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Xp-c-¶-Øn-\\-∏p-dw sh-fn-®-ap-≠-s{X... {ioe£van ]n.-hn. H∂mw h¿j _n.Fkv.kn. sIankv{Sn c-≠mw tem-I-a-lm-bp-≤-Øn-s‚ `o-Xn- kn-≤m-¥-Øn-eq-sS \\m-am-h-ti-j-am-°- s∏-´ Pq-X P-\\-X-bn¬ Dƒ-s∏-´n-cp-∂ P\\- I- a- mb- Ah- ÿ- t- b°- mƒ ln‰- ev dns‚ H-cp sIm-®p Ip-Spw-_-am-bn-cp-∂p B≥- tkz-—m-[n-]-Xy a-t\\m-`m-h-am-Wv P¿-Ω≥ {^m-¶n-t‚-Xv. PqX- P\\- X- s- b \\c- IX- p√- ya- mb- A`- b- m¿- ∞n Po-hn-X-Øn-te-°v X-≈n-hn-´-Xv. P¿-Ω≥ ]-´m-fw tlm-f-≠n-s\\ km[- mc- W- Poh- nX- w \\b- n®- ps- °m≠- nc- p∂- B-{I-an-®-t∏mƒ B≥{^m-¶pw Ip-Spw-_- Hc- p]‰- w P\\- X- s- b s]s- ´∂- v Hc- p Znh- k- w hpw H-cp H-fn-k-t¶-X-Øn-te-°v Ip-Sn-tb- H-fn-Øm-h-f-Øn-se A-`-bm¿-∞n-I-fm-°n dn. 1944 B-K-Ãv 4\\v \\m-kn t]m-eo-kv H- am-‰n-b-t∏mƒ, A-Xv B a-\\- p-I-sf F- fn-Øm-h-f-Øn¬ an-∂¬ ]-cn-tim-[-\\ \\- ß-s\\-sb-√mw _m-[n-®p F-∂v ]-Xn-aq- S-Øn. 1945 am¿-®n¬ sX-t° P¿-Ω-\\n- ∂p-Im-cn-bm-b B≥ {^m-¶v X-s‚ U- bn¬ \\m-kn X-S-h-d-bn¬ sh-®v B≥- b-dn-bn-eq-sS tem-I-Øn-\\p ap-∂n¬ Xp-d- {^m-¶v a-c-W-s∏-´p. ∂p sh-®p. bp-≤-`o-I-c-X-sb-bpw A-Xv a-\\- n- a-\\p-jy a-\\-xkm-£n-sb sR-´n-°p∂ te¬-∏n-°p-∂ ap-dn-hp-I-sfbpw b-Ym¿- {Iq-c-X-bm-Wv P¿-a≥ G-Im-[n-]-Xn-bm-b ∞-am-bn ]-I¿-Øn-b Cu Ir-Xn B≥ ln‰- ve- ¿ bl- qZ- P\\- X- t- bmS- v ImW- n®- X- v. {^m-¶n-s‚ Po-hn-X-tam Iq-sS ]-g-In-b \\m-kn X-S-h-d-I-fn-se Kym-kv tN-º-dp-I- G-Xm-\\pw t]-cp-sS Po-hn-X-tam am-{X-am- fn¬ kzmw-io-I-c-Ww F-∂ t]-cn¬ bn-cp-∂n-√. km-am-\\y-P-\\-X-bp-sS Po-hn- Bb- nc- °- W- °- n\\- v PqX- h- wi- P- ¿ ]nS- ™- p Xm-h-ÿ-bpw F-Sp-Øp-Im-Wn-°p-∂p. a-cn-®p. ln-‰v-e-dp-sS hw-tim-∑q-e-\\ tem-I a-\\x-km-£n-sb ]n-Sn-s®-Sp-°p-I- bpw km-¥z-\\n-∏n-°p-I-bpw {]-Xym-i-\\n¿- `-c-am-°p-I-bpw sN-bv-X B≥-{^m-¶v F- ∂ s]¨-Ip-´n-bp-sS In-‰n F-∂ U-b-dn- °p-dn-∏p-Iƒ a-\\p-jy-a-\\- m-£n-sb B- g-Øn¬ kv-]¿-in-®p. H-cp-]-‰w ]p-kv-X-I-ß-fp-sS ]n-∂n-ep-≈ ]-cn-an-X-am-b Po-hn-X km-l-N-cy-߃-°v C-S-bn¬ B sIm-®p s]¨-Ip-´n-tb-bpw A-h-fp-sS Ip-Spw-_-tØ-bpw sN-dn-b sh- Sns- bm®- I- ƒ t]me- pw Ae- ´- nb- nc- p∂- p. Xm- sg Hm-^o-kv ap-dn-bn¬ B-Zy-sØ tPm- en-°m-c≥ F-Øpw ap-tº H-fn-bn-S-Øn¬ D-≈-h¿ kz-¥w tPm-en-Iƒ A-h-km-\\n- ∏n-°pw. ]n-s∂ ap-dn-I-fn¬ \\n-∂v ]p-d- 49

Ønd- ß- ph- mt- \\m D®- Ø- n¬ kwk- mc- n°- p- ´n C-c-bm-bn. am¿-tKm-´v H-cp Iq-´w s]¨- hm-t\\m A-h¿-°v I-gn-™n-cp-∂n-√. Ip-´n-I-fp-sS {]-Xn-\\n-[n-bm-Wn-hn-sS. A- hc- m\\- nc- n°- p∂- hn]- Ø- pI- s- f°- pd- n®- p≈- `-bm¿-∞n Po-hn-X-Øn-s‚ A-c-£n-Xm-h- `o-Xn F-√m-h-cp-tS-bpw a-\\- n¬ th-cp-d- ÿ-bpw A-h-cp-sS Po-hn-X-Øn-\\p-Np-‰pw ®n-cp-∂p. Ip-Spw-_mw-K-߃ X-Ωn-ep-≈ \\n-e-\\n-∂n-cp-∂ `o-Xn-P-\\-I-am-b km-l- _-‘-Øn¬ t]m-epw D-e-®n¬ kw-`- N-cy-hp-sa-√mw In-‰n-bn-eq-sS \\-ap-°v hm- hn®p A-°m-e-Ø-.v- bn-®-dn-bmw. G-sd-°p-sd k-am-\\-am-b k- µ¿-`w X-s∂-bm-Wv a-em-e-bp-sS U-b-dn- C-S-°n-sS A-Xn-Yn-bm-bn F-Øn- °p-dn-∏p-I-fpw h-c-®p-Im-´p-∂-Xv. bn-cp-∂ sl-en-tIm-]v-‰-dp-I-fp-sS K¿-÷- \\w A-h-fp-sS \\n-jv-I-f-¶-am-b Nn-¥-I- Cu U-b-dn-°p-dn-∏p-Iƒ C-{X- sf X-S- -s∏-Sp-Øn-bn-cp-∂p. Hm-tcm \\n- am{Xw tem-I{i-≤ ]n-Sn-®p-]-‰m-\\pw hmb- an-j-hpw Po-hn-X-Øn-s‚-bpw a-c-W-Øn- \\°- mc- ps- S a\\-  - nt- e°- mg- v∂- nd- ß- m\\- p≈- s‚-bpw C-S-bn-ep-≈ \\q¬-∏m-e-Øn-eq-sS {][- m\\- I- mc- W- ß- f- ns- em∂- v, shd- p∏- pw hn- C-g-™p-\\o-ßp-tºm-gpw kz-X-{¥-am-b H- tZz-j-hpw \\n-d-™ A-Ø-c-sam-cp A-¥- cp ]p-Xp-Po-hn-Xw kz-]v-\\w Im-Wp-hm≥ co-£-Øn¬, a-\\p-jy-a-\\- n-s‚ A-I-Ø- A-hƒ a-Sn-®n-cp-∂n-√. \\m-sf Nn-e-t∏mƒ f-ß-fn¬ \\-S-°p-∂ kw-`-h-hn-Im-k-߃ tem-I-sØ-Ø-s∂ am-‰n-a-dn-t®-°m-hp-∂ hy-‡-am-bpw hn-Im-c-\\n¿-`-c-am-bpw X-s‚ C-ß-s\\-bp-≈ F-{X-tbm kz-]v-\\-߃ U-b-dn-bn¬ Ip-dn-®psh-°m≥ B s]¨- ]-e A-`-bm¿-∞n Iym-ºp-I-fn-epw s]m- Ip-´n-°v km-[n-®p. {]-Xo-£-bp-sS-bpw en-™p t]m-bn-cn-°p-∂p. C-∂pw A-Xv £a-bp-sS-bpw k-l-\\-Øn-s‚-bpw k-tµ- Xp-S-cp-∂p. i-am-Wv C-Xn-eq-sS tem-I-Øn-\\p ap-∂n¬ A-hƒ F-Øn-®-Xv. Hm-tcm A-`-bm¿-∞n Iym-ºp-I-fn-epw kv- {Xo-Iƒ A-\\p-`-hn-°p-∂ {]-iv-\\-߃-°v H-cp-Ø-a D-Zm-l-c-W-am-Wv B≥ {^m-¶n- s‚ k-tlm-Z-cn-bm-b am¿-tKm-´v {^m-¶n- \\v ln-‰v-e-dp-sS Iym-ºn¬ sh-®p-≠m-b A-\\p-`-hw. \\m-kn ssk-\\n-I-cp-sS {Iq-c- am-b ]o-U-\\-Øn-\\v B ]m-hw s]¨-Ip- 50

hn-P-\\-am-b sX-cp-thm-c-߃.... B≥a-cnb sk_m-Ãy≥ H-∂mw-h¿j _n.Fkv.kn. am’v A-S-®n-´ I-S-ap-dn-Iƒ... C-S-°n-sS I-S-∂p-t]m-Ip-∂ C\\nbpsa{X t]m-eo-kv Po-∏p-Iƒ... IYIƒ A-hn-sS P-\\-hm-k-ap-s≠-∂v IqSn... Hm¿-Ωn-∏n-®p-s°m-t≠-bn-cp-∂p. H-‰-s∏-´ Ip-d-®m-fp-I-sf Im-Wmw. A-h-cp-sS I-Æp-I-fn¬ `-bw \\n-g-en-®n-cp-∂p. A-hƒ Hm¿-Øp B-Zy-am-bv Cu \\-K-c-Øn-te-°v I-S-∂p-h-∂ Zn-\\w. H-∂pw C-ß-s\\-bm-bn-cp-∂n-√. Xn-c-t°-dn-b \\n-c-Øn-eq-sS tIm-tf-Pn-te-°p-f-f h-gn-b-dn-bm-sX A-e-™-Xpw H-Sp-hn¬ dn-£m-hm-e k-lm-bn-®-Xp-sa-√mw Cu sX-cp-hn¬-\\n-∂m-bn-cp-∂p. F-√mw am-dn-bn-cn-°p-∂p...... tIm-tf-Pn-te-°p-≈ B-Zy Im¬-sh- ∏n-\\v A-I-º-Sn G-In-b-Xv \\m-ep-Zn-°pw s]m-´p-am-dpw D-®-Øn-ep-≈ ap-{Zm-hm-Iy- ß-fm-bn-cp-∂p. {]-_p-≤-cm-b hn-Zym¿-∞n- k-aq-l-Øn-s‚ {]-Xn-tj-[-߃ F-t∏m- gpw A-e-b-Sn-®p-b-cp-∂ cm-Py-sØ ap≥- \\n-c Iym-º-kp-I-fn-sem-∂m-Wv X-t‚-sX- ∂v tI-´-dn-hp-≠m-bn-cp-s∂-¶n-epw B-Zy Zn-h-kw X-s∂ {]-Xo-£n-®n-cp-∂n-√. {]- Xn-tj-[-Øn-s‚ Im-c-Ww B-cm-bp-∂-Xn- \\p ap-ºp X-s∂ B Kmw-`o-c i-–-Øn- s‚ D-S-a-sb Xm≥ {i-≤n-®n-cp-∂p. F- ¥n-s\\-∂v A-dn-bn-√m.. sh-dp-sX {i-≤n- ®p A-{X X-s∂.... tIm-tf-Pn¬ F-Øn A-[n-I \\m-fp- Iƒ I-gn-bp-∂-Xn-\\p ap≥-]v X-s∂ ]-e- bm-h¿-Øn B Kmw-`o-cyi-–w C-S-\\m-gn- I-fn¬ ap-g-ßntI-´p. t]-cv A-t\\z-jn-®p A[- nI- w Ae- t- b≠- n h∂- n√- . kn≤- m¿Yv, hnZ- ym¿∞- n {]ÿ- m\\- Ø- ns- ‚ Pze- n°- p∂ t\\X- mh- v. BZ- ¿i- h- pw Bt- hi- h- pw HØ- p tN¿-∂ t\\-Xm-hv. B-Zy Im-gv-®-bn¬ Is≠m-cp Xm-ev-]-cyw ]n-∂o-Sp F-t∏m- gm-Wv H-cn-„-am-bn am-dn-b-sX-∂p A-dn- 51

™n-√. X-Ωn¬ kw-km-cn-® Hm-tcm ∂p. \"B-i-b-]-c-am-bn c-≠p {[p-h-ß-fn- \\n-an-j-hpw X-s‚ lr-Z-b-an-Sn-∏v h¿-[n-®p em-Wv X-ß-sf-∂v ]-e-t∏m-gpw tXm-∂n- h-cp-∂-Xv am-{Xw Xn-cn-®-dn-™n-cp-∂p. bp-cp-∂p-sh-¶n-epw Cu I-dp-Ø aq-Sp-]-S- F-¶n-epw sh-fn-®w Im-´m-sX B C-„w Øn-\\p-≈n-eq-sS \\o Im-Wp-∂ tem-I- a\\-  n¬ Hf- n∏- n®- p. Bb- nj- kn≤- zm¿Y- v! Øn\\p A¬-]wIq-sS \\n-dw \\¬-I-W-sa- sh-dp-sX _p-°n¬ Ip-dn-®n-´p. F-∂m¬ ∂m-Wv F-s‚ B-{K-lw' F-∂ A-h-s‚ A-[n-I-Im-ew _p-°n¬ H-fn-°m≥ B hm°- pI- ƒ Xs- ∂ Ah- \\- nt- e°- v tN¿Ø- p- t]-cn-\\p B-bp- p-≠m-bn-cp-∂n-√.ku-lr- \\n¿-Øp-∂-Xm-bn ]-e-t∏m-gpw tXm-∂n. Z-Øn-s‚ tX-cn¬ A-Xv F-tØ-≠n-S-Øp F-Øn-tN¿-∂p. c-≠p-t]-cp-sS-bpw s]-´-∂m-bn-cp-∂p F-√mw am-dn-a-dn- a\\ n¬ ]-d-bm-sX, A-dn-bm-sX A-e- ™X- v. im¥- a- mb- n \\oß- nb- nc- p∂- Poh- nX- k-am-bn a-b-ßn°n-S-∂ {]-W-b-Øn-\\p Øn-\\v Xm-ßm-tI-≠nbn-cp-∂-h¿ X-s∂ Po-h≥sh-®-Xv h-f-sc-th-K-am-bn-cp-∂p. in-£-bp-am-bn h-∂p. A-[n-I-am-cpw A- tIm-tf-Pv C-S-\\m-gn-I-fn¬ ssI-Iƒ dn-bpw ap≥-t] \\n-e-hn¬ h-∂ \\n-b-a-t`- ]nSn®p c-≠p-t]¿ Iq-Sn. Z-K-Xn-Iƒ cm-{„-sØ X-s∂ Io-dn-ap-dn- °p-∂ X-c-Øn¬.... P-\\n-®-a-Æn¬ H-cp im-¥-hpw kp-µ-c-hp-am-b Zn-\\-߃. \\n-an-jwsIm-≠v ]-c-tZ-in-bm-Im≥ hn-[n- X-Ωn¬ kw-km-cn-®n-cp-∂ H-cpth-f Xm≥ °-s∏´-t]m-se A-`-bw tX-Sn-h-∂-h¿-°n- tNm-Zn-®n-cp-∂p, \"F-¥n-\\m-Wv Cu {]-Xn- Sbn¬ Pm-Xn-bp-sS a-jn-sIm-≠v H-cp tj-[-ß-fpw {]-t£m-`-ß-fpw? F-¥p kz- tcJ.... ]ns- ∂ tcJ- I- f- ps- S t]c- n¬ ]uc- ¥-am-°m-\\m-W-?v- F-¥p t\\-Sm-\\m-Wv?' im- Xzw sX-fn-bn-t°-≠ Z-b-\\o-bm-h-ÿ. ¥-am-b kz-c-Øn-em-bn-cp-∂p a-dp-]Sn. \"H- kz¥w ]-W-Øn-\\p th-≠n _m-¶n-\\v ∂pw t\\-Sm-\\-√, D-≈-sXm-s° \\-„-s∏- ap≥-]n¬ bm-N-I-sc-t∏m-se \\n-∂ Zn- Sm-Xn-cn-°m-\\m-Wv....\\m-sf cm-{„w `-cn- \\ß-fp-sS Hm¿-Ω am-™n-´n-√. C-\\n- t°≠ \\-Ωƒ \\n-i-–-cm-bn-cp-∂m¬ bnt∏mƒ kz-¥w A-kvXn-Xzw Iq-sS AsXm-cn-°-epw \\ym-boI-cn-°m-\\m-hn-√. sXfn-bn-t°-≠ A-h-ÿ. Cu {]m-hiyw ]n-s∂ cm-{„o-b-]-c-am-bpw \\mw Im-cy- H-cp {]-tXy-I k-ap-Zm-b-tØm-Sp≈ hn- ßsf hn-i-I-e-\\w sN-tø-≠n-bn-cn- th-N-\\w hy-‡-am-bn-cp-∂p. °p∂p.' \"cm-{„o-bw' Xm≥ B hm-°p-®- cn-®-t∏mƒ A-Xn¬ sN-dp-X-√m-sXm-cp `c- W- I- qS- s- Ø `b- ∂- v ]e- c- pw au\\w ]cn-lm-k-a-S-ß-nbn-cp-∂p. \"B-fp-Iƒ X- ]m-en-®-t∏mƒ {]-Xn-tj-[-Øn-s‚ i-–w Ωn¬ sIm-Sn-bp-sS \\n-dw am-{Xw t\\m-°n B-Zyw D-b¿-∂-Xv Iym-º-kp-I-fn¬ ]-c-kv-]-cw t]m-c-Sn-°p-∂-X-t√ Cu cm- \\n∂m-Wv. hn-Zym¿-∞n {]-t£m-`-ß-sf {„o-b ]m¿-´n-I-fpsS {]-h¿-Ø-\\w.' \"\\n\\ A-Sn-®-a¿-Øm≥ t]m-eo-kv k-∂m- s°m-∂pw a-\\- n-em-In-√.' A-h-s‚ i–- l߃-°pw I-gn-™n-√. Zn-\\w-{]-Xn ap-b¿-∂p. {]Xn-tj-[-ß-fp-sS F-Æw Iq-Snh-∂p. Cu Poh- nX- wXs- ∂ kXv- w`- n∏- n®- p sIm≠v \"]-Ømw ¢m- n¬ A-{I-a cm-{„o- {]-Xn-tj-[-ß-sf A-Sn-®-a¿-Øp-hm≥ b-Øn-s‚ t]-cn¬ D-∏-sb ap-dn-th¬-∏n- `-c-W-Iq-Sw {i-an-®p. °p∂- X- v I≠- p\\- n¬t- °≠- nh∂- F\\- n°- v a-\\- n-em-b-t{Xw B¿-°pw H-∂pw Hcn- Iym-º-kn-se {]-t£m-`-ß-fp-sS °-epw a-\\-kn-em-In-√...' A-Xv ]-d-bp- ap∂n¬ X-s∂ kn-≤m¿-∞pw D-≠m-bn- tºmƒ B I-Æp-Iƒ \\n¿-Po-h-am-bn-cp- 52

cp-∂p. D-≈n-ep-≈ `-b-sØ A-S- F-s∂-bm-bn-cp-∂n-s√? F-s‚ h-kv-{X-co- °m-\\mhm-sX A-h-s\\ am-‰n \\n¿- Xn I-≠v a-\\- n-em-Ip-∂n-t√?' H-tc I-Y- Øn ]-d™p \"H-∂pw th-≠.... A- Iƒ X-s∂-bm-W-t√m \\n-߃ ho-≠pw h¿ sIm-∂pI-f-bpw..' D-≈n¬ h- F-gp-Xp-∂-Xv. {]-Xn-tj-[-Øn-s‚ i-–-ap- ∂ tZ-jyw A-S-°n-bn-´m-h-Ww A- b¿-Øp-∂-h-sc C-√m-Xm-°p-∂ I-Y- h≥ ]-d-™p, \"C-ß-s\\ Hcp Im- Iƒ...... C-\\n-bp-sa-{X I-Y-Iƒ Iq-Sn....! cyw ]-d-™-XpX-s∂ sX-‰v, C-Xv ]u-c-∑m-sc kw-c-£-°m-\\-t√ \\n-b-a- \\ap-°pth-≠n D-≈-X-√, \\-Ωp-sS ߃ A-Xp-X-s∂ in-£-bm-b-t√m....hm- cm-{„-Øns‚ `m-hn-bm-Wv, Rm-\\pw °p-Iƒ sXm-≠-bn¬ Ip-cp-ßn\\n-∂p. \\o-bpw Xs∂ s]-s´-∂v H-cp-\\mƒ c-≠p {[p-h-ß-fn-te-°v Nn-X-dn-°- Hm¿-Ω-Iƒ ap-dn-th¬-∏n-°p-∂p... s∏-´m¬... B-tem-®n-®pt\\m-°q... kz]v-\\-ß-fp-sS \\-K-cn-bn-te-°v H-Øn-cn- \\Ω- ps- S `c- W- L- S- \\- \\ap°- v Dd- ∏- p- tb-sd {]-Xo-£-bp-am-bn F-Øn... F-∂m- \\¬-Ip-∂ A-h-Im-i-߃ D≠v, en∂- v \\nt- cm[- \\- m⁄- ]pd- s- ∏S- ph- n®- Cu A-Xv B-cp-sS-bpw Hu-Zm-cy-a-√... sXcp-hn¬ G-I-bm-bn a-S-ßp-I-bm-Wv Rm≥ ]-d-™n-s√ Cu {]-Xn-tj- F¶n-epw {]-Xn-tj-[-Øn-s‚ A-e-Iƒ [-߃ H-∂pw t\\-Sm-\\-√ D-≈-sXm- C-\\n-bpw D-b-cpw... kz-¥-am-b-h-sbm-s° s° \\„- s- ∏S- mX- nc- n°- m\\- mW- -.v- t]m- B-cpw C-√m-Xm-°m-\\n-√ F-∂p-d-∏p cm-Sp-I X-s∂ sN-øpw. A-h-km-\\ e-`n°pw-h-sc {]-t£m-`-߃ D-b-cpw.... izm-kw h-sc... \"]n-∂o-Sv H∂pw X- Ah-bv-°v sIm-Sn-bp-sS \\n-d-ta-sX-∂p s∂ X-Ωn¬ kw-km-cn-®n-√. \\-K-c- t\\m-°m-sX Xm-\\p-ap-≠m-Ipw..... a-[y-Øn-te-°p-≈ {]-Xn-tj-[ am¿- ®v, h-f-sc A-®-S-°-]q¿-∆w ap-t∂- 53 dn-b hn-Zym¿-∞n-Iƒ-°v t\\-sc H-cp {]-tIm-]-\\-hpw Iq-Sm-sX t]m-eo-kv sh-Sn-bp-Xn¿-Øp. H-∂pw a\\ n-em-°p-∂- Xn-\\p ap-sº F-√mw Ah-km-\\n-®p. Np-‰pw Iq-Sn-b B-fp-I-sf h-I-™p-am-‰n A-Sp-sØ-Øn-b-t∏mƒ..... Xm≥ `-b-∂- XpX-s∂.... B- c-‡-X-Sm-I-Øn-s‚ \\Sphn¬ Xs- ‚ Poh- nX- w F∂- p Ic- pX- nb- h≥... F-√mw H-cp \\n-an-jwsIm-≠v A-h- km-\\n-®p \\-„-ß-fp-sS I-W-°p ]p-kv-X- Iw F-gp-Xn a-Sp-Øp. A-Xn¬ H-cp A[ymbw Iq-Sn. B ssI-I-fn¬ ap-dpsI ]n-Sn-®n-cp-∂ sIm-Sn X-´nam-‰n..... F-¥n- \\m-bn-cp-∂p...... F-√mw..... ho-≠pw ]m-™-Sp-Ø t]m-eo-kn-\\p- t\\-sc ho-Wp-t]m-b X-´w t\\-sc-bm-°n B-t{Im-in-®p.!!! \"\\n-߃-°v th-≠-Xv

Mirage Felt comfortable at the excited state.... Inverted a valiant mind, Stimulated an art of deeds, One that awakened my soul. The while light of moon, Kept us alive... The rose that once blushed, Kept us apart. Waited for the sun to set, Deep inside...in love with a metastable state, In love with a phobia. Kicking myself for inducing, Earth to revolve around moon..... To be in my element. Light faded away, Pumping me to a world of hallucinations.... Sneha Benny Third year BSC Physics To Move On Every weekend through the old breeze..... same track, same spot.... in a heaven of dreamy world, creating euphoric feelings..... when I came down to earth, same track triggered intense emotions........ thought of replacing the track, heals me peripherally.... What I needed was a permanent recovery, came back to the original track.... now it heals my soul..... makes me strong as I was 54

D-t∏-sd Xn-∂-Xp sIm-≠m-Imw A-{X-ta¬ \\n-d-™n-´pw sN-dp-]p-g-I-sf h-en-®o-ºn Ip-Sn-®n-´pw \\n-\\-°n-{X ta¬ Zm-lw I-S-te I-Æp-Iƒ I-S-ep-I-fm-b-t∏m-gm-Wv \\o-em-Im-i-sØ sIm-‰n-Iƒ \\uI-I-fm-Im≥ \\n-›-bn-®-Xv. \\-¶q-c-an-√m-Ø ]m-bv-°-∏-ep-I-sf k-¶-S-sa-∂v hn-fn-t®m-fq ]-≠v R-≠p-Iƒ F-gp-Xn-b Nn-{X-߃ I-≠v I-≠v X-e Xn-cn-™m-Wv iw-Jv h-f-™p t]m-sbm-cp I-gp-Øv am-{X-am-b-Xv. 55

D∏v (A)]mIØn\\v Hcp]nSn D∏p Rm≥ hmcptºmfXn¬ D®kqcy≥ \\n∂pIØp∂p. \\nehnfn hm t]mse apdn®pIqSmsØmco P∑Ønep∏p ]pc´p∂p. Ct∂mfan£nXn hmW P\\p pIƒ D∏mbv ISenenfIp∂p. aqfnapc≠h¿ Xm≠pw acp`qhn¬ D∏p]cen≥ ]c¬∏m®n¬ {`mXrlXybv°p ]nSn°s∏´h¿ ˛ am\\pjnIw, \\nXya`ni]vX¿. D∏psht®mcp \\new t]mse \\Ωfo \\mƒhgn \\osf apSn™pSt™m¿. In\\mhns‚ ]´pIp∏mbßsfs∏mgpw \\nemhØpWßnsbSpt°Ww. IqdØpfIfmbv ]´p t]mboSmsX D∏p hnXdnsbSpt°Ww. apdpInb tNmSpI Ipdnb a\\pjy¿°v tN¿Øp sht® \\mw \\SsImƒsI, D∏p Ipdp°m≥ CSs\\©Sp∏n¬ \\mw \\oXn°\\¬ DuXn \\n¿tØWw thhp t]mcmsØmco kvt\\lØn≥ hme‰w D∏p t\\m°m≥ \\o´n \\n¬°ptºmƒ \\oƒangnt°mWn¬ \\ndbp∂ \\o¿°Ww Cs∏mfn∏n®p Xpfpºp∂p. Ae tPmkv c≠mw h¿j _n.F. C°-tWm-anIvkv 56

tkm\\ {^m≥knkv c≠mw h¿j _n.Fkv.kn- sI-ankv{Sn AKXnaµncßfnse A`bm¿∞nIƒ temIØnse G‰hpw ]hn{Xamb kvt\\lw ImWm≥ Ignbp∂Xv AΩbpsS IÆnemWv F∂v ]dbptºmgpw, B IÆn¬ \\n∂pXncp∂ IÆp\\ocn\\p AdpXnbn√msX Aßp Zqtc°-v- {]nbs∏´hcpsS hchpw ImØncn°p∂ At\\Iw ZpxJ]m\\]m{Xßfmbn amXrXzw amdns°m≠ncn°p∂p. imkv{Xhpw kmt¶XnIhnZyIfpw hfcptºmƒ a\\pjyXzhpw IcpWbpw \\in°ptºmƒ ]Øpamkw Npa∂Xpw apebq´nbXpw Hcp kv{XobpsS PohnX[¿Ωw am{Xambn ImWs∏Sptºmƒ, amXrXzw \\mep NphcpIƒ°p≈n¬ \\odn Xocp∂ A`bm¿∞nIfmIp∂p. hfcp∂ hr≤aµncßfpw a‰pw Xfcp∂ a\\pjyaqeyßfpsS {]_eamb sXfnhmWv. aq∂pt\\cap≈ `£Whpw DSp°m\\p≈ hkv{Xhpw am{Xambn AhcpsS PohnXw HXpßn t]mIptºmƒ Hcp ImeØv AhcpsS BtcmKyhpw Du¿÷hpw Ah¿ B¿°pth≠n sNehgn®ncp∂pthm, Ahcn∂h¿°v Xo¿Øpw A\\ycmsW∂p≈ bmYm¿∞yamWv B \\mev NphcpIƒ°p≈n¬ AhcpsS a\\ n¬ as‰¥nt\\°mfpw \\o‰epfhm°p∂Xv. F¶nepw ]e¿°pw ]cn`htam ]cmXntbm C√. kz¥ambn In´nb ]pXnb Hcp ta¬hnemkØn¬ Xr]vXn Is≠Øm≥ Ah¿ {ian°p∂p. Hcp Bbp n\\v, AhcpsS I„∏mSpIƒ°v, AhcpsS kz]v\\߃°v, {]Xo£Iƒ°v C∂v t]cn´p; AKXn ˛ Hcp KXnbpw C√mØh≥. 57

MASKED FACADES Yes, indeed I hoped for, 'The best' I became an 'Illegal Immigrant' A Serendipitous and Exuberant life As said\" When leaders can't produce All my kith and kin, alike their degree certificates, I cuddled and embraced.. How can you? Welcomed them with rhapsodies Ask me, the unprivileged, Destitute man And rapturous encores. Proof for my nativity. I wished for an Austere and Monastic Life. I couldn't believe But, that Euphorbia and Ecstasy How nonchalant you are? Just, Lasted for a spell. Who are you? I know, I yearned for a pipe-dream Unmask those facades But, even that tide began to ebb. Hidden behind the alcoves Meetings adjourned... Wanna go off without a hitch? Yet, continued the rump sessions Then better have a paresis on Raw relations. Deep within my heart. So, that one day... Mystified and perplexed by, You may not be dumped out.. The intricacies of Life... Nor be held penances for the You made me a 'Refugee' Love unreturned... Left me, apart from 'The life' Chased out Joy.. I sought for.... Or, for being rebuffed Left me, all alone, from deep- rooted, heart- networking systems. Roshny Roy Thomas But always, 'connected' 2nd Year BSc Chemistry In soft-networking systems.. Cobweb of 'Friends' all..but.. online.. But, none in need for a true bond I was an 'Indian' Not a Hindu, Christian or Muslim I am an 'Indian' All else...got surpassed beneath... But, who am I now? All of a sudden... At the spur of the moment.. 58

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tNt°dms\\mcp Nn√ {InÃn tPmkv H∂mw h¿j Fw.F. aebmfw C-cp-´p ]-c-∂p I-gn-™n-cp-∂p. \"In-fn- ]-s£, A-h-km-\\ Im-e-Øv tNt°-dm≥ In-´n-b Cu Nn-√-bn-te-°v h-∂-t∏m °q´n' se 30˛mw \\-º¿ ap-dn-bn¬ \\n∂pw Xs∂ \\-Ω-sf-√m-cpw t]-cn-√mtØm-cm- \\n-k-vIm-c-Ø-g-tº-‰ ]m-b sX-dp-Øp bn-t√...? D-t‰m-cpw D-S-tbm-cpw Ds≠-¶ne- h®pIg- n™- p, Nnd- I- pI- ƒ°- v Npf- nh- pIƒ t√ t]-cn-s‚ A-hn-siym-≈q...? C-Xn-∏ _m-[n-® A-Ω-°n-fn. C-Xn-\\-I-sØ F-√m In-fn-I-fpw Xp-√y Zpx-Jn-X¿! Ω-s°-¥n-\\m-s∏m t]cv?\" i-cn \"D-Ωm... \\n-ß-sS t]-cv ]-d-™m¬ i-cn k-Ω-Xn-®p D-Ω So-®-dm-bn-cp∂p F- c-Pn-Ã-dn¬ F-gp-Xn ssk≥ sN-øn-°m- ∂v Ch- nS- ps- Ø Ãm^- nt- √... B\\- n Ahƒ am-bn-cp-∂p' In-fn-°q-Sn-s‚ Im-h¬-°m-cn ]-d-b-W tI-´p. Cu ^n-tem-k^n tI-´- kn. a-cn-b ]-d-™-XptI-´v D-Ω Np-≠n t∏m Xo¿-®-bm-bn \"\\n-jv-°-f¶-X Xp-fp- sem-cp ]p-©n-cn h-cp-Øn-b-ti-jw ºp-∂ ap-J-am-bn kn. a-cn-b Ip-ep-ßn ]d™p \"\"Ω-°v- F-¥n-\\m kn-ÿ Nn-cn-®p. ]p-d-Øv F-¥n-t\\m-tSm hm-in t]scms°? Cu In-fn-°q-´n-se B-Wpw Xo¿-°m-s\\-∂ t]m-se D-cp-≠pIq-Sp-∂ s]Æpam-b ]-Øn-cp-∂q-tdm-fw In-fn- Id- pØ- taL- ß- s- ft\\m°- n DΩ- \\n∂- p. Iƒ°v H-s° t]-cp-≠m-bn-\\o Hcns°! kn-ÿ X-s‚ ssI-Iƒ sas√ D-Ω-bp- sS tXm-fn¬ h-®p-sIm-≠v tNm-Zn®p: \"hn-Zym-`ym-k-ap-≈ B-f-t√ D-Ω? F∂n- ´m-tWm ho-Spw ho-´p-Im-cpw D-t]£n®v cm-bv-°p-cm-am-\\w C-hn-sS h-∂v A-`-bw tX-Sn-b-Xv? `¿-Øm-hpw, a-°-fpw, sIm-®p- a-°-fpw, H-s° A-t\\z-jn-°p-∂p≠m-hpw. 60

C-t√? H-cp \\n-an-jw Xm-\\nhn-sS tNm-Zn- A-h¿ s]-s´-∂v X-s∂ P-\\-en-∂-`n- ® tNm-Zy-Øn-\\v F-¥v {]k-‡n F-∂v ap-J-am-bn Xn-cn-™p \\n-∂p. B \\n¬-∏v kn-ÿ a-\\- n¬ hnNmcn-®p. s]m-Sp-∂- \\o≠- pt- ]mb- n. Hc- p s\\S- ph- o¿∏- n\\- p tijw s\\ I-Æo¿ sXm≠bn¬ Ip-Sp-ßn-b In- knÃ- ¿ apd- nb- n¬ \\n∂- pw ]pd- Ø- pIS- ∂p. fn-tb t]mse D-Ω a-{¥n-®p: \"s‚ C-° \"B-\\o... B P-\\m-e-Iƒ F-√mw A-S- D≠m¿t∂¬ Rm≥ Ch- nt- S°- v hc- pa- mbn- t®-°q... h-en-b a-g-bm-bn-cp-t∂\" kn-ÿ cp-∂n-√-t√m kn-ÿ?- c-≠p a-°-tfw B-tcm-sS-∂n-√m-sX ]-d-™p sIm-≠n- Xt∂-®v s‚ ap-∏-Xmw h-b- n¬ Hm-cp cp∂p. F-∂m¬ ap-∏-Xmw \\-º¿ ap-dn- Cu Zp\\- nb- mh- v hn´- pt- ]mb- n. ]ns- ∂ a°ƒ! bnse In-fn-hm-Xn-ep-Iƒ Xp-d-∂p X-s∂ \"D-cp-≠p-Iq-Sn-b I-Æo¿-°-W-ß-sf, sX‰v In-S-∂p ... tI-c-fw {]-f-b `o-Xn-bn¬. sN-bv-X Ip-´n-sb im-kn-°pw t]m-se tIcf-Øn-se hn-hn-[ Pn-√-I-fn-em-bn ]nSn®p \\n¿-Øn D-Ω ]-d-™p Dcpƒ-s]m-´¬. C-Xp-h-sc 15 t]¿ {]-f- bs°-Sp-Xn-bn¬ a-c-W-a-S-™p. \\n-c-h- \"a-°ƒ t∂m-Sv C-d-ßn-t∏m F-∂v [nt]¿ kp-c-£m Iym-ºp-I-fn-te-°v... ]-d-b-tW-\\v ap-ºv Rm≥ C-d-ßn! hm¿-ØmNm-\\-ep-I-fn¬ \\n-∂pw e-`n-°p- ]ns∂\\n-°v kz-¥-°m-scm-∂p-em..... Hcp ∂ hn-h-c-߃ A-dn-™v sR-´-tem-sS A-\\m-Ym-e-b-Øo-∂m s∂ Hm-cp \\n- \\n-ev-°p-∂ In-fn-°q-´n-se A-t¥-hm-kn- °mlv I-bn-®-Xv. C-t°w So-®-dm-cv-∂v' I-fp-sS au-\\w `-RvPn-®p-sIm-≠v kn-Ã- 61

dp-sS sk¬-t^m¨ dnw-Kv sN-bv-Xp. I-hn-fp-Iƒ X-tem-Sn, I-Æo-cpw hm-’- {]-f-b-Øn¬ A-I-s∏-´-h-cn¬ Nn-e¿-°v ey-hpw Nm-en-® H-cp Np-Sp ap-Øw A-h- Ip-d-®p Zn-h-k-tØ-°v 'In-fn-°q-´n¬' \\p \\¬-In. X-s‚ ap-dn-°p ]p-d-Øp \\n¬- A`- b- w \\¬I- W- w F∂- dnI- zÃ- v knÃ- ¿ °p-∂ A-`-bm¿-∞n-I-sf t\\m-°n-b a-cn-b kv-t\\-l-]p-c-k-cw kzo-I-cn-®p. DΩ°v A-h-cn¬ Nn-e¿-°v X-s‚ a-°-fp- ]n-t‰-∂v X-s∂ {]-f-b-Øn¬ H-‰-s∏-´p- sS-bpw a-cp-a-°-fp-sS-bpw Om-b-bp-t≠m t]m-b Nne Ip-Spw-_mw-K-߃ In-fn-°q- F-∂v kw-i-b-am-bn. A-sX, A-Xv A- ´n-te-°v, tN-t°-dm≥ H-cp Nn-√ F-∂ h¿ X-s∂! {]-f-bw hn-gp-ßm≥ Xp-S-ßn- tam-l-hp-am-bn I-S-∂p h-∂p, I-Æp-I- b A-h-sc A-≈m-lp sIm-≠p-sN-s∂- fn¬ `o-Xn-bp-sS \\n-g¬-∏m-Sp-I-fp-am-bn...-! Øn-®-Xv kz-¥w D-Ω In-S-°p-∂ 'In-fn- °q-´n-te-°v' hn-Nn-{Xw X-s∂! D-Ω-sb ''D-Ωp-Ω D-Ωp-Ω I-Æv sXm-d-°v ....'' I-≠ A-‘m-fn-t∏m-sS \\n-∂ a-°-sf A- h¿ kv-t\\-l-]q¿-∆w X-s‚ A-Sp-°-te- Xp-S¿-®-bm-b hn-fn tI-´v \\n-k-vIm-c-]m-b- °p hn-fn-®p. `o-Xn-bp-sS-bpw \\n-e-hn-fn-bp- bn-en-cp-∂p-sIm-≠v I-Æp-Iƒ Xp-d-∂ sS-bpw \\o-≠ H-cm-gv-N-bv-s°m-Sp-hn¬ In- DΩ- b- ps- S IÆ- pI- ƒ F¥- ns- \\∂- d- nb- ms- X ´nb- DΩ- b- ps- S ktv- \\l- h- m’- e- yß- ƒ A- B¿-{Z-am-bn.A-sX! kz-]v-\\-a-√ C-Xv h-¿°v A-ar-Xm-bn-cp-∂p.... bm-Ym¿-Yyw X-s∂! X-s‚ sIm-®p-a-I≥ kn\\- m\\- mW- v Xs- ‚ apº- n¬ \\n¬°- W- X- v Ah- c- ps- S lrZ- b- Ø- ne- pw Hc- p Dd- h- c≠p A-≈m.. C-Xv F-s¥m-cp ]-co-£-Ww! Nm-em-bn H-gp-Im≥ Xp-S-ßn-bn-cp-∂p... Nn¥I- s- f Iod- na- pd- n®- ps- Im≠- p B Bdp h-b- p-Im-c≥ ho-≠pw hn-fn-®p. ''F-Wo- kn-\\m-s‚ I-øpw ]n-Sn-®p D-Ω Im-dn- °p-Ωm''... \\n-k-°v- m-c-∏m-b-bn¬ \\n-∂pw te-°v I-b-dn. I-b-dp-hm≥ t\\-c-Øv a-°- _≤-s∏-´p F-Wo-‰- v- h-∂ D-Ω kn-\\m-s‚ tfmSv kw-km-cn-®p sIm-≠n-cp-∂ kn-ÿ a-cnb-sb A-h¿ t\\m-°n sN-dp ]p-©n-cn kΩm-\\n-®p \"\"t]-c‚ vkv `m-c-am-Im≥ Xp- S-ßp∂Xv \\mw h-en-b-h-cm-bn F-∂ Alwt_m-[w D-S-se-Sp-°p-tºm-gm-Wv sX-‰p-I-fpw Ip-d-hp-I-fp-ap-≠m-Imw. AsX√mw a-\\-kn-em-°n A-h-sc Iq- SpX¬ tN¿-Øp ]n-Sn-t°-≠-h-c-s√ a°ƒ? A-Xv a-\\-kn-em-°m≥ Cu {]- fb Im-ew th-≠n h-∂p \\n-߃°v A- t√?''. kn-Ã-dp-sS ap-J-Øv t\\m-°n A- h¿ lr-Zy-am-bn ]p-©n-cn-®p Im¿ ap-t∂m- s´-Sp-Øp.A-Xv I-Æn¬ \\n-∂pw a-d-bp-∂- Xph- s- c knÃ- ¿ ac- nb- ]qa- pJ- Ø- p \\n∂p. tN-t°-dm-s\\m-cp Nn-√ tX-Sn c-≠p C-W- °p-cp-hn-Iƒ F-ßp \\n-t∂m ]-d-∂p hcp- ∂p-≠m-bn-cp-∂p 62

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BREATH IN THE WOMB Ann Ross Michel 2nd Year BSc Chemistry Cuddled in the dark womb, I rested my head on her I could feel my heartbeat raise, dump, dump it went I was not afraid ! Was she? I don't know Blood Rushed through my veins It pained, I held the cord tightly, Boom ! It was all that I could feel I felt my nerves breaking I could hear the fainting cry of Ma. She was crying, she was running I wished to hear the lullaby, but they never gave me a chance. Her womb started to fill with blood it splashed into my eyes ! I went blind. And my breath halted ! I never knew God would lie. He promised me a world of wonders. But I couldn't see anything All I could feel was flesh, blood and guns. 64

\"A-h-km-\\-sØ A-Xn¿-Øn-I-fpw I-S-∂v F-hn-tS-°m-Wv \\-ap-°v ]em-b-\\w sN-øm-\\m-hp-I? A-h-km-\\-sØ B-Im-i-hpw I-gn-™v F-hn-tS-°m-Wv ]-d-h-Iƒ-°v ]-d-°m-\\m-hp-I? ˛ a-l-aq-Zv Z¿-ho-iv 65

Cu ÿ-ew G-sd A-]-cn-Nn-X-am-Wv. B≥a-cnb sk_m-Ãy≥ H∂mw h¿j _n.Fkv.kn. am’v I-≠p h-f¿-∂ ]-cn-ÿn-Xn-bn¬ \\n-∂v hfsc hy-Xy-kv-X-hpw. A-hn-sS F-ß-s\\- hn-X-sØ \\n¿-h-Nn-®-Xv. C-h-sb A-Xn-Po- bm-sW-∂-dn-bn-√. F-¶n-epw C-∂-se-h-sc- hn-®-h-cpw, c-£-s∏-´-h-cpw C-√ F-∂-√ ]- bp-≈ A-Sn-®-a¿-Ø-ep-Iƒ-°v H-cp tam-N\\- db- p∂- X- .v \\qd- n¬ ]Ø- pt- ]¿ Cu {]X- nI- qe am-sW-∂v am-{X-a-dn-bmw. kz-¥-sa-∂p km-l-N-cy-ß-sf-sb-√mw ]n-¥-≈n hn-P- ]dbm≥ C-∂-se h-sc H-∂p-ap-≠m-bn-cp- bØn¬ F-Øn-t®¿-s∂-∂p h-cmw. ∂n-√. Hu-Zm-cy-Øn-s‚ F-®n¬ ]m-{Xw temIw hnP- b- nI- f- mb- h- s- c am{- Xs- a ImW- q. IgpIn I-gp-In ssI Ip-g-™p. P-\\-\\w tXm‰hs- ‚ IY- I- ƒ Bc- pw tIƒ°- md- n√- m, apX¬ Xp-S-ßn-b hn-th-N-\\-߃. B-sc- ]dbm-dn-√ .... gp-Xn-b \\n-b-a-߃ F-∂-dn-hn-s√-¶n-epw A£c- w {]X- n Ah- s- b√- mw A\\- pk- c- n®- p... B hn-P-bn-® ]-Øp-t]-scm-gn-sI A-√ A-\\p-k-cn-∏n-®p-sh-∂p ]-d-bmw. _m°n sXmÆ- pd- mf- pI- f- pw Fß- s- \\b- mW- v Po-hn-Xw X-≈n-\\o-°p-∂-sX-∂v tem-I-sam- Pm-Xn, ]-Ww, A-[n-Im-cw C-h aq-∂pw cn-°-epw A-t\\z-jn-°m-dn-√. F-hn-sS-tbm k-maq-ly hy-h-ÿ-bn¬ Hm-tcm-cp-Ø¿-°p- tI-´p a-d-∂-Xp t]m-se \"hn-P-bn-Iƒ hn-[n- ap-≈ ÿm-\\w Im-Wn-®p X-∂p. Pm-Xn-bpw, I¿-Øm-°-fm-Ip-∂p ]-cm-Pn-X¿ Ip‰hm-fn- IpS- pw_- h- ps- am∂- pw kzb- w Xnc- s- ™S- pØ- - I-fpw'Nn-e k-a-b-ß-fn¬ a-\\p jysc th¿- X-√ F-∂n-cp-∂m-epw A-h am-{X-am-Wv Po- Xn-cn-°m≥ Nn-e {`m-¥≥ Nn¥-Iƒ a-Xn. am-\\-Z-fi-߃ G-Xp-an-√m-sX A-h a-\\p- 66 jy-Po-hn-X-ß-sf \\-c-I-Xp-ey-am-°n am-‰pw.

N-cn-{X-Øn¬ X-s∂ F-{X-tbm A-[n-Iw A-hn-sS ]p-Xn-sbm-cp \\m-sf-sb kz-]v-\\w D-Zm-l-c-W-߃. P¿-Ω-\\n-bn-se Pq-X-cpw, Im-Wp-∂p. A-sXm-cn-°-epw im-¥n-bp-sS- ]p-d-¥-≈-s∏-´ b-ko-Zn-I-fpw, Cdm-Jn-se bpw, k-ar-≤n-bp-tS-bpw am-{X-a-√, ho-≠pw {Ink- vX- ym\\- nI- f- pw, ]ek- vX- o\\- nse P\\- ß- - t]mc- m´- ß- ƒ Xs- ∂b- mh- pw. F¶- ne- pw C∂- fpw, A-ß-s\\ F-{X-sb-{X Pohn-X-߃. se-h-sc Po-hn-®-Xn-s\\-°mƒ t`-Z-am-bn-cn- t]m-cm-´w h-√m-sØm-cp e-l-cn-bm-Wv. °pw. am‰- ß- ƒs- °m∏- w thK- w apt- ∂t- d≠- n- P-bn-®-h-\\pw, tXm-‰-h-\\p-sa-√mw H-∂p-t]m- bnc- n°- p∂- p. Ah- ns- S ]pX- nb- \\nb- a- k- wl- n- se B e-l-cn B-kz-Zn-®n-´p-≠v. F-∂m¬ X-Iƒ c-Nn-t°-≠n-bn-cn-°p-∂p. a-\\p-jy¿ A-Xn-s‚ I-bv-]-dn-™-h¿ Im-gv-®-°m-cm-bn- F∂ H-‰ am-\\-Z-fi-Øn¬ \\n-b-a-߃. cp-∂p. \\q‰m-≠p-Iƒ-°n-∏p-d-hpw a-\\p-jy-a-\\- n¬ \\n∂v th-scm-sS ]n-gp-sX-dn-bmw. F-√mw {]- Po-hn-X-Øn-s‚ F-√m {]-Xo-£I-fpw A-h- Xo£- I- f- mW- v. {]X- o£- n°- m\\- p≈- Ah- I- m- km-\\n-® B \\n-an-j-am-Wv Po-hn-X-Øn¬ iw t]m-epw C-t∏m-gm-Wv kz-¥-am-hp-∂-Xv. BZ- ya- mb- n kz¥- s- a∂- p ]d- b- m≥ Hc- nS- w In- F√mw th-Kw a-d-∂p-t]m-hp-∂ a-\\p-jy-cm- ´n-b-Xv. A-ßv Zq-sc H-cp {K-lw X-s∂ kz- in-bp-sS a-t\\m-`m-hw Nn-e-t∏m-sgm-s° `b- ¥-am-bn ]m¿-iz-h¬-°-cn-°-s∏-´ P-\\-hn-`m- s∏S- pØ- pw. C∂- s- eh- s- c t\\c- n´- AS- n®- a¿- K-߃-°p am-{X-am-bn. A-ßp Zq-sc .. `q-an- Øe- pI- f- ps- S thZ- \\- b- pw, \\n - l- mb- X- bpw bn¬ A-h¿-°n-\\n C-S-an-√ a-d-∂v X-t∂-°mƒ Zp¿-_-e-cm-b-h-sc ]o-Un-∏n-°p-∂-Xv, B A-h-ÿ `-bm-\\-I- `qa- nb- n¬ \\n∂- p XpS- ®- p\\- o°- s- ∏´- nc- n°- p∂- amW.v Aß- s- \\ H∂- pw Bb- nØ- oc- n√- F∂- p an-I-®-h¿ F-∂p tem-Iw hn-[n-sb-gp-Xn-b- {]Xo£- n°- mw. F√- mw am‰- ns- h®- v ]pX- ns- bm- h¿ am{- Xs- a Ah- ns- S _m°- nb- p≈- p. ]m¿iz- cp Po-hn-Xw B-cw-`n-°mw... Cu ]p-Xn-b h¬°- c- n°- s- ∏´- , AS- n®- a- ¿Ø- s- ∏´- P\\- h- n- {Kl- Øn¬ imk- v{- XØ- ns- ‚ B¿`- mS- ß- ƒ- `mK- ß- ƒ°- mb- n Hc- p ]pX- nb- {Kl- w Xs- ∂ °∏pd- w Cu {Kl- Ø- ns- \\mc- p t]c- v thW- a- I-s≠-Øn-bn-cn-°p-∂p. a-lm-a-\\-k-vI-X...! t√m...F-¥v hn-fn-°pw.? Xn-c-k-vI-cn-°-s∏- `qa- n°- v Bh- i- ya- n√- mØ- hk- vX- p°- s- f√- mw ´-h-cp-sS {K-l-sa-t∂m A-tXm ]p-Xp-Po-hn- B {K-l-Øn-te-bv-°m-Wv X-≈p-∂-Xv. X-Øn-s‚ B-cw-`-sa-t∂m ... 67

DØc F≥ H∂mw h¿j _n.Fkv.kn. sIankv{Sn \\o-Xn tZ-h-X tIm-S-Xn-ap-dn-bn-ep-s≠m-cp-hƒ I-Æp-Iƒ C-dp-°n-b-S-®v ap-dp-°n-s°-´n C-S-Xp-ssI-øn-sem-cp {Xm-kpw h-e-Xp-ssI-øn-sem-cp hm-fp-ta-¥n \\n-jv-]-£-sb-∂ `m-h-Øn¬ \\n- -lm-b-bm-bn \\n¬-°p-∂p. ]-≠p-]-≠m-tcm ]-d-™-Xm-Wv t`-Z-a-t\\y \\o-Xn X-∂n-Sp-t∂mƒ a-c-s°m-ºn-em-Sp-∂ c-≠p Ip-™p-Sp-∏p-Iƒ ]-c-kv-]-cw Du-dn-®n-cn-°p-I-bm-Wv A-Ω I-s≠-Øm-Ø I-Æm-cw-s]m-Øn¬ ]-t≠-°p-]-t≠ P-bn-®-tXm¿-Øv. P\\n®A∂pXs∂ acn®p t]mbn H.-]n. _mkn¬ H∂mw h¿j Fw.-F. ae-bmfw K¿`]m{Xw Xpd∂p t\\m°m≥ tImSXn DØchv k¿°m¿ ]mkm°nb _n√ns‚ apIfn¬ InSØn tUmŒ¿ \"]ip']Xn sImºpsIm≠v hb¿ IpØnØpd∂v aq∂v tNmZyw! aXw, PmXn, enwKw DØcw icnbmb- v- ]d™Xv sIm≠v \"P\\n® A∂pXs∂ acn®p t]mbn' 68

B-g-ß-fn¬ ]-hn-g-∏p-‰p-Iƒ H-fn-∏n-® Im-e-sa-√mw I-S-en-\\p sh-dpw Hm¿-Ω-bm-Wv. H-cp Xn-c-bn-f-°-tØm-sS, a-\\p-jy-kw-k-vIm-c-Øn-s‚ am-en-\\y-߃ ap-gp-h≥ t]-dn I-S¬ ]-Xn-sb C-√m-Xm-hp-I-bm-Wv.. 69

aq-eyw -sP-dn¬ P-bnw-kv c≠mw h¿j _n.F. F°tWmanIvkv hn-P-\\-am-b B s]-cp-h-gn-bp-sS Hm- ∂p ^-ew. hm-bp D-—z-kn-°p-∂ ss]-∏n- \\-Sp-Øv A-bmƒ X-f¿-∂n-cp-∂p. I-Æp- c-Øv A-bmƒ X-f¿-∂n-cp-∂p. Zo¿-L-bm- Iƒ sa-s√ a-b-°-Øn-te-°v \\o-ß-th {X-bp-sS £o-Ww ap-J-Øp Im-Wm-am-bn- ss]-∏n¬ \\n-∂pw sh-≈w h-cp-∂-Xv tI- cp-∂p. A-bm-sf, ]-s£ sh-bn-en-s‚ {Iq- ´v sR-´n-sb-Wo-‰p. {`m-¥-am-b H-cm-th-i- c-am-b ssI-Iƒ `-b-an-√m-sX a¿-±n-®p tØm-sS ssI-øn-se t\\m-´pw _m-Kpw h- sIm≠- nc- p∂- p. A{- ]X- o£- nX- l¿Ø- m¬ en-s®-dn-™p sIm-≠v sh-≈w Ip-Sn-°p- A-bm-fp-sS {]-Xo-£-Iƒ tNm¿-Øn-°- hm≥ Bc- w`- n®- p. Zml- a- S- ß- nb- t- ∏mƒ A- f-™p. H-cn-‰p sh-≈w! A-bmƒ ssI-øn- bmƒ ss]-∏n-\\-Sp-Øv A-Xn-s‚ k¿-∆m- se A-™q-dp-cq-] t\\m-´p ap-dp-sI ]n-Sn- [n]- X- ns- bt- ∏ms- e \\ne- b- pd- ∏- n®- p. At- ∏m- ®p Np-‰p-h-´w A-e-s™-¶n-epw F-ßp gpw B A-™q-dp-cq-] t\\m-´v A-ßp-an- \\n-∂pw e-`n-®n-√. A-bm-fp-sS hn-b¿-∏p- ßpw ]-d-∂p \\-S-°p-∂p-≠m-bn-cp-∂p. Xp-≈n-tb-‰v D-W-cp-hm≥ sIm-Xn-® ]p¬- \\m-ºp-I-sf t]m-epw I-cn-bn-®p sIm-≠v kq-cy≥ A-´-l-kn-®p \\n-∂p. sX-cp-hp- Iƒ \\n»- –- a- mW- v. s]s- ´∂- mW- b- mƒ tdm- Un-s‚ H-cp-h-i-Øp \\n¬-°p-∂ ]-©m- b-Øp ss]-∏v {i-≤n-®-Xv. A-bmƒ A- Xn-bm-b {]-Xo-£-tbm-sS A-Xn-\\-Sp-tØ- °v Hm-Sn-s®-∂p. ]-s£ \\n-cm-i-bm-bn-cp- 70

H-en-®p-t]m-b {]W- b- w {InÃn tPmkv H∂mw h¿j Fw.-F. ae-bmfw As- ∂mc- n°- ¬, tN-ºn-e-Ifnse sh-≈w Ip-Sn-®n-cp-∂ Nm-‰¬ a-g-tbm-Sm-bn-cp-∂p {]-W-bw.... ]m-S-h-c-ºn-se sh-≈-s°-´n¬ ao-\\p-I-sf \\o-¥n-Øp-Sn-∏n-®n-cp-∂ C-S-h-∏m-Xn-tbm-Spw {]-W-bw X-s∂.... X-I¿-Ø- v- s]-bv-X ]-\\n-t°m-fv X-∂-˛ Xp-em-a-g-tb-bpw {]-W-bn-®n-cp-∂p.... ]nc- nb- m≥ hs- ø∂- mb- n´- v, C-S-bv-s°-s∏m-tgm h-∂v, ]n-s∂-˛ sbt- ßm ad- ™- , th-\\¬-a-g-tbm-Spw {]-W-b-am-bn-cp-∂p... ]ns- ∂ s]b- vX- t- Xm, tXmc- ma- g- b- pw....- CS- b- sv- °s- ∏mt- gm... {]-W-bw a-d-∂p Xp-S-ßn-bn-cp-∂p... X-Wp-∏n-s‚ B-e-ky-Øm¬ a-Sp-t∏-Ip-∂ {]-W-bw.... A-k-a-b-ß-fn¬ B¿-Ø-e-®p h-∂v-˛ sRmS- nb- nS- s- Im≠- v s]b- vs- Xmg- nb- p∂- h- ... A-h-sb, a-d-°m≥ Xp-S-ßn-bn-cp-∂p....! C∂- mW- ,v {]W- b- t- ∏a- mc- ns- b, `b- °- m≥ XpS- ß- nb- X- v... ssI-c-fn-bp-sS `q-]-Sw ]m-Xn-tbm-fw \\-\\-® t]-a-g-sb shd- p°- m≥ XpS- ß- nb- X- v..... Fs- ∏mt- gm, {]-W-bw s]m-b-tv- ∏m-bn-cp-∂p... \\m-ev \\mƒ ap-ºm-W-Xv, H-cp Xo-cm-a-g-b-Øv, {]W- b- w, Ih- f- ∏- md- b- ne- qs- Sme- n®- p t]mb- n......- - 71

XaX-gpo-°-∏pm-∂-Sp-Iƒ D-d-°w sI-Sp-Øp-∂ Zn-\\-cm-{X-ß-fn-eq- sS k-©m-cw \\-S-Øp-I-bm-Wv a-\\p-jy- cm-in-bn-hn-sS. am-\\p-jn-I-aq-ey-߃ \\-„- s∏-Sp-∂ \\m-Sn-s\\ Ip-dn-®v A-ÿn-Xzw \\- „-s∏-Sp-∂ cm-Py-sØ Ip-dn-®v kw-L¿- j-߃ ]-S-cp-∂ tem-I-sØ Ip-dn-®v F- ¥n-t\\-sd I-Øn-®m-º-em-Ip-∂ `q-an-bp- sS izm-k-tIm-i-sØ Ip-dn-®v D-b-cp-∂ N¿-®-I-fpw I-s≠-Ø-ep-I-fpw hm-Z-{]Xn- hm-Z-ß-fpw \\-ap-°p ap-∂n¬ D-b¿-Øp- ∂-Xv A-kz-ÿ-X-I-fp-sS A-im-¥n-bp-sS `o-Xn ]-S-cp-∂ A-\\-¥-am-b ]m-X-I-f-√m- sX a-s‰-¥m-Wv. km{µ sP. B\\µv H∂mw h¿j _n.Fkv.kn. am’v 72

Ip-‰-Ir-Xy-ß-fpw, kv-{Xo ]o-U-\\-ß-fpw \\n¬-°p-∂ ta-J-e-bm-Wv B-a-tkm¨ \\n-Xy I-Y-Ifm-hp-tºm-gpw, ]u-c-Xz-\\n-b- a-g-°m-Sp-Iƒ. s_m-fn-hn-b, s{^-©v, aw kr-„n-® \\n-e-\\n¬-∏n-s‚ sN-dp-Øp- Lm-\\, {_-ko¬, sIm-fw-_n-b, s]-dp, \\n¬-∏v t]m-cm-´-߃, cm-Py-Øm-sI A- C-Iz-tUm¿, sh-\\n-kz-e, kp-cn-t\\w Xp-S- e-b-Sn-°p-tºm-gpw, sIm-√pw sIm-e-bpw ßn-b cm-Py-ß-fn-em-bm-Wv C-h ]-c-∂p t]m¿-hn-fn-I-fp-am-bn cm-{„-߃ X-Ωn¬ In-S-°p-∂-Xv. {_-ko-en-em-Wv C-Xn-s‚ sIm-ºp tIm¿-°p-tºm-gpw \\n- -lm-b- 60% hpw sam-Øw 55 e-£w N.In.an X-bn¬ F-cn-™-a-cp-∂ `q-an-bp-sS lr-Z- hn-kv-Xy-Xn-bn-em-Wv B-a-tkm¨ h-\\-ta- b-kv-]-µ-\\-߃ B-c-dn-bm≥..... J-e-bv-°p-≈-Xv. `q-an-bp-sS A-¥-co-£- Øn-se Hm-I-vkn-Ps‚ 20% hpw ]p-d-Øp- N-cn-{X-Øn-se G-‰-hpw h-en-b Im-´p- hn-Sp-∂-Xv Cu a-g-°m-Sp-I-fm-Wv. A-Xp- Xo-bn¬ I-Øn-b-a-cp-I-bm-Wv B-a- sIm-≠m-Wv `q-an-bp-sS izm-k-tIm-iw F- tkm¨ h\\- m¥- c- ß- ƒ.temI- Ø- ns- e G- ∂v Cu a-g-°m-Sp-Iƒ A-dn-b-s∏-Sp-∂-Xv. ‰-hpw h-en-b a-g-°m-Sm-b B-a-tkm¨ B-tKm-f-Xm-]-\\-Øn-s‚ cq-£-X Ip-d-bv- h-\\m-¥-c-ß-fn¬ A-Sn-°-Sn-bp-≠m-Ip-∂ °p-∂-Xn¬ Cu h-\\-ta-J-e-bv-°p-≈ Im-´p-Xo ]-S¿-∂v `q-an-bp-sS, ]-cn-ÿn-Xn- ]¶- v FS- pØ- p ]d- t- b≠- X- mW- v. A]- q¿∆- bp-sS k-¥p-e-\\-Øn-\\v Xm-f-`w-Kw kr- kk- yß- f- pw hr£- ßf- pw sshh- n[- ya- m¿- „n-°p-I-bm-Wv. 2019 P-\\p-h-cn ap-X¬ Hm- ∂ Po-h-Pm-e-ß-fp-am-Wv Cu Im-´p-Xn- K-Ãv h-sc-bp-≈ Im-e-b-f-hn¬ 74155 X- bn¬ sh-¥v F-cn-bp-∂-Xv.\\m-i-\\-„-ß- h-W Im-´p-Xo ]-S¿-∂p F-∂ hm¿-Ø fp-sS dn-t∏m¿-´p-I-fpw Nn-{X-ß-fpw B-sc- {_-ko-en-s‚ \\m-j-W¬ C≥-Ãn-‰yq-´v bpw sR-´n-∏n-°p-∂-Xm-Wv. Im-´p-Xo-bn¬ t^m¿ kvt- ]k- v dnk- ¿®- n¬ ]d- b- pt- ºmƒ D-b-cp-∂ ]p-I-]-S-e-߃ ]-e {]-tZ-i-ß- `q-an-bp-sS `m-hn-sb-°p-dn-®v B-i-¶ D-W- sf-bpw h-e-bw sN-bv-Xp-sIm-≠n-cn-°p-I- cp-I-bm-Wv. `q-an-bn-se G-‰-hpw h-en-b bm-Wv. \\-´p-®-bv-°v t]m-epw cm-{Xn-bp-sS k-º-∂-am-b ssP-h-ssh-hn-[yw \\n-e- {]-Xo-Xn kr-„n-®p sIm-≠v kq-cy-s\\ 73

a-d-bv-°p-∂ I-dp-Ø ]p-I `-bm-\\-I-am-bn emh- ÿ- Im´- pX- o D≠- mh- p∂- X- n\\- pw hym- tem-I-Øn-\\v ap-∂n¬ \\n-e-\\n¬-°p-∂p. ]-I-am-bn ]-S-cp-∂-Xn-\\pw Im-c-W-am-sW- a-g s]-øp-tºmƒ `q-an-bp-sS am-dn-eq-sS ∂ hm-Z-hpw D-b¿-∂p tIƒ-°p-∂p. ImSv D-b-cp-∂-Xv I-dp-Ø sh-≈-®m-ep-I-fm-Wv I-Øn-sb-cn-bp-tºmƒ {_-ko¬ {]-kn- .Im¿-_¨ tam-tWm-Iv-ssk-Uv Cu ta- U-≠m-b \"s_m≥ tkm-\\m-tcm' hn-s‚ J-e-bn¬ h-en-b tXm-Xn¬ h¿-≤n-®-Xm- {]k- vX- mh- \\- b- vs- °X- ns- c temI- s- aº- mS- pw bn bq-tdm-]y≥ bq-Wn-b-s‚ Io-gn-ep-≈ ]-cn-ÿn-Xn t{]-an-I-fn¬ \\n-∂v {]-Xn-tj- tIm-∏¿ \\n-°-kv ss¢-a-‰v sN-bv-©v k¿- [w D-b-cm-\\n-S-bm-°n ∆o-kv F-∂ kw-L-S-\\ hy-‡-am-°p-∂p. C-sX-√mw kr-„n-°p-∂-Xv a-\\p-jy-\\-S-°- \"B-a-tkm¨ Im-Sp-I-fn¬ h-c-≠ Im- ap-≈ `q-an-bn-se Po-h-Pm-e-ß-fp-sS B- em-h-ÿ-bpw Ir-jn-bpw hym-]n-∏n-°p-∂- tcm-Ky-Øn-\\pw \\n-e-\\n¬-∏n-\\pw t\\-sc D- Xn-\\p-≈ {i-a-߃-°v Xp-c-¶w h-bv-°m- b¿-Øp-∂ `o-j-Wn X-s∂. B-tKm-f Xm- \\pw X-s‚ {]-Xn-—m-b \\-in-∏n-°m-\\pw ]-\\w cq-£-am-Ip-∂-Xn¬ B-a-tkm¨ a- Nne k-∂-≤ kw-L-S-\\-I-fm-Wv B-a- g-°m-Sp-I-fn¬ ]-S-cp-∂ Xo-Pzm-e h-en-b tkm¨ ImS- pI- f- n¬ Xob- nS- p∂- X- v F∂- m- ]-¶p-h-ln-°p-sa-∂v K-th-j-I¿ `-b-s∏- bn-cp-∂p A-t±-l-Øn-s‚ {]-kv-Xm-h-\\ Sp-∂p I-Y-sb-¥m-bm-epw `q-an-bp-sS Po-h-\\m- Xp-S-°-Øn¬ kq-Nn-∏n-® t]m-se C- Un-bm-b B-a-tkm¨ Im-Sp-Iƒ kw-c- hn-sS-bpw a-\\p-jy-s‚ C-S-s]-S¬ a-g-°m- £n-°m-\\p-≈ k-Xz-c \\-S-]-Sn-Iƒ A-\\n- Sp-I-fn¬ Xo ]-S-cm-\\p-≈ km-l-N-cyw C- hm-cy-am-Wv.im-kv-{X-Øn-s‚ k¿-∆-i-‡n- Sb- m°- p∂- s- X∂- hmZ- ß- ƒ Db- c- p∂- p≠- v. bpw Im-cy-£-a-am-bn D-]-tbm-Kn-°m≥ \"B¬-_¿-t´m-sk-‰v-k¿'' F-∂ K-th-j- tem-Iw H-cp-an-t°-≠n-bn-cn-°p-∂p. C-hn- I≥ C-Xp kº-‘-am-b H-cp sh-fn-s∏-Sp- sS hn-tZz-j-hpw t]m-cm-´-hp-a-√ th-≠-Xv. ج \\-S-Øp-I-bp-≠m-bn. h-c-≠ Im- H-cp-a-bpw k-ln-jv-Wp-X-bpw hn-izm-k-hp- am-Wv. Cu a-g-°m-Sp-Iƒ {_-ko-en-t‚- Xp am-{X-a-√. `q-an-bp-sS lr-Z-b-am-Wn- Xv.Cu kv-]-µ-\\w \\n-e-®m¬....-! 74

Xncsb¶t]mse... A\\µp Fkv. IrjvW jo-e a-cn-®-t∏mƒ A-h-s\\ k-am-[m- c≠mw h¿j _n.Fkv.kn. sIankv{Sn \\n-∏n-®-Xv i-¶-tc-´-\\m-Wv. A-Xn-\\p tijw A-h≥ I-c-™n-´n-√. Io-dn-∏-dns™-¶n-epw Xo-c-tØm-S-Sp-°p-∂ Xn-c-am-e-I-fp-sS A-h-\\n-∂pw B jq ]pXnb-Xm-Wv. A-Xn- s‚ Np-h-∏v \\n-dw aßn-bn-cp-∂p. F-¶n-epw F-Æw F-Sp-°p-I-bm-bn-cp-∂p A-h≥. A-h-s‚ a\\ n¬ A-Xn-\\n-t∏m-gpw H-cp am- Hmtcm Xn-c-bpw Xo-c-tØm-S-Sp-°p-tºmƒ bm-Ø \\n-d-ap-≠v. A-h-s‚ a-\\- n¬ k-t¥m-j-Øn-s‚ Xnc- am-e-Iƒ A-e-b-Sn-°p-∂p-≠m-bn-cp-∂p. Ime- Ø- ns- ‚ Hg- p°- ne- pw a\\-  - ns- e am- Zqsc \\n-∂pw B-tcm A-h-s\\ hn-fn-®p. A- bmØ- \\nd- a- mW- v Ah- s- \\ Ic- b- mX- ncn°- m≥ Xv i-¶-tc-´≥ B-bn-cp-∂p. Im-en-\\-Sn-bn-se ]Tn-∏n-®-Xv. A-t∏m-gpw i-¶-tc-´≥ A-h-s\\ aW- ¬Ø- c- nI- ƒ XpS- ®- pa- m‰- n Xs‚ ]pØ- ≥ tN¿-Øv ]n-Sn-®n-cp-∂p. a-Wn-°q-dp-I-fm-bn jq-hn-te-°v A-h≥ t\\m-°n. Su-Wn¬ h- I-Øn-Pz-en-°p-∂ sh-bn-te-‰v A-h≥ C-cn- ®m-Wv A-h≥ ]p-Xp-Xm-bn C-d-ßn-b jq- °p∂- p. Ah- s- ‚ AΩ- b- ps- S ktv- \\l- t- Øm- hn-s\\ Ip-dn-®v A-dn-bp-∂Xv. A-h-s‚ H-cp- fw he- pX- mb- nc- p∂- n√- shbne- ns- ‚ NqS- v. Ip- ]mS- v \\mf- s- Ø B{- Kl- a- mbnc- p∂- p Hc- p jq. sd t\\-c-am-bn H-‰bv-°n-cn-°p-∂ A-h-t\\m- A-Ω-tbm-Sv h-g-°n-´m-Wv A-h≥ A-Xv hm- Sp h-√-Xpw I-gn-°m≥ i-¶-tc-´≥ B-h-iy- ßn-b-Xv. ho-´p-S-a-bp-sS i-Im-c-ß-sf-°mƒ s∏-´p. ]-s£ A-h-\\p hn-i-°p-∂p-≠m-bn- X-s‚ a-I-s‚ kt¥m-j-Øn-\\p A-Ω hn- cp-∂n-√. Ah≥ ho-≠pw Xn-c-sb e-£yw e \\¬-In. hmS-I sIm-Sp-°-Ww, I-gn-bn-√. h-®p \\-S-∂p. ]-W-an-√m-Ø-Xn-\\v H-cp ]p-Xn-b Im-c-Ww I≠tØ-≠n-bn-cn-°p-∂p. i-¶-tc-´≥ A-hn-sS \\n-∂pw a-d-™p. i-¶-tc-´≥ ho-≠pw hn-fn-®p. A-h≥ Xoc- Ø- n\\- v Xnc- s- b∂- t]ms- e Ah- \\- p Iq´v s]mSp-∂-s\\ F-gp-t∂-‰v i-¶-tc-´-s‚ ASp- B \\n-d-ap-≈ ]p-Xn-b jq B-bncp-∂p. tØ-°v Hm-Sn. A-t∏m-gpw B¿-Øn-c-ºp-∂ I-S-en-t\\mSv Ah- s- ‚ A—- ≥ Ah- \\- p c≠- v hb p- A-h≥ ]-Xn-hv hm-N-Iw B-h¿-Øn-®p. ≈-t∏mƒ a-cn-®-Xm-Wv. i-¶-tc-´≥ A-h-s\\ tN¿-Øv ]n-Sn-®p. C-\\n F-¥mWv sN-tø- \"Im-ew Nn-e \\n-d-߃-°v a-ß-te¬-∏n- ≠-sX-∂v A-t±-l-Øn-\\pw A-dnbn√. °p∂p. ]-s£ \\o F-t∏m-gpw a-µ-l-kn- °p-∂p.\"a-\\- m-Ip-∂ I-S¬ A-h-t\\m-Sp Nncn-®p. 75

B-Im-i-Øv \\n-c-bm-bn h-c-®n-´ In-fn-®n-d-Ip-I-fpw Xm-sg A-Xv ho-Wv Xn-f-ßp-∂ X-Sm-I-hpw C-sX-√mw H-∂n-®v I-s≠-Sp-°p-∂ H-cp t]-S-am≥ I-Æpw A-hƒ-°v ]n-∂n¬ ]-Xp-ßn \\n¬-°p-∂ hym-{I-hpw F-√m-h¿-°p-am-bn H-∂n-s®-Øp-∂ C-f-¶m-‰pw.... ssh-cp-≤y, ssh-hn-[y, ssh-Nn-{Xß-fp-sS hn-kv-a-b-am-Wv {]-Ir-Xn. A-Xn-s‚ hn-Ir-Xn-I-fn¬ t]m-ep-ap-≠v ]p-e-cm-\\p-≈ Xz-c. 76

Dbn-cpw D-◊-bpw ]-Ip-Øv X-∂-h¿-°v.... I-\\n-hpw Im-h-ep-am-b-h¿-°v.. `q-an-bn-se am-em-J-am¿-°v kv-t\\-lm-Z-cw. . . Im-e-Øn-s‚ Xn-c-»o-e-°v ap-∂n¬ ]p-Xn-b ]p-e-cn ]n-d-°pw... \\mw P-bn-°p-I X-s∂ sN-øpw..... 77

A-Xn-Po-h-\\-Øn-s‚ t]m-cm-´-am-Wv... {]I- rX- nb- ps- Sb- pw a-\\p-jy-t‚-bpw H-cp \\n-an-jw a-Xn Po-hn-X-Øn-s‚ Xm-f-{I-aw am-dn-a-dn-bp-∂-Xn-\\v. A-Xv Nn-e-t∏mƒ \\-∑-bm-hmw, A-s√-¶n¬ Xn-∑-bm-hmw \\-ap-°v k-Ωm-\\n-°p-I.. Nn-e t\\-c-ß-fn¬ c-≠p-am-hmw... H-cp km-bm-”-Øn¬ I-X-Ip-Iƒ bn-cp-∂p F-∂p-s≈m-cp A-h-t_m-[w... AS- ™- v hoS- n\\- p≈- nt- eb- °-v v temI- w Ip-Spw-_-tØm-sSm-∏w k-a-bw ]-¶n-Sp- Npc- pß- nb- t- ∏mƒ AX- pw Hc- p ]pX- nb- ∂-Xv B-\\-µ-{]-Z-am-sW-∂ Xn-cn-®-dn-hv. Xn-cn-®-dn-hm-bn-cp-∂p. C-∂p h-sc I-s≠-Øm≥ ssh-In-b-tXm, a-d-∂p ]-cn-Nn-X-a-√m-Ø ÿn-Xnhn-ti-j- t]m-b-tXm B-b H-´-\\-h-[n I-gn-hp- ß-fn-eq-sS-bm-Wv a-\\p-jy-\\pw {]-Ir- Iƒ... C-hsbm-s°-bpw \\-„-߃ am- Xn-bpw I-S-∂p t]m-b-Xv. {Xw kz-¥-am-bp-≈ Cu Zn-\\-߃ k- Ωm-\\n-® \\-∑-I-fm-Wv... C-\\n-sbm-cp D-b¿-sØ-gp-t∂¬-∏v C-√ F-∂p I-cp-Xn-b {]-Ir-Xnt{km-X- k-a-b-Øn-s\\m-∏w, Hm-tcm km-l- kp-I-fn¬ ho-≠pw Po-h-s‚ Xp-Sn-∏p- N-cy-߃-°-\\p-k-cn-®v am-‰-߃ h-cpw. Iƒ D-b¿-∂p. C-∂p-h-sc Im-Wm-Xn-cp- am-‰w A-\\n-hm-cy-am-Wv... \\mw A-Xn-Po- ∂ a-e-I-fpw, tIƒ-°m≥ a-d-∂ In-fn- hn-°p-I X-s∂ sN-øpw Cu Zn-\\-ß- \\m-Z-hp-sa-√mw Xn-cn-s®-Øn-bn-cn-°p- sf... Cu hm-°p-Iƒ-°v km-£y-]-{X- ∂p. Xn-cn-s®-Øn-b-Xv A-√, A-h-bv-°v am-bn a-\\p-jy-N-cn-{Xw ap-gp-h-\\p-≠v... ]p-\\¿-Po-h≥ e-`n-®-Xm-Wv. {]-Ir-Xn-°v X-s∂Ø-s∂ ho-s≠-Sp-°p-∂-Xn-\\p- ˛ amK-kn≥ Sow s≈m-cp A-h-k-c-am-bn-cp-∂-Xv. A-Xp- t]m-se X-s∂ a-\\p-jy-\\pw kz-bw Xnc- n®- d- nb- p∂- X- n\\- p≈- Hc- p Ah- k- c- whpw. Po-hn-Xw C-h-sbm-s°-bm-sW-∂v I-cp- Xn, sN-bv-Xp Iq-´n-b-Xpw, kz-¥-am-°n- b-Xp-sa-√mw Xn-I-®pw A¿-∞-iq-\\y-am- 78

XttXeocSmwpI∂w km-aq-ln-I tk-h-\\-Øn-s‚ A-Xn¿-h-c-ºp- Iƒ t\\m-°n Im-Wm-sX H-cp a-lm-am-cn Bcy B¿ IrjvW s]b- vX- pt- Xmc- mØ- \\mf- pI- f- n¬ kzb- t- ah- c≠mw h¿j _n.F. ^wKvj-W¬ Cw•ojv a-d-∂v k-aq-l-Øns‚ b-i- n-\\v th-≠n {]-h¿-Øn-® H-cp ]-‰w am-em-J-am-cpw kma- ql- nI- {]h- ¿Ø- I- c- pw tN¿∂- v tImh- n- Uv F-∂ hn-]-Øn-s\\ D-∑q-e-\\w sN-øm≥ {i-an-®psIm-≠n-cn-°p-∂p. cm-hpw ]-I-ep-an- √m-sX tk-h-\\-a-\\p-jvTn-®p t]m-∂ Hm-tcm hy‡- nX- zß- ƒ°- pw Cu `qa- nb- ns- e Hmt- cm a-\\p-jy-cpw A-h-sc D-≈p-sIm-≠v sXm-´-dn- b-Ww. Cu H-cp tIm-hn-Uv {]-Xn-k-‘n tem-Iw ap-gp-h≥ hym-]n-®p-In-S-°p-∂p. Cu sImt- dmW- Ime- L- ´- w AX- nP- oh- \\- Ø- n- s‚ ]p-Xn-b \\m-ºp-Iƒ hn-f-bn-°p-∂p. 79

Cu am-\\-h Po-hn-X-sØ {]-Xn-Iq-e-am-bn tIm-hn-Uv˛19 _m-[n-®-t∏mƒ tem-Iv Uu¨ Im-ew H-cp ]-cn-[n-h-sc ]-cn-ÿn-Xn-sb D-W¿-Øp-I-bm-Wv sN-bv-Xn-´p-≈-Xv. D-d-ßn Xo¿-°m-\\p- ≈-X-√ Nn-¥n-®p P-bn-°m-\\p-≈-Xm-Wv tem-Iv Uu¨ F-∂ k-tµ-iw a-\\- n-em-°m-\\m-bn-cn- °p∂- p. {]I- rX- n he- nb- Xe- Ø- n¬ DZ- ml- c- W- ß- ƒ Xc- p∂- Ime- w ame- n\\- yß- f- ps- S tXmX- n¬ Ip-d-hpw th-\\¬-a-g-bp-sS kp-Xm-cy-X-bpw F-ßpw Im-Wm≥ km-[n-°p-∂p. {]-Ir-Xn-bp-sS a-S-°w F-∂v kq-Nn-∏n-°m≥ I-gn-bp-∂ Cu \\m-fp-Iƒ. ]-º-bpw A-—≥-tIm-hn-em-dp-sam-s° kz-—-am-bn H-gp-Ip-∂p. am-\\-h-cm-in A-Xn-ITn-\\-am-bn {]-Ir-Xn-sb Nq-j-Ww sN-bv-Xp t]m-∂n- cp-∂p. A-h-km-\\w am-\\-h-cp-sS km-∂n-[yw ho-´n-\\p-≈n¬ ÿn-cXm-h-f-am-bn am-dn-b-t∏mƒ {]-Ir-Xn X-s‚ ]-®-∏v ]q¿-Æ-am-bpw A-Wn-bp-hm≥ Xp-S-ßn. H-cp Im-e-Øv ÿm-bn-bm-b hnI- k- \\- Ø- ns- ‚ `mK- a- mb- n ]q¿W- a- mb- \\Z- n kwc- £- W- s- ams- ° ]d- ™- v tI´X- v, Cu \\mf- pI- - fn¬ bm-Ym¿-∞y-am-bn. C-Xn-\\¿-∞w Cu km-l-N-cyw {]-Ir-Xn-bn¬ F-{X-am-{Xw am-‰-ap-≠m- °n F-∂-Xm-Wv. H-cn-°¬ a-e-\\m-´n¬ s]-øp-∂ a-g ]-º t]m-ep-≈ \\-Zn-bn-eq-sS Xm-sg F-Øp-tºmƒ Zn-h-k-ß-sf-Sp-°pam-bn-cp-∂p ]-t£ ]n-∂o-Sv Ip-∂p-I-fpw a-e-I-fpw hn-I-k-\\-Øn-s‚ t]-cv ]d- ™- p X®- pS- ®- t- ∏mƒ aW- n°- qd- pI- ƒ sIm≠- v Xs- ∂ ae- b- n¬ s]ø- p- ∂ sh≈- w IS- e- ne- pw Imb- e- ne- pw FØ- nt- ®c- p∂- p. A{- Xa- m{- Xw \\mi- Ø- ns- ‚ h°- ns- eØ- nb- nc- p∂- p {]I- rX- n. aW- ¬- hm-cn B-dn-s‚ ]-cn-ÿn-Xn \\-in-∏n-®p, Im-Sp-sh-´n a-e-Iƒ ap-gp-h≥ \\mw shfp-∏n-®p, Ip-d-™p- h-∂ ]m-S-ti-J-c-߃ a-Æn-´p -\\n-I-Øn. Cu aq¿-≤m-hn¬ F-Øn-\\n¬-°p-tºmƒ, Cu L-´w 80

{]-Ir-Xn-°v X≥-sd ]-®-∏v `w-Kn-bm-bn A-Wn-bp-hm≥ H-cp Xn-c-»o-e-bm-bn am-dp-∂p. {]-Ir-Xn-bp-sS Xm-]-\\n-e-bpw B-hm-k-hy-h-ÿ-bpw I-tø-‰-ß-fn-eq-sS-bpw, a-en-\\o- I-c-W-Øn-eq-sS-bpw \\-in-∏n-®- v- `q-an-bp-sS A-h-Im-in-I-sf a-d-∂v h-cƒ-®-bv-°pw, a-™p-cp-I-en-\\pw, {]-f-b-Øn-\\p-sam-s° Im-c-W-°m-cm-b a-\\p-jy¿-°v C-sX-√mw H-cp Xn-cn-®-dn-hn-s‚ ]mT-am-bn am-d-Ww. Im-e-L-´w c-≠m-bn ]Ip-Øv am-‰m-\\p-≈ th-f-bm-bn Cu \\n-an-j-߃ am-dn-tb-°mw. tIm-hn-Uv Im-e-Øn≥-sd ap≥-]pw ]n≥-]pw. am-\\-h-cm-in ap-gp-h≥ Cu a-lm-am-cn-tbm-Sv a-√n-Sp-tºmƒ Xn-cn-®-dn-hn-\\pw, ]p- Xn-sbm-cp kp-µ-c-bp-K-Øn-s‚- XpS¿®bv°mbpw am-dm≥ Cu A-\\p-`-h Im-gv-N-Iƒ amt- d≠- X- mW- v. h≥t- XmX- ne- p≈- hml- \\- ß- f- ps- S \\o°- ß- ƒ C√- mX- mb- t- Xms- S `q- anb- ps- S Ne- \\- ß- ƒ aq∂- ns- em∂- mb- n Ipd- ™- nc- n°- p∂- p, F∂- v `qN- e- \\- ß- ƒ tcJ- - s∏S- pØ- nb- t- ∏mƒ Is- ≠Ø- n . Hmt- kmW- pa- mb- n _‘- s- ∏´- Bi- zmk- I- c- a- mb- hm¿- Ø-Iƒ Cu k-a-b-Øv im-kv-{X-tem-Iw hy-‡-am-°p-∂p. Hm-tkm¨ ]m-fn-I-fn¬ BZ- yw hn≈- e- pI- ƒ Is- ≠Ø- nb- nc- p∂- p, F∂- m¬ Ct- ∏mƒ B¿´- n°- n\\- v apI- f- ne- p- ≈ G-‰-hpw h-en-b kp-jn-c-߃ A-S-™n-cn-°p-∂p F-∂ k-t¥m-j hm¿-Ø-bpw ]p-d-Øp h-cp-∂p. C-Xv Iq-Sn-bn-cp-s∂-¶n¬ P-\\-hm-k-tI-{µ-ß-fn¬ A-Xy-[n-Iw A- ]-I-S km-l-N-cy-߃ A-c-tß-dp-am-bn-cp-∂p .Nn-e¿ Hm-tkm¨ ]m-fn-bp-sS hn- ≈¬ sN-dn-b-tXm-Xn¬ a-‰p ]-e Im-c-W-߃ sIm-≠p-am-Wv F-∂v ]-d-bp-∂p-s≠- ¶n-epw, a-en-\\o-I-c-Ww A-Xy-[n-Iw Ip-d-™-Xn-s‚ ap-Jy Im-c-Ww hy-‡-am-°p- ∂p-≠v. sX-fn-™p-\\n¬-°p-∂ B-Im-i-hpw, ]p-I-]-S-e-߃ Ip-d-™ A-¥-co-£- hpw Cu k-a-b-Øv Im-Wm≥ km-[n-°p-∂p. hm-l-\\-ß-fp-sS A-f-hv \\n-c-Øn¬ Ip- d-™-Xn-s‚ `m-K-am-bn i-–-a-en-\\o-I-c-Ww h-en-b tXm-Xn¬ Ip-d-™p. \\m¬-∏-Xv i-X-am-\\w ap-X¬ A-º-Xv i-X-am-\\w h-sc Kw-K, b-ap-\\ \\-Zn-I-fpw ip-≤-am-b Xo¿- ∂nc- n°- p∂- p. KwK- m\\- Z- n AX- n ae- n\\- a- ms- bmc- p L´- w cmP- yw D‰- pt- \\m°- n, ]t- £ C- t∏mƒ sX-fn-\\o-scm-gp-Ip-∂ ip-≤-\\-Zn-bm-bn Kw-Km-\\-Zn. ]-e ]¿-∆-X-ß-fpw F-{X-tbm Im-X-߃ Zq-sc \\n-∂v t]m-epw Im-Wm≥ km-[n-°p-∂p. Cu k-a-b-ß-fn¬ \"B-i-¶-I-fn-se-√mw A-Xn-Po-h-\\w H-fn-™p-In-S- ∏p≠- v'. Cu k-a-b-Øn-s‚ {]m-[m-\\yw Dƒ-s°m-≠v {]-Ir-Xn-bp-sS D-Zm-l-c-W-߃ Xn-cn-®-dn-™p H-cp ]p-Xp-\\m-ºn-te-°p-≈, s]m-Xp h-f¿-®-bn-te-°p-≈ Xn-cn-®-dn- hns‚ Im-e-L-´-am-bn Xo-c-s´ Cu Zn-\\-߃. {]-Ir-Xn-bp-sS B-h-iy-I-X-bpw ]p-Xp-]p-Ø≥ Nn-¥m-K-Xn-I-fp-am-bn Hm-tcm a-\\p-jy-cpw Cu Im-e-L-´w A-\\m-h-c- Ww sN-øp-∂-Xp-am-I-Ww. ]n-∂n-se ]p-dw-N-´ \\n¿-Ωn-®n-´n-√m-Ø ]mT-]p-kv-X-I-am-Wv tIm-hn-Uv. (2020 h¿-jw ap-ºv AD F-∂pw BC F-∂pw ]-d-™p 2020¬ ]-d-™p \"\"tIm-hn-Un-\\v ap≥-s]-∂pw tIm-hn-Un-\\v ti-j-sa-∂pw'') tIm-hn-tU, \\o tXm-t‰ ]-‰q... Im-c-Ww C-Ø-cw tXm¬-hn-I-fn¬ \\n-∂m-Wv a-\\p-jy-sc-∂pw hn-P-b-ß-fn-te-°v h-gnsX-fn-®n-´p-≈-Xv. ]-s£ tIm-hn-Uv H-cp ]mT]p-kv-X-I-am-Wv, a-c-Ww a-W-°p-∂ Po-h-s\\-°p-dn-®v ]m-Sp-∂ ]mT]p-kv-X-Iw.... 81

]®∏pIƒ tXSn... Cu ]®∏pIfn¬ \\n∂mWv {Inkv‰n tPmkv th\\¬ aÆns‚ H∂mw h¿j Fw.F. aebmfw ]pXpaWw Rm≥ izkn®Xv... hmg°qºpIfn¬ tX≥ In\\n™Xpw, tNºn≥ XmfpIƒ lnaIWsamfn∏n®Xpw, HmS∏qhns‚ sh≈n\\mcpIƒ C°nfnbm°nbXpw, Cu ]®∏pIfn¬ \\n∂mWv.... CtX ]®∏pIfnemWv amen\\yØns‚ ISemkp Xp≠pIƒ Hgp°nhn´Xv... AΩbpsS amdns\\ sh´napdn®v I]SXbpsS tae¶n ]pX∏n®Xv... \\ocpdhbpsS lrZbw am¥n hnIk\\Øn∂mg߃ IodnbXv... ]®∏pIƒ acn®t∏mgmWv..., HmJnbpw ss^en\\pw kwlmc XmfihamSnbXv... t]amcns∏bvØv aebmf `q]Sw \\\\®Xv... ]®∏pIƒ°p th≠nbmbncp∂p.... Hcp\\mƒ Ihn NcaKoXw ]mSnbXv! C∂v, \"tà tlmw' Iym]vj\\papIfn¬ amk-vIn\\p≈nse aSp∏≥ Nncn ˛ t]mÃv sNbvXndßptºmƒ IÆpIfdnbmsX Xncbp∂tXm, Cu ]®∏pIsf.... C∂seIfn¬, ]®∏pIfcn™p hogvØnbXv kzm¿∞s]mbvapJßsf¶n¬, C∂n¬, \"apJwaqSn'Ifn¬\\n∂pw ]®∏pIƒ Xfn¿°p∂p... C\\nbo \"apJwaqSn'IfnemsWs‚ ]®∏v -! ○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○○ 82

]cnWmaßfpsS `qan AarX hmcy¿ H∂mw h¿j _n.Fkv.kn. am’v Imew amdpIbmWv acßfpw ]q°fpw hbepIfpw arKßfpw ]£nIfpw \\nd™ ssZhØns‚ kz¥w tZisØ P\\߃ Pohn®ncp∂Xv ]t£ as‰mcp temIØn¬ Bbncp∂p. PmXn aX h¿Æ hnthN\\w C√mØ Hcp tkmjyenÃv km{amPyØn¬. B km{amPyØn\\v a\\pjy¿ Hcp Hma\\t∏cn´v hnfn®p . C≥d¿s\\‰v. ]n∂oSp≈ Imew \\ΩpsS \\mSns\\ t]mepw B h¿Nz¬ thƒUn\\v kam\\am°n. AßIse amaeIƒ°v tase acXI∏´pSpØv aebmf \\mSns\\ a\\pjys‚ am{Xw Bhmkÿew B°n am‰n. ]cnWmaØn¬ Ahkm\\w kr„n°s∏´ a\\pjy≥ Xm≥ Xs∂bmWv A¥nasa∂v IcpXn a‰p≈hsb sIms∂mSp°nbt∏mgpw Ah≥ ]n¥mßnbXv ]cnWmaØnse {Iqcamb Hcp kn≤m¥sØbmbncp∂p. k¿ss∆h¬ Hm^v Zn ^n‰Ãv F∂m¬ a\\pjy≥ \\n¿Ωn® ]e ssat{ImkvtIm∏pIƒ°p t]mepw ImWm≥ km[n°mØ, kz¥ambn Hcp icoctam hy‡nXztam t]mepan√mØ Hcph≥ DSseSpØp. `qan Xs‚ F√msa√mamsW∂v IcpXnb a\\pjys\\ Nne ]mT߃ ]Tn∏n°phm\\mbn {]IrXn Ab® B ZqX≥ hcnIbmbn. Imew Ahs\\ sshdkv F∂v t]cv \\¬In. C∂v Ah\\v ]pXnb Hcp \\mat[bw sImtdmW sshdkv AYhm tImhnUv˛19 83

Hcp GItImi Pohnbn¬ XpSßn temIØnse Xs∂ G‰hpw k¶o¿Wamb a\\pjys‚ Xet®mdv \\n¿Ωn® {]IrXn F∂pw s\\t©mSp tN¿ØXv ]cnWmasØbmbncp∂p. AsX {]IrXn F∂pw am‰w C„s∏Sp∂p. Imew amdp∂p Imemhÿ amdp∂p H∏w a\\pjy\\pw. P\\n°p∂p Pohn°p∂p acn°p∂p. F∂m¬ a\\pjy≥ Cu ]cnWmasØ apXseSp°m≥ XpSßnbt∏mƒ F¥p sNøWsa∂dnbmsX aqIkm£nbmth≠n h∂p {]IrXn°v. Xs‚ Poh Pmeßsf√mw a\\pjys‚ Iøn¬s∏´v C√mXmIpsa∂v a\\ nem°nb {]IrXn sshdkns\\ Hcp a\\pjy\\nte°v FØn®p ]mkvt]m¿t´m, hnktbm, ]ucXztam C√msXXs∂ \\mSmb \\msSms° Ah≥ k©cn®p. B {]IrXn, AXns‚ ]mT߃ FÆnsbÆn a\\pjys\\ ]Tn∏n®pw XpSßn. Aßs\\ hnam\\Øn¬ ]d∂v C¥ybn¬ h∂ndßnb sImtdmW sshdkv I≠Xv ]eXcw `mjIfpw, aXßfpw, PmXnbpw kwk-vImchpw hnizkn°p∂ BfpIsfbmWv. H∏wXs∂ X߃Xs∂ kr„n® Cu aXØns‚bpw ssZhØns‚bpw cm{„obØns‚bpw t]cn¬ X√pIqSp∂Xv. ]t£ sshdkv Hcp hyXymkhpw ImWn°msX Chscsb√mw Hcpt]mse hmcn∏pW¿∂p. \\yq´s‚ {]]©\\nba{]Imcw F√mhkvXp°fpw as‰√m hkvXp°sfbpw BI¿jn°p∂Xv t]mse Cu sImtdmW sshdkv Znhkw sN√pwtXmdpw 134 tImSn P\\߃ Xnßn∏m¿°p∂ Cu C¥y almcmPyØnse \\m\\mZn°nte°pw FØnt®¿∂p. ]WØns‚bpw tkmjy¬ Ãm‰kns‚bpw ]ndsI HmSnb a\\pjy\\v hnIkn®psIm≠ncn°p∂ Cu C¥ym cmPysØ Akl\\obambn A\\p`hs∏´p. Xs∂ \\´p hf¿Ønb Cu \\mSns\\bpw \\m´pImscbpw \"A¨knhnssekvUv' F∂v hnfn®v C¥y \\n¿Ωn® Cu Xet®m¿sIm≠v a‰p≈ cmPyßsf ]cnt]mjn ∏n®t∏mƒ Ah≥ Adn™n√ BhiyØne[nIw bp≤hnam\\ßfpw t_mw_pIfpap≠mbn´pw AXymhiyØn\\v t]mepap≈ acp∂pIƒ C√mØXpw, a\\pjy Pohs\\°mƒ hne kºØn\\v \\¬Ip∂Xpamb Hcp cmPyØmbncp∂p Xm≥ C{Xbpw Imew Pohn®ncp∂sX∂v. a‰mscms° Xs∂ ssIsbmgnRmepw kz¥w amXrtZiw am{Xta GXpImeØpw Xs∂ s\\t©mSp tN¿°pIbp≈q F∂pw Ah≥ Ct∏mƒ a\\ nem°n°mWpw. Cßs\\sbms°bmsW¶nepw Cu sImtdmW Imew \\ap°v kΩm\\n®Xv k¶Sßfpw \\mihpw XI¿∂pXcn∏WamIp∂ kmºØnIhpw am{Xa√. ]≠v \\mw ]gabn¬ ad∂p sh®p t]mb Hcp]mSv ]mT߃ IqSnbmbncp∂p. kvt\\lØns‚bpw, HsØmcpabpsSbpw, ad°ens‚bpw ]¶psh°ens‚bpw ]mT߃. I≈hpw NXnbpan√mØ BtamZtØmsSbp≈ Hcp Imew ImØpsh® ]mT߃..... AXnPoh\\Øns‚ ]mT߃..... ImeN{Iw XncnbpIbmWv. hnjp hcpw, HmWw hcpw, XncphmXnc hcpw, ]qhcpw, Imbv hcpw... AsX Cu Imehpw IS∂p t]mIpw.. 84

whatsapp interview ^p-Sv-t_m-fn-\\m¬ G-sd kv-t\\-ln-°-s∏-s´m-cmƒ. tZ-h-Kn-cn tImt- fP- ns- e ]q¿∆- hnZ- ym¿∞- n. C¥- yb- ps- S BZ- ys- Ø Aº- yq´- n (AwK- l- o\\- ) ^pS- vt- _mƒ Sow Iym]- v‰- ≥, Gj- y≥ I∏- v Aº- yq´- n Sow ^pS- vt- _mƒ Sq¿W- s- a‚n¬ C¥- ys- b \\b- n®- p. C¥- y°- v th≠- n cmP- ym¥- c- Xe- Ø- n¬ Aº- yq´- n thmf- nt- _mƒ Soa- ns- \\ {]X- n\\- n[- o- Ic- n®- n´- p≠- v. \\√- hm°- pI- f- m¬ Hc- p]- mS- v t]¿°- v {]t- NmZ- \\- w \\¬- Ip∂- p. tZh- K- nc- nb- ps- S Cu A`- na- m\\- Xmc- w {]X- nk- ‘- nb- ps- S t_m- fpI- s- fs- b√- mw tKmf- pI- f- m°- n hnP- b- KmY- XpS- c- p∂- p... 85

VYSAKH S.R. k-vIqƒ ]T-\\-Im-e-sØ ssh-im-Jv F-ß-s\\-bm-bn-cp-∂p. Imb- nI- taJ- e- b- nt- e°- v IS- ∂- ph- c- m\\- p≈- Imc- W- ß- ƒ Fs- ¥√- mw? k-vIq-fn¬ ]Tn-°p-∂ k-a-b-Øpw ^p-Sv-t_m-fn-t\\m-Sp X-s∂-bm-Wv Iq-Sp- X¬ Xm¬]- c- yw.A∂- v {Ku≠- n¬ Cd- ß- ms- X Hc- p Znh- k- w t]me- pw IS- ∂- v t]mI- md- n√- . kvI- qf- n¬ ]Tn°- p∂- ka- b- s- Ø as- ‰mc- p B{Klamb- nc- p∂- p H-cp ]-´m-f-°m-c-\\m-hp-I F-∂-Xv. ]T-\\-Øn¬ H-s° H-cp B-h-td-Pv hn- Zym¿-Yn-bm-bn-cp-∂p. F-s‚ A-—≥ H-cp A-[ym-]-I-\\m-Wv..7˛mw ¢m-kn¬ ln-µn ]Tn-°m≥ _p-≤n-ap-´m-b-t∏mƒ A-—≥ ]-d-™p ln-µn ]Tn∏n°m- sØm-cp k-vIq-fp-s≠-∂v. A-hn-tS-°v F≥-{S≥-kv F-I-vkmw F-gp-Xn ]m-  m-bn. A-ß-s\\ sS-Iv-\\n-°¬ k-vIq-fn¬ A-Uv-an-j≥ e-`n-®p. A-∂m-Wv F-\\n-°v a-\\- n-em-b-Xv \\-Ωƒ {i-an-®m¬ ]Tn-°m-s\\m-s° ]-‰pw F-∂v. kI-v qf- n¬ t]mb- n Hc- mg- N-v Ig- n™- t- ∏mg- mW- v a\\-  - ne- mb- X- v ]Ø- √- ]{- ¥≠- v hnj- b- w ]Tn°- m\\- ps- ≠∂- v. B ka- b- s- Øms- ° ]nS- n®- X- ne- pw he- pX- v am- f-Øn¬ F-∂ A-h-ÿ-bm-bn-cp-∂p . ]-t£ A-—≥ F-s∂ H-cp-]m-Sv k- lm-bn-®n-´p-≠v. F-t∂m-Sn-Xp-h-sc I-fn-t°-≠m- Ft∂m A-s√-¶n¬ C-ß- s\\bp≈- Imc- yß- ƒ°- v t]mI- cpsXt- ∂m ]d- ™- n´- n√- . F√- m Imc- yß- ƒ- °pw A-—-s‚ ]q¿-Æ ]n¥pW D-≠m-bn-cp-∂p. Poh- nX- s- Ø c≠- mb- n ]I- pØ- p am‰- nb- H∂- mb- nc- p∂- t- √m B A]- I- S- w. A]- I- S- Ø- n\\- p tij- w Poh- nX- Ø- n¬ h∂- am‰- ß- ƒ Fs- ¥√- mw BW- v? I-gn-™ sk-]v-‰w-_¿ c-≠n-\\v Im-ep-≈ ]-Xn-aq-∂v h¿-j-Øn-s\\m-∏w Im-en-√m-Ø ]-Xn-aq-∂v h¿-j-hpw ]q¿-Øn-bm-°n.Rm≥ hn-Nm-cn-°p- ∂-Xv A-]-I-Sw ]-‰n-b-Xv H-cp `m-Ky-am-bn F-∂m-Wv, Im-ep-≈ A-\\p-`-hw D-≠v, Im-en-√m-Ø A-\\p-`h-hp-ap-≠v. Im-ep-t≠m C-√-tbm F-∂p-≈- X-√ a-dn-®v \\-Ωƒ F-ß-s\\ Po-hn-°p-∂p F-∂-Xm-Wv. F-∂pw \\-Ωp-sS B{- Kl- ß- ƒ°- pw e£- yß- ƒ°- pt- h≠- n \\nc- ¥- c- a- mb- n ]c- n{- ia- n®- ps- Im- ≠n-cn-°p-I. A-Xn-s‚ C-S-bn¬ ]-cm-P-b-ß-fpw,tXm¬-hn-I-fpw, ssIt∏-dn-b A-\\p-`-h-ß-fp-sam-s° \\-Ωp-sS Po-hn-X-Øn¬ D-≠m-Ipw. B ]-cn-an-Xn-I-fn¬ \\n-∂p-sIm-≠v sN-øm≥ ]-‰p-∂-Xn-s‚ ]-c-am-h-[n sN-øp-I. F-s∂ kw-_-‘n-®n-S-tØm-fw Cu A-]-I-Sw F-s∂ Iq-Sp- X¬ i-‡-\\m-°n. 86

Xs‚ H-cp Im-ev \\-„-s∏-´p-t]m-bn F∂p- °p-tºmƒ Rm≥ Im-ep X-S-hn X-cm≥ ]-d- ≈ bmY- m¿∞- yw Fß- s- \\b- mWv Dƒs- °m- ™p. aqØ- ®- ≥ Fs- ‚ CS- X- pIme- v XShnØ- ≠-Xv? B H-cp A-h-ÿ-bn¬ \\n-∂pw Xn- ∂p. CS- X- v Ime- n¬ Iº- nb- pw πmÃnIv k¿P- - cn®- p hc- h- n\\- v {]t- NmZ- \\- a- mb- X- v Bs- cms- °- dnb- ps- ams- ° sNb- Xv- X- mW- v, AX- ns- ‚ hnc- e- p- bmb- nc- p∂- p? am{- Xa- mW- v ]pd- Ø- p≈- X- v, _m°n`- mK- w Hs- ° {U- v sN-bv-X-Xm-Wv. aqØ®≥ F-s‚ h-e- Cu ]-d-™-Xp-t]m-se X-s∂ sk-]v-‰w-_¿ XpI- me- ns- ‚ hnc- e- p XShnX- ∂- p. At- ∏m Rm≥ c≠- n\\- mW- -v- A]- I- S- w kw`- h- n®- X- v. sI.Fk- v. aqØ- ®- t- \\mS- v \"heXpI- me- mW- v thZ- \\- b- mI- p- B¿.Sn.kn _k- pw ss_°- pw Iq´- nb- nS- n®- mWv ∂-Xv h-e-Xp-Im¬ X-S-hn-Øm' F∂v ]-d-™- A]- I- S- a- p≠- mb- X- v. A]- I- S- w ]‰- nb- n´- v BZyw t∏mƒ aq-Ø-®≥ I-c-™p-sIm≠v ]p-d-tØ- sIm≠- pt- ]mI- p∂- X- v t]c- m{- º,It- √m´- - -v tlmk-v °v t]m-bn. Aß-s\\bm-Wv Rm≥ Im-e-hn- ]n‰- e- ne- mW- .v Ah- nS- p∂- v t__- n sat- Ωmd- nb- ¬ sS D-t≠m-∂v X-∏n t\\m-°p-∂Xv. X-∏nØ-∏n tlm-kv-]n-‰-en¬ F-Øn-®p. A-Xn-\\v ti-jw Hc- p ]c- n[- n FØ- pt- ºmƒ Fs‚ ssI Aß- v Im-ep ap-dn-®p F-∂ hn-h-cw Rm≥ A-dn-bp- ho-Wp-t]m-Ipw. A-ß-s\\ H-∂v c-≠p {]m-h- ∂X- v Hc- mg- N-v Ig- n™- n´- mW- .v sF.kn.bp hn¬ iyw X∏- nb- t- ∏mf- mW- v Ime- n√- F∂- v Rm\\- d- n- InS- °- pt- ºmƒ InS- ∂- nS- Ø- p \\n∂- v Ime- nt- e°v bp-∂-Xv. A-t∂-cw Hcp-]m-Sv k-¶-Sw tXm∂n. t\\m°- pt- ºmƒ H∂- pw ImW- p∂- n√- . Imsem- Fs- ‚ kpl- rØ- p°- f- mW- v F\\- n°- v IqS- pX- ¬ s° apd- n®- pam‰- nb- me- pw AX- v Ah- ns- S Xs- ∂ t{]m’- ml- \\- w Hs- ° X∂Xv. Fs- ∂ Ah- c- p- Ds- ≠∂- p≈- tXm∂- e- mW- v D≠- mh- pI- , AX- n\\v sS Iq-sS I-fn-°m≥ Iq-´pw. A-ß-s\\ F- ^m‚w enw-_v F-∂m-Wv ]-d-bp-I. ]-Xn-aq-∂v √mw A-h-cp-sS Iq-sS Bbn-cp-∂p... Rm-\\pw sIm-√w D-≠m-bn-cp-∂ Im-ev s]-´-s∂m-cp A-h-cn¬ H-cm-fm-bn. Znhkw ap-dn-®p-am-‰p-tºmƒ \\-ap-°v A-Xv AhnsS D≈- X- pt- ]ms- e Xs- ∂ tXm∂pw, Hcp Xp-S¿-∂p-≈ I-em-e-b hn-Zym-`ym-k-Øn-\\v ssht- {_j- ≥ t]ms- e. C√- mØ- Ime- n\\- v th- tZ-h-Kn-cn Xn-c-s™-Sp-°m-\\p-≈ Im-c-Ww Z\\- D≈- X- pt- ]ms- es- bms- ° tXm∂- pw, kln- F¥- mb- nc- p∂- p....tImt- fP- v Ime- L- ´- Ø- n¬, °m≥ I-gn-bp-∂-Xn-epw A-∏p-d-am-Wv. Imep kl- ]- mTnI- f- ps- Sb- pw, A[- ym]- I- c- ps- Sb- pw, apd- n®- ka- b- s- Ø thZ- \\- A[- nI- a- mb- nc- p∂- p. ]c- ni- oe- I- c- pS- b- pw Hs- ° CS- s- ]S- e- pI- ƒ s_U- n¬ InS- °- pt- ºmƒ Rm≥ hnN- mc- n°- p- Fß- s- \\b- mW- v kzm[- o\\- n®- X- v ? ∂-Xv F-\\n-°v c-≠v Im-ep-I-fp-ap-s≠-∂m-Wv. H-cp Zn-h-kw aq-Ø-®≥ F-s‚ A-cn-In-en-cn- tZ-h-Kn-cn tIm-tf-Pn¬ Rm≥ A-{]-Xo-£n-X- am-bn F-Øn-b-Xm-Wv. Nn-In-’-bp-sS `m-K-am- 87

bn tImg- nt- °mS- v saU- n°- ¬ tImt- fP- n¬ Ipd- bn ^p-Uv I-gn-°-W-sa-¶n¬ kn-\\n-a-bn¬ ®v Ime- w D≠- mb- nc- p∂- p. B ka- b- Ø- v AΩ H-s° Im-Wp-∂-Xv t]m-se, tlm-Ã-en-se ]d- ™- v tZh- K- nc- n tImt- fP- ns- \\ Ipd- n®- v Ad- n- P-\\-en-s‚ H-cp I-ºn C-f-°n am-‰n-bn-´v A-Xn- bmw. H-cp-]m-Sv am-‰-߃ F-∂n¬ h-∂-Xv s‚ D-≈n-eq-sS ]p-d-Øv Nm-S-Ww. P-\\-en-eq- tZh- K- nc- nb- n¬ ]Tn°- pt- ºmfmW- v. \\√- kpl- r- sS Nm-Sp-∂ k-a-b-Øv c-≠p-Im-ep-≈ Bƒ- Øp°- ƒ, A≤- ym]- I- ¿, he- nb- If- n°- m¿ A- °m¿°- p NmS- n IS- °- m≥ hf- s- c _p≤- na- p´- m- ß-s\\-bp-≈ \\-√ _-‘-߃ tZ-h-Kn-cn-bn¬ Wv. F-\\n-°v H-‰-°m-em-b-Xv sIm-≠v h-f-sc \\n∂- pw e`- n®- p. tImt- fP- v kvt- ]m¿S- vk- n\\- v th- knº- nf- mb- n´- v B P\\- e- ns- ‚ Ag- nb- ps- S D≈- n- ≠n [m-cm-fw Im-cy-߃ sN-øp-∂p-≠v. an-I- eqs- S ]pd- Ø- v NmS- m≥ ]‰- pw. As- ∂ms- ° F- ® tIm-®p-I-sf tIm-tf-Pn¬ ]-cn-io-e-\\-Øn- s‚ kp-lr-Øp-°ƒ-°v F-t∂m-Sv A-kq-bm- \\v th-≠n sIm-≠p-h-cn-I-bpw. A-Xp-t]m-se Wv, H-cp Im-en-√m-Ø-Øn-s‚ t]-cn¬. Im-en- \\√- If- n°- ms- c Soa- nt- e°- v sIm≠- ph- c- nI- b- pw √m-Ø-Xv G-‰-hpw h-en-b H-cp A-\\p-{K-l-am- Hs- ° sNø- p∂- p≠- v. F∂- nc- p∂- me- pw kvt- ]m- bn-´-v- tXm-∂n-b-Xv B k-a-b-ß-fn-em-Wv. F- Sv-kn-ep-≈ H-cp Ip-´n-°v ]Tn-°p-∂ Ip-´n- √m Znh- k- h- pw tlmÃ- e- n¬ \\n∂- v {Ku≠- n¬ Iƒ°- v In´- p∂- ]c- nK- W- \\- A≤- ym]- I- ¿ \\¬- ^p-Sv-t_mƒ I-fn-°m≥ t]m-Im-dp-≠v. A-ß- Ip∂- n√- F∂- p≈- hk- vX- pX- \\Ω- ps- S tImt- f- s\\ Hc- p Znh- k- w ^pS- vt- _mƒ If- n®- ps- Im≠- n- Pne- p≠- v. Aß- s- \\ Ds- ≠¶- n¬ Iqs- S tImt- f- cn-°p-tºmƒ F-s‚ Ãn-Iv s]m-´n-t∏m-bn ]n- Pn-s‚ `m-K-Øv \\n-∂pw kv-t]m¿-Sv-kn-\\v H-cp- t‰-Zn-h-kw Ãn-Iv C-√m-Ø-Xp-sIm-≠v {Ku- ]m-Sv k-t∏m¿-´pw, \\-√ k-lm-b-ß-fpw In-´p- ≠n¬ Rm≥ I-fn-°m≥ t]m-bn-√. A-∂v cm- ∂p≠- v F∂- p≈- X- v Hc- p hk- vX- pX- b- mW- v. {Xn Fs- ‚ dqa- n¬ Iqs- S ]Tn°- p∂- h- c- pw, tlm- Ã-en-se ko-\\n-tb-gv-kpw F-√m-h-cpw h-∂n-´v tZ-h-Kn-cn-bn-se a-d-°m≥ ]-‰m-Ø H-cp Ft- ∂mS- v If- n°- m≥ hc- mØ- X- v F¥- m Fs- ∂m- A\\p`- h- w?... s° ]d- ™- v Ipt- d t\\c- w kwk- mc- n®- p. F\\- n- °v th≠- n Hcp ÃnI- v taS- n®- n´- mW- v Ah- ¿ F- tZh- K- nc- nb- n¬ \\n∂- pw [mc- mf- w A\\- p`- h- ß- fp s‚ dqante-°v h-∂-Xv. A-ß-s\\-bp-≈ H-cp- -≠v, F-{X ]-d-™m-epw Xo-cm-Ø A-\\p-`-h- ]m-Sv A-\\p-`-h-߃ F-\\n-°v tZ-h-Kn-cn-bn¬ ߃ BW- v tZh- K- nc- n kΩ- m\\- n®- X- v.s]s- ´∂- v \\n-∂pw D-≠m-bn-´p-≠v. A-Xv F-√mw ]-d-bm- F-s‚ Hm¿-a-bn¬ h-cp-∂-Xv G-g-c F-´p-a-Wn sa-∂v sh-®m¬ H-cp-]m-Sv k-a-bw th-≠n-h- B-Ip-tºmƒ tlm-Ã-en-s‚ {^-≠v tK-‰v A- cpw. S-°pw. A-Xv sIm-≠v cm-{Xn H-cp a-Wn-°pw c- ≠p a-Wn-°p-sam-s° hm¿-U-s‚ I-Æp-sh- ]e¿°pw sshimJns‚ PohnXw ´n-®v sa-Un-°¬ tIm-tf-Pv Pw-Kv-j-\\n¬ t]m- hensbmcp amXrIbmW.v Aßs\\bp≈ sshimJns‚ amXrI BcmWv? 88 Cu tNmZyw Ft- ∂mS- v Hc- p]- mS- v Bf- pI- ƒ tNm- Zn®- XmW- v. \\Ω- ps- S Poh- nX- Ø- n¬ bp‡- n°- v \\nc- °- p∂- Imc- yß- ƒ Bc- p ]d- ™- me- pw F- {X sN-dn-b Ip-´n ]-d-™m-epw Rm-\\-Xv Aw- KoI- c- n°- pw, Dƒs- °m≈- pw, a\\-  - ne- m°- pw A- Xv Po-hn-X-Øn¬ \\-S-∏m-°m≥ {i-an-°pw. A- Xp-t]m-se X-s∂ F-s‚ bp-‡n-°v \\n-c-°m- Ø Im-cyw F-{X h-en-b-bmƒ ]-d-™m- epw,Rm≥ AX- v X≈- n°- f- b- pw. Poh- nX- Ø- n¬ Cu H-cp co-Xn-bn¬ H-cp-]m-Sv Bƒ-°m¿ ]d™ Imc- yß- ƒ Rm≥ Dƒs- °m≈- pI- b- pw, A\\- pk- c- n°- pI- b- pw sNb- X-v n´- p≠- .v ]d- b- p∂- Xv sX‰- ms- W∂- v F\\- n°- v tXm∂- nb- Imc- yw Rm≥ X-≈n-°-f-bp-I-bpw sN-bv-Xn-´p-≠v. C-Xn¬ Hcmfps- S t]s- cS- pØ- v ]d- b- pI- F∂- X- v _p≤n- ap-´m-Wv. Po-hn-X-Øn¬ G-‰-hpw Iq-Sp-X¬ C„s∏-Sp-∂ _-lp-am-\\n-°p-∂ H-cm-fv,

ae- ∏- pdw Pn√- b- ns- e AP- a-v ¬ kmd- mW- .v A\\- k- v Happiness is not the end but the journey FS- s- ØmS- nI- b- ps- Ss- bms- ° tIm®- mb- AP- a-v ¬ km¿. Rm≥ Poh- nX- Ø- n¬ I≠- X- n¬ sh®- v G- F∂- X- v If- n°- f- Ø- nt- e°- v Hmt- cm Xh- W- ‰h- pw \\√- a\\- pj- yk- t-v \\l- nb- mW- v At±l- w. Cd- ß- pt- ºmg- pw C¥- ys- b {]X- n\\- n[- oI- c- n®v If- n°- pt- ºmg- pw tXm∂- nb- n´- pt- ≠m? \"Im¬']-¥v I-fn F-∂ hm-°n¬ X-s∂ Ime- ns- ‚ {]m[- m\\- yw hy‡- a- mW- .v AXn¬ F-s‚ G-‰-hpw h-en-b k-t¥m-j-sa-∂v ]-d- H-cp I-fn-°m-c-\\v G-‰-hpw {]-[m-\\w X-s‚ bp-∂-Xv ^p-Sv-t_mƒ I-fn-°p-I F-∂-Xp X- Ime- pI- f- mW- v F∂- v Ic- pX- p∂- ka- ql- Ø- n- s∂b- mW- v. Rm≥ C¥- yb- v°- v th≠- n BZ- yw t\\mS- v Xm¶- ƒ°- v ]d- b- m\\- p≈- s- X¥- mW- v? If- n®- X- v thmf- nt- _mf- mW- .v ]t- £ C¥- yb- °-v p- th-≠n thm-fn-t_m-fp I-fn-°m≥ {io-e-¶- ^p-Sv-t_m-fn-s\\ kw-_-‘n-®n-Sp-tØm-fw Im- bn¬ t]m-bn Xn-cn-®p-h-∂-t∏mƒ Rm≥ ho- ep-am-{X-a-√, Im-epw, I-Æpw,Im-Xpw \\-Ωp-sS ≠pw If- n®- X- pw, {]mŒ- ok- v sNb- Xv- X- ps- ams- ° Nn¥- b- pw F√- mw Xs- ∂ G‰- h- pw {][- m\\- s- ∏´- - ^pS- t-v _mf- mW- .v Aß- s- \\ Hc- p]- mS- v \\mf- s- Ø Xv X-s∂-bm-Wv. ]-t£ Rm≥ hn-iz-kn-°p- Im-Øn-cn-∏n-\\p ti-jw H-cp-]m-Sv I-„-s∏-´n-´m- ∂X- v CX- ns- ems- ° D]- c- nb- mb- n, Hc- p If- n°- m- Wv C-¥y-s°m-cp Aºyq´n ^p-Sv-t_mƒ Sow cs- ‚ Xoc- pa- m\\- a- mW- v, \\Ω- ƒ F¥- mh- W- w F- D≠- mh- p∂- X- pw, AX- n\\- p th≠- n a’- c- n°- m≥ ∂v \\n-›-bn-°p-∂-Xv. Cu A-Sp-Øv hn-]n k- Hs- ° Cd- ß- p∂- X- pw. C¥- yb- ps- S tPg- vk- nb- n- Xy≥ F-∂ I-fn-°m-c-s\\ Ip-dn-®v C-d-ßn-b, ´-v- ^pS- vt- _mƒ If- n°- pI- F∂- v ]d- b- p∂- X- v H- Pb- k- qc- y A`- n\\- b- n®- \"Iym]- v‰- ≥ ' F∂- kn- cp he- nb- A`- na- m\\- h- pw ,AX- pt- ]ms- e Xs- ∂ \\na- b- n¬ ]d- b- p∂- p≠- v \"Hc- p If- n°- mc- s- ‚ B- C¥- yb- ps- S Iym]- v‰- \\- mb- -n- - If- n°- m≥ ]‰- pI- m- bp - v Ah- s- ‚ Ime- pI- f- mW- v F∂- X- v ' ]t- £ sb-∂v ]-d-bp-∂-Xv A-Xn-epw k-t¥m-j-ap-≈ Rm≥ H-s° hn-iz-kn-°p-∂-Xv H-cp I-fn-°m- Imc- yh- pa- mW- .v C¥- y°- v th≠- n If- n°- pt- ºmƒ c-s‚ B-bp-kv A-h-s‚ Xo-cp-am-\\-߃ am- F-s‚ A-fl-k-t¥m-jw ]-d-™-dn-bn-°m≥ {X-am-Wv F-∂p-≈-Xm-Wv. i-‡-am-b Xo-cp-am- ]‰- mØ- nS- t- Ømf- w he- ns- bmc- p A\\- p`- h- a- mW- .v \\ß- ƒ FS- pØ- n´- v \\Ω- ps- S B{- Kß- ƒ°- - v- th- ≠n \\nc- ¥- c- w {ia- n®- psIm≠- nc- p∂- m¬ \\a- p- I-cp-Øv \\¬-In-b-Xv t{]m-’m-l-\\-ß-fm- s°m-s° A-Xv t\\-Sn-sb-Sp-°m≥ km-[n- tWm Xnc- k- °v- c- W- ß- f- mt- Wm? °pw.\\-ap-°v H-cp-]m-Sv ]-cn-an-Xn-I-fpw {]-iv-\\- ßf- pw Hs- °b- p≠- mI- pw. \\Ω- ps- S i‡- a- mb- c≠- ma- X- v If- n°- m≥ XpS- ß- nb- X- v Hc- p]- mS- v I- Xo-cp-am-\\-ß-fpw ,]-cn-{i-a-ß-fpw sIm-≠v A- „-s∏-´n-´m-Wv. H-c-]-I-Sw ]-‰n-bn-´v C-S-Xp Im- sXm-s° a-dn-I-S-°p-hm≥ ]-‰pw. A-Xv F-√m- en-s‚ ap-´n-s‚ F-√v c-≠m-bn No-¥n t]m-bn- h¿°- pw ]‰- pw. AX- n\\- p tXm¬h- nI- f- n¬ Xf- - ´p≠- v. ]¥- v hoS- ns- ‚ ap‰- Ø- v X´- n If- n®- v {]m- cms- X \\nc- ¥- c- w ]c- n{- ia- n®- ps- Im≠- nc- n°- pI- Œok- v sNb- Xv- p, {Ku≠- n¬ Cd- ß- m≥ tIm¨- X-s∂ th-Ww. A-ß-s\\ \\n-∂m¬ F-√m-h¿- ^n-U≥-kv h-∂ A-∂p-ap-X¬ \\m-´n-se {Ku- °pw A-Xv t\\-Sn-sb-Sp-°m≥ km-[n-°pw. ≠n¬ C-d-ßm≥ Xp-S-ßn. F-s‚ G-‰-hpw h- en-b hn-P-bw F-∂v ]-d-™m¬ \\m-´n-ep-≈ t\\m¿a¬ ^pStv _mfn¬ \\n∂- pw Aºyq´n {Ku≠- n¬ If- n°- m≥ Cd- ß- nb- A∂- v apX- ¬ ^pSvt_m-ƒ F-ß-s\\ hy-Xym-k-s∏-´n-cn- C∂- ph- s- c Ah- ¿ Fs- ∂ Hc- p t\\m¿a- ¬ If- n- °p∂- p? °m-c-s\\ t]m-se I-≠n-´m-Wv I-fn-°m≥ Iq- ´p-∂-Xv. F-\\n-°v H-cp ]-cn-K-W-\\-bpw F-s‚ Aºyq´n ^pS- vt- _mf- ns- ‚ {][- m\\- hyX- ym- kp-lr-Øp-°-fp-sS A-Sp-Øv \\n-∂pw e-`n-®n- kw-˛-Aºyq´n ^p-Sv-t_mƒ sk-h≥-km-Wv, ´n-√. A-h¿ F-s∂ ^uƒ sN-øpw Rm-\\pw Aºyq´n ^pS- vt- _mf- ns- ‚ thƒU- v I∏- v hs- c Xn-cn-®v ^uƒ sN-øpw. F-\\n-°v Un-^≥-kv sk-h≥-kn-em-Wv \\-S-°p-∂-Xv. tKmƒ t_m- I-fn-°m-\\m-Wv Iq-Sp-X¬ C-„v-Sw. B-Zyw Iv-kn¬ H-cp sN-dn-b hy-Xym-k-ap-≠v. A-Ø- I-fn-®v Xp-S-ßn-b {Ku-≠n¬ F-Øn-s]-Sp-I cØ- n¬ D≈- sNd- nb- sNd- nb- hyX- ymk- ß- ƒ F-∂p-≈-Xv H-cp-]m-Sv _p-≤n-ap-´p-≈ Im-cy-am- am-{X-am-Wp-≈-Xv. _m-°n I-fn-I-fp-sS \\n-b-a- Wv. Rm≥ Ah- ns- S If- n°- m≥ t]mI- pt- ºmƒ ߃ H-s° t\\m¿-a¬ ^p-Sv-t_m-fn-s‚ co-Xn- F-t∂m-Sv B-fp-Iƒ tNm-Zn-®n-´p-≠v F-¥n-\\m- bn¬ Xs- ∂b- mW- v. Wv Cu hø- mØ- Ime- pw sh®- h- ns- S If- n°- m≥ t]mI- p∂- s- X∂- v, ho´- ne- nc- p∂- v ]Tn®- m¬ t]m- sc. ]Tn-®m¬ C-ß-s\\ H-cp Aw-K-ssh-I-ey- ap-≈-Xp-sIm-≠v s]-s´-∂v tPm-en-sbm-s° 89

In´- pw, tPme- n°- n´- nb- m¬ s]s- ´∂- v Ie- ymW- w ≠n-sbm-s° h-∂-Xv.C-t∏m-gpw tI-c-fm So-an- I-gn-°mw.\\-Ωp-sS \\-√-Xm-{K-ln-®-v- ]-d-™-Xm- s\\m-s° th-≠n thm-fn-t_mƒ I-fn-°p-∂p- Ipw A-sXm-s° kzm-`m-hn-I Nn-¥-I-fm-Wv. ≠.v F-s‚ Po-hn-Xw I-≠v Po-hn-X-Øn-te-°v Xn- cn-®v h-∂ H-cp-]m-Sv B-fp-I-fp-≠v. Ip-d-®v t]- hn-P-b-Øn-se-Øp-tºmƒ tXm¬-hn-I-sf scs- b¶- ne- pw Poh- nX- Ø- nt- e°- v Xnc- ns- I sIm- a-d-°m-\\m-Wv F-√m-h-cpw {i-an-°p-I ≠ph- c- m≥ km[- n®- n´- p≠- v. As- Xms- ° Poh- n- F∂m¬ Xm-¶ƒ A-Xn-s\\ F-∂pw s\\- XØ- n¬ he- nb- kt- ¥mj- w \\¬I- p∂- Imc- y- t©mS- v tN¿°- p∂- p As- X¥- psIm≠- mW- ?v ßf- mW- v. Poh- nX- Ø- n¬ tXm¬h- nI- f- pw ]c- mP- b- ß- f- p- Im¬-]-¥n-s\\ C-{X-b-[n-Iw kv-t\\-ln-®- sam-s° kw-`-hn-°pw. A-t∏mƒ Zpx-Jn-X-cm- bmƒ Fß- s- \\ BW- v C¥- yb- ps- S A¥- m- bn Cc- n°- pI- b- √- th≠- X- .v AX- n¬ \\n∂- v Du¿- cm-{„ thmfn-t_mƒ I-fn-°m-c≥ B-b- ÷w Dƒs- °m≠- v IqS- pX- ¬ IqS- pX- ¬ i‡- - Xv....F-¥v sIm-≠v A-Xn¬ Xp-S¿-∂n-√ ? cm-bn Xn-cn-®v h-cn-I-bm-Wv th-≠-Xv. Rm-s\\- s‚ Poh- nX- Ø- n¬ G‰- h- pw IqS- pX- ¬ Bt- Lm- thm-fn-t_mƒ So-an-se-Øp-∂-Xv A-{]-Xo-£n- jn°- p∂- Znh- k- w sk]- v‰- w_- ¿ 2 BW- v. F- X-am-bm-Wv. Rm≥ tZ-h-Kn-cn tIm-tf-Pn¬ I- s‚ tP-gv-kn \\-º¿ ^p-Sv-t_mƒ I-fn-®-t∏m- fnt- ®m≠- nc- p∂- ka- b- Ø- v \\Ω- ps- S tImt- fP- n- gpw thmf- nt- _mƒ If- n®- t- ∏mg- pw 2 BW- v. F- s‚ tIm-®v \\n-bm-k-v°-bpw {]-km-tZ-´-\\p-am- s‚ Ãn-°n-s‚ ta-se A-Sn-®n-´p-≈ \\-º¿ 2˛- Wv CX- pt- ]ms- e Hc- p Sow Dt- ≠m Fs- ∂ms- ° Wv. A-Xn-\\p-≈ {]-[m-\\-s∏-´ Im-c-Ww A-]- t\\m°- m≥ ]d- b- p∂- X- v. At- \\zj- n®- t- ∏mg- mW- v I-Sw ]-‰n-bn-´v Im¬ ap-dn-®p I-f-™ Zn-h-k- A-ºyq-´n ^p-Sv-t_mƒ F-s∂m-cp Sow tI-c-f- amW- v sk]- v‰- w_- ¿ 2 .Rm≥ C∂- pw hni- zk- n- Ønt- em C¥- yb- nt- em C√- ms- b∂- v a\\-  - ne- m- °p-∂-Xv F-s‚ Im¬ kz¿-§-Øn¬ t]m-b b-Xv. C-Xp-t]m-ep-≈ B-fp-I-sf I-s≠-Øn- Znh- k- a- mW- v A∂- v F∂- mW- v. bm¬ H-cp Sq¿-W-sa‚ v kw-L-Sn-∏n-°mw F- ∂m-bn. C-ß-s\\-bp-≈ B-fp-I-sf A-t\\z-jn- Po-hn-X-Øn¬ hn-P-b-ß-fpw ]-cm-P-b-ß- ®v XpS- ß- n. ]mc- me- nº- vk- v kvt- ]mS- vk- ns- ‚ Im- fpw thW- w. tXm¬h- nI- s- f ad- ∂- p If- ™- m¬ cy-ß-sfm-s° t\\m-°p-∂ Xr-»q-cp-≈ In- \\-Ωƒ A-Xn¬ \\n-s∂m-∂pw ]Tn-®n-´n-√m-∂m- tjm¿ kmd- pw ]d- ™- X- v Aº- yq´- n ^pS- t-v _mƒ Wv. tXm¬-hn-I-fn¬ \\n-∂m-Wv G-‰-hpw \\-√ Sow C√- F∂- p Xs- ∂b- mW- .v ]s- £ \\ne- h- n¬ ]mT-߃ ]Tn-t°-≠-Xv. A-Xv F-∂pw Hm¿- thmf- nt- _mƒ Sow ske- £- ≥ \\S- °- p∂- p≠- v. Ωn°- W- s- a¶- n¬ B tXm¬h- nI- f- pw F∂- pw Xm¬-]-cy-ap-s≠-¶n¬ sk-e-£-\\v ]-s¶-Sp- Hm¿Ω- n°- W- w. °mw. ]s¶S- pØp ske- £- ≥ In´- n. tIc- f- m- So-an-s‚ Iym-]v-‰-\\m-bn. tI-c-f-Øn-\\v th-≠n I-fn-®p A-hn-Sp-∂v C-¥y≥ So-an¬ F-Øn. A-ß-s\\-bm-Wv C-¥y-°v th-≠n {io-e-¶-bn- sems- ° t]mb- n If- n°- p∂- X- v. ]s- £ C¥- y- b°v- v th≠- n If- n®- p F∂- p≈- kt- ¥mj- s- am- s° D-s≠-¶n-epw Fs‚ G-‰-hpw h-en-b k- t¥m-jw ^p-Sv-t_mƒ I-fn-°p-tºm-gm-Wv. Rm≥ ho-≠pw c-≠m-a-Xv I-fn-t®m-≠n-cp-∂- Xpw ^pS- tv- _mƒ Xs- ∂b- mW- v. AX- n\\- nS- b- n¬ ^p-Sv-t_m-fn¬ A¿-P‚o-\\-bp-sS A-≠¿˛30 bps- ams- °b- mb- n If- n°- m\\- p≈- Ah- k- c- s- am- s° e-`n-®n-´p-≠v. A-Xn-\\v ti-j-sam-s°-bm- Wv C-¥y-s°m-cp A-ºyq-´n ^p-Sv-t_mƒ So- sams- ° D≠- mh- p∂- X- .v Soa- nt- e°- v ske- £- ≥ In-´n C-¥y≥ Sow Iym-]v-‰≥ H-s° B-b-Xv Aß- s- \\b- mW- v. e£- yw, B{- Kl- w F∂- v ]- db- p∂- X- v ^pS- vt- _mf- mW- v. AX- n\\- p th≠- nb- n- ´p-≈ {i-a-Øn-s‚ `m-K-am-bn-´m-Wv thm-fn- t_mƒ Xm¬°- me- nI- a- mb- n \\n¿Ø- n sht- °- 90

{]-h¿-Øn-°m≥ I-gn-hpw B-tcm-Ky- ™n-´p-≠v. AXp-t]mse a-s‰m-∂m-Wv A-Uz- hp-ap-≠m-bn-´pw Zp¿-_-e-cm-bn t]m-Ip-∂ C- ©-d-kv {Sn-∏pIƒ. C-s∏m \\n-e-hn¬ ]m-cm- ∂s- Ø ka- ql- Ø- nt- \\mS- v Xm¶- ƒ°- v ]d- b- m- ss{K-Un-ßpw {S-°nw-ßpw kv-°q-_ ss{S- \\p≈- s- X¥- mW- ?v hn-ßp-sam-s° sN-bv-Xn-´p-≠v. C-\\n ln-am- e-b-Øn-te-°v t]m-I-W-sa-∂m-Wv A-Sp-Ø \\-ap-s°m-∂n-\\pw I-gn-hn-√ F-∂ Nn-¥ B- e-£yw. CXn-s\\√mw {i-an-®n-cp-∂-Xm-Wv. Zy-ta F-Sp-Øv am-‰-Ww. H-cp hn-Øn-\\p-≈n¬ sIm-tdm-W Im-c-Ww am-‰n h-bv-°-≠n h-∂p. H-cp a-cw D-d-ßn-°n-S-°p-∂-Xv t]m-se F- A-Xp-t]m-se tIm-®nw-Kv ta-J-e-bn-te-°v h- √m a-\\p-jy-cp-sS D-≈n-epw A-]-cn-an-X-am-b c-W-sa-∂p-≠v. A-Xn-\\p-≈ {]-[m-\\-s∏-´ Im- I-gn-hp-Iƒ D-≠v. A-Xv h-f¿-Øm≥ \\-Ωƒ c-Ww F-∂v ]-d-bp-∂-Xv \\m-´n≥-]p-d-ß-fn¬ {i-an-®p-sIm-≠n-cn-°-Ww. ]-cm-P-b-ß-sfm- H-s° H-cp ]m-Sv \\-√ I-fn-°m¿ s{]m^-j- s°-bp-≠m-Ipw ]-s£ X-f¿-∂v t]m-I-cp-Xv. W¬ ^pSvt_m-fn-te°v h-cp-∂n-√. Ir-Xy- am-b tIm-®nw-Kv In-´m-dn-√. \\m-´n≥-]p-d-ß-fn- km-[m-c-W F-√m-h-cpw sN-øp-I H-t∂m se ssaX- m\\- ß- f- n¬ If- n Ah- k- m\\- n∏- nt- °- c-t≠m tXm¬-hn-Iƒ kw-`-hn-®m¬ \\-Ωƒ ≠n h-cp-∂ H-cp-]m-Sv t]-cp-≠v. A-h¿-°v th- e-£y-ß-sfm-s° a-d-∂p-I-f-bpw. A-ß-s\\ ≠n \\m-´n≥-]p-d-ß-fn¬ tIm-®nw-Kv A-°m- B-hm-Xn-cn-°mw.\\-Ωp-sS Np-‰n-epw hn-P-bn- Za- nI- ƒ XpS- ß- m\\- pw AX- n\\- v tIm®- nwK- v sse- ® B-fp-Iƒ D-≠v. sa-kn, {In-Ãym-t\\m sdm- k≥-kv F-Sp-°-W-sa-∂p-sam-s°-bp-≠v.A- Wmƒ-tUm, k-®n≥, sF.Fw hn-P-b≥ A- Xn-\\p th-≠n-bp-≈ {i-a-߃ H-s° \\-S-°p- ß-s\\ B-sc F-Sp-Øv t\\m-°n-bm-epw A- ∂p-≠v . H-cp A-°m-Z-an-bn-ev A-kn-Ã≥-dv h¿-s°m-s° ]p-d-In¬ H-cp-]m-Sv tXm¬-hn- tIm-®v B-bn t]m-bn-´p-≠v. .A-Xn-\\n-S-bn¬ I-fpw k-¶-S-ß-fpw ]-cm-P-b-ß-fp-sam-s°- kn-\\n-a-bn¬ A-`n-\\-bn-°m-\\p-≈ A-h-k-cw bp-≠v. A-Xn¬ X-f¿-∂v t]m-Im-sX ho-≠pw e-`n-®p. ]-cn-{i-an-®-Xv sIm-≠m-Wv A-h-sc-√mw hn- P-b-Øn-se-Øn-b-Xv.A-Xp-t]m-se \\-Ω-fpw 91 \\n-c-¥-cw ]-cn-{i-an-®p sIm-≠n-cn-°p-I. ap-t∂m-´p-≈ Po-hn-X-sØ F-ß-s\\ t\\m- °n ImW- p∂- p.. `mh- nb- ns- e {]X- o£- I- f- pw, kz]- \\v- ß- f- pw Fs- ¥√- ma- mW- v? [mc- mf- w e£- yß- f- pw B{- Kl- ß- f- pa- p≠- v.{]- [m\\- s- ∏´- Hc- p e£- yw F∂- v ]d- b- p∂- X- v 2022 ¬ A-ºyq-´n ^p-Sv-t_mƒ thƒ-Uv I-∏v \\-S- °p-∂p-≠v. A-Xn¬ C-¥y-bv-°v I-fn-°m-\\m- h-Ww ,tbm-Ky-X t\\-Sn-sb-Sp-°m-\\m-h-Ww, A-ºyq-´n ^p-Sv-t_mƒ thƒ-Uv I-∏v A-Sn- °m-\\m-h-Ww F-∂m-Wv.Rm≥ A-ºyq-´n ^p- Sv-t_mƒ C-¥y≥ So-an-se Iym-]v-‰-\\m-bn I- fn-°p-∂-Xv F-s∂m-s° D-s≠-¶n-epw F-\\n- °v G-‰-hpw Iq-Sp-X¬ C-„w t\\m¿-a¬ ^p- Sv-t_mƒ I-fn-°m≥ B-Wv. G-‰-hpw Iq-Sp- X¬ I-fn-°p-∂-Xpw A-Xm-Wv. A-Xn¬ _- lv-dn¬ bp-h tI-c-f F-∂ ¢-_n-\\v th-≠n, \\m-´n¬ ^m¿-°≥-kv ^p-tUm-Øv ¢-_n-\\v th-≠n, a-e-_m¿ bp-ssW-‰-Uv F^v.-kn. tIm-gn-t°m-Sn\\p th-≠nsbm-s° I-fn-®n-´p- ≠v. sF.-F-kv.-F¬ t\\m¿-Øv Cu-Ãv bp- ssW-‰-Un-s‚ No-^v K-Ãv B-bn- t]m-Iphm- \\pw A-h¿-s°m-∏w I-fn-°m-\\p-sam-s° I- gn™- n´- p≠- v. AX- p t]ms- e ske- n{- _n‰- n ^p- Sv-t_mƒ Sq¿-W-sa‚n¬ _w-Kmƒ tam-l≥ _-Km\\psams° th≠n I-fn-°m≥ I-gn-

G-‰-hpw N-¥-ap-≈ ao-\\n-s‚ t]-sc-¥m-Wv? A-s√-¶n¬ G-Xv ao-\\n-\\m-Wv N-¥-an-√m-Ø-Xv? ao-\\m-Wv F-¶n¬ X-d-hm-Sv I-S-em-W-.v I-S-en-Xp a-d-°m-dn-√. a-d-∂p t]m-Ip-∂-sX-t∏m-gpw ao-\\p-I-fm-Wv. _-lp-kz-c-X-bn-epw k-am-tbm-P-\\-Øn-s‚ k-ao-]-\\-am-Wv th-≠-Xv. ]-e \\n-e B-g-ß-fn¬ ]-e¿ h-kn-t® ]-‰q. ]-s£ ]-c-kv-]-cw X-W-em-Im-\\pw Xm-ßm-Im-\\pw a-d-∂pIq-Sm \\mw. kamtbmP\\Øns‚ kao]\\amIs´.... hÆØn\\pw XnÆanSp°n\\pa∏pdw a\\ nep≠mhs´ \\m\\mXzØnse GIXzw. 92

ambmXn-cn-°s´ atXXcXzw ka≥hb F≥.-]n. H∂mw h¿j _n.-F-kv.-kn. am’v am\\hcminsb aXsa∂ anYybm¬ aÆn¬ aqSp∂sXt¥m AXmWv ]X\\w. P\\ßfm¬ P\\߃ X≥ Pohs\\ Po¿Æn∏n°p∂sXt¥m AXmWv A[x]X\\w. kqcyN{µXmc߃ Ccpfns‚ ad\\o°n kzX{¥cmhp∂sXt∏mtgm AXmWv {KlWw. alm`mcX NXpcwKIfnIƒt]mse NqXmSpIbmWv `mcXsa∂ km{amPyw. AIse Bfn°Øp∂ AKv\\nPzmebmb- v- thhpIbmWv P\\߃ X≥lrZbw. AWbm≥ XpSn°p∂ Zo]\\mf߃t]mse BhmXncn°s´ `mcXw. atXXcXzØn≥ Ic߃ ]nSn®v Hcp ^n\\nI-vkv ]£ntbt∏mse Dbn¿sØgpt\\¬°s´ alØmb `mcXw. 93

s\\lvdqhnb≥ kn≤m¥ßfpw B[p\\nI C¥ybpw C-¥y≥ P-\\m-[n-]-Xy aq-ey-߃-°v G-sd {iolcn hn. c≠mw h¿j _n.F. ^Mvj-W¬ Cw•ojv {]m[- m\\- ya- ¿l- n°- p∂- Hc- p Ime- L- ´- Ø- ne- q- sS-bm-Wv \\mw Dƒ-s∏-Sp-∂ X-e-ap-d I-S-∂p- Ip-dn-®p-≈ s\\-lv-dp-hn≥-sd I-e¿-∏n-√m-Ø t]mb- ns- °m≠- nc- n°- p∂- X- v. Km‘- n, s\\l- vd- p, Im-gv-N-∏m-Sv hy-‡-am-°p-∂-Xm-bn-cp-∂p. Pm- Awt- _Z- Iv- ¿ XpS- ß- nb- tZi- ob- t\\X- m°- s- f Xn, a-X ,enw-K ,`m-jm t`-Z-a-t\\y F-√m ]u-c- Xnc- k- vI- c- n°- pI- b- pw Ah- c- ps- S Nn¥- m[- mc- I- - ∑m¿-°pw A-h-Im-i-߃ D-d-∏p h-cp-Øp-∂ sf X-I¿-°p-I-bpw sN-øp-∂ a-t\\m-`m-hw `- a-tX-X-c P-\\m-[n-]-Xy cm-{„-am-bn C-¥y ]- cW- I- qS- ß- ƒ°- nS- b- n¬ ImW- p∂- p≠- .v C¥- y cn-h¿-Ø-\\w sN-ø-s∏-S-Ww F-∂-Xm-Wv A- F∂- cmP- yw AX- ns- ‚ \\ma- w t]ms- e eL- q- Xv .C-¥y≥ tZ-io-b-X-bn¬ h¿-§o-b Nn-¥- I-cn-® H-cp cm-Py-a-√. C-¥y-°p-≈n¬ A-\\- Iƒt- °m k¶- pN- nX- a\\- ÿ- nX- nt- °m bms- Xm- h-[n a-X-ß-fpw,Pm-Xn-I-fpw,D-]-Pm-Xn-I-fpw , cp ÿm-\\-hpw s\\-lv-dp I¬-∏n-®n-cp-∂n-√. h¿-§-ß-fpw hn-hn-[ `m-j-I-fpw, kw-k-vIm-c- ß-fpw, I-e-I-fpw \\n-e-sIm-≈p-∂p-≠v. a-‰p t]m-Ãv sIm-tfm-Wn-b-en-k-Øn-\\p ti- cm-{„-ß-fn¬ \\n-∂v C-¥y-sb hy-Xy-kv-X-am- jw C-¥ym-cm-Py-sØ \\n¿-Ωn-s®-Sp-°p-∂- °p-∂-Xpw tem-I-t\\-Xm-°ƒ C-¥y-sb _- Xn¬ s\\-lv-dp-hns‚ B-i-b-[m-c-Iƒ h-ln- lp-am-\\n-°p-∂-Xpw Cu _-lp-cm-{„ k-¶-ev- ® ]-¶v sN-dp-X-√. tZ-io-b-{]-ÿm-\\-hp-am-bn ]w D-b¿-∂p-h-∂ cm-Py-am-b-Xv sIm-≠m-Wv. _-‘-s∏-´ t\\-Xm-°-fn¬ \\n-∂pw Xo¿-Øpw s\\l- vd- p 1947 HmK- Ã- v 14˛15 A¿≤- c- m{- Xnb- n¬ hn-`n-∂-am-b Nn-¥-I-fm-bn-cp-∂p s\\-lv-dp-hn- C¥- y≥ ]m¿e- s- a≥d- n¬ `c- W- L- S- \\- \\n¿Ω- m- s\\ \\-bn-®-Xv. tkm-jy-en-Ãv Nn-¥m-K-Xn-bpw W-k-`-bv-°v ap-ºm-sI \\-S-Øn-b a-l-Øm- IrX- ya- mb- imk- v{- Xob- \\nc- o£- W- h- pw Db- ¿- sbm-cp {]-kw-K-ap-≠v (Trust with Destiny). ∂ cm-{„o-b-t_m-[-hpw C-¥y-sb I-cp-Øp-‰ bY- m¿∞- Ø- n¬ AX- v kzX- {- ¥y `mc- X- s- Ø cmP- ya- m°- n Xo¿Ø- ps- h∂- v Nc- n{- Xw tcJ- s- ∏- 94

Sp-Øp-∂p. C-¥y-s°m-∏w kzm-X-{¥yw e-`n- e-`n-°-Ww, am-{X-a-√ H-∂n-\\v ta¬ a-s‰m-∂v ® \\-Ωp-sS A-b¬-cm-Py-߃ H-cp-X-cw ta[- mh- nX- yw ]pe- ¿Ø- ms- X t\\m°- W- w, c≠- p G-Im-[n-]-Xy- ^m-kn-Ãv `-c-W co-Xn-I-fn-te- Iq´- c- pw ]c- k- ]-v c- kl- h- ¿Ø- nØ- t- Øms- S \\n- °v hg- pX- n t]mh- pI- b- pw sNb- vX- p. C¥- y sI- e-sIm-≈m-\\pw, C-cp-h-sc-bpw tN¿-Øv \\n¿- ´p-d-∏p-≈ `-c-W-L-S-\\ hn-`m-h-\\w sN-øp-∂ Øm-\\pw s\\-lv-dp {i-≤n-®n-cp-∂p. 1947˛ ¬ H-cp cm-Py-am-bn am-dn-b-Xv s\\-lv-dp-hn¬ Dƒ- ]m-In-kv-Xm≥ \\n-e-hn¬ h-∂-t∏mƒ \"ln-µp t®¿-∂ aq-ey-ß-fp-sS ^-e-am-bn-´m-Wv. sIm- C¥- y' F∂- h- mZ- w Hc- pI- q´- ¿ Db- ¿Ø- nb- t- ∏mƒ tfmW- nb- ¬ i‡- nI- f- ps- S ]n≥h- mß- e- pI- ƒ- i‡- a- mb- {]X- nt- cm[- n®- h- c- ns- emc- mf- mW- v s\\- °v ti-jw s\\-lv-dp {]-[m-\\-a-{¥n-]-Z-Øn-te- lv-dp. ]m-In-ÿm≥ C-…mw cm-Pyw B-b-Xv °v Im-se-Sp-Øp-h-®-t∏mƒ A-∂-sØ {_n- sIm-≠v C-¥y ln-µp-Xz-Øn¬ Du-∂-cp-sX- ´o-jv {]-[m-\\-a-{¥n-bm-bn-cp-∂ s¢-sa‚ v A-‰v- ∂pw aX- X- o{- hh- mZ- nI- ƒ°- v Ime- v- IpØ- m≥ C- en s\\-lv-dp-hn-\\-b-® I-Øn¬ G-jy≥ cm- Sa- n√- mØ- at- XX- c- X- za- mb- nc- °- W- w F∂- X- m- {„-߃-°v cm-Pm-[n-]-Xy-am-bn-cp-∂p A-\\p- bn-cp-∂p A-t±-l-Øn≥-sd hm-Zw. Xs‚ {]- tbm-Py-sa-∂v ap-∂-dn-bn-∏v sIm-Sp-Øn-´p-≠m- Ya- a{- ¥nk- `- b- n¬ tUmŒ- ¿ _n.B¿.Awt- _- bn-cp-∂-t{X, s\\-lv-dp A-Xv ]m-sS X-≈n-°-f- Zv-I-dn-s\\ \\n-b-a-h-Ip-∏v a-{¥n-bm-°n-b {]-h¿- bp-I-bpw C-¥y-bp-sS cm-{„o-b-X P-\\m-[n-]- Ø-\\-ssi-en s\\-lv-dp Xp-S¿-∂p t]m-∂n-cp- Xy-am-sW-∂pw. {]m-b-]q¿-Øn thm-´-h-Im- ∂p. \\n-e-hn-se km-l-N-cy-Øn¬ cm-Py-Øn i-tØm-Sv Iq-Sn-bp-≈ P-\\m-[n-]-Xy cm-{„- amb- n C¥- y {]h- ¿Ø- n°- pI- b- pw s‚ sFX- nl- mk- nI- a- mb- ka- c- t]mc- m´- ß- - sNbX-v p. s\\-lv-dp-hn-b≥ ss]- sf-bpw tZ-io-b-t\\-Xm-°-sf-bpw X-a-k-vI- XrI- w s\\l- d-v ph- n¬ am{- Xw Dƒ- tN¿∂- X- mb- nc- p∂- n√- . Hc- p Xc- - cn-°p-∂, kzm-X-{¥-k-a-c-sØ Øn¬ A-s√-¶n¬ a-s‰m-cp t]m-epw Aw-Ko-I-cn-°mØ A- X-c-Øn¬ A-t±-l-Øn-s‚ h-ÿ kw-Pm-X-am-bn-cn-°p-∂p. k-a-Im-eo-\\-cpw k-l-{]-h¿-Ø-I- `-c-W-L-S-\\-sb X-≈n-∏-d-bm- cpa- mb- nc- p∂- Awt- _Z- I-v ¿, cmP- t- Km- \\pw im-kv-{X-t_m-[-sØ t]m- ]me- mN- mc- n, kt- cmP- n\\- n\\- mb- nU- p, epw hnI- rX- a- m°- n ac- t- _m[- w B- B-km-Zv Xp-S-ßn-b ]-e-cpw D-Zm-l- Ip-hm-\\p-≈ Nn-¥-Iƒ cq-]w sIm- cW- ß- f- mW- v. ≈pI- b- mW- .v ]n¬°- me- Ø- v C¥- y≥ `-c-W-L-S-\\-bp-sS e-£y-{]-ta-b-am- _-lp-kz-c-X-bp-sS ]-cn-c- b `c- W- L- S- \\- b- ps- S Ba- pJ- s- Ø £b- n¬ At- ±l- w ]pe- ¿Ø- nb- (preamble) ]-‰n A-t±-lw H-cn- Pm-{K-X s\\-lv-dp-hn-b≥ B-i- °¬ a-\\- p-Xp-d-∂-Xv C-ß-s\\- bß- f- ps- S {][- m\\- {]t- Xy- bmW- v, Cs- Xmc- p {]t- ab- w am{- X- IX- b- mW- v. `qc- n]- £- ß- ƒ- °v e-`n-°p-∂ ]-cn-K-W-\\ a√- Hc- p {]J- ym]- \\- w Iqs- Sb- m- \\yq-\\-]-£-߃-°v Wv H-cp D-S-a-ÿ t_m-[-am- F-√m ta-J-e-bn- Wv; F-√m-‰n-\\p-ap-]-cn-bm-bn epw \\-Ωp-sS H-cp k-a¿-∏- Ww Iq-Sn-bm-Wv. Cu \\-Ωƒ F∂- p≈- Xv 95

\\m-\\m-Xz-Øn¬ G-I-Xz-Øn-s‚ {]-Xn-^-e-\\- IpI- b- pw sNb- vX- p. amW- v. C¥- yb- ps- S _l- pk- zc- X- b- n¬ IqS- n°- - e¿∂- P\\- I- ob- sFI- ya- mW- v.C¥- yb- ps- S A- Xn-I-™ bp-‡n-hm-Zn-bm-bn-cp-∂ A-t±- [nI- mc- t- I{- µß- f- n¬ aX- m[- nj- Tv nX- cm{- „ob- w- lw A-‘-hn-izm-k-ß-tfm-Spw A-\\m-Nm-c-ß- - i-‡n {]m-]n-°p-∂p-≠v. s\\-lv-dp-hns‚ im- tfm-Spw ap-Jw-Xn-cn-® \\n-e-]m-Sp-Iƒ kzo-I-cn- kv-{X-t_m-[w ]-e-t∏m-gpw Cu A-Sp-Ø Im- ®p t]m-∂p. ]-t£ C-¥y hy-Xy-kv-X a-X- eß- f- n¬ ant- Ymf- P- n°- ¬ ho£- W- Ø- n\\- v h- ß-fm-epw Pm-Xn-t`-Z-ß-fm-epw Np-‰-s∏-´-Xn- gna- md- p∂- p≠- .v imk- {-v X t_m[- Ø- n\\- ∏- pd- w s\\- \\m¬ Cu hn-`m-Kw P-\\-k-aq-l-ß-fp-sS A- lv-dp D-b¿-Øn-b a-tX-X-c,kmw-k-vIm-cn-I an- `n-{]m-b-߃ A-t±-lw am-\\n-®v t]m-∂n-cp- {inX- a- mb- P\\- m[- n]- X- yt- _m[- h- pw, _l- pk- z- ∂p. aX- h- pw,PmX- nb- pw,hwi- h- pw ,h¿K- h- pw Iq- cX- b- pw sh√- ph- nf- nI- ƒ t\\c- n´- ps- Im≠- nc- n°- p- Sn-°-e¿-∂ `m-c-X-Øn¬ hw-io-b,h¿-§o-b-]- ∂p-≠v. H-∂mw `-c-W-L-S-\\m-\\n¿-Ωm-W k-`- ca- mb- \\ne- ]- mS- pI- ƒ°- v A°- me- Ø- v {]k- ‡- n- sb A-`n-ap-Jo-I-cn-®p s\\-lv-dp kw-km-cn-®- bp≠- mb- nc- p∂- n√- . Xv C¥- yb- ps- S hne- a- X- n°- m\\- mI- mØ- Nc- n{- X- tc-J-I-fm-Wv. C-¥y-sb tk-hn-°p-I F-∂- tem-I-Øn-\\p-ap-∂n¬ `m-c-X-Øns‚ Xn\\- ¿∞- w I„- s- ∏S- p∂- P\\- ß- s- f kl- mb- n- sF-U≥-Un-‰n B-Wv A-Xns‚ P-\\m-[n-]-Xy- °p-I, Zm-cn-{Zyw, tcm-Kw,A-k-a-Xzw F-∂n-h- ˛a- t- XX- c- X- z kz`- mh- w. AX- v X√- ns- IS- pØ- m≥ sbm-s° C-√m-Xm-°p-I-bpw k-a-Xz-hpw, k- {ia- n°- p∂- Bi- b- ß- t- fmS- pw BZ- ¿i- ß- t- fm- am[- m\\- w Dd- ∏- m°- pI- b- pa- mW- .v Hc- mf- ps- Sb- pw I- Spw \\Ω- ƒ AI- e- w ]me- n°- pI- X- s- ∂ thW- w. Æo¿ ho-gm-Xn-cn-°p-I F-∂-Xm-bn-cp-∂p Km- ‘nP- nb- ps- S B{- Kl- w AX- n\\- m¬ Xs- ∂ Km- ‘n-b≥ B-i-b-߃ ap-dp-sI-∏n-Sn-°p-I-bpw A-Xv X-s‚ {]-h¿-Øn-I-fn-eq-sS {]m-h¿-Øn- Ia- m°- pI- b- pw sNb- vX- p. ]©- h- ’- c- ]≤- X- n- I-fn-eq-sS C-¥y-bp-sS Im¿-jn-I-hpw, hym-h- km-bn-I-hp-am-b am-‰-߃-°v Du-∂¬ \\¬- 96

lrXp]¿Æ Fkv. H∂mw h¿j amkvtImw acWw C\\nbm hnc¬Xpºn¬ \\n¿hrXnbSbm≥ IgnbmsX Rm≥ AS™ \\ns‚ t\\{XØnse Ahkm\\ Xp≈nbmb-v- AS¿∂p hogth Pohs‚ Ahkm\\ izmkhpw \\o s]mgn°th \\izcXbn¬ \\n∂v \\o hnShmßth A\\izcambsXt¥m F∂n¬ hoWpSbth. icocamWv \\o, Fs‚ Bflmhpw \\o, {]Wbhpw \\o, Fs‚ {]mW\\pw \\o acWØns‚ {]nbtadnb XWp∏nte°v \\S∂Sp°th, Ft¥ Fs‚ hnc¬XpºpIsf \\o A\\mYam°n, Fs∂ \\o A\\mYam°n, inYneam°nb kz]v\\sØ ]n∂nem°th, Hcp NnXbn¬ \\o Fcns™mSpßth Adn™p Rm≥ Fs‚ acWtØbpw Bflmhns‚ A¥ysØbpw. 97

H-cp a-b-°-Øn-\\-∏p-dw AarX ]n. c≠mw h¿j Fw.-F. Cw•ojv sX-t° sXm-Sn-bn-se am-hn-\\pw A-¥y-am-bv A-h-s‚ X-W-en¬ Nm-bm-\\pw C-\\n-b-h-fn-√ F-cn-™p I-Øp-∂ Nm-c-Øn-\\pw A-h-fp-sS K-‘-am-Wv.... tXm-cm-sX s]-øp-∂ a-g-bn-epw A-h-fn-se A-Kv-\\n Pz-en-°p-∂p-thm.... cm-{Xn-bn¬ ]q-hn-´ ]m-cn-Pm-Xwt]m-epw A-h-fn-se K-‘-sØ kzo-I-cn-®pthm.... A-∂v s]-bv-X a-g-bn¬ F-∂n-te-t°m-Sn-b-Sp˛ Ø-hƒ C-∂n-Xm ]-d-bm-sX-b-I-∂p-t]m-bn.... F-∂n¬ s]-bv-Xn-d-ßn-b-hƒ C-\\n-bn-s√-t∂m¿-°p-hm≥ I-gn-bn-s√-\\n-°v F-∂n-se h-cn-Iƒt]m-epw hn-cn-™-Xv \\n-\\-°m-bn-cp-∂n-t√ F-∂n-´pw X-\\n-®m-°n a-d-™-sX-t¥.... \\n-s‚ s]-bv-Øn-\\m-bv Im-Øn-cp-∂-h≥ \\n≥ Nm-c-a-Xn¬ Cu-d\\-Wn-bp-∂p F-∂n¬ {]-W-b-am-bv \\o s]-bv-X-t∏mƒ C-s∂≥ lr-Z-bw tNm¿-s∂m-en-∏q sXm-Sn-bn-se ap-√-sam-´n-\\v t]m-epw \\n-s‚ K-‘-am-b-sX-t¥...... 98