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ugha gSa\\* Å[k rks x;h( ysfdu mlds lkFk gh ,d u;h leL;k vk iM+hA nqykjh blh Å[k ij #i;s nsus ij rS;kj gqbZ FkhA vc ogh fdl tekur ij #i;s ns\\ vHkh mlds igys gh ds nks lkS iM+s gq, FksA lkspk Fkk] Å[k ds iqjkus #i;s fey tk;saxs] rks u;k fglkc pyus yxsxkA mldh ut+j esa gksjh dh lk[k nks lkS rd FkhA blls T+;knk nsuk tksf[ke FkkA lgkyx flj ij FkkA frfFk fuf'pr gks pqdh FkhA xkSjh egrks us ljh r;S kfj;k¡ dj yh gksaxhA vc fookg dk Vyuk vlEHko FkkA gksjh dks ,slk Øksèk vkrk Fkk fd tkdj nqykjh dk xyk nck nsA ftruh fpjkSjh&fourh gks ldrh Fkh] og dj pqdk( exj og iRFkj dh nsoh tjk Hkh u ilhthA mlus pyrs&pyrs gkFk ck¡èkdj dgkµnqykjh] eSa rqEgkjs #i;s ysdj Hkkx u tkÅ¡xkA u bruh tYn ejk gh tkrk g¡w [krs g]aS iMs +&ikyks g]aS ?kj g]S toku cVs k gAS rEq gkjs #i;s ekjs u tk;saxsA esjh bT+t+r tk jgh gS] mls l¡Hkkyks( exj nqykjh us n;k dks O;kikj esa feykuk Lohdkj u fd;k( vxj O;kikj dks og n;k dk :i ns ldrh] rks mls dksbZ vkifÙk u gksrhA ij n;k dks O;kikj dk :i nsuk mlus u lh[kk FkkA gksjh us ?kj vkdj èkfu;k ls dgkµvc\\ èkfu;k us mlh ij fny dk xqckj fudkykµ;gh rks rqe pkgrs FksA gksjh us t[eh vk¡[kksa ls ns[kkµesjk gh nks\"k gS\\ ^fdlh dk nks\"k gks] gqbZ rqEgkjs eu dhA* ^rsjh bPNk gS fd t+ehu jsgu j[k nw¡\\* ^t+ehu jsgu j[k nksxs] rks djksxs D;k\\* ^etjw hA* exj te+ hu nkus kas dks ,d&lh I;kjh FkhA mlh ij rks mudh bTt+ r+ vkjS vkc: voyfEcr FkhA ftlds ikl t+ehu ugha] og x`gLFk ugha] etwj gSA gksjh us dqN tokc u ikdj iwNkµrks D;k dgrh gS\\ èkfu;k us vkgr d.B ls dgkµdguk D;k gAS xkjS h cjkr yds j vk;xas As ,d tuw f[kyk nus kA lcjs s cVs h fonk dj nus kA nqfu;k gl¡ xs h] gl¡ yAs Hkxoku dh ;gh bPNk gS] fd gekjh ukd dVs] eq¡g esa dkfy[k yxs rks ge D;k djsaxsA lglk uksgjh pqanjh igus lkeus ls tkrh gqbZ fn[kkbZ nhA gksjh dks ns[krs gh mlus tjk&lk ?kw¡?kV fudky fy;kA mlls leèkh dk ukrk ekurh FkhA èkfu;k ls mldk ifjp; gks pqdk FkkA mlus iqdkjkµvkt fdèkj pyha lefèku\\ vkvk]s cBS kAs 300 @ xksnku

ukgs jh us fnfXot; dj fy;k Fkk vkjS vc tuer dks vius i{k eas cVkjs yus s dk iz;kl dj jgh FkhA vkdj [kM+h gks x;hA èkfu;k us mls flj ls ik¡o rd vkykspuk dh vk¡[kksa ls ns[kdj dgkµvkt bèkj dSls Hkwy iM+ha\\ ukgs jh us dkrj Loj eas dgkµ,ls s gh req ykxs kas ls feyus pyh vk;hA fcfV;k dk C;kg dc rd gS\\ èkfu;k lfUnXèk Hkko ls cksyhµHkxoku ds vèkhu gS] tc gks tk;A ^eSaus rks lquk] blh lgkyx esa gksxkA frfFk Bhd gks x;h gS\\* ^gk¡ frfFk rks Bhd gks x;h gSA* ^eq>s Hkh usork nsukA* ^rqEgkjh rks yM+dh gS] usork dSlk\\* ^ngst dk lkeku rks e¡xok fy;k gksxkA tjk eSa Hkh ns[kw¡A* èkfu;k vleatl esa iM+h] D;k dgsA gksjh us mls l¡HkkykµvHkh rks dksbZ lkeku ugha e¡xok;k gS] vkSj lkeku D;k djuk gS] dql&dU;k rks nsuk gSA uksgjh us vfo'okl&Hkjh vk¡[kksa ls ns[kkµdql&dU;k D;ksa nksxs egrks] igyh csVh gS] fny [kksydj djksA gksjh g¡lk( ekuks dg jgk gks] rqEgsa pkjksa vksj gjk fn[kk;h nsrk gksxk( ;gk¡ rks lw[kk gh iM+k gqvk gSA ^#i;s&iSls dh raxh gS] D;k fny [kksydj d:¡A rqels dkSu inkZ gSA* ^csVk dekrk gS] rqe dekrs gks( fQj Hkh #i;s&iSls dh raxh\\ fdls fo'okl vk;xs kA* ^cVs k gh yk;d gkrs k] rks fQj dkgs dk jkus k FkkA fpëh&iÙkj rd Hkts rk ugh]a #i;s D;k HkstsxkA ;g nwljk lky gS] ,d fpëh ughaA* brus eas lkus k cyS kas ds pkjs ds fy;s gfj;kyh dk ,d xëk flj ij fy;]s ;koS u dks vius vapy ls pqjkrh] ckfydk&lh ljy] vk;h vkSj xëk ogha iVddj vUnj pyh x;hA uksgjh us dgkµyM+dh rks [kwc l;kuh gks x;h gSA èkfu;k cksyhµyM+dh dh ck<+ jsaM+ dh ck<+ gSA ugha gS vHkh dS fnu dh! ^oj rks Bhd gks x;k gS u\\* ^gk¡] oj rks Bhd gSA #i;s dk cUnkscLr gks x;k] rks blh eghus esa C;kg dj nsaxsA uksgjh fny dh vksNh FkhA bèkj mlus tks FkksM+s&ls #i;s tksM+s Fks] os mlds isV xksnku @ 301

esa mNy jgs Fks( vxj og lksuk ds C;kg ds fy;s dqN #i;s ns ns] rks fdruk ;'k feysxkA lkjs xk¡o esa mldh ppkZ gks tk;sxhA yksx pfdr gksdj dgsaxs] uksgjh us brus #i;s ns fn,A cMh+ nos h gAS gkjs h vkjS èkfu;k nkus kas ?kj&?kj mldk c[kku djrs fQjxas As xko¡ eas mldk eku&lEeku fdruk c<+ tk;xs kA og mx¡ yh fn[kkuos kykas dk eq¡g lh nsxhA fQj fdldh fgEer gS] tks ml ij g¡ls] ;k ml ij vkoktsa dlsA vHkh lkjk xk¡o mldk nq'eu gSA rc lkjk xk¡o mldk fgrS\"kh gks tk;sxkA bl dYiuk ls mldh eqnzk f[ky x;hA ^FkksM+s&cgqr ls dke pyrk gks] rks eq>ls yks( tc gkFk esa #i;s vk tk;sa rks ns nsukA* gkjs h vkjS èkfu;k nkus kas gh us mldh vkjs n[s kkA ugh]a ukgs jh fnYyxh ugha dj jgh gAS nkus kas dh vk[¡ kkas eas foLe; Fkk] dr` Krk Fkh] lUngs Fkk vkjS yTtk FkhA ukgs jh mruh cqjh ugha gS] ftruk yksx le>rs gSaA uksgjh us fQj dgkµrqEgkjh vkSj gekjh bT+t+r ,d gSA rqEgkjh g¡lh gks rks D;k esjh g¡lh u gksxh\\ dSls Hkh gqvk gks] ij vc rks rqe gekjs leèkh gksA gksjh us ldqpkrs gq, dgkµrqEgkjs #i;s rks ?kj esa gh gSa] tc dke iM+sxk ys ysaxsA vkneh viuksa gh dk Hkjkslk rks djrk gS( exj Åij ls bUrtke gks tk;s] rks ?kj ds #i;s D;ksa Nq,A èkfu;k us vuqeksnu fd;kµgk¡] vkSj D;kA ukgs jh us viukiu trk;kµtc ?kj eas #i;s g]aS rks ckgjokykas ds lkeus gkFk D;ksa QSykvksA lwn Hkh nsuk iM+sxk] ml ij bLVke fy[kks] xokgh djkvks] nLrwjh nks [kqlken djksA gk¡] esjs #i;s esa Nwr yxh gks] rks nwljh ckr gSA gkjs h us lH¡ kkykµugh]a ugha ukgs jh] tc ?kj eas dke py tk;xs k] rks ckgj D;kas gkFk QSyk;saxs( ysfdu vkilokyh ckr gSA [ksrhs&ckjh dk Hkjkslk ughaA rqEgsa tYnh dkbs Z dke iM+k vkjS ge #i;s u tVq k ld]s rks rEq gas Hkh cjq k yxxs k vkjS gekjh tku Hkh ladV esa iM+sxhA blls dgrk FkkA ugha] yM+dh rks rqEgkjh gSA ^eq>s vHkh #i;s dh ,slh tYnh ugha gSA* ^rks rqEgha ls ysaxsA dU;knku dk Qy Hkh D;ksa ckgj tk;sA* ^fdrus #i;s pkfg,\\* ^rqe fdrus ns ldksxhA* ^lkS esa dke py tk;sxk\\* gksjh dks ykyp vk;kA Hkxoku us NIij QkM+dj #i;s fn;s gSa] rks ftruk ys lds] mruk D;ksa u ys! 302 @ xksnku

^lkS esa Hkh py tk;sxkA ik¡p lkS esa Hkh py tk;sxkA tSlk gkSlyk gksA* ^esjs ikl dqN nks lkS #i;s gSa] og eSa ns nw¡xhA* ^rks brus esa cM+h [kqlQsyh ls dke py tk;sxkA vukt ?kj esa gS( exj Bdqjkbu] vkt rqels dgrk gw¡] eSa rqEgsa ,slh yPNeh u le>rk FkkA bl tekus esa dkSu fdldh enn djrk gS] vkSj fdlds ikl gSA rqeus eq>s Mwcrs ls cpk fy;kA* fn;k&cÙkh dk le; vk x;k FkkA B.Md iMu+ s yxh FkhA te+ hu us uhyh pknj vks<+ yh FkhA èkfu;k vUnj ls tkdj v¡xhBh yk;hA lc rkius yxsA iqvky ds idz k'k eas Nchyh] jxa hyh] dyq Vk ukgs jh muds lkeus ojnku&lh cBS h FkhA bl le; mldh mu vk¡[kksa esa fdruh lân;rk Fkh( diksyksa ij fdruh yTtk] gksaBksa ij fdruh lRizsj.kk! dqN nsj rd bèkj&mèkj dh ckrsa djds uksgjh mB [kM+h gqbZ vkSj ;g dgrh gqbZ ?kj pyhµvc nsj gks jgh gSA dy rqe vkdj #i;s ys ysuk egrks! ^pyks] eSa rqEgsa igq¡pk nw¡A* ^ugha&ugha] rqe cSBks] eSa pyh tkÅ¡xhA* ^th rks pkgrk gS] rqEgsa dUèks ij cSBkdj igq¡pkÅ¡A* uk[s kjs ke dh pkiS kys xko¡ ds nlw js fljs ij Fkh] vkjS ckgj&ckgj tkus dk jkLrk lki+$ FkkA nksuksa mlh jkLrs ls pysA vc pkjksa vksj lUukVk FkkA ukgs jh us dgkµrfud le>k nas jkor dkAs D;kas lcls yM+kbZ fd;k djrs gAaS tc bUgha yksxksa ds chp esa jguk gS] rks ,sls jguk pkfg, u fd pkj vkneh vius gks tk;Aas vkjS budk gky ;g gS fd lcls yM+kb]Z lcls >xM+kA tc rqe eq>s ijns esa ugha j[k ldrs] eq>s nwljksa dh etwjh djuh iM+rh gS] rks ;g dSls fuHk ldrk gS fd eSa u fdlh ls g¡lw] u cksyw¡] u dksbZ esjh vksj rkds] u g¡lsA ;g lc rks ijns esa gh gks ldrk gS iwNks] dksbZ esjh vksj rkdrk ;k ?kwjrk gS] rks eSa D;k d:¡A mldh vk[¡ kas rks ugha QkMs + ldrhA fQj eys &egq Ccr ls vkneh ds lkS dke fudyrs gSaA tSlk le; ns[kks] oSlk O;ogkj djksA rqEgkjs ?kj gkFkh >werk Fkk] rks vc og rqEgkjs fdl dke dkA vc rks rqe rhu #i;s ds etwj gksA esjs ?kj rks HkSal yxrh Fkh] yfs du vc rks etfw ju g(¡w exj mudh le> eas dkbs Z ckr vkrh gh ughAa dHkh yM+dksa ds lkFk jgus dh lksprs gSa] dHkh y[kuÅ tkdj jgus dh lksprs gSaA ukd esa ne dj j[kk gS esjsA gksjh us Bdqjlqgkrh dhµ;g Hkksyk dh ljklj uknkuh gSA cw<+s gq,] vc rks mUgsa le> vkuh pkfg,A eSa le>k nw¡xkA xksnku @ 303

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og >qfu;k ds ikl tk cSBh vkSj mldk flj viuh tk¡?k ij j[kdj mldk isV lgykrh gqbZ cksyhµeSa rks vkt rq>s ns[krs gh le> x;h FkhA lp iwNks] rks blh èkM+ds esa vkt eq>s uhan ugha vk;hA ;gk¡ rsjk dkSu lxk cSBk gSA >fq u;k us nnZ ls nkr¡ tekdj ^lh* djrs g,q dgkµvc u cpx¡w h nhnh! gk;! eSa rks Hkxoku ls ek¡xus u x;h FkhA ,d dks ikyk&ikslkA mls rqeus Nhu fy;k] rks fQj bldk dkSu dke FkkA eSa ej tkÅ¡ ekrk] rks rqe cPps ij n;k djukA mls iky&iksl ysukA Hkxoku rqEgkjk Hkyk djsaxsA pqfg;k Lusg ls mlds ds'k lqy>krh gqbZ cksyhµèkhjt èkj csVh] èkhjt èkjA vHkh Nu&Hkj eas d\"V dVk tkrk gAS ruw s Hkh rks tlS s pIq ih lkèk yh FkhA bleas fdl ckr dh ykt! eq>ls crk fn;k gksrk] rks eSa ekSyoh lkgc ds ikl ls rkoht yk nsrhA ogh fet+kZth tks bl gkrs esa jgrs gSaA blds ckn >qfu;k dks dqN gks'k u jgkA ukS cts lqcg mls gks'k vk;k] rks mlus ns[kk] pqfg;k f'k'kq dks fy;s cSBh gS vkSj og lki+$ lkM+h igus ysVh gqbZ gSA ,slh det+ksjh Fkh] ekuks nsg esa jDr dk uke u gksA pqfg;k jkst+ lcsjs vkdj >qfu;k ds fy;s gjhjk vkSj gyok idk tkrh vkSj fnu esa Hkh dbZ ckj vkdj cPps dks mcVu ey tkrh vkSj Åij dk nwèk fiyk tkrhA vkt pkFS kk fnu Fkk( ij >fq u;k ds Lrukas eas nèw k u mrjk FkkA f'k'kq jk&s jkds j xyk QkM+s ysrk Fkk( D;ksafd Åij dk nwèk mls iprk u FkkA ,d Nu dks Hkh pqi u gksrk FkkA pqfg;k viuk Lru mlds eq¡g esa nsrhA cPpk ,d {k.k pwlrk( ij tc nwèk u fudyrk] rks fQj ph[kus yxrkA tc pkSFks fnu lk¡> rd Hkh >qfu;k ds nwèk u mrjk] rks pqfg;k ?kcjk;hA cPpk lw[krk pyk tkrk FkkA u[kkl ij ,d i'as kuj MkDVj jgrs FkAs pfq g;k mUgas ys vk;hA MkDVj us n[s kHkky dj dgkµbldh nsg esa [kwu rks gS gh ugha] nwèk dgk¡ ls vk;sA leL;k tfVy gks x;hA nsg esa [kwu ykus ds fy;s eghukas ifq \"Vdkjd nok,¡ [kkuh iMxa+s h] rc dgha nèw k mrjxs kA rc rd rks bl ekal ds yksFkM+s dk gh dke reke gks tk;sxkA ij jkr gks x;h FkhA xkscj rkM+h fi;s vkslkjs esa iM+k FkkA pqfg;k cPps dks pqi djkus ds fy;s mlds eq¡g esa viuh Nkrh Mkys gq, Fkh fd lglk mls ,slk eglwl gqvk fd mldh Nkrh esa nwèk vk x;k gSA izlUu gksdj cksyhµys >qfu;k] vc rsjk cPpk th tk;sxk] esjs nwèk vk x;kA >qfu;k us pfdr gksdj dgkµrqEgsa nwèk vk x;k\\ ^ugha jh] lp!* ^eSa rks ugha ifr;krhA* xksnku @ 309

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iM+us ds fy;s rS;kj djrs jgrs] tSls f'kdkjh dqRrs gksaA mèkj xkcs j ds dkj[kkus eas Hkh vk;s fnu ,d&u&,d gxa kek mBrk jgrk FkkA vcdh ctV esa 'kDdj ij M~;wVh yxh FkhA fey ds ekfydksa dks etwjh ?kVkus dk vPNk cgkuk fey x;kA M~;wVh ls vxj ik¡p dh gkfu Fkh] rks etwjh ?kVk nsus ls nl dk ykHk FkkA bèkj eghukas ls bl fey eas Hkh ;gh elyk fNM+k gvq k FkkA etjw kas dk la?k gM+rky djus dks rS;kj cSBk gqvk FkkA bèkj etwjh ?kVh vkSj mèkj gM+rky gbq AZ mls etjw h eas èkys s dh dVkrS h Hkh Lohdkj u FkhA tc bl rts h+ ds fnukas eas etjw h esa ,d èksys dh Hkh c<+rh ugha gqbZ] rks vc og ?kkVs esa D;ksa lkFk ns! fet+kZ [kq'ksZn la?k ds lHkkifr vkSj if.Mr vksadkjukFk] ^fctyh* lEiknd] ea=kh FksA nksuksa ,slh gM+rky djkus ij rqys gq, Fks fd fey&ekfydksa dks dqN fnu ;kn jgsA etwjksa dks Hkh gM+rky ls {kfr igq¡psxh] ;gk¡ rd fd gt+kjksa vkneh jksfV;ksa dks Hkh eqgrkt gks tk;saxs] bl igyw dh vksj mudh fuxkg fcYdqy u FkhA vkSj xkscj gM+rkfy;ksa esa lcls vkxs FkkA mn.M LoHkko dk Fkk gh] yydkjus dh t+:jr FkhA fQj og ekjus&ejus dks u Mjrk FkkA ,d fnu >qfu;k us mls th dM+k djds le>k;k Hkhµreq cky&cPpos kys vkneh gk]s rEq gkjk bl rjg vkx eas dnw uk vPNk ughAa bl ij xkcs j fcxM+ mBkµrw dkuS gkrs h gS ejs s chp eas ckys uos kyh\\ eaS r>q ls lykg ugha iNw rkA ckr c<+ x;h vkjS xkcs j us >fq u;k dks [kcw ihVkA pfq g;k us vkdj >fq u;k dks NMq k+ ;k vkjS xkcs j dks MkV¡ us yxhA xkcs j ds flj ij 'krS ku lokj FkkA yky&yky vk¡[ksa fudkydj cksykµrqe esjs ?kj esa er vk;k djks pwgk] rqEgkjs vkus dk dqN dke ughAa pqfg;k us O;aX; ds lkFk dgkµrqEgkjs ?kj u vkÅ¡xh] rks esjh jksfV;k¡ dSls pysaxhA ;gha ls ek¡x&tk¡pdj ys tkrh gw¡] rc rok xeZ gksrk gSA eSa u gksrh ykyk] rks ;g chch vkt rqEgkjh ykrsa [kkus ds fy;s cSBh u gksrhA xkscj ?kw¡lk rkudj cksykµeSaus dg fn;k] esjs ?kj esa u vk;k djksA rqEgha us bl pqM+Sy dk fetkt vkleku ij p<+k fn;k gSA pqfg;k ogha MVh gqbZ fu%'kad [kM+h Fkh] cksyhµvPNk vc pqi jguk xkscj! cspkjh vèkejh yM+dksjh vkSjr dks ekjdj rqeus dksbZ cM+h tok¡enhZ dk dke ugha fd;k gSA rqe mlds fy;s D;k djrs gks fd rqEgkjh ekj lgs\\ ,d jksVh f[kyk nsrs gks blfy;s\\ vius Hkkx c[kkuks fd ,slh xÅ vkSjr ik x;s gksA nwljh gksrh] rks rqEgkjs eq¡g esa >kM+w ekjdj fudy xbZ gksrhA eqgYys ds yksx tek gks x;s vkSj pkjksa vksj ls xkscj ij QVdkjs iM+us yxhaA ogh yksx] tks vius ?kjksa esa viuh fL=k;ksa dks jkst+ ihVrs Fks] bl oDr U;k; vkSj xksnku @ 311

n;k ds irq ys cus g,q FkAs pfq g;k vkjS 'kjs gks x;h vkjS Qfj;kn djus yxhµMk<h+ tkj dgrk gS] esjs ?kj u vk;k djksA chch&cPpk j[kus pyk gS] ;g ugha tkurk fd chch&cPpksa dk ikyuk cM+s xqnsZ dk dke gSA blls iwNks] eSa u gksrh rks vkt ;g cPpk tks cNM+s dh rjg dqysysa dj jgk gS] dgk¡ gksrk\\ vkSjr dks ekjdj tokuh fn[kkrk gAS eaS u gbq Z rjs h choh] ugha ;gh trw h mBkdj eg¡q ij rM+krM+ tekrh vkjS dksBjh esa <dsydj ckgj ls fdokM+ cUn dj nsrhA nkus dks rjl tkrsA xkscj >Yyk;k gqvk vius dke ij pyk x;kA pqfg;k vkSjr u gksdj enZ gksrh] rks etk p[kk nsrhA vkSjr ds eq¡g D;k yxsA fey esa vlUrks\"k ds ckny ?kus gksrs tk jgs FksA et+nwj ^fctyh* dh izfr;k¡ tcs eas fy;s fQjrs vkjS tjk Hkh vodk'k ikr]s rks nk&s rhu etn+ jw feydj mls i<u+ s yxrAs i=k dh fcØh [kcw c<+ jgh FkhA et+njw kas ds urs k ^fctyh* dk;kyZ ; eas vkèkh jkr rd cBS s gMr+ ky dh Ldheas cuk;k djrs vkjS ikz r%dky tc i=k eas ;g lekpkj ekVs &s ekVs s v{kjkas eas Nirk] rks turk VVw iM+rh vkjS i=k dh dkfi;k¡ nuw &s frxuq s nke ij fcd tkrhaA mèkj dEiuh ds MkbjsDVj Hkh viuh ?kkr esa cSBs gq, FksA gM+rky gks tkus esa gh mudk fgr FkkA vknfe;ksa dh deh rks gS ughaA csdkjh c<+h gqbZ gS( blds vkèks osru ij ,sls gh vkneh vklkuh ls fey ldrs gSaA eky dh rS;kjh esa ,dne vkèkh cpr gks tk;sxhA nl&ik¡p fnu dke dk gjt gksxk] dqN ijokg ughaA vkf[k+j ;g fu'p; gks x;k fd etwjh esa deh dk ,syku dj fn;k tk;sA fnu vkSj le; fu;r dj fy;k x;k] iqfyl dks lwpuk ns nh x;hA etwjksa dks dkuksdku [kcj u FkhA os viuh ?kkr esa FksA mlh oDr gM+rky djuk pkgrs Fks] tc xksnke esa cgqr FkksM+k eky jg tk;s vkSj ek¡x dh rst+h gksA ,dk,d ,d fnu tc etwj yksx 'kke dks Nqêh ikdj pyus yxs] rks Mk;jDs Vjkas dk ,ys ku luq k fn;k x;kA mlh oDr ifq yl vk x;hA etjw kas dks viuh bPNk ds fo#) mlh oDr gM+rky djuh iM+h] tc xksnke esa bruk eky Hkjk gqvk Fkk fd cgqr rst+ ek¡x gksus ij Hkh N% eghus ls igys u mB ldrk FkkA fet+kZ [kq'ksZn us ;g [kcj lquh] rks eqLdjk;s] tSls dksbZ euLoh ;ks)k vius 'k=kq ds j.k&dkS'ky ij eqXèk gks x;k gksA ,d {k.k fopkjksa esa Mwcs jgus ds ckn ckys µs vPNh ckr gAS vxj Mk;jDs Vjkas dh ;gh bPNk g]S rks ;gh lghA gkyras muds evq kfQd g(aS yfs du geas U;k; dk cy gAS og ykxs u;s vkneh j[kdj viuk dke pykuk pkgrs gSaA gekjh dksf'k'k ;g gksuh pkfg, fd mUgsa ,d Hkh u;k vkneh u feysA ;gh gekjh Qrg gksxhA ^fctyh* dk;kZy; esa mlh oDr [krjs dh ehfVax gqbZ] dk;Zdkfj.kh lfefr 312 @ xksnku

dk Hkh lxa Bu gvq k] inkfèkdkfj;kas dk puq ko gvq k vkjS vkB cts jkr dks etjw kas dk yEck tqywl fudykA nl cts jkr dks dy dk lkjk izksxzke r; fd;k x;k vkSj ;g rkdhn dj nh x;h fd fdlh rjg dk naxk&Qlkn u gksus ik;sA exj lkjh dksf'k'k csdkj gqbZA gM+rkfy;ksa us u;s etwjksa dk fVìh&ny fey ds }kj ij [kMk+ n[s kk] rks budh fgla k&of` Ùk dkcw ds ckgj gks x;hA lkps k Fkk] lk&S lkS ipkl&ipkl vkneh jkst+ HkrhZ ds fy;s vk;saxsA mUgsa le>k&cq>kdj ;k èkedkdj Hkxk nxas As gM+rkfy;kas dh l[a ;k n[s kdj u;s ykxs vki gh Hk;Hkhr gks tk;xas (s exj ;gk¡ rks uD'kk gh dqN vkSj Fkk( vxj ;g lkjs vkneh HkrhZ gks x;s] rks gM+rkfy;ksa ds fy;s le>kSrs dh dksbZ vk'kk gh u FkhA r; gqvk fd u;s vknfe;ksa dks fey esa tkus gh u fn;k tk;sA cy&iz;ksx ds flok vkSj dksbZ mik; u FkkA u;k ny Hkh yM+us&ejus ij rS;kj FkkA muesa vfèkdka'k ,sls Hkq[kejs Fks] tks bl volj dks fdlh rjg Hkh NksM+uk pkgrs FksA Hkw[kksa ej tkus ls ;k vius cky&cPpksa dks Hkw[kksa ejrs ns[kus ls rks ;g dgha vPNk Fkk fd bl ifjfLFkfr ls yM+dj ejsaA nksuksa nyksa eas QktS nkjh gks x;hA ^fctyh* lEiknd rks Hkkx [kM+s g,q ] cps kjs fet+ktZ h igyoku vkneh Fks vkSj e¡ts gq, fQdSr] vius Åij dksbZ xgjk okj u iM+us fn;kA xkscj xo¡ kj FkkA ijw k yë ekjuk tkurk Fkk( ij viuh j{kk djuk u tkurk Fkk] tks yMk+ bZ esa ekjus ls T+;knk egRo dh ckr gSA mlds ,d gkFk dh gìh VwV x;h] flj [kqy x;k vkSj vUr esa og ogha <sj gks x;kA dUèkksa ij vufxurh ykfB;k¡ iM+h Fkha] ftlls mldk ,d&,d vax pwj gks x;k FkkA gM+rkfy;ksa us mls fxjrs ns[kk] rks Hkkx [kM+s gq,A dsoy nl&ckjg t¡ps gq, vkneh fet+kZ dks ?ksjdj [kM+s jgsA u;s vkneh fot;&irkdk mM+krs gq, fey esa nkf[ky gq, vkSj ijkftr gM+rkyh vius grkgrksa dks mBk&mBkdj vLirky igq¡pkus yxs( exj vLirky esa brus vknfe;ksa dh txg u FkhA fet+kZth rks ys fy;s x;sA xkscj dh ejge&iêh djds mlds ?kj igq¡pk fn;k x;kA >fq u;k us xkcs j dh og p\"s Vkghu ykFs k n[s kh rks mldk ukjhRo tkx mBkA vc rd mlus mls lcy ds :i esa ns[kk Fkk] tks ml ij 'kklu djrk Fkk] Mk¡Vrk Fkk] ekjrk FkkA vkt og viax Fkk] fuLlgk; Fkk] n;uh; FkkA >qfu;k us [kkV ij >qddj vk¡lw Hkjh vk¡[kksa ls xkscj dks ns[kk vkSj ?kj dh n'kk dk [+;ky djds mls xkscj ij ,d bZ\";kZe; Øksèk vk;kA xkscj tkurk Fkk fd ?kj esa ,d iSlk ugha gS og ;g Hkh tkurk Fkk fd dgha ls ,d iSlk feyus dh vk'kk ugha gSA ;g tkurs gq, Hkh] mlds ckj&ckj le>kus ij Hkh] mlus ;g foifÙk vius Åij yhA mlus fdruh ckj dgk Fkkµrqe bl >xM+s esa u iM+ks] vkx yxkus okys vkx yxkdj xksnku @ 313

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ftruk cd ys] eu esa dhuk u ikysA cht vUnj iM+k] rks v¡[kqvk fudys fcuk ugha jgrkA >qfu;k us dEiu Hkjs Loj esa iwNkµvc eSa D;k d:¡ nhnh\\ pqfg;k us <k<+l fn;kµdqN ugha csVh! Hkxoku dk uke ysA ogh x+jhcksa dh j{kk djrs gSaA mlh le; xkscj us vk¡[ksa [kksyha vkSj >qfu;k dks lkeus ns[kdj ;kpuk Hkko ls {kh.k Loj esa cksykµvkt cgqr pksV [kk x;k >qfu;k! eSa fdlh ls dqN ugha cksykA lcksa us vuk;kl eq>s ekjkA dgk&lquk eki+$ dj! rq>s lrk;k Fkk] mlh dk ;g Qy feykA FkksM+h nsj dk vkSj esgeku gw¡A vc u cpw¡xkA ekjs njn ds lkjh nsg QVh tkrh gSA pfq g;k us vUnj vkdj dgkµpiq pki iMs+ jgkAs ckys k&s pkyks ughAa ejkxs s ugh]a bldk esjk tqEekA xkcs j ds e[q k ij vk'kk dh j[s kk >yd iMh+ A ckys kµlp dgrh gk]s eaS e:x¡ k ugh\\a ^gk]¡ ugha ejkxs As rqEgas gqvk D;k g\\S tjk flj eas pkVs vk xbZ gS vkjS gkFk dh gìh mrj x;h gSA ,slh pksVsa ejnksa dks jkst+ gh yxk djrh gSaA bu pksVksa ls dksbZ ugha ejrkA* ^vc eSa >qfu;k dks dHkh u ek:¡xkA* ^Mjrs gksxs fd dgha >qfu;k rqEgsa u ekjsA* ^og ekjsxh Hkh ] rks u cksyw¡xkA* ^vPNs gksus ij Hkwy tkvksxsA* ^ugha nhnh] dHkh u Hkwyw¡xkA* xkscj bl le; cPpksa dh&lh ckrsa fd;k djrkA nl&ik¡p feuV vpsr&lk iM+k jgrkA mldk eu u tkus dgk¡&dgk¡ mM+rk fQjrkA dHkh ns[krk] og unh esa Mwck tk jgk gS] vkSj >qfu;k mls cpkus ds fy;s unh esa pyh vk jgh gSA dHkh ns[krk] dksbZ nSR; mldh Nkrh ij lokj gS vkSj >qfu;k dh 'kDy dh dksbZ nsoh mldh j{kk dj jgh gSA vkSj ckj&ckj pkSaddj iwNrkµeSa e:¡xk rks ugha >qfu;k\\ rhu fnu mldh ;gh n'kk jgh vkSj >qfu;k us jkr dks tkxdj vkSj fnu dks mlds lkeus [kM+s jgdj tSls ekSr ls mldh j{kk dhA cPps dks pqfg;k l¡Hkkys jgrhA pkSFks fnu >qfu;k ,Ddk ykbZ vkSj lcksa us xkscj dks ml ij ykndj vLirky igp¡q k;kA ogk¡ ls ykVS dj xkcs j dks ekyew gvq k fd vc og lpepq cp tk;sxkA mlus vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw Hkjdj dgkµeq>s {kek dj nks >qUuk! xksnku @ 315

bu rhu&pkj fnuksa esa pqfg;k ds rhu&pkj #i;s [kpZ gks x;s Fks] vkSj vc >qfu;k dks mlls dqN ysrs ladksp gksrk FkkA og Hkh dksbZ ekynkj rks Fkh ughaA ydM+h dh fcØh ds #i;s >qfu;k dks ns nsrhA vkf[k+j >qfu;k us dqN dke djus dk fopkj fd;kA vHkh xkscj dks vPNs gksus esa eghuksa yxsaxsA [kkus&ihus dks Hkh pkfg,] nok&nk: dks Hkh pkfg,A og dqN dke djds [kkus&Hkj dks rks ys gh vk;xs hA cpiu ls mlus xmvkas dk ikyu vkjS ?kkl Nhyuk lh[kk FkkA ;gk¡ xm,¡ dgk¡ Fkh(a gk]¡ og ?kkl Nhy ldrh FkhA egq Yys ds fdrus gh L=kh&i#q \"k cjkcj 'kgj ds ckgj ?kkl Nhyus tkrs Fk]s vkjS vkB&nl vkus dek yrs s FkAs og ikz r%dky xkcs j dks gkFk&eg¡q èkyq kdj vkjS cPps dks mls lkiaS dj ?kkl Nhyus fudy tkrh] vkjS rhljs igj rd Hkw[kh&I;klh ?kkl Nhyrh jgrhA fQj mls e.Mh esa ys tkdj csprh vkSj 'kke dks ?kj vkrhA jkr dks Hkh og xkcs j dh uhna lkrs h vkjS xkcs j dh uhna tkxrh( exj bruk dBksj Je djus ij Hkh mldk eu ,slk izlUu jgrk] ekuks >wys ij cSBh xk jgh gS( jkLrs Hkj lkFk dh fL=k;ksa vkSj iq#\"kksa ls pqgy vkSj fouksn djrh tkrhA ?kkl Nhyrs le; Hkh lckas eas gl¡ h&fnYyxh gkrs h jgrhA u fdLer dk jkus k] u elq hcr dk fxykA thou dh lkFkdZ rk e]as viukas ds fy;s dfBu ls dfBu R;kx esa] vkSj Lokèkhu lsok esa tks mYykl gS] mldh T;ksfr ,d&,d vax ij pedrh jgrhA cPpk vius ijS kas ij [kMk+ gkds j tlS s rkfy;k¡ ctk&ctkdj [k'q k gkrs k g]S mlh dk og vuqHko dj jgh Fkh( ekuksa mlds izk.kksa esa vkuUn dk dksbZ lksrk [kqy x;k gksA vkSj eu LoLFk gks] rks nsg dSls vLoLFk jgs! mlh ,d eghus esa tSls mldk dk;kdYi gks x;k gksA mlds vaxksa esa vc f'kfFkyrk ugha] piyrk gS] ypd gS] vkjS ldq eq kjrk gAS e[q k ij og ihykiu ugha jgk] [kuw dh xyq kch ped gAS mldk ;kSou tks cUn dksBjh esa iM+s&iM+s vieku vkSj dyg ls dqf.Br gks x;k Fkk] og ekuks rkth gok vkSj izdk'k ikdj ygygk mBk gSA vc mls fdlh ckr ij Øksèk ugha vkrkA cPps ds tjk&lk jkus s ij tks og >>¡q yk mBk djrh Fkh] vc tlS s mlds èkS;Z vkSj izse dk vUr gh u FkkA blds f[k+yki+$ xkscj vPNk gksrs tkus ij Hkh dqN mnkl jgrk FkkA tc ge vius fdlh fi;z tu ij vR;kpkj djrs g]aS vkjS tc foifÙk vk iMu+ s ls geeas bruh 'kfDr vk tkrh gS fd mldh rhoz O;Fkk dk vuqHko djsa] rks mlls gekjh vkRek esa tkx`fr dk mn; gks tkrk gS] vkSj ge ml cstk O;ogkj dk izk;f'pr djus ds fy;s r;S kj gks tkrs gAaS xkcs j ogh ikz ;f'pr ds fy;s O;kdyq gks jgk FkkA vc mlds thou dk :i fcYdqy nwljk gksxk] ftlesa dVqrk dh txg e`nqrk gksxh] vfHkeku dh txg uezrkA mls vc Kkr gqvk fd lsok djus dk volj cM+s lkSHkkX; ls 316 @ xksnku

feyrk gS] vkSj og bl volj dks dHkh u HkwysxkA 28 feLVj [kUuk dks etjw kas dh ;g gMr+ ky fcYdyq cts k ekyew gkrs h FkhA mUgkuas s ges'kk turk ds lkFk feys jgus dh dksf'k'k dh FkhA og vius dks turk dk gh vkneh le>rs FksA fiNys dkSeh vkanksyu esa mUgksaus cM+k tks'k fn[kk;k FkkA ftys ds izeq[k usrk jgs Fks] nks ckj tsy x;s Fks vkSj dbZ gt+kj dk uqdlku mBk;k FkkA vc Hkh og etwjksa dh f'kdk;rsa lquus dks rS;kj jgrs Fks( ysfdu ;g rks ugha gks ldrk fd og 'kDdj&fey ds fgLlsnkjksa ds fgr dk fopkj u djsaA viuk LokFkZ R;kxus dks og rS;kj gks ldrs Fks] vxj mudh Å¡ph eukso`fÙk;ksa dks Li'kZ fd;k tkrk( yfs du fgLlns kjkas ds LokFkZ dh j{kk u djuk] ;g rks vèkeZ FkkA ;g rks O;kikj gS] dksbZ lnkozr ugha fd lc dqN etwjksa dks gh ck¡V fn;k tk;sA fgLlsnkjksa dks ;g fo'okl fnykdj #i;s fy;s x;s Fks fd bl dke esa iUnzg&chl lSdM+s dk ykHk gSA vxj mUgas nl ldS M+s Hkh u fey]s rks os Mk;jDs Vjkas dks vkjS fo'k\"s k dj feLVj [kUuk dks èkks[ksckt gh rks le>saxsA fQj viuk osru og dSls de dj ldrs FksA vkSj dEifu;ksa dks ns[krs mUgksaus viuk osru de j[kk FkkA dsoy ,d gt+kj #i;k eghuk ysrs FksA dqN deh'ku Hkh fey tkrk Fkk( exj og bruk ysrs Fks] rks fey dk lpa kyu Hkh djrs FkAs etjw dos y gkFk ls dke djrs gAaS Mk;jDs Vj viuh cfq ) ls] fo|k ls] izfrHkk ls] izHkko ls dke djrk gSA nksuksa 'kfDr;ksa dk eksy cjkcj rks ugha gks ldrkA etwjksa dks ;g lUrks\"k D;ksa ugha gksrk fd eUnh dk le; gS] vkSj pkjksa rji+$ csdkjh QSyh jgus ds dkj.k vkneh lLrs gks x;s gSaA mUgsa rks ,d dh txg ikSu Hkh feys] rks lUrq\"V jguk pkfg, FkkA vkSj lp iwNks rks os lUrq\"V gSaA mudk dksbZ dlwj ughaA os rks ew[kZ gSa] cfN;k ds rkÅA 'kjkjr rks vksadkjukFk vkSj fet+kZ [kq'ksZn dh gSA ;gh yksx mu cspkjksa dks dBiqryh dh rjg upk jgs gSa] dos y FkkMs +&s ls ilS s vkjS ;'k ds ykHs k eas iM+djA ;g ugha lkps rs fd mudh fnYyxh ls fdrus ?kj rckg gks tk;xas As vkdas kjukFk dk i=k ugha pyrk rks cps kjs [kUuk D;k djAas vkjS vkt muds i=k ds ,d yk[k xkz gd gks tk;]as vkjS mlls mUgas ikp¡ yk[k dk ykHk gksus yxs] rks D;k og dsoy vius xqtkjs Hkj dks ysdj 'ks\"k dk;ZdrkZvksa esa ck¡V nsaxs\\ dgk¡ dh ckr! vkSj og R;kxh fet+kZ [kq'ksZn Hkh rks ,d fnu y[kifr FksA gt+kjksa etwj muds ukSdj FksA rks D;k og vius xqtkjs Hkj dks ysdj lc dqN etwjksa dks ck¡V nsrs FksA og mlh xqtkjs dh jde esa ;wjksfi;u Nksdfj;ksa ds lkFk xksnku @ 317

fcgkj djrs FksA cM+s&cM+s vi+$ljksa ds lkFk nkosa mM+krs Fks] gt+kjksa #i;s eghus dh 'kjkc ih tkrs Fks vkjS gj lky Ýkla vkjS fLoVt~ jy.S M dh ljS djrs FkAs vkt etjw kas dh n'kk ij mudk dystk QVrk gSA bu nksuksa usrkvksa dh rks [kUuk dks ijokg u FkhA mudh uh;r dh lQkbZ esa iwjk lUnsg FkkA u jk;lkgc dh gh mUgsa ijokg Fkh] tks ges'kk [kUuk dh gk¡&esa&gk¡ feyk;k djrs Fks vkSj muds gjsd dke dk leFkZu dj fn;k djrs FksA vius ifjfprksa esa dsoy ,d gh ,slk O;fDr Fkk] ftlds fu\"i{k fopkj ij [kUuk th dks ijw k Hkjkls k Fkk vkjS og MkDVj egs rk FkAs tc ls mUgkuas s ekyrh ls ?kfu\"Brk c<+kuh 'k:q dh Fkh] [kUuk dh ut+jkas eas mudh bT+t+r cgrq de gks x;h FkhA ekyrh cjlkas [kUuk dh âns'ojh jg pqdh Fkh( ij mls mUgksaus lnSo f[kykSuk le>k FkkA blesa lUnsg ugha fd og f[kykSuk mUgsa cgqr fiz; FkkA mlds [kks tkus] ;k VwV tkus] ;k fNu tkus ij og [kcw jkrs ]s vkjS og jk;s s Fk]s yfs du Fkh og f[kykuS k ghA mUgas dHkh ekyrh ij fo'okl u gvq kA og dHkh muds Åijh foykl&vkoj.k dks Nns dj muds vUr%dj.k rd u igp¡q ldh FkhA og vxj [knq [kUuk ls fookg dk iLz rko djrh] rks og Lohdkj u djrsA dksbZ cgkuk djds Vky nsrsA vU; fdrus gh izkf.k;ksa dh Hkkf¡ r [kUuk dk thou Hkh nkgs jk ;k nk&s #[kh FkkA ,d vkjs og R;kx vkjS tu&los k vkSj midkj ds HkDr Fks] rks nwljh vksj LokFkZ vkSj foykl vkSj izHkqrk dsA dkSu mudk vlyh #[k Fkk] ;g dguk dfBu gAS dnkfpr mudh vkRek dk mÙke vkèkk los k vkjS lân;rk ls cuk gvq k Fkk] ef)e vkèkk LokFkZ vkjS foykl lAs ij mÙke vkSj ef)e esa cjkcj la?k\"kZ gksrk jgrk FkkA vkSj ef)e gh viuh mn.Mrk vkSj gB ds dkj.k lkSE; vkSj 'kkUr mÙke ij x+kfyc vkrk FkkA mudk ef)e ekyrh dh vksj >qdrk Fkk] mÙke esgrk dh vksj( ysfdu og mRre vc ef)e ds lkFk ,d gks x;k FkkA mudh le> esa u vkrk Fkk fd esgrk tSlk vkn'kZoknh O;fDr ekyrh tSlh papy] foykfluh je.kh ij dSls vklDr gks x;kA og cgqr iz;kl djus ij Hkh egs rk dks oklukvkas dk f'kdkj u fLFkj dj ldrs Fks vkjS dHkh&dHkh mUgsa ;g lUnsg Hkh gksus yxrk Fkk fd ekyrh dk dksbZ nwljk :i Hkh gS] ftls og u ns[k lds ;k ftls ns[kus dh muesa {kerk u FkhA i{k vkjS foi{k ds lHkh igyvq kas ij fopkj djds mUgkuas s ;gh urhtk fudkyk fd bl ifjfLFkfr esa esgrk gh ls mUgsa izdk'k fey ldrk gSA MkDVj esgrk dks dke djus dk u'kk FkkA vkèkh jkr dks lksrs Fks vkSj ?kM+h jkr jgs mB tkrs FksA dSlk Hkh dke gks] mlds fy;s og dgha&u&dgha ls le; fudky ysrs FksA gkdh [ksyuk gks ;k ;wfuoflZVh fMcsV] xzkE; laxBu gks ;k fdlh 318 @ xksnku

'kknh dk uSos|] lHkh dkeksa ds fy;s muds ikl yxu Fkh vkSj le; FkkA og i=kksa esa ys[k Hkh fy[krs Fks vkSj dbZ lky ls ,d o`gn n'kZu xzUFk fy[k jgs Fks] tks vc lekIr gksus okyk FkkA bl oDr Hkh og ,d oSKkfud [ksy gh [ksy jgs FksA vius cxhps esa cSBs gq, ikSèkksa ij fo|qr lapkj fØ;k dh ijh{kk dj jgs FksA mUgksaus gky esa ,d foKku&ifj\"kn esa ;g fl) fd;k Fkk fd Qlysa fctyh ds t+ksj ls cgqr FkkMs s+ le; eas inS k dh tk ldrh g]aS mudh inS kokj c<k+ ;h tk ldrh gS vkjS cQs Ly dh pht+sa Hkh mitk;h tk ldrh gSaA vktdy lcsjs ds nks rhu ?k.Vs og bUgha ijh{kkvksa esa yxk;k djrs FksA feLVj [kUuk dh dFkk lqudj mUgksaus dBksj eqnzk ls mudh vksj ns[kdj dgkµD;k ;g t+:jh Fkk fd M~;wVh yx tkus ls etwjksa dk osru ?kVk fn;k tk;\\ vkidks ljdkj ls f'kdk;r djuh pkfg, FkhA vxj ljdkj us ugha luq k rks mldk n.M etwjksa dks D;ksa fn;k tk;s\\ D;k vkidk fopkj gS fd etwjksa dks bruh etwjh nh tkrh gS fd mlesa pkSFkkbZ de dj nsus ls etwjksa dks d\"V ugha gksxkA vkids etwj fcyksa esa jgrs gSaµxUns cncwnkj fcyksa esaµtgk¡ vki ,d feuV Hkh jg tk;sa] rks vkidks dS gks tk;As diMs+ tks og igurs g]aS muls vki vius trw s Hkh u ikNs xas As [kkuk tks og [kkrs gSa] og vkidk dqÙkk Hkh u [kk;sxkA eSaus muds thou esa Hkkx fy;k gSA vki mudh jksfV;k¡ Nhudj vius fgLlsnkjksa dk isV Hkjuk pkgrs gSa--- [kUuk us vèkhj gksdj dgkµysfdu gekjs lHkh fgLlsnkj rks èkuh ugha gSaA fdruksa gh us viuk loZLo blh fey dks HksaV dj fn;k gS vkSj blds uQs ds flok muds thou dk dksbZ vkèkkj ugha gSA esgrk us bl Hkko ls tokc fn;k] tSls bl nyhy dk mudh ut+jksa esa dksbZ eYw ; ugha gµS tks vkneh fdlh O;kikj eas fgLlk yrs k g]S og bruk nfjnz ugha gkrs k fd blds uQs gh dks thou dk vkèkkj le>sA gks ldrk gS fd ui+$k de feyus ij mls viuk ,d ukSdj de dj nsuk iM+s ;k mlds eD[ku vkSj Qyksa dk fcy de gks tk;s( ysfdu og uaxk ;k Hkw[kk u jgsxkA tks viuh tku [kikrs gSa] mudk gd mu yksxksa ls T+;knk gS] tks dsoy #i;k yxkrs gSaA ;gh ckr if.Mr vkasdkjukFk us dgh FkhA fet+kZ [kq'ksZn us Hkh ;gh lykg nh FkhA ;gk¡ rd fd xksfoUnh us Hkh etwjksa gh dk i{k fy;k Fkk( ij [kUuk th us mu yksxksa dh ijokg u dh Fkh] ysfdu esgrk ds eq¡g ls ogh ckr lqudj og izHkkfor gks x;sA vksadkjukFk dks og LokFkhZ le>rs Fks] fet+kZ [kq'ksZn dks x+SjftEesnkj vkSj xksfoUnh dks v;ksX;A esgrk dh ckr esa pfj=k] vè;;u vkSj ln~Hkko dh 'kfDr FkhA xksnku @ 319

lglk esgrk us iwNkµvkius viuh nsohth ls Hkh bl fo\"k; esa jk; yh\\ [kUuk us ldqpkrs gq, dgkµgk¡] iwNk FkkA ^mudh D;k jk; Fkh\\* ^ogh tks vkidh gS\\* ^eq>s ;gh vk'kk FkhA vkSj vki ml fonq\"kh dks v;ksX; le>rs gSaA* mlh oDr ekyrh vk igp¡q h vkjS [kUuk dks n[s kdj ckys hµvPNk] vki fojkt jgs gSa\\ eSaus esgrkth dh vkt nkor dh gSA lHkh pht+sa vius gkFk ls idk;h gSaA vkidks Hkh usork nsrh gw¡A xksfoUnh nsoh ls vkidk ;g vijkèk {kek djk nw¡xhA [kUuk dks dqrwgy gqvkA vc ekyrh vius gkFkksa ls [kkuk idkus yxh gS\\ ekyrh] ogh ekyrh] tks [kqn dHkh vius twrs u igurh Fkh] tks [kqn dHkh fctyh dk cVu rd u nckrh Fkh] foykl vkSj fouksn gh ftldk thou FkkA eLq djq kdj dgkµvxj vkius idk;k g]S rks t+:j [kkÅx¡ kA eaS rks dHkh lkps gh u ldrk Fkk fd vki ikd&dyk esa Hkh fuiq.k gSaA ekyrh fu%ladksp Hkko ls cksyhµbUgksaus ekj&ekjdj oS| cuk fn;kA budk gqDe dSls Vky ldrhA iq#\"k nsork BgjsA [kUuk us bl O;aX; dk vkuUn ysdj esgrk dh vksj vk¡[ksa ekjrs gq, dgkµiq#\"k rks vkids fy;s brus lEeku dh oLrq u FkhA ekyrh >ias h ughAa bl lda kps dk vk'k; le>dj tk's k&Hkjs Loj eas ckys hµyfs du vc gks x;h gw¡( blfy;s fd eSaus iq#\"k dk tks :i vius ifjfprksa dh ifjfèk esa ns[kk Fkk] mlls ;g dgha lqUnj gSaA iq#\"k bruk lqUnj] bruk dksey ân;--- esgrk us ekyrh dh vksj nhuHkko ls ns[kk vkSj cksysµugha ekyrh] eq> ij n;k djks] ugha eSa ;gk¡ ls Hkkx tkÅ¡xkA bu fnukas tks dkbs Z ekyrh ls feyrk] og mlls egs rk dh rkjhQkas ds iyq ckè¡ k nsrh] tSls dksbZ uonhf{kr vius u;s fo'oklksa dk f<a<ksjk ihVrk fQjsA lq#fp dk è;ku Hkh mls u jgrkA vkSj cspkjs esgrk fny esa dVdj jg tkrs FksA og dM+h vkSj dM+oh vkykspuk rks cM+s 'kkSd ls lqurs Fks( ysfdu viuh rkjhi+$ lqudj tSls csodwi+$ cu tkrs Fks( eq¡g tjk&lk fudy vkrk Fkk] tSls dksbZ QCrh Nk x;h gksA vkSj ekyrh mu vkSjrksa esa u Fkh] tks Hkhrj jg ldsA og ckgj gh jg ldrh Fkh] igys Hkh vkjS vc Hkh( O;ogkj eas Hkh] fopkj eas HkhA eu eas dNq j[kuk og u tkurh FkhA tSls ,d vPNh lkM+h ikdj og mls iguus ds fy;s vèkhj gks tkrh Fkh] mlh rjg eu esa dksbZ lqUnj Hkko vk;s] rks og mls izdV fd;s fcuk pSu u ikrh FkhA 320 @ xksnku

ekyrh us vkjS lehi vkdj mudh ihB ij gkFk j[kdj ekuks mudh j{kk djrs gq, dgkµvPNk Hkkxks ugh]a vc dqN u dgx¡w hA ekyew gkrs k g]S rqEgas viuh fuUnk T+;knk ilUn gSA rks fuUnk gh lquksµ[kUuk th] ;g egk'k; eq> ij vius izse dk tky--- 'kDdj&fey dh fpeuh ;gk¡ ls lki+$ ut+j vkrh FkhA [kUuk us mldh rji+$ ns[kkA ;g fpeuh [kUuk ds dhfrZLrEHk dh Hkk¡fr vkdk'k esa flj mBk;s [kM+h FkhA [kUuk dh vk¡[kksa esa vfHkeku ped mBkA blh oDr mUgsa fey ds n¶+rj esa tkuk gAS ogk¡ Mk;jDs Vjkas dh ,d vt.Zs V ehfVxa djuh gkxs h vkjS bl ifjfLFkfr dks mUgas le>kuk gksxk vkSj bl leL;k dks gy djus dk mik; Hkh crykuk gksxkA exj fpeuh ds ikl ;g èkvq k¡ dgk¡ ls mB jgk gAS n[s kr&s n[s krs lkjk vkdk'k cSywu dh Hkk¡fr èkq,¡ ls Hkj x;kA lcksa us l'kad gksdj mèkj ns[kkA dgha vkx rks ugha yx x;h\\ vkx gh ekywe gksrh gSA lglk lkeus lM+d ij gt+kjksa vkneh fey dh rji+$ nkSM+s tkrs ut+j vk;sA [kUuk us [kM+s gksdj t+ksj ls iwNkµrqe yksx dgk¡ nkSM+s tk jgs gks\\ ,d vkneh us #ddj dgkµvth 'kDdj fey eas vkx yx x;hA vki n[s k ugha jgs gSa\\ [kUuk us egs rk dh vkjs n[s kk vkjS egs rk us [kUuk dh vkjs A ekyrh nkMS +h gqbZ cx¡ ys eas x;h vkjS vius trw s igu vk;hA vi$+ lkls vkjS f'kdk;r djus dk volj u FkkA fdlh ds eq¡g ls ,d ckr u fudyhA [k+rjs esa gekjh psruk vUreqZ[kh gks tkrh gAS [kUuk dh dkj [kMh+ Fkh ghA rhukas vkneh ?kcMk+ ;s g,q vkdj cBS s vkjS fey dh rji+$ HkkxAs pkjS Lrs ij igp¡q ]s rks n[s kk] lkjk 'kgj fey dh vkjs meM+k pyk vk jgk gSA vkx esa vknfe;ksa dks [khapus dk tknw gSA dkj vkxs u c<+ ldhA esgrk us iwNkµvkx&chek rks djk fy;k Fkk u\\ [kUuk us yEch lkl¡ [khpa dj dgkµdgk Hkkb]Z vHkh rks fy[kk&i<h+ gks jgh FkhA D;k tkurk Fkk] ;g vkQr vkusokyh gSA dkj ogha jke&vkljs NksM+ nh x;h vkSj rhuksa vkneh HkhM+ phjrs gq, fey ds lkeus tk igq¡psA ns[kk rks vfXu dk ,d lkxj vkdk'k esa meM+ jgk FkkA vfXu dh mUeÙk ygjas ,d&ij&,d] nkr¡ ihlrh Fkh]a thHk yiyikrh Fkha tlS s vkdk'k dks Hkh fuxy tk;saxh] ml vfXu&leqnz ds uhps ,slk èkqvk¡ Nk;k Fkk] ekuks lkou dh ?kVk dkfy[k esa ugkdj uhps mrj vk;h gksA mlds Åij tSls vkx dk FkjFkjkrk gqvk] mcyrk gqvk fgekpy [kM+k FkkA gkrs eas yk[kkas vknfe;kas dh HkhM+ Fkh] iqfyl Hkh Fkh] Qk;j fcxzsM Hkh] lsok&lfefr;ksa ds lsod Hkh( ij lc ds lc vkx dh xksnku @ 321

Hkh\"k.krk ls ekuks f'kfFky gks x;s gksaA Qk;j fcxzsM ds NhaVs ml vfXu&lkxj esa tkdj tSls cq> tkrs FksA b±Vsa ty jgh Fkha] yksgs ds xkMZj ty jgs Fks vkSj fi?kyh gqbZ 'kDdj ds ijukys pkjksa rji+$ cg jgs FksA vkSj rks vkSj] t+ehu ls Hkh Tokyk fudy jgh FkhA nwj ls esgrk vkSj [kUuk dks ;g vk'p;Z gks jgk Fkk fd brus vkneh [kM+s rek'kk D;kas n[s k jgs g]aS vkx c>q kus eas enn D;kas ugha djr(s exj vc bUgas Hkh Kkr gqvk fd rek'kk ns[kus ds flok vkSj dqN djuk vius o'k ls ckgj gSA fey dh nhokjksa ls ipkl xt ds vUnj tkuk tku&tksf[ke FkkA bZaV vkSj iRFkj ds VqdM+s pVkd&pVkd VwVdj mNy jgs FksA dHkh&dHkh gok dk #[k bèkj gks tkrk Fkk] rks HkxnM+ ep tkrh Fkha ;s rhukas vkneh HkhM+ ds ihNs [kM+s FkAs dNq le> eas ugha vkrk Fkk] D;k djAas vkf[k+j vkx yxh dSls\\ vkSj bruh tYn QSy dSls x;h\\ D;k igys fdlh us ns[kk gh ugha\\ ;k ns[kdj Hkh cq>kus dk iz;kl u fd;k\\ bl rjg ds iz'u lHkh ds eu esa mB jgs Fks( exj ogk¡ iwNsa fdlls] fey ds deZpkjh gksaxs rks t+:j( ysfdu ml HkhM+ esa mudk irk feyuk dfBu FkkA lglk gok dk bruk rst+ >ksadk vk;k fd vkx dh yiVsa uhph gksdj bèkj yidha] tSls leqnz esa Tokj vk x;k gksA yksx flj ij ik¡o j[kdj HkkxsA ,d nwljs ij fxjr]s jsyr]s tSls dksbZ 'ksj >iVk vkrk gkAs vfXu&Tokyk,¡ tlS s ltho gks x;h Fkh]a lp\"s V Hkh] tlS s dkbs Z 'k\"s kukx vius lgL=k eq[k ls vkx Qqd¡ kj jgk gkAs fdrus gh vkneh rks bl jys s eas dpq y x;As [kUuk eg¡q ds cy fxj iM]s+ ekyrh dks egs rkth nkus kas gkFkkas ls idMs+ g,q Fk]s ugha t:+ j dpq y x;h gkrs h\\a rhukas vkneh gkrs dh nhokj ds ikl ,d beyh ds isM+ ds uhps vkdj #dsA [kUuk ,d izdkj dh psruk&'kwU; rUe;rk ls fey dh fpeuh dh vksj VdVdh yxk;s [kM+s FksA esgrk us iwNkµvkidks T+;knk pksV rks ugha vk;h\\ [kUuk us dksbZ tokc u fn;kA mlh rji+$ rkdrs jgsA mudh vk¡[kksa esa og 'kwU;rk Fkh] tks fof{kfIrrk dk y{k.k gSA egs rk us mudk gkFk idM+dj fQj iNw kµge ykxs ;gk¡ O;FkZ [kM+s g]aS e>q s Hk; gksrk gS] vkidks pksV T+;knk vk x;hA vkb,] ykSV pysaA [kUuk us mudh rji+$ ns[kk vkSj tSls luddj cksysµftudh ;g gjdr gS] mUgsa eSa [kwc tkurk gw¡A vxj mUgsa blh esa lUrks\"k feyrk gS] rks Hkxoku mudk Hkyk djsA eq>s dqN ijok ugha] dqN ijok ugha! eSa vkt pkgw¡] rks ,slh u;h fey [kM+h dj ldrk gw¡A th gk¡] fcYdqy u;h fey [kM+h dj ldrk gw¡A ;s yksx eq>s 322 @ xksnku

D;k le>rs gSa\\ fey us eq>s ugha cuk;k] eSaus fey dks cuk;kA vkSj eSa fQj cuk ldrk gw¡( exj ftudh ;g gjdr gS] mUgsa eSa [kkd esa feyk nw¡xkA eq>s lc ekywe gS] jÙkh&jÙkh ekywe gSA esgrk us mudk psgjk vkSj mudh ps\"Vk ns[kh vkSj ?kcjkdj cksysµpfy;s] vkidks ?kj igq¡pk nw¡A vkidh rfc;r vPNh ugha gSA [kUuk us dgdgk ekj dj dgkµejs h rfc;r vPNh ugha g!S blfy;s fd fey ty x;hA ,ls h feyas eaS pVq fd;kas eas [kkys ldrk gA¡w ejs k uke [kUuk g]S pUniz dz k'k [kUuk! eSaus viuk lc dqN bl fey esa yxk fn;kA igyh fey esa geus 20 izfr'kr ui+$k fn;kA eSaus izksRlkfgr gksdj ;g fey [kksyhA blesa vkèks #i;s esjs gSaA eSaus cSad ds nks yk[k bl fey esa yxk fn;sA eSa ,d ?k.Vk ugha] vkèk ?k.Vk igy]s nl yk[k dk vkneh FkkA th gk]¡ nl yk[k( exj bl oDr Qkdes Lr gµ¡w ugha fnokfy;k gw¡! eq>s cSad dks nks yk[k nsuk gSA ftl edku esa jgrk gw¡] og vc esjk ugha gSA ftl crZu esa [kkrk gw¡] og Hkh vc esjk ugha gSA cSad ls eSa fudky fn;k tkÅ¡xkA ftl [kUuk dks ns[kdj yksx tyrs Fks] og [kUuk vc èkwy esa fey x;k gAS lekt eas vc ejs k dkbs Z LFkku ugha g]S ejs s fe=k e>q s vius fo'okl dk ik=k ugh]a n;k dk ik=k le>saxsA esjs 'k=kq eq>ls tysaxs ugha] eq> ij g¡lsxsA vki ugha tkurs feLVj esgrk] eSaus vius fl)kUrksa dh fdruh gR;k dh gSA fdruh fj'orsa nh gSaA fdlkuksa dh Å[k rkSyus ds fy;s dSls vkneh j[ks] dSls udyh ckV j[ksA D;k dhft;sxk] ;g lc lqudj( ysfdu [kUuk viuh ;g nqnZ'kk djkus ds fy;s D;ksa ft+Unk jgsA tks dqN gksuk gS gks] nqfu;k ftruk pkgs g¡lsa] fe=k yksx ftruk pkgsa vQlkls dj]as ykxs ftruh xkfy;k¡ nus k pkgas nAas [kUuk viuh vk[¡ kkas ls n[s kus vkjS vius dkuksa ls lquus ds fy;s thrk u jgsxkA og csg;k ugha] cs x+Sjr ugha gS! ;g dgrs&dgrs [kUuk nksuksa gkFkksa ls flj ihVdj t+ksj&t+ksj ls jksus yxsA egs rk us mUgas Nkrh ls yxkdj nqf[kr Loj eas dgkµ[kUuk th] tjk èkhjt ls dke yhft,A vki le>nkj gksdj fny bruk NksVk djrs gSaA nkSyr ls vkneh dks tks lEeku feyrk gS] og mldk lEeku ugha] mldh nkSyr dk lEeku gSA vki fuèkuZ jgdj Hkh fe=kkas ds fo'okl&ik=k jg ldrs gaS vkjS 'k=kvq kas ds Hkh( cfYd rc dksbZ vkidk 'k=kq jgsxk gh ughaA vkb;s] ?kj pysaA tjk vkjke dj ysus ls vkidk fpÙk 'kkUr gks tk;sxkA [kUuk us dkbs Z tokc u fn;kA rhukas vkneh pkjS Lrs ij vk;As dkj [kM+h FkhA nl feuV esa [kUuk dh dksBh ij igq¡p x;sA [kUuk us mrjdj 'kkUr Loj esa dgkµdkj vki ys tk;saA vc eq>s bldh xksnku @ 323

t+:jr ugha gSA ekyrh vkjS egs rk Hkh mrj iMAs+ ekyrh us dgkµreq pydj vkjke ls yVs k]s ge cSBs xi&'ki djsaxs( ?kj tkus dh rks ,slh dksbZ tYnh ugha gSA [kUuk us d`rKrk ls mldh vksj ns[kk vkSj d#.k d.B ls cksysµeq>ls tks vijkèk g,q g]aS mUgas {kek dj nus k ekyrh! req vkjS egs rk] cl rEq gkjs flok lla kj esa esjk dksbZ ugha gSA eq>s vk'kk gS] rqe eq>s viuh ut+jksa ls u fxjkvksxhA 'kk;n nl&ik¡p fnu esa ;g dksBh Hkh NksM+uh iM+sA fdLer us dSlk èkks[kk fn;kA egs rk us dgkµeaS vkils lp dgrk g¡w [kUuk th] vkt ejs h ut+jkas eas vkidh tks bT+t+r gS og dHkh u FkhA rhuksa vkneh dejs esa nkf[ky gq,A }kj [kqyus dh vkgV ikrs gh xksfoUnh Hkhrj ls vkdj ckys hµD;k vki ykxs ogha ls vk jgs g\\aS egkjkt rks cMh+ cjq h [kcj yk;kA [kUuk ds eu esa ,slk izcy] u #dusokyk] rwQkuh vkos'k mBk fd xksfoUnh ds pj.kksa ij fxj iMsa+] vkSj mls vk¡lqvksa ls èkks nsaA Hkkjh xys ls cksysµgk¡ fiz;s] ge rckg gks x;sA mudh futhZo] fujk'k] vkgr vkRek lkURouk ds fy;s fody gks jgh Fkh( lPph Lusg esa Mwch gqbZ lkURouk ds fy;s] ml jksxh dh Hkk¡fr tks thou&lw=k {kh.k gks tkus ij Hkh o|S ds e[q k dh vkjs vk'kk&Hkjh vk[¡ kkas ls rkd jgk gkAs ogh xkfs oUnh ftl ij mUgksaus ges'kk tqYe fd;k] ftldk ges'kk vieku fd;k] ftlls ges'kk cos QkbZ dh] ftls lnoS thou dk Hkkj le>k] ftldh eR` ;q dh lnoS dkeuk djrs jg]s ogh bl le; tlS s vpa y eas vk'khoknZ vkjS exa y vkjS vHk; fy;s mu ij okj jgh Fkh] tlS s mu pj.kkas eas gh muds thou dk LoxZ gk]s tlS s og muds vHkkxs eLrd ij gkFk j[kdj gh mudh izk.kghu èkefu;ksa esa fQj jDr dk lapkj dj nsxhA eu dh bl nqcZy n'kk esa] ?kksj foifÙk esa] ekuks og mUgsa d.B ls yxk ysus ds fy;s [kM+h FkhA ukSdk ij cSBs gq, ty&fogkj djrs le; ge ftu pêkuksa dks ?kkrd le>rs gSa] vkSj pkgrs gSa fd dksbZ bUgsa [kksndj Qsad nsrk] mUgha ls] ukSdk VwV tkus ij] ge fpeV tkrs gSaA xkfs oUnh us mUgas ,d lkQs k ij cBS k fn;k vkjs Lugs &dkes y Loj eas ckys hµrks rqe bruk fny NksVk D;ksa djrs gks\\ èku ds fy,] tks lkjs iki dh tM+ gS\\ ml èku ls gesa D;k lq[k Fkk\\ lcsjs ls vkèkh jkr rd ,d&u&,d >a>VµvkRek dk loZuk'k! yM+ds rqels ckr djus dks rjl tkrs Fks] rqEgsa lEcfUèk;ksa dks i=k fy[kus rd dh Qqjlr u feyrh FkhA D;k cM+h bT+t+r Fkh\\ gk¡] Fkh( D;ksafd nqfu;k vkt 324 @ xksnku

rd èku dh iwtk djrh pyh vk;h gSA mls rqels dksbZ iz;kstu ughaA tc rd rqEgkjs ikl y{eh gS] rqEgkjs lkeus iw¡N fgyk;sxhA dy mruh gh HkfDr ls nwljksa ds }kj ij fltns djxs hA rqEgkjh rji+$ rkdxs h Hkh ughAa lRiq#\"k èku ds vkxs flj ugha >qdkrsA og ns[krs gSa] rqe D;k gks( vxj rqeesa lPpkbZ gS] U;k; gS] R;kx gS] iq#\"kkFkZ gS] rks os rqEgkjh iwtk djsaxsA ugha rqEgsa lekt dk yqVsjk le>dj eq¡g Qsj ysaxs( cfYd rqEgkjs nq'eu gks tk;saxsA eSa x+yr rks ugha dgrh esgrkth\\ egs rk us ekuks Lox&Z LoIu ls pkdaS dj dgkµx+yr\\ vki ogh dg jgh g]aS tks lalkj ds egku iq#\"kksa us thou dk lkfRod vuqHko djus ds ckn dgk gSA thou dk lPpk vkèkkj ;gh gSA xksfoUnh us esgrk dks lEcksfèkr djds dgkµèkuh dkSu gksrk gS] bldk dksbZ fopkj ugha djrkA ogh tks vius dkS'ky ls nwljksa dks csodwi+$ cuk ldrk gS--- [kUuk us ckr dkVdj dgkµugha xksfoUnh] èku dekus ds fy;s vius esa laLdkj pkfg,A dsoy dkS'ky ls èku ugha feyrkA blds fy;s Hkh R;kx vkSj riL;k djuh iM+rh gSA 'kk;n bruh lkèkuk esa bZ'oj Hkh fey tk;sA gekjh lkjh vkfRed vkSj ckSf)d vkSj 'kkjhfjd 'kfDr;ksa ds lkeatL; dk uke èku gSA xksfoUnh us foi{kh u cudj eè;LFk Hkko ls dgkµeSa ekurh gw¡ fd èku ds fy;s FkksM+h riL;k ugha djuh iM+rh( ysfdu fQj Hkh geus mls thou esa ftrus egRo dh oLrq le> j[kk gS] mruk egRo mlesa ugha gSA eSa rks [kq'k gw¡ fd rqEgkjs flj ls ;g ck>s VykA vc rEq gkjs yMd+ s vkneh gkxas ]s LokFkZ vkjS vfHkeku ds irq ys ughaA thou dk lq[k nwljksa dks lq[kh djus esa gS] mudks ywVus esa ughaA cqjk u ekuuk] vc rd rqEgkjs thou dk vFkZ Fkk vkRelsok] Hkksx vkSj foyklA nSo us rqEgas ml lkèku ls ofa pr djds rqEgas T+;knk Åp¡ s vkjS ifo=k thou dk jkLrk [kkys fn;k gSA ;g flf) izkIr djus esa vxj dqN d\"V Hkh gks] rks mldk Lokxr djksA rqe bls foifÙk le>rs gh D;ksa gks\\ D;ksa ugha le>rs] rqEgsa vU;k; ls yM+us dk ;g volj feyk gSA esjs fopkj esa rks ihM+d gksus ls ihfM+r gksuk dgha Js\"B gSaA èku [kksdj vxj ge viuh vkRek dks ik ldsa] rks ;g dksbZ eg¡xk lkSnk ugha gSA U;k; ds lfS ud cudj yM+us eas tks xkjS o] tks mYykl g]S D;k mls bruh tYn Hkyw x;s\\ xksfoUnh ds ihys] lw[ks eq[k ij rst+ dh ,slh ped Fkh] ekuks mlesa dksbZ foy{k.k 'kfDr vk x;h gks] ekuks mldh lkjh ewd lkèkuk izxYHk gks mBh gksA egs rk mldh vkjs HkfDr&i.w kZ u=s kkas ls rkd jgs Fk]s [kUuk flj >dq k;s bls noS h izsj.kk le>us dh ps\"Vk dj jgs Fks vkSj ekyrh eu esa yfTtr FkhA xksfoUnh ds xksnku @ 325

fopkj brus Å¡ps] mldk ân; bruk fo'kky vkSj mldk thou bruk mTToy gS! 29 ukgs jh mu vkjS rkas eas u Fkh] tks uds h djds nfj;k eas Mky nrs h gAS mlus uds h dh gS] rks mldk [kwc f<a<ksjk ihVsxh vkSj mlls ftruk ;'k fey ldrk gS] mlls dNq T+;knk gh ikus ds fy;s gkFk&iko¡ ekjxs hA ,ls s vkneh dks ;'k ds cnys vi;'k vkjS cnukeh gh feyrh gAS uds h u djuk cnukeh dh ckr ughAa viuh bPNk ugha gS] ;k lkeF;Z ugha gSA blds fy;s dksbZ gesa cqjk ugha dg ldrkA exj tc ge uds h djds mldk ,glku trkus yxrs g]aS rks ogh ftlds lkFk geus uds h dh Fkh] gekjk 'k=kq gks tkrk g]S vkjS gekjs ,glku dks feVk nus k pkgrk gAS ogh uds h vxj djus okyksa ds fny esa jgs] rks usdh gS] ckgj fudy vk;s rks cnh gSA uksgjh pkjksa vkjs dgrh fQjrh Fkhµcps kjk gkjs h cMh+ elq hcr eas Fkk] cVs h ds C;kg ds fy;s te+ hu jsgu j[k jgk FkkA eSaus mudh ;g n'kk ns[kh] rks eq>s n;k vk;hA èkfu;k ls rks th tyrk Fkk] og jk¡M+ rks ekjs ?ke.M ds èkjrh ij ik¡o gh ugha j[krhA cspkjk gksjh fpUrk ls ?kqyk tkrk FkkA euaS s lkps k] bl lda V eas bldh dqN enn dj nA¡w vkf[k+j vkneh gh rks vkneh ds dke vkrk gSA vkSj gksjh rks vc dksbZ x+Sj ugha gS] ekuks pkgs u ekuks] og rqEgkjs ukrsnkj gks pqdsA #i;s fudkydj ns fn;s( ugha] yM+dh vc rd cSBh gksrhA èkfu;k Hkyk ;g thV dc lquus yxh FkhA #i;s [kSjkr fn;s Fks\\ cM+h nsus okyh! lwn egktu Hkh ysxk] rqe Hkh yksxhA ,glku dkgs dk! nwljksa dks nsrh] lwn dh txg ewy Hkh xk;c gks tkrk( geus fy;k gS] rks gkFk esa #i;s vkrs gh ukd ij j[k nsaxsA geha Fks fd rqEgkjs ?kj dk fcl mBkds ih x;s] vkSj dHkh eq¡g ij ugha yk;sA dksbZ ;gk¡ }kj ij ugha [kM+k gksus nsrk FkkA geus rqEgkjh ejtkn cuk nh] rqEgkjs eq¡g dh ykyh j[k yhA jkr ds nl ct x;s FkAs lkou dh vè¡ kjs h NVk Nk;h FkhA lkjs xko¡ eas vUèkdkj FkkA gksjh us Hkkstu djds rek[kw fi;k vkSj lksus tk jgk Fkk fd Hkksyk vkdj [kM+k gks x;kA gkjs h us iNw kµdlS s pys Hkkys k egrk!s tc blh xko¡ eas jguk g]S rks D;kas vyx NksVk lk ?kj ugha cuk ysrs\\ xk¡o esa yksx dSlh&dSlh dqRlk mM+k;k djrs gSa] D;k ;g rqEgas vPNk yxrk g\\S cqjk u ekuuk] rqels lEcUèk gks x;k g]S blfy;s rqEgkjh cnukeh ugha lquh tkrh] ugha eq>s D;k djuk FkkA 326 @ xksnku

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jgksA nks jksVh [kkvks vkSj jke dk uke yksA tokuh ds lq[k vc x;sA og vkSjr papy gS] cnukeh vkSj tyu ds flok rqe mlls dksbZ lq[k u ikvksxsA Hkkys k ukgs jh dks NkMs + n]s vlEHko! ukgs jh bl le; Hkh mldh vkjs jk\"s k&Hkjh vk[¡ kkas ls rjjs rh gbq Z tku iM+rh Fkh( yfs du ugh]a Hkkys k vc mls NkMs + gh nxs kA tlS k dj jgh gS] mldk Qy HkksxsA vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw vk x;sA cksykµgksjh HkS;k] bl vkSjr ds ihNs esjh ftruh lk¡lr gks jgh gS] eSa gh tkurk gw¡A blh ds ihNs dkerk ls esjh yM+kbZ gqbZA cq<+kis eas ;g nkx Hkh yxuk Fkk] og yx x;kA e>q s jkts + rkuk nrs h gS fd rEq gkjh rks yMd+ h fudy x;hA ejs h yM+dh fudy x;h] pkgs Hkkx x;h( yfs du vius vkneh ds lkFk iM+h rks gS] mlds lq[k&nq[k dh lkfFku rks gSA mldh rjg rks eSaus vkSjr gh ugha ns[khA nwljksa ds lkFk rks g¡lrh gS] eq>s ns[kk rks dqIis&lk eq¡g Qqyk fy;kA eSa x+jhc vkneh Bgjk] rhu&pkj vkus jkst+ dh etwjh djrk gw¡aA nwèk&ngh] ekal&eNyh] jcM+h&eykbZ dgk¡ ls ykÅ¡! Hkkys k ;gk¡ ls ifz rKk djds vius ?kj x;As vc cVs kas ds lkFk jgxas ]s cgrq èkDds [kk pqds( ysfdu nwljs fnu izkr%dky gksjh us ns[kk] rks Hkksyk nqykjh lgqvkbu dh nqdku ls rek[kw fy;s pys tk jgs FksA gksjh us iqdkjuk mfpr u le>kA vklfDr esa vkneh vius cl esa ugha jgrkA ogk¡ ls vkdj èkfu;k ls cksykµHkksyk rks vHkh ogha gSA uksgjh us lpeqp bu ij dksbZ tknw dj fn;k gSA èkfu;k us ukd fldksM+dj dgkµtSlh csg;k og gS] oSlk gh csg;k ;g gSA ,sls enZ dks rks pqYyw Hkj ikuh esa Mwc ejuk pkfg,A vc og ls[kh u tkus dgk¡ x;hA >fq u;k ;gk¡ vk;h] rks mlds ihNs M.Mk fy;s fQj jgs FkAs bTt+ r+ fcxMh+ tkrh FkhA vc bT+t+r ugha fcxM+rhA gkjs h dks Hkkys k ij n;k vk jgh FkhA cps kjk bl dyq Vk ds Qjs eas iMd+ j viuh ft+Unxh cjckn fd;s Mkyrk gSA NksM+dj tk;s Hkh] rks dSls\\ L=kh dks bl rjg NksM+dj tkuk D;k lgt gS\\ ;g pqM+Sy mls ogk¡ Hkh rks pSu ls u cSBus nsxhA dgha iapk;r djsxh] dgha jksVh&diM+s dk nkok djsxhA vHkh rks xk¡o gh ds yksx tkurs gSaA fdlh dks dqN dgrs ladksp gksrk gSA duQqlfd;k¡ djds gh jg tkrs gSaA rc rks nqfu;k Hkh Hkksyk gh dks cqjk dgsxhA yksx ;gh rks dgsaxs] fd tc enZ us NksM+ fn;k] rks cps kjh vcyk D;k dj\\s enZ cjq k gk]s rks vkjS r dh xnuZ dkV yxs kA vkjS r cqjh gks] rks enZ ds eq¡g esa dkfy[k yxk nsxhA blds nks eghus ckn ,d fnu xk¡o esa ;g [kcj QSyh fd uksgjh us ekjs twrksa 328 @ xksnku

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dh vkjs rkdrs ugha n[s kkA iV's ojh us ,d ckj dNq NMs + dh FkhA mldk ,ls k eg¡q rkMs + tokc fn;k fd vc rd ugha HkwysA lglk mlus ekrknhu dks viuh vksj vkrs ns[kkA dlkbZ dgha dk] dSlk fryd yxk;s gq, gS] ekuks Hkxoku dk vlyh Hkxr gSA jaxk gqvk fl;kj! ,sls czkãu dks ikykxu dkSu djsA ekrknhu us lehi vkdj dgkµrEq gkjk nkfguk rks c<w +k gks x;k gkjs h] vcdh flapkbZ esa u BgjsxkA dksbZ ik¡p lky gq, gksaxs bls yk;s\\ gkjs h us nk;as cyS dh ihB ij gkFk j[kdj dgkµdlS k ikp¡ ok]¡ ;g vkBok¡ py jgk gS HkkbZ! th rks pkgrk gS] mls fiaflu ns nw¡( ysfdu fdlku vkSj fdlku ds cSy budks tejkt gh fiaflu nsa] rks feysA bldh xnZu ij tqvk j[krs esjk eu dpkVs rk gAS cps kjk lkps rk gkxs k] vc Hkh Nêq h ugh]a vc D;k ejs k gkM+ tkrs xs k D;k\\ ysfdu viuk dksbZ dkcw ughA rqe dSls pys\\ vc rks th vPNk gS\\ ekrknhu bèkj ,d eghus ls eyfs j;k Toj eas iMk+ jgk FkkA ,d fnu rks mldh ukM+h NwV x;h FkhA pkjikbZ ls uhps mrkj fn;k x;k FkkA rc ls mlds eu esa ;g izsj.kk gqbZ Fkh fd flfy;k ds lkFk vR;kpkj djus dk mls ;g n.M feyk gSA tc mlus flfy;k dks ?kj ls fudkyk] rc og xHkoZ rh FkhA mls rfud Hkh n;k u vkbAZ iwjk xHkZ ysdj Hkh og etwjh djrh jghA vxj èkfu;k us ml ij n;k u dh gksrh rks ej x;h gksrhA dSlh&dSlh eqlhcrsa >sydj th jgh gSA etwjh Hkh rks bl n'kk esa ugha dj ldrhA vc yfTtr vkSj nzfor gksdj og flfy;k dks gksjh ds gLrs nks #i;s nsus vk;k gS( vxj gksjh mls og #i;s ns ns] rks og mldk cgqr midkj ekuxs kA gksjh us dgkµrqEgha tkdj D;ksa ugha ns nsrs\\ ekrknhu us nhuHkko ls dgkµe>q s mlds ikl er Hkts ks gkjs h egrk!s dkuS &lk eq¡g ysdj tkÅ¡\\ Mj Hkh yx jgk gS fd eq>s ns[kdj dgha QVdkj u lqukus yxsA rqe eq> ij bruh n;k djksA vHkh eq>ls pyk ugha tkrk( ysfdu blh #i;s ds fy;s ,d tteku ds ikl dksl&Hkj nkSM+k x;k FkkA viuh djuh dk Qy cgqr Hkkxs pqdkA bl cEgubZ dk ck>s vc ugha mBk;s mBrkA yqd&fNidj pkgs ftruk dqdeZ djks] dksbZ ugha cksyrkA ijrPN dqN ugha dj ldrs] ugha dqy esa dyad yx tk;sxkA rqe mls le>k nsuk] nknk] fd esjk vijkèk {kek dj nsA ;g èkje dk cUèku cM+k dM+k gksrk gSA ftl lekt esa tUes vkSj iys] mldh e;kZnk dk ikyu rks djuk gh iM+rk gSA vkSj fdlh tkfr dk èkje fcxM+ tk;s] mls dksbZ fclsl gkfu ugha gksrh( ckEgu dk èkje fcxM+ tk;s] rks og dgha dk ugha jgrkA 330 @ xksnku

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gVk nsuk pkgrs Fks vkSj og tkurs Fks] ekyrh tc rd vkxs viuk ik¡o u tek ysxh] og fiNyk ik¡o u mBk;sxhA og tkurs Fks] ekyrh ds lkFk Ny djds og viuh uhprk dk ifjp; ns jgs gAaS blds fy;s mudh vkRek cjkcj mUgas fèkDdkjrh jgh Fkh( exj T;ksa&T;ksa og ekyrh dks fudV ls ns[krs Fks] muds eu esa vkd\"kZ.k c<+rk tkrk FkkA :i dk vkd\"kZ.k rks mu ij dksbZ vlj u dj ldrk FkkA ;g xq.k dk vkd\"kZ.k FkkA ;g og tkurs Fks] ftls lPpk izse dg ldrs gSa] dsoy ,d cUèku esa c¡èk tkus ds ckn gh iSnk gks ldrk gSA blds igys tks izse gksrk gS] og rks :i dh vklfDr&ek=k gS] ftldk dksbZ fVdko ugha( exj blds igys ;g fu'p; rks dj ysuk gh Fkk fd tks iRFkj lkgp;Z ds [kjkn ij p<+sxk] mlesa [kjkns tkus dh {kerk gS Hkh ;k ughaA lHkh iRFkj rks [kjkn ij p<+dj lqUnj ewfrZ;k¡ ugha cu tkrsA brus fnuksa esa ekyrh us muds ân; ds fHkUu&fHkUu Hkkxksa esa viuh jf'e;k¡ Mkyh Fkha( ij vHkh rd os dsfUnzr gksdj ml Tokyk ds :i esa u QwV iM+h Fkha] ftlls mudk lkjk vUrLry izTofyr gks tkrkA vkt ekyrh us xzkeh.kksa esa feydj vkSj lkjs HksnHkkoksa dks feVkdj bu jf'e;ksa dks ekuks dsfUnzr dj fn;kA vkSj vkt igyh ckj esgrk dks ekyrh ls ,dkRerk dk vuqHko gqvkA T;ksa gh ekyrh xko¡ dk pDdj yxkdj ykVS h] mUgkuas s mls lkFk yds j unh dh vkjs iLz Fkku fd;kA jkr ;gha dkVus dk fu'p; gks x;kA ekyrh dk dystk vkt u tkus D;ksa èkd&èkd djus yxkA esgrk ds eq[k ij vkt mls ,d fofp=k T;ksfr vkSj bPNk >ydrh gqbZ ut+j vk;hA unh ds fdukjs pk¡nh dk Q'kZ fcNk gqvk Fkk vkSj unh jRu&tfVr vkHkw\"k.k igys ehBs Lojksa esa xkrh pk¡n dks vkSj rkjksa dks vkSj flj >qdk;s uhan esa ekrs o`{kksa dks viuk u`R; fn[kk jgh FkhA esgrk izd`fr dh ml eknd 'kksHkk ls tSls eLr gks x;As tlS s mudk ckyiu viuh lkjh ØhMk+ vkas ds lkFk ykVS vk;k gkAs ckyw ij dbZ dqykVsa ekjhaA fQj nkSM+s gq, unh esa tkdj ?kqVus rd ikuh esa [kM+s gks x;sA ekyrh us dgkµikuh esa u [kM+s gksA dgha B.M u yx tk;sA esgrk us ikuh mNkydj dgkµesjk rks th pkgrk gS] unh ds ml ikj rSjdj pyk tkÅ¡A ^ugha&ugha] ikuh ls fudy vkvksA eSa u tkus nw¡xhA* ^rqe esjs lkFk u pyksxh] ml lwuh cLrh esa tgk¡ LoIuksa dk jkT; gSA* ^eq>s rks rSjuk ugha vkrkA* ^vPNk] vkvks] ,d uko cuk;sa] vkSj ml ij cSBdj pysaA* og ckgj fudy vk;sA vklikl cM+h nwj rd >kÅ dk taxy [kM+k FkkA 344 @ xksnku

esgrk us tsc ls pkdw fudkyk] vkSj cgqr&lh Vgfu;k¡ dkVdj tek dhaA dxkj ij ljir ds twV [kM+s FksA Åij p<+dj ljir dk ,d xëk dkV yk;s vkSj ogha ckyw ds Q'kZ ij cBS dj ljir dh jLlh cVus yxAs ,ls s ilz Uu Fk]s ekuks LoxkjZ kgs .k dh r;S kjh dj jgs gAaS dbZ ckj mx¡ fy;k¡ fpj x;h]a [kuw fudykA ekyrh fcxM+ jgh Fkh] ckj&ckj xk¡o ykSV pyus ds fy;s vkxzg dj jgh Fkh( ij mUgsa dksbZ ijokg u FkhA ogh ckydksa dk&lk mYykl Fkk] ogh vYgM+iu] ogh gBA n'kZu vkSj foKku lHkh bl izokg esa cg x;s FksA jLlh rS;kj gks x;hA >kÅ dk cM+k&lk r[r cu x;k] Vgfu;k¡ nksuksa fljksa ij jLlh ls tkMs + nh x;h FkhAa mlds fNnkz as eas >kÅ dh Vgfu;k¡ Hkj nh x;h]a ftlls ikuh Åij u vk;sA ukSdk rS;kj gks x;hA jkr vkSj Hkh LofIuy gks x;h FkhA esgrk us ukSdk dks ikuh esa Mkydj ekyrh dk gkFk idM+dj dgkµvkvks] cBS kAs ekyrh us l'kad gksdj dgkµnks vknfe;ksa dk cks> l¡Hkky ysxh\\ esgrk us nk'kZfud eqLdku ds lkFk dgkµftl rjh ij cSBs ge yksx thou&;k=kk dj jgs gSa] og rks blls dgha fuLlkj gS ekyrh\\ D;k Mj jgh gks\\ ^Mj fdl ckr dk tc rqe lkFk gksA* ^lp dgrh gks\\* ^vc rd eSaus cx+Sj fdlh dh lgk;rk ds ckèkkvksa dks thrk gSA vc rks rqEgkjs lax gw¡A* nksuksa ml >kÅ ds r[rs ij cSBs vkSj esgrk us >kÅ ds ,d M.Ms ls gh mls [ksuk 'kq: fd;kA r[rk Mxexkrk gqvk ikuh esa pykA ekyrh us eu dks bl r[rs ls gVkus ds fy;s iwNkµrqe rks ges'kk 'kgjksa esa jgs] xk¡o ds thou dk rqEgsa dSls vH;kl gks x;k\\ eSa rks ,slk r[rk dHkh u cuk ldrhA esgrk us mls vuqjDr us=kksa ls ns[kdj dgkµ'kk;n ;g esjs fiNys tUe dk laLdkj gSA izd`fr ls Li'kZ gksrs gh tSls eq>esa u;k thou&lk vk tkrk gS( ul&ul esa LQwfrZ Nk tkrh gSA ,d&,d i{kh] ,d&,d i'kq] tSls eq>s vkuUn dk fuea=k.k nsrk gqvk tku iM+rk gS] ekuks Hkwys gq, lq[kksa dh ;kn fnyk jgk gksA ;g vkuUn eq>s vkjS dgha ugha feyrk ekyrh] lxa hr ds #ykuos kys Lojkas eas Hkh ugh]a n'kuZ dh Å¡ph mM+kuksa esa Hkh ughaA tSls vius vkidks ik tkrk gw¡] tSls i{kh vius ?kksalys esa vk tk;sA r[rk Mxexkrk] dHkh frjNk] dHkh lhèkk] dHkh pDdj [kkrk gqvk pyk tk xksnku @ 345

jgk FkkA lglk ekyrh us dkrj d.B ls iwNkµvkSj eSa rqEgkjs thou esa dHkh ugha vkrh\\ esgrk us mldk gkFk idM+dj dgkµvkrh gks] ckj&ckj vkrh gks] lqxUèk ds ,d >ksads dh rjg] dYiuk dh ,d Nk;k dh rjg vkSj fQj vn`'; gks tkrh gksA nkSM+rk gw¡ fd rqEgsa djik'k esa ck¡èk yw¡( ij gkFk [kqys jg tkrs gSa vkSj rqe xk;c gks tkrh gksA ekyrh us mUekn dh n'kk esa dgkµysfdu rqeus bldk dkj.k Hkh lkspk\\ le>uk pkgk\\ ^gk¡ ekyrh] cgqr lkspk] ckj&ckj lkspkA* ^rks D;k ekywe gqvk\\* ^;gh fd eaS ftl vkèkkj ij thou dk Hkou [kMk+ djuk pkgrk g]¡w og vfLFkj gSA ;g dksbZ fo'kky Hkou ugha gS] dsoy ,d NksVh&lh 'kkUr dqfV;k gS( ysfdu mlds fy;s Hkh rks dksbZ fLFkj vkèkkj pkfg,A* ekyrh us viuk gkFk NqM+kdj tSls eku djrs gq, dgkµ;g >wBk vk{ksi gSA rqeus lnSo eq>s ijh{kk dh vk¡[kksa ls ns[kk] dHkh izse dh vk¡[kksa ls ughaA D;k rqe bruk Hkh ugha tkurs fd ukjh ijh{kk ugh pkgrh] izse pkgrh gSA ijh{kk xq.kksa dks voxq.k] lqUnj dks vlqUnj cukusokyh pht+ gS( izse voxq.kksa dks xq.k cukrk gS] vlqUnj dks lqUnj! eSaus rqels izse fd;k] eSa dYiuk gh ugha dj ldrh fd rqeesa dkbs Z cjq kbZ Hkh g(S exj req us ejs h ijh{kk dh vkjS req e>q s vfLFkj] ppa y vkjS tkus D;k&D;k le>dj eq>ls ges'kk nwj Hkkxrs jgsA ugha] eSa tks dqN dguk pkgrh gw¡] og eq>s dg ysus nksA eSa D;ksa vfLFkj vkSj papy gw¡( blfy;s fd eq>s og izse ugha feyk] tks eq>s fLFkj vkSj vpapy cukrk( vxj rqeus esjs lkeus mlh rjg vkRelei.Z k fd;k gkrs k] tlS s euaS s rqEgkjs lkeus fd;k g]S rks rqe vkt eq> ij ;g vk{ksi u j[krsA esgrk us ekyrh ds eku dk vkuUn mBkrs gq, dgkµrqeus esjh ijh{kk dHkh ugha dh\\ lp dgrh gks\\ ^dHkh ughaA* rks rqeus xyrh dhA* ^eSa bldh ijokg ugha djrhA* ^Hkkoqdrk esa u vkvks ekyrh! izse nsus ds igys ge lc ijh{kk djrs gSa vkSj rqeus dh] pkgs vizR;{k :i ls gh dh gksA eSa vkt rqels Li\"V dgrk gw¡ fd igys euaS s rEq gas mlh rjg n[s kk] tlS s jkts + gh gtk+ jkas nfs o;kas dks n[s kk djrk g]¡w dos y foukns 346 @ xksnku

ds Hkko ls( vxj eSa xyrh ugha djrk] rks rqeus Hkh eq>s euksjatu ds fy;s ,d u;k f[kykSuk le>kA* ekyrh us Vkds kµxyr dgrs gkAs euaS s dHkh rEq gas bl ut+j ls ugha n[s kkA euaS s igys gh fnu rqEgsa viuk nso cukdj vius ân;--- esgrk ckr dkVdj cksysµfQj ogh HkkoqdrkA eq>s ,sls egRo ds fo\"k; esa Hkkoqdrk ilUn ugha( vxj rqeus igys gh fnu ls eq>s bl d`ik ds ;ksX; le>k] rks bldk ;gh dkj.k gks ldrk g]S fd eaS :i Hkjus eas rqels T+;knk dq'ky g]¡w ojuk tgk¡ rd euaS s ukfj;kas dk LoHkko n[s kk g]S og iesz ds fo\"k; eas dki+$h Nkuchu djrh gAaS igys Hkh rks Lo;oa j ls i#q \"kkas dh ijh{kk gkrs h Fkh\\ og eukos f` Ùk vc Hkh ektS nw gS] pkgs mldk :i dqN cny x;k gksA eSaus rc ls cjkcj ;gh dksf'k'k dh gS fd vius dks lEi.w kZ :i ls rEq gkjs lkeus j[k n¡w vkjS mlds lkFk gh rEq gkjh vkRek rd Hkh igq¡p tkÅ¡A vkSj eSa T;ksa&T;ksa rqEgkjs vUrLry dh xgjkbZ esa mrjk gw¡] eq>s jRu gh feys gSaA eSa fouksn ds fy;s vk;k vkSj vkt mikld cuk gqvk gw¡A rqeus esjs Hkhrj D;k ik;k ;g eq>s ekywe ughaA unh dk nwljk fdukjk vk x;kA nksuksa mrjdj mlh ckyw ds Q'kZ ij tk cSBs vkjS egs rk fQj mlh ioz kg eas ckys µs vkjS vkt eaS ;gk¡ ogh iNw us ds fy;s rEq gas yk;k gw¡\\ ekyrh us dki¡ rs g,q Loj eas dgkµD;k vHkh rEq gas e>q ls ;g iNw us dh t:+ jr ckdh g\\S ^gk]¡ blfy;s fd eaS vkt rEq gas viuk og :i fn[kkÅx¡ k] tks 'kk;n vHkh rd req us ugha n[s kk vkjS ftls euaS s Hkh fNik;k gAS vPNk] eku yk]s eaS req ls fookg djds dy rqels csoQkbZ d:¡ rks rqe eq>s D;k ltk nksxh\\* ekyrh us mudh vksj pfdr gksdj ns[kkA bldk vk'k; mldh le> esa u vk;kA ^,slk iz'u D;ksa djrs gks\\* ^esjs fy;s ;g cM+s egRo dh ckr gSA* ^eSa bldh lEHkkouk ugha le>rhA* ^lla kj eas dNq Hkh vlEHko ugha gAS cM&s+ l&s cMk+ egkRek Hkh ,d {k.k eas ifrr gks ldrk gSA* ^eSa mldk dkj.k [kkstw¡xh vkSj mls nwj d:¡xhA* ^eku yks] esjh vknr u NwVsA* ^fQj eSa ugha dg ldrh] D;k d:¡xhA 'kk;n fo\"k [kkdj lks jgw¡A* xksnku @ 347

^ysfdu ;fn rqe eq>ls ;gh iz'u djks] rks eSa mldk nwljk tokc nw¡xkA* ekyrh us la'kd gksdj iwNkµcrykvks! egs rk us n<` +rk ds lkFk dgkµeaS igys rEq gkjk ikz .kkUr dj nx¡w k] fQj viukA ekyrh us tk+ js ls dgdgk ekjk vkjS flj ls iko¡ rd flgj mBhA mldh gl¡ h dsoy mlds flgju dks fNikus dk vkoj.k FkhA esgrk us iwNkµrqe g¡lha D;ksa\\ ^blfy;s fd rqe ,sls fgalkoknh ugha tku iM+rsA* ^ugha ekyrh] blh fo\"k; esa eSa iwjk i'kq gw¡ vkSj ml ij yfTtr gksus dk dksbZ dkj.k ugha ns[krkA vkè;kfRed izse vkSj R;kxe; izse vkSj fuLokFkZ izse ftlesa vkneh vius dks feVkdj dsoy izsfedk ds fy;s thrk gS] mlds vkuUn ls vkufUnr gksrk gS vkSj mlds pj.kksa ij viuh vkRek leiZ.k dj nsrk gS] esjs fy;s fujFkZd 'kCn gSaA eSaus iqLrdksa esa ,slh izse&dFkk,¡ i<+h gSa tgk¡ izseh us izsfedk ds u;s izsfe;ksa ds fy;s viuh tku ns nh gS( exj ml Hkkouk dks eSa J)k dg ldrk gw¡] lsok dg ldrk gw¡] izse dHkh ughaA izse lhèkh lknh xÅ ugha] [kw¡[kkj 'ksj gS] tks vius f'kdkj ij fdlh dh vk¡[k Hkh ugha iM+us nsrkA* ekyrh us mudh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡[ksa Mkydj dgkµvxj izse [kw¡[okj 'ksj gS] rks eSa mlls nwj gh jgw¡xhA eSaus rks mls xk; gh le> j[kk FkkA eSa izse dks lUnsg ls Åij le>rh gw¡A og nsg dh oLrq ugha] vkRek dh oLrq gSA lUnsg dk ogk¡ tjk Hkh LFkku ugha vkSj fgalk rks lUnsg dk gh ifj.kke gSA og lEiw.kZ vkRe&leiZ.k gSA mlds efUnj esa rqe ijh{kd cudj ugha] mikld cudj gh ojnku ik ldrs gkAs og mBdj [kM+h gks x;h vkjS rts +h ls unh dh rji+$ pyh] ekuks mlus viuk [kks;k gqvk ekxZ ik fy;k gksA ,slh LQwfrZ dk mls dHkh vuqHko u gqvkA mlus Lor=a k thou eas Hkh vius eas ,d nqcyZ rk ik;h Fkh] tks mls lnoS vkUnkfs yr djrh jgrh Fkh] lnSo vfLFkj j[krh FkhA mldk eu tSls dksbZ vkJ; [kkstk djrk Fkk] ftlds cy ij fVd lds] lalkj dk lkeuk dj ldsA vius esa mls ;g 'kfDr u feyrh FkhA cqf) vkjS pfj=k dh 'kfDr n[s kdj og mldh vkjs ykykf;r gkds j tkrh FkhA ikuh dh Hkk¡fr gj ,d ik=k dk :i èkkj.k dj ysrh FkhA mldk viuk dksbZ :i u FkkA mldh eukos f` Ùk vHkh rd fdlh ijh{kkFkhZ Nk=k dh&lh FkhA Nk=k dks iqLrdkas ls izse gks ldrk gS vkSj gks tkrk gS( ysfdu og iqLrd ds mUgha Hkkxksa ij T+;knk è;ku nsrk gS] tks ijh{kk esa vk ldrs gSaA mldh igyh xjt ijh{kk esa lQy gksuk gSA KkuktZu blds cknA vxj mls ekywe gks tk;s fd ijh{kd cM+k n;kyq gS ;k 348 @ xksnku

vUèkk gS vkSj Nk=kksa dks ;ksa gh ikl dj fn;k djrk gS] rks 'kk;n og iqLrdksa dh vksj vk¡[k mBkdj Hkh u ns[ksA ekyrh tks dqN djrh Fkh] esgrk dks izlUu djus ds fy;sA mldk eryc Fkk] esgrk dk izse vkSj fo'okl izkIr djuk] mlds eukjs kT; dh jkuh cu tkuk( yfs du mlh Nk=k dh rjg viuh ;kXs ;rk dk fo'okl tekdjA fy;kdr vk tkus ls ijh{kd vki gh vki mlls lUr\"q V gks tk;xs k] bruk èkS;Z mls u FkkA exj vkt esgrk us tSls mls Bqdjkdj mldh vkRe'kfDr dks txk fn;kA esgrk dks tc ls mlus igyh ckj ns[kk Fkk] rHkh ls mldk eu mudh vksj >qdk FkkA mls og vius ifjfprksa esa lcls leFkZ tku iM+sA mlds ifj\"d`r thou esa cqf) dh iz[kjrk vkSj fopkjksa dh n`<+rk gh lcls Å¡ph oLrq FkhA èku vkSj ,s'o;Z dks rks og dos y f[kykuS k le>rh Fkh] ftls [kys dj yM+ds rkMs +QkMs + Mkyrs gAaS :i esa Hkh vc mlds fy;s fo'ks\"k vkd\"kZ.k u Fkk] ;|fi dq:irk ds fy;s ?k`.kk FkhA mldks rks vc cfq ) 'kfDr gh viuh vkjs >dq k ldrh Fkh] ftlds vkJ; eas mleas vkRe&fo'okl txs] vius fodkl dh izsj.kk feys] vius esa 'kfDr dk lapkj gks] vius thou dh lkFkdZ rk dk Kku gkAs egs rk ds cqf)cy vkjS rts +fLork us mlds Åij viuh eqgj yxk nh vkSj rc ls og viuk laLdkj djrh pyh tkrh FkhA ftl izsjd 'kfDr dh mls t+:jr Fkh] og fey x;h Fkh vkSj vKkr :i ls mls xfr vkSj 'kfDr ns jgh FkhA thou dk u;k vkn'kZ tks mlds lkeus vk x;k Fkk] og vius dks mlds lehi igq¡pus dh ps\"Vk djrh gqbZ vkSj lQyrk dk vuqHko djrh gqbZ ml fnu dh dYiuk dj jgh Fkh] tc og vkSj esgrk ,dkRe gks tk;saxs vkSj ;g dYiuk mls vkSj Hkh n`<+ vkSj fu\"B cuk jgh FkhA exj vkt tc esgrk us mldh vk'kkvksa dks }kj rd ykdj izse dk og vkn'kZ mlds lkeus j[kk] ftlesa izse dks vkRek vkSj leiZ.k ds {ks=k ls fxjkdj HkkfS rd èkjkry rd igpq¡ k fn;k x;k Fkk] tgk¡ lUngs vkjS b\"Z ;kZ vkjS Hkkxs dk jkt gS] rc mldh ifj\"d`r cqf) vkgr gks mBhA vkSj esgrk ls tks mls J)k Fkh] mls ,d èkDdk&lk yxk] ekuks dksbZ f'k\"; vius xq: dks dksbZ uhp deZ djrs ns[k ysA mlus ns[kk] esgrk dh cqf) iz[kjrk izseRo dks i'kqrk dh vksj [khaps fy;s tkrh gS vkjS mlds nos Ro dh vkjs ls vk[¡ kas cUn fd;s yrs h g]S vkjS ;g n[s kdj mldk fny cSB x;kA esgrk us dqN yfTtr gksdj dgkµvkvks] dqN nsj vkSj cSBsaA ekyrh cksyhµugha] vc ykSVuk pkfg,A nsj gks jgh gSA xksnku @ 349