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u vk;k gksA fQj grcqf) lk flj >qdkdj jg x;kA Hkksyk D;k mls fHk[kkjh cukdj NksM+ nsuk pkgrs gSa\\ nksuksa cSy pys x;s] rc rks mlds nksuksa gkFk gh dV tk;xas As nhu Loj esa cksykµnksuksa cSy ys yksxs] rks esjk loZuk'k gks tk;sxkA vxj rqEgkjk èkje ;gh dgrk gS] rks [kksy ys tkvksA ^rqEgkjs cuus&fcxM+us dh eq>s ijokg ugha gSA eq>s vius #i;s pkfg,A* ^vkSj tks eSa dg nw¡] eSaus #i;s ns fn,\\* Hkkys k lUukVs esa vk x;kA mls vius dkukas ij fo'okl u vk;kA gkjs h bruh cM+h csbZekuh dj ldrk gS] ;g lEHko ughaA mxz gksdj cksykµvxj rqe gkFk esa xaxktyh ysdj dg nks fd eSaus #i;s ns fn;s] rks lcj dj yw¡A ^dgus dk eu rks pkgrk gS] ejrk D;k u djrk( ysfdu dgw¡xk ughaA* ^rqe dg gh ugha ldrsA* ^gk¡ HkS;k] eSa ugha dg ldrkA g¡lh dj jgk FkkA* ,d {k.k rd og nqfoèkk esa iM+k jgkA fQj cksykµrqe eq>ls bruk cSj D;ksa iky jgs gks Hkkys k Hkkb!Z >fq u;k ejs s ?kj eas vk xb]Z rks e>q s dkuS &lk ljx fey x;kA yM+dk vyx gkFk ls x;k] nks lkS #i;k Mk¡M+ vyx Hkjuk iM+kA eSa rks dgha dk u jgkA vkSj vc rqe Hkh esjh tM+ [kksn jgs gksA Hkxoku tkurs gSa] eq>s fcYdqy u ekywe Fkk fd ykS.Mk D;k dj jgk gSA eSa rks le>rk Fkk] xkuk lquus tkrk gksxkA eq>s rks ml fnu irk pyk] tc vkèkh jkr dks >qfu;k ?kj esa vk x;hA ml c[kr eSa ?kj esa u j[krk] rks lkspks] dgk¡ tkrh\\ fdldh gksdj jgrh\\ >qfu;k cjkSBs ds }kj ij fNih [kM+h ;g ckrsa lqu jgh FkhA cki dks vc og cki ugha] 'k=kq le>rh FkhA Mjh] dgha gksjh cSyksa dks ns u nsaA tkdj :ik ls cksyhµvEek dks tYnh ls cqyk ykA dguk] cM+k dke gS] fcye u djksA èkfu;k [ksr esa xkscj Qsadus x;h Fkh] cgw dk lUnsl lquk] rks vkdj cksyhµdkgs dks cqyk;k cgw] eSa rks ?kcjk;hA ^dkdk dks rqeus ns[kk gS u\\* ^gk¡ ns[kk] dlkbZ dh rjg }kj ij cSBk gqvk gSA eSa rks cksyh Hkh ughaA* ^gekjs nksuksa cSy ek¡x jgs gSa] nknk lsA* èkfu;k ds isV dh vk¡rsa Hkhrj fleV x;haA ^nksuksa cSy ek¡x jgs gSa\\* ^gk¡] dgrs gSa ;k rks gekjs #i;s nks] ;k ge nksuksa cSy [kksy ys tk;saxsA* 168 @ xksnku

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rqe vc cw<+s gks x;s egrks! ij vkt Hkh rqEgsa lxkbZ dh èkqu lokj gSA fQj og rks vHkh cPpk gSA Hkkys k us vihy Hkjh vk[¡ kkas ls gkjs h dks n[s kkµluq rs gks gkjs h bldh ckr!as vc esjk nksl ughaA eSa fcuk cSy fy;s u tkÅ¡xkA gksjh us n`<+rk ls dgkµys tkvksA ^fQj jksuk er fd esjs cSy [kksy ys x;s!* ^ugha jksÅ¡xkA* Hkksyk cSyksa dh ixfg;k [kksy gh jgk Fkk fd >qfu;k pdfr;ksankj lkM+h igus] cPps dks xksn esa fy;s] ckgj fudy vk;h vkSj dfEir Loj esa cksyhµdkdk] yks eSa bl ?kj ls fudy tkrh gw¡ vkSsj tSlh rqEgkjh euksdkeuk gS] mlh rjg Hkh[k ek¡xdj viuk vkSj vius cPps dk isV ikyw¡xh] vkSj tc Hkh[k Hkh u feysxh] rks dgha Mwc e:¡xhA Hkksyk f[kfl;kdj cksykµnwj gks esjs lkeus lsA Hkxoku u djs eq>s fQj rsjk eq¡g ns[kuk iM+sA dqyfPNuh] dqy&dyafduh dgha dhA vc rsjs fy;s Mwc ejuk gh mfpr gSA >qfu;k us mldh vksj rkdk Hkh ughaA mlesa og Øksèk Fkk] tks vius dks [kk tkuk pkgrk gS] ftlesa fgalk ugha] vkReleiZ.k gSA èkjrh bl oDr eq¡g [kksydj mls fuxy ysrh] rks og fdruk èkU; ekurh! mlus vkxs dne mBk;kA ysfdu og nks dne Hkh u x;h Fkh fd èkfu;k us nkSM+dj mls idM+ fy;k vkjS fgla k&Hkjs Lugs ls ckys hµrw dgk¡ tkrh gS cg]w py ?kj eAas ;g rjs k ?kj g]S gekjs thrs Hkh vkSj gekjs ejus ds ihNs HkhA Mwc ejs og] ftls viuh lUrku ls cSj gksA bl Hkys vkneh dks eq¡g ls ,slh ckr dgrs ykt ugha vkrhA eq> ij èkkSal tekrk gS uhp! ys tk] cSyksa dk jdr ih--- >qfu;k jkrs h gqbZ ckys hµvEek] tc viuk cki gkds s eq>s fèkDdkj jgk g]S rks e>q s Mcw gh ejus nkAs e>q vHkkfxuh ds dkju rks rEq gas n[q k gh feykA tc ls vk;h] rqEgkjk ?kj feêh esa fey x;kA rqeus brus fnu eq>s ftl ijse ls j[kk] ek¡ Hkh u j[krhA Hkxoku eq>s fQj tue nsa( rks rqEgkjh dks[k ls nsa] ;gh esjh vfHkyk\"kk gSA èkfu;k mldks viuh vksj [khaprh gqbZ cksyhµ;g rsjk cki ugha gS] rsjk cSjh gS( gR;kjkA ek¡ gksrh] rks vycÙks mls dyad gksrkA yk lxkbZA esgfj;k twrksa ls u ihVs] rks dguk! >qfu;k lkl ds ihNs&ihNs ?kj esa pyh x;hA mèkj Hkksyk us tkdj nksuksa cSyksa dks [kw¡Vksa ls [kksyk vkSj gk¡drk gqvk ?kj pyk] tSls fdlh usors esa tkdj iwfj;ksa ds 170 @ xksnku

cnys u tkus dc dk cSj fudky jgs gSa] ugha] ,slh yM+dh dks dkSu Hkyk vkneh vius ?kj esa j[ksxkA lc ds lc cslje gks x;s gSaA ykSaMs dk dgha C;kg u gksrk Fkk blh lsA vkSj bl jk¡M+ >qfu;k dh f<BkbZ rks ns[kks fd vkdj esjs lkeus [kM+h gks x;hA nwljh yM+dh gksrh] rks eq¡g u fn[kkrhA vk¡[k dk ikuh ej x;k gSA lc ds lc nq\"V vkSj ewj[k Hkh gSaA le>rs gSa] >qfu;k vc gekjh gks x;hA ;g ugha le>rs tks vius cki ds ?kj u jgh] og fdlh ds ?kj ugha jgsxhA le; [kjkc gS] ugha chp cktkj esa bl pqM+Sy èkfu;k ds >ksaVs idM+dj ?klhVrkA eq>s fdruh xkfy;k¡ nsrh FkhA fQj mlus nksuksa cSyksa dks ns[kk] fdrus rS;kj gSaA vPNh tksM+h gSA tgk¡ pkgw¡] lkS #i;s esa csp ldrk gw¡A esjs vLlh #i;s [kjs gks tk;saxsA vHkh og xko¡ ds ckgj Hkh u fudyk Fkk fd ihNs ls nkrknhu] iV's ojh] 'kkHs kk vkjS nl&chl vkneh vkjS nkMS +s vkrs fn[kkbZ fn;As Hkkys k dk ygw lnZ gks x;kA vc QkStnkjh gqbZ( cSy Hkh fNu tk;saxs] ekj Hkh iM+sxhA og #d x;k dej dldjA ejuk gh gS rks yM+dj ejsxkA nkrknhu us lehi vkdj dgkµ;g rqeus D;k vuFkZ fd;k Hkksys ,sa! mlds cyS [kkys yk,] og dNq ckys k ugh]a blh ls ljs gks x;As lc ykxs viu&s vius dke esa yxs Fks] fdlh dks [kcj Hkh u gqbZA gksjh us tjk&lk b'kkjk dj fn;k gksrk] rks rEq gkjk ,d&,d cky puq tkrkA Hkyk pkgrs gk]s rks ys pyks cyS ] tjk Hkh Hkyela h ugha gS rqeesaA iVs'ojh cksysµ;g mlds lhèksiu dk Qy gSA rqEgkjs #i;s ml ij vkrs gSa] rks tkdj fnokuh esa nkok djks] fMxzh djkvksA cSy [kksy ykus dk rqEgsa D;k vf[r;kj gS\\ vHkh QkStnkjh esa nkok dj ns rks c¡èks&c¡èks fQjksA Hkkys k us ncdj dgkµrks ykyk lkgc] ge dNq tcnLZ rh FkkMs s+ gh [kkys yk;As gksjh us [kqn fn;sA iVs'ojh us 'kksHkk ls dgkµrqe cSyksa dks ykSVk nks 'kksHkkA fdlku vius cSy [kq'kh ls nsxk] rks bUgsa gy esa tksrsxkA Hkksyk cSyksa ds lkeus [kM+k gks x;k gekjs #i;s fnyok nks gesa cSyksa dks ysdj D;k djuk gSA ^ge cSy fy;s tkrs gSa] vius #i;s ds fy;s nkok djks vkSj ugha rks ekjdj fxjk fn;s tkvksxsA #i;s fn;s Fks uxn rqeus\\ ,d dqyfPNuh xk; cspkjs ds flj e<+ nh vkSj vc mlds cSy [kksy fy;s tkrs gksA* Hkkys k cyS kas ds lkeus ls u gVkA [kMk+ jgk xeq leq ] n<` ]+ ekuks ejdj gh gVxs kA xksnku @ 171

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ifz rHkkoku gkrs s gAaS ftl dke ls dNq feyus dh vk'kk gk]s og mBk yxas ]s vkjS fdlh u fdlh rjg mls fuHkk Hkh nsaxsA fdlh jktk dh 'kknh fdlh jktdqekjh ls Bhd djok nh vkSj nl&chl gt+kj mlh esa ekj fy;sA ;gh nyky tc NksVs&NksVs lkSns djrs gSa] rks VkmV dgs tkrs gSa] vkSj ge muls ?k`.kk djrs gSaA cM+s&cM+s dke djds ogh VkmV jktkvkas ds lkFk f'kdkj [kys rk gS vkjS xoujZ kas dh ets + ij pk; ihrk gAS feLVj dkyS mUgha HkkX;okukas eas ls FkAs muds rhu yMf+ d;k¡ gh yMf+ d;k¡ FkhAa mudk fopkj Fkk fd rhuksa dks baxyS.M Hkstdj f'k{kk ds f'k[kj ij igq¡pk nsaA vU; cgqr ls cM+s vknfe;ksa dh rjg mudk Hkh [+;ky Fkk fd baxyS.M esa f'k{kk ikdj vkneh dqN vkSj gks tkrk gSA 'kk;n ogk¡ ds tyok;q esa cqf) dks rst+ dj nsus dh dksbZ 'kfDr g(S exj mudh ;g dkeuk ,d&frgkbZ ls T+;knk ijw h u gbq AZ ekyrh bxa y.S M esa gh Fkh fd mu ij Qkfyt fxjk vkSj csdke dj x;kA vc cM+h eqf'dy ls nks vknfe;ksa ds lgkjs mBrs&cSBrs FksA tcku rks fcYdqy cUn gh gks x;hA vkSj tc tcku gh cUn gks x;h] rks vkenuh Hkh cUn gks x;hA tks dqN Fkh] tcku gh dh dekbZ FkhA dqN cpk j[kus dh mudh vknr u FkhA vfu;fer vk; Fkh vkSj vfu;fer [kpZ Fkk( blfy;s bèkj dbZ lky ls cgrq rxa gky gks jgs FkAs lkjk nkf;Ro ekyrh ij vk iMk+ A ekyrh ds pkj&ikp¡ lkS #i;s eas og Hkkxs &foykl vkjS BkV&ckV rks D;k fuHkrk! gk¡] bruk Fkk fd nksuksa yM+fd;ksa dh f'k{kk gksrh tkrh Fkh vkSj Hkysekulksa dh rjg ft+Unxh clj gksrh FkhA ekyrh lqcg ls igj jkr rd nkSM+rh jgrh FkhA pkgrh Fkh fd firk lkfRodrk ds lkFk jgsa] ysfdu firk th dks 'kjkc&dokc dk ,slk pLdk iM+k Fkk fd fdlh rjg xyk u NksM+rk FkkA dgha ls dqN u feyrk] rks ,d egktu ls vius c¡xys ij izksuksV fy[kdj gt+kj nks gt+kj ys ysrs FksA egktu mudk iqjkuk fe=k Fkk] ftlus mudh cnkSYr ysu&nsu ls yk[kksa dek;s Fks] vkSj eqjkSOor ds ekjs dqN cksyrk u FkkA mlds iphl gt+kj p<+ pqds Fk]s vkjS tc pkgrk] ddq hZ djk ldrk Fkk( exj fe=krk dh ykt fuHkkrk tkrk FkkA vkRelsfo;ksa esa tks fuyZTtrk vk tkrh gS] og dkSy esa Hkh FkhA rdkts gqvk djsa] mUgas ijok u FkhA ekyrh muds viO;; ij >>¡q ykrh jgrh Fkh( yfs du mldh ekrk tks lk{kkr nsoh Fkha vkSj bl ;qx esa Hkh ifr dh lsok dks ukjh&thou dk eq[; gsrq le>rh Fkha] mls le>krh jgrh Fkha( blfy;s x`g;q) u gksus ikrk FkkA lUè;k gks x;h FkhA gok esa vHkh rd xehZ FkhA vkdk'k esa èkqUèk Nk;k gqvk FkkA ekyrh vkSj mldh nksuksa cgus c¡xys ds lkeus ?kkl ij cSBh gqbZ FkhaA ikuh u ikus ds dkj.k ogk¡ dh nwc ty x;h Fkh vkSj Hkhrj dh feêh fudy vk;h FkhA ekyrh us iwNkµekyh D;k fcYdqy ikuh ugha nsrk\\ xksnku @ 173

e¡>yh cgu ljkst us dgkµiM+k&iM+k lks;k djrk gS lqvjA tc dgks] rks chl cgkus fudkyus yxrk gSA ljkts ch-,- eas i<+rh Fkh] ncq yh&lh] yEch] ihyh] :[kh] dVAq mls fdlh dh dksbZ ckr ilUn u vkrh FkhA ges'kk ,sc fudkyrh jgrh FkhA MkDVjksa dh lykg Fkh fd og dksbZ ifjJe u djs] vkSj igkM+ ij jgs( ysfdu ?kj dh fLFkfr ,slh u Fkh fd mls igkM+ ij Hkstk tk ldrkA lcls NksVh ojnk dks ljkst ls blfy;s }s\"k Fkk fd lkjk ?kj ljkst dks gkFkk&as gkFk fy;s jgrk Fkk( og pkgrh Fkh ftl chekjh eas bruk Lokn g]S og mls gh D;kas ugha gks tkrhA xkjs h&lh] xo'Z khy] LoLFk] ppa y vk[¡ kkoas kyh ckfydk Fkh] ftlds eq[k ij izfrHkk dh >yd FkhA ljkst ds flok mls lkjs lalkj ls lgkuqHkwfr FkhA ljkts ds dFku dk fojkès k djuk mldk LoHkko FkkA ckys hµfnu Hkj nknkth cktkj Hkstrs jgrs gSa] Qqjlr gh dgk¡ ikrk gSA ejus dks Nqêh rks feyrh ugha] iM+k&iM+k lk;s xs k! ljkst us Mk¡Vkµnknkth mls dc cktkj Hkstrs gSa jh] >wBh dgha dh! ^jkts + Hkts rs g]aS jkts A vHkh rks vkt gh Hkts k FkkA dgks rks cyq kdj iNq ok n\\¡w * ^iNq ok;xs h] cyq kÅ\\¡ * ekyrh MjhA nksuksa xqFk tk;saxh] rks cSBuk eqf'dy dj nsaxhA ckr cnydj ckys hµvPNk [kjS ] gkxs kA vkt MkDVj egs rk dk rEq gkjs ;gk¡ Hkk\"k.k gvq k Fkk] ljkts \\ ljkst us ukd fldksM+dj dgkµgk¡] gqvk rks Fkk( ysfdu fdlh us ilUn ugha fd;kA vki Qjekus yxsµlalkj esa fL=k;ksa dk {ks=k iq#\"kksa ls fcYdqy vyx gSA fL=k;ksa dk iq#\"kksa ds {ks=k esa vkuk bl ;qx dk dyad gSA lc yM+fd;ksa us rkfy;k¡ vkjS lhfV;k¡ ctkuh 'k:q dhAa cps kjs yfTtr gkds j cBS x;As dNq vthc&ls vkneh ekywe gksrs gSaA vkius ;gk¡ rd dg Mkyk fd izse dsoy dfo;ksa dh dYiuk gSA okLrfod thou esa bldk dgha fu'kku ughaA ysMh gqDdw us mudk [kwc et+kd mMk+ ;kA ekyrh us dVk{k fd;kµysMh gqDdw us\\ bl fo\"k; esa og Hkh dqN cksyus dk lkgl j[krh gS! rqEgsa MkDVj lkgc dk Hkk\"k.k vkfn ls vUr rd lquuk pkfg, FkkA mUgksaus fny esa yM+fd;ksa dks D;k le>k gksxk\\ ^ijw k Hkk\"k.k luq us dk lcz fdls Fkk\\ og rks tlS s ?kko ij ued fNM+drs FkAs * ^fQj mUgas cqyk;k gh D;k\\as vkf[k+j mUgas vkjS rkas ls dkbs Z cjS rks gS ughAa ftl ckr dks ge lR; le>rs gSa] mlh dk rks izpkj djrs gSaA vkSjrksa dks [kq'k djus ds fy;s og mudh lh dgus okyksa esa ugha gSa vkSj fQj vHkh ;g dkSu tkurk gS 174 @ xksnku

fd fL=k;k¡ ftl jkLrs ij pyuk pkgrh gSa ogh lR; gSA cgqr lEHko gS] vkxs pydj gesa viuh èkkj.kk cnyuh iM+sA* mlus Ýkal] teZuh vkSj bVyh dh efgykvksa ds thou vkn'kZ crk;s vkSj dgkµ'kh?kz gh ohesUl yhx dh vksj ls esgrk dk Hkk\"k.k gksus okyk gSA ljkst dks dqrwgy gqvkA ^exj vki Hkh rks dgrh gSa fd fL=k;ksa vkSj iq#\"kksa ds vfèkdkj leku gksus pkfg,A* ^vc Hkh dgrh gw¡( ysfdu nwljs i{kokys D;k dgrs gSa] ;g Hkh rks lquuk pkfg,A lEHko gS( geha xyrh ij gksaA* ;g yhx bl uxj dh u;h laLFkk gS vkSj ekyrh ds m|ksx ls [kqyh gSA uxj dh lHkh f'kf{kr efgyk,¡ mlesa 'kjhd gSaA esgrk ds igys Hkk\"k.k us efgykvksa esa cM+h gypy epk nh Fkh vkSj yhx us fu'p; fd;k Fkk] fd mudk [kwc nankf'kdu tokc fn;k tk;As ekyrh gh ij ;g Hkkj Mkyk x;k FkkA ekyrh dbZ fnu rd vius i{k ds leFkuZ eas ;fq Dr;k¡ vkjS iez k.k [kkts rh jghA vkjS Hkh dbZ nfs o;k¡ vius Hkk\"k.k fy[k jgh FkhaA ml fnu tc esgrk 'kke dks yhx ds gky esa igq¡ps] rks tku iM+rk Fkk gky QV tk;sxkA mUgsa xoZ gqvkA mudk Hkk\"k.k lquus ds fy;s bruk mRlkg! vkSj og mRlkg dsoy eq[k ij vkSj vk¡[kksa esa u FkkA vkt lHkh nsfo;k¡ lksus vkSj j's ke ls ynh gbq Z Fkh]a ekuks fdlh cjkr eas vk;h gkAas egs rk dks ijkLr djus ds fy;s iwjh 'kfDr ls dke fy;k Fkk vkSj ;g dkSu dg ldrk gS fd txexkgV 'kfDr dk vax ugha gSA ekyrh us rks vkt ds fy;s u;s i+$S'ku dh lkM+h fudkyh Fkh] u;s dkV ds tEij cuok;s Fks vkjS jxa &jkxs u vkjS Qyw kas ls [kcw lth gbq Z Fkh] ekuks mldk fookg gks jgk gksA ohesUl yhx esa bruk lekjksg vkSj dHkh u gqvk FkkA MkDVj egs rk vdys s Fk]s fQj Hkh nfs o;kas ds fny dki¡ jgs FkAs lR; dh ,d fpUxkjh vlR; ds ,d igkM+ dks HkLe dj ldrh gSA lcls ihNs dh li+$ esa fet+kZ vkSj [kUuk vkSj lEiknd th Hkh fojkt jgs FksA jk;&lkgc Hkk\"k.k 'kq: gksus ds ckn vk;s vkSj ihNs [kM+s gks x;sA fet+kZ us dgkµvk tkb, vki Hkh] [kM+s dc rd jfg,xkA jk; lkgc cksysµugha HkkbZ] ;gk¡ esjk ne ?kqVus yxsxkA ^rks eSa [kM+k gksrk gw¡A vki cSfB,A* jk; lkgc us muds dUèks nck;sµrdYyqi+$ ugha] cSBs jfg,A eSa Fkd tkÅ¡xk] rks vkidks mBk nw¡xk vkSj cSB tkÅ¡xk] vPNk fel ekyrh lHkkus=kh gqbZA [kUuk lkgc] dqN buke fnyokb;sA xksnku @ 175

[kUuk us jksuh lwjr cukdj dgkµvc feLVj esgrk ij gh fuxkg gSA eSa rks fxj x;kA feLVj esgrk dk Hkk\"k.k 'kq: gqvkµ ^nsfo;ks] tc eSa bl rjg vkidks lEcksfèkr djrk gw¡] rks vkidks dksbZ ckr [kVdrh ughaA vki bl lEeku dks viuk vfèkdkj le>rh gSa( ysfdu vkius fdlh efgyk dks iq#\"kkas ds ifz r ^nos rk* dk O;ogkj djrs lquk g\\S mls vki nos rk dgsa] rks og le>sxk] vki mls cuk jgh gSaA vkids ikl nku nsus ds fy;s n;k gS] J)k gS] R;kx gSA iq#\"k ds ikl nku ds fy;s D;k gS\\ og nsork ugha] ysork gSA og vfèkdkj ds fy;s fgalk djrk gS] laxzke djrk gS] dyg djrk gS---* rkfy;k¡ cthaA jk; lkgc us dgkµvkSjrksa dks [kq'k djus dk blus fdruk vPNk <ax fudkykA ^fctyh* lEiknd dks cjq k yxkµdkbs Z u;h ckr ughAa eaS fdruh gh ckj ;g Hkko O;Dr dj pqdk gw¡A esgrk vkxs c<+sµblfy;s tc eSa ns[krk gw¡] gekjh mUur fopkjksaokyh nsfo;k¡ ml n;k vkjS J)k vkjS R;kx ds thou ls vlUrq\"V gkds j lxa kz e vkjS dyg vkjS fgalk ds thou dh vksj nkSM+ jgh gSa vkSj le> jgh gSa fd ;gh lq[k dk LoxZ gS] rks eSa mUgsa cèkkbZ ugha ns ldrkA felst [kUuk us ekyrh dh vksj lxoZ us=kksa ls ns[kkA ekyrh us xnZu >qdk yhA [kq'ksZn cksysµvc dfg,A esgrk fnysj vkneh gSA lPph ckr dgrk gS vkSj eq¡g ijA ^fctyh* lEiknd us ukd fldksM+hµvc og fnu yn x;s] tc nsfo;k¡ bu pdeksa esa vk tkrh FkhaA muds vfèkdkj gM+irs tkvks vkSj dgrs tkvks] vki rks nsoh gSa] y{eh gSa] ekrk gSaA esgrk vkxs c<+sµL=kh dks iq#\"k ds :i esa] iq#\"k ds deZ esa] jr ns[kdj eq>s mlh rjg osnuk gksrh gS] tSls iq#\"k dks L=kh ds :i esa] L=kh ds deZ djrs ns[kdjA eq>s fo'okl gS] ,sls iq#\"kksa dks vki vius fo'okl vkSj izse dk ik=k ugha le>rha vkSj eSa vkidks fo'okl fnykrk gw¡] ,slh L=kh Hkh iq#\"k ds izse vkSj J)k dk ik=k ugha cu ldrhAA [kUuk ds psgjs ij fny dh [kq'kh ped mBhA jk; lkgc us pqVdh yhµvki cgqr [kq'k gSa [kUuk th! [kUuk cksysµekyrh feysa] rks iwNw¡] vc dfg,A 176 @ xksnku

esgrk vkxs c<+sµeSa izkf.k;ksa ds fodkl esa L=kh ds in dks iq#\"kksa ds in ls J\"s B le>rk g]¡w mlh rjg tlS s iesz vkjS R;kx vkjS J)k dks fgla k vkjS lxa kz e vkjS dyg ls Js\"B le>rk gw¡A vxj gekjh nsfo;k¡ l`f\"V vkSj ikyu ds nso&efUnj ls fgalk vkSj dyg ds nkuo&{ks=k esa vkuk pkgrh gSa] rks mlls lekt dk dY;k.k u gksxkA eSa bl fo\"k; esa n`<+ gw¡A iq#\"k us vius vfHkeku esa viuh nkuoh dhfrZ dks vfèkd egRo fn;kA og vius HkkbZ dk LoRo Nhudj vkSj mldk jDr cgkdj le>us yxk] mlus cgqr cM+h fot; ik;hA ftu f'k'kqvkas dks nfs o;kas us vius jDr ls fljtk vkjS ikyk mUgas ce vkjS e'khuxu vkjS lgL=kkas VdaS kas dk f'kdkj cukdj og vius dks fotsrk le>rk gSA vkSj tc gekjh gh ekrk,¡ mlds ekFks ij dslj dk fryd yxkdj vkjS mls viuh vlhlkas dk dop igukdj fgla k&{k=s k eas Hkts rh g]aS rks vk'p;Z gS fd i#q \"k us fouk'k dks gh lla kj ds dY;k.k dh oLrq le>k vkjS mldh fgalk&izo`fÙk fnu&fnu c<+rh x;h vkSj vkt ge ns[k jgs gSa fd ;g nkuork izp.M gksdj leLr lalkj dks jkSanrh] izkf.k;ksa dks dqpyrh] gjh&Hkjh [ksfr;ksa dks tykrh vkSj xqytkj cfLr;ksa dks ohjku djrh pyh tkrh gSA nsfo;ks] eSa vkils iwNrk gw¡] D;k vki bl nkuoyhyk esa lg;ksx nsdj] bl laxzke&{ks=k esa mrjdj lalkj dk dY;k.k djsaxh\\ eSa vkils fourh djrk gw¡] uk'k djusokyksa dks viuk] dke djus nhft,] vki vius èkeZ dk ikyu fd, tkb,A [kUuk cksysµekyrh dh rks xnZu ugha mBrhA jk; lkgc us bu fopkjksa dk leFkZu fd;kµesgrk dgrs rks ;FkkFkZ gh gSaA ^fctyh* lEiknd fcxMµs+ exj dkbs Z u;h ckr rks ugha dghA ukjh&vkUnkys u ds fojksèkh bUgha ÅV&iVk¡x ckrksa dh 'kj.k fy;k djrs gSaA eSa bls ekurk gh ugha fd R;kx vkSj isze ls lalkj us mUufr dhA lalkj us mUufr dh ikS#\"k ls] ijkØe ls] cqf)&cy ls] rst+ lsA [kq'ksZn us dgkµvPNk] lquus nhft;sxk ;k viuh gh xk;s tkb;sxk\\ esgrk dk Hkk\"k.k tkjh Fkkµnsfo;ks] eSa mu yksxksa esa ugha gw¡] tks dgrs gSa] L=kh vkjS iq#\"k eas leku 'kfDr;k¡ g]aS leku ioz f` Ùk;k¡ g]aS vkjS mueas dkbs Z fofHkUurk ugha gS( blls Hk;adj vlR; dh eSa dYiuk ugha dj ldrkA ;g og vlR; gS] tks ;qx&;qxkUrjksa ls lafpr vuqHko dks mlh rjg <¡d ysuk pkgrk gS] tSls ckny dk ,d VqdM+k lw;Z dks <¡d ysrk gSA eSa vkidks lpsr fd, nsrk gw¡ fd vki bl tky eas u Ql¡ As L=kh iq#\"k ls mruh gh J\"s B g]S ftruk idz k'k vè¡ kjs s lAs euq\"; ds fy;s {kek vkjS R;kx vkjS vfgla k thou ds mPpre vkn'kZ gAaS ukjh bl vkn'kZ dks ikz Ir dj pqdh gSA iq#\"k èkeZ vkSj vè;kRe vkSj _f\"k;ksa dk vkJ; ysdj ml y{; ij xksnku @ 177

igq¡pus ds fy;s lfn;ksa ls t+ksj ekj jgk gS( ij lQy ugha gks ldkA eSa dgrk gw¡ mldk lkjk vè;kRe vkSj ;ksx ,d rji+$ vkSj ukfj;ksa dk R;kx ,d rji+$A rkfy;k¡ cthAa gky fgy mBkA jk; lkgc us xnxn gkds j dgkµ^egs rk ogh dgrs gSa] tks muds fny esa gSA* vksadkjukFk us Vhdk dhµysfdu ckrsa lHkh iqjkuh gSa] lM+h gqb±A ^iqjkuh ckr Hkh vkRecy ds lkFk dgh tkrh gS] rks u;h gks tkrh gSA* ^tks ,d gt+kj #i;s gj eghus QVdkjdj foykl esa mM+krk gks] mlesa vkRecy tlS h oLrq ugha jg ldrhA ;g dos y ijq kus fopkj dh ukfj;kas vkjS i#q \"kkas dks izlUu djus ds <ax gSaA* [kUuk us ekyrh dh vksj ns[kkµ;g D;ksa Qwyh tk jgh gS\\ bUgsa rks 'kjekuk pkfg,A [k'q knZs us [kUuk dks mdlk;kµvc req Hkh ,d rdjhj dj Mkyks [kUuk] ugha esgrk rqEgsa m[kkM+ QsadsxkA vkèkk eSnku rks mlus vHkh ekj fy;k gSA [kUuk f[kfl;kdj cksysµesjh u dfg;s] eSaus ,slh fdruh fpfM+;k¡ Q¡lkdj NksM+ nh gSaA jk; lkgc us [k'q knZs dh rji$+ vk[¡ k ekjdj dgkµvktdy vki efgyk&lekt dh rji+$ vkrs&tkrs gSaA lp dguk] fdruk pUnk fn;k\\ [kUuk ij >sai Nk x;hµeSa ,sls lektksa dks pUns ugha fn;k djrk] tks dyk dk <ksax jpkdj nqjkpkj QSykrs gSaA egs rk dk Hkk\"k.k tkjh Fkkµ ^iq#\"k dgrk gS] ftrus nk'kZfud vkSj oSKkfud vkfo\"dkjd gq, gSa] og lc iq#\"k FksA ftrus cM+s&cM+s egkRek gq, gSa] og lc iq#\"k FksA lHkh ;ks)k] lHkh jktuhfr ds vkpk;Z] cM+s&cM+s ukfod] cM+s&cM+s lc dqN iq#\"k Fks( ysfdu bu cM+ksa&cM+ksa ds lewgksa us feydj fd;k D;k\\ egkRekvksa vkSj èkeZ&izorZdksa us lalkj eas jDr dh ufn;k¡ cgkus vkSj oSeuL; dh vkx HkM+dkus ds flok vkSj D;k fd;k] ;ks)kvksa us Hkkb;ksa dh xjnusa dkVus ds flok vkSj D;k ;knxkj NksM+h] jktuhfrKksa dh fu'kkuh vc dsoy yqIr lkezkT;ksa ds [k.Mgj jg x;s gSa] vkSj vkfo\"dkjdksa us eu\"q ; dks e'khu dk xyq ke cuk nus s ds flok vkjS D;k leL;k gy dj nh\\ i#q \"kkas dh jph gqbZ bl laLd`fr esa 'kkfUr dgk¡ gS\\ lg;ksx dgk¡ gS\\ vksadkjukFk mBdj tkus dks gq,µfoykfl;ksa ds eq¡g ls cM+h&cM+h ckrsa lqudj esjh nsg HkLe gks tkrh gSA [k'q knZs us mudk gkFk idMd+ j cBS k;kµvki Hkh lEikndth fujs ikxas k gh jgAs 178 @ xksnku

vth ;g nqfu;k gS] ftlds th esa tks vkrk gS] cdrk gSA dqN yksx lqurs gSa vkSj rkfy;k¡ ctkrs gSaA pfy;s fo+$Llk [kReA ,sls&,sls cs'kqekj vk;saxs vkSj pys tk;saxsA vkSj nqfu;k viuh j¶+rkj ls pyrh jgsxhA ;gk¡ fcxM+us dh dkSu&lh ckr gS\\ ^vlR; lqudj eq>ls lgk ugha tkrkA* jk; lkgc us bUgsa vkSj p<+k;kµdqyVk ds eq¡g ls lfr;ksa dh&lh ckr lqudj fdldk th u tysxk! vksadkjukFk fQj cSB x;sA esgrk dk Hkk\"k.k tkjh Fkkµ ^eSa vkils iwNrk gw¡] D;k ckt dh fpfM+;ksa dk f'kdkj djrs ns[kdj gal dks ;g 'kksHkk nsxk fd og ekuljksoj dh vkuUne;h 'kkfUr dks NksM+dj fpfM+;ksa dk f'kdkj djus yx\\s vkjS vxj og f'kdkjh cu tk;]s rks vki mls cèkkbZ nxas h\\ gla ds ikl mruh rst+ pksap ugha gS] mrus rst+ paxqy ugha gSa] mruh rst+ vk¡[ksa ugha gSa] mrus rst+ ia[k ugha gSa vkSj mruh rst+ jDr dh I;kl ugha gSA mu vL=kksa dk lpa ; djus eas mls lfn;k¡ yx tk;xas h] fQj Hkh og ckt cu ldxs k ;k ugh]a bleas lUnsg gS( exj ckt cus ;k u cus] og gal u jgsxkµog gal tks eksrh pqxrk gSA* [k'q knZs us Vhdk dhµ;g rks 'kk;jkas dh&lh nyhyas gAaS eknk ckt Hkh mlh rjg f'kdkj djrh gS] tSls] uj cktA vkdas kjukFk ilz Uu gks x;µs ml ij vki fi$+ ykli$+ j curs g]aS blh rdZ ds cy ij! [kUuk us fny dk xqckj fudkykµfi+$ykli+$j dh nqe gSaA fi+$ykli+$j og gS] tks--- vksadkjukFk us ckr iwjh dhµtks lR; ls tkS&Hkj Hkh u VysA [kUuk dks ;g leL;k iwfrZ ugha #phµeSa lR;&oR; ugha tkurkA eSa rks fi+$ykli+$j mls dgrk gw¡] tks fi+$ykli+$j gks lPpk! [kq'ksZn us nkn nhµfi+$ykli+$j dh vkius fdruh lPph rkjhi+$ dh gSA okg lqHkkuYykA fi+$ykli+$j og gS] tks fi+$ykli+$j gksA D;ksa u gksA esgrk vkxs pysµeSa ugha dgrk] nsfo;ksa dks fo|k dh t+:jr ugha gSA gS vkSj i#q \"kkas ls vfèkdA eaS ugha dgrk] nfs o;kas dks 'kfDr dh t:+ jr ugha gAaS gS vkjS i#q \"kkas ls vfèkd( yfs du og fo|k vkjS og 'kfDr ugh]a ftlls i#q \"k us lla kj dks fgla k{k=s k cuk Mkyk gSA vxj ogh fo|k vkSj vkidk vfèkdkj fgalk vkSj foèoal esa ugha] lf` \"V vkjS ikyu eas gAS D;k vki le>rh g]aS okVs kas ls ekuo&tkfr dk m)kj gkxs k] ;k n¶r+ jkas eas vkjS vnkyrkas eas tcku vkjS dye pykus l\\s bu udyh] vikz df` rd] fouk'kdkjh vfèkdkjksa ds fy;s vki og vfèkdkj NksM+ nsuk pkgrh gSa] tks vkidks xksnku @ 179

izd`fr us fn;s gSa\\ ljkts vc rd cM+h cgu ds vnc ls tCr fd;s cBS h FkhA vc u jgk x;kA iqdkj mBhµgesa oksV pkfg,] iq#\"kksa ds cjkcjA vkSj dbZ ;qofr;ksa us gk¡d yxk;hµoksV! oksV! vkdas kjukFk us [kMs+ gkds j Åp¡ s Loj ls dgkµukjh tkfr ds fojkfs èk;kas dh ixMh+ uhph gksA ekyrh us est+ ij gkFk iVddj dgkµ'kkUr jgks] tks yksx i{k ;k foi{k esa dqN dguk pkgsaxs] mUgsa iwjk volj fn;k tk;sxkA esgrk cksysµoksV u;s ;qx dk ek;ktky gSa] ejhfpdk gS] dyad gS] èkks[kk gS( mlds pDdj esa iM+dj vki u bèkj dh gksaxh] u mèkj dhA dkSu dgrk gS fd vkidk {ks=k ladqfpr gS vkSj mlesa vkidks vfHkO;fDr dk vodk'k ugha feyrkA ge lHkh igys euq\"; gSa] ihNs vkSj dqNA gekjk thou gekjk ?kj gSA ogha gekjh l`f\"V gksrh gS] ogha gekjk ikyu gksrk gS] ogha thou ds lkjs O;kikj gksrs gSa( vxj og {ks=k ifjfer gS] rks vifjfer dkSu&lk {ks=k gS\\ D;k og la?k\"kZ] tgk¡ laxfBr vigj.k g\\S ftl dkj[k+kus eas eu\"q ; vkjS mldk HkkX; curk g]S mls NkMs +dj vki mu dkj[k+kuksa esa tkuk pkgrh gSa] tgk¡ euq\"; ihlk tkrk gS] tgk¡ mldk jDr fudkyk tkrk gS\\ fet+kZ us Vksdkµiq#\"kksa ds tqYe us gh rks muesa cxkor dh ;g fLifjV iSnk dh gSA egs rk ckys µs c's kd] iq#\"kkas us vU;k; fd;k g(S yfs du mldk ;g tokc ugha gSA vU;k; dks feVkb;s( ysfdu vius dks feVkdj ughaA ekyrh cksyhµukfj;k¡ blfy;s vfèkdkj pkgrh gSa fd mudk lnqi;ksx djsa vkSj iq#\"kksa dks mudk nq#i;ksx djus ls jksdsaA esgrk us mÙkj fn;kµlalkj esa lcls cM+s vfèkdkj lsok vkSj R;kx ls feyrs gaS vkjS og vkidks feys gq, gAaS mu vfèkdkjkas ds lkeus okVs dkbs Z pht+ ughAa eq>s [kns g]S gekjh cguas if'pe dk vkn'kZ ys jgh gAS tgk¡ ukjh us viuk in [kks fn;k gS vkSj Lokfeuh ls fxjdj foykl dh oLrq cu x;h gSA if'pe dh L=kh LoPNUn gkus k pkgrh g(S blfy;s fd og vfèkd ls vfèkd foykl dj ldAs gekjh ekrkvkas dk vkn'kZ dHkh foykl ugha jgkA mUgksaus dsoy lsok ds vfèkdkj ls lnSo x`gLFkh dk lapkyu fd;k gSA if'pe esa tks pht+sa vPNh gSa] og muls yhft,A laLd`fr esa lnSo vknku&iznku gksrk vk;k gS( ysfdu vUèkh udy rks ekufld nqcZyrk dk gh y{k.k g!S if'pe dh L=kh vkt xg` &Lokfeuh ugha jguk pkgrhA Hkkxs dh fonXèk 180 @ xksnku

ykylk us mls mPN`a[ky cuk fn;k gSA og viuh yTtk vkSj xfjek dks tks mldh lcls cM+h foHkfw r Fkh] ppa yrk vkjS vkekns &iez kns ij gkes dj jgh gAS tc eaS ogk¡ dh lfq 'kf{kr ckfydkvkas dks vius :i dk] ;k Hkjh gbq Z xkys ckg¡ kas ;k viuh uXurk dk inz 'kuZ djrs n[s krk g]¡w rks eq>s mu ij n;k vkrh gAS mudh ykylkvkas us mUgas bruk ijkHkwr dj fn;k gS fd os viuh yTtk dh Hkh j{kk ugha dj ldrhA ukjh dh blls vfèkd vkSj D;k vèkksxfr gks ldrh gS\\ jk; lkgc us rkfy;k¡ ctk;haA gky rkfy;ksa ls xw¡t mBk] tSls iVk[kksa dh Vfê;k¡ NwV jgh gksaA fet+kZ lkgc us lEiknd th ls dgkµtokc rks vkids ikl Hkh u gksxk\\ lEiknd th us fojDr eu ls dgkµlkjs O;k[;ku esa bUgksaus ;gh ,d ckr lR; dgh gSA ^rc rks vki Hkh esgrk ds eqjhn gq,A* ^th ugha] vius yksx fdlh ds eqjhn ugha gksrsA eSa bldk tokc <w¡<+ fudkyw¡xk] ^fctyh* esa nsf[k,xkA ^blds ekus ;g gS fd vki gd dh ryk'k ugha djrs] fli+$Z vius i{k ds fy;s yM+uk pkgrs gSaA* jk; lkgc us vkMs+ gkFkkas fy;kµblh ij vkidks vius lR;&iesz dk vfHkeku gSA lEikndth vfopy jgsµodhy dk dke vius eqvfDdy dk fgr ns[kuk gS] lR; ;k vlR; dk fujkdj.k ughaA ^rks ;ksa dfg, fd vki vkSjrksa ds odhy gSaA* ^eSa mu lHkh yksxksa dk odhy gw¡] tks fucZy gSa] fuLlgk; gSa] ihfM+r gSA* ^cM+s csg;k gks ;kjA* esgrkth dg jgs FksµvkSj ;g iq#\"kksa dk \"kM~;a=k gSA nsfo;ksa dks Å¡ps f'k[kj ls [khpa dj vius cjkcj cukus ds fy;]s mu i#q \"kkas dk] tks dk;j g]aS ftueas ooS kfgd thou dk nkf;Ro l¡Hkkyus dh {kerk ugha gS] tks LoPNUn dke&ØhM+k dh rjaxksa esa lk¡M+ksa dh Hkk¡fr nwljksa dh gjh&Hkjh [ksrh esa eq¡g Mkydj viuh dqfRlr&ykylkvksa dks r`Ir djuk pkgrs gSaA if'pe esa budk \"kM~;a=k lQy gks x;k vkSj nsfo;k¡ frrfy;k¡ cu x;haA eq>s ;g dgrs gq, 'keZ vkrh gS fd bl R;kx vkSj riL;k dh Hkwfe Hkkjr esa Hkh dqN ogh gok pyus yxh gSA fo'ks\"kdj gekjh f'kf{kr cguksa ij og tknw cM+h rst+h ls p<+ jgk gSA og x`g.kh dk vkn'kZ R;kxdj frrfy;ksa dk jax idM+ jgh gSA xksnku @ 181

ljkts mÙkfs tr gkds j ckys hµge i#q \"kkas ls lykg ugha ekx¡ rhAa vxj og vius ckjs esa Lora=k gS] rks fL=k;k¡ Hkh vius fo\"k; esa Lora=k gSaA ;qofr;k¡ vc fookg dks is'kk ugha cukuk pkgrhaA og dsoy izse ds vkèkkj ij fookg djsaxhA t+ksj ls rkfy;k¡ ctha] fo'ks\"kdj vxyh iafDr;ksa esa tgk¡ efgyk,¡ FkhaA esgrk us tokc fn;kµftls rqe izse dgrh gks] og èkks[kk gS] míhIr ykylk dk fod`r :i] mlh rjg tSls laU;kl dsoy Hkh[k ek¡xus dk laLd`r :i gSA og izse vxj oSokfgd thou esa de gS] rks eqDr foykl esa fcYdqy ugha gSA lPpk vkuUn] lPph 'kkfUr dsoy lsok&ozr esa gSA ogh vfèkdkj dk lzksr gS] ogh 'kfDr dk mnx~ e gAS los k gh og lhe.s V g]S tks nEifr dks thoui;UZ r Lugs vkjS lkgp;Z eas tkMs +s j[k ldrk g]S ftl ij cM&+s cM+s vk?kkrkas dk Hkh dkbs Z vlj ugha gkrs kA tgk¡ lsok dk vHkko gS] ogha fookg&foPNsn gS] ifjR;kx gS] vfo'okl gSA vkSj vkids Åij] iq#\"k&thou dh ukSdk dk d.kZèkkj gksus ds dkj.k ftEesnkjh T+;knk gSA vki pkgas rks ukdS k dks vkè¡ kh vkjS riw $+ kukas eas ikj yxk ldrh gAaS vkjS vkius vlkoèkkuh dh rks ukSdk Mwc tk;sxh vkSj mlds lkFk vki Hkh Mwc tk;saxhA Hkk\"k.k lekIr gks x;kA fo\"k; fookn&xzLr Fkk vkSj dbZ efgykvksa us tokc nsus dh vuqefr ek¡xh( exj nsj cgqr gks x;h FkhA blfy;s ekyrh us esgrk dks èkU;okn nsdj lHkk Hkax dj nhA gk¡] ;g lwpuk ns nh x;h fd vxys jfookj dks blh fo\"k; ij dbZ nsfo;k¡ vius fopkj izdV djsaxhA jk; lkgc us esgrk dks cèkkbZ nhµvkius eu dh ckrsa dgha feLVj esgrkA eSa vkids ,d&,d 'kCn ls lger gw¡A ekyrh g¡lhµvki D;ksa u cèkkbZ nsaxs] pksj&pksj ekSlsjs HkkbZ tks gksrs gSa( exj ;g lkjk mins'k x+jhc ukfj;ksa gh ds flj D;ksa Fkksik tkrk gS] mUgha ds flj D;ksa vkn'kZ vkSj e;kZnk vkSj R;kx lc dqN ikyu djus dk Hkkj iVdk tkrk gS\\ esgrk cksysµblfy;s fd og ckr le>rh gSaA [kUuk us ekyrh dh vksj viuh cM+h&cM+h vk¡[kksa ls ns[kdj ekuks mlds eu dh ckr le>us dh ps\"Vk djrs gq, dgkµMkDVj lkgc ds ;s fopkj eq>s rks dksbZ lkS lky fiNM+s gq, ekywe gksrs gSaA ekyrh us dVq gksdj iwNkµdkSu ls fopkj\\ ^;gh lsok vkSj drZO; vkfnA* ^rks vkidks ;s fopkj lkS lky fiNM+s g,q ekyew gkrs s g!aS rks di` k djds vius rkts fopkj crkb;As nEifr dlS s l[q kh jg ldrs g]aS bldk dkbs Z rktk uLq [kk vkids ikl gS\\* 182 @ xksnku

[kUuk f[kfl;k x;As ckr dgh ekyrh dks [k'q k djus ds fy;]s og vkjS frud mBhA cksyhµ;g uqL[kk rks esgrk lkgc dks ekywe gksxkA ^MkDVj lkgc us rks cryk fn;k vkSj vkids [+;ky esa og lkS lky iqjkuk gS] rks u;k uqL[kk vkidks crykuk pkfg,A vkidks Kkr ugha fd nqfu;k esa ,slh cgqr&lh ckrsa gSa] tks dHkh iqjkuh gks gh ugha ldrhaA lekt esa bl rjg dh leL;k,¡ ges'kk mBrh jgrh gSa vkSj ges'kk mBrh jgsaxhA* felts [kUuk cjkens eas pyh x;h FkhAa egs rk us muds ikl tkdj i.z kke djrs gq, iwNkµesjs Hkk\"k.k ds fo\"k; esa vkidh D;k jk; gS\\ felts [kUuk us vk[¡ kas >dq kdj dgkµvPNk Fkk] cgrq vPNk( exj vHkh vki vfookfgr gSa] vHkh ukfj;k¡ nsfo;k¡ gSa] Js\"B gSa] d.kZèkkj gSaA fookg dj yhft, rks iwNw¡xh] vc ukfj;k¡ D;k gSa\\ vkSj fookg vkidks djuk iM+sxk( D;ksafd vki fookg ls eq¡g pqjkusokys enks± dks dk;j dg pqds gSaA esgrk g¡lsµmlh ds fy;s rks t+ehu rS;kj dj jgk gw¡A ^fel ekyrh ls tksM+k Hkh vPNk gSA* ^'krZ ;gh gS fd og dNq fnu vkids pj.kkas eas cBS dj vkils ukjh&èkeZ lh[kAas * ^ogh LokFkhZ iq#\"kksa dh ckr! vkius iq#\"k&drZO; lh[k fy;k gS\\ ^;gh lksp jgk gw¡] fdlls lh[kw¡A* ^feLVj [kUuk vkidks cgqr vPNh rjg fl[kk ldrs gSaA* esgrk us dgdgk ekjkµugha] eSa iq#\"k drZO; Hkh vki gh ls lh[kw¡xkA ^vPNh ckr gS] eq>h ls lhf[k,A igyh ckr ;gh gS fd Hkwy tkb, fd ukjh J\"s B gS vkjS lkjh ftEens kjh mlh ij g]S J\"s B i#q \"k gS vkjS mlh ij xg` LFkh dk lkjk Hkkj gAS ukjh eas los k vkjS l;a e vkjS drOZ ; lc dNq ogh inS k dj ldrk g(S vxj mlesa bu ckrksa dk vHkko jgsxkA ukfj;ksa esa vkt tks ;g fonzksg gS] bldk dkj.k iq#\"k dk bu xq.kksa ls 'kwU; gks tkuk gSA* fet+kZ lkgc us vkdj esgrk dks xksn esa mBk fy;k vkSj cksysµeqckjd! esgrk us iz'u dh vk¡[kksa ls ns[kkµvkidks esjh rdjhj ilUn vk;h\\ ^rdjhj rks [kSj tSlh Fkh] oSlh Fkh( exj dke;kc [kwc jghA vkius ijh dks 'kh'ks esa mrkj fy;kA viuh rdjhj ljkfg;s fd ftlus vkt rd fdlh dks eq¡g ugha yxk;k] og vkidk dyek i<+ jgh gSA* felst [kUuk nch tcku ls cksyhµtc u'kk Bgj tk;s] rks dfg,A egs rk us fojDr Hkko ls dgkµejs s tlS s fdrkc ds dhMk+ as dks dkuS vkjS r ilUn djsxh nsohth! eSa rks iDdk vkn'kZoknh gw¡A xksnku @ 183

felts [kUuk us vius ifr dks dkj dh rji+$ tkrs n[s kk] rks mèkj pyh x;hAa fetk+ Z Hkh ckgj fudy x;As egs rk us epa ij ls viuh NMh+ mBk;h vkjS ckgj tkuk pkgrs Fks fd ekyrh us vkdj mudk gkFk idM+ fy;k vkSj vkxzg Hkjh vk¡[kksa ls cksyhµvki vHkh ugha tk ldrsA pfy;s] ikik ls vkidh eqykdkr djkÅ¡ vkSj vkt ogha [kkuk [kkb,A egs rk us dku ij gkFk j[kdj dgkµugh]a e>q s {kek dhft,A ogk¡ ljkts ejs h tku [kk;sxhA eSa bu yM+fd;ksa ls cgqr ?kcjkrk gw¡A ^ugha&ugha] eSa ftEek ysrh gw¡ tks og eq¡g Hkh [kksysA* ^vPNk vki pfy;s] eSa FkksM+h nsj esa vkÅ¡xkA* ^th ugha] ;g u gksxkA esjh dkj ljkst dks ysdj py nhA vki eq>s igq¡pkus rks pysaxs ghA* nksuksa esgrk dh dkj esa cSBsA dkj pyhA ,d {k.k ds ckn esgrk us iwNkµeSaus lquk gS] [kUuk lkgc viuh choh dks ekjk djrs gAaS rc ls e>q s budh ljw r ls uQjr gks x;hA tks vkneh bruk fun;Z h gks] mls eSa vkneh ugha le>rkA ml ij vki ukjh tkfr ds cM+s fgrS\"kh curs gSaA rqeus mUgsa dHkh le>k;k ugha\\ ekyrh mf}Xu gksdj cksyhµrkyh ges'kk nks gFksfy;ksa ls ctrh gSa] ;g vki Hkwy tkrs gSaA ^eaS rks ,ls s fdlh dkj.k dh dYiuk gh ugha dj ldrk fd dkbs Z i#q \"k viuh L=kh dks ekjsA* ^pkgs L=kh fdruh gh cntcku gks\\* ^gk¡] fdruh ghA* ^rks vki ,d u;s fdLe ds vkneh gSaA* ^vxj enZ cnfetk+ t+ g]S rks rEq gkjh jk; eas ml enZ ij gVa jkas dh ckNS kj djuh pkfg,] D;ksa\\* ^L=kh ftruh {kek'khy gks ldrh gS iq#\"k ugha gks ldrkA vkius [kqn vkt ;g ckr Lohdkj dh gSA* ^rks vkSjr dh {kek'khyrk dk ;gh iqjLdkj gSA eSa le>rk gw¡] rqe [kUuk dks eq¡g yxkdj mls vkSj Hkh 'kg nsrh gksA rqEgkjk og ftruk vknj djrk gS] rqels mls ftruh HkfDr gS] mlds cy ij rqe cM+h vklkuh ls mls lhèkk dj ldrh gks( exj rqe mldh lQkbZ nsdj Lo;a ml vijkèk esa 'kjhd gks tkrh gksA* ekyrh mÙksftr gksdj cksyhµrqeus ml le; ;g izlax O;FkZ gh NsM+ fn;kA 184 @ xksnku

eSa fdlh dh cqjkbZ ugha djuk pkgrh( exj vHkh vkius xksfoUnh nsoh dks igpkuk ugh\\a vkius mudh Hkkys h&Hkkyh 'kkUr enq kz n[s kdj le> fy;k] og nos h gAS eaS mUgas bruk Å¡pk LFkku ugha nsuk pkgrhA mUgksaus eq>s cnuke djus dk ftruk iz;Ru fd;k gS] eq> ij tSls&tSls vk?kkr fd, gSa] og c;ku d:¡] rks vki nax jg tk;saxs vkSj rc vkidks ekuuk iM+sxk fd ,slh vkSjr ds lkFk ;gh O;ogkj gksuk pkfg,A ^vkf[k+j mUgsa vkils bruk }s\"k gS] bldk dksbZ dkj.k rks gksxk\\* ^dkj.k muls iwfN,A eq>s fdlh ds fny dk gky D;k ekywe\\* ^muls fcuk iwNs Hkh vuqeku fd;k tk ldrk gS vkSj og ;g gSµvxj dksbZ iq#\"k esjs vkSj esjh L=kh ds chp esa vkus dk lkgl djs] rks eSa mls xksyh ekj nw¡xk] vkjS mls u ekj ldx¡w k] rks viuh Nkrh eas ekj yx¡w kA blh rjg vxj eaS fdlh L=kh dks vius vkSj viuh L=kh ds chp esa ykuk pkgw¡] rks esjh iRuh dks Hkh vfèkdkj gS fd og tks pkg]s djAs bl fo\"k; eas eaS dkbs Z le>krS k ugha dj ldrkA ;g oKS kfud eukso`fRr gS tks geus vius cuSys iwoZtksa ls ik;h gS vkSj vktdy dqN yksx bls vlH; vkjS vlkekftd O;ogkj dgxas (s yfs du eaS vHkh rd ml eukos f` Ùk ij fot; ugha ik ldrk vkSj u ikuk pkgrk gw¡A bl fo\"k; esa eSa o+$kuwu dh ijokg ugha djrkA esjs ?kj esa esjk o+$kuwu gSA* ekyrh us rhoz Loj esa iwNkµysfdu vkius ;g vuqeku dSls dj fy;k fd eaS vkids 'kCnkas eas [kUuk vkjS xkfs oUnh ds chp vkuk pkgrh gA¡w vki ,ls k vueq ku djds esjk vieku dj jgs gSaA eSa [kUuk dks viuh twfr;ksa dh uksd ds cjkcj Hkh ugha le>rhA esgrk us vfo'okl Hkjs Loj esa dgkµ;g vki fny ls ugha dg jgh gSa fel ekyrh! D;k vki lkjh nqfu;k dks csodwQ le>rh gSa\\ tks ckr lHkh le> jgs gSa] vxj ogh ckr felst [kUuk Hkh le>sa] rks eSa mUgsa nks\"k ugha ns ldrkA ekyrh us fruddj dgkµnqfu;k dks nwljksa dks cnuke djus esa etk vkrk gSA ;g mldk LoHkko gSA eSa mldk LoHkko dSls cny nw¡( ysfdu ;g O;FkZ dk dyad gSA gk¡] eSa bruh cseqjkSor ugha gw¡ fd [kUuk dks vius ikl vkrs ns[kdj nRq dkj nrs hA ejs k dke gh ,ls k gS fd e>q s lHkh dk Lokxr vkjS lRdkj djuk iMr+ k gSA vxj dksbZ bldk dqN vkSj vFkZ fudkyrk gS] rks og---og--- ekyrh dk xyk HkjkZ x;k vkSj mlus eq¡g Qsjdj :eky ls vk¡lw iksaNsA fQj ,d feuV ckn cksyhµvkSjksa ds lkFk rqe Hkh eq>s--- eq>s--- bldk nq[k gS--- eq>s rqels ,slh vk'kk u FkhA fQj dnkfpr mls viuh ncq yZ rk ij [kns gvq kA og ipz .M gkds j ckys hµvkidks xksnku @ 185

eq> ij vk{kis djus dk dkbs Z vfèkdkj ugha gAS vxj vki Hkh mUgha enkaZs eas g]aS tks fdlh L=kh&iq#\"k dks lkFk ns[kdj m¡xyh mBk;s fcuk ugha jg ldrs] rks 'kkSd ls mBkb,A e>q s jÙkh Hkj ijok ugh(a vxj dkbs Z L=kh vkids ikl ckj&ckj fdlh u fdlh cgkus ls vk;s] vkidks nsork le>s] gjsd ckr esa vkils lykg ys] vkids pj.kksa ds uhps vk[¡ kas fcNk;]s vkidk b'kkjk ikrs gh vkx eas dnw us dks r;S kj gk]s rks eaS nkos ls dg ldrh gw¡] vki mldh mis{kk u djsaxs( vxj vki mls Bqdjk ldrs gSa] rks vki euq\"; ugha gSaA mlds fo#) vki fdrus gh rdZ vkSj izek.k ykdj j[k nsa( yfs du eaS ekux¡w h ughAa eaS rks dgrh g]¡w mi{s kk rks njw jgh] Bdq jkus dh ckr gh D;k] vki ml ukjh ds pj.k èkk&s èkkds j fi;xas ]s vkjS cgrq fnu xtq jus ds igys og vkidh âns'ojh gksxhA eSa vkils gkFk tksM+dj dgrh gw¡] esjs lkeus [kUuk dk dHkh uke u yhft,xkA esgrk us bl Tokyk esa ekuks gkFk lsadrs gq, dgkµ'krZ ;gh gS fd eSa [kUuk dks vkids lkFk u ns[kw¡A ^eSa ekuork dh gR;k ugha dj ldrhA og vk;saxs rks eSa mUgsa nqj&nqjkÅ¡xh ughaA* ^muls dfg,] viuh L=kh ds lkFk lTturk ls is'k vk;saA* ^eaS fdlh ds futh evq keys eas n[ky nus k mfpr ugha le>rhA u e>q s bldk vfèkdkj gS!* ekyrh dk cx¡ yk vk x;kA dkj #d x;hA ekyrh mrj iMh+ vkjS fcuk gkFk feyk;s pyh x;hA og ;g Hkh Hkwy x;h fd mlus esgrk dks Hkkstu dh nkor nh gSA og ,dkUr esa tkdj [kwc jksuk pkgrh gSA xksfoUnh us igys Hkh vk?kkr fd;s g(aS ij vkt mlus tks vk?kkr fd;k g]S og cgrq xgjk] cMk+ pkMS k+ vkjS cMk+ eeHZ kns h gSA 16 jk; lkgc dks tc [kcj feyh fd bykds esa ,d okjnkr gks x;h gS vkjS gkjs h ls xk¡o ds iapksa us tqjekuk olwy dj fy;k gS] rks QkSju uks[ksjke dks cqykdj tokc&ryc fd;kµD;kas mUgas bldh bÙkyk ugha nh x;hA ,ls s uedgjke nxkckt vkneh ds fy;s muds njckj esa txg ugha gSA uk[s kjs ke us bruh xkfy;k¡ [kk;h]a rks tjk xeZ gkds j ckys µs eaS vdys k FkkMs +k gh FkkA xk¡o ds vkSj iap Hkh rks FksA eSa vdsyk D;k dj ysrkA 186 @ xksnku

jk; lkgc us mudh rknas dh rji$+ Hkkys tlS h udq hyh nf` \"V ls n[s kkµer cdks th! rqEgsa mlh oDr dguk pkfg;s Fkk] tc rd ljdkj dks bÙkyk u gks tk;] eSa iapksa dks tqjekuk u olwy djus nw¡xkA iapksa dks esjs vkSj esjh fjvk;k ds chp esa n[ky nus s dk gd D;k g\\S bl MkM¡ +&ckè¡ k ds flok bykds eas vkjS dkuS &lh vkenuh g\\S olyw h ljdkj ds ?kj x;hA cdk;k vlkfe;kas us nck fy;kA rc eaS dgk¡ tkÅ\\¡ D;k [kkÅ¡] rqEgkjk flj! ;g yk[kksa #i;s lky dk [kpZ dgk¡ ls vk;s\\ [ksn gS fd nks iq'rksa ls dkfjUnxhjh djus ij Hkh eq>s vkt rqEgsa ;g ckr crykuh iM+rh gSA fdrus #i;s olwy gq, Fks gksjh ls\\ uks[ksjke us flVfiVkdj dgkµvLlh #i;s! ^udn\\* ^udn mlds ikl dgk¡ Fks gqtwj! dqN vukt fn;k] ckdh viuk ?kj fy[k fn;kA* jk; lkgc us LokFkZ dk i{k NkMs d+ j gkjs h dk i{k fy;kµvPNk rks vkius vkjS cxqykHkxr ipa kas us feydj ejs s ,d ekrcj vlkeh dks rckg dj fn;kA eaS iNw rk gw¡] rqe yksxksa dks D;k gd Fkk fd esjs bykds esa eq>s bÙkyk fn;s cx+Sj esjs vlkeh ls tjq ekuk olyw djrAs blh ckr ij vxj eaS pkg]¡w rks vkidks ml tkfy;s iVokjh vkSj ml èkwrZ if.Mr dks lkr&lkr lky ds fy;s tsy fHktok ldrk gw¡aA vkius le> fy;k fd vki gh bykds ds ckn'kkg gSaA eSa dgs nsrk gw¡] vkt 'kke rd tqjekus dh iwjh jde esjs ikl igq¡p tk;s( ojuk cqjk gksxkA eSa ,d&,d ls pDdh filokdj NkMs x¡w+ kA tkb;]s gk]¡ gkjs h dks vkjS mlds yMd+ s dks ejs s ikl Hkts nhft;xs kA uks[ksjke us nch tcku ls dgkµmldk yM+dk rks xk¡o NksM+dj Hkkx x;kA ftl jkr dks ;g okjnkr gqbZ] mlh jkr dks HkkxkA jk; lkgc us jks\"k ls dgkµ>wB er cksyksA rqEgsa ekywe gS] >wB ls esjs cnu esa vkx yx tkrh gSA eSaus vkt rd dHkh ugha lquk fd dksbZ ;qod viuh izsfedk dks mlds ?kj ls ykdj fQj [kqn Hkkx tk;sa vxj mls Hkkxuk gh gksrk] rks og ml yM+dh dks D;ksa ykrk\\ rqe yksxksa dh blesa Hkh t+:j dksbZ 'kjkjr gSA rqe xaxk esa Mwcdj Hkh viuh lQkbZ nks] ekuus dk ughaA rqe yksxksa us vius lekt dh I;kjh e;kZnk dh j{kk ds fy;s mls èkedk;k gksxkA cspkjk Hkkx u tkrk] rks D;k djrk! uks[ksjke bldk izfrokn u dj ldsA ekfyd tks dqN dgs og Bhd gSA og ;g Hkh u dg lds fd vki [kqn pydj >wB&lp dh tk¡p dj ysaA cM+s vknfe;ksa dk Øksèk iwjk leiZ.k pkgrk gSA vius f[k+yki+$ ,d 'kCn Hkh ugha lqu ldrkA iapksa us jk; lkgc dk ;g QSlyk lquk] rks u'kk fgju gks x;kA vukt rks xksnku @ 187

vHkh rd T;kas dk R;kas iM+k Fkk( ij #i;s rks dc ds xk;c gks x;As gkjs h dk edku jsgu fy[kk x;k Fkk( ij ml edku dks nsgkr esa dkSu iwNrk FkkA tSls fgUnw L=kh ifr ds lkFk ?kj dh Lokfeuh gS] vkSj ifr R;kx ns rks dgha dh ugha jgrh] mlh rjg ;g ?kj gksjh ds fy;s yk[k #i;s dk gS( ij mldh vlyh o+$her dqN Hkh ughaA vkSj bèkj jk; lkgc fcuk #i;s fy;s ekuus ds ughaA ;gh gksjh tkdj jks vk;k gksxkA iVs'ojhyky lcls T+;knk Hk;Hkhr FksA mudh rks ukSdjh gh pyh tk;sxhA pkjksa lTtu bl xgu leL;k ij fopkj dj jgs Fks] ij fdlh dh vDy dke u djrh FkhA ,d nwljs ij nks\"k j[krk FkkA fQj [kwc >xM+k gqvkA iV's ojh us viuh yEch 'kda k'khy xnuZ fgykdj dgkµeaS euk djrk Fkk fd gksjh ds fo\"k; esa gesa pqIih lkèkdj jg tkuk pkfg,A xk; ds ekeys esa lcdks rkoku nsuk iM+kA bl ekeys esa rkoku gh ls xyk u NwVsxk] ukSdjh ls gkFk èkksuk iM+sxk( exj rqe yksxksa dks #i;s dh iM+h FkhA fudkyks chl&chl #i,A vc Hkh dq'ky gSA dgha jk; lkgc us jiV dj nh] rks lc tus c¡èk tkvksxsA nkrknhu us czãrst+ fn[kkdj dgkµesjs ikl chl #i;s dh txg chl iSls Hkh ugha gSaA czkã.kksa dks Hkkst fn;k x;k] gkse gqvkA D;k blesa dqN [kjp gh ugha gqvk\\ jk; lkgc dh fgEer gS fd eq>s tsgy ys tk;sa\\ czã cudj ?kj dk ?kj feVk nw¡xkA vHkh mUgsa fdlh czkã.k ls ikyk ugha iM+kA f>axqjh flag us Hkh dqN blh vk'k; ds 'kCn dgsA og jk; lkgc ds ukSdj ugha gSaA mUgksaus gksjh dks ekjk ugha] ihVk ugha] dksbZ ncko ugha MkykA gksjh vxj izk;f'pr djuk pkgrk Fkk] rks mUgksaus bldk volj fn;kA blds fy;s dksbZ mu ij vijkèk ugha yxk ldrk( exj uks[ksjke dh xnZu bruh vklkuh ls u NwV ldrh FkhA ;gk¡ ets ls cSBs jkt djrs FksA osru rks nl #i;s ls T+;knk u Fkk( ij ,d gtk+ j lky dh Åij dh vkenuh Fkh] ldS Mk+ as vknfe;kas ij gdq ew r] pkj&pkj I;kns gkftj] csxkj esa lkjk dke gks tkrk Fkk] Fkkusnkj rd dqjlh nsrs Fks] ;g pSu mUgsa vkSj dgk¡ Fkk! vkSj iVs'ojh rks ukSdjh ds cnkSyr egktu cus gq, FksA dgk¡ tk ldrs Fks\\ nks&rhu fnu blh fpUrk esa iM+s jgs fd dSls bl foifÙk ls fudysaA vkf[k+j mUgsa ,d ekxZ lw> gh x;kA dHkh&dHkh dpgjh esa mUgsa nSfud ^fctyh* ns[kus dks fey tkrh FkhA ;fn ,d xqeuke i=k mlds lEiknd dh lsok esa Hkst fn;k tk;s fd jk; lkgc fdl rjg vlkfe;ksa ls tqjekuk olwy djrs gSa rks cPpk dks yus s ds nus s iM+ tk;Aas uk[s kjs ke Hkh lger gks x;As nkus kas us feydj fdlh rjg ,d i=k fy[kk vkSj jftLVªh Hkst fn;kA lEiknd vksadkjukFk rks ,sls i=kksa dh rkd esa jgrs FksA i=k ikrs gh rqjUr 188 @ xksnku

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mls le>uk pkfg, fd og ,d ns'kHkDr iq#\"k dh iRuh gSA ns'kHkDr ds ikl viuh HkfDr ds flok vkSj D;k lEifÙk gSA blh fo\"k; dks vkt ds vxzys[k dk fo\"k; cukus dh dYiuk djrs&djrs mudk è;ku jk; lkgc ds eqvkeys dh vksj tk igq¡pkA jk; lkgc lwpuk dk D;k mÙkj nsrs gSa] ;g ns[kuk gSA vxj og viuh lQkbZ nsus esa lQy gks tkrs gSa] rc rks dksbZ ckr ugha] ysfdu vxj og ;g le>sa fd vksadkjukFk ncko] Hk;] ;k eqykgts esa vkdj vius drZO; ls eq¡g Qsj ysaxs rks ;g mudk Hkez gAS bl lkjs ri vkjS lkèku dk ijq Ldkj mUgas blds flok vkjS D;k feyrk gS fd volj iM+us ij og bu o+$kuuw h MdrS kas dk Hk.MkQkMs + djAas mUgas [kcw ekywe gS fd jk; lkgc cM+s izHkko'kkyh tho gSaA dkSafly ds esEcj rks gSa ghA vfèkdkfj;kas eas Hkh mudk dki+$h #l[w k gAS og pkg]as rks mu ij >Bw s eqdnes pyok ldrs gSa] vius xq.Mksa ls jkg pyrs fiVok ldrs gSa( ysfdu vksadkj bu ckrksa ls ugha MjrkA tc rd mldh nsg esa izk.k gS] og vkrrkb;ksa dh [kcj ysrk jgsxkA lglk ekVs jdkj dh vkokt luq dj og pkdaS As rjq Ur dkxt yds j viuk y[s k vkjEHk dj fn;kA vkSj ,d gh {k.k esa jk; lkgc us muds dejs esa dne j[kkA vkdas kjukFk us u mudk Lokxr fd;k] u dq'ky&{kes iNw k] u dqjlh nhA mUgas bl rjg ns[kk ekuks dksbZ eqyfte mudh vnkyr esa vk;k gks vkSj jksc ls feys g,q Loj eas iNw kµvkidks ejs k ijq tk fey x;k Fkk\\ eaS og i=k fy[kus ds fy;s ckè; ugha Fkk] esjk drZO; ;g Fkk fd Lo;a mldh rgdhdkr djrk( ysfdu eqjkSor esa fl)kUrksa dh dqN u dqN gR;k djuh gh iM+rh gSA D;k ml laokn esa dqN lR; gS\\ jk; lkgc mldk lR; gksuk vLohdkj u dj ldsA gkyk¡fd vHkh rd mUgsa tqjekus ds #i;s ugha feys Fks vkSj og muds ikus ls lki+$ budkj dj ldrs Fks( ysfdu og ns[kuk pkgrs Fks fd ;g egk'k; fdl igyw ij pyrs gSaA vksadkjukFk us [ksn izdV djrs gq, dgkµrc rks esjs fy;s ml laokn dks izdkf'kr djus ds flok vkSj dksbZ ekxZ ugha gSA eq>s bldk nq[k gS fd eq>s vius ,d ije fgrS\"kh fe=k dh vkykspuk djuh iM+ jgh gS( ysfdu drZO; ds vkxs O;fDr dksbZ pht+ ughaA lEiknd vxj viuk drZO; u iwjk dj lds] rks mls bl vklu ij cSBus dk dksbZ gd ugha gSA jk; lkgc dqjlh ij MV x;s vkSj iku dh fxykSfj;k¡ eq¡g esa Hkjdj cksysµysfdu ;g vkids gd esa vPNk u gksxkA eq>s tks dqN gksuk gS] ihNs gksxk] vkidks rRdky n.M fey tk;sxk( vxj vki fe=kksa dh ijokg ugha djrs] rks eSa Hkh mlh dSM+s dk vkneh gw¡A 190 @ xksnku

vkdas kjukFk us 'kghn dk xkjS o èkkj.k djds dgkµbldk rks e>q s dHkh Hk; ugha gqvkA ftl fnu eSaus i=k&lEiknd dk Hkkj fy;k] mlh fnu izk.kksa dk eksg NksM+ fn;k] vkSj esjs lehi ,d lEiknd dh lcls 'kkunkj ekSr ;gh gS fd og U;k; vkSj lR; dh j{kk djrk gqvk viuk cfynku dj nsA ^vPNh ckr gAS eaS vkidh puq krS h Lohdkj djrk gA¡w eaS vc rd vkidks fe=k le>rk vk;k Fkk( exj vc vki yM+us ij gh r;S kj g]aS rks yM+kbZ gh lghA vkf[k+j eSa vkids i=k dks iapxquk pUnk D;ksa nsrk gw¡A dsoy blhfy;s fd og esjk xqyke cuk jgsA eq>s ijekRek us jbZl cuk;k gSA ipgÙkj #i;k nsrk gw¡( blhfy;s fd vkidk eg¡q cUn jgAs tc vki ?kkVs dk jkus k jkrs s gaS vkjS lgk;rk dh vihy djrs gSa] vkSj ,slh 'kk;n gh dksbZ frekgh tkrh gks] tc vkidh vihy u fudyrh gks] rks eSa ,sls ekSds ij vkidh dqN u dqN enn dj nsrk gw¡A fdlfy;s! nhikoyh] n'kgjk] gkys h eas vkids ;gk¡ cuS k Hkts rk g]¡w vkjS lky eas iPphl ckj vkidh nkor djrk gw¡] fdlfy;s! vki fj'or vkSj drZO; nksuksa lkFk&lkFk ugha fuHkk ldrsA* vksadkjukFk mÙksftr gksdj cksysµeSaus dHkh fj'or ugha yhA jk; lkgc us QVdkjkµvxj ;g O;ogkj fj'or ugha gS rks fj'or D;k gS\\ tjk e>q s le>k nhft,A D;k vki le>rs g]aS vkidks NkMs +dj vkjS lHkh xèks gaS tks fu%LokFkZ Hkko ls vkidk ?kkVk iwjk djrs gSaA fudkfy;s viuh cgh vkSj crykb, vc rd vkidks esjh fj;klr ls fdruk fey pqdk gSA eq>s fo'okl gS] gt+kjksa dh jde fudysxh( vxj vkidks Lons'kh&Lons'kh fpYykdj fons'kh nokvksa vkSj oLrvq kas dh foKkiu Nkius eas 'kje ugha vkrh] rks eaS vius vlkfe;kas ls MkMa ]+ rkoku vkSj tqekZuk ysrs 'kjekÅ¡\\ ;g u lef>;s fd vki gh fdlkuksa ds fgr dk chM+k mBk;s gq, gSaA eq>s fdlkuksa ds lkFk tyuk&ejuk gS] eq>ls c<+dj nwljk mudk fgrsPNq ugha gks ldrk( ysfdu esjh xqtj dSls gks! vi+$ljksa dks nkorsa dgk¡ ls nw¡] ljdkjh pUns dgk¡ ls nw¡] [kkunku ds lSdM+ksa vknfe;ksa dh t+:jrsa dSls iwjh d:¡! esjs ?kj dk D;k [kpZ gS] ;g 'kk;n vki tkurs gSaA rks D;k esjs ?kj esa #i;s Qyrs g\\aS vk;xs k rks vlkfe;kas gh ds ?kj lAs vki le>rs gkxas ]s tehna kj vkjS rkYydq ns kj lkjs lalkj dk lq[k Hkksx jgs gSaA mudh vlyh gkyr dk vkidks Kku ugha( vxj og èkekZRek cu dj jgsa] rks mudk ft+Unk jguk eqf'dy gks tk;sA vi+$ljksa dks Mkfy;k¡ u nsa] rks tsy[kkuk ?kj gks tk;sA ge fcPNw ugha gSa fd vuk;kl gh lcdks Mad ekjrs fQjsaA u x+jhcksa dk xyk nckuk dksbZ cM+s vkuUn dk dke gS( ysfdu e;kZnkvksa dk ikyu rks djuk gh iM+rk gSA ftl rjg vki esjh jbZlh dk Qk;nk mBkuk pkgrs g]aS mlh rjg vkjS lHkh geas lkus s dh exq h+ Z le>rs gAaS vkb;s ejs s cx¡ ys xksnku @ 191

ij rks fn[kkÅ¡ fd lqcg ls 'kke rd fdrus fu'kkus eq>s ij iM+rs gAaS dkbs Z d'ehj ls 'kky&nq'kkyk fy;s pyk vk jgk gS] dksbZ b=k vkSj rEckdw dk ,tsaV gS] dksbZ iLq rdkas vkjS if=kdkvkas dk] dkbs Z thou&ches dk] dkbs Z xkz ekQs kus fy;s flj ij lokj gS] dksbZ dqNA pUnsokys rks vufxurhA D;k lcds lkeus viuk nq[kM+k ysdj cSB tkÅ¡\\ ;s yksx esjs }kj ij nq[kM+k lqukus vkrs gSa\\ vkrs gSa eq>s mYyw cukdj eq>ls dNq ,Bas us ds fy;As vkt e;knZ k dk fopkj NkMs + n]¡w rks rkfy;k¡ fiVus yxAas gDq dke dks Mkfy;k¡ u n]¡w rks ckxh le>k tkÅA¡ rc vki vius y[s kkas ls ejs h j{kk u djxas As dkxa lsz eas 'kjhd gvq k] mldk rkoku vHkh rd nrs k tkrk gA¡w dkyh fdrkc eas uke ntZ gks x;kA esjs flj ij fdruk dt+Z gS] ;g Hkh dHkh vkius iwNk gS\\ vxj lHkh egktu fMfx;z k¡ djk y]as rks ejs s gkFk dh ;g vx¡ Bw h rd fcd tk;xs hA vki dgxas ]s D;kas ;g vkMEcj ikyrs gkAs dfg,] lkr i'q rkas ls ftl okrkoj.k eas iyk g]¡w mlls vc fudy ugha ldrkA ?kkl Nhyuk esjs fy;s vlEHko gSA vkids ikl t+ehu ugha] tk;nkn ugha] e;kZnk dk >esyk ugha] vki fuHkhZd gks ldrs gSa( ysfdu vki Hkh nqe nck;s cSBs jgrs gSaA vkidks dqN [kcj gS] vnkyrksa esa fdruh fj'orsa py jgh gSa] fdrus x+jhcksa dk [kwu gks jgk gS] fdruh nsfo;k¡ Hkz\"V gks jgh gSa! gS cwrk fy[kus dk\\ lkexzh eSa nsrk gw¡] izek.k lfgrA vksadkjukFk dqN ueZ gksdj cksysµtc dHkh volj vk;k gS] eSaus dne ihNs ugha gVk;kA jk; lkgc Hkh dqN ueZ gq,µgk¡] eSa Lohdkj djrk gw¡ fd nks&,d ekSdksa ij vkius tok¡enhZ fn[kk;h gS( ysfdu vkidh fuxkg ges'kk vius ykHk dh vksj jgh g]S itz k&fgr dh vkjs ughAa vk[¡ kas u fudkfy;s vkjS u eg¡q yky dhft,A tc dHkh vki enS ku eas vk;s g]aS mldk 'kHq k ifj.kke ;gh gvq k fd vkids lEeku vkjS iHz kko vkSj vkenuh esa btkQk gqvk gS( vxj esjs lkFk Hkh vki ogh pky py jgs gksa] rks eSa vkidh [kkfrj djus dks rS;kj gw¡A #i;s u nw¡xk( D;ksafd og fj'or gSA vkidh iRuhth ds fy;s dksbZ vkHkw\"k.k cuok nw¡xkA gS eatwj\\ vc eSa vkils lR; dgrk gw¡ fd vkidks tks laokn feyk og xyr gS( exj ;g Hkh dg nsuk pkgrk gw¡ fd vius vkSj lHkh Hkkb;ksa dh rjg eSa Hkh vlkfe;ksa ls tqekZuk ysrk gw¡ vkSj lky esa nl&ik¡p gt+kj #i;s esjs gkFk yx tkrs gSa] vkSj vxj vki esjs eq¡g ls ;g dkSj Nhuuk pkgsaxs] rks vki ?kkVs esa jgsaxsA vki Hkh lalkj esa lq[k ls jguk pkgrs gSa] eSa Hkh pkgrk gw¡A blls D;k Qk;nk fd vki U;k; vkSj drZO; dk <ksax jpdj eq>s Hkh tsjckj djsa] [kqn Hkh tsjckj gksaA fny dh ckr dfg;sA eSa vkidk cSjh ugha gw¡A vkids lkFk fdruh gh ckj ,d pkSds esa] ,d est+ ij [kk pqdk gw¡A eSa ;g Hkh 192 @ xksnku

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ughaA gekjk rqEgkjk vkèkk lk>k jgsxkA blesa u rqEgsa dksbZ VksVk gS] u eq>sA eSaus vkt cSBs&cSBs lkspk] rks fpÙk cM+k nq[kh gqvk fd tqrs&tqrk;s [ksr ijrh jgs tkrs g!aS * gksjh lksp esa iM+ x;kA pkSekls&Hkj bu [ksrksa esa [kkn Mkyh] tksrk vkSj vkt dsoy cksvkbZ ds fy;s vkèkh Qly nsuh iM+ jgh gSA ml ij ,glku dSlk trk jgs g(aS yfs du blls rks vPNk ;gh gS fd [krs ijrh iM+ tk;Aas vkjS dqN u feyxs k] yxku rks fudy gh vk;sxkA ugha] vcdh csckdh u gqbZ] rks csn[kyh vk;h èkjh gSA mlus ;g izLrko Lohdkj dj fy;kA nkrknhu izlUu gksdj ckys sµrks pyk]s eSa vHkh cht rkSy n¡]w ftleas lcsjs dk >a>V u jgsA jksVh rks [kk yh gS u\\ gksjh us ytkrs gq, vkt ?kj esa pwYgk u tyus dh dFkk dghA nkrknhu us ehBs mykgus ds Hkko ls dgkµvj!s rEq gkjs ?kj eas pYw gk ugha tyk vkSj rqeus eq>ls dgk Hkh ugha! ge rqEgkjs cSjh rks ugha FksA blh ckr ij rqels esjk th dq<+rk gSA vjs Hkys vkneh] blesa ykt&lje dh dkSu ckr gSA ge lc ,d gh rks gSaA rqe 'kwnz gq, rks D;k] ge ckEgu gq, rks D;k] gSa rks lc ,d gh ?kj dsA fnu lcds cjkcj ugha tkrsA dkSu tkus] dy esjs gh Åij dksbZ ladV vk iM+s] rks eSa rqels viuk nq[k u dgw¡xk rks fdlls dgw¡xkA vPNk tks gqvk] pyks csax gh ds lkFk rqEgsa eu&nks&eu vukt [kkus dks Hkh rkSy nw¡xkA vkèk ?k.Vs eas gkjs h eu Hkj tkS dk Vkds jk flj ij j[ks vk;k vkjS ?kj dh pDdh pyus yxhA èkfu;k jkrs h Fkh vkjS lkgl ds lkFk tkS ihlrh FkhA Hkxoku mls fdl dqdeZ dk ;g n.M ns jgs gSaA nwljs fnu ls cksvkbZ 'kq: gqbZA gksjh dk lkjk ifjokj bl rjg dke esa tqVk gqvk Fkk] ekuks lc dqN viuk gh gSA dbZ fnu ds ckn flapkbZ Hkh blh rjg gqbZA nkrknhu dks lsr&esr ds etwj fey x;sA vc dHkh&dHkh mudk yM+dk ekrknhu Hkh ?kj eas vkus yxkA toku vkneh Fkk] cMk+ jfld vkjS ckrphr dk ehBk( nkrknhu tks dqN Nhu&>iVdj ykrs Fks] og mls Hkk¡x&cwVh esa mM+krk FkkA ,d pekfju ls mldh vk'kukbZ gks x;h Fkh] blfy;s vHkh rd C;kg u gqvk FkkA og jgrh Fkh( ij lkjk xko¡ ;g jgL; tkurs g,q Hkh dNq u ckys ldrk FkkA gekjk èkeZ gS gekjk Hkkts uA Hkkts u ifo=k jgs fQj gekjs èkeZ ij dkbs Z vkp¡ ugha vk ldrhA jkfs V;k¡ <ky cu dj vèkeZ ls gekjh j{kk djrh gSaA vc lk>s dh [krs h gkus s ls ekrknhu dks >fq u;k ls ckrphr djus dk volj 198 @ xksnku

feyus yxkA og ,sls nk¡o ls vkrk] tc ?kj esa >qfu;k ds flok vkSj dksbZ u gksrk( dHkh fdlh cgkus ls] dHkh fdlh cgkus lsA >qfu;k :iorh u Fkh( ysfdu toku Fkh vkSj mldh pekfju izsfedk ls vPNh FkhA dqN fnu 'kgj esa jg pqdh Fkh] iguuk&vk<s u+ k] ckys uk&pkyuk tkurh Fkh vkjS yTtk'khy Hkh Fkh] tks L=kh dk lcls cM+k vkd\"kZ.k gSA ekrknhu dHkh&dHkh mlds cPps dks xksn esa mBk ysrk vkSj I;kj djrkA >qfu;k fugky gks tkrh FkhA ,d fnu mlus >qfu;k ls dgkµrqe D;k n[s kdj xkcs j ds lkFk vk;ha >wuk\\ >qfu;k us ytkrs gq, dgkµHkkx [khap yk;k egkjkt] vkSj D;k dgw¡A ekrknhu nq[kh eu ls cksykµcM+k csoQk vkneh gSA rqe tSlh yPNeh dks NksM+dj u tkus dgk¡ ekjk&ekjk fQj jgk gSA papy lqHkko dk vkneh gS] blh ls eq>s 'kadk gksrh gS fd dgha vkSj u Q¡l x;k gksA ,sls vknfe;ksa dks rks xksyh ekj nsuk pkfg,A vkneh dk èkje gS] ftldh ck¡g idM+s] mls fuHkk;sA ;g D;k fd ,d vkneh dh ft+Unxh [kjkc dj nh vkSj vki nwljk ?kj rkdus yxsA ;oq rh jkus s yxhA ekrknhu us bèkj&mèkj rkddj mldk gkFk idM+ fy;k vkjS le>kus yxkµrqe mldh ijok djrh gks >wuk] pyk x;k] pyk tkus nksA rqEgkjs fy;s fdl ckr dh deh gSA #i;s&iSls] xguk&diM+k] tks pkgks eq>ls yksA >qfu;k us èkhjs ls gkFk NqM+k fy;k vkSj ihNs gVdj cksyhµlc rqEgkjh n;k gS egkjkt! eaS rks dgha dh u jghA ?kj ls Hkh x;h] ;gk¡ ls Hkh x;hA u ek;k feyh] u jke gh gkFk vk;sA nqfu;k dk jax&<ax u tkurh FkhA bldh ehBh&ehBh ckrsa lqudj tky esa Q¡l xbZA ekrknhu us xkscj dh cqjkbZ djuh 'kq: dhµog rks fujk yQ¡xk gS] ?kj dk u ?kkV dkA tc n[s kk]s ek&¡ cki ls yMk+ bAZ dgha ilS k ik tk;]s pV tvq k [kys Mkyxs k] pjl vkSj xk¡ts esa mldh tku clrh Fkh] lksgnksa ds lkFk ?kweuk] cgw&csfV;ksa dks NsM+uk] ;gh mldk dke FkkA Fkkusnkj lkgc cnek'kh esa mldk pkyku djus okys Fks] ge yksxksa us cgqr [kq'kken dh rc tkdj NksM+kA nwljksa ds [ksr&[kfygku ls vukt mM+k fy;k djrk FkkA dbZ ckj rks [kqn mlh us idM+k Fkk( ij xk¡o&?kj le>dj NksM+ fn;kA lksuk us ckgj vkdj dgkµHkkHkh] vEek us dgk gS] vukt fudkydj èkwi eas Mky nk]s ugha rks pkds j cgrq fudyxs kA if.Mr us tlS s c[kkj eas ikuh Mky fn;k gkAs ekrknhu us viuh lQkbZ nhµekyew gkrs k g]S rjs s ?kj cjlkr ugha gbq AZ pkeS kls esa ydM+h rd xhyh gks tkrh gS] vukt rks vukt gh gSA xksnku @ 199