Mother novel in Hindi - Maan

rks mldh vk¡[kksa esa ,d dkseyrk vkSj vkokt+ esa ,d ujeh iSnk gks tkrh Fkh vkSj mlds ckr djus ds <ax esa Hkh vD[kM+iu de gks tkrk FkkA ¶Hkxoku djs fd ,slk gks tk;s]¸ og dqN lkspdj eqLdjkus yxhA tc dHkh mudh bu cSBdksa esa cgqr xjekxje vkSj rwiQkuh cgl fNM+ tkrh rks mØbuh mBrk vkSj fxjts ds ?k.Vs dh yVdu dh rjg vkxs&ihNs Mksyrs gq, FkksM+s ls lhèks&lkns vPNs 'kCn dgrk] 'kh?kz gh lc yksx 'kkUr gks tkrs vkSj lkjh xjekxjeh [k+Re gks tkrhA mnkl eqækokyk oslksof'pdkso ges'kk nwljksa dks dqN djus ds fy, mdlkrk jgrk Fkk_ og vkSj yky ckyksa okyk] ftls lc yksx leksbykso dgrs Fks] ;gh nksuksa gj cgl dks 'kq: djrs FksA lu tSls ckyksa okyk boku cqfdu] tks ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd lTth ds ikuh esa ugyk fn;k x;k gks] ges'kk mudk leFkZu djrk FkkA fpduk&lqFkjk ;kdkso lkes kos cgrq de ckys rk Fkk] exj tks dNq Hkh og dgrk cMs+ fo'okl ds lkFkA og vkSj pkSM+s ekFksokyk Ý+;ksnksj ekftu ges'kk ikosy vkSj mØbuh dk i{k ysrs FkAs dHkh&dHkh fudksykbZ bokuksfop uke dk ,d O;fDr urk'kk dk LFkku ys ysrk FkkA og p'ek yxkrk Fkk vkSj mlds NksVh&lh Hkwjh nk<+h FkhA og fdlh lqnwj izkUr esa iSnk gqvk Fkk ftlds dkj.k cksyrs le; og ¶vks¸ ij [k+kl t+ksj nsrk FkkA og fcYdqy gh ¶ijnslh¸ FkkA og lkèkkj.k ls lkèkkj.k pht+ksa ds ckjs esa] yksxksa ds izfrfnu ds thou ls lEcUèk j[kus okyh lHkh leL;kvksa ds ckjs esa µ ikfjokfjd thou dh] cPpksa dh] O;kikj dh] iqfyl dh vkSj jksVh rFkk xks'r dh o+Qherksa dh ckrsa djrk FkkA bu ckrksa ds nkSjku og gj >wBh] csrwdh pht+ dh dybZ [kksyrk] gj ml pht+ dk inkZiQk'k djrk tks ew[kZrkiw.kZ vkSj gkL;kLin ij turk ds fy, gkfudkjd FkhA ek¡ dks yxrk fd og dgha cgqr nwj ls] fdlh nwljh nqfu;k ls vk;k gS] tgk¡ gj vkneh vkjke vkSj bZekunkjh dk thou fcrkrk gSA ;gk¡ dh gj pht+ mlds fy, vthc Fkh vkSj og u rks bl thou dk vknh gks ldrk Fkk vkSj u bls Lohdkj gh dj ldrk FkkA og bl thou ls ?k`.kk djrk Fkk vkSj bl ?k`.kk ds dkj.k mlds ân; eas bl thou dks vius <xa ls cnyus dh ,d [kk+ ek's k ij n`<+ bPNk tkx`r gqbZ FkhA mldk psgjk ihyk vkSj eqj>k;k&lk Fkk vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa ds uhps gYdh&gYdh >qfjZ;k¡ iM+h gqbZ FkhaA mldk Loj dksey Fkk vkSj mlds gkFk ges'kk xje jgrs FksA tc Hkh og isykxs;k ls gkFk feykrk og mlds iwjs gkFk dks dldj nck ysrk vkSj ek¡ dks blls cM+k lq[k feyrkA ek¡ @ 47

bu cSBdksa esa 'kgj ls nwljs yksx Hkh vkus yxs µ lcls T+;knk rks ,d nqcyh&lh yEch yM+dh vkrh Fkh] ihys psgjs ij cM+h&cM+h vk¡[kksa okyhA mldk uek lk'kk FkkA mldh pky vkSj gko&Hkko esa dqN&dqN enkZukiu FkkA og ges'kk viuh ?kuh dkyh Hkoksa dks ,d&nwljs ds fudV ykdj ns[krh Fkh] ekuks [kiQk gks vkSj cksyrs le; mldh lhèkh ukd ds irys uFkqus iQM+drs jgrs FkAs mlh us igyh ckj rst+ Å¡ph vkokt+ eas ?kks\"k.kk dh Fkh % ¶ge lektoknh gSaA¸ tc ek¡ us ;s 'kCn lqus rks og Hk; ls vkrafdr gksdj pqipki ml yM+dh dks ?kwjrh jghA isykxs;k us lquk Fkk fd lektokfn;ksa us t+kj dks ekj Mkyk FkkA ;g mldh ;qokoLFkk ds fnuksa dh ckr FkhA mu fnuksa ;g viQokg Fkh fd cM+s&cM+s tkxhjnkjksa us t+kj ls bl ckr dk cnyk ysus ds fy, fd mlus muds Hkw&nklksa dks vktkn dj fn;k Fkk] ;g lkSxaèk [kk;h Fkh fd tc rd os mls ekj ugha Mkysaxs rc rd vius cky ugha dVok;saxsA blhfy, mUgsa lektoknh dgrs FksA exj vc isykxs;k dh le> esa ugha vk jgk Fkk fd mldk csVk vkSj mlds lkFkh vius vkidks lektoknh D;ksa dgrs gSaA tc lc yksx ?kj pys x;s rks mlus ikosy ds ikl tkdj mlls iwNk % ¶ikosy] D;k rqe lektoknh gks\\¸ ¶gk¡]¸ mlus ges'kk dh rjg ek¡ ds lkeus n`<+rkiwoZd rudj [kM+s gksdj mÙkj fn;kA ¶D;ksa] D;k ckr gS\\¸ mldh ek¡ us ,d xgjh vkg Hkjh vkSj vk¡[ksa >qdk yhaA ¶lp dgrs gks] ikosy\\ ysfdu os yksx rks t+kj ds f[k+yki+Q gSaA ,d t+kj dks rks mUgksaus ekj Hkh MkykA¸ ikosy gkFk ls viuk xky jxM+rk gqvk dejs ds nwljh rji+Q pyk x;kA ¶ge yksxksa dks bl rjg ls dke djus dh t+:jr ugha iM+rh]¸ mlus èkhjs ls eqLdjkdj dgkA blds ckn og cM+h nsj rd cgqr xEHkhj vkSj 'kkUr Hkko ls ckrsa djrk jgkA mlds psgjs dks ns[kdj ek¡ us lkspk % ¶og dHkh dksbZ xyr dke ugha djsxkA og dj gh ugha ldrkA¸ blds ckn og Hk;kud 'kCn ckj&ckj nqgjk;k x;k] ;gk¡ rd fd mldk rh[kkiu [k+Re gks x;k vkSj ek¡ ds dku mu yksxksa }kjk bLrseky fd;s tkus okys ntZuksa nwljs fofp=k 'kCnksa dh rjg bl 'kCn ds Hkh vknh gks x;sA ij lk'kk mls 48 @ ek¡

vPNh ugha yxrh Fkh vkSj mlds lkeus mls dqN cspSuh vkSj ?kcjkgV&lh gksrh Fkh--- ,d fnu mlus v#fp ls vius gksaB fldksM+dj mØbuh ls lk'kk ds ckjs esa ckr dh % ¶og cgqr dBksj gS! lc ij gqdqe pykrh jgrh gS µ ;g djks] og djks!¸ mØbuh Bgkdk ekjdj g¡l iM+kA ¶vEek] rqeus yk[k Vds dh ckr dg nh! ikosy] dgks D;k dgrs gks vc\\¸ fiQj ek¡ dh rji+Q vk¡[k ekjdj mlus dgk % ¶;s gSa cM+s ?kjkus ds yksxA¸ vkSj mldh vk¡[ksa ped mBhaA ¶og cgqr vPNh yM+dh gS]¸ ikosy us #[kkbZ ls dgkA ¶lks rks gS]¸ mØbuh us mldh ckr dh iqf\"V djrs gq, dgk] ¶exj og ;g ugha le>rh fd mls D;k djuk gS] tcfd ge yksx ;g tkurs gSa vkSj dj Hkh ldrs gSa!¸ blds ckn os nksuksa fdlh ,slh ckr ds ckjs esa cgl djus yxs tks ek¡ dh le> ls ckgj FkhA ek¡ us ns[kk fd lk'kk lcls T+;knk l[+rh ikosy ds lkFk cjrrh Fkh_ dHkh&dHkh rks og mls iQVdkj Hkh nsrh FkhA ,sls ekSo+Qksa ij ikosy dqN Hkh u dgrk_ og dsoy g¡l nsrk vkSj ml yM+dh ds psgjs dks oSlh gh dksey n`f\"V ls ns[krk tSls og dHkh urk'kk dks ns[kk djrk FkkA ek¡ dks ;g vPNk u yxrkA dHkh&dHkh mu yksxksa ij lglk mYykl dk ,slk mUekn Nk tkrk fd iys k;xs k fuykos uk vk'p;pZ fdr jg tkrhA cgèq kk ,ls k mu jkrkas dks gkrs k Fkk tc os v[kckjksa esa fons'kksa ds et+nwj vkUnksyu ds ckjs esa i<+rs FksA ml le; mudh vk[¡ kas pedus yxrha vkjS os ,d fofp=k <xa ls cPpkas dh rjg g\"kkUZs eÙk gks tkr_s os [kqydj mYykliw.kZ g¡lh g¡lrs vkSj cM+s I;kj ls ,d&nwljs ds dUèks FkiFkikrAs ¶gekjs teZu lkFkh ft+Unkckn!¸ dksbZ ,sls fpYykrk ekuks g\"kZ ds u'ks esa pwj gksA ¶bVyh ds et+nwj ft+Unkckn!¸ fdlh nwljs volj ij os ukjk yxkrsA ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd lqnwj ns'kksa esa jgus okys et+nwjksa dks] tks mUgsa tkurs Hkh ugha Fks vkSj mudh cksyh Hkh ugha le> ldrs Fks] bl g\"kZèofu ls ek¡ @ 49

lEcksfèkr djrs le; mUgsa bl ckr dk fo'okl gks fd ;s vKkr yksx mudh vkokt+ lqu jgs gSa vkSj muds mYykl dks le> jgs gSaA ¶D;k ;g vPNk u gksxk fd ge mUgsa [kr fy[ksa\\¸ mØbuh us dgk_ mldh vk¡[kksa esa ,d eUn T;ksfr ped mBhA ¶rkfd mUgsa ;g ekywe gks tk;s fd ;gk¡ :l esa Hkh muds nksLr jgrs gSa tks mUgha ds fopkjksa dks ekurs vkSj mudk izpkj djrs gSa] tks mlh mís'; ds fy, thrs gSa vkSj mUgha liQyrkvksa ij [kqf'k;k¡ eukrs gSaA¸ iz+Qkalhfl;ksa] vaxsztksa vkSj LohMsuokfl;ksa ds ckjs esa os vius nksLrksa dh rjg ckrsa djrs] ,sls yksxksa ds ckjs esa] tks muds ân; ds fudV Fks] ftudk os lEeku djrs Fks vkSj ftuds lq[k&nq[k esa os lk>snkj Fks] mudh ckrsa djrs le; muds psgjs f[ky mBrsA bl NksVs&ls ?kqVs gq, dejs esa lkjh nqfu;k ds et+nwjksa ds lkFk vkfRed :i ls ,dc¼ gksus dh Hkkouk tkx`r gqb± ;g Hkkouk lcds ân; esa Fkh] ek¡ ds ân; esa Hkh] vkSj ;|fi og bldk vFkZ ugha le> ldrh Fkh fiQj Hkh ;g mls 'kfDr iznku djrh Fkh µ blesa fdruh meax] fdruk eknd mYykl vkSj fdruh vk'kk Hkjh gqbZ FkhA ¶t+jk lkspks rks!¸ ,d ckj mlus mØbuh ls dgkA ¶lHkh yksx rqEgkjs lkFkh gSa µ ;gwnh Hkh] vkehZfu;kbZ Hkh vkSj vkfLVª;kbZ Hkh µ mu lcds lq[k&nq[k eas lkFk gks!¸ ¶gk¡ vEek] lcds! lcds!¸ mØbuh us tks'k ds lkFk dgkA ¶ge fdlh tkfr ;k dkSe dk Hksn ugha ekursA fli+QZ lkFkh gSa ;k fli+QZ nq'euA lkjs esgurd'k gekjs lkFkh gSa] lc vehj yksx] lc ljdkjsa gekjh nq'eu gSaA tc ge bl nqfu;k ij ut+j Mkyrs gSa vkSj ns[krs gSa fd gekjs tSls et+nwj fdrus vfèkd gSa vkSj os fdrus rkdroj gSa rks gekjh [+kq'kh vkSj gekjs fnyksa esa tks'k dh dksbZ gn ugha jgrh! ek¡] tc dksbZ iz+Qkalhlh ;k teZu pht+ksa dks blh rjg ns[krk gS rks og Hkh ;gh vuqHko djrk gS vkSj ;gh gky bVyhokyksa dk gSA ge lHkh ,d gh ek¡ ds cPps gSa µ lkjh nqfu;k ds et+nwjksa ds Hkzkr`Ro ds vts; fopkj ds cPps gSaA ;g fopkj gekjs fnyksa dks xjekrk gSA ;g fopkj ,d U;k;iw.kZ vkdk'k ij pedrs gq, lw;Z ds leku gS vkSj og vkdk'k et+nwj dk ân; gSA og dksbZ Hkh gks] vius vkidks og dqN Hkh dgrk gks] gj lektoknh vkRek ds fj'rs ls ges'kk gekjk HkkbZ gS µ dy Hkh Fkk] vkt Hkh gS vkSj dy Hkh jgsxk!¸ mudk ;g cPpksa tSlk] ij n`<+ fo'okl vfèkdkfèkd Li\"V :i ls] 50 @ ek¡

vfèkdkfèkd mnkÙk :i ls izdV gksrk x;k vkSj c<+rs&c<+rs ,d izcy 'kfDr cu x;kA vkSj tc ek¡ us ;g ns[kk rks mldh vUrjkRek us ;g vuqHko fd;k fd lalkj us lpeqp lw;Z tSlhfdlh egku vkSj mTToy oLrq dks tUe fn;k gS ftls og Lo;a viuh vk¡[kksa ls ns[k ldrh gSA os cgqèkk xkus xkrsA Å¡ps] mYykl&Hkjs Loj esa os lhèks&lkns xhr xkrs ftuls lHkh yksx ifjfpr FksA ij dHkh&dHkh os u;s xhr Hkh xkrs] xEHkhj xhr] ftudk laxhr cgqr I;kjk vkSj èkqusa vuks[kh gksrh FkhaA bu xhrksa dks os èkhes Lojksa esa xkrs Fks tSls fxjtk?kjksa dk laxhr gksrk gSA xkusokyksa ds psgjs yky ;k ihys gks tkrs vkSj muds xw¡trs gq, 'kCnksa esa cM+h lcyrk O;Dr gksrh FkhA ek¡ dks ,d u;s xhr us fo'ks\"k :i ls vkUnksfyr fd;kA mlesa 'kadk vkSj vfu'p; dh Hkwy&HkqyS;ksa esa vdsyh HkVdrh gqbZ fdlh ihfM+r vkRek ds O;Fkk&Hkjs mn~xkj O;Dr ugha fd;s x;s FksA us mlesa vHkko ds ekjs vkSj Hk; ds dqpys gq,] uhjl vkSj O;fDrRoghu izkf.k;ksa dk d#.k ØUnu gh FkkA u mlesa vuUr xxu esa HkVdrh gqbZ fdlh vUèk&'kfDr dh mnkl vkgsa lquk;h nsrh Fkha vkSj u Hkys vkSj cqjs nksuksa gh ij leku :i ls izgkj djus dks rRij foosdghu nqLlkgl dh pqukSfr;ksa dh yydkj ghA xhr esa vU;k; ds ,sls vkHkkl ;k izfrjksèk dh ,slh bPNk dk Hkh o.kZu ugha fd;k x;k Fkk tks euq\"; dks vUèkk cuk n]s ftleas u\"V djus dh {kerk rks gk]s ij l`tu dh ughAa bl xhr esa ijq ku]s nklrk ds c¡èkuksa esa tdM+s gq, lalkj dh dksbZ ckr ugha FkhA ek¡ dks bldh xEHkhj èkqu vkSj dBksj 'kCn fcYdqy ilUn ugha Fks] ij bu 'kCnksa vkSj bl èkqu ds ihNs dksbZ blls Hkh cM+h pht+ Fkh tks 'kCnksa vkSj èkqu ij Nk tkrh Fkh vkSj ,d ,slh pht+ dh Hkkouk mRiUu djrh Fkh tks bruh fo'kky Fkh fd dYiuk dh ifjfèk eas mls ugha lesVk tk ldrk FkkA mlus bl pht+ dks ukStokuksa dh vk¡[kksa eas vkSj muds psgjksa esa ns[kk_ mls vkHkkl gqvk fd og pht+ muds vUnj dke djrh gSA og ,d ,slh 'kfDr ds o'k eas gksdj tks 'kCnksa vkSj laxhr dh lhekvksa dks rksM+dj cgqr vkxs fudy tkrh Fkh] bl xhr dks fdlh Hkh nwljs xhr dh vis{kk vfèkd è;ku ls] vfèkd fodyrk ds lkFk lqurh FkhA os bl xhr dks vkSj xhrksa dh vis{kk eUn Loj eas xkrs Fks] ij mldh xw¡t vfèkd izcy gksrh Fkh vkSj yksxksa ij mldk u'kk clUrh c;kj dh ekndrk dh rjg Nk tkrk FkkA ¶le; vk x;k gS fd vc ge bl xhr dks lM+dksa ij xk;k djsa]¸ oslksof'pdkso cgqr xEHkhj eqæk èkkj.k djds dgk djrk FkkA ek¡ @ 51

tc mlds firk dks ,d ckj fiQj pksjh djus ds vijkèk esa tsy Hkst fn;k x;k rks oslksof'pdkso us vius lkfFk;ksa ls dgk % ¶vc gekjh ;s cSBdsa esjs ?kj gks ldrh gSa---¸ izk;% jkst+ 'kke dks ikosy dk dksbZ u dksbZ lkFkh dke ds ckn mlds lkFk ?kj vkrk Fkk vkSj os cSBdj dqN i<+rs&fy[krs FksA os bruh tYnh esa gksrs Fks vkSj vius dke esa brus [kks;s jgrs Fks fd gkFk&eq¡g Hkh ugha èkksrs FksA fdrkcsa gkFk esa fy;s&fy;s gh os [kkuk [kkrs vkSj pk; ihrsA ek¡ ds fy, mudh ckrsa le>uk fnu&izfrfnu vfèkd dfBu gksrk x;kA ¶gesa ,d v[kckj fudkyuk pkfg,!¸ ikosy cgqèkk dgk djrk FkkA thou dh èkkjk vfèkd osxe; rFkk izcy gks x;h vkSj yksx T+;knk tYnh&tYnh ,d iqLrd dks lekIr djds nwljh iqLrd i<+us yxs] tSls eèkq&efD[k;k¡ ,d iQwy dk jl pwldj nwljs iQwy ij tk cSBrh gSaA ¶vc ge yksxksa dh ppkZ gksus yxh gS]¸ oslksof'pdkso us dgkA ¶tYn gh os gesa fxjÝ+rkj djuk 'kq: dj nsaxs---¸ ¶cdjs dh ek¡ dc rd [k+Sj euk;sxh]¸ mØbuh us viuk er izdV fd;kA ek¡ dks fnu&izfrfnu og T+;knk vPNk yxus yxk FkkA tc og mls ¶vEek¸ dgrk rks mls ,slk yxrk tSls fdlh uUgs&ls cPps us viuk dksey gkFk mlds xky ij iQsj fn;k gksA ;fn fdlh fnu brokj dks ikosy O;Lr gksrk rks mØbuh ydM+h phj nsrkA ,d fnu og dUèks ij ,d r[+rk ykns gq, vk;k vkSj dqYgkM+h ysdj mlus tYnh&tYnh vkSj cM+h n{krk ds lkFk cjkens ds fy, iqjkus thus ds LFkku ij] tks fcYdqy lM+ x;k Fkk] ,d u;k thuk cuk fn;kA ,d ckj mlus blh izdkj fcuk fdlh dks trk;s pgkjnhokjh dk taxyk Bhd dj fn;k] tks fcYdqy >qd x;k FkkA dke djrs le; og ges'kk fdlh lqUnj nnhZyh èkqu ij lhVh ctkrk jgrk FkkA ¶mØbuh dks ge vius ?kj esa gh D;ksa u j[k ysa\\¸ ,d fnu ek¡ us vius csVs ls dgkA ¶rqe nksuksa ds fy, vPNk jgsxk µ gj oD+r Hkkx&Hkkxdj ,d&nwljs ds ?kj ugha tkuk iM+sxkA¸ ¶D;ksa viuh rdyhiQ c<+krh gks\\¸ ikosy us dUèks >Vddj mÙkj fn;kA ¶;g D;k dgrs gks\\¸ ek¡ cksyhA ¶lkjh mej eSaus csdkj gh rdyhiQ mBk;h gSA vc vxj mlds tSls Hkys vkneh ds fy, dqN rdyhiQ Hkh gks] rks D;k gS!¸ 52 @ ek¡

¶tSlk pkgks] djks!¸ csVs us dgkA ¶mlds vk tkus ls eq>s rks [+kq'kh gh gkxs hA¸ vkSj bl izdkj mØbuh muds lkFk jgus yxkA 8 cLrh ds fljs ij fLFkr ml NksVs&ls ?kj dh vksj yksxksa dk è;ku vkdf\"kZr gqvk] ntZuksa pksj fuxkgsa mldh nhokjksa dks csèkdj vUnj ns[kus dk iz;Ru djus yxhaA viQokgksa ds nwf\"kr ia[k rst+h ls ml ?kj ij iQM+iQM+kus yxsA yksx dksf'k'k djus yxs fd iq'rs ds fljs ij fLFkr ml ?kj esa ftl jgL;e; oLrq ds fNis gksus dk mUgsa vkHkkl Fkk mls fdlh izdkj vkrafdr djds ckgj fudky yk;saA jkr dks os f[kM+dh ls vUnj >k¡drs vkSj dHkh&dHkh rks 'kh'ks ij [kV[kVkrs Hkh] ij Mjdj Hkkx tkrsA ,d fnu isykxs;k fuyksouk dks HkfV;kj[k+kus ds ekfyd csxquRlkso us jkLrs esa jksdkA og ns[kus esa cgqr usd cw<+k vkneh Fkk tks ges'kk eksVs e[key dh cSaxuh okLdV igurk Fkk vkSj mldh fiyfiyh yky xnZu ij dkyk js'keh :eky c¡èkk jgrk FkkA mldh pednkj uqdhyh ukd ij dNq, dh [kijh dh cuh gqbZ dekfu;ksaokyh ,sud p<+h jgrh Fkh vkSj blh dkj.k yksxksa us mldk uke ¶gM~Mh dh vk¡[ksa¸ j[k fn;k FkkA ne ysus ds fy, #ds fcuk ;k mÙkj dh izrh{kk fd;s fcuk mlus ek¡ ij vksyksa dh rjg 'kCnksa dh ckSNkj 'kq: dj nhA ¶isykxs;k fuyksouk] dgks dSlh gks\\ vkSj rqEgkjk csVk\\ dqN C;kg&O;kg djus dk bjknk ugha gS D;k mldk\\ esjs [k+;ky esa rks vc mldh mej gks x;h gSA csVksa dk C;kg ftruh tYnh gks tk;s] ek¡&cki ds fy, mruk gh vPNk gksrk gSA vkneh viuk ?kj clk ys rks mlds ru&eu nksuksa ds fy, Bhd oSlk gh vPNk jgrk gS] tSls fljds esa [kqEch ugha [k+jkc gksus ikrhA rqEgkjh txg vxj eSa gksrk] rks vc rd mldk C;kg dj fn;k gksrkA t+ekuk gh ,slk vk x;k gS fd bl ckr dk è;ku j[kuk iM+rk gS fd dkSu dSls jgrk gSA yksx euekus <ax ls jgus yxs gSaA mYVh&lhèkh ckrsa lkspus yxs gSa vkSj oSls gh dke djus yxs gSaA ukStokuksa us fxjtk?kjksa esa Hkh tkuk NksM+ fn;k gS vkSj tgk¡ cgqr ls yksx tek gksa mu txgksa ls drjkus yxs gSaA v¡èksjs dksuksa esa Nqi&Nqidj os vius jgL;ksa ds ckjs esa dkukiQwlh djrs gSaA eSa iwNrk gw¡ ;g [kqlqj&iQqlqj D;ksa\\ yksxksa ls drjkuk D;ksa\\ ,slh dkSu&lh ckr gS ftls lcds lkeus µ tSls HkfV;kj[k+kus esa µ dgus ls os Mjrs gSa\\ dksbZ Hksn dh ckr gS\\ rks Hksn dh ckr djus dh rks cl ,d ek¡ @ 53

gh txg gS vkSj og gS gekjk ifo=k fxjtk?kj! ;g dksuksa esa fNi&fNidj [kqlqj&iQqlqj djus dh vknr fnekx dk [kyy gS! vPNk] isykxs;k fuyksouk] [+kq'k jgks!¸ mlus viuh Vksih mrkjdj fgyk;h vkSj py fn;k_ ek¡ vk'p;Z pfdr [kM+h jg x;hA ,d ckj vkSj ,slk gh gqvk % Oyklkso&ifjokj dh iM+ksflu ekfj;k dksjlquksok] tks ,d yksgkj dh foèkok Fkh vkSj i+QSDVjh ds iQkVd ij [kkus dh pht+sa cspdj viuk isV ikyrh Fkh] ckt+kj esa isykxs;k fuyksouk dks fey x;hA cksyh % ¶isykxs;k] vius csVs ij ut+j j[kks!¸ ¶D;k eryc gS rqEgkjk\\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA ¶rjg&rjg dh ckrsa lqu jgh gw¡!¸ ekfj;k us cM+s jgL;iw.kZ <ax ls dgkA ¶cqjh&cqjh ckrsa] le>ha] ek¡A yksx dgrs gSa fd og ,d xqIr lEiznk; cuk jgk gS] ¶ySxsykUVksa dh rjgA ¶ySxsykUVksa dh rjg gh os ,d&nwljs dh [kky [khap yxas -s --¸ ¶;g lc cdokl gS] ekfj;k!¸ ¶vkx ds fcuk èkqvk¡ ugha gksrk]¸ [kksepsokyh us dgkA ek¡ us bu lc ckrksa dh lwpuk vius csVs dks nh] ij mlus dsoy vius dUèks >Vd fn;s vkSj mØbuh ges'kk dh rjg viuh dksey vkokt+ esa f[kyf[kykdj g¡l fn;kA ¶yM+fd;k¡ Hkh cgqr cqjk ekus gq, gSa]¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶rqe yksx cgqr Hkys yM+ds gks] dksbZ Hkh yM+dh rqels C;kg djds vius vkidks HkkX;oku le>sxh_ esgurh gks vkSj 'kjkch Hkh ugha gks] exj rqe yM+fd;ksa dh rji+Q t+jk Hkh è;ku ugha nsrs! yksx dgrs gSa fd 'kgj dh cqjh yM+fd;k¡ rqels feyus vkrh gSa---¸ ¶gVkvks Hkh!¸ ikosy us >q¡>ykgV ds lkFk eq¡g cukdj dgkA ¶nyny dh gj pht+ ls lM+kaèk vkrh gS]¸ mØbuh us vkg Hkjdj dgkA ¶vjs ek¡] rqe bu uknku Nksdfj;ksa dks le>k nks fd C;kg djds ?kj clkus dk eryc D;k gksrk gS] rc os viuk lj vks[kyh esa nsus dks bruh csrkc u gkxas h---¸ ¶dSlh ckr dgrs gks!¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶os lc dqN vPNh rjg tkurh gSa] lc le>rh gSa exj os dj gh D;k ldrh gSa\\¸ ¶vxj os le>rh gksrha rks dksbZ nwljk jkLrk <w¡<+ ysrha]¸ ikosy us viuk fopkj izdV fd;kA 54 @ ek¡

ek¡ us vius csVs ds xEHkhj psgjs dks ns[kkA ¶rqe budks i<+krs D;ksa ugha\\ mueas tks le>nkj gSa mUgsa ;gk¡ cqyk fy;k djkAs ¸ ¶;g csrqdh ckr gksxh]¸ csVs us #[kkbZ ls tokc fn;kA ¶ij vxj vktekdj ns[kk tk;s rks\\¸ mØbuh us iwNkA ikosy us dqN nsj pqi jgdj mÙkj fn;k % ¶tksM+ksa ds lSj&likVs 'kq: gks tk;saxs] dqN dk C;kg gks tk;sxk vkSj cl] fo+QLlk [k+Re!¸ mldh ek¡ lksp esa iM+ x;hA mls ikosy dh lkèkq&lUrksa tSlh uhjlrk ds dkj.k fpUrk gksus yxh FkhA og ns[krh Fkh fd lHkh yksx] mØbuh dh Hkk¡fr mlls cM+h mej ds mlds lkFkh Hkh mlls lykg ysrs Fks] ij mls ,slk yxrk Fkk fd os mlds csVs ls Mjrs Fks vkSj mldh uhjlrk ds dkj.k dksbZ Hkh mlls I;kj ugha djrk FkkA ,d fnu jkr dks tc og lksus ysV pqdh Fkh vkSj mldk csVk rFkk mØbuh i<+ jgs Fks] mls iryh&lh vksV ds ml ikj ls mudh nch&nch vkokt+ lquk;h nhA ¶eq>s og urk'kk vPNh yxrh gS]¸ lglk mØbuh us dgkA ¶eSa tkurk gw¡]¸ ikosy us dqN nsj #ddj dgkA ek¡ dks mØbuh ds èkhjs ls mBdj uaxs iSj dejs esa Vgyus dh vkgV lquk;h nhA og cgqr èkhes Loj esa fdlh mnkl èkqu ij lhVh ctkus yxk] fiQj ;dk;d #ddj nch vkokt+ esa cksyk % ¶ekywe ugha mlus dHkh bl ckr ij è;ku fn;k Hkh gS fd ughaA¸ ikosy us dksbZ mÙkj ugha fn;kA ¶rqEgkjk D;k [k+;ky gS\\¸ mØbuh us yxHkx mlds dku esa dgkA ¶mlus t+:j è;ku fn;k gS]¸ ikosy us mÙkj fn;kA ¶blhfy, rks mlus ;gk¡ vkuk NksM+ fn;kA¸ mØbuh vius cks>y o+Qneksa dks ?klhVrk gqvk dejs esa Vgyus yxk vkSj ,d ckj fiQj mldh lhVh dk eUn Loj dejs esa dfEir gks mBkA ¶vxj eSa mlls lki+Q&lki+Q dg nw¡ rks D;k dqN gtZ gS\\¸ mØbuh us iNw kA ¶D;k dg nks\\¸ ¶;gh fd µ fd eSa---¸ mØbuh us Loj èkhek dj fy;kA ¶vkf[k+j D;ksa\\¸ ikosy us mls chp esa gh Vksd fn;kA ek¡ @ 55

ek¡ us vkgV ls vanktk yxk;k fd mØbuh us Vgyuk cUn dj fn;k gS vkSj mls ,slk yxk fd tSls og [kM+k eqLdjk jgk gSA ¶esjk [k+;ky gS fd fdlh dks vxj fdlh yM+dh ls I;kj gks tk;s rks mls mlls dg nsuk pkfg,] ugha rks mldk urhtk dksbZ ugha fudyrkA¸ ikosy us t+ksj ls viuh fdrkc cUn dhA ¶vkf[k+j rqe D;k urhtk pkgrs gks\\¸ mlus iwNkA nksuksa cM+h nsj rd pqi jgsA ¶rqEgkjk D;k [k+;ky gS\\¸ mØbuh us iwNkA ¶vUæsbZ] rqEgsa bl ckr dk lgh&lgh vankt gksuk pkfg, fd rqe D;k pkgrs gks]¸ ikosy us èkhes&èkhes dgkA ¶eku yks og Hkh rqels I;kj djrh gS µ eq>s blesa 'kd gS exj fiQj Hkh eku yks µ vkSj rqe nksuksa dh 'kknh gks tkrh gSA D;k [+kwc tksM+h jgsxhA og i<+h&fy[kh vkSj rqe fujs et+nwj! fiQj cPps gksaxs vkSj mudk isV ikyus ds fy, rqEgsa fnu&jkr [+kwu&ilhuk ,d djuk iM+sxkA jksVh ds VqdM+ksa] cPpksa vkSj edku ds fdjk;s dh fi+QØ esa ft+Unxh ,d tatky cu tk;xs hA req gekjs è;;s ds fy, fdlh dke ds ugha jg tkvkxs As req nkus k!as ¸ FkksM+h nsj rd [k+keks'kh jghA blds ckn ikosy us fiQj cksyuk 'kq: fd;k ij mlds Loj esa vc mruh l[+rh ugha FkhA ¶vUæsbZ] vPNk ;gh gS fd ;g lc dqN Hkwy tkvksA mlds fy, dfBukb;k¡ iSnk u djks---¸ [k+keks'khA ?kM+h dh fVd&fVd lki+Q lquk;h ns jgh Fkh] le; chr jgk FkkA ¶esjk vkèkk fny I;kj djrk gS vkjS vkèkk fny ui+QjrA ;g Hkh dksbZ fny g\\S ¸ iUus myVus dh vkokt+ lquk;h nh µ ikosy us 'kk;n fiQj viuh fdrkc i<+uh 'kq: dj nh FkhA mldh ek¡ vk¡[ksa cUn fd;s ysVh FkhA og lk¡l ysus rd ls Mj jgh FkhA og mØbuh ds fy, nq[kh Fkh mldk ân; jks jgk Fkk] ij vius csVs ds fy, og vkSj Hkh nq[kh FkhA ¶gk;] cspkjk esjk cPpk!¸ ek¡ us lkspkA ¶rqEgkjk [k+;ky gS fd eq>s pqi gh jguk pkg;s\\¸ lglk mØbuh us vkos'k esa vkdj dgkA ¶;g T+;knk bZekunkjh gksxh]¸ ikosy us 'kkUr Hkko ls mÙkj fn;kA ¶pyks] ,slk gh lgh]¸ mØbuh cksyk] dqN {k.k ckn mlus mnkl gksdj cgqr èkhjs ls dgk] ¶ikosy] tc rqe ij ,slh cusxh] rc tkuksxsA¸ 56 @ ek¡

¶vHkh tku jgk gw¡---¸ gok ?kj dh nhokj ls Vdjk jgh FkhA ?kM+h dh fVd&fVd le; chrus dh lwpuk ns jgh FkhA ¶dksbZ et+ko+Q ugha gS ;g!¸ mØbuh us èkhjs&èkhjs dgkA ek¡ rfd;s esa eq¡g Nqikdj pqids&pqids jksus yxhA lqcg mls ,slk yxk fd vUæsbZ vkSj Hkh NksVk gks x;k gS vkSj igys ls Hkh T+;knk I;kjk yxus yxk gSA mldk nqcyk&iryk vkSj rkM+ tSlk lhèkk csVk ges'kk dh rjg [k+keks'k FkkA vc ls igys ek¡ us dHkh mØbuh dks vUæsbZ vksuhfleksfop ds vykok vkSj dqN dgdj lEcksfèkr ugha fd;k Fkk] ij vkt vutkus gh mlus dgk % ¶ vUæsbZ] vius twrs ejEer djk yks] ugha rks rqEgsa B.M yx tk;sxhA¸ ¶vc dh ru[okg feyus ij eSa u;k tksM+k ys yw¡xk]¸ mlus g¡ldj mÙkj fn;kA fiQj mlus viuh yEch Hkqtk ek¡ ds dUèks ij j[kdj dgk] ¶'kk;n rqe gh esjh vlyh ek¡ gks! ysfdu rqe bl ckr dks ekuuk ugha pkgrha] D;ksafd eSa bruk cnlwjr gw¡A gS u ;gh ckr\\¸ ek¡ us dksbZ mÙkj fn;s fcuk mldk gkFk FkiFkik;kA og cgqr&lh Lusg&Hkjh ckrsa dguk pkgrh Fkh] ij mldk fny Hkj vk;k vkSj 'kCn mlds gksaBksa ls fudy gh ugha ik;sA 9 cLrh esa lektokfn;ksa dh ppkZ gksus yxh] tks uhyh L;kgh esa Nis gq, ipsZ ck¡Vrs FksA bu ipks± esa i+QSDVjh ds O;oLFkkidksa dh dM+h vkykspuk dh tkrh Fkh] muesa ihVlZcxZ vkSj nf{k.kh :l dh gM+rkyksa ds ckjs esa crk;k tkrk Fkk] vkjS et+nwjksa dks vius fgrksa dh j{kk ds fy, viuh ,drk o+Qk;e djus ds fy, yydkjk tkrk FkkA vèksM+ mez ds yksx tks i+QSDVjh esa vPNs iSls iSnk dj jgs Fks] cgqr ukjkt+ FkAs ¶csdkj >xM+k djkus okys yksx gSa!¸ os dgrsA ¶bu gjdrksa ij rks budk eq¡g rksM+ nsuk pkfg,!¸ vkSj os ;s ijps vius ekfydksa dks ns vkrs FksA ukStoku yksx mUgsa cM+s mRlkg ls i<+rs FksA ¶,d&,d ckr lp gS!¸ os dgrsA vfèkdka'k et+nwj viuh izfrfnu dh esgur ls brus f'kfFky gksrs Fks fd os budh vksj dksbZ fo'ks\"k è;ku gh ugha nsrs FksA ek¡ @ 57

¶blls dqN gksus okyk ugha gSA D;k ;g eqefdu gS\\¸ ysfdu bu ipks± us ,d gypy iSnk dj nh vkSj ,d ckj tc gÝ+rs&Hkj rd dksbZ u;k ipkZ ugha fudyk rks et+nwj vkil esa dgus yxs] ¶ekywe gksrk gS fd mu yksxksa us Nkiuk gh cUn dj fn;k gSA¸ ysfdu vxys lkseokj dks fiQj u;s ipsZ ck¡Vs x;s vkSj et+nwj fiQj vkil esa dkukiQwlh djus yxsA i+QSDVjh vkSj HkfV;kj[k+kus esa ,sls u;s yksx fn[kk;h iM+us yxs ftUgsa dksbZ Hkh ugha tkurk FkkA os Vkgs yxkr]s pkjkas rjiQ+ utj+ j[krs vkjS ykxs kas ls rjg&rjg ds loky iwNrsA mudh vR;fèkd lrdZrk vkSj gj vkneh dh ckr esa Vk¡x vM+kus ds muds <ax ds dkj.k muds ckjs esa i+QkSju 'kadk mRiUu gksrh FkhA ek¡ us vuqHko fd;k fd ;g lkjh gypy mlds csVs dh dk;Zokfg;ksa dk gh urhtk FkhA mlus ns[kk fd yksx mldh rji+Q f[kapdj vkrs Fks] vkSj vius csVs dh dq'ky dh fpUrk ds lkFk gh mldh xoZ dh Hkkouk Hkh feyh gqbZ FkhA ,d fnu 'kke dks ekfj;k dksjlquksok us Oyklkso ds ?kj dh f[kM+dh ij nLrd nh vkSj tc ek¡ us f[kM+dh [kksyh rks mlus dki+Qh t+ksj ls mlds dku esa dgk % ¶isykxs;k] lkoèkku jguk! Hk.Mk iQwV x;kA vkt rqEgkjs ?kj dh ryk'kh yh tk;sxh vkSj ekftu vkSj oslksof'pdkso ds ?kj dh Hkh---¸ ekfj;k ds eksVs&eksVs gksaB tYnh&tYnh [kqyrs vkSj cUn gksrs jgs] mlus vius eksVs uFkquksa ls t+ksj ls dbZ ckj lk¡l vUnj [khaph vkSj iydsa >idkdj igys ,d rji+Q vkSj fiQj nwljh rji+Q ns[kkA og ns[k jgh Fkh fd lM+d ij dksbZ vk rks ugha jgk gSA ¶vkSj ;g Hkh è;ku j[kuk fd eq>s rks u dqN ekywe gS] u eSa rqels dqN dgk gS vkSj u eSa rqels vkt feyh gw¡] lqu fy;k\\¸ bruk dgdj og pyh x;hA ek¡ us f[kM+dh cUn dj nh vkSj èkhjs&èkhjs ,d dqlhZ ij cSB x;hA ij ml [k+rjs dk è;ku vkrs gh tks mlds csVs ds flj ij eaMjk jgk Fkk] og tYnh ls fiQj [kM+h gks x;hA mlus tYnh&tYnh diM+s igus vkSj flj ij :eky ck¡èkdj Hkkxh gqbZ Ý+;ksnksj ekftu ds ?kj x;hA og chekj Fkk blfy, i+QSDVjh ugha x;k FkkA ftl le; mlus ?kj esa izos'k fd;k og f[kM+dh ds ikl cSBk fdrkc i<+ jgk Fkk vkSj viuk nkfguk gkFk lgyk jgk Fkk] ftldk v¡xwBk dqN vLokHkkfod :i ls vdM+k gqvk FkkA ;g [k+cj lqurs gh mldk jax ihyk iM+ x;k vkSj og mNydj [kM+k gks x;kA 58 @ ek¡

¶Hkyk lkspks rks!¸ mlus cqncqnkdj dgkA ¶vc ge D;k djsa\\¸ isykxs;k fuyksouk us dk¡irs gkFkksa ls vius ekFks dk ilhuk iksaNrs gq, iwNkA ¶t+jk #dks] ?kcjkvks ugha]¸ Ý+;ksnksj us vius paxs gkFk ls ?kq¡?kjkys ckyksa dks ihNs djrs gq, dgkA ¶vjs] rqe rks [+kqn ?kcjk;s gq, gks!¸ mlus fpYykdj dgkA ¶e\\aS ¸ og 'kekZ x;k vkjS f[kfl;kdj eqLdjkus yxkA ¶g]q ykur g-S -- geas ikosy dks [k+cj nsuh pkfg,A eSa fdlh dks Hkstrk gw¡A ysfdu rqe ?kj tkvks vkSj fpUrk u djksA os gesa dksM+s FkksM+s gh ekjsaxs\\¸ ?kj igq¡pdj ek¡ us lkjh fdrkcsa cVksjha vkSj mUgsa vius lhus ls fpidk;s gq, bèkj&mèkj Vgyus yxhA mlus pwYgs ds vUnj] pwYgs ds uhps vkSj ikuh dh ckYVh esa ut+j nkSM+k;hA mlus lkspk Fkk fd ikosy i+QSDVjh ls i+QkSju Hkkxk gqvk ?kj vk;sxk] ij og ugha vk;kA vkf[k+j og Fkddj jlksbZ?kj dh csap ij fdrkcsa vius uhps j[kdj cSB x;h vkSj tc rd ikosy vkSj mØbuh ?kj ugha vk x;s rc rd ogha cSBh jgh] Mj ds ekjs ogk¡ ls fgyh Hkh ughaA ¶[k+cj fey x;h rqEgsa\\¸ mlus ogha cSBs&cSBs fpYykdj dgkA ¶gk¡]¸ ikosy eqLdjk fn;kA ¶rqEgsa Mj yxrk gS\\¸ ¶cgrq ---¸ ¶Mjks ugha]¸ mØbuh us dgkA ¶blls dksbZ i+Qk;nk ugha gksxkA¸ ¶vHkh rd leksokj Hkh ugha tyk;k]¸ ikosy us dgkA ¶budh otg ls]¸ ek¡ us vijkèkh dh rjg mBdj fdrkcksa dh rji+Q ladsr djrs gq, dgkA ikosy vkSj mØbuh t+ksj ls g¡l iM+s] blls ek¡ dks dqN <k<+l c¡èkkA ikosy us dqN fdrkcsa fudky yha vkSj mUgsa fNikus ds fy, ckgj ys x;kA ¶vEek] Mjus dh dksbZ ckr ugha gS]¸ mØbuh us leksokj esa vkx lqyxkrs gq, dgkA ¶exj 'keZ dh ckr gS fd yksx bl rjg dh csodwfiQ;ksa esa viuk oD+r [k+jkc djrs gSaA ryokjsa yVdk;s vkSj twrksa dh ,fM+;k¡ ctkrs gq, izkS<+ yksx ;gk¡ vk;saxs vkSj gj pht+ myV&iyV Mkysaxs] iy¡x ds uhps <w¡<saxs] pwYgs ds uhps <w¡<+saxs] rg[k+kus esa tk;saxs] Åij vVkjh ij p<+saxs! mudh ukd esa edM+h dk tkyk ?klq xs k vkjS os >>¡q ykdj vius uFkuq s iQiq Qdkjus yxxas As cMh+ Åc inS k djus okyk dke gS ;g] mUgsa 'keZ vkrh gS vkSj blfy, os ,slk trkrs gSa tSls cgqr X+kqLlSy gksa vkSj ge ij vkxccwyk gks jgs gSaA os rks tkurs gSa fd mudk dke cgqr xUnk gS! ,d ckj rks esjh lkjh pht+sa myV&iqyVdj ns[kus ij mUgsa bruh ek¡ @ 59

f[kfl;kgV gqbZ fd os ryk'kh vèkwjh gh NksM+dj pys x;sA ,d ckj vkSj ,slk gh gqvk vkSj os eq>s lkFk ysrs x;s vkSj pkj eghus rd tsy esa cUn j[kkA tsy eas gkFk ij gkFk èkjs cSBs jgus ds vykok dqN gksrk gh ugha gSA dqN fnu ckn lEeu feyrk gS vkSj flikgh vius lkFk lM+dksa ij ?kqekrs gq, dgha ys tkrs gSa tgk¡ dksbZ cgqr cM+k vi+Qlj cgqr&ls loky iwNrk gSA ;s vi+Qlj Hkh dki+Qh cq¼ gksrs gSa µ nqfu;k Hkj dh mYVh&lhèkh ckrsa djrs gSa vkSj blds ckn flikfg;ksa dks gqDe nsrs gSa fd dSnh dks fiQj tsy esa igq¡pk fn;k tk;sA blh rjg os bèkj ls mèkj jiVkrs gSa µ vkf[k+j mUgsa tks ru[okg feyrh gS mlds cnys esa os dqN dkjxqtkjh Hkh rks fn[kyk;sa! vUr esa os dSnh dks NksM+ nsrs gSa vkSj cl fo+QLlk [k+Re gks tkrk gS!¸ ¶vUæsbZ] dSlh ckrsa fd;k djrs gks rqe ges'kk!¸ ek¡ us vk'p;Z ls dgkA og ?kVq ukas ds cy >dq k gvq k lekos kj eas vkx lyq xk jgk Fkk_ mlus viuk rerek;k gqvk psgjk mBk;k vkSj ew¡Nksa ij gkFk iQsjdj iwNk % ¶dSlh\\¸ ¶tSls fdlh us dHkh rqEgkjk fny gh u nq[kk;k gksA¸ ¶bl nqfu;k esa dksbZ Hkh ,slk gS ftldk fny dHkh u nq[kk gks\\¸ mØbuh mBk vkSj flj fgykrs gq, eqLdjkdj cksykA ¶eq>s bruk nq[k fn;k x;k gS fd eSaus vc è;ku gh nsuk NksM+ fn;k gSA tc yksx gSa gh ,sls rks gks gh D;k ldrk gS\\ vxj vkneh bu lc ckrksa dh rji+Q è;ku nsus yxs rks mlds dke esa gtZ gkus s ds vykok dNq ugha gkrs k vkjS bu ckrkas ij d<q u+ k viuk oDr+ [kj+ kc djuk gSA ft+Unxh dk <ax gh dqN ,slk gS! igys eSa Hkh yksxksa ls ukjkt+ gks tk;k djrk Fkk] ysfdu fiQj eSa bl urhts ij igq¡pk fd ;g lc csdkj gSA gj vkneh Mjrk gS fd mldk iM+kslh mls [kk tk;sxk] blfy, og igys [+kqn gh ml ij okj djuk pkgrk gSA esjh ek¡] ft+Unxh dk <ax gh ,slk gS!¸ mlds 'kCnksa dk izokg vckèk xfr ls tkjh Fkk vkSj mldh bu ckrksa ls gksus okyh ryk'kh ds ckjs esa ek¡ dk Hk; nwj gksrk x;kA mldh cM+h&cM+h vk¡[kksa esa ped Fkh vkSj ek¡ us ns[kk fd csMkSy gksus ds ckotwn mleas fdruh iQqrhZ gAS ek¡ us ,d vkg HkjhA ¶vUæsbZ] Hkxoku rqEgsa lq[kh j[ks!¸ mlus gkfnZd dkeuk dhA mØbuh yEcs&yEcs Mx Hkjrk gqvk fiQj leksokj ds ikl tkdj mdMw¡ cSB x;kA ¶vxj eq>s dHkh t+jk&lh Hkh [+kq'kh ulhc gqbZ] rks eSa mls BqdjkÅ¡xk 60 @ ek¡

ugha]¸ mlus vLiQqV Loj esa dgk] ¶exj mlds fy, gkFk ilkjdj ugha nkMS x¡w+ kA¸ ikosy ckgj ls vk;kA ¶vc mUgsa mej&Hkj dqN Hkh ugha fey ldrk]¸ mlus fo'okl ds lkFk dgk vkjS vius gkFk èkkus s yxkA vPNh rjg gkFk ikNas rs g,q og ek¡ dks lEckfs èkr djds cksyk % ¶vxj req us mUgas ;g ekyew gks tkus fn;k fd req Mj jgh gks rks os lkps xas s fd t+:j ?kj esa dksbZ ,slh&oSlh pht+ gksxh rHkh rks og bl rjg FkjFkj dk¡i jgh gAS req tkurh gks fd ge ykxs dkbs Z xyr dke ugha dj jgs g]aS U;k; gekjh rji+Q gS vkSj ge yksx thou&Hkj blh ds fy, dke djrs jgsaxsA ;gh gekjk vijkèk gS] fiQj ge D;ksa Mjsa\\¸ ¶ikosy] eSa vius dks lEHkky yw¡xh]¸ mlus vk'oklu fn;k] ij nwljs gh {k.k og osnukiw.kZ vkokt+ esa dg mBh] ¶dk'k os tYnh ls vk tk;sa!¸ ml jkr os ugha vk;s vkjS blls igys fd vxyh lcq g dks os nkus kas yMd+ s mldh g¡lh mM+krs] og [+kqn gh vius vki ij g¡lus yxh % ¶[k+rjk vkus ls igys gh Mj x;h!¸ 10 jktuhfrd iqfyl ml Hk;kog jkr ds yxHkx ,d eghus ckn vk;hA fudksykbZ oslksof'pdkso ikosy vkSj vUæsbZ ls feyus vk;k Fkk vkSj os rhuksa vius v[kckj ds ckjs esa cgl dj jgs FksA cgqr nsj gks pqdh Fkh µ yxHkx vkèkh jkr dk le; FkkA ek¡ lksus tk pqdh Fkh vkSj fcLrj ij Å¡?krs&Å¡?krs og mudh nch&nch mRlqdrk&Hkjh vkokt+sa lqu jgh FkhA brus esa vUæsbZ us ncs ik¡o jlksbZ?kj dks yk¡?kk vkSj vius ihNs njokt+k cUn dj fy;kA ,d ckYVh ds fxjus dh vkokt+ gqbZ] njokt+k tYnh ls [kqyk vkSj vUæsbZ fiQj jlksbZ?kj esa pyk x;kA ¶,M+ksa ds [kudus dh vkokt+ vk jgh gS!¸ mlus nch vkokt+ esa dgkA ek¡ mNydj iy¡x ls uhps vk [kM+h gqbZ vkSj viuh dk¡irh gqbZ m¡xfy;ksa ls mlus >iVdj vius diM+s mBk fy,] ij brus esa ikosy njokt+s ij vk;k vkSj mlus 'kkUr Loj eas dgk % ¶tkvks] ysV tkvks] rqEgkjk th vPNk ugha gSA¸ ckgj dqN vkgV gqb± ikosy us tkdj >Vds ds lkFk njokt+k [kksyk] vkSj cksyk % ¶dkSu gS\\¸ ek¡ @ 61

Hkwjh iks'kkd esa ,d yEck&pkSM+k vkneh i+QkSju vUnj vk;k vkSj mlds ihNs ,d nwljk vkneh] nks gfFk;kjcUn lUrfj;ksa us ikosy dks èkDdk fn;k vkSj mlds nksuksa rji+Q ,d&,d [kM+k gks x;kA ¶bUrt+kj rqEgsa fdldk Fkk vkSj vk x;k dkSu] gS u\\¸ fdlh us O;aX;iwoZd mPp Loj esa dgkA ;s 'kCn fNnjh&lh dkyh ew¡Nksaokys yEcs dn ds ,d nqcys&irys vi+Qlj ds FksA ,d LFkkuh; iqfylokyk] ftldk uke iQs|kfdu Fkk] ek¡ ds iy¡x dh rji+Q x;kA ¶;g ek¡ gS] gqtwj]¸ mlus ,d gkFk ls i+QkSth lyke djds vkSj nwljs ls isykxs;k fuyksouk dh vksj ladsr djrs gq, dgkA ¶vkSj og ;g gS]¸ mlus ikosy dh vksj gkFk mBkdj dgkA ¶ikosy Oyklkso\\¸ vi+Qlj us viuh vk¡[ksa fldksM+dj iwNkA ikosy us flj fgyk fn;kA ¶eSa rqEgkjs ?kj dh ryk'kh ysus vk;k gw¡]¸ vi+Qlj us viuh ew¡Nsa ,saBrs gq, dgkA ¶mB] cqf<+;k! ogk¡ vUnj dkSu gS\\¸ njokt+s esa ls >k¡ddj og nwljs dejs esa x;kA ¶rqe yksxksa ds uke D;k gSa\\¸ mldh vkokt+ lquk;h nhA nks xokg vUnj vk;As ,d rks Fkk ctq xq Z <ykbZ etn+ jw Ro;s kdZ kos vkjS nlw jk HkV~Bh eas dks;yk >ksadusokyk jhfcuA og ,d Hkwjs jax dk Hkkjh&Hkjde vkneh Fkk vkSj Ros;kZdkso ds ?kj eas fdjk;s dh dksBjh ysdj jgrk FkkA ¶lyke] fuyksouk]¸ mlus ek¡ ls Å¡ps] Hkkjh Loj esa dgkA diM+s igurs gq, ek¡ viuh fgEer cuk;s j[kus ds fy, cqncqnk jgh Fkh % ¶;g dkSu&lk rjho+Qk gS vkèkh jkr dks bl rjg vkus dk! yksx tc lksus yxs rc ;s vk;s gSa!---¸ dejk Hkjk gqvk Fkk vkSj u tkus D;ksa ogk¡ twrs dh ikfy'k dh xUèk clh gqbZ FkhA mu nks jktuhfrd iqfylokyksa vkSj LFkkuh; Fkkusnkj jhfLdu us dki+Qh [kM+cM+ djrs gq, vYekfj;ksa ij ls fdrkcsa mrkjha vkSj ml vi+Qlj ds lkeus est ij <sj dj nhaA nks vkSj vkneh nhokj ij ?kw¡ls ekjdj Vksg yxk jgs Fks] dqflZ;ksa ds uhps >k¡d jgs Fks vkSj muesa ls ,d us rks pwYgs ds Åij p<+dj Hkh ns[kkA mØbuh vkSj oslksof'pdkso ,d dksus esa vxy&cxy [kM+s FksA fudksykbZ ds pspd: psgjs ij tgk¡&rgk¡ ykyh nkSM+ x;h vkSj og ,dVd viuh NksVh&NksVh Hkwjh vk¡[kksa ls ml vi+Qlj dks ?kwjrk jgkA mØbuh [kM+k viuh ew¡Nsa ,saB jgk Fkk vkSj tc ek¡ dejs esa vk;h rks mldk mRlkg c<+kus ds 62 @ ek¡

fy, mlus èkhjs ls eqLdjkdj viuk flj fgyk;kA vius Hk; dks dkcw esa j[kus ds fy, ek¡ ges'kk dh rjg frjNh gksdj pyus ds ctk; viuk lhuk rkudj] lhèkh py jgh Fkh ftlds dkj.k mldh pky&<ky cgqr jkscnkj ekywe gks jgh Fkh vkSj mls ns[kdj dqN g¡lh Hkh vkrh FkhA pyrs le; og cM+s t+ksj ls iVddj ik¡o j[krh FkhA ij mldh Hkosa iQM+d jgh FkhaA vi+Qlj vius xksjs gkFk dh iryh&iryh m¡xfy;ksa ls >iVdj ,d fdrkc mBkrk vkSj tYnh&tYnh mlds iUus iyVdj ,d rji+Q dks iQsad nsrkA dqN fdrkcsa i+Q'kZ ij fxj iM+hA fdlh us ,d 'kCn Hkh u dgkA ilhus ls rj flikgh gk¡i jgs Fks] muds twrksa dh ,M+sa [kud jgh Fkha vkSj os chp&chp esa iwN ysrs Fks % ¶;gk¡ ns[k fy;k\\¸ ek¡ nhokj ls lVh gqbZ ikosy ds ikl vkSj mldh gh rjg nksuksa gkFk lhus ij ck¡èks [kM+h Fkh vkSj mldh ut+jsa cjkcj ml vi+Qlj ij teh gqbZ FkhaA mlds ?kqVus tokc ns jgs Fks vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa ij ,d 'kq\"d èkq¡èkykiu Nk;k gqvk FkkA ¶fdrkcsa uhps iQsads fcuk dke ugha py ldrk\\¸ lglk bl fuLrCèkrk dks phjrh gqbZ fudksykbZ dh dM+dnkj vkokt+ lquk;h nhA ek¡ pkSd iM+hA Ros;kZdkso us viuk flj bl rjg >Vdk ekuks fdlh us Bsy fn;k gks_ jhfcu [ka[kkjk vkSj mlus fudksykbZ dks ?kwjkA vi+Qlj us viuh vk¡[ksa fldksM+dj rhj tSlh ,d ut+j fudksykbZ ds pspd: dBksj psgjs ij MkyhA og fdrkcksa ds iUus vkSj Hkh rst+h ls iyVus yxkA dHkh&dHkh mldh cM+h&cM+h Hkwjh vk¡[ksa iQSy tkrha] ekuks mls vlá ihM+k gks jgh gks vkSj og csclh ds dkj.k viuk izfrjksèk O;Dr djus ds fy, jks iM+usokyk gksA ¶,] flikgh!¸ oslksof'pdkso us fiQj dgkA ¶fdrkcsa mBkvks!---¸ lc flikfg;ksa us eqM+dj mldh rji+Q vkSj fiQj vius vi+Qlj dh rji+Q ns[kkA vi+Qlj us viuk flj mBk;k vkSj fudksykbZ ds â\"V&iq\"V 'kjhj dks x+kSj ls vk¡dkA ¶gw¡!¸ mlus ukd ds lqj esa dgkA ¶mBkdj j[k nks!¸ ,d flikgh >qddj iQVh gqbZ fdrkcsa mBkus yxkA ¶fudksykbZ pqi D;ksa ugha jgrk]¸ ek¡ us ikosy ds dku esa dgkA mlus vius dUèks >Vd fn;sA mØbuh us viuk flj >qdk fy;kA ¶ckbfcy dkSu i<+rk gS\\¸ ek¡ @ 63

¶eSa!¸ ikosy us mÙkj fn;kA ¶;s lc fdrkcsa fdldh gSa\\¸ ¶esjh!¸ ikosy us tokc fn;kA ¶vPNh ckr gS]¸ vi+Qlj us Vsd yxkdj vkjke ls dqlhZ ij cSBrs gq, dgkA mlus vius irys&irys gkFkksa dh m¡xfy;k¡ pVdk;ha] Vk¡xsa est ds uhps iQSyk yha] vkSj ew¡Nksa ij rko nsdj fudksykbZ ls cksyk % ¶D;k rqe vUnszbZ uk[kksndk gks\\¸ ¶gk¡!¸ fudksykbZ us vkxs c<+dj dgkA mØbuh us mls dUèkk idM+dj ihNs <¡dsy fn;kA ¶ugha] ;g ugha] eSa gw¡ vUæsbZ---¸ vi+Qlj us viuk gkFk mBkdj m¡xyh ls oslksof'pdkso dh rji+Q ladsr djrs gq, dgk % ¶ns[kks] rqe t+jk l¡Hkydj jgks!¸ vkSj og fiQj vius dkx+t+ksa dks myVus&iqyVus yxkA pk¡nuh jkr cM+s fujhg vkSj mnklhu Hkko ls f[kM+dh esa >k¡d jgh FkhA dksbZ edku ds ikl ls xqt+jk vkSj mlds ik¡oksa ds uhps ci+QZ ds pjejkus dh vkokt+ vk;hA ¶uk[kksndk] rqe igys Hkh jktuhfrd dSnh jg pqds gks u\\¸ ¶gk¡] ,d ckj jksLrkso esa vkSj nwljh ckj ljkrkso esaA ysfdu ogk¡ ds flikgh eq>s ^vki* dgdj lEcksfèkr djrs Fks---¸ vi+Qlj us viuh nkfguh vk¡[k cUn djds mls eyk vkSj fiQj vius NksVs&NksVs nk¡r fudkydj cksyk % ¶gk¡] uk[kksndk] vki tkurs gSa fd ;s dkSu yiQaxs gSa tks dkj[k+kus esa xUnk izpkj djrs gSa\\¸ mØbuh nk¡r [kksydj eqLdjkus yxk] vius iatksa ij >wyk vkSj dqN mÙkj nsus gh dks Fkk fd fudksykbZ dh vkokt+ fiQj lquk;h nh % ¶yiQaxksa dks rks ge vc igyh ckj ns[k jgs gSa---¸ lUukVk Nk x;kA fdlh us dqN Hkh ugha dgkA ek¡ ds ekFks dk fu'kku li+Qsn iM+ x;k vkSj mldh nkfguh HkkSag ru x;hA jhfcu dh dkyh nk<+h ,d fofp=k <ax ls dk¡ius yxh_ mlus nk<+h esa m¡xfy;k¡ iQsjdj viuh vk¡[ksa >qdk yhaA ¶bl cnek'k dks ys tkvks ;gk¡ ls!¸ vi+Qlj us fpYykdj dgkA nks flikfg;ksa us fudksykbZ dh ck¡gsa idM+ yha vkSj mls <¡dsydj jlksbZ 64 @ ek¡

esa ys x;s_ ogk¡ igq¡pdj fudksykbZ us vius ik¡o t+ksj ls i+Q'kZ ij xM+k fn;s vkSj mUgsa vkxs c<+us ls jksd fn;kA ¶Bgjks!¸ mlus fpYykdj dgkA ¶eSa viuk dksV rks igu yw¡!¸ ckx esa ls Fkkusnkj vUnj vk;kA ¶ogk¡ rks dqN Hkh ugha gS] geus gj txg ns[k fy;kA¸ ¶lks rks igys ls gh ut+j vk jgk Fkk]¸ vi+Qlj us O;axiwoZd eqLdjkrs gq, dgkA ¶cgqr ?kqVs gq, vkneh ls ikyk iM+k gS gekjk!---¸ ek¡ us mldh ckjhd vkSj [kudnkj vkokt+ lquh vkSj Hk; ls mlds ihys pgs js dks n[s kk_ mls ,ls k vkHkkl gvq k fd og ,d fueeZ 'k=kq Fkk tks vke ykxs kas dks frjLdkj vkSj ?k`.kk dh n`f\"V ls ns[krk FkkA ,sls yksxksa ls mldk ikyk cgqr de iM+k Fkk vkSj og muds vfLrRo dks izk;% Hkwy pqdh FkhA ¶rks ;s gSa os yksx tks mu ipks± ls ckS[kyk mBrs gSa]¸ mlus lkspkA ¶gjke dh vkSykn] tukc vUæsbZ vksuhfleksfop uk[kksndk] vki fxjÝ+rkj fd;s tkrs gSa!¸ ¶fdlfy,\\¸ mØbuh us vfopfyr Hkko ls iwNkA ¶ckn esa ekywe gks tk;sxk]¸ vi+Qlj us vius Loj esa cukoVh feBkl Hkjdj }s\"kiw.kZ <ax ls dgkA ¶rqe i<+uk&fy[kuk tkurh gks\\¸ mlus isykxs;k fuyksouk dh rji+Q eqM+dj iwNkA ¶ugha] ;g i<+h&fy[kh ugha gSa!¸ ikosy us mÙkj fn;kA ¶eSa rqels ugha iwN jgk gw¡!¸ vi+Qlj us l[+rh ds lkFk ikosy dks VksdkA ¶crk] cqf<+;k!¸ ek¡ dk ân; bl O;fDr ds izfr ?k`.kk ls Hkj mBkA lglk og dk¡ius yxh ekuks B.Ms ikuh ls ugk yh gkAs mlus vius dks lEHkkyk] mldk pkVs dk fu'kku uhyk iM+ x;k vkSj mldh Hk`dqfV ru x;hA ¶bruk fpYykus dh dksbZ t+:jr ugha gS!¸ mlus gkFk mBkdj dgkA ¶vHkh reus bl nqfu;k esa ns[kk gh D;k gS] rqe D;k tkuks fd eqlhcr fdls dgrs gSa---¸ ¶ek¡] 'kkUr gks tkvks]¸ ikosy us mls jksdus dk iz;Ru djrs gq, dgkA ¶t+jk #dks] ikosy!¸ ek¡ us fpYykdj dgk vkSj est dh rji+Q c<+hA ¶fdlfy, rqe yksxksa dh idM+&èkdM+ djrs gks\\¸ ¶blls rqEgsa dksbZ eryc ugha! pqi jgks!¸ vi+Qlj us dqlhZ ls mBrs gq, fpYykdj dgkA ¶fxjÝ+rkj fd;s x;s oslksof'pdkso dks ;gk¡ ykvks!¸ vi+Qlj ,d dkx+t+ viuh ukd ds ikl ykdj i<+us yxkA ek¡ @ 65

fudksykbZ ogk¡ yk;k x;kA vi+Qlj us i<+uk cUn djds fpYykdj dgk] ¶Vksih mrkjks!¸ jhfcu us isykxs;k fuyksouk ds fudV vkdj viuk dUèkk mlls Nqvkrs gq, dgk % ¶ek¡] vkis ls ckgj u gks!¸ ¶esjs nksuksa gkFk rks ;s yksx idM+s gSa] eSa Vksih dSls mrk:¡\\¸ fudksykbZ us dgkA mldh vkokt+ dh xjt esa vi+Qlj dh vkokt+ Mwc x;h] tks o+Qkuwuh dkjZokbZ dh fjiksVZ i<+ jgk FkkA ¶bl ij nLr[kr djks!¸ vi+Qlj us MiVdj dgk vkSj dkx+t+ est ij iQsad fn;kA ek¡ us tc mudks nLr[kr djrs ns[kk rks mldk X+kqLlk nc x;k] mldk fny Mwcus yxk vkSj vk¡[kksa esa osnuk vkSj csclh ds vk¡lw Nyd vk;sA vius fookfgr thou ds chl o\"kks± eas mlus vDlj ,sls vk¡lw cgk;s Fks] ij bèkj dqN fnuksa ls og mudh tyu Hkwy x;h FkhA vi+Qlj us ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[kk vkSj cgqr frjLdkj ds lkFk eq¡g cukdj dgk % ¶nos h th] vxj vki vHkh brus vkl¡ w cgk;xas h] rks vkxs pydj bUgas dgk¡ ls yk;saxh!¸ ek¡ ds ân; esa fiQj Øksèk dh ygj mBhA ¶ek¡ dh vk¡[kksa esa ges'kk gj ckr ds fy, dki+Qh vk¡lw jgrs gSa] gj ckr ds fy,! vxj rqEgkjh ek¡ gS] rks og bl ckr dks tkurh gksxhA¸ vi+Qlj us tYnh&tYnh vius dkx+t+ ,d u;s FkSys esa Hkjs] ftldk rkyk pk¡nh dh rjg ped jgk FkkA ¶pyks!¸ mlus vkKk nhA ¶vPNk] vUæsbZ] fonk! fonk] fudksykbZ!¸ ikosy us muls gkFk feykrs gq, 'kkUr Hkko ls I;kj&Hkjs Loj esa dgkA ¶'kk;n rqEgkjh buls tYnh gh eqyko+Qkr gksxh!¸ vi+Qlj us èkhjs ls eqLdjkrs gq, dgkA oslksof'pdkso xgjh&xgjh lk¡lsa ys jgk Fkk_ mldh eksVh&lh xnZu ij mcyrs [+kwu dh ykyh nkSM+ x;h vkSj mldh vk¡[ksa jks\"k ls pedus yxhaA mØbuh ds gksaBksa ij eqLdjkgV f[ky mBh vkSj mlus viuk flj >qdkdj ek¡ ds dku esa dqN dgkA ek¡ us gkFk ls ml ij lyhc dk fu'kku cuk;k vkSj cksyh % ¶Hkxoku Hkyk&cqjk lc ns[krk gS---¸ 66 @ ek¡

vkf[k+jdkj Hkwjh ofnZ;ksa okys flikgh ny ck¡èkdj cjkens esa fudy x;s vkSj viuh ,M+sa [kudkrs gq, x+k;c gks x;sA jhfcu lcls vkf[k+j eas x;kA pyrs&pyrs Hkh og ikosy dks VdVdh ck¡èks ns[krk jgkA ¶vPNk] rks eSa pyrk gw¡]¸ mlus dqN lkspdj dgk vkSj viuh nk<+h esa [kk¡lrk gqvk njokt+s ls ckgj pyk x;kA ikosy ihB ds ihNs nksuksa gkFk ck¡èkdj i+Q'kZ ij fc[kjh gqbZ fdrkcksa vkSj diM+ksa dks iQykaxrk gqvk dejs esa Vgyus yxkA ¶ns[kk\\ ;g gS bu yksxksa dk rjho+Qk]¸ mlus mnkl gksdj dgkA ek¡ bèkj&mèkj fc[kjh gqbZ pht+ksa dks bl rjg ns[k jgh Fkh ekuks mls fo'okl u gks jgk gksA ¶vkf[k+j fudksykbZ dks bruh tyh&dVh ckrsa djus dh D;k t+:jr Fkh\\¸ ek¡ us f[kUu gksdj dgkA ¶eSa le>rk gw¡ fd og Mj x;k Fkk]¸ ikosy us mÙkj fn;kA ¶;g Hkh dksbZ ckr gqbZ--- vk;s] mUgsa idM+k vkSj ysdj py fn;s!¸ ek¡ us gkFk eyrs vkSj cqM+cqM+krs gq, dgkA mldk csVk fxjÝ+rkj ugha fd;k x;k Fkk blfy, mlds ân; dh èkM+du dqN 'kkUr FkhA ysfdu mlus tks dqN ns[kk Fkk og mls bruk vlaxr ekywe gks jgk Fkk fd mldh lkspus dh 'kfDr fcYdqy u\"V gks x;h FkhA ¶og ihys psgjsokyk gekjh g¡lh mM+k jgk FkkA gesa Mjkuk pkgrk Fkk---¸ ¶vPNk] vEek]¸ ikoys us lglk lda Yi ds lkFk dgk] ¶vkvk]s ;g lc lki+Q dj nsaA¸ mlus mls ¶vEek¸ dgk Fkk vkSj mlds Loj esa bl le; ogh ckr Fkh tks ges'kk mlds ân; esa ek¡ ds ifz r I;kj meM+us ij mlds Loj esa inS k gks tkrh FkhA ek¡ ikl tkdj mlds psgjs dks ?kwjus yxhA ¶D;k rqEgsa cgqr nq[k gks jgk gS\\¸ mlus 'kkUr Loj esa iwNkA ¶gk¡]¸ ikosy us mÙkj fn;kA ¶gk¡] nq[k rks gksrk gh gSA os yksx mlds lkFk eq>s Hkh ysrs tkrs rks vPNk gksrkA¸ ek¡ dks yxk ekuks ikosy dh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw gksaA mldh ihM+k dks dqN&dqN vuqHko djrs gq, vkSj mls fnyklk nsus ds fy, mlus vkg Hkjdj dgk % ¶dqN gh fnu dh ckr gS] rqEgsa Hkh ys tk;saxsA¸ ¶;g rks eSa tkurk gw¡ fd os eq>s Hkh ys tk;saxs]¸ ikosy us mÙkj fn;kA ek¡ dqN nsj rd pqi jghA ek¡ @ 67

¶rqe Hkh fdrus dBksj gks] ikosy!¸ mlus vkf[k+jdkj dgkA ¶dHkh rks eq>s <k<+l c¡èkk;k djks! rqEgsa D;k ekywe fd eSaus dysts ij dSls iRFkj j[kdj bruh ckr dgh Fkh] rqeus tys ij vkSj ued fNM+d fn;k!¸ mlus ut+j Åij mBk;h] ek¡ ds ikl vk;k vkSj èkhjs ls cksyk % ¶ek¡] eSa >wBh rlYyh nsuk ugha tkurk! rqEgsa bldh vknr Mkyuh gksxh!¸ ek¡ us xgjh vkg Hkjh vkSj bl ckr dk iz;Ru djrs gq, fd mldk xyk #¡èk u tk;s] FkksM+h nsj #ddj iwNk % ¶D;k os yksxksa dks cgqr ;kruk,¡ nsrs gSa\\ lquk gS [kky [khap ysrs gSa vkSj gM~Mh&ilyh rksM+ nsrs gSa\\ tc Hkh eq>s bldk [k+;ky vkrk gS µ esjs jksaxVs [kM+s gks tkrs gSa---¸ ¶os vkRek dks dqpy nsrs gSaA tc os vius xUns gkFkksa ls vkRek ij izgkj djrs gSa rks mlesa T+;knk rdyhiQ gksrh gS---¸ 11 nwljs fnu ekywe gqvk fd cqfdu] leksbykso] lksekso vkjS ik¡p nwljs yksxksa dks Hkh fxjÝ+rkj fd;k x;k FkkA 'kke dks Ý+;ksnksj ekftu vk;kA mlds ?kj dh Hkh ryk'kh yh x;h FkhA og cgqr [+kq'k Fkk vkSj vius dks cgqr cgknqj le> jgk FkkA ¶Ý+;ksnksj] rqEgsa Mj yxk Fkk\\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA mlds psgjs dk jax mrj x;k] mldh eq[kkÑfr eas ruko inS k gks x;k vkjS mlds uFkqus dk¡ius yxsA ¶eq>s Mj yx jgk Fkk fd vi+Qlj eq>s ekjsxkA og ,d eksVk&lk dkyh nk<+hokyk vkneh Fkk_ mldh m¡xfy;ksa ij cM+s&cM+s cky Fks vkSj ukd ij dkyh ,sud p<+k;s FkkA ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd tSls og fcYdqy vUèkk gksA og cgqr ph[k+k&fpYyk;k] cgqr gkFk&ik¡o iVdsA mlus fpYykdj dgk] ¶eSa rqEgsa tsy esa Bw¡l nw¡xk!¸ eq>s vkt rd fdlh us ugha ekjk] esjs ek¡&cki rd us ughaA eSa mudk bdykSrk csVk Fkk vkSj os eq>s cgqr I;kj djrs FksA¸ mlus ,d {k.k ds fy, vk¡[ksa cUn djds vius gksaB Hkhap fy;s vkSj nksuksa gkFkksa ls cM+h iQqjrh ls vius cky ihNs fd;sA fiQj mlus ikosy dh rji+Q ns[kdj dgk % ¶vxj dHkh fdlh us eq> ij gkFk mBkus dh fgEer dh rks eSa viuh tku dh ckth yxkdj ml ij VwV iM+¡wxkA nk¡rksa ls dkVw¡xk] pkgs og eq>s ogha ekj gh D;ksa u Mkys] fo+QLlk rks [k+Re gks tk;sxk ges'kk ds fy,!¸ mldh vk¡[kksa 68 @ ek¡

esa Øksèk dh ykyh FkhA ¶fcYdqy lhad&lykbZ rks gks] yM+ksxs D;k\\¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶exj fiQj Hkh eSa yM+w¡xk!¸ Ý+;ksnksj us nch tcku ls mÙkj fn;kA tc Ý+;ksnksj pyk x;k rks ek¡ us ikosy ls dgk % ¶lcls igys ;gh VwVsxk!¸ ikosy us dksbZ mÙkj ugha fn;kA dqN feuV ckn jlksbZ dk njokt+k èkhjs ls [kqyk vkSj jhfcu vUnj vk;kA ¶yks eSa fiQj vk x;k]¸ mlus FkksM+k&lk g¡ldj dgkA ¶dy jkr os yksx eq>s yk;s Fks vkSj vkt eSa viuh ethZ ls vk;k gw¡!¸ mlus cM+s rikd ls ikosy ls gkFk feyk;k vkSj ,d gkFk isykxs;k fuyksouk ds dUèks ij j[kdj cksyk % ¶pk; feysxh\\¸ ikosy mlds pkSM+s&pdys] lk¡oys psgjs dks] mldh dkyh nk<+h vkSj dkyh vk¡[kksa dks cgqr x+kSj ls pqipki ns[krk jgkA mldh 'kkUr ut+j esa dqN fo'ks\"k vFkZ FkkA ek¡ leksokj esa vkx lqyxkus ds fy, jlksbZ esa x;hA jhfcu us viuh nk<+h ij gkFk iQsjk] est ij dqgfu;k¡ fVdkdj cSB x;k vkSj ikosy dks ?kwjus yxkA ¶rks ekeyk ;g gS]¸ mlus bl rjg dgk ekuks vèkwjh jg x;h ckr dk rkj tksM+ jgk gks] ¶fd eSa rqels lki+Q&lki+Q ckr dj ysuk pkgrk gw¡A eSa dqN fnuksa ls rqEgsa ns[k jgk gw¡A rqEgkjs fcYdqy iM+ksl esa gh jgrk gw¡A eSaus ns[kk gS fd rqEgkjs ?kj esa cgqr&ls yksx vkrs gSa] ij os u rks 'kjkc ihrs gSa vkSj u gqYyM+ djrs gSaA igyh ckr rks ;g gqb± tks yksx bruh 'kjki+Qr ls jgrs gSa mudh rji+Q è;ku tkrk gh gSA vkneh lksprk gS fd nky esa dqN dkyk t+:j gSA tSls eSa [+kqn Hkh lcls dVk&dVk jgus ds dkj.k yksxksa dh vk¡[kksa esa [kVdrk gw¡A¸ mldh vkokt+ Hkkjh Fkh ij ckr djus ds <ax esa izokg FkkA mlus nk<+h ij gkFk iQsjk vkSj ikosy ds psgjs dks ?kwjrk jgkA ¶yksx rqEgkjs ckjs esa rjg&rjg dh ckrsa djus yxs gSaA tSls gekjs edku&ekfyd dks gh ys yksA og rqEgsa ukfLrd dgrk gS] D;ksafd rqe fxjtk?kj ugha tkrsA oSls rks eSa [+kqn Hkh ugha tkrkA fiQj os ips± mUgsa rqe rS;kj djrs gks\\¸ ¶gk¡]¸ ikosy us mÙkj fn;kA ¶D;k dg jgs gk\\s ¸ mldh ek¡ us Hk; ls vkrfa dr gkds j jlkbs Z ds njokts+ esa ls flj fudkydj Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA ¶rqe vdsys gh rks ugha gksA¸ ikosy g¡l iM+k vkSj jhfcu HkhA ¶vPNh ckr gS]¸ jhfcu us dgkA ek¡ @ 69

ek¡ iQqiQdkjrh gqbZ ogk¡ ls pyh x;h_ bu yksxksa us mldh ckr dh ftl rjg mis{kk dh Fkh] mlls og dqN cqjk Hkh eku x;h FkhA ¶vPNh ckr gS ,sls ipsZ fudkyuk! yksxksa esa tks'k iSnk gksrk gS bulsA dqy mUuhl Fks] gS u\\¸ ¶gk¡]¸ ikosy us mÙkj fn;kA ¶rks bldk eryc gS fd eSaus lc i<+s gSaA mudh dqN ckrsa esjh le> esa ugha vk;ha] dqN ckrsa csdkj Hkh Fkha] exj tc dksbZ vkneh bruh cgqr&lh ckrsa dgsxk rks mlesa ,d&nks ckrsa iQkyrw rks gksaxh ghA¸ jhfcu vius et+cwr li+Qsn nk¡r [kksydj eqLdjk fn;kA ¶mlds ckn ryk'kh gqbZA blus eq>s rqEgkjh rji+Q lcls T+;knk [khapkA rqe vkSj mØbuh vkSj fudksykbZ µ rqe lcus ;g fn[kyk fn;k fd---¸ og mfpr 'kCn <¡w<+us ds fy, #dk vkSj f[kM+dh ds ckgj ?kwjrs gq, viuh m¡xfy;ksa ls est ij rky nsus yxkA ¶---fn[kyk fn;k fd rqEgkjk D;k joS;k gSA dqN ;g joS;k Fkk rqe yksxksa dk % ^gtq jw ] vki viuk dke djrs tkb;]s ge viuk dke djrs jgxas As * mØbuh Hkh cgqr mEnk vkneh gSA dHkh&dHkh tc eSa mls i+QSDVjh esa cksyrs gq, lqurk gw¡ rks vius eu esa dgrk gw¡ % ^;g vius jkLrs ls dHkh ugha gVsxkA ekSr gh bls blds jkLrs ls gVk ldrh gSA iQkSykn dk cuk gqvk gSA* ikosy] D;k rqe eq> ij ,rckj djrs gks\\¸ ¶gk¡] djrk gw¡]¸ ikosy us gkeh HkjhA ¶cgqr vPNh ckr gSA eq>s ns[kks] eSa pkyhl cjl dk gks x;k gw¡_ mej esa rqels nwuk gw¡ vkSj nqfu;k rqels chl xquh T+;knk ns[k pqdk gw¡A rhu lky ls T+;knk rd eSa i+QkSth FkkA nks ckj 'kknh dh µ igyh choh ej x;h] nwljh dks eSaus fudky fn;kA dkdsf'k;k gks vk;k gw¡ vkSj nw[kkscksRlh¹Z ls Hkh ifjfpr gw¡A os ft+Unxh dh leL;kvksa dks gy ugha dj ldrs] HkkbZ] fcYdqy ugha dj ldrs!¸ ek¡ cM+h mRlqdrk ls mldk uik&rqyk Hkk\"k.k lqu jgh FkhA mls ;g ns[kdj [+kq'kh gqbZ fd ;g vèksM+ mez dk vkneh vius fny dh lkjh ckrsa mlds cVs s ds lkeus [kkys dj dg jgk FkkA ij mls ikoys ds jo;S s eas cgrq #[kkbZ irz hr gqbZ vkSj bl deh dks iwjk djus ds fy, mlus vkfrF;&Hkko fn[kkus dk iz;Ru fd;kA ¶fe[k+kbyks bokuksfop] dqN [kkvksxs u\\¸ mlus iwNkA ¶èkU;oknA eSa rks [kkuk [kkdj vk;k gw¡A rks ikosy] rqEgkjk ;g [k+;ky gS 70 @ ek¡

fd ft+Unxh oSlh ugha gS tSlh gksuh pkfg,A¸ ikosy mBk vkSj gkFk ihB ihNs ck¡èkdj Vgyus yxkA ¶og lgh <jsZ ij vk jgh gS]¸ mlus mÙkj fn;kA ¶D;k ft+Unxh us rqEgsa [kqys fny ls esjs ;gk¡ vkus dks etcwj ugha fd;k\\ èkhjs&èkhjs og ge esgur djus okyksa dks ,d dj jgh gS vkSj fiQj og oD+r vk;sxk tc og ge lcdks ,d dj nsxh! gekjh ft+Unxh dBksj gS vkSj gekjs lkFk vU;k; djrh gS] ysfdu gekjh vk¡[ksa [kqyus yxh gSa vkSj ge mldk dVq vFkZ le>us yxs gSa] og gesa pht+ksa dh jÝ+rkj rst+ djuk fl[kk jgh gSA¸ ¶rqe Bhd dgrs gks!¸ jhfcu us VksdkA ¶yksxksa dks >d>ksjus dh t+:jr gSA fdlh ds flj esa vxj tw¡,¡ iM+ tk;sa] rks [+kwc jxM+&jxM+dj ugykus&èkqykus vkSj lki+Q diM+s igukus ij og fiQj Hkyk vkneh cu tkrk gSA ysfdu vkneh ds fny dks dSls lki+Q fd;k tk;s\\ vly loky rks ;g gS!¸ ikosy us cM+s tks'k ds lkFk i+QSDVjh vkSj mlds ekfydksa dh ppkZ dh] mlus crk;k fd nwljs ns'kksa esa et+nwj vius vfèkdkjksa ds fy, fdl rjg yM+ jgs FksA chp&chp esa jhfcu est ij bl rjg m¡xyh ekjrk] ekuks ikosy ds Hkk\"k.k esa fojke&fpUg yxk jgk gksA ¶;gh rks ckr gS!¸ og ckj&ckj dg mBrkA vkSj ,d ckj mlus g¡ldj cM+s 'kkUr Hkko ls dgk % ¶vHkh rqe cPps gks! yksxksa dks vPNh rjg ugha igpkurs!¸ ¶ns[kks] cw<+s vkSj cPps gksus dh ckr NksM+ nks]¸ ikosy us jhfcu ds lkeus #ddj xEHkhjrkiwoZd dgkA ¶;g ns[kks fd fdlds fopkj vfèkd lgh gSaA¸ ¶rks rqEgkjk ;g [k+;ky gS fd bZ'oj ds ckjs esa Hkh gesa vc rd csoo+Qwi+Q cuk;k x;k gS\\ gw¡--- esjk Hkh ;g [k+;ky gS fd gekjk èkeZ fdlh dke dk ugha gAS ¸ ;gk¡ ij ek¡ Hkh cgl esa dwn iM+hA tc dHkh mldk csVk bZ'oj ds ckjs esa ;k bZ'oj ds izfr mldh J¼k ds ckjs esa] ml J¼k ds ckjs esa ftls og cgqr fiz; vkSj ifo=k ekurh Fkh] dqN dgrk rks og lnk mldh ut+j ls ut+j feykus dk iz;Ru vkSj ;g ewd fou; djrh fd bZ'oj ds izfr vfo'okl ds dVq 'kCn dgdj og mlds th dks u nq[kk;sA ij csVs dh ukfLrdrk ds ihNs ek¡ dks n`<+ vkLFkk dk vkHkkl feyrk Fkk] ftlls mls cM+h lkaRouk izkIr gksrh FkhA ¶eSa mlds fopkjksa dks dSls le> ldrh gw¡\\¸ og lksprhA mldk fopkj Fkk fd ;g vèksM+ mez dk vkneh Hkh mlds csVs dh ckrksa ek¡ @ 71

ls mruk gh ukjkt+ gksxkA ij tc jhfcu us 'kkUr Hkko ls ikosy ls ;g iz'u iwNk rks og vius vkidks jksd u ldhA ¶ns[kks] tgk¡ rd bZ'oj dh ckr gS] rqe lksp&le>dj dqN dguk!¸ mlus ,d xgjh lk¡l yh vkSj fiQj blls Hkh T+;knk vkos'k ds lkFk cksyh] ¶rqe tks pkgks lkspks] exj tgk¡ rd esjk loky gS] eSa rks cw<+h gks pqdh gw¡ vkSj vxj rqeus esjs ijes'oj dks Hkh eq>ls Nhu fy;k rks viuh foink esa eSa fdldk lgkjk yw¡xh!¸ mldh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw Hkj vk;s vkSj r'rfj;k¡ èkksrs gq, mldh m¡xfy;k¡ dk¡ius yxhaA ¶rqe ge yksxksa dh ckr le>ha ugha]¸ ikosy us Lusg ls dgkA ¶ek¡] gesa eki+Q djuk]¸ jhfcu us viuh xgjh vkSj èkheh vkokt+ esa dgkA fiQj mlus èkhjs ls eqLdjkdj ikosy dh rji+Q ns[kk vkSj ek¡ ls cksyk] ¶eSa rks Hkwy gh x;k Fkk fd rqe bruh cw<+h gks x;h gks fd rqEgkjs fopkj cnys ugha tk ldrsA¸ ¶eSa ml n;kyq vkSj Ñikfuèkku bZ'pj ds ckjs esa ckr ugha dj jgk Fkk ftlesa rqEgkjh vkLFkk gS]¸ ikosy dgrk x;k] ¶cfYd ml bZ'oj dh ckr dj jgk Fkk ftldk uke ysdj iknjh yksx gesa Mjkrs gSa] tSls og dksbZ M.Mk gks_ eSa ml bZ'oj dh ckr dj jgk Fkk ftlds uke ij os dqN yksxksa dh dqfRlr bPNkvksa ds lkeus lc yksxksa dks >qdk nsus dk iz;Ru djrs gSa---¸ ¶;gh rks eqlhcr gS!¸ jhfcu us est ij eqDdk ekjdj dgkA ¶mUgksaus ,d >wBk bZ'oj gekjs Åij Fkksi fn;k gS! tks gfFk;kj Hkh muds gkFk yx tkrk gS mlh ls os ge yksxksa ds f[k+yki+Q yM+rs gSa! ek¡] bl ckr ij x+kSj djuk % bZ'oj us tc euq\"; dh l`f\"V dh rks mls viuk gh :i fn;k] ftldk eryc ;g gS fd vxj euq\"; mlls feyrk&tqyrk gS rks mls Hkh euq\"; ls feyrk&tyq rk gkus k pkfg,! exj ge nos rkvkas tlS s rks D;k] txa yh tkuojkas tlS s gSaA fxjtk?kjksa us gekjs lkeus ,d gkSvk [kM+k dj fn;k gS--- ek¡] gesa vius bZ'oj dks cnyuk iMxs+ kA mls lkiQ+ Hkh djuk iMxs+ k! mUgkuas s mls >Bw vkjS feF;k ipz kj esa yisV j[kk gS] gekjh vkRekvksa dk guu djus ds fy, mldk :i fcxkM+ fn;k gS!---¸ og cgqr ujeh ls cksy jgk Fkk] ij mldk ,d&,d 'kCn ek¡ ds ân; ij gFkkSM+s dh rjg pksV dj jgk FkkA vkSj dkyh nk<+h esa mlds cM+s&ls ekSr tSls Hk;kog psgjs dks ns[kdj ek¡ dks Mj yxus yxkA mldh dkyh vk¡[kksa dh ped mlds fy, vlá Fkh_ ek¡ dk ân; Hk; ls ihfM+r gks mBkA 72 @ ek¡

¶eSa tkrh gw¡]¸ mlus viuk flj fgykrs gq, dgkA ¶eq>esa ,slh ckrsa lquus dh 'kfDr ugha!¸ og tYnh ls jlksbZ esa pyh x;hA ¶le>s] ikosy\\¸ jhfcu us dgkA ¶gj pht+ dk dsUæ gekjk fnekx ugha] cfYd fny gSA euq\"; dh vkRek esa mldk ,d fo'ks\"k LFkku gS] vkSj ogk¡ dksbZ nwljh pht+ iui gh ugha ldrh---¸ ¶dsoy Kku gh euq\"; dks eqfDr ns ldrk gS!¸ ikosy us n`<+rk ls dgkA ¶Kku ls mls cy ugha feyrk!¸ jhfcu us Å¡ps Loj esa viuh ckr ij vM+s jgdj dgkA ¶cy ân; ls feyrk gS] fnekx ls ugha!¸ ek¡ diM+s cnydj Hkxoku dh Lrqfr fd; fcuk gh fcLrj ij ysV x;hA mls cM+h lnhZ yx jgh Fkh vkSj og eu gh eu dq<+ jgh FkhA jhfcu 'kq: esa cgqr gksf'k;kj ekywe gqvk Fkk vkSj ek¡ ij mldk cgqr jksc iM+k FkkA ij vc mlh ls ek¡ dks ?k`.kk gks jgh FkhA ¶ik[k.Mh! ckxh!¸ mldh vkokt+ lqudj ek¡ lkspus yxhA ¶vkf[k+j mls ;gk¡ vkus dh D;k t+:jr Fkh\\¸ ij og cM+s 'kkUr Hkko ls fo'okl ds lkFk cksyrk jgkA ¶fny cgqr ifo=k LFkku gS] mls [k+kyh ugha NksM+k tk ldrkA euq\"; ds ân; esa tgk¡ bZ'oj dk okl gS] og lcls dksey txg gSA vxj rqe mls dkV nks rks cgqr cM+k ?kko jg tk;sxkA ikosy] geas dksbZ u;k fo'okl <w¡<+uk gksxk--- ,slk Hkxoku cukuk iM+sxk] tks euq\"; dk nksLr gks] vly ckr ;g gSA¸ ¶bZlk elhg Fks rks!¸ ikosy us dgkA ¶bZlk elhg det+ksj FksA mUgksaus dgk Fkk] ^;g ik=k dksbZ eq>ls ys ysA* vkSj fiQj mUgksaus jktk dh lÙkk dks Lohdkj fd;k FkkA bZ'oj Hkyk vius jps gq, izkf.k;ksa ij fdlh euq\"; dh lÙkk dks dSls Lohdkj dj ldrk gS\\ og loZ'kfDreku gS! og viuh vkRek dks ck¡V rks ugha ldrk µ fd ;g bZ'oj dh gS vkSj ;g euq\"; dhA exj bZlk elhg Hkh u rks O;kikj ds f[k+yki+Q Fks vkSj u fookg dsA fiQj vathj ds isM+ dks Jki nsdj mUgksaus cM+h xyrh dh Fkh µ vxj mlesa iQy u yxrs Fks rks D;k ;g vathj ds isM+ dk nks\"k Fkk\\ eu\"q ; dh vkRek eas vxj uds h u mRiUu gk]s rks mleas nk\"s k vkRek dk ugha ekuuk pkfg,A D;k viuh vkRek esa cqjkbZ dk cht eSaus Lo;a cks;k gS\\¸ dejs eas nkus kas vkoktk+ as eas }U} gkrs k jgk] ,d vR;Ur mÙkts uki.w kZ eYy;¼q py jgk FkkA bèkj&mèkj Vgyrs le; ikosy ds iSjksa ds uhps i+Q'kZ ds pjpjkus dh vkokt+ vk jgh FkhA tc ikoys ckys rk rks vkjS lc vkoktas+ mleas nc tkrhAa ek¡ @ 73

ysfdu tc jhfcu vius 'kkUr] Hkkjh Loj eas cksyrk rks ek¡ dks ?kM+h dh fVd&fVd vkSj ikys dh tdM+ esa vkrh gqbZ edku dh nhokjksa ds èkhjs ls fpVdus dh vkokt+ Hkh lquk;h nsrhA ¶eSa blh ckr dks vius <ax ls dgw¡xk µ ,d lhèks&lkns dks;yk >ksadusokys ds 'kCnksa esa % bZ'oj ,d Tokyk gS! mldk okl euq\"; ds ân; esa gSA dgk x;k gS fd % ^l`f\"V ds vkjEHk esa 'kCn Fkk vkSj og 'kCn gh bZ'oj FkkA* blfy, 'kCn gh vkRek gSA¸ ¶foosd gS]¸ ikosy us t+ksj nsdj dgkA ¶vPNh ckr g!S rks b'Z oj ân; vkjS foods eas gS yfs du fxjtk?kj eas ughAa fxjtk?kj rks bZ'oj dh o+Qcz gSA¸ ek¡ lks x;h vkSj mls ekywe Hkh u gqvk fd jhfcu dc x;kA vc og vDlj vkus yxkA tc og vkrk vkjS ml le; ;fn ogk¡ ikoys dk dksbZ nksLr ekStwn gksrk rks og pqipki ,d dksus esa cSBk jgrk vkSj chp&chp esa dHkh cl bruk dg nsrk % ¶;gh rks ckr gS!¸ ,d fnu mlus lkfFk;ksa dks viuh Hk;adj eqæk ls ngyk fn;kA fiQj fp<+dj cksyk % ¶tks pht+ tSlh gS] gesa mls oSlk gh crkuk pkfg,A mls dSlk gksuk pkfg,] blls gesa ljksdkj ughaA dkSu tkurk gS] vkxs pydj fdlh pht+ dk :i D;k gksxk\\ turk ,d ckj LorU=k vkSj mUeqDr gks ys] fiQj og vki gh bu ckrksa dk i+QSlyk dj ysxh fd mlds fy, D;k mi;qDr vFkok mfpr gSA igys gh yksxksa ds ext esa euekus <ax ls cgqr dqN Bw¡l fn;k x;k gSA vc viuk Hkyk&cqjk lkspus dh mUgsa vktknh gksuh pkfg,A tks dqN mUgsa thou ds ckjs esa crk;k x;k gS] lEHko gS] yksx ml lc dks jí dj Mkyuk pkgsaA gks ldrk gS fd Hkxoku dh rjg os ijEijkxr Kku dks Hkh viuk 'k=kq le>saA mu rd iqLrdsa igq¡pkb;s vkSj fiQj os Lo;a vius lokyksa dk gy <+w¡<+ fudkysaxsA cl! bruk gh!¸ og vkSj ikosy tc vdsys gksrs] rks yxkrkj cgl djrs] ysfdu cgl ds nkSjku nksuksa esa ls dksbZ Hkh ukjkt+ u gksrkA ek¡ cM+s è;ku ls mudh ckrsa lqurh] ,d&,d 'kCn ij fopkj djrh vkSj ;g le>us dk iz;Ru djrh fd os D;k dg jgs gSaA dHkh&dHkh rks mls ,slk yxrk fd og pkSM+s dUèkksa vkSj dkyh nk<+hokyk vkneh vkSj mldk yEcs MhyMkSyokyk cfy\"B csVk nksuksa gh vUèks gks x;s gSaA os dHkh ,d fn'kk vkSj dHkh nwljh fn'kk esa jkg <w¡<+rs gSa] ckgj 74 @ ek¡

fudyus dh dksbZ jkg [kkstrs gSa] viuh et+cwr ij vUèkh m¡xfy;ksa ls gj pht+ dks idM+rs gSa] txg&txg HkVdrs gSa] pht+ksa dks i+Q'kZ ij fxjkrs gSa vkSj iSjksa rys dqpy Mkyrs gSaA os pht+ksa ls Vdjkrs gSa] mUgsa VVksyrs vkSj ,d rji+Q dks iQsad nsrs gSa] ij vius fo'okl vkSj vk'kk dk vk¡py dHkh ugha NksM+rs--- mUgkuas s ek¡ dks ,ls s 'kCn luq us dk vknh cuk fn;k Fkk tks Li\"Vokfnrk vkjS lkgfldrk ds dkj.k Hk;kog izrhr gksrs Fks] ij vc bu 'kCnksa dks lqudj mls igyh ckj dh rjg xgjk vk?kkr ugha igq¡prk FkkA og bu 'kCnksa dk fojksèk djuk lh[k pqdh FkhA dHkh&dHkh rks bZ'oj dks vLohdkj djus okys bu 'kCnksa ds ihNs ek¡ dks mlds izfr ,d n`<+ vkLFkk fNih fn[kk;h nsrhA rc og eu gh eu eqLdjkdj muds lc vijkèkksa dks {kek dj nsrhA vkSj gkyk¡fd og jhfcu dks ilUn ugha djrh Fkh] fiQj Hkh mlds izfr vc og bruk }s\"k Hkh u j[krh FkhA gj gÝ+rs og mØbuh ds fy, fdrkcsa vkSj lki+Q diM+s ysdj tsy tkrhA ,d ckj mls mlls feyus dh btktr Hkh ns nh x;hA ¶og fcYdqy Hkh ugha cnyk gS]¸ mlus okil vkdj cM+s I;kj ls dgkA ¶og lcds lkFk cgqr vPNk O;ogkj djrk gS vkSj lc yksx Hkh mlls [+kwc g¡lh&et+ko+Q djrs gSaA mlds fny ij cgqr Hkkjh xqtjrh gS] ij og t+kfgj ugha gksus nsrkA¸ ¶,slk gh gksuk Hkh pkfg,]¸ jhfcu us dgkA ¶nq[k ,d [kky gS ftls ge igus jgrs gSa] vkgsa Hkjrs gSa exj igurs gSaA blesa 'ks[kh dh dksbZ ckr ugha gSA lcdh vk¡[kksa ij rks iV~Vh c¡èkh ugha gS] dqN yksx [+kqn gh viuh vk¡[ksa cUn dj ysrs gSa] cl ;gh ckr gS! blfy, tks csoo+Qwi+Q gSa os pqipki lc dqN lgu djrs jgrs gSaA¸ 12 cLrh ds yksx Oyklkso&ifjokj ds ml NksVs&ls eVhys ?kj esa vfèkdkfèkd fnypLih ysus yxsA bl fnypLih esa lUnsg vkSj }s\"k dk Hkko Hkh feyk gqvk Fkk ftldk mUgsa Lo;a Hkh vkHkkl ugha Fkk] ij lkFk gh bl fnypLih us muesa fo'okl&fefJr mRlqdrk Hkh tkx`r dhA dHkh&dHkh dksbZ fcYdqy vifjfpr O;fDr ikosy ds ikl vkrk vkSj ut+jsa cpkdj bèkj&mèkj ns[kus ds ckn dgrk % ¶HkkbZ] lquks] rqe rks fdrkcsa i<+rs gks vkSj o+Qkuwu Hkh tkurs gks] D;k rqe eq>s crk ldrs gks fd---¸ vkSj fiQj og iQfj;knh iqfyl ;k i+QSDVjh ds O;oLFkkidksa ds fdlh ek¡ @ 75

vU;k; dh dgkuh lqukrkA ;fn ekeyk vfèkd isphnk gksrk rks ikosy mls 'kgj ds ,d odhy ds uke] tks mldk fe=k Fkk] iqt+kZ fy[k nsrkA ijUrq ;fn lEHko gksrk rks og Lo;a gh le>k nsrkA èkhjs&èkhjs yksx bl yxuokys uo;qod dh bTtr djus yxs] tks lhèks&lkns 'kCnksa esa lkgl ds lkFk viuh ckr dgrk Fkk] tks viuh vk¡[ksa [kksydj gj pht+ ns[krk Fkk vkSj ftlds dku gj ckr ds izfr pkSdUus jgrs Fks] tks gj fookn dh rg esa igq¡ps fcuk ne ugha ysrk Fkk vkSj ges'kk rFkk gj txg lHkh yksxksa dks ,dc¼ djus okys lw=k dk irk yxkus dk iz;Ru djrk FkkA ¶nyny ds fy, ,d dksisd¸ okyh ?kVuk ds ckn ikosy dh lk[k fo'ks\"k :i ls c<+ x;hA i+QSDVjh dh lhek ls ckgj mls izk;% pkjksa rji+Q ls lM+s gq, uklwj dh rjg ?ksjs gq, ,d cM+h&lh nyny Fkh ftlesa iQj vkSj cpZ ds o`{kksa dk ,d taxy mxk gqvk FkkA xfeZ;ksa eas bl nyny ls ihys jax dh ?kuh Hkki&lh mBrh vkSj ePNjksa ds ny fudy iM+rs] tks cLrh esa cq[kkj iQSyk nsrsA ;g nyny i+QSDVjh dh lEifÙk Fkh vkSj u;s Mk;jsDVj us ml nyny dh Hkwfe dk ykHk mBkus ds mís'; ls mls lq[kkus vkSj lkFk gh mlls ihV fudkyus dk i+QSlyk fd;kA ;g cukdj fd og et+nwjksa ds jgu&lgu dh ifjfLFkfr;ksa esa lqèkkj djus ds fy, ,slk dj jgk gS] mlus vkKk tkjh dh fd nyny dks lq[kkus ds fy, gj et+nwj dh et+nwjh ls :cy ds ihNs ,d dksisd dkVk tk;sA et+nwjksa dks X+kqLlk vk;kA mUgksaus fo'ks\"k :i ls bl ckr ij vkifÙk dh fd i+QSDVjh esa dke djus okys ckcqvksa dh ru[okg eas dksbZ dVkSrh ugha dh x;h FkhA ftl 'kfuokj dks Mk;jsDVj us dksisd dVkus dh ;g ?kks\"k.kk fpidok;h Fkh] ml fnu ikosy ?kj ij chekj FkkA blfy, mls blds ckjs esa dqN Hkh ekywe u gqvkA vxys fnu fltkso vkSj ek[kksfru mlls feyus vk;sA fltkso <ykbZ ds foHkkx esa dke djus okyk ,d lqMkSy o`¼ et+nwj Fkk vkSj ek[kksfru yEcs dn dk X+kqLlSy feLrjh FkkA mUgksaus ikosy dks Mk;jsDVj ds fu.kZ; ds ckjs esa crk;kA ¶ge cqtqxks± us feydj bl loky ds ckjs esa ckrphr dh Fkh]¸ fltkso us cM+h xEHkhjrk ls dgkA ¶lkfFk;ksa us gesa rqEgkjs ikl Hkstus dk i+QSlyk fd;k D;ksafd rqe lc ckrsa le>rs gksA os tkuuk pkgrs gSa fd D;k dksbZ ,slk o+Qkuwu gS tks Mk;jsDVj dks gekjs iSlksa ls ePNj ekjus dk vfèkdkj nsrk gks\\¸ 76 @ ek¡

¶ns[kks] pkj lky igys bu tYyknksa us ,d xqly[k+kuk cuokus ds fy, gels iSlk fy;k Fkk]¸ ek[kksfru us dgkA mldh NksVh&NksVh vk¡[ksa ped mBhaA ¶rhu gt+kj vkB lkS :cy tek fd;s Fks bu yksxksa usA og lc iSls dgk¡ x;s\\ xqly[k+kuk rks geus vkt rd ns[kk ugha!¸ ikosy us mUgsa le>k;k fd ;g dVkSrh ljklj vU;k; gS vkSj ;g Hkh crk;k fd nyny dks lq[kkus ls i+QSDVjh dks Li\"Vr% fdruk vfèkd ykHk gksxkA os nksuksa R;ksfj;k¡ p<+k;s gq, pys x;sA mudks njokt+s ij fonk djus ds ckn ek¡ us èkhjs ls g¡ldj dgk % ¶vc rks cw<+s Hkh rqe ls lykg ds fy, vkus yxsA¸ ek¡ dh ckr dk dqN mÙkj fn;s fcuk ikosy est ds ikl cSBdj dqN fy[kus yxkA dqN gh feuV ckn mlus dgk % ¶ek¡] esjk ,d dke dj nks! t+jk 'kgj pyh tkvks vkSj ;g [kr ns vkvk-s --¸ ¶dksbZ [k+rjukd ckr gS blesa\\¸ ek¡ us iwNkA ¶gk!¡ eaS rEq gas ogk¡ Hkts jgk g]¡w tgk¡ gekjk v[kckjk Nirk gAS nyny lkiQ+ djkus ds fy, dksisd dkVus dh ;g [k+cj gesa gj gkyr esa vxys vad esa Niokuh gSA¸ ¶vPNh ckr gS---¸ ek¡ us dgk] ¶eSa vHkh tkrh gw¡A¸ ;g igyk dke Fkk tks mlds csVs us mls lkSaik FkkA ek¡ dks cM+h [+kq'kh Fkh fd mlus ,sls [kqydj mlls ckr dh FkhA ¶ikosy] eSa le> x;h]¸ ek¡ us diM+s igurs gq, dgkA ¶;g ljklj ywV gSA D;k uke crk;k rqeus ml vkneh dk µ ;sxksj bokuksfop u\\¸ ek¡ 'kke dks nsj ls ykSVhA og Fkdh gqbZ] ij [+kq'k FkhA ¶eSa lk'kk ls feyh Fkh]¸ ek¡ us csVs dks crk;kA ¶mlus lyke dgk gSA ;sxksj bokuksfop cgqr lhèkk&lknk vkSj [+kq'kfetkt vkneh gSA mldh ckrsa lqudj g¡lh vkrh gSA¸ ¶eq>s cM+h [+kq'kh gS fd os yksx rqEgsa ilUn vk;s]¸ ikosy us èkhes ls dgkA ¶os cgqr gh lhèks&lkns yksx gSa] ikosyA tks yksx T+;knk 'kku ugha fn[kkrs] os cgqr vPNs yxrs gSaA os rqEgkjk cM+k lEeku djrs gSa---¸ lkseokj dks Hkh ikosy ?kj ij gh jgk D;ksafd mldh rch;r iwjh rjg vPNh ugha FkhA [kkus ds le; Ý+;ksnksj ekftu gk¡iQrk gqvk Hkkxk&Hkkxk vk;kA og izlUu vkSj mÙksftr FkkA ek¡ @ 77

¶vkvks pyks!¸ mlus fpYykdj dgkA ¶lkjh i+QSDVjh ds et+nwj dej dldj mB [kM+s gq, gSaA mUgksaus rqEgsa cqyk ykus ds fy, eq>s Hkstk gSA fltkso vkSj ek[kksfru us dgk Fkk fd rqe ftruh vPNh rjg lc dqN le>k nksxs mruh vPNh rjg dksbZ ugha le>k ldrkA ns[kks rks pydj D;k gks jgk gS!¸ fcuk dqN dgs ikosy diM+s iguus yxkA ¶vkSjrksa us Hkh vkdj dki+Qh gYyk&xqYyk epk j[kk gSA¸ ¶eSa Hkh pyrh gw¡]¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶vkf[k+j os yksx pkgrs D;k gSa\\ eSa Hkh pyw¡xh!¸ ¶pyks]¸ ikosy us dgkA os rst+h ls pqipki lM+d ij pys tk jgs FksA ek¡ bruh mÙksftr Fkh fd mls lk¡l ysus eas dfBukbZ gks jgh FkhA mls ,slk yxk fd dksbZ vR;Ur egÙoiw.kZ ckr gksus tk jgh gSA i+QSDVjh ds iQkVd ij vkSjrksa dh HkhM+ tek Fkh] tks fpYykdj xkfy;k¡ cd jgh FkhaA tc os rhuksa pqids ls ;kMZ esa igq¡ps rks mUgsa pkjksa vksj yksxksa dh HkhM+ fn[kk;h nhA yksx mÙksftr gksdj fpYyk jgs FksA ek¡ us ns[kk fd lc yksx iQkm.Mªh dh nhokj dh rji+Q eq¡g fd;s [kM+s gSa tgk¡ fltkso] ek[kksfru] O;kykso vkSj ik¡p&N% cqtqZx rFkk izHkko'khy et+nwj iqjkus yksgs ds <sj ij [kM+s Fks_ muds ihNs nhokj FkhA ¶Oyklkso vk jgk gS!¸ fdlh us fpYykdj dgkA ¶Oyklkso\\ mls bèkj vk tkus nks---¸ ¶pqi jgks!¸ dbZ vkokt+sa ,d lkFk vk;haA dgha ikl gh jhfcu dk likV Loj lquk;h fn;k % ¶ge dksisd ds fy, ugha] cfYd U;k; ds fy, yM+ jgs gSa] vly ckr ;g gS! gesa viuk dksisd bruk I;kjk ugha gS µ og Hkh nwljs dksisdksa ftruk gh xksy gS] ij Hkkjh muls T+;knk gS µ mlesa balkuksa dk ftruk [+kwu gS mruk Mk;jsDVj ds :cy esa Hkh ugha! o+Qher dksisd dh ugha] cfYd [+kwu dh gS] U;k; dh gS!¸ HkhM+ esa yksxksa us mlds 'kCn lqus vkjS pkjksa rji+Q ls rjg&rjg dh vkokt+sa vkus yxha % ¶jhfcu rqe Bhd dgrs gks!¸ ¶cgqr irs dh ckr dgh gS rqeus!¸ ¶yks] Oyklkso vk x;k!¸ ;s lc Loj feydj ,d xtZuk cu x;s ftlesa e'khuksa dh xM+&xM+kgV] Hkki dh lh&lh vkjS rkjkas dk xt¡q u lc dNq Mcw x;kA pkjkas rjiQ+ ls ykxs vius 78 @ ek¡

gkFk fgykrs gq, vkxs vk jgs Fks vkSj rh[ks 'kCnksa ls ,d&nwljs dks mÙksftr dj jgs FksA muds f'kfFky lhuksa esa tks vlUrks\"k ges'kk ls lqyx jgk Fkk] og lglk HkM+d mBk Fkk vkSj ckgj fudyus dks csrkc FkkA ;g vlUrks\"k fot;ksYykl ds lkFk okrkoj.k esa Nk x;k vkSj mlds v'kqHklwpd ia[k fujUrj iQSyrs x;sA ;g vlUrks\"k yksxksa dks vius iats esa dlrk x;k] mlus mUgsa ,d&nwljs dk 'k=kq cuk fn;k vkSj Lo;a izfrdkj dh ,d Tokyk ds :i esa HkM+d mBkA tuleqnk; ij èkwy vkSj dkfy[k dk ,d ckny&lk Nk x;k] ilhus ls rj psgjs mÙkstuk ls ped mBs] xkyksa ij O;Fkk ds vk¡lw cgdj lw[k x;s vkSj viuk fpUg NksM+ x;s] dkys psgjksa ij vk¡[ksa vkSj nk¡r pedus yxsA ikosy iqjkus yksgs ds <sj ij tk igq¡pk tgk¡ fltkso vkSj ek[kksfru [kM+s gq, FksA ¶lkfFk;ks!¸ mlus Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA ek¡ us ns[kk fd mldk psgjk cgqr ihyk iM+ x;k gS vkSj mlds gksaB dk¡i jgs gSaA vuk;kl gh og HkhM+ dks phjdj vkxs c<+us yxhA ¶èkDdk D;ksa nsrh gS\\¸ yksxksa us >¡q>ykdj mls Mk¡Vrs gq, dgkA nwljksa us myVdj mls èkDdk fn;k ij blls Hkh og u #dhA dUèkksa vkSj dqgfu;ksa ls Bsyrh gqbZ og vkxs c<+rh x;hA vius csVs ds ikl tkdj [kM+s gksus dh bPNk mls vkxs fy;s tk jgh FkhA tc ikosy us og 'kCn mPpkfjr fd;k tks mlds fy, xw<+ egÙo j[krk Fkk] rc mls ,slk yxk fd mldk xyk mYykl ds vkosx ls #¡/kk tk jgk gSA mldk th pkgrk Fkk fd og viuk fny fudkydj bu yksxksa dks vfiZr dj ns] og fny ftlesa U;k; izkIr djus ds LoIuksa us ,d vkx&lh yxk j[kh FkhA ¶lkfFk;ks!¸ mlus fiQj Å¡ps Loj esa dgk_ bl 'kCn us mlesa u;h 'kfDr vkSj mYykl Hkj fn;kA ¶ge og yksx gSa tks fxjtk?kj vkSj dkj[k+kus cukrs gSa] tks tathjsa <kyrs gSa vkSj flDds cukrs gSaA ge og thou&'kfDr gSa ftlds lgkjs lHkh yksx iSnk gksus ls ysdj ejus rd viuk isV Hkjrs vkSj ft+Unk jgrs gSaA¸ ¶Bhd dgrs gks!¸ jhfcu us fpYykdj dgkA ¶ges'kk vkSj gj txg tc dksbZ dke djuk gksrk gS rks lcls igys gesa cqyk;k tkrk gS vkSj tc dksbZ lqfoèkk ikus dk loky vkrk gS rks ge lcls ihNs gksrs gSaA gekjh ijokg dkSu djrk gS\\ gekjs fy, fdlus dqN fd;k gS\\ gekjs lkFk dksbZ bUlkuksa tSlk cjrko Hkh djrk gS D;k\\ ugha!¸ ¶ugha!¸ fdlh us mlds 'kCn dks izfrèofur fd;kA dqN nsj ckn tc ikosy ds Hkk\"k.k esa izokg vk x;k rks og vfèkd ek¡ @ 79

lhèks&lkns 'kCnksa esa vkSj 'kkUr Hkko ls cksyus yxkA HkhM+ èkhjs&èkhjs vkSj fudV vkrh x;h vkSj xBrs&xBrs ,slh yxus yxh ekuks ,d gh 'kjhj ij gt+kjksa flj yxs gksa tks viuh vla[; vk¡[kksa ls cM+s è;ku ds lkFk ikosy dk eq¡g ns[k jgs Fks vkSj mlds ,d&,d 'kCn dks ve`r dh cw¡nksa dh rjg ih jgs FksA ¶ge viuh gkyr ml le; rd dHkh ugha lqèkkj ldrs tc rd ge ;g u le> ysa fd ge lc lkFkh gSa] fe=kksa dk ,d ifjokj gSa tks vius vfèkdkjksa ds fy, yM+us dh ,dek=k bPNk ds lw=k esa ,d&nwljs ls c¡èks gq, gAaS ¸ ¶eryc dh ckr dgks]¸ ek¡ ds ikl [kM+s gq, fdlh O;fDr us ddZ'k Loj esa fpYykdj dgkA ¶Vksdks ugha]¸ nks rji+Q ls nks vkokt+sa vk;haA dkys psgjksa ij mnklh vkSj fujk'kk ds ckny Nk;s gq, Fks] ij dqN vk¡[ksa cM+s è;ku ls ikosy ds psgjs dks ns[k jgh FkhaA ¶lektoknh gS] exj csoo+Qwi+Q ugha gS!¸ fdlh us viuh jk; nsrs gq, dgkA ¶cM+h fgEer ls cksy jgk gS] gS u\\¸ yEcs dn ds ,d dkus et+nwj us ek¡ dks dqguh ekjrs gq, dgkA ¶lkfFk;ks] vc oD+r vk x;k gS fd ge bl ckr dks le> ysa fd [+kqn gekjs vykok vkjS dkbs Z gekjh enn ugha djxs k! vxj geas vius n'q eu dks gjkuk gS rks gekjk ukjk ;g gkus k pkfg, fd vxj fdlh ,d ij Hkh dkbs Z elq hcr vk;s rks lc mlds fy, yM+saxs vkSj gj vkneh lcds fy, yM+sxk!¸ ¶lp ckr dg jgk gS!¸ ek[kksfru us viuh eqV~Bh gok esa fgykrs gq, dgkA ¶Mk;jsDVj dks cqyokvks!¸ ikosy cksyrk tk jgk FkkA ,slk ekywe gqvk fd tSls lglk HkhM+ ij rwiQku dh ,d ygj nkSM+ x;hA HkhM+ eas ,d [kycyh gqbZ vkSj ntZuksa vkokt+sa ,d lkFk iqdkj mBha % ¶Mk;jsDVj dks cqyokvks!¸ ¶dqN yksxksa dks mlds ikl Hkstk tk;s!¸ ek¡ dqN vkSj vkxs c<+ x;h vkSj vius csVs dks VdVdh ck¡èkdj ns[kus yxhA mldk psgjk xoZ ls ped mBkA mldk ikosy bu iqjkus] lk[kokys et+nwjksa ds chp [kM+k Fkk vkSj lc yksx mldh ckrsa lqu jgs Fks vkSj mlls lger FksA ek¡ [+kq'k Fkh fd ikosy u rks X+kqLls esa gh vk;k vkSj u mlus nwljksa dh rjg xkfy;k¡ gh nhaA 80 @ ek¡

ftl rjg Vhu dh Nr ij vksys cjlrs gSa mlh rjg xkfy;k¡] dkslus vkSj Øksèk&Hkjs 'kCn lquk;h ns jgs FksA ikosy us ,df=kr tu&leqnk; ij ,d ut+j nkSM+k;hA ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd og viuh cM+h&cM+h vk¡[kksa ls dqN <w¡<+ jgk gkAs ¶gekjh rji+Q ls dkSu&dkSu tk;sxk\\¸ ¶fltkso!¸ ¶Oyklkso!¸ ¶jhfcu! mlds nk¡r Hk;kud gSa!¸ lglk HkhM+ esa dqN [kqlqj&iQqlqj lquk;h nhA ¶og [+kqn gh vk jgk gS!--¸ ¶Mk;jsDVj!---¸ HkhM+ us ,d yEcs dn ds] uqdhyh nk<+h vkSj yEcksrjs psgjsokys O;fDr ds fy;s jkLrk dj fn;kA ¶tkus nhft;s!¸ µ mlus gkFk ls yksxksa dks jkLrk NksM+ nsus dk ladsr fd;k fd dgha Nw u tk;sA og viuh vk¡[ksa fldksM+dj et+nwjksa dks ,d ,sls vuqHkoh ekfyd dh n`f\"V ls ns[k jgk Fkk] tks lwjr ns[krs gh vkneh dks igpku ysrk gksA yksxksa us tYnh ls viuh Vksfi;k¡ mrkjha vkSj >qddj mls lyke fd;k] ij muds lyke dk tokc fn;s fcuk gh og vkxs c<+rk x;kA HkhM+ ij lUukVk Nk x;k_ yksx dqN ?kcjk;s gq, Fks vkSj f[kfl;kuh g¡lh g¡ldj bl rjg pqids&pqids dkukiQwlh dj jgs Fks tSls cPps 'kSrkuh djrs gq, idM+s x;s gksaA og dBksj n`f\"V ls ek¡ ds psgjs dks ns[krk gqvk mlds ikl ls xqt+jk vkSj yksgs ds <sj ds lkeus igq¡pdj [kM+k gks x;kA fdlh us mls lgkjk nsus ds fy;s viuk gkFk c<+k;k] ij mlus mldh vksj dksbZ è;ku ugha fn;kA ,d >Vds ds lkFk t+ksj yxkdj og Åij p<+k vkSj ikosy vkSj fltkso ds lkeus tkdj [kM+k gks x;kA ¶;g HkhM+ D;ksa tek gS\\ rqe yksxksa us dke D;ksa cUn dj j[kk gS\\¸ dqN {k.k rd [k+keks'kh jghA yksxksa ds flj vukt dh ckfy;ksa dh rjg fgy jgs FksA fltkso us viuh Vksih fgykdj dUèks fcpdk;s vkSj flj >qdk fy;kA ¶esjs loky dk tokc nks!¸ Mk;jsDVj us fpYykdj dgkA ikosy c<+dj mlds ikl vk;k vkSj fltkso rFkk jhfcu dh rji+Q ladsr djds Å¡ps Loj esa cksyk % ¶gekjs lkfFk;ksa us ge rhuksa dks ;g ek¡x djus ds fy, pquk gS fd vki ek¡ @ 81

dksisd dkVus ds ckjs esa viuh vkKk okil ys ysaA¸ ¶D;ksa\\¸ Mk;jsDVj us ikosy dh vksj ns[ks fcuk gh iwNkA ¶D;ksafd ge bl dVkSrh dks csbUlki+Qh le>rs gSa]¸ ikosy us t+ksj ls dgkA ¶D;k rqe ;g le>rs gks fd eSa nyny dks et+nwjksa ds jgu&lgu dh gkyr lqèkkjus ds fy, ugha] cfYd mudk 'kks\"k.k djus dh bPNk ls lq[kokuk pkgrk gw¡\\¸ ¶gk¡]¸ ikosy us mÙkj fn;kA ¶vkSj rqe Hkh\\¸ Mk;jsDVj us jhfcu dh rji+Q eqM+dj iwNkA ¶ge lcdh ,d gh jk; gSA¸ ¶vkSj rqe] Hkys vkneh\\¸ mlus fltkso dh rji+Q eqM+dj iwNkA ¶eSa HkhA ge vius dksisd vius ikl gh j[kuk pkgrs gSaA¸ fltkso ,d ckj fiQj flj >qdkdj vijkfèk;ksa dh rjg eqLdjkus yxkA Mk;jsDVj us èkhjs&èkhjs HkhM+ ij ut+j Mkydj vius dUèks >VdsA fiQj og ikosy dh rji+Q eqM+k vkSj mls x+kSj ls ns[kus yxkA ¶rqe dqN i<+s&fy[ks vkneh ekywe gksrs gksA D;k rqe Hkh bl dke ds i+Qk;nksa dks ugha le>rs\\¸ ¶vxj i+QSDVjh vius [k+pZ ls nyny dks lq[kok ns rks dksbZ Hkh mlds i+Qk;nksa dks le> ldrk gS]¸ ikosy us brus Å¡ps Loj esa dgk fd lc yksx mldh ckr lqu ysaA ¶i+QSDVjh dksbZ èkeZ[kkrk ugha]¸ Mk;jsDVj us #[kkbZ ls dgkA ¶eSa gqDe nsrk gw¡ fd rqe yksx dke ij okil pys tkvksA¸ og cM+h lkoèkkuh ls yksgs dks vius ik¡o ls VVksyrk gqvk fcuk fdlh dh vksj ns[ks uhps mrjus yxkA HkhM+ eas vlUrks\"k dh ,d ygj nkSM+ x;hA ¶D;k ckr gS\\¸ Mk;jsDVj us tgk¡ ds rgk¡ #ddj iwNkA nwj ls fdlh dh vkokt+ us fuLrCèkrk dks Hkax fd;k % ¶tkvks] rqe [+kqn dke djks!--¸ ¶vxj rqe lc yksx iUæg feuV ds vUnj&vUnj dke ij okil u pys x;s rks eSa rqe lc ij tqekZuk dj nw¡xk!¸ Mk;jsDVj us cM+h l[+rh ds lkFk t+ksj nsdj dgkA ,d ckj fiQj og HkhM+ esa ls jkLrk cukrk gqvk pyk] ysfdu tSls&tSls og vkxs c<+krk x;k HkhM+ esa ,d eUn xtZuk&lh mRiUu gqbZ vkSj og ftruh 82 @ ek¡

nwj gksrk x;k ;g xtZuk mruh gh rst+ gksrh x;hA ¶ckr djds ns[k fy;k mlls!¸ ¶ge yksxksa ds fy, ;gh balki+Q gS! ;g Hkh dksbZ ft+Unxh gS!¸ os ikosy dks lEcksfèkr djds fpYykus yxs % ¶vjs] o+Qkuwunka] vc D;k fd;k tk;s\\¸ ¶Hkk\"k.k rks cgqr vPNk fn;k Fkk] exj tc ekfyd us viuh lwjr fn[kk;h rks ml Hkk\"k.k dk D;k i+Qk;nk gqvk\\¸ ¶vPNk] Oyklkso] crkvks vc ge D;k djsa\\¸ tc yksx cgqr ftí djus yxs rks ikosy cksyk % ¶lkfFk;ks] eSa rks ;g dgrk gw¡ fd tc rd dksisd dVkSrh cUn djus dk oknk u dj fy;k tk;s rc rd geesa ls dksbZ dke ij okil u tk;sA¸ yksx mÙksftr gksdj dgus yxs % ¶ge lcdks D;k csoo+Qwi+Q le> j[kk gS\\¸ ¶bldk eryc rks gS gM+rky\\¸ ¶,d&nks dksisd ds fy,\\¸ ¶gM+rky esa uqdlku D;k gS\\¸ ¶ge lc fudky fn;s tk;saxs---¸ ¶fiQj dke dkSu djsxk mlds ;gk¡\\¸ ¶cgqrsjs fey tk;saxs!¸ ¶rqEgkjk eryc gS xíkj\\¸ 13 ikosy uhps mrjdj ek¡ ds ikl vkdj [kM+k gks x;kA HkhM+ mÙksftr gks mBh FkhA lc yksx cgl dj jgs Fks vkSj mÙksftr gksdj fpYyk jgs FksA ¶rqe bu yksxksa dks gM+rky djus ij dHkh jkth ugha dj ldrs]¸ jhfcu us ikosy ds ikl vkdj dgkA ¶iSls dk ykyp t+:j gS bUgsa] ij yM+us dk cwrk ugha gS! rhu lkS ls T+;knk yksx rqEgkjk lkFk ugha nsaxsA bruk dpjk ,d niQs esa FkksM+s gh lki+Q gks tk;sxk---¸ ikosy pqi FkkA tu&leqnk; dk fo'kky dkyk psgjk mlds lkeus ?kwe jgk Fkk vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa esa vius loky dk tokc <w¡<+ jgk FkkA ikosy dk ân; ?kcjkgV ds ekjs t+ksj&t+ksj ls èkM+dus yxkA mls ,slk yxk fd mlds 'kCnksa dk dksbZ Hkh izHkko ugha iM+k Fkk] ekuks ikuh dh bDdk&nqDdk cw¡nsa rirh gqbZ ek¡ @ 83

t+ehu ij iM+rs gh NUu ls x+k;c gks x;h gksaA og Fkdk gqvk vkSj fujk'k ?kj ykSVkA ek¡ vkSj fltkso mlds ihNs vk jgs Fks_ jhfcu mlds cxy esa py jgk FkkA ¶rqe cksyrs vPNk gks ij rqEgkjh ckr fny dks ugha Nwrh! ;gh rks ckr gS! rqEgsa muds fny dks Nwuk pkfg, µ muds fny ds chpksa&chp fpuxkjh yxkuh pkfg,A rqe yksxksa dks rdZ ls ugha le>k ldrsA dksbZ twrk muds ik¡o ij Bhd gh ugha vkrk µ ;k rks cgqr dlk gksrk gS ;k cgqr <hyk!¸ ¶isykxs;k] ge cw<+s yksxksa dks rks vc o+Qcz dk jkLrk ysuk pkfg,!¸ fltkso dg jgk FkkA ¶vc u;s <ax ds yksx iSnk gks jgs gSaA ge yksx dSlh ft+Unxh clj djrs Fks] rqEgkjs vkSj esjs tSls yksx\\ tkuojksa dh rjg ?kqVuksa ds cy jsaxrs Fks] vius ls cM+s yksxksa ds vkxs t+ehu ij ukd jxM+rs FksA ysfdu vc µ ekywe ugha] ;k rks yksxksa dh vk¡[ksa [kqy x;h gSa ;k os igys ls Hkh cM+h xyrh dj jgs gSa] exj de ls de os gekjs tSls ugha gSaA bu ukStokuksa dks gh ns[k yks µ Mk;jsDVj ls ,sls ckr djrs gSa tSls og buds cjkcj dk gks!-- vPNk] ikosy fe[k+kbyksfop] eSa rqels ckn esa feyw¡xkA ftl rjg rqe nwljksa ds fy, yM+rs gks og cgqr vPNh ckr gSA bZ'oj rqEgkjh lgk;rk djs! 'kk;n rqEgha bu lc eqlhcrksa ls NqVdkjk ikus dk dksbZ jkLrk fudky yksA Hkxoku rqEgsa lq[kh j[ks!¸ vkSj bruk dgdj og pyk x;kA ¶tk ej tkds]¸ jhfcu us vLiQqV Loj esa dgkA ¶blds tSls yksxksa dks rks bUlku Hkh u dguk pkfg,A ;s rks cl xkjs dk dke ns ldrs gSa] dgha dksbZ njkj iM+ tk;s rks mls Hkjus ds fy,A Hkyk rqeus x+kSj fd;k] ikosy] fd rqEgsa izfrfufèk cukus ds fy, dkSu fpYyk;k Fkk\\ ogh yksx ftUgksaus ;g [k+cj mM+k;h Fkh fd rqe lektoknh gks vkSj gaxkek djkuk pkgrs gksA ogh yksx Fks! mUgksaus vius eu esa lkspk gksxk % ;g dke ls vyx dj fn;k tk;sxk µ bldh ;gh ltk gSA¸ ¶vius fglkc ls mUgksaus Bhd gh fd;k]¸ ikosy cksykA ¶vkSj HksfM+;s Hkh Bhd gh djrs gSa tc os vius HkkbZ&cUèkqvksa dks phj&iQkM+dj [kk tkrs gSa---¸ jhfcu ds psgjs ij fpUrk ds ckny Nk;s gq, Fks vkSj mlds Loj ls ekywe gksrk Fkk fd og cgqr mf}Xu gSA ¶yksx [k+kyh 'kCnksa dks ugha lqurs µ mUgsa ckr le>kus ds fy, eqlhcr mBkuh iM+rh gS µ [+kwu esa Mwcs gq, 'kCn dgus iM+rs gSa!---¸ 84 @ ek¡

ikosy fnu Hkj Fkdk&Fkdk vkSj mnkl ?kwerk jgkA mls ,d vthc fpUrk lrk jgh Fkh] mldh vk¡[kksa ls fpaxkfj;k¡ fudy jgh Fkha vkSj ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk tSls og dqN <w¡<+ jgk gksA ek¡ us bl ckr dks ns[kkA ¶D;k ckr gS] ikosy\\¸ mlus Mjrs&Mjrs lkoèkkuh ls iwNkA ¶flj esa nnZ gS]¸ mlus mÙkj fn;kA ¶rqe ysV tkvks] eSa MkWDVj dks cqyk;s ykrh gw¡A¸ ¶ugha] rqe fi+QØ u djks]¸ mlus tYnh ls mÙkj fn;kA fiQj mlus nch tcku ls dgk % ¶eSa vHkh demez vkSj det+ksj gw¡] ;gh eqlhcr gS! mUgksaus esjh ckr ij Hkjkslk ugha fd;k] esjk lkFk ugha fn;k] ftldk eryc gS fd eq>s viuh ckr Bhd ls dguh ugha vkrhA eSa vius vki ls ijs'kku vkSj yfTtr gw¡A¸ ek¡ us vius cVs s ds fopkjeXu pgs js dks ?kjw dj n[s kk vkjS mls èkhjt cè¡ kkus dk iz;Ru fd;k % ¶lcz ls dke yks]¸ mlus ujeh ls dgkA ¶ftl ckr dks os vkt ugha le>s gSa dy le> tk;saxsA¸ ¶mUgsa le>uk iM+sxkA!¸ ikosy us vkos'k esa dgkA ¶eSa Hkh le> x;h fd rqe Bhd ckr dg jgs gks---¸ ikosy ek¡ ds fudV tkdj cksyk % ¶ek¡] rqe fdruh vPNh gks!¸ vkSj eq¡g nwljh vksj dj fy;kA ek¡ pkSd iM+h] ekuks mlds bl 'kkUr Hkko ls dgs x;s 'kCnksa us mls vaxkjs dh rjg tyk fn;k gksA ek¡ us gkFk vius ân; ij j[kk vkSj csVs ds bl I;kj dks vius ân; esa la;ks;s gq, ogk¡ ls pyh x;hA mlh jkr tc ek¡ lks x;h Fkh vkSj ikosy fcLrj ij ysVk i<+ jgk Fkk] jktuhfrd iqfylokys vk;s vkSj HkquHkqukrs gq, ?kj dh gj pht+ myV&iqyVdj ryk'kh ysus yxsA mUgksaus Åij vVkjh ij ns[kk vkSj ckgj ckx dk Hkh dksuk&dksuk Nku ekjkA ml ihys psgjsokys vi+Qlj us bl ckj Hkh oSlk gh cjrko fd;k tSlk igys fd;k Fkk µ ogh viekutud O;ax] muds fnyksa dks tykusokyh O;ax&Hkjh ckrksa esa mls fo'ks\"k vkuUn vkrk FkkA ek¡ pqipki ,d dksus esa cSBh ,dVd vius csVs dh lwjr ns[krh jgh FkhA ikosy cgqr iz;Ru dj jgk Fkk fd mldh Hkkouk,¡ izdV u gksus ik;sa] ij tc Hkh og vi+Qlj g¡lrk ikosy dh m¡xfy;k¡ iQM+dus yxrhaA ek¡ tkurh Fkh fd tc og iqfylokyk dksbZ et+ko+Q djrk Fkk rks vius Åij dkcw j[kuk ikosy ds fy, fdruk dfBu gks tkrk FkkA bl ckr mls bruk Mj ugha yxk ftruk igyh ckj ek¡ @ 85

yxk FkkA Hkwjh onhZokys bu fu'kkpjksa ds izfr mldh ?k`.kk c<+ x;h Fkh vkSj bl ?k`.kk dh Hkkouk esa mldk Hk; nc x;k FkkA ¶eq>s idM+dj ys tk;saxs]¸ ikosy us ekSo+Qk ikdj ek¡ ds dku esa dgkA ¶eSa le> x;h gw¡---¸ ek¡ us flj >qdkdj èkhjs ls mÙkj fn;kA og tkurh Fkh fd fnu esa ikosy us et+nwjksa ds lkeus tks dqN dgk Fkk mlds dkj.k mls tsy esa Bw¡l fn;k tk;sxkA ij mlus tks dqN dgk Fkk] mlls lHkh lger Fks vkSj blfy, os mldh j{kk ds fy, mB [kM+s gksaxsA mls T+;knk fnu rd tsy esa j[kus dk lkgl fdlh dks u gksxk--- ek¡ dk th pkg jgk Fkk fd og mlds xys eas ck¡gsa Mkydj th Hkjdj jks;s] ij vi+Qlj cxy esa gh [kM+k viuh vk¡[ksa fldksM+dj mls ?kwj jgk FkkA mldh ew¡Nsa vkSj gksaB iQM+d jgs Fks vkSj isykxs;k fuyksouk dks ,slk yxk fd ;g O;fDr bl izrh{kk esa gS fd dc esjs vk¡lw Nydrs gSa vkSj dc eSa fxM+fxM+kdj mlls izkFkZuk djrh gw¡A lkjh 'kfDr cVksjdj mlus csVs dk gkFk idM+ fy;k vkSj ne lkèkdj èkhes Loj esa cM+s I;kj ls cksyh % ¶vPNk tkvks] ikosyA viuh t+:jr dh gj pht+ ys yh gS u rqeus\\¸ ¶gk¡] mnkl u gksA---¸ ¶Hkxoku rqEgkjh j{kk djs!--¸ tc os yksx ikosy dks ysdj pys x;s rks ek¡ ,d csap ij cSBdj pqids&pqids jksus yxhA og nhokj dh rji+Q ihB fd;s cSBh Fkh tSls mldk ifr cSBk djrk Fkk_ mldk ân; O;Fkk ls Hkjk gqvk Fkk vkSj mls viuh fuLlgk; n'kk dh osnukiw.kZ psruk [kk;s tk jgh FkhA viuk flj ihNs >Vddj ek¡ us ,d nch gqbZ yEch ph[k+ ekjh ftlesa mlds vkgr ân; dh lkjh osnuk meM+ vk;h FkhA mlds efLr\"d esa udkc tSlk ogh Hkkoghu ihyk psgjk] ogh iryh&iryh ew¡Nsa vkSj g\"kZ ls pedrh gqbZ ogh feaph&feaph vk¡[ksa ?kwe jgh FkhaA mlds lhus esa mu yksxksa ds izfr] tks ek¡vksa ls muds csVksa dks dsoy blfy, Nhu ysrs Fks fd os U;k; pkgrs Fks] dVqrk vkSj ?k`.kk ds ?kus ckny Nk x;sA lnhZ cgqr Fkh vkSj o\"kkZ dh cw¡nsa f[kM+dh ij flj iVd jgh FkhaA ek¡ dks ,slk yxk fd yEch&yEch Hkqtkvksa vkSj fcuk vk¡[kksa dh yky psgjksaokyh Hkwjh vkÑfr;k¡ jkr dks lUrfj;ksa dh rjg mlds ?kj dk pDdj dkV jgh Fkha vkSj mls mudh ,M+ksa dks eUn&eUn [kud lquk;h ns jgh FkhA ¶os eq>s Hkh ys tkrs rks vPNk gksrk]¸ ek¡ us lkspkA yksxksa dks dke ij cqykus ds fy, Hkksaiw ctkA vkt lqcg mldh vkokt+ u tkus D;ksa lnSo dh vis{kk èkheh vkSj HkjkZ;h gqbZ Fkh tSls mlesa fo'okl dh 86 @ ek¡

deh gksA njokt+k [kqyk vkSj jhfcu vUnj vk;kA ¶D;k mls idM+ ys x;s\\¸ mlus viuh Hkhxh gqbZ nk<+h dk ikuh iksaNrs gq, iwNkA ¶gk¡] ys x;s dyeq¡gs!¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj mÙkj fn;kA ¶;g rks igys gh ls ekywe Fkk]¸ og èkhjs ls g¡lkA ¶esjs ?kj dh Hkh ryk'kh yh FkhA gj pht+ VVksydj ns[khA xkyh&xykSt cgqr dh] exj uqdlku de gh fd;kA rks ikosy dks idM+ ys x;s! Mk;jsDVj us b'kkjk fd;k] iqfyl us flj fgyk;k vkSj µ ,d vkneh vkSj pyk x;kA vPNh feyhHkxr gSA ,d lhax idM+rk gS vkSj nwljk ,d&,d cw¡n nwèk fupksM+ ysrk gS---¸ ¶rqe yksxksa dks ikosy dh rji+Q ls vkokt+ pkfg,!¸ ek¡ us viuh txg ls mBrs gq, Å¡ps Loj esa dgkA ¶mlus tks dqN fd;k og lcds fy, fd;k!¸ ¶fdls vkokt+ mBkuh pkfg,\\¸ ¶lcdks!¸ ¶gq¡! rks rqEgkjk ;g [k+;ky gS! exj ;g dHkh ugha gksus dkA og g¡lrk gqvk ckgj pyk x;k vkSj mlds fujk'kktud 'kCnksa us ek¡ dks igys ls Hkh T+;knk nq[kh dj fn;kA ¶vxj mUgksaus mls ekjk&ihVk rks D;k gksxk\\--¸ og dYiuk djus yxh fd mlds csVs dks cgqr ekjk x;k gS vkSj mlds 'kjhj ij cgqr ls ?kko gSa vkSj og [+kwu esa yFkiFk gSA ek¡ ds ân; esa Hk; lek x;kA mldh vk¡[kksa esa ihM+k gksus yxhA ml fnu mlus u pwYgk tyk;k u [kkuk idk;k_ pk; rd ugha ihA jkr dks cgqr nsj ls mlus jksVh dk ,d VqdM+k [kk;kA tc og lksus ds fy, ysVh rks mls ,slk yxk fd mlds thou esa dHkh bruk lwukiu vkSj vdsykiu ugha FkkA fiNys dqN o\"kks± eas og fujUrj fdlh cgqr gh vPNh egÙoiw.kZ ckr dh vk'kk eas viuk thou fcrkus dh vknh gks pqdh FkhA mlds pkjksa rji+Q ukStoku yksxksa dh mYykliw.kZ vkSj dksykgye; ljxfeZ;k¡ vkSj mlds csVs dk yxu ls Hkjk gqvk psgjk] tks bl vPNs ij ladVe; thou ds fy, ftEesnkj Fkk] ges'kk mlds lkeus jgrk FkkA vc mlds tkrs gh tSls gj pht+ pyh x;h FkhA 14 ,d fnu chrk_ igkM+ tSlh ,d vkSj jkr chrhA ek¡ dks jkr Hkj uhan u vk;h_ ysfdu mlds ckn tks fnu vk;k og vkSj Hkh èkhjs&èkhjs chrkA og lksp jgh Fkh fd dksbZ vk;sxk ij dksbZ ugha vk;kA laè;k vk;hA jkr gks x;hA o\"kkZ ek¡ @ 87

dh B.Mh ckSNkjsa vkgsa Hkjdj nhokj ls viuk flj Vdjk jgh Fkha_ rst+ gok lhVh ctkrh gqbZ fpeuh eas gksdj vUnj vk jgh Fkh vkSj ,slk ekywe gks jgk Fkk fd tSls i+Q'kZ ds uhps dksbZ pht+ djoVsa cny jgh gSA Nr ls ikuh Vid jgk Fkk vkSj cw¡nsa Vidus dh vkokt+ ,d fofp=k lkeatL; ds lkFk ?kM+h dh fVd&fVd esa foyhu gqbZ tk jgh FkhA ,slk yxrk Fkk fd iwjk ?kj èkhjs&èkhjs Mxexk jgk gS_ O;Fkk ds dkj.k gj oLrq fu\"izk.k vkSj O;FkZ izrhr gks jgh Fkh- -- f[kM+dh ij fdlh ds [kV[kVkus dh vkokt+ vk;hA dqN nsj #ddj fiQj ogha vkokt+ vk;h--- ek¡ bu [kV[kVkgVksa dh vknh gks pqdh Fkh_ mls muls fcYdqy Hkh Mj ugha yxrk Fkk] ij bl ckj rks og fdafpr g\"kZ ls pkSad iM+hA vLi\"V vk'kkvksa ds mRlkg esa og tYnh ls mB [kM+h gqb± dUèkksa ij ,d 'kky Mkydj mlus tkdj njokt+k [kksyk--- leksbykso vUnj vk;kA mlds ihNs ,d vkSj vkneh Fkk ftldk psgjk dksV ds mBs gq, dkyj vkSj ekFks ij >qdh gqbZ Vksih dh vkM+ esa Nqik gqvk FkkA ¶lks rks ugha jgh Fkha vki\\¸ leksbykso us iwNkA bl iz'u ds vfrfjDr mlus vkSj dksbZ vfHkoknu dk 'kCn u dgkA lnSo ds foijhr mlds Loj esa fpUrk vkSj mnklh FkhA ¶ugha] lks;h ugha Fkh!¸ ek¡ us mÙkj fn;k vkSj mRlqdrk ls [kM+h mUgsa ns[krh jghA leksbykso ds lkFkh us Vksih mrkjdj viuk NksVk&lk xBhyk gkFk vkxs c<+k fn;kA mldh lk¡l esa [kj[kjkgV FkhA ¶D;ksa ek¡] gesa igpkuk ugha\\¸ mlus ,sls iwNk ekuks cgqr iqjkuk fe=k gksA ¶vj]s req gk\\s ¸ iys kx;s k fuykos uk us [k+ 'q k gkds j dgkA ¶;xs kjs bokukfs op\\¸ ¶gk¡] gk¡] ogh!¸ mlus iknjh tSls yEcs ckyksaokyk viuk cM+k&lk flj >qdkdj mÙkj fn;kA mlds psgjs ij ,d eqLdjkgV [ksy jgh Fkh vkSj ek¡ dks ns[kdj mldh NksVh&NksVh Hkwjh vk¡[kksa esa I;kj dh ,d ped vk x;hA og ns[kus esa fcYdqy leksokj yxrk Fkk µ xksy&eVksy] NksVk&lk] eksVh&lh xnZu vkSj NksVh&NksVh ck¡gsaA mldk psgjk ped jgk Fkk vkSj og t+ksj&t+ksj ls lk¡lsa ys jgk FkkA mlds lhus dh xgjkbZ esa dksbZ pht+ [kj[kjkgV iSnk dj jgh FkhA ¶rqe t+jk ml dejs esa pys tkvks] eSa diM+s igu yw¡]¸ ek¡ us dgkA ¶gesa rqels dqN iwNuk gS]¸ leksbykso us ut+jsa >qdkdj ek¡ dh rji+Q ns[krs gq, mRlqdrk ls dgkA ;sxksj bokuksfop nwljs dejs esa tkdj ogk¡ ls cksyus yxkA 88 @ ek¡

¶vEek] vkt lqcg fudksykbZ bokuksfop] ftlls vki ifjfpr gSa] tsy ls NksM+ fn;k x;k---¸ mlus dguk vkjEHk fd;kA ¶vPNk] eq>s ugha ekywe Fkk fd og tsy esa Fkk]¸ ek¡ chp esa cksy mBhA ¶nks eghus X;kjg fnu tsy eas jgkA ogk¡ mØbuh ls mldh eqyko+Qkr gqbZ Fkh] mlus lyke dgyk;k gS vkjS ikosy us HkhA vkjS mlus dgyk;k gS fd vki fpUrk u djsaA mlus dgk gS fd vki bl ckr dks tku ysa fd mlds jkLrs ij pyuos kykas ds fy, tys ge's kk gh vkjke djus dh txg gkrs h gAS gekjs gkfdekas us cgqr lksp&le>dj bl ckr dk bUrt+ke fd;k gSA vPNk] vEek] vc eSa dke dh ckr d:¡xkA ekywe gS dy fdrus yksx idM+s x;s Fks\\¸ ¶D;ksa] D;k ikosy ds vykok Hkh dksbZ idM+k x;k Fkk\\¸ ek¡ us vk'p;Z ls iwNkA ¶og mupklok¡ vkneh Fkk]¸ ;sxksj bokuksfop us 'kkUr Hkko ls dgkA ¶vkSj dkj[k+kus ds ekfyd 'kk;n ,d ntZu vknfe;ksa dks vkSj idM+okus ds iQsj esa gSaA tSls] ;gh egkuqHkko tks rqEgkjs lkeus gSa---¸ ¶gk¡] eSa Hkh!¸ leksbykso us eq¡g yVdkdj dgkA u tkus D;ksa isykxs;k fuyksouk dks ,slk yxk fd mls lk¡l ysus eas vc vfèkd lqfoèkk gks jgh gSA ¶de ls de og ogk¡ vdsyk rks ugha gS]¸ mlds efLr\"d esa ;g fopkj fctyh dh rjg dkSaèk x;kA diM+s igudj og vius vfrfFk;ksa ds ikl vk;h vkSj mudh rji+Q ns[kdj izlUurk ls eqLdjk;hA ¶eSa le>rh gw¡ fd tc brus yksxksa dks idM+dj ys x;s gSa rks T+;knk fnu ugha j[kxas -s --¸ ¶lks rks ugha j[kxas !s ¸ ;xs kjs bokukfs op us dgkA ¶vkjS vxj ge mudk ;g cuk&cuk;k [ksy fcxkM+ nsa rc rks os nqe nckdj Hkkx [kM+s gksaxsA ns[kks ckr ;g gS % vxj geus i+QSDVjh esa ipZs ck¡Vus cUn dj fn;s rks iqfylokys bl ckr dk i+Qk;nk mBk;saxs vkSj ikosy rFkk nwljs mu Hkys lkfFk;ksa ds f[k+yki+Q bLrseky djsaxs] tks bl oD+r tsy dh ;kruk >sy jgs gSa---¸ ¶og dSls\\¸ ek¡ us Hk;Hkhr gksdj iwNkA ¶cgqr lhèkh ckr gS ;g rks!¸ ;sxksj bokuksfop us 'kkUr Hkko ls mÙkj fn;kA ¶dHkh&dHkh iqfylokys Hkh viuh vDy ls dke ysrs gSaA vki [+kqn gh xk+ jS djas % ikoys tc ckgj Fkk rc v[kckj vkjS ijps cV¡ rs Fk_s ikoys tys pyk x;k µ v[kckj vkSj ipsZ c¡Vuk cUn gks x;sA cl] bldk lki+Q eryc ;g gS ek¡ @ 89

fd v[kckj vkSj ipZs ogh c¡Vokrk Fkk] gS fd ugha\\ vkSj cl os lHkh dks [kkuk 'kq: dj nsaxsA iqfylokyksa dks ;gh etk vkrk gS fd os yksxksa dks iwjh rjg uksp [kk;sa] gfM~M;k¡ rd cko+Qh u cpsa!¸ ¶eSa le> jgh gw¡] le> jgh gw¡!¸ ek¡ us mnkl Loj esa dgkA exj csVk] ge dj gh D;k ldrs gSa\\¸ ¶lR;kuk'k gks mudk! mUgksaus yxHkx lHkh yksxksa dks idM+ fy;k gS!--¸ jlksbZ ls leksbykso dh vkokt+ vk;hA ¶vc gesa dsoy vius y{; ds fy, gh ugha cfYd vius lkfFk;ksa dks cpkus ds fy, Hkh viuk dke djrs jguk gAS ¸ ¶vkSj gekjs ikl dke djus okyk dksbZ gS ugha]¸ ;sxksj us gYds ls eLq djkdj dgkA ¶gekjs ikl cgrq &lk cf<;+ k elkyk Nik j[kk g]S lc ejs s gkFk dh djkekr gS] exj vc mls i+QSDVjh esa dSls igq¡pk;k tk;s] cl ;gh le> esa ugha vkrkA¸ ¶vc os iQkVd ij gj ,d dh ryk'kh ysus yxs gSa]¸ lekbykso us dgkA ek¡ rkM+ x;h fd os mlls dqN vk'kk dj jgs gSaA ¶;g dSls fd;k tk ldrk gS\\¸ mlus tYnh ls iwNkA leksbykso njokt+s esa vkdj [kM+k gks x;k % ¶isykxs;k fuyksouk] vki ml [kksepsokyh dksjlquksok dks tkurh gSa\\¸ ¶gk¡] D;ksa\\¸ ¶mlls ckr djds nsf[k;sA 'kk;n og ;g pht+sa vUnj igq¡pk ns\\¸ ek¡ us gkFk fgykdj bl rjdhc dks jí dj fn;kA ¶vjs ugha! mlds isV esa dksbZ ckr ugha iprh! mUgsa i+QkSju ekywe gks tk;sxk fd mls os pht+sa eq>ls feyh Fkha µ bl ?kj ls vk;h Fkha µ vjs ugha!¸ fiQj lglk ekuks fdlh izsj.kk ds o'k mlus dgk % ¶rqe eq>s ns nks! eSa lc Bhd dj nw¡xhA eSa dksbZ rjdhc fudky yw¡xhA eSa ekfj;k ls dgw¡xh fd og eq>s gkFk c¡Vkus ds fy, vius lkFk ys ysA eq>s fdlh u fdlh rjg isV rks ikyuk gS ghA eSa i+QSDVjh esa [kkus dh pht+sa cspus ys tk;k d:¡xh! eSa lc dj yw¡xh!¸ vius lhus ij nksuksa gkFk j[kdj mlus tYnh&tYnh mUgsa fo'okl fnyk;k fd og lc dqN cM+s vPNs <ax ls fucVk nsxh] fdlh dk è;ku Hkh mldh vksj u tk;sxk vkSj vUr esa mlus Hkkokfrjsd ls dgk % ¶os yksx Hkh ns[ksaxs fd ikosy ds gkFk tsy ls ckgj Hkh igq¡p ldrs gSa! ge mUgsa fn[kk nsaxs!¸ 90 @ ek¡

rhuksa ds psgjs ped mBsA ¶ek¡] ;g rks deky gh dj fn;k vkius! dk'k vki tkurha fd D;k cf<+;k ckr lw>h gS vkidks! cl] etk gh vk x;k!¸ ;sxksj bokuksfop us vius nksuksa gkFk jxM+rs gq, eqLdjkdj dgkA ¶vxj ;g rjdhc dke dj x;h] rks eSa rks cgqr gh [+kq'kh ls tsy esa tk cSBw¡xk!¸ leksbykso us Hkh vius gkFk jxM+rs gq, dgkA ¶vEek] dksbZ tokc ugha gS vkidk bl nqfu;k esa!¸ ;sxksj bokuksfop us HkjkZ;h gqbZ vkokt+ esa fpYykdj dgkA ek¡ eqLdjk nhA og bl ckr dks vPNh rjg le> x;h Fkh fd vxj ipsZ i+QSDVjh esa c¡Vrs jgs rks ekfyd mlds csVs ij mudks c¡Vokus dk nks\"k ugha yxk ik;saxsA mlus vuqHko fd;k fd og bl dke dks iwjk djus dh {kerk j[krh gS vkSj mldk jkse&jkse g\"kZ ls iqyfdr gks mBkA ¶tc tsy esa ikosy ls rqEgkjh eqyko+Qkr gks rks mlls dguk fd mldh ek¡ cgqr gh vPNh gS]¸ ;sxksj bokuksfop cksykA ¶esjh eqyko+Qkr igys gksxh]¸ leksbykso us g¡ldj dgkA ¶mlls dg nsuk fd tks dqN Hkh djuk gksxk eSa d:¡xh! mls ;g crk nsuk!¸ ¶vkSj vxj mUgksaus leksbykso dks tsy u Hkstk rks\\¸ ;sxksj bokuksfop us iNw kA ¶rks fiQj D;k gks ldrk gS!¸ ek¡ cksyhA os nksuksa g¡l iM+s vkSj ek¡ Hkh dqN 'kjekdj] dqN >sairs gq, g¡lus yxhA ¶nwljkas ds n[q k dks viuk n[q k le>uk cgqr dfBu gkrs k g]S ¸ mlus vk[¡ ksa >qdkdj dgkA ¶;g LokHkkfod gh gS]¸ ;sxksj us dgkA ¶vkSj vki ikosy dh fpUrk u dhft;sxk] nq[kh u gksb;sxkA ikosy tsy ls vkSj vPNk gksdj vk;sxkA ogk¡ vkneh dks vkjke djus vkjS i<+us dk ekoS +Qk feyrk gS vkjS gekjs tlS s yksx tc rd ckgj jgrs gSa rc rd mUgsa nksuksa esa ls fdlh Hkh ckr dk ekSo+Qk ugha feyrkA eSa rhu ckj tsy gks vk;k gw¡] vkSj eSa ;g rks ugha dg ldrk fd ogk¡ tkdj eq>s cM+h [+kq'kh gksrh Fkh ij rhuksa gh ckj esjs fny vkSj fnekx dks cM+k i+Qk;nk igq¡pkA¸ ¶rqEgsa lk¡l ysus esa cM+h rdyhiQ gksrh gS]¸ ek¡ us mlds lhèks&lkns psgjs ij fe=krkiw.kZ n`f\"V Mkyrs gq, dgkA ¶mldh Hkh ,d [k+kl otg gS!¸ ;sxksj us m¡xyh mBkdj mÙkj fn;kA ek¡ @ 91

¶vPNk] ek¡] rks eSa le>rk gw¡ fd lc dqN r; gks x;k\\ dy ge ipsZ ykdj rqEgsa ns tk;saxs vkSj ,d ckj fiQj xkM+h py iM+sxh] vkSj cgqr fnuksa ls Nk;k gqvk vUèkdkj N¡Vus yxsxkA Hkk\"k.k dh vktknh dh t; gks vkSj ek¡ ds ân; dh t; gks! vPNk] fiQj feysaxs!¸ ¶vPNk rks pyrs gSa]¸ leksbykso us ek¡ ls gkFk feykrs gq, dgkA ¶eSa viuh ek¡ ls dHkh ;g djus dks ugha dg ldrk FkkA¸ ¶,d u ,d fnu lc ek¡,¡ bl ckr dks le> tk;saxh]¸ isykxs;k fuyksouk us mldk mRlkg c<+kus ds fy, dgkA mu yksxksa ds pys tkus ds ckn ek¡ us njokt+k cUn fd;k vkSj dejs ds chp esa ?kqVus Vsddj izkFkZuk djus cSB x;hA ckgj ckfj'k gks jgh FkhA mldh izkFkZuk esa 'kCn u FksA og rks dsoy mu yksxksa dh fpUrk dj jgh Fkh ftUgsa ikosy mlds thou esa ys vk;k FkkA ,slk ekywe gksrk Fkk fd mlds vkSj nso&izfrekvksa ds chp ;s yksx py&fiQj jgs Fks µ ;s lhèks&lkns yksx tks ,d&nwljs ls bruk ?kfu\"B lEcUèk j[krs gq, Hkh fcYdqy vdsys FksA cgqr lcsjs og ekfj;k dksjlquksok ls feyus x;hA [kksepsokyh us] tks ges'kk dh rjg flj ls ik¡o rd rsy esa pqiM+h gqbZ Fkh vkSj ftldh tcku dSaph dh rjg py jgh Fkh] cM+h lgkuqHkwfr ds lkFk ek¡ dk Lokxr fd;kA ¶mnkl gks\\¸ mlus vius fpdus eksVs gkFk ls ek¡ ds dUèks ij ,d èki ekjrs gq, iwNkA ¶fgEer u gkjks! os yksx mls idM+dj ys x;s D;k\\ rks blesa D;k gqvk\\ ;g dksbZ yTtk dh ckr ugha gSA ,d t+ekus esa yksx pksjh djus ij tsy esa cUn fd;s tkrs Fks] vc gd ds fy, yM+usokyksa dks tsy esa cUn dj fn;k tkrk gSA 'kk;n ikosy us cl mruk gh ugha dgk ftruk mls dguk pkfg, Fkk] exj mlus tks dqN fd;k og lc dh HkykbZ ds fy, Fkk] vkSj lc yksx bl ckr dks tkurs gSa] rqe fpUrk u djks! os yksx bl ckr dks u Hkh ekusa ij Hkys&cqjs dh igpku rks lHkh dks gksrh gSA eSa rks [+kqn rqels feyus vkuk pkgrh Fkh ij iQqjlr gh ugha feyhA fnu Hkj idkuk vkSj cspuk] exj ns[k ysuk µ eSa e:¡xh fHk[kkfj;ksa dh rjg! esjs pkgus okys eq>s [kk;s tkrs gSa µ blh dk rks jksuk gS! dksbZ bèkj uksprk gS] dksbZ mèkj uksprk gS] tSls pwgs jksVh dks dqrjrs gSaA tgk¡ eSaus FkksM+k&cgqr iSlk cpk;k dksbZ gjkeh vkdj Nhu ys tkrk gSA vkSjr gksuk Hkh ,d eqlhcr gS! lc ls x;h&chrh gS og bl èkjrh ij! vdsyh jgs µ rks cqjh] ejn djs µ rks ejh!¸ 92 @ ek¡

¶eSa rqels dgus vk;h Fkh fd eq>s Hkh vius lkFk dke djus ds fy, yxk yks]¸ isykxs;k fuyksouk us mldh cd&cd dks chp esa gh dkVdj dgkA ¶D;k eryc\\¸ ekfj;k us iwNkA tc isykxs;k us le>k;k rks ekfj;k us flj fgyk;kA ¶t+:j!¸ ekfj;k us dgkA ¶;kn gS] rqe eq>s esjs ejn ls cpkus ds fy, vius ;gk¡ fNik fy;k djrh Fkha\\ vc eSa rqEgsa Hkw[k ls cpkÅ¡xh--- rqEgkjh enn rks lcdks djuk pkfg, D;ksafd rqEgkjk csVk lc dh HkykbZ dh [kkfrj yM+rk gvq k idMk+ x;k gAS og cgrq vPNk g]S lc ykxs ;gh dgrs g]aS vkjS mUgas mlds idM+s tkus dk cM+k nq[k gAS fo'okl tkuks] bu fxj¶rkfj;ksa ls ekfydksa dks dksbZ i+Qk;nk gksus okyk ughaA ns[kks] iQSDVjh esa D;k gks jgk gSA cgu] cM+k cqjk gky g!S ;s ekfyd le>rs gaS fd vxj os fdlh dh ,Mh+ ij dkV yxas s rks og Hkkxuk NksM+ nsxkA exj gksrk ;g gS fd os ,d ntZu yksxksa dks ekjrs gSa vkSj lSdM+ksa yksx mu ij >iV iM+rs gSa!¸ bl okrkZyki ds iQyLo:i nwljs fnu nksigj dks ek¡ ekfj;k ds [kkus dh nks Vksdfj;k¡ fy, gq, i+QSDVjh x;h vkSj og [kksepsokyh [+kqn ckt+kj esa lkSnk&lqyiQ ysus pyh x;hA 15 et+nwjksa us u;h [kksepsokyh dks i+QkSju igpku fy;kA ¶iys kx;s k Hkh bl dke eas 'kkfey gks x;h\\a ¸ os iNw rs vkjS i'z kla k ds Hkko ls flj fgykrsA muesa ls dqN mls ;g Hkh fnyklk nsrs fd ikosy tYnh gh tsy ls NwV tk;sxkA dqN et+nwj Mk;jsDVj dks vkSj iqfylokyksa dks cqjh&cqjh xkfy;k¡ nsrs vkSj ek¡ dks vius ân; esa budh izfrèofu feyrhA dqN yksx ,sls Hkh Fks tks mls bl nqnZ'kk esa ns[kdj eu gh eu [+kq'k gksrs vkSj dkj[k+kus ds Vkbe&dhij blkbZ xksjckso us rks nk¡r ihldj ;gk¡ rd dgk fd ¶vxj eSa xouZj gksrk rks rqEgkjs csVs dks iQk¡lh ij p<+ok nsrk! yksxksa dks mYVh iV~Vh i<+kus pyk Fkk!¸ bl Hk;kud èkedh dks lqudj ek¡ dk ne lw[k x;kA mlus blkbZ dh ckr dk dksbZ mÙkj ugha fn;k] mlus dsoy mlds NksVs&ls èkCcsnkj psgjs dks ,d ut+j ?kwjdj ns[kk vkSj vkg Hkjdj vk¡[ksa >qdk yhaA iQ+ DS Vjh eas vlUrk\"s k iQyS k gvq k FkkA etn+ jw NkVs &s NkVs s fxjkgs kas eas tek gkds j vkil esa dkukiQwlh djrsA iQksjeSu yksx gj ckr dh Vksg ysus ds iQsj esa bèkj&mèkj ijs'kku ?kwers jgrsA pkjksa rji+Q xkfy;k¡ vkSj frjLdkjiw.kZ g¡lh lquk;h ek¡ @ 93

nrs hA nks iqfylokys leksbykso dks mlds lkeus ls ysdj xqtjs] og ,d gkFk tsc esa Mkys gq, py jgk Fkk vkSj nwljs ls vius yky ckyksa dks ihNs dj jgk FkkA mlds ihNs yxHkx lkS et+nwj pys vk jgs Fks vkSj fpYyk&fpYykdj iqfylokyksa dks xkfy;k¡ ns jgs Fks vkSj mudk et+ko+Q mM+k jgs Fks--- ¶leksbykso] gok [kkus tk jgs gks\\¸ fdlh us fpYykdj dgkA ¶vktdy ge yksxksa dh cM+h bTtr gks jgh gS!¸ fdlh nwljs us dgkA ¶tc ge Vgyus fudyrs gSa rks gekjs lkFk ,d&nks lUrjh dj fn;s tkrs gSa---¸ vkSj eksVh&lh xkyh nhA ¶ekywe gksrk gS fd vc pksjksa dks idM+us esa dksbZ i+Qk;nk ugha jgk]¸ ,d yEcs dnokys dkus et+nwj us vkokt+ dlhA ¶blfy, vc bZekunkj yksxksa dks idM+us yxs gSa----¸ ¶vjs] buesa bruh Hkyeulkgr Hkh ugha fd jkr dks fxjÝ+rkj fd;k djsa]¸ HkhM+ esa ls ,d vkokt+ vk;hA ¶;s gjkeh rks fnu&ngkM+s ;g v¡èksj djrs gSa!¸ iqfylokyksa dh R;ksfj;ksa ij cy iM+ x;s vkSj os rst+h ls pyus yxs] os dksf'k'k dj jgs Fks fd fdlh ckr dh vksj è;ku gh u nsa vkSj ,slk trk jgs Fks ekuks mUgsa tks xkfy;k¡ nh tk jgh Fkha mUgsa lqu gh u jgs gksaA rhu et+nwj yksgs dk ,d cM+k lk yV~Bk fy;s gq, muds lkeus vk fudysA ¶vjs fpM+hekjks] jkLrk rks nks!¸ mUgksaus fpYykdj dgkA ek¡ ds ikl ls gksdj xqtjrs le; leksbykso us flj fgykdj mls lyke fd;kA ¶ge Hkh py fn;s!¸ mlus [khlsa fudkydj dgkA ek¡ us pqipki >qddj mlds vfHkoknu dk mÙkj fn;kA bu bZekunkj vkSj le>nkj ukStokuksa dh mlds ân; ij cgqr xgjh Nki iM+h Fkh tks tsy tkrs g,q Hkh eLq djkrs jgrs FkAs ek¡ dk ân; ,d ekrk ds I;kj vkjS eerk ls Hkj mBkA i+QSDVjh ls okil vkdj mlus lkjk fnu ekfj;k ds lkFk fcrk;k_ og dke esa mldk gkFk c¡Vkrh jgh vkSj mldh csflj&iSj dh ckrsa lqurh jghA ml fnu 'kke dks og cgqr nsj esa ?kj ykSVh tks fcYdqy uhjl] ,dkUr vkSj fujk'kkiw.kZ FkkA cM+h nsj rd og fu#ís'; bèkj&mèkj Vgyrh jgh] mlds eu esa 'kkfUr ugha Fkh vkSj mldh le> esa ugha vk jgk Fkk fd D;k djsA mls fpUrk Hkh gks jgh Fkh D;ksafd jkr gksus vk;h Fkh vkSj ;sxksj bokuksfop vHkh rd vius okns ds vuqlkj Nis gq, ipsZ vkSj v[kckj ysdj ugha vk;k FkkA 94 @ ek¡

'kjn ½rq dh fge ds Hkkjh&Hkkjh lqjebZ xkys i`Foh ij fxj jgs FksA os cM+h dkseyrk ds lkFk f[kM+fd;ksa ds 'kh'kksa ij fpid tkrs Fks vkSj fiQj èkhjs&èkhjs fi?kydj uhps fiQly tkrs Fks vkSj viuk fpUg NksM+ tkrs FksA og vius csVs ds ckjs esa lksprh jgh--- njokt+s dks fdlh us cM+h lkoèkkuh ls [kV[kVk;kA ek¡ us tYnh ls nkSM+dj dq.Mk [kksy fn;kA lk'kk vUnj vk;hA ek¡ us cgqr fnu ls mls ugha ns[kk Fkk vkSj igyh ckr ftl ij mldk è;ku x;k ;g Fkh fd og t+:jr ls T+;knk eksVh yx jgh FkhA ¶lyke]¸ ek¡ us dgkA mls bl ckr dh [+kq'kh Fkh fd dksbZ rks vk;k vkSj vc de ls de dqN jkr mls vdsys ugha fcrkuh iM+sxhA ¶eSaus cgqr fnu ls rqEgsa ns[kk ughaA dgha ckgj x;h gqbZ Fkha\\¸ ¶ugha] eSa tsy esa Fkh!¸ yM+dh us eqLdjkdj mÙkj fn;kA ¶fudksykbZ bokuksfop ds lkFkA ;kn gS mldh\\¸ ¶gk¡] gk¡!¸ ek¡ us iqyfdr Loj esa dgkA ¶;sxksj bokuksfop us dy eq>s crk;k Fkk fd mls NksM+ fn;k x;k gS] ysfdu rqEgkjk eq>s irk ugha Fkk--- eq>s fdlh us crk;k Hkh ugha fd rqe dgk¡ Fkha---¸ ¶dksbZ ckr ugha gSA ;g yks] ;sxksj bokuksfop ds vkus ls igys eq>s diM+s Hkh cny ysus gSa]¸ mlus bèkj&mèkj ut+j Mkyrs gq, dgkA ¶rqe fcYdqy Hkhx x;h gks---¸ ¶eSa v[kckj vkSj ipsZ ysdj vk;h Fkh---¸ ¶ykvks] ykvks] eq>s ns nks!¸ ek¡ us cM+h mRlqdrk ls dgkA yM+dh us dksV ds cVu [kksydj vius 'kjhj dks >Vdk vkSj ipsZ bl rjg uhps fxjus yxs tSls ir>M+ esa isM+ksa ls iÙks fxjrs gSaA ek¡ mUgsa cVksjrs gq, g¡l iM+hA ¶eSaus tc rqEgsa ns[kk rks lksp esa iM+ x;h fd vkf[k+j rqe bruh eksVh dSls gks x;h-a -- euaS s le>k 'kk;n rEq gkjk C;kg gks x;k gS vkjS req iVs ls gkAs vjs okg! fdrus cgqr ls ipsZ ys vk;ha rqeA rqe iSny rks ugha vk;h gks u\\¸ ¶ugha] iSny gh vk;h gw¡]¸ lk'kk us mÙkj fn;kA og fiQj igys dh gh rjg yEch vkSj nqcyh&iryh yxus yxh FkhA ek¡ us ns[kk fd mldk psgjk cgqr mrjk gqvk Fkk] ftlds dkj.k mldh vk¡[ksa ges'kk ls T+;knk cM+h fn[kk;h nsus yxh Fkha vkSj vk¡[kksa ds uhps dkys ?ksjs iM+ x;s FksA ¶vkf[k+j rqe ;g D;ksa djrh gks\\ tsy ls NwVus ds ckn rks rqEgsa vkjke djuk pkfg,!¸ ek¡ us vkg Hkjdj flj fgykrs gq, dgkA ek¡ @ 95

¶djuk gh iM+rk gS]¸ dk¡irs gq, yM+dh us dgkA ¶vPNk eq>s ikosy fe[k+kbyksfop ds ckjs eas crkvks µ tc og idM+k x;k Fkk rc D;k og cgqr ijs'kku Fkk\\¸ ;g iz'u iwNrs le; lk'kk us ek¡ dh rji+Q ugha ns[kk] og flj >qdk;s dk¡irh gqbZ m¡xfy;ksa ls vius cky Bhd djrh jghA ¶T+;knk ijs'kku rks ugha Fkk]¸ ek¡ us mÙkj fn;kA ¶vius fny dh gkyr og t+kfgj FkksM+s gh gksus nsxkA¸ ¶mldk th rks vPNk gS\\¸ yM+dh us ujeh ls iwNkA ¶bruh mej gqbZ dHkh chekj rks iM+k ugha]¸ ek¡ us mÙkj fn;kA ¶exj rqe rks cqjh rjg dk¡i jgh gks! eaS vHkh rqEgkjs fy, pk; vkjS jlHkjh dk eqjCck yk;s nsrh gw¡A¸ ¶;g dj nks rks cM+k vPNk gSA exj cM+k >¡>V djuk iM+sxk µ bruh nsj gks x;h gSA eSa [+kqn cuk yw¡xh---¸ ¶bruk Fkdus ds ckn\\¸ ek¡ us f>M+dh ds Loj esa dgk vkSj leksokj esa vkx lqyxkus yxhA lk'kk Hkh jlksbZ?kj esa pyh x;h vkSj nksuksa gkFk flj ds ihNs ck¡èkdj csap ij cSB x;hA ¶tsy vkneh dks <hyk rks dj gh nsrh gS]¸ og cksyhA ¶miQ] og eugwl [k+kyh cSBS jguk] blls cqjk vkSj dqN ugha gks ldrk! fiatjs esa tkuoj dh rjg cUn jguk vkSj eu gh eu dq<+rs jguk fd ckgj fdruk dke djus dks iM+k gS!¸ ¶bl lcdk iQy rqEgsa dkSu nsxk\\¸ ek¡ us iwNk vkSj fiQj vkg Hkjdj Lo;a gh vius iz'u dks mÙkj fn;k % ¶bZ'oj ds flok vkSj dksbZ ugh! ysfdu esjk [k+;ky gS fd rqe rks mlesa Hkh fo'okl ugha j[krha\\¸ ¶ugha!¸ yM+dh us flj fgykdj la{ksi esa mÙkj fn;kA ¶exj eaS rqEgkjh ckr ij fo'okl ugha djrh!¸ ek¡ us vkos'k esa dgk vkjS fiQj vius nkeu ls gkFkksa dh dkfy[k iksaNrs gq, og n`<+ fo'okl ds lkFk cksyh] ¶rqe viuh vkLFkk dks Hkh ugha le>rhaA vxj rqEgsa bZ'oj esa fo'okl u gksrk rks rqe ,slk thou dSls fcrk ldrha\\¸ lglk cjlkrh esa fdlh ds iSj iVdus vkSj èkhjs ls cqM+cqM+kus dh vkokt+ vk;hA ek¡ pkSad iM+h vkSj yM+dh tYnh ls mNydj [kM+h gks x;hA ¶njokt+k u [kksyuk]¸ mlus pqids ls dgkA ¶vxj iqfylokys gksa rks lki+Q dg nsuk fd rqe eq>s ugha tkurha! dg nsuk fd eSa v¡èksjs esa jkLrk Hkwy 96 @ ek¡