Mother novel in Hindi - Maan

Hkkx 2

198 @ ek¡

1 cko+Qh fnu ek¡ dh vkRek vkSj 'kjhj ij ?kksj f'kfFkyrk Nk;h jgh vkSj og Le`fr;ksa ds èkq¡èkyds esa [kks;h jghA mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus Hkwjs jax ds ,d èkCcs ds :i esa og ukVk vi+Qlj] ikosy dk dk¡ls dk <yk gqvk&lk psgjk vkSj vUæsbZ dh g¡lrh gqbZ vk¡[ksa ?kwerh jghaA og dejs esa bèkj&mèkj Vgyrh jgh] fiQj tkdj f[kM+dh ds ikl cSB x;h vkSj ckgj lM+d ij ns[krh jghA FkksM+h nsj ckn og fiQj mBh vkSj ekFks ij cy Mkys bèkj&mèkj Vgyrh jgh_ t+jk&lh Hkh dksbZ vkokt+ gksrh rks og pkSad iM+rh vkSj pkjksa vksj ut+jsa nkSM+krh ;k fiQj vdkj.k gh dqN <w¡<+rh jgrhA mlus dbZ ckj ikuh Hkh fi;k ij og u rks mldh I;kl cq>k ldk] u mlds lhus ds lqyxrs gq, ?kko vkSj mldh O;Fkk dh vkx dks ghA og fnu nks VqdM+ksa esa foHkkftr gks x;k Fkk µ igys Hkkx dk rks vFkZ Fkk ij nwljs Hkkx dk dksbZ vFkZ gh ugha jg x;k Fkk_ mlds lkeus ,d Hk;kud xÙkZ Fkk vkSj ckj&ckj ;g iz'u mlds lkeus vkdj [kM+k gks tkrk Fkk % ¶vc eSa D;k d:¡\\--¸ dksjlquksok mlls feyus vk;hA og cgqr gkFk mBk&mBkdj fpYyk;h] jks;h vkSj Hkkokos'k eas cg x;h] mlus ik¡o iVds] èkefd;k¡ nha] okns fd;s] u tkus fdrus lq>ko j[ks] ij ek¡ ij buesa ls fdlh dk Hkh vlj u gqvkA ¶vgk! yksx tku dh ckth yxkdj eSnku esa vk x;s! iwjh i+QSDVjh dej ck¡èkdj mB [kM+h gqbZ! iwjh i+QSDVjh!¸ [kksepsokyh dh HkjkZ;h gqbZ vkokt+ lquk;h nhA ¶gk¡!¸ ek¡ us 'kkUr Hkko ls flj fgykdj dgk] ij mldh vk¡[ksa chrh gqbZ ckrksa ij teh gqbZ Fkha] mu lc ckrksa ij tks ikosy vkSj vUæsbZ ds lkFk gh yksi gks x;h FkhaA og jks Hkh u ldh µ mldk ân; ladqfpr gksdj lw[k x;k FkkA mlds gksaB Hkh lw[k x;s Fks vkSj mlds eq¡g esa ueh dk uke rd u FkkA mlds gkFk dk¡i jgs Fks vkSj mldh ihB esa FkksM+h&FkksM+h nsj ckn flgju&lh mBrh FkhA mlh jkr jktuhfrd iqfyl ds flikgh vk;sA muds vkus ij mls dksbZ ek¡ @ 199

foLe; ;k Hk; ugha gqvkA os cgqr 'kksj djrs gq, ?kj esa ?kqls vkSj cgqr izlUu vkSj lUrq\"V fn[kk;h ns jgs FksA ihys psgjsokys vi+Qlj us [khlsa fudkydj dgk % ¶D;k gky&pky gS\\ vxj eSa xyrh ugha djrk rks ;g gekjh rhljh eqyko+Qkr gS\\¸ ek¡ vius gkBas kas ij dos y viuh l[w kh tcku iQjs dj piq jg x;hA viQ+ lj cM+h ckrsa dj jgk Fkk vkSj mls mins'k nsus dk iz;Ru dj jgk FkkA ek¡ le> x;h fd mls ckrsa djus esa etk vkrk gS] ij mldh ckrksa ls mls >q¡>ykgV ugha gqbZ_ os ml rd igq¡pha gh ughaA ijUrq tc mlus dgk] ¶blesa dlwj vki gh dk gS] ek¡] vki gh vius csVs dks bZ'oj vkSj t+kj ds izfr mfpr J¼k j[kuk u fl[kk ldha---¸] rks ek¡ ls u jgk x;k vkSj mlus njokt+s ij gh [kM+s&[kM+s mldk mÙkj fn;k % ¶gekjs cPps gh gekjs Hkys&cqjs dks ij[ksaxs]¸ mlus dgkA ¶ftl le; os brus dfBu iFk ij vkxs c<+ jgs Fks ml le; geus mudk lkFk NksM+ fn;k] os gekjs bl cjrko dk U;k; [+kqn gh dj ysaxsA¸ ¶D;k dgk\\¸ vi+Qlj us fpYykdj dgkA ¶cksyks!¸ ¶eSaus dgk fd gekjs cPps gh gekjs Hkys&cqjs dks ij[ksaxs!¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj mÙkj fn;kA vi+Qlj us Øq¼ gksdj vLiQqV Loj esa dqN dgk] ij mlds 'kCn ek¡ ds dkuksa rd ugha igq¡psA ryk'kh ds fy, ekfj;k dksjlquksok dks xokg ds :i esa yk;k x;kA og isykxs;k ds cxy esa [kM+h Fkh] ij mldh vksj ns[k ugha jgh FkhA tc Hkh vi+Qlj mlls dksbZ loky iwNrk] og cgqr >qddj ,d gh ckr nqgjkrh % ¶gqtwj] eq>s ekywe ughaA eSa rks tkfgy vkSjr Bgjh] dqN csp&ckpdj viuk isV ikyrh gw¡A eSa rks bruh uknku gw¡ fd dqN Hkh ugha tkurh---¸ ¶cd&cd er dj!¸ vi+Qlj us viuh ew¡Nsa ,saBrs gq, mls Mk¡VkA og fiQj igys dh gh rjg >qdh ij T;ksa gh vi+Qlj us viuh ihB eksM+h] og mls Basxk fn[kkdj ek¡ ds dku esa cksyh % ¶;g ys!¸ tc mls isykxs;k dh ryk'kh ysus dh vkKk nh x;h rks og vk¡[ksa >idkdj vi+Qlj dks ?kwjus yxhA ¶exj gqtwj] eq>s rks ;g Hkh ekywe ugha fd ;g dSls fd;k tkrk gS!¸ mlus Hk;Hkhr Loj esa dgkA 200 @ ek¡

vi+Qlj us ik¡o iVddj t+ksj ls mls MiVkA ekfj;k us vk¡[ksa >qdk yhaA ¶vPNk] isykxs;k fuyksouk] rks fiQj rqe vius cVu [kksyuk 'kq: djks]¸ mlus ek¡ ls dgkA ek¡ ds diM+ksa ij gkFk iQsjrs le; mldk psgjk yky gks x;kA ¶miQ] dqÙks dgha ds!¸ mlus pqids ls dgkA ¶D;k dgk rqeus\\¸ vi+Qlj us duf[k;ksa ls ml dksus dh rji+Q ns[krs gq, fpYykdj dgk tgk¡ ryk'kh yh tk jgh FkhA ¶gqtwj] dqN ugha] vkSjrksa dh ckrsa gSa!¸ ekfj;k us Hk;Hkhr gksdj ncs Loj esa dgkA vkf[k+jdkj mlus ek¡ ls dqN dkx+t+ksa ij nLr[kr djus dks dgkA ek¡ us viuh Vs<+h&es<+h fy[kkbZ esa eksVs&eksVs v{kjksa esa fy[kk % ¶isykxs;k Oyklksok] ,d et+nwj dh foèkokA¸ ¶D;k D;k fy[kk gS req u\\s ;g D;kas fy[kk\\¸ viQ+ lj us eg¡q cukdj dgk vkSj fiQj g¡ldj cksyk] ¶taxyh dgha dh---¸ os pys x;sA ek¡ nksuksa gkFk ck¡èks f[kM+dh ds ikl [kM+h Fkh vkSj viyd ckgj ?kwj jgh FkhA og fdlh [k+kl pht+ dks ns[k jgh gks ,slk ugha Fkk] mldh Hkosa ruh gqbZ Fkha vkSj mlus vius gksaB dldj cUn dj j[ks Fks_ mlds tcM+s rks brus dldj fHkaps gq, Fks fd 'kh?kz gh mls ihM+k gksus yxhA ySEi esa feV~Vh dk rsy [k+Re gks x;k] cÙkh ls fpaxkfj;k¡ fudyus yxha vkSj ykS HkdHkdkus yxhA ek¡ us ySEi cq>k fn;k vkSj v¡èksjs esa [kM+h jghA vius ân; dh O;Fkk ds dkj.k mls lk¡l ysus esa Hkh dfBukbZ gks jgh FkhA cM+h nsj rd og blh rjg [kM+h jgh_ ;gk¡ rd fd mldh vk¡[ksa vkSj ik¡o nq[kus yxsA f[kM+dh ds ikl mlus ekfj;k dh vkgV vkSj u'khyh vkokt+ lquh % ¶lks x;ha] isykxs;k\\ cspkjh fdruh eqlhcr mBkrh g!S tkvks] lks tkvks!¸ ek¡ diM+s igus gh ysV x;h vkSj 'kh?kz gh ,slh xgjh uhan lks x;h ekuks fdlh xgjs rkykc esa Mwc x;h gksA mlus LoIu esa ns[kk fd og nyny ds ikj ihyh jsr dh ,d igkM+h ds ikl ls gksdj 'kgj dh rji+Q tk jgh gSA ml igkM+h ds dxkj ij] ftlds uhps xM~<s ls jsr [kksnh tkrh Fkh] ikosy [kM+k Fkk vkSj vUæsbZ ds eèkqj Loj esa xk jgk Fkk % ¶mB tkx] vks Hkw[ks cUnh!--¸ og ekFks ij gkFk j[ks vius csVs dks ns[krh gqbZ ml igkM+h ds ikl ls ek¡ @ 201

xqtjhA uhps vkdk'k dh i`\"BHkwfe esa mldh vkÑfr fcYdqy lki+Q fn[kk;h ns jgh FkhA mls vius csVs ds ikl tkus esa ykt vk jgh Fkh] D;ksafd og xHkZorh Fkh] vkSj viuh xksn esa og ,d vkSj cPpk fy;s gq, FkhA pyrs&pyrs og ,d ,sls eSnku esa igq¡ph tgk¡ dqN cPps xsan [ksy jgs FksA cgqr ls cPps Fks vkSj xsan yky jax dh FkhA mldh xksn dk cPpk gkFk iQSykdj xsan ds fy, epyus yxkA ek¡ vius Lru ls mls nwèk fiykus yxh vkSj ihNs eqM+h] ij vc igkM+h ij mls fu'kkuk cukdj laxhusa rkus gq, flikgh [kM+s FksA eSnku ds chp esa ,d fxjtk Fkk] og Hkkxdj mlh dh vksj pyh x;hA og ,d li+Qsn jax dk vykSfdd fxjtk Fkk µ cgqr Å¡pk vkSj ns[kus esa cknyksa dk cuk gqvk ekywe gksrk FkkA dksbZ niQu fd;k tk jgk Fkk_ dkys jax dk cM+k&lk rkcwr et+cwrh ls cUn FkkA cM+s vkSj NksVs iknjh viuh&viuh li+Qsn iks'kkdsa igus fxjts esa bèkj&mèkj ?kwe&?kwedj xk jgs Fks % ¶èkU;&HkkX;] bZlk dk iqutZUe gqvk---¸ NksVs iknjh us ek¡ dks ns[kdj >qddj mldk vfHkoknu fd;k vkSj èkwinku ?kqekrs gq, eqLdjk fn;kA mlds cky xgjs yky jax ds Fks vkSj psgjk leksbykso tSlk g¡leq[k FkkA fxjtk?kj dh ehukj ds dVkoksa esa ls lwjt dh fdj.ksa li+Qsn :ekyksa dh rjg ygjkrh gqbZ vUnj vk jgh FkhaA Åij lkewfgd xku ds nksuksa NTtksa esa yM+ds xk jgs Fks % ¶èkU;&HkkX;] bZlk dk iqutZUe gqvk---¸ ¶fxjÝ+rkj dj yks bUgsa!¸ iknjh fxjtk?kj esa igq¡prs gh lkglk #ddj fpYyk;kA mlds iknfj;ksa okys diM+s x+k;c gks x;s vkSj mlds Åij okys gksaB ij ,d eksVh&lh li+Qsn ew¡N mx vk;hA lc yksx Hkkx x;s_ NksVs iknjh us Hkh èkwinku iQasddj mØbuh dh rjg viuk flj idM+ fy;k vkSj Hkkx [kM+k gqvkA ek¡ us viuk cPpk Hkkxrs gq, yksxksa ds o+Qneksa esa èkj fn;k] ij os Hk;Hkhr vk¡[kksa ls mlds uxa s 'kjhj dks n[s krs g,q mlls drjkdj vkxs c<+ x;As ek¡ ?kVq us Vds dj jks&jksdj muls dgus yxh % ¶esjs cPps dks bl rjg u NksM+ tkvks! bl vius lkFk ysrs tkvks---¸ mØbuh vius gkFk ihB ds ihNs fd;s eqLdjkrk gqvk xk jgk Fkk % ¶èkU;&HkkX;] bZlk dk iqutZUe gqvk---¸ ek¡ us >qddj cPps dks mBk fy;k vkSj r[+rksa ls ynh gqbZ ,d xkM+h ij 202 @ ek¡

mls fyVk fn;kA fudksykbZ xkM+h ds cxy eas èkhjs&èkhjs py jgk Fkk vkSj g¡l jgk FkkA ¶rks mUgksaus eq>s ;g dfBu dke djus dks fn;k!¸ mlus dgkA lM+dsa xUnh Fkha vkSj yksx vius ?kjksa dh f[kM+fd;ksa ls ckgj >qddj fpYyk jgs Fks] lhfV;k¡ ctk jgs Fks vkSj gkFk fgyk jgs FksA ekSle lki+Q Fkk] lwjt rst+h ls ped jgk Fkk vkSj dgha Nk;k dk uke Hkh u FkkA ¶xkvks] ek¡!¸ mØbuh us Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA ¶;gh ft+Unxh gS!¸ og [+kqn xkus yxk vkSj vU; lHkh vkokt+sa mlds xhr dh vkokt+ esa Mwc x;haA og py iM+k vkSj ek¡ mlds ihNs&ihNs gks yhA lglk og Bksdj [kkdj ,d vFkkg xÙkZ esa fxj iM+h ftldk jhrsiu dk phRdkj mldk Lokxr djus dks Åij vkrk gqvk lquk;h fn;k--- ek¡ dh vk¡[ksa lglk [kqy x;ha] og dk¡i jgh FkhA ,slk ekywe gks jgk Fkk fd fdlh us vius et+cwr iats esa mlds fny dks idM+ j[kk gS vkSj èkhjs&èkhjs mls fupksM+s ys jgk gSA iQSDVjh dh lhVh yxkrkj et+nwjksa dks cqyk jgh Fkh_ ek¡ us vkokt+ ls igpku fy;k fd og nwljh lhVh FkhA dejs eas fdrkcsa fc[kjh gqbZ Fkha] gj pht+ vLr&O;Lr iM+h Fkh vkSj i+Q'kZ ij dhpM+ esa lus gq, twrksa ds fu'kku FksA ek¡ mBh vkSj e¡qg&gkFk èkks;s vkSj izkFkZu fd;s fcuk gh dejk lki+Q djus yxhA jlksbZ esa mldh ut+j >.Ms ds VwVs gq, ckal ij iM+h] ftlesa vHkh rd yky diM+s dk ,d VqdM+k c¡èkk gqvk FkkA og mls mBkdj pwYgs esa Mkyus gh tk jgh Fkh fd dqN lkspdj #d x;h vkSj mlus ,d vkg Hkjdj yky diM+k ckal ls vyx fd;k vkSj cM+h lkoèkkuh ls mls rg djds viuh tsc eas j[k fy;kA fiQj mlus vius ?kqVus ij j[kdj ckal dks rksM+k vkjS pwYgs esa Mky fn;kA blds ckn mlus B.Ms ikuh ls i+Q'kZ vkSj f[kM+fd;k¡ èkks;ha vkSj leksokj esa vkx lqyxkdj diM+s igu fy;sA ;g lc dqN dj pqdus ds ckn og jlksbZ dh f[kM+dh ds ikl cSB x;h vkSj fiQj ogh iz'u mlds lkeus vk [kM+k gqvk % ¶vc eSa D;k d:¡\\¸ ;g ;kn vkrs gh fd mlus vHkh rd lqcg dh izkFkZuk ugha dh gS] og mBdj nso&izfrekvksa ds rkd ds ikl x;h ij dqN {k.k rd muds lkeus [kM+s jgus ds ckn og fiQj cSB x;hA mldk ân; 'kwU; FkkA pkjksa vksj ,d fofp=k&lh fuLrCèkrk FkhA ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd tks yksx dy brus mRlkg ls lM+dksa ij fpYyk jgs Fks vkt vius ?kjksa esa Nqi x;s Fks vkSj mu vlkèkkj.k ?kVukvksa ij fopkj dj jgs FksA ek¡ @ 203

lglk ek¡ dks viuh tokuh dk ,d fo+QLlk ;kn vk;kA tkmlk&bykso&ifjokj dh gosyh ds iqjkus ikdZ esa ,d cM+k&lk rkykc Fkk ftlesa dqeqfnuh ds iQwy f[kys gq, FksA 'kjn ½rq ds vfUre fnuksa dh ckr gS fd ,d fnu og rkykc ds ikl ls gksdj xqtjh rks ns[krh D;k gS fd rkykc ds chp esa ,d uko [kM+h gSA rkykc dk ty 'kkUr vkSj xgjs jax dk Fkk_ ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd uko rkykc ds xgjs jax ds ikuh ds lkFk] ftl ij eqj>k;h gqbZ ifÙk;ksa dk ,d mnkl tky fcNk gqvk Fkk] xksan ls fpidk nh x;h gSA bl vdsyh uko dks ns[kdj] ftl ij u dksbZ vkneh Fkk u irokj] vkSj tks lw[kh ifÙk;ksa ds chp xUnys ikuh esa fu'py [kM+h Fkh] fdlh vKkr nq?kZVuk dh xgjh O;Fkk dk vkHkkl gksrk FkkA cM+h nsj rd rkykc ds fdukjs [kM+h ek¡ lksprh jgh fd ;g uko ikuh esa fdlus mrkjh gksxh vkSj fdl mís'; ls\\ mlh fnu 'kke mls ekywe gqvk fd ml tkxhj ij dke djus okys ,d ukSdj dh iRuh] tks my>s&my>s dkys ckyksa vkSj rst+ pkyokyh vkSjr Fkh] rkykc esa Mwcdj ej x;h FkhA ek¡ us vius ekFks ij gkFk iQsjk vkSj fiNys fnu dh Le`fr;ksa ds chp vU; fopkj cgqr ldqpkrs gq, mlds efLr\"d esa vkus yxsA cM+h nsj rd ek¡ bUgha Le`fr;ksa esa [kks;h gqbZ B.Mh pk; ds fxykl dks ?kwjrh jgh vkSj mlds ân; esa ;g bPNk mRiUu gqbZ fd og fdlh lhèks&lkns cqf¼eku vkneh ls ckrsa djs tks mlds lkjs iz'uksa dk mÙkj ns ldsA ekuks mldh blh bPNk dks iwjk djus ds fy, fudksykbZ bokuksfop [kkuk [kkus ds ckn mlls feyus vk;kA ij mls ns[krs gh og lglk Hk;Hkhr gks mBh vkSj mlds lyke dk tokc fn;s fcuk gh cksyh % ¶D;ksa vk;s gks\\ cM+h csoo+Qwi+Qh dh rqeus ;gk¡ vkdj! vxj os yksx rqEgsa ;gk¡ ns[k ysaxs rks rqEgsa Hkh idM+ ys tk;saxs---¸ mlus ek¡ dk gkFk dldj nck;k vkSj viuk p'ek Åij ljdkrs gq, mldh rji+Q >qdkA ¶ikosy vkSj vUnszbZ ds lkFk ;g r; gqvk Fkk fd vxj os fxjÝ+rkj dj fy;s x;s rks nwljs fnu eSa rqEgsa 'kgj igq¡pk vkÅ¡xk]¸ mlus tYnh&tYnh dgkA mldk Loj dksey vkSj lgkuqHkwfr ls Hkjk gqvk FkkA ¶D;k ;gk¡ ryk'kh gqbZ Fkh\\¸ ¶gk¡] mUgksaus ,d&,d pht+ dh ryk'kh yhA bZeku rks tSls muesa gS gh ughaA fuyZTt dgha ds!¸ ek¡ us tydj dgkA ¶yTtk muesa vk;s dgk¡ ls\\¸ fudksykbZ us dUèks fcpdkdj dgk vkSj 204 @ ek¡

fiQj og ek¡ dks le>kus yxk fd mls 'kgj esa D;ksa jguk pkfg,A ek¡ us fe=krk vkSj lgkuqHkwfr ls Hkjh gqbZ mldh vkokt+ lquh vkSj èkhjs ls eqLdjk nhA og mldh nyhysa ugha le> jgh Fkh ij mls vk'p;Z gks jgk Fkk fd mldh ckrksa ls mlds ân; esa mlds izfr fdruk fo'okl vkSj eerk tkx`r gks mBh FkhA ¶vxj ikosy dh ,slh gh ethZ Fkh]¸ ek¡ us dgk] ¶vkSj vxj esjs tkus ls rqEgsa dksbZ---¸ ¶bldh fpUrk u djks]¸ mlus ckr dkVrs gq, dgkA ¶eSa vdsyk jgrk gw¡A cl dHkh&dHkh esjh cgu vk tkrh gSA¸ ¶exj eaS vius [kp+ Z dk cks> rqEgkjs Åij ugha Mky ldrh]¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶vxj rqe pkgks rks ge rqEgkjs fy, dksbZ dke <w¡<+ nsaxs]¸ fudksykbZ us dgkA mlds fy, dke dh dYiuk vfHkUu :i ls vius csVs vkSj vUæsbZ vkSj muds lkfFk;ksa ds dke ds lkFk lEc¼ FkhA og fudksykbZ ds vkSj ikl vk x;h vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa Mkydj ns[kus yxhA ¶lpeqp <w¡<+ nksxs\\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA ¶esjs ?kj esa rks dksbZ dke gS ugha] D;ksafd eSa rks vdsyk gh gw¡---¸ ¶eSa ,sls ?kj ds dke dh ckr ugha dj jgh Fkh]¸ ek¡ us èkhes Loj esa mÙkj fn;kA ek¡ us ,d vkg Hkjh_ mls cM+k nq[k gqvk fd og mldh ckr le>k ughaA ij og viuh pq¡èkh vk¡[ksa fepfepkdj eqLdjk;k vkSj fopkjeXu gksdj cksyk % ¶vxj rqe ikosy ls mu fdlkuksa dk irk ekywe dj ldks ftUgksaus gels v[kckj fudkyus dks dgk Fkk] rks----¸ ¶eSa mUgsa tkurh gw¡!¸ ek¡ [+kq'k gksdj fpYyk iM+hA ¶eSa mudk irk yxk yw¡xh vkSj tks Hkh rqe dgksxs d:¡xh! eq> ij dksbZ x+Sj&o+Qkuwuh izpkj djus dk lUnsg Hkh ugha djsxkA rqEgkjk Hkyk gks] eSa vkf[k+j i+QSDVjh esa ipsZ ysdj tkrh Fkh fd ugha\\¸ lglk mlds ân; esa ;g rhoz bPNk tkx`r gqbZ fd og dUèks ij >ksyk Mkydj vkSj gkFk esa ykBh ysdj taxyksa vkSj xk¡oksa esa gksrh gqbZ lkjs ns'k dk pDdj yxk;sA ¶eq>s ;g dke lkSaiuk! eSa dgha Hkh tkus dks rS;kj gw¡] rqe ns[k ysuk! eSa gj lwcs dh gj lM+d dk jkLrk ekywe dj yw¡xhA tkM+k gks ;k xehZ] ejrs ne rd eSa fHk{kq.kh dh rjg fiQjrh jgw¡xhA D;k esjs fy, ;g dke Bhd ugha gS\\¸ ek¡ @ 205

cs?kjckjokyh fHk>q.kh ds :i esa xk¡o&xk¡o esa >ksifM+;ksa ds nj ij tkdj bZlk elhg ds uke ij Hkh[k ek¡xus dh dYiuk djrs gh mldk eu mnkl gks x;kA fudksykbZ cM+s I;kj ls mldk gkFk vius gkFk esa ysdj viuh xeZ gFksfy;ksa ls mls Fkidus yxkA fiQj og ?kM+h dh rji+Q ns[kdj cksyk % ¶ckn esa ckrsa djsaxs!¸ ¶vxj gekjs cPp]s gekjs dyts s ds Vdq M]s+ viuh ftU+ nxh] viuh vktknh lc dqN U;ksNkoj dj ldrs gSa] viuh fpUrk fd;s fcuk vius izk.k rd ns ldrs gSa] rks eSa ek¡ gksdj D;k dqN ugha dj ldrh\\¸ mlus fpYykdj dgkA fudksykbZ dk psgjk mrj x;kA ¶eaSus vc ls igys fdlh ds eq¡g ls ,slh ckrsa ugha lquha]¸ mlus cM+s I;kj ls ek¡ dks ,dVd ns[krs gq, 'kkUr Loj esa dgkA ¶eSa D;k dg ldrh gw¡\\¸ mlus mnkl Hkko ls viuk flj fgyk fn;k vkSj èkhjs ls vius gkFk ?kqekdj dgk] ¶esjs lhus esa tks ek¡ dk ân; èkM+drk gS mldk o.kZu djus ds fy, dk'k esjs ikl 'kCn gksrs---¸ og mBh] mBh ugha cfYd fdlh izcy 'kfDr us mls mBk;k] vkSj Øksèk&Hkjs 'kCnksa dh ,d osxe;h èkkjk iQwV fudyh % ¶rks muesa ls cgqr ls yksx jks nsrs µ uhp ls uhp vkSj fuyZTt ls fuyZTt Hkh---¸ fudksykbZ Hkh mB [kM+k gqvk vkSj mlus ?kM+h dh rji+Q ns[kkA ¶rks ;g r; jgk\\ rqe vkdj esjs lkFk 'kgj esa jgksxh\\¸ ek¡ us flj fgyk fn;kA ¶dc\\ tYnh ls tYnh!¸ fudksykbZ us dgk vkSj fiQj dksey Loj esa cksyk] ¶tc rd rqe vk ugha tkvksxh rc rd eq>s rqEgkjh fpUrk yxh jgsxhA¸ ek¡ us mls vk'p;Z ls ns[kkA ;g mldh dkSu gksrh Fkh\\ ekewyh&lk dkyk dksV igus gq, ml paqèks&ls vkneh dh ftldh dej >qd pyh Fkh] tks ogk¡ [kM+k flj >qdk;s ytkrk gqvk eqLdjk jgk FkkA mldk lkjk igukok vkSj og [+kqn Hkh mlds fy, vutkuk Fkk--- ¶rqEgkjs ikl iSls gSa\\¸ mlus iwNk vkSj i+QkSju vk¡[ksa >qdk yhaA ¶ugha!¸ tYnh ls mlus tsc esa gkFk Mkydj viuk cVqvk fudkyk vkSj [kksydj lkjs iSls ek¡ ds vkxs dj fn;sA ¶yks] ;g ys yks---¸ mlus dgkA 206 @ ek¡

ek¡ vuk;kl eqLdjk nhA ¶rqEgkjh rks gj ckr fujkyh gS!¸ ek¡ us flj fgykrs gq, dgkA ¶rqEgkjs fy, rks iSls dk Hkh dksbZ eksy ugha! dqN yksx rks blds fy, viuh vkRek rd csp nsrs gSa vkSj rqe bls feV~Vh ds cjkcj le>rs gksA ,slk ekywe gksrk gS fd vius ikl iSls j[kdj rqe nqfu;k ij ,glku djrs gks---¸ fudksykbZ èkhjs ls g¡l fn;kA ¶cM+h gh xUnh pht+ gS ;g iSlk! bls ysuk Hkh >a>V vkSj nsuk Hkh---¸ mlus ek¡ dk gkFk idM+dj dldj nck;kA ¶tYnh ls tYnh vkuk!¸ mlus ,d ckj fiQj dgkA fiQj og ges'kk dh rjg pqipki pyk x;kA mls fonk djds ek¡ njokt+s ij [kM+h lksprh jgh % ¶fdruk usd vkneh gS µ ij mlus eq> ij n;k ugha dh---¸ vkSj og ;g Hkh u le> ldh fd og bl ckr ij vlUrq\"V gS ;k mls dsoy vk'p;Z gS\\ 2 fudksykbZ ds vkus ds pkSFks fnu ek¡ mlds ?kj esa jgus ds fy, pyh x;hA xkMh+ ij vius nks lUnwd ykns cLrh ls fudydj [krs kas dh rjiQ+ tkrs gq, mlus ihNs eqM+dj ns[kk vkSj lglk mls vkHkkl gqvk fd og ml txg dks ges'kk ds fy, NksM+s tk jgh gS tgk¡ mlus vius thou dk lcls v¡èkdkje; vkSj dfBu le; fcrk;k Fkk vkSj tgk¡ mlus ft+Unxh dh ,d u;h eafty esa izos'k fd;k Fkk ftlesa u;s lq[k&nq[k Fks vkSj ftlds dkj.k mldk le; tYnh dV x;k FkkA i+QSDVjh dh fpefu;k¡ vkdk'k dh vksj viuk flj Å¡pk fd;s [kM+h Fkha vkSj i+QSDVjh Lo;a dkfy[k ls <¡dh gqbZ i`Foh ij ,d cM+s ls yky edM+s dh rjg nqcdh gqbZ FkhA mlds pkjksa vksj et+nwjksa ds ,d&eaftys edkuksa dh cfLr;k¡ FkhaA ;s eVeSys vkSj ckSus edku nyny ds fcYdqy fljs ij [kM+s viuh NksVh&NksVh mnkl f[kM+fd;ksa esa ls ,d&nwljs dks fujhg Hkko ls ns[k jgs FksA muds Åij i+QSDVjh dh gh rjg eSys yky jax dk fxjtk?kj viuk eLrd Å¡pk fd;s [kM+k Fkk] ij mldh ehukj fpefu;ksa ls uhph FkhA ,d vkg Hkjdj ek¡ us vius Cykmt dk xys ij dk cVu [kksy fn;k] D;ksafd mldk ne ?kqVk tk jgk FkkA ¶vkSj pyk py!¸ xkM+hokys us ?kksM+s dh jkl >Vdrs gq, vLiQqV Loj ek¡ @ 207

esa dgkA og ,d ukVs dn dk vkneh Fkk ftldh mez ds ckjs esa fu'p; ds lkFk dqN ugha dgk tk ldrk FkkA mldh Vk¡xsa Vs<+h&es<+h Fkha vkSj flj vkSj psgjs ij cgqr fNnjs&fNnjs eqj>k;s gq, ls cky Fks vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa esa ped rks Fkh gh ughAa xkM+h ds lkFk&lkFk og >werk gqvk py jgk Fkk vkjS ,ls k irz hr gksrk Fkk fd nkfgus ;k ck;sa eqM+us esa mlds fy, dksbZ vUrj ugha FkkA ¶py] csVk!¸ mlus likV Loj esa dgk vkSj Hkkjh cwVksa esa dlh gqbZ viuh Vs<+h Vk¡xksa ij cM+s t+ksj ls mNykA mlds cwVksa ij dhpM+ tedj lw[k x;h FkhA ek¡ us pkjksa vksj ut+j nkSM+k;hA [ksr Hkh mlds ân; dh rjg gh lwus Fks--- rst+ èkwi esa rirh gqbZ jsr dh eksVh rg ij xkM+h [khaprs gq, ?kksM+k ,d gh <ax ls viuk flj fgyk jgk FkkA cky dh ljljkgV lquk;h ns jgh Fkh] [kpM+k xkM+h pjpjk jgh Fkh vkSj bu vkokt+ksa ds lkFk&lkFk xnZ Hkh muds ihNs&ihNs vk jgh Fkh--- fudksykbZ bokuksfop 'kgj ds fljs ij ,d lwulku lM+d ds fdukjs jgrk FkkA ,d nks&eaftys edku ds lkFk] tks iqjkuk vkSj ttZj Fkk] gjs jax dk ,d edku vkSj cuk fn;k x;k Fkk_ blh ds ,d fgLls esa fudksykbZ jgrk FkkA mlds ?kj ds lkeus ,d NksVk lk ckx Fkk vkSj rhuksa dejksa dh f[kM+fd;ksa esa ykbyd vkSj vdsf'k;k dh Mkysa vkSj iksiyj ds vYio;Ld o`{kksa dh #igyh ifÙk;k¡ >k¡ddj vUnj ns[krh FkhaA ?kj ds vUnj gj pht+ lki+Q&lqFkjh vkSj okrkoj.k 'kkUr Fkk_ i+Q'kZ ij tkynkj ijNkb;k¡ ukprh Fkha] nhokjksa ds lgkjs fdrkcksa dh vYekfj;k¡ yxh gqbZ Fkha ftuds Åij xEHkhj eqækokys yksxksa ds fp=k V¡xs gq, FksA ¶;gk¡ rqEgsa rdyhiQ rks ugha gksxh\\¸ fudksykbZ us ek¡ dks ,d NksVs&ls dejs esa ys tkdj iwNk ftldh ,d f[kM+dh ckx esa [kqyrh Fkh vkSj nwljh vk¡xu esa] ftlesa ?kkl mxh gqbZ FkhA bl dejs dh nhokjksa ds fdukjs Hkh fdrkcksa dh vYekfj;k¡ yxh gqbZ FkhaA ¶eSa rks jlksbZ esa jg yw¡xh!¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶jlksbZ cgqr vkjkensg vkSj lki+Q g-S --¸ ek¡ dks yxk fd ;s 'kCn lqudj og lge&lk x;kA og >sairs vkSj ytkrs gq, ek¡ dks jlksbZ?kj esa jgus dk fopkj NksM+ nsus ds fy, eukus yxk vkSj og jkth gks x;hA mldk psgjk f[ky mBkA ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd rhuksa dejksa dk dksbZ fo'ks\"k okrkoj.k FkkA ;gk¡ lkl¡ yus k T;+ knk vklku vkjS l[q kdj Fkk] ij Åp¡ s Loj eas ckys us esa lda kps gkrs k Fkk fd dgha nhokj ij ls brus è;ku ls uhps ns[krs gq, yksxksa ds fpUru esa ckèkk u iM+sA 208 @ ek¡

¶ikSèkksa esa ikuh nsus dh t+:jr gS]¸ ek¡ us f[kM+dh dh pkS[kV ij j[ks gq, xeyksa dh feV~Vh dks gkFk ls VVksydj ns[krs gq, dgkA ?kj ds ekfyd us vijkfèk;ksa dh rjg dgk] ¶vjs gk¡] eq>s mudk 'kkSd rks cgqr gS ij mudh ns[kHkky djus dk le; ugha feyrk---¸ ek¡ us ns[kk fd vius bl vkjkensg ¶ySV esa Hkh fudksykbZ dqN mdrk;k&lk jgrk gS] ekuks ;g ?kj mldk viuk u gksA og dejs dh fofHkUu pht+ksa ds ikl tkdj vius nkfgus gkFk dh iryh&iryh m¡xfy;ksa ls p'ek Bhd djrk vkSj ftl pht+ dh vksj Hkh mldk è;ku vkdf\"kZr gks tkrk mls cM+h ftKklk ls ns[krk] dHkh&dHkh og dksbZ pht+ mBkdj vius psgjs ds cgqr ikl ys vkrk ekuks mls viuh vk¡[kksa ls Nwdj ns[kuk pkgrk gksA ,slk yxrk Fkk fd ek¡ dh rjg gh og Hkh bl ?kj esa igyh ckj vk;k Fkk vkSj mlds fy, Hkh gj pht+ u;h vkSj vutkuh FkhA mls bl :i esa ns[kdj ek¡ bu dejksa esa brehuku eglwl djus yxhA og tgk¡ tkrk ek¡ mlds ihNs&ihNs tkrh vkSj ns[krh fd dkSu pht+ dgk¡ j[kh gS vkSj mlls mldh fnup;kZ ds ckjs esa iwNrhA og vijkfèk;ksa dh rjg mÙkj nsrk µ ,sls vkneh dh rjg tks ;g rks tkurk gS fd og ml <ax ls dke ugha djrk tSls mls djuk pkfg, ij mldk dksbZ bykt ugha dj ldrkA ek¡ us iQwyksa esa ikuh fn;k vkSj fi;kuks ij fc[kjh gqbZ Loj&fyfi;ksa dks lesVdj j[k fn;kA leksokj dks ns[krs gh og cksyh % ¶bls lki+Q djuk iM+sxk---¸ fudksykbZ us eSyh èkkrq ij viuh m¡xfy;k¡ iQsjha vkSj mUgsa viuh ukd ds ikl ykdj mudk fujh{k.k djus yxkA ek¡ LusgiwoZd g¡l nhA ml jkr dks tc ek¡ lksus ds fy, ysVh vkSj fnu&Hkj dh ?kVukvksa ij fopkj djus yxh rks mlus u tkus D;ksa viuk flj mBkdj pkjksa vksj ut+j nkSM+k;hA og mlds thou esa igyk volj Fkk tc mlus fdlh nwljs ds ?kj esa jkr fcrk;h gks] ij mls t+jk Hkh ?kcjkgV ugha gks jgh FkhA mlus cM+h eerk ls fudksykbZ ds ckjs esa lkspk vkSj mlds ân; esa ;g bPNk mRiUu gqbZ fd og mlds thou dks lq[kh cuk ns] mlds izfr ,slk Lusg fn[kk;s fd mlds thou esa lq[k&'kkfUr vk tk;sA mldh HkksaM+h pky&<ky] mldh gkL;tud ykpkjh] vke yksxksa ls mldh fHkUurk vkSj mldh fueZy vk¡[kksa dk cqf¼eÙkkiw.kZ vkSj lkFk gh cPpksa tSlk Hkko ek¡ ds ân; esa ?kj dj x;kA fiQj mldk fopkj vius csVs dh vksj x;k vkSj igyh ebZ dh ?kVuk,¡ ,d ckj fiQj mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus ?kwe x;haA vc muesa ,d u;h xw¡t iSnk gks x;h Fkh vkSj mudk ,d u;k ek¡ @ 209

egÙo gks x;k FkkA Lo;a ml fnu dh rjg gh bl fnu dh ihM+k esa Hkh dksbZ [k+kl ckr FkhA bl ihM+k ls eLrd t+ehu ij ugha >qd tkrk Fkk] tSls fdlh izcy vk?kkr ls >qd tkrk gSA ;g ihM+k ân; esa ckj&ckj cjNh dh rjg pqHkrh Fkh] ftlls èkhjs&èkhjs ,d jks\"k mRiUu gksrk Fkk vkSj >qdh gqbZ dej Hkh lhèkh gks tkrh FkhA ¶gekjs cPps yM+kbZ ds eSnku esa mrj jgs gSa]¸ ek¡ lkspus yxhA og ckx eas ifÙk;ksa dks NsM+rh gqbZ [kqyh f[kM+dh esa ls jsaxdj vUnj vkrh gqbZ 'kgj dh jkf=kdkyhu vifjfpr èofu;kas dks lqurh jghA ;s vkoktas+ dgha cgrq njw ls vkrh Fkha µ Fkdh gqbZ vkSj {kh.k µ vkSj dejs esa igq¡pdj pqipki ne rksM+ nsrh FkhaA nwljs fnu lcsjs gh mlus leksokj ek¡tdj pk; ds fy, ikuh xje fd;k] pqipki est ij uk'rk yxk fn;k vkSj jlksbZ esa cSBdj fudksykbZ ds mBus dh izrh{kk djus yxhA vkf[k+jdkj mlus [kk¡lrs gq, vius dejs dk njokt+k [kksyk] ,d gkFk esa og viuk p'ek vkSj nwljs esa o+Qeht+ dk dkyj idM+s FkkA mUgksaus ,d&nwljs dks lyke fd;k vkSj ek¡ us leksokj ys tkdj nwljs dejs esa j[k fn;kA og eq¡g&gkFk èkks jgk Fkk] mlus lkjk ikuh i+Q'kZ ij fc[ksj fn;k] viuk lkcqu vkSj nk¡r ek¡tus dk cz'k t+ehu ij fxjk fn;k vkSj vius iQwgM+iu ij cqM+cqM+krk jgkA uk'rk djrs le; mlus ek¡ ls dgk % ¶nsgkrh cksMZ esa eq>s ,d cgqr nq[knk;h dke djuk iM+rk gS µ ;g irk yxkus dk dke fd gekjs fdlku fdl rjg rckg gks jgs g-aS --¸ mlus vijkfèk;kas dh rjg eqLdjkdj dgkA ¶dki+Qh Hkkstu u feyus ds dkj.k fdlku le; ls igys gh ej tkrs gSaA muds cPps det+ksj iSnk gksrs gSa vkSj tSls 'kjn ½rq esa efD[k;k¡ ejrh gSa oSls gh os Hkh ej tkrs gSaA ge ;g lc tkurs gSa vkSj ge bldk dkj.k Hkh tkurs gSaA bl Øe dks ns[kus ds fy, gesa ru[okgsa Hkh nh tkrh gSa] ij blls T+;knk vkSj dqN ugha gksrk---¸ ¶D;k rqe Nk=kky; esa i<+rs gks\\¸ ek¡ us mlls iwNkA ¶ugha] eSa i<+krk gw¡A esjs firk O;kRdk uxj dh ,d i+QSDVjh esa eSustj gSa] ij eSa vè;kid cu x;kA xk¡o esa eSaus fdlkuksa esa fdrkcsa ck¡Vha vkSj blds fy, eq>s tsy esa cUn dj fn;k x;kA ltk dkV pqdus ds ckn eSa ,d fdrkcksa dh nqdku esa lsYleSu gks x;k] ij viuh gh ykijokgh ls eSa fiQj tsy esa igq¡pk fn;k x;k vkSj mlds ckn v[kk±xsYLd esa fuokZflr dj fn;k x;kA ogk¡ Hkh] xouZj eq>ls ukjkt+ gks x;k vkSj eq>s 'osr lkxj ds fdukjs ,d NksVs&ls xk¡o esa Hkst fn;k x;k tgk¡ eSa ik¡p lky rd jgkA¸ 210 @ ek¡

èkiw ls Hkjs g,q ml idz k'ke; dejs eas mldk Loj fuckèZ k :i ls ioz kfgr FkkA ek¡ vc rd bl rjg dh u tkus fdruh dgkfu;k¡ lqu pqdh Fkh] ij mldh le> esa ugha vkrk Fkk fd tks yksx ;s dgkfu;k¡ lqukrs Fks os brus 'kkUr D;ksa jgrs Fks ekuks os fdlh vfuok;Z ckr dk mYys[k dj jgs gksa\\ ¶esjh cgu vkt vk jgh gSa!¸ mlus dgkA ¶C;kg gks x;k gS\\¸ ¶foèkok gSaA muds ifr dks lkbcsfj;k esa fuokZflr dj fn;k x;k Fkk] ij og ogk¡ ls Hkkx vk;s vkSj nks lky gq, ;wjksi esa risfnd ls mudh e`R;q gks x;h---¸ ¶rqEgkjh cgu rqels NksVh gSa\\¸ ¶N% lky cM+h gSaA eSa mudk cM+k vkHkkjh gw¡A vkSj lqfu;s fd og fi;kuks dSlk ctkrh gSa! ;g mUgha dk gS--- vkSj ;gk¡ dh cgqr&lh pht+sa mUgha dh gSa] fdrkcsa cl esjh gSa---¸ ¶og dgk¡ jgrh gSa\\¸ ¶gj txg!¸ mlus eqLdjkdj mÙkj fn;kA ¶tgk¡ dgha Hkh fdlh fgEerokys vkneh dh t+:jr gksrh gS og ogk¡ igq¡p tkrh gSaA¸ ¶D;k og Hkh--- ;gh dke djrh gSa\\¸ ¶gk¡] D;ksa ugha!¸ mlus mÙkj fn;kA 'kh?kz gh og pyk x;k vkSj ek¡ ¶bl dke¸ ds ckjs esa vkSj mu yksxksa ds ckjs esa lkspus yxh tks yxkrkj fnu&jkr blh dke esa tqVs jgrs FksA muds lkeus og vius vkidks cgqr rqPN le>us yxh] tSls jkr dks igkM+ ds lkeus vkneh vius dks ckSuk le>rk gSA nksigj ds djhc yEcs dn dh ,d [+kwclwjr vkSjr us ?k.Vh ctk;h_ og dkys diM+s igus FkhA tc ek¡ us njokt+k [kksyk rks mlus viuk NksVk&lk ihyk lwVdsl i+Q'kZ ij j[k fn;k vkSj c<+dj ek¡ dk gkFk Fkke fy;kA ¶vki ikosy fe[k+kbyksfop dh ek¡ gSa u\\¸ mlus dgkA ¶gk¡]¸ ek¡ us mÙkj fn;kA ml vkSjr ds vPNs diM+s ns[kdj ek¡ dks dqN f[kfl;kgV&lh gks jgh FkhA ¶vki fcYdqy oSlh gh fudyha tSlk eSaus lkspk FkkA esjs HkkbZ us eq>s fy[kk Fkk fd vki ;gk¡ jgus ds fy, vk jgh g!aS ¸ ml vkjS r us vkbuZ s ds lkeus [kMs+ gkds j viuk gVS mrkjrs g,q dgkA ¶ikoys fe[kk+ bykfs op ds lkFk ejs h cMh+ iqjkuh nksLrh gSA mlus eq>s vkids ckjs esa crk;k FkkA¸ mldh vkokt+ Hkkjh Fkh vkSj og èkhjs&èkhjs cksyrh Fkh] ij mldk 'kjhj ek¡ @ 211

cgqr iQqrhZyk vkSj et+cwr FkkA mldh Hkwjh vk¡[kksa esa tokuh dh ped Fkh] ij blds foijhr mldh duifV;ksa ds ikl cgqr eghu >qfjZ;k¡ Hkh Fkha vkSj mlds dksey dkuksa ds Åij li+Qsn cky pedrs FksA ¶eq>s Hkw[k yxh gS!¸ mlus ?kks\"k.kk dhA ¶,d I;kyk dkWiQh ihuk pkgrh g-¡w --¸ ¶vHkh cuk;s nsrh gw¡!¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶rqeus D;k dgk fd ikosy us rqels esjh ppkZ dh Fkh\\¸ ek¡ us vYekjh es ls dkWiQh ds crZu fudkyrs gq, iwNkA ¶cgqr ckj---¸ ml vkSjr us peM+s ds NksVs&ls dsl esa ls flxjsV fudkydj tyk;h vkSj dejs esa Vgyus yxhA ¶D;k vkidks mlds ckjs esa cgqr Mj yxrk gS\\¸ ek¡ dkWiQh ds crZu ds uhps LVkso dh NksVh&NksVh uhyh yiVksa dks ns[krh jgh vkSj eqLdjkrh jghA bl vkSjr dks ns[kdj mlesa tks ,d ldidkgV vk x;h Fkh og [+kq'kh dh bl ygj esa Mwc x;hA ¶rks mlus esjs ckjs esa bls crk;k Fkk] I;kjk cPpk!¸ mlus vius eu esa lkspk vkSj fiQj èkhjs&èkhjs cksyh] ¶gk¡] yxrk rks gSA esjs fy, ;g vklku ugha gS ij vxj ;g ckr blls igys gqbZ gksrh rks esjs fy, vkSj Hkh dfBu gks tkrkA vc de ls de eq>s bruk rks ekywe gS fd og vdsyk ugha gS---¸ ek¡ us ml vkSjr dh rji+Q ns[kdj iwNk % ¶uke D;k gS\\¸ ¶lksfi+Q;k!¸ mlus mÙkj fn;kA ek¡ mls cM+s è;ku ls ns[krh jghA bl vkSjr esa ,d vthc O;kidrk Fkh µ vikj lkgl vkSj papyrkA ¶lcls t+:jh rks ;g gS fd os lHkh tsy ls tYnh ls tYnh NksM+ fn;s tk;sa]¸ lksfi+Q;k us fu'p; ds lkFk dgkA ¶cl eqo+Qnek tYnh 'kq: gks tk;s! T;ksa gh os yksx mUgsa dgha fuokZflr djsaxs] ge yksx ikosy fe[k+kbyksfop dks Hkxkus dk izcUèk dj nsaxsA ;gk¡ mldh t+:jr gSA¸ ek¡ vfu'p; ds Hkko ls lkfs iQ+ ;k dks n[s k jgh Fkh_ lkfs iQ+ ;k viuh flxjVs cq>kus ds fy, dksbZ pht+ <w¡<+ jgh FkhA vkf[k+jdkj mlus xeys dh feV~Vh esa flxjsV cq>k nhA ¶blh ls rks iQwy [k+jkc gksrs gSa!¸ ek¡ ds eq¡g ls vuk;kl gh fudy x;kA ¶eki+Q dj nhft;s!¸ lksfi+Q;k us dgkA ¶fudksykbZ Hkh eq>ls ges'kk ;gh ckr dgrk gS!¸ mlus cq>h gqbZ flxjsV fudkydj f[kM+dh ds ckgj iQsad nhA ek¡ us f[kfl;kdj vijkfèk;ksa dh rjg mls ns[kkA 212 @ ek¡

¶eSa [+kqn yfTtr gw¡]¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶eSaus fcuk lksps&le>s gh dg fn;k FkkA eSa Hkyk dSls dg ldrh gw¡ fd D;k djks] D;k u djks\\¸ ¶D;kas ugh]a vxj eaS xUnxh d:¡ rks vki D;kas ugha dg ldrh\\a ¸ lkfs iQ+ ;k us dUèks fcpdkdj mÙkj fn;kA ¶dkWiQh rS;kj gks x;h\\ cgqr&cgqr èkU;okn! ysfdu ,d gh I;kyh D;ksa\\ vki ugha fi;saxh\\¸ lglk mlus ek¡ ds dUèks idM+dj mls vius ikl [khap fy;k vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa Mkydj ns[kus yxhA ¶lp dfg;s] 'kekZrh gSa D;k\\¸ lksfi+Q;k us iwNkA ek¡ eqLdjk nhA ¶vHkh&vHkh flxjsVokyh ckr eSaus rqels dgh gS vkSj rqe eq>ls iwNrh gks fd eSa 'keZ djrh gw¡ D;k\\ exj ns[kks rks]¸ mlus vius foLe; dks Nqikus dk dksbZ iz;Ru fd;s fcuk dgk] ¶eSa vHkh dy gh ;gk¡ vk;h gw¡ vkSj vHkh ls eq>s ,slk yxus yxk fd tSls ;g esjk gh ?kj gS µ eq>s fdlh ckr ls Mj ugha yxrk vkSj tks esjs th esa vkrk gS dg nsrh gw¡---¸ ¶;gh rks gksuk Hkh pkfg,!¸ lksfi+Q;k us izlUu gksdj dgkA ¶esjk flj pdjkrk jgrk gS vkSj eq>s viuk Hkh gks'k ugha jgrk]¸ ek¡ us fiQj dguk vkjEHk fd;kA ¶,d t+ekus esa tc rd eSa fdlh dks vPNh rjg tku ugha tkrh Fkh rc rd eSa vius fny dh ckr mlls [kqydj ugha dg ldrh FkhA ij vc eSa ges'kk lcls fny [kksydj ckr dgrh gw¡] vkSj ,slh ckrsa dg tkrh gw¡ ftudh eSa igys LoIu esa Hkh dYiuk ugha dj ldrh Fkh---¸ lksfi+Q;k us nwljh flxjsV fudkyh vkSj viuh Hkwjh vk¡[kksa dh dksey T;ksfr ek¡ ds psgjs ij dsfUær dj nhA ¶rqe dg jgh Fkha fd rqe mls Hkxkus dk izcUèk dj yksxhA ysfdu Hkkxdj og jgsxk dSls\\¸ ek¡ us iwNk vkSj vius ân; ls bl tfVy iz'u dk cks> mrkj fn;kA ¶mlesa dksbZ dfBukbZ ugha gksxh]¸ lksfi+Q;k us vius fy, nwljh I;kyh dkWiQh cukrs gq, dgkA ¶tSls ntZuksa nwljs Hkkxdj vk;s gq, yksx jgrs gSa] oSls gh og Hkh jgsxk--- eSa vHkh ,d ,sls vkneh ls feyh Fkh vkSj mls crkdj vk;h gw¡ fd og dgk¡ jgsxkA mldh Hkh cgqr t+:jr Fkh] mls ik¡p lky dh ltk gqbZ Fkh] ij mlus fuokZlu esa lk<+s rhu eghus gh fcrk;s Fks---¸ ek¡ dqN nsj rd mls ns[krh jgh] fiQj eqLdjk nhA ¶,slk ekywe gksrk gS fd igyh ebZ us eq> ij dksbZ tknw dj fn;k gS]¸ ek¡ us flj fgykrs gq, èkhjs ls dgkA ¶eSa viuk fBdkuk ugha <w¡<+ ik jgh gw¡ µ ek¡ @ 213

,slk yxrk gS fd eSa ,d lkFk nks jkLrksa ij tk jgh gw¡A dHkh&dHkh rks ,slk yxrk gS fd eSa gj ckr le>rh gw¡ vkSj fiQj gj pht+ èkq¡èkyh gks tkrh gSA vius vkidks gh ys yks µ Hkys ?kj dh vkSjr gks] ;g dke djrh gks--- rqe esjs ikosy dks tkurh gks vkSj mldh rkjhiQ djrh gks vkSj blds fy, eSa rqEgkjk vkHkkj ekurh gw¡---¸ ¶vkHkkj rks eq>s ekuuk pkfg,!¸ lksfi+Q;k us g¡ldj dgkA ¶eSaus D;k fd;k gS\\ mls ;g lc dqN eSaus rks ugha fl[kk;k!¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj dgkA lksfi+Q;k us flxjsV ,d r'rjh esa cq>k nh vkSj vius flj dks bl rjg >Vdk fd mlds lqugjs ckyksa dh eksVh&eksVh yVsa [kqydj dej rd vk x;haA ¶vc tkdj eSa viuk ;g lkjk rke&>ke mrkj vkÅ¡]¸ mlus mBdj ckgj tkrs gq, dgkA 3 fudksykbZ 'kke dks ?kj ykSVkA [kkuk [kkrs le; lksfi+Q;k us cgqr g¡l&g¡ldj crk;k fd og fdl izdkj fuokZlu ls Hkkxdj vk;s gq, ,d vkneh dks Nqikdj vk;h Fkh_ mlds fny esa [kqfiQ;k iqfylokyksa dk bruk Mj lek;k gqvk Fkk fd og gj vkneh dks lUnsg dh n`f\"V ls ns[krh FkhA lksfi+Q;k us ;g Hkh crk;k fd mls Hkkxs gq, dSnh dk cjrko fdruk gkL;kLin FkkA ek¡ dks mlds Loj esa 'ks[kh dh ,d >yd fn[kk;h nh] ekuks dksbZ et+nwj cgqr cM+k dkjukek djus ds ckn nwljksa dks mlds ckjs esa crk jgk gksA bl le; lksfi+Q;k Hkwjs jax dk gYdk] pkSM+k iz+Qkd igus gq, FkhA blds dkj.k og vkSj Hkh yEch vkSj mldh vk¡[ksa vkSj Hkh dkyh yx jgh Fkha vkSj mldh pky eas vfèkd xEHkhjrk vk x;h FkhA ¶lksfi+Q;k] rqEgkjs fy, ,d dke vkSj gS]¸ fudksykbZ us [kkuk [kkus ds ckn dgkA ¶eSaus rqEgsa crk;k Fkk fd ge yksxksa us fdlkuksa ds fy, ,d v[kckj fudkyus dk ftEek fy;k Fkk] ysfdu brus yksxksa ds fxjÝ+rkj gks tkus ds dkj.k ml vkneh ls dksbZ lEidZ ugha jg x;k gS tks ;g v[kckj ck¡VsxkA mldk irk yxkus esa isykxs;k fuyksouk gh gekjh enn dj ldrh gSaA rqe buds lkFk xk¡o pyh tkvks vkSj ftruh tYnh gks lds mldk irk ekywe dj yksA¸ ¶vPNh ckr gS!¸ lksfi+Q;k us flxjsV dk d'k ysrs gq, dgkA ¶D;ksa pysaxs u] isykxs;k fuyksouk\\¸ ¶gk¡] t+:j pysaxs---¸ 214 @ ek¡

¶D;k cgqr nwj gS\\¸ ¶;gh dksbZ ipkl ehy gksxk---¸ ¶rks Bhd g!S -- vPNk] vc FkkMs h+ njs fi;kuks ctkÅx¡ hA iys kx;s k fuykos uk] vki FkksM+h nsj esjk laxhr cjnk'r dj ldsaxh u\\¸ ¶esjh fpUrk u djks µ le> yks fd tSls eSa ;gk¡ gw¡ gh ugha!¸ ek¡ us dgk vkSj dksp ds ,d dksus esa nqcddj cSB x;hA ekywe rks ;g gksrk Fkk fd HkkbZ&cgu mldh vksj dksbZ è;ku gh ugha ns jgs gSa] ij cM+h gksf'k;kjh ls os mls Hkh viuh ckrphr eas 'kkfey djus dk iz;Ru dj jgs FksA ¶fudksykbZ] ;g lquks] ;g xzhx gSA eSa vkt gh vius lkFk yk;h gw¡--- f[kM+fd;k¡ cUn dj nksA¸ mlus Lojfyfi lkeus [kksydj j[k yh vkSj vius ck;sa gkFk ls lqeèkqj laxhr NsM+ fn;kA fi;kuks ds rkj >¡dkj mBs vkSj ,d gYdh&lh vkg ds lkFk ,d nwljk Loj fi;kuks dh Hkjiwj xw¡trh gqbZ vkokt+ esa vkokt+ feykdj xkus yxkA mlds nkfgus gkFk dh m¡xfy;ksa ds uhps ls lksus dh ?kf.V;k¡&lh ctus dh vkokt+ vkus yxh_ eUn Lojksa dh xgjh i`\"BHkwfe ij ;s lqugjs lqj Hk;krqj if{k;ksa ds >q.M dh rjg iQM+iQM+krs gq, bèkj&mèkj Hkkx jgs FksA igys rks ek¡ ij laxhr dk dksbZ izHkko u gqvk_ laxhr dk izokg mlds fy, dsoy vkokt+ksa dk ,d te?kV FkkA ml tfVy laxhr&jpuk esa mlds dku èkqu ugha idM+ ik jgs FksA LofIuy us=kksa ls og fudksykbZ dks ns[krh jghA og Vk¡xsa eksM+s dksp ds nwljs fljs ij cSBk FkkA fiQj ek¡ lksfi+Q;k ds xEHkhj psgjs dks ?kwjus yxh ftlds Åij lqugjs ckyksa dk ,d rkt&lk yxk gqvk FkkA lwjt dh fdjusa lksfi+Q;k ds flj vkSj dUèkksa dks viuh T;ksfr ls xjekrh gqbZ mldh m¡xfy;ksa dks pweus ds fy, fiQlydj fi;kuks ds ijnksa ij iM+ jgh FkhaA laxhr c<+rs&c<+rs iwjs dejs esa iQSy x;k vkSj u tkus dc og ek¡ ds ân; esa Hkh izos'k dj x;kA u tkus D;ksa vrhr ds vUèkdkje; xÙkZ ls ,d fpjfoLe`r xgjh O;Fkk mBh vkSj ,d dVq Li\"Vrk ds lkFk fiQj rkth gks x;hA ,d fnu cgqr jkr x;s mldk ifr u'ks esa pwj ?kj ykSVk FkkA mldh ck¡g idM+dj mlus pkjikbZ ls mls i+Q'kZ ij ?klhV fy;k Fkk vkSj mldh ilfy;ksa esa Bksdjsa ekjh FkhaA ¶fudy tk] dqfr;k dgha dh! eSa mdrk x;k gw¡ rq>ls!¸ mlus fpYykdj dgk FkkA mldh ekj ls cpus ds fy, ek¡ us vius nks lky ds cPps dks mBk fy;k ek¡ @ 215

Fkk vkSj mls lhus ls yxkdj ?kqVus Vsddj i+Q'kZ ij cSB x;h FkhA cPpk mldh xksn esa gkFk&ik¡o iVddj jks jgk Fkk_ mldk uaxk] Hk;foày 'kjhj xje FkkA ¶fudy tk!¸ fe[k+kby us xjtdj dgk FkkA og mNydj [kM+h gks x;h Fkh vkSj tYnh ls jlksbZ esa tkdj mlus dUèkksa ij 'kywdk Mky fy;k Fkk vkSj cPps dks 'kky esa yisVdj uaxs iSj dsoy jkr ds diM+s vksj 'kywdk igus gq, ?kj ls fudy x;h Fkh_ u og jks;h Fkh vkSj u mlus iQfj;kn dh FkhA ebZ dk eghuk Fkk] jkrsa B.Mh FkhaA lM+d dh B.Mh&B.Mh feV~Vh mlds ryqvksa ls fpidh tk jgh Fkh vkSj mlds ik¡o dh m¡xfy;ksa ds chp ?kqlh tk jgh FkhA mldh xksn esa cPpk rM+i&rM+idj jks jgk FkkA mlus mls 'kywds ds uhps Nqikdj dldj vius lhus ls fpiVk fy;k Fkk vkSj Hk; ls O;kdqy gksdj lM+d ij Hkkxrh gqbZ vkxs c<+rh x;h Fkh_ pyrs&pyrs og cPps dks pqi djkus dk iz;Ru djrh tk jgh Fkh % ¶vk¡&vk¡&vk¡! vk¡&vk¡&vk¡! vk¡&vk¡&vk¡!¸ izHkkr gqvkA bl Hk; vkSj yTtk ls fd dgha dksbZ mls bl vèkZuXu voLFkk esa ns[k u ys og nyny ds ikl tkdj ,Liu ds vYio;Ld o`{kksa ds uhps cSB x;h FkhA og cM+h nsj rd ogk¡ cSBh vk¡[ksa iQkM+s vUèkdkj esa ?kwjrh jgh Fkh vkSj Å¡?krs gq, ckyd vkSj Lo;a vius ân; dh O;Fkk dks 'kkUr djus ds fy, fujUrj ,d gh lqj esa xquxqukrh jgh Fkh % ¶vk¡&vk¡&vk¡! vk¡&vk¡&vk¡! vk¡&vk¡&vk¡!¸ lglk ,d dkyh fpfM+;k mM+rh gqbZ mèkj ls xqtjh FkhA ek¡ viuh fujhg voLFkk ls pkSaddj mB [kM+h gqbZ Fkh vkSj lnhZ esa dk¡irh gqbZ ?kj ykSVh Fkh µ fiQj mlh fiVkbZ vkSj viekuksa ds fpj&ifjfpr Hk;kud okrkoj.k esa--- laxhr dk vfUre lqj lquk;h fn;k vkSj fiQj ,d mnkl B.Mh vkg ds lkFk laxhr 'kkUr gks x;kA lksfi+Q;k us vius HkkbZ dh rji+Q eqM+dj ns[kkA ¶ilUn vk;k\\¸ mlus èkhjs ls iwNkA ¶cgqr!¸ mlus ekuks uhan ls pkSadrs gq, mÙkj fn;kA ¶cgqr vPNk Fkk---¸ ek¡ ds lhus esa nq[kn Le`fr;ksa dh izfrèofu dk dEiu Fkk vkSj mldh psruk ds lhekUr izns'k esa ,d fopkj <y jgk Fkk % ¶,sls yksx Hkh gksrs gSa tks fe=krk ds lkFk] 'kkfUriw.kZ <ax ls fey&tqydj jgrs gSaA os >xM+k ugha djrs] u'ks esa èkqÙk ugha gks tkrs] jksVh ds ,d&,d VqdM+s ds fy, yM+rs ugha tSlkfd ml nwljs vUèkdkje; txr ds yksx djrs gSa---¸ lksfi+Q;k us ,d flxjsV fudkyhA og cgqr flxjsV ihrh Fkh_ flxjsV 216 @ ek¡

mlds gkFk ls 'kk;n dHkh NwVrh gh ugha FkhA ¶esjs dksLR;k dks ;g èkqu lcls vfèkd ilUn Fkh!¸ mlus dgkA mlus ,d xgjh lk¡l ysdj fiQj fi;kuks ds ijnksa ij m¡xfy;k¡ nkSM+krs gq, ,d dksey nnhZyh èkqu NsM+ nhA ¶mls fi;kuks ctkdj lqukus esa eq>s cgqr vkuUn vkrk FkkA fdruk laosnu'khy Fkk og] gj ckr dk mlds ân; ij izHkko gksrk Fkk_ mldk ân; Hkkoukvksa ls Hkjk gqvk Fkk---¸ ¶vius ifr ds ckjs esa lksp jgh gksxh]¸ ek¡ us vius eu esa dgk] ¶vkSj eqLdjk jgh gS---¸ ¶mlds lkFk esjk thou fdruk lq[kh Fkk---¸ lksfi+Q;k us eUn Loj esa dgk_ mlds cksyrs le; ,slk yxrk Fkk fd og lkspdj ugha cksy jgh gS] cfYd 'kCn vuk;kl gh mlds ân; ls fudy jgs gSaA ¶og ft+Unxh dk jgL; tkurk Fkk---¸ ¶lks rks Fkk!¸ fudksykbZ us nk<+h ij gkFk iQsjrs gq, lgefr izdV dhA ¶mldh vkRek esa laxhr Fkk!--¸ lksfi+Q;k us vHkh&vHkh tyk;h gqbZ flxjsV iQsad nh vkSj ek¡ dh rji+Q eqM+hA ¶vki esjs 'kksj epkus ls mdrk rks ugha jgh gSa\\¸ mlus iwNkA ek¡ vius {kksHk dks Nqik u ldh % ¶esjh fi+QØ u djks rqeA esjh rks dqN le> esa gh ugha vkrkA eSa rks cl cSBs&cSBs lqurh jgrh gw¡A eSa rks vius gh fopkjksa esa Mwch jgrh gw¡A¸ ¶vkidks t+:j le>uk pkfg,]¸ lksfi+Q;k us dgk] ¶gj vkSjr laxhr dks le>rh gS] [k+klrkSj ij tc og mnkl gksrh gS---¸ mlus t+ksj ls ijnksa ij m¡xfy;k¡ ekjha vkSj fi;kuks bl rjg fpYyk mBk ekuks fdlh us Hk;kud lekpkj lquk gksA lpeqp vfr'k; osnuk ds gh dkj.k ,slk ân;&fonkjd d#.k phRdkj fudy ldrk gSA blds mÙkj esa lglk ;kSoue; Hk;krqj Loj xw¡t mBs vkSj rst+h ls dgha foyhu gks x;sA ,d ckj fiQj cgqr t+ksj dk d#.k phRdkj lquk;h fn;k ftlesa cko+Qh lc dqN Mwc x;kA dksbZ Hk;adj foink vk iM+h Fkh] ij mlls d#.kk ugha cfYd jks\"k dh Hkkouk mRiUu gqbZ FkhA fiQj dksbZ lèks gq, lqjksa esa ,d lhèkh&lknh eèkqj èkqu xkus yxk_ fdruk vuqjksèk vkSj vkd\"kZ.k Fkk ml xhr esa! ek¡ bu yksxksa ls dqN I;kj&Hkjh ckrsa dgus dks cspSu gks mBhA ml ij laxhr dk u'kk Nk jgk FkkA og eqLdjk nhA mls iwjk fo'okl Fkk fd og bu HkkbZ&cgu dh lgk;rk dj ldrh gSA ek¡ @ 217

mlus pkjksa vksj ut+j nkSM+k;h µ og D;k dke dj ldrh Fkh\\ pqids ls mBdj og jlksbZ?kj esa pyh x;h vkSj leksokj esa vkx lqyxk nhA ij blls mu yksxksa ds fdlh dke vkus dh mldh rhoz bPNk iwjh ugha gqbZ vkSj pk; m¡M+syrs gq, mlus 'kekZrs gq, g¡ldj dgk % ¶ml v¡èksjs thou esa jgus okys ge yksx µ ge vuqHko rks lc dqN djrs gSa] ij mls 'kCnksa esa dguk dfBu gksrk gS vkSj gesa 'kje vkrh gS] D;ksafd ckr ;g gS fd ge le>rs gSa] ij mls dg ugha ldrsA vkSj vDlj viuh blh yTtk ds dkj.k ge vius gh fopkjksa ij >q¡>yk mBrs gSaA ft+Unxh gj rji+Q ls gesa dksaprh jgrh gSA ge pSu ls jguk pkgrs gSa] ij gekjs fopkj gesa pSu ls cSBus dc nsrs gSaA¸ ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd bu 'kCnksa ls] ftudk egÙo mlds fy, Hkh mruk gh Fkk ftruk mlds Jksrkvksa ds fy,] og vius ân; dks lkaRouk nsuk pkgrh gksA fudksykbZ ek¡ dh ckrsa lqurs le; lkjh nsj cSBk viuh ,sud iksaNrk jgk vkjS lksfi+Q;k dh cM+h&cM+h vk¡[ksa foLe; ls iQyS x;haA og viuh flxjsV ihuk Hkh Hkwy x;h] tks vc fdlh Hkh ne cq>us dks FkhA og vHkh rd fi;kuks ds lkeus FkksM+k&lk vius HkkbZ dh rji+Q eqM+h cSBh Fkh vkSj chp&chp esa vius nkfgus gkFk ls fi;kuks ds ijnksa dks èkhjs ls NsM+ nsrh FkhA fi;kuks ds dksey Loj ek¡ ds ân; ls fudys gq, mu lhèks&lkns 'kCnksa esa foyhu gq, tk jgs Fks] ftuds }kjk og viuh Hkkoukvksa dks O;Dr dj jgh FkhA ¶vc eSa vius ckjs esa vkSj lc yksxksa ds ckjs esa dqN dg ldrh gw¡ D;ksafd vc eSa dqN&dqN le>us yxh gw¡ vkSj pht+ksa dh rqyuk dj ldrh gw¡A igys rks dksbZ pht+ Fkh gh ugha ftlls rqyuk dh tk ldsA gekjs et+nwj thou esa gj vkneh ,d tSlh ft+Unxh clj djrk gSA ysfdu vc tc eSa nwljksa dh ft+Unxh dks ns[krh gw¡ vkSj ;kn djrh gw¡ fd eSa dSlh ft+Unxh clj djrh Fkh rks fny cSB tkrk gSA¸ mldk Loj èkhek iM+ x;k % ¶eqefdu gS fd eSa bl ckr dks Bhd ls u dg ik jgh gw¡ ;k ;g lc dgus esa dksbZ rqd gh u gks D;ksafd blesa rqe yksxksa ds fy, dksbZ u;h ckr ugha g-S --¸ ek¡ dk Loj vk¡lqvksa ls #¡èkk gqvk Fkk ij og eqLdjkrh gqbZ vk¡[kksa ls mUgsa ns[k jgh Fkh % ¶eSa viuk fny [kksydj rqe yksxksa ds lkeus j[k nsuk pkgrh gw¡]¸ mlus dgkA ¶eSa pkgrh gw¡ fd rqe yksx tku ldks fd eSa vius ân; ls rqe yksxksa 218 @ ek¡

ds fy, fdruh HkykbZ vkSj fdrus lq[k dh dkeuk djrh gw¡A¸ ¶gesa ekywe gS!¸ fudksykbZ us èkhjs ls dgkA ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd viuh lkjh Hkkouk,¡ muds lkeus [kksydj O;Dr dj nsus dh mldh bPNk 'kkUr gh ugha gks jgh FkhA blfy, og mUgsa mu ckrksa ds ckjs esa crkrh jgh] tks mlds fy, u;h vkSj vR;Ur egÙoiw.kZ FkhaA mlus mUgsa vius nq[ke; thou ds ckjs esa crk;k vkSj ;g Hkh crk;k fd fdl izdkj og pqipki lc dqN lgu djrh vk;h FkhA mlds Loj esa {kksHk ugha Fkk] ij mlds gksaBksa ij O;aX; dh ,d >yd FkhA mlus vius fiNys thou ds uhjl nq[ke; fnuksa dk lkjk dPpk fpV~Bk muds lkeus [kksydj j[k fn;k] mlus crk;k fd fdruh ckj mlds ifr us mls ihVk FkkA og vk'p;Z dj jgh Fkh fd vdkj.k gh thou esa mldh bruh fiVkb;k¡ D;ksa gqb± vkSj og mUgsa jksdus esa vleFkZ D;ksa jgh--- os nksuksa pqipki mldh ckrsa lqu jgs FksA ek¡ dh jkedgkuh ds ihNs ,d xw<+ vFkZ Nqik gqvk fn[kk;h fn;kA og ,d ,sls O;fDr dh jkedgkuh Fkh] ftls tkuoj ds cjkcj le>k x;k Fkk vkSj ftlus viuh bl fLFkfr dks pqipki Lohdkj dj fy;k FkkA ,slk yx jgk Fkk fd mldh tcku ls gt+kjksa yksx cksy jgs Fks_ mlds thou esa tks dqN gqvk Fkk og cgqr gh lkèkkj.k vkSj vk;s&fnu dh ckrsa Fkha µ mruh gh lhèkh&lknh vkSj csjax ftruh fd bl i`Foh ij jgus okys vfèkdka'k yksxksa dh ft+Unxh Fkh µ vkSj mldh thou&dFkk ,d izrhd cu x;hA fudksykbZ viuh dqgfu;k¡ est ij fVdk;s] gFksfy;ksa ij flj j[ks vk¡[ksa fldksM+dj ,sud ds ihNs ls ek¡ dks ,dVd ns[k jgk FkkA lksfi+Q;k viuh dqlhZ ij ihNs Vsd yxk;s cSBh Fkh vkSj chp&chp esa flj fgykdj flgj mBrh FkhA ,slk izrhr gksrk Fkk fd mldk psgjk nqcyk gks x;k gS vkSj mldk jax Hkh ihyk iM+ x;k gS_ og flxjsV Hkh ugha ih jgh FkhA ¶,d t+ekus eas eSa Hkh vius dks cgqr vHkkxh le>rh Fkh]¸ lksfi+Q;k us vk¡[ksa >qdkdj 'kkUr Loj esa dgkA ¶,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd eSa fdlh LoIuksa dh nqfu;k esa jgrh gw¡A ;g rc dh ckr gS tc eSa cgqr nwj ,d NksVs&ls o+QLcs esa fuokZlu dh ltk dkV jgh FkhA esjs ikl u dksbZ dke Fkk] vkSj vius vykok fdlh nwljh ckr ds ckjs esa lkspus dks Hkh ugha FkkA le; dkVus ds fy, ckj&ckj eSa viuh fiNyh eqlhcrksa dks ;kn djrh jgrh FkhA eSa vius firk dks I;kj djrh Fkh] fiQj Hkh muls yM+h_ eSa Ldwy ls fudky nh x;h vkSj lcds lkeus eq>s ,d yTtkLin mnkgj.k ds :i esa is'k fd;k x;k_ eq>s tsy esa cUn dj fn;k x;k] esjs ,d xgjs nksLr us esjs lkFk fo'okl?kkr fd;k_ esjs ifr ek¡ @ 219

fxjÝ+rkj dj fy;s x;s_ eq>s fiQj fxjÝ+rkj djds fuokZflr dj fn;k x;k vkSj fiQj esjs ifr dk nsgkUr gks x;k FkkA eq>s ,slk yxrk Fkk fd eSa bl nqfu;k esa lcls nq[kh izk.kh gw¡A ysfdu] isykxs;k fuyksouk] esjh lkjh eqlhcrksa dh nlxquh eqlhcrsa Hkh rqEgkjh ft+Unxh dh ,d eghus dh eqlhcrksa ds cjkcj ugha gSa--- rqEgsa rks cjlksa rd gj fnu ;kruk,¡ lguh iM+ha--- bruh eqlhcrsa cjnk'r djus dh rkdr dgk¡ ls vkrh gS yksxksa esa\\¸ ¶vknr iM+ tkrh gS!¸ isykxs;k us vkg Hkjdj mÙkj fn;kA ¶eaS eu gh eu bl ckr ij [k+ 'q k jgrk g¡w fd eaS ftU+ nxh dks dkiQ+ h vPNh rjg le>rk gw¡]¸ fudksykbZ us fopkjeXu gksdj dgkA ¶fiQj Hkh tc dHkh eq>s ft+Unxh dk ;g fp=k ns[kus dks feyrk gS] tks fdrkcksa esa fn;s gq, fp=k ls ;k esjs fc[kjs gq, fopkjksa esa cuus okys fp=k ls fcYdqy fHkUu gksrk gS] rks mldh Hk;kudrk ij esjs jksaxVs [kM+s gks tkrs gSa! vkSj ft+Unxh dh NksVh&NksVh pht+sa gh Hk;kud gksrh gSa µ ft+Unxh dh os egÙoghu ?kfM+;k¡ tks feydj cjlksa yEch gks tkrh gSa---¸ os bl vUèkdkje; thou ds gj igyw ij fopkj djrs gq, cM+h nsj rd blh rjg ckrsa djrs jgsA ek¡ vrhr dh Le`fr;ksa esa [kks x;h % foLe`fr ds èkq¡èkyds esa ls ,d&,d djds os lc vieku mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus vk jgs Fks ftUgksaus mlds ;kSoudky dks Hk;kog cuk fn;k FkkA ¶eSa cSBh ckrsa c?kkj jgh gw¡ vkSj rqe yksxksa ds lksus dk oD+r gks x;k!¸ mlus vkf[k+jdkj dgkA ¶bruh cgqr&lh ckrsa gSa lc dgk¡ rd dg ldrk gS dkbs -Z --¸ HkkbZ&cgu us pqipki mlls fonk yhA fudksykbZ us ges'kk ls T+;knk >qddj ek¡ dks lyke fd;k vkSj cM+s I;kj ls mldk gkFk nck;kA lksfi+Q;k ek¡ dks mlds dejs rd igq¡pk vk;hA ¶vPNk] lks tkvkAs vPNh rjg vkjke ls lkus k!¸ lkfs iQ+ ;k us pyr&s pyrs dgkA mldk Loj Hkkokos'k ls #¡èkk gqvk Fkk vkSj mldh Hkwjh vk¡[ksa cM+s I;kj ls ek¡ ds psgjs dks rkd jgh Fkha--- isykxs;k us lksfi+Q;k dk gkFk vius nksuksa gkFkksa esa nck fy;k vkSj cksyh % ¶cgqr&cgqr èkU;okn!--¸ 4 dqN fnu ckn ek¡ vkSj lksfi+Q;k fudksykbZ ds lkeus 'kgj dh x+jhc vkSjrksa ds Hksl esa vk;haA os iQVs gq, lwrh diM+s vkSj 'kywds igus gq, Fkha] mudh ihB 220 @ ek¡

ij FkSys vkSj gkFk esa ykfB;k¡ FkhaA bl iks'kkd esa lksfi+Q;k dk dn dqN NksVk ekywe gksrk Fkk vkSj mldk ihyk psgjk ges'kk dh vis{kk vfèkd xEHkhj yx jgk FkkA fudksykbZ us viuh cgu dks fonk djrs gq, mldk gkFk dldj nck;k vkSj ek¡ ds ân; ij muds ikjLifjd lEcUèk dh bl 'kkUr ljyrk dh xgjh Nki iM+hA mUgksaus u rks ,d&nwljs dks pwek gh] u I;kj ds 'kCn gh dgs exj nksuksa dks ,d&nwljs dh lnk fi+QØ jgrh FkhA tgk¡ og vc rd jgrh Fkh ogk¡ yksx gj ne ,d&nwljs dks pwers jgrs Fks vkSj cM+s I;kj&Hkjs 'kCnksa esa ckrsa djrs Fks] ij ekSo+Qk iM+rs gh ,d&nwljs ij Hkw[ks dqÙkksa dh rjg VwV Hkh iM+rs FksA nksuksa vkSjrsa pqipki 'kgj dh lM+dsa ikj djrh gqbZ [ksrksa dh rji+Q tk fudyhAa cpZ ds ijq kus o`{kkas dh nks ifa Dr;kas ds chp ,d pkMS h+ &lh ÅcM&+ [kkcM+ lM+d ij os nksuksa lkFk&lkFk pyh tk jgh FkhaA ¶rqe Fkdksxh ugha!¸ ek¡ us lksfi+Q;k ls dgkA ¶eSa cgqr nwj&nwj rd iSny tk pqdh gw¡_ eq>s vknr gS---¸ lksfi+Q;k cM+s mYykl ds lkFk vius ØkfUrdkjh dke ds ckjs esa ckrsa djus yxh] ekuks vius cpiu dh 'kjkjrksa dks ;kn dj jgh gksA u tkus fdruh ckj og viuk uke cnydj >wBs f'kuk[rh dkx+t+ cuokdj jgh FkhA tklwlksa ls cpus ds fy, og Hksl cnydj jgh Fkh] fdrkcksa vkSj ipks± ds Hkkjh&Hkkjh c.My ysdj ,d 'kgj ls nwljs 'kgj x;h Fkh] lkfFk;ksa dks fuokZlu ls Hkxkus dk bUrt+ke fd;k Fkk vkSj mUgsa lkFk ysdj fons'k esa igq¡pk vk;h FkhA ,d ckj mlds ?kj esa ,d [kqfiQ;k Nkik[k+kuk Hkh Fkk vkSj tc iqfylokys bldh [k+cj ikdj ?kj dh ryk'kh ysus vk;s Fks rks og ukSdjkuh dk Hksl cukdj iQkVd ij [kM+s gq, lUrfj;ksa dh vk¡[k esa èkwy >ksaddj pqids ls Hkkx fudyh FkhA tkM+s ds fnu Fks] ml fnu cM+h lnhZ iM+ jgh Fkh_ ,d gYdh&lh iks'kkd igus vkSj flj ij lwrh :eky ck¡èks og gkFk esa rsy dk duLrj fy, iwjk 'kgj ikj dj x;h Fkh ekuks feV~Vh dk rsy [k+jhnus tk jgh gksA blh rjg ,d ckj vkSj og dqN fe=kksa ls feyus ds fy, ,d u;s 'kgj esa igq¡p x;h vkSj muds ?kj dh lhf<+;ksa ij p<+us ds ckn mls ekywe gqvk fd ryk'kh yh tk jgh gSA ihNs ykSVus dk loky gh ugha Fkk blfy, mlus fgEer djds uhps okys ¶ySV dh ?k.Vh ctk;h vkSj vius lwVdsl lesr mu vutkus yksxksa ds ;gk¡ fVd x;hA ¶vxj vki pkgsa rks eq>s iqfyl ds gokys dj ldrs gSa exj eq>s vki ls ,slh mEehn ugha]¸ mlus lkjh ifjfLFkfr lki+Q&lki+Q muls crkdj dgkA os bruk Mj x;s Fks fd jkr&Hkj mu yksxksa us iyd rd ugha >idk;h_ ek¡ @ 221

gjne mUgsa ;gh [kVdk yxk jgk fd dksbZ njokt+k rks ugha [kV[kVk jgk gSA ysfdu mu yksxksa us mls iqfyl ds gokys ugha fd;k vkSj nwljs fnu lcsjs bl ?kVuk ij th [kksydj g¡lsA blh rjg ,d ckj vkSj og bZlkbZ eBokfluh dk Hksl cukdj mlh xkM+h esa] cfYd mlh fMCcs esa liQj djrh jgh Fkh ftlesa mldk ihNk djusokyk [kqfiQ;k iqfyl dk vkneh cSBk gqvk FkkA og cgqr Mhax ekj jgk Fkk fd og fdl rjg bl vkSjr dk ihNk dj jgk FkkA og le> jgk Fkk fd og vkSjr mlh xkM+h ds nwljs ntsZ ds fMCcs esa cSBh FkhA gj LVs'ku ij mrjdj og mls ns[kus tkrk vkSj ykSVdj mlls dgrk % ¶dgha fn[kk;h ugha nh] 'kk;n lks x;h gksxhA ;s yksx Hkh Fkd tkrh gSa] budh ft+Unxh Hkh dksbZ gekjh ft+Unxh ls T+;knk vkjke dh FkksM+s gh gS!¸ ;s fo+QLls lqudj ek¡ g¡l nh vkSj cM+s I;kj ls mlus viuh lafxuh dh rji+Q ns[kkA lksfi+Q;k yEcs dn vkSj Njgjs cnu dh Fkh_ viuh lqMkSy Vk¡xksa ij og cM+h iQqrhZ ls pyrh FkhA mlds pyus vkSj ckr djus ds <ax ls] mlds mYykl&Hkjs Hkkjh Loj ls vkSj mldh iwjh ruh gqbZ vkÑfr ls lkgl vkSj Hkjiwj thou Vidrk Fkk] og gj pht+ ds izfr ukStokuksa tSlk mRlkg j[krh Fkh vkSj gj pht+ esa mls [+kq'kh dk dksbZ u dksbZ Ïksr fey gh tkrk FkkA ¶fdruk lqUnj lukscj gS!¸ lksfi+Q;k us ,d isM+ dh vksj ladsr djds iqyfdr Loj esa dgkA ek¡ #ddj ns[kus yxh µ og isM+ lukscj ds nwljs isM+ksa tSlk gh FkkA ¶gk¡] cM+k vPNk isM+ gS!¸ og g¡l iM+h vkSj lksfi+Q;k ds dku ds ikl gok esa mM+rh gqbZ li+Qsn ckyksa dh yVksa dks ns[krh jghA ¶yok gS!¸ lksfi+Q;k dh Hkwjh vk¡[ksa I;kj ls ped mBha vkSj og ,dkxzfpr gksdj LoPN vkdk'k esa xw¡trs gq, laxhr dks lqurh jghA dHkh&dHkh taxyh iQwy rksM+dj viuh iryh&iryh iQqrhZyh m¡xfy;ksa ls mldh dk¡irh gqbZ i¡[kqfM+;ksa dks lgykus yxrh vkSj èkhjs&èkhjs dksbZ èkqu xquxqukus yxrhA Hkwjh vk¡[kksaokyh ml vkSjr dh bu lc ckrksa us ek¡ dks eksg fy;k vkSj og mlls fcYdqy lVdj o+Qne feykdj pyus yxhA dHkh&dHkh lksfi+Q;k l[+rh ls Hkh cksyrh Fkh vkSj ek¡ dks bl ij nq[k gksrk FkkA ¶jhfcu blls [+kq'k ugha gksxk-----¸ ek¡ fpfUrr gksdj lkspus yxhA ij nwljs gh {k.k lksfi+Q;k fiQj cM+s I;kj&Hkjs lhèks&lkns Loj esa cksyus yxrh vkSj ek¡ eqLdjkdj mldh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa Mkydj ns[krhA ¶rqe vHkh rks fcYdqy toku gks!¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj dgkA ¶eSa cÙkhl cjl dh gks pqdh gw¡!¸ lksfi+Q;k us mÙkj fn;kA isykxs;k 222 @ ek¡

eqLdjk nhA ¶ejs k eryc ;g ugha FkkA n[s kus eas rks 'kk;n rEq gkjh mej blls Hkh T;+ knk ekywe gksrh gSA ysfdu tc eSa rqEgkjh ckrsa lqurh gw¡ vkSj rqEgkjh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa Mkydj ns[krh gw¡ rks eq>s cM+k vk'p;Z gksrk gS µ rqe fcYdqy uo;qorh yxrh gksA rqeus cgqr dBksj vkSj ladVe; thou fcrk;k gS fiQj Hkh rqEgkjk ân; ges'kk eqLdjkrk jgrk gSA¸ ¶eq>s bl dBksjrk dk dHkh vkHkkl Hkh ugha gksrkA eq>s rks ,slk yxrk gS fd esjh ft+Unxh ls vPNh vkSj fnypLi ft+Unxh fdlh dh gks gh ugha ldrh-- eSa rqEgsa rqEgkjs fir`uke ls iqdkjk d:¡xh µ fuyksoukA u tkus D;ksa isykxs;k uke eq>s vPNk ugha yxrkA¸ ¶tks th esa vk;s dgks]¸ ek¡ us lksp esa Mwcs gq, dgkA ¶tks th esa vk;sA eSa rqEgsa ns[krh jgrh gw¡] rqEgkjh ckrsa lqurh jgrh gw¡ ij vius gh fopkjksa esa Mwch jgrh gw¡A eq>s ;g ns[kdj [+kq'kh gksrh gS fd rqeus euq\"; ds ân; rd igq¡pus dk jkLrk ekywe dj fy;k gSA gj vkneh fcuk fdlh ladksp ds rqEgsa crk nsrk gS fd mlds ân; esa D;k Nqik gqvk gSA og viuh bPNk ls viuh vkRek rqEgkjs lkeus [kksydj j[k nsrk gSA vkSj tc Hkh eSa rqe lc yksxksa ds ckjs esa lksprh gw¡ rks eq>s fo'okl gks tkrk gS fd rqe yksx euq\"; ds thou dh cqjkb;ksa dks feVk nksxsA eq>s bldk iwjk fo'okl gS!¸ ¶ge t+:j feVk nsaxs D;ksafd ge esgurd'k yksxksa ds lkFk gSa!¸ lksfi+Q;k us Å¡ps Loj esa vk'oklu fnyk;kA ¶muesa ,d egku 'kfDr Nqih gqbZ gS] os dqN Hkh dj ldrs gSa! gesa cl mUgsa ;g trk nsuk gS fd mudk vlyh ewY; D;k gS] rkfd os vktknh ls vkxs c<+ ldsa----¸ mldh bu ckrksa dks lqudj ek¡ ds ân; esa vusd Hkkouk,¡ meM+ iM+haA u tkus D;ksa mls lksfi+Q;k ij rjl vkus yxk] og mlls ukjkt+ ugha Fkh cfYd mlds ân; esa mlds izfr fe=krk Fkh vkSj og mlds eq¡g ls ,slh gh vkSj Hkh lhèkh&lknh ckrsa lquuk pkgrh FkhA ¶rqEgkjh bl lc esgur dk iQy rqEgsa dkSu nsxk\\¸ ek¡ us mnkl gksdj èkhjs ls iwNkA ¶gesa viuh esgur dk iQy rks fey Hkh x;k]¸ lksfi+Q;k us mÙkj fn;k vkSj ek¡ dks ,slk ekywe gqvk fd mlds Loj esa xoZ dh Hkkouk FkhA ¶geus thou dk ,d ,slk <jkZ ekywe dj fy;k gS tks gesa ilUn gAS ge viuh vkRek dh lkjh 'kfDr;ksa dks dke djus dk iwjk ekSo+Qk nsrs gSa µ thou ls ge blls T+;knk D;k vk'kk dj ldrs gSa\\¸ ek¡ @ 223

ek¡ us ,d ut+j mls ns[kdj vk¡[ksa >qdk yha vkSj fiQj lkspus yxh % ¶jhfcu dks og vPNh ugha yxsxh---¸ os eknd iou esa xgjh&xgjh lk¡lsa ysrh gqbZ rst+h ls pyh tk jgh Fkha] ij mUgsa dksbZ ?kcjkgV ;k tYnh ugha Fkh] ek¡ dks ,slk yx jgk Fkk tSls og rhFkZ&;k=kk ij tk jgh gksA mls ;kn vk jgk Fkk fd cpiu esa R;ksgkjksa ds fnu tc og vius xk¡o ls cgqr nwj ,d fxjtk?kj esa tkrh Fkh mls fdruh [+kq'kh gksrh FkhA ml fxjtk?kj esa ,d peRdkj djusokyh ewjr Hkh FkhA chp&chp esa lksfi+Q;k vius dksey eèkqj Loj eas vkdk'k ;k izse ds ckjs esa dksbZ u;k xhr xkus yxrh] ;k [ksrksa vkSj taxyksa vkSj oksYxk unh ds ckjs esa dksbZ dfork lqukrh vkSj ek¡ lqudj eqLdjkus yxrh_ vuk;kl gh ml ij laxhr dk u'kk Nk tkrk vkSj og dfork dh èkqu ij flj fgykus yxrhA ek¡ ds ân; esa ,slh 'kkfUr] ,slk mYykl vkSj ,slh xEHkhjrk Fkh ekuks og xfeZ;ksa dh 'kke dks fdlh lqUnj ckx ds dksus esa cSBh gksA 5 os nkus kas rhljs fnu vius fufn\"Z V LFkku ij igpq¡ hAa ek¡ us [krs eas dke djrs gq, ,d fdlku ls rkjdksy ds dkj[k+kus dk irk iwNk vkSj 'kh?kz gh os taxy dh ,d <yku ij py iM+ha tgk¡ isM+ksa dh tM+ksa us lqfoèkk ds fy, lhf<+;k¡ cuk nh FkhaA dqN nwj pyus ds ckn os ,d xksy [kqyh gqbZ txg ij igq¡p x;ha tgk¡ pkjksa vksj dks;yk vkSj ydfM+;k¡ fc[kjh gqbZ Fkha vkSj gj rji+Q rkjdksy ds FkDds tes gq, FksA ¶vkf[k+j oks igq¡p gh x;ha]¸ ek¡ us ?kcjkdj pkjksa vksj ut+j nkSM+krs gq, dgkA cfYy;ksa vkSj isM+ksa dh Vgfu;ksa ds cus gq, lk;cku ds lkeus ,d est iM+h gqbZ Fkh] tks ydM+h ds ?kksM+ksa ij rhu r[+rs fVdkdj rS;kj dh x;h FkhA rkjdksy esa luk gqvk] jhfcu o+Qeht+ ds cVu [kksys] ;si+Qhe vkSj nks vU; ukStokuksa ds lkFk est ij cSBk [kkuk [kk jgk FkkA lcls igys jhfcu us gh mu vkSjrksa dks ns[kk vkSj og dqN dgs fcuk vk¡[kksa ij gFksyh dh vksV djds muds fudV vkus dh izrh{kk djrk jgkA ¶lyke] HkS;k fe[k+kbyks!¸ ek¡ us dqN nwj ls gh fpYykdj dgkA og mBk vkSj cM+s brehuku ls mudh rji+Q c<+kA ek¡ dks igpkudj og Bgj x;k vkSj nk<+h ij viuk dkyk gkFk iQsjrs gq, eqLdjkus yxkA ¶ge rhFkZ&;k=kk ij fudyh gSa!¸ ek¡ us mlds ikl vkdj dgkA ¶lkspk 224 @ ek¡

jkLrs esa rqEgkjk gky&pky Hkh iwNrs pysaA ;g esjh lgsyh gSa µ budk uke vkUuk g-S --¸ viuh prqjkbZ ij cM+s xoZ ls mlus duf[k;ksa ls lksfi+Q;k dh dBksj vkSj xEHkhj eqæk dks ns[kkA jhfcu us ek¡ ls gkFk feyk;k vkSj cgqr >qddj lksfi+Q;k dk vfHkoknu djrs gq, eq¡g Vs<+k djds eqLdjkdj dgk] ¶rqEgkjk D;k gky&pky gS\\ vc >wB u cksyksA rqe vc 'kgj esa ugha gks] ;gk¡ >wB cksyus dh t+:jr ugha! lc vius gh yksx gSa---¸ ;si+Qhe us est ds ikl cSBs&cSBs gh ;kf=k;ksa dks ns[kk vkSj vius lkfFk;ksa ls dqN iQqliQqlkdj dgkA tc vkSjrsa ikl vk x;ha rks og mBk vkSj mlus >qddj mUgsa lyke fd;kA mlds lkFkh fu'py cSBs jgs ekuks mUgksaus vfrfFk;ksa dks ns[kk gh u gksA ¶ge yksx ;gk¡ lkèkqvksa dh rjg jgrs gSa]¸ jhfcu us isykxs;k fuyksouk dk dUèkk gYds ls FkiFkikrs gq, dgkA ¶;gk¡ dksbZ Hkh gels feyus ugha vkrkA ekfyd vktdy ckgj gSa_ mudh choh vLirky esa gSaA ,d rjg ls eSa gh ;gk¡ dk dÙkkZ&èkÙkkZ gw¡A vkvks] cSBksA dqN [kkvksxh\\ ;si+Qhe] FkksM+k&lk nwèk rks ys vkvk!s ¸ ;si+Qhe fcuk tYnh fd;s lk;cku esa pyk x;k vkSj ;kf=k;ksa us vius FkSys mrkjdj uhps j[k fn;sA ,d ukStoku us] tks yEcs dn dk nqcyk&iryk yM+dk Fkk] mBdj mudh enn dh] ysfdu mldk >cjs ckyksaokyk xBhys 'kjhj dk lkFkh est ij dqgfu;k¡ fVdk;s fopkjksa esa [kks;k gqvk cSBk mUgsa ns[krk jgk vkSj viuk flj [kqtkdj dksbZ èkqu xquxqukrk jgkA rkjdksy vkSj lM+h&xyh ifÙk;ksa dh rst+ cncw ls mu nksuksa vkSjrksa dks pDdj ls vkus yxsA ¶bldk uke ;kdkso gS]¸ jhfcu us ml yEcs yM+ds dh rji+Q b'kkjk djds dgk] ¶vkSj og nwljkokyk bxukr gSA gk¡] rqEgkjs csVs dk D;k gky gS\\¸ ¶tsy esa gS]¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj dgkA ¶fiQj\\¸ jhfcu us pkdaS dj dgkA ¶ekyew gkrs k gS tys ilUn vk x;k---¸ bxukr us xkuk cUn dj fn;k vkSj ;kdkso us ek¡ ds gkFk ls ykBh ys yhA ¶cSB tkvks!¸ mlus dgkA ¶vki [kM+h D;ksa gSa\\ cSB tkb;s!¸ jhfcu us lksfi+Q;k ls dgkA lksfi+Q;k pqipki ,d isM+ ds Bw¡B ij cSB x;h vkSj cM+s è;ku ls jhfcu dks ns[krh jghA ¶dc idM+k x;k og\\¸ jhfcu us ek¡ ds lkeus cSBdj flj fgykrs gq, ek¡ @ 225

iwNkA ¶fuyksouk] rqEgkjh Hkh rdnhj [k+jkc gS!¸ ¶ugha] [k+jkc D;k gS!¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶vknr iM+rh tk jgh gS] D;ksa gS u\\¸ ¶ugha] vknr rks ugha iM+rh tk jgh gS] exj eSa tkurh gw¡ fd vkSj dksbZ pkjk ugha gS!¸ ¶gq¡%!¸ jhfcu us dgkA ¶vPNk] ;g rks crkvks fd gqvk D;k Fkk---¸ ;si+Qhe ,d tx esa nwèk ys vk;k vkSj est ij ls I;kyk mBkdj èkks;k vkSj mlesa nwèk Hkjdj lksfi+Q;k dks fn;k] ysfdu mlds dku ek¡ dh ckrksa dh vksj gh yxs gq, FksA og cM+h lkoèkkuh ls bl ckr dk iz;Ru dj jgk Fkk fd dksbZ vkokt+ u gksus ik;sA tc ek¡ viuk fo+QLlk [k+Re dj pqdh rks ,d&nwljs dh rji+Q ns[ks fcuk lHkh {k.k&Hkj dks [k+keks'k jgsA bxukr cSBk gqvk est ij vius uk[+kwuksa ls ydhjsa [khap jgk FkkA ;si+Qhe viuh dqguh jhfcu ds dUèks ij j[ks mlds ihNs [kM+k Fkk_ ;kdkso isM+ ds rus dk lgkjk yxk;s lhus ij nksuksa gkFk ck¡èks flj >qdk;s [kM+k FkkA lksfi+Q;k pqipki cSBh viuh Hkoksa ds uhps ls bu fdlkuksa dks cM+s è;ku ls ns[k jgh Fkh--- ¶gw¡&Å¡!¸ jhfcu us èkhjs&èkhjs cM+s uhjl Hkko ls dgkA ¶rks ;g gks jgk gS µ [kqYye&[kqYyk eSnku esa vk x;k gS!--¸ ¶vxj ge yksx dHkh ,slk tqywl fudkysa]¸ ;si+Qhe us eq¡g yVdkdj eqLdjkrs gq, dgk] ¶rks nsgkrh ekjrs&ekjrs gekjh tku gh ys ysa!¸ ¶blesa rks 'kd ugha] os gesa ekj Mkysa!¸ bxukr us flj fgykdj lgefr izdV dhA ¶eSa rks tkdj fdlh dkj[k+kus esa dke d:¡xkA ogk¡ T+;knk vPNk jgxs k---¸ ¶rqe dg jgh Fkha u fd ikosy ij eqo+Qnek pyk;k tk;sxk] D;ksa\\¸ jhfcu us iwNkA ¶vkSj ltk D;k feysxh\\ ekywe gS dqN\\¸ ¶l[+r dSn dh yEch ltk gksxh ;k ges'kk ds fy, lkbcsfj;k Hkst fn;k tk;sxk---¸ ek¡ us 'kkUr Hkko ls mÙkj fn;kA rhuksa ukStokuksa us ,d lkFk eqM+dj ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[kkA ¶tc mlus tqywl fudkyk Fkk rks D;k mls ekywe Fkk fd bldh ltk D;k gksxh\\¸ jhfcu us viuk flj >qdkdj iwNkA ¶ekywe D;ksa ugha Fkk!¸ lksfi+Q;k us Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA lc yksx pqipki vkSj fu'py cSBs Fks] ekuks ;g lkspdj mudk [+kwu te x;k gksA ¶gq¡%!¸ jhfcu us cM+h xEHkhjrk ds lkFk vFkZiw.kZ <ax ls dgkA ¶eq>s 226 @ ek¡

;dhu gS fd mls t+:j ekywe jgk gksxkA og vk¡[k cUn djds ;ksa gh v¡èksjs esa ugha dwn iM+k gksxk µ og cgqr xEHkhj LoHkko dk gSA lquk rqe yksxksa us\\ og tkurk Fkk fd eqefdu gS mlds lhus esa laxhu Hkksad nh tk;s ;k lkbcsfj;k Hkst fn;k tk;s] ysfdu og blls t+jk Hkh ugha ?kcjk;kA vxj mldh ek¡ Hkh mldk jkLrk jksddj lkeus ysV x;h gksrh rc Hkh og mls iQk¡ndj vkxs c<+ x;k gksrkA D;ksa gS u] fuyksouk\\¸ ¶gk¡] t+:j c<+ x;k gksrk!¸ ek¡ us pkSaddj dgkA mlus ,d vkg Hkjh vkjS pkjkas vkjs utj+ nkMS k+ ;hA lkfs iQ+ ;k us piq pki mldk gkFk FkiFkik;k vkjS Hkoas fldksM+dj jhfcu dks ?kwjrh jghA ¶bls dgrs gSa toku enZ!¸ jhfcu us xEHkhj n`f\"V ls mu lcdks ns[krs gq, 'kkUr Hkko ls dgkA lc yksx fiQj pqi gks x;sA lwjt dh fdjusa lqugjh >kyjksa dh rjg ok;qe.My esa ygjk jgh FkhaA dgha ls dkS, dh dk¡o&dk¡o lquk;h nhA ebZ fnol dh Le`fr;ksa us ek¡ dks mÙksftr dj fn;k Fkk] ikosy vkSj vUæsbZ ls feyus dh bPNk us mls cspSu dj j[kk FkkA ml NksVh&lh [kqyh gqbZ txg esa pkjksa vksj rkjdksy ds [k+kyh ihis fc[kjs gq, Fks vkSj isM+ksa ds m[kM+s gq, Bw¡B bèkj&mèkj iM+s FksA fljs ij 'kkgcywr vkSj cpZ ds o`{k >q.M ck¡èks fu'py [kM+s Fks vkSj i`Foh ij viuh dkyh&dkyh xeZ Nk;k Mky jgs FksA lglk ;kdkso isM+ dk lgkjk NksM+dj ,d rji+Q dks py fn;kA ¶gesa vkSj ;si+Qhe dks i+QkSt esa Hkjrh djds D;k bUgha yksxksa ds f[k+yki+Q yM+us ds fy, Hkstk tk;sxk\\¸ mlus viuk flj ihNs dh vksj >Vddj Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA ¶vkSj rqeus D;k le>k Fkk fd rqEgsa fdlds f[k+yki+Q yM+us Hkstk tk;sxk\\¸ jhfcu us cM+s uhjl Hkko ls mÙkj fn;kA ¶os gesa vius gh gkFkksa ls viuk xyk ?kksaVus ij etcwj djrs gSa µ ;gh rks lkjk [ksy gS!¸ ¶exj eSa rks i+QkSt esa Hkjrh gksÅ¡xk!¸ ;si+Qhe us gBèkehZ ls dgkA ¶rqEgsa jksdrk dkSu gS\\¸ bxukr us fpYykdj dgkA ¶tkdj vHkh Hkjrh gks tkvks! exj ,d ckr dk [k+;ky j[kuk]¸ mlus èkhjs ls g¡ldj dgk] ¶tc esjs Åij xksyh pykuk] rks esjs flj ij fu'kkuk yxkuk µ eq>s vikfgt cukdj u NksM+ nsuk] ,d gh ckj esa dke reke dj nsuk!¸ ¶req ,d ckj igys Hkh ;g ckr dg pdq s gk!s ¸ ;is Q+ he us >Yykdj mÙkj fn;kA ¶cl] cl] pqi gks tkvks rqe yksx!¸ jhfcu us gkFk mBkdj dgk vkSj fiQj ek¡ dh vksj ladsr djds cksyk] ¶ns[kks] ;g vkSjr gS ftldk csVk 'kk;n ek¡ @ 227

vc rd ft+Unk Hkh u gks---¸ ¶,slh ckr D;ksa dgrs gks\\¸ ek¡ us mnkl Loj esa èkhes ls iwNkA ¶dguk gh iM+rk gS!¸ jhfcu us xEHkhjrk ls mÙkj fn;kA ¶rkfd rqEgkjs ckyksa dk li+Qsn gksuk csdkj u gksA ysfdu D;k rqe yksx le>rs gks fd mlds csVs ds lkFk ,slk djds mUgksaus bl vkSjr dks ekj Mkyk gS\\ fuyksouk] rqe fdrkcsa yk;h gks\\¸ ek¡ us mls duf[k;ksa ls ns[kkA ¶gk¡---¸ mlus dqN nsj #ddj mÙkj fn;kA ¶ns[kk\\¸ jhfcu us est ij eqDdk ekjrs gq, dgkA ¶eSa rks rqEgsa ns[krs gh le> x;k FkkA rEq gkjs ;gk¡ vkus dh vkjS D;k otg gks ldrh Fkh\\ n[s kk\\ mUgkuas s blds csVs dks yM+kbZ ds eSnku ls gVk fy;k µ ysfdu ek¡ us vius csVs dh txg ys yh!¸ mlus viuh eqV~Bh fgykdj ,d eksVh&lh xkyh nhA ek¡ us Hk;Hkhr gksdj mldh rji+Q ns[kk_ mldk psgjk igys ls iryk fn[kk;h ns jgk Fkk] mldh nk<+h my>h gqbZ Fkh ftlds uhps ls xkyksa dh gfM~M;k¡ lki+Q mHkjh gqbZ fn[kk;h ns jgh FkhaA mldh vk¡[kksa dh iqrfy;ksa ij yky&yky ckjhd Mksjs iM+ x;s Fks ekuks og cgqr fnu ls lks;k u gksA mldh ukd f'kdkjh fpfM+;ksa dh pksap dh rjg fipdh gqbZ vkSj Vs<+h FkhA mldh o+Qeht+ fdlh le; yky jgh gksxh] ij vc rkjdksy ds dkj.k dkyh gks x;h FkhA mlds [kqys gq, dkyj esa ls g¡lyh dh mHkjh gqbZ gfM~M;k¡ vkSj lhus ij ?kus&?kus dkys cky fn[kk;h ns jgs FksA mldh Hkwjh vkÑfr ges'kk ls T+;knk mnkl vkSj ekreh yx jgh FkhA mldh lwth gqbZ vk¡[kksa esa Øksèk dh fpaxkfj;k¡ lqyx jgh Fkha ftlds dkj.k mlds mnkl psgjs ij ,d ped vk x;h FkhA lksfi+Q;k eq¡g yVdk;s pqipki cBS h bu fdlkuksa dks ,dVd ns[k jgh FkhA bxukr viuh vk¡[ksa fldksM+dj flj fgykrk jgk vkSj ;kdkso lk;cku esa tkdj Øksèk esa [kM+k cfYy;ksa ij dh Nky dks uksprk jgkA ;si+Qhe ek¡ ds ihNs est ds ikl èkhjs&èkhjs bèkj ls mèkj pDdj yxk jgk FkkA jhfcu fiQj cksyus yxk % ¶vHkh cgqr fnu ugha gq,] ftys ds gkfde us cqykdj eq>ls dgk] ^rwus iknjh ls D;k dgk Fkk] cnek'k\\* eSaus dgk] ^cnek'k eSa D;ksa\\ eSa viuk [+kwu&ilhuk ,d djds viuh jkst+h dekrk gw¡ vkSj fdlh dk dqN fcxkM+rk ughaA* og esjs Åij xjtk vkSj esjs nk¡rksa ij ,d t+ksj dk ?kw¡lk ekjk vksj rhu fnu rd eq>s tsy esa cUn j[kkA ^rks ;g gS vke yksxksa ls rqEgkjk ckr djus dk 228 @ ek¡

rjho+Qk] D;ksa\\* eSaus vius eu esa lkspkA ^rks ;g Hkh mEehn u j[kuk fd ge bls Hkwy tk;saxs] iqjkus ikih dgha ds! vxj eSa [+kqn cnyk u ys ldk rks dksbZ vkSj rqEgsa ;k rqEgkjh vkSykn dks bldk etk p[kk nsxk µ ;kn j[kuk! rqeus vius yksgs ds iatksa ls yksxksa ds lhus [kqjp Mkys gSa vkSj muesa ui+Qjr ds cht cks;s gSa] rks vc jge dh dksbZ mEehn u djuk] 'kSrkuks!* ;gh ckr gS!¸ mlds ân; esa Øksèk dh tks vkx èkèkd jgh Fkh mlds dkj.k mldk psgjk yky gks x;k vkSj mlds Loj esa ,slk iqV Fkk ftlls ek¡ Hk;Hkhr gks mBhA ¶vkSj eSaus iknjh ls dgk D;k Fkk\\¸ og dqN 'kkUr gksdj dgrk jgkA ¶,d ckj xk¡o dh ,d lHkk ds ckn og cSBk dqN fdlkuksa ls ckrsa dj jgk Fkk vkSj mUgsa le>k jgk Fkk fd vke yksx HksM+ksa ds xYys dh rjg gksrs gSa ftUgsa gk¡dus ds fy, ges'kk fdlh xM+fj;s dh t+:jr gksrh gSA gq¡%! eSaus Hkh et+ko+Q esa dg fn;k] ^vxj ykseM+h dks ifjUnksa dk j[kokyk cuk fn;k x;k rks ij rks bèkj&mèkj mM+rs cgqr fn[kk;h nsaxs ij fpfM+;k ,d Hkh gkFk ugha yxsxh!* mlus xnuZ Vs<+h djds eq>s ns[kk vkjS le>kus yxk fd yksxksa dks èkhjt ls viuh lkjh eqlhcrsa cjnk'r dj ysuh pkfg, vkSj bZ'oj ls izkFkZuk djuh pkfg, fd og mUgsa lkjh eqlhcrsa vkSj foink,¡ lgus dh 'kfDr nsA bl ij eSaus dg fn;k fd yksx ;ksa gh D;k de izkFkZuk djrs gSa] exj ,slk ekywe gksrk gS fd bZ'oj dks mudh lquus dh iQqjlr gh ugha gSA gq¡%! bl ij mlus eq>ls iwNk fd eSa dkSu&lh izkFkZuk djrk gw¡] ftlds tokc esa eSaus dgk fd eSa ft+Unxh Hkj ogh ,d izkFkZuk djrk vk;k gw¡ tks lkjs NksVs&eksVs yksx djrs gSa % gs Hkxoku~] rw eq>s dksbZ rjdhc ,slh crk ns fd eSa iRFkj [kkdj bu 'kjhi+Qtknksa ds fy, 'kgrhjsa mxyk d:¡A ij mlus eq>s viuh ckr Hkh iwjh ugha djus nhA¸ lglk jhfcu us lksfi+Q;k dh rji+Q ns[kdj iwNk] ¶vki Hkh fdlh 'kjhi+Q ?kj dh gSa\\¸ ¶D;ksa] 'kjhi+Q ?kj ls D;k eryc\\¸ lksfi+Q;k us pkSaddj tYnh ls iwNkA ¶D;ksa D;k\\¸ jhfcu us rM+ ls tokc fn;kA ¶D;ksafd esjk [k+;ky gS fd vki 'kjhi+Q ?kj esa iSnk gqbZ gSaA gj vkneh viuh&viuh rdnhj ls vPNs ;k cqjs ?kj esa iSnk gksrk gSA vki le>rh gSa fd flj ij fdlkuksa dh rjg :eky ck¡èkdj vki mlds uhps bu 'kjhi+Q yksxksa ds ikiksa dks Nqik ldrh gSa\\ vxj vki fdlh iknjh dks cksjs esa Hkh cUn dj nsa rks ge mls igpku ysaxsA vHkh est ij] tgk¡ dqN fxjk iM+k Fkk] vkidh dqguh iM+ x;h Fkh rks vkius fcnddj dSlk eq¡g cuk;k FkkA vkSj vki dh ihB bruh lhèkh gS fd fdlh esgurd'k vkSjr dh gks gh ugha ldrh---¸ bl Hk; ls fd dgha jhfcu ds bl Øwj ifjgkl ij lksfi+Q;k ukjkt+ u ek¡ @ 229

gks tk;s] ek¡ chp esa tYnh&tYnh vkSj xEHkhjrk ls dg mBh % ¶fe[k+kbyks bokuksfop] ;g esjh nksLr gSa vkSj cgqr gh vPNh vkSjr gSaA gekjs fy, yM+rs&yM+rs buds cky li+Qsn gks x;s gSaA rqe t+:jr ls T+;knk c<+dj ckrsa dj jgs gks---¸ jhfcu us ,d xgjh vkg Hkjh % ¶D;ksa] D;k eSaus dksbs ,slh&oSlh ckr dg nh\\¸ ¶esjk [k+;ky gS vki eq>s dqN crkus tk jgs Fks\\¸ lksfi+Q;k us #[kkbZ ls dgkA ¶,ls h ckr g\\S vjs gk!¡ vHkh dNq gh fnu g,q ;gk¡ ,d u;k vkneh vk;k Fkk µ ;kdkso dk fj'rs dk HkkbZ gSA mls risfnd gks x;h gSA cqykÅ¡ mls\\¸ ¶gk¡&gk¡] t+:j cqykb;s!¸ lksfi+Q;k us dgkA jhfcu vk¡[ksa fldksM+dj ,d feuV rd mls ns[krk jgkA ¶tkdj mlls dg nsuk fd vkt 'kke dks ;gk¡ vk tk;s]¸ mlus ;si+Qhe ls dgkA ;si+Qhe us viuh Vksih iguh vkSj fdlh dh rji+Q ns[ks ;k fdlh ls ,d 'kCn Hkh dgs fcuk taxy esa x+k;c gks x;kA jhfcu mlds pys tkus ds ckn flj fgykrk jgkA ¶cgqr Hkkjh xqtj jgh gS bl ij]¸ mlus dgkA ¶FkksM+s gh fnu esa i+QkSt esa Hkjrh dj fy;s tk;saxs µ ;g vkSj ;kdkso nksuksaA ;kdkso rks lki+Q dgrk gS fd i+QkSt mldh txg ugha gSA txg rks ;si+Qhe dh Hkh ugha gS] exj og tkuk pkgrk gSA og lksprk gS fd flikfg;ksa esa tkx`fr iSnk dj nsxkA eSa rks dgrk gw¡ fd flj ekjus ls nhokj ugha VwVrh--- vkneh ds gkFk esa cUnwd ns nks fiQj ns[kks og dSlk o+Qne ls o+Qne feykdj pyrk gSA exj ;si+Qhe ij cgqr Hkkjh xqtj jgh gS vkSj ;g bxukr mls lrkrk jgrk gSA blesa D;k rqd gS!¸ ¶gS D;ksa ugha\\¸ bxukr us jhfcu dh rji+Q ns[ks fcuk eq¡g yVdk;s gq, dgkA ¶vjs] FkksM+s gh fnu esa os mls ekj&ihVdj ,slk cjkcj dj ysaxs fd og Hkh nwljksa dh rjg muds b'kkjs ij yksxksa dks xksyh dk fu'kkuk cukus yxsxk---¸ ¶eaS ;dhu ugha djrk bl ckr ij]¸ jhfcu us dqN lksprs gq, mÙkj fn;kA ¶;g ckr nwljh gS fd eSa Hkh ;gh le>rk gw¡ fd og u tk;s rks vPNk gSA :l cgqr cM+k eqYd gS µ os mls dgk¡&dgk¡ <w¡<+us tk;saxs\\ og >wBs f'kuk[rh dkx+t+ cuokdj ,d xk¡o ls nwljs xk¡o esa fiQjrk jgs---¸ ¶eSa rks ;gh d:¡xk!¸ bxukr us ,d iVjh èki ls vius iSj ij ekjdj dgkA ¶,d ckj tc i+QSlyk dj fy;k fd muds f[k+yki+Q yM+uk gS rks fiQj 230 @ ek¡

ml jkLrs ls gVus dk dksbZ loky ugha!¸ ckrphr dk flyflyk VwV x;kA gok esa 'kgn dh efD[k;ksa vkSj fHkM+ksa dh HkuHkukgV xw¡t jgh FkhA fpfM+;k¡ pgpgk jgh Fkha vkjS [ksrksa ds ikj ls fdlh ds xkus dh vkokt+ ygjkrh gqbZ vk jgh FkhA ¶dke 'kq: dj nsus dk oD+r gks x;k gS---¸ jhfcu us dqN #ddj dgkA ¶vki yksx FkksM+k vkjke dj ysaA lk;cku esa dqN r[+rs iM+s gSaA ;kdkso] tkdj FkksM+h&lh lw[kh ifÙk;k¡ ykdj mu ij fcNk nks--- ek¡] fdrkcsa gesa ns nks---¸ ek¡ vkSj lksfi+Q;k viuh&viuh iksVfy;k¡ [kksyus yxhaA ¶vksg] fdruh cgqr&lh yk;h gSa!¸ jhfcu us >qddj iksVfy;ksa dks ns[kk vkSj [+kq'kh ls fpYykdj dgkA ¶ekywe gksrk gS vki bl dke ds pDdj esa cgqr fnu ls gSa µ D;ksa\\ D;k uke gS vkidk\\¸ mlus lksfi+Q;k ls iwNkA ¶vkUuk bokuksouk!¸ mlus mÙkj fn;kA ¶ckjg cjl ls--- D;ksa] vkius ;g D;ksa iwNk\\¸ ¶dqN ugha] ;ksa ghA tsy gks vk;h gSa\\¸ ¶gk-¡ --¸ ¶ns[kk\\¸ ek¡ us jhfcu dks mykguk fn;kA ¶vkSj rqe bruh cnrehth l-s --¸ ¶esjh ckr dk cqjk u ekfu;sxk]¸ mlus fdrkcksa dk ,d c.My mBkrs gq, [khlsa fudkydj dgkA ¶'kjhi+Q yksx vkSj fdlku rkjdksy vkSj ikuh dh rjg gksrs gSaA os ,d&nwljs esa ?kqy&fey ugha ldrs!¸ ¶ysfdu eSa rks 'kjhi+Q&ojhiQ dqN ugha] cl balku gw¡]¸ lksfi+Q;k us gYds ls eqLdjkdj vkifÙk dhA ¶gks ldrk gS!¸ jhfcu us mÙkj fn;kA ¶dgus dks yksx ;g Hkh dgrs gSa fd dqÙks Hkh fdlh t+ekus esa HksfM+;s FksA eSa tkdj ;s pht+sa Nqik vkÅ¡A¸ bxukr vkSj ;kdkso gkFk iQSyk;s gq, mlds ikl vk;sA ¶ykvks] ns[ksa rks!¸ bxukr us dgkA ¶lc ,d gh gSa\\¸ jhfcu us lksfi+Q;k ls iwNkA ¶ugha] vyx&vyx] dqN v[kckj Hkh gSa---¸ ¶;g cM+k vPNk gqvk!¸ rhuksa vkneh tYnh ls lk;cku esa pys x;sA ¶fdlku esa vkx HkM+d jgh gS!¸ ek¡ us cM+s x+kSj ls jhfcu dks ?kwjrs gq, pqids ls dgkA ¶gk¡]¸ lksfi+Q;k us mÙkj fn;kA ¶eSaus bldk tSlk psgjk vkt rd fdlh ek¡ @ 231

vkSj dk ugha ns[kk µ fcYdqy 'kghnksa dh lwjr gS! vkvks] ge Hkh ogk¡ pysa_ eSa mu yksxksa dks x+kSj ls ns[kuk pkgrh gw¡---¸ ¶mldh l[+r ckrksa dks cqjk u ekuuk---¸ ek¡ us cM+h ujeh ls dgkA lksfi+Q;k g¡l nh µ ¶fuyksouk] rqe Hkh fdruh I;kjh gks!¸ tc os nksuksa njokt+s ij igq¡pha rks bxukr us flj mBkdj tYnh ls mu ij ,d ljljh&lh ut+j Mkyh vkSj fiQj vius ?kq¡?kjkys ckyksa esa m¡xfy;k¡ iQsjdj ?kqVuksa ij iQSys gq, v[kckj dks >qddj i<+us yxkA jhfcu Nr dh ,d njkj esa ls vkrh gqbZ èkwi eas v[kckj fd;s [kM+k i<+ jgk Fkk vkSj i<+rs le; mlds gksaB fgy jgs FksA ;kdkso ,d r[+rs ij v[kckj iQSyk;s mlds lkeus ?kqVuksa ds cy >qdk cSBk FkkA ek¡ c<+dj lk;cku ds ,d dksus esa tkdj cSB x;h vkSj lksfi+Q;k mlds dUèks ij gkFk j[ks ihNs [kM+h pqipki mu rhuksa dks ns[krh jghA ¶pkpk fe[k+kbyks] os ge fdlkuksa esa [kjkfc;k¡ fudky jgs gSa!¸ ;kdkso us fcuk eqM+s 'kkUr Loj esa dgkA jhfcu mldh rji+Q ns[kdj g¡l fn;kA ¶blfy, fd os gesa I;kj djrs gSa!¸ mlus dgkA bxukr us ,d xgjh lk¡l ysdj flj Åij mBk;kA ¶blesa fy[kk gS ^fdlku vc ns[kus esa fcYdqy balku ugha yxrkA* ;g rks lp gS fd og balku ugha yxrk!¸ mlds lhèks&lkns fu\"diV psgjs ij ,d dkfyek&lh Nk x;h] ekuks mls ;g ckr cqjh yxh gksA ¶gekjh txg rqe yksx vk tkvks rks ns[ksa rqEgkjh lwjr dSlh yxrh gS] cM+s rhlekj[kk¡ vk;s!¸ ¶eSa rks FkksM+h nsj ysVrh gw¡!¸ ek¡ us lksfi+Q;k ls dgkA ¶eSa Fkd Hkh x;h gw¡ vkSj ;gk¡ dh cncw esa esjk flj pdjk jgk gSA rqe Hkh vkjke dj yks FkksM+h njs A¸ ¶eSa vkjke ugha d:¡xhA¸ ek¡ r[+rs ij ysVdj Å¡?kus yxhA lksfi+Q;k mlds ikl cSBdj mu yksxksa dks ns[krh jghA vxj dksbZ fHkM+ ;k 'kgn dh eD[kh vkdj ek¡ dh uhan esa fo?u Mkyrh rks og mls mM+k nsrhA ek¡ vèk[kqyh vk¡[kksa ls mls ns[k jgh FkhA lksfi+Q;k mldk ftruk è;ku j[k jgh Fkh] ml ij ek¡ dk ân; æfor gks mBkA jhfcu muds ikl vk;kA ¶lks x;ha\\¸ mlus nch tcku esa dki+Qh t+ksj ls iwNkA ¶gk¡!¸ 232 @ ek¡

og FkksM+h nsj rd [kM+k ek¡ ds psgjs dks ns[krk jgkA ¶eSa le>rk gw¡ fd ;g igyh vkSjr gS ftlus bl jkLrs ij vius csVs dk lkFk fn;k gS]¸ mlus vkf[k+jdkj vkg Hkjdj dgkA ¶bUgsa lksus nsa] vkb;s] ge yksx ckgj pysa!¸ lksfi+Q;k us dgkA ¶eq>s rks vc dke ij tkuk gSA vkils ckrsa djuk pkgrk gw¡ exj vHkh rks ugha] 'kke dks ns[kk tk;sxk! vkvks] nksLrks---¸ rhuksa vkneh lksfi+Q;k dks lk;cku esa NksM+dj ckgj pys x;sA ¶pyks] vPNk gqvk budh nksLrh gks x;h!--¸ ek¡ us lkspkA vkSj og ydM+h vkSj rkjdksy dh rst+ nqx±èk esa lks x;hA 6 fnu&Hkj dk dke [k+Re djds rkjdksy ds dkj[k+kus esa dke djusokys os et+nwj 'kke dks [+kq'k&[+kq'k okil vk;sA mudh vkokt+ ls ek¡ tkx x;h] vkSj tEgkbZ ysrh vkSj eqLdjkrh gqbZ lk;cku ls ckgj fudyhA ¶rqe yksx dke dj jgs Fks vkSj eSa jkuh lkfgck dh rjg lks jgh Fkh!¸ mlus cM+h eerk ls mUgsa ns[kdj dgkA ¶rqEgsa blds fy, eki+Q fd;k tk ldrk gS!¸ jhfcu us mÙkj fn;kA FkdkoV ds dkj.k mldh lkjh rst+h [k+Re gks x;h Fkh vkSj vc og igys ls T+;knk 'kkUr FkkA ¶bxukr]¸ mlus dgk] ¶pk; cukus ds ckjs esa D;k [k+;ky gS\\ ge yksx ckjh&ckjh ls ?kj&x`gLFkh dk dke djrs gSaA vkt gesa f[kykus&fiykus dh ckjh bxukr dh gS!¸ ¶vkt vxj dkbs Z ejs s cnys dke dj ns rks e>q s cMh+ [k+ 'q kh gkxs h!¸ bxukr us vkx tykus ds fy, lw[kh Vgfu;k¡ vkSj [kifPp;k¡ cVksjrs gq, dgkA ¶req le>rs gks fd vdys s rEq gha dks egs ekukas ls ckr djus dk 'kkdS g!S ¸ ;si+Qhe us lksfi+Q;k ds ikl cSBrs gq, dgkA ¶bxukr] eaS rEq gkjh enn d:x¡ k!¸ ;kdkos us dgkA lk;cku eas tkdj og ,d Mcy jksVh mBk yk;k vkSj mlds VqdM+s dkVdj est ij ltk fn;sA ¶lqurs gks!¸ ;si+Qhe cksykA ¶dksbZ [kk¡l jgk gS---¸ jhfcu us dku yxkdj lquk vkSj flj fgyk fn;kA ¶ogh gSA thrk&tkxrk lcwr vk jgk gS]¸ mlus lksfi+Q;k dks le>krs gq, dgkA ¶vxj esjk cl pyrk rks eSa mls 'kgj&'kgj ys tkdj ckt+kj esa chp ek¡ @ 233

pkSjkgs ij [kM+k dj nsrk rkfd lc yksx mldh ckrsa lqu ldrsA mldh Hkh cl ,d gh jV gS] exj og ,slh ckr gS ftls lc yksxksa dks tkuuk pkfg,- --¸ xksèkwfy&csyk ds lkFk&lkFk fuLrCèkrk Hkh c<+rh x;h] yksx vc T+;knk èkhes Loj esa cksy jgs FksA lksfi+Q;k vkSj ek¡ mu yksxksa dks ns[k jgh FkhaA os lc cgqr èkhjs&èkhjs dke dj jgs Fks µ mu ij ,d fofp=k 'kSfFkY; Nk;k gqvk FkkA vkSj os yksx Hkh mu nksuksa vkSjrksa dks ns[k jgs FksA ,d yEck&lk vkneh ydM+h ds lgkjs >qddj pyrk gqvk taxy esa ls fudykA mlds gk¡iQ&gk¡iQdj lk¡l ysus dh vkokt+ lcdks lquk;h ns jgh FkhA ¶yks] eSa vk x;k!¸ mlus dgk vkSj ;g dgrs gh mls [kk¡lh dk nkSjk iM+ x;kA og ,d iQVk gqvk dksV igus Fkk tks t+ehu rd yVd jgk FkkA mldh fipdh gqbZ xksy Vksih esa ls ihys&ihys lhèks ckyksa dh yVsa ckgj dks fudyh gqbZ FkhaA mlds gM+hys ihys psgjs ij Hkwjs jax dh nk<+h Fkh_ mlds gksaB gjne [kqys jgrs Fks vkSj mldh vk¡[ksa ;|fi cgqr vUnj dks èkalh gqbZ Fkha] fiQj Hkh muesa ,d vthc ped FkhA jhfcu us tc mldk ifjp; lksfi+Q;k us djk;k rks mlus iwNk % ¶eSaus lquk gS vki yksx fdrkcsa yk;h gSa\\¸ ¶gk¡]¸ lksfi+Q;k us mÙkj fn;kA ¶cgqr&cgqr èkU;okn--- lc yksxksa dh rji+Q ls!-- os yksx vHkh rd lPpkbZ dks ugha le> ik;s gSa--- ysfdu eSa pw¡fd ml lPpkbZ dks tkurk gw¡--- blfy, eSa mudh rji+Q ls vkidks èkU;okn nsrk gw¡A¸ og tYnh&tYnh gk¡iQ&gk¡iQdj lk¡lsa ys jgk Fkk] ekuks u tkus fdrus fnu ckn lk¡l ysus dk ekSo+Qk feyk gksA cksyrs&cksyrs og chp esa #d tkrk Fkk] vkSj dksV ds cVu cUn djus ds fy, vius lhus ij iryh&iryh m¡xfy;k¡ nkSM+kus yxrk FkkA ¶bruh nsj ls taxy esa fudyuk rqEgkjs fy, Bhd ughaA isM+ksa dh otg ls gok ue vkSj Hkkjh gks tkrh gS!¸ lksfi+Q;k us dgkA ¶vc esjs fy, dksbZ Hkh pht+ vPNh ugha jg x;h!¸ mlus lk¡l ysdj dgkA ¶vc rks esjs fy, cl ekSr gh vPNh gS---¸ mldh vkokt+ lqudj cM+h rdyhiQ gksrh Fkh vkSj mldh iwjh vkÑfr dks ns[kdj ân; esa vlhe d#.kk vkSj ykpkjh dh Hkkouk tkx`r gksrh Fkh ftlls ,d vthc ?kqVh >q¡>ykgV iSnk gksrh FkhA og vius ?kqVus eksM+dj ,d 234 @ ek¡

ihis ij bl rjg cSB x;k ekuks mls Mj gks fd dgha ?kqVus VwV u tk;sa vkSj mlus vius ekFks dk ilhuk ikasNkA mlds :[ks cky uhps yVd jgs Fks] ekuks fdlh eqnsZ ds cky gksaA vkx dh yiVsa HkM+dus yxha] lglk ,slk ekywe gqvk fd gj pht+ ;dk;d pkSaddj dk¡ius yxh_ >qylh gqbZ ijNkb;k¡ taxy dh rji+Q Hkkx pyha vkSj vkx ds Åij bxukr dk Hkjs&Hkjs xkyksa okyk psgjk ped mBkA vkx dh yiVsa 'kkUr gks x;ha] èkq,¡ dh cw vk jgh Fkh_ èkhjs&èkhjs ml [kqys eSnku esa v¡/ ksjk vkSj [k+keks'kh Nk x;h] ,slk yxrk Fkk fd ml chekj vkneh dh dgkuh lquus ds fy, lkjk okrkoj.k dku yxk;s cSBk FkkA ¶eSa vc Hkh vki yksxksa ds dke vk ldrk gw¡ µ ,d cgqr cM+s xqukg ds lcwr dh rjg--- eq>s nsf[k;s--- esjh mej vHkh vV~BkbZl cjl dh gS vkSj eSa ej jgk gw¡! vc ls nl cjl igys eSa cM+h vklkuh ls iwjs ik¡p eu dk cks> mBk ysrk FkkA eq>s iwjk ;dhu Fkk fd esjs tSlk gV~Vk&dV~Vk vkneh lÙkj cjl dh mej rd rks ft+Unk jgsxk ghA ysfdu mlds ckn eSa fli+QZ nl cjl vkSj ft+Unk jgk µ vkSj vc µ vc lc dqN [k+Re gks pqdk gSA esjs ekfydksa us eq>s ywV fy;k µ esjh ft+Unxh ds pkyhl cjl eq>ls ywV fy, µ pkyhl cjl!¸ ¶bldh cl ;gh ,d èkqu gS!¸ jhfcu us Hkkjh vkokt+ esa dgkA vkx fiQj HkM+d mBh] igys ls Hkh T+;knk rst+h vkSj t+ksj ds lkFk vkSj ,d ckj fiQj ijNkb;k¡ Hkkxdj taxy dh rji+Q x;ha vkSj okil vkdj pqipki vkx ds pkjksa vksj ,d Hk;kud ukp ukpus yxhaA xhyh ydfM+;k¡ pV[k jgh Fkha vkSj muesa ls lh&lh dh vkokt+ vk jgh FkhA isM+ksa dh ifÙk;k¡ xje gok ds >ksadksa ls dkukiQwlh dj jgh FkhaA yky vkSj ihyh yiVsa vkil esa [ksy jgh Fkha] dHkh ,d&nwljs ls fyiV tkrha vkSj dHkh ;dk;d HkM+ddj pkjksa vksj fpaxfj;k¡ fc[ksj nsrhaA ,d lqyxrh gqbZ iÙkh gok esa mM+h vkSj jkr ds v¡èksjs esa vkleku ij pedrs gq, rkjksa us eqLdjkdj uhps fpaxfj;ksa dks ns[kk] ekuks mUgsa Åij cqyk jgs gksaA ¶;g esjh èkqu ugha gSA ;g og èkqu gS ftls gt+kjksa yksx fcuk ;g le>s vykirs jgrs gSa fd mudh eqlhcr nwljksa ds fy, lcd gSA fdrus yksx dke djrs gq, vikfgt gksdj Hkw[kksa ej tkrs gSa---¸ mls fiQj [kk¡lh dk nkSjk iM+ x;k vkSj og [kk¡lrs&[kk¡lrs nksgjk gks x;kA ;kdkso us ,d ckYVh esa Dokl is; vkSj gjs I;kt dh ,d xV~Bh ykdj est ij j[k nhA ¶losyh] yks eSa rqEgkjs fy, nwèk yk;k gw¡---¸ mlus dgkA ek¡ @ 235

losyh us viuk flj fgyk fn;k] ij ;kdkso mldh ck¡g idM+dj mls est ds ikl [khap yk;kA ¶rqeus bls ;gk¡ D;ksa cqyok;k\\¸ lksfi+Q;k us jhfcu dks f>M+drs gq, dgkA ¶;g fdlh Hkh ne ej tk;sxk---¸ ¶eSa tkurk gw¡!¸ jhfcu us lgefr izdV dhA ¶ysfdu tc rd blesa ne gS rc rd rks bls cksyus nksA bldh lkjh ft+Unxh rks ;ksa gh csdkj dqckZu gks x;h_ vc ,d usd dke ds fy, FkksM+h&lh eqlhcr vkSj cjnk'r dj ysxk rks D;k gqvk! Bhd gS] dksbZ fiQdj dh ckr ugha gSA¸ ¶rqEgsa blesa etk feyrk gS!¸ lksfi+Q;k us dgkA jhfcu us duf[k;ksa ls mls ns[kk vkSj xEHkhj Loj esa cksyk % ¶vki tSls 'kjhi+Q yksxksa dks lyhc ij djkgrs gq, bZlk elhg dh rkjhiQ djus esa etk feyrk gSA ysfdu ge yksx bl vkneh dh gkyr ns[kdj lcd ysuk pkgrs gSa vkSj ;gh pkgrs gSa fd vki Hkh lcd ysa---¸ ek¡ us fpfUrr eqæk esa ,d HkkSag p<+k yhA ¶cl] cgqr gks pqdk!--¸ mlus dgkA og jksxh] tks vc est ds ikl cSBk Fkk fiQj ckrsa djus yxk % ¶vkf[k+j vkneh ls bruk dke D;ksa fy;k tk;s fd og ej tk;s\\ fdlh ls mldh ft+Unxh D;ksa ywV yh tkrh gS\\ eSa usiQsnkso i+QSDVjh esa dke djrk Fkk µ esjs ekfyd us ,d ,sDVªsl dks eq¡g&gkFk èkksus ds fy, lksus dk rlyk vkSj lksus dk csM&iSu fn;k FkkA esjh rkdr vkSj esjh ft+Unxh lc csM&iSu esa pyh x;h! eSaus viuh ft+Unxh mlh csM&iSu ds fy, dqckZu dhA ,d vkneh us eq>ls dke ysrs&ysrs esjh tku ys yh rkfd og viuh j[kSy dks esjs [+kwu dh dqckZuh nsdj [+kq'k j[k ldsA mlus esjk [+kwu cspdj mlds fy, lksus dk csM&iSu [k+jhnk!¸ ¶balku dh 'kDy&lwjr bZ'oj tSlh cuk;h x;h gS]¸ ;si+Qhe us frjLdkj ls dgk] ¶vkSj ;gk¡ mlds lkFk ;g lywd gksrk gS---¸ ¶rks fiQj pqi u jgks!¸ jhfcu us est ij gkFk ekjrs gq, dgkA ¶cjnk'r u djks!¸ ;kdkso us èkhjs ls dgkA bxukr g¡l fn;kA ek¡ us ns[kk fd ;s rhuksa yM+ds Hkw[kh vkRekvksa dh dHkh 'kkUr u gksus okyh mRlqdrk ds lkFk losyh dh ckrsa lqurs Fks vkSj tc dHkh jhfcu ckr djrk Fkk rc os mlds psgjs dks ijs'kkuh ls ns[krs jgrs FksA losyh dh ckrsa lqudj muds psgjksa ij O;aX; dk ,d fofp=k Hkko vk x;k % ,slk izrhr gksrk 236 @ ek¡

Fkk fd mUgsa jksxh ls dksbZ lgkuqHkwfr ugha gSA ¶D;k ;g lp dg jgk gS\\¸ ek¡ us lksfi+Q;k dh rji+Q >qddj pqids ls iNw kA ¶gk]¡ lp g!S ¸ lksfiQ+ ;k us Åp¡ s Loj eas mÙkj fn;kA ¶bu migkjksa dh [kc+ j rks ekLdks ds v[kckjksa esa Hkh Nih Fkh---¸ ¶ysfdu vijkèkh dks dHkh ltk ugha feyrh!¸ jhfcu us viuh Hkkjh vkokt+ esa dgkA ¶mls ltk feyuh pkfg, µ mls lcds lkeus ykdj mldh cksVh&cksVh mM+k nsuh pkfg, vkSj mldk lM+k gqvk xks'r dqÙkksa dks f[kyk nsuk pkfg,A vjs] turk tc mB [kM+h gksxh rks og cgqr Hk;kud ltk nsxhA yksxksa us tks eqlhcrsa mBk;h gSa muds nkx èkksus ds fy, os cgqr [+kwu cgk;saxs! vkSj ;g mudk viuk [k+ uw gkxs k] mudh ulkas ls fupkMs k+ gvq k [k+ uw gkxs k] blfy, mUgas gd gksxk fd os bl [+kwu dk tks pkgsa djsa!¸ ¶eq>s tkM+k yx jgk gS!¸ jksxh us dgkA ;kdkos us lgkjk nds j mls mBk;k vkjS vkx ds ikl ys tkdj fcBk fn;kA vc vkx rst+ ty jgh Fkh vksj mlds pkjksa vksj vLi\"V vkÑfr;ksa okyh ijNkb;k¡ ukp jgh Fkha vkSj Li\"V yiVksa dh mYykle; ØhM+k ns[k jgh FkhaA losyh ,d dVs gq, isM+ ds Bw¡B ij cSB x;k vkSj mlus vius lw[ks gq, gkFk vkx dh rji+Q iQSyk fn;sA mlds gkFk brus lw[ks gq, vksj irys Fks fd vkx dh jks'kuh muds ikj gksdj >yd jgh FkhA ¶fdrkcksa ls Hkh ;g ckr bruh vPNh rjg le> esa ugha vkrh!¸ jhfcu us flj fgykdj jksxh dh rji+Q ladsr djrs gq, lksfi+Q;k ls dgkA ¶tc dksbZ vkneh e'khu ij dke djrs gq, ej tkrk gS ;k mldk dksbZ vax dV tkrk gS rks dg fn;k tkrk gS fd dqlwj mlh dk FkkA ysfdu tc fdlh vkneh dk ,d&,d cw¡n [+kwu fupksM+ fy;k tkrk gS vkSj mls iQksd dh rjg iQsad fn;k tkrk gS rks fiQj mlds fy, dksbZ cgkuk ugha cuk;k tk ldrkA ;g ckr rks esjh le> esa vkrh gS fd fdlh vkneh dks ,d ckj esa dRy dj fn;k tk;s] ysfdu ;g ckr esjh le> esa ugha vkrh fd vkf[k+j fdlh vkneh dks fli+QZ etk ysus ds fy, lrk&lrkdj D;ksa ekj Mkyk tk;s! vkf[k+j yksxksa dks lrk;k D;ksa tkrk gS\\ ge lc yksxksa dks D;ksa lrk;k tkrk gS\\ fli+QZ etk ysus ds fy,] fli+QZ viuk th [+kq'k djus ds fy,] fli+QZ blfy, fd bl i`Foh ij dqN yksx ,s'k dj ldsa µ balku ds [+kwu ds cnys tks pkgsa [k+jhn ldsa % ,sDVªslsa] ?kqM+nkSM+ ds ?kksM+s] pk¡nh ds Nqjh&dk¡Vs] lksus dh r'rfj;k¡] vius cPpksa ds fy, egaxs&egaxs f[kykSus [k+jhn ldsaA ekfyd dgrk gS] ^dke djks! T+;knk ls T+;knk ek¡ @ 237

dke djks] rkfd eSa rqEgkjh esgur ls viuh izsfedk ds fy, lksus dh flyiQph [k+jhn ldw¡!¸ bu ckrksa dks lqurs gq, ek¡ dks ,slk vkHkkl gqvk fd ikosy vkSj mlds lkfFk;ksa us tks iFk viuk;k Fkk] og jkr ds v¡èksjs esa txexk mBkA [kkuk [kkdj os lc yksx tkdj vkx ds pkjksa vksj cSB x;sA vkx dh yiVsa Hkw[ks HksfM+;ksa dh rjg ydM+h ds dqUnksa ij >iV jgh Fkha_ muds ihNs v¡èksjs dh ,d nhokj [kM+h Fkh ftlus taxy vkSj vkleku lcdks Nqik fy;k FkkA jksxh cSBk vk¡[ksa iQkM+s vkx dks ?kwj jgk FkkA og yxkrkj [kk¡l jgk Fkk vkSj bl rjg dk¡i jgk Fkk ekuks mlds cps&[kqps izk.k jksx ls ttZj 'kjhj ls ckgj fudyus dks cspSu gks jgs gksaA yiVksa dh jks'kuh mlds psgjs ij iM+ jgh Fkh] fiQj Hkh mlds cstku psgjs ij thou dk dksbZ fpÉ fn[kk;h u nsrk FkkA dsoy mldh vk¡[kksa esa ,d cq>rh gqbZ vkx dh jks'kuh FkhA ¶losyh] pyks lk;cku esa pydj cSBks u]¸ ;kdkso us mldh rji+Q >qddj dgkA ¶D;ksa\\¸ jksxh us cM+h dfBukbZ ls iwNkA ¶eSa ;gha cSBw¡xk µ fiQj eq>s yksxksa ls feyus dk ekSo+Qk gh dgk¡ feysxk!--¸ mlus pkjksa vksj ut+j nkSM+k;h vkSj dqN nsj #ddj lw[kh g¡lh g¡ldj cksyk] ¶rqe yksxksa ds ikl jguk eq>s vPNk yxrk gSA tc eSa rqe yksxksa dks ns[krk gw¡ rks eq>s mEehn gksrh gS fd rqe yksx mu yksxksa dk cnyk yksxs ftUgsa nwljksa ds ykyp us ywVdj ekj Mkyk gS---¸ fdlh us ldh ckr dk mÙkj ugha fn;k vkSj og 'kh?kz gh lks x;k] mldk flj fu<ky gksdj mlds lhus ij >qd x;kA ¶;gk¡ vkdj blh rjg cSBk jgrk gS vkSj ges'kk ,d gh ckr ds ckjs esa cksyrk jgrk gS] [kky [khap ysus ds bl Hk;kud [ksy ds ckjs esa]¸ jhfcu us mldh rji+Q ns[krs gq, èkhjs ls dgkA ¶blds jkse&jkse esa ;gh ,d ckr clh gqbZ gSA dksbZ nwljh ckr bls lq>k;h gh ugha nsrh] ekuks bldh vk¡[kksa ij ;g ckr fpidk nh x;h gksA¸ ¶og vkSj ns[ks Hkh D;k\\¸ ek¡ us dqN lksprs gq, dgkA ¶tc jkst+ gt+kjksa yksx dke djrs&djrs viuh tkusa blfy, ns nsrs gSa fd muds ekfyd nqfu;k Hkj dh [kqjkiQkr ij iSlk yqVk ldsa] rks fiQj vkSj ns[k Hkh D;k ldrk gS dkbs Z\\--¸ ¶mldh ckrsa lqurs&lqurs th mdrk tkrk gS!¸ bxukr us èkhes Loj esa dgkA ¶tks ,d ckj lqu ys og dHkh Hkwy ugha ldrk] ysfdu og ges'kk blh 238 @ ek¡

dh jV yxk;s jgrk gS!¸ ¶bl jV esa lc pht+sa lek;h gqbZ gSa] lkjh ft+Unxh dk fupksM+ gS]¸ jhfcu us xEHkhjrkiwoZd dgkA ¶bl ckr dks gesa le>uk pkfg,! eSa ntZuksa ckj mldh jkedgkuh lqu pqdk gw¡ fiQj Hkh dHkh&dHkh esjs eu esa 'kadk mBrh gSA dHkh&dHkh ,slh ?kfM+;k¡ Hkh vkrh gSa] tc ;g ;dhu djus dks th ugha pkgrk fd yksx brus uhp vkSj cnek'k gksrs gSa--- tc vehj&x+jhc lHkh vPNs yxrs gSa--- vehjksa dks Hkh xyr jkLrs ij yxk fn;k x;k gS! dqN yksx viuh t+:jr esa vUèks jgrs gSa] dqN vius ykyp esaA ;gh vlyh ckr gS! ge lkspus yxrs gSa] esjs vPNs yksxks! esjs Hkkb;ks! viuh vk¡[ksa [kksyks] bZekunkjh ls lkspks] viuh iwjh vdy yxkdj lkspks!¸ jksxh us cSBs&cSBS ,d >ksadk fy;k] vk¡[ksa [kksy nha] vkSj fiQj t+ehu ij ysV x;kA ;kdkso pqipki mBdj lk;cku esa x;k vkSj 'kh?kz gh ,d HksM+ dh [kky ysdj ykSVk] tks mlus vius HkkbZ dks vks<+k nh vkSj fiQj tkdj lksfi+Q;k ds ikl cSB x;kA vkx dh g¡lrh&[ksyrh yiVsa pkjksa vksj v¡èksjs esa cSBh gqbZ vkÑfr;ksa dks vkyksfdr dj jgh Fkha vkSj mu yksxksa dh xEHkhj vkokt+sa yiVksa dh ljljkgV vkSj ydfM+;ksa ds pV[kus ds 'kkUr Loj esa foyhu gqbZ tk jgh FkhaA vius thus ds vfèkdkj ds fy, lkjh nqfu;k dh turk ds la?k\"kZ ds ckjs esa] iqjkus t+ekus esa teZuh ds fdlkuksa ds foæksg ds ckjs esa] vk;jyS.M ds fuokfl;ksa dh nqnZ'kk ds ckjs esa vkSj LorU=krk ds la?k\"kZ esa iz+Qkalhlh et+nwjksa dh ohjrk ds ckjs esa lksfi+Q;k us mUgsa crk;k--- jkr dh e[keyh pknj vks<+s gq, bl taxy esa] bl NksVh&lh [kqyh txg esa ftlds pkjksa vksj isM+ksa dh nhokjsa [kM+h Fkha vkSj Åij vkdk'k dk 'kkfe;kuk yxk Fkk] tgk¡ vkx dh jks'kuh gks jgh Fkh vkSj fofLer rFkk }s\"kiw.kZ ijNkb;k¡ ftls ?ksjs [kM+h Fkha] ,slh ?kVukvksa dh dgkuh lquk;h tk jgh Fkh ftUgksaus uhp èkuh yksxksa dh nqfu;k dh uhao fgyk nh FkhA lPpkbZ vkSj vktknh ds fy, yM+us okyksa ds uke fy;s x;s vkSj ,slk izrhr gqvk ekuks ,d&,d djds i`Foh dh lkjh tkfr;ksa ds yksx yM+kbZ ds Fkds&gkjs vkSj [+kwu esa yFkiFk lkeus ls xqtjsA lksfi+Q;k dk Loj eUn vkSj Hkkjh FkkA ;g vkokt+ vrhr dh xgjkb;ksa ls vkrh gbq Z irz hr gkrs h Fkh vkjS tks ykxs nlw js n's kkas ds vius Hkkb;kas dh ;g dgkuh cM+s è;ku ls pqipki lqu jgs Fks muds ân;ksa esa mldh vkokt+ vk'kk vkSj fo'okl tkx`r dj jgh FkhA lksfi+Q;k ds ihys nqcys&irys psgjs dks cM+s è;ku ls ns[krs gq, mUgsa nqfu;k dh lHkh tkfr;ksa dk iquhr è;s; µ LorU=krk ds fy, ek¡ @ 239

fujUrj la?k\"kZ djus dk è;s;] T+;knk vPNh rjg le> esa vkus yxkA mUgsa ;g ekywe gqvk fd muds vius LoIu vkSj vkdka{kk,¡ Hkh ogh Fkha tks lqnwj vrhr esa jgus okyh vKkr tkfr;ksa dh Fkha vkSj ml vrhr dky vkSj orZeku dky ds chp bfrgkl dk dkyk jDr&jfa tr ijnk iMk+ gvq k FkkA viuh Hkkoukvkas vkjS fopkjksa esa mUgksaus lkjs foLr`r lalkj ls lEidZ LFkkfir dj fy;k vkSj bl lalkj esa mUgsa ,sls fe=k feys tks i`Foh ij U;k; dk jkT; LFkkfir djus ds lw=k esa ,dc¼ Fks vkSj tks eqlhcrsa os mBk jgs Fks vkSj vius thou dks csgrj cukus ds fy, tks [+kwu os cgk jgs Fks] mlus muds bl n`<+ fu'p; dks iquhr cuk fn;k FkkA nqfu;k dh lkjh turk ds lkFk vkfRed lEcUèk dh ,d u;h Hkkouk tkx`r gqbZ] fo'o dks ekuks ,d u;k ân; fey x;k µ ,d ,slk ân; ftlesa gj ckr dks tkuus] gj pht+ dks le>us dh ftKklk dk LiUnu FkkA ¶,d fnu vk;sxk tc lc ns'kksa ds et+nwj mB [kM+s gksaxs vkSj dgsaxs] ^cl] cgqr gks pqdk! vc ge ,slk thou cjnk'r djus dks rS;kj ugha!* ¸ lksfi+Q;k us n`<+ fo'okl ds lkFk dgkA ¶ml oD+r mu yksxksa dh Mk¡okaMksy 'kfDr] tks dsoy vius ykyp ds dkj.k gh 'kfDr'kkyh gS] pdukpwj gks tk;sxh] muds ik¡oksa rys t+ehu f[kld tk;sxh vkSj mudk dksbZ lgkjk ugha jg tk;xs k---¸ ¶lp gS!¸ jhfcu us flj >qdk;s gq, dgkA ¶vxj ge viuk lc dqN U;ksNkoj djus dks rS;kj gks tk;sa rks dksbZ dke ,slk ugha gS tks ge u dj ldsa!¸ ek¡ viuh Hkosa Åij rkus vkSj gksaBksa ij lq[kn foLe; dh eqLdjkgV fy;s lksfi+Q;k dh ckrsa lqu jgh FkhA mlus ns[kk fd lksfi+Q;k ds LoHkko ds foijhr mlds O;ogkj esa tks ,d vkdfLedrk] mPN`a[kyrk vkSj mf}Xurk Fkh og mlds bl o`ÙkkUr ds dkSrwgyiw.kZ 'kkUr izokg esa x+k;c gks x;h FkhA ek¡ dks jkf=k dh fuLrCèkrk] vkx dh yiVksa dh ØhM+k vkSj lksfi+Q;k dk psgjk lc dqN cgqr vPNk yx jgk Fkk µ ij lcls vPNk mls ;g yx jgk Fkk fd fdlku fdrus è;ku ls mldh ckrsa lqu jgs FksA os ne lkèks fcYdqy pqipki cSBs Fks] os ;gh pkgrs Fks fd bl o`ÙkkUr ds fuckZèk izokg esa dksbZ #dkoV u vk;s] os Mj jgs Fks fd ;g T;ksfreZ; lw=k tks cko+Qh nqfu;k ds lkFk mudk lEcUèk tksM+ jgk Fkk] dgha VwV u tk;sA chp&chp esa muesa ls dksbZ mBdj cM+h lkoèkkuh ls vkx eas vkSj ydM+h Mky nsrk Fkk vkSj mlesa ls fudyus okyh fpaxkfj;ksa dh ckNS kj vkjS èk,q ¡ ds cknykas ls vkjS rkas dks cpkus ds fy, viuk gkFk tk+ js &tk+ js ls fgykrk FkkA 240 @ ek¡

,d ckj ;kdkso mBk vkSj mlus pqids ls dgk % ¶t+jk ,d feuV---¸ og Hkkxdj lk;cku esa x;k vkSj vks<+us ds fy, dqN pht+sa ys vk;k tks mlus vkSj bxukr us pqipki vfrfFk;ksa ds dUèkksa vkSj ?kqVuksa ij Mky nhaA lksfi+Q;k cksyrh jgh] mlus fot; ds fnu dk fp=k [khapk vkSj lquus okyksa ds ân; esa vkRe&fo'okl dh Hkkouk tkx`r dh] muesa ;g psruk iSnk dh fd mu yksxksa ds lkFk mudk ,d vVwV lEcUèk gS tks eksVh rksanksaokyksa dh ew[kZrkiw.kZ bPNkvksa dks iwjk djus ds fy, viuk [+kwu&ilhuk ,d djrs gSaA lksfi+Q;k ds 'kCnksa us ek¡ dks mÙksftr ugha fd;k cfYd muls tks Hkzkr`Ro dh Hkkouk tkx`r gqbZ mlds dkj.k ek¡ dk ân; mu yksxksa ds izfr xgjh ÑrKrk ls Hkj x;k tks vius izk.kksa dh cfy nsdj fnu&jkr ifjJe djus okyksa dks izse vkSj lPpkbZ vkSj bZekunkjh ls lkspus dk lans'k nsrs FksA ¶Hkxoku budk Hkyk djs!¸ mlus vk¡[ksa cUn djds vius eu esa lkspkA tc lksfi+Q;k us viuh ckr lekIr dh ml le; lcsjk gks jgk Fkk] mlus eqLdjkdj vius pkjksa vksj [+kq'kh ls nedrs gq, fopkj'khy psgjksa dks ns[kkA ¶vc ge yksxksa dks pyuk pkfg,!¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶gk¡] pyuk pkfg,!¸ lksfi+Q;k us Fkdh&lh vkokt+ esa mÙkj fn;kA fdlh yM+ds us xgjh vkg HkjhA ¶cM+k cqjk gS fd vki yksxksa dks tkuk gS!¸ jhfcu us vlkèkkj.k dkseyrk ds lkFk dgkA ¶vkidh ckrsa lquuk cgqr vPNk yxrk gS! yksxksa esa ;g psruk iSnk dj nsuk fd os lc ,d gSa cgqr cM+h ckr gS! tc vkneh ;g le>us yxrk gS fd yk[kksa nwljs yksx Hkh mlh pht+ ds fy, yM+ jgs gSa rks mlds ân; esa cM+k I;kj meM+ vkrk gSA vkSj I;kj dh 'kfDr cgqr cM+h gksrh gS!¸ ¶gk¡] rqe I;kj djks vkSj nwljs yksx rqEgkjs pwrM+ ij Bksdjsa ekjrs jgsa!¸ ;si+Qhe us mBrs gq, g¡ldj dgkA ¶fe[k+kbyks dkdk] blls igys fd dksbZ bUgsa ;gk¡ ns[ks bu yksxksa dks ;gk¡ ls py nsuk pkfg,A T;ksa gh ge yksx ;s fdrkcsa ck¡Vuk 'kq: djsaxs oSls gh gkfde yksx ;g ryk'k djus yxsaxs fd ;s fdrkcsa yk;k dkSu Fkk\\ dksbZ dg nsxk] ^;kn gS os nks vkSjrsa tks rhFkZ&;k=kk ij bèkj vk;h Fkha---* ¸ ¶ek¡] rqeus bruh rdyhiQ dh blds fy, cgqr&cgqr èkU;okn!¸ jhfcu chp esa cksy mBkA ¶tc Hkh eSa rqEgsa ns[krk gw¡ rks ikosy ds ckjs esa lksprk jgrk gw¡A rqe Hkh fdruk vPNk dke dj jgh gks!¸ ml le; mldk crkZo cM+h ujeh dk Fkk vkSj og cM+h gkfnZdrk ls ek¡ @ 241

nk¡r [kksydj eqLdjk jgk FkkA gok B.Mh Fkh ij og fcuk dksV igus vkSj o+Qeht+ ds cVu [kksys [kM+k Fkk_ mldk lhuk [kqyk gqvk FkkA ek¡ dk ân; iz'kalk ls Hkj mBkA ¶dqN vks<+ yks]¸ ek¡ us cM+h eerk ls dgk] ¶B.Md gS!¸ ¶esjs fny esa xehZ gS!¸ mlus mÙkj fn;kA rhuksa yM+ds vkx ds ikl [kM+s pqipki ckrsa djrs jgs vkSj og jksxh HksM+ dh [kky ds dksV esa fyiVk gqvk muds iSjksa ds ikl ysVk jgkA vkdk'k ij vUèkdkj N¡Vus yxk] ijNkb;k¡ x+k;c gksus yxha vksj lw;kZsn; ds iwokZHkkl ls ifÙk;k¡ fgyus yxhaA ¶vPNk] rks vc fiQj dc eqyko+Qkr gks dkSu tkus!¸ jhfcu us lksfi+Q;k dh rji+Q gkFk c<+krs gq, dgkA ¶'kgj esa vkidks <w¡<uk gks rks dSls <w¡<+k tk;s\\¸ ¶rqe esjk irk yxk ysuk!¸ ek¡ us dgkA rhuksa yM+ds èkhjs&èkhjs lksfi+Q;k ds ikl vk;s vkSj dqN flVfiVkdj f'k\"Vrk ds Hkko ls mUgksaus mlls gkFk feyk;kA ;g Li\"V Fkk fd muesa ls gj ,d eu dh eu ,d xqIr mYykl dk vuqHko dj jgk FkkA fdruk lq[kn vkSj fe=krkiw.kZ Fkk ;g mYykl! vkSj ;g Hkkouk muds fy, bruh u;h Fkh fd os flVfiVk x;s FksA jkr ds tkxj.k ds dkj.k muhanh vk¡[kksa ls eqLdjkrs gq, os pqipki lksfi+Q;k dks ?kwjrs gq, iSj cnyrs jgsA ¶tkus ls igys FkksM+k&lk nwèk D;ksa u ih yhft;s\\¸ ;kdkso us iwNkA ¶gS Hkh nwèk\\¸ ;si+Qhe us VksdkA ¶ugha gS]¸ bxukr us f[kfl;kdj vius cky ihNs djrs gq, dgk] ¶eq>ls fxj x;k---¸ rhuksa yM+ds g¡l fn;sA ;|fi os nwèk dh ckrsa dj jgs Fks] ij ek¡ le> x;h fd os fdlh vkSj gh ckr ds ckjs esa lksp jgs gSa µ muds ân; mlds vkSj lksfi+Q;k ds izfr lân;rk ls Hkjs gq, Fks vkSj os muds fy, 'kqHk dkeuk,¡ dj jgs FksA lksfi+Q;k us Hkh ;gh vuqHko fd;k] og dqN >sai x;h vkSj og uezrko'k dsoy bruk gh dg ldh % ¶lkfFk;ks] vkidks cgqr&cgqr èkU;okn!¸ yM+dksa us ,d&nwljs dks bl rjg ns[kk ekuks lksfi+Q;k ds 'kCnksa us lglk muesa izsj.kk iQw¡d nh gksA jksxh t+ksj ls [kk¡lkA vyko esa v¡xkjksa dh ped [k+Re gks x;hA ¶vPNk] lyke!¸ fdlkuksa us èkhjs ls dgk vkSj ;g nq[k&Hkjk 'kCn nksuksa 242 @ ek¡

vkSjrksa ds dku esa cM+h nsj rd xw¡trk jgkA ikS iQV jgh FkhA nksuksa vkjS rsa ikz r%dky ds èkwfey idz k'k esa taxy ds jkLrs ij èkhjs&èkhjs vkxs c<+rh tk jgh FkhaA ¶fdruk vPNk jgk!¸ ek¡ us dgk_ og lksfi+Q;k ds ihNs&ihNs py jgh FkhA ¶fcYdqy LoIu ekywe gksrk gS! yksx lPpkbZ dks tkuuk pkgrs gSa] lpeqp! fcYdqy ogh gkyr gS tSlh cM+s fnu dks ;k bZLVj okys fnu lqcg izkFkZuk 'kq: gksus ls igys fxjtk?kj esa gksrh gS % vHkh iknjh ugha vk;k gS] pkjksa vksj v¡èksjk vkSj ,d vthc [k+keks'kh gSA ysfdu èkhjs&èkhjs yksx tek gksrs tkrs gSa--- igys ,d ewjr ds lkeus eksecÙkh tyk;h tkrh gS fiQj nwljh ewjr ds lkeus] èkhjs&èkhjs v¡èksjk N¡Vrk tkrk gS vkSj bZ'oj dk ?kj izdk'k ls Hkj mBrk gSA¸ ¶fcYdqy lp dgk gS!¸ lksfi+Q;k us mYyflr Loj esa dgkA ¶iQdZ cl ;g gS fd ;gk¡ bZ'oj dk ?kj iwjk lalkj gS!¸ ¶iwjk lalkj!¸ ek¡ us flj fgykdj dqN lksprs gq, mlds 'kCn nqgjk;sA ¶dk'k ;g lp gksrk!-- rqe bruh vPNh rjg cksyh µ bruh vPNh rjg fd D;k dgw¡! eSa rks Mj jgh Fkh fd os yksx rqEgsa ilUn ugha djsaxs---¸ lksfi+Q;k ,d {k.k rd pqi jghA ¶tc vkneh muds lkFk gksrk gS rks mlesa T+;knk lknxh vk tkrh gS]¸ lksfi+Q;k us vkf[k+jdkj cgqr 'kkUr Hkko ls xEHkhj Loj esa dgkA os jhfcu vkSj ml jksxh vkSj mu yM+dksa dh ckrsa djrh gqbZ vkxs c<+rh x;ha] ftUgksaus lksfi+Q;k dh ckrsa cM+s è;ku ls lquh Fkha] tks muds lkeus dqN flVfiVk Hkh x;s Fks vkSj ftUgksaus muds NksVs&ls&NksVs vkjke dk [k+;ky j[kdj muds izfr ÑrKrk izdV dh FkhA 'kh?kz gh os [ksrksa esa igq¡p x;ha vkSj lwjt mudk Lokxr djus dks fudykA ;|fi lwjt vHkh fn[kk;h ugha ns jgk Fkk] ij mlus viuh xqykch fueZy fdj.kksa dk ia[kk vkdk'k eas [kksy fn;k vkSj ?kkl ij iM+h gqbZ vksl dh cw¡nsa olUr ds iqyfdr mYykl ds lkFk ukuk jaxksa esa ped mBhaA fpfM+;k¡ tkx mBha vkSj mUgksaus vius gf\"kZr dyjo ls izkr%dky ds okrkoj.k dks e[q kfjr dj fn;kA ekVs &s ekVs s dkoS s gok eas vius Hkkjh i[a k ekjrs fujUrj dk¡o&dk¡o djrs gq, mèkj ls xqtjsA dgha vksfjvksy i{kh dh lhVh tSlh vkokt+ lquk;h nhA nwj&nwj rd [kqyh txgsa fn[kk;h nsus yxha ekuks fudyrs gq, lwjt dk vfHkuUnu djus ds fy, igkfM+;ksa ij ls jkr dh pknj mrkj yh x;h gkAs ¶dHkh&dHkh ,slk gksrk gS fd vkneh ckr djrk jgrk gS] ysfdu mldh ,d ckr Hkh le> esa ugha vkrh] lglk og dksbZ cgqr gh lhèkk&lknk 'kCn ek¡ @ 243

dgrk gS vkSj lkjh ckrsa lki+Q le> esa vk tkrh gSa!¸ ek¡ us fopkjeXu gksdj dgkA ¶ml jksxh ds lkFk ;gh ckr FkhA dkj[k+kuksa esa vkSj nwljh txgksa ij et+nwjksa ls ftl rjg dke fy;k tkrk gS] mlds ckjs esa eSa cgqr dqN lqu pqdh gw¡ vkSj eSa [+kqn Hkh cgqr dqN tkurh gw¡A ysfdu èkhjs&èkhjs bu ckrksa dh vknr iM+ tkrh gS vkSj fny ij bu ckrksa dk vlj ugha gksrkA ysfdu mlus tks dqN dgk og cgqr gh Hk;kud Fkk! cgqr gh 'keZukd Fkk! gs Hkxoku! D;k ,slk Hkh gksrk gS fd yksx viuh tku rd fudky nsrs gSa fli+QZ blfy, fd muds ekfyd muds lkFk ,slk Øwj et+ko+Q dj ldsa\\ ;g ljklj vU;k; gS!¸ ek¡ ds fopkj bl vkneh dh ft+Unxh ij dsfUær gks x;s vkSj mldh Le`fr esa u tkus fdrus yksxksa ds fp=k ?kwe x;s ftuds ckjs esa mlus lquk Fkk ij ftUgsa og Hkwy x;h FkhA ¶yxrk gS fd os vius isV esa bruk T+;knk Bw¡l pqds gSa fd vc mUgsa eryh gksus yxh gS! cgqr fnu dh ckr gS] xk¡o dk ,d gkfde Fkk ftlus gqDe ns j[kk Fkk fd mldk ?kksM+k tc Hkh xk¡o ls gksdj xqtjs rks lc fdlku >qddj ?kksM+s dks lyke djsa vkSj tks ugha djrk Fkk mls og fxjÝ+rkj djok nsrk FkkA og ,slk D;ksa djrk Fkk\\ dksbZ otg rks le> esa vkrh ugha bldh!¸ lksfi+Q;k èkhjs&èkhjs ,d xhr xquxqukus yxh ftlesa izkr%dky dh rkt+xh vkSj mYykl Fkk--- 7 ek¡ ds thou dh èkkjk ,d fofp=k 'kkUr xfr ls cgrh jghA dHkh&dHkh rks bl 'kkfUr ij mls Lo;a Hkh vk'p;Z gksrkA mldk csVk tsy esa Fkk vkSj og tkurh Fkh fd mls dBksj n.M feysxk] fiQj Hkh tc dHkh og bl fo\"k; eas lksprh mlds efLr\"d esa vUæsbZ vkjS Ý+;ksnksj rFkk vU; yksxksa ds fp=k ?kwe tkrsA ek¡ dh vk¡[kksa ds vkxs vius csVs dk fp=k ?kweus yxk] ftlesa os lHkh yksx 'kkfey Fks tks thou ds lq[k&nq[k esa mlds lkFk FksA ek¡ mlds ckjs esa lkspus yxh vkSj mlds tkus fcuk gh ;s fopkj pkjksa fn'kkvksa esa iQSy x;sA iryh&iryh rst+ fdj.kksa dh rjg os gj txg igq¡p x;s vkSj ekuks lkjh ?kVukvksa ij izdk'k Mkyus ds fy, vkSj gj pht+ dks ,d gh lw=k esa ck¡/k nsus ds iz;Ru esa bu fopkjksa us gj pht+ dks Nw fy;k gksA bu HkVdrs gq, fopkjksa ds dkj.k og viuk è;ku fdlh ,d pht+ ij] fo'ks\"kr% vius csVs dks ns[kus dh ykylk vkSj mlds dkj.k ân; esa mBus okyh vk'kadkvksa ij] dsfUær u dj ldhA 244 @ ek¡

'kh?kz gh lksfi+Q;k dgha pyh x;h vkSj ik¡p fnu ckn tc ykSVdj vk;h rks cgqr [+kq'k vkSj exu FkhA vkus ds dqN gh ?k.Vs ckn og fiQj dgha x+k;c gks x;h vkSj vc dh ckj nks gÝ+rs ckn ykSVdj vk;hA ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd og vius thou dh ;k=kk cM+s&cM+s xksy pDdjksa esa iwjh djrh Fkh] dHkh&dHkh og vius HkkbZ ds ikl ykSV vkrh Fkh vkSj mlds vkrs gh lkjs ?kj esa lkgl vkSj laxhr dk lapkj gks tkrk FkkA ek¡ dks laxhr ls #fp gks pyhA tc og dksbZ xkuk lqurh rks mls ,slk yxrk fd mlds lhus esa xeZ ygjsa mBdj mlds fny ij FkisM+s ekj jgh gSaA bu FkisM+ksa ls mlds ân; dk LiUnu vkSj Hkh leku xfr ls pyus yxk vkSj mlesa ,sls fopkj mRiUu gksus yxs tks vPNh rjg lhaph x;h i`Foh esa xgjkbZ rd tes g,q chtkas dh rjg lxa hr ds iHz kko ls cMs+ lgt <xa ls 'kCnkas ds lUq nj iQwyksa ds :i esa izLiQqfVr gksrs FksA ek¡ ds fy, lksfi+Q;k dk iQwgM+iu vlá Fkk_ ?kj&Hkj esa mlds diM+s] flxjsVsa vkSj flxjsVksa dh jk[k fc[kjh jgrh FkhA lksfi+Q;k ds vkos'kiw.kZ Hkk\"k.k rks mlds fy, vkSj Hkh vlá FksA fudksykbZ ftl 'kkUr vkRe&fo'okl vkSj dksey xEHkhjrk ds lkFk cksyrk Fkk] mlls lksfi+Q;k dk cksyus dk <ax fcYdqy mYVk FkkA mls lksfi+Q;k ,slh yxrh Fkh fd tSls dksbZ fd'kksjkoLFkk esa cM+s&cw<+ksa dh cjkcjh djus dh mRlqdrk fn[kk jgk gks vkSj blh Hkkouk ds vèkhu og nwljksa dks ,sls ns[krh Fkh tSls os fofp=k f[kykSus gksaA og ges'kk Je ds mnkÙk LFkku dh ckrsa djrh Fkh] exj vius iQwgM+iu ds dkj.k ek¡ dk dke c<+krh jgrh Fkh_ og vktknh dh yEch&pkSM+h ckrsa djrh Fkh] fiQj Hkh ek¡ ;g ns[krh Fkh fd og viuh vlfg\".kqrk vkSj yxkrkj cgl djrs jgus ds dkj.k nwljksa dks lrkrh jgrh FkhA og vUrfoZjksèkksa dk Hk.Mkj Fkh vkSj blhfy, ek¡ ges'kk mlds lkFk vius O;ogkj esa cgqr lrdZ jgrh Fkh vkSj mlds izfr ek¡ ds ân; esa og vifjorZu'khy ln~Hkkouk ugha Fkh tks fudksykbZ ds izfr FkhA fnu&izfrfnu ,d gh <jsZ ij viuk thou fcrkrs gq, Hkh og ges'kk fpUrkdqy jgrk Fkk_ lqcg vkB cts pk; ihrk vkSj v[kckj i<+dj ek¡ dks [k+cjsa lqukrkA mldh ckrsa lqurs le; ek¡ ds lkeus vk'p;Ztud Li\"Vrk ds lkFk ;g fp=k f[kap tkrk fd thou dk Øwj pØ fdruh fueZerk ls yksxksa dks ihldj èku&nkSyr ls ifjofrZr dj nsrk FkkA mlus ns[kk fd fudksykbZ vkSj vUnszbZ esa cgqr&lh ckrsa ,d tSlh FkhaA mØbuh dh rjg gh og Hkh yksxksa ds ckjs esa fcuk fdlh }s\"k ds ckrsa djrk Fkk] nqfu;k dh [kjkfc;ksa ds fy, og lc dks nks\"k nsrk Fkk] ij u;s thou ds izfr mldh vkLFkk u rks vUæsbZ ftruh ek¡ @ 245

n`<+ Fkh u mruh fpÙkkd\"kZd ghA og ges'kk ,d dBksj vkSj bZekunkj U;k;kèkh'k ds xEHkhj Loj esa cksyrk Fkk vkSj ;|fi Hk;kud ckrksa dh ppkZ djrs le; mlds gksaBksa ij ,d [ksn&Hkjh 'kkUr eqLdjkgV [ksyrh Fkh] ij mldh vk¡[kksa esa ,d dBksj Hkkoghu ped gksrh FkhA ;g lc ns[kdj ek¡ le>us yxh Fkh fd og dHkh fdlh dks fdlh ckr ds fy, eki+Q ugha djsxk µ og eki+Q dj gh ugha ldrk FkkA ek¡ dks ml ij rjl vkrk Fkk D;ksafd og tkurh Fkh fd vius vkidks dBkjs cukus eas fdruk d\"V gkrs k FkkA fnu&ifz rfnu og mls T;+ knk pkgus yxhA ukS cts og dke ij pyk tkrk FkkA mlds pys tkus ds ckn ek¡ ?kj lki+Q djrh] [kkuk rS;kj djrh] ugk&èkksdj lki+Q diM+s igurh vkSj vius dejs esa cSBdj fdrkcksa dh rLohjsa ns[krhA mlus i<+uk lh[k fy;k Fkk ij mls i<+us esa bruh esgur iM+rh Fkh fd og 'kh?kz gh Fkd tkrh Fkh vkSj 'kCnksa dks muds mfpr Øe eas ugha le> ikrh FkhA ysfdu rLohjsa ns[kus esa mls cPpksa tSlk vkuUn vkrk FkkA bu rLohjksa us mlds lkeus ,d u;s vkSj vn~Hkqr txr dk jgL;ksn~?kkVu fd;k ftls og le>rh Fkh vkSj tks mls U;k;laxr ekywe gksrk FkkA mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus cM+s&cM+s 'kgj] lqUnj bekjrsa] e'khusa] tgkt] Lekjd vkSj euq\"; ds gkFkksa dh jph gqbZ vikj lEink vkSj vius oSfoè; ls pfdr dj nsus okys izÑfr ds vla[; vuqie migkjksa dk fp=k ?kwe tkrkA thou dh ifjfèk fujUrj c<r+ h gh x;h] ,d&,d djds u;h&u;h vk'p;tZ ud pht+sa mldh vk¡[kksa ds lkeus vkrh x;ha vkSj viuh vikj fufèk rFkk v{k; lkSUn;Z ls mldh r`f\"kr vkRek esa izsj.kk dk lapkj djrh jghaA mls i'kq&Kku dh fp=kkoyh ns[kus esa cM+h #fp FkhA ;g iqLrd ;|fi ,d fons'kh Hkk\"kk esa Fkh fiQj Hkh mlls mls i`Foh dh lEink rFkk lkSUn;Z vkSj mlds foLrkj dk Li\"V Kku gks x;kA ¶nqfu;k fdruh cM+h gS!¸ ,d fnu mlus fudksykbZ ls dgkA og dhM+ksa dks] fo'ks\"k :i ls frrfy;ksa dks ns[kdj cgqr [+kq'k gksrh FkhA og muds fp=k ns[krh vkSj vk'p;Z djrhA ¶fudksykbZ bokuksfop] fdruh lqUnj gS u!¸ og dgrhA ¶pkjksa rji+Q fdruh lqUnjrk fc[kjh iM+h gS ftldk gesa Kku Hkh ugha gS] tks gekjs lkeus ls fudy tkrh gS vkSj gesa irk Hkh ugha pyrkA yksx bèkj ls mèkj Hkkxrs fiQjrs gSa] u dqN tkurs gSa] u dqN ns[krs gSa µ muds ikl u le; gh gksrk vkSj u gh bPNkA vxj gesa i`Foh dh lEink dk Kku gksrk vkSj ;g ekywe gksrk fd ml ij fdrus izdkj ds tho jgrs gSa rks gekjs thou esa fdruk lq[k gksrkA vkSj 246 @ ek¡