PROPOSAL ODE17th October 1985I've found the girl at long, long, last,at the end of eight tough years.She approached me like a breath ofSpring,renewed my strength, destroyed my fears.Just like an angel in disguise(‘Raphaella’ she might be called!)She picked me out and took me in,together we'll cross any ford!Within three months of knowing herI had proposed, and she said ‘Yes,of course’, but only at the third attempt;it had been quite a game of chess! 41
Yet now I've ‘queened’, and amenrapturedby her ways; this lovely daughterknows not how to hurt any creature,for she’s a Vet and they’ve well taught her!Helen dear, I do love youso don't you start forgetting,I’ll support you now for evermore,even when you’re heavy vetting! 42
NEW DESIRES14th November 1985All I want out of life is a child and a wifeand a place that I can call home.So if I do wander or appear to gosquandermy riches, wherever I roam,please take me back where I belong, whenI swearI’ll not long for the long sea-shore’s foam.Of my best all the time I’ll give you inrhymeif you’ll hold me and stop me from going.If we’re ever at sea and you turn to meand say ‘Hurry, for this ship is sinking!’I’ll turn back to you and, quicker thanquicksand,Save their Souls, far faster than blinking!If you’ll give to me only, to me, who islonely,your love, which is deep as the oceans; 43
I’ll give you my passion, it’s never infashion!and stronger than any love potion.Stay close by my side. Come, love, be mybride!Come along on my wide far-off travels. 44
THE BIRTH OFJENNY LEE (on22nd February 1991)7th April 1991The crocuses poked their heads outthrough the gaps in the rain,all over the countryside on the day thatyou were born.They came out in the early Spring whenno more snow remained,as the February light began to push backthe dawn.First yellow, then white and lilac andeventually bluecame out in bright clusters, just to catch aglimpse of you;little Jennifer Margaret Elisabeth Lee,who turned us two - plus cats and dogs -into “now we’re three”! 45
With a shock of dark brown hair, and eyesof deepest blue,and a thumping nine pounds, six andone half ounces;we toasted you with many a ‘dram’ of bestchampagne -adored your little baby girl looks, andgave you baby bounces!So stay as pretty as you are now, andplease do grow up happy.(By the way, please hurry up and stopwearing a nappy!)And when you’re crawling, speaking,walking, or whatever –You’ll go on giving lovely smiles, nomatter what the weather! 46
DIVORCED FROM AN EIGHT-YEAR OLDGIRL8th November 1999The grandparents’ car approaches my flat,and slows,And parks there, and I’m poised for that‘hello!’Moment when Jenny appears at my frontdoor, and standsReady to be lifted in her eager daddy’shands.I hold her up and to me, as long as herweight lets me,For she is tall for her eight years, but slim– so not too heavyFor this oh so vital contact point after ohso many days.The two or three week intervals seem like agreat grey haze. 47
When you only see your young daughteronce a fortnightAnd the circumstance of awful divorcewas far from polite,Every moment of every eight hourstogetherIs a right royal occasion of pleasure – totreasure.She often confides to Grandma that shecannot comprehendWhy happy days with ‘the three of us – andpets’ came to an end,Not living as now with my ‘ex-’ and herlatest ‘partner’In the house I bought for the three of us –not ‘him and her’. 48
Yet my total material loss of house,‘things’ and carAre no match for the loss of daughterdear, by far.I try hard to forget these grievouscircumstances –Jenny reminds me of lost home,Labradors, laughs and dances.And us all together, a short-lived ‘familyunit’Till ‘divorce most foul’ drove a bulldozerright through it.Still now we have our eight hours or so togoOf ‘quality time’ with ‘weekend dad’ – let’smake it go very slow! 49
So in the car to “Grandma’s house”, hersitting very quiet,So we probe her about her days at school,her pet rabbits and their diet,And sometimes play ‘I spy’ or otherchildrens’ gamesUntil we run out of things round the carof which to guess the names.At “Grandma’s house”, so much bigger,more welcoming than my flat,She often gets out pen, paper, brushes, anddraws for hours on the mat.Since last year, when I built her one, sheprefers her computer.I’m often called from ‘fag break’ ingarden by cries of ‘Daddy!’ – to help her! 50
She always lets me know she loves medearly still, especially that way.These constant cries of ‘Daddy! Help!’make me feel needed a lot today.Her face and body language speak ofhaving fun – but in confusion.To say she still longs for a ‘married, happyhome’ is the obvious conclusion.As happy as she is with my company, she isjust as at home with her cousins.My brother’s two girls and a boy will playwith her and chatter – by the dozen!Today is November 6th; near their home inSussex it’s Guy Fawke’s NightSo we are all driving down thereespecially for fireworks and bright lights. 51
It’s been a week of such bright displays, inHatfield just a week agoThe same family group came together inthe Park for another showOf ‘Witches, Pumpkins and Fireworks’ withall of us suitably dressed.Jenny, in red cape and trident, withmusical fireworks was really impressed.Yet then as this week, as we’ll see, she’soften distant and sad.Unable to express her feelings to anequally hurt dad.Yet at first after we arrive, and eat scampiand chips near Brighton PierShe’s delighted to chuck chips at ternsand gulls, hovering so near. 52
She goes out of her way to point out to mea dead dogfish on the stones.It’s like a little shark, we both agree,reduced to skin and bones.Already she starts to look listless, a real‘little girl lost’.For the umpteenth time I rue the loss thatcruel divorce has cost.We drive up after lunch to my brother’sseven-bed home, not far,Which dwarfs, with its half-acre garden,my little bed-sit in Ware.How to explain to an eight-year old, ifsickness then divorce had not comeI could have got us a house like this tolive there with her Mum? 53
The cousins play games, on Jem’scomputer the Internet they try.They’re already way beyond theirgrandparents, almost Jem and I!For even though we are both computermen, me forcibly out of the gameThese kids even at six can really wield amouse, and put us to shame!Darkness falls, we join the crowds walkingto the firework display.Soon Jenny is ‘freezing’, so is wrapped in ascarf – she can scarcely walk away.Yet soon I see she is oblivious to iridescentrockets.She stands there silent, remote and frail,her fists clenched in her pockets. 54
‘Gutted’ is the way she looks - and that’sthe way I feel too.I put my arm around her, as if to stick toher like glue.But she cannot talk about her and mygreat feelings of pain,Over a divorce that I cannot at her ageeven start to explain.We leave it there as ever, huge questionshanging in the air,And walk back slowly for supper, herwithout the heart to dareTo ask as so often she has in the past,asked my Mother in dread,‘Why has daddy gone? Why do I have tolive with another man instead?’ 55
Soon, too soon, we are back on themotorway heading northward home,And Jenny exhausted – traumatised yetagain? – falls asleep and roamsNo doubt living out a tortured mixture ofnightmares and dreamsA divorced child’s legacy of her mother’sgrasping schemes.My bed-sit first, far cry from ‘their’ four-bedroom house so near, so far away,Jenny awakes from deep sleep, looksconfused, then kisses me goodbye,They drive off home and leave me tocontemplate an ‘occasion royal’Yet the nature of our meetings leavesfeelings of ‘everything’s spoiled’. 56
I potter round, then go to bed after a longhard day.It’s after midnight, I wait first for feelingsto pass away.On my cheek I feel a little nestling drop ofwater.Face up to ‘the next time’ so bittersweetwith very much missed daughter. 57
ThePsychosisPrayerOur Power-Drenched Shrink – and HisStaff -Witch Kontrols Psychosis,Hollow be thy ‘Black Arts’.Thy experiments go on,Thy will be done,On out-patients as well as in-patients.Give us each day our daily medication,And diagnose correctly for us ourpsychosis,As we forgive those whoHold our psychosis against us. 58
Lead us not into the ECT room,And deliver us from too many blood tests.For thine is the lorazepam,The clozapine, and the fluophenazinedecanoate.Never put us away forever…!Hey man! How about a swift half pint? Ofblood??? 59
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A ManyThreaded Tapestry Simon Lee Twenty-two poems written between 1978 and 2000 spanning the author’s adult life in the twentieth century Author Me UK
Tera/Terrorised Giga/Gagged Mega/ Mugged Kilo/Killed Whistle-Blowing about Global Medicine: - NB British NHS-HS ‘Pskiviatry’‘Beast Sick Sick Sick (666)’ neo-Nazi Conspiracy 1945-2015 of torture &genocide of native populations by foreign immigrants - disguised as“Medicine and Health Care”Simple accurate diagram of global National Horrible Stalin Hitler Services (the NHS-HS)The Treasury The Laws Ambulances/Police££££££$$$$$ about the NHS-HS n.b. ££££££$$$$$$ the Mental Health Act 1983 ££££££$$$$$$ National Horrible Stalin Hitler Services (NHS-HS) ££££££$$$$$$The Hospitals The Drug Companies££££££$$$$$$ ££££££$$$$$$ The Patients/’clients’ never any money!!!CASH BERMUDA TRIANGLE #1 - INFRASTRUCTURE - HAS COST TRILLIONS OF£££££££££ POUNDS 1945 - 2015 DURING THE LIFE OF THE GLOBAL NHS-HSSYSTEMS CASH BERMUDA TRIANGLE #2 Most Doctor-ers and Nurses and Nursing Assistants swap in and out from Hospitals into ‘the Community’ at will. Not one of them works anything like full time contracted hours – yet they ALL draw a FULL-TIME SALARY – EGGED on and LED by ALL THEPskiviatrickery (mostly foreign) DOCTOR-ERS “CRUELTY = “““Care””” in the= Doctor-ers and even “Professors”of Pskiviatry Community” – keeps deviously££££££$$$$$$ torturing and poisoning ‘clients’ to keep them in PskiviatrickGodhelpusalls to maximise GREEDY PROFITS to pskiviatrists! ££££££$$$$$$ Simon Richard LeeSpiritual name ‘Hear in the Name of the LORD’- Open Scholar 1967 - 1975, at St Albans School, Hertfordshire, England (same school,and science teachers, as famous Cosmology Professor Stephen Hawking... But Si did farbetter overall than Stephen Hawking, and has an even larger IQ, partly as a result,partly from his deep untrained Zen Enlightenment, than Hawking’s ‘180 IQ’!)- Open Scholar, BA, MA 1975-1983 in Mathematics, Physics, Chemistry, Cell Biology,and Computer Science, at King’s College, Cambridge University, England- Chartered Senior Computer Systems Design Engineer and Manager/Consultant- With these letters after his name, NEVER ‘Doctor-er’ (Dr.) in front, thank God! : - CEng, MIEE, MIET, MInstMCZen Buddha
Available to buy in paperback atwww.lulu.com/spotlight/zenbuddhaAll typesetting and illustrations are by the authorCopyright Simon Richard Lee, 2012-2015
IntroductionSome if not most of this pamphlet (diatribe?) with many themes basedon quotations, many from popular songs of all genres, deals with my ownvery intensive ‘insider view as a client’ experiences under the BritishNational Health Service (NHS-HS). The worst part of which by far,hence the focus in this pamphlet - is its Cinderella branch – ‘Pskiviatry’(spelt ‘p-s-y-c-h-i-a-t-r-y’) and its doctor-ers – especially the seniordoctor-ers / Cunningstunts (spelt ‘c-o-n-s-u-l-t-a-n-t-s’).However, generally the further on you read through the set of themeswith pithy comments about them that follows overleaf, the greater andmore serious emerges a large set of massive scandals about the NHS-HS. In particular the area I am most familiar with, ‘Pskiviatry’ – butwhat I say in what follows applies to the whole NHS-HS! 1
‘At all costs never come under Pskiviatrists in the first place’Their system is a money-making oligarchy for nine large vested interestgroups as shown on both covers of this pamphlet - surrounding the onlypeople who suffer and get hurt in this system, the ‘clients’ it onlypretends to serve.The gullible British taxpayer has funded this drugs ring for nearlyseventy years, ever since the NHS-HS was founded in 1945 afterStalin’s Soviet Union as the Fourth Reich then Great Britain in 1945became Hitler’s Fifth Reich when they adopted the Nazi model.Pskiviatry was announced in most world countries simultaneously in1945, after the Second World War was ended. However there was andremains a blanket of secrecy around the utterly horrifying stark fact thatPskiviatry was invented by Adolf Hitler’s Horribly Nasty Nazis around1931 in Germany, as a system masquerading as a new ‘mental health’system.However Hitler invented pskiviatry, and it remains today, a System forBrutal Control of the Masses – especially ‘Deviant’ people with alleged‘mental illnesss’ so the label of ‘mad’ or ‘crazy’ now became ‘mentally ill’.If you fail to believe that the pseudo-science of pskiviatry, which closelyresembles its cousin ‘scientology’, was invented by Adolf, then you will beshocked to learn that all the very oldest ‘medications’ still in use 80 yearson, all have Nazi German names : - e.g. chlorpromazin, droperidol,depixol, clopixol, haloperidol: Hitlerperidol, Himmlerperidol, Hessperidol,stelazin, clozaril, etc, etc!!!With Hitler’s ‘sozialarbeitern’ or ‘SA’ (social workers of today intranslation! i.e social destroyers!) re-manifested as the modern ‘menand women in brown – or grey’: – social workers and ‘CommunityPsychiatric Nurses’ (CPNs) - and the SS or ‘men and women in black’ allre-manifested into the NHS-HS as its Doctor-ers – the dreaded utterlycontrol freak Pskiviatrists!They even all seem to drive around in grey, dark brown or black cars, ifyou inspect the vehicles in a typical NHS-HS car park! 2
All Pskiviatrick health care was transferred after 1945 from the Churchand voluntary groups to NHS-HS Pskiviatrick Units and Pskiviatrick Staff.Especially the fifth rate failed ‘Doctor-ers’ and even ‘Professors’ ofPskiviatry – who are generally a sadistic breed who relish the absolutelegal powers given to them to administer ‘domination psychology’.So much money is sucked out of the lower echelons of this drug ring tofeed the insatiably greedy outer/upper echelons – that it will alwaysremain the ‘Cinderella of the NHS-HS’. 3
‘Another Brick in the Wall’ was the title of a famous 1970’s Pink Floydalbum and song off that album. The British people as a whole seem tohave got very over-enthusiastic about electing our only ever to datefemalePrime Minister for all of nearly three whole terms in office during 1979-1991. So Britain rather ignored the far right wing, virtually neo-Nazipolitical attitudes of this notoriously ‘iron lady’ of the famous remark in aspeech “Turn, turn if you wish. The ‘lady’ is not for turning”, BaronessMargaret Thatcher. Saviour of Britain to some, ‘the Witch of TinsleyGreen’ to many opponents – who made the song ‘Ding, dong, the witch isdead’ from the film ‘the Wizard of Oz’ number one in the charts - insteadof paying any attention to her funeral in the Spring of 2013!Thatcher of the (in?) famously unpopular Council Tax, and latterly, ratherbizarrely, the equal fame of rather imperiously, even above Royalty,announcing on TV, ‘WE are now a Grandmother’ just before a coup by herCabinet colleagues in 1991 – leading to a John Major taking her job asPrime Minister of Britain.As we now see, one of her earliest Acts (Axes?) of Parliament in thesecond term of her three terms in Office as PM, until the (in?) famousleadership palace coup by her Cabinet led to her losing her job in 1991,was above all others thought up obviously mainly by her herself, evenmore divisive and confrontational than all the others put together, lastingtill now, 2015.This is the Mental Health Act 1983, a large and complex Act that seemsto have been designed nearly solely for Pskiviatrists to have draconianand absolute powers over their patients/victims, especially in psychiatricgodhelpusalls or ‘mental health units’ as they have now all beenrenamed.The Act seems to have been drafted for that in a rush to get it enacted soturn Pskiviatrists especially Cunningstunts into ‘legal narkotickxdemigods’ with extremely few human or legal rights for their victimssorry patients.Anyhow, Thatcher and possibly many leaders in the Conservative Partyseem to have read George Orwell’s science fiction horror novel ‘1984’ 4
which he wrote in 1948 – then said he just reversed the last two digits astitle!Despite all that, it is my strong view that Thatcher and other extremistsat that time actually took the title of ‘1984’ literally, and introduced theMental Health Act in 1983, in a rush so that it could be implemented in1984 – literally in determined efforts to enact the horrors of ‘1984’actually then!What started literally in 1984 in Britain under her Government as a smallscale experiment ‘safely behind totally secretive “medical” doors’ in total‘confidentiality’ as they called it from then on, brought all the horrors of amere fictional horror story about the future in ‘1984’ as of just after theSecond World War – into a terribly stark reality – starting in Britain,spreading round the world from there.So did Thatcher really realise just before she died earlier this year of2013 that a ‘small scale nightmare of hers about making real, a novelcalled 1984’ actually starting in the year 1984; focussed on ‘mentalhealth’ has since progressively entirely engulfed the world in gruesomepredictions in Orwell’s book ‘1984’ now all having come true as I set outbelow?I fully share the recent views of ‘the Big Issue’, the street sellers’magazine sold by homeless people - that “an horrifying Orwellian Globe1984” has finally matured in two thousand fifteen – this year of 2015!Nobody likes the world much anymore as a result – all ‘pear-shaped’! 5
THE WORLD OF ‘1984’ and Pskiviatry - Modern Medicine andabove all Medics in fact started in Biblical Times – withPHARISEES – who all swore the ‘Hypocritical Oath’ still sworn byall Doctor-ers!The ‘thought police’ were in fact Jesus’ main enemies – thePharisees or (mainly psychiatric) Doctors of his own era 7BC-33AD A. Latterly 1983-2015 they have evolved into Pskiviatrists and other Pskiviatrick staff, obsessed only with administering only mind-bending psychotic narcotickx as ‘the only possible cures to mental illness’. B. They live in a six dimensional world that is very limited compared to the real many-dimensional. Many other totally natural cures are possible – and are infinitely preferable to most psykotic narkotickx! C. Their entire Killjoy Universe only comprises: - ‘three dimensions of space and one of time; matter (to them, organisms vs. narkotickx); and ‘PC or politically correct ONLY thinking as being “professional” i.e. never revealing ANY feelings or emotions’ – except allowing a little laugh at a particularly good joke – while rarely if ever making jokes themselves! 6
A few of Jesus’ rebukes of the Pharisees (pskiviatrists and otherDoctors of his time) are worth exploring: - ‘Woe to you, o Pharisees, hypocrites! You are forever straining at a gnat and swallowing a camel!’ This saying has two gapingly obvious parallels in modern latter-day Doctor especially Pskiviatrist i.e. ‘Pharisee’ absolute rule, especially within the well-paid, low hours on duty, yet regarded as its ‘Cinderella’ branch – Pskiviatry: - Whenever there is the smallest little transgression of any notion of ‘the unwritten rules’ by just one ‘patient’ in just one Pskiviatric Unit, or ‘client’ the pskiviatrists say (talking just like prostitutes!); it immediately becomes yet another in literally thousands of just such ‘unwritten rules’ in all units everywhere – the most important being nurses’ “discretion” i.e. on the spot notions (only loosely termed ‘decisions’) – count above all at all times! One nurse once explained to me that the reason that so very many pskiviatric nurses like him and also nearly all Cunningstunt Pskiviatrists are so very temperamental is that they have to carry round a huge burden, of ever increasing volumes of the latest set that day of unwritten rules... The slightest sign of any slightest ‘symptom’ can instantly blow up from a gnat to a camel, literally – and become a sure fire yet totally wrong diagnosis – so totally wrong treatment! ‘Woe to you, o Pharisees! For in the last days it will be worse for you than for Tyre and Choriazin!’ Certainly just in the last dozen years, in the Age of the Internet, Doctors generally and now even increasingly pskiviatrists, are facing increasingly huge challenges to their once totalitarian sole almost megalomaniac authority as main social elitists back in 1984! 7
Armies of knowledgeable, sometimes only hypochondriac, usuallyfurious patients, backed by their lawyers, charities and otherrepresentatives such as ‘advocates’ and ‘peer group supporters’and sometimes even ‘NHS-HS spiritual care staff’ like the threelovely Lady ‘chaplains’ – two ‘multi-faith/Christian’, one Muslim,in my local Trust – are challenging the Pharisees cum Doctors –usually in their own medical language!The NHS-HS has even introduced its own erosion of thepreviously totalitarian power of Pharisees/Doctors by makingthem work in ‘multi-disciplinary teams’ of nurses, occupationaltherapists, and nursing assistants, and some clerical or officestaff...The Doctors’ Union or British Medical Association is said to be themost powerful Union in the world! Yet this pamphlet joins manyother voices in opposing this elite domination by an elite thatinsists on being that elite in society – and that complete consuffices...Their elite status, and total domination of the whole of modernworld society, says Jesus above, is imminently to enddramatically. He Himself used absolutely no drugs or even herbalremedies in his spiritual healing methods – which were mainlyGift of Tongues, Laying On of Hands and above all massivelysincere prayer to God.I would hazard a strong guess that the three wise men or magibrought him at his birth, gifts of books on healing from the FarEast; as well as the traditional three gifts of gold, frankincenseand myrrh! 8
‘1984 Newspeak’ as in Pskiviatry in 1984 – now commonly called‘Political correctness’ and now in all other political situations inthe entire world! To be summarised in a list: - ‘Political Correctness’ (‘PC’) Saying one thing and meaning another especially the polar opposite Hypocrisy like the Pharisees or modern Doctors especially Pskiviatrists and their Pskiviatrickster staff N.B. why do all Doctors swear a Hypocritical Oath? Use of ‘coded language’ above all pseudo-scientific ‘medical jargon’ N.B. in pskiviatry the horrendously ambiguously vague and woolly term ‘appropriate’ is vastly overused; along with its (nearly, vaguely indeed) opposite ‘inappropriate’! Lying (a lot) about a particular patient or patients to victimise them in their notes – then cruelly stalling forever when the patients try to assert their legal right to see their notes in any attempt to correct or even see these lies ALWAYS maintaining ‘professional gravitas’ i.e. politically motivated, rather than in any way actually human, denial of any emotion or sentiment except perhaps humour - very rarely coming from them, usually the actual patients. What about love, and joy and delight?; real health and just occasionally even a cure, not just sucking up to the all powerful Pharisee pharmaceutical (phariseetical?) drug companies by prescribing mind-bending psychotic narcotickx for life?; beauty of any form at all in ‘Health Care’ to prevent it becoming ‘Hethnic Cleansing’?; even some peace and grace (of mind)? 9
Television (TV), Information and Communications Technology(ICT) and Closed-Circuit Television (CCTV) as in George Orwell’sbook ‘1984’.Now dominating the entire world almost completely, to the exclusion, itseems, of most lingering true person-to-person contact or interaction!Will 2015 see the abrupt ending of most of this ‘666-1984 Technology’ by'Solar Flares 2015’ as described by ‘Googling’ for it on any PCcomputer???Like ‘thought police’ and ‘psychotic narkotickx’ this all seems to been firsttested and pioneered in ‘mental health units’ in Britain and most othercountries 1945-2015.Before more recently coming to dominate the world in a Global UniversalPolice State (GUPS) most of it inspired by Margaret Thatcher and hertotally one-sided and utterly domineering of patients, Mental Health Act1983: - Physical ‘security’ or blocking of nearly all access to ‘Mental Health Units’ (Psychiatric Concentration Camps / Prisons or CCCP) has mostly increasingly since 1983 been achieved with very few staff. Mostly just one, unmarked, hidden, secretive entrance to nondescript-looking and forbidding, yet innocent-looking buildings, with a tiny sign saying ‘Mental Health Unit’ - if at all. Intensively guarded by CCTV, and naturally, very aggressive use of ‘psychological warfare’ – mostly fear. The only visitors are searched, and can only be official visitors, ‘genuine’ visitors to named patients who want to see them, and only occasionally, members of mental health charities, lawyers of patients, or patients’ ‘advocates’... Never ‘The Church’ or visitors of other faiths – except alleged ‘chaplains’ only ever employed by the NHS-HS! CCTV is used actually within nearly all mental ‘wards’, especially ‘Secure’ Wards, ostensibly for the staff to view otherwise hidden areas. CCTV is used in bedrooms and toilets mostly, and was once used in smoking rooms before they were phased out some years 10
ago. Nurses warn visitors about ‘loose talk’ because of hidden microphones in strategic places, notably ‘quiet rooms’ or ‘meeting rooms’. In George Orwell’s visionary ‘1984’, a screen in the corner of each room in each house recorded everything done and said on video tape. ‘Big Brother is watching you’! A big TV in the main lounge of each mental ‘ward’ dominates the entire ward with its noise and poor and very limited choice and taste in programs. Possibly another set in another smaller room is provided to give just the very minimum choice of viewing. Do these TV sets (the same could apply to all computer screens too...) too contain CCTV and microphones? Who knows? TV in homes does not, as far as I am aware, but instead with its government- and media- total control of programs shown, instead actually teaches, brainwashes and conditions all viewers in how to act and even think. In mental ‘wards’ this control is total. Conversation with all this TV on, day and evening, is nearly impossible. The only other forms of entertainment are usually a very poor range of tacky, often damaged books; and some usually damaged, board games with parts missing, that are so out of fashion these days that very few patients want or even know how to play them. Above all, music is usually totally frowned upon and banned. Patients are occasionally allowed extremely limited and controlled use of a “patients’ computer” on a few wards (usually by ‘Network Nanny’ software – although they are supposedly adults) and absolutely never allowed access to staff computers, as we come to now. Nurses on ‘mental wards’ are like ‘Robo-cops’ and are always typing up allegedly ‘accurate observations’ of the patients, while allegedly but never actually talking to them or even observing their behaviour so be able to actually assess their ‘minds’. Surely the total absence of any ‘care’ at all for how patients are or think is a total condemnation of this ‘pskiviatric system’... 11
With all this hi-tech, personal physical contact, even a small hug or hand-holding, is totally frowned upon. See also next section below. 12
‘Sex crimes’ as in George Orwell’s novel ‘1984’ - and inpskiviatry 1945-2015 Recently most dual-sex ‘mental wards’ have been made exclusively male or female, allegedly so that men and women don’t suffer the alleged ‘horror’ of proximity to each others’ toilets...! Men in men’s wards have little or no entertainment, as above, except very limited smoking except outside in the cold and rain these days, so have nothing to do with their hands to stave off the unbelievably oppressive boredom. As a result, mostly from heavy psychotic drugging, there is little or no actual conversation. Most just shuffle aimlessly, up and down the bleak sterile ward corridors all day long, brainwashed, coshed and slugged by psyckotic narkotickx; and utterly vacant and bored. Women talk more than men – and seemingly have cat fights and heavy arguments more too in all-female mental ‘wards’. Being the ‘weaker and fairer sex’ however, they are far more easily controllable than men – by intensive bullying by the Killjoy staff. Mixed wards, rarer and rarer these days, usually prominently display a long, and for whatever reason, absolutely graphic list of virtually every sexual activity imaginable – all totally banned. The punch-line at the bottom was that even self- gratification in strictly private places – like beds – was absolutely banned. How could ‘they’ possibly control that!? 13
The Five Great Pillocks - correction ‘Pillars’ - of this 666/1984Witch Freemason controlled COVEN. All five a COMPLETE andUTTER CON! I. ‘The drugs don’t work’ – the 1990’s rock band ‘Blur’Over the years Pskiviatry has come to try to work with a vast array ofvery strong anti-psychotic but themselves narcotic drugs; which onlyincreases in size each year. The manual of pskiviatric drugs(‘medication’) – the ‘BNF’ or British National Formulary - is huge andgetting ever larger.The interactions between all these drugs, which are rarely used one inisolation, usually several at once in any one patient; are well known to bevery poorly understood indeed.Then again, patients of all such Pskiviatrick Units, often take drugs forphysical ailments as well at the same time as taking Pskiviatrick ones.No Doctor-er in his right mind can wildly claim to understand a tinyhandful of all these possible permutations and combinations of drugs andtheir interactions.Least of all the fifth rate failed GP Doctor-er types who sink to theCinderella basement of medicine – Pskiviatry.Because none of the drugs work, or have massive toxic, poisonous ‘side’effects, especially as most Pskiviatricksters prefer to cripple their patientsby overdosing them – hardly anybody ever gets out of ‘the system’ andgets themselves off drugs.Except only once in a blue moon somebody gets discharged fromPskiviatry!The simple reason for this is as the song title says, ‘the drugs do notwork’ in any way useful or therapeutic at all. They cannot be testedproperly at all so the patients are guinea pigs or laboratory rats in bleak‘wards’ much more like laboratories! 14
The vast majority of psykotik narkotickx are deadly poisonous or at leasteach have a multitude of horrible side effects, so have to be very closelymonitored when given, and introduced very slowly – chemically ‘titrated’.Yet to hear all (95% ATHEIST incidentally) Pskiviatrists, especiallyCunningstunt Pskiviatrists, rabbit on with complete bullshit about theirprecious drugs, it is a bit like ‘Oliver Twist’ by Charles Dickens: -“Yes, I do know that none of the drugs work like we say!‘Food, glorious food!’ Yes, the food in these wards is all disgustingtotally over-cooked microwaved muck. Yes, we viciously ban any drugsof the patients themselves. We are especially vicious about smoking –we pskiviatrists make ‘wards’ vastly more restrictive even than prisons onsmoking!Even the coffee and tea are caffeine-free to help us make out we are‘objective’ with our drugs that do not work. Even the milk for these isvery much cheap watered down muck. We deliberately provide hardlyany vitamins in the food or in the form of fruit juice to help theabsorption by our clients’ bodies of these toxic, highly poisonous strangesubstances or ‘medication’ – and we even strictly ration out vitamin freefruit squash!Yes, we only ‘treat’ the victims, sorry patients, with drugs and strictlyminimal - or preferably entirely prevented - talk therapy or counsellingbecause our faith and religion is as follows: -‘Drugs, glorious drugs!’ Without them all of us would earn far less;with all the vast amount of leave we get every few weeks, taken awaytoo.Yes I know full well that pskiviatry is a 100% complete and uttercon – but I just adore and love all my personal absolute megalomaniacpower and above all my vast bribe of a salary of well over £150,000 ayear – to abuse all my total power over ‘poor, poorly, poxy, patients’ –and bully them to death...” 15
As we just saw, it seems to be a Manifestly Universal Truth thatPskiviatrick / Pskiviatrick ‘Thought Police’ DRUGS DO NOT WORK!This second part of these five ‘Pillocks’ is itself below in five parts,and of all the mostly astonishing condemnation in this pamphlet ofPskiviatry or Pskiviatry, this will probably terrify you the most. 16
II. DOCTOR-ERS’ ORDERS as almost entirely delegated to the NURSING STAFF to enact by pure BRUTE FORCE AND IGNORANCE are given - so the Pharisee Doctor-ers can try to believe they are guilt free in the latter – and wash their hands of guilt, as these Pharisees physically used to in biblical times! Ex-cons may recognise much or all of what follows, also happening in prisons, although I have never been unlucky enough to visit one. 1. “Medication time! Medication time! Pause for thought! Pills for thought!” These times are: - After breakfast, lunch, supper and last thing at night; most patients take tablets, liquids or injections at breakfast and night time, a few patients at the other times, usually as well. It is all a hell of a palaver as the nurses try to keep the reluctant queue of patients or ‘clients’ who shuffle up to the pharmacy, most extremely reluctantly, short and sweet. With little humour at all, there ensues a long series of attempts to stick to the ’five minute argument, not the full half hour’ immortalised by the ‘Monty Python’s Flying Circus’ comedy team in their ‘Argument Sketch’. The methods of persuasion to get patients to accept their ‘medication’ and not hide the poisons under their tongue etc or flush them down the toilet, are increasingly heavyweight: - 2. Emotional Blackmail. At all times, especially suddenly at ‘medication times’, the ‘professional’ nursing staff try to pretend to be very friendly, especially to the less intelligent patients and those of weaker characters. This is so they can far more easily persuade them to swallow their prescribed poisons or even accept the total humiliation of an injection – usually in their bottom, so they are unable to see what is going on – or even if they are being injected with the ‘correct drug’. Even though as we have seen all of these narkotickx DON’T WORK - are WRONG. 17
3. Intimidation, blackmail, threats, or even hypnosis! This usually goes in three stages. First, the nurses threaten to apply their infinite ‘discretion’ (absolute power) to cancel one or more of a patient’s carefully and painstakingly acquired “prisoner’s rights or privileges” such as getting any fresh air outdoors out of the clammy, BO-filled, stale ward air. Cancelling a smoker prisoner’s sorry patient’s smoking time or even times altogether, is common. Second is a nurse threatening to tell the prisoner’s Doctor-er about their reluctance to self administer their poison or poisons. So the punishment might be even much more severe from the Doctor-er at the ‘ward round’. This is the only time, once or at very most twice per week, that Doctor-ers bother to actually visit wards to see each patient. Typically for at most ten minutes with each prisoner. Third and finally, before things get really serious, a nurse will draw up a large syringe containing an injection – usually, quite bizarrely, not at all of the same type of narkotick as the pills! This is presented to the prisoner on a tray along with their pills in a pot, and they are offered a very brutal choice they must now absolutely definitely accept. Naturally, now faced with this “Hobson’s choice”, most ‘clients’ or prisoners finally swallow their pills.4. Brute force and ignorance. ‘Restraint’ or ‘controlled’ physical violence by staff to hold down and inject a ‘difficult’ patient objecting to medication. If all else fails as above, the last resort is for the nurses to collect a ‘goon squad’ of enough of them and often others from adjoining wards. To find where the poor client or prisoner is and use alleged ‘restraint techniques’ that involve all of them rugby-tackling him or her to the ward floor, even using wrestling headlocks or other similar so- called ‘restraint techniques’ if the person puts up any fight. Then, totally humiliatingly, their trousers are pulled down, and they are given an even larger injection of some other even 18
stranger substance – or two or more substances – than above. Meanwhile the remaining prisoners are ushered firmly away to their rooms or safely behind the nearest closed door, so as not to be witnesses... The victim is then picked up forcibly, taken to their ‘bed space’, and left to fall unconscious under these injections...5. Instant vicious clampdown on ‘disturbances’ on wards; ‘PRN medication’ (Latin initials of ‘pro re nata’ or ‘for matters arising’). Such ‘brute force and ignorance’ techniques are also immediately used on any patient causing any ‘disturbance’ at all on the ward, obviously including being violent, but even also just for raising their voice at all for just too long, often not even shouting! If the ‘disturbance’ is only small but threatening to escalate, all the above techniques as at ‘medication time’ are used in the exact same sequence in increasing order of ‘domination psychology’. By total contrast, patients often have another ‘five minute discussion and even the full half hour’ as above before the nurses reluctantly give them any such ‘PRN’ drugs requested by the patient themselves. 19
III. The bizarre policy of running these ‘wards’ more like imprisoning human rats in laboratories. The chaotic, disorganised, rank amateur and often not just petty criminal activities against totally helplessly vulnerable patients or prisoners, of the self-styled proudly proclaimed ‘professional’ staff on these ‘wards’ (CCCPs). All patients on these ‘wards’ would almost certainly agree on all these points about their treatment and the ‘atmosphere’ of these closest places to Hell on the Earth’s surface along with prisons: - The environment may well be kept clean and tidy at all times by the overworked and underpaid cleaning staff – even though the patients are usually made to clear up any mess they make, by themselves, along with making their own beds and keeping their rooms tidy. However, each ‘ward’ is so cold, bleak, hostile, featureless and barren, and so intimidating because of what they mostly all know it to be in name – that it is more like a laboratory – for human rats! Patients are conditioned swiftly on arrival to exclusively at all times ‘look after number one – you’ – just like all the staff have to do themselves in the NHS-HS! So just four or five staff use psychological techniques of all sorts, similar to that ‘bubble’ method, along with the ‘threats’ used as in the previous section above – to let them manage often several dozen patients The patients nearly exclusively find themselves for weeks or months on end: - shuffling endlessly round a bleak, featureless ward with little or no entertainment, drugged up so it is a hundred time worse even, surrounded by aliens of both other drugged, ill people or ‘politically correct’ staff. The only distractions are limited amounts of caffeine free tea or coffee; cooled tap water from a false mock mineral water tank; TV; occasionally computers on wards; and a very poor selection of equally other peoples’ taste in books or some DVDs. Lousy artwork and rarely any music allowed as “not everybody likes it”. Everyone would far rather be at home. All the patients and staff. 20
The staff structure on each ward is generally divided between ‘qualifiedstaff’ or nurses, and ‘nursing assistants’ who are not required to have anyrelevant qualifications at all, just common sense and minimal training.The latter are the ones mostly out on the ward floor nearly all the time,with their major activity to log on clipboards, usually, less often bymemory, at regular varying intervals per patient according to theassumed severity of their condition, their ‘where they are and currentactivity if any’.The ‘robo cops’ or qualified nurses mostly spend most of their time as‘Shakespeares typing monkeys!’ on their computers in their offices.Mostly reports on the patients, usually heavily using the laboratory notesabove, yet only supposedly factual and objective solely because they aretyped in black and white.Yet these are never ever shown to patients – see next section. Nursesusually only ever leave one office to go to another. Never to talk topatients - or especially offer them any help at all off their own initiative..This is called in my own field of ICT, strictly a ‘client-server’ system –where the poor patients have to make specific requests for any help,such as a two minute chat ‘one-on-one’ with a nurse.Patients often arriving on any such ward who repeatedly keep asking to‘see a doctor’ should return to their own planet at once. Doctorspositively avoid the wards like the plague and although there areusually at least several per such Unit of one or more wards – are mostlyconspicuous for their near total absence! More about NHS-HS skivingand absenteeism, so vast waste of money in gross overstaffing, at theend of this pamphlet...Staff behaviour has slowly started to at least approach being‘professional’ much more in recent years. The old days of the 1990’s ofoccasional uncontrolled threats and violence between patients, and staffand patients, and even the occasional sexual assault and even full rapeon mixed wards, do seem to be over. However, the issue of stolen or‘missing’ property of totally vulnerable patients taken from supposedly‘secure areas’ only accessible to staff, remains a thorny one - temptationtoo strong for staff? 21
IV. The absolute secrecy - called in ‘1984 Newspeak’ ‘confidentiality’ - needed to conceal all these terrible neo- Nazi goings-on behind locked doors. Yes, the level of ‘1984 Newspeak’ secrecy and security or what they call rather ‘confidentiality’ in Newspeak, is very nearly as the staff all having to sign the ‘Official Secrets Act’! The reason given is privacy for the patients – and above all, the Data Protection Act 1983 – notably another ‘1984-ready’ Thatcher Government Act... Yet as in the very controversial start so far of this pamphlet, and with lots more sections for you still to read, I hope you agree you can see far deeper and far more sinister reasons for this intense secrecy. 22
V. As one prominent author of a book heavily promoted at www.chipmunkapublishing.com puts it – he believes strongly that the main technique used in pskiviatry after narkotikx is ‘supposition’.It is all so much based on such supposition, hearsay, gossip, and roundthe houses sharing of the above supposedly ‘secure’ information, thatindeed theorising, supposition and guesswork far exceeds any‘medical or even any scientific’ objectivity at all, even, weirdly andespecially by the Doctore-ers, in pyramid-based hierarchies like the NHS-HS.Above all it is based on near total reliance on computer and othertechnology rather than personal face to face discussion of or at all withpatients. So – all typing, far too little talk, especially asking patients howthey feel or think, rather than supposing and guessing from looking atthem without the benefit of a mind reading machine!So – everyone in the NHS-HS seemingly ultimately believes thateverything typed is necessarily even at all remotely ‘true’ – just becauseof its ‘authority’ in black on white! I have seen and heard too manydistortions and lies about me in wards – and also under ‘care in thecommunity’! 23
MOST OF THE REST OF THIS PAMPHLET, WHICH AMOUNTS TO AMANIFESTO AGAINST THE NHS-HS, IS BASED ON LYRICS OFPOPULAR SONGS OF THE LAST 50 YEARS WHICH ARE ALL ‘ANTI-PSKIVIATRY’‘Us and Them’ immortalised in a song of that title by the rock band PinkFloyd on their album ‘Dark Side of the Moon’.Pskiviatry in particular, although the whole NHS-HS is an extremeexample as the ‘very softest underbelly of the British Civil Service i.e. thecivilian part of the British Government’ - is a cesspit of incompetence.The pay to pskiviatrick nursing staff is so low compared even to generalnursing, that most white nurses shun the Pskiviatrick Units.As a result most staff are first or second generation immigrants – somuch racial tension between staff and mostly ethnic white British patientsonly increases the diabolical ‘us and them’ scenario! 24
‘You can go – but you can never leave’ sang The Eagles in anothertheme song of anti-pskiviatry – ‘Hotel California’There is an unbelievably deep and disturbing difference between generalmedicine and the Cinderella pskiviatrick ‘medicine’.In general medicine, however badly ill you get, you have to wait andsuffer a long time in a waiting list to see a Doctor-er.At the other extreme, people in Pskiviatrick ‘Care’ generally feelabsolutely fine in themself, but others around them claim they are ill!This amazingly is based on just the opinions of just two Doctor-ers alongwith one social worker or nurse (AMHP or ‘Approved Mental HealthPersonnel’).They generally cannot wait to get you into hospital that minute, and thepoor patient is taken away by force ‘in a big yellow taxi’ (often by police!)That is despite the fact that virtually all patients cannot stand losing alltheir freedom and most human rights in these terrible prison-like places.Your first trip is all too extremely rarely your last. Once ‘they’ have youdown and out’ as ‘well below their own level’ and so ‘one of them’ you areset for a journey of going in for many months, coming out for a year orso, back in and so on, for the rest of a very stressful life.Meanwhile you are so heavily stigmatised by most of society while youare actually at home, that you cannot work in a regular job.So you ‘exist’ on benefit hand-outs! 25
“I shot the sheriff, but I did not shoot the deputy” – song title byBob Marley and the WailersCunningstunt Pskiviatricksters are bribed with a salary of about £150,000a year for regularly and viciously misapplying their absolute legal powersto force their patients, against their wills, to take often poisonous drugs!Most Cunningstunts prefer to give too much i.e. toxic, poisonous levels,rather than the correct i.e. therapeutic correct dose.This is again because of their basic incompetence – they act clever butare very thick, failed, GPs indeed! They are devious and cunning ratherthan ‘intelligent’ – for they maintain a vast global 666-1984 CON...Likewise Junior Pskiviatrists or Pskiviatricksters (‘Senior House Officers’or SHOs) have absolutely hideous, alarming powers to give patients anymedicine they choose, even in the absence of their CunningstuntPskiviatrickster.Most of these peculiar strange substances are so toxic that they shouldnot be given to anybody, even Satan himself, in the first place.Most of the pskiviatrick drugs given today are deadly poisonous andshould be banned.The rest should not be allowed to be dished out at the whim of just onesolitary SHO or Cunningstunt Pskiviatrickster.I feel at least a Tribunal of three Cunningstunt Pskiviatricksters should bethe only fair way to muster enough competence and collectiveintelligence – to dispense any pskiviatrick drugs OR diagnosis… 26
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