Chithram Varakkunna Meghangal PDF

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Chithram Varakkunna Meghangal (Collections of Stories Poems & Essays) (Malayalam) Copyright : KWF Published by : Kerala Writers Forum Houston, Texas, USA Mob : 7134447190 Cover Design : Binni. U.M. Type Setting : Sangeeth Graphics Book Designing : Yuvamela publications Printers : Aswathy First Edition : March 2020 copies : 1000 Price : 200.00 Cu {KŸ-Ønse Ihn-X, IY, teJ-\\-߃ XpS-ßn-b-h- bpsS ]q¿W-amb DØ-c-hm-ZnXzw Fgp-Øp-Im¿°m-bn-cn- °pw.- tI-cfm ssdt‰gvkv t^md-Øn\\v Hcp _‘-hp-an√.

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\"Nn{Xwh- c- b- v°p∂ taLß- ƒ' ]Xnt- \\g- ma- sØ ]pkvXIw tUm. AUz. amXyp sshc-a¨ {]kn-U‚ v, tIcf ssdt‰gvkv t^mdw Ign™ c≠p-h¿jw tIcf ssdt‰gvkv t^md-Øns‚ sk{I-´- dn-bmbn {]h¿Øn-°p-hm≥ F\\n°p km[n-®p. XpS¿∂v 2020 apX¬ 2022 hsc CXns‚ {]kn-U‚mbn {]h¿Øn-°p-hm≥ sXc-s™-Sp-Ø- Xn¬ kt¥m-j-ap-≠v. tIcf ssdt‰gvkv t^mdw Ign™ Zo¿L-h¿j-ß-fmbn F√m h¿jhpw Hmtcm ]pkvXIw {]kn≤- nI- c- n°- p∂- p≠- v. AXn\\- m¬ CXnse AwKß- ƒ°v F√m h¿jhpw Ahc- psS cN\\- I- ƒ Cu ]pkvXI- Ø- n¬ tN¿°p-hm≥ Ign-bp-∂p. ]pkvXI {]kn-≤o-I-cWw `mcn® sNe-hp- ≈-Xn-\\m¬ Cu {]kn-≤o-I-cWw tIcf ssdt‰gvkv t^md-Ønse Fgp- Øp-Im¿°p {]tbmP\\-s∏-Sp-∂p. Ime-߃ IS-∂p-t]m-Ip-tºmƒ \\Ωƒ Hmtcm-cp-Ø-cmbn IS-∂p- t]m-Ipw. F∂m¬ \\ΩpsS cN-\\-Iƒ \\ne-\\n¬°p-∂-Xm-Wv. Ign™ h¿jw \\ΩpsS {]apJ Fgp-Øp-Im-c-\\mb tZh-cmPv Imcm-h-≈n¬ IS- ∂p-t]m-bn. ]t£, At±-l-Øns‚ cN-\\-Iƒ hmb-\\-°m-cpsS CS-bn¬ At±-l-Øns‚ Hm¿Ω \\ne-\\n¿Øp-∂p. Cu ]pkvX-I-Øns‚ {]kn-≤o-I-c-W-Øn\\v cN-\\-Iƒ \\¬Inbpw kw`m-h\\ \\¬Inbpw klm-bn® F√m Fgp-Øp-Im¿°pw tIcf ssdt‰gvkv t^mdØ- ns‚ t]cn¬ Rm≥ \\μn]- d- b- p∂- p. CXns‚ {]kn- ≤o-I-cW- Ø- n\\p hfsc {]bX- v\\n°- p∂ ap≥{]k- n-U‚mb amXyp s\\√n- °p-∂n-\\pw, {Sj-d-dmb amXyp aØm-bn°pw \\μn-]-d-bp-∂p. F√m Fgp- Øp-Im-cp-sSbpw A\\p-hm-N-I-cp-sSbpw klm-bhpw kl-I-c-Whpw XpS¿∂pw e`n-°p-sa∂ hnizm-k-tØmsS Cu ]pkvXIw ka¿∏n- °p-∂p. 5

kwkvImc ZqX-∑m¿˛ ap∏Xp h¿j-ambn \\mSns‚ A`n-am\\w tPmk^v s]mt∂men sk{I-´dn, tIcf ssdt‰gvkv t^mdw 1989 sk]v‰w-_¿ 3 \\v Ata-cn-°-bnse lyqÃ-Wn¬ GXm\\pw Fgp-Øp-Im-cp-sSbpw kmln-Xy-t{]-an-I-fp-sSbpw {ia-^-e-ambn tIcf ssdt‰gvkv t^mdw DS-se-Sp-Øp. amXyp s\\√n-°p-∂v, tPm¨ amXyp, aØmbn amXyp, tP°_v Cutim, A¥-cn® Fkv.-sI. ]n≈, B¿. kpKp-W≥ XpS-ßn-b-h¿ {io. amXyp s\\√n-°p-∂ns‚ ho´n¬ IqSn- t®¿∂v XpS-ßn-h® Hcp kwL-S-\\-bmWv tIcf ssdt‰gvkv t^mdw. Ign™ ap∏Xv h¿j-ambn Ata-cn-°≥ ae-bm-fn-I-fp-sS-bn-S-bn¬ ae- bm-f-km-ln-Xy-Øn\\v Akq-bm-h-l-amb kw`m-h-\\-Iƒ \\¬In-s°m- ≠n-cn-°p-∂p. t^mdw adp-\\m-S≥ ae-bmfn kmln-Xy-Im-c-∑m¿°pw kmln-Xy-t{]-an-Iƒ°pw al-Ømb tkh-\\-amWv sNbvXp-sIm-≠n-cn- °p-∂-Xv F∂p \\n w-ibw ]d-bmw. Ign™ ap∏Xp h¿j-Øn-\\n-S-bn¬ ]Xn-\\mdv kmln-Xy-Ir-Xn-I- fpsS kam-lmcw {]kn-≤o-I-cn®p F∂Xv FSp-Øp-]-d-tb≠ t\\´-am- Wv. kmln-Xy-Im-c-∑m-cpsS kr„n-Isf \\ncq-]-W-ß-fn-eq-sSbpw N¿®- If- ne- qs- Sbpw t{]m’ml- n®p hcp∂- p. tIcf ssdt‰gvkv t^mdØ- ns‚ `mK-am-Ip-∂-Xn¬ A`n-am-\\-ap-≠v. F√m ae-bmfn kmln-Xy-Im-c- ∑m¿°pw kmln-Xy-t{]-an-Iƒ°pw Biw-k-Iƒ. 6

Nn{Xwhc-bv°p∂ taL-߃ amXyp aØmbn {Sj-d¿, tIcf ssdt‰gvkv t^mdw, lyqè tIcf ssdt‰gvkv t^md-Øns‚ ]Xn-t\\-gm-asØ ]pkvX-Ihpw AWn-s™m-cp-ßp-I-bm-Wv. Cub-h-k-c-Øn¬ Cu kwL-S-\\-bpsS {]Ya Imcy-Z¿in-bmbn {]h¿Øn-°p-hm≥ kwK-Xn-bm-b-Xn¬ A`n-am- \\n-°p-∂p. ap∏Xp h¿j-ambn A`w-Kpcw XpS¿∂p-t]m-Ip-∂-Xn\\v Imc-W-`q-X- cmb Npcp°w Nne-cn¬ Hcm-fm-Im≥ km[n-®-Xn¬ kt¥m-jn-°p-∂p. {ioam-∑m¿ amXyp s\\√n-°p-∂v, tPm¨ amXyp, kpKp-W≥ Iq´p-sI- ´n¬\\n∂pw Dcp-Øn-cn™ Bi-b-amWv˛ Ch-cpsS knt{Sm-bn-‰n-tebpw Z¬ln-bn-tebpw {]h¿Ø-\\-]-cn-N-b-amWv Cu kwL-S-\\-bpsS XpS- °-Øn\\pw \\ne-\\n¬∏n\\pw \\nZm\\w F∂p Rm≥ hniz-kn-°p-∂p. Hmtcm Cuc≠p h¿jhpw ]pXnb `mc-hm-ln-I-fn-eqsS \\qX\\ `c- Wk- wh- n[- m\\- Ø- ne- qsS ]ec- ps- Sbpw kw`mh- \\- I- ƒ Cu kwLS- \\- b- psS hf¿®bv°v klm-b-I-am-bn-´p-≠v. A[n-Im-c-tam-l-tam, kmº-ØnI emt`-—tbm C√m-Ø-h-cmhpw km[m-c-W-K-Xn-bn¬ CXns‚ \\S-Øn- ∏p-Im¿ F∂Xpw CXns‚ hf¿®bv°pw ]ptcm-K-Xn°pw Imc-W-`q-X- am-bn-´p-≠v. ]Xn-t\\-gm-asØ Cu ]pkvX-I-Øn-\\mbn AIa-gn™p klm-bn® Gh-tcmSpw, CXns‚ A®SnI¿Ωw \\n¿Δ-ln-°p∂ bph-taf ]ªn-t°- j≥knt- \\mSpw \\μn tcJs- ∏S- pØ- p∂- X- ns- \\m∏w CXns‚ _m°n tPmen- Iƒ bYm-hn[n ]q¿Øo-I-cn-°p-∂-Xn-te°v `mhp-I-߃ t\\cp-Ibpw sNøp-∂p. k¿tΔ-iz-c≥ A\\p-{K-ln-°p-am-dm-I-s´. 7

apJsam-gn-Iƒ tPm¨ amXyp t{]m{Kmw tIm˛-Hm¿Un-t\\-‰¿ tIcf ssdt‰gvkv t^md-Øns‚ c≠m-bn-cØn Ccp-]-Xnse Bt¥m-fPn {]kn-≤o-I-cn®p ImWp-∂-Xn¬ kt¥m-j-ap-≠v. CsXmcp {]tNm-Z-\\-amWv; Bth-i-am-Wv. CXns‚ `mK-am-Im≥ Ign-bp-∂-Xn¬ \\ap-s°-√m-h¿°pw A`n-am-\\n-°mw. Hcp P\\-]-Z-Øns‚ _u≤n-I-X-bp-sS, sshIm-cn-I-X-bpsS Bhn- jv°-c-W-amWv Ah-cpsS Fgp-Øp-Ifpw a‰p Iem-kr-„n-I-fpw. AXm- bXv tIhe `uXn-I-X°v A∏p-d-amb Pohn-X-Z¿i\\w! Hcp-h-iØv sa®-amb PohnXw sI´n-∏-Sp-°p-∂p-≠m-bn-cn-°mw, \\√Xv. AXm-Wt√m hy‡n-]-c-amb B{K-lhpw. F∂m¬ AXn- s\\m∏w Hcp P\\-X-sb∂ \\ne-bn¬ kakvX cwK-ß-fnepw h∂p `hn® hyXykvX `mh-ßfpw IW-°n-se-Sp-t°-≠-Xm-Wv. Cu `mh-ß-fpsS kq£va-amb \\nco-£-Whpw Ah-bpsS {]I-S-\\hpw shfn-s∏-Sp-Ø-ep- amWv C∂p \\ΩpsS Iem-˛-km-lnXy kwL-S-\\-Iƒ \\n¿Δ-ln-°p- ∂-Xv. ChnsS \\msa√mw X∂Ø- m≥ tNmZnt- °≠- p∂ Hcp tNmZyw, hnim- e-amb temI-Øn-\\v, {]tXy-In®v Ata-cn-°≥ kaq-l-Øn\\v ssIam- dm≥ \\ΩpsS ]°¬ F¥p≠v? AtXk- a- bw Ahc- psS \\∑I- ƒ kzoI- cn-°m≥ \\mw Xøm-dmtWm? B kaq-l-Ønte°v BZ¿i-]-c-am-bn-s´- ¶nepw Cd-ßn-s®-√m≥ \\mw Xøm-dmtWm? IpSn-tb-‰-k-aq-l-Ønse Fgp-Øp-Im-sc∂ \\ne-bn¬ X߃ Pohn- °p∂ \\mSns‚ kmln-Xy-kr-„n-I-fpsS kmt¶-Xn-I-Xbpw Pohn-X-{]- iv\\-ß-tfm-Sp≈ \\h-{]-Xn-I-c-W-ßfpw {i≤n-°m≥ \\ap°p Ign-b-Ww. Ac-\\q-‰m≠v apºp-≠m-bn-cp∂ ]gb \\mSns‚ {]iv\\-߃ C∂p {]k- ‡-a-√. temI-Øns‚ C∂sØ sh√p-hn-fn-I-tfmSv {]Xn-I-cn-°p-∂- Xp-Xs∂ Fgp-Øp-Im-cp-sSbpw Iem-Im-c-∑m-cp-sSbpw ISa! ssdt‰gvkv t^md-Øns‚ Cu kam-lmcw {]kn-≤o-I-cn-°p∂ Ah-k-c-Øn¬ Iem-˛-kmw-kvIm-cn-I-˛-km-ln-Xy-cw-K-ß-fn¬ {]h¿Øn- °p∂ Gh¿°pw A`n-hm-Zy-߃ A¿∏n-°p-I-bm-Wv. 8

apJsam-gn-Iƒ tUm. kÆn Fgp-a-‰q¿ tIcf- ssdt‰gvkv t^mdØ- ns‚ 2019˛se c≠ma- sØ IrXnb- mWv Ct∏mƒ {]kn-≤o-I-cn-°p-∂-Xv. Ign™ c≠p h¿j-߃ Cu kwL- S-\\-bpsS {]kn-U‚mbn tkh-\\-a-\\p-jvTn-®-Xn¬ Rm≥ kt¥m-j-hm- \\m-Wv. ssdt‰gvkv t^mdw aq∂v ]Xn-‰m-≠n-e-[n-I-ambn kPo-h-ambn {]h¿Øn-°p∂ Hcp kwL-S-\\-bm-Wv. C{Xbpw kpK-a-ambpw `wKn- bmbpw {]h¿Øn-°p-hm≥ km[n-®-Xv, ae-bmf kaq-l-tØbpw ae- bmf kmln-Xy-tØbpw kvt\\ln-°p∂ {Xnaq¿Øn-Iƒ lyqÃ-Wn¬ {]h¿Øn°- p∂- Xp aqea- mW- v. Ah¿ amXyp s\\√n°- p∂- v, tPm¨ amXyp, amXyp aØmbn F∂o klr-Z-b-cm-Wv. hSt° Ata-cn-°-bnse BZysØ ae-bmf kmlnXy kwL-S\\, a‰p ]´-W-ß-fn¬ C{]-Imcw Hmtcm kmlnXy kwL-S-\\-Iƒ cq]o-I-cn-°p-∂-Xn\\v DtØ-P\\w \\¬In. hmb-\\-°m¿°v k¿Δ-aw-K-f-ßfpw t\\¿∂v hmb-\\-°m¿°v Cu {KŸw ka¿∏n-°p-∂p. 9

tIcf ssdt‰gvkv t^md-Øns‚ \\mƒh-gn-Iƒ amXyp s\\√n-°p∂v ]ªn-jnwKv tIm˛-Hm¿Un-t\\-‰¿ Imehpw ka-bhpw a\\p-jy-Po-hn-XsØ adn-I-S∂v apt∂m-´p-Ip- Xn-°p-tºmƒ Ie-bp-sSbpw kwkvIm-c-Øn-s‚bpw Xncp-Ø-ep-Iƒ ]ptcm-K-Xn-bpsS Nq≠p-]-e-I-I-fmbn amdp-∂p. Ncn-{X-h-gn-I-fn¬ k¿§-hm-k-\\-I-fpsS Hcp Xncn-\\m-f-ambn tIcf ssdt‰gvkv t^mdw F∂pw Xnf-ßn \\n¬°p-sa∂v R߃ {]Xo-£n- °p-I-bm-Wv. Ccp-fns‚ A]m-c-X-I-fn¬ Hcp-Xncnsh´-ambn klr-Z-b- cpsS a\\- p-I-fn¬ F∂pw Cu t^mdw sXfn™p \\n¬°-s´. t^md-Øns‚ ]Xn-t\\-gm-asØ ]pkvXIw klr-Zbka£w ka¿∏n-°p-∂p. Ncn-{X-t_m-[-an-√m-Ø-h¿ ]pe-ºp∂ A_-≤-P-Un-e-amb {]kvXm- h-\\-Iƒ tIƒ°p-tºmƒ au\\-amWv G‰hpw DZm-Ø-amb adp-]-Sn-sb- ¶nepw, Nnet∏msg-¶nepw kXyw F¥m-sW∂v ]pXp-X-e-apdsb Adn- bn-°m≥ \\mw \\n¿_-‘n-X-cm-Ip-∂p. 1988˛¬ Rm≥ ae-bmfn At m-kn-tb-j≥ {Sj-ddmbn {]h¿Øn- °p-tºmƒ lqÃ-Wnse an°-hmdpw IpSpw-_-ß-fn¬ Itcm-fp-am-bpw, HmW-∏n-cn-hp-ambpw Ib-dn-bn-d-ßn-bn-cp-∂p. Fs‚ Bfl-kp-lrØv amXyp aØmbnbmWv A∂v At m-kn-tb-j≥ sk{I-´-dnbmbn {]h¿Øn-®n-cp-∂-Xv. R߃ hoSp-Iƒ Ib-dn-bn-dßn ^≠v tiJ-cn®p. ]e \\√ Imcy-ßfpw lqÃ-Wn¬ sNøm≥ Ah-k-c-ap-≠m-bn. As∂ms° Ãmt^m¿Uv knhn°v sk‚-dn¬ F√m-h¿°pw Sn°-‰n- √msX ]cn-]m-Sn-I-fn¬ kw_-‘n-°m≥ Ign-™n-cp-∂p. Hcp henb kulr-Z-h-ebw A°m-eØv lqÃ-Wn¬ ae-bm-fn- Iƒ°nS- b- n¬ F\\n°v B¿÷n°- ph- m≥ Ign™- nc- p∂- p. Ft∂ms- Sm∏w amXyp aØm-bnbpw F√m {]h¿Ø-\\-ß-fnepw H‰-s°-´mbn ae-bmfn kaq-l-Øn-\\p-th≠n {]h¿Øn-®p. A°m-e-ØmWv R߃ At m- kn-tb-j-\\n¬ sse^v saº¿jn∏v XpS-ßn-b-Xv. 10

Cu Ime-L-´-Øn¬ Rm≥ Ipsd IY-Iƒ Fgp-Xp-Ibpw Ah {ioam≥ Cutim tP°-_ns‚ \"ae-bmf at\\m-cmPyw' amkn-I-bn¬ {]kn≤- oI- c- n°- pI- bpw sNbvXp. BbnS- b- v°mWv sI]nFk- nb- psS \\mS- I-hp-ambn lqÃ-Wn¬ {io. tXm∏n¬ `mkn km¿ h∂-Xv. At±lw Fs‚ IY-Iƒ hmbn-°p-Ibpw \"Xncp-∏p-d-∏mSv' F∂ IYm-k-am-lm-c- Øn\\v Ah-Xm-cnI FgpXn A\\p-{K-ln-°p-Ibpw sNbvXp. Nne IY- Iƒ At±lw \"Ip¶paw' hmcn-I-bn¬ {]kn-≤o-I-cn-®p. Cu Ah-k-c- ØnemWv Fs‚ Unt{Smbv‰nse ]q¿Δ-Ime kplr-Øp-°-fmb {io. kpKp-W≥ sR°m-Spw, {io. tPm¨ amXyphpw lqÃ-Wn-te°v Xmakwam‰nb-Xv. Fs‚ IY-Iƒ Ah¿ hmbn-®-t∏mƒ ]≠v U¬ln-bn¬ kmln- Xy-Iq-´m-bva-bpsS Imcy-߃ ]d-bp-I-bp-≠m-bn. F¥p-sIm≠v lqÃ- Wn¬ Hcp kwL-S\\ Bcw-`n-®p-IqSm F∂ tNmZyw N¿®sNø-s∏-´p. Fs‚ lqÃ-Wnse kulr-Z-h-e-b-Øn¬ kmln-Xym-`n-cp-Nn-bp≈ [mcmfw ae-bm-fn-Iƒ kwL-S\\ cq]o-I-cn-°p-hm≥ Fs∂ t{]m’m- ln-∏n-®p. XpS¿∂v Fs‚ ho´n¬ kplr-Øp-°sf hnfn-®p-Iq´n 1989 sk]v‰w_- ¿ 3˛mw XobXn \"tIcf ssdt‰gvkv t^md'Øn\\v cq]w\\¬In. ]e t]cp-Iƒ \\n¿t±-in-s®-¶nepw {ioam≥ Cutim tP°_v \\n¿t±- in® \"tIcf ssdt‰gvkv t^mdw' F∂ t]cmWv Ah-km\\w sXc- s™-Sp-Ø-Xv. B ao‰nw-Kn¬ Fs∂ tIm˛-Hm¿Un-t\\-‰¿ Bbn sXc- s™-Sp-Øp. ASpØ Znhk- wX- s∂ tIcf ssdt‰gvkv t^mdw cPnÃ- ¿ sNbvXp. Hcp h¿j-Øn-\\p-tijw c≠p h¿jsØ Imem-h-[n-bn¬ tIcf ssdt‰gvkv t^mdw Fs∂ {]kn-U‚m-bpw, amXyp aØm-bnsb sk{I- ´-dn-bm-bpw, tPm¨ amXyp-hns\\ {Sj-d¿ F∂o XkvXn-I-I-fn-te°v sXc-s™-Sp-Øp. Ign™ ap∏Xp h¿j-߃°n-S-bn¬ tIcf ssdt‰gvkv t^md-Øns‚ `c-W-k-a-Xn-bn¬ aq∂p {]hmiyw {]kn- U‚mbn {]h¿Øn-°p-hm≥ Ign-™-Xn¬ F\\n°v Gsd Nmcn-Xm¿∞y- ap-≠v. Ct∏mƒ ]ªn-jnwKv tIm˛-Hm¿Un-t\\‰-dmbn {]h¿Øn-°p-∂p. Cu Ipdn∏v Ign™Ime-ß-fn-te°v Hcp Xncn-™p-t\\m´w am{X- am-Wv. hcpw-X-e-ap-d-Iƒ°v Cu kwL-S-\\-bpsS Ncn-{X-h-gn-I-fn-te°v HcpXncn- sh´w sImfp-Øp-hm≥ Cu Ipdn∏v D]-I-cn-°p-sa∂v Icp-Xp- ∂p. Cu kwL-S-\\sb kvt\\ln-°p∂ F√m klr-Z-b¿°pw \\nd™ a\\-t msS \\μn-bpsS ]qs®-≠p-Iƒ A¿∏n-°p-∂p. 11



D≈S- °w A\\p-kva-cWw {]Ir-Xnsb kvt\\ln® tZh-cm-P-°p-dp∏v Imcm-h-≈n¬ ................................... 19 tPm¨ amXyp tZh-cm-PvIp-dp∏v Imcm-h-≈n¬: am‰p-c-bv°-s∏-Sm-sX- t]mb Hcp amWn-Iy-°√v .................................................... 22 tPmk^v s]mt∂men Kpcp-kva-cW ...................................................................................................................... 30 Cutim tP°_v, hmgq¿ Ihn-X-Iƒ Xncn-\\mfw ............................................................................................................................ 35 \\an[pe I\\¬ .................................................................................................................................... 36 h\\P\\mb¿ {]bmWw ............................................................................................................................. 38 tPmk^v a≠]w acWw ................................................................................................................................... 39 tPmk^v a≠]w AΩ ...................................................................................................................................... 40 tPmk^v a≠]w ho≠pw hnjp-°-Wnbpw ssI\\o-´hpw .................................................................... 43 F.-kn. tPm¿÷v Night and Earth ............................................................................................................ 44 Tinku Drop of Rain, Hope to Dawn ............................................................................ 45 Tinku My Father’s Eyes ................................................................................................ 47 Tinku arK-tZ-hX ........................................................................................................................... 48 X®md IÆp-\\o¿ apØp-ambn amth-en.... .............................................................................. 50 F.-kn. tPm¿÷v 13

aÆns‚ ac-W-KoXw ....................................................................................................... 52 cmP≥ hmg-°pfw Pohn-X-bm{X ...................................................................................................................... 53 cmP≥ hmg-°pfw s\\mº-c-∏q-hp-Iƒ ............................................................................................................. 54 cmP≥ hmg-°pfw acn-°p-∂n-√.. Hm¿Ω-Iƒ ............................................................................................... 55 cmP≥ hmg-°pfw Christmas Morning in Kerala .............................................................................. 56 Bobbie Mathew sIm∂m¬ ]m]w ............................................................................................................. 57 tPm¨ amXyp IY-Iƒ XymK-Øn¬ Xnf-ßp∂ kvt\\lw! ............................................................................ 61 Cutim tP°_v, lqè IdpØ kpμcn ................................................................................................................. 63 X®md kpμ-cn-bmb Im≥k¿ tcmKn˛ Hcp t^kv_p°v kulr-Z-Øns‚ IY ... 65 s]mt∂men \\n -lm-bX ...................................................................................................................... 70 tacn Ipd-h-bv°¬ \"Z ku≠v Hm^v ayqkn°v' .......................................................................................... 76 tPm¨ amXyp PmX-I-c-lkyw ................................................................................................................. 80 sXt°-apdn Kymcn {_u¨ .................................................................................................................. 89 _m_p Ipc-h-°¬ Nn{X-i-e-`-ß-fpsS tXß-ep-Iƒ ............................................................................... 92 Ipcy≥ aymen¬ Zo\\m-∏n-bpsS ]nXrXzw ................................................................................................. 106 amXyp sh≈-a‰w cm{Xn-bnse aq∂p-aWn .................................................................................................. 112 amXyp sh≈-a‰w teJ-\\-߃ IrjvW-ta-t\\m≥ kn≥{Uw ........................................................................................ 117 tUm. kÆn Ggp-a-‰q¿ 14

Aº-c-∏n-°p∂ bmYm¿∞yw! .................................................................................... 120 Cutim tP°-_v, lqè temIm-¤p-X-ß-fnse c‡-\\m-S-I-ime .................................................................. 122 Imcq¿ tkma≥, Nmcpw-aqSv \\mw ]cn-io-en-t°≠ hy‡nXzkhn-ti-j-X-Iƒ .............................................. 125 Cutim tP°-_v, lqè Ata-cn-°≥ ae-bm-fn-I-fpsS hnhn[ HmWm-tLm-j-߃˛Hchtem-I\\w ....... 127 F.-kn. tPm¿÷v sNdp-IY: Hcp Ncn-{X-]-T\\w ....................................................................................... 132 tSmw hncn-∏≥ amdp∂ kaq-l-Øn¬ ae-bm-fn°v ÿmbnbmb am‰-apt≠m? ...................... 135 F.-kn. tPm¿÷v IYm-]m{X k¶ev]w ..................................................................................................... 139 tPm¨ amXyp t\\mh¬ kmln-Xyw˛ Nne \\nco-£-W-߃ ........................................................ 143 amXyp s\\√n-°p∂v hm¿≤Iyw Hcp im]tam t]Sn-kz-]v\\tam? .......................................................... 146 s]mt∂men Indian Americans in Moder Era- A Brief Study ................................................ 153 Rev. Dr. Thomas Ambalavelil Prayer changes Rule of Life .............................................................................. 163 Rev. Dr. Thomas Ambalavelil 15



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p-]n-Sn-]q-°ƒ tZh-cm-P-¡p-dp¸v Imcm-h-Ån bqWn-th-gvkn‰n Hm^v b-dnw-ßn¬ _ncp-Zw. 1990 k-taXw lqÃ-Wn¬ Xma-

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä {]IrX- nsb ktv \\ln® tZhc- mP- °- pd- p∏v Imcmh- ≈- n¬ tPm¨ amXyp {]Xo-£n-®-Xm-bnc- p∂- p, Hcn°- -e√; ]eh- ´- w. At∏msg√mw ba- tZ-hs\\ ]cm-P-b-s∏-SpØn tZh-cm-P≥! AXp-sIm-≠p-Xs∂ AXp ho≠pw Bh¿Øn-°p-sa∂pw R߃ Icp-Xn. Hcp hn[Ø- nepw Bi¶- s- ∏S- msX \"hcp∂- nS- Ø- ps- h®p ImWmw' F∂ ae-bmfn [mc-W-bpsS _e-Øn¬ Ah-km-\\w-hsc Pohn-®p. GXm\\pw Znh-k-Øn\\p apºm-bn-cp∂p ssdt‰gvkv t^mdw ao‰nw-Kv. A∂pw Np≠-Øp-\\n∂pw knK-c‰v amdn-bn-cp-∂n-√. Bsc-¶nepw tNmZyw sNbvXm¬ adp-]Sn: \"\"C\\o-amtWm \\∂m-°m≥ hcp-s∂....?'' kmlnXy IqSnh- c- -hp-I-fn¬ tZh-cm-Pns‚ apJØ- p-\\n∂v hm°p- Iƒ ]pd-Øp-Nm-Sm≥ H∂n\\p ]n∂mse H∂mbn \\nc-∂p-\\n¬°p-I-bm- Wv, Bi-b-ß-fpw. Ihn-X-bnse kuμ-cy-t_m-[w, hm°p-I-fpsS {Kmao- W-X, hrØw XpSßn Hcp \\qdm-bncw hI H‰-izm-k-Øn¬ ]d-™p-I- gn-™v, ad-∂p-t]m-bXv CS-bv°p-tIdn ]ns∂bpw ]d™v Ah-km\\w Im∏n-Ip-Snbpw Ign™v kzIm-cy-ambn Hcp I\\Ø sNs°-gpXn {Sj- dsd Gev]n-°pw. SmIvkn hnfn-®p-h∂ sNehv thsd. C\\ow Iq´n- s°m≠p t]mIm≥ Bcp-an-s√-¶n¬ aS-°-bm-{Xbpw hmS-I-h-≠n- bn¬Øs∂! Ah-km\\ \\nan-jw-hsc tZh-cmPv Ipdp-∏ns‚ kz]v\\w Umfkv em\\m-k-tΩ-f-\\-Øn-te°v lqÃ-\\n¬\\ns∂mcp D√m-k-bm{X \\S-Øp-∂-Xm-bn-cp-∂p. Btcm \\ncp-’m-l-s∏-SpØn: CXp ]gb {]mb- a√- , Imehpw A√ms- b∂- v. AtX, IhnX FgpX- p∂- Xp am{Xa- √ sNm√p- ∂Xpw tZh-cmPv Ipdp-∏n\\v Hcp D’-h-am-bn-cp-∂p. 19

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä GXm≠v ]Xn-\\©v h¿jw apºm-bn-cp∂p P¿Ω-\\n-bn¬ em\\m ktΩ-f-\\w. sImtfm¨ \\K-c-Øns‚ Hcp {]m¥-{]-tZ-i-Øv, {Kmao-W- `w-Kn, Ahn-sS-bm-bn-cp∂p ktΩ-f\\\\K¿. aS-°-bm-{Xbv°v SmIvkn h∂p ImØp-\\n¬°p-tºmgpw ]pXn-b-Xmbn In´nb kplr-Øp-°-tfmSv ]d-™mepw ]d-™mepw XocmØ h¿Ø-am-\\w, sNm√n-bmepw sNm√n- bmepw XocmØ Ihn-X-Iƒ. sImtfmWn¬ \\n∂v s{Sbn≥ ]nSn®v {^m¶v^¿´n-te-°v, AhnsS\\n∂v C¥y-bn-te°v ]d-t°-≠-Xm-Wv. tZh- cmPv Ipdp∏v At∏mgpw Xs‚ Imhy-tem-IØv: ]q¶p-bn¬ ]mSp∂ CuW-Øn¬ ]mSp-hm≥ ]qs¥-∂¬t]mepw \\n\\-®n-cn-bv°mw.... IpS-ap-√-∏q-shmØm{Kmao-W-`wKn Ic-ap-≠p-ap-Sp-sØm∂p ImWm≥ H‰-°p-Xn-s°s‚ \\m´n¬ ]d-s∂-Øm≥.... Btcm Hm¿Ωn-∏n®p: C\\ow IhnX sNm√n \\n∂m¬ H∂√ ]e IpXn∏p th≠n-h-cpw. ]ns∂bpw tZh-cm-P≥ XpS-cp∂p: ]mS-Øn≥ XocsØ amS-Øn¬ a¶-am¿ taf-Øn¬∏m-Spam ]m´p-tIƒt°.... Fs‚ \"A¥-I-hnØv' F∂ IY \\mS-I-cq-]-Øn¬ Ah-X-cn- ∏n-°-W-sa∂v tZh-cm-P\\v AXn-bmb tamlw. CXns‚ ]n∂n¬ Hcp hminbpw sshcmK- yhpw D≠mb- nc- p∂- pX- m\\- pw. tZhc- mP- s‚ \"A‘\\- mcv' F∂ \\mSIw s^m°m\\ I¨h≥j-t\\m-S-\\p-_-‘n®v km≥ slmsk- bnse I¨h≥j≥ sk‚-dn¬ Ah-X-cn-∏n-°p-I-bm-Wv. \\nd™ kZ-  v. F¶nepw Nne Imc-W-ß-fm¬ \\mSIw apgp-an-∏n-°m≥ Ign-™n-√. AXns‚ XpS¿®-bm-bn lqÃ\\n¬ c≠p-h´w Ac-tß-dn \"A¥-I-hnØv' \\mSIw! tZh-cmPvIpdp∏v Imcm-h-≈n¬ Ihn-tbm, \\mS-I-IrtØm AtXm kwhn-[m-b-It\\m? Ihn-bmb tZh-cm-Ps\\ Rmt\\sd C„-s∏- Sp-∂p. tIX-\\-am-sbm-cm-∏q-t¥m-∏n¬ \\s´mcp ImX-c-ap√ ]qhn-Sp-tºmƒ tNem-em-tØ-P n≥ ]q°ƒX≥ am\\k tNmc-\\mbv amcp-X-s\\-Øn-Sp-tºmƒ Cßs\\ At±lw ]mSp-tºmƒ AXp \\sΩ ]nSn-®-p\\n¿Øpw. tZh-cm-Ps\\ H∂p hna¿in-°-W-sa∂p IcpXn hcp-∂-hcpw B Xmf- 20

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä Øn¬ ebn-°pw. hna¿i\\ Iqc-ºns‚ ap\\-sbm-Sn-bpw. c≠m-bn-c-Øn∏sØm-≥]Xv Pqsse ]Xn-\\©mw XobXn ]pe¿s® kzh-k-Xn-bn¬ Bbn-cp∂p At±-l-Øns‚ A¥yw. At±lw \\´p-h-f¿Ønb ]qt¥m-´-Øn¬\\n∂v At∏mƒ Cdp- sØ-SpØ Npa∏pw sh≈bpw a™bpw ]q°ƒ t]c-°p-´n-Iƒ apØ- —s‚ arX-tZ-lØv A¿∏n-®p. XpS¿∂v t]c-°p-´n-I-fpsS A¥yNpw_- \\hpw hmßn IpSpw-_mw-K-ßfpw lqÃ-\\nse kmln-Xy-kw-L-S-\\- IfpsS {]Xn\\- n[- nI- fpw tN¿∂v kz¥w ho´n¬\\n∂v At±l- sØ bm{X- b-b-®p. Hcp bpKw Ah-km-\\n-®p-sIm-≠n-cn-°p-∂p. AtX, Ata-cn-°- bnse ae-bmfw Fgp-Øns‚ H∂mwXe-apd Ign-™p-sIm-≠n-cn-°p-∂p. \\ΩpsS {]nb-s∏´ Ihn-bp-sS, \\mS-I-Ir-Øn-s‚, kwhn-[m-b- I-s‚, kplr-Øns‚ Hm¿Ωbv°p ap∂n¬ Hcp-]nSn ]\\n-\\o¿∏q-°ƒ. 21

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä tZhc- mP- Iv pd- p∏v Imcmh- ≈- n¬: am‰pc- b- °v s- ∏S- ms- X- t]mb Hcp amWnI- y°- √v tPmk^v s]mt∂men {io. tZh-cmPv Imcm-h-≈n¬ (1944˛2019) 2019 Pqsse 15 \\v Cl-tem-I-hmkw shSn-s™-¶nepw At±-l-Øns‚ kmln-Xy-kr-„n- Iƒ A\\-iz-c-amWv F∂v \\n w-ibw ]d-bmw. HutZym-Kn-I-ambn At±lw Hcp F≥Pn\\- ob- ¿ Bbnc- p∂- p. ]t£ Iemk- ml- nXy krjvSn- Iƒ°v At±lw kabw Is≠Øn-bn-cp∂p F∂p-≈-XmWv FSp-Øp- ]-d-tb-≠-Xm-bn-´p-≈-Xv. Hcp Ihn, \\mSI-Ir-Øv, ae-bmf kmlnXyNcn- {X-Im-c≥, \\ncq-]-I≥ F∂o \\ne-I-fn¬ At±lw Xt‚-Xm-bn-´p≈ hy‡n-ap{Z ae-bmf kmln-Xy-tem-IØv ]Xn-∏n-®n-´p-≠v. {]hmkn ae- bmf kmln-Xy-tem-IØv At±-l-Øns‚ kw`m-h-\\-Iƒ°v A¿ln- °p∂ AwKo-Imcw In´n-bn-´pt≠m F∂p kwi-b-amWv F∂v BZyw- Xs∂ ]d-b-s´. \\mS-Iw˛ A‘-cmcv {io. tZh-cmPv FgpXn kwhn-[m\\w sNbvXhX-cn-∏n® {]kn≤ \\mS-I-amWv \"A‘-cmcv.' CXv 2001˛¬ {]kn-≤o-I-cn-°p-I-bp-≠m-bn. Cu \\mSIw Ata-cn-°-bn¬ ]e \\mSIthZn-I-fnepw Ac-tß-dn. 2001˛se s^m°m\\m Ahm¿Uv Cu \\mS-I-Øn\\p e`n-®p. Cu \\mS-I-Øn-eqsS ka-Xz-Øn-epw, kmtlm-Z-cy-kvt\\-l-Ønepw Du∂nb Hcp kmaq-ly- Z¿i\\w At±lw A\\m-h-cWw sNbvXp. Hcp sdbn¬th tÃjs‚ ]›m-Ø-e-Øn¬ Ata-cn-°≥ {]hmkn ae-bmfn Pohn-XsØ tI{μo-I-cn®v Hcp Xe-ap-d-bpsS Pohn- X-IY \\mS-I-cq-t]W Ah-X-cn-∏n-°p-∂p. AhnsS I≠p-ap-´p∂ ]e IYm]- m{- Xß- fpw kaql- Ø- ns‚ c≠p {[phß- sf {]Xn\\- n[- m\\w sNøp- 22

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä ∂p. kº-∂-tem-Ihpw Zcn-{Z-tem-I-hpw. Cu \\mSIw hgn {io. tZh- cmPv \\ΩpsS kmaqly A‘X klr-Z-b¿°v Xpd-∂p-Im-´p-I-bm-Wv. chn F∂ Atac- n°- ≥ aeb- mfn kmlnX- yI- mc- \\pw Xs‚ `mcy tacn F∂ t\\gvkpw \\m´n¬ saUn-°¬ tImtf-Pn¬ ]Tn-°p∂ APbv F∂ aI\\pw chn-bpsS A∏≥ C≥kvs]-Œ¿ Ip´≥]n-≈-bpw, Ip´≥]n- ≈-bpsS \\m´p-Im-c\\pw kplr-Øp-amb tbm\\m apX-em-fnbpw a°-fm¬ XyPn°s∏´ tacn-bpsS A∏\\pw kº-∂-X-bpsS Po¿ÆX Nq≠n-°m- Wn-°p-tºmƒ adp-h-iØv sdbn¬th tÃj-\\n¬ A`-bw-tXSn Hmtcm Znh-khpw apt∂m´p X≈n-\\o-°p-hm≥ X{X-s∏-Sp∂ kaq-l-Øn¬ ]m¿iz-h¬°-cn-°-s∏´ IYm-]m-{X-߃˛ AXn¬ hoc F∂ X´n∏p- ho-c-\\pw, ]m∏n F∂ thiy-bpw, in¶mcn F∂ Xangvs]Æpw, Npa-´p- Imc- ≥ sNdp°- \\- pw, A‘\\- mb `n£°- mc- ≥ JmZdpw Dƒs∏S- pw. hnÆn- en-cp-∂p-d-ßp∂ ssZhtam aÆn-Xn¬ Cg-bp∂ a\\p-jyt\\m A‘-\\mcv Ct∏mƒ A‘-\\mcv F∂ hb-em-dns‚ Ihn-Xm-h-cn-Iƒ Ah-ew-_n- ®mWv At±lw Cu \\mSIw Fgp-Xn-b-Xv. ]t£ B hcn-Iƒ Xncp- Øn.... hnÆne- nc- p∂- pd- ß- p∂ a\\pj- yt- \\m, aÆnX- n¬ Cgb- p∂ ssZhtam A‘-cmcv Ct∏mƒ A‘-cmcv A‘m-I-c-]-c-∏n-Xn¬ A¥-cmcv F∂p tNmZn-°p∂ ssS‰n¬ Km\\-tØmSp IqSn-bmWv \\mSIw XpS-ßp-∂-Xv. Ata-cn-°≥ PohnXw {]hmkn ae-bm-fn-bpsS Pohn-X-Øns‚ Po¿ÆXbmWv Cu \\mS-I-Øn¬ {]Xn-]m-Zn-°-s∏-Sp-∂-Xv. chn F∂ {]hmkn ae-bmfn kmln-Xy-Im-c-\\mWv Cu \\mS-I-Ønse \\mb-I≥. tacn F∂ Ata-cn- °≥ t\\gvkpw aI≥ APbv F∂ Ata-cn-°≥ Sot\\-Pdpw CXnse {][m\\ IYm-]m-{X-ß-fm-Wv. Ata-cn-°-sb∂ ]dp-Zo-k-bn¬ ape-∏mepw amXr-`m-jbpw A\\y-am-°nb Hcp Xe-ap-dsb t\\¿h-gn°v sIm≠p-h- cm≥ Ip´≥]n-≈-bpsS Xe-apd (ap-Ø-—-∑m¿) {ian-°-W-sa∂v chn ]d-bp-∂p-≠v. tacn F∂ t\\gvkv Hmh¿ssSw \\n¿Øn Ip´n-Isf t\\m°Ww F∂ kqN-\\-bp-ap≠v. Ata-cn-°-bnse kº-∂-Po-hn-X-Øn¬ \\n∂pw Hfn-t®mSn t]mIp∂ chn \\m´nse Hcp sdbn¬th tÃj-\\nse πm‰vt^m-an¬ A`-bw-tX-Sp-∂Xv Hcp jq t]mfnjv sXmgn-em-fn-bm-bn-´m-Wv. \\m´n¬ saUn-°¬ tImtf-Pn¬ ]Tn-°p∂ Xs‚ aI≥ APbvsb ImWm\\pw sXmSm\\pw th≠n-bmWv chn sdbn¬th tÃj-\\n¬ Ign-™-Xv. Hcp A—s‚ kvt\\lw aI\\v sImSp-°m-Ø-Xn-ep≈ ZpxJw a\\- n¬ t]dn- 23

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä s°m≠v X\\n°p \\„-s∏´ kvt\\lhpw Pohn-Xhpw Xncn-®p-t\\-Sm-\\p≈ Hcp {ia-am-bn-cp∂p chn-bp-tS-Xv. Ata-cn-°≥ ae-bmfn kaq-l-Øn\\v ssIhn-´p-t]m-Ip∂ bphm-°-fpsS {]Xn\\n-[n-bmWv chn-bp-sSbpw tacn- bp-sSbpw aI≥ AP-bv. chn ]d-bp∂p: \"\"Chs\\ Hcp a\\p-jy-\\mbn hf¿Ø-Ww. aX-kvt\\-l-a√, kvt\\lw F∂ GI aX-amWv Ch¿ ]Tn-t°-≠-Xv.'' IpSpw-_-_-‘-߃ IpSpw-_-_-‘-amWv Cu \\mS-I-Øns‚ CXn-hr-Øw. Ata-cn- °≥ aeb- mf- nb- psS IpSpw_- _- ‘- ß- f- psS Po¿Æmh- ÿ CXn¬ shfn- s∏-Sp-Øp-∂p-≠v. \\mS-I-IrØv Ata-cn-°≥ {]hmkn ae-bmfn kaq- lsØ hnti-jn-∏n-°p-∂Xv tUmf-dns‚ aqey-ta-∑-bn¬ aXn-a-d∂v kzbw-a-d-°p∂ ae-bm-fn-h¿§w F∂m-Wv. Hcp ]m›mXy kwkvIm-c- Øn\\v Cc-bmb Hcp ]mhw am∏p-km-£n. tacn-bpsS A—s‚ aqØ-a-°ƒ F√mw Ata-cn-°-bn¬ tImSo- iz-c-∑m¿ BWv. \\m´n¬ GI B{i-b-am-bn-cp∂ tPmWn F∂ ]´m-f- °m-cs‚ acWw Xs‚ ka-\\ne sX‰n-®p. t\\m°m-\\m-fn-√msX h∂- t∏mƒ a°ƒXs∂ Hcp Nmcn‰n sk‚-dn¬ B°n. AhnsS \\n∂pw Hfn-t®mSn Ae™p \\S-°p-tºmƒ chn Abmsf Iq´n-s°m-≠p-h∂v Xs‚ IqsS Xma-kn-∏n®v NnIn-’n-°p-∂p. bph-X-e-apd APbv F∂ IYm-]m{Xw Xe-Xn-cn-™p-t]mb Ata-cn-°≥ aeb- mfn bphm°- sf BWv {]Xn\\- n[- oI- c- n°- p∂- X- v. C¥yb- nse saUn- °¬ tImtf-Pn¬ ]Tn-°p∂ APbv amXm-]n-Xm-°-fpsS ]Ww [q¿Ø- Sn-°p∂ NoØ Iq´p-sI-´p-I-fn¬ sN∂p-s]-Sp-∂p. A\\n-b-{¥n-X-amb ssewKnX- bv°pw ab°- pa- c- p∂- pI- ƒ°pw ASna- b- mI- p∂- p. D]t- Zi- n°- m≥ {ian-°p∂ chn-sb˛ thj-{]-—-∂-\\mbn \\m´n¬ Pohn-°p∂ kz¥w A—s- \\˛ Ah≥ ]p—n°- p∂- p. Ahk- m\\w APbv am\\k- m¥- c- s- ∏S- p∂p, amXm-]n-Xm-°-fp-ambn cay-X-s∏-Sp-∂p. chn aI-t\\mSv ]d-bp∂p: \"\"Cu \\nμn-°p∂ ]W-Øns‚ hne tam≥ Adn-bn-√. CXn-\\pth≠n ]I-e- ¥n-tbmfw F√p-ap-dnsb ]Wn sNøp-∂-h-cp-≠v. tams‚ sX‰-√, ]Ww IqSn-t∏m-b-Xns‚ Ip‰-am-Wv.'' \\mS-I-Øns‚ Ah-km\\w chn Hcp FbvUvkv tcmKn-bmWv F∂v Abmƒ shfn-s∏-Sp-Øp-tºmƒ F√m-hcpw sR´p-∂p. `mcy tacn°pw AXp hniz-kn-°m-\\m-hp-∂n-√. Ah-km\\w chn X\\n°v 24

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä Fßs\\ FbvUvkv _m[n®p F∂p shfn-s∏-Sp-Øp-∂p. Imd-]-I-S- Øn¬s∏´v Imep apdn-®-t∏mƒ Bip-]-{Xn-bn¬ \\n∂pw In´nb c‡- Øn-eqsS ]I¿∂-XmWv Xs‚ FbvUvkv tcmKw. A‘-cmcv? A‘-cmcv {]hmkn ae-bmfn kmln-Xy-Im-c≥ chn-bpsS IY- bm-Wv. ]t£ chn ]d-bp∂p AXp Xs‚bpw JmZ-dn-s‚bpw Nncp-X- bp-sSbpw ]m∏n-bp-sSbpw in¶m-cn-bp-sS-bp-sams° IY-bmWv F∂v. A‘-\\mb JmZ¿ ]d-bp∂p Hcp IÆp-s]m-´≥ BsW-¶nepw X\\n°v F√mw ImWm≥ Ignbpw F∂v. A‘\\mw `n£p-hn≥ B¿{Zamw tNmZy-amWv \"A‘-cmcv' F∂v \\mS-I-IrØv FSp-Øp-]-d- bp-∂p. chn-bpsS A∏≥ k¿°nƒ C≥kvs]-Œ¿ Ip´≥]n-≈bpw tbm\\m-®≥ apX-em-fnbpw sdbn¬th tÃj-\\n¬ I≠p-ap-´p-tºmƒ \\S- °p∂ kw`m-j-W-Øn-\\n-S-bn¬ chn kzbw KZvK-Z-s∏´p ]db- p∂p: \"\"Hcp kl-Po-hn-tbmSv Aev]w kl-Xm-]-tam, klm-\\p-`q-Xntbm t]mbn´v H∂p Xncn-™p-t\\m-°pI IqSn sNømØ temIw'' BWv CsX-∂v. chn Ccp-]-Øn-c≠v h¿j-Øn\\p tijw Xs‚ kmln-Xy-Po- hn-X-Øns‚ Npcpf-gn-°p-∂p. Xpfkn F∂ Xqen-Im-\\m-a-Øn¬ Xm\\m- bn-cp∂p Fgp-Xn-bn-cp-∂-sX∂v shfn-s∏-Sp-Øp-∂p. {Iqc-ambn _em- ’wKw sNbvXp sIm√-s∏´ in¶mcn F∂ ]n©p-_m-en-I-bpsS sIme- ]m-X-In-Isf Is≠-Øm\\pw {]Xn-Imcw sNøm-\\p-ap≈ ]S-hm-fp-ambn chn PohnXw XpS-cm≥ {]Xn-⁄-sb-Sp-°p-∂p. \\n -lm-bcpw \\ncm-ew- _-cp-amb ]n®-°m¿°pw sXcp-hp-Po-hn-Iƒ°pw th≠n Xs‚ PohnXw Dgn-™p-h-bv°p-∂p. \\mSIkwhn-[m-b-I≥ Cu \\mS-I-Øns‚ ]cn-k-am]vXn hfsc lrZ-b-kv]¿in-bm- Wv. I¿´≥ Xmgp-tºm-gp≈ cwKw At±lw hnh-cn-°p-∂Xv Hcp \\mS-I- kwh- n[- mb- I- s‚ Ignh- ns\\ sXfnb- n°- p∂- X- mW- v. ]›mØ- e kam]vXn hfsc `wKn-bm-bn-´mWv Cu \\mS-I-Øn¬ hnh-cn-®n-cn-°p-∂-Xv. A‘- cmcv Ct∏mƒ A‘-cmcv A‘-Imc ]c-∏n¬ A‘-cmcv F∂v ]mSn A‘-\\mb `n£-°m-c≥ JmZ¿ {]th-in-°p-∂p. ]›m-Øew A‘- Imcw ]q¿Æ-am-Ip-∂p. IS-en¬ Cc-º¬. sImSp-¶m‰v hoin {]Ir-Xn- t£m` [z\\n-bpsS G‰-°p-d-®n¬. ssS‰n¬ Km\\w ho≠pw tIƒ°mw. AI-se-\\n∂v Nqf-a-Sn®p hcp∂ s{Sbn-\\ns‚ i_vZw. Nmb, Im∏n, 25

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä CÕ-en, hS XpS-ßnb hnfn-Ifpw chn-bpsS Im´pXpfkn F∂ hnπ-h- Ir-Xn-bpsS Isø-gpØv {]Xn-Iƒ cwKØv ]mdn-∏-d-°p-tºmƒ \\mS-I- Øn\\p Xnc-»oe hogp-∂p. tZh-cmPv Imcm-h-≈n¬ A‘-cmcv F∂ Cu \\mS-I-Øn-eqsS kaXz kpμc kmtlm-Z-cy-Øns‚ temI-sa∂ Xs‚ Pohn-X-Z¿i\\w Ah-X-cn-∏n-°p-∂p. AtX-k-abw bmYm¿∞y-Øns‚ ]®-bmb apJw Ata-cn-°≥ ae-bmfn Pohn-X-Ønse IYm-]m-{X-ß-fn-eqsS At±lw A\\m-h-cWw sNbvXp-sIm≠v \\ΩpsS kmaqly A‘X shfns∏Sp- Øp-∂p. tPm¨am-Xyp-hns‚ \"A¥-I-hnØv' F∂ sNdp-I-Ybpw tZh- cmPv Imcm-h-≈n¬ \\mS-I-am°n Ah-X-cn-∏n-®n-´p-≠v. AXnepw Hcp Xnc- °-Ym-IrØv, \\mSI kwhn-[m-b-I≥ F∂o \\ne-I-fn¬ Xs‚ Ignhv At±lw sXfn-bn-®n-cn-°p-∂p. kmlnXyNcn-{X-Im-c≥ Xs‚ teJ-\\-ß-fn-eqsS ae-bmf kmln-Xy-N-cn-{Xhpw ae-bmf IhnX- b- psS D¤h- hpw hf¿®bpw At±lw hnhc- n°- p∂- p. tZhc- mPns‚ teJ-\\-߃ Xs‚ kmln-Xy-N-cn{X ]mfinXyw shfn-s∏-Sp-Øp-∂p. ka-Im-eo\\ Ihn-X-I-sf-°p-dn®v At±lw Cßs\\ FgpXn: \"\"h¿Ø-am-\\-Im-e-Øns‚ k¶o¿Æ {]iv\\-ßsf Dƒs°m-≈p-Ibpw Bb-Xn-t\\mSv {Inbm-fl-I-ambn {]Xn-I-cn-°p-Ibpw sNøp-∂p≠v ae- bm-f-Øns‚ ka-Im-eo\\ Ihn-X-Iƒ F∂ Imcy-Øn¬ c≠p-]-£-ap- ≠m-Im≥ CS-bn-√.'' tZh-cm-Pns‚ Ihn-X-Iƒ {io. tZh-cmPv Imcm-h-≈n¬ ]e Ihn-X-Ifpw Fgp-Xn-bn-´p- s≠-¶nepw Xs‚ Ggv Ihn-X-I-fpsS Hcp kam-lmcw \"tIZm-c-am-\\kw' F∂ Hcp knUn-bmbn {]kn-≤o-I-cn-®Xpw tIcfm ssdt‰gvkv t^md- Øns‚ hm¿jnI {KŸ-ß-fn¬ {]kn-≤o-I-cn® GXm\\pw Ihn-X-Ifpw am{Xw C∂v Ah-ti-jn-°p-∂p. Cu Ihn-X-I-fn¬ Xs‚ Imhy-`m-h- \\bpw Z¿i-\\hpw At±lw shfn-s∏-Sp-Øp-∂p-≠v. hrØhpw {]mkhpw Xmfhpw CuWhpw hmIvNm-Xp-cnbpw ]Z-k-ºØpw tZh-cmPv Ihn-X- I-fpsS am‰p-Iq-´p-∂p. Imthym-]m-k\\ \"]p{X-Im-ta„n' F∂ Ihn-X-bn¬ A¥cmflmhns‚ k¿§- kr-„n-bmb Ihn-X-bn-eqsS ]cn-h¿Ø-\\-Øns‚ ]p{X-Im-ta„n bmKw 26

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä \\S-Øp∂ Ihnsb ImWmw. hb-em-dn-s\\-t∏mse k¿§-tN-X-\\-bpsS Aiz-ta[w \\S-Øp∂ Ihn-bpsS k¿§-`m-h-\\bmw IpXn-c-bpsS \"B IpXnc Ipfº- Sn \\mZ Nnes- ºmen kvX]vXa- m°n Xf°- ph- ms- \\m°- ptam' F∂v Ihn tNmZn-°p-∂p. \"Imhy-tZ-h-X-tbmSv' F∂ Ihn-X-bn¬ Xs‚ Bcm-[-\\m-aq¿Øn-bmb Imhy-tZ-h-X-bpsS \"arZpIcmw-Kpen ]mZ-ß-fn¬ sXm´p-cpΩn' Xs∂ Hcp ]qºm-‰-bmbn am‰p∂p F∂v At±lw h¿Æn- °p-∂p. Xs‚ Imthym-]m-k-\\bpw Pohn-Xhpw Imhy-tZ-h-X-bpsS AƒØm-c-bn¬ IØn-sb-cn-bp∂ Hcp Icn-¥n-cn-bmbn Ihn k¶-ev]n- °p-∂p. \"tIZm-c-am-\\kw' F∂ Ihn-X-bn¬ Xs‚ Bflm-hns‚ ap√∏q ImØp-kq-£n-°m≥ {ian-°p∂ Hcp Ihnsb ImWmw. Ihn-bpsS hm°n¬ \"Ime-Øn≥ t`Z-Øn¬ thc-‰p-t]m-ImsX Im°p-sa-∂mfl ]qap-√-b-√msX' thsd ]q°ƒ Xs‚ a\\- m-Ip∂ tIZm-c-Øn¬ Ah- ti-jn-°p-I-bn√ F∂p ]d-bp∂ Ihn-bpsS kuμ-cy-t_m-[hpw Zm¿i- \\n-I-Xbpw B¿{Z-amb `mhhpw hy‡-am-Ip-∂p. Pohn-X-Zpx-J-߃ Xs‚ Ihn-X-I-fn¬ PohnX bmYm¿∞yhpw ZpxJ-ßfpw {]I- Sn-∏n-°m≥ At±lw ad-∂n-√. \"Im¿taLw' F∂ Ihn-X-bn¬ PohnX ss\\cmiyw t]dn-\\-S-°p∂ a\\p-jys\\ Im¿ta-L-tØmSv D]-an-°p-∂p. A¿Yhpw tamlhpw Imahpw PohnX- Z- pxJ- ß- f- psS Ddh- nS- a- mbn At±lw kqNn-∏n-°p-∂p. IWzm-{i-a-Ønse iIp-¥-f-sbbpw C„-tXm- g\\- mb kqcys\\ \\„s- ∏´ Im¿taL iIe- s- Øbpw ZpxJß- f- psS ]cym- b-ambn At±lw h¿Æn-°p-∂p. \"aItf Ic-bt√' F∂ Ihn-X-bn¬ adp-\\m-´n¬ tPmen-tXSn h∂v hgn-]n-g-®p-t]mb bph-Xn-tbm-Sp≈ kl- Xm-]hpw ]p{X-hm-’-eyhpw {]I-S-am-°p-∂p. \"]qhpw ]pgphpw' F∂ Ihn-X-bn¬ ]qhns\\ t\\mhn-°msX \"]´p-\\q-teIn ]´S ]qIpam' PohnX sNfn-°p-≠nse Hcp ]pgp-hmWv Ihn F∂p kqNn-∏n-°p-∂p. \"]mcn¬ ]cm-PnX IoU-am-∏o-UnX ]mgv{ipXn X{¥n-Iƒ ao´pI-bmbv' F∂ Ihn-bpsS hcn-Iƒ Xs‚ teme-amb lrZ-bhpw Zm¿i\\ob `mh-\\bpw shfn-s∏-Sp-Øp-I-bm-Wv. Krlm-Xp-cXzw Krlm-Xp-cXzw shfn-s∏-Sp-Øp∂ Ihn-X-I-fmWv \"{KmaoW `wKn', \"C\\n-sb∂v ImWpw', \"aItf Ic-bt√' F∂n-h. Ata-cn-°≥ PohnXw Hcp Imcm-Kr-l-am-bn-´mWv Ihn ImWp-∂-Xv. \"DØpwK 27

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä cmPysØ D∑m-Z-em-kysØ sXm´p-cp-Ωn-s°m-≠n-cp∂' Ihn Xs‚ sIm®p{KmasØ ]mSn ]pI-gvØp-∂p. B {Kmao-W-`wKn hnh-cn-°p-∂- Xns‚ kuμcyw H∂v thsd-X-s∂-bm-Wv. \"A{X-bv°-hm-Ny-am-W-{X- bvIy-ta-b-amWv B sIm®p-\\m-Sn≥ imeo-\\-`wKn' F∂v ]d-™psIm≠v \"H‰-°p-Xn-s°s‚ {Kma-Øn¬ ]d-s∂-Øm≥' Ihn sX∂-en-s\\-t∏mse sImXn-°p-∂p. \\mS≥]m-´ns‚ CuW-Ønepw Xmf-Ønepw cNn® Cu IhnX- I- ƒ Km\\ß- f- mbn AhX- c- n∏- n®- Xv aeb- mf- Ø- nse {]ikvX Kmb- I-cm-Wv. Hcp ]®a\\p-jy≥, Zm¿i-\\n-I≥ kvt\\l-Øn-s‚bpw Imcp-Wy-Øn-s‚bpw Hcp aq¿Øn-aZv`mh- am-bn-cp∂p {io. tZh-cmPv Imcm-h-≈n¬. At±-l-Øns‚ kmln-Xy- kr„- nI- f- nepw B ss\\¿Ωeyw {]Xn^- e- n°- p∂- p. At±lw Ahk- m\\w ]s¶-SpØ ]cn-]m-Sn-bm-bn-cp∂p tIcfm ssdt‰gvkv t^mdw. 2019 Pq¨ 22 lqÃ-Wn¬ kwL-Sn-∏n® \"Imthym-’hw' AXn¬ ]s¶-Sp-Øp- sIm≠v \"am‰p-c-bv°-s∏-Sp∂ amWn-Iy-°-√p-Iƒ' F∂ Xs‚ IhnX ]mSn Ah-X-cn-∏n-®p. amWn-Iy-°-√p-I-fmb {]hmkn ae-bmfn kmln- Xy-Im-c-∑msc tIcfØnse apJy-[mcm kmln-Xy-temIw Ah-K-Wn- °p∂p F∂p≈ ktμiw Dƒs°m≈- p∂ Hcp hnem]- I- mh- ya- mb- nc- p∂p AXv. knK-d‰v \\o´n-h-en-®m-kz-Zn®v AXns‚ ]pI-®p-cp-fp-Iƒ shfn- bn-te°v DuXn X≈n-hn-Sp∂ tZh-cm-Pns‚ Nn{Xw a\\- n¬ ambmsX \\n¬°p-∂p. PohnXw Bkz-Zn-®-Xn\\p tijw Hcp ]pI-®p-cp-fmbv X≈n \\o°nb Hcp ]®-a-\\p-jy≥ AYhm Zm¿i-\\n-I-s\\-bmWv \\mw AhnsS ImWp-∂-Xv. AtX-k-abw Xs‚ kmlnXy kr„n-I-fn¬ kmaq-ly-]- cn-h¿Ø-\\-Øn-\\mbn Aiz-ta[w \\S-Ønb Hcp Ihnbpw \\mS-I-Ir-Øp- am-bn-cp∂p At±lw F∂v ImWmw. am‰p-c-bv°-s∏-Sm-sX-t]mb Hcp amWn-Iy-°-√v. tZh-cmPvIpdp∏v Imcm-h-≈n-ens‚ hntbmKw ae-bmf kmln-Xy-tem-IØv Hcp \\nI- Øm-\\m-hmØ hnS-hmWv kr„n-®n-cn-°p-∂-Xv. tZh-cmPv Imcm-h-≈n- ens‚ Ihn-X-Ifpw \\mS-I-ßfpw Ah-bnse kvt\\l-Ønepw kmtlm- Z-cy-Ønepw A[n-jvTn-X-amb Poh-X-Z¿i-\\hpw \\ap°v {]tNm-Z\\w \\¬I-s´. Xs‚ k¿§-kr-„n-bm-Ip∂ IpXn-c-bpsS \"B IpXnc Ipf- ºSn \\mZ Nne-sºmen kvX]vX-am°n Xf-°p-hm-s\\m-°ptam?' F∂p tNmZn°- p∂ Ihnb- psS IhnXm hcnI- ƒ C∂pw a\\ - n¬ Xßn\\- n¬°p- 28

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä ∂p. B {]Xn-`m-im-en-bpsS kvac-Wbv°p BZ-cm-RvP-en-Iƒ. {io. tPm¨ amXyp-hns‚ hm°p-Iƒ ChnsS {]k-‡-am-Wv. \"Hcp bpKw Ah-km-\\n-®p-sIm-≠n-cn-°p-∂p. AtX, Ata-cn-°-bnse ae-bmfw Fgp- Øns‚ H∂mw Xe-apd Ign-™p-sIm-≠n-cn-°p-∂p. \\ΩpsS {]nb-s∏´ Ihn-bp-sS, \\mS-I-Ir-Øns‚, kwhn-[m-b-Is‚, kplr-Øns‚ Hm¿Ωbv°v apºn¬ Hcp-]nSn ]\\n-\\o¿ ]q°ƒ.'' 29

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä Kpcpk- av c- W... Cutim tP°_v, hmgq¿ F{Xbpw {]nbs∏´ i¶c\\mcmbW ssIaƒ kmdns‚ tZlhntbmKØn¬ Bflm¿∞ambn ZpxJn°p∂p. Kpcp°∑m¿ C√mXmbn kmd∑m¿ am{Xw \\nehnep≈ Cu ImeØv BZcWob\\mb Cu Kpcphns‚ Xntcm[m\\w \\nIØm\\mhmØ \\„amWv. 2015˛¬ IdpI®men\\SpØp≈ At±lØns‚ `h\\ØnseØn kμ¿in°m\\pw kwkmcn°m\\pw alm`mKyap≠mbn. A∂v At±lw ]d™ Nne Imcy߃ ChnsS Ipdn°s´. \"\\mev]Ø©p h¿jtØmfw A≤ym]\\w \\SØn. At\\Imbncw Ip´n Isf ]Tn∏n®p. ]ecpw \\√ \\neIfnseØn. AXn¬ NmcnXm¿∞y ap≠v. F¶nepw dn´b¿sa‚n\\p tijw Fs∂ At\\zjn®p ho´nseØn bX,- v- Cutim \\o am{XamWv. \\ns∂ Cuizc≥ A\\p{Kln°s´. Fs∂ I≠p kwkmcn°m≥ {ian® as‰mcp hnZym¿Yn Ct∏mgsØ tkthdn tbmkv Xncpta\\nbmWv. At±lw Hcp Imdb®v Fs∂ ]≈nbnte°v hnfn∏n®p. t]mbn I≠p kwkmcn®p.' \"'A[ym]IcpsSbpw hnZym¿YnIfpsSbpw aqeyNypXnbn¬ F\\n°v hfsc ZpxJap≠v. A[ym]I¿°v A\\¿lamb iºfw sImSpØXpw, AhcpsSbnSbn¬ cm{„obw IS∂pIbdnbXpw henb \\miw hcpØn. AanX hcpam\\w A[ym]Isc hkvXp°®hSw, Nn´n, _nkn\\ v, aZy]m\\w F∂nhbnte°mI¿jn®p. ]TnØhpw ]Tn∏ocpw Ah¿°v A{][m\\ambn. CXn\\p hcpwXeapdIƒ henb hne sImSpt°≠nhcpw.'' IpSpw_mwK߃, kplrØp°ƒ, Rm≥ ]n∂oSv ]Tn® At\\I hnZymeb߃, At±lØns‚ kl[¿ΩnWnbpsS hntbmKw, {]mbØns≥d ]cm[o\\XIƒ, `£W{Iaw, Atacn° 30

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä bnse kmaqlyPohnXw, tPmen, F∂nhsb√mw N¿®bv°v hnt[b ambn. hmgq¿ sk‚ v t]mƒkn\\p tijw Fs∂ aebmfw ]Tn∏n® s{]m^k¿am¿, kn.Fw.Fkv. tImtfPnse Aºe∏pg cmah¿Ω km¿, F{_lmw ]mºmSn km¿, hmgq¿ tImtfPnse cmaN{μ≥ km¿ , Fkv._n. tImtfPnse cmaN{μss] km¿, am∏nfkm¿, tPmk^v ARvP\\m´v km¿ , ^mZ¿ hben¬, k-vIdnb k°dnb km¿ F∂o Kpcp°∑mtc°pdn®pw kwkmcn®p. ]pcmW IYm]m{Xßsf∏‰nbp≈ BapJw, aebmf`mj bpsS {]m[m\\yw, hm°pIfpsS AScScmbp≈ A¿∞km≤yXIƒ, hymIcWw, F∂nhsb√mw Fs‚ a\\ n¬ Icp∏nSn∏n® B am\\y Kpcphns‚ ]mZØn¬ sXm´phWßn bm{X tNmZn®t∏mƒ At±lw CcpIcßfpw Fs‚ Xebn¬ sh®\\p{Kln®p. \"C\\n I≠pap´ptam F∂dnbn√. Cuizc≥ F√m \\∑bpw \\¬In A\\p{Kln°s´!' \\ndIÆpItfmsS bm{Xbmbn! C\\n t\\cn¬ ImWm≥ Ignbns√¶nepw ssIaƒ kmdns‚ apJw a\\ n¬ F∂pw ]Xn™p InS°pw. At±lØns‚ IpSpw_mw KßfptSbpw klm[ym]IcpsSbpw hnZym¿YnIfpsSbpw ZpxJØn¬ ]¶ptNcp∂p. 31



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Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä ]qt¥ ] Xncn\\- mfw a\\n[n[pepe ]qhn-dq-°p-hm≥ s Xncn-\\mfw sXfn™p IØth kz¥-hq-am-°n-sb Ccpƒ{]m-¥-ß-fn¬ shfn®w hogth F¶n-ep-a-Xn≥ B Xncn-b-Xn¬ X≥ Poh≥ ]nS-bp-h-Xt√m Xncn-®-dnhp Rm≥ sNSn-bn¬ Ccn-° Fcn-bp-h-Xt√m \\o sISm-sh-fn-®-ambv AXv Xs∂-bm-sW IXIts\\AIAhhommmnclXd‰Ø‰Zfnpnn-\\-\\nnw¬-e-s≥®nnmØap-®-cwf-e\\sBnp-°wB-bwIbh!-sftSpppIh-awwh¬mm-sm-i]X-b,-≠ØBygAyn-s-cPnp-°mfa≈-ßlnc-∂-n∏-∏-bpwƒ-h-Smt-`]me°-c≥Xmbn-hSppßavwnpF--hs]o\\]a-eme\\c-∂-imgnncmf¬-bn-fn°pm-b-awtwbm!hmmbvbbtv!n]v ! cn-t´m¿lAs]\\HXCAD!!sumqop\\nhthdS¿\\adcnpnmnnbs-s¿-ج-smt-I™fabIpwX-emWn\\mmc-cypccspSnmn-wa∏dnoNcwm]-®pXmt-sS\\!\\q]-hanhp-boaSomcmƒmcm-ß-cneob¬ ]qhmbn \\nd-™˛ CtXm Alw-`m-hw, B›-˛ Xn≥ Hmtcm Zeh cy-tØmSncn∏q; Cud\\mw XWp-∏ XpSp-Øn-cn∏q ]mhw sIm≠p Rm≥ ip≤≥ ]ns∂tbm I≠p F∂ \\n\\-hn¬ Xosb ]gn°pw Imt‰m? ]pdw Zew hmSn-X Im‰n¬ De-™m-Sn-bmepw shfn-®-ambn hogp-samcm Zew a Fcnbpw Xncn-\\m-fntam!! \\ndw amdn-bXm a I\\-ens\\ sRcn-™-a¿∂v a hngp-ßpao kqcy\\pw Fcn-bp-h-Xt√m kpµc hZ-\\ta \\ Np´p-s]m-≈pao kqcys\\ ]ns∂tbm hnkva ]gn-°nepw kqcy-\\n-t√¬ Poh-\\n√; Fcn-s™mco ]qh ]gn-°-bmWv F¶nepw \\mw {]Im-iamw \\mf-ßsf. 35

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä ]qt¥ I I\\¬ IYm¥yw Rm≥ A B \\ng-ep-I-sfs∂ h\\Pm\\mb¿ ImWmØ ImgvN h Hm¿sØ-Sp-°m≥ t\\ acWsam∂v ]d™n´v hs∂¶n¬ ]ns∂sbs∏mtgm I Gsd taml߃ Rm≥ Xm≠ntbt\\ s\\©v hnßn-b-t∏mg ]n¥n-cn-t™m-Sn-b-hs ]nt∂mt´mSn ]Xn‰m≠n\\∏pdw t]mtbs\\ ...t]mhm\\n-S-an-s√∂p A∂sØbm Nph∏pact®m´n¬ th≠m-Øn-S-ß-fn-te Hfn∏n®ph® hfs∏m´pIƒ Xnct™s\\.. ]I]nmXsS∂n]cp®bI∏mpnss\\deoemss°h∂dppfØsØXntns\\s]emm°m´∂nn®v ,ßapßs\\n\\...q¿∂v..{a\\a`u\\nm\\s\\ -¥s-av°msmb∂Xmn∂fp]wnp-™dah-™m∂dn-hn-bXqn-ssn Bº¬∏qamesbm∂p≠m°n IgpØnen´v tZhs\\sbm∂p sImXn∏n®p sXmgpX-.v-. NnX-dnt∏mb Hm¿Ω s]dp-°n-sb-Sp-°m≥ B ISens‚ Nph∂ Nmb°qSn\\n∏pdw CSn-ap-g-°-ßfpw Xo ]XXnan¿Ø shfpØXnc°cnsI \\Ω-f˛ t]Sn-∏n-°p-∂p-an-√, F s∂gpXn ambvN A£c߃ Xnct™s\\.. hnfn∏mSIsebs√¶nepw F∂mepw, \\ns‚ s\\ \\nfbnse aWensem∂p Aet™s\\.. Rm≥ Adn-bp-∂p-≠ B IÆo-tcm¿Ω-Iƒ ]ns∂, ]ns∂bpw ]pdtImt´mSn, ]Im≠fBCntdv \\,p-ssm°Ia√-tnnb®m-∂ss-aI¿øØn¬ B ]mShcºsØ sh≈s°m‰nIsfbpw sXßn≥ XpºsØ Ipcphn°q´nsem∂p tXm´nse sh≈Ønsem∂p apJwan\\p°n... th≠t√, Ime-an-ß abn¬∏oenIp™p߃°p Xo‰sImSpØv .. s\\©n-ßs\\ ]nS™ ]pØ≥ ]pkvXIØmfpIƒ aWØv .. ag-i-e-`-߃ Nnd-I-c Cu aXn-ep-Iƒ°p ` 36

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä Hm¿ΩIƒ°nsXmchkm\\an√t√m kz]v\\߃°nsX¥p _meyw Ct∏mgpw, agsbmgn™p Acsßmgn™m CdbØp X\\n®p XWpØßns\\ ]pIsISmØ I\\ep≈nent∏mgpw XoXn∂ Hm¿ΩIfn¬ sXt°sØmSn.. acWanßs\\ s]mSp∂s\\ Ihcp∂ {]nbambh¿ ! ]pW¿∂v sImXnamdmsX I\\tem¿ΩIƒ ! CdpsI ASt°≠nhcp∂ sXt° P\\meIƒ ! H‰°mbnt∏mIp∂ Bflm°ƒ....! 37

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä {]bmWw tPmk^v a≠]w -a-co-NnI tXSp∂ Pohn-Xw. F¥n-\\m-Wv.... F¥m-Wv... ]c°w ]m®n¬ ]e-tcbpw, X´n-bn´v˛ Xf¿Øn-bn-´v... a\\-kns‚ ]c-°w -]m-®n¬. hen-b-h-\\m-IWw a‰m-scbpwImƒ hen-b-h-\\m-I-Ww. kz¥w Ip™p-ßsf ad-∂p. `mcytb ad-∂p. ]eXpw ad-∂p. _mey-Øn¬ \\jvS-s∏´ ]eXpw Xncn-s®-Sp-°-Ww. Imc-W- h-∑m-cpsS a¿°-S-apjvSn. amXm-]n-Xm-°-fpsS Zb-\\o-bX. _‘p-°-fpsS \\nkw-KX F¥p-kw-`-hn-®m-epw... F\\n°v hen-b-h-\\m-IWw kaq-l-Øn¬ t]cpw s]cp-abpw t\\SWw (]-‰n-bm¬ hne-sIm-SpØv hmß-Ww) F¥n\\v th≠n?.... B¿°p th≠n?... Hcn-S-tØ-bv°p≈ Hm´w.... Ahn-sS-Øn-bm¬ ˛ Xo¿∂p. 38

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä acWw tPmk^v a≠]w F√m-‰nt‚w Ah-km\\w! Pohn-X-bm-{X-bnse ]¶m-fn-Iƒ.... kv{Xobpw ]pcp-j-\\pw. Adn-™-\\mƒ apX¬...... ]pcp-js‚ \\nb-{¥Ww ]pcp-j-ta-[m-hnXzw F∂v Xosc˛ A¿∞-an-√m. kv{Xobpw, ]pcp-j-\\pw, HØp tN¿s∂m-cp-an-®v, IpSpw_w \\nb-{¥n-°p-∂p. Ip™p-߃ AXv Bkz-Zn®v hf-cp-∂p. I≠p-]-Tn® ]mT-߃. Xncn™p adn-bp-∂p. ]eXpw, amdn, adn-bp-∂p. {]IrXn \\nb-a-߃ AXv...... am‰m≥ ]‰p-tam...? ad-°m≥ ]‰-p-tam....? Adn-bn√! Fs‚ CjvSm-\\n-jvS-߃ t\\m°msX F\\n-°v, Cu `qan-bn¬,- P∑wX∂p. ]Øp-amkw Npa∂v thZ\\ A\\p-`-hn-®v, s\\m¥v {]k-hn® amXr-Xzw. Hcp i‡nbv°pw {]]-©-Øn¬ Adn-b-s∏´ Hcp i‡n°pw \\nb-{¥-W-an-√m-Ø˛ amXr-kvt\\lw. 39

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä AΩ tPmk^v a≠]w hm°p-Iƒ sIm≠v A¿∞-a-f-°p-hm≥ ]‰mØ kvt\\lw AΩ _mey Nm]-ey-߃°v Iq´p \\n∂ Imc-W-h-∑m¿. aq∂p s]¨Ip-´n-Iƒ°v tijw P\\n® BZysØ B¨Xcn. B¨Ip-´n-bs√? °p {ipXn... kmc-an√ anSp-°-\\mIpw! A\\p-{K-l-߃ A\\p-tam-Z-\\-߃ kwibw-tXm∂nbn√m. aI≥ anSp-°-\\m-Ipw. F√mw \\∂v aI≥ anSp-°-\\mbn. \\me©p hoSv H∂n¬ Xma-kn-°p-∂p. hmS-I-bn-\\-Øn¬Øs∂ \\s√mcp em`w. AXpw Ata-cn-°-bn¬ shfpØ kmbn-∏-∑m-cpsS Iq´-Øn¬ tPmen Ah¿ Xma-kn-°p∂ hen-sbmcp kaq-l-Øn¬ c≠p\\ne _w•mhv \\£-{X-s°m-´mcw 40

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä Hcp Znhkw XpWn-b-e-°p∂ sajo≥ tISp-h-∂p. \\∂m-°m≥ h∂ R߃ ]g-bXv am‰n h®p. Abmƒ Dcp-´n-am‰n h®Xv ˛ \\memƒ ImWm-hp∂ t]mem-bn-cp-∂p. c≠p-a-Wn-°q-dn-\\p-≈n¬ R߃ h∂p. Bcm ˛ h∂Xv?... ho´p-S-a-ÿ∑mcpsS kwL-S\\ bpsS {]Xn-\\n[n FSp-Øm¬ s]mßmØ km[-\\w. Dcp´n Imdn-Sp∂ sjUns‚ (Km-tc-Pns‚) Acp-In¬ Hfn-∏n-®p. Cßs\\ `b-¶c ¢m m-bn-´p≈ PohnXw kpJw! kp`n-£w! Fs‚ _oPw K¿`-]m-{X-Øn¬ t]dn ]Øp-amkw Icp-Øpw, i‡n-bpw, amXm-hv˛ AΩ ˛ `mcy `¿Ør _\\v[Øns‚ ]hn-{X-X. AXn-cp-Iƒ°-∏pdw, sh´n∏nSn-°m≥ Rm≥ ]c°w ]m™p. AXn-∂n-S-bn¬ thZ\\ Bfn-∏-S¿∂ a\\- p-Iƒ... Pohn-X-߃ kz¥w Ip™p-߃... XI¿®... Adn-™n-√.. ]IzX hcmØ Ipcp∂p a\\-kp-Iƒ... Hcp-]-cn-[n-hsc kz¥w amXm-]n-Xm°∑mcp-sS... Nph-´-Sn-Iƒ XpS-cm-\\m-{K-ln-°p∂ Ipcp∂p a\\- p-Iƒ... 41

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]Nqnt{X¥w-hm-c-´-b-Øv¡np¬¶ \\tanL∂-§v HÄcp-]n-Sn-]q-°ƒ F.-kn. tPm¿Pv ap≥ C¥hy≥o≠sdpbwn¬htnhj(pI°- ¿WW- m-SInbUpwnhn-j≥) DtZym-K- ssI\\o´- hpwÿ\\pw sdbn¬th akvZq¿ bqWn-b≥ sk{I´dn-bp-am-bn-cp∂ F.-kn. tPFm.¿-kPnv.1t97P5m¿¬÷Av a-cn-°-bn-te°v IpSn-tbdn ap∏-Øn- bmdp h¿jw \\yqtbm¿°v shÃv sNÃ-dn¬ Xma-kn-®-Xn-\\p- tijBw 7Ihmi¿j\\woeapn-a≥-b]n¬v lsqÃ]m-W≥In-tke-h°n´v Xkmmabkw-wka‘m‰yn. HutZym- KnI ]hμZ-h\\nw-I\\-fn\\¬°\\v nh∂μv \\dnw´!-bF¿ss∂N∂bpvswX\\-¶qdnme-bpwnckw hmaμq\\-lw!y-kmw- kvImhc- nnIjp-hkmw-WLn-∂S- \\- v...I--hf-n-jn¬p-hAm-Wt±n∂l- v Ø- \\o nsad‚-∂kptPhomh? km∂n≤yw Ct∏mhh-gnnjjp-appp-≠--]sI-£v.m-∂n-I-IƒƒIIff-Iw-f-Imf-cwh]w ´]p-dmSp-ap-tmº-epm-sƒ\\-øp-tºmƒ 36 ha¿Æjnss‚ØamW\\nyIqtyabpØm¿p°-Ifv mwhImk¿j-Ø-I¿n-\\n-S-bn¬ F.kn tPm¿IPrnjs‚n-s°ssmI-cps-ßøpm-t∏ºv m]ƒX..n-bmØ taJ-e-I-fn-s√∂p Xs∂ ]ksNdw-bÃL\\\\IFm¿w-Snnm.≥≥≥-\\XaB-bneZht\\¿ap-bmZpsi\\’ytSm-In\\X-fb-ewmnBmne¬cyIAam,ZmÆal]wytesknqX\\raØ-bØ-gmpmmt-b-kIfe-Stmn¿-Ømnb_-t∏-ekbnq-Ømnc¬tw-¿jXLUs,n≥¬∑ha-Svt-g≈H-\\\\F-b{m]-Im^nm≥-s-ckb-fh-Yav nn{n-\\f¬-ØS-UnÃ-a-®m‚Hn-a¬so∂mIsv,-bNm{n].b.b. k¿savXhmpÃ≥X,v kwLta-S\\-\\n--bbmpssIS {]]pfk-In-n≤Xwo-It-cI-Wmƒ-aam-bbn¿ \"\\tIn¿`ccfw Z¿i\\'Øns‚ apJy\\]n≥{Xkm-[rjn-]vS¿n-ÿ, Pn\\X-[n sz\\snhB`-h¿-ßSvk-fmv¬{]\\kn¿n`-Ucw‚\\v,nc-P¥\\c-w[z-\\n, {]knh-≤¿oj-In-c°-Wpw-Ø\\n≥nsI‚r]a-bpJmWy ]v R{Xßm-[ƒn-]°¿o, GhnjI-tp-sZsi°w -\\]oX´wn-\\m- bncwkA¬wKI-ß¿Ω-f-ßp-≠ƒm]-bcn-c-kp∂v]ckw Anh\\n¬p-jkvTm¿-\\∆-Øokn-\\v FmWwtv πm-bokv {A]ktknhHFU- m∂nj-k√‚pmwpnw-°v-tCkb]W¥zc-j¥-anys-\\≥-a‚√n-bA(-Xkstmhla-hÃc- n-P≥n°- sv scsN≥sIÃs\\¿]o´Imwf.un‰- ≠n°- n ¬bqtW^n‰mdv) ws(sshhkÃvv sNÃk¿zaI-\\u-k≠p-Ins) f{]kkpan-\\-U-k‚p-Iv, -fsmk°{nII-´W-dn,n-Itmh-Wƒ-WU-avm-Zayew.-b... mfn Iu¨kkv]n¿¬±b(mAw Z-tpaj-cvSn-°-Nn≥-¥-IdosPfn-bA¨I‰)n s\\kndb{Iv°-´-dmnw, i{]p≤knn-U‚ v (shÃCvushNnjÃp¿-Zn\\sw{]mhn≥kv), {]kvXpX kwL-S-\\-bpsS I¨hA≥¿jl≥cmwIkΩln‰-Pn ¿s°kv {\\Io-´´-dn-sn,°sUm-Spt°amm-{wIm-‰nIv ]m¿´n-bpsS C¥yh≥njAp-ssta°-c-\\n-°o-´≥-ßs-fkmb£n... ≥ IΩn‰n saº¿, C¥ym ImØ- enIv At m-kn-tb-j≥ Hm^v Ata-cn-°-bpsS {]kn-U‚ v, 41335

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä Night and Earth Tinku Clouds in hues of purple and gold . All set , to rest the setting sun . The sun signout, with a promise to come again. Birds call out, come let’s go home. People return abode from the toil of day. Homes lit up, with bright little lamps. Moon & stars dressed in silver come out to dance, into the darkness that floods the skies The owl with its bright round eyes watch the night. The moon with its bright sweet smile light the earth . Pine scented breeze blew through the earth . Daffodils sway to and fro to its rhythm. Night go deep,the sun with its people fall asleep in their soft white bed, as the nightingale sing a lulluby. Earth gaze up, Night what a beauty you are in the darkness of your form. You have your diamond like stars to brighten you far beyond Night looks down, you are far more than I can word hope to hope you stay as blessed . Shooting star,l give a bit of my treasure to you, Stay blessed for I am soon to go.... 44

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä Drop of Rain, Hope to Dawn Tinku I looked out of the window with a heavy heart and a distressed mind out there on the street, I could spot him out from the many faces, with a beautiful smile and sparkling eyes Do I wave and say hi or just ignore why would he bother, for a messy wreck as me I was about to turn my face and get back to my-cocoon, but ... From the corner of my eyes I saw I had caught his sight. He !ooked at me with the innocence of a child and a heart of a man His eye spoke a million words, his hands in the air typed a melody From the far east came a gentle breeze and sweet whisper ... Was I sure I heard it right, I listen again It was clear as rain drop in a parched land . He said I know you more than what u see, I know you have a heart which longs to love He stretched his arms wide open, Fear not for I know my arms can hold you here, I promise you not that your pain would go, I promise you not the stars or the moon. 45

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä But I am here to say whatever may come or whatever may go that in life there is hope to sow. He saw through my naked eyes that sleep which so much was the need of time He said Come my child I give my arms to hold you tight, then he sings to me a lullaby. Oh sweet woman, you are a child I dream a dream of the clear blue sky, hand in hand we watch- the sky, a million stars dance by the moon.. The sun comes out the stars goes off, I open my eyes to a whole new day as it dawns, but he is gone Adios, my friend you left a bit of you in me I would never let go. Stay safe, you too have battles to fight, treasures to hunt, lands to explore May your weapon be the smile that win a million battle May your heart be strong to find the treasure in the desert land May the creator be your pole star to explore the unseen land Will wait for your beautiful smile and the arms so strong ... For one day I hope we will watch the milky way in the clear new sky... 46

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä My Father’s Eyes Tinku He had a vison, he himself couldnt comprehend. He had a dream to build . He had a heart so want to love. He thought from a book self written. He taught from a book self taught. He learned from what he thought was right. He knew not how he had to express He knew not, how to care. His world was but, hard as metal fitted together with nuts and bolts. He end came soon , than expected He was not ready to let go He had his unliven dreams, his heart unloved He looked.... His child, his love, he saw himself there. His same old story living in her He wished he had time to say, Look out of your book u made . There is love, there is a world to care and cherish Dont just stand at the door and peep Step out, take the leap Dont do the mistake I did 47

¬ \\n∂v Hcp-]n-Sn-]q-°ƒ Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä ]qt¥ Ym¥yw R߃ Bbn-c-°-W-°n\\p h \\P\\mb¿ kmwkv°m-cnI ]mc \\nßsf∏‰n hyk-\\ ¿Øn-√, arKt- Zh- X shdpsX Nnesc sI ¥q-S¿∂p-an-√, X®md Pbn-en-e-S-bv°p-∂Xp lrZ-b-t`-ZIw Xs∂ j-߃ Rm≥ ]d-™n-√, acn-®-h¿°v m¿ΩI-sf... s]dp-°cn-bmPp-avLn-√-´.n.¬. AXp-hn-[n-am-{X-at√? b-√m-tam¿Øp `mcX lrZbw Xpd∂v Nne-cpsS Nmcn{Xyw iqe-ta¥n bmsXmcp XXz-Zo-£ \\ΩpsS tImS-Xnbpw Rm≥ Xnc-™p-an-√, Imhn-km-cn-bp-SpØv F{X-{Iq-c-ambn \\S-] ©n-bn-√-t∏m-gpw, ]m¿e-sa‚ n∂-I-Ø-f-ß-fn¬ t]mbp-an-√... FØn\\n∂p arK-tZ-hX am\\w \\jvSam-ImsX Ah-cpw t\\mt°-≠-X Fw.-]n-am-sc, a{¥n-am-sc˛ Ccn-°p-tºmgpw, b\\p-{K-ln-®-h-fn-dßn Ip‰m-tcm-]n-X¿ bm∂p Rm≥ tNmZn-°\\mn-√ep..-]. mSpw t\\m°n-b-edn kz¥w Bƒ°mcm-I ƒfns¬°X∂dp-™Ap∂-an-√v, .\\.. o.N\"\".\\≠apm°-ep-c‡\\nwßXƒcq{'']km-Zn-∏m≥ R߃ AXy-[nIw thZ-\\n-° L-ßsf \\K-c-{Km-a-߃ ka-X-e-߃ ≥ hcp-∂p-an-√... h\\-ß-f-ßs\\sb´p-Zn°pw ∂epw.... ∂-bn-t∏m-gpw... Xeßpw hneßpw NmSn-tbmSn \\rØ-\\r-Xy-߃ \\nd-™mSn nse Iod¬ ]S-b-Wn-b-hƒ XpS-ßp∂p tZi-saßpw ]S¿∂mSn ≈n-em-fp-∂p-≠v... tIi-`mcw Npg-‰n-bmSn Xnf-°p-∂p-s≠-\\n-°Xv...o≠mcn t]mse kmcn-bn¬ f¿∂p-d-ß-W-sa-\\n-°Nv.p..h-∏p-]-c-°p-∂p. ZfnX c‡w ]√n≥ In\\n™v sXm´s-hI!]m-cb-ssXvX´!,pXRo-cms\\´p!-≈n-e\\k\"\\\"\\nmΩ-cmnwpßbp-ts\\q∂PSƒnßymaw\\-spƒe]´s°-∏.Ωq..t.m!≠¿¬`ΩPm\\-t-Xn-°Znnß-h˛pIXƒ°u-j[w 74 48

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä \\ΩpsS aq{Xw ]pWymlw \\nß-f-in-°pI \\n߃ Xfn-°pI \\nß-f-ßs\\ ip±-cm-hpI \\ΩpsS aetam Pew t]mse A·n-t]mse ip±n-Zm-bIw aew sIm≠v Krl-߃ sagp-IpI \\nß-f-ßs\\ [\\y-cm-hpI hntZ-i-I-tºm-f-ß-fn¬ kpc-`n-sb∂, Fs‚ amwkw hn{Ibw sNbvsXs‚ a°tf [\\m-Vy-cm-hpI \\mw \\nßsS Imat[\\p X{¥nh-cy-∑m¿, Ejn-Iƒ im¥n-am¿ IhSn \\ncØn, ]qP sNbvXv BNmcw t]mem-hm-ln®v P\\-a-\\-kn\\p IpSn-bn-cpØn 49

Nn{Xw-h-c-bv¡p¶ taL-§Ä IÆp\\- o¿ apØpa- mbn amthe- n.... F.-kn. tPm¿÷v (tIc-f-Ønse Pe-{]-fb alm-Zp-c-¥-tØbpw kam-K-X-amb HmW-°me amth- en-a-∂-t\\bpw ]›m-Ø-e-am-°n-bp-≈-XmWo Ihn-X. CXnse Npcp°w Nne hcn-Iƒ°pw CuW-߃°pw {]Npc {]Nm-c-Øn-ep≈ ]mSn-∏-Xn™ Nne Ihn-Xm-i-I-e-ß-tfmSv kmayhpw IS-∏m-Sp-ap-≠v.) ]c-ip-cm-a≥ agp-sh-dn™v sh≈-Øn¬... hos≠-SpØ taml\\ ca-Wob tIc-fw... ho≠pw AKm-[amw \\o¿°-b-Øn-te-t°m.. Xp≈n-s°mcp IpSw \\n¿ØmsX s]øpw t]am-cn... Ic-I-hn™ hgn-]n-cn-s™m-gpIpw Bdp-Iƒ... ho¿∏p-ap´n saØn-sbm-gpIpw AW-s°-´p-Iƒ... {]fbIpsØm-gp-°n¬.... \\new s]mØpw... hoSp-Iƒ cay-l¿ayamw taS-Iƒ aμn-c-߃.. IS-]p-gIn \\new-s]m-Øn-hogpw hr£-e-Xm-Zn-Iƒ... tdmUp-Iƒ..... tXmSp-Iƒ..... ]pg-Iƒ.... H∂mbv Hgp-In.. FhnsS Xncn-s™m-∂p... t\\m°n-bm-epw... Ahn-sS√mw Hgp-Ipw.... Pem-i-b-߃ am{Xw.. s]cn-bm-sd∂ ]¿Δ-X-\\n-c-bpsS ]\\n-\\o-cn-∂v... Ipew-Ip-Øn-sbm-gpIpw K¿Pn-°pw... XmS-I... XSm-I-am-bv... IÆocpw ssIøp-ambv lrZbw XI¿∂ tIcw... IÆo-cp-XqIn hnßn-s∏m´pw tIc-fmw-_... IÆo¿I-b-Øn¬ \\ocm-Spw... tIc-f-a-°ƒ... HmW-°m-e-an-∂v... \\mSp-Im-Wm-s\\-Øpw... IÆo-cpw... ssIbp-am-bv... HmW-\\m-fn¬ amth-en.. {]Pm-h-’-e-\\mw... ]qPy-\\mw... amth-en-Ø-ºp-cm≥... A∂pw C∂pw \\n¬°p-∂p... X≥ {]P-Iƒs°m-∏w... D’h Xmf-ta-f-ß-fn-√m-sØm-tcm-Ww... Imaw hn‰pw HmW DuWn-√mØ \\mƒ... 50