SOLA

SOLA By: River A

She never knew Awaken says the sunlight slowly creeping, peaking through the curtains Jewelry and quarters all over the floor I hear her restlessly searching for that blue eyeshadow she adores I roll over staring at the ceiling Her fragrance all over the sheets Queen of Spades in my pocket She had her poker face, I faced defeat My head is spinning, rum lingering on my lips She strolls in avoiding eye contact She can't contain that dulce smile Her phone rings Quietly I collect my things I love you too, as she hangs up I love you her too , behind me the door shuts

Breakfast At The Damn Coffee Table Breakfast at the coffee table She's more focused on her plate I focus on her pretty face What is she thinking? Her laughter continues, jokes about her hippie dress She looks more beautiful than changing leaves in autumn But I couldn't tell her that! She'll say something witty back Is that what you tell the rest of them? Flush from embarrassment I'd just sit here and grin Fortunately that didn't happen It's breakfast time at the coffee table Maintain focus on her words, remain stable In reality I just wanted to graze my hand around her thighs For no reason I wanted to hear her sigh Not just any sigh, but that one where a woman pushes you away She's full of regret but her fantasies are salivating You know that one she holds in deep, so deep her soul is dancing with sensual glee

The sigh where her breath gets cut short she bites on her lips and turns over to yours I wanted to make her sigh but she never saw me that way in her eyes Plus it was breakfast time at the damn coffee table Should have taken the next left “She sees me” “She’s seen me” All I could think to myself Like floating meteoroids we collide Out of all the street corners in Seoul I spent countless days planning to hide in plain sight I tracked my steps Reviewed all the areas Crossing you was not the plan But here I am We had a quick glance That’s all it took Everything returned I knew I would always love you “She sees me” “She’s seen me” My vision was foggy till you became a blur in the distance We had a quick glance

Sadness struck from your hazel pearls I could do nothing After all I was with my new girl GOOD RUN Shattered by her laughter Her smile drove me wild She was my rose! I her universal road... We had fights, hell we kept the moon up some nights Young and in love, We drank we danced we ravished away our pasts pains numb Muse to my limericks, my jaguar tongue to her clit Madness increased the more she resisted, this covet insisted She cried I'll always love you without hesitation Baby it's a sinful word ,let's sin till Revelations I was no good, she wasn't any better We knew there was no forever She rose to the west, I set to the east I truly cared for her to say the very least

Drinks before, More drinks after I'm constantly changing I’m constantly aging. Old habits die hard, so I’m constantly mistaking Black hole in my thorax still gaping I was gone before she left I was too lost before she was found She wanted the old me before the mess Bottoms up when she was here Bottoms up when she slid past the door

Can you just understand? I'm in this place where you couldn't understand Too used to putting on a smile like it's alright I've hit this point baby where I need you to grab my hand I AM WOMAN, HEAR MY PAIN, HEAR ME ROAR They won’t understand Vaulted in my cerebral labyrinth Vacant on sounds A Silent language My ears became my surveillance Dummied Up Entrenched with political presumptions ESCUCHA! The bourgeois yell \"DO SOMETHING\" I hunker down my beliefs Rabbles flock from left to right All we see are flashing lights Nimble to pull triggers A nation cognizant where to point the finger Welcome to society's avowal

Hear Me Out Brother My dear hermano, I'm stuck between two. Figuring out how to help you And a life I'm letting go. We lost so many comrades Some lost their souls. Others paid the toll with visions of gold. The devil visits my dreams, here and there we take strolls. From the boston barrios, there to lock and load. Our tears grew cold as death unfolds. Now we're old, exchanging our scrolls. Never meant to suddenly leave I promised Santiago I'd never turn back! In time I'll be home Anything you need, A place to sleep, A shoulder to weep, Our troubles run deep. Best, ily Trapped

Who invited you? Why won't you leave? My hands pressed against my temples Gathering all these fragments Tiny recollections The Korean Moon over Uijeongbu After our libidinous labor Overcome with languor You'd slip into a dark slumber Mi vida, my idiosyncrasy Click Putting your hand to the camera Click \"Stop, come here give a kiss\" Click Pulling me closer I drop it ¹ Click, Click, Click Random photos of the hotel room Wrestling beneath the covers A sudden thump! Bring myself to reality Haunt me no longer But I'm drawn again to that moment Click Our faces blinded by the bright light The warmth of heated tiles on my back My hand on your ass Your sweet smile a mask Click Fingers tracing all your curves click Hip to hip Click

Making my way to your southern lips \"STOP, JUST STOP\" I keep telling myself It feels so real Click Those hazel pearls I fell for Click Your legs constrict my neck I can't breathe... Difficult to type with the press of each key Whispers of your voice A rush in my bloodstream I indulge in this day dream Click That smirk I bite your thigh Click That seductive voice “What are you going to do with this?” This moment

Cherish the days they engage Quarrels , I feel so old a different age but now our rights a fury rage I come forward hear me see me feel me speak to me treat me like I am alive we live we cry to find purpose before we die My lioness She lets her hair go Simultaneously ,curls tumbling Oblivious to her winsome Shaking her hair dry

I restrict myself from revealing into her groins More than a pretty thought, perhaps Jessie is my lucky coin I marvel at her , but she sees flaws Serene in aww I pick apart her features As though she’s my youthful crush , timidly I hide behind the bleachers Through famine she's all I crave If she comes knocking Hell loves Hell seeks Each day more souls to reap So in my cross roads take one for me As I set sail in a fiery sea Please to those or blessed to be

If hell comes to your door , don't be weak A bite towards a break I remember the South Side of Providence Mi cultura en frente I guess I was three, no one believed children could see “Ahh she's just a chichi”, they paid no attention to me But I knew after chip and dale, two more episodes and he'll be here The words pop up on the screen, Time for a treat

Elena's home, so he'll be coming down the street My bella whisks me to the porch On the rocking horse, I don't like heights Still I stand against the iron rods, pressed to my chubby cheeks I envisioned drool down my feet I take a moment Then I’m dragged down three flights ICE CREAM !!!! Today was a chocolate Mickey's face Back on the porch I hear them yelling la misma vaina Three year olds don't understand I take a bite in the hard shell of chocolate A little dissatisfied, I take another taste Now there’s chocolate mountains engulfed by a sea of vanilla I'll never forget Mickey's face, He came with no smile Just his ears, everything else blank At that age, I knew it was a factory mistake But still something about those Southside days, Dad was away, left me with the grandparents to raise I was just a chi-chi , they said I was three But what do I know I was actually four with a set schedule to get my treat Grant Me Grant me serenity Let me pray I haven't worshipped you for years They say you can move mountains So remove these tears I say a little prayer Perhaps you can stitch this madness, my tailor Hemp the creases in my life Give breath till my last escapes

Grant me serenity Let me pray A sin to love her Please don't let them take her away Grant me serenity Let me love Grant me my freedom to love I’ll try to behave Love other women The vast air takes away my last breath Searching faultless words to have you stay Without you my reasoning is not at ease, my soul will not rest In lucid actions I need you, simply all I can say My heart is a broken pipe, mourning tears stains of rust

Forgeries spoken and secrets entombed In public we deny , but this wrongful devotion is what grows our trust Our appetites grow still , cautious of every step for exposure leads others to presume I wanted you then, I need you now, I could love you tomorrow Let slip from memory as I duplicate, our image will become ruins of art work Prey to this dither ,eager to own your allurement and sorrow Permitted this fairytale continue or end , our amorousness shall lurk We must set or utilize Together lost in lustful vines or a passion of lies Sleepy Hollow She wonders the fields Lost amongst those who walked before her Hoves tread in the distance Imminent Her ears devour each paste she takes The rumble of the gravel from the horse's gallop Painting harder with each stride Her conscious “don’t stop now” Those small lungs fight A sudden clamor stretches across the wind “Hurry this way” She stumbles over stone

Down the brittle roots & vines A nest of shrubs and bones Thrump, thrump, thrump The horseman’s silhouette approaches Without warning a hand covers her screech La Luna de Sangre illuminates over the horseman His saddle and sword glimmer gold His horse’s coat a charcoal raven The onyx stallion with bloody ruby eyes Reflecting like two refuescent lanterns Confused what should she fear most A semblance hand Or the headless horseman TREASON TO MY HEART Perhaps I'm foolish To believe I can love without Being forced to fall in love. To be free, To BE ME FAR FROM PERFECT MY QUICK FIX, MY QUICK FIX YOU ARE RICH IN SOUL GIRL I NEVER WOULD HAVE THOUGHT FROM OUR FIRST INTERACTION A SLIGHT ATTRACTION, COULD WE REALLY GIVE THEE SATISFACTION Kissed by the sun You cum, My heart runs I kiss on your tongue Nuestras piernas, juntas Atras En mi mente

No sabe este recuerdo, es mía Sigamos vivendo cada dia Back to this moment My lips çant get enough You are spoiled, made of confidence Low self-esteem so you drink till your reality , you can not see Curled at the corner of your bed, you blame the world for those thoughts in your head Baby you can be rude, Young & obnoxious, but a ray in your presence Mi amor, you have become my muse Yet this fickle bitch of life, continues her ruse You are both A BLESSING & LESSON Meant for a season, muñeca you've given me reason My heart calls out treason. J Its awkward It was that state between love & viviendo la vida loca We were loca PERO YOU WERE MY LOCA I hope after I get these words Off my brain I can finally heal from this pain Mi loka. You were a raging flame, Hell hath its pits challenged Lord, your spirit rose mine from The depths, but to have had that feeling & no longer hold it, I'd rather choose death My sweet angel you have no idea How bright your love illuminates

I'd break down the gates For another taste My life. This race has no end I'd love you stronger than Marc Anthony ever loved Cleo Throw me to the sun Solo siento el frio Mi cielo , no me sientes Si pudiera. Te amaba todas las vieses Dios porque, Como mi tas el amor Y lo rompes, Porque Papa Amar, nunca jamás. Thorns that cut deep Yet the lecture