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igq¡pkuk iM+rk FkkA vktdy Hkh ngh cspus dk Hkkj mlh ij FkkA mls rjg&rjg ds eu\"q ;kas ls lkfcdk iM+ pdq k FkkA nk&s pkj #i;s mlds gkFk yx tkrs Fk]s ?kM+h&Hkj ds fy;s eukjs ta u Hkh gks tkrk Fkk( exj ;g vkuUn tlS s ex¡ uh dh pht+ gkAs mleas fVdko u Fkk] lei.Z k u Fkk] vfèkdkj u FkkA og ,ls k iesz pkgrh Fkh] ftlds fy;s og ft;s vkSj ejs] ftl ij og vius dks lefiZr dj nsA og dsoy tqxuw dh ped ugha] nhid dk LFkk;h izdk'k pkgrh FkhA og ,d x`gLFk dh ckfydk Fkh] ftlds x`fg.khRo dks jfldksa dh yxkoVckft;ksa us dqpy ugha ik;k FkkA xkscj us dkeuk ls míhIr eq[k ls dgkµ^fHk{kqd dks ,d gh }kj ij HkjisV fey tk;] rks D;ksa }kj&}kj ?kwes\\* >qfu;k us ln; Hkko ls mldh vksj rkdkA fdruk Hkksyk gS] dqN le>rk gh ughaA ^fHk{kqd dks ,d }kj ij HkjisV dgk¡ feyrk gSA mls rks pqVdh gh feysxhA lcZl rks rHkh ikvksxs] tc viuk lcZl nksxsA* ^esjs ikl D;k gS >qfu;k\\* ^rqEgkjs ikl dqN ugha gS\\ eSa rks le>rh gw¡] esjs fy;s rqEgkjs ikl tks dqN gS] og cM+s&cM+s y[kifr;ksa ds ikl ugha gSA rqe eq>ls Hkh[k u eka¡xdj eq>s eksy ys ldrs gksA* xkscj mls pfdr us=kksa ls ns[kus yxkA >qfu;k us fQj dgkµ^vkSj tkurs gks] nke D;k nsuk gksxk\\ esjk gksdj jguk iM+sxkA fQj fdlh ds lkeus gkFk QSyk;s ns[kw¡xh] rks ?kj ls fudky nw¡xhA* xkscj dks tSls v¡èksjs esa VVksyrs gq, bfPNr oLrq fey x;hA ,d fofp=k Hk;fefJr vkuUn ls mldk jkse&jkse iqyfdr gks mBkA ysfdu ;g dSls gksxk\\ >qfu;k dks j[k ys] rks j[ksyh dks ysdj ?kj esa jgsxk dSlsA fcjknjh dk >a>V tks gSA lkjk xk¡o dk¡o&dk¡o djus yxsxkA lHkh nqleu gks tk;¡xsA vEek rks bls ?kj eas ?klq us Hkh u nxs hA yfs du tc L=kh gkds j ;g ugha Mjrh] rks i#q \"k gkds j og D;kas MjAs cgrq gkxs k] ykxs mls vyx dj nxas As og vyx gh jgxs kA >fq u;k tlS h vkjS r xk¡o esa nwljh dkSu gS\\ fdruh le>nkjh dh ckrsa djrh gSA D;k tkurh ugha fd eaS mlds tkxs ugha gA¡w fQj Hkh e>q ls iesz djrh gAS ejs h gkus s dks jkth gAS xko¡ okys fudky nxas ]s rks D;k lla kj eas nlw jk xko¡ gh ugha g\\S vkjS xko¡ D;kas NkMs \\a+s ekrknhu us pekfju cSBk yh] rks fdlh us D;k dj fy;kA nkrknhu nk¡ar dVdVkdj jg x;kA ekrknhu us bruk t+:j fd;k fd viuk èkje cpk fy;kA vc Hkh fcuk vluku&iwtk fd;s eq¡g esa ikuh ugha MkyrsA nksuksa twu viuk Hkkstu vki idkrs xksnku @ 51

gSa vkSj vc rks vyx Hkkstu ugha idkrsA nkrknhu vkSj og lkFk cSBdj [kkrs gSaA f>axqjhflag us ckEguh j[k yh] mudk fdlh us D;k dj fy;k\\ mudk ftruk vknj&eku rc Fkk] mruk gh vkt Hkh g(S cfYd vkjS c<+ x;kA igys ukdS jh [kkts rs fQjrs FkAs vc mlds #i;s ls egktu cu cBS As Bdjq kbZ dk jkcs rks Fkk gh] egktuh dk jkcs Hkh te x;kA exj fQj [+;ky vk;k] dgha >fq u;k fnYyxh u dj jgh gkAs igys bldh vksj ls fuf'pUr gks tkuk vko';d FkkA mlus iNw kµ^eu ls dgrh gks >uw k fd [kkyh ykyp ns jgh gk\\s eaS rks rEq gkjk gks pqdk( ysfdu rqe Hkh gks tkvksxh\\* ^rqe esjs gks pqds] dSls tkuw¡\\* ^rqe tku Hkh pkgks] rks ns nw¡A* ^tku nsus dk vjFk Hkh le>rs gks\\* ^rqe le>k nks uA* ^tku nsus dk vjFk gS] lkFk jgdj fuckg djukA ,d ckj gkFk idM+dj mfej&Hkj fuckg djrs jguk] pkgs nfq u;k dNq dg]s pkgs ek&cki] Hkkb&Z cUn] ?kj&}kj lc dNq NkMs +uk iMA+s eg¡q ls tku nus os kys cgrq kas dks n[s k pdq hA HkkjS kas dh Hkkf¡ r Qyw dk jl ysdj mM+ tkrs gSaA rqe Hkh oSls gh u mM+ tkvksxs\\* xkscj ds ,d gkFk esa xk; dh ixfg;k FkhA nwljs gkFk ls mlus >qfu;k dk gkFk idM+ fy;kA tSls fctyh ds rkj ij gkFk x;k gksA lkjh nsg ;kSou ds igys Li'kZ ls dk¡i mBhA fdruh eqyk;e] xqnxqnh] dksey dykbZ! >fq u;k us mldk gkFk gVk;k ugh]a ekuks bl Li'kZ dk mlds fy;s dkbs Z egRo gh u gkAs fQj ,d {k.k ds ckn xEHkhj Hkko ls ckys hµ^vkt req us ejs k gkFk idM+k gS] ;kn j[kukA* ^[kwc ;kn j[kw¡xk >wuk vkSj ejrs ne rd fuckgw¡xkA* >qfu;k vfo'okl&Hkjh eqLdku ls cksyhµ^blh rjg rks lc dgrs gSa xkscj! cfYd blls Hkh ehBs] fpdus 'kCnksa esaA vxj eu esa diV gks] eq>s crk nksA lpsr gks tkÅ¡A ,slksa dks eu ugha nsrhA muls rks [kkyh g¡l&cksy ysus dk ukrk j[krh gw¡aA cjlksa ls nwèk ysdj cktkj tkrh gw¡A ,d&ls&,d ckcw] egktu] Bkdqj] odhy] veys] vi+$lj viuk jfl;kiu fn[kkdj eq>s Q¡lk ysuk pkgrs gSaA dksbZ Nkrh ij gkFk j[kdj dgrk g]S >fq u;k] rjlk er( dkbs Z e>q s jlhyh] ulhyh fprou ls ?kjw rk gS] ekuks ekjs izse ds csgks'k gks x;k gS] dksbZ #i;s fn[kkrk gS] dksbZ xgusA lc esjh xqykeh djus dks rS;kj jgrs gSa] mfej Hkj] cfYd ml tue esa Hkh] ysfdu eSa mu lcksa ds ul igpkurh gw¡A lc&ds&lc HkkSajs jl ysdj mM+ tkusokysA eSa Hkh mUgsa 52 @ xksnku

yypkrh gw¡] frjNh ut+jksa ls ns[krh gw¡] eqldjkrh gw¡A og eq>s xèkh cukrs gSa] eSa mUgsa mYyw cukrh gw¡A eSa ej tkÅ¡] rks mudh vk¡[kksa esa vka¡lw u vk;sxkA og ej tk;]¡ rks eaS dgx¡w h] vPNk gvq k] fuxkMs +k ej x;kA eaS rks ftldh gks tkÅx¡ h] mldh tue&Hkj ds fy;s gks tkÅ¡xh] lq[k esa] nq%[k esa] lEir esa] fcir esa] mlds lkFk jgw¡axhA gjtkbZ ugh gw¡ fd lcls g¡lrh&cksyrh fQ:¡A u #i;s dh Hkw[kh gw¡] u xgu&s diMs+ dhA cl Hkys vkneh dk lxa pkgrh g]¡w tks e>q s viuk le>s vkjS ftls eSa Hkh viuk le>w¡A ,d if.Mr th cgqr fryd&eqnzk yxkrs gSaA vkèk lsj nwèk ysrs gSaA ,d fnu mudh ?kjokyh dgha usors esa x;h FkhA eq>s D;k ekyweA vkSj fnuksa dh rjg nwèk fy;s Hkhrj pyh x;hA ogk¡ iqdkjrh gw¡] cgwth] cgwth! dksbZ cksyrk gh ughaA brus esa ns[krh gw¡ rks if.Mrth ckgj ds fdokM+ cUn fd;s pys vk jgs gSaA eSsa le> x;h bldh uh;r [kjkc gSA eSaus Mk¡Vdj iwNkµ^rqeus fdokM+ D;ksa cUn dj fy;s\\ D;k cgwth dgha x;h gSa\\ ?kj esa lékVk D;ksa gS\\* mlus dgkµ^og ,d uos rs eas x;h g(Sa vkjS ejs h vkjs nks ix vkjS c<+ vk;kA* eSaus dgkµ^rqEgsa nwèk ysuk gS rks yks] ugha eSa tkrh gw¡A* cksykµ^vkt rks rqe ;gk¡ ls u tkus ikvkxs h >uw h jkuh] jkts &+ jkts + dyts s ij Njq h pykdj Hkkx tkrh gk]s vkt esjs gkFk ls u cpksxhA rqels lp dgrh gw¡ xkscj] esjs jks,¡ [kM+s gks x;sA* xkcs j vko's k eas ckys kµ^eaS cPpk dks n[s k ikÅ]¡ rks [kkns dj t+ehu eas xkM+ nA¡w [kwu pwl yw¡A rqe eq>s fn[kk rks nsukA* ^lquks rks] ,slksa dk eq¡g rksM+us ds fy;s eSa gh dki+$h gw¡A esjh Nkrh èkd~&èkd~ djus yxhA ;g dqN cneklh dj cSBs] rks D;k d:¡xhA dksbZ fpYykuk Hkh rks u lqusxk( ysfdu eu esa ;g fu'p; dj fy;k Fkk fd esjh nsg NqbZ] rks nwèk dh Hkjh gk¡Mh mlds eq¡g ij iVd nw¡xhA cyk ls pkj&ik¡p ljs nèw k tk;xk] cpk dks ;kn rks gks tk;xs hA dyts k etcrw djds ckys hµbl Qjs esa u jguk if.Mrth! eSa vghj dh yM+dh gw¡A ew¡N dk ,d&,d cky uok yw¡xhA ;gh fy[kk gS rEq gkjs ikFs kh&i=ks eas fd nlw jkas dh cg&w cVs h dks vius ?kj eas cUn djds cbs Tt+r djkAs blhfy;s fryd&enq kz dk tky fcNk;s cBS s gk\\s yxk gkFk tkMs +u]s ijS kas iM+usµ,d iszeh dk eu j[k nksxh] rks rqEgkjk D;k fcxM+ tk;sxk] >wuk jkuh! dHkh&dHkh x+jhcksa ij n;k fd;k djks] ugha Hkxoku iwNsaxs] eSaus rqEgsa bruk :ièku fn;k Fkk] rqeus mlls ,d czkã.k dk midkj Hkh ugha fd;k] rks D;k tokc nksxh\\ cksys] ^eSa foiz gw¡\\ #i;s&iSls dk nku rks jkst+ gh ikrk gw¡] vkt :i dk nku ns nksA ^eSaus ;ksa gh mldk eu j[kus dks dg fn;k] eSa ipkl #i;s yw¡xhA lp dgrh gw¡ xkscj] rqjUr dksBjh esa x;k vkSj nl&nl ds ik¡p uksV fudkydj esjs gkFkksa esa nsus yxk vkSj tc eSaus uksV t+ehu ij fxjk fn;s vkSj }kj dh vksj pyh] rks mlus xksnku @ 53

esjk gkFk idM+ fy;kA eSa rks igys gh ls rS;kj FkhA gk¡Mh mlds eq¡g ij ns ekjhA flj ls ik¡o rd ljkcksj gks x;kA pksV Hkh [kwc yxhA flj idM+dj cSB x;k vkSj yxk gk;&gk; djusA eSaus ns[kk] vc ;g dqN ugha dj ldrk] rks ihB esa nks ykrsa tek nha vkSj fdokM+ [kksydj HkkxhA* xkscj Bêk ekjdj cksykµ^cgqr vPNk fd;k rqeusA nwèk ls ugk x;k gksxkA fryd&eqnzk Hkh èkqy x;h gksxhA ew¡Ns Hkh D;ksa u m[kkM+ yhaA* ^nlw js fnu eaS fQj mlds ?kj x;hA mldh ?kjokyh vk x;h FkhA vius cBS d esa flj esa iêh ck¡èks iM+k FkkA eSaus dgkµ^dgks rks dy dh rqEgkjh djrwr [kksy nw¡ if.Mr! yxk gkFk tkMs u+ As * euaS s dgkµ^vPNk Fkdw dj pkVk]s rks NkMs + nA¡w flj te+ hu ij jxM+dj dgus yxkµ^vc esjh bTt+r rqEgkjs gkFk gS >wuk] ;gh le> yks fd if.Mrkbu eq>s thrk u NksM+saxhA eq>s Hkh ml ij n;k vk x;hA* xkscj dks mldh n;k cqjh yxhµ^;g rqeus D;k fd;k\\ mldh vkSjr ls tkdj dg D;ksa ugha fn;k\\ twrksa ls ihVrhA ,sls ik[kf.M;ksa ij n;k u djuh pkfg,A rqe eq>s dy mudh lwjr fn[kk nks] fQj ns[kuk dSlh ejEer djrk gw¡A* >fq u;k us mlds v)&Z fodflr ;koS u dks n[s kdj dgkµ^req mls u ikvkxs As [kklk nso gSA eq¶+r dk eky mM+krk gS fd ughaA* xkscj vius ;kSou dk ;g frjLdkj dSls lgrkA Mhax ekjdj cksykµ^eksVs gksus ls D;k gksrk gSA ;gk¡ QkSykn dh gfì;k¡ gSaA rhu lkS M.M jkst+ ekjrk gw¡A nwèk&?kh ugha feyrk] ugha vc rd lhuk ;ksa fudy vk;k gksrkA* ;g dgdj mlus Nkrh QSyk dj fn[kk;hA >fq u;k us vk'oLr vk[¡ kkas ls n[s kkµ^vPNk] dHkh fn[kk nx¡w hA yfs du ;gk¡ rks lHkh ,d&ls gSa] rqe fdl&fdl dh ejEer djksxsA u tkus ejnksa dh D;k vknr gS fd tgk¡ dksbZ toku] lqUnj vkSjr ns[kh vkSj cl yxs ?kwjus] Nkrh ihVusA vkSj ;g tks cM+s vkneh dgykrs gSa] ;s rks fujs yEiV gksrs gSaA fQj eSa rks dksbZ lqUnjh ugha gw¡----* xkscj us vkifÙk dhµ^rqe! rqEgsa ns[kdj rks ;gh th pkgrk gS fd dysts esa fcBk ysaA* >qfu;k us mldh ihB esa gYdk&lk ?kw¡lk tek;kµ^yxs vkSjksa dh rjg rqe Hkh pkiywlh djusA eSa tSlh dqN gw¡] og eSa tkurh gw¡A exj bu yksxksa dks rks toku fey tk;A ?kM+h&Hkj eu cgykus dks vkjS D;k pkfg,A xuq rks vkneh mleas n[s krk g]S ftlds lkFk tue&Hkj fuckg djuk gkAs luq rh Hkh g¡w vkjS n[s krh Hkh g]¡w vktdy cM+s ?kjksa dh fofp=k yhyk gSA ftl eqgYys esa esjh llqjky gS] mlh esa xiMw&xiMw 54 @ xksnku

uke ds dklehjh jgrs FkAs cMs+ Hkkjh vkneh FkAs muds ;gk¡ ikp¡ ljs nèw k yxrk FkkA mudh rhu yM+fd;k¡ FkhA dksbZ chl&chl] iPphl&iPphl dh gksaxhA ,d&ls&,d lqUnjA rhuksa cMs+ dkfyt esa i<+us tkrh FkhaA ,d lkbr dkfyt esa i<+krh Hkh FkhA rhu lkS dk eghuk ikrh FkhA flrkj og lc ctko]as gjefq u;k¡ og lc ctko]as ukpas og] xkosa og ysfdu C;kg dksbZ u djrh FkhA jke tkus] og fdlh ejn dks ilUn ugha djrh Fkh fd ejn mUgha dks ilUn ugha djrk FkkA ,d ckj eSaus cM+h chch ls iNw k] rks gl¡ dj ckys hµa ^ge ykxs ;g jkxs ugha ikyr(s exj Hkhrj&gh&Hkhrj [kcw xqyNjs± mM+krh FkhA tc ns[kw¡] nks&pkj ykS.Ms mudks ?ksjs gq, gSaA tks lcls cM+h Fkh] og rks dkVs &iryuw igudj ?kkMs +s ij lokj gkds j enk±s ds lkFk ljS djus tkrh FkhA lkjs lgj esa mudh yhyk e'kgwj FkhA xiMw ckcw flj uhpk fd;s] tSls eq¡g esa dkfy[k&lh yxk;s jgrs FksA yM+fd;ksa dks Mk¡Vrs Fks] le>krs Fks( ij lc&dh&lc [kqYye[kqYYkk dgrh Fkhaµrqedks gekjs chp esa cksyus dk dqN etky ugha gSA ge vius eu dh jkuh g]aS tks gekjh bPNk gkxs h] og ge djxas As cps kjk cki toku&toku yM+fd;ksa ls D;k cksysA ekjus&ck¡èkus ls jgk] MkVus&MiVus ls jgk( ysfdu HkkbZ cM+s vknfe;ksa dh ckrsa dkSu pyk;sA og tks dqN djsa] lc Bhd gSA mUgsa rks fcjknjh vkSj iapk;r dk Hkh Mj ughaA esjh le> esa rks ;gh ugha vkrk fd fdlh dk jkts +&jkts + eu dlS s cny tkrk gAS D;k vkneh xk;&cdjh ls Hkh x;k chrk gks x;k gS\\ ysfdu fdlh dks cqjk ugha dgrh HkkbZ! eu dks tSlk cukvks] oSlk curk gSA ,ls kas dks Hkh n[s krh g]¡w ftUgas jkts &+ jkts + dh nky&jkVs h ds ckn dHkh&dHkh eg¡q dk lokn cnyus ds fy;s gyok&iwjh Hkh pkfg,A vkSj ,slksa dks Hkh ns[krh gw¡] ftUgsa ?kj dh jksVh&nky ns[kdj Toj vkrk gSA dqN cspkfj;k¡ ,slh Hkh gS] tks viuh jksVh&nky esa gh exu jgrh gSaA gyok&iwjh ls mUgsa dksbZ eryc ughaA esjh nksuksa Hkkotksa gh dks ns[kksA gekjs HkkbZ dkus&dqcM+s ugha gSa] nl tokuksa esa ,d toku gSa( ysfdu Hkkotksa dks ugha HkkrsA mUgsa rks og pkfg,] tks lksus dh ckfy;k¡ cuok;s] eghu lkfM+;k¡ yk;s] jkst+ pkV f[kyk;sA ckfy;k¡ vkSj feBkb;k¡ eq>s Hkh de vPNh ugha yxrha( ysfdu tks dgks fd blds fy;s viuh ykt csprh fQ:¡ rks Hkxoku blls cpk;¡A ,d ds lkFk eksVk&>ksVk [kk&igudj mfej dkV nsuk] cl viuk rks ;gh jkx gSA cgqr djds enZ gh vkSjrksa dks fcxkM+rs gSaA tc enZ bèkj&mèkj rkd&>k¡d djsxk rks vkSjr Hkh vk¡[k yM+k;sxhA enZ nwljh vkSjrksa ds ihNs nkSM+sxk] rks vkSjr Hkh t+:j enk±s ds ihNs nkMS xs+ hA enZ dk gjtkbiZ u vkjS r dks Hkh mruk gh cjq k yxrk g]S ftruk vkSjr dk enZ dksA ;gh le> yksA eSaus rks vius vkneh ls lki+$&lki+$ dg fn;k Fkk] vxj rqe bèkj&mèkj yids] rks esjh Hkh tks bPNk gksxh og d:¡xhA ;g pkgks xksnku @ 55

fd rqe rks vius eu dh djks vkSj vkSjr dks ekj ds Mj ls vius dkcw esa j[kks] rks ;g u gksxkA rqe [kqys&[ktkus djrs gks] og fNidj djsxhA rqe mls tykdj lq[kh ugha jg ldrsA xkscj ds fy;s ;g ,d u;h nfqu;k dh ckrsa FkhA rUe; gksdj lqu jgk FkkA dHkh&dHkh rks vki&gh&vki mlds ik¡o #d tkrs] fQj lpsr gksdj pyus yxrkA >fq u;k us igys vius :i ls ekfs gr fd;k FkkA vkt mlus vius Kku vkjS vuHq ko ls Hkjh ckrksa vkSj vius lrhRo ds c[kku ls eqXèk dj fy;kA ,slh :i] xq.k] Kku dh vkxjh mls fey tk;] rks èkU; HkkxA fQj og D;ksa iapk;r vkSj fcjknjh ls Mj\\s >qfu;k us tc ns[k fy;k fd mldk xgjk jax te x;k] rks Nkrh ij gkFk j[k&dj thHk nkr¡ ls dkVrh gbq Z ckys hµ^vj]s ;g rks rEq gkjk xko¡ vk x;k! req Hkh cM+s eqjgs gks] eq>ls dgk Hkh ugha fd ykSV tkvksA* ;g dgdj og ykSV iM+hA xkcs j us vkxgz djds dgkµ^,d Nu ds fy;s ejs s ?kj D;kas ugha pyh pyrh\\ vEek Hkh rks ns[k ysaA* >qfu;k us yTtk ls vk¡[ksa pqjkdj dgkµ^rqEgkjs ?kj ;ksa u tkÅ¡xhA eq>s rks ;gh vpjt gksrk gS fd eSa bruh nwj dSls vk x;hA vPNk] crkvks vc dc vkvksxs\\ jkr dks esjs }kj ij vPNh laxr gksxhA pys vkuk] eSa vius fiNokM+s feyw¡xhA* ^vkSj tks u feyha\\* ^rks ykSV tkukA* ^rks fQj eSa u vkÅ¡xkA* ^vkuk iM+sxk] ugha dgs nsrh gw¡A* ^rqe Hkh cpu nks fd feyksxh\\* ^eSa cpu ugha nsrhA* ^rks eSa Hkh ugha vkrkA* ^esjh cyk ls!* >qfu;k v¡xwBk fn[kkdj py nhA izFke&feyu esa gh nksuksa ,d&nwljs ij viuk&viuk vfèkdkj tek pqds FksA >qfu;k tkurh Fkh] og vk;sxk] dSls u vk;sxk\\ xkscj tkurk Fkk] og feysxh] dSls u feysxh\\ 56 @ xksnku

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fDy\"V fd 'kk;n ;gk¡ ,d O;fDr Hkh mldk vFkZ u le>As vkf[k+j euaS s Lo;a ,d izglu fy[k Mkyk] tks nks ?k.Vksa esa iwjk gks tk;xkA* vkdas kjukFk dks jk; lkgc dh jpuk&'kfDr eas cgrq lUngs FkkA mudk [+;ky Fkk fd izfrHkk rks x+jhch gh esa pedrh gS nhid dh Hkk¡fr] tks v¡èksjs gh esa viuk idz k'k fn[kkrk gAS mi{s kk ds lkFk] ftls fNikus dh Hkh mUgkuas s p\"s Vk ugha dh] if.Mr vksadkjukFk us eq¡g Qsj fy;kA feLVj ra[kk bu cseryc dh ckrksa esa u iM+uk pkgrs Fks] fQj Hkh jk; lkgc dks fn[kk nsuk pkgrs Fks fd bl fo\"k; esa mUgsa dqN cksyus dk vfèkdkj gSA cksysµukVd dksbZ Hkh vPNk gks ldrk gS] vxj mlds vfHkusrk vPNs gksaA vPNk&ls&vPNk ukVd cqjs vfHkusrkvksa ds gkFk esa iM+dj cqjk gks ldrk gSA tc rd LVst ij f'kf{kr vfHkusf=k;k¡ ugha vkrha] gekjh ukV~;&dyk dk m)kj ugha gks ldrkA vcdh rks vkius dkSafly esa iz'uksa dh èkwe epk nhA eSa rks nkos ds lkFk dg ldrk gw¡ fd fdlh esEcj dk fjdkMZ bruk 'kkunkj ugha gSA n'kuZ ds vè;kid feLVj egs rk bl i'z kla k dks lgu u dj ldrs FkAs fojkès k rks djuk pkgrs Fks ij fl)kUr dh vkM+ esaA mUgksaus gky gh esa ,d iqLrd dbZ lky ds ifjJe ls fy[kh FkhA mldh ftruh èkwe gksuh pkfg, Fkh] mldh 'krka'k Hkh ugha gqbZ FkhA blls cgqr nq%[kh FksA cksysµ^HkkbZ] eSa iz'uksa dk dk;y ughaA eSa pkgrk gw¡ gekjk thou gekjs fl)kUrksa ds vuqdwy gksA vki d`\"kdksa ds 'kqHksPNq gSa] mUgsa rjg&rjg dh fj;k;r nsuk pkgrs gSa] tehankjksa ds vfèkdkj Nhu ysuk pkgrs g]aS cfYd mUgas vki lekt dk 'kki dgrs g]aS fQj vki tehna kj g]aS olS s gh tehna kj tSls gt+kjksa vkSj tehankj gSaA vxj vkidh èkkj.kk gS fd d`\"kdksa ds lkFk fj;k;r gkus h pkfg,] rks igys vki [knq 'k:q djµas dk'rdkjkas dks cxj+S ut+jkus ds fy;s iês fy[k nsa] csxkj cUn dj nsa] bt+ki+$k yxku dks frykatfy ns nsa] pjkoj t+ehu NksM+ nAas e>q s mu ykxs kas ls tj+ k Hkh gennhZ ugha g]S tks ckras rks djrs gaS dE;fq uLVkas dh&lh] exj thou gS jbZlksa dk&lk] mruk gh foykle;] mruk gh LokFkZ ls Hkjk gqvkA* jk; lkgc dks vk?kkr igp¡q kA odhy ds ekFks ij cy iM+ x;s vkjS lEikndth ds eq¡g esa tSls dkfy[k yx x;hA og [kqn lef\"Vokn ds iqtkjh Fks] ij lhèks ?kj esa vkx u yxkuk pkgrs FksA ra[kk us jk; lkgc dh odkyr dhµ^eSa le>rk gw¡] jk; lkgc dk vius vlkfe;ksa ds lkFk ftruk vPNk O;ogkj gS] vxj lHkh tehankj oSls gh gks tk;¡] rks ;g iz'u gh u jgsA* esgrk us gFkkSM+s dh nwljh pksV tek;hµ^ekurk gw¡] vkidk vius vlkfe;ksa 58 @ xksnku

ds lkFk cgqr vPNk crkZo gS] exj iz'u ;g gS fd mlesa LokFkZ gS ;k ughaA bldk ,d dkj.k D;k ;g ugha gks ldrk fd ef)e vk¡p esa Hkkstu Lokfn\"V idrk gS\\ xqM+ ls ekjusokyk tgj ls ekjusokys dh vis{kk dgha lQy gks ldrk gSA eSa rks dsoy bruk tkurk gw¡] ge ;k rks lkE;oknh gSa ;k ugha gSaA gSa rks mldk O;ogkj djsa] ugha gSa] rks cduk NksM+ nsaA eSa udyh ft+Unxh dk fojksèkh gw¡A vxj ekal [kkuk vPNk le>rs gks rks [kqydj [kkvksA cqjk le>rs gks] rks er [kkvks] ;g rks esjh le> eas vkrk g(S yfs du vPNk le>uk vkjS fNidj [kkuk] ;g ejs h le> eas ugha vkrkA eSa rks bls dk;jrk Hkh dgrk gw¡ vkSj èkwÙkZrk Hkh tks okLro esa ,d gSaA jk; lkgc lHkk&prqj vkneh FkAs vieku vkjS vk?kkr dks èk;S Z vkjS mnkjrk ls lgus dk mUgsa vH;kl FkkA dqN vleatl esa iM+s gq, cksysµvkidk fopkj fcYdqy Bhd gS esgrkthA vki tkurs gSa] eSa vkidh lki+$xksbZ dk fdruk vknj djrk g]¡w yfs du vki ;g Hkyw tkrs gaS fd vU; ;k=kkvkas dh Hkkf¡ r fopkjkas dh ;k=kk eas Hkh iMk+ o gkrs s g]aS vkjS vki ,d iMk+ o dks NkMs d+ j nlw js iMk+ o rd ugha tk ldrAs ekuo&thou dk bfrgkl bldk iRz ;{k iez k.k gAS eaS ml okrkoj.k eas iyk g]¡w tgk¡ jktk b'Z oj gS vkjS tehna kj b'Z oj dk e=a khA ejs s LoxoZ klh firk vlkfe;kas ij bruh n;k djrs Fks fd ikys ;k lw[ks esa dHkh vkèkk vkSj dHkh iwjk yxku eki+$ dj nsrs FksA vius c[kkj ls vukt fudkydj vlkfe;ksa dks f[kyk nsrs FksA ?kj ds xgus cspdj dU;kvksa ds fookg esa enn nsrs Fks( exj mlh oDr rd] tc rd iztk mudks ljdkj vkSj èkekZorkj dgrh jgs] mUgsa viuk nsork le>dj mudh iwtk djrh jgAs itz k dk ikyu mudk lukru&èkeZ Fkk] yfs du vfèkdkj ds uke ij og dkSM+h dk ,d nk¡r Hkh QksM+dj nsuk u pkgrs FksA eSa mlh okrkoj.k esa iyk gw¡ vkSj eq>s xoZ gS fd eSa O;ogkj esa pkgs tks dqN d:¡] fopkjks esa muls vkxs c<+ x;k gw¡A vkSj ;g ekuus yx x;k gw¡ fd tc rd fdlkuksa dks ;s fj;k;rsa vfèkdkj ds :i eas u feyxas h] dos y lnH~ kkouk ds vkèkkj ij mudh n'kk lèq kj ugha ldrhA LoPs Nk vxj viuk LokFkZ NkMs + n]s rks viokn gAS eaS [knq lnH~ kkouk djrs g,q Hkh LokFkZ ugha NksM+ ldrk vkSj pkgrk gw¡ fd gekjs oxZ dks 'kklu vkSj uhfr ds cy ls viuk LokFkZ NksM+us ds fy;s et+cwj dj fn;k tk;sA bls vki dk;jrk dgsaxs] eSa bls foo'krk dgrk gw¡A eSa bls Lohdkj djrk gw¡ fd fdlh dks Hkh nwljs ds Je ij eksVs gksus dk vfèkdkj ugha gSA mithoh gksuk ?kksj yTtk dh ckr gSA deZ djuk izkf.kek=k dk èkeZ gSA lekt dh ,slh O;oLFkk] ftlesa dqN yksx ekSt djsa vkSj vfèkd yksx filsa vkSj [kisa] dHkh lq[kn ugha gks ldrhA iw¡th vkSj f'k{kk] ftls eSa it¡w h gh dk ,d :i le>rk g]¡w budk fdyk ftruh tYn VVw tk;] mruk gh vPNk xksnku @ 59

gAS ftUgas iVs dh jkVs h e;Llj ugh]a muds vi$+ lj vkjS fu;kts d nl&nl ikp¡ &ikp¡ gt+kj QVdkjsa] ;g gkL;kLin gS vkSj yTtkLin HkhA bl O;oLFkk us ge tehankjksa esa fdruh foykflrk] fdruk nqjkpkj] fdruh ijkèkhurk vkSj fdruh fuyZTtrk Hkj nh gS] ;g eSa [kwc tkurk gw¡( ysfdu eSa bu dkj.kksa ls bl O;oLFkk dk fojksèk ugha djrkA esjk rks ;g dguk gS fd vius LokFkZ dh n`f\"V ls Hkh bldk vuqeksnu ugha fd;k tk ldrkA bl 'kku dks fuHkkus ds fy;s gesa viuh vkRek dh bruh gR;k djuh iM+rh gS fd geesa vkRekfHkeku dk uke Hkh ugha jgkA ge vius vlkfe;ksa dks ywVus ds fy;s et+cwj gSaA vxj vi+$ljksa dks o+$herh&o+$herh Mkfy;k¡ u nsa] rks ckxh le>s tk;¡] 'kku ls u jgsa] rks datwl dgyk;saA izxfr dh t+jk&lh vkgV ikrs gh ge dk¡i mBrs gSa] vkSj vi+$ljksa ds ikl Qfj;kn ysdj nkSM+rs gSa fd gekjh j{kk dhft;As geas vius Åij fo'okl ugha jgk] u i#q \"kkFkZ gh jg x;kA cl] gekjh n'kk mu cPpksa dh&lh gS] ftUgsa pEep ls nwèk fiykdj ikyk tkrk gS] ckgj ls eksVs] vUnj ls nqcZy] lRoghu vkSj eqgrkt+A esgrk us rkyh ctkdj dgkµfg;j] fg;j! vkidh tcku esa ftruh cqf) gS] dk'k mldh vkèkh Hkh efLr\"d es gksrh! [ksn ;gh gS fd lc dqN le>rs gq, Hkh vki vius fopkjksa dks O;ogkj esa ugha ykrsA vksadkjukFk cksysµvdsyk puk HkkM+ ugha QksM+ ldrk] feLVj esgrk! gesa le; ds lkFk pyuk Hkh gS vkjS mls vius lkFk pykuk HkhA cjq s dkekas eas gh lg;kxs dh t+:jr ugha gksrhA vPNs dkeksa ds fy;s Hkh lg;ksx mruh gh t+:jh gSA vki gh D;ksa vkB lkS #i;s eghus gM+irs gSa] tc vkids djksM+ksa HkkbZ dsoy vkB #i;s esa viuk fuokZg dj jgs gSa\\ jk; lkgc us Åijh [ksn] ysfdu Hkhrjh lUrks\"k ls lEiknd dks ns[kk vkSj cksysµO;fDrxr ckrksa ij vkykspuk u dhft, lEiknd th! ge ;gk¡ lekt dh O;oLFkk ij fopkj dj jgs gSaA feLVj esgrk mlh B.Ms eu ls cksysµugha&ugha] eSa bls cqjk ugha le>rkA lekt O;fDr ls gh curk gAS vkjS O;fDr dks Hkyw dj ge fdlh O;oLFkk ij fopkj ugha dj ldrsA eSa blfy;s bruk osru ysrk gw¡ fd esjk bl O;oLFkk ij fo'okl ugha gSA lEikndth dks vpEHkk gvq kµvPNk] rks vki oreZ ku O;oLFkk ds leFkdZ g\\aS ^eSa bl fl)kUr dk leFkZd gw¡ fd lalkj esa NksVs&cM+s ges'kk jgsaxs] vkSj mUgsa ge's kk jguk pkfg,A bls feVkus dh p\"s Vk djuk ekuo&tkfr ds louZ k'k dk dkj.k gkxs kA* 60 @ xksnku

dq'rh dk tksM+ cny x;kA jk; lkgc fdukjs [kM+s gks x;sA lEiknd th eSnku esa mrjsµvki bl chloha 'krkCnh esa Hkh Å¡p&uhp dk Hksn ekurs gSaA ^th gk¡] ekurk gw¡] vkSj cM+s t+ksjksa ls ekurk gw¡A ftl er ds vki leFkZd gSa] og Hkh rks dksbZ u;h pht+ ughaA tc ls euq\"; esa eeRo dk fodkl gqvk] rHkh ml er dk tUe gqvkA cq) vkjS IyVs ks vkjS blZ k lHkh lekt eas lerk ds ioz rdZ FksA ;wukuh vkSj jkseu vkSj lhfj;kbZ] lHkh lH;rkvksa us mldh ijh{kk dh ij vizkd`frd gksus ds dkj.k dHkh og LFkk;h u cu ldhA* ^vkidh ckrsa lqudj eq>s vk'p;Z gks jgk gSA* ^vk'p;Z vKku dk nwljk uke gSA* ^eSa vkidk d`rK gw¡! vxj vki bl fo\"k; ij dksbZ ys[kekyk 'kq: dj nsaA* ^th] eSa bruk vged ugha gw¡] vPNh jde fnyokb,] rks vycÙkkA* ^vkius fl)kUr gh ,ls k fy;k gS fd [kqys [ktkus ifCyd dks yVw ldrs gAaS * ^e>q eas vkjS vkieas vUrj bruk gh gS fd eaS tks dNq ekurk g]¡w ml ij pyrk gw¡A vki yksx ekurs dqN gSa] djrs dqN gSaA èku dks vki fdlh vU;k; ls cjkcj QSyk ldrs gSaA ysfdu cqf) dks] pfj=k dks] vkSj :i dks] izfrHkk dks vkSj cy dks cjkcj QSykuk rks vkidh 'kfDr ds ckgj gSA NksVs cM+s dk Hksn dsoy èku ls gh rks ugha gksrkA eSaus cM+s&cM+s èku&dqcsjksa dks fHk{kqdksa ds lkeus ?kqVus Vsdrs ns[kk gS] vkSj vkius Hkh ns[kk gksxkA :i ds pkS[kV ij cM+s&cM+s eghi ukd jxM+rs gSaA D;k ;g lkekftd fo\"kerk ugha gSa\\ vki :l dh felky nsaxsA ogk¡ blds flok; vkSj D;k gS fd fey ds ekfyd us jkt deZpkjh dk :i ys fy;k gSA cqf) rc Hkh jkt djrh Fkh] vc Hkh djrh gS vkSj ges'kk djsxhA* r'rjh esa iku vk x;s FksA jk; lkgc us esgekuksa dks iku vkSj byk;ph nsrs gq, dgkµ^cqf) vxj LokFkZ ls eqDr gks] rks gesa mldh izHkqrk ekuus esa dksbZ vkifRr ughAa lektokn dk ;gh vkn'kZ gAS ge lkèk&q egkRekvkas ds lkeus blhfy;s flj >qdkrs gSa fd muesa R;kx dk cy gSA blh rjg ge cqf) ds gkFk esa vfèkdkj Hkh nsuk pkgrs gSa] lEeku Hkh] usr`Ro Hkh( ysfdu lEifÙk fdlh rjg ughaA cqf) dk vfèkdkj vkjS lEeku O;fDr ds lkFk pyk tkrk g]S yfs du mldh lEifÙk fo\"k cksus ds fy;s] mlds ckn vkSj Hkh izcy gks tkrh gSA cqf) ds cx+Sj fdlh lekt dk lapkyu ugha gks ldrkA ge dsoy bl fcPNw dk Mad rksM+ nsuk pkgrs gSaA* nwljh eksVj vk igq¡ph vkSj feLVj [kUuk mrjs] tks ,d cSad ds eSustj vkSj 'kDdj&fey ds eSusftax MkbjsDVj gSaA nks nsfo;k¡ Hkh muds lkFk FkhaA jk; lkgc us nksuksa nsfo;ksa dks mrkjkA og tks [kíj dh lkM+h igus cgqr xEHkhj vkSj fopkj'khy xksnku @ 61

lh gSa] feLVj[kUuk dh iRuh] dkfeuh [kUuk gSaA nwljh efgyk tks Å¡ph ,M+h dk twrk igus gq, gSa vkSj ftudh eq[k&Nfo ij g¡lh QwVh iM+rh gS] fel ekyrh gSaA vki baXyS.M ls MkDVjh i<+ vk;h gSa vkSj vc izSfDVl djrh gSaA rkYyqdsnkjksa ds egyksa esa mudk cgqr izos'k gSA vki uo;qx dh lk{kkr izfrek gSaA xkr dksey] ij piyrk dwV&dwV dj Hkjh gqbZA f>>d ;k ladksp dk dgha uke ugha] esdvi eas ioz h.k] cyk dh gkftj&tokc] i#q \"k&eukfs oKku dh vPNh tkudkj] vkekns &iez kns dks thou dk rRo le>us okyh] yHq kkus vkjS fj>kus dh dyk eas fui.q kA tgk¡ vkRek dk LFkku g]S ogk¡ inz 'kuZ ( tgk¡ ân; dk LFkku g]S ogk¡ gko&Hkko( eukns x~ kjkas ij dBkjs fuxzg] ftlesa bPNk ;k vfHkyk\"kk dk yksi&lk gks x;kA vkius feLVj esgrk ls gkFk feykrs gq, dgkµlp dgrh gw¡] vki lwjr ls gh fi$+ ykli$+ j ekyew gkrs s gAaS bl u;h jpuk eas rks vkius vkReokfn;kas dks mèkMs d+ j j[k fn;kA i<+rs&i<+rs dbZ ckj esjs th esa ,slk vk;k fd vkils yM+ tkÅ¡A fi+$ykli+$jksa esa lân;rk D;ksa xk;c gks tkrh gS\\ esgrk >sai x;sA fcuk&C;kgs Fks vkSj uo;qx dh jef.k;ksa ls iukg ek¡xrs FksA iq#\"kksa dh e.Myh esa [kwc pgdrs Fks( exj T;ksa gh dksbZ efgyk vk;h vkSj vkidh tcku cUn gqbZA tSls cqf) ij rkyk yx tkrk FkkA fL=k;ksa ls f'k\"V O;ogkj rd djus dh lqfèk u jgrh FkhA feLVj [kUuk us iNw kµfi$+ ykli$+ jkas dh ljw r eas D;k [kkl ckr gkrs h gS nos hth\\ ekyrh us egs rk dh vkjs n;k&Hkko ls n[s kdj dgkµfeLVj egs rk cjq k u eku]as rks crk nw¡A [kUuk fel ekyrh ds mikldkas esa FkAs tgk¡ fel ekyrh tk;]s ogk¡ [kUuk dk igq¡puk ykfteh FkkA muds vkl&ikl HkkSajs dh rjg e¡Mjkrs jgrs FksA gj le; mudh ;gh bPNk jgrh Fkh fd ekyrh ls vfèkd ls vfèkd ogh ckys ]as mudh fuxkg vfèkd ls vfèkd mUgha ij jgsA [kUuk us vk[¡ k ekjdj dgkµfi+$ykli+$j fdlh dh ckr dk cjq k ugha ekurAs mudh ;gh fli+$r gSA ^rks lqfu,] fi+$ykli+$j ges'kk eqnkZ&fny gksrs gSa] tc nsf[k, vius fopkjksa esa exu cBS s gAaS vkidh rji+$ rkdxas ]s exj vkidks n[s kxas s ugh(a vki muls ckras djrs tk,¡] dqN lqusaxs ughaA tSls 'kwU; esa mM+ jgs gksaA* lc yksxksa us dgdgk ekjkA feLVj esgrk tSls t+ehu esa xM+ x;sA ^vkDlQksMZ esa esjs fQyklQh ds izksQslj feLVj glcsaM Fks---* [kUuk us Vksdkµuke rks fujkyk gSA 62 @ xksnku

^th gk¡] vkSj Fks Dokajs---* ^feLVj esgrk Hkh rks Dokajs gSa---* ^;g jksx lHkh fi+$ykli+$jksa dks gksrk gSA* vc esgrk dks volj feykA cksysµvki Hkh rks blh etZ esa fxj¶rkj gSa\\ ^eSaus izfrKk dh gS fdlh fi+$ykli+$j ls 'kknh d:¡xh vkSj ;g oxZ 'kknh ds uke ls ?kcjkrk gSA glcsaM lkgc rks L=kh dks ns[kdj ?kj esa fNi tkrs FksA muds f'k\";ksa esa dbZ yM+fd;k¡ FkhaA vxj muesa ls dksbZ dHkh dqN iwNus ds fy;s muds vkfQl esa pyh tkrh Fkh rks vki ,sls ?kcjk tkrs tSls dksbZ 'ksj vk x;k gksA ge yksx mUgsa [kwc NsM+k djrs Fks] exj Fks cspkjs ljy&ân;A dbZ gt+kj dh vkenuh Fkh] ij eSaus mUgsa ges'kk ,d gh lwV igus ns[kkA mudh ,d foèkok cgu FkhA ogh muds ?kj dk lkjk izcUèk djrh FkhaA feLVj glcsaM dks rks [kkus dh fi+$Ø gh u jgrh FkhA feyus&okyksa ds Mj ls vius dejs dk }kj cUn djds fy[kk&i<+h djrs FksA Hkkstu dk le; vk tkrk] rks mudh cgu vkfgLrk ls Hkhrj ds }kj ls muds ikl tkdj fdrkc cUn dj nsrh Fkha] rc mUgsa ekywe gksrk fd [kkus dk le; gks x;kA jkr dks Hkh Hkkts u dk le; cè¡ kk gvq k FkkA mudh cgu dejs dh cRrh c>q k fn;k djrh FkhaA ,d fnu cgu us fdrkc cUn djuk pkgk] rks vkius iqLrd dks nksuksa gkFkksa ls nck fy;k vkSj cgu&HkkbZ esa t+ksj&vktekbZ gksus yxhA vkf[k+j cgu ifg;snkj dqlhZ dks [khap dj Hkkstu ds dejs esa yk;hA* jk; lkgc cksysµexj esgrk lkgc rks cM+s [kq'kfet+kt+ vkSj feyulkj gSa] ugha bl gaxkes esa D;ksa vkrsA ^rks vki fi+$ykli+$j u gksaxsA tc viuh fpUrkvksa ls gekjs flj esa nnZ gksus yxrk gS] rks fo'o dh fpUrk flj ij ykndj dksbZ dSls izlUu jg ldrk gS!* mèkj lEiknd th Jherh [kUuk ls viuh vkfFkZd dfBukb;ksa dh dFkk dg jgs Fkµs cl ;kas lef>, Jherhth] fd lEiknd dk thou ,d nh?kZ foyki g]S ftls luq dj ykxs n;k djus ds cnys dkukas ij gkFk j[k yrs s gAaS cps kjk u viuk midkj dj lds u vkSjksa dkA ifCyd mlls vk'kk rks ;g j[krh gS fd gjsd vkUnksyu esa og lcls vkxs jgs] tsy tk;s] ekj [kk;s] ?kj ds eky&vlckc dh dqdhZ djk,] ;g mldk èkeZ le>k tkrk gS] ysfdu mldh dfBukb;ksa dh vksj fdlh dk è;ku ughaA gks rks og lc dqNA mls gjsd fo|k] gjsd dyk esa ikjaxr gksuk pkfg,( yfs du mls thfor jgus dk vfèkdkj ughAa vki rks vktdy dNq fy[krh gh ughAa vkidh lsok djus dk tks FkksM+k&lk lkSHkkX; eq>s fey ldrk gS] mlls D;ksa eq>s oafpr j[krh gSa\\ xksnku @ 63

felst [kUuk dks dfork fy[kus dk 'kkSd FkkA bl ukrs ls lEiknd th dHkh&dHkh muls fey vk;k djrs Fks( ysfdu ?kj ds dke&èkUèkksa esa O;Lr jgus ds dkj.k bèkj cgqr fnuksa ls dqN fy[k ugha ldh FkhA lp rks ;g gS fd lEiknd th us gh mUgas ikz Rs lkfgr djds dfo cuk;k FkkA lPph ifz rHkk mueas cgrq de FkhA ^D;k fy[kw¡ dqN lw>rk gh ughaA vkius dHkh fel ekyrh ls dqN fy[kus dks ugha dgk\\* lEiknd th mis{kk Hkko ls cksysµmudk le; ewY;oku gS dkfeuh nsoh! fy[krs rks og yksx gSa] ftuds vUnj dqN nnZ gS] vuqjkx gS] yxu gS] fopkj gS] ftUgksaus èku vkSj Hkksx&foykl dks thou dk y{; cuk fy;k] og D;k fy[ksaxsA dkfeuh us bZ\";kZ&fefJr fouksn ls dgkµvxj vki muls dqN fy[kk ldsa] rks vkidk ipz kj nxq uq k gks tk;As y[kuÅ eas rks ,ls k dkbs Z jfld ugha g]S tks vkidk xzkgd u cu tk;sA ^vxj èku esjs thou dk vkn'kZ gksrk] rks vkt eSa bl n'kk esa u gksrkA eq>s Hkh èku dekus dh dyk vkrh gAS vkt pkg]¡w rks yk[kkas dek ldrk g(¡w yfs du ;gk¡ rks èku dks dHkh dqN le>k gh ughaA lkfgR; dh lsok vius thou dk è;s; gS vkjS jgxs kA* ^de&ls&de esjk uke rks xzkgdksa esa fy[kok nhft,A* ^vkidk uke xzkgdksa esa ugha laj{kdksa esa fy[kw¡xkA* ^laj{kdksa esa jkfu;ksa&egkjkfu;ksa dks jf[k,] ftudh FkksM+h&lh [kq'kken djds vki vius i=k dks ykHk dh pht+ cuk ldrs gSaA* ^esjh jkuh&egkjkuh vki gSaA eSa rks vkids lkeus fdlh jkuh&egkjkuh dh gdhdr ugha le>rkA ftlesa n;k vkSj foosd gS] ogh esjh jkuh gSA [kq'kken ls eq>s ?k`.kk gSA dkfeuh us pqVdh yhµysfdu esjh [kq'kken rks vki dj jgs gSa lEikndth! lEikndth us xEHkhj gksdj J)k&iw.kZ Loj esa dgkµ;g [kq'kken ugha gS nsohth] ân; ds lPps mn~xkj gSaA jk; lkgc us iqdkjkµlEikndth] tjk bèkj vkb,xkA fel ekyrh vkils dqN dguk pkgrh gSaA lEiknd th dh og lkjh vdM+ xk;c gks x;hA uezrk vkSj fou; dh ewfrZ cus gq, vkdj [kM+s gks x;sA ekyrh us mUgsa ln; us=kksa ls ns[kdj dgkµeSa vHkh dg jgh Fkh fd nqfu;k esa eq>s lcls T+;knk Mj lEikndksa ls yxrk gSA vki yksx ftls pkgsa] ,d {k.k esa fcxkM+ nsaA eq>h ls phQ lsØsVjh lkgc us ,d ckj 64 @ xksnku

dgkµvxj eSa bl CyMh vksadkjukFk dks tsy esa cUn dj ldw¡] rks vius dks HkkX;oku le>Aaw vksadkjukFk dh cM+h&cM+h ew¡Nsa [kM+h gks x;haA vk¡[kksa esa xoZ dh T;ksfr ped mBhA ;ksa og cgqr gh 'kkUr izd`fr ds vkneh Fks( ysfdu yydkj lqudj mudk iq#\"kRo mÙksftr gks tkrk FkkA n`<+rk Hkjs Loj esa cksysµbl d`ik ds fy;s vkidk d`rK gw¡A ml cT+e ¼lHkk½ esa viuk ftØ rks vkrk gS] pkgs fdlh rjg vk;sA vki lsØsVjh egksn; ls dg nhft,xk fd vksadkjukFk mu vknfe;ksa esa ugha gSa tks bu èkefd;ksa ls Mj tk;sA mldh dye mlh oDr foJke ysxh] tc mldh thou;k=kk lekIr gks tk;sxhA mlus vuhfr vkSj LosPNkpkj dks tM+ ls [kksndj Qsad nsus dk ftEek fy;k gSA fel ekyrh us vkSj mdlk;kµexj esjh le> esa vkidh ;g uhfr ugha vkrh fd tc vki ekewyh f'k\"Vkpkj ls vfèkdkfj;ksa dk lg;ksx izkIr dj ldrs gSa] rks D;ksa muls dUuh dkVrs gSa\\ vxj vki viuh vkykspukvksa esa vkx vkSj fo\"k; tjk de nsa] rks eSa oknk djrh gw¡ fd vkidks xouZesaV ls dki+$h enn fnyk ldrh gw¡A turk dks rks vkius ns[k fy;kA mlls vihy dh] mldh [kq'kken dh] viuh dfBukb;kas dh dFkk dgh] exj dkbs Z urhtk u fudykA vc tjk vfèkdkfj;kas dks Hkh vktek nsf[k,A rhljs eghus vki eksVj ij u fudyus yxsa] vkSj ljdkjh nkorksa esa fueaf=kr u gksus yxsa rks eq>s ftruk pkgsa dksfl,xkA rc ;gh jbZl vkSj us'kufyLV tks vkidh ijokg ugha djrs] vkids }kj ds pDdj yxk;saxsA vksadkjukFk vfHkeku ds lkFk cksysµ;gh rks eSa ugha dj ldrk nsohth! eSaus vius fl)kUrkas dks lnoS Åp¡ k vkjS ifo=k j[kk g]S vkjS thr&s th mudh j{kk d:x¡ kA nkSyr ds iqtkjh rks xyh&xyh feysaxs] eSa fl)kUr ds iqtkfj;ksa esa gw¡A ^eSa bls nEHk dgrh gw¡A* ^vkidh bPNkA* ^èku dh vkidks ijokg ugha gS\\* ^fl)kUrksa dk [kwu djds ughaA* ^rks vkids i=k eas fon's kh oLrvq kas ds foKkiu D;kas gkrs s g\\aS euaS s fdlh Hkh nlw js i=k esa brus fons'kh foKkiu ugha ns[ksA vki curs rks gSa vkn'kZoknh vkSj fl)kUroknh] ij vius Qk;ns ds fy;s ns'k dk èku fons'k Hkstrs gq, vkidks tjk Hkh [ksn ugha gksrk\\* vki fdlh rdZ ls bl uhfr dk leFkZu ugha dj ldrsA* vkdas kjukFk ds ikl lpepq dkbs Z tokc u FkkA mUgas cx¡ yas >kd¡ rs n[s kdj jk; lkgc us mudh fgek;r dhµrks vkf[kj+ vki D;k pkgrh g\\aS bèkj ls Hkh ekjs tk;as xksnku @ 65

mèkj ls Hkh ekjs tk;as] rks i=k dSls pys\\ fel ekyrh us n;k djuk u lh[kk FkkA ^i=k ugha pyrk rks cUn dhft,A viuk i=k pykus ds fy;s vkidks fons'kh oLrvq kas ds ipz kj dk dkbs Z vfèkdkj ughAa vxj vki etcjw g]aS rks fl)kUr dk <kxas Nkfs M,+ A eaS rks fl)kUroknh i=kkas dks n[s kdj ty mBrh gA¡w th pkgrk g]S fn;klykbZ fn[kk nw¡A tks O;fDr deZ vkSj opu esa lkeatL; ugha j[k ldrk] og vkSj pkgs tks dqN gks fl)kUroknh ugha gSA* esgrk f[ky mBsA FkksM+h nsj igys mUgksaus [kqn blh fopkj dk izfriknu fd;k FkkA mUgas ekyew gvq k fd bl je.kh eas fopkj dh 'kfDr Hkh g]S dos y frryh ughAa ladksp tkrk jgkA ^;gh ckr vHkh eaS dg jgk FkkA fopkj vkjS O;ogkj eas lketa L; dk u gkus k gh èkwrZrk gS] eDdkjh gSA* fel ekyrh ilz Uu eq[k ls ckys hµrks bl fo\"k; eas vki vkjS eaS ,d g]aS vkjS eSa Hkh fi+$ykli+$j gksus dk nkok dj ldrh gw¡A [kUuk dh thHk eas [ktq yh gks jgh FkhA ckys µs vkidk ,d&,d vxa fi$+ ykli$+ h esa Mwck gqvk gSA ekyrh us mudh yxke [khpa hµvPNk] vkidks Hkh fi+$ykli+$h eas n[ky gAS eaS rks le>rh Fkh] vki cgrq igys viuh fi+$ykli+$h dks xxa k eas Mcq ks cBS As ugh]a vki brus cSadksa vkSj dEifu;ksa ds MkbjsDVj u gksrsA jk; lkgc us [kUuk dks lH¡ kkykµrks D;k vki le>rh gaS fd fi+$ykli+$jkas dks ges'kk QkdseLr jguk pkfg,A ^th gk¡! fi+$ykli+$j vxj eksg ij fot; u ik lds] rks fi+$ykli+$j dSlk\\* ^bl fygkt ls rks 'kk;n feLVj esgrk Hkh fi+$ykli+$j u Bgjsa!* esgrk us tSls vkLrhu p<+kdj dgkµeSaus rks dHkh ;g nkok ugha fd;k jk; lkgc! eSa rks bruk gh tkurk gw¡ fd ftu vkStkjksa ls yksgkj dke djrk gS] mUgha vktS kjkas ls lkus kj ugha djrkA D;k vki pkgrs g]aS vke Hkh mlh n'kk eas Qy&s Qyw ]as ftlesa ccwy ;k rkM+\\ esjs fy;s èku dsoy mu lqfoèkkvksa dk uke gS ftuesa eSa viuk thou lkFkZd dj ldw¡A èku esjs fy;s c<+us vkSj Qyus&Qwyus okyh pht+ ugha gS] dsoy lkèku gSA eq>s èku dh fcYdqy bPNk ugha] vki og lkèku tqVk nsa] ftlesa eSa vius thou dk mi;ksx dj ldw¡A vkdas kjukFk lef\"Voknh FksA O;fDr dh bl izèkkurk dks dlS s Lohdkj djrs\\ blh rjg gjsd et+nwj dg ldrk gS fd mls dke djus dh lqfoèkkvksa ds 66 @ xksnku

fy;s ,d gt+kj eghus dh t+:jr gSA* ^vxj vki le>rs gaS fd ml et+njw ds cx+jS vkidk dke ugha py ldrk] rks vkidks og lfq oèkk,¡ nus h iMxa+s hA vxj ogh dke nlw jk et+njw FkkMs +h&lh et+njw h esa dj ns] rks dksbZ ot+g ugha fd vki igys et+nwj dh [kq'kken djsaA* ^vxj et+nwjksa ds gkFk esa vfèkdkj gksrk] rks et+nwjksa ds fy;s L=kh vkSj 'kjkc Hkh mruh gh t+:jh lqfoèkk gks tkrh ftruh fi+$ykli+$jksa ds fy;sA* ^rks vki fo'okl ekfu,] eSa muls bZ\";kZ u djrkA* ^tc vkidk thou lkFkZd djus ds fy;s L=kh bruh vko';d gS] rks vki 'kknh D;ksa ugha dj ysrs\\* esgrk us fuLladksp Hkko ls dgkµblhfy;s fd eSa le>rk gw¡] eqDr Hkksx vkRek ds fodkl esa ckèkd ugha gksrkA fookg rks vkRek dks vkSj thou dks fiatjs esa cUn dj nsrk gSA [kUuk us bldk leFkZu fd;kµcUèku vkSj fuxzg iqjkuh F;ksfj;k¡ gSaA u;h F;ksjh gS eqDr HkksxA ekyrh us pkVs h idM+hµrks vc felts [kUuk dks rykd ds fy;s r;S kj jguk pkfg,A ^rykd dk fcy ikl rks gksA* ^'kk;n mldk igyk mi;ksx vki gh djsaxsA* dkfeuh us ekyrh dh vksj fo\"k&Hkjh vk¡[kksa ls ns[kk vkSj eq¡g fldksM+ fy;k] ekuks dg jgh gSµ[kUuk rqEgsa eqckjd jgsa] eq>s ijokg ughaA ekyrh us esgrk dh rji+$ ns[kdj dgkµbl fo\"k; esa vkids D;k fopkj gSa feLVj egs rk\\ esgrk xEHkhj gks x;sA og fdlh iz'u ij viuk er izdV djrs Fks] rks tSls viuh lkjh vkRek mlesa Mky nsrs FksA ^fookg dks eSa lkekftd le>kSrk le>rk gw¡ vkSj mls rksM+us dk vfèkdkj u iq#\"k dks gS u L=kh dksA le>kSrk djus ds igys vki Lokèkhu gSa] le>kSrk gks tkus ds ckn vkids gkFk dV tkrs gSaA* ^rks vki rykd ds fojksèkh gSa] D;ksa\\* ^iDdkA* ^vkSj eqDr Hkksx okyk fl)kUr\\* ^og muds fy;s gS] tks fookg ugha djuk pkgrsA* ^viuh vkRek dk lEiw.kZ fodkl lHkh pkgrs gSa( fQj fookg dkSu djs vkSj xksnku @ 67

D;ksa djsa\\* ^blhfy;s fd eqfDr lHkh pkgrs gSa( ij ,sls cgqr de gSa] tks yksHk ls viuk xyk NqM+k ldsaA* ^vki Js\"B fdls le>rs gSa] fookfgr thou dks ;k vfookfgr thou dks\\* ^lekt dh nf` \"V ls fookfgr thou dk]s O;fDr dh nf` \"V ls vfookfgr thou dk\\s * èkuq\"k&;K dk vfHku; fudV FkkA nl ls ,d rd èkuq\"k&;K] ,d ls rhu rd igz lu] ;g ikz xs kz e FkkA Hkkts u dh r;S kjh 'k:q gks x;hA egs ekukas ds fy;s cx¡ ys esa jgus dk vyx&vyx izcUèk FkkA [kUuk ifjokj ds fy;s nks dejs j[ks x;s FksA vkSj Hkh fdrus gh esgeku vk x;s FksA lHkh vius&vius dejksa esa x;s vkSj diM+s cny&cnydj Hkkstuky; esa tek gks x;sA ;gk¡ Nwr&Nkr dk dksbZ Hksn ugha FkkA lHkh tkfr;kas vkjS o.kk±s ds ykxs lkFk Hkkts u djus cBS As dos y lEiknd vkdas kjukFk lcls vyx vius dejs esa Qykgkj djus x;sA vkSj dkfeuh [kUuk dks flj nnZ gks jgk Fkk] mUgkuas s Hkkts u djus ls budkj fd;kA Hkkts uky; eas egs ekukas dh l[a ;k iPphl ls de u FkhA 'kjkc Hkh Fkh vkSj ekal HkhA bl mRlo ds fy;s jk; lkgc vPNh fdLe dh 'kjkc [kkl rkjS ij f[kpa okrs Fk\\s [khpa h tkrh Fkh nok ds uke l(s ij gksrh Fkh [kkfyl 'kjkcA ekal Hkh dbZ rjg ds idrs Fks] dks¶rs] dokc vkSj iqykoA eqxZ] eqfxZ;k¡] cdjk fgju] rhrj] eksj] ftls tks ilUn gks] og [kk,A Hkkts u 'k:q gks x;k rks fel ekyrh us iNw kµlEikndth dgk¡ jg x;\\s fdlh dks Hkstks jk; lkgc] mUgsa idM+ yk,A jk; lkgc us dgkµog oS\".ko gSa] mUgsa ogk¡ cqykdj D;ksa cspkjs dk èkeZ u\"V djksxhA cM+k gh vkpkjfu\"B vkneh gSA ^vth vkSj dqN u lgh] rek'kk rks jgsxkA* lglk ,d lTtu dks n[s kdj mlus iqdkjkµvki Hkh r'kjhQ j[krs gaS fet+kZ [kq'ksZn] ;g dke vkids lqiqnZA vkidh fy;ko+$r dh ijh{kk gks tk;sxhA fet+kZ [kq'khnZ xkjs &s fpës vkneh Fk]s Hkjw h&Hkjw h eN¡w ]as uhyh vk[¡ k]as nkgs jh ngs ] pkn¡ ds cky lQkpVA Ndfy;k vpdu vkSj pwM+hnkj iktkek igus FksA Åij ls gSV yxk ysrs FksA oksfVax ds le; pkSad iM+rs Fks vkSj us'kufyLVksa dh rji+$ oksV nsrs FksA lwi+$h eqlyeku FksA nks ckj gt dj vk;s Fks( exj 'kjkc [kwc ihrs FksA dgrs Fks] tc ge [kqnk dk ,d gqDe Hkh dHkh ugha ekurs] rks nhu ds fy;s D;ksa tku nsa! cM+s fnYyxhckt+] csfQØs tho FksA igys clsjs esa Bhds dk dkjksckj djrs FksA yk[kksa dek,] exj 'kker vk;h fd ,d ese ls vk'kukbZ dj cSBsA eqdnesckth 68 @ xksnku

gqbZA tsy tkrs&tkrs cpsA pkSchl ?k.Vs ds vUnj eqYo+$ ls fudy tkus dk gqDe gqvkA tks dqN tgk¡ Fkk] ogha NksM+k vkSj fli+$Z ipkl gt+kj ysdj Hkkx [kM+s gq,A cEcbZ esa muds ,ts.V FksA lkspk Fkk] muls fglkc&fo+$rkc dj ysa vkSj tks dqN fudysxk mlh esa ft+Unxh dkV nsaxs] exj ,ts.Vksa us tky djds muls og ipkl gt+kj Hkh ,saB fy;sA fujk'k gksdj ogk¡ ls y[kuÅ pysA xkM+h esa ,d egkRek ls lk{kkr gqvkA egkRek th us mUgsa lCt+ckx fn[kkdj mudh ?kM+h] v¡xwfB;k¡] #i;s lc mM+k fy;sA cspkjs y[kuÅ igq¡ps rks nsg ds diM+ksa ds flok vkSj dqN ugha FkkA jk; lkgc ls iqjkuh eqykdkr FkhA dqN mudh enn ls vkSj dqN vU; fe=kksa dh enn ls ,d twrs dh nqdku [kksy yhA og vc y[kuÅ dh lcls pyrh gqbZ twrs dh nqdku Fkh pkj&ik¡p lkS jkst+ dh fcØh FkhA turk dks mu ij FkksM+s gh fnuksa esa bruk fo'okl gks x;k fd ,d cM+s Hkkjh eqfLye rkYyqdsnkj dks uhpk fn[kkdj dkSafly esa igq¡p x;sA viuh txg ij cBS &s cBS s ckys µs th ugh]a eaS fdlh dk nhu ugha fcxkM+rkA ;g dke vkidks [knq djuk pkfg,A etk+ rks tc gS fd vki mUgas 'kjkc fiykdj NkMs Aas+ ;g vkids gqLu ds tknw dh vkt+ekb'k gSA pkjksa rji+$ ls vkoktsa vk;haµgk¡&gk¡] fel ekyrh] vkt viuk deky fn[kkb,A ekyrh us fet+kZ dks yydkjk] dqN buke nksxs\\ ^lkS #i;s dh FkSyh!* ^gq'k! lkS #i;s! yk[k #i;s dk èkeZ fcxkM+w¡ lkS ds fy;sA* ^vPNk] vki [kqn viuh Qhl crkb,A* ^,d gt+kj] dkSM+h de ughaA* ^vPNk eta jw A* ^th ugha] ykdj esgrkth ds gkFk esa j[k nhft,A* fet+ktZ h us rjq Ur lkS #i;s dk ukVs tcs ls fudkyk vkjS mls fn[kkrs g,q [kM+s gkds j ckys µs Hkkb;k!s ;g ge lc enk±s dh bT+t+r dk ekeyk gAS vxj fel ekyrh dh Qjekb'k u iwjh gqbZ] rks gekjs fy;s dgha eq¡g fn[kkus dh txg u jgsxh( vxj esjs ikl ipkl #i;s gksrs rks eSa fel ekyrh dh ,d&,d vnk ij ,d&,d yk[k dqckuZ dj nrs kA ,d iqjkus 'kk;j us vius ek'kdw ds ,d dkys fry ij lejdUn vkSj cks[kkjk ds lwcs dqckZu dj fn, FksA vkt vki lHkh lkgcksa dh tokaenhZ vkSj gLq uijLrh dk bErgku gAS ftlds ikl tks dNq gk]s lPps ljw ek dh rjg fudkydj j[k nsA vkidks bYe dh o+$le] ek'kwd dh vnkvksa dh dle] viuh bT+t+r dh dle] ihNs dne u gVkb,A enksZ! #i;s [kpZ gks tk;saxs] uke ges'kk ds fy;s jg xksnku @ 69

tk;sxkA ,slk rek'kk yk[kksa esa Hkh lLrk gSA nsf[k,] y[kuÅ ds glhuksa dh jkuh ,d tkfgn ij vius gqLu dk ea=k dSls pykrh gS\\ Hkk\"k.k lekIr djrs gh fetk+ tZ h us gjds dh tc+s dh ryk'kh 'k:q dj nh igys feLVj [kUuk dh ryk'kh gqbZA mudh tsc ls ik¡p #i;s fudysA fetk+ Z us eg¡q Qhdk djds dgkµokg [kUuk lkgc] okg! uke cMs+ n'kuZ FkkMs As+ bruh dEifu;ksa ds MkbjsDVj] yk[kksa dh vkenuh vkSj vkids tsc esa ik¡p #i;s! ykgkSy fcyk dwor! dgk¡ gS esgrk\\ vkt tjk tkdj felst [kUuk ls de ls de lkS #i;s olwy dj yk;saA [kUuk f[kfl;kdj ckys µs vth] muds ikl ,d ilS k Hkh u gkxs kA dkuS tkurk Fkk fd ;gk¡ vki ryk'kh ysuk 'kq: djsaxs\\ ^[kSj vki [kkeks'k jfg,A ge viuh rdnhj rks vkt+ek ysaA* ^vPNk rks eSa tkdj muls iwNrk gw¡A* ^th ugha] vki ;gk¡ ls fgy ugha ldrsA feLVj esgrk] vki fi+$ykli+$j gSa] euksfoKku ds if.MrA nsf[k;s viuh Hkn u djkb;sxkA* esgrk 'kjkc ihdj eLr gks tkrs FksA ml eLrh esa mudk n'kZu mM+ tkrk Fkk vkjS foukns ltho gks tkrk FkkA yiddj felts [kUuk ds ikl x;s vkjS ikp¡ feuV gh esa eq¡g yVdk, ykSV vk,A fet+kZ us iwNkµvjs! D;k [kkyh gkFk\\ jk; lkgc g¡lsµdkt+h ds ?kj pwgs Hkh l;kusA fet+kZ us dgkµgks cM+s [kq'kulhc [kUuk] [kqnk dh dle! esgrk us o+$go+$gk ekjk vkSj tsc ls lkS&lkS #i;s ds ik¡p uksV fudkysA fet+kZ us yiddj mUgsa xys yxk fy;kA pkjksa rji+$ ls vkoktsa vkus yxhaµdeky gS] ekurk gw¡ mLrkn] D;ksa u gks] fi+$ykli+$j gh tks Bgjs! fet+kZ us uksVksa dks vk¡[kksa ls yxkdj dgkµHkbZ esgrk] vkt ls eSa rqEgkjk 'kkfxnZ gks x;kA crkvks] D;k tknw ekjk\\ egs rk vdM+dj] yky&yky vk[¡ kkas ls rkdrs gq, ckys µs vth dqN ughAa ,ls k dkuS &lk cM+k dke FkkA tkdj iNw k] vUnj vkÅ\\¡ ckys hµa vki gaS egs rkth] vkb,! eSaus vUnj tkdj dgk] ogk¡ yksx fczt [ksy jgs gSaA v¡xwBh ,d gt+kj ls de dh ugha gAS vkius rks n[s kk gAS cl oghA vkids ikl #i;s gk]as rks ikp¡ lkS #i;s nds j ,d gt+kj dh pht+ ys yhft;sA ,slk ekSdk fQj u feysxkA fel ekyrh us bl oD+r #i;s u fn,] rks csnkx fudy tk;saxhA ihNs ls dkSu nsrk gS] 'kk;n blhfy;s 70 @ xksnku

mUgksaus v¡xwBh fudkyh gS fd ik¡p lkS #i;s fdlds ikl èkjs gksaxsA eqLdqjkbZ vkSj pV vius cVqos ls ik¡p uksV fudkydj ns fn,] vkSj cksyhaµeSa fcuk dqN fy;s ?kj ls ugha fudyrhA u tkus dc D;k t+:jr iM+sA [kUuk f[kfl;kdj cksysµtc gekjs izksQsljksa dk ;g gky gS] rks ;wfuoflZVh dk bZ'oj gh ekfyd gSsA [kq'ksZn us ?kko ij ued fNM+dkµvjs rks ,slh dkSu&lh cM+h jde gS] ftlds fy;s vkidk fny cSBk tkrk gSA [kqnk >wB u cqyok, rks ;g vkidh ,d fnu dh vkenuh gSA le> yhft;sxk] ,d fnu chekj iM+ x;s vkSj tk;sxk Hkh rks fel ekyrh gh ds gkFk esaA vkids nnZftxj dh nok fel ekyrh gh ds ikl rks gSA ekyrh us Bksdj ekjhµnsf[k;s fet+kZth rcsys esa yfrvkgqt vPNh ughaA fet+kZ us nqe fgyk;hµdku idM+rk gw¡ nsohthA feLVj ra[kk dh ryk'kh gqbZA eqf'dy ls nl #i;s fudys] esgrk dh tsc ls dsoy vBUuh fudyhA dbZ lTtuksa us ,d&,d] nks&nks #i;s [kqn ns fn,A fglkc tksM+k x;k] rks rhu lkS dh deh FkhA ;g deh jk; lkgc us mnkjrk ds lkFk iwjh dj nhA lEikndth us eos s vkjS Qy [kk;s Fks vkjS tjk dej lhèkh dj jgs Fks fd jk; lkgc us tkdj dgkµvkidks fel ekyrh ;kn dj jgh gSaA [kq'k gksdj cksysµfel ekyrh eq>s ;kn dj jgh gSa] èkU;&Hkkx! jk; lkgc ds lkFk gh gky esa vk fcjktsA mèkj ukSdjksa us est+sa lki+$ dj nh FkhaA ekyrh us vkxs c<+dj mudk Lokxr fd;kA lEiknd th us uezrk fn[kkbZµcSfB,] ro+$Yyqi+$ u dhft;sA eSa bruk cM+k vkneh ugha gw¡A ekyrh us J)k Hkjs Loj eas dgkµvki ro+$Yyiq +$ le>rs gkxas ]s eaS le>rh g]¡w eSa viuk lEeku c<+k jgh gw¡( ;ksa vki vius dks dqN u le>sa vkSj vkidks 'kksHkk Hkh ugha nsrk gS] ysfdu ;gk¡ ftrus lTtu tek gSa] lHkh vkidh jk\"Vª vkSj lkfgR;&lsok ls HkyhHkk¡fr ifjfpr gSaA vkius bl {ks=k esa tks egRoiw.kZ dke fd;k gS] vHkh pkgs yksx mldk ewY; u le>sa( ysfdu og le; cgqr nwj ugha gSµeSa rks dgrh g¡w og le; vk x;k gµS tc gjds uxj eas vkids uke dh lM+das cuxas h] Dyc cusaxs] Vkmugkyksa esa vkids fp=k yVdk, tk;saxsA bl oDr tks FkksM+h&cgqr tkx`fr gS] og vki gh ds egku m|ksx dk izlkn gSA vkidks ;g tkudj vkuUn gksxk fd ns'k esa vc vkids ,sls vuq;k;h iSnk gks x;s gSa tks vkids nsgkr&lqèkkj xksnku @ 71

vkUnksyu esa vkidk gkFk c¡Vkus dks mRlqd gSa] vkSj mu lTtuksa dh cM+h bPNk gS fd ;g dke laxfBr :i ls fd;k tk;s vkSj ,d nsgkr&lqèkkj la?k LFkkfir fd;k tk;s] ftlds vki lHkkifr gksaA vksadkjukFk ds thou esa ;g igyk volj Fkk fd mUgsa pksVh ds vknfe;ksa esa bruk lEeku feysA ;ksa og dHkh&dHkh vke tylksa esa cksyrs Fks vkSj dbZ lHkkvksa ds e=a kh vkjS mie=a kh Hkh Fk(s yfs du f'kf{kr lekt us vc rd mudh mi{s kk gh dh FkhA mu yksxksa esa og fdlh rjg fey u ikrs Fks] blhfy;s vke tylksa esa mudh fuf\"Ø;rk vkjS LokFkkUZ èkrk dh f'kdk;r fd;k djrs Fk]s vkjS vius i=k eas ,d&,d dks jxns rs FkAs o+$ye rts + Fkh] ok.kh dBkjs ] lki$+ xkbs Z dh txg mPN[a` kyrk dj cBS rs Fks] blfy;s yksx mUgsa [kkyh <ksy le>rs FksA mlh lekt esa vkt mudk bruk lEeku! dgk¡ gaS vkt ^Lojkt* vkjS ^Lokèkhu Hkkjr* vkjS ^gVa j* ds lEiknd] vkdj ns[ksa vkSj viuk dystk B.Mk djsaA vkt vo'; gh nsorkvksa dh mu ij d`ikn`f\"V gSA lnq|ksx dHkh fu\"Qy ugha tkrk] ;g _f\"k;ksa dk okD; gSA og Lo;a viuh utjksa esa mB x;sA d`rKrk ls iqyfdr gksdj cksysµnsohth] vki rks eq>s dk¡Vksa esa ?klhV jgh gAaS euaS s rks turk dh tks dNq Hkh los k dh] viuk drOZ ; le>dj dhA eSa bl lEeku dks viuk ugha] ml mn~ns'; dk lEeku le> jgk gw¡] ftlds fy;s eSaus viuk thou vfiZr dj fn;k gS] ysfdu esjk uez fuosnu gS fd izèkku dk in fdlh iHz kko'kkyh iq#\"k dks fn;k tk;]s eaS inkas eas fo'okl ugha j[krkA eaS rks los d gw¡ vkSj lsok djuk pkgrk gw¡A fel ekyrh bls fdlh rjg Lohdkj ugha dj ldrhAa lHkkifr if.Mrth dks cuuk iM+sxkA uxj esa mls ,slk izHkko'kkyh O;fDr nwljk ugha fn[kk;h nsrkA ftldh dye esa tknw gS] ftldh tcku esa tknw gS] ftlds O;fDrRo esa tknw gS] og dlS s dgrk gS fd og iHz kko'kkyh ugha gAS og tekuk x;k] tc èku vkjS iHz kko esa esy FkkA vc izfrHkk vkSj izHkko ds esy dk ;qx gSA lEikndth dks ;g in vo'; Lohdkj djuk iMx+s kA e=a kh fel ekyrh gkxas hA bl lHkk ds fy;s ,d gt+kj dk pUnk Hkh gks x;k gS vkjS vHkh rks lkjk 'kgj vkjS ikz Ur iM+k gqvk gAS pkj&ikp¡ yk[k fey tkuk ekewyh ckr gSA vksadkjukFk ij dqN u'kk&lk p<+us yxkA muds eu esa tks ,d izdkj dh Qqjgjh&lh mB jgh Fkh] mlus xEHkhj mRrjnkf;Ro dk :i èkkj.k dj fy;kA cksysµexj ;g vki le> ysa] fel ekyrh] fd ;g cM+h ftEesnkjh dk dke gS vkSj vkidks viuk cgqr le; nsuk iM+sxkA eSa viuh rji+$ ls vkidks fo'okl fnykrk gw¡ fd vki lHkk Hkou esa eq>s lcls igys ekStwn ik;saxhA 72 @ xksnku

fet+kZth us iqpkjk fn;kµvkidk cM+s&ls&cM+k nq'eu Hkh ;g ugha dg ldrk fd vki viuk Qt+Z vnk djus esa dHkh fdlh ls ihNs jgsA fel ekyrh us ns[kk] 'kjkc dqN&dqN vlj djus yxh gS] rks vkSj Hkh xEHkhj cudj cksyhaµvxj ge yksx bl dke dh egkurk u le>rs] rks u ;g lHkk LFkkfir gkrs h vkjS u vki blds lHkkifr gkrs As ge fdlh jblZ ;k rkYydq ns kj dks lHkkifr cukdj èku [kwc cVksj ldrs gSa] vkSj lsok dh vkM+ esa LokFkZ fl) dj ldrs gSa] ysfdu ;g gekjk mís'; ughaA gekjk ,dek=k mn~ns'; turk dh lsok djuk gSA vkSj mldk lcls cM+k lkèku vkidk i=k gSA geus fu'p; fd;k gS fd gjds uxj vkjS xko¡ eas mldk ipz kj fd;k tk;As ikz Ur dh Hkh E;fq uflifS yfV;kas vkSj ftyk cksMZ ds ps;jeSu gekjs fe=k gSaA dbZ ps;jeSu rks ;gha fojkteku gSaA vxj gjsd us ik¡p&ik¡p lkS izfr;k¡ Hkh ys yha] rks iphl gt+kj izfr;k¡ rks vki ;dhuh le>saA fQj jk; lkgc vkSj fet+kZ lkgc dh ;g lykg gS fd dkSafly esa bl fo\"k; dk ,d iLz rko j[kk tk;s fd iRz ;ds xko¡ ds fy;s ^fctyh* dh ,d ifz r ljdkjh rkSj ij e¡xkbZ tk;s] ;k dqN okf\"kZd lgk;rk Lohdkj dh tk;sA vkSj gesa iwjk fo'okl gS fd ;g izLrko ikl gks tk;sxkA vksadkjukFk us tSls u'ks esa >wers gq, dgkµgesa xouZj ds ikl MsiqVs'ku ys tkuk gksxkA fet+kZ [kq'ksZn cksysµt+:j&t+:j! ^muls dguk gksxk fd fdlh lH; 'kklu ds fy;s ;g fdruh yTtk vkSj dyda dh ckr gS fd xkz ekRs Fkku dk vdys k i=k gkus s ij Hkh ^fctyh* dk vfLrRo rd ugha Lohdkj fd;k tkrkA* fet+kZ [kq'ksZn us dgkµvo';&vo';! ^eSa xoZ ugha djrkA vHkh xoZ djus dk le; ugha vk;k( ysfdu eq>s bldk nkok gS fd xzkE;&laxBu ds fy;s ^fctyh* us ftruk m|ksx fd;k gS---* feLVj esgrk us lqèkkjkµugha egk'k;] riL;k dfg,A ^eaS feLVj egs rk dk èkU;okn nrs k gA¡w gk]¡ bls riL;k gh dguk pkfg,] cM+h dBksj riL;kA ^fctyh* us tks riL;k dh gS] og bl izkUr ds gh ugha] bl jk\"Vª ds bfrgkl esa vHkwriwoZ gSA* fet+kZ [kq'ksZn cksysµt+:j&t+:j! fel ekyrh us ,d isx vkSj fn;kµgekjs la?k us ;g fu'p; Hkh fd;k gS fd dkfaS ly eas vc dh tks txg [kkyh gk]s mlds fy;s vkidks mEens okj [kMk+ fd;k tk;As vkidks dos y viuh Lohdf` r nus h gkxs hA 'k\"s k lkjk dke ge ykxs dj yxas As xksnku @ 73

vkidks u [kpZ ls eryc] u izksisxSaMk] u nkSM+&èkwi lsA vksadkjukFk dh vk¡[kksa dh T;ksfr nqxquh gks x;hA xoZiw.kZ uezrk ls cksysµeSa vki yksxksa dk lsod gw¡] eq>ls tks dke pkgs ys yhft,A ^ge ykxs kas dks vkils ,ls h gh vk'kk gAS ge vc rd >Bw s nos rkvkas ds lkeus ukd jxM+rs&jxM+rs gkj x;s vkSj dqN gkFk u yxkA vc geus vki esa lPpk iFk&izn'kZd] lPpk xq# ik;k gS vkSj bl 'kqHk fnu ds vkuUn esa vkt gesa ,deu] ,dizk.k gksdj vius vgadkj dks] vius nEHk dks frykatfy ns nsuk pkfg,A geesa vkt ls dksbZ czkã.k ugha gS] dksbZ 'kwnz ugha gS] dksbZ fgUnw ugha gS] dksbZ eqlyeku ugha gS] dksbZ Å¡p ugha gS] dksbZ uhp ugha gSA ge lc ,d gh ekrk ds ckyd] ,d gh xksn ds [ksyus okys] ,d gh Fkkyh ds [kkusokys HkkbZ gSaA tks yksx Hksn&Hkko esa fo'okl j[krs gSa] tks yksx i`Fkdrk vkSj dêjrk ds mikld gSa] muds fy;s gekjh lHkk eas LFkku ugha gAS ftl lHkk ds lHkkifr iTw ; vkdas kjukFk th tlS s fo'kky&ân; O;fDr gksa] ml lHkk esa Å¡p&uhp dk] [kku&iku dk vkSj tkfr&ikar dk Hksn ugha gks ldrkA tks egkuqHkko ,drk esa vkSj jk\"Vªh;rk esa fo'okl u j[krs gksa os d`ik djds ;gk¡ ls mB tk;saA jk; lkgc us 'kadk dhµesjs fopkj esa ,drk dk ;g vk'k; ugha gS fd lc yksx [kku&iku dk fopkj NksM+ nsaA eSa 'kjkc ugha ihrk] rks D;k eq>s bl lHkk ls vyx gks tkuk iM+sxk\\ ekyrh us fueZe Loj esa dgkµcs'kd vyx gks tkuk iM+sxkA vki bl la?k esa jgdj fdlh rjg dk Hksn ugha j[k ldrsA esgrk us ?kM+s dks Bksdkµeq>s lUnsg gS fd gekjs lHkkifr th Lo;a [kku&iku dh ,drk esa fo'okl ugha j[krs gSaA vksadkjukFk dk psgjk tnZ iM+ x;kA bl cnek'k us ;g D;k csoDr dh 'kgukbZ ctk nhA nq\"V dgha xM+s eqnsZ u m[kkM+us yxs] ugha] ;g lkjk lkSHkkX; LoIu dh Hkk¡fr 'kwU; esa foyhu gks tk;sxkA fel ekyrh us muds eq¡g dh vksj ftKklk dh n`f\"V ls ns[kdj n`<+rk ls dgkµvkidk lUnsg fujkèkkj gS esgrk egksn;! D;k vki le>rs gSa fd jk\"Vª dh ,drk dk ,ls k vuU; mikld] ,ls k mnkjprs k i#q \"k] ,ls k jfld dfo bl fujFkdZ vkSj yTtktud Hksn dks ekU; le>sxk\\ ,slh 'kadk djuk mldh jk\"Vªh;rk dk vieku djuk gSA vksadkjukFk dk eq[ke.My iznhIr gks x;kA izlUurk vkSj lUrks\"k dh vkHkk >yd iM+hA 74 @ xksnku

ekyrh us mlh Loj eas dgkµvkjS blls Hkh vfèkd mudh i#q \"k&Hkkouk dkA ,d je.kh ds gkFkkas ls 'kjkc dk I;kyk ikdj og dkuS Hknz i#q \"k gS tks budkj dj ns\\ ;g rks ukjh&tkfr dk vieku gksxk] ml ukjh&tkfr dk ftlds u;u&ck.kksa ls vius ân; dks fcaèkokus dh ykylk iq#\"k&ek=k esa gksrh gS] ftldh vnkvksa ij ej&feVus ds fy;s cM+&s cM+s eghi ykykf;r jgrs gAaS ykb;]s ckrs y vkjS I;ky]s vkjS nkSj pyus nhft,A bl egku volj ij fdlh rjg dh 'kadk] fdlh rjg dh vkifÙk jk\"V&ª nkz gs ls de ughAa igys ge vius lHkkifr dh lgs r dk tke ih;xas As ci+$]Z 'kjkc vkjS lkMs k igys ls gh r;S kj FkkA ekyrh us vkdas kjukFk dks vius gkFkksa ls yky fo\"k ls Hkjk gqvk Xykl fn;k] vkSj mUgsa dqN ,slh tknw&Hkjh fprou ls n[s kk fd mudh lkjh fu\"Bk] lkjh o.k&Z J\"s Brk dkQjw gks x;hA eu us dgkµlkjk vkpkj&fopkj ifjfLFkfr;ksa ds vèkhu gSA vkt rqe nfjnz gks] fdlh eksVjdkj dks èkwy mM+krs ns[krs gks] rks ,slk fcxM+rs gks fd mls iRFkjksa ls pwj&pwj dj nks( ysfdu D;k rqEgkjs eu esa dkj dh ykylk ugha gS\\ ifjfLFkfr gh fofèk gS vkSj dqN ughaA cki&nknksa us ugha ih Fkh] u ih gksA mUgsa ,slk volj gh dc feyk FkkA mudh thfodk iksFkh&i=kksa ij FkhA 'kjkc ykrs dgk¡ ls] vkSj ihrs Hkh rks tkrs dgk¡\\ fQj og rks jys xkM+h ij u p<+rs Fk]s dy dk ikuh u ihrs Fk]s vxa tsz h i<+uk iki le>rs FksA le; fdruk cny x;k gSA le; ds lkFk vxj ugha py ldrs] rks og rqEgsa ihNs NksM+dj pyk tk;sxkA ,slh efgyk ds dksey gkFkksa ls fo\"k Hkh feys] rks f'kjksèkk;Z djuk pkfg,A ftl lkSHkkX; ds fy;s cM+s&cM+s jkts rjlrs gSa( og vkt muds lkeus [kM+k gSA D;k og mls Bqdjk ldrs gSa\\ mUgksaus Xykl ys fy;k vkSj flj >qdkdj viuh d`rKrk fn[kkrs gq, ,d gh lk¡l esa ih x;s vkSj rc yksxksa dks xoZ Hkjh vk¡[kksa ls ns[kk] ekuks dg jgs gksa] vc rks vkidks eq> ij fo'okl vk;kA D;k le>rs gSa] eSa fujk iksaxk if.Mr gw¡A vc rks eq>s nEHkh vksj ik[k.Mh dgus dk lkgl ugha dj ldrs\\ gky esa ,sls 'kksjxqy epk fd dqN u iwNks] tSls fiVkjs esa cUn dgdgs fudy iM+s gksaA okg nsohth! D;k dguk gS! deky gS fel ekyrh] deky gS! rksM+ fn;k] ued dk o+$kuwu rksM+ fn;k] èkeZ dk fdyk rksM+ fn;k] use dk ?kM+k QksM+ fn;k! vkdas kjukFk ds dBa ds uhps 'kjkc dk igp¡q uk Fkk fd mldh jfldrk okpky gks x;hA eqLdqjkdj cksysµeSaus vius èkeZ dh Fkkrh fel ekyrh ds dksey gkFkksa eas lkiaS nh vkjS e>q s fo'okl g]S og mldh ;Fkkfs pr j{kk djxas hA muds pj.k&deykas ds bl izlkn ij eSa ,sls ,d gt+kj èkeks± dks U;ksNkoj dj ldrk gw¡A dgdgksa ls gky xw¡t mBkA xksnku @ 75

lEiknd th dk pgs jk Qyw mBk Fkk] vk[¡ kas >dq h iMr+ h FkhAa nlw jk Xykl Hkjdj cksysµ;g fel ekyrh dh lsgr dk tke gSA vki yksx fi;sa vkSj mUgsa vk'khokZn nsaA yksxksa us fQj vius&vius Xykl [kkyh dj fn,A mlh oDr fet+kZ [kq'ksZn us ,d ekyk ykdj lEikndth ds xys esa Mky nh vkjS ckys µs lTtuk]s fQnoh us vHkh vius iTw ; lnj lkgc dh 'kku eas ,d o$+ lhnk dgk gSA vki yksxksa dh btktr gks rks lqukÅ¡A pkjksa rji+$ ls vkoktsa vk;haµgk¡] gk¡] t+:j lqukb;sA vksadkjukFk Hkax rks vk;s fnu fi;k djrs Fks vkSj mudk efLr\"d mldk vH;Lr gks x;k Fkk] exj 'kjkc ihus dk mUgas ;g igyk volj FkkA Hkxa dk u'kk eUFkj xfr ls ,d LoIu dh Hkk¡fr vkrk Fkk vkSj efLr\"d ij es?k ds leku Nk tkrk FkkA mudh psruk cuh jgrh FkhA mUgsa [kqn ekywe gksrk Fkk fd bl le; mudh ok.kh cMh+ yPNns kj g]S vkjS mudh dYiuk cgrq icz yA 'kjkc dk u'kk muds Åij flag dh Hkk¡fr >iVk vkSj ncksp cSBkA og dgrs dqN gSa] eq¡g ls fudyrk dqN gSA fQj ;g Kku Hkh tkrk jgkA og D;k dgrs gSa vkSj D;k djrs gSa] bldh lqfèk gh u jghA ;g LoIu dk jksekuh oSfp=; u Fkk] tkx`fr dk og pDdj Fkk] ftlesa lkdkj fujkdkj gks tkrk gSA u tkus dSls muds efLr\"d esa ;g dYiuk tkx mBh fd dlhnk i<+uk dksbZ cM+k vuqfpr dke gSA est+ ij gkFk iVddj cksysµugha] dnkfi ughaA ;gk¡ dksbZ dlhnk u;h vkxs k] u;h vkxs kA ge lHkkifr gAaS gekjk gDq e gAS ge vch bl lck dks rksM+ ldrs gSaA vch rksM+ ldrs gSaA lHkh dks fudky ldrs gSaA dksbZ gekjk dqN ugha dj ldrkA ge lHkkifr gSaA dksbZ nwljk lHkkifr u;h gSA fet+kZ us gkFk tksM+dj dgkµgqtwj] bl dlhns esa rks vkidh rkjhQ dh x;h gSA lEikndth us yky] ij T;kfs rghu u=s kkas ls n[s kkµreq gekjh rkjhi D;kas dh\\ D;kas dh\\ ckys k]s D;kas gekjh rkjhi dh\\ ge fdlh dk ukdS j u;h gAS fdlh ds cki dk ukSdj u;h gS] fdlh lkys dk fn;k ugha [kkrsA ge [kqn lEiknd gSA ge ^fctyh* dk lEiknd gSA ge mlesa lcdk rkjhi djsxkA nsohth] ge rqEgkjk rkjhi u;h djxs kA ge dkbs Z cMk+ vkneh u;h gAS ge lcdk xyq ke gAS ge vkidk pj.k&jt gSA ekyrh nsoh gekjh y{eh] gekjk ljLorh] gekjh jkèkk--- ;g dgrs gq, og ekyrh ds pj.kksa dh rji+$ >qds vkSj eq¡g ds cy Q'kZ ij fxj iM+sA fet+kZ [kq'ksZn us nkSM+dj mUgsa l¡Hkkyk vkSj dqflZ;k¡ gVkdj ogha t+ehu ij 76 @ xksnku

fyVk fn;kA fQj muds dkukas ds ikl egq¡ ys tkdj ckys µs jke&jke lRr g!S dfg, rks vkidk tuktk fudkysaA jk; lkgc us dgkµdy ns[kuk fdruk fcxM+rk gSA ,d&,d dks vius i=k esa jxsnsxkA vkSj ,slk&,slk jxsnsxk fd vki Hkh ;kn djsaxs! ,d gh nq\"V gS] fdlh ij n;k ugha djrkA fy[kus esa rks viuk tksM+ ugha j[krkA ,slk xèkk vkneh dSls bruk vPNk fy[krk gS] ;g jgL; gSA dbZ vknfe;ksa us lEikndth dks mBk;k vkSj ys tkdj muds dejs esa fyVk fn;kA mèkj iaMky esa èkuq\"k&;K gks jgk FkkA dbZ ckj bu yksxksa dks cqykus ds fy;s vkneh vk pqds FksA dbZ gqDdke Hkh i.Mky esa vk igq¡ps FksA yksx mèkj tkus dks rS;kj gks jgs Fks fd lglk ,d vQxku vkdj [kM+k gks x;kA xksjk jax] cM+h&cM+h ew¡Nsa] Å¡pk o+$n] pkSM+k lhuk] vk¡[kksa esa fuHkZ;rk dk mUekn Hkjk gqvk] <hyk uhpk dqjrk] iSjksa esa 'kyokj] tjh ds dke dh lnjh] flj ij ixM+h vkSj dqykg] dUèks esa peMs+ dk cxS yVdk,] dèa ks ij cUndw j[ks vkjS dej eas ryokj ckè¡ ks u tkus fdèkj ls vk [kMk+ gks x;k vkjS xjtdj ckys kµ[kcjnkj! dkbs Z ;gk¡ ls er tkvkAs vekjk lkFk dk vkneh ij Mkdk iMk+ gAS ;gk¡ dk tks ljnkj gS og vekjk vkneh dks yVw fy;k gS] mldk eky rqedks nsuk gksxk! ,d&,d dkSM+h nsuk gksxkA dgk¡ gS ljnkj] mldks cqykvkAs jk; lkgc us lkeus vkdj Øksèk&Hkjs Loj esa dgkµ^dSlh ywV! dSlk Mkdk\\ ;g rqe yksxksa dk dke gSA ;gk¡ dksbZ fdlh dks ugha ywVrkA lki+$&lki+$ dgks] D;k ekeyk gS\\* vQxku us vk¡[ksa fudkyha vkSj cUnwd dk dqUnk t+ehu ij iVddj cksykµvels iwNrk gS dSlk ywV] dSlk Mkdk\\ rqe ywVrk gS] rqEgkjk vkneh ywVrk gSA ve ;gk¡ dh dksBh dk ekfyd gSA vekjh dksBh esa iphl toku gSA vekjk vkneh #i;s rglhy dj ykrk FkkA ,d gt+kjA og rqe ywV fy;k] vkSj dgrk gS dlS k Mkdk\\ vc cryk,xk dlS k Mkdk gkrs k gAS vekjk iphlkas toku vch vkrk gSA ve rqEgkjk xk¡o ywV ysxkA dksbZ lkyk dqN u;ha dj ldrk] dqN u;ha dj ldrkA [kUuk us vQxku ds rsoj ns[ks rks pqids ls mBs fd fudy tk;saA ljnkj us t+ksj ls Mk¡Vkµdk¡ tkrk rqe\\ dksbZ db± u;ha tk ldrkA u;ha ve lckds o+$ry dj nxs kA vch QjS dj nxs kA vekjk req dNq u;ha dj ldrkA ve rEq gkjk ifq yl ls u;ha MjrkA iqfyl dk vkneh vekjk ldy ns[kdj Hkkxrk gSA vekjk viuk dkaly gS] ve mldks [kr fy[kdj ykV lkgc ds ikl tk ldrk gSA ve ;k¡ ls xksnku @ 77

fdlh dks u;ha tkus nsxkA rqe vekjk ,d gt+kj #i;k ywV fy;kA vekjk #i;k u;ha nsxk] rks ve fdlh dks ft+Unk ugha NksM+sxkA rqe lc vkneh nwljksa ds eky dks ywV djrk gS vkSj ;k¡ ek'kwd ds lkFk 'kjkc ihrk gSA fel ekyrh mldh vk¡[k cpkdj dejs ls fudyus yxha fd og ckt dh rjg VVw dj muds lkeus vk [kMk+ gvq k vkjS ckys kµreq bu cnek'kkas ls vekjk eky fnyok;sa] u;ha ve rqedks mBk ys tk;sxk vkSj viuh dksBh esa t'u euk,xkA rqEgkjk gqLu ij ve vkf'kd gks x;kA ;k rks vedks ,d gt+kj vch&vch ns ns ;k req dks vekjs lkFk pyuk iMx+s kA req dks ve ugha NkMs x+s kA ve rEq gkjk vkf'kd gks x;k gS] vekjk fny vkSj ftxj QVk tkrk gSA vekjk bl txg iphl toku gSA bl ftyk esa gekjk ik¡p lkS toku dke djrk gSA ve vius dchys dk [kku gSA vekjs dchyk esa nl gt+kj flikgh gSaA ve dkcqy ds vehj ls yM+ ldrk gSA vaxzst ljdkj vedks chl gt+kj lkykuk f[kjkt nsrk gSA vxj rqe gekjk #i;k u;ha nsxk] rks ve xk¡o ywV ysxk vkSj rqEgkjk ek'kwd dks mBk ys tk;sxkA [kwu djus esa vedks yqri+$ vkrk gSA ve [kwu dk nfj;k cgk nsxk! etfyl ij vkrad Nk x;kA fel ekyrh viuk pgduk Hkwy x;haA [kUuk dh fiaMfy;k¡ dk¡i jgh FkhaA cspkjs pksV&pisV ds Hk; ls ,deaftys c¡xys esa jgrs FksA thus ij p<+uk muds fy;s lwyh ij p<+us ls de u FkkA xehZ esa Hkh Mj ds ekjs dejs esa lksrs FksA jk; lkgc dks BdqjkbZ dk vfHkeku FkkA og vius gh xk¡o esa ,d iBku ls Mj tkuk gkL;kLin le>rs Fks] ysfdu mldh cUnwd dks D;k djrsA mUgksaus tjk Hkh pha&piM+ fd;k vkSj blus cUnwd pyk;hA gw'k rks gksrs gh gSa ;s lc] vkSj fu'kkuk Hkh bu lcksa dk fdruk vpwd gksrk gS( vxj mlds gkFk eas cUndw u gkrs h] rks jk; lkgc mlls lhxa feykus dks Hkh r;S kj gks tkrAs efq 'dy ;gh Fkh fd n\"q V fdlh dks ckgj ugha tkus nrs kA ugh]a ne&d&s ne eas lkjk xko¡ tek gks tkrk vkSj blds iwjs tRFks dks ihV&ikVdj j[k nsrkA vkf[k+j mUgksaus fny et+cwr fd;k vkSj tku ij [ksydj cksysµgeus vkils dg fn;k fd ge pkjs &Mkdw ugha gAaS eaS ;gk¡ dh dkfaS ly dk eEs cj g¡w vkjS ;g nos hth y[kuÅ dh liq fz l) MkDVj gAaS ;gk¡ lHkh 'kjhQ vkjS bT+t+rnkj ykxs tek gAaS geas fcYdqy [kcj ugha] vkids vknfe;ksa dks fdlus ywVk\\ vki tkdj Fkkus esa jiV dhft,A [kku us t+ehu ij ijS iVd]s iraS js cnys vkjS cUndw dks dèa ks ls mrkjdj gkFk esa ysrk gqvk ngkM+kµer cd&cd djksA dkmfUly dk esEcj dks ve bl rjg iSjksa ls dqpy nsrk gSA ¼t+ehu ij ik¡o jxM+rk gS½A vekjk gkFk etcwr gS] vekjk 78 @ xksnku

fny etcwr gS] ve [kqnk rkyk ds flok vkSj fdlh ls u;ha MjrkA rqe vekjk #i;k ugha nsxk] rks ve ¼jk; lkgc dh rji+$ b'kkjk dj½ vHkh rqedks o+$ry dj nxs kA viuh rji+$ cUnwd dh nks uyh ns[kdj jk; lkgc >qddj est+ ds cjkcj vk x;As vthc elq hcr eas tku Ql¡ h FkhA 'krS ku cjcl dgs tkrk g]S req us gekjs #i;s ywV fy;sA u dqN lqurk gS] u dqN le>rk gS] u fdlh dks ckgj tkus&vkus nsrk gSA ukSdj&pkdj] flikgh&I;kns] lc èkuq\"k&;K ns[kus esa eXu FksA tehankjksa ds ukSdj ;ksa Hkh vkylh vkSj dkepksj gksrs gh gSa] tc rd nl nQk u iqdkjk tk;s ckys rs gh ugh(a vkjS bl oD+r rks os ,d 'kqHk dke eas yxs gq, FkAs èkuq\"k&;K muds fy;s dos y rek'kk ugh]a Hkxoku dh yhyk Fkh( vxj ,d vkneh Hkh bèkj vk tkrk] rks flikfg;kas dks [kcj gks tkrh vkjS neHkj eas [kku dk lkjk [kkuiku fudy tkrk] nk<+h ds ,d&,d cky uqp tkrsA fdruk xqLlsoj gSA gksrs Hkh rks tYykn gSaA u ejus dk xe] u thus dh [kq'khA fet+kZ lkgc us pfdr us=kksa ls ns[kkµD;k crkÅ¡] dqN vDy dke ugha djrhA eSa vkt viuk fiLrkSy ?kj gh NksM+ vk;k] ugha etk p[kk nsrkA [kUuk jksuk eq¡g cukdj cksysµdqN #i;s nsdj fdlh rjg bl cyk dks Vkfy;sA jk; lkgc us ekyrh dh vksj ns[kkµnsohth] vc vkidh D;k lykg gS\\ ekyrh dk eq[k&e.My rerek jgk FkkA cksyhaµgksxk D;k] esjh bruh csbT+t+rh gks jgh gS vkSj vki yksx cSBs ns[k jgs gSa! chl enks± ds gksrs ,d mtì iBku esjh bruh nqxZfr dj jgk gS vkSj vki yksxksa ds [kwu esa tjk Hkh xehZ ugha vkrh! vkidks tku bruh I;kjh g\\S D;kas ,d vkneh ckgj tkdj 'kkjs ugha epkrk\\ D;ksa vki yksx ml ij >iVdj mlds gkFk ls cUnwd ugha Nhu ysrs\\ cUnwd gh rks pyk,xk\\ pykus nksA ,d ;k nks dh tku gh rks tk;sxh\\ tkus nksA exj nsohth ej tkus dks ftruk vklku le>rh Fkha vkSj yksx u le>rs FksA dksbZ vkneh ckgj fudyus dh fQj fgEer djs vkSj iBku xqLls esa vkdj nl&ik¡p QSj dj ns] rks ;gk¡ lQk;k gks tk;sxkA cgqr gksxk] iqfyl mls i+$k¡lh dh ltk ns nsxhA og Hkh D;k BhdA ,d cM+s dchys dk ljnkj gSA mls i+$k¡lh nsrs gq, ljdkj Hkh lkps &fopkj djxs hA Åij ls ncko iMx+s kA jktuhfr ds lkeus U;k; dks dkSu iwNrk gSA gekjs Åij mYVs eqdnes nk;j gks tk;sa vkSj n.Mdkjh iqfyl fcBk nh tk;s] rks vk'p;Z ugha( fdrus ets ls g¡lh&etko+$ gks jgk FkkA vc rd Mªkek dk vkuUn mBkrs gksrsA bl 'kSrku us vkdj ,d u;h foifÙk [kM+h dj nh] vkSj xksnku @ 79

,slk tku iM+rk gS] fcuk nks&,d [kwu fd, ekusxk Hkh ughaA [kUuk us ekyrh dks QVdkjkµnsohth] vki rks gesa ,slk yrkM+ jgh gSa ekuks viuh izk.k&j{kk djuk dksbZ iki gS( izk.k dk eksg izk.kh&ek=k esa gksrk gS vkSj ge ykxs kas eas Hkh gk]s rks dkbs Z yTtk dh ckr ughAa vki gekjh tku bruh lLrh le>rh gSa( ;g ns[kdj eq>s [ksn gksrk gSA ,d gt+kj dk gh rks eqvkeyk gSA vkids ikl e¶q r+ ds ,d gtk+ j g]aS mls nds j D;kas ugha fonk dj nrs h\\a vki [knq viuh cbs Tt+ r+ h djk jgh gSa] blesa gekjk D;k nks\"k\\ jk; lkgc us xeZ gksdj dgkµvxj blus nsohth dks gkFk yxk;k] rks pkgs esjh yk'k ;gha rM+ius yxs] eSa mlls fHkM+ tkÅ¡xkA vkf[k+j og Hkh vkneh gh rks gSA fet+kZ lkgc us lUngs ls flj fgykdj dgkµjk; lkgc] vki vHkh bu lckas ds fet+kt+ ls okfo+$Q ugha gSaA ;g QSj djuk 'kq: djsxk] rks fQj fdlh dks ft+Unk u NksM+sxkA budk fu'kkuk cs[k+rk gksrk gSA fe- r[a kk cps kjs vkuos kys puq ko dh leL;k lyq >kus vk;s FkAs nl&ikp¡ gtk+ j dk okjk&U;kjk djds ?kj tkus dk LoIu ns[k jgs FksA ;gk¡ thou gh ladV esa iM+ x;kA cksysµlcls ljy mik; ogh gS] tks vHkh [kUuk th us crk;kA ,d gt+kj gh dh ckr gS vkSj #i;s ekStwn gSa] rks vki yksx D;ksa bruk lksp&fopkj dj jgs gSa\\ fel ekyrh us ra[kk dks frjLdkj Hkjh vk¡[kksa ls ns[kkA ^vki yksx brus dk;j gSa] ;g eSa u le>rh FkhA* ^eSa Hkh ;g u le>rk Fkk fd vkidks #i;s brus I;kjs gSa vkSj og Hkh eq¶r d!s * ^tc vki yksx esjk vieku ns[k ldrs gSa] rks vius ?kj dh fL=k;ksa dk vieku Hkh ns[k ldrs gksaxs\\* ^rks vki Hkh iSls ds fy;s vius ?kj ds iq#\"kksa dks gkse djus esa ladksp u djxas hA* [kku bruh nsj rd >Yyk;k gqvk&lk bu yksxksa dh fxVfiV lqu jgk FkkA ,dk,d xjtdj cksykµve vc u;ha ekusxkA ve bruh nsj ;gk¡ [kM+k gS] rqe yksx dksbZ tokc u;ha nsrkA ¼tsc ls lhVh fudkydj½ ve rqedks ,d yegk vkSj nrs k g(S vxj req #i;k ugha nrs k rks ve lhVh ctk;xs k vkjS vekjk iphl toku ;gk¡ vk tk;sxkA cl! fQj vk¡[kksa esa izse dh Tokyk Hkjdj mlus fel ekyrh dks ns[kkA 80 @ xksnku

^rqe vekjs lkFk pysxk fnynkj! ve rqEgkjs Åij fQnk gks tk;sxkA viuk tku rEq gkjs dnekas ij j[k nxs kA bruk vkneh rEq gkjk vkf'kd ugha gAS lPpk b'd D;k g]S ve fn[kk nxs kA rEq gkjk b'kkjk ikrs gh ve vius lhus eas [kta j pHq kk ldrk gSA* fetk+ Z us f?kf?k;kdj dgkµnos hth] [knq k ds fy;s bl etw h+ dks #i;s ns nhft,A [kUuk us gkFk tksM+dj ;kpuk dhµgekjs Åij n;k djks fel ekyrh! jk; lkgc rudj ckys µs gfxtZ ughAa vkt tks dNq gkus k g]S gks tkus nhft,A ;k rks ge [kqn ej tk;saxs ;k bu t+kfyeksa dks ges'kk ds fy;s lcd ns nsaxsA ra[kk us jk; lkgc dks Mk¡V crk;hµ'ksj dh ek¡n esa ?kqluk dksbZ cgknqjh ugha gSA eSa bls ew[kZrk le>rk gw¡A exj fel ekyrh ds euksHkko dqN vkSj gh FksA [kku ds ykylkiznhIr us=kksa us mUgsa vk'oLr dj fn;k Fkk vkSj vc bl dk.M esa mUgsa eupysiu dk vkuUn vk jgk FkkA mudk ân; dqN nsj bu ujiqaxoksa ds chp esa jgdj muds ccZj izse dk vkuUn mBkus ds fy;s yypk jgk FkkA f'k\"V izse dh nqcZyrk vkSj futhZork dk mUgsa vuqHko gks pqdk FkkA vkt vD[kM+] vu?kM+ iBkuksa ds mUeÙk izse ds fy;s mudk eu nkSM+ jgk Fkk] tSls laxhr dk vkuUn mBkus ds ckn dksbZ eLr gkfFk;ksa dh yM+kbZ ns[kus ds fy;s nkSM+saA mUgksaus [kka lkgc ds lkeus fu''kad Hkko ls dgkµrqEgsa #i;s ugha feysaxsA [kku us gkFk c<+kdj dgkµrks ve rqedks ywV ys tk;sxkA ^rqe brus vknfe;ksa ds chp ls gesa ugha ys tk ldrkA* ^ve rqedks ,d gt+kj vknfe;ksa ds chp ls ys tk ldrk gSA* ^rqedks tku ls gkFk èkksuk iM+sxkA* ^ve vius ek'kdw ds fy;s vius ftLe dk ,d&,d ckVs h upq ok ldrk gAS * mlus ekyrh dk gkFk idMd+ j [khpa kA mlh oDr gkjs h us dejs eas dne j[kkA og jktk tud dk ekyh cuk gqvk Fkk vkSj mlds vfHku; us nsgkfr;ksa dks g¡lkrs&g¡lkrs yksVk fn;k FkkA mlus lkspk ekfyd vHkh rd D;ksa ugha vk,A og Hkh rks tkdj ns[ksa fd nsgkrh bl dke esa fdrus dq'ky gksrs gSaA muds ;kj&nksLr Hkh ns[ksaA dSls ekfyd dks cqyk,\\ og volj [kkst jgk Fkk] vkSj T;ksa gh eqgyr feyh] nkMS k+ gvq k ;gk¡ vk;k( exj ;gk¡ dk n'` ; n[s kdj HkkpS Ddk&lk [kMk+ jg x;kA lc yksx pqIih lkèks] Fkj&Fkj dk¡irs] dkrj us=kksa ls [kku dks ns[k jgs Fks vkSj [kku ekyrh dks viuh rji+$ [khpa jgk FkkA mldh lgt cfq ) us ifjfLFkfr dk vueq ku dj fy;kA mlh oDr jk; lkgc us iqdkjkµgksjh] nkSM+dj tk vkSj flikfg;ksa dks xksnku @ 81

cqyk yk] tYn nkSM+! gksjh ihNs eqM+k Fkk fd [kku us mlds lkeus cUnwd rkudj Mk¡Vkµdgk¡ tkrk gS lqvj] ge xksyh ekj nsxkA gksjh x¡okj FkkA yky ixM+h ns[kdj mlds izk.k fudy tkrs Fks( ysfdu eLr lk¡M ij ykBh ysdj fiy iM+rk FkkA og dk;j u Fkk] ejuk vkSj ekjuk nksuksa gh tkurk Fkk( exj iqfyl ds gFkd.Mksa ds lkeus mldh ,d u pyrh FkhA c¡èks&c¡èks dkSu fQjs] fj'or ds #i;s dgk¡ ls yk;s] cky&cPpksa dks fdl ij NksM+s( exj tc efkyd yydkjrs g]aS rks fQj fdldk MjA rc rks og ekrS ds eg¡q eas Hkh dnw ldrk gSA mlus >iVdj [kku dh dej idMh+ vkjS ,ls k vMxa+ k ekjk fd [kku pkjkas [kkus fpÙk t+ehu ij vk jgs vkSj yxs i'rks esa xkfy;k¡ nsusA gksjh mudh Nkrh ij p<+ cBS k vkjS tk+ js ls nk<h+ idMd+ j [khpa hA nk<h+ mlds gkFk eas vk x;hA [kku us rjq Ur viuh dyq kg mrkj Qdas h vkjS tk+ js ekjdj [kMk+ gks x;kA vj!s ;g rks feLVj egs rk gSaA ogh! ykxs kas us pkjkas rji$+ ls egs rk dks ?kjs fy;kA dkbs Z muds xys yxrk] dkbs Z mudh ihB ij Fkifd;k¡ nrs k Fkk vkjS feLVj egs rk ds pgs js ij u gl¡ h Fkh] u xo(Z piq pki [kM+s Fks] ekuks dqN gqvk gh ughaA ekyrh us udyh jks\"k ls dgkµvkius ;g cgq:iiu dgk¡ lh[kk\\ esjk fny vHkh rd èkM+&èkM+ dj jgk gSA esgrk us eqLdqjkrs gq, dgkµtjk bu Hkys vknfe;ksa dh tok¡enhZ dh ijh{kk ys jgk FkkA tks xqLrk[kh gqbZ gks] mls {kek dhft;sxkA 7 ;g vfHku; tc lekIr gvq k] rks mèkj jxa 'kkyk eas èku\"q k&;K lekIr gks pdq k Fkk vkjS lkekftd igz lu dh r;S kjh gks jgh Fkh( exj bu lTtukas dks mlesa fo'k\"s k fnypLih u FkhA dsoy feLVj esgrk ns[kus x;s vkSj vkfn ls vUr rd tes jgsA mUgsa cM+k etk vk jgk FkkA chp&chp esa rkfy;k¡ ctkrs Fks vkSj ^fQj dgks] fQj dgk*s dk vkxgz djds vfHkurs kvkas dks ikz Rs lkgu Hkh nrs s tkrs FkAs jk; lkgc us bl izglu esa ,d eqdnesckt nsgkrh tehankj dk [kkdk mM+k;k FkkA dgus dks rks izglu Fkk( exj d#.kk ls Hkjk gqvkA uk;d dk ckr&ckr esa o+$kuwu dh èkkjkvksa dk mYy[s k djuk] iRuh ij dos y blfy;s eqdnek nk;j dj nus k fd mlus Hkkts u 82 @ xksnku

rS;kj djus esa tjk&lh nsj dj nh] fQj odhyksa ds u[kjs vkSj nsgkrh xokgksa dh pkykfd;k¡ vkSj >k¡ls] igys xokgh ds fy;s pV&iV rS;kj gks tkuk( exj btykl ij rych ds le; [kwc eukou djuk vkSj ukuk izdkj dh i+$jekb'ksa djds mYyw cukuk] ;s lHkh n'` ; n[s kdj ykxs gl¡ h ds ekjs ykVs tkrs FkAs lcls lqUnj og n'` ; Fkk] ftlesa odhy xokgksa dks muds c;ku jVk jgk FkkA xokgksa dk ckj&ckj Hkwysa djuk] odhy dk fcxMu+ k] fQj uk;d dk ngs krh ckys h eas xokgkas dks le>kuk vkjS vUr esa bt+ykl ij xokgksa dk cny tkuk] ,slk ltho vkSj lR; Fkk fd feLVj esgrk mNy iM+s vkSj rek'kk lekIr gksus ij uk;d dks xys yxk fy;k vkSj lHkh uVksa dks ,d&,d esMy nsus dh ?kks\"k.kk dhA jk; lkgc ds izfr muds eu esa J)k ds Hkko tkx mBsA jk; lkgc LVst ds ihNs Mªkes dk lapkyu dj jgs FksA esgrk nkSM+dj muds xys fyiV x;s vkSj eqXèk gksdj cksysµvkidh n`f\"V bruh iSuh gS] bldk eq>s vuqeku u FkkA nwljs fnu tyiku ds ckn f'kdkj dk izksxzke FkkA ogha fdlh unh ds rV ij ckx esa Hkkstu cus] [kwc ty&ØhM+k dh tk;s vkSj 'kke dks yksx ?kj vk;saA nsgkrh thou dk vkuUn mBk;k tk;sA ftu esgekuksa dks fo'ks\"k dke Fkk] og rks fonk gks x;s] dsoy os gh yksx cp jgs ftudh jk; lkgc ls ?kfu\"Brk FkhA felst [kUuk ds flj esa nnZ Fkk] u tk ldha] vkSj lEikndth bl e.Myh ls tys gq, Fks vkSj buds fo#) ,d y[s kekyk fudkydj budh [kcj yus s ds fopkj eas eXu FkAs lc ds lc N¡Vs gq, xq.Ms gSaA gjke ds iSls mM+krs gSa vkSj ew¡Nksa ij rko nsrs gSaA nqfu;k eas D;k gks jgk g]S bUgas D;k [kcjA buds iM+kls eas dkuS ej jgk g]S bUgas D;k ijokA bUgsa rks vius Hkksx&foykl ls dke gSA ;g esgrk] tks fi+$ykli+$j cuk fQjrk gS] mls ;gh èkuq gS fd thou dks lEi.w kZ cukvks ;k ifji.w kZ cukvkAs ftldks ;g fi$+ Ø nck, Mkyrh gS fd yM+dkas dk C;kg dlS s gk]s ;k chekj L=kh ds fy;s o|S dlS s vk;as ;k vc dh ?kj dk fdjk;k fdlds ?kj ls vk,xk] og viuk thou dSls lEiw.kZ cuk;s! NwVs lk¡M+ cus nwljksa ds [ksr esa eq¡g ekjrs fQjrs gks vkSj le>rs gks lalkj esa lc lq[kh gSaA rqEgkjh vk¡[ksa rc [kqysaxh] tc ØkfUr gksxh vkSj rqels dgk tk;xs kµcpk] [krs eas pydj gy tkrs kAs rc n[s k]as rEq gkjk thou dlS s lEi.w kZ gkrs k gSA vkSj og tks gS ekyrh] tks cgRrj ?kkVksa dk ikuh ihdj Hkh fel cuh fQjrh gS! 'kknh ugha djsxh] blls thou cUèku esa iM+ tkrk gS] vkSj cUèku esa thou dk iwjk fodkl ugha gksrkA cl thou dk iwjk fodkl blh esa gS fd nqfu;k dks ywVs tkvks vkSj fu}ZU} foykl fd, tkvks! lkjs cUèku rksM+ nks] èkeZ vkSj lekt dks xksyh ekjks] thou ds drZO;ksa dks ikl u QVdus nks] cl rqEgkjk thou lEiw.kZ gks xksnku @ 83

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nkus kas rji$+ Åp¡ h iorZ ekyk nkMS h+ pyh tk jgh FkhA lMd+ Hkh ipas nkj gkrs h tkrh FkhA dqN nwj dh p<+kbZ ds ckn ,dk,d <ky vk x;k vkSj eksVj uhps dh vksj pyhA njw ls unh dk ikV ut+j vk;k] fdlh jkxs h dh Hkkf¡ r nqcyZ ] fuLiUn dxkj ij ,d ?kus oVo`{k dh Nk¡g esa dkjsa jksd nh x;ha vkSj yksx mrjsA ;g lykg gqbZ fd nks&nks dh Vkys h cus vkjS f'kdkj [kys dj ckjg cts rd ;gk¡ vk tk;As fel ekyrh egs rk ds lkFk pyus dks rS;kj gks x;haA [kUuk eu esa ,saBdj jg x;sA ftl fopkj ls vk;s Fk]s mleas tlS s ipa j gks x;k( vxj tkur]s ekyrh nxk nxs h] rks ?kj ykVS tkr(s ysfdu jk; lkgc dk lkFk mruk jkspd u gksrs gq, Hkh cqjk u FkkA muls cgqr&lh eqvkeys dh ckr djuh FkhaA [kq'ksZn vkSj ra[kk cp jgsA mudh Vksyh cuh&cuk;h FkhA rhuksa Vksfy;k¡ ,d&,d rji+$ py nhaA dqN nwj rd iFkjhyh ixM.Mh ij esgrk ds lkFk pyus ds ckn ekyrh us dgkµrqe rks pys gh tkrs gksA tjk ne ys ysus nksA esgrk eqLdqjk,µvHkh rks ge ,d ehy Hkh ugha vk;sA vHkh ls Fkd x;ha\\ ^Fkdh ugha( ysfdu D;ksa u tjk ne ys yksA* ^tc rd dkbs Z f'kdkj gkFk u vk tk;]s geas vkjke djus dk vfèkdkj ughAa * ^eSa f'kdkj [ksyus u vk;h FkhA* esgrk us vutku cudj dgkµvPNk ;g eSa u tkurk FkkA fQj D;k dgus vk;h Fkh\\a ^vc rqels D;k crkÅ¡A* fgjuksa dk ,d >q.M pjrk gqvk ut+j vk;kA nksuksa ,d pV~Vku dh vkM+ esa fNi x;s vkSj fu'kkuk ck¡èkdj xksyh pyk;hA fu'kkuk [kkyh x;kA >q.M Hkkx fudykA ekyrh us iwNkµvc\\ ^dqN ugha] pyks] fQj dksbZ f'kdkj feysxkA* nkus kas dNq njs rd piq pki pyrs jgAs fQj ekyrh us tjk #ddj dgkµxehZ ds ekjs cqjk gky gks jgk gSA vkvks] bl o`{k ds uhps cSB tk;saA ^vHkh ughaA rqe cSBuk pkgrh gks] rks cSBksA eSa rks ugha cSBrkA* ^cM+s funZ;h gks rqe] lp dgrh gw¡A* ^tc rd dksbZ f'kdkj u fey tk;s] eSa cSB ugha ldrkA* ^rc rks rqe eq>s ekj gh MkyksxsA vPNk crkvks( jkr rqeus eq>s bruk D;ksa lrk;k\\ e>q s rEq gkjs Åij cM+k Økès k vk jgk FkkA ;kn g]S req us e>q s D;k dgk Fkk\\ rqe gekjs lkFk pysxk fnynkj\\ eSa u tkurh Fkh] rqe brus 'kjhj gksA vPNk] lp xksnku @ 85

dguk] rqe ml oDr eq>s vius lkFk ys tkrs\\* esgrk us dksbZ tokc u fn;k] ekuks lquk gh ughaA nksuksa dqN nwj pyrs jgsA ,d rks tsB dh èkwi] nwljs iFkjhyk jkLrkA ekyrh Fkddj cSB x;hA egs rk [kM&s+ [kMs+ ckys µs vPNh ckr g]S req vkjke dj ykAs eaS ;gha vk tkÅx¡ kA ^eq>s vdsys NksM+dj pys tkvksxs\\* ^eSa tkurk gw¡] rqe viuh j{kk dj ldrh gksA* ^dSls tkurs gks\\* ^u;s ;xq dh nfs o;kas dh ;gh fli$+ r gAS og enZ dk vkJ; ugha pkgrh]a mlls dUèkk feykdj pyuk pkgrh gSaA* ekyrh us >sairs gq, dgkµrqe dksjs fi+$ykli+$j gks esgrk] lpA lkeus o`{k ij ,d eksj cSBk gqvk FkkA esgrk us fu'kkuk lkèkk vkSj cUnwd pyk;hA eksj mM+ x;kA ekyrh izlUu gksdj cksyhµcgqr vPNk gqvkA esjk 'kki iMk+ A esgrk us cUnwd dUèks ij j[kdj dgkµrqeus eq>s ugha] vius vkidks 'kki fn;kA f'kdkj fey tkrk] rks eSa rqEgsa nl feuV dh eqgyr nsrkA vc rks rqedks QkSju pyuk iM+sxkA ekyrh mBdj egs rk dk gkFk idM+rh gbq Z ckys hµfi+$ykli+$jkas ds 'kk;n ân; ugha gksrkA rqeus vPNk fd;k] fookg ugha fd;kA ml x+jhc dks ekj gh Mkyrs( exj eSa ;ksa u NksM+w¡xhA rqe eq>s NksM+dj ugha tk ldrsA esgrk us ,d >Vds ls gkFk NqM+k fy;k vkSj vkxs c<+sA ekyrh lty u=s k gkds j ckys hµeaS dgrh g]¡w er tkvkAs ugha eaS blh pVV~ ku ij flj iVd nw¡xhA esgrk us rst+h ls dne c<+k,A ekyrh mUgsa ns[krh jghA tc og chl dne fudy x;s] rks >q¡>ykdj mBh vkSj muds ihNs nkSM+hA vdsys foJke djus esa dksbZ vkuUn u FkkA lehi vkdj cksyhµeSa rqEgsa bruk i'kq u le>rh FkhA ^eSa tks fgju ek:¡xk] mldh [kky rqEgsa HksaV d:¡xkA* ^[kky tk;s HkkM+ esaA eSa vc rqels ckr u d:¡xhA* ^dgha ge yksxksa ds gkFk dqN u yxk vkSj nwljksa us vPNs f'kdkj ekjs rks eq>s cM+h >sai gksxhA* ,d pkSM+k ukyk eq¡g QSyk;s chp esa [kM+k FkkA chp dh pV~Vkusa mlds nk¡rksa 86 @ xksnku

ls yxrh FkhaA èkkj esa bruk osx Fkk fd ygjsa mNyh iM+rh FkhaA lw;Z eè;kUg ij vk igq¡pk Fkk vkSj mldh I;klh fdj.ksa ty esa ØhM+k dj jgh FkhaA ekyrh us izlUu gksdj dgkµvc rks ykSVuk iM+kA ^D;ksa\\ ml ikj pysaxsA ;gha rks f'kdkj feysaxsA* ^èkkjk esa fdruk osx gSA eSa rks cg tkÅ¡xhA* ^vPNh ckr gSA rqe ;gha cSBks] eSa tkrk gw¡A* ^gk¡ vki tkb;sA eq>s viuh tku ls cSj ugha gSA* esgrk us ikuh esa dne j[kk vkSj ik¡o lkèkrs gq, pysA T;ksa&T;ksa vkxs tkrs Fks] ikuh xgjk gksrk tkrk FkkA ;gk¡ rd fd Nkrh rd vk x;kA ekyrh vèkhj gks mBhA 'kadk ls eu papy gks mBkA ,slh fodyrk rks mls dHkh u gksrh FkhA Å¡ps Loj esa cksyhµikuh xgjk gSA Bgj tkvks] eSa Hkh vkrh gw¡A ^ugha&ugha] rqe fQly tkvksxhA èkkj rst+ gSA* ^dksbZ gjt ugha] eSa vk jgh gw¡A vkxs u c<+uk] [kcjnkjA* ekyrh lkM+h Åij p<+kdj ukys esa iSBhA exj nl gkFk vkrs&vkrs ikuh mldh dej rd vk x;kA egs rk ?kcjk,A nkus kas gkFk ls mls ykVS tkus dks dgrs g,q ckys µs req ;gk¡ er vkvks ekyrh! ;gk¡ rqEgkjh xnZu rd ikuh gSA ekyrh us ,d dne vkSj vkxs c<+dj dgkµgksus nksA rqEgkjh ;gh bPNk gS fd eSa ej tkÅ¡ rks rqEgkjs ikl gh e:¡xhA ekyrh isV rd ikuh esa FkhA èkkj bruh rst+ Fkh fd ekywe gksrk Fkk] dne m[kM+kA esgrk ykSV iM+s vkSj ekyrh dks ,d gkFk ls idM+ fy;kA ekyrh us u'khyh vk¡[kksa esa jks\"k Hkjdj dgkµeSaus rqEgkjs tSlk csnnZ vkneh dHkh u ns[kk FkkA fcYdqy iRFkj gksA [kSj] vkt lrk yks] ftruk lrkrs cus( eSa Hkh dHkh le>w¡xhA ekyrh ds ik¡o m[kM+rs gq, ekywe gq,A og cUnwd l¡Hkkyrh gqbZ muls fpeV x;hA esgrk us vk'oklu nsrs gq, dgkµrqe ;gk¡ [kM+h ugha jg ldrhA eSa rqEgsa vius dUèks ij fcBk;s ysrk gw¡A ekyrh us Hk`dqVh Vs<+h djds dgkµrks ml ikj tkuk D;k bruk t+:jh gS\\ egs rk us dNq mRrj u fn;kA cUndw duiVh ls dUèks ij nck yh vkjS ekyrh dks nksuksa gkFkksa ls mBkdj dUèks ij cSBk fy;kA ekyrh viuh iqyd dks fNikrh gqbZ cksyhµvxj dksbZ ns[k ys\\ xksnku @ 87

^Hkn~nk rks yxrk gSA* nks ix ds ckn mlus d#.k Loj esa dgkµvPNk crkvks] eSa ;gha ikuh esa Mwc tkÅ¡] rks rqEgsa jat gks ;k u gks\\ eSa rks le>rh gw¡] rqEgsa fcYdqy jat u gksxkA esgrk us vkgr Loj ls dgkµrqe le>rh gks] eSa vkneh ugha gw¡\\ ^eSa rks ;gh le>rh gw¡] D;ksa fNikÅ¡A* ^lp dgrh gks ekyrh\\* ^rqe D;k le>rs gks\\* ^eSa! dHkh crykÅ¡xkA* ikuh esgrk ds xnZu rd vk x;kA dgha vxyk dne mBkrs gh flj rd u vk tk;sA ekyrh dk ân; èkd&èkd djus yxkA cksyh] esgrk] bZ'oj ds fy;s vc vkxs er tkvks] ugha] eSa ikuh esa dwn iM+w¡xhA ml ladV esa ekyrh dks bZ'oj ;kn vk;k] ftldk og etkd mM+k;k djrh FkhA tkurh Fkh] b'Z oj dgha cBS k ugha gS tks vkdj mUgas mckj yxs k( yfs du eu dks ftl voyEcu vkSj 'kfDr dh t+:jr Fkh] og vkSj dgk¡ fey ldrh FkhA ikuh de gksus yxk FkkA ekyrh us izlUu gksdj dgkµvc rqe eq>s mrkj nkAs ^ugha&ugha] pqipki cSBh jgksA dgha vkxs dksbZ x<+k fey tk;sA* ^rqe le>rs gksxs] ;g fdruh LokfFkZuh gSA* ^eq>s bldh et+nwjh ns nsukA* ekyrh ds eu esa xqnxqnh gqbZA ^D;k et+nwjh yksxs\\* ^;gh fd tc rqEgsa thou esa ,slk gh dksbZ volj vk;s rks eq>s cqyk ysukA* fdukjs vk x;As ekyrh us jrs ij viuh lkMh+ dk ikuh fupkMs k+ ] trw s dk ikuh fudkyk] eq¡g&gkFk èkks;k( ij ;s 'kCn vius jgL;e; vk'k; ds lkFk mlds lkeus ukprs jgsA mlus bl vuqHko dk vkuUn mBkrs gq, dgkµ;g fnu ;kn jgsxkA esgrk us iwNkµrqe cgqr Mj jgh Fkha\\ ^igys rks Mjh( ysfdu fQj eq>s fo'okl gks x;k fd rqe ge nksuksa dh j{kk dj ldrs gksA* esgrk us xoZ ls ekyrh dks ns[kkµmuds eq[k ij ifjJe dh ykyh ds lkFk rst+ FkkA ^eq>s ;g lqudj fdruk vkuUn vk jgk gS] rqe ;g le> ldksxh ekyrh\\* 88 @ xksnku

^req us le>k;k dcA myVs vkjS txa ykas eas ?klhVrs fQjrs gk(s vkjS vHkh fQj ykSVrh ckj ;gh ukyk ikj djuk iM+sxkA rqeus dSlh vkQr esa tku Mky nhA eq>s rqEgkjs lkFk jguk iM+s] rks ,d fnu u iVsA* esgrk eqLdqjk,A bu 'kCnksa dk ladsr [kwc le> jgs FksA ^rqe eq>s bruk nq\"V le>rh gks! vkSj tks eSa dgw¡ fd rqels izse djrk gw¡A eq>ls fookg djksxh\\* ^,sls dkB&dBksj ls dkSu fookg djsxk! jkr&fnu tykdj ekj MkyksxsA* vkSj eèkqj us=kksa ls ns[kk] ekuks dg jgh gksµbldk vk'k; rqe [kwc le>rs gksA brus cq)w ugha gksA esgrk us tSls lpsr gksdj dgkµrqe lp dgrh gks ekyrhA eSa fdlh je.kh dks ilz Uu ugha j[k ldrkA e>q ls dkbs Z L=kh iesz dk Lokx¡ ugha dj ldrhA eaS mlds vUrLry rd igq¡p tkÅ¡xkA fQj eq>s mlls v#fp gks tk;sxhA ekyrh dk¡i mBhA bu 'kCnksa esa fdruk lR; FkkA mlus iwNkµcrkvks] rqe dSls izse ls lUrq\"V gksxs\\ ^cl ;gh fd tks eu eas gk]s ogh e[q k ij gk!s ejs s fy;s jxa &:i vkjS gko&Hkko vkjS uktk&s vUnkt+ dk eYw ; bruk gh g]S ftruk gkus k pkfg,A eaS og Hkkts u pkgrk g]¡w ftlls vkRek dh rf` Ir gkAs mÙkts d vkjS 'kk\"s kd inkFkk±s dh e>q s t+:jr ughAa A* ekyrh us gkasB fldksM+dj Åij dh lk¡l [khaprs gq, dgkµrqels dksbZ is'k u ik;sxkA ,d gh ?kk?k gksA vPNk crkvks] esjs fo\"k; esa rqEgkjk D;k [+;ky gS\\ esgrk us uV[kViu ls eqLdqjkdj dgkµrqe lc dqN dj ldrh gks] cfq )erh gk]s prjq gk]s ifz rHkkoku gk]s n;kyq gk]s ppa y gk]s LokfHkekuh gk]s R;kx dj ldrh gks( ysfdu izse ugha dj ldrhA ekyrh us iSuh n`f\"V n`f\"V ls rkddj dgkµ>wBs gks rqe] fcYdqy >wBsA eq>s rqEgkjk ;g nkok fuLlkj ekywe gksrk gS fd rqe ukjh&ân; rd igq¡p tkrs gksA nkus kas ukys ds fdukj&s fdukjs pys tk jgs FkAs ckjg ct pdq s Fk(s ij vc ekyrh dks u foJke dh bPNk Fkh] u ykSVus dhA vkt ds lEHkk\"k.k esa mls ,d ,slk vkuUn vk jgk Fkk] tks mlds fy;s fcYdqy u;k FkkA mlus fdrus gh fo}kukas vkjS urs kvkas dks ,d eqLdku e]as ,d fprou e]as ,d jlhys okD; eas mYyw cukdj NkMs + fn;k FkkA ,ls h ckyw dh nhokj ij og thou dk vkèkkj ugha j[k ldrh FkhA vkt mls og dBksj] Bksl] iRFkj&lh Hkwfe fey x;h Fkh] tks QkoM+ksa ls fpaxkfj;k¡ fudky jgh Fkh vkSj mldh dBksjrk mls mÙkjksÙkj eksg ysrh FkhA èkk,¡ dh vkokt gbq AZ ,d ykylj ukys ij mMk+ tk jgk FkkA egs rk us fu'kkuk xksnku @ 89

ekjkA fpfM+;k pksV [kkdj Hkh dqN nwj mM+h] fQj chp èkkj esa fxj iM+h vkSj ygjksa ds lkFk cgus yxhA ^vc\\* ^vHkh tkdj ykrk gw¡A tkrh dgk¡ gSA* ;g dgus ds lkFk og jsr esa nkSM+s vkSj cUnwd fdukjs ij j[k xM+ki ls ikuh esa dwn iM+s vkSj cgko dh vksj rSjus yxs( exj vkèk ehy rd iwjk t+ksj yxkus ij Hkh fpfM+;k u ik ldsA fpfM+;k ej dj Hkh tSls mM+h tk jgh FkhA lglk mUgksaus ns[kk] ,d ;qorh fdukjs dh ,d >ksiM+h ls fudyh] fpfM+;k dks cgrs ns[kdj lkM+h dks tk¡?kksa rd p<+k;k vkSj ikuh esa ?kql iM+hA ,d {k.k esa mlus fpfM+;k idM+ yh vkSj esgrk dks fn[kkrh gqbZ cksyhµikuh ls fudy tkvks ckcwth] rqEgkjh fpfM+;k ;g gSA esgrk ;qorh dh piyrk vkSj lkgl ns[kdj eqXèk gks x;As rjq Ur fdukjs dh vkjs gkFk pyk, vkjS nks feuV eas ;oq rh ds ikl tk [kM+s gq,A ;oq rh dk jxa Fkk rks dkyk vkjS og Hkh xgjk] diM+s cgrq gh eyS s vkjS Qgw M+] vkHkw\"k.k ds uke ij dsoy gkFkksa esa nks&nks eksVh pwfM+;k¡] flj ds cky my>s] vyx&vyxA eq[ke.My dk dksbZ Hkkx ,slk ugha] ftls lqUnj ;k lq?kM+ dgk tk ld(s yfs du ml LoPN] fueyZ tyok;q us mlds dkyis u eas ,ls k yko.; Hkj fn;k Fkk vkSj izd`fr dh xksn esa iydj mlds vax brus lqMkSy] lqxfBr vkSj LoPNUn gks x;s Fks fd ;kSou dk fny [khapus ds fy;s mlls lqUnj dksbZ :i u feyrkA mldk lcy LokLF; tSls esgrk ds eu esa cy vkSj rst+ Hkj jgk FkkA esgrk us mls èkU;okn nsrs gq, dgkµrqe cM+s ekSds ls igq¡p x;ha] ugha eq>s u tkus fdruh nwj rSjuk iM+rkA ;qorh us izlUueq[k ls dgkµeSaus rqEgsa rSjrs vkrs ns[kk] rks nkSM+hA f'kdkj [ksyus vk;s gksaxs\\ ^gk]¡ vk;s rks Fks f'kdkj gh [kys u(s exj nkis gj gks x;k vkjS ;gh fpfM;+ k feyh gSA* ^rnas vq k ekjuk pkgk]s rks eaS mldk BkjS fn[kk nA¡w jkr dks ;gk¡ jkts + ikuh ihus vkrk gSA dHkh&dHkh nksigj esa Hkh vk tkrk gSA* fQj tjk ldpq kdj flj >dq k, g,q ckys hµmldh [kky geas nus h iMxs+ hA pyks esjs }kjA ogk¡ ihiy dh Nk;k gSA ;gk¡ èkwi esa dc rd [kM+s jgksxsA diM+s Hkh rks xhys gks x;s gSaA esgrk us mldh nsg esa fpidh gqbZ xhyh lkM+h dh vksj ns[kdj dgkµrqEgkjs 90 @ xksnku

diM+s Hkh rks xhys gSa mlus ykijokgh ls dgkµÅg¡ gekjk D;k] ge rks txa y ds gAaS fnu&fnu Hkj èkwi vkSj ikuh esa [kM+s jgrs gSaA rqe FkksM+s gh jg ldrs gksA yM+dh fdruh le>nkj gS vkSj fcYdqy x¡okjA ^rqe [kky ysdj D;k djksxh\\* ^gekjs nknk ckt+kj esa csprs gSaA ;gh rks gekjk dke gSA* ^ysfdu nksigjh ;gk¡ dkVsa] rks rqe f[kykvksxh D;k\\* ;oq rh us ytkrs g,q dgkµrEq gkjs [kkus yk;d gekjs ?kj eas D;k gAS eDds dh jksfV;k¡ [kkvks] tks èkjh gSaA fpfM+, dk lkyu idk nw¡xhA rqe crkrs tkuk tSls cukuk gkAs FkkMs k+ &lk nèw k Hkh gAS gekjh x;S k dks ,d ckj rnas ,q us ?kjs k FkkA mls lhxa kas ls Hkxkdj Hkkx vk;h] rc ls rsanqvk mlls Mjrk gSA ^ysfdu eSa vdsyk ugha gw¡A esjs lkFk ,d vkSjr Hkh gSA* ^rEq gkjh ?kjokyh gkxs h\\* ^ugha] ?kjokyh rks vHkh ugha gS] tku&igpku dh gSA* ^rks eSa nkSM+dj mudks cqyk ykrh gw¡A rqe pydj Nk¡g esa cSBksA* ^ugha&ugha] eSa cqyk ykrk gw¡A* ^rqe Fkd x;s gksxsA 'kgj dk joS;k taxy esa dkgs vkrs gksaxsA ge rks taxyh vkneh gSaA fdukjs gh rks [kM+h gksaxhA* tc rd esgrk dqN cksysa] og gok gks x;hA esgrk Åij p<+dj ihiy dh Nk¡g esa cSBsA bl LoPNUn thou ls muds eu esa vuqjkx mRiUu gqvkA lkeus dh ioZr&ekyk n'kZu rRo dh Hkk¡fr vxE; vkSj vR;Ur QSyh gqbZ] ekuks Kku dk foLrkj dj jgh gks] ekuks vkRek ml Kku dks] ml izdk'k dks] ml vxE;rk dks] mlds izR;{k fojkV :i esa ns[k jgh gksA nwj ds ,d cgqr Å¡ps f'k[kj ij ,d NksVk&lk efUnj Fkk] tks ml vxE;rk esa cqf) dh Hkk¡fr Å¡pk] ij [kks;k gqvk lk [kMk+ Fkk] ekuks ogk¡ rd ij ekjdj i{kh foJke yus k pkgrk gS vkjS dgha LFkku ugha ikrkA esgrk bUgha fopkjksa esa Mwcs gq, Fks fd ;qorh fel ekyrh dks lkFk fy;s vk igq¡ph] ,d ou&iq\"i dh Hkk¡fr èkwi esa f[kyh gqbZ] nwljh xeys ds Qwy dh Hkk¡fr èkwi esa eqj>k;h vkSj futhZoA ekyrh us cfs nyh ds lkFk dgkµihiy dh Nkg¡ cgrq vPNh yx jgh gS D;k\\ vkSj ;gk¡ Hkw[k ds ekjs izk.k fudys tk jgs gSaA ;qorh nks cM+s&cM+s eVds mBk yk;kh vkSj cksyhµrqe tc rd ;gha cSBks] eSa xksnku @ 91

vHkh nkSM+dj ikuh ykrh gw¡] fQj pwYgk tyk nw¡xh( vkSj esjs gkFk dk [kkvks] rks eSa ,d Nu esa ckfV;k¡ lsad nw¡xh] ugha] vius vki lsad ysukA gk¡] xsgw¡ dk vkVk esjs ?kj esa ugha gS vkSj ;gk¡ dgha dksbZ nqdku Hkh ugha gS fd yk nw¡A ekyrh dks egs rk ij Økès k vk jgk FkkA ckys hµreq ;gk¡ D;kas vkdj iM+ jg\\s esgrk us fp<+krs gq, dgkµ,d fnu tjk bl thou dk vkuUn Hkh rks mBkvksA ns[kks] eDds dh jksfV;ksa esa fdruk Lokn gSA ^e>q ls eDds dh jkfs V;k¡ [kk;h gh u tk;xas h] vkjS fdlh rjg fuxy Hkh tkÅ¡ rks gte u gkxas hA rEq gkjs lkFk vkdj eaS cgrq iNrk jgh gA¡w jkLrs Hkj nkMS +k ds ekj Mkyk vkSj vc ;gk¡ ykdj iVd fn;kA* egs rk us diM+s mrkj fn, Fks vkjS dos y ,d uhyk tkf¡ ?k;k igus cBS s gq, FkAs ;oq rh dks eVds ys tkrs n[s kk] rks mlds gkFk ls eVds Nhu fy;s vkjS d,q ¡ ij ikuh Hkjus pyAs n'kuZ ds xgjs vè;;u eas Hkh mUgkuas s vius LokLF; dh j{kk dh Fkh vkjS nksuksa eVds ysdj pyrs gq, mudh ekaly Hkqtk,¡ vkSj pkSM+h Nkrh vkSj eNyhnkj tk¡?ksa fdlh ;wukuh izfrek ds lqxfBr vaxksa dh Hkk¡fr muds iq#\"kkFkZ dk ifjp; ns jgh FkhaA ;qorh mUgsa ikuh [khaprs gq, vuqjkx Hkjh vk¡[kksa ls ns[k jgh FkhA og vc mldh n;k ds ik=k ugha] J)k ds ik=k gks x;s FksA dqvk¡ cgqr xgjk Fkk] dksbZ lkB gkFk] eVds Hkkjh Fks vkSj esgrk dljr dk vH;kl djrs jgus ij Hkh ,d eVdk [khaprs&[khaprs f'kfFky gks x;sA ;qorh us nkMS +dj muds gkFk ls jLlh Nhu yh vkjS ckys hµreq ls u f[kpa xs kA req tkdj [kkV ij cSBks] eSa [khaps ysrh gw¡A esgrk vius iq#\"kRo dk ;g vieku u lg ldsA jLlh mlds gkFk ls fQj ys yh vkSj t+ksj ekjdj ,d {k.k esa nwljk eVdk Hkh [khap fy;k vkSj nksuksa gkFkksa esa nksuksa eVds fy;s vkdj >ksiM+h ds }kj ij [kM+s gks x;sA ;qorh us pViV vkx tyk;h] ykylj ds ia[k >qyl MkysA Nqjs ls mldh cksfV;k¡ cuk;ha vkSj pwYgsa esa vkx tykdj ekla p<k+ fn;k vkjS pYw gs ds nlw js ,ys s ij d<k+ bZ eas nèw k mckyus yxhA vkjS ekyrh HkkgaS as p<+k;]s [kkV ij f[kUu eu iM+h bl rjg ;g n'` ; n[s k jgh Fkh ekuks mlds vkijs'ku dh rS;kjh gks jgh gksA esgrk >ksiM+h ds }kj ij [kM+s gksdj] ;qorh ds x`g dkS'ky dks vuqjDr us=kksa ls ns[krs gq, cksysµeq>s Hkh rks dksbZ dke crkvks] eSa D;k d:¡\\ ;qorh us ehBh f>M+dh ds lkFk dgkµrqEgsa dqN ugha djuk gS] tkdj ckbZ ds ikl cSBks] cspkjh cgqr Hkw[kh gSA nwèk xje gqvk tkrk gS] mls fiyk nsukA mlus ,d ?kM+s ls vkVk fudkyk vkSj xw¡Fkus yxhA esgrk mlds vaxksa dk 92 @ xksnku

foykl n[s krs jgAs ;qorh Hkh jg&jgdj mUgas duf[k;kas ls n[s kdj viuk dke djus yxrh FkhA ekyrh us iqdkjkµrqe ogk¡ D;k [kM+s gks\\ esjs flj esa t+ksj dk nnZ gks jgk gSA vkèkk flj ,slk QVk iM+rk gS] tSls fxj tk;sxkA esgrk us vkdj dgkµekywe gksrk gS] èkwi yx x;h gSA ^eSa D;k tkurh Fkh] rqe eq>s ekj Mkyus ds fy;s ;gk¡ yk jgs gksA* ^rqEgkjs lkFk dksbZ nok Hkh rks ugha gS\\* ^D;k eSa fdlh ejht dks ns[kus vk jgh Fkh] tks nok ysdj pyrh\\ esjk ,d nokvksa dk cDl gS] og lsejh esa gSA mQ! flj QVk tkrk gS!* egs rk us mlds flj dh vkjs t+ehu ij cBS dj èkhj&s èkhjs mldk flj lgykuk 'kq: fd;kA ekyrh us vk¡[ksa cUn dj yhaA ;qorh gkFkksa esa vkVk Hkjs] flj ds cky fc[ksjs] vk¡[ksa èkq,¡ ls yky vkSj lty] lkjh nsg ilhus esa rj] ftlls mldk mHkjk gqvk o{k lki+$ >yd jgk Fkk] vkdj [kM+h gks x;h vkSj ekyrh dks vk¡[ksa cUn fd, iM+h ns[kdj cksyhµckbZ dks D;k gks x;k gS\\ esgrk cksysµflj esa cM+k nnZ gSA ^iwjs flj esa gS fd vkèks esa\\* ^vkèks esa crykrh gSA* ^nkbZ vksj gS] fd ckb± vksj\\* ^ckbZ vkjs A* ^eSa vHkh nkSM+dj ,d nok ykrh gw¡A f?kldj yxkrs gh vPNk gks tk;sxkA* ^rqe bl èkwi esa dgk¡ tkvksxh\\* ;qorh us lquk gh ughaA osx ls ,d vksj tkdj igkfM+;ksa esa fNi x;hA dksbZ vkèkk ?k.Vs ds ckn esgrk us mls ,d Å¡ph igkM+h ij p<+rs ns[kkA nwj ls fcYdqy xqfM+;k&lh yx jgh FkhA eu esa lkspkµbl taxyh Nksdjh esa lsok dk fdruk Hkko vkSj fdruk O;kogkfjd Kku gSA yw vkSj èkwi esa vkleku ij p<+h pyh tk jgh gSA ekyrh us vk[¡ kas [kkys dj n[s kkµdgk¡ x;h og dyVw hA xtc dh dkyh g]S tlS s vkcuwl dk dqUnk gksA bls Hkst nks] jk; lkgc ls dg vk;s] dkj ;gk¡ Hkst nsa bl rfi'k esa esjk ne fudy tk;sxkA ^dkbs Z nok yus s x;h gAS dgrh g]S mlls vkèkk&lhlh dk nnZ cgrq tYn vkjke gks tkrk gSA!* xksnku @ 93

^budh nok,¡ bUgha dks Qk;nk djrh gSa] eq>s u djsaxhA rqe rks bl Nksdjh ij yV~Vw gks x;s gksA fdrus fNNksjs gksA tSlh :g oSls Qfj'rs!* esgrk dks dVq lR; dgus esa ladksp u gksrk FkkA ^dqN ckrsa rks mlesa ,slh gSa fd vxj rqeesa gksrha] rks rqe lpeqp nsoh gks tkrhA* ^mldh [kwfc;k¡ mls eqckjd] eq>s nsoh cuus dh bPNk ugha gSA* ^rqEgkjh bPNk gks] rks eSa tkdj dkj ykÅ¡] ;|fi dkj ;gk¡ vk Hkh ldsxh] eSa ugha dg ldrkA* ^ml dywVh dks D;ksa ugha Hkst nsrs\\* ^og rks nok ysus x;h gS] fQj Hkkstu idk;sxhA* ^rks vkt vki mlds esgeku gSaA 'kk;n jkr dks Hkh ;gha jgus dk fopkj gksxkA jkr dks f'kdkj Hkh rks vPNs feyrs gSaA* esgrk us bl vk{ksi ls fp<+dj dgkµbl ;qorh ds izfr esjs eu esa tks izse vkjS J)k g]S og ,ls h gS fd vxj eas mldh vkjs okluk ls n[s k¡w rks vk[¡ kas QVw tk;Aas eSa vius fdlh ?kfu\"V fe=k ds fy;s Hkh bl èkwi vkSj yw esa ml Å¡ph igkM+h ij u tkrkA vkjS ge dos y ?kMh+ Hkj ds egs eku g]aS ;g og tkurh gAS og fdlh xj+ hc vkjS r ds fy;s Hkh blh rRijrk ls nkMS + tk;xs hA eaS fo'o&cUèkRq o vkjS fo'o&iezs ij dsoy ys[k fy[k ldrk gw¡] dsoy Hkk\"k.k ns ldrk gw¡( og ml izse vkSj R;kx dk O;ogkj dj ldrh gSA dgus ls djuk dgha dfBu gSA bls rqe Hkh tkurh gksA ekyrh us migkl Hkko ls dgkµcl&cl] og nsoh gSA eSa eku x;hA mlds o{k esa mHkkj gS] furEcksa esa Hkkjhiu gS] nsoh gksus ds fy;s vkSj D;k pkfg,A esgrk fryfeyk mBsA rqjUr mBs] diM+s igus tks lw[k x;s Fks] cUnwd mBk;h vkSj pyus dks rS;kj gq,A ekyrh us Qq¡dkj ekjhµrqe ugha tk ldrs] eq>s vdsyh NkMs d+ jA ^rc dkSu tk;sxk\\* ^ogh rqEgkjh nsohA* egs rk grcfq ) ls [kMs+ FkAs ukjh i#q \"k ij fdruh vklkuh ls fot; ik ldrh gS] bldk vkt mUgsa thou esa igyk vuqHko gqvkA og nkMS +h gkQ¡ rh pyh vk jgh FkhA ogh dyVw h ;qorh] gkFk eas ,d >kM+ fy;s gq,A lehi tkdj esgrk dks dgha tkus dks rS;kj ns[kdj cksyhµeSa og tM+h [kkst yk;hA vHkh f?kldj yxkrh g(¡w yfs du req dgk¡ tk jgs gkAs ekla rks id x;k gkxs k] eaS jkfs V;k¡ ldas nrs h gA¡w ,d&nks [kk yus kA ckbZ nèw k ih yxs hA B.Mk gks tk;] rks pys 94 @ xksnku

tkukA mlus fuLladksp Hkko ls esgrk ds vpdu dh cVusa [kksy nhaA esgrk vius dks cgqr jksds gq, FksA th gksrk Fkk] bl x¡okfju ds pj.kksa dks pwe ysaA ekyrh us dgkµviuh nokbZ jgus nkAs unh ds fdukj]s cjxn ds uhps gekjh ekVs jdkj [kMh+ gAS ogk¡ vkjS ykxs gkxas As muls dguk] dkj ;gk¡ yk;Aas nkMS h+ gbq Z tkA ;qorh us nhu us=kksa ls esgrk dks ns[kkA bruh esgur ls cwVh yk;h] mldk ;g vuknjA bl x¡okfju dh nok bUgsa ugha t¡ph] rks u lgh] mldk eu j[kus dks gh tjk&lh yxok ysrha] rks D;k gksrkA mlus cVw h te+ hu ij j[kdj iNw kµrc rd rks pYw gk B.Mk gks tk;xs k ckbtZ hA dgks rks jkfs V;k¡ ldas dj j[k nA¡w ckctw h [kkuk [kk y]as req nèw k ih yks vkjS nkus kas tus vkjke djksA rc rd eSa eksVjokys dks cqyk ykÅ¡xhA og >kis Mh+ eas x;h] c>q h gbq Z vkx fQj tyk;hA n[s kk rks ekla mcy x;k FkkA dNq ty Hkh x;k FkkA tYnh&tYnh jkfs V;k¡ ldas h]a nèw k xeZ Fkk] mls B.Mk fd;k vkjS ,d dVksjs esa ekyrh ds ikl yk;hA ekyrh us dVksjs ds Hkísiu ij eq¡g cuk;k( ysfdu nwèk R;kx u ldhA esgrk >ksiM+h ds }kj ij cSBdj ,d Fkkyh esa ekal vkSj jksfV;k¡ [kkus yxsA ;qorh [kM+h ia[kk >y jgh FkhA ekyrh us ;qorh ls dgkµmUgsa [kkus nksA dgha Hkkxs ugha tkrs gSaA rw tkdj xkM+h ykA ;oq rh us ekyrh dh vkjs ,d ckj loky dh vk[¡ kkas ls n[s kk] ;g D;k pkgrh gSaA budk vk'k; D;k gS\\ mls ekyrh ds psgjs ij jksfx;ksa dh&lh uezrk vkSj d`rKrk vkSj ;kpuk u fn[kkbZ nhA mldh txg vfHkeku vkSj izekn dh >yd FkhA x¡okfju euksHkkoksa ds igpkuus esa prqj FkhA cksyhµeSa fdlh dh ykS.Mh ugha gw¡ ckbZth! rqe cM+h gks] vius ?kj dh cM+h gksA eSa rqels dqN ek¡xus rks ugha tkrhA eSa xkM+h ysus u tkÅ¡xhA ekyrh us Mk¡VkµvPNk] rwus xqLrk[kh ij dej ck¡èkh! crk rw fdlds bykds esa jgrh gS\\ ^;g jk; lkgc dk bykdk gSA* ^rks rq>s mUgha jk; lkgc ds gkFkksa gaVjksa ls fiVokÅ¡xhA* ^eq>s fiVokus ls rqEgsa lq[k feys rks fiVok ysuk ckbZth! dksbZ jkuh&egkjkuh FkksM+h gw¡ fd yLdj Hkstuh iM+sxhA* egs rk us nk&s pkj fuxys Fks fd ekyrh dh ;g ckras lquhA dkjS d.B eas vVd x;kA tYnh ls gkFk èkks;k vkSj cksysµog ugha tk;sxhA eSa tk jgk gw¡A xksnku @ 95

ekyrh Hkh [kM+h gks x;hµmls tkuk iM+sxkA esgrk us vaxzsth esa dgkµmldk vieku djds rqe viuk lEeku c<+k ugha jgh gks ekyrh! ekyrh us QVdkj crk;hµ,slh gh ykSf.M;k¡ enksZ dks ilUn vkrh gSa] ftuesa vkjS dkbs Z xq.k gks ;k u gk]s mudh Vgy nkMS +&nkMS +dj ilz Uu eu ls djas vkjS viuk HkkX; ljkgsa fd bl iq#\"k us eq>ls ;g dke djus dks rks dgkA og nsfo;k¡ gSa] 'kfDr;k¡ gSa] foHkwfr;k¡ gSaA eSa le>rh Fkh] og iq#\"kRo rqeesa de&ls&de ugha gS( ysfdu vUnj ls] laLdkjksa ls] rqe Hkh ogh ccZj gksA egs rk eukfs oKku ds if.Mr FkAs ekyrh ds eukjs gL;kas dks le> jgs FkAs b\"Z ;kZ dk ,slk vuks[kk mnkgj.k mUgsa dHkh u feyk FkkA ml je.kh esa] tks bruh e`nq&LoHkko] bruh mnkj] bruh izlUueq[k Fkh] bZ\";kZ dh ,slh izp.M Tokyk! ckys µs dNq Hkh dgk]s eaS mls u tkus nx¡w kA mldh los kvkas vkjS di` kvkas dk ;g iqjLdkj nsdj eSa viuh ut+jksa esa uhp ugha cu ldrkA esgrk ds Loj esa dqN ,slk rst+ Fkk fd ekyrh èkhjs ls mBh vkSj pyus dks rS;kj gks x;hA mlus tydj dgkµvPNk] rks eaS gh tkrh g]¡w req mlds pj.kkas dh itw k djds ihNs vkukA ekyrh nk&s rhu dne pyh x;h] rks egs rk us ;qorh ls dgkµvc eq>s vkKk nks cgu( rqEgkjk ;g usg] rqEgkjh fu%LokFkZ lsok ges'kk ;kn jgsxhA ;qorh us nksuksa gkFkksa ls] ltyus=k gksdj mUgsa iz.kke fd;k vkSj >ksiM+h ds vUnj pyh xbZA nwljh Vksyh jk;lkgc vkSj [kUuk dh FkhA jk; lkgc rks vius mlh js'keh dqjrs vkjS j's keh pknj eas FkAs exj [kUuk us f'kdkjh lVw MkVk Fkk] tks 'kk;n vkt gh ds fy;s cuok;k x;k Fkk( D;ksafd [kUuk dks vlkfe;ksa ds f'kdkj ls bruh Qjq lr dgk¡ Fkh fd tkuojkas dk f'kdkj djrAs [kUuk fBxu]s bdgj]s :ioku vkneh Fks( xsgq¡vk jax] cM+h&cM+h vk¡[ksa] eq¡g ij pspd ds nkx( ckrphr esa cM+s dq'kyA dqN nwj pyus ds ckn [kUuk us feLVj esgrk dk ftØ NsM+ fn;k tks dy ls gh muds efLr\"d esa jkgq dh Hkk¡fr lek;s gq, FksA cksysµ;g esgrk Hkh dqN vthc vkneh gSA eq>s rks dqN cuk gqvk ekywe gksrk gSA jk; lkgc esgrk dh bT+t+r djrs Fks vkSj mUgsa lPpk vkSj fu\"diV vkneh 96 @ xksnku

le>rs Fks( ij [kUuk ls ysu&nsu dk O;ogkj Fkk] dqN LoHkko ls 'kkfUr&fiz; Hkh Fk]s fojkès k u dj ldAs ckys µs eaS rks mUgas dos y eukjs ta u dh oLrq le>rk gA¡w dHkh muls cgl ugha djrkA vkSj djuk Hkh pkgw¡ rks mruh fo|k dgk¡ ls ykÅ¡A ftlus thou ds {ks=k esa dHkh dne gh ugha j[kk] og vxj thou ds fo\"k; esa dksbZ u;k fl)kUr vykirk gS] rks eq>s ml ij g¡lh vkrh gSA ets ls ,d gt+kj ekgokj QVdkjrs gSa] u tks: u tk¡rk] u dksbZ fpUrk u ckèkk] og n'kZu u c?kkjsa] rks dkSu c?kkj\\s vki fu}UZ } jgdj thou dks lEi.w kZ cukus dk LoIu n[s krs gAaS ,ls s vkneh ls D;k cgl dh tk;sA ^eSaus lquk pfj=k dk vPNk ugha gSA* ^csfQØh esa pfj=k vPNk jg gh dSls ldrk gSA lekt esa jgks vkSj lekt ds drZO;ksa vkSj e;kZnkvksa dk ikyu djks rc irk pys!* ^ekyrh u tkus D;k ns[kdj mu ij yV~Vw gqbZ tkrh gSA* ^eSa le>rk gw¡] og dsoy rqEgsa tyk jgh gSA* ^eq>s og D;k tyk;sxhA cspkjhA eSa mUgsa f[kykSus ls T+;knk ugha le>rkA* ^;g rks u dgks feLVj [kUuk] fel ekyrh ij tku rks nsrs gks rqeA* ^;ksa rks eSa vkidks Hkh ;gh byt+ke ns ldrk gw¡A* ^eSa lpeqp f[kykSuk le>rk gw¡A vki mUgsa izfrek cuk;s gq, gSaA* [kUuk us t+ksj ls dgdgk ekjk] gkyk¡fd g¡lh dh dksbZ ckr u Fkh! ^vxj ,d yksVk ty p<+k nsus ls ojnku fey tk;s] rks D;k cqjk gSA* vcdh jk; lkgc us t+ksj ls dgdgk ekjk] ftldk dksbZ iz;kstu u FkkA ^rc vkius ml nsoh dks le>k gh ughaA vki ftruh gh mldh iwtk djsaxs] mruk gh og vki ls nwj HkkxsxhA ftruk gh nwj Hkkfx;sxk] mruk gh vkidh vksj nkMS xs+ hA* ^rc rks mUgsa vkidh vksj nkSM+uk pkfg, FkkA* ^ejs h vkjs ! eaS ml jfld&lekt ls fcYdyq ckgj g¡w feLVj [kUuk] lp dgrk gA¡w e>q eas ftruh cfq )] ftruk cy g]S og bl bykds ds icz Uèk eas gh [kpZ gks tkrk gSA ?kj ds ftrus izk.kh gSa] lHkh viuh&viuh èkqu esa eLr( dksbZ mikluk esa] dksbZ fo\"k;&okluk esaA dksÅ dkgw esa exu] dksÅ dkgw esa exuA vkSj bu lc vtxjksa dks Hk{; nsuk esjk dke gS] drZO; gSA esjs cgqr ls rkYyqdsnkj HkkbZ Hkksx&foykl djrs gSa] ;g lc eSa tkurk gw¡A exj og yksx ?kj Qw¡ddj rek'kk ns[krs gSaA dt+Z dk cks> flj ij ynk tk jgk gS] jkst+ fMfxz;k¡ gks jgh gSaA ftlls ysrs gSa] mls nsuk ugha tkurs] pkjksa rji+$ cnukeA eSa rks ,slh ft+Unxh ls ej tkuk vPNk le>rk xksnku @ 97

gA¡w ekyew ugh]a fdl lLa dkj ls ejs h vkRek eas tjk&lh tku ckdh jg x;h] tks e>q s ns'k vkSj lekt ds cUèku esa ck¡èks gq, gSA lR;kxzg&vkUnksyu fNM+kA esjs lkjs HkkbZ 'kjkc&dokc esa eLr FksA eSa vius dks u jksd ldkA tsy x;k vkSj yk[kksa #i;s dh tjs ckjh mBkbZ vkjS vHkh rd mldk rkoku ns jgk gA¡w e>q s mldk iNrkok ugha gSA fcYdqy ughaA eq>s mldk xoZ gSA eSa ml vkneh dks vkneh ugha le>rk] tks ns'k vkSj lekt dh HkykbZ ds fy;s m|ksx u djs vkSj cfynku u djsA eq>s D;k vPNk yxrk gS fd futhZo fdlkuksa dk jDr pw¡lw¡ vkSj vius ifjokjokyksa dh oklukvksa dh r`fIr ds lkèku tqVkÅ¡( exj d:¡ D;k\\ ftl O;oLFkk esa iyk vkSj ft;k] mlls ?k`.kk gksus ij Hkh mldk eksg R;kx ugha ldrk vkSj mlh pj[ks esa jkr&fnu iM+k jgrk gw¡ fd fdlh rjg bT+t+r&vkc: cph jgs] vkSj vkRek dh gR;k u gkus s ik;As ,ls k vkneh fel ekyrh D;k] fdlh Hkh fel ds ihNs ugha iM+ ldrk] vkjS iMs+ rks mldk louZ k'k gh lef>;As gk]¡ FkkMs k+ &lk eukjs ta u dj yus k nlw jh ckr gSA feLVj [kUuk Hkh lkglh vkneh Fks] laxzke esa vkxs c<+us okysA nks ckj tsy gks vk;s FksA fdlh ls ncuk u tkurs FksA [kíj u igurs Fks vkSj Ýkal dh 'kjkc ihrs FkAs volj iM+us ij cM+h&cM+h rdyhQas >ys ldrs FkAs tys eas 'kjkc NqbZ rd ugha] vkSj ,- Dykl esa jgdj Hkh lh- Dykl dh jksfV;k¡ [kkrs jgs] gkykafd] mUgsa gj rjg dk vkjke fey ldrk Fkk( exj j.k&{ks=k esa tkus okyk jFk Hkh rks fcuk rsy ds ugha py ldrkA muds thou esa FkksM+h&lh jfldrk ykfteh FkhA cksysµvki lU;klh cu ldrs gSa] eSa rks ugha cu ldrkA eSa rks le>rk gw¡] tks Hkkxs h ugha g]S og lxa kz e eas Hkh ijw s mRlkg ls ugha tk ldrkA tks je.kh ls iesz ugha dj ldrk] mlds ns'k&izse esa eq>s fo'okl ughaA jk; lkgc eqLdjk;sµvki eq>h ij vkoktsa dlus yxsA ^vkokt ugha gS] rRo dh ckr gSA* ^'kk;n gksA* ^vki vius fny ds vUnj iSBdj nsf[k, rks irk pysA* ^eSaus rks iSBdj ns[kk gS] vkSj eSa vkidks fo'okl fnykrk gw¡] ogk¡ vkSj pkgs ftruh cqjkb;k¡ gksa] fo\"k; dh ykylk ugha gSA* ^rc eq>s vkids Åij n;k vkrh gSA vkt tks brus nq[kh vkSj fujk'k vkSj fpfUrr g]aS bldk ,dek=k dkj.k vkidk fuxgz gAS eaS rks ;g ukVd [kys dj jgx¡w k] pkgs nq[kkUr gh D;ksa u gks! og eq>ls etkd djrh gS] fn[kkrh gS fd eq>s rsjh ijokg ugha gS( ysfdu eSa fgEer gkjusokyk euq\"; ugha gw¡A eSa vc rd mldk 98 @ xksnku

fetkt ugha le> ik;kA dgk¡ fu'kkuk Bhd cSBsxk] bldk fu'p; u dj ldkA* ^ysfdu og dqath vkidks 'kk;n gh feysA esgrk 'kk;n vkils ckth ekj ys tk;Aas * ,d fgju dbZ fgjfu;ksa ds lkFk pj jgk Fkk] cM+s lhaxksaokyk] fcYdqy dkykA jk; lkgc us fu'kkuk ck¡èkkA [kUuk us jksdkµ^D;ksa gR;k djrs gks ;kj\\ cspkjk pj jgk g]S pjus nkAs èkiw rts + gks x;h g]S vkb;s dgha cBS tk;Aas vkils dNq ckras djuh gSaA* jk; lkgc us cUndw pyk;h( exj fgju Hkkx x;kA ckys µs ^,d f'kdkj feyk Hkh rks fu'kkuk [kkyh x;kA* ^,d gR;k ls cpsA* ^vkids bykds esa Å[k gksrh gS\\* ^cM+h dljr lsA* ^rks fQj D;ksa u gekjs 'kqxj fey esa 'kkfey gks tkb,A fgLls èkM+kèkM+ fcd jgs gSaA vki T+;knk ugha ,d gt+kj fgLls [kjhn ysa\\* ^xtc fd;k] eSa brus #i;s dgk¡ ls ykÅ¡xk\\* ^brus ukeh bykdns kj vkjS vkidks #i;kas dh deh! dqy ipkl gt+kj gh rks gksrs gSaA muesa Hkh vHkh 25 Qhlnh gh nsuk gSA* ^ugha HkkbZ lkgc] esjs ikl bl oDr fcYdqy #i;s ugha gSA* ^#i;s ftrus pkgsa] eq>ls yhft,A cSd vkidk gSA gk¡] vHkh vkius viuh ft+Unxh ba';ksMZ u djk;h gksxhA esjh dEiuh esa ,d vPNh&lh ikfylh yhft;sA lkS&nks lkS #i;s rks vki cM+h vklkuh ls gj eghus ns ldrs gSa vkSj bdëh jde fey tk;sxhµpkyhl&ipkl gt+kjA yM+dksa ds fy;s blls vPNk izcUèk vki ugha dj ldrsA gekjh fu;ekoyh nsf[k,A ge iw.kZ lgdkfjrk ds fl)kUr ij dke djrs gSa n¶+rj vkSj deZpkfj;ksa ds [kpZ ds flok uQs dh ,d ikbZ Hkh fdlh dh tsc esa ugha tkrhA vkidks vk'p;Z gksxk fd bl uhfr ls dEiuh py dSls jgh gSA vkSj esjh lykg ls FkksM+k&lk Lisdqys'ku dk dke Hkh 'kq: dj nhft;sA ;g tks vkt ldS M+kas djkMs +ifr cus g,q g]aS lc blh Lids yq 's ku ls cus gAaS :b]Z 'kDdj] xgs ]¡w jcj fdlh ftUl dk lêk dhft;sA feuVksa esa yk[kksa dk okjk&U;kjk gksrk gSA dke tjk vViVk gSA cgqr ls yksx xPpk [kk tkrs gSa] ysfdu ogh] tks vukM+h gSaA vki tSls vuqHkoh] lqf'kf{kr vkSj nwjUns'k yksxksa ds fy;s blls T+;knk uQs dk dke gh ughaA cktkj dk p<+ko&mrkj dksbZ vkdfLed ?kVuk ughaA bldk Hkh foKku gSA ,d ckj mls xkSj ls ns[k yhft;s] fQj D;k etky fd èkks[kk gks tk;sA* xksnku @ 99