Journals

Some things that I find interest in are drawing and other forms of art.Drawing is my way to show my feelings as I am bad with words. Art isalso my escape from drama, problems and people-as I’m not a peopleperson. I have also found art is a good way to calm myself down whenI’m mad or upset, art in general is something that calms me down andinterests me. ***

My biggest accomplishment was nothing. I have never accomplishedanything that has ever been something big enough for me to think of it as anaccomplishment or even remember it to be honest. (no clipart for this asthere is nothing to represent) ***   

Someone I admire and look up to would be my best friend. I admire and lookup to her because she is just so self-confident, uncaring to what others thinkof her, and she is brilliantly crazy. She is just someone I wish I could be like,and act like since I’m almost the complete opposite of her. That is someone Ilook up to and admire. (add clipart later) ***

I would describe myself as someone who is creative and

Thanksgiving, to me, means a time where families can just spend time witheach other, like in my case. My parents split up, so Thanksgiving is just a timethat everyone can just talk and catch up with each other. It has always givenme and my dad time to just talk. ***

My Thanksgiving was quite boring because we didn’t want to go anywhere,don’t have any family here, and we didn’t want to make a huge meal for noreason. For most of the day we were all watching movies. Not a lot going onbut it was still a good day. ***

It really gets on my nerves when people just ask if I worship the devilbecause I wear black and other dark colors. This drives me crazy becauseit’s dumb to ask that based off of the color I wear. It’s also really annoyingbecause people are just kind of judging me off of something that couldchange at any given time. That’s why this gets my nerves so bad. ***

Journal Topic- My favorite game show or game is……..because…I don’t have one, I have never been a fan of those type of things and I’m stillnot. So there really is not any answer to this for me. Even if I did watch thoseshows they have no real point or anything so I most likely still wouldn’t havea favorite one. ***

I like to spend my free time either drawing or making little randomanimations. I spend my free time doing these two things because both arevery fun to me and they keep me from getting bored when I have nothing todo. That is why I mostly spend my time doing these things.             ***        

Topic- Describe your dream house.I have never really wanted a “dream house”. I have grown up in our old farmhouse on like 4 acres of land. There is nothing else I could want for a house.The house I live in was built 100 years ago so it has a lot of the pretty oldqualities that the older houses have; glass doorknob, higher ceilings, ect. Sothat’s the why I don’t have a “dream house”. (no picture for this sorry) ***

My favorite pet is my red nose pitbull puppy, Sugar. She is thesweetest little dog ever, not really a good “pitbull” though. The worstshe can do is snuggle you to death. She is really the nicest puppy Ihave ever had and I have had a lot of dogs. We got her from a friendand she instantly became attached to me and my step-dad and nowshe doesn’t normally stay around anyone but me and him. That’s whyshe’s my favorite pet. That’s about what she looks like.   ***   

This holiday I don’t really want to do anything. I never really do muchon any holidays and I like it this way. So I guess you could say thisholiday I would like to do nothing out of my normal routine.           ***   

 My holiday break went from really good and fun to pretty crappy. The firstweek of break was just time that me and my best friend spent together. Lotsof sleepovers and stuff. But as the second week came up I started loosing myvoice, coughing bad, and pretty much feeling bad. Then my dad, real dad,came down from NJ and stayed a couple of days. It was really hard since hebrought my step-mom and step-sister. Pretty crazy, lots of awkwardnessbetween us. But now it’s over and we’re back and everything is pretty good.      ***       

 My New Year’s resolution was to stay me, not change for anyone thatcomes into my life this year. A lot of times I have changed somethingabout myself for someone else’s liking and I don’t want that tohappen anymore. That’s why I wanted this to be my resolution for thenew year.            ***