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\" A'More... A'More\" \"You have put all my tears in a bottle\" Psalms 56:8 Poems of Lost And Fading Love By Pastor Janet M. Fears D.D

\"But the fruit of the spirit is love joy peace longsuffering gentleness goodness faith meekness, temperance: against such there is no law Galations 5:22

IntroductionLove, the universal desire. We dream of it, long for itsearch for it, and often when it is found we discover its flaws.Was it real love, or was it just the love the world has programedus to believe in , leaving our hearts crying for the real thing...theforever kind of love that will last forever through all kinds of storms andweather. In this world there seems to be many kinds of love, but finding the realthing takes guidance that can only come from a close relationship with theLord. He says to trust him with your whole heart and he will guide directyour path. Finding the right mate is definitely an area we all need help in.These poems I have written were forged from the lives of those who havecrossed my path in life and have shared their heart and soul withme about their disillusionment with love. Perhaps their stories toldthrough poetry will give comfort to others going throughsimilar situations, to know that they are not alone.As well as showing others some of the pitfalls of what can happenif one rushes into love to quickly.Love is more than a word, a feeling, or a Hollywood fantasy .Love is best described by God in 1 Corinthians Chapter 13. of the Bible ! Be Blessed Pastor Janet M. Fears

I MissI miss the girl that once was mehappy go lucky, wild and freeI miss seeing the world through a childs eyesWhere fairytales seemed real and there were no liesI miss Sunday picnic's, carnivals, and fairsWhere families played together, and everyone caredI miss it all it doesn't seem fairTo have to grow up and leave it all there !

The FlameIn the mist of darkness you were always my lightTo guide me safely through the nightyou always reminded me of the love we sharedAnd promised me that it would always be thereNow our love has dimmed it can barely be seenlike a candle it flickers in betweenI thought I knew what love was all aboutNow all I can do is watch as the flame goes out !

You ! You gave me flowers Cards and chocolates too But what I really wantedYou never gave me...that was you !

What Can I say About YouWhat can I say about youNow that you are goneAnd my heart no longer sings a love songWhat can I say now that we are throughAll I can say is that I still love you !

Goodbye No words were said No tears were shed No pleas, no sighsJust a smile that said goodbye !

What Might Have Been They hadn't seen each other for so many yearsThey laughed over memories and shed some tearsTalked about families, husbands, and wivesAnd all that had happened in the years of their livesThey both had spouses and children tooAnd career's that had carried them throughAnd as the evening slowly came to an endThey hugged, kissed, and parted, they were still friendsEach wondering in their hearts, what might have been !

RetrospectTo see your face to touch your skinTo dream of loving you againTo share your world I'd give up mineIf I could stop the hands of timeI'd keep you here in this time and spaceTo just forever see your faceBut fate has pulled us far apartI no longer hold your heartTo you I'm just a memoryA fleeting love not meant to be

Your TouchIt was warm, now coldYoung, now oldOnce sweet, now bitterLike a flower, now witheredYour touch how it has changedBut still our love remainsTime has changed both me and youLike the Seasons we go throughThings may never be the sameStill your touch my memories claim

PossessionHe tried to control her, body, mind, and soulWhen he made the promise \"To have and to hold\"She was his possession until the end of timeHis treasure, the most precious kindHe told her what to say, what to eat, what to thinkNever understanding he was pushing her to the brinkHe made himself her Lord, the protector of her worldNever stopping to ever understand the girlHis love was just a prisonBut she knew he would never understandShe had to walk away from the prison, and the man

DivorceThey sat in a room in two chairswhile lawyers divide up what once was theirsTheir eyes meet in a final farewellWhere once were heartsNow just empty shellsThey once shared a happy lifeBut now no longer man and wife

Time To Say GoodbyeTo say goodbye is hard to doI wrapped my life all up in youI gave myself held nothing backTo win your love I turned my backOn friends, family, all my dreamsNothing was more important than you it seemedAnd now your gone, it's time to say goodbyeAnd a special part of me has diedBut I will survive and get stronger tooYes, it's time to say goodbye to you !

How Can You Let Us GoHow can you let us gothat's something I want to knowI looked up into your eyesthat once held the truthand told me no liesstill I am asking, I have to knowhow you can just let us goour time together now is pastwhat we thought was forever, didn't lasthow can you let us goI still ask the questionbut the answer I may never know !

If Only You Were ThereThe moonlight on the waterthe smell of warm fresh airit all wound be so perfectif only you were thereI walk along the shoreand pull out memories that I have storedof times we spent togetherthat are gone and are no moreI remember our toes between the sandloving you and holding handslying with you under the starsour dreams so close, and now so farnever dreaming it would all come to an endno more lovers, barely friends

Back To YouBack to you, that's what you want me to doback to the arms that pushed me awaythat shattered my life with nothing more to sayback to arms so cold and stilland a life lived against my willback to you, I'm afraid that's something I cannot doI must go on and live my lifewith a lost desire of being your wifeback to you, no, our time has passedwhat I thought was forever just didn't last

Your VoiceIt was symphony just for onea song from your tongueit was music to my earthat no one else could hearit was just your voiceyour wonderful voicea symphony to my heartthat now you have broken and torn apart

I WonderIn every face I seeI wonder if it could bethat he was meant for meand when I see him smileand it simply drives me wildbut then I wonder if like you he would hurt me too

I Think About LoveI think about love and how it would beto have someone fall in love with meI think about love, its feel, and its touchto have someone love me that muchI think about love and when I doI think about love with someone like youbut it's only a thought that can only come trueif you think about love the way that I do

What Can I SayWhat can I say about youafter all these yearswe've shared many times of laughterand many times of tearswe tried to look into the pastand recapture those memoriesbut trying to hold on to them, for us could never beso what can I say about younow that you have said goodbyeI guess I'll just remember the time of you and Iwhat can I say about you, there really are no wordsthe words that I had spoken, you never ever heardsometimes words are not enoughwhen a heart has closed its doorsand only shouts the words back to you \"Nevermore... Nevermore \"

\"A'More... A'More \"Copyright © 2013 by Pastor Janet M. FearsAcknowledgmentTo all those who have touched my heart with their stories about their journey with love...this book is for YOU !All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced in any form or by any electronic or mechanical meansincluding storage and retrieval systems without permission in writing from Pastor Janet M. FearsPowered By Bookemon. www.bookemon.com