Godaan upanyas_clone

jk; lkgc dEifu;ksa ij vfo'okl djrs Fks] nks&,d ckj bldk mUgsa dM+ok vuqHko gks pqdk Fkk] ysfdu feLVj [kUuk dks mUgksaus viuh vk¡[kksa ls c<+rs ns[kk Fkk vkSj mudh dk;Zn{krk ds dk;y gks x;s FksA vHkh nl lky igys tks O;fDr cdaS eas DydZ Fkk] og dos y vius vè;olk;] i#q \"kkFkZ vkjS ifz rHkk ls 'kgj eas itq rk gSA mldh lykg dh mis{kk u dh tk ldrh FkhA bl fo\"k; esa vxj [kUuk muds iFk&izn'kZd gks tk;sa] rks mUgsa cgqr dqN dke;kch gks ldrh gSA ,slk volj D;ksa NksM+k tk;sA rjg&rjg ds iz'u djrs jgsA lglk ,d nsgkrh ,d cM+h&lh Vksdjh esa dqN tM+sa] dqN ifÙk;k¡] dqN Qy fy;s tkrk ut+j vk;kA [kUuk us iwNkµvjs] D;k csprk gS\\ ngs krh ldidk x;kA Mjk] dgha cxs kj eas u idMk+ tk;A ckys kµdNq rks ugha ekfyd! ;gh ?kkl&ikr gSA ^D;k djsxk budk\\* ^cspw¡xk ekfyd! tM+h&cwVh gSA* ^dkSu&dkSu lh tM+h&cwVh gS] crk\\* nsgkrh us viuk vkS\"kèkky; [kksydj fn[kyk;kA ekewyh pht+sa Fkha tks taxy ds vkneh m[kkM+dj ys tkrs gSa vkSj 'kgj esa vÙkkjksa ds gkFk nks&pkj vkus esa csp vkrs gAaS tlS s edk;s ] d?a kh] lgnbs ;k] ddq jkèaS k]s èkrjw s ds cht] enkj ds Qyw ] djt]s ?keph vkfnA gjsd pht+ fn[kkrk Fkk vkSj jVs gq, 'kCnksa esa mlds xq.k Hkh c;ku djrk tkrk FkkA ;g edk;s gS ljdkj! rki gk]s ena kfXu gk]s frYyh gk]s èkM+du gk]s 'kyw gk]s [kkl¡ h gk]s ,d [kkjs kd eas vkjke gks tkrk gAS ;g èkrjw s ds cht gaS ekfyd] xfB;k gks] ckbZ gks----- [kUuk us nke iwNkµmlus vkB vkus dgsA [kUuk us ,d #i;k Qsad fn;k vkjS mls iM+ko rd j[k vkus dk gDq e fn;kA x+jhc us eg¡q &ekx¡ k nke gh ugha ik;k] mldk nqxquk ik;kA vk'khokZn nsrk pyk x;kA jk; lkgc us iwNkµvki ;g ?kklikr ysdj D;k djsaxs\\ [kUuk us eqLdqjkdj dgkµbudh v'kfQZ;k¡ cukÅ¡xkA eSa dhfe;kxj gw¡A ;g vkidks 'kk;n ugha ekyweA ^rks ;kj] og ea=k gesa fl[kk nksA* ^gk¡&gk¡] 'kkSo+$ lsA esjh 'kkfxnhZ dhft;sA igys lok lsj yM~Mw ykdj p<+kb,] rc crkÅ¡xkA ckr ;g gS fd esjk rjg&rjg ds vknfe;ksa ls lkcdk iM+rk gSA dqN ,sls yksx Hkh vkrs gSa] tks tM+h&cwfV;ksa ij tku nsrs gSaA mudks bruk ekywe 100 @ xksnku

gks tk;s fd ;g fdlh Qdhj dh nh gqbZ cwVh gS] fQj vkidh [kq'kken djsaxs] ukd jxM+saxs] vkSj vki ;g pht+ mUgsa ns nsa] rks ges'kk ds fy;s vkids _.kh gksa tk;saxsA ,d #i;s esa vxj nl&chl cq)qvksa ij ,glku dk uenk dlk tk lds] rks D;k cqjk gSA tjk ls ,glku ls cM+s&cM+s ls dke fudy tkrs gSaA jk; lkgc us dqrwgy ls iwNkµexj bu cwfV;ksa ds xq.k vkidks ;kn dSls jgxas \\s [kUuk us dgdgk ekjkµvki Hkh jk; lkgc! cMs+ ets dh ckras djrs gAaS ftl cwVh esa tks xq.k pkgs crk nhft;s] og vkidh fy;kdr ij equglj gSA lsgr rks #i;s esa vkB vkus fo'okl ls gksrh gSA vki tks bu cM+s&cM+s vi+$ljksa dks ns[krs g]aS vkjS bu yEch iN¡w okys fo}kukas dk]s vkjS bu jblZ kas dk]s ;s lc vUèkfo'oklh gkrs s gSaA eSa rks ouLifr&'kkL=k ds izksQslj dks tkurk gw¡] tks dqdjkSaèks dk uke Hkh ugha tkursA bu fo}kuksa dk etkd rks gekjs Lokehth [kwc mM+krs gSaA vkidks rks dHkh muds n'kZu u gq, gksaxsA vcdh vki vk;saxs] rks muls feykÅ¡xkA tc os esjs cxhps esa Bgjrs gSa] jkr&fnu yksxksa dk rk¡rk yxk jgrk gSA ek;k rks mUgsa Nw Hkh ugha x;hA dsoy ,d ckj nwèk ihrs gSaA ,slk fo}ku egkRek eSaus vkt rd ugha n[s kkA u tkus fdrus o\"kZ fgeky; ij ri djrs jgAs ijw s fl) i#q \"k gAaS vki muls vo'; nh{kk yhft;sA eq>s fo'okl gS] vkidh ;g lkjh dfBukb;k¡ NweUrj gks tk;saxhA vkidks ns[krs gh vkidk Hkwr&Hkfo\"; lc dg lquk;saxsA ,sls izlUu eq[k gSa fd ns[krs gh eu f[ky mBrk gSA rkTtqc rks ;g gS fd [kqn brus cM+s egkRek gSa( exj lU;kl vkSj R;kx efUnj vkSj eB] lEiznk; vkSj iUFk] bu lcdks <ksax dgrs g]aS ik[k.M dgrs g]aS :f<+;kas ds cUèku dks rkMs +ks vkjS euq\"; cuk]s nos rk cuus dk [+;ky NksM+ksA nsork cudj rqe euq\"; u jgksxsA jk; lkgc ds eu esa 'kadk gqbZA egkRekvksa esa mUgsa Hkh og fo'okl Fkk] tks iHz krq kokykas eas vkerkjS ij gkrs k gAS n[q kh ikz .k dks vkRefpUru eas tks 'kkfUr feyrh gSA mlds fy;s og Hkh ykykf;r jgrs FksA tc vkfFkZd dfBukb;ksa ls fujk'k gks tkrs] eu esa vkrk] lalkj ls eq¡g eksM+dj ,dkUr esa tk cSBsa vkSj eks{k dh fpUrk djsaA lalkj ds cUèkuksa dks og Hkh lkèkkj.k euq\";ksa dh Hkk¡fr vkReksUufr ds ekxZ dh ckèkk,¡ le>rs Fks vkSj buls nwj gks tkuk gh muds thou dk Hkh vkn'kZ Fkk( ysfdu lU;kl vkSj R;kx ds fcuk cUèkuksa dks rksM+us dk vkSj D;k mik; gS\\ ^ysfdu tc og laU;kl dks <ksax dgrs gSa] rks [kqn D;ksa lU;kl fy;k gS\\* ^mUgksaus laU;kl dc fy;k gS lkgc] og rks dgrs gSaµvkneh dks vUr rd dke djrs jguk pkfg,A fopkj&Lokra=; muds mins'kksa dk rRo gSA* xksnku @ 101

^esjh le> esa dqN ugha vk jgk gSA fopkj&Lokra=; dk vk'k; D;k gS\\* ^le> esa rks esjs Hkh dqN ugha vkrk] vcdh vkb,] rks muls ckrsa gksaA og izse dks thou dk lR; dgrs gSaA vkSj bldh ,slh lqUnj O;k[;k djrs gSa fd eu eqXèk gks tkrk gSA* ^fel ekyrh dks muls feyk;k ;k ugha\\* ^vki Hkh fnYyxh djrs gSaA ekyrh dks Hkyk buls D;k feyrk---* okD; iwjk u gqvk Fkk fd og lkeus >kM+h esa ljljkgV dh vkokt lqudj pkSd iM+s vkSj izk.k&j{kk dh izsj.kk ls jk; lkgc ds ihNs vk x;sA >kM+h esa ls ,d rsanqvk fudyk vkSj eUn xfr ls lkeus dh vksj pykA jk; lkgc us cUnwd mBk;h vkSj fu'kkuk ck¡èkuk pkgrs Fks fd [kUuk us dgkµ;g D;k djrs gSa vki\\ [okge[kkg mls NsM+ jgs gSaA dgha ykSV iM+s rks\\ ^ykSV D;k iM+sxk] ogha <sj gks tk;sxkA* ^rks eq>s ml Vhys ij p<+ tkus nhft;As eaS f'kdkj dk ,ls k 'kkoS +$hu ugha gA¡w * ^rc D;k f'kdkj [ksyus pys Fks\\* ^'kker vkSj D;kA* jk; lkgc us cUnwd uhps dj yhA ^cM+k vPNk f'kdkj fudy x;kA ,sls volj de feyrs gSaA* ^eSa rks vc ;gk¡ ugha Bgj ldrkA [krjukd txg gSA* ^,dkèk f'kdkj rks ekj ysus nhft;sA [kkyh gkFk ykSVrs 'keZ vkrh gSA* ^vki eq>s d`ik djds dkj ds ikl igq¡pk nhft;s] fQj pkgs rsanq, dk f'kdkj dhft, ;k phrs dkA* ^vki cM+s Mjiksd gSa feLVj [kUuk] lpA* ^O;FkZ esa viuh tku [krjs esa Mkyuk cgknqjh ugha gSA* ^vPNk rks vki [kq'kh ls ykSV ldrs gSaA* ^vdys k\\* ^jkLrk fcYdqy lki+$ gSA* ^th ughaA vkidks esjs lkFk pyuk iM+sxkA* jk; lkgc us cgrq le>k;k( exj [kUuk us ,d u ekuhA ekjs Hk; ds mudk pgs jk ihyk iM+ x;k FkkA ml oDr vxj >kMh+ eas ls ,d fxygjh Hkh fudy vkrh] rks og ph[k ekjdj fxj iM+rsA cksVh&cksVh dk¡i jgh FkhA ilhus ls rj gks x;s Fks! jk; lkgc dks ykpkj gksdj muds lkFk ykSVuk iM+kA tc nksuksa vkneh cM+h nwj fudy vk;s] rks [kUuk ds gks'k fBdkus vk;sA 102 @ xksnku

ckys µs [krjs ls ugha Mjrk( yfs du [krjs ds eqg¡ eas mx¡ yh Mkyuk fgekdr gAS ^vth tkvks HkhA tjk&lk rsanqvk ns[k fy;k] rks tku fudy x;hA* ^eSa f'kdkj [ksyuk ml tekus dk laLdkj le>rk gw¡] tc vkneh i'kq FkkA rc ls laLd`fr cgqr vkxs c<+ x;h gSA* ^eSa fel ekyrh ls vkidh dybZ [kksyw¡xkA* ^eSa vfgalkoknh gksuk yTtk dh ckr ugha le>rkA* ^vPNk] rks ;g vkidk vfgalkokn FkkA 'kkckl!* [kUuk us xoZ ls dgkµth gk¡] ;g esjk vfgalkokn FkkA vki cq) vkSj 'kadj ds uke ij xoZ djrs gaS vkjS i'kvq kas dh gR;k djrs g]aS yTtk vkidks vkuh pkfg,] u fd eq>sA dqN nwj nksuksa fQj pqipki pyrs jgsA rc [kUuk cksysµrks vki dc rd vk;saxs\\ eSa pkgrk gw¡] vki ikWfylh dk QkeZ vkt gh Hkj nsa vkSj 'kDdj ds fgLlksa dk HkhA esjs ikl nksuksa QkeZ Hkh ekStwn gSaA jk; lkgc us fpfUrr Loj esa dgkµtjk lksp ysus nhft,A ^blesa lkspus dh t+:jr ughaA* rhljh Vkys h fet+kZ [kq'knZs vkjS feLVj r[a kk dh FkhA fet+kZ [kq'knZs ds fy;s Hkrw vkjS Hkfo\"; lkns dkxt dh Hkkf¡ r FkkA og oreZ ku eas jgrs FkAs u Hkrw dk iNrkok Fkk] u Hkfo\"; dh fpUrkA tks dqN lkeus vk tkrk Fkk] mleas th&tku ls yx tkrs FksA fe=kksa dh e.Myh esa og fouksn ds iqrys FksA dkSafly esa muls T+;knk mRlkgh esEcj dksbZ u FkkA ftl iz'u ds ihNs iM+ tkrs] fefuLVjksa dks #yk nsrsA fdlh ds lkFk :&fj;k;r djuk u tkurs FkAs chp&chp eas ifjgkl Hkh djrs tkrs FkAs muds fy;s vkt thou Fkk] dy dk irk ughAa xLq los j Hkh ,ls s Fks fd rky Bkdas dj lkeus vk tkrs FksA uezrk ds lkeus n.Mor djrs Fks( ysfdu tgk¡ fdlh us 'kku fn[kk;h vkjS ;g gkFk èkkds j mlds ihNs iMAs+ u viuk yus k ;kn j[krs Fk]s u nlw jkas dk nus kA 'kkoS $+ Fkk 'kk;jh dk vkjS 'kjkc dkA vkjS r dos y eukjs ta u dh oLrq FkhA cgrq fnu gq, ân; dk fnokyk fudky pqds FksA feLVj ra[kk nk¡o&isap ds vkneh Fks] lkSnk iVkus esa] eqvkeyk lqy>kus esa] vMa+xk yxkus esa] ckyw ls rsy fudkyus esa] xyk nckus esa] nqe >kM+dj fudy tkus esa cM+s fl)gLrA dfg;s jsr esa uko pyk nsa] iRFkj ij nwc mxk nsaA rkYyqdsnkjksa dks egktuksa ls dt+Z fnykuk] u;h dEifu;k¡ [kksyuk] pquko ds volj ij mEesnokj [kM+s djuk] ;gh mudk O;olk; FkkA [kkldj pquko ds le; mudh xksnku @ 103

rdnhj pedrh FkhA fdlh ik<s s+ mEens &okj dks [kMk+ djr]s fnykts ku ls mldk dke djrs vkSj nl&chl gt+kj cuk ysrsA tc dkaxzsl dk t+ksj Fkk rks dkaxzsl ds mEens okjkas ds lgk;d FkAs tc lkEinz kf;d ny dk tk+ js gvq k] rks fgUnlw Hkk dh vkjs ls dke djus yxs( exj bl myVQsj ds leFkZu ds fy;s muds ikl ,slh nyhysa Fkha fd dksbZ m¡xyh u fn[kk ldrk FkkA 'kgj ds lHkh jbZl] lHkh gqDdke] lHkh vehjksa ls mudk ;kjkuk FkkA fny esa pkgs yksx mudh uhfr ilUn u djsa( ij og LoHkko ds brus uez Fks fd dksbZ eq¡g ij dqN u dg ldrk FkkA fet+kZ [kq'ksZn us :eky ls ekFks dk ilhuk iksaNdj dgkµvkt rks f'kdkj [ksyus ds yk;d fnu ugha gSA vkt rks dksbZ eq'kk;jk gksuk pkfg, FkkA odhy us leFkZu fd;kµth gk¡] ogha ckx esaA cM+h cgkj jgsxhA FkksM+h nsj ds ckn feLVj ra[kk us ekeys dh ckr NsM+hA ^vc dh pquko esa cM+s&cM+s xqy f[kysaxsA vkids fy;s Hkh eqf'dy gSA* fet+kZ fojDr eu ls cksysµvcdh eSa [kM+k gh u gw¡xkA ra[kk us iwNkµD;ksa\\ ^e¶q r+ dh cdcd dkuS djAs Qk;nk gh D;k! e>q s vc bl Mes kØls h eas HkfDr ugha jghA tjk&lk dke vkjS eghukas dh cglA gk]¡ turk dh vk[¡ kkas eas èkyw >kdas us ds fy;s vPNk Lok¡x gSA blls rks dgha vPNk gS fd ,d xouZj jgs] pkgs og fgUnqLrkuh gks] ;k vaxzst] blls cgl ughaA ,d baftu ftl xkM+h dks cM+s ets ls gt+kjksa ehy [khap ys tk ldrk gS] mls nl gt+kj vkneh feydj Hkh mruh rst+h ls ugha [khap ldrsA eSa rks ;g lkjk rek'kk ns[kdj dkSafly ls cstkj gks x;k gw¡A ejs k cl py]s rks dkfaS ly eas vkx yxk nA¡w ftls ge Mes kØls h dgrs g]aS og O;ogkj eas cM&s+ cMs+ O;kikfj;kas vkjS tehna kjkas dk jkT; g]S vkjS dNq ughAa puq ko eas ogh ckth ys tkrk g]S ftlds ikl #i;s gAaS #i;s ds t+kjs ls mlds fy;s lHkh lqfoèkk,¡ r;S kj gks tkrh gSaA cM+s&cM+s if.Mr] cM+s&cM+s ekSyoh] cM+s&cM+s fy[kus vkSj cksyus okys] tks viuh tokc vkjS dye ls ifCyd dks ftl rji+$ pkgas Qjs n]as lHkh lkus s ds nos rk ds iSjksa ij ekFkk jxM+rs gSaA eSaus rks bjknk dj fy;k gS] vc ,ysD'ku ds ikl u tkÅ¡xk! esjk izksisxS.Mk vc MsekØslh ds f[k+yki+$+ gksxkA* fet+kZ lkgc us djq ku dh vk;rkas ls fl) fd;k fd ijq kus tekus ds ckn'kkgkas ds vkn'kZ fdrus Å¡ps FksA vkt rks ge mldh rji+$ rkd Hkh ugha ldrsA gekjh vk¡[kksa esa pdkpkSaèk vk tk;sxhA ckn'kkg dks [ktkus dh ,d dkSM+h Hkh futh [kpZ esa ykus dk vfèkdkj u FkkA og fdrkcsa udy djds] diM+s lhdj] yM+dksa dks i<+kdj viuk xqtj djrk FkkA fet+kZ us vkn'kZ eghiksa dh ,d yEch lwph fxuk 104 @ xksnku

nhA dgk¡ rks og iztk dks ikyus okyk ckn'kkg] vkSj dgk¡ vktdy ds ea=kh vkSj fefuLVj] ik¡p] Ng] lkr] vkB gt+kj ekgokj feyuk pkfg,A ;g ywV gS ;k Mes kØls h! fgjuksa dk ,d >q.M pjrk gqvk ut+j vk;kA fet+kZ ds eq[k ij f'kdkj dk tk's k ped mBkA cUndw lH¡ kkyh vkjS fu'kkuk ekjkA ,d dkyk&lk fgju fxj iMk+ A og ekjk! bl mUeÙk èofu ds lkFk fetk+ Z Hkh crs gk'kk nkMS As+ fcYdyq cPpkas dh rjg mNyrs] dwnrs] rkfy;k¡ ctkrsA lehi gh ,d o`{k ij ,d vkneh ydfM+;k¡ dkV jgk FkkA og Hkh pV&pV o{` k ls mrjdj fet+ktZ h ds lkFk nkMS +kA fgju dh xnuZ eas xkys h yxh Fkh] mlds ijS kas esa dEiu gks jgk Fkk vkSj vk¡[ksa iFkjk x;h FkhaA ydM+gkjs us fgju dks d#.k us=kksa ls ns[kdj dgkµvPNk iëk Fkk] eu Hkj ls de u gksxkA gqdqe gks] rks eSa mBkdj igq¡pk nw¡\\ fet+kZ dqN cksys ughaA fgju dh V¡xh gqbZ] nhu osnuk ls Hkjh vk¡[ksa ns[k jgs FksA vHkh ,d feuV igys blesa thou FkkA tjk&lk iRrk Hkh [kM+drk] rks dku [kM+s djds pkSdfM+;k¡ Hkjrk gqvk fudy HkkxrkA vius fe=kksa vkSj cky&cPpksa ds lkFk b'Z oj dh mxkbZ gqbZ ?kkl [kk jgk Fkk( exj vc fuLiUn iM+k gAS mldh [kky mèksM+ yks] mldh cksfV;k¡ dj Mkyks] mldk dhek cuk Mkyks] mls [kcj u gksxhA mlds ØhMke; thou eas tks vkd\"k.Z k Fkk] tks vkuUn Fkk] og D;k bl futhoZ 'ko esa gS\\ fdruh lqUnj xBu Fkh] fdruh I;kjh vk¡[ksa] fdruh euksgj Nfo\\ mldh Nyk¡xsa ân; esa vkuUn dh rjaxsa iSnk dj nsrh Fkha] mldh pkSdfM+;ksa ds lkFk gekjk eu Hkh pkdS fM;+ k¡ Hkjus yxrk FkkA mldh LQfw rZ thou&lk fc[kjs rh pyrh Fkh] tlS s Qwy lqxUèk fc[ksjrk gS( ysfdu vc! mls ns[kdj Xykfu gksrh gSA ydM+gkjs us iwNkµdgk¡ igq¡pkuk gksxk ekfyd\\ eq>s Hkh nks&pkj iSls ns nsukA fet+kZth tSls è;ku ls pkSad iM+sA cksysµvPNk mBk ysA dgk¡ pysxk\\ ^tgk¡ gqdqe gks ekfydA* ^ugha] tgk¡ rsjh bPNk gks] ogk¡ ys tkA eSa rq>s nsrk gw¡A* ydM+gkjs us fet+kZ dh vksj dqrwgy ls ns[kkA dkuksa ij fo'okl u vk;kA ^vjs ugha ekfyd] gqtwj us fldkj fd;k gS] rks ge dSls [kk ysa* ^ugh&a ugha eaS [k'q kh ls dgrk g]¡w req bls ys tkvkAs rEq gkjk ?kj ;gk¡ ls fdruh nwj gSA\\* ^dksbZ vkèkk dksl gksxk ekfyd!* ^rks eSa Hkh rqEgkjs lkFk pyw¡xkA ns[kw¡xk] rqEgkjs cky&cPps dSls [kq'k gksrs gSaA* xksnku @ 105

^,sls rks eSa u ys tkÅ¡xk ljdkj! vki bruh nwj ls vk;s] bl dM+h èkwi esa fldkj fd;k] eSa dSls mBk ys tkÅ¡\\* ^mBk mBk] nsj u djA eq>s ekywe gks x;k rw Hkyk vkneh gSA* ydM+gkjs us Mjrs&Mjrs vkSj jg&jgdj fet+kZth ds eq[k dh vksj l'kad us=kksa ls ns[krs gq, fd dgha fcxM+ u tk;sa] fgju dks mBk;kA lglk mlus fgju dks NksM+ fn;k vkjS [kMk+ gkds j ckys kµeaS le> x;k ekfyd] gtq jw us bldh gykyh ugha dhA fet+kZth us g¡ldj dgkµcl&cl] rwus [kwc le>kA vc mBk ys vkSj ?kj pyA fet+kZth èkeZ ds brus ikcUn u FksA nl lky ls mUgksaus uekt u i<+h FkhA nks eghus esa ,d fnu ozr j[k ysrs FksA fcYdqy fujkgkj] futZy( exj ydM+gkjs dks bl [+;ky ls tks lUrks\"k gqvk Fkk fd fgju vc bu yksxksa ds fy;s v[kk| gks x;k gS] mls Qhdk u djuk pkgrs FksA ydMg+ kjs us gyds eu ls fgju dks xnuZ ij j[k fy;k vkjS ?kj dh vkjs pykA ra[kk vHkh rd rVLFk ls ogha isM+ ds uhps [kM+s FksA èkwi esa fgju ds ikl tkus dk d\"V D;ksa mBkrsA dqN le> esa u vk jgk Fkk fd eqvkeyk D;k gS( ysfdu tc ydM+gkjs dks mYVh fn'kk esa tkrs ns[kk] rks vkdj fet+kZ ls cksysµvki mèkj dgk¡ tk jgs gSa gt+jr! D;k jkLrk Hkwy x;s\\ fet+kZ us vijkèkh Hkko ls eqLdqjkdj dgkµeSaus f'kdkj bl x+jhc vkneh dks ns fn;kA vc tjk blds ?kj py jgk gw¡A vki Hkh vkb, uA ra[kk us fet+kZ dks dqrwgy dh n`f\"V ls ns[kk vkSj cksysµvki vius gks'k esa gSa ;k ughaA ^dg ugha ldrkA eq>s [kqn ugha ekyweA* ^f'kdkj bls D;ksa ns fn;k\\* ^blhfy;s fd mls ikdj bls ftruh [kq'kh gksxh] eq>s ;k vkidks u gksxhA* r[a kk f[kfl;kdj ckys µs tkb;!s lkps k Fkk] [kcw dokc mMk+ ;xas ]s lks vkius lkjk etk fdjfdjk dj fn;kA [kSj] jk; lkgc vkSj esgrk dqN u dqN yk;saxs ghA dksbZ xe ughaA eSa bl ,ysD'ku ds ckjs esa dqN vtZ djuk pkgrk gw¡A vki ugha [kM+k gksuk pkgrs u lgh] vkidh tSlh et+hZ] ysfdu vkidks blesa D;k rkEeqy gS fd tks yksx [kM+s gks jgs gSa] muls bldh vPNh o+$her olwy dh tk;sA eSa vkils fli+$Z bruk pkgrk gw¡ fd vki fdlh ij ;g Hksn u [kqyus nsa fd vki ugha [kM+s gks jgs gAaS fli+$Z bruh egs jckuh dhft;s ejs s lkFkA [oktk teky rkfgj blh 'kgj ls [kM+s gks jgs gAaS jblZ kas ds okVs lkys gkas vkus mudh rji+$ gaS gh] gDq dke Hkh muds ennxkj 106 @ xksnku

gSaA fQj Hkh ifZCyd ij vkidk tks vlj gS] blls mudh dksj nc jgh gSA vki pkgas rks vkidks muls nl&chl gt+kj #i;s egt ;g tkfgj dj nus s ds fey ldrs gaS fd vki mudh [kkfrj cBS tkrs g-aS --ugha e>q s vtZ dj yus s nhft,A bl evq keys esa vkidks dqN ugha djuk gSA vki csfQØ cSBs jfg,A eSa vkidh rji+$ ls ,d esfuQsLVks fudky nw¡xkA vkSj mlh 'kke dks vki eq>ls nl gt+kj udn olwy dj yhft;sA fet+kZ lkgc us mudh vksj fgdkjr ls ns[kdj dgkµeSa ,sls #i;s ij vkSj vki ij ykur Hkstrk gw¡A feLVj ra[kk us tjk Hkh cqjk ugha ekukA ekFks ij cy rd u vkus fn;kA ^eq> ij vki ftruh ykur pkgs Hkstsa( exj #i;s ij ykur Hkstdj vki viuk gh uqdlku dj jgs gSaA* ^eSa ,slh jde dks gjke le>rk gw¡A* ^vki 'kjh;r ds brus ikcUn rks ugha gSaA* ^ywV dh dekbZ dks gjke le>us ds fy;s 'kjk dk ikcUn gksus dh t+:jr ugha gSA* ^rks bl eqvkeys esa vki viuk QSlyk rCnhy ugha dj ldrs\\* ^th ughaA* ^vPNh ckr gS] bls tkus nhft;sA fdlh chek dEiuh ds MkbjsDVj cuus esa rks vkidks dksbZ ,rjkt ugha gS\\ vkidks dEiuh dk ,d fgLlk Hkh u [kjhnuk iM+sxkA vki fli+$Z viuk uke ns nhft,A* ^th ugha] eq>s ;g Hkh eatwj ugha gSA eSa dbZ dEifu;ksa dk MkbjsDVj] dbZ dk eSusftax ,ts.V] dbZ dk ps;jeSu FkkA nkSyr esjs ik¡o pwerh FkhA eSa tkurk gw¡] nkSyr ls vkjke vkSj ro+$Yyqi+$ ds fdrus lkeku tek fd;s tk ldrs gSa( exj ;g Hkh tkurk g¡w fd nkyS r bla ku dks fdruk [knq xjt cuk nrs h g]S fdruk ,'s k&ilUn] fdruk eDdkj] fdruk csxSjrA* odhy lkgc dks fQj dksbZ izLrko djus dk lkgl u gqvkA fet+kZ th dh cqf) vkjS iHz kko eas mudk tks fo'okl Fkk] og cgqr de gks x;kA muds fy;s èku gh lc dNq Fkk vkjS ,ls s vkneh l]s tks y{eh dks Bkds j ekjrk gk]s mudk dkbs Z eys u gks ldrk FkkA ydM+gkjk fgju dks dUèks ij j[ks yidk pyk tk jgk FkkA fet+kZ us Hkh dne c<+k;k ij LFkwydk; ra[kk ihNs jg x;sA mUgksaus iqdkjkµtjk lqfu,] fet+kZth] vki rks Hkkxs tk jgs gSaA xksnku @ 107

fet+kZth us fcuk #ds gq, tokc fn;kµog x+jhc cks> fy;s bruh rst+h ls pyk tk jgk gSA ge D;k viuk cnu ysdj Hkh mlds cjkcj ugha py ldrs\\ ydM+gkjs us fgju dks ,d Bw¡B ij mrkjdj j[k fn;k Fkk vkSj ne ysus yxk FkkA fet+kZ lkgc us vkdj iwNkµFkd x;s] D;ksa\\ ydM+gkjs us ldqpkrs gq, dgkµcgqr Hkkjh gS ljdkj! ^rks ykvks] dqN nwj eSa ys pyw¡A* ydM+gkjk g¡lkA fet+kZ Mhy&MkSy esa mlls dgha Å¡ps vkSj eksVs&rkts Fks] fQj Hkh og nqcyk&iryk vkneh mudh bl ckr ij gl¡ kA fet+ktZ h ij tlS s pkcqd iM+ x;kA ^rqe g¡ls D;ksa\\ D;k rqe le>rs gks] eSa bls ugha mBk ldrk\\* ydM+gkjs us ekuks {kek ekx¡ hµljdkj vki ykxs cM+s vkneh gAaS ck>s mBkuk rks ge tSls etwjksa gh dk dke gSA ^eSa rqEgkjk nqxquk tks gw¡A* ^blls D;k gksrk gS ekfyd!* fet+kZth dk iq#\"kRo viuk vkSj vieku u lg ldkA mUgksaus c<+dj fgju dks xnZu ij mBk fy;k vkSj pys( exj eqf'dy ls ipkl dne pys gksaxs fd xnZu QVus yxh( ik¡o FkjFkjkus yxs vkSj vk¡[kksa esa frrfy;k¡ mM+us yxhaA dystk etcwr fd;k vkSj ,d chl dne vkSj pysA dec[r dgk¡ jg x;k\\ tSls bl yk'k esa lhlk Hkj fn;k x;k gkAs tjk feLVj r[a kk dh xnuZ ij j[k n]¡w rks etk vk;As e'kd dh rjg tks Qyw s pyrs g]aS tjk mldk etk Hkh n[s k(as yfs du ck>s k mrkjas dlS \\as nkus kas vius fny esa dgsaxs] cM+h tok¡enhZ fn[kkus pys FksA ipkl dne esa pha cksy x;sA ydM+gkjs us pqVdh yhµdgks ekfyd] dSls jax&<ax gSaA cgqr gYdk gS u\\ fet+kZth dks cks> dqN gYdk ekywe gksus yxkA cksysµmruh nwj rks ys gh tkÅ¡xk] ftruh nwj rqe yk;s gksA ^dbZ fnu xnZu nq[ksxh ekfyd!* ^rqe D;k le>rs gks] eSa ;ksa gh Qwyk gqvk gw¡!* ^ugha ekfyd] vc rks ,slk ugha le>rkA eqnk vki gSjku u gksa( og pêku gS] ml ij mrkj nhft,A* ^eSa vHkh bls bruh gh nwj vkSj ys tk ldrk gw¡A* ^exj ;g vPNk rks ugha yxrk fd eSa Bkyk pyw¡ vkSj vki yns jgsaA* fet+kZ lkgc us pêku ij fgju dks mrkjdj j[k fn;kA odhy lkgc Hkh vk 108 @ xksnku

igq¡psA fet+kZ us nkuk Qsadkµvc vki dks Hkh dqN nwj ys pyuk iM+sxk tukc! odhy lkgc dh ut+jkas eas vc fet+ktZ h dk dkbs Z egRo u FkkA ckys µs eqvki+$ dhft,A eq>s viuh igyokuh dk nkok ugha gSA ^cgqr Hkkjh ugha gS] lpA* ^vth jgus Hkh nhft;sA* ^vki vxj bls lkS dne ys pysa] rks eSa oknk djrk gw¡ vki esjs lkeus tks rtoht j[ksaxs] mls eatwj dj yw¡xkA* ^eSa bu pdeksa esa ugha vkrkA* ^eSa pdek ugha ns jgk gw¡] oYykgA vkt ftl gyds ls dgsaxs [kM+k gks tkÅ¡xkA tc gqDe nsaxs] cSB tkÅ¡xkA ftl dEiuh dk MkbjsDVj] esEcj] equhe] duoslj] tks dqN dfg,xk] cu tkÅ¡xkA cl lkS dne ys pfy;sA esjh rks ,sls gh nksLrksa ls fuHkrh gS] tks ekSdk iM+us ij lc dqN dj ldrs gksaA* ra[kk dk eu pqycqyk mBkA fet+kZ vius dkSy ds iDds gSa] blesa dksbZ lUnsg u FkkA fgju ,ls k D;k cgrq Hkkjh gkxs kA vkf[k+j fet+kZ bruh njw ys gh vk;As cgrq T+;knk Fkds rks ugha tku iM+rs( vxj budkj djrs gSa rks lqugjk volj gkFk ls tkrk gAS vkf[kj+ ,ls k D;k dkbs Z igkM+ gAS cgrq gkxs k] pkj&ikp¡ ila js h gkxs kA nk&s pkj fnu xnZu gh rks nq[ksxh! tsc esa #i;s gksa] rks FkksM+h&lh chekjh lq[k dh oLrq gSA ^lkS dne dh jghA* ^gk¡] lkS dneA eSa fxurk pyw¡xkA* ^nsf[k;s] fudy u tkb;sxkA* ^fudy tkus okys ij ykur Hkstrk gw¡A* r[a kk us trw s dk Qhrk fQj ls ckè¡ kk] dkVs mrkjdj ydMg+ kjs dks fn;k] iryuw Åij p<+k;k] :eky ls eq¡g iksaNk vkSj bl rjg fgju dks ns[kk] ekuks vks[kyh esa flj nsus tk jgs gksaA fQj fgju dks mBkdj xnZu ij j[kus dh ps\"Vk dhA nks&rhu ckj t+ksj yxkus ij yk'k xnZu ij rks vk x;h( ij xnZu u mBk ldhA dej >qd x;h] gk¡Q mBs vkSj yk'k dks t+ehu ij iVdus okys Fks fd fet+kZ us mUgsa lgkjk nsdj vkxs c<+k;kA ra[kk us ,d Mx bl rjg mBk;k tSls nyny esa ik¡o j[k jgs gksaA fet+kZ us c<+kok fn;kµ'kkck'k! ejs s 'kjs ] okg&okg! ra[kk us ,d Mx vkSj j[kkA ekywe gqvk] xnZu VwVh tkrh gSA ^ekj fy;k eSnku! thrs jgks iës!* xksnku @ 109

ra[kk nks Mx vkSj c<+sA vk¡[ksa fudyh iM+rh FkhaA ^cl] ,d ckj vkSj t+ksj ekjks nksLrA lkS dne dh 'krZ xyrA ipkl dne dh gh jghA* odhy lkgc dk cqjk gky FkkA og cstku fgju 'ksj dh rjg mudks ncksps g,q ] mudk ân;&jDr plw jgk FkkA lkjh 'kfDr;k¡ tokc ns pdq h FkhAa dos y ykHs k] fdlh yksgs dh èkju dh rjg Nr dks l¡Hkkys gq, FkkA ,d ls iPphl gt+kj rd dh xksVh FkhA exj vUr esa og 'kgrhj Hkh tokc ns x;hA yksHkh dh dej Hkh VwV x;hA vk[¡ kkas ds lkeus vè¡ kjs k Nk x;kA flj eas pDdj vk;k vkjS og f'kdkj xnuZ ij fy;s iFkjhyh t+ehu ij fxj iM+sA fet+kZ us rqjUr mUgsa mBk;k vkSj vius :eky ls gok djrs gq, mudh ihB Bkdas hA ^t+ksj rks ;kj rqeus [kwc ekjk( ysfdu rdnhj ds [kksVs gksA* ra[kk us gk¡Qrs gq, yEch lk¡l [khapdj dgkµvkius rks vkt esjh tku gh ys yh FkhA nks eu ls de u gksxk llqjA fet+kZ us g¡lrs gq, dgkµysfdu HkkbZtku eSa Hkh rks bruh nwj mBkdj yk;k gh FkkA odhy lkgc us [k'q kken djuh 'k:q dhµe>q s rks vkidh Qjekb'k ijw h djuh FkhA vkidks rek'kk n[s kuk Fkk] og vkius n[s k fy;kA vc vkidks viuk oknk ijw k djuk gkxs kA ^vkius eqvkgnk dc iwjk fd;kA* ^dksf'k'k rks tku rksM+dj dhA* ^bldh lun ughaA* ydM+gkjs us fQj fgju mBk fy;k Fkk vkSj Hkkxk pyk tk jgk FkkA og fn[kk nsuk pkgrk Fkk fd rqe yksxksa us dk¡[k&dw¡[kdj nl dne bls mBk fy;k] rks ;g u le>ks fd ikl gks x;sA bl eSnku esa eSa nqcZy gksus ij Hkh rqels vkxs jgw¡xkA gk¡] dkxn rqe pkgs ftruk dkyk djks vkSj >wBs eqdnes pkgs ftrus cukvksA ,d ukyk feyk] ftlesa cgqr FkksM+k ikuh FkkA ukys ds ml ikj Vhys ij ,d NksVk&lk ik¡p&N% ?kjksa dk iqjok Fkk vkSj dbZ yM+ds beyh ds isM+ ds uhps [ksy jgs FksA ydM+gkjs dks ns[krs gh lcksa us nkSM+dj mldk Lokxr fd;k vkSj yxs iNw uµs fdlus ekjk cki\\w dlS s ekjk] dlS s xkys h yxh] dgk¡ yxh] blh dks D;kas yxh] vkjS fgjukas dks D;kas u yxh\\ ydMg+ kjk g&¡w gk¡ djrk beyh ds uhps igp¡q k vkjS fgju dks mrkj dj ikl dh >ksiM+h ls nksuksa egkuqHkkoksa ds fy;s [kkV ysus nkSM+kA mlds 110 @ xksnku

pkjksa yM+dksa vkSj yM+fd;ksa us f'kdkj dks vius pktZ esa ys fy;k vkSj vU; yM+dksa dks Hkxkus dh ps\"Vk djus yxsA lcls NksVs ckyd us dgkµ^;g gekjk gSA* mldh cM+h cgu us] tks pkSng&iUnzg lky dh Fkh] esgekuksa dh vksj ns[kdj NksVs HkkbZ dks Mk¡Vkµpqi] ugha flikbZ idM+ ys tk;sxkA fet+kZ us yM+ds dks NsM+kµrqEgkjk ugha gekjk gSA ckyd us fgju ij cSBdj viuk dCtk fl) dj fn;k vkSj cksykµckiw rks yk;s gSaA cgu us fl[kk;kµdg ns HkS;k] rqEgkjk gSA bu cPpksa dh ek¡ cdjh ds fy;s ifÙk;k¡ rksM+ jgh FkhA nks u;s Hkys vknfe;ksa dks ns[kdj mlus tjk&lk ?kw¡?kV fudky fy;k vkSj 'kekZ;h fd mldh lkM+h fdruh eSyh] fdruh QVh] fdruh mV¡xh gSA og bl os\"k esa esgekuksa ds lkeus dSls tk;s\\ vkSj x;s fcuk dke ugha pyrkA ikuh&okuh nsuk gSA vHkh nksigj gksus esa dqN dlj Fkh( ysfdu fet+kZ lkgc us nksigjh blh xk¡o esa dkVus dk fu'p; fd;kA xk¡o ds vknfe;ksa dks tek fd;kA 'kjkc e¡xokbZ] f'kdkj idk] lehi ds cktkj ls ?kh vkjS enS k ex¡ k;k vkjS lkjs xko¡ dks Hkkts fn;kA NksVs&cM+s L=kh&iq#\"k lcksa us nkor mM+k;hA enks± us [kwc 'kjkc ih vkSj eLr gksdj 'kke rd xkrs jgAs vkjS fet+ktZ h ckydkas ds lkFk ckyd] 'kjkfc;kas ds lkFk 'kjkch] c<w k+ as ds lkFk c<w ]s+ tokukas ds lkFk toku cus g,q FkAs bruh njs eas lkjs xko¡ ls mudk bruk ?kfu\"B ifjp; gks x;k Fkk] ekuks ;gha ds fuoklh gksaA yM+ds rks mu ij yns iM+rs FkAs dkbs Z mudh Qn¡q uns kj Vkis h fljij j[ks yrs k Fkk] dkbs Z mudh jkbQy dUèks ij j[kdj vdM+rk gqvk pyrk Fkk] dksbZ mudh dykbZ dh ?kM+h [kksydj viuh dykbZ ij ckè¡ k yrs k FkkA fet+kZ us [kqn [kcw n's kh 'kjkc ih vkjS >ew &>ew dj txa yh vknfe;ksa ds lkFk xkrs jgsA tc ;s yksx lw;kZLr ds le; ;gk¡ ls fonk gq, rks xk¡o&Hkj ds uj&ukjh bUgsa cM+h nwj rd igq¡pkus vk;sA dbZ rks jksrs FksA ,slk lkSHkkX; mu x+jhcksa ds thou esa 'kk;n igyh gh ckj vk;k gks fd fdlh f'kdkjh us mudh nkor dh gkAs t+:j ;g dksbZ jktk gS] ugha rks bruk nfj;ko fny fdldk gksrk gSA buds n'kZu fQj dkgs dks gksaxs! dqN nwj pyus ds ckn fet+kZ us ihNs fQjdj ns[kk vkSj cksysµcspkjs fdrus [kq'k FksA dk'k esjh ft+Unxh esa ,sls ekSds jkst+ vkrsA vkt dk fnu cM+k eqckjd FkkA xksnku @ 111

r[a kk us c#s [kh ds lkFk dgkµvkids fy;s ecq kjd gkxs k] ejs s fy;s rks euglw gh FkkA eryc dh dksbZ ckr u gqbZA fnu Hkj taxyksa vkSj igkM+ksa dh [kkd Nkuus ds ckn viuk&lk eq¡g fy;s ykSV tkrs gSaA fet+kZ us funZ;rk ls dgkµeq>s vkids lkFk gennhZ ugha gSA nkus kas vkneh tc cjxn ds uhps igp¡q ]s rks nkus kas Vkfs y;k¡ ykVS pdq h FkhAa egs rk eg¡q yVdk;s g,q FkAs ekyrh foeu&lh vyx cBS h Fkh] tks u;h ckr FkhA jk; lkgc vkjS [kUuk nkus kas Hk[w ks jg x;s Fks vkjS fdlh ds eqg¡ ls ckr u fudyrh FkhA odhy lkgc blfy;s nq[kh Fks fd fet+kZ us muds lkFk csoi+$kbZ dhA vdsys fet+kZ lkgc izlUu Fks vkSj og izlUurk vykSfdd FkhA 8 tc ls gksjh ds ?kj esa xk; vk x;h gS] ?kj dh Jh gh dqN vkSj gks x;h gSA èkfu;k dk ?ke.M rks mlds l¡Hkky ls ckgj gks&gks tkrk gSA tc ns[kks xk; dh ppkZA Hkwlk fNt x;k FkkA Å[k esa FkksM+h&lh pjh cks nh x;h FkhA mlh dh dqêh dkVdj tkuojkas dks f[kykuk iM+rk FkkA vk[¡ kas vkdk'k dh vkjs yxh jgrh Fkha fd dc ikuh cjls vkSj ?kkl fudysA vkèkk vlk<+ chr x;k vkSj o\"kkZ u gqbZA lglk ,d fnu ny mBs vkSj vklk<+ dk igyk nkSaxM+k fxjkA fdlku [kjhQ cksus ds fy;s gy ys&ysdj fudys fd jk; lkgc ds dkjdqu us dgyk Hkstk] tc rd ckdh u pqd tk;xh fdlh dks [ksr esa gy u ys tkus fn;k tk;xkA fdlkuksa ij tSls otzikr gks x;kA vkSj dHkh rks bruh dM+kbZ u gksrh Fkh] vcdh ;g dSlk gDq eA dkbs Z xko¡ NkMs +dj Hkkxk FkkMs +s gh tkrk g(S vxj [krs h eas gy u py]s rks #i;s dgk¡ ls vk tk;saxsA fudkysaxs rks [ksr gh lsA lc feydj dkjdqu ds ikl tkdj jk;s As dkjduq dk uke Fkk if.Mr uk[s kjs keA vkneh cjq s u Fk(s exj ekfyd dk gDq e FkkA mls dSls VkysaA vHkh ml fnu jk; lkgc us gksjh ls dSlh n;k vkSj èkeZ dh ckrsa dh FkhaA vkSj vkt vklkfe;ksa ij ;g tqYeA gksjh ekfyd ds ikl tkus dks r;S kj gvq k( yfs du fQj lkps k] mUgkuas s dkjduq dks ,d ckj gDq e ns fn;k] mls D;kas Vkyus yxsA og vxqok cudj D;ksa cqjk cusA tc vkSj dksbZ dqN ugha cksyrk] rks ogh vkx esa D;ksa dwnsA tks lcds flj iM+sxh] og Hkh >sy ysxkA fdlkuksa esa [kycyh eph gqbZ FkhA lHkh xk¡o ds egktuksa ds ikl #i;s ds fy;s nkMS As+ xko¡ eas ex¡ : lkg dh vktdy p<h+ gbq Z FkhA bl lky lu eas mls vPNk 112 @ xksnku

Qk;nk gqvk FkkA xsgw¡ vkSj vylh esa Hkh mlus dqN de u dek;k FkkA if.Mr nkrknhu vkSj nqykjh lgqvkbu Hkh ysu&nsu djrh FkhA lcls cM+s egktu Fks f>axqjhflagA og 'kgj ds ,d cM+s egktu ds ,ts.V FksA muds uhps dbZ vkneh vkSj Fks] tks vkl&ikl ds nsgkrksa esa ?kwe&?kwe ysu&nsu djrs FksA buds mijkUr vkSj Hkh dbZ NkVs &s ekVs s egktu Fk]s tks nks vkus #i;s C;kt ij fcuk fy[kk&i<+h ds #i;s nsrs FksA xk¡ookyksa dks ysu&nsu dk dqN ,slk 'kkSd Fkk fd ftlds ikl nl&chl #i;s tek gks tkrs] ogh egktu cu cSBrk FkkA ,d le; gksjh us Hkh egktuh dh FkhA mlh dk izHkko Fkk fd yksx vHkh rd ;gh le>rs Fks fd gksjh ds ikl ncs gq, #i;s gSaA vkf[k+j og èku x;k dgk¡A c¡Vokjs esa fudyk ugha] gksjh us dksbZ rhFk]Z orz ] Hkkts fd;k ugh(a x;k rks dgk¡ x;kA trw s tkus ij Hkh mlds ?kës cus jgrs gSaA fdlh us fdlh nsork dks lhèkk fd;k] fdlh us fdlh dksA fdlh us vkuk #i;k C;kt nus k Lohdkj fd;k] fdlh us nks vkukA gkjs h eas vkRe&lEeku dk loFZ kk yksi u gqvk FkkA ftu yksxksa ds #i;s ml ij ckdh Fks] muds ikl dkSu eq¡g ysdj tk;A f>axqjhflag ds flok mls vkSj dksbZ u lw>kA og iDdk dkxt fy[kkrs Fks] utjkuk vyx ysrs Fks] nLrwjh vyx] LVkEi dh fy[kkbZ vyxA ml ij ,d lky dk C;kt i's kxh dkVdj #i;k nrs s FkAs iphl #i;s dk dkxt fy[kk] rks eqf'dy ls l=kg #i;s gkFk yxrs Fks( exj bl xk<+s le; esa vkSj D;k fd;k tk;\\ jk; lkgc dh tcjnLrh gS] ugha bl le; fdlh ds lkeus D;ksa gkFk QSykuk iM+rkA f>axqjhflag cSBs nkrwu dj jgs FksA ukVs] eksVs] [kYokV] dkys] yEch ukd vkSj cM+h&cM+h e¡wNksaokys vkneh Fks] fcydqy fonw\"kd&tSlsA vkSj Fks Hkh cM+s g¡lksM+A bl xk¡o dks viuh llqjky cukdj enks± ls lkys ;k llqj vkSj vkSjrksa ls lkyh ;k lygt dk ukrk tksM+ fy;k FkkA jkLrs esa yM+ds mUgsa fp<+krsµif.Mrth ikYyxh! vkSj f>axqjhflag mUgsa pViV vk'khokZn nsrsµrqEgkjh vk¡[k QwVs] ?kqVuk VwVs] fexhZ vk;]s ?kj eas vkx yx tk; vkfnA yM+ds bl vk'khoknZ ls dHkh u v?kkrs Fk(s exj ysu&nsu esa cM+s dBksj FksA lwn dh ,d ikbZ u NksM+rs Fks vkSj okn ij fcuk #i;s fy;s }kj ls u Vyrs FksA gksjh us lyke djds viuh foifÙk&dFkk lquk;hA f>axqjhflag us eqLdjkdj dgkµog lc iqjkuk #i;k D;k dj Mkyk\\ ^^iqjkus #i;s gksrs Bkdqj] rks egktuh ls viuk xyk u NqM+k ysrk] fd lwn Hkjrs fdlh dks vPNk yxrk gSA* ^xM+s #i;s u fudysa pkgs lwn fdruk gh nsuk iM+sA rqe yksxksa dh ;gh uhfr xksnku @ 113

gSA* ^dgk¡ ds xMs+ #i;s ckcw lkgc] [kkus dks rks gkrs k ughAa yMd+ k toku gks x;k( C;kt dk dgha fBdkuk ughaA cM+h yM+dh Hkh C;kgus tksx gks x;hA #i;s gksrs] rks fdl fnu ds fy;s xkM+ j[krsA* f>axqjhflag us tc ls mlds }kj ij xk; ns[kh Fkh] ml ij nk¡r yxk;s gq, Fks xk; dk Mhy&MkSy vkSj xBu dg jgk Fkk fd mlesa ik¡p lsj ls de nwèk ugha gSA eu esa lksp fy;k Fkk] gksjh dks fdlh vjne esa Mkydj xk; dks mM+k ysuk pkfg,A vkt og volj vk x;kA ckys µs vPNk Hkkb]Z rEq gkjs ikl dNq ugha g]S vc jkth g,q A ftrus #i;s pkgk]s ys tkvks] ysfdu rqEgkjs Hkys ds fy;s dgrs gSa] dqN xgus&xkBs gksa] rks fxjks j[kdj #i;s ys yksA blVke fy[kksxs] rks lwn c<+sxk vkSj >esys esa iM+ tkvksxsA gksjh us dle [kkbZ fd ?kj esa xgus ds uke dPpk lwr Hkh ugha gS] èkfu;k ds gkFkksa esa dM+s gSa og Hkh fxyV dsA f>a xqjhflga us lgkuqHkfw r dk jxa egq¡ ij ikrs dj dgkµrks ,d ckr djk]s ;g u;h xk; tks yk;s gk]s bls gekjs gkFk cps nkAs lnw blVke lc >xMk+ as ls cp tkvk(s pkj vkneh tks nke dgsa] og gels ys yksA ge tkurs gSa] rqe mls vius 'kkSd ls yk;s gks vkSj cspuk ugha pkgrs( ysfdu ;g ladV rks Vkyuk gh iM+sxkA gksjh igys rks bl izLrko ij g¡lk] ml ij 'kkUr eu ls fopkj Hkh u djuk pkgrk Fkk( yfs du Bkdjq us Åp¡ &uhp l>q k;k] egktuh ds gFkd.Mkas dk ,ls k Hkh\"k.k :i fn[kk;k fd mlds eu esa ;g ckr cSB x;hA Bkdqj Bhd gh rks dgrs gSa] tc gkFk esa #i;s vk tk;¡] xk; ys ysukA rhl #i;s dk dkxn fy[kus ij dgha iphl #i;s feysaxs vkSj rhu pkj lky rd u fn;s x;s] rks iwjs lkS gks tk;¡xsA igys dk vuHq ko ;gh crk jgk Fkk fd dt+Z og egs eku g]S tks ,d ckj vkdj tkus dk uke ugha ysrkA cksykµeSa ?kj tkdj lcls lykg dj yw¡] rks crkÅ¡ ^lykg ugha djuk gS] muls dg nsuk gS fd #i;s mèkkj ysus esa viuh cckZnh ds flok; vkSj dqN ughaA* ^eSa le> jgk gw¡ Bkdqj] vHkh vkds tokc nsrk gw¡A* yfs du ?kj vkdj mlus T;kgas h og iLz rko fd;k fd dgq jke ep x;kA èkfu;k rks de fpYykbZ] nksuksa yM+fd;ksa us rks nqfu;k flj ij mBk yhA ugha nsrs viuh xk;] #i;s tgk¡ ls pkgks ykvksA lksuk us rks ;gk¡ rd dg Mkyk] blls rks dgha vPNk gS] eq>s csp MkyksA xk; ls dqN cslh gh fey tk;xk] gksjh vleatl esa iM+ 114 @ xksnku

x;kA nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ lpeqp xk; ij tku nsrh FkhaA :ik rks mlds xys ls fyiV tkrh Fkh vkSj fcuk mls f[kyk;s dkSj eq¡g esa u Mkyrh FkhA xk; fdrus I;kj ls mldk gkFk pkVrh Fkh] fdruh LusgHkjh vk¡[kksa ls mls ns[krh FkhA mldk cNM+k fdruk lqUnj gkxs kA vHkh ls mldk uke&dj.k gks x;k FkkµeV:A og mls vius lkFk yds j lk;s xs hA bl xk; ds ihNs nkus kas cgukas eas dbZ ckj yM+kb;k¡ gks pdq h FkhAa lksuk dgrh] eq>s T+;knk pkgrh gS] :ik dgrh] eq>sA bldk fu.kZ; vHkh rd u gks ldk FkkA vkSj nksuksa nkos dk;e FksA exj gksjh us vkxk&ihNk lq>kdj vkf[k+j èkfu;k dks fdlh rjg jkth dj fy;kA ,d fe=k ls xk; mèkkj ysdj csp nsuk Hkh cgqr gh oSlh ckr gS( ysfdu fcir esa rks vkneh dk èkje rd pyk tkrk gS] ;g dkSu&lh cM+h ckr gSA ,slk u gks] rks yksx fcir ls bruk Mjsa D;ksaA xkscj us Hkh fo'ks\"k vkifÙk u dhA og vktdy nwljh gh èkqu esa eLr FkkA ;g rS fd;k x;k fd tc nksuksa yM+fd;kk¡ jkr esa lks tk;¡] rks xk; f>axqjhflag ds ikl igq¡pk nh tk;A fnu fdlh rjg dV x;kA lk¡> gqbZA nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ vkB ctrs&ctrs [kk&ihdj lks x;hAa xkcs j bl d#.k n'` ; ls Hkkxdj dgha pyk x;k FkkA og xk; dks tkrs dSls ns[k ldsxk\\ vius vk¡lqvksa dks dSls jksd ldsxk\\ gksjh Hkh Åij gh ls dBksj cuk gqvk FkkA eu mldk papy FkkA ,slk dksbZ ekbZ dk yky ugha] tks bl oDr mls iphl #i;s mèkkj ns&ns] pkgs fQj ipkl #i;s gh ys&ysA og xk; ds lkeus [kM+k gqvk rks mls ,slk tku iM+k fd mldh dkyh&dkyh ltho vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw Hkjs gq, gSa vkSj og dg jgh gSµD;k pkj fnu esa gh rqEgkjk eu eq>ls Hkj x;k\\ eSaus rks rqels dHkh fdlh ckr dk fxyk ugha fd;kA tks dqN :[kk&lw[kk rqeus fn;k] ogh [kkdj lUrq\"V gks x;hA cksyksA èkfu;k us dgkµyM+fd;k¡ rks lks x;haA vc bls ys D;ksa ugha tkrsA tc cspuk gh gS] rks vHkh csp nksA gksjh us dk¡irs gq, Loj esa dgkµesjk rks gkFk ugha mBrk èkfu;k! mldk eq¡g ugha ns[krh\\ jgus nks] #i;s lwn ij ys yw¡xkA Hkxoku us pkgk rks lc vnk gks tk;¡xsA rhu&pkj lkS gksrs gh D;k gSaA ,d ckj Å[k yx tk;A èkfu;k us xoZ&Hkjs izse ls mldh vksj ns[kkµvkSj D;k! bruh riL;k ds ckn rks ?kj esa xÅ vk;hA mls Hkh csp nksA ys yks dy #i,A tSls vkSj lc pqdk;s tk;¡xs oSls bls Hkh pqdk nsaxsA Hkhrj cM+h mel gks jgh FkhA gok cUn FkhA ,d iÙkh u fgyrh FkhA ckny Nk;s gq, Fks( ij o\"kkZ ds y{k.k u FksA gksjh us xk; dks ckgj ck¡èk fn;kA èkfu;k xksnku @ 115

us Vksdk Hkh dgk¡ fy;s tkrs gks\\ ij gksjh us lquk ugha] cksykµckgj gok esa ck¡èks nrs k gA¡w vkjke ls jgxs hA mlds Hkh rks tku gAS xk; ckè¡ kdj og vius e>¡ ys HkkbZ 'kksHkk dks ns[kus x;kA 'kksHkk dks bèkj dbZ eghus ls nes dk vkjtk gks x;k FkkA nok&nk: dh tqxr ughaA [kkus&ihus dk izcUèk ugha] vkSj dke djuk iM+rk Fkk th rkMs +dj( blfy;s mldh n'kk fnu&fnu fcxM+rh tkrh FkhA 'kkHs kk lgu'khy vkneh Fkk] yM+kb&Z >xM+s ls dkls kas Hkkxuos kykA fdlh ls eryc ughAa vius dke ls dkeA gksjh mls pkgrk FkkA vkSj og Hkh gksjh dk vnc djrk FkkA nksuksa esa #i;s&iSls dh ckrsa gksus yxhaA jk; lkgc dk ;g Qjeku vkykspukvksa dk dsUnz cuk gqvk FkkA dkbs Z X;kjg ctr&s ctrs gkjs h ykVS k vkjS Hkhrj tk jgk Fkk fd mls Hkkl gvq k] tSls xk; ds ikl dksbZ vkneh [kM+k gSA iwNkµdkSu [kM+k gS ogk¡\\ ghjk cksykµeSa gw¡ nknk] rqEgkjs dkSM+s esa vkx ysus vk;k FkkA ghjk mlds dkSM+s esa vkx ysus vk;k gS] bl tjk&lh ckr esa gksjh dks HkkbZ dh vkReh;rk dk ifjp; feykA xk¡o esa vkSj Hkh rks dkSM+s gSaA dgha ls Hkh vkx fey ldrh FkhA ghjk mlds dkSM+s esa vkx ys jgk gS] rks viuk gh le>dj rksA lkjk xk¡o bl dkSM+s esa vkx ysus vkrk FkkA xk¡o esa lcls lEiUu ;gh dkSM+k Fkk( exj ghjk dk vkuk nlw jh ckr FkhA vkjS ml fnu dh yMk+ bZ ds ckn! ghjk ds eu eas diV ugha jgrkA xqLlSy gS( ysfdu fny dk lki+$A mlus Lusg Hkjs Loj esa iwNkµrek[kw gS fd yk nw¡\\ ^dkbs Z nokbZ ugha [kkrk] rks D;k fd;k tk;A mlds y[s ks rks lkjs cnS ] MkDVj] gdhe vukM+h gSaA Hkxoku ds ikl ftruh vDdy Fkh] og mlds vkSj mldh ?kjokyh ds fgLls iM+ x;hA* gkjs h us fpUrk ls dgkµ;gh rks cjq kbZ gS mleAas vius lkeus fdlh dks fxurk gh ughAa vkjS fp<+us rks chekjh eas lHkh gks tkrs gAaS rqEgas ;kn gS fd ugh]a tc rqEgas bfQ+atk gks x;k Fkk] rks nokbZ mBkdj Qdas nrs s FkAs eaS rEq gkjs nkus kas gkFk idM+rk Fkk] rc rqEgkjh HkkHkh rqEgkjs eq¡g esa nokbZ Mkyrh FkhaA mlij rqe mls gt+kjksa xkfy;k¡ nsrs FksA ^gk¡ nknk] Hkyk og ckr Hkwy ldrk gw¡A rqeus bruk u fd;k gksrk] rks rqels yM+us ds fy;s dSls cpk jgrkA* gksjh dks ,slk ekywe gqvk fd ghjk dk Loj Hkkjh gks x;k gSA mldk xyk Hkh Hkj vk;kA ^cVs k] yMk+ b&Z >xMk+ rks ftU+ nxh dk èkje gAS blls tks vius g]aS og ijk;s FkkMs s+ gh gks tkrs gSaA tc ?kj esa pkj vkneh jgrs gSa] rHkh rks yM+kbZ&>xM+s Hkh gksrs gSaA 116 @ xksnku

ftlds dksbZ gS gh ugha] mlls dkSu yM+kbZ djsxkA nksuksa us lkFk fpye ihA rc ghjk vius ?kj x;k] gksjh vUnj Hkkstu djus pykA èkfu;k jks\"k ls cksyhµns[kh vius liwr dh yhyk\\ bruh jkr gks x;h vkSj vHkh mls vius lSy ls Nqêh ugha feyhA eSa lc tkurh gw¡A eq>dks lkjk irk fey x;k gSA Hkksyk dh og jk¡M yM+dh ugha gS] >qfu;kA mlh ds Qsj esa iM+k jgrk gSA gksjh ds dkuksa esa Hkh bl ckr dh Hkud iM+h Fkh] ij mls fo'okl u vk;k FkkA xkscj cspkjk bu ckrksa dks D;k tkusA cksykµfdlus dgk rq>ls\\ èkfu;k izp.M gks x;hµrqels fNih gksxh] vkSj rks lHkh txg ppkZ py jgh gSA ;g >qXxk] og cgÙkj ?kkV dk ikuh fi;s gq,A bls m¡xfy;ksa ij upk jgh gS] vkSj ;g le>rk gS] og bl ij tku nsrh gSA rqe mls le>k nks ugha dksbZ ,slh&oSlh ckr gks x;h] rks dgha ds u jgksxsA gksjh dk fny meax ij FkkA pqgy dh lw>hµ>qfu;k ns[kus&lquus esa rks cqjh ugha gSA mlh ls dj ys lxkbZA ,slh lLrh esgfj;k vkSj dgk¡ feyh tkrh gSA èkfu;k dks ;g pqgy rhj&lk yxkµ>qfu;k bl ?kj esa vk;s] rks eq¡g >qyl nw¡ jk¡M+ dkA xkscj dh pgsrh gS] rks mls ysdj tgk¡ pkgs jgsA ^vkSj tks xkscj blh ?kj esa yk;s\\* ^rks ;g nkus kas yMf+ d;k¡ fdlds xys ckè¡ kkxs \\s fQj fcjknjh eas rEq gas dkuS iNw xs k] dksbZ }kj ij [kM+k rd rks gksxk ughaA* ^rks bldh D;k ijokgA* ^bl rjg ugha NkMs +sxh ykyk dkAs ej&ej ds ikyk gS vkjS >qfu;k vkdj jkt djsxhA eq¡g esa vkx yxk nw¡xh jk¡M+ dsA* lglk xkscj vkdj ?kcjkbZ gqbZ vkokt esa cksykµnknk] lqUnfj;k¡ dks D;k gks x;k\\ D;k dkys ukx us Nw fy;k\\ og rks iM+h rM+i jgh gSA gksjh pkSds esa tk pqdk FkkA Fkkyh lkeus NksM+dj ckgj fudy vk;k vkSj cksykµD;k vlxqu eq¡g ls fudkyrs gksA vHkh rks eSa ns[ks vk jgk gw¡A ysVh FkhA rhuksa ckgj x;sA fpjkx ysdj ns[kkA lqUnfj;k ds eq¡g ls fQpdqj fudy jgk FkkA vk¡[ksa iFkjk x;h Fkha] isV Qwy x;k FkkA vkSj pkjksa ik¡o QSy x;s FksA èkfu;k flj ihVus yxhA gkjs h if.Mr nkrknhu ds ikl nkMS +kA xko¡ eas i'k&q fpfdRlk ds ogh vkpk;Z FksA if.Mrth lksus tk jgs FksA nkSM+s gq, vk;sA ne&ds&ne lkjk xk¡o tek gks x;kA xk; dks fdlh us dqN f[kyk fn;kA y{k.k Li\"V Fks lki+$ fo\"k fn;k x;k xksnku @ 117

gS( ysfdu xk¡o esa dkSu ,slk eqíbZ gS] ftlus fo\"k fn;k gks( ,slh okjnkr rks bl xk¡o esa dHkh gqbZ ugha( ysfdu ckgj dk dkSu vkneh xk¡o esa vk;kA gksjh dh fdlh ls nq'euh Hkh u Fkh fd ml ij lUnsg fd;k tk;A ghjk ls dqN dgk&lquh gqbZ Fkh( exj og HkkbZ&HkkbZ dk >xM+k FkkA lcls T+;knk nq[kh rks ghjk gh FkkA èkefd;k¡ ns jgk Fkk fd ftlus ;g gR;kjksa dk dke fd;k gS] mls ik;s rks [kwu ih tk;A og yk[k xqLlSy gks( ij bruk uhp dke ugha dj ldrkA vkèkh jkr rd te?kV jgkA lHkh gksjh ds nq%[k esa nq[kh Fks vkSj cfèkd dks xkfy;k¡ nrs s FkAs og bl le; idM+k tk ldrk] rks mlds ikz .kkas dh dq'ky u FkhA tc ;g gky gS rks dkbs Z tkuojkas dks ckgj dlS s ckè¡ kxs kA vHkh rd jkr&fcjkr lHkh tkuoj ckgj iM+s jgrs FksA fdlh rjg dh fpUrk u Fkh( ysfdu vc rks ,d u;h foifÙk vk [kM+h gqbZ FkhA D;k xk; Fkh fd cl ns[krk jgsA iwtus tksxA ik¡p lsj ls nwèk de u FkkA lkS&lkS dk ,d&,d ckNk gksrkA vkrs nsj u gqbZ vkSj ;g otz fxj iM+kA tc lc ykxs viu&s vius ?kj pys x;]s rks èkfu;k gkjs h dks dkls us yxhµrEq gas dksbZ yk[k le>k;s] djksxs vius eu dhA rqe xk; [kksydj vk¡xu ls pys] rc rd eSa tw>rh jgh fd ckgj u ys tkvksA gekjs fnu irys gSa] u tkus dc D;k gks tk;( yfs du ugh]a mls xehZ yx jgh gAS vc rks [kcw B.Mh gks x;h vkjS rEq gkjk dyts k Hkh B.Mk gks x;kA Bkdjq ekx¡ rs Fk(s ns fn;k gkrs k] rks ,d ck>s flj ls mrj tkrk vkSj fugksjk dk fugksjk gksrk( exj ;g rekpk dSls iM+rkA dksbZ cqjh ckr gksusokyh gksrh gS rks efr igys gh gj tkrh gSA brus fnu ets ls ?kj esa c¡èkrh jgh( u xehZ yxh] u twM+h vk;hA bruh tYnh lcdks igpku x;h Fkh fd ekywe gh u gksrk Fkk fd ckgj ls vk;h gSA cPps mlds lhaxksa ls [ksyrs jgrs FksA flj rd u fgykrh FkhA tks dqN uk¡n esa Mky nks] pkV&iksaNdj lki+$ dj nsrh FkhA yPNeh Fkh] vHkkxkas ds ?kj D;k jgrhA lkus k vkjS :ik Hkh ;g gypy luq dj tkx x;h FkhaA vkSj fcy[k&fcy[kdj jks jgh FkhaA mldh lsok dk Hkkj vfèkdrj mUgha nksuksa ij FkkA mldh lafxuh gks x;h FkhaA nksuksa [kkdj mBrha] rks ,d&,d VqdM+k jkVs h mls vius gkFkkas ls f[kykrhAa dlS k thHk fudkydj [kk yrs h Fkh] vkjS tc rd muds gkFk dk dkSj u ik ysrh] [kM+h rkdrh jgrhA HkkX; QwV x;s! lksuk vkSj xkscj vkSj nksuksa yM+fd;k¡ jks&èkksdj lks x;h FkhaA gksjh Hkh ysVkA èkfu;k mlds fljgkus ikuh dk yksVk j[kus vk;h rks gksjh us èkhjs ls dgkµrsjs isV esa ckr iprh ugha( dqN lqu ik;sxh] rks xk¡o Hkj esa f<a<ksjk ihVrh fQjsxhA èkfu;k us vkifÙk dhµHkyk lquw¡( eSaus dkSu&lh ckr ihV nh fd ;ksa gh uke 118 @ xksnku

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fcuk dqN fy;s&fn;s x;k dc gS\\ f>axqjhflag us gksjh dks cqykdj dku esa dgkµfudkyks tks dqN nsuk gksA ;ksa xyk u NwVsxkA nkjksxkth us vc tjk xjtdj dgkµeSa ghjk ds ?kj dh ryk'kh yw¡xkA gksjh ds eq[k dk jax ,slk mM+ x;k Fkk] tSls nsg dk lkjk jDr lw[k x;k gksA ryk'kh mlds ?kj gqbZ rks] mlds HkkbZ ds ?kj gqbZ rks] ,d gh ckr gSA ghjk vyx lgh( ij nqfu;k rks tkurh gS] og mldk HkkbZ gS( exj bl oDr mldk dqN cl ughaA mlds ikl #i;s gksrs] rks blh oDr ipkl #i;s ykdj nkjksxkth ds pj.kksa eas j[k nrs k vkjS dgrkµljdkj] ejs h bT+t+r vc vkids gkFk gAS exj mlds ikl rks tgj [kkus dks Hkh ,d iSlk ugha gSA èkfu;k ds ikl pkgs nks&pkj #i;s iM+s gksa( ij og pMq y+S Hkyk D;kas nus s yxhA eR` ;&q n.M ik;s g,q vkneh dh Hkkf¡ r flj >dq k;]s vius vieku dh osnuk dk rhoz vuqHko djrk gqvk pqipki [kM+k jgkA nkrknhu us gksjh dks lpsr fd;kµvc bl rjg [kM+s jgus ls dke u pysxk gksjh] #i;s dh dksbZ tqxr djksA gksjh nhu Loj esa cksykµvc eSa D;k vjt d:¡ egkjkt! vHkh rks igys gh dh xBjh flj ij ynh gS] vkSj fdl eq¡g ls ekxw¡( ysfdu bl ladV ls mckj yksA thrk jgk] rks dkSM+h&dkSM+h pqdk nw¡xkA eSa ej Hkh tkÅ¡A rks xkscj rks gS ghA usrkvksa esa lykg gksus yxhA nkjksxkth dks D;k HksaV fd;k tk;sA nkrknhu us ipkl dk izLrko fd;kA f>axqjhflag ds vuqeku esa lkS ls de ij lkSnk u gksxkA uks[ksjke Hkh lkS ds i{k esa FksA vkSj gksjh ds fy;s lkS vkSj ipkl esa dksbZ vUrj u FkkA bl ryk'kh dk ladV mlds flj ls Vy tk;A iwtk pkgs fdruh gh p<+kuh iM+sA ejs dks eu&Hkj ydM+h ls tykvks] ;k nl eu ls( mls D;k fpUrk! exj iV's ojh ls ;g vU;k; u n[s kk x;kA dkbs Z Mkdk ;k dry rks gvq k ughA dsoy ryk'kh gks jgh gSA blds fy;s chl #i;s cgqr gSaA usrkvksa us fèkDdkjkµrks fQj nkjksxkth ls ckrphr djukA ge yksx uxhp u tk;saxsA dkSu ?kqM+fd;k¡A [kk;A gkjs h us iV's ojh ds iko¡ ij viuk flj j[k fn;kµ Hk;S k] ejs k m)kj djkAs tc rd ftÅ¡xk] rqEgkjh rkcsnkjh d:¡xkA njksxkth us fQj vius fo'kky o{k vkSj fo'kkyrj mnj dh ijw h 'kfDr ls dgkµdgk¡ gS ghjk dk ?kj\\ eaS mlds ?kj dh ryk'kh yx¡w kA iV's ojh us vkxs c<d+ j nkjkxs kth ds dku eas dgkµryklh yds j D;k djkxs s gqtwj] mldk HkkbZ vkidh rkcsnkjh ds fy;s gkftj gSA 124 @ xksnku

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>qd x;sA nkjksxk dk eq¡g tjk&lk fudy vk;kA vius thou esa mls ,slh yrkM+ u feyh FkhA gkjs h LrfEHkr [kM+k jgkA thou eas vkt igyh ckj èkfu;k us mls Hkjs v[kkM+s esa iVduh nh] vkdk'k rdk fn;kA vc og dSls flj mBk;sA exj nkjkxs kth bruh tYn gkj ekuuos kys u FkAs f[kfl;k dj ckys µs e>q s ,ls k ekywe gksrk gS] fd bl 'kSrku dh [kkyk us ghjk dks Q¡lkus ds fy;s [kqn mldks tgj ns fn;kA èkfu;k gkFk eVdkdj cksyhµgk¡] ns fn;kA viuh xk; Fkh] ekj Mkyh] fQj fdlh nwljs dk tkuoj rks ugha ekjk\\ rqEgkjs rgfd;kr esa ;gh fudyrk gS] rks ;gh fy[kksA iguk nks esjs gkFk esa gFkdfM+;k¡A ns[k fy;k rqEgkjk U;k; vkSj rqEgkjs vDdy dh nkMS +A x+jhckas dk xyk dkVuk nlw jh ckr gAS nèw k dk nèw k vkjS ikuh dk ikuh djuk nwljh ckrA gksjh vk¡[ksa cjlkrk èkfu;k dh vksj yidk( ij xkscj lkeus vkdj [kM+k gks x;k vkSj mxz Hkko ls cksykµvPNk nknk] vc cgqr gqvkA ihNs gV tkvks] ugha eSa dgs nsrk gw¡] esjk eq¡g u ns[kksxsA rqEgkjs Åij gkFk u mBkÅ¡xkA ,slk diwr ugha gw¡A ;gha xys esa Qk¡lh yxk yw¡xkA gkjs h ihNs gV x;k vkjS èkfu;k 'kjs gkds j ckys hµrw gV tk xkcs j] n[s k¡w rks D;k djrk gS esjkA nkjksxkth cSBs gSaA bldh fgEer ns[kw¡A ?kj esa ryk'kh gksus ls bldh bT+t+r tkrh gSA viuh esgfj;k dks lkjs xk¡o ds lkeus yfr;kus ls bldh bT+t+r ugha tkrh! ;gh rks chjksa dk èkje gSA cM+k chj gS] rks fdlh enZ ls yM+A ftldh ck¡g idM+dj yk;k] mls ekjdj cgknqj u dgyk;sxkA rw le>rk gksxk] eSa bls jksVh&diM+k nsrk gw¡A vkt ls viuk ?kj l¡HkkyA ns[k rks blh xk¡o esa rsjh Nkrh ij ew¡x nydj jgrh gw¡ fd ugha] vkSj mlls vPNk [kkÅ¡&iguw¡xhA bPNk gks] ns[k ysA gksjh ijkLr gks x;kA mls Kkr gqvk] L=kh ds lkeus iq#\"k fdruk fucZy] fdruk fu#ik; gSA urs kvkas us #i;s puq dj mBk fy;s Fks vkjS nkjkxs kth dks ogk¡ ls pyus dk b'kkjk dj jgs FksA èkfu;k us ,d Bksdj vkSj tek;hµftlds #i;s gksa] ys tkdj mls ns nksA gesa fdlh ls mèkkj ugha ysuk gSA vkSj tks nsuk gS] rks mlh ls ysukA eSa neM+h Hkh u nw¡xhA pkgs eq>s gkfde ds btykl rd gh p<+uk iM+sA ge ckdh pqdkus dks iphl #i;s ek¡xrs Fks] fdlh us u fn;kA vkt v¡tqyh&Hkj #i;s BukBu fudky ds fn;As eaS lc tkurh gA¡w ;gk¡ rks ckV¡ &c[kjk gkus os kyk Fkk] lHkh ds eg¡q ehBs gkrs As ;s gR;kjs xk¡o ds eqf[k;k gSa] x+jhcksa dk [kwu pwlus okys! lwn&C;kt Ms<+h&lokbZ] 126 @ xksnku

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Åij fdruk gh xqLlk vk;s exj gkFk u mBkÅ¡xhA gkjs h ytkrk gvq k ckys kµvc bldh ppkZ u dj èkfu;k! ejs s Åij dkbs Z Hkrw lokj FkkA bldk eq>s fdruk nq%[k gqvk gS] og eSa gh tkurk gw¡aA ^vkSj tks eaS Hkh ml Øksèk esa Mwc ejh gksrh!* ^rks D;k eaS jkus s ds fy;s cBS k jgrk\\ ejs h ygk'k Hkh rjs s lkFk fprk ij tkrhA* ^vPNk pqi jgks] csckr dh ckr er cdksA* ^xk; x;h lks x;h] esjs flj ij ,d foifÙk Mky x;hA iqfu;k dh fQdj eq>s ekjs Mkyrh gSA* ^blfy;s rks dgrs gSa] Hkxoku ?kj dk cM+k u cuk;sA NksVksa dks dksbZ ugha g¡lrkA usdh&cnh lc cM+ksa ds flj tkrh gSA* ek?k ds fnu FksA e?kkoV yxh gqbZ FkhA ?kVkVksi v¡èksjk Nk;k gqvk FkkA ,d rks tkM+ksa dh jkr] nwljs ek?k dh o\"kkZA ekSr dk&lk lUukVk Nk;k gqvk FkkA v¡èksjk rd u lw>rk FkkA gksjh Hkkstu djds iqfu;k ds eVj ds [ksr dh esaM+ ij viuh eM;+S k eas yVs k gvq k FkkA pkgrk Fkk] 'khr dks Hkyw tk; vkjS lks jg(s yfs du rkj&rkj dEcy vkSj QVh gqbZ fetZbZ vkSj 'khr ds >ksadksa ls xhyh iqvkyA brus 'k=kqvksa ds lEeq[k vkus dk uhan esa lkgl u FkkA vkt rek[kw Hkh u feyk fd mlh ls eu cgykrkA miyk lyq xk yk;k Fkk] ij 'khr eas og Hkh c>q x;kA cos k; QVs ijS kas dks isV esa Mkydj vkSj gkFkksa dks tk¡?kksa ds chp esa nckdj vkSj dEcy esa eq¡g fNikdj viuh gh xeZ lk¡lksa ls vius dks xeZ djus dh ps\"Vk dj jgk FkkA ik¡p lky gq,] ;g fetZbZ cuokbZ FkhA èkfu;k us ,d izdkj ls tcjnLrh cuok nh Fkh] ogh tc ,d ckj dkcqyh ls diM+s fy;s Fks] ftlds ihNs fdrus lk¡lr gqbZ] fdruh xkfy;k¡ [kkuh iM+ha] vkSj dEcy rks mlds tUe ls Hkh igys dk gSA cpiu esa vius cki ds lkFk og blh esa lksrk Fkk] tokuh esa xkscj dks ysdj blh dEcy esa mlds tkM+s dVs Fks vkSj cq<+kis esa vkt ogh cw<+k dEcy mldk lkFkh gS] ij vc og Hkkstu dks pckusokyk nk¡r ugha] nq[kkusokys nk¡r gSA thou esa ,slk rks dksbZ fnu gh ugha vk;k fd yxku vkjS egktu dks nds j dHkh dNq cpk gkAs vkjS cBS s cBS k;s ;g ,d u;k tatky iM+ x;kA u djks rks nqfu;k g¡ls] djks rks ;g la'k; cuk jgs fd yksx D;k dgrs gAaS lc ;g le>rs gaS fd og ifq u;k dks yVw yrs k g]S mldh lkjh mit ?kj esa Hkj ysrk gSA ,glku rks D;k gksxk fd myVk dyad yx jgk gSA vkSj mèkj Hkksyk dbZ csj ;kn fnyk pqds gSa fd dgha dksbZ lxkbZ dk MkSy djks] vc dke ugha pyrkA lkHs kk mlls dbZ ckj dg pdq k gS fd ifq u;k ds fopkj mldh vkjs ls vPNs ugha gAaS u gkAas ifq u;k dh xg` LFkh rks mls lEHkkyuh gh iM+xs h] pkgs gl¡ dj lEHkkys 130 @ xksnku

;k jksdjA èkfu;k dk fny Hkh vHkh rd lki+$ ugha gqvkA vHkh rd mlds eu esa eyky cuk gqvk gSA eq>s lc vknfe;ksa ds lkeus mldks ekjuk ugha pkfg;s FkkA ftlds lkFk iphl lky xtq j x;]s mls ekjuk vkjS lkjs xko¡ ds lkeu]s ejs h uhprk Fkh( yfs du èkfu;k us Hkh rks ejs h vkc: mrkjus eas dkbs Z dlj ugha NkMs h+ A ejs s lkeus ls dSlk drjkdj fudy tkrh gS] tSls dHkh dh tku&igpku gh ughaA dksbZ ckr dguh gksrh gS] rks lksuk ;k :ik ls dgykrh gSA ns[krk gw¡ mldh lkM+h QV x;h g(S exj dy eq>ls dgk Hkh] rks lkus k dh lkM+h ds fy;]s viuh lkM+h dk uke rd u fy;kA lksuk dh lkM+h vHkh nks&,d eghus Fksxfy;k¡ yxkdj py ldrh gSA mldh lkM+h rks ekjs isoUnksa ds fcYdqy dFkjh gks x;h gSA vkSj fQj eSa gh dkSu mldk euqgkj dj jgk gw¡A vxj eSa gh mlds eu dh nks&pkj ckrsa djrk jgrk] rks dkuS NkVs k gks tkrkA ;gh rks gkrs k og FkkMs k+ &lk vnjoku djkrh] nk&s pkj yxuos kyh ckr dgrh rks D;k eq>s pksV yx tkrh( ysfdu eSa cqïk gksdj Hkh mYyw cuk jg x;kA og rks dgks bl chekjh us vkdj mls ueZ dj fn;k] ugha tkus dc rd eq¡g Qqyk;s jgrhA vkjS vkt mu nkus kas esa tks ckras gbq Z Fkh]a og ekuks Hk[w ks dk Hkkts u FkhAa og fny ls cksyh Fkh vkSj gksjh xn~xn~ gks x;k FkkA mlds th es vk;k] mlds iSjksa ij flj j[k ns vkSj dgsµeSaus rq>s ekjk gS rks ys eSa flj >qdk;s ysrk gw¡] ftruk pkgs ekj ys] ftruh xkfy;k¡ nsuk pkgs ns ysA lglk mls e¡MS+;k ds lkeus pwfM+;ksa dh >Udkj lqukbZ nhA mlus dku yxk lqukA gk¡] dksbZ gSA iVokjh dh yM+dh gksxh] pkgs if.Mr dh ?kjokyh gksA eVj m[kkM+us vk;h gksxhA u tkus D;ksa bu yksxksa dh uh;r bruh [kksVh gSA lkjs xk¡o ls vPNk igurs gSa] lkjs xk¡o ls vPNk [kkrs gSa] ?kj esa gt+kjksa #i;s xM+s gSa] ysu&nsu djrs g]aS M;~ k<s +h&lokbZ pykrs g]aS ?klw yrs s g]aS nLrjw h yrs s g]aS ,d&u&,d ekeyk [kM+k djds gek&leq k dks ihlrs gh jgrs g]aS fQj Hkh uh;r dk ;g gky! cki tlS k gkxs k] oSlh gh lUrku Hkh gksxhA vkSj vki ugha vkrs] vkSjrksa dks Hkstrs gSaA vHkh mBdj gkFk idM+ yw¡ rks D;k ikuh jg tk;sA uhp dgus dks uhp gSa( tks Å¡ps gSa] mudk eu rks vkjS uhpk gAS vkjS r tkr dk gkFk idM+rs Hkh rks ugha curk( vk[¡ kkas n[s kdj eD[kh fuxyuh iM+rh gSA m[kkM+ ys HkkbZ] ftruk rsjk th pkgsA le> ys] eSa ugha gw¡A cM+s vkneh viuh ykt u j[ksa] NksVksa dks rks mudh ykt j[kuh gh iM+rh gSA exj ugha] ;g rks èkfu;k gSA iqdkj jgh gSA èkfu;k us iqdkjkµlks x;s fd tkxrs gks\\ gkjs h >ViV mBk vkjS eM¡ ;+S k ds ckgj fudy vk;kA vkt ekyew gkrs k g]S nos h xksnku @ 131

izlUu gks x;h] mls ojnku nsus vk;h gSa] blds lkFk gh bl ckny&cw¡nh vkSj tkM+s&ikys esa bruh jkr x;s mldk vkuk 'kadkizn Hkh FkkA t+:j dksbZ&u&dksbZ ckr gqbZ gSA ckys kµB.Mh ds ekjs uhna Hkh vkrh g\\S rw bl tkM&s+ ikys eas dlS s vk;h\\ dlq y rks gS\\ ^gk¡ lc dqly gSA* ^xkscj dks Hkstdj eq>s D;ksa ugha cqyok fy;kA* èkfu;k us dksbZ mRrj u fn;kA e¡M+S;k esa vkdj iqvky ij cSBrh gqbZ ckys hµxkcs j us rks egq¡ eas dkfy[k yxk nh] mldh djuh D;k iNw rs gkAs ftl ckr dks Mjrh Fkh] og gksdj jghA ^D;k gqvk D;k\\ fdlh ls ekj&ihV dj cSBk\\* ^vc eSa tkuw¡] D;k dj cSBk] pydj iwNks mlh jk¡M ls\\* ^fdl jk¡M ls\\ D;k dgrh gS rw\\ ckSjk rks ugha x;h\\* ^gk¡ ckSjk D;ksa u tkÅ¡xhA ckr gh ,slh gqbZ gS fd Nkrh nqxquh gks tk;sA* ^lki+$&lki+$ D;ksa ugha dgrhA fdl jk¡M dks dg jgh gS\\* ^mlh >qfu;k dks] vkSj fdldks!* ^rks >qfu;k D;k ;gk¡ vk;h gS\\* ^vkSj dgk¡ tkrh] iwNrk dkSu\\* ^xkscj D;k ?kj esa ugha gS\\* ^xkcs j dk dgha irk ughAa tkus dgk¡ Hkkx x;kA bls ikp¡ eghus dk iVs gAS * gkjs h lc dNq le> x;kA xkcs j dks ckj&ckj vfgjkus tkrs n[s kdj og [kVdk Fkk t+:j( exj mls ,slk f[kykM+h u le>rk FkkA ;qodksa esa dqN jfldrk gksrh gh gS] blesa dksbZ u;h ckr ughaA exj ftl :bZ ds xksys dks mlus uhys vkdk'k esa gok ds >ksads ls mM+rs ns[kdj dsoy eqLdjk fn;k Fkk] og lkjs vkdk'k esa Nkdj mlds ekxZ dks bruk vUèkdkje; cuk nsxk] ;g rks dksbZ nsork Hkh u tku ldrk FkkA xkscj ,slk yEiV! og ljy x¡okj ftls og vHkh cPpk le>rk Fkk( ysfdu mls Hkkst dh fpUrk u Fkh] iapk;r dk Hk; u Fkk] >qfu;k ?kj esa dSls jgsxh bldh fpUrk Hkh mls u FkhA mls fpUrk Fkh xkscj dhA yM+dk yTtk'khy gS] vukM+h gS] vkRekfHkekuh gS] dgha dksbZ uknkuh u dj cSBsA ?kcjkdj ckys kµ>fq u;k us dNq dgk ugh]a xkcs j dgk¡ x;k\\ mlls dgdj gh x;k gksxkA èkqfu;k >q¡>ykdj cksyhµrqEgkjh vDdy rks ?kkl [kk x;h gSA mldh pgsrh 132 @ xksnku

rks ;gk¡ cBS h g]S Hkkxdj tk;xs k dgk\\¡ ;gha dgha fNik cBS k gkxs kA nèw k FkkMs s+ gh ihrk gS fd [kks tk;sxkA eq>s rks bl dyeq¡gh >qfu;k dh fpUrk gS fd bls D;k d:¡\\ vius ?kj esa eSa Nu&Hkj Hkh u jgus nw¡xhA ftl fnu xk; ykus x;k gS] mlh fnu ls nksuksa esa rd&>d gksus yxhA isV u jgrk rks vHkh ckr u [kqyrhA exj tc isV jg x;k rks >qfu;k yxh ?kcM+kusA dgus yxh] dgha Hkkx pyksA xkscj Vkyrk jgkA ,d vkSjr dks lkFk ys ds dgk¡ tk;s] dqN u lw>kA vkf[k+j tc vkt og flj gks x;h fd eq>s ;gk¡ ls ys pyks] ugha eSa ijku ns nw¡xh] rks cksykµrw pydj esjs ?kj esa jg] dksbZ dqN u cksysxk] vEek dks euk yw¡xkA ;g xèkh mlds lkFk py iM+hA dqN nwj rks vkxs&vkxs vkrk jgk] fQj u tkus fdèkj ljd x;kA ;g [kM+h&[kM+h mls iqdkjrh jghA tc jkr Hkhxa x;h vkjS og u ykVS k] Hkkxh ;gk¡ pyh vk;hA eSaus rks dg fn;k] tSlk fd;k gS oSlk Qy HkksxA pqM+Sy us ysds esjs yM+ds dks pkSiV dj fn;kA rc ls cSBh jks jgh gSA mBrh ughaA dgrh gS] vius ?kj dkSu eg¡q yds j tkÅA¡ Hkxoku ,ls h lUrku ls rks ck>¡ gh j[ks rks vPNkA lcjs k gkrs &s gkrs s lkjs xk¡o esa dk¡o&dk¡o ep tk;sxhA ,slk th gksrk gS] ekgqj [kk yw¡A eSa rqels dgs nsrh gw¡] eSa vius ?kj esa u j[kw¡xhA xkscj dks j[kuk gks] vius flj ij j[ksA esjs ?kj esa ,slh NÙkhfl;ksa ds fy;s txg ugha gS vkSj vxj rqe chp esa cksys] rks fQj ;k rks rqEgha jgksxs] ;k eSa gh jgw¡xhA gksjh cksykµrq>ls cuk ughaA mls ?kj esa vkus gh u nsuk pkfg, FkkA ^lc dqN dgds gkj x;hA Vyrh gh ughaA èkjuk fn, cSBh gSA* ^vPNk py] ns[kw¡ dSls ugha mBrh] ?klhVdj ckgj fudky nw¡xkA* nk<+htkj Hkksyk lc dqN ns[k jgk Fkk( ij pqIih lkèks cSBk jgkA cki Hkh ,sls csg;k gksrs gSa!* ^og D;k tkurk Fkk] buds chp esa D;k f[kpM+h id jgh gSA* ^tkurk D;kas ugha FkkA xkcs j jkr&fnu ?kjs s jgrk Fkk rks D;k mldh vk[¡ kas QVw x;h FkhaA lkspuk pkfg, Fkk u] fd ;gk¡ D;ksa nkSM+&nkSM+ vkrk gSA* ^py eSa >qfu;k ls iwNrk gw¡ uA* nksuksa e¡M+S;k ls fudydj xk¡o dh vksj pysA gksjh us dgkµik¡p ?kM+h jkr ds Åij x;h gksxhA èkfu;k cksyhµgk¡] vkSj D;k( exj dSlk lksrk iM+ x;k gSA dksbZ pksj vk;s] rks lkjs xk¡o dks ewl ys tk;sA ^pksj ,sls xk¡o esa ugha vkrsA èkfu;ksa ds ?kj tkrs gSaA* èkfu;k us fBBddj gksjh dk gkFk idM+ fy;k vkSj cksyhµns[kks] gYyk u xksnku @ 133

epkuk( ugha lkjk xk¡o tkx mBsxk vkSj ckr QSy tk;sxhA gksjh us dBksj Loj esa dgkµeSa ;g dqN ugha tkurkA gkFk idM+dj ?klhV ykÅ¡xk vkSj xk¡o ds ckgj dj nw¡xkA ckr rks ,d fnu [kqyuh gh gS] fQj vkt gh D;ksa u [kqy tk;sA og esjs ?kj vk;h D;ksa\\ tk;s tgk¡ xkscj gSA mlds lkFk dqdje fd;k] rks D;k gels iwNdj fd;k Fkk\\ èkfu;k us fQj gkFk idM+k vkSj èkhjs ls cksyhµrqe mldk gkFk idM+ksxs] rks og fpYyk;sxhA ^rks fpYyk;k djsA* ^eqnk bruh jkr x;s bl v¡èksjs lUukVs jkr esa tk;sxh dgk¡] ;g rks lkspksA* ^tk; tgk¡ mlds lxs gksaA gekjs ?kj esa mldk D;k j[kk gSA* ^gk¡] ysfdu bruh jkr x;s ?kj ls fudkyuk mfpr ughaA ik¡o Hkkjh gS] dgha Mj&Mjk tk;]s rks vkjS vkQr gkAs ,ls h n'kk eas dNq djrs èkjrs Hkh rks ugha curk!* ^gesa D;k djuk gS] ejs ;k th;sA tgk¡ pkgs tk;sA D;ksa vius eq¡g esa dkfy[k yxkÅ¡A eSa rks xkscj dks Hkh fudky ckgj d:¡xkA* èkfu;k us xEHkhj fpUrk ls dgkµdkfy[k tks yxuh Fkh] og rks vc yx pqdhA og vc thrs&th ugha NwV ldrhA xkscj us ukSdk Mqck nhA ^xkscj us ugha] MqckbZ blh usA og rks cPpk FkkA blds iats esa vk x;kA* ^fdlh us MqckbZ] vc rks Mwc x;hA* nksuksa }kj ds lkeus igq¡p x;sA lglk èkfu;k us gksjh ds xys esa gkFk Mkydj dgkµn[s kks rqEgas ejs h lkgaS ] ml ij gkFk u mBkukA og rks vki gh jks jgh gAS Hkkx dh [kksVh u gksrh] rks ;g fnu gh D;ksa vkrkA gksjh dh vk¡[ksa vknzZ gks x;haA èkfu;k dk ;g ekr`&Lusg ml v¡èksjs esa Hkh tSls nhid ds leku mlh fpUrk&ttZj vkd`fr dks 'kksHkk iznku djus yxkA nksuksa gh ds ân; esa tSls vrhr&;kSou lpsr gks mBkA gksjh dks bl ohr&;kSouk esa Hkh ogh dksey ân; ckfydk ut+j vk;h] ftlus iPphl lky igys mlds thou esa izos'k fd;k FkkA ml vkfyxa u eas fdruk vFkkg okRlY; Fkk] tks lkjs dyda ] lkjh ckèkkvkas vkSj lkjh ewyc) ijEijkvksa dks vius vUnj lesVs ysrk FkkA nksuksa us }kj ij vkdj fdokM+ksa ds njkt ls vUnj >k¡dkA nhoV ij rsy dh dqIih ty jgh Fkh vkSj mlds eè;e izdk'k esa >qfu;k ?kqVus ij flj j[ks] }kj dh vkjs eg¡q fd;]s vUèkdkj eas ml vkuUn dks [kkts jgh Fkh] tks ,d {k.k igys viuh ekfs guh Nfo fn[kkdj foyhu gks x;k FkkA og vkQr dh ekjh O;Xa ;&ck.kkas ls vkgr vkSj thou ds vk?kkrksa ls O;fFkr fdlh o`{k dh Nk¡g [kkstrh fQjrh Fkh] vkSj mls 134 @ xksnku

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,d fnu èkfu;k gkV ls pyh vk jgh Fkh fd jkLrs esa if.Mr nkrknhu fey x;sA èkfu;k us flj uhpk dj fy;k vkSj pkgrh Fkh fd drjkdj fudy tk;s( ij if.Mrth NsM+us dk volj ikdj dc pwdus okys FksA NsM+ gh rks fn;kµxkscj dk dNq lj&lUn's k feyk fd ugha èkfu;k\\ ,ls k dirw fudyk fd ?kj dh lkjh ejtkn fcxkM+ nhA èkfu;k ds eu eas Lo;a ;gh Hkko vkrs jgrs FkAs mnkl eu ls ckys hµcqjs fnu vkrs gSa ckck] rks vkneh dh efr fQj tkrh gS] vkSj D;k dgw¡A nkrknhu cksysµrqEgsa bl nq\"Vk dks ?kj esa u j[kuk pkfg, FkkA nwèk esa eD[kh iM+ tkrh gS] rks vkneh mls fudkydj Qsad nsrk gS] vkSj nwèk ih tkrk gSA lkspks] fdruh cnukeh vkSj tx&g¡lkbZ gks jgh gSA og dqyVk ?kj esa u jgrh] rks dqN u gksrkA yM+dksa ls bl rjg dh Hkwy&pwd gksrh jgrh gSA tc rd fcjknjh dks Hkkr u nksxs] ckEguksa dks Hkkst u nksxs] dSls m}kj gksxk\\ mls ?kj esa u j[krs] rks dqN u gksrkA gksjh rks ikxy gS gh] rw dSls èkks[kk [kk x;hA nkrknhu dk yM+dk ekrknhu ,d pekfju ls Q¡lk gqvk FkkA bls lkjk xk¡o tkurk Fkk( ij og fryd yxkrk Fkk] ikFs kh&i=ks ckp¡ rk Fkk] dFkk&Hkkxor dgrk Fkk] èke&Z lLa dkj djkrk FkkA mldh ifz r\"Bk eas tjk Hkh deh u FkhA og fuR; Luku&itw k djds vius ikikas dk ikz ;f'pr dj yrs k FkkA èkfu;k tkurh Fkh] >fq u;k dks vkJ; nsus gh ls ;g lkjh foifÙk vk;h gSA mls u tkus dSls n;k vk x;h] ugha mlh jkr dks >qfu;k dks fudky nsrh] rks D;ksa bruk migkl gksrk( ysfdu ;g Hk; Hkh gksrk Fkk fd rc mlds fy;s unh ;k dqvk¡ ds flok vkSj fBdkuk dgk¡ FkkA ,d izk.k dk eYw ; nds jµ,d ugha nks ikz .kkas dkµog vius ejtkn dh j{kk dlS s djrh\\ fQj >qfu;k ds xHkZ esa tks ckyd gS] og èkfu;k gh ds ân; dk VqdM+k rks gSA g¡lh ds Mj ls mlds izk.k dSls ys ysrh\\ vkSj fQj >qfu;k dh uezrk vkSj nhurk Hkh mls fujL=k djrh jgrh FkhA ;g tyh&Hkquh ckgj ls vkrh( ij T;ksa gh >qfu;k yksVs dk ikuh ykdj j[k nsrh vkSj mlds ik¡o nckus yxrh] mldk Øksèk ikuh gks tkrkA cps kjh viuh yTtk vkjS n[q k ls vki nch gbq Z g]S mls vkjS D;k nck;]s ejs dks D;k ekjAs mlus rhoz Loj esa dgkµgedks dqy&ijfrlBk bruh I;kjh ugha gS egkjkt] fd mlds ihNs ,d tho dh gR;k dj MkyrsA C;kgrk u lgh( ij mldh ck¡g rks idM+h gS esjs csVs us ghA fdl eq¡g ls fudky nsrhA ogh dke cM+s&cM+s djrs gSa] eqnk muls dksbZ ugha cksyrk] mUgsa dyad gh ugha yxrkA ogh dke NksVs vkneh djrs gSa] rks mudh ejtkn fcxM+ tkrh gS] ukd dV tkrh gSA cM+s vknfe;ksa dks xksnku @ 137

viuh ukd nwljksa dh tku ls I;kjh gksxh] gesa rks viuh ukd bruh I;kjh ughaA nkrknhu gkj ekuus okys tho u FkAs og bl xko¡ ds ukjn FkAs ;gk¡ dh ogk]¡ ogk¡ dh ;gk]¡ ;gh mudk O;olk; FkkA og pkjs h rks u djrs Fk]s mleas tku&tkfs [ke Fkk( ij pksjh ds eky esa fgLlk c¡Vkus ds le; vo'; igq¡p tkrs FksA dgha ihB esa èkwy u yxus nsrs FksA tehankj dks vkt rd yxku dh ,d ikbZ u nh] dqdhZ vkrh] rks dq,¡ esa fxjus pyrs] uks[ksjke ds fd;s dqN u curk( exj vlkfe;ksa dks lnw ij #i;s mèkkj nrs s FkAs fdlh L=kh dks dkbs Z vkHk\"w k.k cuokuk g]S nkrknhu mldh lsok ds fy;s gkftj gSaA 'kknh&C;kg r; djus esa mUgsa cM+k vkuUn vkrk gS] ;'k Hkh feyrk g]S nf{k.kk Hkh feyrh gAS chekjh eas nok&nk: Hkh djrs g]aS >kM+&Qd¡w Hkh] tSlh ejht dh bPNk gksA vkSj lHkk prqj brus gSa fd tokuksa esa toku cu tkrs gSa] ckydksa esa ckyd vkSj cw<+ksa esa cw<+sA pksj ds Hkh fe=k gSa vkSj lkg ds HkhA xk¡o esa fdlh dks mu ij fo'okl ugha gS( ij mudh ok.kh esa ,slk dqN vkd\"kZ.k gS fd yksx ckj&ckj èkks[kk [kkdj Hkh mUgha dh 'kj.k tkrs gSaA flj vkSj nk<+h fgykdj cksysµ;g rw Bhd dgrh gS èkfu;k! èkekZRek yksxksa] dk ;gh èkje gS( ysfdu yksd&jhfr dk fuckg rks djuk gh iM+rk gSA blh rjg ,d fnu ykyk iVs'ojh us gksjh dks NsM+kA og xk¡o esa iq.;kRek e'kgjw FkAs i.w keZ klh dks fuR; lR;ukjk;.k dh dFkk luq r(s ij iVokjh gkus s ds ukrs [ksr csxkj esa tqrokrs Fks] flapkbZ csxkj esa djokrs Fks vkSj vlkfe;ksa dks ,d nwljs ls yM+kdj jdesa ekjrs FksA lkjk xk¡o muls dk¡irk Fkk! x+jhcksa dks nl&nl] ik¡p&ik¡p dt+Z nsdj mUgksaus dbZ gt+kj dh lEifÙk cuk yh FkhA Qly dh pht+sa vlkfe;ksa ls ysdj dpgjh vkSj iqfyl ds veyksa dh HksaV djrs jgrs FksA blls bykds Hkj eas mudh vPNh èkkd FkhA vxj dkbs Z muds gRFks ugha p<k+ ] rks og njkxs k xaMkflag Fks] tks gky esa bl bykds esa vk;s FksA ijekFkhZ Hkh FksA cq[kkj ds fnuksa esa ljdkjh duq uS ckV¡ dj ;'k dekrs Fk]s dkbs Z chekj vkjke gk]s rks mldh d'q ky iNw us vo'; tkrs FkAs NkVs &s NkVs s >xMs+ vkil gh eas r; djk nrs s FkAs 'kknh&C;kg eas viuh ikydh] dkyhu vkSj egfQy ds lkeku e¡xuh nsdj yksxksa dk mckj dj nsrs FksA ekSdk ikdj u pwdrs Fks] ij ftldk [kkrs Fks] mldk dke Hkh djrs FksA cksysµ;g rqeus D;k jksx iky fy;k gksjh\\ gksjh us ihNs fQjdj iwNkµrqeus D;k dgk ykykµeSaus lquk ughaA iVs'ojh ihNs ls dne c<+krs gq, cjkcj vkdj cksys] ;gh dg jgk Fkk fd èkfu;k ds lkFk D;k rqEgkjh cqf) Hkh ?kkl [kk x;hA >qfu;k dks D;ksa ugha mlds cki ds ?kj Hkst nsrs] lsar&esar esa viuh g¡lh djk jgs gksA u tkus fdldk yM+dk 138 @ xksnku

ysdj vk x;h vkSj rqeus ?kj esa cSBk fy;kA vHkh rqEgkjh nks&nks yM+fd;k¡ C;kgus dks cSBh gqbZ gSa] lkspks dSls csM+k ikj gksxkA gksjh bl rjg dh vkykspuk,¡] vkSj 'kqHkdkeuk,¡ lqurs&lqurs rax vk x;k FkkA f[kUu gkds j ckys kµ;g lc eaS le>rk g¡w ykyk! yfs du rEq gha crkvk]s eaS D;k d:!¡ eaS >fq u;k dks fudky n]¡w rks Hkkys k mls j[k yxas \\s vxj og jkth gk]as rks vkt eSa mls muds ?kj igq¡pk nw¡] vxj rqe mUgsa jkth dj nks] rks tue&tue rqEgkjk vkSlku ekuw¡( exj ogk¡ rks muds nksuksa yM+ds [kwu djus dks mrk: gks jgs gSaA fQj eSa mls dSls fudky nw¡A ,d rks ukyk;d vkneh feyk fd mldh ck¡g idM+dj nxk ns x;kA eSa Hkh fudky nw¡xk] rks bl n'kk esa og dgha esgur&etwjh Hkh rks u dj ldsxhA dgha Mwc èkl ejh rks fdls vijkèk yxsxkA jgk yM+fd;ksa dk C;kg lks Hkxoku ekfyd gSA tc mldk le; vk;sxk] dksbZ u dksbZ jkLrk fudy gh vk,xkA yM+dh rks gekjh fcjknjh eas vkt rd dHkh dv¡q kjh ugha jghA fcjknjh ds Mj ls gR;kjs dk dke ugha dj ldrkA gkjs h uez LoHkko dk vkneh FkkA lnk flj >dq kdj pyrk vkjS pkj ckras xe [kk ysrk FkkA ghjk dks NksM+dj xk¡o esa mldk dksbZ vfgr u pkgrk Fkk] ij lekt bruk cM+k vuFkZ dlS s lg y!s vkjS mldh eVq enhZ rks n[s kks fd le>kus ij Hkh ugha le>rkA L=kh&iq#\"k nksuksa tSls lekt dks pqukSrh ns jgs gSa fd ns[ksa dksbZ mudk D;k dj ysrk gSA rks lekt Hkh fn[kk nsxk fd mldh e;kZnk rksM+us okys lq[k dh uhan ugha lks ldrsA mlh jkr dks bl leL;k ij fopkj djus ds fy;s xko¡ ds foèkkrkvkas dh cBS d gbq AZ nkrknhu cksysµesjh vknr fdlh dh fuUnk djus dh ugha gSA lalkj esa D;k&D;k dqdeZ ugha gksrk( vius ls D;k erycA exj og jk¡M+ èkfu;k rks eq>ls yM+us ij mrk: gks x;hA Hkkb;ksa dk fgLlk nckdj gkFk esa pkj iSls gks x;s] rks vc dqiaFk ds flok vkSj D;k lw>sxhA uhp tkr] tgk¡ isV&Hkj jksVh [kk;h vkSj Vs<+s pys] blh ls rks lklrjksa esa dgk gSµuhp tkr yfr;k;s vPNkA iVs'ojh us ukfj;y dk d'k yxkrs gq, dgkµ;gh rks buesa cqjkbZ gS fd pkj iSls ns[ks vkSj vk¡[ksa cnyhaA vkt gksjh us ,slh gsdM+h trkbZ fd eSa viuk&lk eq¡g yds j jg x;kA u tkus vius dks D;k le>rk gAS vc lkps k]s bl vuhfr dk xko¡ eas D;k Qy gkxs kA >fq u;k dks n[s kdj nlw jh foèkokvkas dk eu c<xs+ k fd ugh\\a vkt Hkksyk ds ?kj esa ;g ckr gqbZA dy gekjs&rqEgkjs ?kj esa Hkh gksxhA lekt rks Hk; ds cy ls pyrk gSA vkt lekt dk vk¡dql tkrk jgs] fQj ns[kks lalkj esa D;k&D;k xksnku @ 139

vuFkZ gksus yxrs gSaA f>axqjh flag nks fL=k;ksa ds ifr FksA igyh L=kh ik¡p yM+ds&yM+fd;k¡ NksM+dj ejh FkhA ml le; budh voLFkk iSarkfyl ds yxHkx Fkh( ij vkius nwljk C;kg fd;k vkSj tc mlls dksbZ lUrku u gqbZ] rks rhljk C;kg dj MkykA vc budh ipkl dh voLFkk Fkh vkSj nks toku ifRu;k¡ ?kj esa cSBh gqbZ FkhaA mu nksuksa gh ds fo\"k; esa rjg&rjg dh ckrsa QSy jgh Fkha( ij Bkdqj lkgc ds Mj ls dksbZ dqN u dg ldrk Fkk] vkSj dgus dk volj Hkh rks gksA ifr dh vkM+ esa lc dqN tk;t gAS eqlhcr rks mldks g]S ftls dkbs Z vkM+ ughAa Bkdqj lkgc fL=k;kas ij cM+k dBkjs 'kklu j[krs Fks vkSj mUgsa ?ke.M Fkk fd mudh ifRu;ksa dk ?kw¡?kV rd fdlh us u ns[kk gksxkA exj ?kw¡?kV dh vkM+ esa D;k gksrk gS] mldh mUgsa D;k [kcj\\ cksysµ,slh vkSjr dk rks flj dkV ysA gksjh us bl dqyVk dks ?kj j[kdj lekt esa fo\"k cks;k gSA ,sls vkneh dks xk¡o esa jgus nsuk lkjs xk¡o dks Hkz\"V djuk gSA jk; lkgc dks bldh lwpuk nsuh pkfg,A lki+$&lki+$ dg nsuk pkfg,] vxj xk¡o esa ;g vuhfr pyh rks fdlh dh vkc: lyker u jgsxhA if.Mr uks[ksjke dkjdqu cM+s dqyhu czkã.k FksA buds nknk fdlh jktk ds nhoku Fk!s ij viuk lc dNq Hkxoku ds pj.kkas eas HkVas djds lkèkq gks x;s FkAs buds cki us Hkh jke&uke dh [ksrh esa mez dkV nhA uks[ksjke us Hkh ogh HkfDr rjds esa ik;h FkhA izkr%dky iwtk ij cSB tkrs Fks vkSj nl cts rd cSBs jke&uke fy[kk djrs Fks( exj Hkxoku ds lkeus ls mBrs gh mudh ekuork bl vojksèk ls fod`r gkds j muds eu] opu vkjS deZ lHkh dks fo\"kkDr dj nrs h FkhA bl iLz rko eas muds vfèkdkj dk vieku gksrk FkkA Qwys gq, xkyksa esa èk¡lh gq, vk¡[ksa fudkydj cksysµblesa jk; lkgc ls D;k iwNuk gSA eSa tks pkgw¡] dj ldrk gw¡A yxk nks lkS #i;s Mk¡M+A vki xk¡o NksM+dj HkkxsxkA bèkj csn[kyh Hkh nk;j fd;s nsrk gw¡A iVs'ojh us dgkµexj yxku rks csckd dj pqdk gS\\ f>xa jq h flga us leFkuZ fd;kµgk]¡ yxku ds fy;s gh rks gels rhl #i;s fy;s gSaA uks[ksjke us ?ke.M ds lkFk dgkµysfdu vHkh jlhn rks ugha nhA lcwr D;k gS fd yxku csckd dj fn;kA loZlEefr ls ;gh r; gqvk fd gksjh ij lkS #i;s rkoku yxk fn;k tk;sA dsoy ,d fnu xk¡o ds vknfe;ksa dks cVksjdj mudh eatwjh ys ysus dk vfHku; vko';d FkkA lEHko Fkk] blesa nl&ik¡p fnu dh nsj gks tkrhA ij vkt gh jkr dks >qfu;k ds yM+dk iSnk gks x;kA vkSj nwljs gh fnu xk¡ookyksa dh iapk;r cSB 140 @ xksnku

x;hA gkjs h vkjS èkfu;k] nkus kas viuh fdLer dk QlS yk luq us ds fy;s cyq k;s x;As pkSiky esa bruh HkhM+ Fkh fd dgha fry j[kus dh txg u FkhA iapk;r us QSlyk fd;k fd gksjh ij lkS #i;s udn vkSj rhl eu vukt Mk¡M+ yxk;k tk;sA èkfu;k Hkjh lHkk esa #¡èksa gq, d.B ls cksyhµiapks] x+jhc dks lrkdj lq[k u ikvksxs] bruk le> ysukA ge rks feV tk;saxs] dkSu tkus] bl xk¡o esa jgsa ;k u jg]as yfs du ejs k ljki rqedks Hkh t+:j ls t+:j yxxs kA eq>ls bruk dM+k tjhckuk blfy;s fy;k tk jgk gS fd eSaus viuh cgw dks D;ksa vius ?kj esa j[kkA D;ksa mls ?kj ls fudkydj lM+d dh fHk[kkfju ugha cuk fn;kA ;gh U;k; gS] ,sa\\ iVs'ojh cksysµog rsjh cgw ugha gS] gjtkbZ gSA gkjs h us èkfu;k dks MkV¡ kµrw D;kas ckys rh gS èkfu;k! ipa eas ije's oj jgrs gAaS mudk tks U;k; g]S og flj vk[¡ kkas ij( vxj Hkxoku dh ;gh bPNk gS fd ge xko¡ NksM+dj Hkkx tk;sa] rks gekjk D;k clA iapks] gekjs ikl tks dqN gS] og vHkh [kfygku esa gSA ,d nkuk Hkh ?kj esa ugha vk;k] ftruk pkgks] ys yksA lc ysuk pkgks] lc ys yksA gekjk Hkxoku ekfyd gS] ftruh deh iM+s] mlesa gekjs nksuksa cSy ys ysukA èkfu;k nk¡r fdVfdVkdj cksyhµeSa u ,d nkuk vukt nw¡xh] u ,d dkSM+h MkaM+A ftlesa cwrk gks] pydj eq>ls ysA vPNh fnYyxh gSA lkspk gksxk Mk¡M+ ds cgkus bldh lc tStkr ys yks vkSj utjkuk ysdj nwljksa dks ns nksA ckx&cxhpk cps dj ets ls rj eky mM+kvkAs èkfu;k ds thr&s th ;g ugha gkus s dk] vkjS rqEgkjh ykylk rqEgkjs eu esa gh jgsxhA gesa ugha jguk gS fcjknjh esaA fcjknjh esa jgdj gekjh eqdqr u gks tk;sxhA vc Hkh vius ilhus dh dekbZ [kkrs gSa] rc Hkh vius ilhus dh dekbZ [kk;saxsA gksjh us mlds lkeus gkFk tksM+dj dgkµèkfu;k] rsjs iSjksa iM+rk gw¡] pqi jgA ge lc fcjknjh ds pkdj gSa] mlds ckgj ugha tk ldsA og tks Mk¡M+ yxkrh gS] mls flj >dq kdj eta jw djA uDdw cudj thus ls rks xys eas i$+ kl¡ h yxk yus k vPNk gAS vkt ej tk;]as rks fcjknjh gh rks bl feêh dks ikj yxk;xs h\\ fcjknjh gh rkjxs h rks rjsaxsA iapks] eq>s vius toku csVs dk eq¡g ns[kuk ulhc u gks] vxj esjs ikl [kfygku ds vukt ds flok vkjS dkbs Z pht+ gkAs eaS fcjknjh ls nxk u d:x¡ kA ipa kas dks esjs cky&cPpksa ij n;k vk;s] rks mudh dqN ijofjl djsa] ugha eq>s rks mudh vkKk ikyuh gSA èkfu;k >Yykdj ogk¡ ls pyh x;h vkjS gkjs h igj jkr rd [kfygku ls vukt <ks&<ksdj f>axqjhflag dh pkSiky esa <sj djrk jgkA chl eu tkS Fkk] ik¡p eu xsgw¡ xksnku @ 141

vkSj bruk gh eVj] FkksM+k&lk puk vkSj rsygu Hkh FkkA vdsyk vkneh vkSj nks x`gfLFk;ksa dk cks>A ;g tks dqN gqvk] èkfu;k ds iq#\"kkFkZ ls gqvkA >qfu;k Hkhrj dk lkjk dke dj ysrh Fkh vkSj èkfu;k viuh yM+fd;ksa ds lkFk [ksrh esa tqV x;h FkhA nksuksa us lkspk Fkk] xsgw¡ vkSj rsygu ls yxku dh ,d fdLr vnk gks tk;sxh vkSj gks lds rks FkksM+k&FkksM+k lwn Hkh ns nsaxsA tkS [kkus ds dke vk;sxkA yaxs&raxs ik¡p&Ng eghus dV tk;saxs rc rd tqvkj] eDdk] lkaoka] èkku ds fnu vk tk;saxsA og lkjh vk'kk feVV~ h eas fey x;hA vukt rks gkFk ls x;s gh] lkS #i;s dh xBjh vkjS flj ij yn x;hA vc Hkkts u dk dgha fBdkuk ughAa vkjS xkcs j dk D;k gky gqvk] Hkxoku tkusA u gky u gokyA vxj fny bruk dPpk Fkk] rks ,slk dke gh D;ksa fd;k( exj gksugkj dks dkSu Vky ldrk gSA fcjknjh dk og vkrad Fkk fd vius flj ij ykndj vukt <ks jgk Fkk] ekuks vius gkFkksa viuh dcz [kksn jgk gksA tehankj] lkgwdkj] ljdkj fdldk bruk jksc Fkk\\ dy cky&cPps D;k [kk;xas ]s bldh fpUrk ikz .kkas dks lk[s ks yrs h Fkh( ij fcjknjh dk Hk; fi'kkp dh Hkkf¡ r flj ij lokj vkda lq fn, tk jgk FkkA fcjknjh ls iF` kd thou dh og dkbs Z dYiuk gh u dj ldrk FkkA 'kknh&C;kg] eMaw u&Nns u] tUe&ej.k lc dNq fcjknjh ds gkFk esa gSA fcjknjh mlds thou esa o`{k dh Hkk¡fr tM+ tek;s gq, Fkh vkSj mldh ulsa mlds jkse&jkse esa fcaèkh gqbZ FkhaA fcjknjh ls fudydj mldk thou foJ`a[ky gks tk;xs kµrkj&rkj gks tk;xs kA tc [kfygku esa dsoy Ms<+&nks eu tkS vkSj jg x;k] rks èkfu;k us nkSM+dj mldk gkFk idM+ fy;k vkSj cksyhµvPNk] vc jgus nksA <ks rks pqds fcjknjh dh yktA cPpksa ds fy;s Hkh dqN NksM+ksxs fd lc fcjknjh ds HkkM+ esa >ksad nksxsA eSa rqels gkj tkrh gw¡A esjs HkkX; esa rqEgha tSls cq)q dk lax fy[kk Fkk! gkjs h us viuk gkFk NMq +kdj Vkds jh eas 'k\"s k vukt Hkjrs g,q dgkµ;g u gkxs k èkfu;k] ipa kas dh vk[¡ k cpkdj ,d nkuk Hkh j[k yus k ejs s fy;s gjke gAS eaS ys tkdj lc dk lc ogk¡ <sj dj nsrk gw¡A fQj iapksa ds eu esa n;k mitsxh] rks dqN esjs cky&cPpksa ds fy;s nsaxs ugha Hkxoku ekfyd gSA èkfu;k fryfeykdj cksyhµ;g iap ugha gSa] jkNl gSa] iDds jkNl! ;g lc gekjh txg&te+ hu Nhudj eky ekjuk pkgrs gAaS MkM¡ + rks cgkuk gAS le>krh tkrh gw¡( ij rqEgkjh vk¡[ksa ugha [kqyrhaA rqe bu fi'kkpksa ls n;k dh vklk j[krs gksA lksprs gks] nl&ik¡p eu fudkydj rqEgsa ns nsaxsA eq¡g èkks j[kksA tc gksjh u ekuk vkSj Vksdjh flj ij j[kus yxk rks èkfu;k us nksuksa gkFkksa ls iwjh 'kfDr ds lkFk Vksdjh idM+ yh vkSj cksyhµbls rks eSa u ys tkus nw¡xh] pkgs 142 @ xksnku

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ugha] bl oDr og >qfu;k ds lkFk ?kj ugha tk ldrkA ysfdu dgha èkfu;k us >qfu;k dks ?kj esa ?kqlus gh u fn;k vkSj >kM+w ysdj ekjus nkSM+h] rks og cspkjh dgk¡ tk;sxhA vius ?kj rks ykSV gh ugha ldrhA dgha dq,¡ esa dwn iM+s ;k xys esa i+$k¡lh yxk ys] rks D;k gksA mlus yEch lk¡l yhA fdldh 'kj.k ysA exj vEek bruh fun;Z h ugha gaS fd ekjus nkMS Aas+ Økès k eas nk&s pkj xkfy;k¡ nxas h! ysfdu tc >qfu;k mlds ik¡o iM+dj jksus yxsxh] rks mUgsa t+:j n;k vk tk;sxhA rc rd og [kqn dgha fNik jgsxkA tc minzo 'kkUr gks tk;sxk] rc og ,d fnu èkhjs ls vk;sxk vkSj vEek dks euk ysxk] vxj bl chp esa mls dgha etwjh fey tk;s vkSj nks&pkj #i;s ysdj ?kj ykSVs] rks fQj èkfu;k dk eq¡g cUn gks tk;sxkA >qfu;k cksyhµesjh Nkrh èkd~&èkd~ dj jgh gSA eSa D;k tkurh Fkh] rqe esjs xys ;g jksx e<+ nksxsA u tkus fdl cqjh lkbr esa rqedks ns[kkA u rqe xk; ysus vkrs] u ;g lc dqN gksrkA rqe vkxs&vkxs tkdj tks dqN dguk&lquuk gks] dg&lqu ysukA eSa ihNs ls tkÅ¡xhA xkscj us dgkµugha&ugha] igys rqe tkuk vkSj dguk] eSa cktkj ls lkSnk cspdj ?kj tk jgh FkhA jkr gks x;h gS] vc dSls tkÅ¡A rc rd eSa vk tkÅ¡xkA >qfu;k us fpfUrr eu ls dgkµrqEgkjh vEek cM+h xqLlSy gSA esjk rks th dk¡irk gSA dgha eq>s ekjus yxsa rks D;k d:¡xhA xkscj us èkhjt fnyk;kµvEek dh vknr ,slh ughaA ge yksxksa rd dks rks dHkh ,d rekpk ekjk ugha] rqEgsa D;k ekjsaxhA mudks tks dqN dguk gksxk eq>s dgsaxh] rqels rks cksysaxh Hkh ughaA xk¡o lehi vk x;kA xkscj us fBBddj dgkµvc rqe tkvksA >qfu;k us vuqjksèk fd;kµrqe Hkh nsj u djukA ^ugha&ugha] Nu Hkj esa vkrk gw¡] rw py rksA* ^esjk th u tkus dSlk gks jgk gSA rqEgkjs Åij Øksèk vkrk gSA* ^rqe bruk Mjrh D;ksa gks\\ eSa rks vk gh jgk gw¡A* ^blls rks dgha vPNk Fkk fd fdlh nwljh txg Hkkx pyrsA* ^tc viuk ?kj gS] rks D;ksa dgha Hkkxsa\\ rqe ukgd Mj jgh gksA* ^tYnh ls vkvksxs u\\* ^gk¡&gk¡] vHkh vkrk gw¡A* ^eq>ls nxk rks ugha dj jgs gks\\ eq>s ?kj Hkstdj vki dgha pyrs cuksA* ^bruk uhp ugha gw¡ >wuk! tc rsjh ck¡g idM+h gS] rks ejrs ne rd xksnku @ 145

fuHkkÅx¡ kA* >qfu;k ?kj dh vksj pyhA xkscj ,d {k.k nqfoèkk esa iM+k [kM+k jgkA fQj ,dk,d flj ij e.Mjkuos kyh fèkDdkj dh dYiuk Hk;da j :i èkkj.k djds mlds lkeus [kM+h gks x;hA dgha lpeqp vEek ekjus nkSM+sa] rks D;k gks\\ mlds ik¡o tSls èkjrh ls fpeV x;sA mlds vkSj mlds ?kj ds chp dsoy vkeksa dk NksVk&lk ckx FkkA >qfu;k dh dkyh ijNkb± èkhjs&èkhjs tkrh gqbZ nh[k jgh FkhA mldh KkusfUnz;k¡ cgrq rts + gks x;h FkhAa mlds dkukas eas ,ls h Hkud iM+h] tlS s vEek >fq u;k dks xkyh ns jgh gSA mlds eu dh dqN ,slh n'kk gks jgh Fkh] ekuks flj ij xM+k¡ls dk gkFk iM+us okyk gksA nsg dk lkjk jDr tSls lw[k x;k gksA ,d {k.k ds ckn mlus ns[kk] tlS s èkfu;k ?kj ls fudydj dgha tk jgh gkAs nknk ds ikl tkrh gkxs h! lkbr nknk [kk&ihdj eVj vxksjus pys x;s gSaA og eVj ds [ksr dh vksj pykA tkS&xsgw¡ ds [krs kas dks jknaS rk gvq k og bl rjg Hkkxk tk jgk Fkk] ekuks ihNs nkMS + vk jgh gAS og gS nknk dh eM¡ ;S+ k og #d x;k vkjS ncs iko¡ tkdj eM¡ ;S+ k ds ihNs cBS x;kA mldk vuqeku Bhd fudykA og igq¡pk gh Fkk fd èkfu;k dh cksyh lqukbZ nhA vksg! xtc gks x;kA vEek bruh dBksj gSaA ,d vukFk yM+dh ij bUgsa rfud Hkh n;k ugha vkrhA vkSj tks eSa Hkh lkeus tkdj QVdkj nw¡ fd rqedks >qfu;k ls cksyus dk dksbZ etky ugha gS] rks lkjh ls[kh fudy tk;A vPNk! nknk Hkh fcxM+ jgs gSaA dsys ds fy;s vkt Bhdjk Hkh rst+ gks x;kA eSa tjk vnc djrk gw¡] mlh dk Qy gSA ;g rks nknk Hkh ogha tk jgs gSaA vxj >qfu;k dks bUgksaus ekjk&ihVk rks eq>ls u lgk tk;sxkA Hkxoku! vc rqEgkjk gh Hkjkslk gSA eSa u tkurk Fkk bl foir esa tku Q¡lsxhA >qfu;k eq>s vius eu esa fdruk èkwrZ] dk;j vkSj uhp le> jgh gksxh( exj mls ekj dSls ldrs gSa\\ ?kj ls fudky Hkh dSls ldrs gSa\\ D;k ?kj esa esjk fgLlk ugha gS\\ vxj >qfu;k ij fdlh us gkFk mBk;k] rks vkt egkHkkjr gks tk;xs kA ek&¡ cki tc rd yMd+ kas dh j{kk dj]as rc rd ek&¡ cki gAaS tc mueas eerk gh ugha gS] rks dSls ek¡&cki! gksjh T;ksa gh e¡M+S;k ls fudyk] xkscj Hkh ncs ik¡o èkhjs&èkhjs ihNs&ihNs pyk( ysfdu }kj ij izdk'k ns[kdj mlds ik¡o c¡èk x;sA ml izdk'k js[kk ds vUnj og ik¡o ugha j[k ldrkA og v¡èksjs esa gh nhokj ls fpeV dj [kM+k gks x;kA mldh fgEer us tokc ns fn;kA gk;! cspkjh >qfu;k ij fujijkèk ;g yksx >Yyk jgs gSa] vkSj og dqN ugha dj ldrkA mlus [ksy&[ksy esa tks ,d fpuxkjh Qsad nh Fkh] og lkjs [kfygku dks HkLe dj nsxh] ;g mlus u le>k FkkA vkSj vc mlesa bruk lkgl u Fkk fd lkeus vkdj dgµs gk]¡ euaS s fpxa kjh Qdas h FkhA ftu fVdkuS kas 146 @ xksnku

ls mlus vius eu dks lH¡ kkyk Fkk] os lc bl Hkdw Ei eas uhps vk jgs vkjS og >kias Mk+ uhps fxj iM+kA og ihNs ykSVkA vc og >qfu;k dks D;k eq¡g fn[kk,A og lkS dne pyk( ij bl rjg] tSls dksbZ flikgh eSnku ls HkkxsA mlus >qfu;k ls izhfr vkSj fookg dh tks ckrsa dh Fkha] og lc ;kn vkus yxhaA og vfHklkj dh ehBh Le`fr;k¡ ;kn vk;ha tc og vius mUeÙk mlk¡lksa esa] viuh u'khyh fprou esa ekuks vius izk.k fudkydj mlds pj.kksa ij j[k nsrk FkkA >qfu;k fdlh fo;ksxh i{kh dh Hkk¡fr vius NksVs&ls ?kksalys esa ,dkUr thou dkV jgh FkhA ogk¡ uj dk eRr vkxzg u Fkk] u og míhIr mYykl] u 'kkodksa dh ehBh vkokt(as exj cgfs y;s dk tky vkjS Ny Hkh rks ogk¡ u FkkA xkcs j us mlds ,dkUr ?kksalys esa tkdj mls dqN vkuUn igq¡pk;k ;k ugha] dkSu tkus( ij mls foifÙk esa rks Mky gh fn;kA og l¡Hky x;kA Hkkxrk gqvk flikgh ekuks vius ,d lkFkh dk c<+kok lqudj ihNs ykSV iM+kA mlus }kj ij vkdj ns[kk] rks fdokM+ cUn gks x;s FksA fdokM+ksa ds njktksa ls izdk'k dh js[kk,¡ ckgj fudy jgh FkhaA mlus ,d njkt ls vUnj >k¡dkA èkfu;k vkSj >qfu;k cSBh gqbZ FkhaA gksjh [kM+k FkkA >qfu;k dh fllfd;k¡ lquk;h ns jgh Fkha vkjS èkfu;k mls le>k jgh FkhµcVs h] rw pydj ?kj eas cBS A eaS rjs s dkdk vkjS Hkkb;kas dks ns[k yw¡xhA tc rd ge thrs gSa] fdlh ckr dh fpUrk ugha gSA gekjs jgrs dksbZ rq>s frjNh vk¡[kksa ns[k Hkh u ldsxkA xkscj xnxn gks x;kA vkt og fdlh yk;d gksrk] rks nknk vkSj vEek dks lksus ls e<+ nsrk vkSj dgrkµvc rqe dqN u djk]s vkjke ls cBS [kkvks vkjS ftruk nku&iuq pkgk]s djkAs >fq u;k ds ifz r vc mls dksbZ 'kadk ugha gSA og mls tks vkJ; nsuk pkgrk Fkk og fey x;kA >qfu;k mls nxkckt le>rh gS] rks le>sA og rks vc rHkh ?kj vk;sxk] tc og iSls ds cy ls lkjs xk¡o dk eq¡g cUn dj lds vkSj nknk vkSj vEek mls dqy dk dyad u le>dj dyq dk fryd le>Aas eu ij ftruk gh xgjk vk?kkr gkrs k g]S mldh izfrfØ;k Hkh mruh gh xgjh gksrh gSA bl vidhfrZ vkSj dyad us xkscj ds vUrLry dks eFkdj og jRu fudky fy;k] tks vHkh rd fNik iM+k FkkA vkt igyh ckj mls vius nkf;Ro dk Kku gqvk vkSj mlds lkFk gh ladYi HkhA vc rd og de ls de dke djrk vkSj T+;knk ls T+;knk [kkuk viuk gd le>rk FkkA mlds eu esa dHkh ;g fopkj gh ugha mBk Fkk fd ?kjokyksa ds lkFk mldk Hkh dqN drZO; gSA vkt ekrk&firk dh mnkÙk {kek us tSls mlds ân; esa izdk'k Mky fn;kA tc èkfu;k vkjS >qfu;k Hkhrj pyh x;h]a rks og gkjs h dh mlh eM¡ +;S k eas tk cSBk vkSj Hkfo\"; ds ealwcs ck¡èkus yxkA xksnku @ 147

'kgj esa csynkjksa dks ik¡p&Ng vkus jkst+ feyrs gSa] ;g mlus lqu j[kk FkkA vxj mls N% jkst+ feysa vkSj og ,d vkus esa xqtj dj ys] rks ik¡p vkus jkst+ cp tk;saA eghus esa nl #i;s gksrs gSa] vkSj lky&Hkj esa lok lkSA og lok lkS dh FkSyh yds j ?kj vk;]s rks fdldh etky g]S tks mlds lkeus eg¡q [kkys ldAs ;gh nkrknhu vkjS ;gh iVls jq h vkdj mldh gk¡ eas gk¡ feyk;xas As vkjS >fq u;k rks ekjs xoZ ds Qyw tk;sA nks pkj lky og blh rjg dekrk jgs] rks ?kj dk lkjk nfyíj feV tk;A vHkh rks lkjs ?kj dh dekbZ Hkh lok lkS ugha gksrhA vc og vdsyk lok lkS dek;sxkA ;gh rks yksx dgsaxs fd etwjh djrk gSA dgus nksA etwjh djuk dksbZ iki rks ugha gSA vkSj lnk N% vkus gh FkksM+s feysaxsA tSls&tSls og dke esa gksf'k;kj gkxs k] etjw h Hkh rks c<x+s hA rc og nknk ls dgxs k] vc req ?kj cBS dj Hkxoku dk Hktu djksA bl [ksrh esa tku [kikus ds flok vkSj D;k j[kk gSA lcls igys og ,d iNk;ha xk; yk;sxk] tks pkj&ik¡p lsj nwèk nsxh vkSj nknk ls dgsxk] rqe xÅ ekrk dh lsok djksA blls rqEgkjk yksd Hkh cusxk] ijyksd HkhA vkSj D;k] ,d vkus esa mldk xqtj vkjke ls u gksxk\\ ?kj&}kj ysdj D;k djuk gSA fdlh ds vkslkjs esa iM+ jgsxkA lSdM+ksa efUnj gSa] /kjelkys gSaA vkSj fQj ftldh og etwjh djsxk] D;k og mls jgus ds fy;s txg u nsxk\\ vkVk #i;s dk nl lsj vkrk gSA ,d vkus esa <kbZ iko gqvkA ,d vkus dk rks og vkVk gh [kk tk;sxkA ydM+h] nky] ued] lkx ;g lc dgk¡ ls vk;sxk\\ nksuksa twu ds fy;s lsj Hkj rks vkVk gh pkfg,A vksg! [kkus dh rks dqN u iwNksA eqëh Hkj pus esa Hkh dke py ldrk gSA gyqok vkSj iwjh [kkdj Hkh dke py ldrk gSA tSlh dekbZ gksA og vkèk lsj vkVk [kkdj fnu Hkj ets ls dke dj ldrk gSA bèkj&mèkj ls miys pqu fy;s] ydM+h dk dke py x;kA dHkh ,d iSls dh nky ys yh] dHkh vkyAw vkyw Hkuw dj Hkjq rk cuk fy;kA ;gk¡ fnu dkVuk gS fd puS djuk gAS iÙky ij vkVk xè¡w kk] miykas ij ckfV;k¡ ldas h]a vkyw Hkuw dj Hkjq rk cuk;k vkjS ets ls [kkdj lks jgsA ?kj gh ij dkSu nksuksa twu jksVh feyrh gS] ,d twu pcsuk gh feyrk gSA ogk¡ Hkh ,d twu pcsus ij dkVsaxsA mls 'kda k gbq (Z vxj dHkh etjw h u feyh] rks og D;k djxs k\\ exj etjw h D;kas u feysxh\\ tc th rksM+dj dke djsxk] rks lkS vkneh mls cqyk;saxsa dke lcdks I;kjk gksrk gS] pke ugha I;kjk gksrkA ;gk¡ Hkh rks lw[kk iM+rk gS] ikyk fxjrk gS] Å[k esa nhed yxrs gSa] tkS esa xs#bZ yxrh gS] ljlksa esa ykgh yx tkrh gSA mls jkr dks dkbs Z dke fey tk;xs k] rks mls Hkh u NkMs xs+ kA fnu&Hkj etjw h dh( jkr dgha pkSdhnkjh dj ysxkA nks vkus Hkh jkr ds dke esa fey tk;sa] rks pk¡nh gSA tc og 148 @ xksnku

ykSVsxk] rks lcds fy;s lkfM+;k¡ yk;sxkA >qfu;k ds fy;s gkFk dk daxu t+:j cuok;sxk vkSj nknk ds fy;s ,d eq¡Mklk yk;sxkA bUgha eueksndksa dk Lokn ysrk gqvk og lks x;k( ysfdu B.M esa uhan dgk¡! fdlh rjg jkr dkVh vkSj rM+ds mBdj y[kuÅ dh lM+d idM+ yhA chl dksl gh rks gSA lk¡> rd igq¡p tk;sxkA xk¡o dk dkSu vkneh ogk¡ vkrk tkrk gS vkSj og viuk fBdkuk ugha fy[ksxk] ugha nknk nwljs gh fnu flj ij lokj gks tk;saxsA mls dqN iNrkok Fkk] rks ;gh fd >qfu;k ls D;ksa u lki+$&lki+$ dg fn;kµvHkh rw ?kj tk] eSa FkksM+s fnuksa esa dqN dek&èkekdj ykSVw¡xk( ysfdu rc og ?kj tkrh gh D;ksaA dgrhµeSa Hkh rqEgkjs lkFk ykSVw¡xhA mls og dgk¡&dgk¡ ck¡èks fQjrkA fnu p<+us yxkA jkr dks dqN u [kk;k FkkA Hkw[k ekywe gksus yxhA ik¡o yM+[kM+kus yxsA dgha cSBdj ne ysus dh bPNk gksrh FkhA fcuk dqN isV esa Mkys vc og ugha py ldrk( ysfdu ikl ,d iSlk Hkh ugha gSA lM+d ds fdukjs >qM+&csfj;ksa ds >kM+ FksA mlus FkksM+s ls csj rksM+ fy;s vkSj mnj dks cgykrk gqvk pykA ,d xko¡ eas xMq + idus dh lxq Uèk vk;hA vc eu u ekukA dkYs gkM+ eas tkdj yksVk&Mksj ek¡xk vkSj ikuh Hkj dj pqYyw ls ihus cSBk fd ,d fdlku us dgkµvjs HkkbZ] D;k fujkyk gh ikuh fi;ksxs\\ FkksM+k&lk ehBk [kk yksA vcdh vkSj pyk ysa dksYgw vkSj cuk ysa [kk¡M+A vxys lky rd fey rS;kj gks tk;sxhA lkjh Å[k [kM+h fcd tk;xs hA xMq + vkjS [kkM¡ + ds Hkko phuh feyxs h] rks gekjk xMq + dkuS yxs k\\ mlus ,d dVkjs s eas xMq + dh dbZ fifM;+ k ykdj nhAa xkcs j us xMq + [kk;k] ikuh fi;kA rek[kw rks ihrs gksxs\\ xkscj us cgkuk fd;kA vHkh fpye ugha ihrkA cqïs us izlUu gksdj dgkµcM+k vPNk djrs gks Hk;S k! cjq k jkxs gAS ,d cjs idM+ ys rks ft+Unxh Hkj ugha NkMs r+ kA batu dk dks;yk&ikuh Hkh fey x;k] pky rst+ gqbZA tkM+s ds fnu] u tkus dc nkis gj gks x;kA ,d txg n[s kk] ,d ;oq rh ,d o{` k ds uhps ifr ls lR;kxgz fd;s cSBh FkhA ifr lkeus [kM+k mls euk jgk FkkA nks&pkj jkgxhj rek'kk ns[kus [kMs+ gks x;s FkAs xkcs j Hkh [kMk+ gks x;kA ekuyhyk ls jkps d vkjS dkuS thou&ukVd gkxs k\\ ;qorh us ifr dh vksj ?kwjdj dgkµeSa u tkÅ¡xh] u tkÅ¡xh] u tkÅ¡xhA iq#\"k us tSls vYVhesVe fn;kµu tk;sxh\\ ^u tkÅ¡xhA* ^u tk;sxh\\* ^u tkÅ¡xhA* xksnku @ 149