Eunoia Issue 5

Eunoia THE OFFICIAL FEATURES MAGAZINE OF LA ESTRELLA VERDE beyond the battle’s unceasing trials CHECKMATE ISSUE 5 A.Y. 2022-2023

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ABOUT THE COVER Draped upon her shoulders is a red cape that signifies the warrior’s ascent from small beginnings into royalty, thus pertaining to the crown upon her head. With strength in arm throughout the silent battles faced, she triumphs and is beholden with glory. Eunoia THE OFFICIAL FEATURES MAGAZINE OF LA ESTRELLA VERDE ISSUE 5 | CHECKMATE A.Y. 2022-2023

Table of Contents Pawn 09 Cycling down the course less taken 14 Lumayag sa taluktok ng mga alon 16 Journeying films of the past 21 Salamin ng sariling sakuna Knight 24 Soaring above unbeknownst horizons 26 Teetering on the narrow line of failure 28 Lasap ng Tagumpay: Baon ng mga Kampeon Rook 34 As the record spins 36 Where light fails to dwell 38 Pagdikta ng dais sa patutunguhang hangganan

40 Beyond the battle's unceasing trials Bishop 49 Euphonious heralds of a nestling's cardinal voyage 54 The ashy advent of a natural skyscraper 57 Chronicle of the Garments Queen 70 Anthemic arms from the weaponry 72 When freedom is set alight 74 Nakabinging pag-uga ng damdaming sumisiklab 76 Varying female portrayals in media King 79 Enduring the marionette's strings 81 As crumbling walls collapse 84 Varying male portrayals in media

FOREWORD T he digitalization of media has been a gambit to publications within the past few years. Despite other forms of print media such as newspapers surviving in this reformation, magazines seemed to remain in a stalemate as we no longer see printed copies of magazines. Hence, the content and focus that articles highlight has pivoted from inquisitive and eccentric themes to more of a mere mundane and ordinary subjects. Correspondingly, the nature of publishing such creations start to stray from its goal of providing enlightenment and knowledge to readers. Nonetheless, La Estrella Verde (LEV) remains here today to preserve and vindicate the essence of creation, which is to inventively inform and provide a deeper, distinct, and diverse perspective no matter what the obstacles that we may face. Serving the DLSU-D High School student body as their voice and source of information will always be the mission of LEV—being Upholders of truth and Heralds of change. The victory and success of what Eunoia is today wouldn't be possible without the beautiful ideas and establishment of a firm foundation of previous batches, and the continuous perseverance and passion of the brilliant minds of writers and artists of LEV. Consequently, we mastered the art of craft in capturing and peaking the interest of our audience in unraveling the layers and depths of truth and knowledge. Now, may we showcase our transformation and integration of progression as we present the fifth issue of Eunoia, the most anticipated and award- winning release of LEV, as it highlights the extraordinary people and stories of the student body who served as an inspiration to everyone. In this year’s installment of Eunoia, we delve into the various roles of chess pieces in the battlefield. As these pieces fulfill victorious roles and duties to their team—protecting the king, and conquering the battleground. We, too, must also realize and discern our duties to be fulfilled in life to guide us in having a purpose. Just as many possibilities, strategies, and tactics are excelled in combating hardships and battlefields, may we all exercise our minds the same way in gathering, disseminating, and utilizing the information we are provided to conquer what we are faced with. Tiffany Geluz Editor in Chief

EDITOR’S NOTE M ost individuals have experienced a moment in their lifetime where the vigorous battle raging amidst the surface of one’s perception must be fought. Knowing that, each struggle—each mad dash to claim victory over the opposition is made in hopes that one will triumph over the rest. With this in mind, we, La Estrella Verde (LEV) dared to traverse the perilous battlefield of each person’s diverse encounters; thus, breathing life into Eunoia: Checkmate. With chess as its theme, the game represents a war two kingdoms have waged, with the board acting as their field of battle. As journalists who possess both creativity and the ability to relate such symbolisms into material experiences, we focused our gaze at creating a magazine which inspires imagination while maintaining a grasp on reality. Come forth and seek to declare victory over the foes and adversaries on the other side of the battlefield. Witness the different players who made such a feat possible—from the simple pawn up to the esteemed king, each piece on the board represents a vital symbol essential to one kingdom’s success in battle. And just as each piece is recognized, so too, must the constituents of the team receive recognition and gratitude for the efforts they have displayed in the making of this magazine. To the creative team who braved the arduous task of bringing art to life; to all the editors who endeavored to push forth onto this conquest; I offer you my endless gratitude. Yet, may we not forget the writers—the soldiers—who fought to bring into fruition this undertaking. Strength of mind and a heart filled with passion, you chose to dedicate many of this year’s moments in ensuring this magazine will be made into a reality. For that, a lifetime may not be enough to express how honored I am to have you all accompany me on this journey. Eunoia, “beautiful thinking” shrouded in a single word. Though the battle is wrought with struggle and perilous in its image, one is able to engrave works of art and beauty into these pages. This is what Eunoia pursues. Anielle Mendoza Features Editor

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PAWN 9 Cycling down the course less taken Words by Roy Hembra Photos by Nicole Infante The first step on the pedal, one feels the resistance of the bike chain, just a few strides more to keep the momentum going—to keep the body centered through the destined course. Each hurdle makes the cyclist more determined than before, more driven, and rousing through every encounter in life. It is perhaps to see reason in every trouble, and to let it be more the reason to keep going, to see the wheels turning. For what is unforeseen in this journey may be what makes it remarkable and transformative for oneself.

10 PAWN RIDING THROUGH LIFE fiercely is something Juliana Beatriz Del Pilar (STM29), a cyclist who started her biking journey in the time of the pandemic, is ever so familiar with. As she takes on the various challenges and paths presented to her, she becomes a valiant character to the social media feeds of many. Her trip does not end there, however, as she continues to drive beyond the boundaries of what a young woman can be in this day and age. Going on the saddle A faint breeze wafts from under the tree with the smell of earth and bark following. The rubber tires laden the rubble and grit of the cement as the bike treads the road—a fist on the handle, one’s body leans toward the path ahead. Del Pilar started filming her travels in the time of the pandemic, and as these videos built up and increased in number, she made the choice to share them with the world. “Nagsimula ako mag-post ng content about sa journey ko, ‘yung mga destination na pinupuntahan namin kapag kasama ko ‘yung family and friends ko.” The platform she used initially was TikTok, and when she found that the content she posted went viral, she decided to try out other social media platforms and see where they get her. “[A]fter ng ilang months, nag-try na rin ako [mag-post] sa Facebook, though sa Youtube plan ko palang gumawa [ng channel],” she recollected. In the beginning of her work, all she had were edited clips and pictures collected from her expeditions. When one of these videos gained traction, Del Pilar narrated, “Naisipan kong i-post sa TikTok ‘yung naipon kong videos during (the) pandemic, tapos may nag-boom na isa.” She continued, “Sabi ko sa sarili ko, ‘Uy, di-re-diretso-hin ko na ‘to, kasi (na- e-enjoy) ko naman ang pag-ba-bike at (passionate) naman ako sa pag-te-take ng videos.” She saw an opportunity in something she already enjoyed doing and came to the decision to pursue this path and take it a step further. A biker’s detour One is presented with several ways to go as the road diverges. In its possibilities, one sets out to keep going in enthusiasm for travel. Serendipity is to come from the risk of a narrow overgrown trail, following neither a promise nor a certainty for success, but a venture set on a path of hardwork and perseverance.

PAWN 11 Del Pilar highlights that the value As Del Pilar moves forward in her in this ride of hers is the kindness she journey as a biker and influencer, she gained from those who raised her. She admits that she finds it challenging too, as said, “Always be kind to people, ‘yun her time is split between her academics, ‘yung laging nakatatak sa’kin.” By having biking, and her other hobbies. She said, this principle along with her, she is able “(Nahihirapan) din ako—parang nahahati to learn from the people she meets on na oras ko sa pag-ba-bike, sa hobbies, the rides she takes. Del Pilar iterated and sa studies.” This hardship is a result that, “Nagkakaroon ako ng friends, of the many responsibilities she balances (natututo akong) makaintindi ng mga in her daily life. nararamdaman ng tao and, through that, nagkakaroon ako ng community.” However, Del Pilar, amidst all the travail, proffers a direction that one can Furthermore, she mentioned that it is try to rebalance oneself. “(Sa mga) days within this community she built that she na super overwhelmed na ako sa mga gets to hear about other people’s stories gawain, especially sa studies, (and) sa too—connecting with them on the same pagiging consistent sa pag-po-post [sa road they are traveling on. “[L]ahat sila social media],” she began. “[L]agi kong may sariling story, ‘yung mga story na binibigyan ng isang araw ng pahinga ang ‘yon ay kung pa’no rin sila nag-start sarili ko.” After a time of rest, she goes sa cycling,” she said. “Nag-co-connect back up the saddle and refocuses her line kaming mga cyclist, lahat kami ma-ka-ka- of vision. “ [I]-se-set ko na ‘yung priorities relate, at du’n kami nagkakasundo.” like studies, then pwede na ako gumawa ng content and then [after that] ‘yung Holding the brakes business…ko,” she stated. Swiftly, it stops. One reaches for their Though the path taken may be riddled helmet above and sets it down. A brazen with bumps that could throw the biker off yellow sky renders one’s shadow on their seat, Del Pilar professed that the soil as the biker takes a sip to rehydrate support from those who surround her before setting off once more. In memory are what keeps her upright and pedaling. of all the adversities in this journey, water “[T]he reason that I keep going is the becomes an aftertaste of this expedition support (I get) from my family and friends,” of every encounter. she revealed. “'[Y]un din ‘yung important sa’kin. [D]apat naka-surround ako sa people na alam kong ma-ka-ka-motivate at ma-ka-ka-support sa’kin.” '[Y]UN DIN ‘YUNG IMPORTANT SA’KIN. [D]APAT NAKA-SURROUND AKO SA PEOPLE NA ALAM KONG MAKAKA- MOTIVATE AT MAKAKA-SUPPORT SA’KIN.

12 PAWN The never-ending cycle As one’s shoes descend on the ground, their eyes dip into the distance ahead. Gravel and grass beneath the tires breathe a sound for the future, setting foot not only in fulfillment, but also in vigor for the next voyage. What her future entails is still a burning passion for cycling, even if that flame simmers down to a tame heat. She said, “Nakakatuwa na nakaka-bike ako at nakakagawa (pa) ako ng content, isa pa do’n is ‘yung mga na-me-meet kong tao.” While she enjoys the extra benefits that biking may bring, what she genuinely derives joy from is the craft of filming her journeys and the people she gets to meet along the way. “As I enter college, (I still plan to) continue my cycling career and continue on making contents related to it,” Del Pilar stated. “I'll have to turn down my (other hobbies) and focus more on my academics since college is a new phase [in my life].” A marker of growth and a preview for her next ride, the next chapter of her life. *** The bicycle bell dings, a warning to continue riding on this path warily—to confront the road ahead but to also not forget oneself in doing so. Thus, Del Pilar imparted, “[I]t's important to give full effort on your responsibilities, but learn to also prioritize yourself.” Finding the equanimity amidst the turbulence of this journey requires a stable passion in life, for it may render the course and survival of one’s travel. “[M]ake sure that you love what you're doing. That's really important because in the long run, you'll just enjoy the process and can freely express yourself (with) it.” In steadying the bike, the wheels must keep going. Through trial and tribulation one finds the way, finishing more firmly than before. The path ahead will not always be clear-cut, but it is perhaps in the intricacy and uncertainty of the road that one may learn how to live. In the end, possibly no matter how far the destination is, perhaps the sentiment to keep close and ringing is the travel itself—the balance that one does. *Editor's Note: We thank Juliana Beatriz Del Pilar for her cooperation and valuable participation.

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14 PAWN Lumayag sa taluktok ng mga alon Mga salita ni Arianna Parani Dibuho ni Aya Ahmad Ang isang manlalayag ay sumabak sa mahabang ekspedisyon, unti-unting pinagtitiyap ang mga bakas na mapupulot sa bawat islang kanyang mararating, pursigidong makamit ang natatagong kayamanan. Ngunit upang mabatid ang yaring kababalaghan, kailangan niyang baybayin ang malalim na karagatan taglay ang munting bangka. Paulit-ulit na hahamunin at hahampasin ng alon ngunit pilit niyang isasagwan ang bangka nang sa huli siya ay magwagi. w

PAWN 15 Pagtulak ng bangka sa dalampasigan Maliban sa mga pasang gawain sa ngunit sa huli, isinasaisip niya pa rin kung Sa unang bahagi ng paglalakbay, paaralan, lalo pang nadadagdagan ano ang tunay na mas mahalaga para sa ang bigat nito dahil sa mga salitang kanya. “Dapat mas mananaig (ang) isip dahan-dahan niyang itutulak ang bangka binibitawan ng mga taong nakapaligid mo for your future.” sa pangpang. Dala ang mga hangaring sa kanya “Expectations from parents, nagbibigay direksyon sa kanyang teachers, peers, and the most difficult “Kapag feel mo sa sarili mo (na) sobra pag-abante. Para kay Aimeelyn Ruth is our expectations for ourselves. ka na sa mga libangan, you need to set Gallardo (ABM12), ang tumutulak sa I think burnout is practically inevitable”, aside for now.” saad ni Gallardo. Mahirap kanya sa pag-aaral ay ang hangarin paliwanag niya na sa buhay estudyante, man sa marami ay masinop niyang na makapagtapos. “Mahalaga sa’kin lagi’t laging magkakaroon ng kapaguran nabibigyan ng balanse ang oras niya sa makapasa in every subject I take since at panghihina. gawaing pampersonal at akademiko. mahirap din ‘yung kursong kukunin ko sa kolehiyo,” kanyang saad sa Upang maiahon ang sarili sa Sa pahayag naman ni Sacapano, kahalagahan ng pag-aaral. Layon unti-unting pagkalunod, kailangan ay “It really does take a lot of discipline to niyang ipagpabuti ang pag-aaral para dahan-dahang bawasan ang umaapaw choose something you don’t want to do mapaghandaan ang hinaharap niya. na responsibilidad. Ayon kay Gallardo, over something you know you’ll enjoy.” “Mahalaga pa rin ang grades lalo na mabisang gawin nang agaran ang mga Nasa sariling palo na ng tao kung ano ang kung pupunta ka sa malalaking university takdang gawain para din sa sariling gusto nitong patunguhang kahihinatnan. for college.” ginhawa, “Syempre mas aim ko talaga yung (makapagpasa) ng maaga. Para sa Ang nagtutulak sa gitna ng kawalan Habang patuloy na binibigyang pwersa mismong deadline di ko na alalahanin.” Sa gitna ng karagatan, na tila ba isang ang paggaod sa bangka, mahalaga ring ipahinga ang sarili. Paliwanag ni John “Dapat mas mahabang linya lamang ang naghihintay Evven Sacapano (HMS21) “Grades used sa bawat sulok, sumasabay ang bangka to be a very big thing for me,” sabi niya. mananaig sa hampas ng alon. Duda man sa hindi \"[B]ut now I also prioritize my education matanaw na pulo ay pilit pa ring aabutin and what it is I learn.” Para sa kanya, mas (ang) isip hanggang sa kanyang mahinuha mahalaga ang may natutunan kaysa mga ang silweta ng islang nag-aabang sa numerong lumilitaw sa report card. mo for your kanyang pagdating. Mula sa pananaw ni Sacapano, hindi future. “Present times (ang) nagtutulak sa mahalaga ang paghangad ng mataas na akin kasi sayang din naman yung kinuha marka sa paaralan, ngunit dagdag niya Pagliko sa tamang direksyon ko, nasa kalagitnaan na rin naman ako.” “For some people, it may be a defining Sa pagbago ng ihip ng hangin, isang pihit ani Gallardo. Sa kanyang pananaw future in their life. However, by the end bilang senior high student na malapit of the school year most people would lamang sa bangka ay magbabago nang nang makatungtong sa buhay kolehiyo, eventually regret it.” Para sa kanya, ang tuluyan ang direksyon na patutunguhan. ang nasimulan na niya’y dapat tapusin. pagbigay ng buong lakas ay hindi rin Kung hindi magiging maingat, maaaring “(Ito ay) [p]ara na rin sa ikakabuti ko sa lubos na makabubuti sa sarili, dahil sa matangay ang bangka sa kapahamakan. buhay.” dahilan niya. huli napagtanto niya na may mga bagay “Kapag inuna mo yung mga tukso na yan, na higit na mahalaga kaysa mataas tulad ng social media, sayang naman Sa malakas na alon ng karagatan, na grado. yung oras kung [magagamit mo] naman uusad lamang ang bangka kung 'yun for your studies.” sagot ni Gallardo lalakasan ang pagsagwan. Kahit pa Hadlang sa pagsagwan sa mga tuksong umaaligid sa tuwing siya magmanhid na ang kapit sa sagwan, Habang tumatagal ang pagbaybay, ay nag-aaral. Bilang tipikal na tinedyer, itutulak pa rin gamit ang buong makakaya, hindi maitatangging bumibigay rin siya marating lamang ang dalampasigan. ang hampas ng alon ay biglang “What pushes me to move forward is sumasalubong, at unti-unti ay lulusubin definitely the people I value in my life,” nito ang bangka hanggang sa mawalan inilahad ni Sacapano. ng balanse ang paglutang nito. “We, [students, go through] a lot of hard *** work. We have a lot of deadlines, and expectations.” saad ni Sacapano. Sa Malayo pa man ang daan at tila ba pagpatong-patong ng sunod-sunod na wala nang katapusan ang paghampas gawain sa paaralan, mas bumibigat ng mga alon, ang manlalayag na ito’y ang kanyang mga responsibilidad hindi hihinto dahil siya’y nasa kalagitnaan bilang estudyante. na ng paglalakbay. Itutulak at itutulak niya ang munting bangka hangga’t makaabot sa destinasyon. Ilang beses man anurin ng alon ay iaaho’t iaahon niya ang kanyang sarili at mananatiling pursigido, matunton lamang ang pulong nagtataglay ng kanyang karapat-dapat na premyo.

16 PAWN Home TV Shows Movies My List Journeying films of the past Words by Alexie Jeanne Masangkay and Roy Hembra Graphics by Alfredo Hilario With stories that stand the test of time, continuing to reverberate their tales again and again, the likelihood of these motion pictures dying out stays low. As they continue to remain classics in the eyes of many, these countless films and series showcase the stories that endure despite the time of their release to now. Listed below are those that still permeate to this day—those that fervently resonate within people’s hearts even through the years. WATCH NOW ADD TO MY LIST POPULAR THIS RELEASE ROOK BISHOP QUEEN KING

PAWN PAWN 17 A provincial fisherman, Julio Mandiaga, goes to the city in search of his long lost lover, Ligaya Paraiso. As his journey through Manila brings him many difficulties to the point of social alienation, Julio teeters on the edge of giving up on his love. That is, until he finally finds Ligaya, at the arms of an abusive Chinese tradesman that bought her. Now, Julio must do whatever he can to free them both from the city’s clutches. WATCH NOW A wanted, intergalactic alien lands on earth and meets a lonely, young girl named Lilo, who then names what she thinks is a blue-colored dog, Stitch—unaware of his true nature. In their journey of learning and discovering the concept of Ohana, Stitch learns to feel care for others as Lilo shows him what it is like to belong in a real family. ADD TO MY LIST Recognized as the school’s resident delinquent, Hanamichi Sakuragi decides to enter his high school’s basketball team in an attempt to make the girl of his dreams fall for him. Although a newbie at the sport with no prior knowledge of how the game goes, Hanamichi manages to earn a spot within the team, leading him a step closer to his goal. However, as time goes on, Hanamichi begins to realize his reasons for staying and continuing to play within the team are not solely limited to impressing a girl. DOWNLOAD KNIGHT An OFW mother, Josie, tries her best to get to know her own children who see her as nothing but a stranger after working in Hong Kong for many years. With her children used to their mother’s absence in their lives, Josie struggles to get her family to accept her reason for leaving the country. Trying to be optimistic despite her regrets, Josie pushes on and does what she can to rebuild her fallen family. ADD TO MY LIST American socialite Sarah Jordan, finds the plea of impoverished children made by Dr. Nick Callahan, a humanitarian. Little did she know how this would change the course of her life, as she joins Nick abandoning her comfortable life to aid in refugee camps. It follows the passionate relationship of Nick and Sarah as they travel to war-stricken countries to provide help, uncovering the harsh realities that they encounter. DOWNLOAD Set in a futuristic world, the Holy Empire of Brittania had conquered Japan and stripped its people of their rights, using destructive, robotic weapons called Knightmares to ensure control. However, sick of this world they live in, Lelouch dons a mask and rises up in rebellion against the Empire. With the help of one Suzaku Kururugi, the two seek to topple the current rule despite their differing ideals of exacting revenge and serving justice. WATCH NOW

18 PAWN ROOK A group of Central Perk regulars and long time friends navigate the world together in their mid 20s. This group of friends find ways to strengthen their bonds and overcome challenges together as adulthood and reality begin to sink in, all the while living in the busy city of New York. From growing families, finding work, to maintaining relationships, Friends is still beloved even many years later. WATCH NOW Fearful for her father’s life as he is called to serve and protect China against the Huns, Mulan begs him not to leave—mindful of his deteriorating health. However, as he refuses, Mulan makes the choice to go against her family’s wishes and leave home to serve the army in her father’s stead. Yet, as rules and regulations allow only men to join, Mulan has the risky idea to don her father’s armor and impersonate a young, male soldier named Ping. “Ping” must then continue the act, fooling her fellow soldiers while risking her life in the process—all in a bid to save her father’s life. ADD TO MY LIST This iconic 1993 film showcases a family filled with outcasts, who have no choice but to interact with “normal people” outside of their tall mansion walls. As both Gomez and Morticia Addams celebrate the arrival of a new member in the family, the Addams children—unhappy with this development—do all that they can to create trouble for the expecting couple. But as evil appears in the form of a new nanny for the kids, the Addams family learns what it means to have family come first. DOWNLOAD BISHOP Himala is a film about a woman named Elsa, followed and believed by many in blind faith and idolatry as she witnesses an apparition of the Virgin Mary. The miracles and healings Elsa does are unfounded and hearsay. The film parallels our reality as many turn to following blindly, clinging to the promises of salvation, in the backdrop of a hopeless world. ADD TO MY LIST Set in the 1940s when social class divides the community, a poor man named Noah falls in love with a wealthy woman named Allie. They both go through many trials and tribulations just to be with each other despite the double standard set by society that tries to pull them back to their respective social classes. DOWNLOAD A fantastical tale of Jubal, Sambag, and Omar. These three boys must unite and overcome their individual issues under the same goal: to relinquish the evil in Samadhi. The film resonates with the theme that is heard in the lyrics of their training montage, “As we unite, leave your fears behind. Use your powers to fight for your right, but together, as one, we remain.” The three worked in belief and in faith of these values. WATCH NOW

QUEEN PAWN 19 Beloved by its plot, Gilmore Girls is about a mother and daughter duo trying to make it through life together. Lorelei works hard in order to raise Rory in a town who sees her daughter as perfect. As Rory faces life with a clear ambition and full plan, her fear of rejection with her work leads her to make decisions that make others question the Rory they once knew. WATCH NOW A popular valley girl with a great fashion sense, “Clueless” has made its way to cult classic status. Cher Horowitz and bestfriend Dionne found themselves invested into the new girl in school—named Tai. By giving Tai a full-on makeover, Cher soon realizes the change in Tai’s ego as she climbs on the top of the highschool food chain. Cher rethinks her own decisions and feelings as she starts to feel fallacious. ADD TO MY LIST A psychological thriller about an idol singer where she quits her girl group to shift her career into being an actress. However, not everyone is happy, ex-idol Mima gets stalked by an obsessed fan. The storyline follows her state as she spirals, unable to discern reality to fantasy, only succumbing to the surreal. DOWNLOAD KING Ikoy, an impoverished boy from Lumban, Laguna, constructs a coffin supposedly for his grandmother. He does this along with the other tasks he tries to fulfill for his family and for every person in need he encounters. Magnifico is a film about a young boy that provides everything to the people around him and how it marked their lives forever moving forward. ADD TO MY LIST A breathtaking Western epic of early 20th century Montana, set in the plains and wilderness of northwestern America amidst the first World War. A journey follows the family of Tristan Ludlow, son of William, brother of Alfred and Samuel. While raised on a ranch, Tristan follows an adventure leaving his family and wife—Susannah—for several years. This is a saga of passion, love, and loss in the drama of historical America. DOWNLOAD Based on its title, it is Truman Burbank’s show but he doesn’t know that. Trapped in a set where everyone’s watching his every move, he soon realizes that things around him are getting stranger. He finds different ways to escape while he is under a microscope with millions of people psyched to see what is next for him. WATCH NOW

20 PAWN Home TV Shows Movies My List *** As years pass by and generations change, the storylines that are beloved from the day they were shown on screens will never get old and will continue to live on. These films have created something meaningful, they represent the will and commitment in all of us, especially in the collective level where such resolve can amount to genuine change in people’s lives.

PAWN 21 Salamin ng sariling sakuna Mga salita ni Mattheo Gabriel Neala Dibuho ni Jaquelyn Guevara Tanaw mula sa malayo ang himagsik ng isang bagyo na maaaring humagupit saanmang sulok ng lupain. Sa bawat segundong lumilipas, nararamdaman ang hagupit ng malalakas na hangin. Mayroong mga handang lumisan mula sa sakuna, ngunit mistulang labag para sa iilan ang paglikas mula sa disgrasya. Sa harap ng mga kaguluhan, tila ang makikisig lamang ang makaiiwas mula sa peligrong paparating.

22 PAWN Pag-ikot ng mga ulap pagpapaliwanag ni Arcangel. Isinaad naiintindihan mo ‘yung mga needs mo, niya na nalilimutan ng isang tao ang mga strengths mo, at mga weaknesses Nagtatago ang araw sa likod kanyang mga sariling kakayahan mo…[self-acceptance] follows,” wika niya. ng madilim na ulap at ramdam ng at mga pinagtagumpayan dahil sa karamihan ang banayad na pag-iba ng pagkukumpara. “‘Yung mga bagay na Upang masolusyonan ang mga panahon. Mapapansin ang pagkawala mayroon ka, hindi mo natitingnan [at na- negatibong epekto ng pang-aapi sa sarili, ng alinsangan sapagkat binabalot a-appreciate] kasi lagi kang nakatingin maaaring kinakailangan ang pagkilatis ng himpapawid ang bumubulusok na sa iba.” sa sariling mga paraan ng pag-iisip. hangin. Dalawa lamang ang pagpipilian “Kung hindi ma-co-correct ‘yung mindset ng sangkatauhan—ang umalis mula Kapayapaan sa kalagitnaan [ng isang tao], hindi makikita ‘yung mga sa kanilang tahanan o ang manatili bagay na dapat nakikita,” pagrarason ni sa kinalalagyan. Sa kalagitnaan ng peligrosong Arcangel. “Ang basic rule is (to) know yourself. You’re a different person. Iba “Dalawa ‘yung possible na reason kalamidad, kisapmatang kapayapaan ‘yung pinagdadaanan niya, iba ‘yung kung bakit (natin ki-no-compare) [ang pinagdadaanan mo,” pagbubuod niya. ating sarili sa iba],” pagtatala ni Fatima ang yumayakap sa mga napahamak. Ayon kay Arcangel, sa pagyakap ng Arcangel, isang Student Wellness sariling mga katibayan at kahinaan Center Counselor. Ayon sa kanyang Kanlungan ng mga nabiktima ang nagmumula ang pagiging kuntento sa pagbabahagi, nagsisilbing positibo ang sariling pagkakakilanlan. kaisipan tuwing nagkakaroon ng role mga sandaling taimtim at trangkilo, model ang isang tao; ngunit negatibo “Kapag… tuwing nalilimutan nito ang kanyang isang hudyat ng pag-iisip ng mga sariling mga kakayahan sapagkat naiintindihan maaaring lumihis ang isang tao sa landas paraan upang makaligtas. Ilang oras tungo sa kanyang mga pinapangarap. mo ‘yung mga na lamang at ang hagupit ng bagyo’y “You tend to compare yourself to needs mo, mga others kasi nga mayroon sila nung wala mananalasa muli. ka,” saad ni Francesca Leila Demetillo strengths mo, at (ABM21). Para sa kanya, isang hamon Mistulang pinapalipas na lamang laban sa kanyang mga kakayahan tuwing mga weaknesses ikinukumpara niya ang kanyang sarili sa ng ibang tao ang kanilang mga mga taong tumatahak ng kaparehong mo…[self- mga adhikain at larangan. Subalit para nararamdaman pagdating sa sa iba, mistulang kabutihan ang dulot ng acceptance] pananalamin ng sariling pagkakilanlan. pagkukumpara ng sarili sa iba. “Nakatulong ‘yung [self-comparison], follows. (sa) paraang mas nagkaroon ako ng “Unhealthy siya pero hinahayaan motibasyon na gaw'in ‘yung best ko sa lahat *** ng bagay,” pagpapaliwanag ni Tyrell Jade ko na lang,” sabi ni Espiritu. “Short- Espiritu (ICT12). Hiwaga ng bahaghari ang tanaw term lang [nagiging] beneficial [‘yung sa gitna ng mga ulap sa kalangitan— Sa bagsik ng bagyo mga ulap na siya ring naghatid ng coping mechanism na] ito kasi…mas makapangyarihang mga ulan kasabay Lumiban man o manatili, saksi ang lahat ang paghihimagsik ng hangin, kulog, sa ilaw ng dalitab at dagundong ng kulog. mabilis akong…ma-bu-burn out kasi at kidlat. “Yung individuality, doon din Labis na mahalumigmig sa pakiramdam, papasok, lahat tayo unique at may at marami na ang nababahala sa himagsik ginagawa ko ‘yung mga…hindi ko naman different talents…since iba-iba tayo. ng hangin mula sa kalangitan. Sa bawat [H]indi naman necessary na i-compare dako at sulok ng kalupaan, disgrasya sa nakasanayang gawin,” paglalahad niya. ang sarili sa iba.” saad ni Demetillo. mga tao at pagkasira ng kapaligiran ang Nakapanlulumo man ang disgrasyang natatanaw. Mistulang kawalan ng kontrol “I tend to read a lot of self-help books,” natamo mula sa kalamidad, ang sa pinsalang idinulot ng sakuna ang pagbangon at pagpapatuloy lamang ang nakapaglalagay ng pangamba sa puso ibinahagi naman ni Demetillo. Para sa tanging pagpipilian ng naapektuhan. Sa ng mga nasalanta. muling pagbangon mula sa kasawian, kanya, isa sa mga kaisipang tumatak sa magiging handa na ang karamihan sa Maaaring mayroong mga salik na mga susunod na hamon ng kalikasan. hindi kontroladong nakapagpapatibay kanya ang pagtangkilik sa pagkakaiba- ng kaisipang pagkukumpara ng sarili sa ibang tao. “I just think may certain iba ng isa’t isa. “I always tell myself that (expectations) ‘yung mga tao sa paligid ko,” saad ni Demetillo. “Hindi nila explicitly people are gifted with different talents. sinasabi '[yung expectations nila] sa akin…so I get those standards from other I cannot really do most of what other people,” pagrarason niya. people can do, and that’s okay.” “If we keep on comparing ourselves to other people, wala tayong satisfaction,” Sa liwanag ng araw Tila salubong ng liwanag ang matutunghayan matapos ang malawakang pagkawasak at pagkapinsala ng mga tahanan na pinagdaanan ng mga nasalanta ng kalamidad. Nagsisilbing leksyon sa karamihan ang disgrasyang idinulot ng pananatili sa kinalalagyan; datapwat isang mabigat na paalala para sa mga lumikas ang mga dapat paghandaan ang mga susunod na pananalasa ng sakuna. “Alamin mo ang mga strengths mo (at) mga weaknesses mo,“ pagpapayo ni Arcangel. Kanyang ipinaliwanag na kinakailangan muna kilalanin ang sarili upang matanggap ng isang tao ang kanyang mga pagkukulang. Sa kabila ng kaisipang nangungumpara, kinikilala ni Arcangel ang kahalagahan ng pagtanggap ng sariling mga katangian upang maging matiwasay at payapa ang loob ng tao sa kanyang sarili. “Kapag…

Knight

24 KNIGHT Soaring above unbeknownst horizons Words by Francis Andrei Baraquel Art by Jessie Gabrielle Peralta Across the skies, the peaceful and serene horizon embraces the plane with soothing arms. Peeking through its window, the clouds form a mesmerizing sight under the sun’s vigilant gaze. While traversing along the clouds, one must ensure the safety of the passengers in the far-reaching sky. Amidst the flight, the passenger ends up restless as doubtful thoughts stretch limitlessly into the skies. In the fleeting moments near the journey’s end, one can only look aboard the compelling mechanism that carries the safety of the passengers’ travels towards the destination that awaits.

KNIGHT 25 A step into the aircraft For Grace Alcabaza (HMS13), may propagate comfort towards another. however, incessant worries about “[Life360] serves as an instrument for The long-awaited journey begins as the forthcoming dangers often induce feelings (my circle) to check in on each other's passenger boards the plane. During the of uncertainty. Normally being kept late traveling status.” flight’s early points, the safety throughout by her schedule, she described her own the whole trip subtly rests on the pilot. thoughts regarding the sensation of being Though one may be exposed to To maintain the plane at its safe height, alone and vulnerable to outside threat. dangers lurking about, they may find a the pilot must keep track of the aircraft “As a female student [who has witnessed way to recognize protection in the form in the skies. “Life360 is an app that lets violence against women in the news], it's of assurance. “There are times (wherein) me check up on my family, friends, and not an unfamiliar feeling for me to be alert I try different ways on how to commute loved ones,” Matthew Dave Mercado and vigilant with my surroundings.” home and when I do, I alert my friends (STM12) stated. While getting to know who have the app as well,” Galingan Life360, he claimed that he is comfortable “IT BRINGS A asserted. “If I ever commute again, I know and pleased to be updated on his family in my heart that there are people who are and friends engaging in activities that SMILE (TO) MY willing to watch over me for my safety,” they enjoy. Galingan declared. FACE KNOWING Mercado first discovered the app As the plane departs through his friends on social media. “We THAT (MY LOVED were excited about the different features After thorough preparations, the flight we saw and downloaded it right away,” he ONES) ARE DOING begins to climb the skies and reach the said. Being curious about what it held in altitude of the clouds. In the lengthy store, Mercado and his friends tested for THINGS THAT I hours of steady and comforting winds, themselves whether Life360 really lived the passenger continues to anticipate up to its reputation. KNOW MAKES the destination that awaits their landing. Views of the scenery in passing glances For Alessandra Galingan (ABM22), the THEM HAPPY AND grace one’s eyes on a trip without worries. Life360 app was introduced to her through “I don't feel worried at all since I know that a content creator on social media. Seeing CONTENT. they are safe and secure with the people the app being featured across different they are with,” Mercado shared while platforms, one can handily get to know Emergency and checking on his circle on the app. how it can be useful for their travels. “I safety rundowns found out (about) [Life360] because of Wherever the journey one may lead, TikTok. The creator of the video used it As the voice from the sound system the prowess to conquer the skies and (for) her to check up on her partner,” she welcomes the passengers, the flight's get past the barrage of clouds allow the said. One may become curious of the safety precautions and emergency passenger to embark on more travels. “It trend surrounding the app and wish to try procedures echoes the plane’s interior. brings a smile (to) my face knowing that and see it for themselves. Watching the demonstration of the (my loved ones) are doing things that I aircraft’s features and locating advised know makes them happy and content,” Preparing for take-off exits, one can fasten their seatbelt and sit Mercado expressed. In the final moments back in comfort for the journey. “Malaking aboard the plane, the passenger can Once the plane is loaded, the tulong 'yung (Life360 real-time updates), avidly look forward to the remainder of the passengers are requested to settle into dahil kung sakaling may mangyari, journey's delights. their seats. However, formerly benign may idea 'yung mga (na sa circle ko),” gusts of wind slowly begin to resurface, Mercado established. *** hinting the passengers of the faint uncertainty that behold their travels. As Through the app’s medium, a sense of As the clouds gather in display of the the long wait for departure nears, one may security may materialize to accommodate passengers, another clandestine view of fear to approach the distant sky. Whereas one’s travels. “[T]he accurate GPS the horizon’s allure gently unveils right the plane may easily conquer even the tracking system in Life360 often (provides) before their eyes. Despite being hundreds greatest of heights, passengers who have a map or an indication that I am at the of feet above the ground, one can make long planted themselves firmly on the right place,” Alcabaza stated. Taking the an effort to ensure theirs and another’s ground might say otherwise. extra mile to ensure their well-being, one safety with just a simple touch. “With (the use of Life360), we were able to breathe Setting out on a trip by himself, Mercado freely and (feel) a huge sense of relief,” explained that the impression of walking Mercado declared. on thin ice perceptibly lingers. “Especially dito sa (mga lugar) na medyo laganap When the sky sweeps the clouds and ang (crimes), inevitable na ma-feel mong forges a path for the plane, one may get mapapahamak ka, lalo pag walang tao.” blown in wondering what lies beyond. He elucidated that being by oneself As the passenger witnesses the endless possesses more risk when traveling than beauty that the journey has to offer, the being surrounded with others, chiefly familiar sense of safety lifts the mind due to ill intentions that others may have from low-lying worries. To recreate the towards them and due to the difficulty in blissful flight in the comforting wind, one asking for help, knowing that one is alone. can choose to pursue every trip under the soothing comfort of safe skies.

26 KNIGHT Teetering on the narrow line of failure Words by Anielle Mandoza and Adam Joaquin Guasis Art by John Benedict Varon Overlooking the ground from many feet above, there stands one walker ready to brave the journey across the tightrope. With a deep breath in and their eyes set towards the other side, the walker steels their nerves and prepares to take that step forward. However, their line of thought trembles with fear as the taunting ground below glares up at them, surrounded by an eager audience anticipating the next seemingly graceful stunt. FOR CORE FACULTY Ronald John Teves, no single person is truly a “genius,” but rather there are those indi- viduals who possess more gifted abilities than others. “There (is) no such thing (as a) genius person,” he began. “(However), may mga gifted na tao (who excel) in several aspects [like art, sports, and academics].” A show stopping routine of a prodigy, endowed with a natural “[Being a gifted person] has something gift. However, one’s gift could manifest to do with (one’s) capability,” Teves The walker tiptoes along the cable— in different shapes, with each having a expounded. People born with natural each stride posing an even greater risk. part in the individual’s expertise. “For prowess at various skills tend to excel As they tread across the tightrope, one someone to be called a genius, or a consistently. The excellence of these charms the crowd at how effortless each prodigy, or a gifted person, it is based on brilliant individuals may come from their step may seem. These naturals seem several factors talaga,” Teves explained. upbringing, inheritance, environment, or to be adored by many—earning the title

KNIGHT 27 other such factors that shaped them to be The view from below Despite such mistakes great. Nevertheless, one’s pure capability being made or high to perform a particular skill may differ from In the eyes of the audience, one expectations not met, Neptune others. “Mayroong factor that affects how watches with bated breath at each step proclaimed that it is more a person is more effortlessly gifted than made by the performer. At heights so important to focus on a person’s others,” Teves added. high with a view from all the way down, likeness instead of what they can the onlookers gaze in awe at the walker, achieve. “[A]ng important is kapag One’s inherent capacity to execute a thoughts of them falling and disappointing kilala mo ‘yung tao,” they began. specific ability by nature may vary from expectations never once crossing “[A]nd ma-a-appreciate mo ‘yung ibang person to person. “Something I think I their minds. qualities nila (kaysa maging focused) sa effortlessly excel in is writing, specifically kaya nilang ibigay or sa value nila.” creative writing or essays,” Nicholas Dino On the other side of the spectrum lie (STM211) shared. “[The interest] just those who identify as the opposite of a Likewise, Dino shared his thoughts grew in me that whenever (there are) genius. For Neptune*, being viewed as regarding the matter, stating that subjects (that demand) essays or writing, a non-genius is preferable to being seen people should remember how everyone I just think of it as a pastime.” as one. “[M]edyo flattering, in my opinion is capable of making mistakes. “It’s [to be called a non-genius],” they began. important for people to learn na…we are Performing with stage fright “Kasi parang…it implies na nagbibigay all human and we all make mistakes,” he ako ng time and effort para marating or declared. “Your Intelligence Quotient (IQ) Within the walls of a grand room, maabot ‘yung abilities ko na meron ako does not define (you)… It’s just a matter watchful eyes envelop the performer ngayon.” Neptune explained that being of what you are on the inside.” whilst the captive audience remains seen as a non-genius meant that the hushed. As the talented walker scans endeavors they took to achieve what they *** the silent space, the impending dreadful have now was acknowledged by others. misstep engulfs their focus. Traversing “Being a non-genius…is…meron kang Showered with praise, the performer along a tightrope with a rising altitude sariling drive [to do better].” turns to the audience with a proud comes with the expense of having an smile after a captivating performance. audience of piercing eyes, expecting the However, despite the positive feeling Resounding applause echoes throughout next feat to be as impeccable as the last. the label has brought, Neptune admitted the once mute room as the performer Now, consumed by thoughts of doubt, the to also experiencing negative emotions expresses their gratitude with a walker second-guesses any possibilities from time to time. “‘[Y]ung mga negative bow. Turning toward the backstage of failure and disappointing the masses. emotions na manggagaling doon is kapag for another routine, a spark ignites As Dino shared, “[I]t’s pressuring…I don’t ki-no-compare [ka] sa iba,” they shared. within the crowd from witnessing the know if I have to maintain that standard.” “Medyo unfair kapag ki-no-compare kasi astounding accomplishment. halatang mas hasa (‘yung genius) sa As gifted a person may be, one may skill kaysa sa’yo.” Neptune described With their minds inspired by the still be vulnerable to being overpowered that each person has their own unique tremendous feat displayed, one is left by pressure and the seemingly growing capabilities, saying that it is unfair to be to wonder whether they can pull off the expectations from the audience. The compared to another for skills they have same acts done by the performer. “[H]indi weight of having to adhere to the standards that one does not. lahat ng person ay gifted with capabilities fixed by one’s family and peers can affect ng iba,” Teves reminded. “Pwede rin a person’s mental health. “[Maintaining a Yet, regardless of the comparisons naman kasi na ikaw ay masipag…for standard is] pressuring, especially with made, Neptune has declared no intent you to excel in certain aspects.” Knowing my family. They expect me to maintain my of changing their identity to a “genius” that, the audience eagerly awaits the next grades and…whenever I receive a grade one, “[P]arang restrictive lang [to be a performance to come. that does not meet my standards…I get genius] na wala na ako ibang masyadong sad,” Dino described. pwede i-pursue kasi nag-excel na ako sa *Some intervewiees chose to isang bagay.” remain anonymous. Knowing that, one can fear committing mistakes and dread the half- One misstep down the line hearted response of disappointment. Nonetheless, making mistakes can A step down the line, wary of the lead to personal growth. It makes one high fall, and suddenly the performer human, filled with flaws. “Sometimes, stumbles. Yet, one manages to keep I feel embarrassed making mistakes. their balance and continue with the However, I’m continually trying to grow performance—surprised at the cheers and trying to face the fact that mistakes and encouragement bestowed upon them are inevitable.” Dino shared. “[N]o human from below, not knowing the display only does not commit any mistakes, and I’m inspired awe from the audience all the a human after all. That’s why it’s okay to more, showing them that even the best make mistakes.” can make mistakes.

28 KNIGHT Search... Lasap ng Tagumpay: Baon ng mga Kampeon Mga salita ni Mattheo Gabriel Neala Sandigan ng sikmurang kumakalam ang mga pambaong nagbibigay lakas laban sa araw-araw na hamon ng pagiging estudyante. Maaaring ang pagtikim sa tamis ng pagkapanalo ang kumukumpleto sa paglalakbay ng isang kampeon. Sa kabila ng mapapait na pagsubok ng pag-aaral, samu’t saring lasa ng tagumpay ang inihahandog ng bawat pambaong almusal, tanghalian, at meryenda. Kain na!

KNIGHT 29 Almusal Mga larawan ni Almira Isabel Aguila at Anika Jordan Muñoz Search... Nestle's Milo Choco M.Y. San's Tapsilog Malt Milk Drink Fita Crackers Tapa + Sinangag + Itlog = Perpektong Init ng tsokolate ang gigising sa Isang mainam na balanse ng tamis Almusal! Bilang tradisyonal na agahan diwa ng estudyanteng kumakain ng at alat ang tinatanging taglay ng ng mga Pinoy, makikita ang Tapsilog agahan. Maaring katuwang ang Milo M.Y. San’s Fita Crackers. Siksik sa sa hapagkainan ng karamihan. Unang bilang matamis at masustansyang malulutong na biskwit, ngunit magaan mapapansin ang amoy ng bawang mula panulak sa mga putaheng pang- sa bulsa ang isang balot ng Fita. Sa sa bagong lutong sinangag kasama ang almusal. Bumabagay ang linamnam bawat pagkagat sa biskwit na ito, samyo ng tapa at itlog. Ang paglalaro ng ng tsokolate sa malakas na lasa posibleng maramdaman ang mistulang tamis, alat, at anghang ang malalasap ng malt—nakapagpapagising sa pagtunaw nito sa bibig. Sa gayon, sa pagkain ng isang platong Tapsilog. diwa ng mga inaantok. Pinipiling madali itong kainin—mainam para sa Tiyak na mabubusog ang isip at sikmura dagdagan ng iba ang kani-kanilang mga naghahabol ng mga umagang ng sinumang estudyanteng kakain nito. Milo ng asukal, ngunit marami rin ang nagmamadali. Para sa mga hindi umiinom nito nang walang dagdag na nagnanais ng mabigat na almusal, asukal. Nakapagbibigay enerhiya ang mabisang pantawid-gutom ang Fita. paghaplos ng isang tasa ng inumin na ito tuwing umaga.

30 KNIGHT Tanghalian Mga larawan ni Anika Jordan Muñoz at Jean Carla Villano Search... Jollibee Purefood's Gatorade Burger Steak Chicken Nuggets Sports Drink Sa presyong pangmasa, matitikman Kilalang-kilala lalo na sa mga Upang maipagpatuloy ang mga ang ipinagmamalaking putahe ng isa sa kabataan ang mga pritong pagkain— responsibilidad, tinataglay ng Gatorade mga nangungunang fast-food chain sa kaya’t napapasabi ang karamihan Sports Drink ang karagdagang enerhiya Pilipinas. Nanunuot ang linamnam ng ng, “You know that I love chicken na nakakapagbigay lakas sa mga mag- beef patty bilang kapares ng mushroom nuggets!” Mula bata hanggang sa aaral. Blue Bolt, Lemon Lime, Tropical gravy—dahilan ng pagiging patok mga pusong-bata, tiyak na nakaaantig Fruit at iba pa! Iba’t ibang lasa at kulay nito sa nakararami. Bilang mainam ng puso at sikmura ang pagkain ng ang maaaring mapagpipilian ng mga na kapares ng kanin, mapupuno ang PureFood’s Chicken Nuggets. Sa nagnanais tumikim nitong pampagising. kumakalam na sikmura sa isang plato bawat kagat, ibinabalanse ng malutong Sa pag-inom nito, kasama ng tamis ng Jollibee Burger Steak. na balat ang malambot na karne ng ang benepisyo ng electrolytes na manok sa loob. Madaling kainin at kinakailangan ng katawan upang dalhin bilang pananghalian ang mga lumusog at sumigla. Sa tulong ng nuggets na ito—perpekto sa mga mag- Gatorade, siguradong hindi mauuhaw aaral na naghahanap ng tanghaliang ang mga estudyante sa araw-araw! mabilis kainin.

KNIGHT 31 Meryenda Mga larawan ni Almira Isabel Aguila at Kaisha Keith Perez Search... Fibisco's Lemon Square Minute Maid Fresh Choco Mallows Cheese Cake Orange Juice Pagsasama ng malambot na Maliit man sa paningin, nakabubusog Sustansya at tamis ang inihahandog marshmallow, biskwit, at ang matamis na meryenda pa rin ang Lemon sa katawan ng pagkain ng prutas. Kaya’t na pagyakap ng tsokolate—tila isang Square Cheese Cake. Sa isang bilang panghugas sa matatamis na mga kuwentong pag-ibig ang matitikman sa kagat, mararamdaman ang haplos ng asukal at panghimagas, tinataglay ng pagkain ng Fibisco’s Choco Mallows. malambot at matamis na tinapay—sa Minute Maid Fresh Orange Juice ang Tulad ng isang sorpresa, nakabalot isang iglap, sumisigaw muli ang sikmura sarap at sustansya ng dalandan sa ito sa foil upang maprotektahan ang na kumuha ng isa pang balot. Tila sa isang inumin. Makukuha ang nutrisyong pagkakabuo nito. Sa isang kagat, isang ulap maaring ikumpara ang itsura inaasam at mararamdaman ang matitikman ang patong-patong na at pakiramdam ng pagkain ng cupcake pinaghalong asim at tamis ng orange sa katamisan. Karaniwang dalawang piraso na ito. Maaaring pagbabalik-tanaw ang pag-inom ng isang bote ng Minute Maid. ang nilalaman ng isang balot at anim na pagkain ng cupcake na ito sapagkat Panangga laban sa sakit ang pagpili piraso naman ang taglay ng isang kahon; sikat itong pambaon ng karamihan ng mga masusustansyang inumin kaya’t mainam itong ipamahagi sa mga noong kanilang kabataan. at pagkain. kapwa kamag-aral, mga kaibigan, o ‘di kaya naman sa iyong crush!

32 KNIGHT Search... *** Sandata laban sa pagsubok ang malakas na isip, malambot na puso, at busog na sikmura. Hindi man madali ang laban maging isang kampeon, maaari nang matikman ang pagkapanalo sa iba’t ibang pambaong nagsisilbing sandigan ng kampeong gutom. ■

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34 ROOK As the record spins Words by Alexie Jeanne Masangkay Art by Jannbeau Amadeus Rain Astrero In a room where silence takes over, the sudden yearning for music to play has struck. One searches endlessly just to find the right set of songs to define the atmosphere. Maybe a playlist that could help empower and create a feeling of authority in times of weakness or feel a ray of hope in times of despair— there is much to choose from. Perhaps, the ability that music holds on the soul paints life into a different perspective that patterns one’s foundation. In the first few seconds People may view music in many On the other hand, Bianca Fernandez As the record begins to rotate on the different ways. Gian Sarile (STM21), who (HMS14) explains how music can offer is a member of the LPB, compared music someone a helping hand during hard platter of a turntable, the body cannot to a story. “(Music is) a story that we can times. “(Music is) my escape whenever resist the rhythm of the music that pours feel. Music allows you to tell your story I'm dealing with problems that I want to out—masking one’s emotions from differently.” Sarile describes music and get rid of.” In Fernandez’s own words, reality. Keziah Sarte, the moderator of storytelling as more than just reading, but music creates a sense of escape in times the DLSU-D Senior High School (SHS) how the story’s message and purpose is of difficulty. Lasallian Pop Band (LPB), described being told as well. music in her own words. “[M]usic refers to any vocal or instrumental (sound) combined to produce form, harmony, and emotional expression.” For Sarte, almost all genres of music have numerous effects on one’s life.

ROOK 35 When the song continues “[I]T CAN BE SO DIVERSE, SO Slowly the melodious flow of the music MEANINGFUL, AND SUCH A GREAT reaches the mind; the mask holding the feelings that have been kept inside for so ESCAPE FROM REALITY. SOME long slips off. The whole world stops as one’s emotions finally sink in, and they PEOPLE ARE IMMERSED IN IT are left to deal with the aftermath of the sensations. Sarte noted that music has BECAUSE MUSIC, ITSELF, CAN the capacity to control one’s emotions and thinking. “[A]lmost every genre of UNDERSTAND THEIR IDENTITY. music has the power to alter our moods and even our perceptions of our current “[I] would like to say that listening to *** situation and surroundings.” According different kinds of languages (of music), to Sarte, music manipulates a person’s is not about understanding the music The track stops spinning, feelings differently. and its language, but (about) the lyrics and the room turns quiet yet themselves and the meanings behind the music continues to play Furthermore, Sarte stated the benefits them,” Fernandez explained. It seems on in the mind, leaving a mark of music for the youth. “[M]usic can elicit that not only the catchy beats of a song for one to reminisce moments emotions and influence how you think,” captures one’s heart, but the song’s in life. Fernandez made the she began. “Most young-targeted artists nature will too. connection music has to her and her release their best work while they are still life. “[Music] gave me hope and faith,” young (as good) musicians understand Skip to the good part she declared. “It gave me a chance to how teenagers feel.” Knowing this, the Continuing its rotation, the record does rebuild the confidence that I lost, rethink youth seemingly feels connected to the problems that I failed to solve…and music in various ways and are inspired to not stop despite how one longs to skip to reflect on every situation that (had gone express their emotions through it. the best part and experience what it has wrong).” As the room turns silent once in store. Music seems to have become more, the music that once brightened \"[T]o some extent, the message of a a way of narrating stories and creating the room leaves a mark beneath the song can influence how you behave.\" art through emotions, especially with the walls and continues to live on in the Sarte mentioned when describing music's current generation. “[M]usic has been mind forever. subconscious effect on people's actions around me (for many years) and because and how they react to the things around of that, I found my dream. My dream is them. Not only can the beat pull a person to become a singer or songwriter in the to listen, but the lyrics seem to make one future,” Sarile said. In today’s youth, it relate to the song. “[M]usic may have may be likely for them to still search for an effect on us because our perceptual their own dreams and individuality; but decisions on sensory stimuli, such as with music, it seems that that search is facial expressions, are directly influenced over, and one can finally feel that what by our mental state,” Sarte expounded. they found is right. Rewinding back Fernandez believes that music can Backtracking the song and playing that throw an individual into a whole different world of meaning. “[I]t can be so diverse, certain part all over again, one desires to so meaningful, and such a great escape feel the emotions that were once there from reality. Some people are immersed and go back in time to rediscover who in it because music, itself, can understand they were. No matter how many times their identity.” Escaping from the real the track spins, the mind seeks more and world once in a while through the melody enjoys the music they hear. of a song may give one a feeling of relief from the overwhelming chaos life “[Music] (can) be sweet (or bitter) has been throwing. because music, in general, is also just like a savory dish that our taste buds love,” Sarile stated. Despite the differences in music taste, however, Sarile agrees that it parallels in a way people enjoy music. He further added how music has been effective in influencing one’s emotions. “[For example], [w]hen we listen to [music like Phonk], it makes us feel aggressive; it feeds our ego and makes us feel unstoppable.”

36 ROOK Where light fails to dwell Words by Roy Hembra Art by Sean Jacob Altoveros Here in this room—bleak and without sun—lies one unable to carry their own heaviness. Only held up by the buttress of this bed, in mere shadow, one is powerless to see anything. Light might have marked life at every turn, yet there comes the time when it becomes shrouded or taken away. Nevertheless, the light peeking through the curtains might just see one through and help them find their way back, catching a glimpse of it beyond the periphery. With this, one regains sight of what was. Through a shadowed vision see what they can do. However, She continued on, “I thought to myself In desolation one waits, embedded some may get lost because of that I’d just do what I (needed) to do at unforeseen circumstances, their vision that moment. I felt really pressured to do in the alcove, empty of light. They gaze dazed and darkened. (everything) correctly and [to] not make into the emptiness of this room, still in (any) mistakes.” With everyone counting an attempt to bear it all. It appears that For Raven Vertera (STM212), this on her to fulfill the role of a caretaker, all adolescence is the transition of a person’s abrupt change of vision manifested in she was left to do was push through error- life—the median in which they are situated parallel to her father’s retinal detachment. free—for any slip up might further the between childhood and adulthood. \"It all happened so suddenly,” she detriment of her situation. Conceivably, teenagers too tend to recalled. “[O]ne day I only had to worry be under the weight of expectation about school and chores, then suddenly and responsibility put upon them the next [day], I (had) to rush my dad to as they mature, trying their best to the emergency room because of a failed eye surgery.\"

ROOK 37 “Talk to someone; you don’t She expounded further, “Minsan kasi may ganon, wala siyang kailangan kasi need to suffer alone… alam niya kung ano gagawin niya, ang you have to open up. kailangan niya lang is someone to listen [to them].\" Labuac gave a fair warning Vertera recounted that physical For Vienne Mehid (HMS22), these that not everyone who reaches out might exhaustion wasn’t the only hardship inferences were true, and as a result, she need counsel and that perhaps the best she encountered, but that the situation believed she had to mask them. “I am light a friend can be for someone in the was also taxing to her mental health. \"[I facing crises after crises on my identity dark is simply a warm one. needed] to think (about and consider) and purpose, and with that, I have to everything before doing anything because pretend that these do not affect me [at Trust in dusk and dawn I had to manage my time well,\" she added. home] in order to (do) well in (life),” she The sun sets, the day ends, and the In Vertera’s plight, she was bereft of confessed. The pressures that condition support from others, leaving only herself these adolescents to feel that they need blackening shadow creeps in once more. to tend to theresponsibilities at home. to hide their issues might only exacerbate The night settles within the room, but one the harm and stress it imposes on them, is reminded that darkness is divided into To unveil the drapes rendering them more resistant than they cycles with light, and that soon the sun One watches the day go by, forlorn to were before. will rise again. Vertera expressed this reminder, “I know for sure that greater these shadowed walls, waiting for such to As the sun proclaims its rays challenges will come, and I will also have be illuminated again. One builds up the Sunlight prevails throughout the once no choice but to face (them).\" courage to reach behind the curtains once more and let the light of the warm windows dark room, declaring its truth through It may not always be possible to look shine through. Student Wellness Center sight, making everything it touches forward with the sun in mind because (SWC) Counselor Christina Liza Labuac visible in its recognition. There, one there might be moments where one will shared her insight on how adolescent revels in realization and daybreak. be lost in gloom. Even so, perhaps the pressures take a toll on the youth. One witnesses the possibility in importance lies in one’s heart, where there “[E]ach person copes differently,” Labuac light—to have vision beyond than the is something that glistens—a vestige that said. “Minsan ang tao (ay) nahihirapan immediate moment. light will come again. to address [the problem] sa sarili nila kasi ang point of view na nakikita nila ay In overcoming the struggle that Mehid added to this and said, \"[This sa kanila lang.” teenagers face, Labuac posited, “Talk to experience made] me aware of where someone; you don’t need to suffer alone… to begin in correcting my approach For Labuac, people may have difficulties you have to open up.” She affirmed that and healing, and which will be helpful uncovering their issues as their abilities there are others who will understand in facing life’s problems from now on.\" are often limited to realize these problems and listen, admonishing the youth not What is brought to light is something to only from their own perspectives. Perhaps to struggle alone. Vertera accounted for be remembered and something that will to shed light in handling these matters, this and said, “It was a great help when always be kept, for forgetting only drives one can reach out to others and see their my friends would constantly check up one into the dark. perspective on the situation. on me and ask how I (was) doing.” In getting through challenging periods in life, *** Labuac also pointed out that parental one must see into the glint of others, for guidance and peer support are essential, it might just be the spark to enliven and At the end, when all is dark, one as counselors like her can only do so inspire a light of one’s own. rejoices in its stillness, in remembrance, much and that one may be more inclined and in patience of a lamp-lit hope for the to talk about their issues with their friends. For those who might have someone next beginning. Illuminated by this, one \"May mga students na mas comfortable reach out to them that are going through is prepared for sundown.—to perhaps sila mag open up [about their problems] moments like these, Labuac said this: explore and gain perspective on the dim sa peer nila, kasi nga minsan ang trigger \"When someone opens up to you, you ask parts of their reality, beyond the boundary nila ay ang parent.\" She reasoned that that person first, ‘What do you need from and periphery of their current conditions. these problems affecting adolescents are me? Do you want me to give you advice It seems that one is never truly alone, for mostly rooted in the atmosphere one has or do you want me to just listen to you?'\" the many lumens that make up one’s light at home. \"Most of the time, nag-uugat are brightened by others. At times one ‘yan sa kung anong atmosphere kayo may be forsaken by the dark, so put faith mayroon sa bahay.\" in the inevitability of tomorrow—of a new dawn, a new light.

38 ROOK Pagdikta ng dais sa patutunguhang hangganan Mga salita ni Lois Lu at Francis Andrei Baraquel Dibuho ni Liam Nico Sullivan Sa kaligiran ng mababang hapag, masisilayan ang tusong pag-ikot ng dais. Ito ang nabubuong imahen sa bawat pag-itsa ng manlalaro sa mapanlinlang na dais. Habang unti-unting inilalahad ang iba’t ibang panig, marahang pinahihiwatig ang larong dinidiktahan ng walang kasiguraduhan. Tila abot kamay ng manlalaro ang pinapangarap na numerong naka-ukit sa kuwadradong malinggit. Ngunit sa giliw ng nagsasayawang dais at mapanlinlang na mga mukha nito, nakasalalay ang hindi siguradong damdamin at ang tungkulin na muling sumabak.

ROOK 39 ` Inaasam na numero Paghagis sa mapanlinlang na dais I make a conscious effort to continue the sa mukha ng dais Sa mapagmithing pag-itsa ng conversation,” sabi ni Legaspi. Tuwing makikipag-usap sa ibang tao, sinisikap Bago pa man ibato ang dais, nabubuo manlalaro, maaaring piliing ikubli ng niya na maging maingat sa kaniyang mga na ang isipan ng manlalaro sa nais nitong mapanlinlang na dais ang inaasahang salita at kilos. Sa ganitong pamamaraan, kalabasan. Sa pag-asang magpapakita numero. Sa pagkakataong kulang o labis maaaring maiwasan ng isa ang maling ang inaasam na panig nito, nagkakaroon ang kinalabasan, muling magbabago pagkakaunawa at mapapanatili ang ng lakas ang manlalarong palayain ang paningin ng manlalaro sa susunod mabisang komunikasyon ng bawat isa. ang kapalaran sa sariling kamay. Para na hakbang nito. Kasabay ng hindi kay Briana Ysabel Legaspi (STM12), masigurong takbo ng laro ay ang muli’t Pag-usbong ng nakabase sa sariling pisikal at emosyonal muling pagbato ng dais. na kalagayan ang kanyang kakayahan numeradong mukha upang patuloy na makipag-ugnayan sa Buhat ng iba’t ibang mga kaganapan, kapwa. “At times, I am conscious of my maaari din mag-iba ang kakayahan Sa bumabagal na sayaw ng dais, social limits and intentionally disengage ng isang tao na makipag-ugnayan. from (interaction),” inamin ni Legaspi. “[W]hen my social battery fluctuates and maaaninag ang halagang sumisilip sa (I reach my limit, I tend to become irritable Pinaliwanag naman ni Aicelle Terese and may experience a negative shift in nakabunyag na panig nito. Mistulang Santarin (ABM11) na maaring maging my mood.)” Pinahayag ni Legaspi na mahirap sukatin ang sarili niyang mas mataas ang kanyang kapasidad na umuusad na ang laro sa mga huling kapasidad sa pakikipag-ugnayan sa ibang makipag-usap sa matatalik na kaibigan tao, at ang hamon na ito ay hindi pumipili kaysa sa mga tao na hindi pa niya sandali ng pag-ikot, ngunit ang ng araw. “It can be challenging (to gauge gaanong kilala. my social battery) on any given day,” saad inaakalang katapusan ng manlalaro, niya. Bukod pa roon, tila nakadepende sa Nananatili ang pag-asa ng manlalaro nakakasalamuhang mga tao ang lakas na matamo ang kinakailangang numero, ang nagbabalat-kayong panimula ng kakayahan sa pakikipag-usap ni ngunit dismaya ang kahahantungan nito sa Santarin. “[T]he individuals I interact with oras na kumaliwa ang daloy ng kapalaran ng dais na mapanlinlang. Sa hindi or the way I get out of bed determine how sa iniiwasang bilang. Maaaring maging socially active I am.” balakid ang pagkaubos ng kakayahang masigurong hinaharap ng isa, maaaring makipag-usap para sa isang tao, dagdag Gayunpaman, nangyayari na matatag pa ang iba’t ibang pagkakataon at tahakin ang maraming posibilidad na ang kakayahang makihalubilo sa iba, sitwasyon. “[S]ometimes, (it can) result tulad na lamang kay Matthew Reginald in difficulty continuing social interactions ihaharap ng dais. Cajigas (HMS12). Tinuturing niyang because they may misinterpret my silence malawak ang sariling social battery, and negative mood,” pahayag ni Legaspi. “[E]veryone has their own unique social “[M]any of my friends and other people that I’ve met regard me as (a very social) Ikot hanggang sa needs and abilities, so I make a conscious butterfly and really energetic [person].” pinatutunguhang numero effort to be observant of people’s cues “[E]VEN THOUGH Wari’y isang tanghalan ang bawat sulok ng mesa, na hinihintay ang hudyat and body language,” pahayag ni Legaspi HINDI AKO ng dais. Sa unang pagtapak nito sa mesa ang siyang simula ng nakabibighaning noong hingian ng opinyon tungkol sa NAKAKA-RELATE, sayaw nito. Upang mapigilan na malinlang sa walang kasiguraduhang entablado, kapasidad naman ng ibang tao na I NEED TO maaring ituon ang pansin ng manlalaro sa numerong nais nito. Ayon kay Cajigas, makihalubilo. Ayon sa kanya, magsisilibi UNDERSTAND isa sa mga paraan upang makayanan ang nagbabagong social battery nito ay itong paraan upang matukoy ang angkop AND I NEED TO ang pagpili sa mga taong sasamahan. “[M]y way of dealing with (interactions) na antas ng pakikipag-ugnayan. RESPECT (OTHER is choosing the right people to surround myself with.” Para sa ilan, maaaring sumayaw ang PEOPLE'S SOCIAL Sa pagiliw na ikot ng dais, naaaninag dais sa kanilang kagustuhan, o mag BATTERIES). ng manlalaro ang limitasyong ikinukubli nito—na hindi batid ng dais ang sariling martsa palayo sa kanilang inaasam. galaw nito. “I am wary of unintentionally offending others by saying something Sa pahayag ni Cajigas, inilahad niya inappropriate due to my drained state,” pahayag ni Legaspi. na sa kabila ng hustong kakayahan Dagdag din ni Legaspi tungkol sa na makipag-usap, pinipili pa rin niyang mga pagsubok na dinudulot social battery, “[W]ith people who are not maintindihan at unawain ang mga taong as familiar with my social tendencies, naiiba sa kanya. “[E]ven though hindi ako nakaka-relate, I need to understand and I need to respect (other people’s social batteries),” saad niya. *** Bagama’t simple ang laro ng dais, natatangi ang mekanismo nitong nakasalalay sa kapalaran ng bawat manlalaro. Walang pagpipilian kundi tumaya sa mapanlinlang na mukha ng dais. Sa likod ng bawat pagbato, ang posibilidad na hindi kontrolado ang natatanging kaakibat ng humahakbang na manlalaro. Sa gawain na walang kasiguraduhan, tila nagtatago sa manlalaro ang kakayahang paikutin ang mapanlinlang na dais. Nang sa ano man ang mukhang maiharap nito, mananatili ang kapangyarihan sa kamay ng manlalaro—ang mithiing magwagi sa bawat pag-itsa ng dais.

40 Beyond the battle’s unceasing trials Words by Anielle Mendoza Photos by Nicole Infante Arduous and laborious though the battle may be, one seeks to overcome it and rise up in triumph over fiendish enemies made in the combat zone. From one relentless trial to another in the journey of reaching that long, beheld crown of victory, the glitz and glamor of the battles won are but only facades to delude the enchanted crowd.

41 WITH A TIGHT fist clenched for her passion for singing, Breanna Rein Villapaz (STM214) is an artist meant to take the stage by storm. Yet, as the glow of the spotlight shines upon her, the shadows that trek her every move creep up slowly and silently—dogging her each step and wrenching her away from standing on the stage and displaying her talents for all to see. From one world to another Every journey has a beginning, and every war fought can be traced back to a point in time which, in this case, is a place far from the field of battle. Sword in hand and a heart filled with ardor, the queen begins to walk towards the starting line—right at the point where her story unfolds. “I’ve been singing for six to seven years,” Breanna revealed, remembering the days where it all began. “(But) I was not a singer back then; (I was) actually a volleyball varsity player.” Looking back on her humble beginnings, Breanna recalled that her past did not always line up with her present, as singing was something she had not started out with; being, instead, engrossed in volleyball. And while known as her school team’s “Captain Ball,” Breanna showed that her musical roots only began to grow while she was still immersed in the athletic world. Narrating the events, she disclosed that her first performances consisted of singing for mall shows, which was a decision influenced by her mother. “It was my mom who pushed me [to sing in mall shows]...just to give me more confidence.”

42 Breanna explained that with each mall “In search of persistence show she had performed, the more her As the journey’s beginning is confidence in herself grew, and what established and the battle for victory started out as a bid for increasing one’s is underway, continuing the relentless self-conviction steadily evolved into pursuit of one’s passion can be a struggle. a fervent love for music. Yet, though Yet, with a gaze pointed towards the goal her fondness for volleyball remained, and a glance revealing the comrades— Breanna admitted to growing a more one’s supporters—aiding the queen in ardent emotion for singing. “[T]hrough the face of this fierce clash for superiority, the years, I started to love music more, one may rest easy knowing they have a and actually, I had a very hard time reason to continue the fight. juggling the two—being a volleyball player and a singer.” “Noong nag-start kasi ako, nagkaroon ng audition sa DLSU-D Chorale,” Breanna “I was training [for competitions and recounted. “[D]oon ako mas nag-mold games], (while) also training my vocals,” into a performer talaga.” With a smile Breanna shared as she reminisced on on her face, she fondly expressed that the dilemma about choosing between her meeting different people helped her into two joys. Eventually, however, came the becoming the artist she is now. “There, tipping point when she realized how much I met a lot of people older than me. more she enjoyed the feeling of being on Actually, I’m the youngest member of the stage, performing for the crowd to watch. [Chorale]—I joined there at 13 years old.” She explained that, despite not having “[A]s time (went) by, I [realized that I] been a student at the school, she was enjoyed the hardship of music [more],” able to audition and be accepted as part she said. “Parang na-realize ko na mas of the singing group. technical ang pagkakanta, and that challenged me to be where I am now, “They became my (mentors) talaga,” (making) me fall in love with singing.” Breanna added. With her having joined the Chorale at a young age, the other [A]S TIME members of the group took to taking her under their wing and helping her achieve (WENT) BY, I the best version of the artist she desires to become. “They embraced me and [REALIZED THAT in-accept nila ako kahit bata ako and tinulungan nila ako maging singer.” I] ENJOYED THE However, the singer mentioned that HARDSHIP OF these people were not only significant in her growth as an artist, but also in MUSIC [MORE]. the aspect of her character. “[S]a life, doon talaga ako na-mold…Sila talaga ‘yung mga naging inspiration ko [to continue singing].” With the guidance and care that her Chorale members had showered her, Breanna’s love for her craft only strengthened all the more, reinforcing in her the drive to continue the journey at becoming the best she has ever been. With that, she revealed the main motivation and reason for her continuous pursuit for glory. “My biggest motivation now is the people around me,” she stated proudly. “Whenever there are people na nag-me-message sakin ng appreciation… parang hindi pala walang kwenta 'yung ginagawa ko,” she continued.

43 “MY BIGGEST MOTIVATION NOW IS THE PEOPLE AROUND ME.

44 “NOONG SUMALI AKO NG IDOL PHILIPPINES SEASON TWO—IT WAS SUCH A GREAT EXPERIENCE, AND IT WAS A BLESSING NA NAKAPUNTA AKO DOON AND NAKASALI AKO.

45 Knowing that there are people around admitted to feeling hopeless one too the opportunity of a lifetime to showcase her who show support for the music she many times through the years, thinking her talents on a national level. “Not creates helps Breanna to continue the that it might just be better for her if she all can compete there, and I’m very battle and achieve the one thing she quit instead, knowing how difficult her path grateful kay Lord na napunta ako sa wants, and that is to perform on stage moving forward is to tread. “It’s not easy. posisyon na ‘yun.” and belt out the harmonious notes she I always say na ‘Ah, ayoko na kumanta,” holds within her voice. Although, as the Breanna divulged, revealing that being However, the exhilarating moments did years passed with her passion for singing a performer while possessing constant not last. After having finished her audition enduring, the trials and tribulations negative thoughts is taxing, especially for and leaving for a one-month preparation encountered only worsened, with the her. “To be a singer with social anxiety for the next stage of the contest, Breanna occurrence of one such barrier wrenching is such a hard thing to do, but the art of and her family came across a foe that her away from fulfilling her dream. being a performer is (that) you should might just prove to challenge her singing always hide the fact that you’re anxious.” career. “I actually (discovered) a lump in On the brink of surrender my breast, and [I knew] it was a symptom It can be difficult, at times, to find a So, in spite of the worries and internal of breast cancer.” anxieties, Breanna brushed them off, reason to resume the fight—especially donned a mask to hide the unease from Continuing, she recounted the rest of when one is made to face what just might the crowd, and progressed—knowing her story, “Before I went to ABS-CBN for be the greatest obstacle in their career. that she could not be kept away from [the next stage of] Idol Philippines…I was Winded and looking worse for wear, the her passion for music any longer. Yet, having (an) existential crisis…and parang queen deliberates whether it is time to regardless of how much she loved to sing bigla ko lang naisip na ayoko na kumanta.” put the sword down and walk away from and perform, trouble came knocking in the Being under medication throughout round the battle. form of a trial she was not expecting. two of the competition in an effort to dissolve the lump, Breanna affirmed that “Lahat naman siguro (nagkakaroon) ng “Noong sumali ako ng Idol Philippines it was the hardest challenge she had ever anxious thoughts,” Breanna proclaimed. Season Two—it was such a great faced—unknowing of whether she had “Throughout my whole singing career, experience, and it was a blessing na the capabilities to continue. laging may ganun. Laging may existential nakapunta ako doon and nakasali crisis na ‘Bakit ko ba ‘to ginagawa?” She ako,” Breanna shared, beholden with

46 A rejuvenated belligerence On the brink of conceding the fight and waving the white flag of surrender, comrades and friends make themselves known, once more, to the queen—reinvigorating in her the desire to become victorious. Now remembering she is not alone, she tightens her fist once more on the hilt of her blade and charges towards the holy grail in a last stand for victory. “I’m done medicating for [the lump]. I’ve already surpassed it,” Breanna stated. However, just as she eclipsed one hurdle, she revealed that another obstacle came up in the form of a new medical condition. “The thing that came up months ago was my Polycystic Ovary Syndrome (PCOS), [which is what I’m currently taking medication for].” Yet, despite the countless challenges and silent battles Breanna had faced and masked in an attempt to bedazzle the masses with her voice, she has shown them that she still has what it takes to wow the crowd with her talents. “The next Saturday [after I found out I had PCOS], I competed for Southern Luzon Colleges and Universities Athletic Association (SLCUAA), and…I won the champion title.” Being faced with a constant barrage of obstacles was not enough for Breanna to concede the fight, and although the battle is long, she had expressed her belief that better things will come after. “[T]here is always a rainbow after the rain,” she announced. “In life…magkakaroon talaga ng bumps along the way, but…umiikot pa rin ang mundo and ang journey [natin] (ay) never ending.”

47 “IN LIFE…MAGKAKAROON TALAGA NG BUMPS ALONG THE WAY, BUT…UMIIKOT PA RIN ANG MUNDO AND ANG JOURNEY [NATIN] (AY) NEVER ENDING. *** Though the trek ahead is filled with many more trials and labors to overcome, the queen remains steadfast and relentless in her chase for the dream she possesses. The path ahead may be long and the battlefield may stretch as far as the eye can see, but the queen is resolute in attaining her heart’s desire. It is still a long and winding road for the artist to travel, and the future may be uncertain and filled with doubt; nevertheless, Breanna is determined to move forward and steady her gaze towards even bigger and grander stages. “[T]here are no limits,” she declared. “Anything is possible. Pagka-naisip ko na kaya ko ‘tong gawin, (kahit) hindi (ko) alam kung pa’no, alam (ko na) mangyayari (pa rin ito).” *Editor's Note: We thank Breanna Rein Villapaz for her cooperation and valuable participation.

Bishop

BISHOP 49 Euphonious heralds of a nestling’s cardinal voyage Words by Jose Miguel Octavo Photos by Nicole Infante On the eve of early morning flights, perching upon a lone tree one nestles, tired from a long day’s travel. A wailing call, one of a nightingale’s, gleans across the iridescent night sky—preparing for its curtain call. From humble hums to clamorous calls, odes of candor through the labyrinthine hallways of one’s senti- ments is what one hopes reaches embarkment. MAY IT BE a coincidental happenstance or one prophesied destiny in the books, a nightingale’s call is one that captivates many—leaving close and far-flung individuals with agape mouths and riveting curiosi- ty. For Gabriel Francis Gatdula (STM21), this was the case. With a battered black-inked pen and a gifted acoustic guitar, handwritten words are brought to life with ear-catching melodies alongside his spectacular guitar string accompaniments.

50 BISHOP Momentous shrieks at the break of dawn As the first of dew settles on the leaves, signaling the crack of dawn, only the zealous and determined prevail. For Gatdula, the songwriting path was adorned with passion-filled bricks and opportunity-blinding lampposts—and with no second-guessing, he took it in an instant. “Being a singer-songwriter wasn’t a part of my plan…I started writing songs for fandoms,” Gatdula recalled. The vocalist would read his favorite books and be roused by its worldbuilding, inspiring him to write, “Occasionally, nagsusulat ako ng song lyrics na based sa mga stories [ni Gwyneth Saludes].” The baptism of a virtuoso in songwriting Gatdula utilizing his social media rooted in his adoration for online stories account mainly contributed to the quick- quickly bloomed into fleets of rewarding ramping traction it got, “There was a plan moments for Gatdula. “Kapag may spur na na gawan ng soundtrack ‘yung story… idea, pi-no-post ko siya on the Internet [for sakto ‘yung naging pag-post ko kaya na- everyone to see],” Gatdula recollected. add siya.” The rest was history for the As his online reading community began out-of-the-blue songwriter as interest built to expect more musical content from him, up for the song and the uproar for new the lyricist obliged and unlatched his own content arose. cage which kickstarted the journey to create music—all without any concrete A bird’s nestling would know how plan. “From there, nagkaroon na ng build- to fly, and from its feather comes the up sa progress ng composing songs [for same indistinguishable grit to soar and the book chapters],” Gatdula added. flutter legions beyond its nest. “Mostly ‘yung tumugtog ng instruments is from Humble beginnings of writing whimsical my father’s side…but both [sides of the] daydreams in his twin-sized bed quickly (family) have influence sa musical journey pivoted into life-changing choices as the ko,” Gatdula remarked. While his kindred golden birdcage that once housed him was a fundamental cornerstone, his unlatched—setting him free. Gatdula beguiling curiosity was his final push into added that his breakthrough song, “Sa his deep dive in an enclosure bedazzled Pag-ikot ng Araw” was noticed by the with chords and notes—which he now author of the book he based the song on, calls his home. which set him off to unprecedented heights, “‘Yung song, (pi-no-post) ko sa Twitter kasi doon pinaka-active ‘yung fandom… and ni-retweet siya nung author.” Gatdula expressed his elation and reaction to this, “As a fanboy...sobrang ecstatic (ako) na mapansin noon kasi I never expected it to happen.”