 reg defeated. When he saw Yut lying lifeless on the ground, surrounded by protective warriors, he realized what was happening. He drew his knife and raced forward to kill Yut before he could return to his body. 249 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 250 1 “‘Traitor,’ he screamed, and the warriors did not know 2 what to do. The chief had forbidden spirit journeys, and it 3 was the chief’s decision how to punish those who disobeyed. 4 5 “Yut jumped back into his body, but Utlapa had his 6 knife at his throat and a hand covering his mouth. Taha 7 Aki’s body was strong, and Yut was weak with age. Yut 8 could not say even one word to warn the others before Ut- 9 lapa silenced him forever. 10 11 “Taha Aki watched as Yut’s spirit slipped away to the 12 final lands that were barred to Taha Aki for all eternity. He 13 felt a great rage, more powerful than anything he’d felt be- 14 fore. He entered the big wolf again, meaning to rip Ut- 15 lapa’s throat out. But, as he joined the wolf, the greatest 16 magic happened. 17 18 “Taha Aki’s anger was the anger of a man. The love he 19 had for his people and the hatred he had for their oppres- 20 sor were too vast for the wolf’s body, too human. The wolf 21 shuddered, and — before the eyes of the shocked warriors 22 and Utlapa — transformed into a man. 23 24 “The new man did not look like Taha Aki’s body. He 25 was far more glorious. He was the flesh interpretation of 26 Taha Aki’s spirit. The warriors recognized him at once, 27 though, for they had flown with Taha Aki’s spirit. 28 sh 29 “Utlapa tried to run, but Taha Aki had the strength of reg 30 the wolf in his new body. He caught the thief and crushed the spirit from him before he could jump out of the stolen body. “The people rejoiced when they understood what had happened. Taha Aki quickly set everything right, working again with his people and giving the young wives back to 250 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 251 their families. The only change he kept in place was the 1 end of the spirit travels. He knew that it was too danger- 2 ous now that the idea of stealing a life was there. The 3 spirit warriors were no more. 4 5 “From that point on, Taha Aki was more than either 6 wolf or man. They called him Taha Aki the Great Wolf, or 7 Taha Aki the Spirit Man. He led the tribe for many, many 8 years, for he did not age. When danger threatened, he 9 would resume his wolf-self to fight or frighten the enemy. 10 The people dwelt in peace. Taha Aki fathered many sons, 11 and some of these found that, after they had reached the 12 age of manhood, they, too, could transform into wolves. 13 The wolves were all different, because they were spirit 14 wolves and reflected the man they were inside.” 15 16 “So that’s why Sam is all black,” Quil muttered under 17 his breath, grinning. “Black heart, black fur.” 18 19 I was so involved in the story, it was a shock to come 20 back to the present, to the circle around the dying fire. 21 With another shock, I realized that the circle was made 22 up of Taha Aki’s great — to however many degrees — 23 grandsons. 24 25 The fire threw a volley of sparks into the sky, and they 26 shivered and danced, making shapes that were almost de- 27 cipherable. 28 29 sh “And your chocolate fur reflects what?” Sam whispered 30 reg back to Quil. “How sweet you are?” Billy ignored their jibes. “Some of the sons became warriors with Taha Aki, and they no longer aged. Others, who did not like the transformation, refused to join the pack of wolf-men. These began to age again, and the tribe 251 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 252 1 discovered that the wolf-men could grow old like anyone 2 else if they gave up their spirit wolves. Taha Aki had lived 3 the span of three old men’s lives. He had married a third 4 wife after the deaths of the first two, and found in her his 5 true spirit wife. Though he had loved the others, this was 6 something else. He decided to give up his spirit wolf so 7 that he would die when she did. 8 9 “That is how the magic came to us, but it is not the end 10 of the story. . . .” 11 12 He looked at Old Quil Ateara, who shifted in his chair, 13 straightening his frail shoulders. Billy took a drink from a 14 bottle of water and wiped his forehead. Emily’s pen never 15 hesitated as she scribbled furiously on the paper. 16 17 “That was the story of the spirit warriors,” Old Quil 18 began in a thin tenor voice. “This is the story of the third 19 wife’s sacrifice. 20 21 “Many years after Taha Aki gave up his spirit wolf, 22 when he was an old man, trouble began in the north, with 23 the Makahs. Several young women of their tribe had dis- 24 appeared, and they blamed it on the neighboring wolves, 25 who they feared and mistrusted. The wolf-men could still 26 read each other’s thoughts while in their wolf forms, just 27 like their ancestors had while in their spirit forms. They 28 knew that none of their number was to blame. Taha Aki sh 29 tried to pacify the Makah chief, but there was too much reg 30 fear. Taha Aki did not want to have a war on his hands. He was no longer a warrior to lead his people. He charged his oldest wolf-son, Taha Wi, with finding the true culprit be- fore hostilities began. “Taha Wi led the five other wolves in his pack on a 252 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 253 search through the mountains, looking for any evidence of 1 the missing Makahs. They came across something they 2 had never encountered before — a strange, sweet scent in 3 the forest that burned their noses to the point of pain.” 4 5 I shrank a little closer to Jacob’s side. I saw the corner 6 of his mouth twitch with humor, and his arm tightened 7 around me. 8 9 “They did not know what creature would leave such a 10 scent, but they followed it,” Old Quil continued. His qua- 11 vering voice did not have the majesty of Billy’s, but it had 12 a strange, fierce edge of urgency about it. My pulse jumped 13 as his words came faster. 14 15 “They found faint traces of human scent, and human 16 blood, along the trail. They were sure this was the enemy 17 they were searching for. 18 19 “The journey took them so far north that Taha Wi sent 20 half the pack, the younger ones, back to the harbor to re- 21 port to Taha Aki. 22 23 “Taha Wi and his two brothers did not return. 24 “The younger brothers searched for their elders, but 25 found only silence. Taha Aki mourned for his sons. He 26 wished to avenge his sons’ death, but he was old. He went 27 to the Makah chief in his mourning clothes and told him 28 everything that had happened. The Makah chief believed 29 sh his grief, and tensions ended between the tribes. 30 reg “A year later, two Makah maidens disappeared from their homes on the same night. The Makahs called on the Quileute wolves at once, who found the same sweet stink all through the Makah village. The wolves went on the hunt again. 253 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 254 1 “Only one came back. He was Yaha Uta, the oldest son 2 of Taka Aki’s third wife, and the youngest in the pack. He 3 brought something with him that had never been seen in 4 all the days of the Quileutes — a strange, cold, stony 5 corpse that he carried in pieces. All who were of Taha Aki’s 6 blood, even those who had never been wolves, could smell 7 the piercing smell of the dead creature. This was the en- 8 emy of the Makahs. 9 10 “Yaha Uta described what had happened: he and his 11 brothers had found the creature, who looked like a man but 12 was hard as a granite rock, with the two Makah daughters. 13 One girl was already dead, white and bloodless on the 14 ground. The other was in the creature’s arms, his mouth at 15 her throat. She may have been alive when they came upon 16 the hideous scene, but the creature quickly snapped her 17 neck and tossed her lifeless body to the ground when they 18 approached. His white lips were covered in her blood, and 19 his eyes glowed red. 20 21 “Yaha Uta described the fierce strength and speed of 22 the creature. One of his brothers quickly became a vic- 23 tim when he underestimated that strength. The creature 24 ripped him apart like a doll. Yaha Uta and his other 25 brother were more wary. They worked together, coming at 26 the creature from the sides, outmaneuvering it. They had 27 to reach the very limits of their wolf strength and speed, 28 something that had never been tested before. The creature sh 29 was hard as stone and cold as ice. They found that only reg 30 their teeth could damage it. They began to rip small pieces of the creature apart while it fought them. 254 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 255 “But the creature learned quickly, and soon was match- 1 ing their maneuvers. It got its hands on Yaha Uta’s brother. 2 Yaha Uta found an opening on the creature’s throat, and 3 he lunged. His teeth tore the head off the creature, but the 4 hands continued to mangle his brother. 5 6 “Yaha Uta ripped the creature into unrecognizable 7 chunks, tearing pieces apart in a desperate attempt to save 8 his brother. He was too late, but, in the end, the creature 9 was destroyed. 10 11 “Or so they thought. Yaha Uta laid the reeking re- 12 mains out to be examined by the elders. One severed hand 13 lay beside a piece of the creature’s granite arm. The two 14 pieces touched when the elders poked them with sticks, 15 and the hand reached out towards the arm piece, trying to 16 reassemble itself. 17 18 “Horrified, the elders set fire to the remains. A great 19 cloud of choking, vile smoke polluted the air. When there 20 was nothing but ashes, they separated the ashes into many 21 small bags and spread them far and wide — some in the 22 ocean, some in the forest, some in the cliff caverns. Taha 23 Aki wore one bag around his neck, so he would be warned 24 if the creature ever tried to put himself together again.” 25 26 Old Quil paused and looked at Billy. Billy pulled out a 27 leather thong from around his neck. Hanging from the 28 end was a small bag, blackened with age. A few people 29 sh gasped. I might have been one of them. 30 reg “They called it The Cold One, the Blood Drinker, and lived in fear that it was not alone. They only had one wolf protector left, young Yaha Uta. 255 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 256 1 “They did not have long to wait. The creature had a 2 mate, another blood drinker, who came to the Quileutes 3 seeking revenge. 4 5 “The stories say that the Cold Woman was the most 6 beautiful thing human eyes had ever seen. She looked like 7 the goddess of the dawn when she entered the village that 8 morning; the sun was shining for once, and it glittered off 9 her white skin and lit the golden hair that flowed down to 10 her knees. Her face was magical in its beauty, her eyes black 11 in her white face. Some fell to their knees to worship her. 12 13 “She asked something in a high, piercing voice, in a 14 language no one had ever heard. The people were dumb- 15 founded, not knowing how to answer her. There was none 16 of Taha Aki’s blood among the witnesses but one small 17 boy. He clung to his mother and screamed that the smell 18 was hurting his nose. One of the elders, on his way to 19 council, heard the boy and realized what had come among 20 them. He yelled for the people to run. She killed him first. 21 22 “There were twenty witnesses to the Cold Woman’s ap- 23 proach. Two survived, only because she grew distracted by 24 the blood, and paused to sate her thirst. They ran to Taha 25 Aki, who sat in counsel with the other elders, his sons, and 26 his third wife. 27 28 “Yaha Uta transformed into his spirit wolf as soon as he sh 29 heard the news. He went to destroy the blood drinker reg 30 alone. Taha Aki, his third wife, his sons, and his elders fol- lowed behind him. “At first they could not find the creature, only the evi- dence of her attack. Bodies lay broken, a few drained of 256 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 257 blood, strewn across the road where she’d appeared. Then 1 they heard the screams and hurried to the harbor. 2 3 “A handful of the Quileutes had run to the ships for 4 refuge. She swam after them like a shark, and broke the 5 bow of their boat with her incredible strength. When the 6 ship sank, she caught those trying to swim away and broke 7 them, too. 8 9 “She saw the great wolf on the shore, and she forgot the 10 fleeing swimmers. She swam so fast she was a blur and 11 came, dripping and glorious, to stand before Yaha Uta. 12 She pointed at him with one white finger and asked an- 13 other incomprehensible question. Yaha Uta waited. 14 15 “It was a close fight. She was not the warrior her mate 16 had been. But Yaha Uta was alone — there was no one to 17 distract her fury from him. 18 19 “When Yaha Uta lost, Taha Aki screamed in defiance. He 20 limped forward and shifted into an ancient, white-muzzled 21 wolf. The wolf was old, but this was Taha Aki the Spirit 22 Man, and his rage made him strong. The fight began again. 23 24 “Taha Aki’s third wife had just seen her son die before 25 her. Now her husband fought, and she had no hope that he 26 could win. She’d heard every word the witnesses to the 27 slaughter had told the council. She’d heard the story of 28 Yaha Uta’s first victory, and knew that his brother’s diver- 29 sh sion had saved him. 30 reg “The third wife grabbed a knife from the belt of one of the sons who stood beside her. They were all young sons, not yet men, and she knew they would die when their fa- ther failed. 257 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 258 1 “The third wife ran toward the Cold Woman with the 2 dagger raised high. The Cold Woman smiled, barely dis- 3 tracted from her fight with the old wolf. She had no fear of 4 the weak human woman or the knife that would not even 5 scratch her skin, and she was about to deliver the death 6 blow to Taha Aki. 7 8 “And then the third wife did something the Cold 9 Woman did not expect. She fell to her knees at the blood 10 drinker’s feet and plunged the knife into her own heart. 11 12 “Blood spurted through the third wife’s fingers and 13 splashed against the Cold Woman. The blood drinker 14 could not resist the lure of the fresh blood leaving the 15 third wife’s body. Instinctively, she turned to the dying 16 woman, for one second entirely consumed by thirst. 17 18 “Taha Aki’s teeth closed around her neck. 19 “That was not the end of the fight, but Taha Aki was 20 not alone now. Watching their mother die, two young 21 sons felt such rage that they sprang forth as their spirit 22 wolves, though they were not yet men. With their father, 23 they finished the creature. 24 “Taha Aki never rejoined the tribe. He never changed 25 back to a man again. He lay for one day beside the body of 26 the third wife, growling whenever anyone tried to touch 27 her, and then he went into the forest and never returned. 28 “Trouble with the cold ones was rare from that time sh 29 on. Taha Aki’s sons guarded the tribe until their sons were reg 30 old enough to take their places. There were never more than three wolves at a time. It was enough. Occasionally a blood drinker would come through these lands, but they were taken by surprise, not expecting the wolves. Some- 258 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 259 times a wolf would die, but never were they decimated 1 again like that first time. They’d learned how to fight the 2 cold ones, and they passed the knowledge on, wolf mind 3 to wolf mind, spirit to spirit, father to son. 4 5 “Time passed, and the descendants of Taha Aki no 6 longer became wolves when they reached manhood. Only 7 in a great while, if a cold one was near, would the wolves 8 return. The cold ones always came in ones and twos, and 9 the pack stayed small. 10 11 “A bigger coven came, and your own great-grandfathers 12 prepared to fight them off. But the leader spoke to Ephraim 13 Black as if he were a man, and promised not to harm the 14 Quileutes. His strange yellow eyes gave some proof to his 15 claim that they were not the same as other blood drinkers. 16 The wolves were outnumbered; there was no need for the 17 cold ones to offer a treaty when they could have won the 18 fight. Ephraim accepted. They’ve stayed true to their side, 19 though their presence does tend to draw in others. 20 21 “And their numbers have forced a larger pack than the 22 tribe has ever seen,” Old Quil said, and for one moment 23 his black eyes, all but buried in the wrinkles of skin folded 24 around them, seemed to rest on me. “Except, of course, in 25 Taha Aki’s time,” he said, and then he sighed. “And so the 26 sons of our tribe again carry the burden and share the sac- 27 rifice their fathers endured before them.” 28 29 sh All was silent for a long moment. The living descen- 30 reg dants of magic and legend stared at one another across the fire with sadness in their eyes. All but one. “Burden,” he scoffed in a low voice. “I think it’s cool.” Quil’s full lower lip pouted out a little bit. 259 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 260 1 Across the dying fire, Seth Clearwater — his eyes wide 2 with adulation for the fraternity of tribal protectors — 3 nodded his agreement. 4 5 Billy chuckled, low and long, and the magic seemed to 6 fade into the glowing embers. Suddenly, it was just a cir- 7 cle of friends again. Jared flicked a small stone at Quil, and 8 everyone laughed when it made him jump. Low conversa- 9 tions murmured around us, teasing and casual. 10 11 Leah Clearwater’s eyes did not open. I thought I saw 12 something sparkling on her cheek like a tear, but when I 13 looked back a moment later it was gone. 14 15 Neither Jacob nor I spoke. He was so still beside me, 16 his breath so deep and even, that I thought he might be 17 close to sleep. 18 19 My mind was a thousand years away. I was not think- 20 ing of Yaha Uta or the other wolves, or the beautiful Cold 21 Woman — I could picture her only too easily. No, I was 22 thinking of someone outside the magic altogether. I was 23 trying to imagine the face of the unnamed woman who 24 had saved the entire tribe, the third wife. 25 26 Just a human woman, with no special gifts or powers. 27 Physically weaker and slower than any of the monsters in 28 the story. But she had been the key, the solution. She’d sh 29 saved her husband, her young sons, her tribe. reg 30 I wish they’d remembered her name. . . . Something shook my arm. “C’mon, Bells,” Jacob said in my ear. “We’re here.” I blinked, confused because the fire seemed to have dis- appeared. I glared into the unexpected darkness, trying to make sense of my surroundings. It took me a minute to 260 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 261 realize that I was no longer on the cliff. Jacob and I were 1 alone. I was still under his arm, but I wasn’t on the ground 2 anymore. 3 4 How did I get in Jacob’s car? 5 “Oh, crap!” I gasped as I realized that I had fallen asleep. 6 “How late is it? Dang it, where’s that stupid phone?” I 7 patted my pockets, frantic and coming up empty. 8 “Easy. It’s not even midnight yet. And I already called 9 him for you. Look — he’s waiting there.” 10 “Midnight?” I repeated stupidly, still disoriented. I 11 stared into the darkness, and my heartbeat picked up 12 when my eyes made out the shape of the Volvo, thirty 13 yards away. I reached for the door handle. 14 “Here,” Jacob said, and he put a small shape into my 15 other hand. The phone. 16 “You called Edward for me?” 17 My eyes were adjusted enough to see the bright gleam 18 of Jacob’s smile. “I figured if I played nice, I’d get more 19 time with you.” 20 “Thanks, Jake,” I said, touched. “Really, thank you. 21 And thanks for inviting me tonight. That was . . .” Words 22 failed me. “Wow. That was something else.” 23 “And you didn’t even stay up to watch me swallow a 24 cow.” He laughed. “No, I’m glad you liked it. It was . . . 25 nice for me. Having you there.” 26 There was a movement in the dark distance — 27 something pale ghosting against the black trees. Pacing? 28 “Yeah, he’s not so patient, is he?” Jacob said, notic- 29 sh ing my distraction. “Go ahead. But come back soon, 30 reg okay?” 261 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 262 1 “Sure, Jake,” I promised, cracking the car door open. 2 Cold air washed across my legs and made me shiver. 3 4 “Sleep tight, Bells. Don’t worry about anything — I’ll 5 be watching out for you tonight.” 6 7 I paused, one foot on the ground. “No, Jake. Get some 8 rest, I’ll be fine.” 9 10 “Sure, sure,” he said, but he sounded more patronizing 11 than agreeing. 12 13 “’Night, Jake. Thanks.” 14 “’Night, Bella,” he whispered as I hurried into the 15 darkness. 16 Edward caught me at the boundary line. 17 “Bella,” he said, relief strong in his voice; his arms 18 wound tightly around me. 19 “Hi. Sorry I’m so late. I fell asleep and —” 20 “I know. Jacob explained.” He started toward the car, 21 and I staggered woodenly at his side. “Are you tired? I 22 could carry you.” 23 “I’m fine.” 24 “Let’s get you home and in bed. Did you have a nice 25 time?” 26 “Yeah — it was amazing, Edward. I wish you could 27 have come. I can’t even explain it. Jake’s dad told us the 28 old legends and it was like . . . like magic.” sh 29 “You’ll have to tell me about it. After you’ve slept.” reg 30 “I won’t get it right,” I said, and then I yawned hugely. Edward chuckled. He opened my door for me, lifted me in, and buckled my seat belt around me. Bright lights flashed on and swept across us. I waved 262 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 263 toward Jacob’s headlights, but I didn’t know if he saw the 1 gesture. 2 3 That night — after I’d gotten past Charlie, who didn’t 4 give me as much trouble as I’d expected because Jacob had 5 called him, too — instead of collapsing in bed right away, 6 I leaned out the open window while I waited for Edward 7 to come back. The night was surprisingly cold, almost 8 wintry. I hadn’t noticed it at all on the windy cliffs; I 9 imagined that had less to do with the fire than it did with 10 sitting next to Jacob. 11 12 Icy droplets spattered against my face as the rain began 13 to fall. 14 15 It was too dark to see much besides the black triangles 16 of the spruces leaning and shaking with the wind. But I 17 strained my eyes anyway, searching for other shapes in the 18 storm. A pale silhouette, moving like a ghost through the 19 black . . . or maybe the shadowy outline of an enormous 20 wolf. . . . My eyes were too weak. 21 22 Then there was a movement in the night, right beside 23 me. Edward slid through my open window, his hands 24 colder than the rain. 25 26 “Is Jacob out there?” I asked, shivering as Edward 27 pulled me into the circle of his arm. 28 29 sh “Yes . . . somewhere. And Esme’s on her way home.” 30 reg I sighed. “It’s so cold and wet. This is silly.” I shivered again. He chuckled. “It’s only cold to you, Bella.” It was cold in my dream that night, too, maybe because 263 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 264 1 I slept in Edward’s arms. But I dreamt I was outside in the 2 storm, the wind whipping my hair in my face and blinding 3 my eyes. I stood on the rocky crescent of First Beach, try- 4 ing to understand the quickly moving shapes I could only 5 dimly see in the darkness at the shore’s edge. At first, there 6 was nothing but a flash of white and black, darting toward 7 each other and dancing away. And then, as if the moon had 8 suddenly broken from the clouds, I could see everything. 9 10 Rosalie, her hair swinging wet and golden down to the 11 back of her knees, was lunging at an enormous wolf — its 12 muzzle shot through with silver — that I instinctively 13 recognized as Billy Black. 14 15 I broke into a run, but found myself moving in the 16 frustrating slow motion of dreamers. I tried to scream to 17 them, to tell them to stop, but my voice was stolen by the 18 wind, and I could make no sound. I waved my arms, hop- 19 ing to catch their attention. Something flashed in my 20 hand, and I noticed for the first time that my right hand 21 wasn’t empty. 22 23 I held a long, sharp blade, ancient and silver, crusted in 24 dried, blackened blood. 25 26 I cringed away from the knife, and my eyes snapped 27 open to the quiet darkness of my bedroom. The first thing 28 I realized was that I was not alone, and I turned to bury sh 29 my face in Edward’s chest, knowing the sweet scent of his reg 30 skin would chase the nightmare away more effectively than anything else. “Did I wake you?” he whispered. There was the sound of paper, the ruffling of pages, and a faint thump as some- thing light fell to the wooden floor. 264 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 265 “No,” I mumbled, sighing in contentment as his arms 1 tightened around me. “I had a bad dream.” 2 3 “Do you want to tell me about it?” 4 I shook my head. “Too tired. Maybe in the morning, if 5 I remember.” 6 I felt a silent laugh shake through him. 7 “In the morning,” he agreed. 8 “What were you reading?” I muttered, not really 9 awake at all. 10 “Wuthering Heights,” he said. 11 I frowned sleepily. “I thought you didn’t like that book.” 12 “You left it out,” he murmured, his soft voice lulling 13 me toward unconsciousness. “Besides . . . the more time I 14 spend with you, the more human emotions seem compre- 15 hensible to me. I’m discovering that I can sympathize 16 with Heathcliff in ways I didn’t think possible before.” 17 “Mmm,” I sighed. 18 He said something else, something low, but I was al- 19 ready asleep. 20 The next morning dawned pearl gray and still. Edward 21 asked me about my dream, but I couldn’t get a handle on 22 it. I only remembered that I was cold, and that I was glad 23 he was there when I woke up. He kissed me, long enough 24 to get my pulse racing, and then headed home to change 25 and get his car. 26 I dressed quickly, low on options. Whoever had ran- 27 sacked my hamper had critically impaired my wardrobe. If 28 it wasn’t so frightening, it would be seriously annoying. 29 sh As I was about to head down for breakfast, I noticed 30 reg my battered copy of Wuthering Heights lying open on the 265 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 266 1 floor where Edward had dropped it in the night, holding 2 his place the way the damaged binding always held mine. 3 4 I picked it up curiously, trying to remember what he’d 5 said. Something about feeling sympathy for Heathcliff, of 6 all people. That couldn’t be right; I must have dreamed 7 that part. 8 9 Three words on the open page caught my eye, and I 10 bent my head to read the paragraph more closely. It was 11 Heathcliff speaking, and I knew the passage well. 12 13 And there you see the distinction between our feelings: 14 had he been in my place and I in his, though I hated 15 him with a hatred that turned my life to gall, I never 16 would have raised a hand against him. You may look 17 incredulous, if you please! I never would have banished 18 him from her society as long as she desired his. The 19 moment her regard ceased, I would have torn his heart 20 out, and drank his blood! But, till then — if you 21 don’t believe me, you don’t know me — till then, I 22 would have died by inches before I touched a single hair 23 of his head! 24 25 The three words that had caught my eye were “drank 26 his blood.” 27 28 I shuddered. sh 29 Yes, surely I must have dreamt that Edward said any- reg 30 thing positive about Heathcliff. And this page was proba- bly not the page he’d been reading. The book could have fallen open to any page. 266 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 267 12. TIME 1 2 “I have foreseen . . . ,” Alice began in an ominous 3 tone. 4 5 Edward threw an elbow toward her ribs, which she 6 neatly dodged. 7 8 “Fine,” she grumbled. “Edward is making me do this. 9 But I did foresee that you would be more difficult if I sur- 10 prised you.” 11 12 We were walking to the car after school, and I was 13 completely clueless as to what she was talking about. 14 15 “In English?” I requested. 16 “Don’t be a baby about this. No tantrums.” 17 “Now I’m scared.” 18 “So you’re — I mean we’re — having a graduation 19 20 267 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 sh 30 reg 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 268 1 party. It’s no big thing. Nothing to freak out over. But I 2 saw that you would freak out if I tried to make it a surprise 3 party” — she danced out of the way as Edward reached 4 over to muss her hair — “and Edward said I had to tell 5 you. But it’s nothing. Promise.” 6 7 I sighed heavily. “Is there any point in arguing?” 8 “None at all.” 9 “Okay, Alice. I’ll be there. And I’ll hate every minute 10 of it. Promise.” 11 “That’s the spirit! By the way, I love my gift. You 12 shouldn’t have.” 13 “Alice, I didn’t!” 14 “Oh, I know that. But you will.” 15 I racked my brains in panic, trying to remember what 16 I’d ever decided to get her for graduation that she might 17 have seen. 18 “Amazing,” Edward muttered. “How can someone so 19 tiny be so annoying?” 20 Alice laughed. “It’s a talent.” 21 “Couldn’t you have waited a few weeks to tell me about 22 this?” I asked petulantly. “Now I’ll just be stressed that 23 much longer.” 24 Alice frowned at me. 25 “Bella,” she said slowly. “Do you know what day it is?” 26 “Monday?” 27 She rolled her eyes. “Yes. It is Monday . . . the fourth.” 28 She grabbed my elbow, spun me halfway around, and sh 29 pointed toward a big yellow poster taped to the gym door. reg 30 There, in sharp black letters, was the date of graduation. Exactly one week from today. 268 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 269 “It’s the fourth? Of June? Are you sure?” 1 Neither one answered. Alice just shook her head sadly, 2 feigning disappointment, and Edward’s eyebrows lifted. 3 “It can’t be! How did that happen?” I tried to count 4 backwards in my head, but I couldn’t figure out where the 5 days had gone. 6 I felt like someone had kicked my legs out from under 7 me. The weeks of stress, of worry . . . somehow in the 8 middle of all my obsessing over the time, my time had 9 disappeared. My space for sorting through it all, for mak- 10 ing plans, had vanished. I was out of time. 11 And I wasn’t ready. 12 I didn’t know how to do this. How to say goodbye to 13 Charlie and Renée . . . to Jacob . . . to being human. 14 I knew exactly what I wanted, but I was suddenly ter- 15 rified of getting it. 16 In theory, I was anxious, even eager to trade mortality 17 for immortality. After all, it was the key to staying with 18 Edward forever. And then there was the fact that I was be- 19 ing hunted by known and unknown parties. I’d rather not 20 sit around, helpless and delicious, waiting for one of them 21 to catch up with me. 22 In theory, that all made sense. 23 In practice . . . being human was all I knew. The future 24 beyond that was a big, dark abyss that I couldn’t know un- 25 til I leaped into it. 26 This simple knowledge, today’s date — which was so 27 obvious that I must have been subconsciously repressing 28 it — made the deadline I’d been impatiently counting 29 sh down toward feel like a date with the firing squad. 30 reg 269 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 270 1 In a vague way, I was aware of Edward holding the car 2 door for me, of Alice chattering from the backseat, of the 3 rain hammering against the windshield. Edward seemed 4 to realize I was only there in body; he didn’t try to pull me 5 out of my abstraction. Or maybe he did, and I was past 6 noticing. 7 8 We ended up at my house, where Edward led me to the 9 sofa and pulled me down next to him. I stared out the 10 window, into the liquid gray haze, and tried to find where 11 my resolve had gone. Why was I panicking now? I’d 12 known the deadline was coming. Why should it frighten 13 me that it was here? 14 15 I don’t know how long he let me stare out the window 16 in silence. But the rain was disappearing into darkness 17 when it was finally too much for him. 18 19 He put his cold hands on either side of my face and 20 fixed his golden eyes on mine. 21 22 “Would you please tell me what you are thinking? Be- 23 fore I go mad?” 24 25 What could I say to him? That I was a coward? I 26 searched for words. 27 28 “Your lips are white. Talk, Bella.” sh 29 I exhaled in a big gust. How long had I been holding reg 30 my breath? “The date took me off guard,” I whispered. “That’s all.” He waited, his face full of worry and skepticism. I tried to explain. “I’m not sure what to do . . . what to tell Charlie . . . what to say . . . how to . . .” My voice trailed off. “This isn’t about the party?” 270 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 271 I frowned. “No. But thanks for reminding me.” 1 The rain was louder as he read my face. 2 “You’re not ready,” he whispered. 3 “I am,” I lied immediately, a reflex reaction. I could tell 4 he saw through it, so I took a deep breath, and told the 5 truth. “I have to be.” 6 “You don’t have to be anything.” 7 I could feel the panic surfacing in my eyes as I mouthed 8 the reasons. “Victoria, Jane, Caius, whoever was in my 9 room . . . !” 10 “All the more reason to wait.” 11 “That doesn’t make any sense, Edward!” 12 He pressed his hands more tightly to my face and 13 spoke with slow deliberation. 14 “Bella. Not one of us had a choice. You’ve seen what it’s 15 done . . . to Rosalie especially. We’ve all struggled, trying 16 to reconcile ourselves with something we had no control 17 over. I won’t let it be that way for you. You will have a 18 choice.” 19 “I’ve already made my choice.” 20 “You aren’t going through with this because a sword is 21 hanging over your head. We will take care of the prob- 22 lems, and I will take care of you,” he vowed. “When we’re 23 through it, and there is nothing forcing your hand, then 24 you can decide to join me, if you still want to. But not be- 25 cause you’re afraid. You won’t be forced into this.” 26 “Carlisle promised,” I mumbled, contrary out of habit. 27 “After graduation.” 28 “Not until you’re ready,” he said in a sure voice. “And 29 sh definitely not while you feel threatened.” 30 reg 271 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 272 1 I didn’t answer. I didn’t have it in me to argue; I 2 couldn’t seem to find my commitment at the moment. 3 4 “There.” He kissed my forehead. “Nothing to worry 5 about.” 6 7 I laughed a shaky laugh. “Nothing but impending 8 doom.” 9 10 “Trust me.” 11 “I do.” 12 He was still watching my face, waiting for me to relax. 13 “Can I ask you something?” I said. 14 “Anything.” 15 I hesitated, biting my lip, and then asked a different 16 question than the one I was worried about. 17 “What am I getting Alice for graduation?” 18 He snickered. “It looked like you were getting us both 19 concert tickets —” 20 “That’s right!” I was so relieved, I almost smiled. “The 21 concert in Tacoma. I saw an ad in the paper last week, and 22 I thought it would be something you’d like, since you said 23 it was a good CD.” 24 “It’s a great idea. Thank you.” 25 “I hope it’s not sold out.” 26 “It’s the thought that counts. I ought to know.” 27 I sighed. 28 “There’s something else you meant to ask,” he said. sh 29 I frowned. “You’re good.” reg 30 “I have lots of practice reading your face. Ask me.” I closed my eyes and leaned into him, hiding my face against his chest. “You don’t want me to be a vampire.” “No, I don’t,” he said softly, and then he waited for 272 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 273 more. “That’s not a question,” he prompted after a mo- 1 ment. 2 3 “Well . . . I was worrying about . . . why you feel that 4 way.” 5 6 “Worrying?” He picked out the word with surprise. 7 “Would you tell me why? The whole truth, not sparing 8 my feelings?” 9 He hesitated for a minute. “If I answer your question, 10 will you then explain your question?” 11 I nodded, my face still hidden. 12 He took a deep breath before he answered. “You could 13 do so much better, Bella. I know that you believe I have a 14 soul, but I’m not entirely convinced on that point, and to 15 risk yours . . .” He shook his head slowly. “For me to allow 16 this — to let you become what I am just so that I’ll never 17 have to lose you — is the most selfish act I can imagine. I 18 want it more than anything, for myself. But for you, I want 19 so much more. Giving in — it feels criminal. It’s the most 20 selfish thing I’ll ever do, even if I live forever. 21 “If there were any way for me to become human for 22 you — no matter what the price was, I would pay it.” 23 I sat very still, absorbing this. 24 Edward thought he was being selfish. 25 I felt the smile slowly spread across my face. 26 “So . . . it’s not that you’re afraid you won’t . . . like me 27 as much when I’m different — when I’m not soft and 28 warm and I don’t smell the same? You really do want to 29 sh keep me, no matter how I turn out?” 30 reg He exhaled sharply. “You were worried I wouldn’t like you?” he demanded. Then, before I could answer, he was 273 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 274 1 laughing. “Bella, for a fairly intuitive person, you can be 2 so obtuse!” 3 4 I knew he would think it silly, but I was relieved. If he 5 really wanted me, I could get through the rest . . . some- 6 how. Selfish suddenly seemed like a beautiful word. 7 8 “I don’t think you realize how much easier it will be for 9 me, Bella,” he said, the echo of his humor still there in his 10 voice, “when I don’t have to concentrate all the time on 11 not killing you. Certainly, there are things I’ll miss. This 12 for one . . .” 13 14 He stared into my eyes as he stroked my cheek, and 15 I felt the blood rush up to color my skin. He laughed 16 gently. 17 18 “And the sound of your heart,” he continued, more se- 19 rious but still smiling a little. “It’s the most significant 20 sound in my world. I’m so attuned to it now, I swear I 21 could pick it out from miles away. But neither of these 22 things matter. This,” he said, taking my face in his hands. 23 “You. That’s what I’m keeping. You’ll always be my Bella, 24 you’ll just be a little more durable.” 25 26 I sighed and let my eyes close in contentment, resting 27 there in his hands. 28 sh 29 “Now will you answer a question for me? The whole reg 30 truth, not sparing my feelings?” he asked. “Of course,” I answered at once, my eyes opening wide with surprise. What would he want to know? He spoke the words slowly. “You don’t want to be my wife.” My heart stopped, and then broke into a sprint. A cold 274 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 275 sweat dewed on the back of my neck and my hands turned 1 to ice. 2 3 He waited, watching and listening to my reaction. 4 “That’s not a question,” I finally whispered. 5 He looked down, his lashes casting long shadows across 6 his cheekbones, and dropped his hands from my face to 7 pick up my frozen left hand. He played with my fingers 8 while he spoke. 9 “I was worrying about why you felt that way.” 10 I tried to swallow. “That’s not a question, either,” I 11 whispered. 12 “Please, Bella?” 13 “The truth?” I asked, only mouthing the words. 14 “Of course. I can take it, whatever it is.” 15 I took a deep breath. “You’re going to laugh at me.” 16 His eyes flashed up to mine, shocked. “Laugh? I cannot 17 imagine that.” 18 “You’ll see,” I muttered, and then I sighed. My face 19 went from white to scarlet in a sudden blaze of chagrin. 20 “Okay, fine! I’m sure this will sound like some big joke to 21 you, but really! It’s just so . . . so . . . so embarrassing!” I 22 confessed, and I hid my face against his chest again. 23 There was a brief pause. 24 “I’m not following you.” 25 I tilted my head back and glared at him, embarrass- 26 ment making me lash out, belligerent. 27 “I’m not that girl, Edward. The one who gets married 28 right out of high school like some small-town hick who 29 sh got knocked up by her boyfriend! Do you know what 30 reg 275 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 276 1 people would think? Do you realize what century this 2 is? People don’t just get married at eighteen! Not smart 3 people, not responsible, mature people! I wasn’t going to 4 be that girl! That’s not who I am. . . .” I trailed off, losing 5 steam. 6 7 Edward’s face was impossible to read as he thought 8 through my answer. 9 10 “That’s all?” he finally asked. 11 I blinked. “Isn’t that enough?” 12 “It’s not that you were . . . more eager for immortality 13 itself than for just me?” 14 And then, though I’d predicted that he would laugh, I 15 was suddenly the one having hysterics. 16 “Edward!” I gasped out between the paroxysms of 17 giggles. “And here . . . I always . . . thought that . . . you 18 were . . . so much . . . smarter than me!” 19 He took me in his arms, and I could feel that he was 20 laughing with me. 21 “Edward,” I said, managing to speak more clearly with 22 a little effort, “there’s no point to forever without you. I 23 wouldn’t want one day without you.” 24 “Well, that’s a relief,” he said. 25 “Still . . . it doesn’t change anything.” 26 “It’s nice to understand, though. And I do understand 27 your perspective, Bella, truly I do. But I’d like it very 28 much if you’d try to consider mine.” sh 29 I’d sobered up by then, so I nodded and struggled to reg 30 keep the frown off my face. His liquid gold eyes turned hypnotic as they held mine. “You see, Bella, I was always that boy. In my world, I 276 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 277 was already a man. I wasn’t looking for love — no, I was 1 far too eager to be a soldier for that; I thought of nothing 2 but the idealized glory of the war that they were selling 3 prospective draftees then — but if I had found . . .” He 4 paused, cocking his head to the side. “I was going to say if 5 I had found someone, but that won’t do. If I had found you, 6 there isn’t a doubt in my mind how I would have pro- 7 ceeded. I was that boy, who would have — as soon as I dis- 8 covered that you were what I was looking for — gotten 9 down on one knee and endeavored to secure your hand. I 10 would have wanted you for eternity, even when the word 11 didn’t have quite the same connotations.” 12 13 He smiled his crooked smile at me. 14 I stared at him with my eyes frozen wide. 15 “Breathe, Bella,” he reminded me, smiling. 16 I breathed. 17 “Can you see my side, Bella, even a little bit?” 18 And for one second, I could. I saw myself in a long skirt 19 and a high-necked lace blouse with my hair piled up on 20 my head. I saw Edward looking dashing in a light suit 21 with a bouquet of wildflowers in his hand, sitting beside 22 me on a porch swing. 23 I shook my head and swallowed. I was just having Anne 24 of Green Gables flashbacks. 25 “The thing is, Edward,” I said in a shaky voice, avoiding 26 the question, “in my mind, marriage and eternity are not 27 mutually exclusive or mutually inclusive concepts. And 28 since we’re living in my world for the moment, maybe we 29 sh should go with the times, if you know what I mean.” 30 reg “But on the other hand,” he countered, “you will soon 277 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 278 1 be leaving time behind you altogether. So why should the 2 transitory customs of one local culture affect the decision 3 so much?” 4 5 I pursed my lips. “When in Rome?” 6 He laughed at me. “You don’t have to say yes or no to- 7 day, Bella. It’s good to understand both sides, though, 8 don’t you think?” 9 “So your condition . . . ?” 10 “Is still in effect. I do see your point, Bella, but if you 11 want me to change you myself. . . .” 12 “Dum, dum, dah-dum,” I hummed under my breath. I 13 was going for the wedding march, but it sort of sounded 14 like a dirge. 15 16 Time continued to move too fast. 17 That night flew by dreamlessly, and then it was morn- 18 19 ing and graduation was staring me in the face. I had a pile 20 of studying to do for my finals that I knew I wouldn’t get 21 halfway through in the few days I had left. 22 23 When I came down for breakfast, Charlie was already 24 gone. He’d left the paper on the table, and that reminded 25 me that I had some shopping to do. I hoped the ad for the 26 concert was still running; I needed the phone number to 27 get the stupid tickets. It didn’t seem like much of a gift 28 now that all the surprise was gone. Of course, trying to sh 29 surprise Alice wasn’t the brightest plan to begin with. reg 30 I meant to flip right back to the entertainment section, but the thick black headline caught my attention. I felt a thrill of fear as I leaned closer to read the front-page story. 278 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 279 SEATTLE TERRORIZED BY SLAYINGS 1 2 It’s been less than a decade since the city of Seattle was 3 the hunting ground for the most prolific serial killer in 4 U.S. history. Gary Ridgway, the Green River Killer, was 5 convicted of the murders of 48 women. 6 7 And now a beleaguered Seattle must face the possi- 8 bility that it could be harboring an even more horrifying 9 monster at this very moment. 10 11 The police are not calling the recent rash of homi- 12 cides and disappearances the work of a serial killer. Not 13 yet, at least. They are reluctant to believe so much carnage 14 could be the work of one individual. This killer — if, in 15 fact, it is one person — would then be responsible for 39 16 linked homicides and disappearances within the last three 17 months alone. In comparison, Ridgway’s 48-count mur- 18 der spree was scattered over a 21-year period. If these 19 deaths can be linked to one man, then this is the most vi- 20 olent rampage of serial murder in American history. 21 22 The police are leaning instead toward the theory that 23 gang activity is involved. This theory is supported by the 24 sheer number of victims, and by the fact that there seems 25 to be no pattern in the choice of victims. 26 27 From Jack the Ripper to Ted Bundy, the targets of se- 28 rial killings are usually connected by similarities in age, 29 sh gender, race, or a combination of the three. The victims of 30 reg this crime wave range in age from 15-year-old honor stu- dent Amanda Reed, to 67-year-old retired postman Omar Jenks. The linked deaths include a nearly even 18 women 279 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 280 1 and 21 men. The victims are racially diverse: Caucasians, 2 African Americans, Hispanics and Asians. 3 4 The selection appears random. The motive seems to 5 be killing for no other reason than to kill. 6 7 So why even consider the idea of a serial killer? 8 There are enough similarities in the modus operandi 9 to rule out unrelated crimes. Every victim discovered has 10 been burned to the extent that dental records were neces- 11 sary for identification. The use of some kind of acceler- 12 ant, like gasoline or alcohol, seems to be indicated in the 13 conflagrations; however, no traces of any accelerant have 14 yet been found. All of the bodies have been carelessly 15 dumped with no attempt at concealment. 16 More gruesome yet, most of the remains show evi- 17 dence of brutal violence — bones crushed and snapped 18 by some kind of tremendous pressure — which medical 19 examiners believe occurred before the time of death, 20 though these conclusions are difficult to be sure of, con- 21 sidering the state of the evidence. 22 Another similarity that points to the possibility of a 23 serial: every crime is perfectly clean of evidence, aside 24 from the remains themselves. Not a fingerprint, not a tire 25 tread mark nor a foreign hair is left behind. There have 26 been no sightings of any suspect in the disappearances. 27 Then there are the disappearances themselves — 28 hardly low profile by any means. None of the victims are sh 29 what could be viewed as easy targets. None are runaways reg 30 or the homeless, who vanish so easily and are seldom re- ported missing. Victims have vanished from their homes, from a fourth-story apartment, from a health club, from a wedding reception. Perhaps the most astounding: 30- 280 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 281 year-old amateur boxer Robert Walsh entered a movie 1 theater with a date; a few minutes into the movie, the 2 woman realized that he was not in his seat. His body was 3 found only three hours later when fire fighters were called 4 to the scene of a burning trash Dumpster, twenty miles 5 away. 6 7 Another pattern is present in the slayings: all of the 8 victims disappeared at night. 9 10 And the most alarming pattern? Acceleration. Six of 11 the homicides were committed in the first month, 11 in 12 the second. Twenty-two have occurred in the last 10 days 13 alone. And the police are no closer to finding the respon- 14 sible party than they were after the first charred body was 15 discovered. 16 17 The evidence is conflicting, the pieces horrifying. A 18 vicious new gang or a wildly active serial killer? Or some- 19 thing else the police haven’t yet conceived of ? 20 21 Only one conclusion is indisputable: something hid- 22 eous is stalking Seattle. 23 24 It took me three tries to read the last sentence, and I re- 25 alized the problem was my shaking hands. 26 27 “Bella?” 28 Focused as I was, Edward’s voice, though quiet and not 29 sh totally unexpected, made me gasp and whirl. 30 reg He was leaning in the doorway, his eyebrows pulled to- gether. Then he was suddenly at my side, taking my hand. “Did I startle you? I’m sorry. I did knock. . . .” “No, no,” I said quickly. “Have you seen this?” I pointed to the paper. 281 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 282 1 A frown creased his forehead. 2 “I hadn’t seen today’s news yet. But I knew it was getting 3 worse. We’re going to have to do something . . . quickly.” 4 I didn’t like that. I hated any of them taking chances, 5 and whatever or whoever was in Seattle was truly begin- 6 ning to frighten me. But the idea of the Volturi coming 7 was just as scary. 8 “What does Alice say?” 9 “That’s the problem.” His frown hardened. “She can’t 10 see anything . . . though we’ve made up our minds half a 11 dozen times to check it out. She’s starting to lose confi- 12 dence. She feels like she’s missing too much these days, that 13 something’s wrong. That maybe her vision is slipping away.” 14 My eyes were wide. “Can that happen?” 15 “Who knows? No one’s ever done a study . . . but I 16 really doubt it. These things tend to intensify over time. 17 Look at Aro and Jane.” 18 “Then what’s wrong?” 19 “Self-fulfilling prophecy, I think. We keep waiting for 20 Alice to see something so we can go . . . and she doesn’t 21 see anything because we won’t really go until she does. So 22 she can’t see us there. Maybe we’ll have to do it blind.” 23 I shuddered. “No.” 24 “Did you have a strong desire to attend class today? 25 We’re only a couple of days from finals; they won’t be giv- 26 ing us anything new.” 27 “I think I can live without school for a day. What are 28 we doing?” sh 29 “I want to talk to Jasper.” reg 30 Jasper, again. It was strange. In the Cullen family, 282 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 283 Jasper was always a little on the fringe, part of things but 1 never the center of them. It was my unspoken assumption 2 that he was only there for Alice. I had the sense that he 3 would follow Alice anywhere, but that this lifestyle was 4 not his first choice. The fact that he was less committed to 5 it than the others was probably why he had more difficulty 6 keeping it up. 7 8 At any rate, I’d never seen Edward feel dependent on 9 Jasper. I wondered again what he’d meant about Jasper’s 10 expertise. I really didn’t know much about Jasper’s history, 11 just that he had come from somewhere in the south before 12 Alice found him. For some reason, Edward had always shied 13 away from any questions about his newest brother. And 14 I’d always been too intimidated by the tall, blond vampire 15 who looked like a brooding movie star to ask him outright. 16 17 When we got to the house, we found Carlisle, Esme, 18 and Jasper watching the news intently, though the sound 19 was so low that it was unintelligible to me. Alice was 20 perched on the bottom step of the grand staircase, her face 21 in her hands and her expression discouraged. As we walked 22 in, Emmett ambled through the kitchen door, seeming 23 perfectly at ease. Nothing ever bothered Emmett. 24 25 “Hey, Edward. Ditching, Bella?” He grinned at me. 26 “We both are,” Edward reminded him. 27 Emmett laughed. “Yes, but it’s her first time through 28 high school. She might miss something.” 29 sh Edward rolled his eyes, but otherwise ignored his fa- 30 reg vorite brother. He tossed the paper to Carlisle. “Did you see that they’re considering a serial killer now?” he asked. 283 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 284 1 Carlisle sighed. “They’ve had two specialists debating 2 that possibility on CNN all morning.” 3 4 “We can’t let this go on.” 5 “Let’s go now,” Emmett said with sudden enthusiasm. 6 “I’m dead bored.” 7 A hiss echoed down the stairway from upstairs. 8 “She’s such a pessimist,” Emmett muttered to himself. 9 Edward agreed with Emmett. “We’ll have to go some- 10 time.” 11 Rosalie appeared at the top of the stairs and descended 12 slowly. Her face was smooth, expressionless. 13 Carlisle was shaking his head. “I’m concerned. We’ve 14 never involved ourselves in this kind of thing before. It’s 15 not our business. We aren’t the Volturi.” 16 “I don’t want the Volturi to have to come here,” Ed- 17 ward said. “It gives us so much less reaction time.” 18 “And all those innocent humans in Seattle,” Esme 19 murmured. “It’s not right to let them die this way.” 20 “I know,” Carlisle sighed. 21 “Oh,” Edward said sharply, turning his head slightly to 22 look at Jasper. “I didn’t think of that. I see. You’re right, 23 that has to be it. Well, that changes everything.” 24 I wasn’t the only one who stared at him in confusion, 25 but I might have been the only one who didn’t look 26 slightly annoyed. 27 “I think you’d better explain to the others,” Edward 28 said to Jasper. “What could be the purpose of this?” Ed- sh 29 ward started to pace, staring at the floor, lost in thought. reg 30 I hadn’t seen her get up, but Alice was there beside me. 284 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 285 “What is he rambling about?” she asked Jasper. “What are 1 you thinking?” 2 3 Jasper didn’t seem to enjoy the spotlight. He hesitated, 4 reading every face in the circle — for everyone had moved 5 in to hear what he would say — and then his eyes paused 6 on my face. 7 8 “You’re confused,” he said to me, his deep voice very 9 quiet. 10 11 There was no question in his assumption. Jasper knew 12 what I was feeling, what everyone was feeling. 13 14 “We’re all confused,” Emmett grumbled. 15 “You can afford the time to be patient,” Jasper told 16 him. “Bella should understand this, too. She’s one of us 17 now.” 18 His words took me by surprise. As little as I’d had to 19 do with Jasper, especially since my last birthday when 20 he’d tried to kill me, I hadn’t realize that he thought of me 21 that way. 22 “How much do you know about me, Bella?” Jasper 23 asked. 24 Emmett sighed theatrically, and plopped down on the 25 couch to wait with exaggerated impatience. 26 “Not much,” I admitted. 27 Jasper stared at Edward, who looked up to meet his gaze. 28 “No,” Edward answered his thought. “I’m sure you can 29 sh understand why I haven’t told her that story. But I sup- 30 reg pose she needs to hear it now.” Jasper nodded thoughtfully, and then started to roll up the arm of his ivory sweater. 285 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 286 1 I watched, curious and confused, trying to figure out 2 what he was doing. He held his wrist under the edge of 3 the lampshade beside him, close to the light of the naked 4 bulb, and traced his finger across a raised crescent mark on 5 the pale skin. 6 7 It took me a minute to understand why the shape 8 looked strangely familiar. 9 10 “Oh,” I breathed as realization hit. “Jasper, you have a 11 scar exactly like mine.” 12 13 I held out my hand, the silvery crescent more promi- 14 nent against my cream skin than against his alabaster. 15 16 Jasper smiled faintly. “I have a lot of scars like yours, 17 Bella.” 18 19 Jasper’s face was unreadable as he pushed the sleeve of 20 his thin sweater higher up his arm. At first my eyes could 21 not make sense of the texture that was layered thickly 22 across the skin. Curved half-moons crisscrossed in a feath- 23 ery pattern that was only visible, white on white as it was, 24 because the bright glow of the lamp beside him threw the 25 slightly raised design into relief, with shallow shadows 26 outlining the shapes. And then I grasped that the pattern 27 was made of individual crescents like the one on his wrist . . . 28 the one on my hand. sh 29 reg 30 I looked back at my own small, solitary scar — and re- membered how I’d received it. I stared at the shape of James’s teeth, embossed forever on my skin. And then I gasped, staring up at him. “Jasper, what happened to you?” 286 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 287 13. NEWBORN 1 2 “The same thing that happened to your hand,” 3 Jasper answered in a quiet voice. “Repeated a thousand 4 times.” He laughed a little ruefully and brushed at his 5 arm. “Our venom is the only thing that leaves a scar.” 6 7 “Why?” I breathed in horror, feeling rude but unable to 8 stop staring at his subtly ravaged skin. 9 10 “I didn’t have quite the same . . . upbringing as my 11 adopted siblings here. My beginning was something else 12 entirely.” His voice turned hard as he finished. 13 14 I gaped at him, appalled. 15 “Before I tell you my story,” Jasper said, “you must un- 16 derstand that there are places in our world, Bella, where 17 18 287 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 sh 30 reg 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 288 1 the life span of the never-aging is measured in weeks, and 2 not centuries.” 3 4 The others had heard this before. Carlisle and Emmett 5 turned their attention to the TV again. Alice moved 6 silently to sit at Esme’s feet. But Edward was just as ab- 7 sorbed as I was; I could feel his eyes on my face, reading 8 every flicker of emotion. 9 10 “To really understand why, you have to look at the 11 world from a different perspective. You have to imagine 12 the way it looks to the powerful, the greedy . . . the per- 13 petually thirsty. 14 15 “You see, there are places in this world that are more 16 desirable to us than others. Places where we can be less re- 17 strained, and still avoid detection. 18 19 “Picture, for instance, a map of the western hemi- 20 sphere. Picture on it every human life as a small red dot. 21 The thicker the red, the more easily we — well, those who 22 exist this way — can feed without attracting notice.” 23 24 I shuddered at the image in my head, at the word feed. 25 But Jasper wasn’t worried about frightening me, not over- 26 protective like Edward always was. He went on without a 27 pause. 28 sh 29 “Not that the covens in the South care much for what reg 30 the humans notice or do not. It’s the Volturi that keep them in check. They are the only ones the southern covens fear. If not for the Volturi, the rest of us would be quickly exposed.” I frowned at the way he pronounced the name — with respect, almost gratitude. The idea of the Volturi as the good guys in any sense was hard to accept. 288 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 289 “The North is, by comparison, very civilized. Mostly 1 we are nomads here who enjoy the day as well as the night, 2 who allow humans to interact with us unsuspectingly — 3 anonymity is important to us all. 4 5 “It’s a different world in the South. The immortals 6 there come out only at night. They spend the day plotting 7 their next move, or anticipating their enemy’s. Because it 8 has been war in the South, constant war for centuries, with 9 never one moment of truce. The covens there barely note 10 the existence of humans, except as soldiers notice a herd of 11 cows by the wayside — food for the taking. They only 12 hide from the notice of the herd because of the Volturi.” 13 14 “But what are they fighting for?” I asked. 15 Jasper smiled. “Remember the map with the red dots?” 16 He waited, so I nodded. 17 “They fight for control of the thickest red. 18 “You see, it occurred to someone once that, if he were 19 the only vampire in, let’s say Mexico City, well then, he 20 could feed every night, twice, three times, and no one 21 would ever notice. He plotted ways to get rid of the com- 22 petition. 23 “Others had the same idea. Some came up with more 24 effective tactics than others. 25 “But the most effective tactic was invented by a fairly 26 young vampire named Benito. The first anyone ever heard 27 of him, he came down from somewhere north of Dallas 28 and massacred the two small covens that shared the area 29 sh near Houston. Two nights later, he took on the much 30 reg stronger clan of allies that claimed Monterrey in northern Mexico. Again, he won.” 289 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 290 1 “How did he win?” I asked with wary curiosity. 2 “Benito had created an army of newborn vampires. He 3 was the first one to think of it, and, in the beginning, he 4 was unstoppable. Very young vampires are volatile, wild, 5 and almost impossible to control. One newborn can be 6 reasoned with, taught to restrain himself, but ten, fifteen 7 together are a nightmare. They’ll turn on each other as 8 easily as on the enemy you point them at. Benito had to 9 keep making more as they fought amongst themselves, 10 and as the covens he decimated took more than half his 11 force down before they lost. 12 “You see, though newborns are dangerous, they are still 13 possible to defeat if you know what you’re doing. They’re 14 incredibly powerful physically, for the first year or so, and 15 if they’re allowed to bring strength to bear they can crush 16 an older vampire with ease. But they are slaves to their in- 17 stincts, and thus predictable. Usually, they have no skill in 18 fighting, only muscle and ferocity. And in this case, over- 19 whelming numbers.” 20 “The vampires in southern Mexico realized what was 21 coming for them, and they did the only thing they could 22 think of to counteract Benito. They made armies of their 23 own. . . . 24 “All hell broke loose — and I mean that more literally 25 than you can possibly imagine. We immortals have our 26 histories, too, and this particular war will never be forgot- 27 ten. Of course, it was not a good time to be human in 28 Mexico, either.” sh 29 I shuddered. reg 30 “When the body count reached epidemic proportions — 290 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 291 in fact, your histories blame a disease for the population 1 slump — the Volturi finally stepped in. The entire guard 2 came together and sought out every newborn in the bot- 3 tom half of North America. Benito was entrenched in 4 Puebla, building his army as quickly as he could in order 5 to take on the prize — Mexico City. The Volturi started 6 with him, and then moved on to the rest. 7 8 “Anyone who was found with the newborns was exe- 9 cuted immediately, and, since everyone was trying to pro- 10 tect themselves from Benito, Mexico was emptied of 11 vampires for a time. 12 13 “The Volturi were cleaning house for almost a year. 14 This was another chapter of our history that will always be 15 remembered, though there were very few witnesses left to 16 speak of what it was like. I spoke to someone once who 17 had, from a distance, watched what happened when they 18 visited Culiacán.” 19 20 Jasper shuddered. I realized that I had never before seen 21 him either afraid or horrified. This was a first. 22 23 “It was enough that the fever for conquest did not 24 spread from the South. The rest of the world stayed sane. 25 We owe the Volturi for our present way of life. 26 27 “But when the Volturi went back to Italy, the survivors 28 were quick to stake their claims in the South. 29 sh 30 reg “It didn’t take long before covens began to dispute again. There was a lot of bad blood, if you’ll forgive the ex- pression. Vendettas abounded. The idea of newborns was already there, and some were not able to resist. However, the Volturi had not been forgotten, and the southern covens were more careful this time. The newborns were 291 3rd Pass Pages
Eclipse_HCtext3p.qxp 5/4/07 3:03 PM Page 292 1 selected from the human pool with more care, and given 2 more training. They were used circumspectly, and the hu- 3 mans remained, for the most part, oblivious. Their cre- 4 ators gave the Volturi no reason to return. 5 6 “The wars resumed, but on a smaller scale. Every now 7 and then, someone would go too far, speculation would 8 begin in the human newspapers, and the Volturi would re- 9 turn and clean out the city. But they let the others, the 10 careful ones, continue. . . .” 11 12 Jasper was staring off into space. 13 “That’s how you were changed.” My realization was a 14 whisper. 15 “Yes,” he agreed. “When I was human, I lived in Hous- 16 ton, Texas. I was almost seventeen years old when I joined 17 the Confederate Army in 1861. I lied to the recruiters 18 and told them I was twenty. I was tall enough to get away 19 with it. 20 “My military career was short-lived, but very promis- 21 ing. People always . . . liked me, listened to what I had to 22 say. My father said it was charisma. Of course, now I know 23 it was probably something more. But, whatever the rea- 24 son, I was promoted quickly through the ranks, over older, 25 more experienced men. The Confederate Army was new 26 and scrambling to organize itself, so that provided oppor- 27 tunities, as well. By the first battle of Galveston — well, 28 it was more of a skirmish, really — I was the youngest sh 29 major in Texas, not even acknowledging my real age. reg 30 “I was placed in charge of evacuating the women and children from the city when the Union’s mortar boats reached the harbor. It took a day to prepare them, and then 292 3rd Pass Pages
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