Godaan upanyas_clone

;g dgrk gqvk og ckgj pyk x;kA lksuk us vkdj mldk [ksy fcxkM+ fn;kA lksuk us >qfu;k ls iwNkµekrknhu D;k djus vk;s Fks\\ >qfu;k us ekFkk fldksM+dj dgkµixfg;k ek¡x jgs FksA eSaus dg fn;k] ;gk¡ ixfg;k ugha gSA ^;g lc cgkuk gSA cM+k [kjkc vkneh gSA* ^eq>s rks cM+k Hkyk vkneh yxrk gSA D;k [kjkch gS mlesa\\* ^rqe ugha tkurh\\ flfy;k pekfju dks j[ks gq, gSA* ^rks blh ls [kjkc vkneh gks x;k\\* ^vkSj dkgs ls vkneh [kjkc dgk tkrk gS\\* ^rqEgkjs HkS;k Hkh rks eq>s yk;s gSaA og Hkh [kjkc vkneh gSa\\* lksuk us bldk tokc u nsdj dgkµesjs ?kj esa fQj dHkh vk;sxk] rks nqRdkj nx¡w hA ^vkSj tks mlls rqEgkjk C;kg gks tk;s\\* lksuk ytk x;hµrqe rks HkkHkh] xkyh nsrh gksA ^D;ksa] blesa xkyh dh D;k ckr gS\\* ^eq>ls cksys] rks eq¡g >qyl nw¡A* ^rks D;k rqEgkjk C;kg fdlh nsork ls gksxkA xk¡o esa ,slk lqUnj] lthyk toku nwljk dkSu gS\\* ^rks rqe pyh tkvks mlds lkFk] flfy;k ls yk[k ntsZ vPNh gksA* ^eSa D;ksa pyh tkÅ¡\\ eSa rks ,d ds lkFk pyh vk;hA vPNk gS ;k cqjkA* ^rks eSa Hkh ftlds lkFk C;kg gksxk] mlds lkFk pyh tkÅ¡xh] vPNk gks ;k cjq kA* ^vkSj tks fdlh cw<+s ds lkFk C;kg gks x;k\\* lksuk g¡lhµeSa mlds fy;s uje&uje jksfV;k¡ idkÅ¡xh] mldh nokb;k¡ dwVw¡&Nkuw¡xh] mls gkFk idM+dj mBkÅ¡xh] tc ej tk;sxk] rks eq¡g <k¡idj jksÅ¡xhA ^vkSj tks fdlh toku ds lkFk gqvk!* ^rc rqEgkjk flj] gk¡ ugha rks!* ^vPNk crkvks] rqEgsa cw<+k vPNk yxrk gS] fd toku\\* ^tks vius dks pkgs ogh toku gS] u pkgs ogh cqïk gSA* ^nSo djs] rqEgkjk C;kg fdlh cw<+s ls gks tk;s] rks ns[kw¡] rqe mls dSls pkgrh gkAs rc eukvkxs h] fdlh rjg ;g fuxkMs +k ej tk;]s rks fdlh toku dks yds j cBS 200 @ xksnku

tkÅA¡ * ^eq>s rks ml cw<+s ij n;k vk;sA* bl lky bèkj ,d 'kDdj dk fey [kyq x;k FkkA mlds dkfjUns vkjS nyky xk¡o&xk¡o ?kwedj fdlkuksa dh [kM+h Å[k eksy ys ysrs FksA ogh fey Fkk] tks feLVj [kUuk us [kksyk FkkA ,d fnu mldk dkfjUnk bl xk¡o esa Hkh vk;kA fdlkuksa us tks mlls Hkko&rko fd;k] rks ekywe gqvk] xqM+ cukus esa dksbZ cpr ugha gS( tc ?kj esa Å[k isjdj Hkh ;gh nke feyrk gS] rks isjus dh esgur D;ksa mBk;h tk;s\\ lkjk xk¡o [kM+h Å[k cspus dks rS;kj gks x;k( vxj dqN de Hkh feys] rks ijokg ughAa rRdky rks feyxs k! fdlh dks cyS yus k Fkk] fdlh dks ckdh pdq kuk Fkk] dkbs Z egktu ls xyk NqM+kuk pkgrk FkkA gksjh dks cSyksa dh xksbZ ysuh FkhA vcdh Å[k dh iSnkokj vPNh u Fkh( blfy;s ;g Mj Hkh Fkk fd eky u iM+sxkA vkSj tc xqM ds Hkko fey dh phuh feyxs h] rks xqM+ yxs k gh dkuS \\ lHkh us c;kus ys fy;As gkjs h dks de ls de lkS #i;s dh vk'kk FkhA bleas ,d ekeyw h xkbs Z vk tk;xs h( yfs du egktukas dks D;k dj!s nkrknhu] ex¡ :] nyq kjh] f>xa jq hflga lHkh rks ikz .k [kk jgs FkAs vxj egktukas dks nus s yxxs k] rks lkS #i;s lnw &Hkj dks Hkh u gkxas !s dkbs Z ,ls h txq rq u lw>rh Fkh fd Å[k ds #i;s gkFk vk tk;sa vkSj fdlh dks [kcj u gksA tc cSy ?kj vk tk;saxs] rks dksbZ D;k dj ysxk\\ xkM+h ynsxh] rks lkjk xk¡o ns[ksxk gh] rkSy ij tks #i;s feysaxs] og lcdks ekywe gks tk;saxsA lEHko gS e¡x: vkSj nkrknhu gekjs lkFk&lkFk jgsaA bèkj #i;s feys] mèkj mUgksaus xnZu idM+hA 'kke dks fxjèkj us iwNkµrqEgkjh Å[k dc rd tk;sxh gksjh dkdk\\ gkjs h us >kl¡ k fn;kµvHkh rks dNq Bhd ugha gS Hkkb]Z req dc rd ys tkvkxs \\s fxjèkj us Hkh >k¡lk fn;kµvHkh rks esjk Hkh dqN Bhd ugha gS dkdk! vkSj yksx Hkh blh rjg dh mM+u pkjikb;k¡ crkrs Fks] fdlh dks fdlh ij fo'okl u FkkA f>axqjhflag ds lHkh fjfua;k Fks] vkSj lcdh ;gh bPNk Fkh fd f>xa jq hflga ds gkFk #i;s u iM+us ik;]as ugha og lcdk lc gte dj tk;xs kA vkjS tc nlw js fnu vlkeh fQj #i;s ekx¡ us tk;xs k] rks u;k o+$kxt+] u;k utjkuk] ubZ rgjhjA nwljs fnu 'kksHkk vkdj cksykµnknk dksbZ ,slk mik; djks fd f>axqjh dks gStk gks tk;sA ,slk fxjs fd fQj u mBsA gksjh us eqLdqjkdj dgkµD;ksa mlds cky&cPps ugha gSa\\ ^mlds cky&cPpksa dks ns[ksa fd vius cky&cPpksa dks ns[ksa\\ og rks nks&nks esgfj;ksa dks vkjke ls j[krk gS] ;gk¡ rks ,d dks :[kh jksVh Hkh e;Llj ugha] lkjh tek ys ysxkA ,d iSlk Hkh ?kj u ykus nsxkA* xksnku @ 201

^ejs h rks gkyr vkjS Hkh [kjkc gS Hkkb]Z vxj #i;s gkFk ls fudy x;]s rks rckg gks tkÅ¡xkA xksbZ ds fcuk rks dke u pysxkA* ^vHkh rks nks&rhu fnu Å[k pViV rkSy ns] nke ihNs nsukA bèkj f>axqjh ls dg nsaxs] vHkh #i;s ugha feysA* gksjh us fopkj djds dgkµf>axqjhflag gels&rqels dbZ xquk prqj gS lksHkk! tkdj equhe ls feysxk vkSj mlh ls #i;s ys ysxkA ge&rqe rkdrs jgs tk;saxsA ftl [kUuk ckcw dk fey gS] mUgha [kUuk ckcw dh egktuh dksBh Hkh gSA nksuksa ,d gSaA 'kksHkk fujk'k gksdj cksykµu tkus bu egktuksa ls Hkh dHkh xyk NwVsxk fd ughaA gksjh cksykµbl tue esa rks dksbZ vk'kk ugha gS HkkbZ! ge jkt ugha pkgrs] Hkksx&foykl ugha pkgrs] [kkyh eksVk&>ksVk iguuk] vkSj eksVk&>ksVk [kkuk vkSj ejtkn ds lkFk jguk pkgrs gSaA og Hkh ugha lèkrkA 'kksHkk us èkwrZrk ds lkFk dgkµeSa rks nknk] bu lcksa dks vcdh pdek nw¡xkA tehankj dks dqN ns&fnykdj bl ckr ij jkth dj yw¡xk fd #i;s ds fy;s gesa [kwc nkSM+k;saA f>axqjh dgk¡ rd nkSM+saxsA gksjh us g¡ldj dgkµ;g lc dqN u gksxk HkS;k! dq'ky blh esa gS fd f>axqjhflag ds gkFk&ik¡o tksM+ksA ge tky esa Q¡ls gq, gSaA ftruk gh QM+QM+kvksxs] mruk gh vkSj tdM+rs tkvksxsA ^rqe rks nknk] cw<+ksa dh&lh ckrsa dj jgs gksA dV?kjs esa Q¡ls cSBs jguk rks dk;jrk gAS QUnk vkjS tdM+ tk; cyk l(s ij xyk NMq +kus ds fy;s t+kjs rks yxkuk gh iM+sxkA ;gh rks gksxk f>axqjh ?kj&}kj uhyke djk ysaxs( djk ysa uhyke! eSa rks pkgrk gw¡ fd gesa dksbZ #i;s u ns] gesa Hkw[kksa ejus ns] ykrsa [kkus ns] ,d iSlk Hkh mèkkj u ns( ysfdu iSlk okys mèkkj u nsa rks lwn dgk¡ ls ik;saA ,d gekjs Åij nkok djrk g]S rks nlw jk geas dNq de lnw ij #i;s mèkkj nds j vius tky eas Ql¡ k yrs k gAS eaS rks mlh fnu #i;s yus s tkÅx¡ k] ftl fnu f>xa jq h dgha pyk x;k gkxs kA gksjh dk eu Hkh fopfyr gqvkµgk¡] ;g Bhd gSA ^Å[k rqyok nsaxsA #i;s nk¡o&?kkr ns[kdj ys vk;saxsA* ^cl&cl] ;gh pky pyksA* nlw js fnu ikz r%dky xko¡ ds dbZ vknfe;kas us Å[k dkVuh 'kq: dhA gkjs h Hkh vius [ksr esa x¡M+klk ysdj igq¡pkA mèkj ls 'kksHkk Hkh mldh enn dks vk x;kA iqfu;k] >qfu;k] èkfu;k] lksuk lHkh [ksr esa tk igq¡phaA dksbZ Å[k dkVrk Fkk] dksbZ 202 @ xksnku

Nksyrk Fkk] dksbZ iwys ck¡èkrk FkkA egktuksa us tks Å[k dVrs ns[kh] rks isV esa pwgs nkMS +As ,d rji+$ ls nyq kjh nkMS +h] nlw jh rji+$ ls ex¡ : lkg] rhljh vkjs ls ekrknhu vkjS iV's ojh vkjS f>xa jq h ds fi;knAs nyq kjh gkFk&iko¡ eas ekVs &s ekVs s pkn¡ h ds dMs+ igu]s dkuksa esa lksus dh >wej] vk¡[kksa esa dkty yxk;s] cw<+s ;kSou dks jaxs&jaxk;s vkdj ckys hµigys ejs s #i;s ns nks rc Å[k dkVus nx¡w hA eaS ftruk gh xe [kkrh g]¡w mruk gh rqe 'ksj gksrs gksA nks lky ls ,d èksyk lwn ugha fn;k] ipkl rks esjs lwn ds gksrs gSaA gksjh us f?kf?k;kdj dgkµHkkHkh] Å[k dkV ysus nks] buds #i;s feyrs gSa] rks ftruk gks ldsxk] rqedks Hkh nw¡xkA u xk¡o NksM+dj Hkkxk tkrk gw¡] u bruh tYn ekSr gh vk;h tkrh gSA [ksr esa [kM+h Å[k rks #i;s u nsxh\\ nqykjh us mlds gkFk ls x¡M+klk Nhudj dgkµuh;r bruh [kjkc gks x;h gS rqe yksxksa dh] rHkh rks cjDdr ugha gksrhA vkt ikp¡ lky g,q ] gkjs h us nyq kjh ls rhl #i;s fy;s Fk]s rhu lky eas mlds lkS #i;s gks x;s] rc LVkEi fy[kk x;kA nks lky esa ml ij ipkl #i;k lwn p<+ x;k FkkA gkjs h ckys kµlgvq kbu] uh;r rks dHkh [kjkc ugha dh] vkjS Hkxoku pkgxas ]s rks ikbZ&ikbZ pqdk nw¡xkA gk¡] vktdy rax gks x;k gw¡] tks pkgs dg yksA lgqvkbu dks tkrs nsj ugha gqbZ fd e¡x: lkg igq¡psA dkyk jax] rksan dej ds uhps yVdrh gqbZ] nks cM+s&cM+s nk¡r lkeus tSls dkV [kkus dks fudys gq,] flj ij Vksih] xys esa pknj] mez vHkh ipkl&ls T+;knk ugha( ij ykBh ds lgkjs pyrs FksA xfB;k dk ejt gks x;k FkkA [kk¡lh Hkh vkrh FkhA ykBh Vsddj [kM+s gks x;s vkjS gkjs h dks MkV¡ crk;hµigys gekjs #i;s ns nks gkjs h] rc Å[k dkVkAs geus #i;s mèkkj fn;s Fks] [kSjkr ugha FksA rhu&rhu lky gks x;s] u lwn u C;kt( exj ;g u le>uk fd rqe esjs #i;s gte dj tkvksxsA eSa rqEgkjs eqnsZ ls Hkh olwy dj yx¡w kA 'kksHkk el[kjk FkkA cksykµrc dkgs dks ?kcjkrs gks lkgth] buds eqnsZ gh ls olwy dj ysukA ugha] ,d nks&lky ds vkxs ihNs nksuksa gh ljx esa igq¡pksxsA ogha Hkxoku ds lkeus viuk fglkc pqdk ysukA e¡x: us 'kksHkk dks cgqr cqjk&Hkyk dgkµtekekj] csbZeku bR;kfnA ysus dh csj rks nqe fgykrs gks] tc nsus dh ckjh vkrh gS] rks xqjkZrs gksA ?kj fcdok yw¡xk( cSy cfèk;s uhyke djk yw¡xkA 'kkHs kk us fQj NMs k+ µvPNk] beZ ku ls crkvks lkg] fdrus #i;s fn;s Fk]s ftlds xksnku @ 203

vc rhu lkS #i;s gks x;s gSa\\ ^tc rqe lky ds lky lwn u nksxs] rks vki gh c<+saxsA* ^igys&igy fdrus #i;s fn;s Fks rqeus\\ ipkl gh rksA* ^fdrus fnu gq,] ;g Hkh rks ns[kA* ^ik¡p&Ng lky gq, gksaxs\\* ^nl lky gks x;s iwjs] X;kjgok¡ tk jgk gSA* ^ipkl #i;s ds rhu lkS #i;s ysrs rqEgsa tjk Hkh lje ugha vkrh!* ^lje dSlh] #i;s fn;s gSa fd [kSjkr ek¡xrs gSaA* gksjh us bUgsa Hkh fpjkSjh&fcurh djds fonk fd;kA nkrknhu us gksjh ds lk>s esa [ksrh dh FkhA cht nsdj vkèkh Qly ys ysaxsA bl oDr dqN NsM+&NkM+ djuk uhfr fo#) FkkA f>axqjhflag us fey ds eSustj ls igys gh lc dqN dg&lqu j[kk FkkA muds I;kns xkfM;+ kas ij Å[k ynokdj uko ij igp¡q k jgs FkAs unh xko¡ ls vkèk ehy ij FkhA ,d xkM+h fnu Hkj esa lkr&vkB pDdj dj ysrh FkhA bl rjg fdQk;r iM+rh FkhA bl lqfoèkk dk bUrtke djds f>axqjhflag us lkjs bykds dks ,glku ls nck fn;k FkkA rkyS 'k:q gkrs s gh f>xa jq h flga us fey ds QkVd ij vklu tek fy;kA gjds dh Å[k rkSykrs Fks] nke dk iqjtk ysrs Fks] [ktkaph ls #i;s olwy djrs Fks vkSj viuk ikouk dkVdj vlkeh dks ns nsrs FksA vlkeh fdruk gh jks;s] ph[ks] fdlh dh u lqurs FksA ekfyd dk ;gh gqDe FkkA mudk D;k cl! gkjs h dks ,d lkS chl #i;s feyAs mleas ls f>xa qjhflga us vius ijw s #i;s lnw lesr dkVdj dksbZ iphl #i;s gksjh ds gokys fd,A gkjs h us #i;s dh vkjs mnklhu Hkko ls n[s kdj dgkµ;g yds j eaS D;k d:x¡ k Bkdqj] ;g Hkh rqEgha ys yksA esjs fy;s etwjh cgqr feysxhA f>axqjh us iphlksa #i;s t+ehu ij Qsaddj dgkµyks ;k Qsad nks] rqEgkjh [k'q khA rEq gkjs dkju ekfyd dh ?kMq f+ d;k¡ [kk;ha vkjS vHkh jk; lkgc flj ij lokj gSa fd MkaM+ ds #i;s vnk djksA rqEgkjh x+jhch ij n;k djds brus #i;s fn;s nsrk gw¡] ugha ,d èksyk Hkh u nsrkA vxj jk; lkgc us l[rh dh rks mYVs vkSj ?kj ls nsus iM+saxsA gksjh us èkhjs ls #i;s mBk fy;s vkSj ckgj fudyk fd uks[ksjke us yydkjkA gksjh us tkdj iphlksa #i;s muds gkFk ij j[k fn;s] vkSj fcuk dqN dgs tYnh ls Hkkx x;kA mldk flj pDdj [kk jgk FkkA 'kksHkk dks brus gh #i;s feys FksA og ckgj fudyk] rks iVs'ojh us ?ksjkA 204 @ xksnku

'kksHkk cny iM+kA cksykµesjs ikl #i;s ugha gSa( rqEgsa tks dqN djuk gks] dj ykAs iVs'ojh us xeZ gksdj dgkµÅ[k csph gS fd ugha\\ ^gk¡] csph gSA* ^rqEgkjk ;gh oknk rks Fkk fd Å[k cspdj #i;k nw¡xk\\* ^gk¡] Fkk rksA* ^fQj D;ksa ugha nsrsA vkSj lc yksxksa dks fn;s gSa fd ugha\\* ^gk¡] fn;s gSaA* ^rks eq>s D;ksa ugha nsrs\\* ^esjs ikl vc tks dqN cpk gS] og cky&cPpksa ds fy;s gSA* iV's ojh us fcxMd+ j dgkµreq #i;s nkxs s 'kkHs kk] vkjS gkFk tkMs d+ j vkjS vkt ghA gk¡] vHkh ftruk pkgks] cgd yksA ,d jiV esa tkvksxs N% eghus dks] iwjs N% eghus dks] u ,d fnu csl u ,d fnu deA ;g tks fuR; tqvk [ksyrs gks] og ,d jiV eas fudy tk;xs kA eaS tehna kj ;k egktu dk ukdS j ugha g]¡w ljdkj cgknjq dk ukSdj gw¡] ftldk nqfu;k Hkj esa jkt gS vkSj tks rqEgkjs egktu vkSj tehankj nksuksa dk ekfyd gSA iVs'ojh ykyk vkxs c<+ x;sA 'kksHkk vkSj gksjh dqN nwj pqipki pysA ekuks bl fèkDdkj us mUgsa laKkghu dj fn;k gksA rc gksjh us dgkµ'kksHkk] blds #i;s ns nkAs le> yk]s Å[k eas vkx yx x;h FkhA euaS s Hkh ;gh lkps dj] eu dks le>k;k gSA 'kksHkk us vkgr d.B ls dgkµgk¡] ns nw¡xk nknk! u nw¡xk rks tkÅ¡xk dgk¡\\ lkeus ls fxjèkj rkM+h fi;s >werk pyk vk jgk FkkA nksuksa dks ns[kdj cksykµf>axqfj;k us lkjs dk lkjk ys fy;k gksjh dkdk! pcSuk dks Hkh ,d iSlk u NksM+kA gR;kjk dgha dkA jks;k fxM+fxM+k;k( ij bl ikih dks n;k u vk;hA 'kkHs kk us dgkµrkM+h rks fi;s g,q gk]s ml ij dgrs gk]s ,d ilS k Hkh u NkMs +k! fxjèkj us isV fn[kkdj dgkµlk¡> gks x;h] tks ikuh dh cw¡n Hkh d.B rys x;h gks] rks xks&ekal cjkcjA ,d bdUuh eq¡g esa nck yh FkhA mldh rkM+h ih yhA lkspk] lky&Hkj ilhuk xkjk gS] rks ,d fnu rkM+h rks ih yw¡( exj lp dgrk gw¡] ulk ugha gSA ,d vkus esa D;k ulk gksxkA gk¡] >we jgk gw¡ ftlesa yksx le>sa [kwc fi;s gq, gSA cM+k vPNk gqvk dkdk] csckdh gks x;hA chl fy;s] mlds ,d lkS lkB Hkjs] dqN gn gS! gksjh ?kj igq¡pk] rks :ik ikuh ysdj nkSM+h] lksuk fpye Hkj yk;h] èkfu;k us xksnku @ 205

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exj xksfoUnh dks fcYdqy fo'okl ugha gSµrqe lkr tUe ukd jxM+ks] rks Hkh og req ls fookg u djxs hA req mlds VVV~ w gk]s rEq gas ?kkl f[kyk;xs h] dHkh&dHkh rEq gkjk eg¡q lgyk;xs h] rEq gkjs iëq kas ij gkFk Qjs xs h( yfs du blhfy;s fd rEq gkjs Åij lokjh xk¡BsA rqEgkjs tSls ,d gt+kj cq)w mldh tsc esa gSaA xksfoUnh vkt cgqr c<+h tkrh FkhA ekywe gksrk gS] vkt og muls yM+us ij rS;kj gksdj vk;h gSA MkDVj ds cqykus dk rks dsoy cgkuk FkkA [kUuk viuh ;ksX;rk vkSj n{krk vkSj iq#\"kRo ij bruk cM+k vk{ksi dSls lg ldrs Fks! ^rEq gkjs [;+ ky eas eaS c)q w vkjS e[w kZ g]¡w rks ;s gtk+ jkas D;kas ejs s }kj ij ukd jxMr+ s gSa\\ dkSu jktk ;k rkYyqdsnkj gS] tks eq>s n.Mor ugha djrkA lSdM+ksa dks mYyw cukdj NksM+ fn;kA* ^;gh rks ekyrh dh fo'k\"s krk gS fd tks vkjS kas dks lhèks mLrjs ls eM¡w +rk g]S mls og myVs Nqjs ls ew¡M+rh gSA* ^req ekyrh dh pkgs ftruh cjq kbZ djk]s req mldh iko¡ dh èkyw Hkh ugha gkAs * ^esjh n`f\"V esa og os';kvksa ls Hkh x;h chrh gS( D;ksafd og ijns dh vkM+ ls f'kdkj [ksyrh gSA* nksuksa us vius&vius vfXu&ck.k NksM+ fn,A [kUuk us xksfoUnh dks pkgs nwljh dBksj ls dBksj ckr dgh gksrh] mls bruh cqjh u yxrh( ij ekyrh ls mldh ;g ?k`f.kr rqyuk mldh lfg\".kqrk ds fy;s Hkh vlá FkhA xksfoUnh us Hkh [kUuk dks pkgs tks dqN dgk gksrk] og brus xeZ u gksrs( ysfdu ekyrh dk ;g vieku og ugha ld ldrsA nksuksa ,d&nwljs ds dksey LFkyksa ls ifjfpr FksA nksuksa ds fu'kkus Bhd cBS s vkjS nkus kas fryfeyk mBAs [kUuk dh vk[¡ kas yky gks x;hAa xkfs oUnh dk eg¡q yky gks x;kA [kUuk vko's k eas mBs vkjS mlds nkus kas dku idM+dj t+kjs ls ,Bas s vkjS rhu&pkj rekaps yxk fn;sA xksfoUnh jksrh gqbZ vUnj pyh x;hA tjk njs eas MkDVj ukx vk;s vkjS flfoy ltuZ fe- VkM vk;s vkjS fHk\"kxkpk;Z uhyd.B 'kkL=kh vk;s( ij xksfoUnh cPps dks fy;s dejs esa cSBh jghA fdlus D;k dgk] D;k r'k[kh'k dh] mls dNq ekyew ughAa ftl foifÙk dh dYiuk og dj jgh Fkh] og vkt mlds flj ij vk x;hA [kUuk us vkt tSls mlls ukrk rksM+ fy;k] tSls mls ?kj ls [knsM+dj }kj cUn dj fy;kA tks :i dk cktkj yxkdj cSBrh gS] ftldh ijNkb± Hkh og vius Åij iM+us nsuk ugha pkgrh--- og ml ij ijks{k :i ls 'kklu djsA ;g u gksxkA [kUuk mlds ifr gSa] mUgsa mldks le>kus&cq>kus dk vfèkdkj gS] mudh ekj dks Hkh og f'kjksèkk;Z dj ldrh gS( ij ekyrh dk 'kklu! vlEHko! exj cPps dk Toj tc rd 'kkUr gks tk;s] og fgy ugha 212 @ xksnku

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vkSj cPps dks fy;s gjh nwc dh rji+$ pyh( exj nks gh rhu dne pyh Fkh fd pIiy ikuh eas Mcw x;As vHkh FkkMs +h njs igys yku lhpa k x;k Fkk vkjS ?kkl ds uhps ikuh cg jgk FkkA ml mrkoyh eas mlus ihNs u fQjdj ,d dne vkSj vkxs j[kk rks iko¡ dhpM+ eas lu x;As mlus iko¡ dh vkjs n[s kkA vc ;gk¡ iko¡ èkkus s dks ikuh dgk¡ ls feysxk\\ mldh lkjh euksO;Fkk yqIr gks x;hA ik¡o èkksdj lki+$ djus dh u;h fpUrk gqbZA mldh fopkjèkkjk #d x;hA tc rd ik¡o u lki+$ gks tk;sa og dqN ugha lksp ldrhA lglk mls ,d yEck ikbi ?kkl esa fNik ut+j vk;k] ftlesa ls ikuh cg jgk FkkA mlus tkdj iko èkks;s] pIiy èkks;s] gkFk&eq¡g èkks;k] FkksM+k&lk ikuh pqYyw esa ysdj fi;k vkSj ikbi ds ml ikj lw[kh t+ehu ij tk cSBhA mnklh eas ekSr dh ;kn rqjUr vk tkrh gSA dgha og ogha cSBs&cSBs ej tk;s] rks D;k gks\\ rk¡xsokyk rqjUr tkdj [kUuk dks [kcj nsxkA [kUuk lqurs gh f[ky mBsaxs( ysfdu nqfu;k dks fn[kkus ds fy;s vk¡[kksa ij :eky j[k ysaxsA cPpksa ds fy;s f[kykSus vkSj rek'ks ek¡ ls I;kjs gSaA ;g gS mldk thou] ftlds fy;s dksbZ pkj cw¡n vk¡lw cgkusokyk Hkh ughaA rc mls og fnu ;kn vk;k] tc mldh lkl thrh Fkh vkSj [kUuk mM+uN¡w u gq, Fks] rc mls lkl dk ckr&ckr ij fcxM+uk cqjk yxrk Fkk( vkt mls lkl ds ml Øksèk esa Lusg dk jl ?kqyk tku iM+ jgk FkkA rc og lkl ls :B tkrh Fkh vkjS lkl mls nyq kjdj eukrh FkhA vkt og eghukas :Bh iMh+ jgAs fdls ijokg gS\\ ,dk,d mldk eu mM+dj ekrk ds pj.kksa esa tk igq¡pkA gk;! vkt vEek gksrha] rks D;ksa mldh ;g nqnZ'kk gksrh! mlds ikl vkSj dqN u Fkk] Lusg&Hkjh xksn rks Fkh] izse&Hkjk vapy rks Fkk] ftlesa eq¡g Mkydj og jks ysrh( ysfdu ugha] og jks;sxh ugha] ml nsoh dks LoxZ esa nq[kh u cuk;sxh] esjs fy;s og tks dqN T+;knk ls T+;knk dj ldrh Fkh] og dj x;hA esjs deksZ dh lkfFku gksuk rks muds o'k dh ckr u FkhA vkjS og D;kas jk;s \\s og vc fdlh ds vèkhu ugha g]S og vius xtq j&Hkj dks dek ldrh gSA og dy gh xk¡èkh vkJe ls pht+sa ysdj cspuk 'kq: dj nsxhA 'keZ fdl ckr dh\\ ;gh rks gkxs k] ykxs mx¡ yh fn[kkdj dgxas µs og tk jgh gS [kUuk dh choh( yfs du bl 'kgj eas jg¡w D;k\\as fdlh nlw js 'kgj eas D;kas u pyh tkÅ]¡ tgk¡ eq>s dksbZ tkurk gh u gksA nl&chl #i;s dek ysuk ,slk D;k eqf'dy gSA vius ilhus dh dekbZ rks [kkÅ¡xh] fQj rks dksbZ eq> ij jksc u tek;sxkA ;g egk'k; blhfy;s rks bruk fet+kt+ djrs gSa fd og esjk ikyu djrs gSaA eSa vc [kqn viuk ikyu d:¡xhA lglk mlus esgrk dks viuh rji+$ vkrs ns[kkA mls my>u gqbZA bl oDr 214 @ xksnku

og lEiw.kZ ,dkUr pkgrh FkhA fdlh ls cksyus dh bPNk u Fkh( exj ;gk¡ Hkh ,d egk'k; vk gh x;sA ml ij cPpk Hkh jksus yxk FkkA esgrk us lehi vkdj foLe; ds lkFk iwNkµvki bl oDr ;gk¡ dSls vk x;h\\a xksfoUnh us ckyd dks pqi djkrs gq, dgkµmlh rjg tSls vki vk x;sA esgrk us eqLdjkdj dgkµesjh ckr u pykb;sA èkksch dk dqRrk u ?kj dk u ?kkV dkA ykb,] eSa cPps dks pqi djk nw¡A ^vkius ;g dyk dc lh[kh\\* ^vH;kl djuk pkgrk gw¡A bldh ijh{kk tks gksxh!* ^vPNk! ijh{kk ds fnu o+$jhc vk x;s\\* ^;g rks esjh rS;kjh ij gSA tc rS;kj gks tkÅ¡xk] cSB tkÅ¡xkA NksVh&NksVh mikfèk;ksa ds fy;s ge i<+&i<+dj vk¡[ksa QksM+ fy;k djrs gSaA ;g rks thou&O;kikj dh ijh{kk gSA* ^vPNh ckr gS] eSa Hkh ns[kw¡xh vki fdl xzsM esa ikl gksrs gSaA* ;g dgrs gq, mlus cPps dks mudh xksn esa fn;kA mUgksaus cPps dks dbZ ckj mNkyk] rks og piq gks x;kA ckydkas dh rjg Mhxa ekjdj ckys µs n[s kk vkiu]s dlS k eUrj ds t+ksj ls pqi dj fn;kA vc eSa Hkh dgha ls ,d cPpk ykÅ¡xkA xksfoUnh us fouksn fd;kµcPpk gh ykb;sxk ;k mldh ek¡ Hkh\\ esgrk us fouksn&Hkjh fujk'kk ls flj fgykdj dgkµ,slh vkSjr rks dgha feyrh gh ughaA ^D;ksa] fel ekyrh ugha gS\\ lqUnjh] f'kf{kr] xq.korh] euksgkfj.kh( vkSj vki D;k pkgrs gSa\\* ^fel ekyrh esa og ,d ckr Hkh ugha gS tks eSa viuh L=kh esa ns[kuk pkgrk gw¡A* xksfoUnh us bl dqRlk dk vkuUn ysrs gq, dgkµmlesa D;k cqjkbZ gS] lquw¡A HkkSajs rks ges'kk ?ksjs jgrs gSaA eSaus lquk gS] vktdy iq#\"kksa dks ,slh gh vkSjrsa ilUn vkrh gSaA esgrk us cPps ds gkFkksa ls viuh ew¡Nksa dh j{kk djrs gq, dgkµesjh L=kh dqN vkSj gh <ax dh gksxhA og ,slh gksxh] ftldh eSa iwtk dj ldw¡xkA xksfoUnh viuh g¡lh u jksd ldhµrks vki L=kh ugha] dksbZ izfrek pkgrs gSaA L=kh rks ,slh vkidks 'kk;n gh dgha feysA ^th ugha] ,slh ,d nsoh blh 'kgj esa gSA* xksnku @ 215

^lp! eSa Hkh mlds n'kZu djrh] vkSj mlh rjg cuus dh ps\"Vk djrhA* ^vki mls [kcw tkurh gAaS og ,d y[kifr dh iRuh g]S ij foykl dks rPq N le>rh gS( tks mis{kk vkSj vuknj lgdj Hkh vius drZO; ls fopfyr ugha gksrh] tks ekr`Ro dh osnh ij vius dks cfynku djrh gS] ftlds fy;s R;kx gh lcls cM+k vfèkdkj gS] vkSj tks bl ;ksX; gS fd mldh izfrek cukdj iwth tk;A* xksfoUnh ds ân; esa vkuUn dk dEiu gqvkA le>dj Hkh u le>us dk vfHku; djrh gqbZ cksyhµ,slh L=kh dh vki rkjhi+$ djrs gSaA exj esjh le> esa rks og n;k dh ik=k gSA og vkn'kZ ukjh gS vkSj tks vkn'kZ ukjh gks ldrh gS] ogh vkn'kZ iRuh Hkh gks ldrh gSA esgrk us vk'p;Z ls dgkµvki mldk vieku djrh gSaA ^ysfdu og vkn'kZ bl ;qx ds fy;s ugha gSA* ^og vkn'kZ lukru gS vkjS vej gAS eu\"q ; mls fodr` djds viuk louZ k'k dj jgk gSA* xksfoUnh dk vUr%dj.k f[kyk tk jgk FkkA ,slh Qqjsfj;k¡ ogk¡ dHkh u mBh FkhAa ftrus vknfe;kas ls mldk ifjp; Fkk] mueas egs rk dk LFkku lcls Åp¡ k FkkA muds eq[k ls ;g izksRlkgu ikdj og erokyh gqbZ tk jgh FkhA mlh u'ks esa cksyhµrks pfy;s] eq>s muds n'kZu djk nhft;sA esgrk us ckyd ds diksyksa esa eq¡g fNikdj dgkµog rks ;gha cSBh gqbZ gSaA ^dgk¡] eSa rks ugha ns[k jgh gw¡A* ^mlh nsoh ls cksy jgk gw¡A* xkfs oUnh us t+kjs ls dgdgk ekjkµvkius vkt e>q s cukus dh Bku yh] D;k\\as egs rk us J)kur gkds j dgkµnos hth] vki ejs s lkFk vU;k; dj jgh g]aS vkjS eq>ls T+;knk vius lkFkA lalkj esa ,sls cgqr de izk.kh gSa ftuds izfr esjs eu esa J)k gksA mUgha esa ls ,d vki gSaA vkidk èkS;Z vkSj R;kx vkSj 'khy vkSj izse vuqie gSA eSa vius thou esa lcls cM+s lq[k dh tks dYiuk dj ldrk gw¡] og vki tSlh fdlh nsoh ds pj.kksa dh lsok gSA ftl ukjhRo dks eSa vkn'kZ ekurk gw¡] vki mldh ltho izfrek gSaA xkfs oUnh dh vk[¡ kkas ls vkuUn ds vkl¡ w fudy iM(+s bl J)k&dop dks èkkj.k djds og fdl foifÙk dk lkeuk u djsxhA mlds jkse&jkse esa tSls e`nq&laxhr dh èofu fudy iM+hA mlus vius je.khRo dk mYykl eu eas nckdj dgkµvki nk'kfZ ud D;kas g,q esgrkth\\ vkidks rks dfo gksuk pkfg, FkkA 216 @ xksnku

esgrk ljyrk ls g¡ldj cksysµD;k vki le>rh gSa] fcuk nk'kZfud gq, gh dksbZ dfo gks ldrk gS\\ n'kZu rks dsoy chp dh eafty gSA ^rks vHkh vki dfoRo ds jkLrs esa gSa( ysfdu vki ;g Hkh tkurs gSa] dfo dks lalkj esa dHkh lq[k ugha feyrk\\* ftls lalkj dk nq[k dgrk gS] ogk¡ dfo ds fy;s lq[k gSA èku vkSj ,s'o;Z] :i vkSj cy] fo|k vkSj cqf)] ;s foHkwfr;k¡ lalkj dks pkgs fdruk gh eksfgr dj ysa] dfo ds fy;s ;gk¡ tjk Hkh vkd\"kZ.k ugha gS] mlds eksn vkSj vkd\"kZ.k dh oLrq rks cq>h gqbZ vk'kk,¡ vkSj feVh gqbZ Le`fr;k¡ vkSj VwVs gq, ân; ds vk¡lw gSA ftl fnu bu foHkwfr;ksa esa mldk izse u jgsxk] ml fnu dfo u jgsxkA n'kZu thou ds bu jgL;ksa ls dsoy fouksn djrk gS] dfo muesa y; gks tkrk gSA eSaus vkidh nks&pkj dfork,¡ i<+h gSa vkSj muesa ftruh iqyd] ftruk dEiu] ftruh eèkqj O;Fkk] ftruk #ykuos kyk mUekn ik;k g]S og eaS gh tkurk gA¡w idz f` r us gekjs lkFk fdruk cM+k vU;k; fd;k gS fd vki tSlh dksbZ nwljh nsoh ugha cuk;hA xksfoUnh us gljr Hkjs Loj esa dgkµugha esgrkth] ;g vkidk Hkze gSA ,slh ukfj;k¡ vkidks xyh&xyh esa feysaxh vkSj eSa rks mu lcls x;h chrh gw¡A tks L=kh vius iq#\"k dks izlUu j[k lds] vius dks mlds eu dh u cuk lds] og Hkh dksbZ L=kh gAS eaS rks dHkh&dHkh lkps rh g¡w fd ekyrh ls ;g dyk lh[kA¡w tgk¡ eaS vlQy gw¡] ogk¡ og lQy gSA eSa vius dks Hkh viuk ugha cuk ldrh] og nwljksa dks Hkh viuk cuk ysrh gSA D;k ;g mlds fy;s Js; dh ckr ugha\\ esgrk us eq¡g cuk dj dgkµ'kjkc vxj yksxksa dks ikxy dj nsrh gS] rks blfy;s mls D;k ikuh ls vPNk le>k tk;s] tks I;kl cq>krk gS] ftykrk gS vkSj 'kkUr djrk gS\\ xksfoUnh us fouksn dh 'kj.k ysdj dgkµdqN Hkh gks] eSa rks ;g ns[krh gw¡ fd ikuh ekjk&ekjk fQjrk gS vkSj 'kjkc ds fy;s ?kj&}kj fcd tkrs gSa] vkSj 'kjkc ftruh gh rst+ vkSj u'khyh gks] mruh gh vPNhA eSa rks lqurh gw¡] vki Hkh 'kjkc ds mikld gS\\ xksfoUnhs fujk'kk dh ml n'kk dks igq¡p x;h Fkh] tc vkneh dks lR; vkSj èkeZ eas Hkh lUngs gkus s yxrk g(S yfs du egs rk dk è;ku mèkj u x;kA mudk è;ku rks okD; ds vfUre Hkkx ij gh fpeVdj jg x;kA vius en&lsou ij mUgsa ftruh yTtk vkSj {kksHk vkt gqvk] mruk cMs+&cM+s mins'k lqudj Hkh u gqvk FkkA rdk±s dk muds ikl tokc Fkk vkjS eg¡q &rkMs +( yfs du bl ehBh pVq dh dk mUgas dkbs Z tokc u lw>kA og iNrk;s fd dgk¡ mUgsa 'kjkc dh ;qfDr lw>hA mUgksaus [kqn xksnku @ 217

ekyrh dh 'kjkc ls miek nh FkhA mudk okj vius gh flj ij iM+kA yfTtr gksdj cksysµgk¡ nsohth] eSa Lohdkj djrk gw¡ fd eq>esa ;g vklfDr gSA eSa vius fy;s mldh t+:jr crykdj vkSj mlds fopkjksÙkstd xq.kksa ds izek.k nsdj xqukg dk mtz u d:¡xk] tks xqukg ls Hkh cnrj gSA vkt vkids lkeus izfrKk djrk gw¡ fd 'kjkc dh ,d cw¡n Hkh d.B ds uhps u tkus nw¡xkA xksfoUnh us lUukVs esa vkdj dgkµ;g vkius D;k fd;k esgrkth! eSa bZ'oj ls dgrh gw¡] esjk ;g vk'k; u FkkA eq>s bldk nq%[k gSA ^ugh]a vkidks ilz é gkus k pkfg;s fd vkius ,d O;fDr dk m)kj dj fn;kA* ^euaS s vkidk m)kj dj fn;kA eaS rks [knq vki ls vius m)kj dh ;kpuk djus tk jgh gw¡A* ^eq>ls*\\ èkU; HkkX;!* xksfoUnh us d#.k Loj esa dgkµgk¡] vkids flok eq>s dksbZ ,slk ugha ut+j vkrk ftlls eSa viuh dFkk lqukÅ¡A nsf[k;s] ;g ckn vius gh rd jf[k;sxk] gkyk¡fd vkils ;g ;kn fnykus dh t+:jr ughaA eq>s vc viuk thou vlá gks x;k gSA eq>ls vc rd ftruh riL;k gks ldh] eSaus dh( ysfdu vc ugha lgk tkrkA ekyrh ejs k louZ k'k fd;s Mkyrh gAS eaS vius fdlh 'kL=k ls ml ij fot; ugha ik ldrhA vkidk ml ij iHz kko gAS og ftruk vkidk vknj djrh g]S 'kk;n vkSj fdlh enZ dk ugha djrhA vxj vki fdlh rjg eq>s mlds iats ls NqM+k nsa] rks eaS tUe Hkj vkidh _.kh jgx¡w hA mlds gkFkkas ejs k lkHS kkX; yVq k tk jgk gAS vki vxj esjh j{kk dj ldrs gSa] rks dhft,A eSa vkt ?kj ls ;g bjknk djds pyh Fkh fd fQj ykVS dj u vkÅx¡ hA euaS s cM+k t+kjs ekjk fd ekgs ds lkjs cUèku dks rkMs +dj Qsad nw¡( ysfdu vkSjr dk ân; cM+k nqcZy gS esgrkth! eksg mldk izk.k gSA thou jgrs eksg rksM+uk mlds fy;s vlEHko gSA eSaus vkt rd viuh O;Fkk vius eu esa j[kh( ysfdu vkSjr dk ân; cM+k nqcZy gS esgrkth! eksg mldk izk.k gSA thou jgrs eksg rksM+uk mlds fy;s vlEHko gSA eSaus vkt rd viuh O;Fkk vius eu esa j[kh( ysfdu vkt eSa vkils vk¡py QSykdj fHk{kk ek¡xrh gw¡A ekyrh ls esjk m)kj dhft,A eSa bl ek;kfouh ds gkFkksa feVh tk jgh gw¡A--- mldk Loj vk¡lqvksa esa Mwc x;kA og QwV&QwV dj jksus yxhA egs rk viuh utjkas eas dHkh brus Åp¡ s u mBs Fk(s ml oDr Hkh ugh]a tc mudh jpuk dks Ýkal dh ,dkMeh us bl 'krkCnh dh lcls mRre d`fr dgdj mUgsa cèkkbZ nh FkhA ftl izfrek dh og lPps fny ls iwtk djrs Fks] ftls eu esa og viuh b\"Vnsoh le>rs Fks vkSj thou ds vlw> izlaxksa esa ftlls vkns'k ikus dh 218 @ xksnku

vk'kk j[krs Fks] og vkt muls fHk{kk ek¡x jgh FkhA mUgsa vius vUnj ,slh 'kfDr dk vuHq ko gvq k fd og iorZ dks Hkh QkM+ ldrs g(aS lenq z dks rjS dj ikj dj ldrs gSaA mu ij u'kk&lk Nk x;k] tSls ckyd dkB ds ?kksM+s ij lokj gksdj le> jgk gks og gok esa mM+ jgk gSA dke fdruk vlkè; gS] bldh lqfèk u jghA vius fl)kUrksa dh fdruh gR;k djuh iM+sxh] fcYdqy [+;ky u jgkA vk'oklu ds Loj eas ckys µs e>q s u ekyew Fkk fd vki mlls bruh n[q kh gAaS ejs h cfq ) dk nk\"s k] vk[¡ kkas dk nks\"k] dYiuk dk nks\"kA vkSj D;k dgw¡] ojuk vkidks bruh osnuk D;ksa lguh iMr+ h! xkfs oUnh dks 'kda k gbq AZ ckys hµyfs du flga uh ls mldk f'kdkj Nhuuk vklku ugha gS] ;g le> yhft,A egs rk us n<` r+ k ls dgkµukjh ân; èkjrh ds leku g]S ftlls feBkl Hkh fey ldrh gS] dM+okiu HkhA mlds vUnj iM+us okys cht esa tSlh 'kfDr gksA ^vki iNrk jgs gksaxs] dgk¡ ls vkt blls eqykdkr gks x;hA* ^eaS vxj dg¡w fd e>q s vkt gh thou dk okLrfod vkuUn feyk g]S rks 'kk;n vkidks fo'okl u vk;s!* esgrk us J)k&eèkqj Loj esa dgkµvki eq>s yfTtr dj jgh gSa nsohth! eSa dg pdq k] eaS vkidk los d gA¡w vkids fgr eas ejs s ikz .k Hkh fudy tk;]as rks eaS viuk lkHS kkX; le>x¡w kA bls dfo;kas dk Hkkoko's k u lef>,] ;g ejs s thou dk lR; gAS esjs thou dk D;k vkn'kZ gS] vkidks ;g cryk nsus dk eksg eq>ls ugha #d ldrkA eaS idz f` r dk itq kjh g¡w vkjS eu\"q ; dks mlds ikz df` rd :i eas n[s kuk pkgrk gw¡] tks izlUu gksdj g¡lrk gS] nq[kh gksdj jksrk gS vkSj Øksèk esa vkdj ekj Mkyrk gSA tks nq[k vkSj lq[k nksuksa dk neu djrs gSa] tks jksus dks det+ksjh vkSj g¡lus dks gYdkiu le>rs gSa] muls esjk dksbZ esy ughaA thou esjs fy;s vkuUne; ØhMk gS] ljy] LoPNUn] tgk¡ dqRlk] bZ\";kZ vkSj tyu ds fy;s dksbZ LFkku ughaA eSa Hkwr dh fpUrk ugha djrk] Hkfo\"; dh ijokg ugha djrkA ejs s fy;s oreZ ku gh lc dNq gSA Hkfo\"; dh fpUrk gesa dk;j cuk nsrh gS] Hkwr dk Hkkj gekjh dej rksM+ nsrk gSA geesa thou dh 'kfDr bruh de gS fd Hkwr vkSj Hkfo\"; esa QSyk nsus ls og vkSj Hkh {kh.k gks tkrh gSA ge O;FkZ dk Hkkj vius Åij ykndj] :f<+;ksa vkSj fo'oklksa vkSj bfrgklksa ds eycs ds uhps ncs iM+s gSa( mBus dk uke ugha ysrs] og lkeF;Z gh ugha jgh! tks 'kfDr] tks LQfw rZ ekuo èkeZ dks ijw k djus eas yxuh pkfg, Fkh] lg;ksx esa] HkkbZpkjs esa] og iqjkuh vnkorksa dk cnyk ysus vkSj cki&nknksa dk _.k pqdkus esa HksaV gks tkrh gSA vkSj tks ;g bZ'oj vkSj eks{k dk pDdj gS] bl xksnku @ 219

ij rks e>q s gl¡ h vkrh gAS og ek{s k vkjS mikluk vgda kj dh ijkdk\"Bk g]S tks gekjh ekuork dks u\"V fd;s Mkyrh gSA tgk¡ thou gS] ØhM+k gS] pgd gS] izse gS] ogh bZ'oj gS( vkSj thou dks lq[kh cukuk gh mikluk gS vkSj eks{k gSA Kkuh dgrk gS] gksaBksa ij eqLdjkgV u vk;s] vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw u vk;sA eSa dgrk gw¡] vxj rqe g¡l ugha ldrs vkSj jks ugha ldrs] rks rqe euq\"; ugha gks] iRFkj gksA og Kku tks ekuork dks ihl Mkys] Kku ugha gS] dksYgw gSA exj {kek dhft,] eSa rks ,d iwjh Lihp gh ns x;kA vc nsj gks jgh gS] pfy;s] eSa vkidks ig¡qpk nw¡A cPpk Hkh esjh xksn esa lks x;kA xksfoUnh us dgkµeSa rks rk¡xk yk;h gw¡A ^rk¡xs dks ;gha ls fonk dj nsrk gw¡A* egs rk rkx¡ s ds ilS s pqdkdj ykVS ]s rks xkfs oUnh us dgkµyfs du vki eq>s dgk¡ ys tk;saxs\\ esgrk us pkSaddj iwNkµD;ksa] vkids ?kj igq¡pk nw¡xkA ^og esjk ?kj ugha gS esgrkth!* ^vkSj D;k feLVj [kUuk dk ?kj gS\\* ^;g Hkh D;k iNw us dh ckr g\\S vc og ?kj ejs k ugha jgkA tgk¡ vieku vkjS fèkDdkj feys] mls eSa viuk ?kj ugha dg ldrh] u le> ldrh gw¡A* esgrk us nnZ&Hkjs Loj esa] ftldk ,d&,d v{kj muds vUr%dj.k ls fudy jgk Fkk] dgkµugha nos hth] og ?kj vkidk g]S vkjS lnoS jgxs kA ml ?kj dh vkius l`f\"V dh gS] mlds izkf.k;ksa dh l`f\"V dh gS] vkSj izk.k tSls nsg dk lapkyu djrk gSA izk.k fudy tk;s] rks nsg dh D;k xfr gksxh\\ ekr`Ro egku xkSjo dk in gS nos hth! vkjS xkjS o ds in eas dgk¡ vieku vkjS fèkDdkj vkjS frjLdkj ugha feyk\\ ekrk dk dke thou&nku nsuk gSA ftlds gkFkksa esa bruh vrqy 'kfDr gS] mls bldh D;k ijokg fd dkSu mlls :Brk gS] dkSu fcxM+rk gSA izk.k ds fcuk tSls nsg ugha jg ldrk] mlh rjg izk.k dks Hkh nsg gh lcls mi;qDr LFkku gSA eSa vkidks èkeZ vkSj R;kx dk D;k mins'k nw¡\\ vki rks mldh ltho izfrek gSA eSa rks ;gh dgw¡xk--- xksfoUnh us vèkhj gksdj dgkµysfdu eSa dsoy ekrk gh rks ugha gw¡] ukjh Hkh rks gw¡\\ esgrk us ,d feuV ekSu jgus ds ckn dgkµgk¡] gSa( ysfdu eSa le>rk gw¡ fd ukjh dsoy ekrk gS] vkSj blds mijkUr og tks dqN gS] og lc ekr`Ro dk miØe ek=kA ekr`Ro lalkj dh lcls cM+h lkèkuk] lcls cM+h riL;k] lcls cM+k 220 @ xksnku

R;kx vkSj lcls egku fot; gSA ,d 'kCn esa mls y; dgw¡xkµthou dk] O;fDrRo dk vkSj ukjhRo dk HkhA vki feLVj [kUuk ds fo\"k; esa bruk gh le> ysa fd og vius gks'k esa ugha gSaA og tks dqN dgrs gSa ;k djrs gSa] og mUekn dh n'kk esa djrs gSa( exj ;g mUekn 'kkUr gksus esa cgqr fnu u yxsaxs] vkSj og le; cgqr tYn vk;sxk] tc og vkidks viuh b\"Vnsoh le>saxsA xksfoUnh us bldk dqN tokc u fn;kA èkhjs&èkhjs dkj dh vksj pyhA esgrk us c<+dj dkj dk }kj [kkys fn;kA xkfs oUnh vUnj tk cBS hA dkj pyh( exj nkus kas ekSu FksA xksfoUnh tc vius }kj ij igq¡pdj dkj ls mrjh] rks fctyh ds izdk'k esa esgrk us ns[kk] mldh vk¡[ksa lty gSaA cPps ?kj eas ls fudy vk;s vkjS ^vEek&vEek* dgrs g,q ekrk ls fyiV x;As xksfoUnh ds eq[k ij ekr`Ro dh mTToy] xkSjoe;h T;ksfr ped mBhA mlus esgrk ls dgkµbl d\"V ds fy;s vkidks cgqr èkU;okn!µvkSj flj uhpk dj fy;kA vk¡lw dh ,d cw¡n mlds diksy ij vk fxjh FkhA esgrk dh vk¡[ksa Hkh lty gks x;haµbl ,s'o;Z vkSj foykl ds chp esa Hkh ;g ukjh&ân; fdruk nq[kh gS! 19 fet+kZ [kq'ksZn dk gkrk Dyc Hkh gS] dpgjh Hkh] v[kkM+k HkhA fnu Hkj te?kV yxk jgrk gSA eqgYys esa v[kkM+s ds fy;s dgha txg ugha feyrh FkhA fet+kZ us ,d NIij Myokdj v[kkM+k cuok fn;k g(S ogk¡ fuR; lk&S ipkl yM+fUr;s vk tVq rs gAaS fet+kZth Hkh muds lkFk t+ksj djrs gSaA eqgYys dh iapk;rsa Hkh ;gha gksrh gSaA fe;k&¡ chch vkjS lkl&cgw vkjS Hkkb&Z HkkbZ ds >xM+&s V.Vs ;gha pqdk;s tkrs gAaS eqgYys ds lkekftd thou dk ;gh dUs nz gS vkjS jktuhfrd vkUnkys u dk HkhA vk;s fnu lHkk,¡ gksrh jgrh gSaA ;gha Lo;alsod fVdrs gSa] ;gha muds izksxzke curs gSa] ;gha ls uxj dk jktuhfrd lpa kyu gkrs k gAS fiNys tyls eas ekyrh uxj&dkxa lsz &deVs h dh lHkkus=kh pqu yh x;h gSA rc ls bl LFkku dh jkSud vkSj c<+ x;h gSA xkcs j dks ;gk¡ jgrs lky Hkj gks x;kA vc og lhèkk&lknk xkz eh.k ;oq d ugha gSA mlus cgqr dqN nqfu;k ns[k yh vkSj lalkj dk jax&<ax Hkh dqN&dqN le>us yxk gSA ewy esa og vc Hkh nsgkrh gS] iSls dks nk¡r ls idM+rk gS] LokFkZ dks dHkh ugha NksM+rk] vkSj ifjJe ls th ugha pqjkrk] u dHkh fgEer gkjrk gS( ysfdu 'kgj xksnku @ 221

dh gok mls Hkh yx x;h gAS mlus igys eghus rks dos y etjw h dh vkjS vkèkk iVs [kkdj FkksM+s&ls #i;s cpk fy;sA fQj og dpkyw vkSj eVj vkSj nghcM+s ds [kksaps yxkus yxkA bèkj T;+ knk ykHk n[s kk] rks ukdS jh NkMs + nhA xfe;Z kas eas 'kcrZ vkjS cji$+ dh nqdku Hkh [kksy nhA ysu&nsu esa [kjk Fkk blfy;s mldh lk[k te x;hA tkM+k vk;k] rks mlus 'kcZr dh nqdku mBk nh vkSj xeZ pk; fiykus yxkA vc mldh jkstkuk vkenuh <kbZ&rhu #i;s ls de ughaA mlus vaxzsth QS'ku ds cky dVok fy;s gSa] eghu èkksrh vkSj iEi&'kw igurk gS] ,d yky Åuh pknj [kjhn yh vkSj iku flxjsV dk 'kkSdhu gks x;k gSA lHkkvksa esa vkus&tkus ls mls dqN&dqN jktuhfrd Kku Hkh gks pyk gAS jk\"Vª vkjS oxZ dk vFkZ le>us yxk gAS lkekftd :f<+;kas dh ifz r\"Bk vkjS ykds &fuUnk dk Hk; vc mleas cgrq de jg x;k gAS vk;s fnu dh iapk;rksa us mls fuLladksp cuk fn;k gSA ftl ckr ds ihNs og ;gk¡ ?kj ls njw ] eg¡q fNik;s iM+k gvq k g]S mlh rjg dh] cfYd mlls Hkh dgha fuUnkLin ckras ;gk¡ fuR; gqvk djrh gSa] vkSj dksbZ Hkkxrk ughaA fQj ogh D;ksa bruk Mjs vkSj eq¡g pjq k;!s brus fnukas eas mlus ,d ilS k Hkh ?kj ugha Hkts kA og ekrk&firk dks #i;&s ilS s ds ekeys esa bruk prqj ugha le>rkA os yksx rks #i;s ikrs gh vkdk'k esa mM+us yxsaxsA nknk dks rqjUr x;k djus dh vkSj vEek dks xgus cuokus dh èkqu lokj gks tk;sxhA ,sls O;FkZ ds dkeksa ds fy;s mlds ikl #i;s ugha gSaA vc og NkVs k&ekVs k egktu gAS iMk+ ls ds ,Ddos kyk]as xkMh+ okukas vkjS èkkfs c;kas dks lnw ij #i;s mèkkj nsrk gSA bl nl&X;kjg eghus esa gh mlus viuh esgur vkSj fdQk;r vkSj iq#\"kkFkZ ls viuk LFkku cuk fy;k gS vkSj vc >qfu;k dks ;gha ykdj j[kus dh ckr lksp jgk gSA rhljs igj dk le; gSA og lM+d ds uy ij ugkdj vk;k gS vkSj 'kke ds fy;s vkyw mcky jgk gS fd fet+kZ [k'q knZs vkdj }kj ij [kM+s gks x;As xkcs j vc mudk ukSdj ugha gS( ij vnc mlh rjg djrk gS vkSj muds fy;s tku nsus dks rS;kj jgrk gSA }kj ij vkdj iwNkµD;k gqDe gS ljdkj\\ fet+kZ us [kM+s&[kM+s dgkµrqEgkjs ikl dqN #i;s gksa] rks ns nksA vkt rhu fnu ls cksry [kkyh iM+h gqbZ gS] th cgqr cspSu gks jgk gSA xkscj us blds igys Hkh nks&rhu ckj fet+kZth dks #i;s fn;s Fks( ij vc rd olwy u dj ldk FkkA rdktk djrs Mjrk Fkk vkSj fet+kZth #i;s ysdj nsuk u tkurs FksA muds gkFk esa #i;s fVdrs gh u FksA bèkj vk;s mèkj xk;cA ;g rks u dg ldk] eSa #i;s u nw¡xk ;k esjs ikl #i;s ugha gSa] 'kjkc dh fuUnk djus 222 @ xksnku

yxkµvki bls NksM+ D;ksa ugha nsrs ljdkj\\ D;k blds ihus ls dqN Qk;nk gksrk gS\\ fet+kZth us dksBjh ds vUnj [kkV ij cSBrs gq, dgkµrqe le>rs gks] eSa NksM+uk ugha pkgrk vkSj 'kkSd ls ihrk gw¡A eSa blds cx+Sj ft+Unk ugha jg ldrkA rqe vius #i;s ds fy;s u Mjks] eSa ,d&,d dkSM+h vnk dj nw¡xkA xkscj vfopfyr jgkµeSa lp dgrk gw¡ ekfyd! esjs ikl bl le; #i;s gksrs rks vkils budkj djrk\\ ^nks #i;s Hkh ugha ns ldrs\\* ^bl le; rks ugha gSaA* ^esjh v¡xwBh fxjks j[k yksA* xkscj dk eu yypk mBk( exj ckr dSls cnysA cksykµ;g vki D;k dgrs gSa ekfyd] #i;s gksrs rks vkidks ns nsrk] v¡xwBh dh dkSu ckr Fkh\\ fet+kZ us vius Loj esa cM+k nhu vkxzg Hkjdj dgkµeSa fQj rqels dHkh u ek¡xw¡xk xkscj! eq>ls [kM+k ugha gqvk tk jgk gSA bl 'kjkc dh cnkSyr eSaus yk[kksa dh gfS l;r fcxkM+ nh vkjS fHk[kkjh gks x;kA vc e>q s Hkh ftn iM+ x;h gS fd pkgs Hkh[k gh ek¡xuh iM+s] bls NksM+w¡xk ughaA tc xkscj us vcdh ckj budkj fd;k] rks fet+kZ lkgc fujk'k gksdj pys x;sA 'kgj esa muds gt+kjksa feyus okys FksA fdrus gh mudh cnkSyr cu x;s FksA fdrukas gh dks xk<+s le; ij enn dh Fkh( ij ,ls s ls og feyuk Hkh u ilUn djrs FksA mUgsa ,sls gt+kjksa yVds ekywe Fks] ftlls og le;&le; ij #i;ksa ds <sj yxk nrs s Fk(s ij ilS s dh mudh fuxkg eas dkbs Z dnz u FkhA muds gkFk eas #i;s tlS s dkVrs FksA fdlh u fdlh cgkus mM+kdj gh mudk fpÙk 'kkUr gksrk FkkA xkcs j vkyw Nhyus yxkA lky Hkj ds vUnj gh og bruk dkb;k¡ gks x;k Fkk vkSj iSlk tksM+us esa bruk dq'ky fd vpjt gksrk FkkA ftl dksBjh esa og jgrk gS] og fet+kZ lkgc us nh gSA bl dksBjh vkSj cjkens dk fdjk;k cM+h vklkuh ls ik¡p #i;k fey ldrk gSA xkscj yxHkx lky&Hkj ls mlesa jgrk gS( ysfdu fet+kZ us u dHkh fdjk;k ekx¡ k u mlus fn;kA mUgas 'kk;n [+;ky Hkh u Fkk fd bl dkBs jh dk dqN fdjk;k Hkh fey ldrk gSA FkksM+h nsj esa ,d bDdsokyk #i;s ek¡xus vk;kA vyknhu uke Fkk] flj ?kqVk gvq k] f[kpM+h nk<+h] vkjS dkukA mldh yM+dh fonk gks jgh FkhA ikp¡ #i;s dh mls cM+h t+:jr FkhA xkscj us ,d vkuk #i;k lwn ij #i;s ns fn;sA xksnku @ 223

vyknhu us èkU;okn nsrs gq, dgkµHkS;k] vc cky&cPpksa dks cqyk yksA dc rd gkFk ls Bksadrs jgksxsA xkscj us 'kgj ds [kpZ dk jksuk jks;kµFkksM+h vkenuh esa x`gLFkh dSls pysxh\\ vyknhu chM+h tykrk gqvk cksykµ[kjp vYykg nsxk HkS;k! lkspks] fdruk vkjke feysxkA eSa rks dgrk gw¡] ftruk rqe vdsys [kjp djrs gks] mlh esa x`gLFkh py tk;sxhA vkSjr ds gkFk esa cM+h cjDdr gksrh gSA [kqnk dle] tc eSa vdsyk ;gk¡ jgrk Fkk] rks pkgs fdruk gh dekÅ¡ [kk&ih lc cjkcjA chM+h&rek[kw dks Hkh ilS k u jgrkA ml ij gjS kuhA Fkd&s ekn¡ s vkvk]s rks ?kkMs s+ dks f[kykvks vkjS VgykvkAs fQj ukuckbZ dh nqdku ij nkSM+ksA ukd esa ne vk x;kA tc ls ?kjokyh vk x;h gS] mlh dekbZ esa mldh jksfV;k¡ Hkh fudy vkrh gSa vkSj vkjke Hkh feyrk gSA vkf[k+j vkneh vkneh ds fy;s gh rks dekrk gSA tc tku [kikdj Hkh vkjke u feyk] rks ft+Unxh gh xkjr gks x;hA eSa rks dgrk gw¡] rqEgkjh dekbZ c<+ tk;sxh HkS;k! ftruh nsj esa vkyw vkSj eVj mckyrs gks] mruh nsj esa nks&pkj I;kys pk; cps ykxs As vc pk; ckjgkas ekl pyrh g!S jkr dks yVs kxs s rks ?kjokyh iko¡ nck;xs hA lkjh Fkdku feV tk;sxhA ;g ckr xkscj ds eu esa cSB x;hA th mpkV gks x;kA vc rks og >qfu;k dks ykdj gh jgsxkA vkyw pwYgsa ij p<+s jg x;s] vkSj mlus ?kj pyus dh rS;kjh dj nh( exj ;kn vk;k fd gkys h vk jgh g(S blfy;s gkys h dk lkeku Hkh yrs k pyAs d`i.k yksxksa esa mRloksa ij fny [kksydj [kpZ djus dh tks ,d izo`fÙk gksrh gS] og mlesa Hkh ltx gks x;hA vkf[k+j blh fnu ds fy;s rks dkSM+h&dkSM+h tksM+ jgk FkkA og ek¡] cguksa vkSj >qfu;k lcds fy;s ,d&,d tksM+h lkM+h ys tk;sxkA gksjh ds fy;s ,d èkksrh vkSj ,d pknjA lksuk ds fy;s rsy dh 'kh'kh ys tk;sxk] vkSj ,d tkMs +k pIiyA :ik ds fy;s tkikuh pfw M+;k¡ vkjS >fq u;k ds fy;s ,d fiVkjh] ftleas rsy] flUnwj vkSj vkbZuk gksxkA cPps ds fy;s Vksi vkSj Ýkd tks cktkj esa cuk cuk;k feyrk gSA mlus #i;s fudkys vkSj cktkj pykA nksigj rd lkjh pht+sa vk x;hAa fcLrj Hkh cè¡ k x;k] egq Yyos kykas dks [kcj gks x;h] xkcs j ?kj tk jgk gAS dbZ enZ&vkSjrsa mls fcnk djus vk;sA xkscj us mUgsa viuk ?kj lkSairs gq, dgkµrEq gha ykxs kas ij NkMs s+ tkrk gA¡w Hkxoku us pkgk rks gkys h ds nlw js fnu ykVS x¡w kA ,d ;qorh us eqLdjkdj dgkµesgfj;k dks fcuk fy;s u vkuk] ugha ?kj esa u ?kqlus ikvksxsA nwljh izkS<+k us f'k{kk nhµgk¡] vkSj D;k] cgqr fnuksa rd pwYgk Qw¡d pqdsA fBdkus ls jksVh rks feysxh! 224 @ xksnku

xkscj us lc dks jke&jke fd;kA fgUnw Hkh Fks] eqlyeku Hkh Fks] lHkh esa fe=kHkko Fkk] lc ,d&nwljs ds nq[k&nnZ ds lkFkhA jkstk j[kusokys jkstk j[krs FksA ,dkn'kh j[kus okys ,dkn'khA dHkh&dHkh foukns Hkko ls ,d&nlw js ij NhVa s Hkh mM+k ysrs FksA xkscj vyknhu dh uekt dks mBk&cSBh dgrk] vyknhu ihiy ds uhps LFkkfir lSdM+ksa NksVs&cM+s f'kofyax dks cV[kjs cukrk( ysfdu lkEiznkf;d }s\"k dk uke Hkh u FkkA xkscj ?kj tk jgk gSA lc mls g¡lh&[kq'kh fonk djuk pkgrs gSaA brus eas Hkjw s ,Ddk yds j vk x;kA vHkh fnu Hkj dk èkkok ekjdj vk;k FkkA [kcj feyh] xkscj ?kj tk jgk gSA oSls gh ,Ddk bèkj Qsad fn;kA ?kksM+s us vkifRr dhA mls dbZ pkcqd yxk;sA xkscj us ,Dds ij lkeku j[kk] ,Ddk c<+k] igq¡pkus okys xyh ds ekMs + rd igp¡q kus vk;]s rc xkcs j us lcdks jke&jke fd;k vkjS ,Dds ij cSB x;kA lM+d ij ,Ddk ljiV nkSM+k tk jgk FkkA xkscj ?kj tkus dh [kq'kh esa eLr FkkA Hkwjs mls ?kj igq¡pkus dh [kq'kh esa eLr FkkA vkSj ?kksM+k Fkk ikuhnkj] ?kksM+k pyk tk jgk FkkA ckr dh ckr esa LVs'ku vk x;kA xkscj us izlUu gksdj ,d #i;k dej ls fudky dj Hkwjs dh rji+$ c<+kdj dgkµyks] ?kjokyksa ds fy;s feBkbZ ysrs tkukA Hkwjs us d`rKrk Hkjs frjLdkj ls mldh vksj ns[kkµrqe eq>s x+Sj le>rs gks Hk;S k! ,d fnu tjk ,Dds ij cBS x;s rks eaS req ls buke yx¡w kA tgk¡ rEq gkjk ilhuk fxjs] ogk¡ [kwu fxjkus dks rS;kj gw¡A bruk NksVk fny ugha ik;k gSA vkSj ys Hkh yw¡ rks ?kjokyh eq>s thrk NksM+sxh\\ xkscj us fQj dqN u dgkA yfTtr gksdj viuk vlckc mrkjk vkSj fVdV ysus py fn;kA 20 QkXkuq viuh >kys h eas uothou dh foHkfw r yds j vk igp¡q k FkkA vke ds iMs + nkus kas gkFkkas ls ckjS dh lqxUèk ckV¡ jgs Fk]s vkjS dk;s y vke dh Mkfy;kas eas fNih gqbZ laxhr dk xqIr nku dj jgh FkhA xk¡oksa esa Å[k dh cksvkbZ yx x;h FkhA vHkh èkwi ugha fudyh( ij gksjh [ksr esa igq¡p x;k gSA èkfu;k] lksuk] :ik rhuksa ryS;k ls Å[k ds Hkhxs gq, xV~Bs fudky&fudkydj [ksr esa yk jgh gSa] vkSj gksjh x¡M+kls ls Å[k ds VqdM+s dj jgk gSA vc og nkrknhu dh etwjh djus yxk gSA fdlku ugha] etwj gSA nkrknhu ls xksnku @ 225

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>qfu;k us Vksih mrkjdj Qsad nhA vkSj lglk xkscj dks vUnj vkrs ns[kdj og ckyd dks fy;s viuh dksBjh esa pyh x;hA xkscj us ns[kk] lkjk lkeku [kqyk iMk+ gAS mldk th rks pkgrk g]S igys >fq u;k ls feydj viuk vijkèk {kek djk;(s ysfdu vUnj tkus dk lkgl ugha gksrkA ogha cSB x;k vkSj pht+sa fudky&fudky gjsd dks nsus yxk] exj :ik blfy;s Qwy x;h fd mlds fy;s pIiy D;ksa ugha yk;s] vkSj lksuk mls fp<+kus yxh] rw D;k djsxh pIiy ysdj] viuh xqfM+;k ls [ksyA ge rks rsjh xqfM+;k ns[kdj ugha jksrs] rw esjk pIiy ns[kdj D;ksa jksrh gS\\ feBkbZ ck¡Vus dh ftEesnkjh èkfu;k us vius Åij yhA brus fnuksa ds ckn yM+dk dq'ky ls ?kj vk;k gSA og xk¡o&Hkj esa cSuk cVok;sxhA ,d xqykc&tkequ :ik ds fy;s Å¡V ds eq¡g esa thjs ds leku FkkA og pkgrh Fkh] gk¡Mh mlds lkeus j[k nh tk;s] og dwn&dwndj [kk;A vc lUnwd [kqyk vkSj mlesa ls lkfM+;k¡ fudyus yxhaA lHkh fdukjnkj Fkha( tlS s iV's ojh ykyk ds ?kj eas iguh tkrh g]aS exj gaS cMh+ gydhA ,ls h eghu lkfM;+ k¡ Hkyk dS fnu pysaxh! cM+s vkneh ftruh eghu lkfM+;k¡ pkgs igusaA mudh esgfj;ksa dks cSBus vkSj lksus ds flok vkSj dkSu dke gSA ;gk¡ rks [ksr&[kfygku lHkh dqN gSA vPNk! gksjh ds fy;s èkksrh ds vfrfjDr ,d nqiêk Hkh gSA èkfu;k izlUu gksdj cksyhµ;g rqeus cM+k vPNk fd;k csVk! budk nqiêk fcYdqy rkj&rkj gks x;k FkkA xkscj dks mruh nsj esa ?kj dh ifjfLFkfr;ksa dk vUnkt+ gks x;k FkkA èkfu;k dh lkM+h eas dbZ ios Un yxs gq, FkAs lkus k dh lkM+h flj ij QVh gqbZ Fkh vkjS mleas ls mlds cky fn[kkbZ ns jgs FksA :ik dh èkksrh esa pkjksa rji+$ >kyjsa&lh yVd jgh FkhaA lHkh ds psgjs :[ks] fdlh dh nsg ij fpdukgV ughaA ftèkj ns[kks] foiUurk dk lkezkT; FkkA yMf+ d;k¡ rks lkfM;+ kas eas exu FkhAa èkfu;k dks yMd+ s ds fy;s Hkkts u dh fpUrk gqbZA ?kj esa FkksM+k&lk tkS dk vkVk lk¡> ds fy;s lapdj j[kk gqvk FkkA bl oDr rks pcuS s ij dVrh Fkh( exj xkcs j vc og xkcs j FkkMs +s gh gAS mldks tkS dk vkVk [kk;k Hkh tk;xs kA ijn's k eas u tkus D;k&D;k [kkrk&ihrk jgk gkxs kA tkdj nqykjh dh nqdku ls xsgw¡ dk vkVk] pkoy] ?kh mèkkj yk;hA bèkj eghus ls lgqvkbu ,d iSls dh pht+ Hkh mèkkj u nsrh Fkh( ij vkt mlus ,d ckj Hkh u iwNk] iSls dc nkxs hA mlus iwNkµxkscj rks [kwc dek ds vk;k gS u\\ èkfu;k ckys hµvHkh rks dNq ugha [kyq k nhnh! vHkh euaS s Hkh dNq dguk mfpr 230 @ xksnku

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dks pys tk;saxs rhuksaA ;ksa u nsaxs] rks vnkyr ls yw¡xkA lkjk ?ke.M rksM+ nw¡xkA og mlh vkos'k esa pyk Fkk fd >qfu;k us idM+ fy;k vkSj cksyhµrks pys tkuk] vHkh ,ls h D;k tYnh g\\S dNq vkjke dj yk]s dNq [kk&ih ykAs lkjk fnu rks iM+k gSA ;gk¡ cM+h&cM+h iapk;r gqbZA iapk;r us vLlh #i;s Mk¡M+ yxk;sA rhu eu vukt ÅijA mlh esa rks vkSj rckgh vk x;hA lksuk ckyd dks diM+s&twrs igukdj yk;hA diM+s igudj og tSls lpeqp jktk gks x;k FkkA xkscj us mls xksn esa ys fy;k Fkk( ij bl le; cky ds I;kj esa mls vkuUn u vk;kA mldk jDr [kkSy jgk Fkk vkSj dej ds #i;s vk¡p vkSj rts + dj jgs FkAs og ,d&,d ls le>xs kA ipa kas dks ml ij MkM¡ + yxkus dk vfèkdkj D;k gS\\ dkSu gksrk gS dksbZ mlds chp esa cksyus okyk\\ mlus ,d vkSjr j[k yh] rks iapksa ds cki dk D;k fcxM+k\\ vxj blh ckr ij og QkStnkjh esa nkok dj ns] rks yksxksa ds gkFkksa esa gFkdfM+;k¡ iM+ tk;saA lkjh x`gLFkh rgl&ugl gks x;hA D;k le> fy;k gS mls bu yksxksa us! cPpk mldh xksn esa tjk&lk eqLdjk;k] fQj t+ksj ls ph[k mBk tSls dksbZ Mjkouh pht+ ns[k yh gksA >qfu;k us cPps dks mldh xksn ls ys fy;k vkSj cksyhµvc tkdj ugk&èkks yksA fdl lksp esa iM+ x;sA ;gk¡ lcls yM+us yxks] rks ,d fnu fuckg u gksA ftlds ikl iSls gSa] ogh cM+k vkneh gS] ogh Hkyk vkneh gSA iSls u gksa] rks ml ij lHkh jksc tekrs gSaA ^ejs k xèkkiu Fkk fd ?kj ls HkkxkA ugha n[s krk] dlS s dkbs Z ,d èkys k MkM¡ + yrs k gS* ^lgj dh gok [kk vk;s gks rHkh ;s ckrsa lw>us yxh gSaA ugha] ?kj ls Hkkxrs D;k!as * ^;gh th pkgrk gS fd ykBh mBkÅ¡ vkjS iV's ojh] nkrknhu] f>xa jq hµlc lkykas dks ihVdj fxjk nw¡] vkSj muds isV ls #i;s fudky yw¡A* ^#i;s dh cgqr xehZ p<+h gS lkbrA ykvks fudkyks] ns[kw¡ brus fnu esa D;k dek yk;s gks\\* mlus xkscj dh dej esa gkFk yxk;kA xkscj [kM+k gksdj cksykµvHkh D;k dek;k( gk]¡ vc req pykxs h] rks dekÅx¡ kA lky Hkj rks lgj dk jxa &<xa igpkuus gh esa yx ;kA ^vEek tkus nsaxh] rc rks\\* ^vEek D;ksa u tkus nsaxhA muls eryc\\* 232 @ xksnku

^okg! eaS mudh jkth fcuk u tkÅx¡ hA rqe rks NkMs +dj pyrs cuAs vkjS ejs k dkSu Fkk ;gk¡\\ og vxj ?kj esa u ?kqlus nsrha rks eSa dgk¡ tkrh\\ tc rd thÅ¡xh] mudk tl xkÅ¡xh vkSj rqe Hkh D;k ijns'k gh djrs jgksxs\\* ^vkSj ;gk¡ cSBdj D;k d:¡xkA dekvks vkSj ejks] blds flok ;gk¡ vkSj D;k j[kk gS\\ FkksM+h&lh vdy gks vkSj vkneh dke djus ls u Mjs] rks ogk¡ Hkw[kksa ugha ej ldrkA ;gk¡ rks vdy dqN dke gh ugha djrhA nknk D;ksa eq>ls eq¡g Qqyk, gq, gSa\\* ^vius Hkkx c[kkuks fd eg¡q Qyq kdj NkMs + nrs s gAaS req us minoz rks bruk cM+k fd;k Fkk fd ml Øksèk esa ik tkrs] rks eq¡g yky dj nsrsA* ^rks rqEgsa Hkh [kwc xkfy;k¡ nsrs gksaxs\\* ^dHkh ugha] Hkwydj Hkh ughaA vEek rks igys fcxM+h Fkha( ysfdu nknk us rks dHkh dqN dgk ugha] tc cqykrs gSa] cM+s I;kj lsA esjk flj Hkh nq[krk gS] rks cspSu gks tkrs gSaA vius cki dks ns[krs rks eSa bUgsa nsork le>rh gw¡aA vEek dks le>k;k djrs gSa] cgw dks dqN u dgukA rqEgkjs Åij lSdM+ksa ckj fcxM+ pqds gSa fd bls ?kj esa cSBkdj vki u tkus dgk¡ fudy x;kA vktdy iSls&iSls dh raxh gSA Å[k ds #i;s ckgj gh ckgj mM+ x;sA vc rks etwjh djuh iM+rh gSA vkt cspkjs [ksr esa csgks'k gks x;sA jksuk&ihVuk ep x;kA rc ls iM+s gSaA* eg¡q &gkFk èkkds j vkjS [kcw cky cukdj xkcs j xko¡ dk fnfXot; djus fudykA nksuksa ppkvksa ds ?kj tkdj jke&jke dj vk;kA fQj vkSj fe=kksa ls feykA xk¡o esa dksbZ fo'ks\"k ifjorZu u FkkA gk¡] iVs'ojh dh u;h cSBd cu x;h Fkh vkSj f>axqjh flga us njokts ij u;k dvq k¡ [knq ok fy;k FkkA xkcs j ds eu eas fonkz gs vkjS Hkh rky Bksadus yxkA ftlls feyk mlus mldk vknj fd;k] vkSj ;qodksa us rks mls viuk ghjks cuk fy;k vkSj mlds lkFk y[kuÅ tkus dks rS;kj gks x;sA lky gh Hkj esa og D;k ls D;k gks x;k FkkA lglk f>axqjh flag vius dq,¡ ij ugkrs gq, fey x;sA xkscj fudyk( exj u lyke fd;k] u cksykA og Bkdqj dks fn[kk nsuk pkgrk Fkk] eSa rqEgsa dqN ugha le>rkA f>axqjh flag us [kqn gh iwNkµdc vk;s xkscj] ets esa rks jgs\\ dgha ukSdj Fks y[kuÅ esa\\ xkscj us gsdM+h ds lkFk dgkµy[kuÅ xqykeh ugha djus x;k FkkA ukSdjh gS rks xqykehA eSa O;kikj djrk FkkA Bkdqj us dqrwgy Hkjh vk¡[kksa ls mls flj ls ik¡o rd ns[kkµfdruk jkst+ iSnk xksnku @ 233

djrs Fks\\ xkcs j us Njq h dks Hkkyk cukdj muds Åij pyk;kµ;gh dkbs Z <kb&Z rhu #i;s fey tkrs FksA dHkh pVd x;h rks pkj Hkh fey x;sA blls cslh ughaA f>xa jq h cgrq ukps &[klkVs djds Hkh iphl&rhl ls T;+ knk u dek ikrs FkAs vkjS ;g xo¡ kj ykMaS k lkS #i;s dekus yxkA mudk eLrd uhpk gks x;kA vc fdl nkos ls ml ij jksc tek ldrs gSa\\ o.kZ esa og t+:j Å¡ps gSa( ysfdu o.kZ dkSu ns[krk gS! mlls Li)kZ djus dk ;g volj ugha] vc rks mldh fpjkSjh djds mlls dqN dke fudkyk tk ldrk gSA cksysµbruh dekbZ de ugha gS csVk] tks [kjp djrs cusA xk¡o esa rhu vkus Hkh ugha feyrsA Hkofu;k ¼muds tsBs iq=k dk uke Fkk½ dks Hkh dgha dksbZ dke fnyk nks] rks Hkst nw¡A u i<+s u fy[ks] ,d u ,d minzo djrk jgrk gSA dgha equheh [kkyh gks rks dgukA ugha lkFk gh ysrs tkukA rqEgkjk rks fe=k gSA ryc FkksM+h gks] dqN xe ugha( gk¡ pkj iSls dh Åij dh xqatkb'k gksA xkcs j us vfHkeku Hkjh gl¡ h ds lkFk dgkµ;g Åijh vkenuh dh pkV vkneh dks [kjkc dj nsrh gS Bkdqj( ysfdu ge yksxksa dh vknr dqN ,slh fcxM+ x;h gS fd tc rd csbZekuh u djsa] isV gh ugha HkjrkA y[kuÅ esa equheh fey ldrh gS( ysfdu gjsd egktu bZekunkj pkSdl vkneh pkgrk gSA eSa Hkokuh dks fdlh ds xys ck¡èk rks nw¡( ysfdu ihNs bUgksaus dgha gkFk yidk;k] rks og rks esjh xnZu idM+sxkA lalkj esa bYe dh dnj ugha gS] bZeku dh dnj gSA ;g rekpk yxkdj xkscj vkxs fudy x;kA f>axqjh eu esa ,saBdj jg x;sA ykS.Mk fdrus ?ke.M dh ckrsa djrk gS] ekuks èkeZ dk vorkj gh rks gSA blh rjg xkcs j us nkrknhu dks Hkh jxM+kA Hkkts u djus tk jgs FkAs xkcs j dks ns[kdj izlUu gksdj cksysµet+s esa rks jgs xkscj\\ lquk ogk¡ dksbZ vPNh txg ik x;s gksA ekrknhu dks Hkh fdlh ghys ls yxk nks u\\ Hkax ihdj iM+s jgus ds flok ;gk¡ vkSj dkSu dke gSA xkcs j us cuk;kµrqEgkjs ?kj eas fdl ckr dh deh egkjkt] ftl tteku ds }kj ij tkdj [kM+s gks tkvks dqN u dqN ekj gh ykvksxsA tue esa yks] eju esa yks] lknh esa yks] xeh esa yks( [ksrh djrs gks] ysu&nsu djrs gks] nykyh djrs gks] fdlh ls dNq Hkyw &pdw gks tk; rks MkM¡ + yxkdj mldk ?kj yVw yrs s gk(s bruh dekbZ ls isV ugha Hkjrk\\ D;k djksxs cgqr&lk èku cVksjdj\\ fd lkFk ys tkus dh dksbZ tqxqr fudky yh gS\\ nkrknhu us n[s kk] xkcs j fdruh f<BkbZ ls ckys jgk g(S vnc vkjS fygkt tlS s Hkwy x;kA vHkh 'kk;n ugha tkurk fd cki esjh xqykeh dj jgk gSA lp gS] NksVh 234 @ xksnku

unh dks meM+rs nsj ugha yxrh( exj psgjs ij eSy ugha vkus fn;kA tSls cM+s yksx ckydksa ls ew¡Nsa m[kM+okdj Hkh g¡lrs gSa] mUgksaus Hkh bl QVdkj dks g¡lh esa fy;k vkSj fouksn&Hkko ls cksysµy[kuÅ dh gok [kk ds rw cM+k paV gks x;k gS xkscj! yk] D;k dek ds yk;k gS] dqN fudky\\ lp dgrk gw¡ xkscj rqEgkjh cgqr ;kn vkrh FkhA vc rks jgksxs dqN fnu\\ ^gk¡] vHkh rks jgw¡xk dqN fnuA mu iapksa ij nkok djuk gS] ftUgksaus MkaM+ ds cgkus esjs Ms<+ lkS #i;s gte fd;s gSaA ns[kw¡] dkSu esjk gqDdk&ikuh cUn djrk gSA vkSj dSls fcjknjh eq>s tkr ckgj djrh gSA* ;g èkedh nds j og vkxs c<+kA mldh gds M+h us mlds ;qod HkDrkas dks jkcs esa Mky fn;k FkkA ,d us dgkµdj nks ukfyl xkscj HkS;k! cqïk dkyk lk¡i gSµ ftlds dkVs dk eUrj ughAa req us vPNh MkV¡ crkbAZ iVokjh ds dku eas Hkh tjk xjek nkAs cMk+ eqrQUuh gS nknk! cki&csVs esa vkx yxk ns] HkkbZ&HkkbZ esa vkx yxk nsA dkfjUns ls feydj vlkfe;kas dk xyk dkVrk gAS vius [krs ihNs tkrs k]s igys mlds [krs tkrs nksA viuh flapkbZ ihNs djks] igys mldh flapkbZ dj nksA xkcs j us eN¡w kas ij rko nds j dgkµe>q ls D;k dgrs gks Hkkb]Z lky Hkj eas Hkyw FkkMs +s gh x;kA ;gk¡ e>q s jguk gh ugha g]S ugha ,d&,d dks upkdj NkMs +rkA vcdh gkys h èkew èkke ls eukvks vkjS gkys h dk Lokx¡ cukdj bu lckas dks [kcw fHkxk&s fHkxkds j yxkvkAs gkys h dk ikz xs kz e cuus yxkA [kcw Hkxa ?kVq ]s nfw èk;k Hkh] uedhu Hkh] vkjS jxa kas ds lkFk dkfy[k Hkh cus vkSj eqf[k;ksa ds eq¡g ij dkfy[k gh iksrh tk;A gksyh esa dksbZ cksy gh D;k ldrk gS! fQj Lok¡x fudys vkSj iapksa dh Hkí mM+kbZ tk;A #i;s&iSls dh dksbZ fpUrk ughaA xkscj HkkbZ dekdj vk;s gSaA Hkkts u djds xkcs j Hkkys k ls feyus pykA tc rd viuh tkMs +h ykdj vius }kj ij u ck¡èk ns] mls pSu ughaA og yM+us&ejus dks rS;kj FkkA gkjs h us dkrj Loj eas dgkµjk<+ er c<+kvks cVs k] Hkkys k xkbs Z ys x;]s Hkxoku mudk Hkyk djs( ysfdu muds #i;s rks vkrs gh FksA xkcs j us mÙkfs tr gkds j dgkµnknk] req chp eas u ckys kAs mudh xk; ipkl dh FkhA gekjh xksbZ Ms<+ lkS esa vk;h FkhA rhu lky geus tksrhA fQj Hkh lkS dh Fkh ghA og vius #i;s ds fy;s nkok djr]s fMxhz djkr]s ;k tks pkgrs dgr]s gekjs }kj ls tksM+h D;ksa [kksy ys x;s\\ vkSj rqEgsa D;k dgw¡A bèkj xksbZ [kks cSBs] mèkj Ms<+ lkS #i;s Mk¡M+ ds HkjsA ;g gS xÅ gksus dk QyA esjs lkeus tksM+h [kksy ys tkrs] xksnku @ 235

rks n[s krkA rhukas dks ;gk¡ te+ hu ij lyq k nrs kA vkjS ipa kas ls rks ckr rd u djrkA ns[krk] dkSu eq>s fcjknjh ls vyx djrk gS( ysfdu rqe cSBs rkdrs jgsA gksjh us vijkèkh dh Hkk¡fr flj >qdk fy;k( ysfdu èkfu;k ;g vuhr dSls ns[k ldrh FkhA cksyhµcsVk] rqe Hkh v¡èksj djrs gksA gqDdk&ikuh cUn gks tkrk] rks xk¡o esa fuokZg gksrk! toku yM+dh cSBh gS] mldk Hkh dgha fBdkuk yxkuk gS fd ugha\\ ejus&thus esa vkneh fcjknjh--- xkscj us ckr dkVhµgqDdk&ikuh lc rks Fkk] fcjknjh esa vknj Hkh Fkk] fQj esjk C;kg D;ksa ugha gqvk\\ cksyksA blfy;s fd ?kj esa jksVh u FkhA #i;s gksa rks u gqDdk&ikuh dk dke gS] u tkr&fcjknjh dkA nqfu;k iSls dh gS] gqDdk&ikuh dksbZ ugha iwNrkA èkfu;k rks cPps dk jksuk lqudj Hkhrj pyh x;h vkSj xkscj Hkh ?kj ls fudykA gksjh cSBk lksp jgk FkkA yM+ds dh vdy tSls [kqy x;h gSA dSlh csykx ckr dgrk gSA mldh oØ cqf) us gksjh ds èkeZ vkSj uhfr dks ijkLr dj fn;k FkkA lglk gksjh us mlls iwNkµeSa Hkh pyk pyw¡\\ ^eaS yM+kbZ djus ugha tk jgk g¡w nknk] Mjks erA ejs h vkjs rks o+$kuuw g]S eaS D;kas yM+kbZ djus yxk\\* ^eSa Hkh pyw¡ rks dksbZ gjt gS\\* ^gk¡] cM+k gjt gSA rqe cuh ckr fcxkM+ nksxsA* gksjh pqi gks x;k vkSj xkscj py fn;kA ik¡p feuV Hkh u gq, gksaxs fd èkfu;k cPps dks fy;s ckgj fudyh vkSj cksyhµD;k xkscj pyk x;k] vdsys\\ eSa dgrh gw¡] rqEgsa Hkxoku dHkh cqf) nsaxs ;k ughAa Hkkys k D;k lgt eas xkbs ± nxs k\\ rhukas ml ij VVw iMxas+ ]s ckt dh rjgA Hkxoku gh d'q ky djAas vc fdlls dg]¡w nkMS +dj xkcs j dks idM+ yAs req ls rks eaS gkj x;hA gksjh us dksus ls M.Mk mBk;k vkSj xkscj ds ihNs nkSM+kA xk¡o ds ckgj vkdj mlus fuxkg nkSM+kbZA ,d {kh.k&lh js[kk f{kfrt ls feyh gqbZ fn[kkbZ nhA bruh gh njs eas xkcs j bruh njw dlS s fudy x;k! gkjs h dh vkRek mls fèkDdkjus yxhA mlus D;ksa xkscj dks jksdk ughaA vxj og Mk¡Vdj dg nsrk] Hkksyk ds ?kj er tkvks rks xkscj dHkh u tkrkA vkSj vc mlls nkSM+k Hkh rks ugha tkrkA og gkjdj ogha cSB x;k vkSj cksykµmldh jPNk djks egkchj Lokeh! xkscj ml xk¡o esa igq¡pk] rks ns[kk dqN yksx cjxn ds uhps cSBs tqvk [ksy jgs gSaA mls ns[kdj yksxksa us le>k] iqfyl dk flikgh gSA dkSfM+;k¡ lesVdj Hkkxs 236 @ xksnku

fd lglk taxh us mls igpkudj dgkµvjs] ;g rks xkscjèku gSA xkscj us ns[kk] taxh isM+ dh vkM+ esa [kM+k >k¡d jgk gSA cksykµMjks er taxh HkS;k] eSa gw¡A jke&jke! vkt gh vk;k gw¡A lkspk] pyw¡ lcls feyrk vkÅ¡] fQj u tkus dc vkuk gk!s eaS rks Hk;S k] rEq gkjs vkfljckn ls cM+s ets eas fudy x;kA ftl jktk dh ukSdjh esa gw¡] mUgksaus eq>ls dgk gS fd ,d&nks vkneh fey tk;sa rks ysrs vkukA pkdS hnkjh ds fy;s pkfg,A euaS s dgk] ljdkj ,ls s vkneh nx¡w k fd pkgs tku pyh tk;s] eSnku ls gVusokyk ugha] bPNk gks rks esjs lkFk pyksA vPNh txg gSA taxh mldk BkV&ckV ns[kdj jksc esa vk x;kA mls dHkh pejkSaèks twrs Hkh e;Llj ugha g,q FkAs vkjS xkcs j pekpe cVw igus FkkA lki$+ &lFq kjh] èkkjhnkj deht] l¡okjs gq, cky] iwjk ckcw lkgc cuk gqvkA QVsgky xkscj vkSj bl ifj\"d`r xkscj esa cM+k vUrj FkkA fgalk&Hkko dqN rks ;ksa gh le; ds izHkko ls 'kkUr gks x;k Fkk vkjS cpk&[kpq k vc 'kkUr gks x;kA tvq kM+h Fkk gh] ml ij xkt¡ s dh yrA vkjS ?kj esa cM+h eqf'dy ls iSls feyrs FksA eq¡g esa ikuh Hkj vk;kA cksykµpyw¡xk D;ksa ugha] ;gk¡ iM+k&iM+k eD[kh gh rks ekj jgk gw¡A dS #i;s feysaxs\\ xkscj us cM+s vkRefo'okl ls dgkµbldh dqN fpUrk er djksA lc dqN vius gh gkFk esa gSA tks pkgksxs] og gks tk;sxkA geus lkspk] tc ?kj esa gh vkneh gS] rks ckgj D;ksa tk;saA taxh us mRlqdrk ls iwNkµdke D;k djuk iM+sxk\\ ^dke pkgs pkSdhnkjh djks] pkgs rxkns ij tkvksA rxkns dk dke lcls vPNkA vlkeh ls xB x;sA vkdj ekfyd ls dg fn;k] ?kj ij gS ugha] pkgks rks #i;s&vkB vkus jkst+ cuk ldrs gksA* ^jgus dh txg Hkh feyrh gS\\* ^txg dh dkSu dehA iwjk egy iM+k gSA ikuh dk uy] fctyhA fdlh ckr dh deh ugha gSA dkerk gSa fd dgha x;s gSa\\* ^nwèk ysdj x;s gSaA eq>s dksbZ cktkj ugha tkus nsrkA dgrs gSa] rqe rks xk¡tk ih tkrs gksA eSa vc cgqr de ihrk gw¡ HkS;k] ysfdu nks iSls jkst+ rks pkfg, ghA rqe dkerk ls dqN u dgukA eSa rqEgkjs lkFk pyw¡xkA* ^gk¡&gk¡] cs[kVds pyksA gksyh ds cknA* ^rks iDdh jghA* nksuksa vkneh ckrsa djrs Hkksyk ds }kj ij tk igq¡psA Hkksyk cSBs lqryh dkr jgs FksA xkscj us yiddj muds pj.k Nw, vkSj bl oDr mldk xyk lpeqp Hkj vk;kA cksykµdkdk] eq>ls tks dqN Hkwy&pwd gqbZ] mls {kek djksA xksnku @ 237

Hkksyk us lqryh dkruk cUn dj fn;k vkSj iFkjhys Loj esa cksykµdke rks rqeus ,slk gh fd;k Fkk xkscj] fd rqEgkjk flj dkV yw¡ rks Hkh iki u yxs( ysfdu vius }kj ij vk;s gks] vc D;k dgw¡! tkvks] tSlk esjs lkFk fd;k mldh ltk Hkxoku nsaxsA dc vk;s\\ xkcs j us [kcw ued&fepZ yxkdj vius HkkX;kns ; dk or` kUr dgk] vkjS txa h dks vius lkFk ys tkus dh vueq fr ekx¡ hA Hkkys k dks tlS s ces kx¡ s ojnku fey x;kA taxh ?kj ij ,d&u&,d minzo djrk jgrk FkkA ckgj pyk tk;sxk] rks pkj iSls iSnk rks djsxkA u fdlh dks dqN ns] viuk cks> rks mBk ysxkA xkscj us dgkµugha dkdk] Hkxoku us pkgk vkSj buls jgrs cuk rks lky nks lky esa vkneh gks tk;saxsA ^gk¡] tc buls jgrs cusA* ^flj ij vk iM+rh gS] rks vkneh vki l¡Hky tkrk gSA* ^rks dc rd tkus dk fopkj gS\\* ^gksyh djds pyk tkÅ¡xkA ;gk¡ [ksrh&ckjh dk flyflyk fQj tek nw¡] rks fuf'pUr gks tkÅ¡A* ^gksjh ls dgks] vc cSB ds jke&jke djsaA* ^dgrk rks gw¡] ysfdu tc muls cSBk tk;A* ^ogk¡ fdlh cSn ls rks rqEgkjh tku&igpku gksxhA [kk¡lh cgqr fnd dj jgh gSA gks lds rks dksbZ nokbZ Hkst nsukA* ^,d ukeh cSn rks esjs iM+ksl gh esa jgrs gSaA muls gky dgds nok cuok dj Hkst nw¡xkA [kk¡lh jkr dks t+ksj djrh gS fd fnu dks\\* ^ugha cVs k] jkr dkAs vk[¡ k ugha yxrhA ugha ogk¡ dkbs Z MkyS gk]s rks eaS Hkh ogha pydj jgw¡A ;gk¡ rks dqN ijrk ugha iM+rkA* ^jkstxkj dk tks etk ogk¡ gS dkdk] ;gk¡ D;k gksxk\\ ;gk¡ #i;s dk nl lsj nwèk Hkh dksbZ ugha iwNrkA gyokb;ksa ds xys yxkuk iM+rk gSA ogk¡ ik¡p&N% lsj ds Hkko ls pkgks rks ,d ?kM+h esa euksa nwèk csp yksA* taxh xkscj ds fy;s nwfèk;k 'kcZr cukus pyk x;k FkkA Hkksyk us ,dkUr ns[kdj dgkµvkSj HkS;k! vc bl tatky ls th Åc x;k gSA taxh dk gky ns[krs gh gksA dkerk nwèk ysdj tkrk gSA lkuh&ikuh] [kksyuk&ck¡èkuk] lc eq>s djuk iM+rk gAS vc rks ;gh th pkgrk gS fd l[q k ls dgha ,d jkVs h [kkÅ¡ vkjS iM+k jgA¡w dgk¡ rd gk;&gk; d:¡A jkst+ yM+kbZ&>xM+kA fdl&fdl ds ik¡o lgykÅ¡A [kk¡lh vkrh gS] jkr dks mBk ugha tkrk( ij dksbZ ,d yksVs ikuh dks Hkh ugha iwNrkA 238 @ xksnku

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nl&ik¡p #i;s [kpZ gks tkrs FksA vkSj fdlesa ;g lkeF;Z Fkh fd vius }kj ij tylk djkrk\\ ysfdu vcdh xkscj us xk¡o ds lkjs uo;qodksa dks vius }kj ij [khap fy;k gS vkjS uk[s kjs ke dh pkiS ky [kkyh iMh+ gbq Z gAS xkcs j ds }kj ij Hkxa ?kVq jgh g]S iku ds chM+s yx jgs gSa] jax ?kksyk tk jgk gS] Q'kZ fcNk gqvk gS] xkuk gks jgk gS] vkSj pkiS ky eas lUukVk Nk;k gvq k gAS Hkxa j[kh gbq Z g]S ihls dkuS \\ <kys &ethjk lc ektS nw gS( ij xk;s dkSu\\ ftls ns[kks] xkscj ds }kj dh vksj nkSM+k pyk tk jgk gSA ;gk¡ Hkax esa xqykc&ty vkSj dslj vkSj cnke dh cgkj gSA gk¡&gk¡] lsj Hkj cknke xkscj [knq yk;kA ihrs gh pkys k rj gks tkrk g]S vk[¡ kas [kyq tkrh gAaS [kehjk rek[kw yk;k gS] [kkl fcloka dh! jax esa Hkh dsoM+k NksM+k gSA #i;s dekuk Hkh tkurk gS( vkSj [kjp djuk Hkh tkurk gAS xkM+dj j[k yk]s rks dkuS n[s krk g\\S èku dh ;gh 'kkHs kk gSA vkSj dsoy Hkax gh ugha gSA ftrus xkusokys gSa] lcdk usork Hkh gSA vkSj xk¡o esa u ukpusokyksa dh deh gS] u xkusokyksa dh] u vfHku; djus okyksa dhA 'kksHkk gh yaxM+ksa dh ,slh udy djrk gS fd D;k dksbZ djsxk vkSj cksyh dh udy djus eas rks mldk lkuh ugha gAS ftldh ckys h dgk]s mldh ckys µs vkneh dh Hkh] tkuoj dh HkhA fxjèkj udy djus esa cstksM+ gSA odhy dh udy og djs] iVokjh dh udy og djs] Fkkusnkj dh] pijklh dh] lsB dhµlHkh dh udy dj ldrk gSA gk]¡ cps kjs ds ikl olS k lkeku ugha g(S exj vcdh xkcs j us mlds fy;s lHkh lkeku e¡xk fn;k gS] vkSj mldh udysa ns[kus tksx gksaxhA ;g ppkZ bruh QSyh fd lk¡> ls gh rek'kk ns[kus okys tek gksus yxsA vkl&ikl ds xk¡oksa ls n'kZdksa dh Vksfy;k¡ vkus yxhaA nl ctrs&ctrs rhu&pkj gtk+ j vkneh tek gks x;As vkjS tc fxjèkj f>xa jq h flga dk :i èkjs viuh e.Myh ds lkFk [kM+k gvq k] rks ykxs kas dks [kM+s gkus s dh txg Hkh u feyrh FkhA ogh [kYokV flj] ogh cM+h ew¡Nsa] vkSj ogh rksan! cSBs Hkkstu dj jgs gSa vkSj igyh Bdqjkbu cSBh ia[kk >y jgh gSaA Bkdqj Bdqjkbu dks jfld u=s kkas ls n[s kdj dgrs gµaS vc Hkh rqEgkjs Åij og tkscu gS fd dksbZ toku Hkh ns[k ys] rks rM+i tk;sA vkSj Bdqjkbu Qwydj dgrh gSa] tHkh rks u;h uosyh yk;sA ^mls rks yk;k g¡w rEq gkjh los k djus ds fy;As og rEq gkjh D;k cjkcjh djxs h\\* NksVh choh ;g okD; lqu ysrh gS vkSj eq¡g Qqykdj pyh tkrh gSA nlw js n'` ; eas Bkdjq [kkV ij yVs s gaS vkjS NkVs h cgw eg¡q Qjs s g,q t+ehu ij cBS h gSA Bkdqj ckj&ckj mldk eq¡g viuh vksj Qsjus dh foQy ps\"Vk djds dgrs 240 @ xksnku

gSaµeq>ls D;ksa :Bh gks esjh ykM+yh\\ ^rqEgkjh ykM+yh tgk¡ gks] ogk¡ tkvksA eSa rks ykS.Mh gw¡] nwljksa dh lsok&Vgy djus ds fy;s vk;h gw¡A* ^rqe esjh jkuh gksA rqEgkjh lsok&Vgy djus ds fy;s og cqf<+;k gSA* igyh Bdqjkbu lqu ysrh gSa vkSj >kM+w ysdj ?kj esa ?kqlrh gSa vkSj dbZ >kM+w mu ij tekrh gSaA Bkdqj lkgc tku cpkdj Hkkxrs gSaA fQj nwljh udy gqbZ] ftlesa Bkdqj us nl #i;s dk nLrkost fy[kdj ik¡p #i;s fn,] 'ks\"k utjkus vkSj rgjhj vkSj nLrwjh vkSj C;kt esa dkV fy;sA fdlku vkdj Bkdjq ds pj.k idM+dj jkus s yxrk gAS cM+h efq 'dy ls Bkdjq #i;s nsus ij jkth gksrs gSaA tc dkxt fy[k tkrk gS vkSj vlkeh ds gkFk esa ik¡p #i;s j[k fn;s tkrs gSa] rks og pdjkdj iwNrk gSµ ^;g rks ik¡p gh gS ekfyd!* ^ik¡p ugha nl gSaA ?kj tkdj fxuukA* ^ugha ljdkj] ik¡p gSa!* ^,d #i;k utjkus dk gqvk fd ugha\\* ^gk]¡ ljdkj!* ^,d rgjhj dk\\* ^gk]¡ ljdkj!* ^,d dkxn dk\\* ^gk]¡ ljdkj!* ^,d nLrwjh dk\\* ^gk]¡ ljdkj!* ^,d lwn dk\\* ^gk]¡ ljdkj!* ^ik¡p uxn] nl gq, fd ugha\\* ^gk¡] ljdkj! vc ;g ik¡pksa Hkh esjh vksj ls j[k yhft;sA* ^dSlk ikxy gS\\* ^ugha ljdkj] ,d #i;k NksVh Bdqjkbu dk utjkuk gS] ,d #i;k cM+h Bdqjkbu dkA ,d #i;k NksVh Bdqjkbu ds iku [kkus dk] ,d cM+h Bdqjkbu ds iku [kkus dkA ckdh cpk ,d] og vkidh fØ;k&dje ds fy;sA* blh rjg uk[s kjs ke vkjS iV's ojh vkjS nkrknhu dhµckjh&ckjh ls lcdh [kcj yh x;hA vkSj QfCr;ksa esa pkgs dksbZ u;kiu u gks vkSj udysa iqjkuh gksa( ysfdu xksnku @ 241

fxjèkkjh dk <ax ,slk gkL;tud Fkk] n'kZd brus ljy ân; Fks fd csckr dh ckr esa Hkh g¡lrs FksA jkr&Hkj HkM+Srh gksrh jgh vkSj lrk;s gq, fny] dYiuk esa izfr'kksèk ikdj izlUu gksrs jgsA vkf[k+jh udy lekIr gqbZ] rks dkSos cksy jgs FksA lcsjk gksrs gh ftls ns[kks] mlh dh tcku ij ogh jkr ds xkus] ogh udy] ogh fQdjAs efq [k;s rek'ks cu x;As ftèkj fudyrs g]aS mèkj gh nk&s pkj yM+ds ihNs yx tkrs gSa vkSj ogh fQdjs dlrs gSaA f>axqjhflag rks fnYyxhckt vkneh Fks] bls fnYyxh eas fy;k( exj iV's ojh eas fp<+us dh cqjh vknr FkhA vkjS if.Mr nkrknhu rks brus rqudfetkt Fks fd yM+us ij rS;kj gks tkrs FksA og lcls lEeku ikus ds vknh FkAs dkfjUnk dh rks ckr gh D;k] jk; lkgc rd mUgas n[s krs gh flj >dq k nsrs FksA mudh ,slh g¡lh mM+kbZ tk;s vkSj vius gh xk¡o esaµ;g muds fy;s vlá FkkA vxj muesa czãrst+ gksrk rks bu nq\"Vksa dks HkLe dj nsrsA ,slk 'kki nsrs fd lc ds lc HkLe gks tkrs( ysfdu bl dfy;qx esa 'kki dk vlj gh tkrk jgkA blfy;s mUgksaus dfy;qxokyk gfFk;kj fudkykA gksjh ds }kj ij vk;s vkSj vk¡[ksa fudkydj cksysµD;k vkt Hkh rqe dke djus u pyksxs gksjh\\ vc rks rqe vPNs gks x;sA esjk fdruk gjt gks x;k] ;g rqe ugha lksprsA xkscj nsj esa lks;k FkkA vHkh&vHkh mBk Fkk vkSj vk¡[ksa eyrk gqvk ckgj vk jgk Fkk fd nkrknhu dh vkokt dku esa iM+hA ikykxu djuk rks nwj jgk] myVs vkSj gsdM+h fn[kkdj cksykµvc og rqEgkjh etwjh u djsaxsA gesa viuh Å[k tks cksuh gSA nkrknhu us lqjrh Qk¡drs gq, dgkµdke dSls ugha djsaxs\\ lky ds chp esa dke ugha NksM+ ldrsA tsB esa NksM+uk gks NksM+ nsa] djuk gks djsaA mlds igys ugha NksM+ ldrsA xkscj us tEgkbZ ysdj dgkµmUgksaus rqEgkjh xqykeh ugha fy[kh gSA tc rd bPNk Fkh] dke fd;kA vc ugha bPNk g]S ugha djxas As bleas dkbs Z tcnLZ rh ugha dj ldrkA ^rks gksjh dke ugha djsaxs\\* ^uk!* ^rks gekjs #i;s lnw lers ns nkAs rhu lky dk lnw gkrs k gS lkS #i;kA vly feykdj nks lkS gksrs gSaA geus le>k Fkk] rhu #i;s eghus lwn esa dVrs tk;saxs( ysfdu rqEgkjh bPNk ugha gS] rks er djksA esjs #i;s ns nksA èkUuk lsB curs gks] rks èkUuk lsB dk dke djksA gkjs h us nkrknhu ls dgkµrEq gkjh pkdjh ls eaS dc budkj djrk g¡w egkjkt\\ 242 @ xksnku

ysfdu gekjh Å[k Hkh rks cksus dks iM+h gSA xkscj us cki dks Mk¡VkµdSlh pkdjh vkSj fdldh pkdjh\\ ;gk¡ dksbZ fdlh dk pkdj ughaA lHkh cjkcj gSaA vPNh fnYyxh gSA fdlh dks lkS #i;s mèkkj ns fn;s vkSj mlls lwn esa ft+Unxh Hkj dke ysrs jgsA ewy T;ksa dk R;ksa! ;g egktuh ugha gS] [kwu pwluk gSA ^rks #i;s ns nks HkS;k] yM+kbZ dkgs dhA eSa vkus #i;s C;kt ysrk gw¡A rqEgsa xk¡o&?kj dk le>dj vkèk vkus #i;s ij fn;k FkkA* ^ge rks ,d #i;k lSdM+k nsaxsA ,d dkSM+h oSlh ughaA rqEgsa ysuk gks rks yks] ugha vnkyr ls ysukA ,d #i;k lSdM+s C;kt de ugha gksrkA* ^ekywe gksrk gS] #i;s dh xehZ gks x;h gSA* ^xehZ mUgas gkrs h g]S tks ,d ds nl yrs s gAaS ge rks etjw gAaS gekjh xehZ ilhus ds jkLrs cg tkrh gSA eq>s ;kn gS] rqeus cSy ds fy;s rhl #i;s fn;s FksA mlds lkS gq,A vkSj vc lkS ds nks lkS gks x;sA blh rjg rqe yksxksa us fdlkuksa dks ywV&ywVdj etwj cuk Mkyk vkSj vki mudh t+ehu ds ekfyd cu cSBsA rhl ds nks lkS! dqN gn gSA fdrus fnu gq, gksaxs nknk\\* gksjh us dkrj d.B ls dgkµ;gh vkB&ukS lky gq, gksaxsA xkscj us Nkrh ij gkFk j[kdj dgkµukS lky esa rhl #i;s ds nks lkS! ,d #i;s ds fglkc ls fdruk gksrk gS\\ mlus t+ehu ij ,d Bhdjs ls fglkc yxkdj dgkµnl lky esa NRrhl #i;s gkrs s gAaS vly feykdj NkNBA mlds lRrj #i;s ys ykAs blls cls h eaS ,d dkSM+h u nw¡xkA nkrknhu us gksjh dks chp esa Mkydj dgkµlqurs gks gksjh xkscj dk QSlyk\\ eaS vius nks lkS NkMs + ds lRrj #i;s ys y]¡w ugha vnkyr d:A¡ bl rjg dk O;ogkj gqvk rks dS fnu lalkj pysxk\\ vkSj rqe cSBs lqu jgs gks( exj ;g le> yks] eSa czkã.k gw¡] esjs #i;s gte djds rqe pSu u ikvksxsA eSaus ;s lÙkj #i;s Hkh NksM+s] vnkyr Hkhu tkÅ¡xk] tkvksA vxj eSa czkã.k gw¡] rks vius iwjs nks lkS #i;s ysdj fn[kk nw¡xkA vkSj rqe esjs }kj ij vkvksxs vkSj gkFk ck¡èkdj nksxsA nkrknhu >Yyk;s gq, ykSV iM+sA xkscj viuh txg cSBk jgkA exj gksjh ds isV esa èkeZ dh ØkfUr eph gqbZ FkhA vxj Bkdqj ;k cfu;s ds #i;s gksrs] rks mls T+;knk fpUrk u gksrh( ysfdu czkã.k ds #i;s! mldh ,d ikbZ Hkh nc x;h] rks gìh rksM+dj fudysxhA Hkxoku u djsa fd czkã.k dk dksi fdlh ij fxjsA cal esa dksbZ fpYyw&Hkj ikuh nsusokyk] ?kj esa fn;k tykusokyk Hkh ugha jgrkA mldk xksnku @ 243

èke&Z Hkh# eu =kLr gks mBkA mlus nkMS +dj if.Mrth ds pj.k idM+ fy;s vkjS vkrZ Loj esa cksykµegkjkt] tc rd eSa thrk gw¡] rqEgkjh ,d&,d ikbZ pqdkÅ¡xkA yM+dksa dh ckrksa ij er tkvksA ekeyk rks gekjs&rqEgkjs chp esa gqvk gSA og dkSu gksrk gS\\ nkrknhu tjk uje iM+sµtjk bldh tcnZLrh ns[kks] dgrk gS nks lkS #i;s ds lÙkj yks ;k vnkyr tkvksA vHkh vnkyr dh gok ugha [kk;h gS] tHkhA ,d ckj fdlh ds ikys iM+ tk;saxs] rks fQj ;g rko u jgsxkA pkj fnu lgj esa D;k jgs] rkuklkg gks x;sA ^eSa rks dgrk gw¡ egkjkt] eSa rqEgkjh ,d&,d ikbZ pqdkÅ¡xkA* ^rks dy ls gekjs ;gk¡ dke djus vkuk iM+sxkA* ^viuh Å[k cksuk gS egkjkt] ugha rqEgkjk gh dke djrkA* nkrknhu pys x;s rks xkscj us frjLdkj dh vk¡[kksa ls ns[kdj dgkµx;s Fks nos rk dks euku!s rEq gha ykxs kas us rks bu lckas dk fetkt fcxkM+ fn;k gAS rhl #i;s fn;s] vc nks lkS #i;s ysxk] vkSj Mk¡V Åij ls crk,xk vkSj rqels etwjh djk;sxk vkSj dke djkrs&djkrs ekj Mkysxk! gksjh us vius fopkj esa lR; dk i{k ysdj dgkµuhfr gkFk ls u NksM+uk pkfg, csVk] viuh&viuh djuh vius lkFk gSA geus ftl C;kt ij #i;s fy;s] og rks nus s gh iMx+as As fQj ckz ã.k BgjAs budk ilS k geas ipxs k\\ ,ls k eky rks bUgha yksxksa dks iprk gSA xkcs j us R;kfs j;k¡ p<+kbµZ uhfr NkMs +us dks dkuS dg jgk gS fd ckz ã.k dk ilS k nck yks\\ eSa rks ;gh dgrk gw¡ fd bruk lwn ugha nsaxsA cadokys ckjg vkus lwn ysrs gSaA rqe ,d #i;s ys yksA vkSj D;k fdlh dks ywV yksxs\\ ^mudk jksvk¡ tks nq[kh gksxk\\* ^gqvk djsA muds nq[kh gksus ds Mj ls ge fcy D;ksa [kksnsa\\* ^csVk] tc rd eSa thrk gw¡] eq>s vius jkLrs pyus nksa tc eSa ej tkÅ¡] rks rqEgkjh tks bPNk gks og djukA* ^rks fQj rEq gha nus kA eaS rks vius gkFkkas vius iko¡ eas dYq gkM+h u ek:x¡ kA ejs k xèkkiu Fkk fd rqEgkjs chp eas ckys kµrqeus [kk;k g]S rqe HkjkAs eaS D;kas viuh tku n\\¡w * ;g dgrk gqvk xkscj Hkhrj pyk x;kA >qfu;k us iwNkµvkt lcsjs&lcsjs nknk ls D;ksa my> iM+s\\ xkscj us lkjk o`rkUr dg lquk;k vkSj vUr esa cksykµbuds Åij fju dk 244 @ xksnku

ck>s blh rjg c<+rk tk;xs kA eaS dgk¡ rd Hk:x¡ k\\ mUgkuas s dek&dekdj nlw jkas dk ?kj Hkjk gSA eSa D;ksa mudh [kksnh gqbZ [kUnd esa fx:¡\\ bUgksaus eq>ls iwNdj djt ugha fy;kA u esjs fy;s fy;kA eSa mldk nsunkj ugha gw¡A mèkj eqf[k;ksa esa xkscj dks uhpk fn[kkus ds fy;s \"kM~;a=k jpk tk jgk FkkA ;g ykS.Mk f'kdats esa u dlk x;k] rks xk¡o esa Åèke epk nsxkA I;kns ls QthZ gks x;k gS u] Vs<+s rks pysxk ghA tkus dgk¡ ls bruk o+$kuwu lh[k vk;k gS\\ dgrk gS] #i;s lSdM+s lwn ls cslh u nw¡xkA ysuk gks rks yks] ugha vnkyr tkvksA jkr blus lkjs xk¡o ds ykS.Mksa dks cVksjdj fdruk vuFkZ fd;kA ysfdu eqf[k;ksa esa Hkh bZ\";kZ dh deh u Fkha lHkh vius cjkcjokykas ds ifjgkl ij ilz Uu FkAs iV's ojh vkjS uk[s kjs ke esa ckrsa gks jgh FkhaA iVs'ojh us dgkµexj lcksa dks ?kj&?kj dk jÙkh&jÙkh dk gky ekywe gSA f>axqjhflag dks rks lcksa us ,slk jxsVk fd dqN u iwNksA nksuksa Bdqjkbuksa dh ckrsa lqu&lqudj yksx g¡lh ds ekjs yksV x;sA uks[ksjke us Bëk ekjdj dgkµexj udy lPph FkhA eSaus dbZ ckj mudh NksVh csxe dks }kj ij [kM+s ykS.Mksa ls g¡lh djrs ns[kkA ^vkjS cM+h jkuh dkty vkjS lnas jw vkjS egkoj yxkdj toku cuh jgrh gAS * ^nksuksa esa jkr&fnu fNM+h jgrh gSA f>axqjh iDdk csg;k gSA dksbZ nwljk gksrk rks ikxy gks tkrkA* ^luq k] rEq gkjh cM+h Hkíh udy dhA pefj;k ds ?kj eas cUn djkds fiVok;kA* ^eaS rks cpk ij cdk;k yxku dk nkok djds Bhd dj nx¡w kA og Hkh D;k ;kn djsaxs fd fdlh ls ikyk iM+k FkkA* ^yxku rks mlus pqdk fn;k gS u\\* ^yfs du jlhn rks euaS s ugha nhA lcrw D;k gS fd yxku pdq k fn;k\\ vkjS ;gk¡ dkSu fglkc&fdrkc ns[krk gS\\ vkt gh I;knk Hkstdj cqykrk gw¡A* gksjh vkSj xkscj nksuksa Å[k cksus ds fy;s [ksr lhap jgs FksA vcdh Å[k dh [ksrh gksus dh vk'kk rks Fkh ugha] blfy;s [ksr ijrh iM+k gqvk FkkA vc cSy vk x;s gSa] rks Å[k D;ksa u cksbZ tk;s! exj nksuksa tSls NRrhl cus gq, FksA u cksyrs Fks] u rkdrs FksA gksjh cSyksa dks gk¡d jgk Fkk vkSj xkscj eksV ys jgk FkkA lksuk vkSj :ik nksuksa [ksr esa ikuh nkSM+k jgh Fkha fd mueas >xM+k gks x;kA fookn dk fo\"k; ;g Fkk fd f>xa qjhflga dh NkVs h Bdjq kbu igys [knq [kkdj ifr dks f[kykrh gS ;k ifr dks f[kykdj rc [knq [kkrh gSA lksuk dgrh Fkh] igys og [kqn [kkrh gSA :ik dk er blds izfrdwy FkkA :ik us ftjg dhµvxj og igys [kkrh g]S rks D;kas ekVs h ugha g\\S Bkdjq D;kas xksnku @ 245

eksVs gSa\\ vxj Bkdqj mu ij fxj iM+sa] rks Bdqjkbu fil tk;saA lksuk us izfrokn fd;kµrw le>rh gS] vPNk [kkus ls yksx eksVs gks tkrs gSaA vPNk [kkus ls yksx cyoku gksrs gSa] eksVs ugha gksrsA eksVs gksrs gSa ?kkl&ikr [kkus lsA ^rks Bdqjkbu Bkdqj ls cyoku gS\\* ^vkSj D;kA vHkh ml fnu nksuksa esa yM+kbZ gqbZ] rks Bdqjkbu us Bkdqj dks ,slk <dsyk fd muds ?kqVus QwV x;sA* ^rks rw Hkh igys vki [kkdj rc thtk dks f[kyk;sxh\\* ^vkjS D;kA* ^vEek rks igys nknk dks f[kykrh gSaA* ^rHkh rks tc ns[kks rc nknk Mk¡V nsrs gSaA eSa cyoku gksdj vius ejn dks dkcw esa j[kw¡xhA rsjk ejn rq>s ihVsxk] rsjh gìh rksM+dj j[k nsxkA* :ik #vk¡lh gksdj cksyhµD;ksa ihVsxk] eSa ekj [kkus dk dke gh u d:¡xhA ^og dNq u luq xs kA ruw s tjk Hkh dNq dgk vkjS og ekj pyxs kA ekjr&s ekjrs rsjh [kky mèksM+ ysxkA* :ik us fcxM+dj lksuk dh lkM+h nk¡rksa ls QkM+us dh ps\"Vk dhA vkSj vlQy gksus ij pqVfd;k¡ dkVus yxhA lksuk us vkSj fp<+k;kµog rsjh ukd Hkh dkV ysxkA bl ij :ik us cgu dks nk¡r ls dkV [kk;kA lksuk dh ck¡g ygqvk x;hA mlus :ik dks t+ksj ls <dsy fn;kA og fxj iM+h vkSj mBdj jksus yxhA lksuk Hkh nk¡rksa ds fu'kku ns[kdj jks iM+hA mu nksuksa dk fpYykuk lqudj xkscj xqLls esa Hkjk gqvk vk;k vkSj nksuksa dks nk&s nks ?kl¡w s tM+ fn,A nkus kas jkrs h gbq Z [krs ls fudydj ?kj py nhAa flpa kbZ dk dke #d x;kA bl ij firk&iq=k esa ,d >M+i gks x;hA gksjh us iwNkµikuh dkSu pyk,xk\\ nkSM+s&nkSM+s x;s] nksuksa dks Hkxk vk;sA vc tkdj euk D;ksa ugha ykrs\\ ^rqEgha us bu lcksa dks fcxkM+ j[kk gSA* ^bl rjg ekjus ls vkSj Hkh fuyZTt gks tk;saxh\\* ^nks twu [kkuk cUn dj nks] vki Bhd gks tk;saA* ^eSa mudk cki gw¡] dlkbZ ugha gw¡A* iko¡ eas ,d ckj Bkds j yx tkus ds ckn fdlh dkj.k ls ckj&ckj Bkds j yxrh gS vkSj dHkh&dHkh v¡xwBk id tkrk gS vkSj eghuksa d\"V nsrk gSA firk vkSj iq=k ds 246 @ xksnku

lnH~ kko dks vkt mlh rjg dh pkVs yx x;h Fkh vkjS ml ij ;g rhljh pkVs iMh+ A xkscj us ?kj vkdj >qfu;k dks [ksr esa ikuh nsus ds fy;s lkFk fy;kA >qfu;k cPps dks ysdj [ksr esa x;hA èkfu;k vkSj mldh nksuksa csfV;k¡ rkdrh jghaA ek¡ dks Hkh xkscj dh ;g mí.Mrk cqjh yxrh FkhA :ik dks ekjrk rks og cqjk u ekurh] exj toku yM+dh dks ekjuk] ;g mlds fy;s vlá FkkA vkt gh jkr xkscj us y[kuÅ ykSV tkus dk fu'p; dj fy;kA ;gk¡ vc og ugha jg ldrkA tc ?kj esa mldh dksbZ iwN ugha gS] rks og D;ksa jgsA og ysu&nsu ds ekeys esa cksy ugha ldrkA yM+fd;ksa dks tjk ekj fn;k rks yksx ,sls tkes ds ckgj gks x;]s ekuks og ckgj dk vkneh gAS rks bl ljk; eas og u jgxs kA nksuksa Hkkstu djds ckgj vk;s Fks fd uks[ksjke ds I;kns us vkdj dgkµpyks] dkfjUnk lkgc us cqyk;k gSA gksjh us xoZ ls dgkµjkr dks D;ksa cqykrs gSa] eSa rks ckdh ns pqdk gw¡A I;knk ckys kµe>q s rks rEq gas cyq kus dk gDq e feyk gAS tks dNq vjt djuk gk]s ogha pydj djukA gkjs h dh bPNk u Fkh] exj tkuk iM+k( xkcs j fojDr&lk cBS k jgkA vkèk ?k.Vs eas gkjs h ykVS k vkjS fpye Hkj dj ihus yxkA vc xkcs j ls u jgk x;kA iNw kµfdl eryc ls cqyk;k Fkk\\ gkjs h us HkjkbZ Z gbq Z vkokt eas dgkµeuaS s ikb&Z ikbZ yxku pdq k fn;kA og dgrs gSa] rqEgkjs Åij nks lky dh ckdh gSA vHkh ml fnu eSaus Å[k csph] iphl #i;s ogha mudks ns fn,] vkSj vkt og nks lky dk ckdh fudkyrs gSaA eSaus dg fn;k] eSa ,d èksyk u nw¡xkA xkscj us iwNkµrqEgkjs ikl jlhn rks gksxh\\ ^jlhn dgk¡ nsrs gSa\\* ^rks rqe fcuk jlhn fy;s #i;s nsrs gh D;ksa gks\\* ^eSa D;k tkurk Fkk] og yksx csbZekuh djsaxsA ;g lc rqEgkjh djuh dk Qy gSA rqeus jkr dks mudh g¡lh mM+kbZ] ;g mlh dk n.M gSA ikuh esa jgdj exj ls cSj ugha fd;k tkrkA lwn yxkdj lÙkj #i;s ckdh fudky fn,A ;s fdlds ?kj ls vk;saxs\\* xkscj us viuh lQkbZ nsrs gq, dgkµrqeus jlhn ys yh gksrh rks eSa yk[k mudh g¡lh mM+krk] rqEgkjk cky Hkh ck¡dk u dj ldrsA esjh le> esa ugha vkrk fd ysu&nsu esa rqe lkoèkkuh ls D;ksa dke ugha ysrsA ;ksa jlhn ugha nsrs] rks Mkd ls #i;k HkstksA ;gh rks gksxk] ,dkèk #i;k eglwy iM+ tk;sxkA bl rjg dh xksnku @ 247

èkk¡èkyh rks u gksxhA ^rqeus ;g vkx u yxkbZ gkrs h] rks dNq u gkrs kA vc rks lHkh efq [k;k fcxM+s gq, gSaA csn[kyh dh èkedh ns jgs gSa] nSo tkus dSls csM+k ikj yxsxk!* ^eSa tkdj muls iwNrk gw¡A* ^rqe tkdj vkSj vkx yxk nksxsA* ^vxj vkx yxkuh iMx+s h] rks vkx Hkh yxk nx¡w kA og cns [kyh djrs g]aS djAas eSa muds gkFk esa xaxktyh j[kdj vnkyr esa dle f[kykÅ¡xkA rqe nqe nckdj cSBs jgksA eSa blds ihNs tku yM+k nw¡xkA eSa fdlh dk ,d iSlk nckuk ugha pkgrk] u viuk ,d iSlk [kksuk pkgrk gw¡A* og mlh oDr mBk vkSj uks[ksjke dh pkSiky esa tk igq¡pkA ns[kk rks lHkh eqf[k;k yksxksa dk dSfcusV cSBk gqvk gSA xkscj dks ns[kdj lc ds lc lrZd gks x;sA okrkoj.k esa \"kM;a=k dh&lh dq.Bk Hkjh gqbZ FkhA xkscj us mÙksftr d.B ls iwNkµ;g D;k ckr gS dkfjUnk lkgc] fd vkidks nknk us gky rd dk yxku pqdrk dj fn;k vkSj vki vHkh nks lky dh ckdh fudky jgs gSaA ;g dSlk xksyeky gS\\ uks[ksjke us elun ij ysVdj jksc fn[kkrs gq, dgkµtc rd gksjh gS] eSa rqels ysu&nsu dh dksbZ ckrphr ugha djuk pkgrkA xkscj us vkgr Loj esa dgkµrks eSa ?kj esa dqN ugha gw¡\\ ^rqe vius ?kj esa lc dqN gksxsA ;gk¡ rqe dqN ugha gksA* ^vPNh ckr gS] vki csn[kyh nk;j dhft,A eSa vnkyr esa rqels xaxktyh mBkdj #i;s nw¡xk( blh xk¡o ls ,d lkS lgknrsa fnykdj lkfcr dj nw¡xk fd rqe jlhn ugha nsrsA lhèks&lkèks fdlku gSa] dqN cksyrs ugha] rks rqeus le> fy;k fd lc dkB ds mYyw gSaA jk; lkgc ogha jgrs gSa] tgk¡ eSa jgrk gw¡A xk¡o ds lc yksx mUgas gkoS k le>rs gkxsa ]s eaS ugha le>rkA jÙkh&jÙkh gky dgx¡w k vkjS n[s kx¡w k req dlS s eq>ls nksckjk #i;s olwy dj ysrs gksA* mldh ok.kh esa lR; dk cy FkkA Mjiksd izkf.k;ksa esa lR; Hkh xw¡xk gks tkrk gSA ogh lhes.V tks b±V ij p<+dj iRFkj gks tkrk gS] feêh ij p<+k fn;k tk;] rks feêh gks tk;sxkA xkscj dh fuHkhZd Li\"Vokfnrk us ml vuhr ds c[rj dks csèk Mkyk ftlls lfTtr gksdj uks[ksjke dh nqcZy vkRek vius dks 'kfDreku le> jgh FkhA uks[ksjke us tSls dqN ;kn djus dk iz;kl djds dgkµrqe bruk xeZ D;ksa gks jgs gks] blesa xeZ gksus dh dkSu ckr gSA vxj gksjh us #i;s fn;s gSa] rks 248 @ xksnku

dgha&u&dgha rks Vk¡ds x;s gksaxsA eSa dy dkxt fudkydj ns[kw¡xkA vc eq>s dqN&dqN ;kn vk jgk gS fd 'kk;n gksjh us #i;s fn;s FksA rqe fulk[kkfrj jgks( vxj #i;s ;gk¡ vk x;s gSa] rks dgha tk ugha ldrsA rqe FkksM+s ls #i;s ds fy;s >wB FkksM+s gh cksyksxs vkSj u eSa gh bu #i;ksa ls èkuh gks tkÅ¡xkA xkscj us pkSiky ls vkdj gksjh dks ,slk yFkkM+k fd cspkjk LokFkZ&Hkh# cw<+k #vk¡lk gks x;kµrqe rks cPpksa ls Hkh x;s&chrs gks tks fcYyh dh E;kÅ¡ lqudj fpYyk mBrs gSaA dgk¡&dgk¡ rqEgkjh jPNk djrk fQ:¡xkA eSa rqEgsa lÙkj #i;s fn, tkrk gw¡A nkrknhu ys rks nsdj HkjikbZ fy[kk nsukA blds Åij rqeus ,d iSlk Hkh fn;k rks fQj eq>ls ,d iSlk Hkh u ikvksxsA eSa ijns'k esa blfy;s ugha iM+k gw¡ fd rqe vius dks yqVokrs jgks vkSj eSa dekdj Hkjrk jgw¡] eSa dy pyk tkÅ¡xk( ysfdu bruk dgs nrs k g]¡w fdlh ls ,d ilS k mèkkj er yus k vkjS fdlh dks dNq er nus kA e¡x:] nqykjh] nkrknhuµlHkh ls ,d #i;k lSdM+s lwn djkuk gksxkA èkfu;k Hkh [kkuk [kkdj ckgj fudy vk;hA ckys hµvHkh D;kas tkrs gks cVs k] nks&pkj fnu vkSj jgdj Å[k dh cksuh djk yks vkSj dqN ysu&nsu dk fglkc Hkh Bhd dj yks] rks tkukA xkscj us 'kku tekrs gq, dgkµesjk nks&rhu #i;s jkst+ dk ?kkVk gks jgk gS] ;g Hkh le>rh gks! ;gk¡ eSa cgqr&cgqr rks pkj vkus dh etwjh gh rks djrk gw¡A vkSj vcdh eSa >qfu;k dks Hkh ysrk tkÅ¡xkA ogk¡ eq>s [kkus&ihus dh cM+h rdyhQ gksrh gSA èkfu;k us Mjrs&Mjrs dgkµtSlh rqEgkjh bPNk( ysfdu ogk¡ og dSls vdsys ?kj l¡Hkkysxh] dSls cPps dh ns[kHkky djsxh\\ ^vc cPps dks ns[kw¡ fd viuk lqHkhrk ns[kw¡] eq>ls pwYgk ugha Qw¡dk tkrkA* ^ys tkus dks eSa ugha jksdrh] ysfdu ijns'k esa cky&cPpksa ds lkFk jguk] u dksbZ vkxs u ihNs( lkspks fdruk >¡>V gSA* ^ijsnl esa Hkh laxh&lkFkh fudy gh vkrs gSa vEek vkSj ;g rks LokjFk dk lalkj gSA ftlds lkFk pkj iSls xe [kkvks ogh viukA [kkyh gkFk rks ek¡&cki Hkh ugha iwNrsA* èkfu;k dVk{k le> x;hA mlds flj ls ik¡o rd vkx yx x;hA cksyhµek¡&cki dks Hkh rqeus mUgha iSls ds ;kjksa esa le> fy;k\\ ^vk¡[kksa ns[k jgk gw¡A* ^ugha n[s k jgs gk(s ek&¡ cki dk eu bruk fuBjq ugha gkrs kA gk]¡ yM+ds vycRrk tgk¡ pkj iSlk dekus yxs fd ek¡&cki ls vk¡[ksa Qsj yhaA blh xk¡o esa ,d&nks ugha] xksnku @ 249