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09 K O B E 22:49 神戸 LAST NIGHT, AT THIS EXACT TIME, I HEARD MY SISTER SOBBING OUTSIDE. WITHOUT ANY SECOND THOUGHT, I KNEW THAT OUR DOG WAS GONE. AS FOR THE PAST WEEKS, HE WAS SUFFERING FROM A FATAL AND CONTAGIOUS DISEASE, CALLED DISTEMPER. UP UNTIL TODAY, WE REMEMBER OUR HEARTACHES, WHEN WE SAW HIM AT HIS LAST. WE ARE VERY THANKFUL FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE, AND GIVEN US IN THE PAST YEAR AND A HALF KOBE! WE LOVE YOU AND WE'LL MISS YOU SO M U C H . : ( ������

10 C Y C L E 6:03 サイクル I WOKE UP NEAR AFTER 6 AM, I WENT UP AND RECALLED THE THINGS I HAD TO DO. I REMEMBERED THAT I HAVE TO PLUCK THE GUMAMELA THAT I ASKED, SO I BORROWED MY GRANDFATHER'S BIKE AND BIKED THROUGH 2 PHASES OF MY VILLAGE. AFTER PLUCKING 2 GUMAMELAS, I BIKED THE WHOLE VILLAGE AS THE AIR IS SO REFRESHING IN THIS STATE OF DAY!!

10 7:40 HIBISCUS AFTER I CAME HOME, I PREPARED THE THINGS I NEEDED FOR DISSECTION. I CLEANED THE PLACE AND WAITED FOR SIR DIENEL TO ACCEPT MY REQUEST TO JOIN THE MEET. AFTER WAITING FOR 10 MINS, WE FINALLY STARTED DISSECTING THE GUMAMELA (HIBISCUS) AS WE ARE INSTRUCTED BY SIR DIENEL AT THE SAME TIME. IT WAS FUN!! ハイビスカス

11 R Y E ライ 00:01 IT WAS ALREADY PAST MIDNIGHT WHEN I REALIZE I WAS UP ALL NIGHT!! I DIDN'T FEEL THAT THE TIME WAS PASSING BY THAT FAST, AS I WAS TALKING TO SOMEONE WHOM I KNOW DEEPLY.. 8:42 AFTER THAT, I SLEPT FOR ABOUT 4 HOURS, THEN, I COOKED OUR FAMILY'S BREAKFAST AND ATE, WHILE WATCHING NETFLIX IN THE LIVING ROOM. 12:29 JUST AFTER FINISHING MY CHORES, I WENT BACK TO MY ROOM AND TALKED TO SOMEONE IN AMITY. I DID NOTHING!! JUST SPENDING T H I S D A Y T O R E L A X , A N D E A S E M Y M I N D . ������ 間違った時間

12 C H A S E 赤 ち ゃ ん11:43 I'M WAITING FOR MY MOM TO FINISH DRESSING UP, AS WE ARE ABOUT TO VISIT THE VET! MY DOG, CHASE, HAD HIS EYELIDS SEWED DUE TO THE EXOPHTHALMOS HE HAD LAST WEEK CAUSED BY OUR ANOTHER DOG, KOBE, JUST BEFORE HE EXPERIENCED F E E L I N G W E A K . ������ 22:13 AFTER THOSE WERE DONE, I LOCKED MYSELF IN MY ROOM TO BURN THE MIDNIGHT OIL. AND, FINISH MY LAST-MINUTE R E Q U I R E M E N T S ! : ) ) ������

HI, I'M BACK! 13 A WHILE AGO, MAYBE AROUND 8- 9, I CLEANED THE GARAGE! I PRIOR 前 ALWAYS DO THOUGH. AS WE ARE EXPECTING MY COUSINS TO COME NEXT DOOR, AT MY 15:42 - 20:54 GRANDPARENTS' HOUSE. NEARING 15:50, THEY CAME! WE BOUGHT MAIS CON YELO, AND COOKED FOOD FOR LUNCH AND D I N N E R ! I T W A S D E L I G H T F U L . . ������ YET, I DIDN'T KNOW THAT WE WERE ALREADY CELEBRATING MY U N C L E ' S B I R T H D A Y . : ) ) ������ BUT, IN MY DEFENCE, HIS BIRTHDAY IS DUE TOMORROW. WE JUST CELEBRATED A DAY PRIOR TO H I S A C T U A L B I R T H D A T E . ������

14 VALENTINE'S バレンタインの 16:07 IT'S MONDAY AGAIN!!:( AFTER ENJOYING THE FEAST LAST NIGHT, I GUESS IT'S TIME TO COME BACK TO MY ROOM AND STUDY! OH AND A WHILE AGO, I ALMOST FORGOT THAT WE HAD AN ASYNCHRONOUS CLASS HAHAHA! IT WAS AN ASYNC CLASS FOR RESEARCH BTW, IT WAS QUITE FAST NONETHELESS. I WAS STILL SO TIRED FROM LAST NIGHT THAT I SLEPT THE WHOLE DAY HAHAHA, WELL EVERY TIME I WOKE UP, I READ MY BOOKS AND LECTURES, BUT THE LAST TIME I WOKE UP WAS FOR THE ASYNCHRONOUS CLASS HAHAHHAA. THEN I SLEPT AGAIN. JWUUU...IT'S VALENTINE'S BTW HAHHAA DIDN'T EVEN FELT IT AT ALL.

15 A S S I D U O U S し つ こ い5:46 GOOD MORNING! IT'S THE START OF OUR SYNCHRONOUS CLASSES AS OF TODAY TILL TOMORROW SO I'LL BE KINDA BUSY. AFTER RELAXING THE WHOLE DAY YESTERDAY, I THOUGHT THAT IT MY BE ENOUGH AND PUT SOME MORE WORK INTO MY ACTIVITIES. THIS IS OUR SECOND MEETING FOR RESEARCH HAHAHHA, IT MAY SOUND STRESSFUL CAUSE IT REALLY IS. BUT I STILL FIND IT OKAY. I'D RATHER DO THINGS THAT MAY BE HARD THAN RATHER NOT DO ANYTHING AT ALL. IT'S TIME TO BE ASSIDUOUS!!

16 あ な た の 人 生 を 続 け る M O V E F O R W A R D 14:40 HELLO, IT'S PRETTY LATE, TODAY IS OUR SECOND SYNCHRONOUS DAY ACTUALLY. IT'S BEEN PRETTY ROUGH, CONSIDERING THAT THERE ARE STILL THE QUARTERLY EXAMS NEXT WEEK AND I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO FOCUS ON, TO BE HONEST. MY MIND'S KIND OF SCATTERED AT THE MOMENT, CAUSE OF ALL THE THINGS THAT I OVERTHINK. I WAS PRETTY BUMMED WHEN THE SEMESTRAL RANKINGS WERE SHOWN, I FELT DISCOURAGED AND OTHER NEGATIVITIES. I REALIZED THAT I THINK I JUST NEED TO FOCUS ON MY STUDIES THESE DAYS, IF I WANT TO REACH THAT NO,1. IT WASN'T A DISTRACTION, BUT ITS JUST NOT THE RIGHT TIME. I NEED TO MOVE FORWARD..

17 C I C H L I D シ ク リ ッ6:43 ド I W O U L D C O N S I D E R T H I S D A Y A S T H E WORST DAY THAT I HAVE ENCOUNTERED T H I S Y E A R . A S I W A S P R E P A R I N G M Y MATERIALS FOR THE DISSECTION OF THE TILAPIA LATER, I NOTICED THAT MY GLOVES WERE MISSING!! MY CICHLID FISH:< I KEPT LOOKING FOR THEM AND IT WAS GONE.. I ASKED MY MOM ABOUT IT, AND GUESS WHAT.. SHE THREW IT AWAY! I TOOK MY GRANDFATHER'S BIKE AND WENT TO THE NEAREST PHARMACY TO CHECK, BUT THEY SAID THEY DON'T SELL IT. AS I THOUGHT IT COULDN'T GET ANY WORSE, WHEN I WAS ON MY WAY BACK, MY REAR TIRE POPPED, A SMALL METAL POLE IMPALED THE TIRE:)))

K I M E T S U 鬼 滅 18:06 I W A L K E D M A Y B E M O R E T H A N 5 KILOMETERS TO GO HOME, I WAS SO TIRED.. MY MOM WITH A CONSCIENCE FELT PITY AND TOOK THE CAR TO BUY ONE, BUT LITTLE DID WE KNOW THAT MY GRANDMOTHER HAS A PAIR OF MEDICAL GLOVES HEHE. SO I CALLED MY MOTHER TO GO BACK, AND AFTER I PREPARED THE THINGS I NEED, I WENT STRAIGHT UP DISSECTING THE FISH!! AFTER THAT ACTIVITY, I LAY DOWN ON MY BED SOFA AND JUST RELAXED AS I FINISH THE LAST REMAINING EPISODES OF KIMETSU NO YAIBAA!! IT WAS PRETTY GOOD, I HAVEN'T GOT TO WATCH IT IN THE PAST BUT NOW SOMEONE RECOMMENDED IT TO ME HAHA, SO I THINK I SHOULD ATLEAST FINISH IT.

E X I G E N C Y 9:56 緊急性 I T ' S F R I D A Y ! ! A N D I H A V E N ' T GOT A SINGLE TASK FINISHED HAHAHHAA! IT'S ABOUT TIME TO DO SOMETHING HAHAA, ALL I'VE BEEN DOING FOR TWO DAYS IS SLEEP AND EAT, I GUESS IT'S QUITE SAD. BUT I STILL NEED TO FOCUS AND DO THE EXIGENCIES OF THE SCHOOL.

N E V E R L A N D 11:10 AS I WAS BROWSING THE PLAY STORE LAST NIGHT FOR GAMES TO PLAY HEHE, I WAS KINDA BORED SO I THINK IT'S THE BEST WAY TO FIND SOMETHING ENTERTAINING HAHA. THEN, I FOUND THIS APP, THIS GAME IS AMAZING! HAHAHA, I GOT ADDICTED PRETTY QUICKLY. I REMEMBERED THAT I WANT TO PLAY GENSHIN IMPACT ONCE BUT MY DEVICES CAN'T HANDLE IT HAHAHA, SO I WAS KIND OF DOWN SINCE THEN. BUT, LUCKILY I FOUND THIS! IT'S JUST LIKE GENSHIN BUT IT'S MORE PHONE-FRIENDLY HEHE. IT MAY BE CALLED A RIPOFF BUT STILL.:)) ネバーランド

HOME ALONE 4:00 一人で家 I T W A S S O E A R L Y W H E N T H E Y WOKE ME UP. THEY SAD THEY WERE ABOUT TO LEAVE TO GO SOMEWHERE HAHAHA, I JUST NODDED AND WENT RIGHT BACK TO SLEEP. I DIDN'T REALIZE I W A S H O M E A L O N E H A H A . 17:39 IT WAS SUPRISING THAT I STILL REMEMBERED WHAT HAPPENED EARLIER HAHA EVEN THOUGH I WAS JUST HALF-AWAKE. BUT I AS IT IS WEEKEND, I DID NOTING BUT PLAY HAHAHA! LEGEND OF NEVERLAND OF COURSE:))

P R E P 準 備 17:39 I KEPT PLAYING THESE PAST FEW DAYS THAT I FORGOT THAT THE EXAMS ARE JUST HOURS AWAY!! AND I HAVEN'T PREP A SINGLE THING HAHHAA NOR A SING SUBJECT, QUIZ OR ANYTHING. I WAS QUITE TERRIFIED AT FIRST HAHA BUT I'M NOT THAT TYPE OF GUY WHO CRAMS AND PANIC. I JUST DO MY OWN THING, JUST RELAX AND BE COOL, HAHA, I KNOW THE CAPABILITIES OF MYSELF, I KNOW I CAN STUDY IT ALL.

3RD Q T R 5:01 第3四半期 I T ' S T H E 3 R D Q U A R T E R ! S E E YOU AFTER THE EXAM.. 14:22 JUST WOKE UPP HAHAA I GOT T. I R E D O B V I O U S L Y T H E N I S L E P T HAHAHAHA, BUT REGARDING THE EXAMS, IT WAS OKAY, I GUESS. HAHAHHAA, I'M NOT EVEN SURE IF I GOT THE HIGHEST REMARKS, AFTER I TOOK THE EXAM, I DIDN'T EVEN LOOK BACK AND CHECK THE RESULTS HAHA. I GUESS I WAS SCARED BUT GOTTA CHEER UP! WISH ME LUCK TOMORROW!! .

CALCULUS 7:41 微積分 I W O U L D C O N S I D E R T H I S T O B E ONE OF THE EXAMS THAT I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO BECAUSE WE'RE TAKING BASIC CALCULUS! IT'S ONE OF MY FAVOURITE COURSES AS OF NOW, WITH STATISTICS AND PROBABILITY. SO I'M REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS! 11:20 I GOT THE LOWEST SCORE THAT I HAVE IN MY ENTIRE GRADE 11:((( BUT NOT FROM CALCULUS, I GOT IT FROM DISASTER!! IRONIC RIGHT? MY GRADES IN THE DISASTER IS A DISASTER!!

B I O L O G Y 生物学 13:07 10 MISTAKES AREN'T BAD I GUESS, BUT I'M BUMMED ABOUT IT HAHAHA. I THINK I STILL FEEL BAD ABOUT MYSELF ABOUT THE SCORE I HAD YESTERDAY. IT WAS A HECK OF DAY. I JUST NEED SOME REST NOW, I'M SORRY IF I HAVEN'T SAID ANYTHING THAT MUCH TODAY:(. GOODBYEEE! SEE YOU TOMORROW!

R E S T リラックス 12:31 AFTER THAT HELL WEEK, I DESERVE THIS REST!! I APOLOGIZE AGAIN FOR BEING LATE HAHA, APPARENTLY I WAS SLEEPING SINCE 7 AM. I JUST WANT TO LAY DOWN ON MY BED AND DO NOTHING AT THE MOMENT, HAHA, I'LL TALK SOON IF ANYTHING HAPPENS HAHAHHAA.

N A R U T O なると 18:44 I REACHED THE 100TH EPISODE OF NARUTO!! AS I WAS RESTING, I THOUGHT HOW ABOUT IF I CONTINUED NARUTO:SHIPUDDEN HAHAHA, SO THAT AS THAT WHILE I'M RESTING, I CAN ALSO GRIND EPISODES OF NARUTO HAHAHA AND NOW I'VE REACHED SOMEHOW ITS PEAK HAHAHA 400 EPISODES TO GO.

L A S T 最後 10:57 TODAY'S THE LAST DAY OF MY REST DAYS, SO I PLANNED TO USE IT ALL UP TO WATCH NARUTO HAHAHAHHAA, I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO DO!! EVEN THOUGH, I STILL HAVE REMAINING REQUIREMENTS HEHE. STILL, I WANT TO MAKE THIS DAY AS RELAXED AS POSSIBLE HAHA, BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE NEXT WEEK AND THE FOLLOWING WEEKS ARE GOING TO BE HELL. AS WE ARE ALMOST FINISHING OUR SCHOOL YEAR!!

10:15 REFORMAT SINCE I SPENT THREE DAYS RESTING AND WATCHING ANIME. I 再フォーマット BELIEVE THAT I GOT ACCUSTOMED TO IT. SO, I DECIDED TO REFORMAT THE THINGS THAT I WILL DO STARTING FROM TODAY TO HAVE A BETTER AND MORE EFFICIENT WAY OF COMPLETING TASKS.. I THINK THIS IS ALSO NECESSARY FOR PREPARING FOR SYNCHRONOUS AND TIRING CLASSES.



L E T H A R G I C 7:45 無気力 I WOKE UP PRETTY LATE HAHAHHAA. IT WAS MAYBE 5 MINUTES OR 3 MINUTES LATE FOR OUR FIRST CLASS HAAAHA, WELL IN ADDITION, I FORGOT THAT OUR CLASS WILL BE HELD ON ZOOM AND NOT ON GOOGLE MEET. BUT, LUCKILY MY FRIEND REMINDED ME HAHA AND SENT ME THE THE CODE AND PASSWORD. 16:31 AS OF NOW, THERE HAD ONLY BEEN TWO CLASSES, GEN BIO AND PAGBASA. I HAVE NEVER EXPERIENCE SUCH RELIEF COMPARING TO WHAT I EXPERIENCED A WHILE AGO HAHAHA.

L U C K I L Y 15:00 幸運なことに REMEMBER WHAT I SAID MAYBE TWO DAYS AGO? THE DISASTER ISSUE HAHAHAHA. I WAS SURPRISED THAT SIR SAID WE WERE GOING TO RECHECK OUR ANSWERS AND IF WE GOT A MISTAKE THAT WE THINK IS RIGHT, WE MAY DEFEND IT, AND SIR WILL THINK IF HE IS PERSUADED ENOUGH TO CONSIDER. LUCKILY, THAT'S WHAT I'M GREAT AT HAHAHAHA,SO I SUCCESSFULLY DEFENDED MY ANSWERS AND MADE MY RESULTS EXCEED WELL IT MAY NOT BE AS HIGH AS I'D HOPED BUT I GUESS 4 MISTAKES IS ENOUGH SINCE ITS A 50 ITEM EXAM. BUT, AT LEAST IT LESSENED THE THINGS THAT I CONSTANTLY WORRY ABOUT.

デッドウィーク D E A D W E E K S 19:24 I'M BAAAACK!! WITH SOME TROUBLESOME NEWS OF COURSE. AS I PREDICTED A DAY AGO, OR PROLLY A WEEK AGO THAT IN THIS WEEK, ACTIVITIES AND DEADLINES WILL RISE HAHHAHAHA. AND, I AM RIGHT! SADLY..IT IS OUR FINAL AND WORST DEAD WEEK THIS SCHOOL YEAR. WELL, I GUESS THE ONLY REASON FOR THIS IS THAT THEY WON'T LET US ESCAPE THE SCHOOL YEAR WITHOUT SUFFERING FIRST HAHAHHAA. AND YEAAA, I THINK I'LL STILL HAVE 3-4 WEEKS TILL SUMMER. SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED THIS YEAR, EVEN THOUGH IT WAS A STRESSED YEAR, I MANAGED TO MADE MY DREAM COME TRUE, AND THAT IS TO HAVE THAT GEM AWARD THAT I HAVEN'T GOT FOR 4 YEARS STRAIGHT IN HIGHSCHOOL. SO IT MAY BE ROUGH BUT ITS PRETTY WORTH IT IN MY POINT OF VIEW.

NONSTOP 17:03 ノンストップ HAII, SO AS I SAID YESTERDAY, WE'RE IN A PRETTY HELL WEEK RIGHT NOW HAHHA. SO WITHOUT A DOUBT, I'LL BE BUSY AGAIN NONSTOP. BUT OF COURSE, FROM TIME TO TIME I'LL STILL TELL YOU ABOUT IT HAHA. WELL, AS OF THE MOMENT, I HAVE PASSED AND FINISHED MY 3RD QUARTER REQUIREMENTS, WHICH IS GREAT! I ACTUALLY WOKE UP SUPER LATE A WHILE AGO, I ALMOST MISSED OUR MAKE-UP CLASS IN BIOLOGY HAHHAA. AND WHAT'S EVEN WORSE IS THAT MY LAPTOP IS FLIPPIN' BROKEN!!

D U E 期限 6:37 SO, TODAY'S THE DEADLINE FOR EVERY 3RD QUARTER REQUIREMENTS HAHHAA, ITS A GOOD THING THAT I FINISHED QUITE EARLY. EVERY SINGLE ACTIVITY IS DUE TODAY HAHA , THAT ONLY MEANS THAT THE RANKINGS AND AWARDS ARE CLOSE TO BEING SEEN, I'M SO AFRAID THAT I MIGHT RANK DOWN AGAIN. :( WELL, REGARDING WITH MY LAPTOPI'M USING MY MOTHER'S LAPTOP AT THE MOMENT HAHAHA BECAUSE I CAN'T FINISH MY WORK FAST IF I USE MINE SO I KINDA DON'T HAVE A CHOICE BUT TO USE THIS IF I WANT TO HAVE MY SUMMER EARLY.

G R I N D 00:09 挽く AS I WAS ASSIGNED AS A GROUP LEADER FOR THE 2ND TIME THIS WEEK, I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO DO AND TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR. ACTUALLY, MAKE IT 3!!! IN STATISTICS, BY THE WAY, I WAS ASSIGNED TO BE THE GROUP LEADER WHO WILL PRESENT TO GRADE 7 STUDENTS THIS COMING MONDAY AND SEND SURVEYS REGARDING THEIR TEACHERS' EVALUATION, SO IT'S KINDA BIG, CONSIDERING IT'S 50% OF OUR 4TH QUARTER GRADE!! I'LL DO MY BEST! I HAVE TO GRIND TO TAKE THAT NO.1. .

F I N A L 17:00 ファイナル THIS AFTERNOON, WE FINALLY MANAGED TO FINISH THE PRESENTATION WE'RE GOING TO PRESENT AND THE FORMS (SURVEY) THAT WE WILL HAND OUT TOMORROW. WE PRACTICED TWICE TODAY AS WELL, HAHA SO JUST TO ASSURE ME THAT WE'LL DO JUST FINE TOMORROW. IT JUST HAS TO, I NEED IT TO BE. I'M ALMOST FINISHED WITH THE REQUIREMENTS REGARDING ENTREPRENEURSHIP!! HAHAHA I WAS SUPPOSED TO PASS IT LIKE 2 DAYS AGO BUT THEY SAID THAT THE DUE DATE GOT MOVED THIS WEDNESDAY, SO I DECIDED TO NOT PASS IT, AND MAKE IT EVEN BETTER, AND HOPE FOR A HIGHER GRADE. WISH ME LUCK FOR TOMORROW!! IT WILL BE10:50 IN THE MORNING HAHA.

S U R V E Y 調 査 7:49 AFTER I WOKE UP, THE SURVEY POPPED RIGHT INTO MY MIND, HAHHAHA! THAT'S WHY RIGHT THEREAFTER, I CHECKED THE TIME AND STUFF, IT WAS STILL PRETTY EARLY. IT WAS STILL 7 AM AHAHAH. WELL BEFORE 10:50 ARRIVES, I CHECKED EVERYTHING THAT WE WILL BE NEEDING FOR THE PRESENTATION AND SURVEY. AFTER THOSE WERE DONE, I USED MY REMAINING TIME TO DO OTHER REQUIREMENTS AS WELL. UNTIL 10:50 ARRIVED, WE WENT INSIDE THE GMEET LINK AND WAITED FOR ABOUT 5 MINS TO HAVE A COMPLETE SAMPLE.

N O S T A L G I C 11:06 ノスタルジック AS WE WERE WAITING FOR THE STUDENTS TO FINISH THE SURVEY GIVEN, I KINDA MISSED BEING AT THAT POINT IN TIME. BEING A GRADE 7 FEELS LIKE HAVING THE CHANCE TO RESTART THE LIFE YOU WANT, IT FEELS SO NOSTALGIC. ALL I DID WAS HAVE FUN IN MY HIGH SCHOOL DAYS. IT IS KINDA SAD WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT. THINKING THAT MY DAYS IN HIGH SCHOOL (SENIOR HIGH) ARE PRETTY OVER. THE NEXT SCHOOL YEAR WILL BE MY LAST. COLLEGE IS NEARING, THESE ARE THE THINGS I WORRY THE LEAST WHEN I WAS A KID, AND NOW IT'S RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. AT LEAST, I'LL SPEND THIS LAST YEAR TO IMPROVE, AS I ALREADY DID. ACHIEVING THAT HIGH AWARD COST A LOT.

P A R T I I 00:04 パート2 I'M STILL AWAKE.. I GUESS THIS IS THE PART OF MY CYCLE, AS I HAVE A WELL- ROUNDED CYCLE HAHA. ESPECIALLY THIS IS THE PART II OF OUR HELL WEEK HAHAHA. THE FIRST IS THAT I'M HAPPY HAHAHA JUST BEING THANKFUL FOR EVERYTHING AND STUFF. THE SECOND IS WHERE I MAY BECOME A LITTLE SERIOUS WITH THE THINGS I'M DOING, THIRD, I'LL BE SAD, THEN FOURTH AND LAST MAYBE, IS DEPRESSION. PRETTY PATHETIC, I GUESS. IT'S A LITTLE SURPRISING FOR ME BECAUSE I NOTICED THIS CYCLE FOR LIKE YEARS AGO, AND IT STILL KEEPS HAPPENING, IT'S LIKE A PATTERN OF MY EVERYDAY EVENTS. AND NOW, I BELIEVE THAT I'M IN MY FOURTH STAGE, I CAN'T SLEEP, I JUST KEEP DOING MY REQUIREMENTS SO THAT I WON'T FEEL DEPRESSED THAT MUCH.

S A Y O N A R A さようなら 00:00 WELL.. YOU GUESSED IT HAHAHA, I CAN'T SLEEP AGAIN. BUT, TO LOOK AT IT IN A GOOD WAY, BECAUSE OF THIS I ONLY HAVE 1-2 REQUIREMENTS LEFT FOR MY SCHOOL YEAR, SO I GUESS IT'S PRETTY WORTH IT THESE LATE NIGHTS. OH, I REMEMBERED, THIS WILL BE MY LAST ENTRY. IT'S KINDA SAD, TO BE HONEST, I NEVER IMAGINED THAT I'LL LIKE TO WRITE ABOUT SOME OF MY LIFE EVENTS. I'M NOT REALLY SURE IF I'LL WRITE MORE AFTER THIS. I'LL BE PRETTY BUSY THIS SUMMER, AS I'LL STUDY IN ADVANCE FOR GRADE 12. I'M REALLY SORRY. SO I GUESS THIS IS IT.. SAYONARAA 私はあなたを知ってとても感謝しています。

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